Why Do We Live For No (Real) Reason? - Nihilism & The Philosophy of Emil Cioran

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  • @FriedFreya
    @FriedFreya Před 3 lety +3184

    *"I'm simply an accident. Why take it all so seriously?"* That was an excellent quote to end on.

    • @Bucko99
      @Bucko99 Před 3 lety +27

      Spoiler alert!

    • @barrelsinger9828
      @barrelsinger9828 Před 3 lety +29

      How are we an accident we exist by chance not by accident

    • @thenameisjohncena2005
      @thenameisjohncena2005 Před 3 lety +54

      @@barrelsinger9828 i mean, if the condom breaks, its by accident fam.

    • @rainbow-er4py
      @rainbow-er4py Před 3 lety

      the stupid thing u mean

    • @fakename3440
      @fakename3440 Před 3 lety +4

      @@barrelsinger9828 evolution was kind of an accident but yeah your parents giving birth to you is by chance.

  • @AlexBlank
    @AlexBlank Před 3 lety +3621

    Nihilism doesn't have to be negative at all. On the contrary, it can give us the freedom not to take things so seriously.

    • @kabusohikaru6187
      @kabusohikaru6187 Před 3 lety +295

      Exactly. Nihilism is a liberation! Too many people confuse nihilism with pessimism

    • @keyboardevangelist8956
      @keyboardevangelist8956 Před 3 lety +24

      Life is not objective meaningless as Fredrich Nietzsche claimed. There is a purpose to life. To know the Great I AM . So that you can know who you were created to be.. A wise man once said "I am who I AM says I am"
      czcams.com/video/4u5huPYmTOs/video.html (the purpose of life)
      Is to be
      czcams.com/video/YbipxLDtY8c/video.html (the image of God)

    • @keyboardevangelist8956
      @keyboardevangelist8956 Před 3 lety +20

      @Kiwi Smith am telling you God exists. He is real. We, human beings try to look for meaning in the universe. Because the universe is meaningful..why is the purpose of evolution installing that need in our soul if that need doesn't actually exist.. Am trying to tell you we have that need cuz that need was installed by God in order for you to seek him.
      Mathew 7:7
      Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

    • @violethaye6987
      @violethaye6987 Před 3 lety +12

      @@kabusohikaru6187 well it might be because they're purpose driven and people without purpose scare them since they're different? I don't know

    • @xnj913
      @xnj913 Před 3 lety +71

      @@keyboardevangelist8956 meaning is just a human concept. Think about it, if the humanity disappear everything will become meaningless.

  • @earthling03
    @earthling03 Před 3 lety +985

    "If nothing matters then it shouldn't matter that nothing matters."

    • @SPQR_14
      @SPQR_14 Před 3 lety +56

      Except pain matters.

    • @billbo7630
      @billbo7630 Před 3 lety +7

      And yet it does.

    • @ozzylepunknown551
      @ozzylepunknown551 Před 3 lety +21

      @@raresmircea the mere idea of god has changed humanity so much, i hate it

    • @raresmircea
      @raresmircea Před 3 lety +20

      @@ozzylepunknown551 The things you hate have power over you. Someone who meditates and develops mindfulness (a kind of meta-awareness that’s allocentric instead of egocentric) starts seeing just how many parasitic activities plague the normal human mind. In my case, a lot of things pertaining to fake news, politics, religious motivated acts, etc are grabbing onto my attention and trigger very ugly states of being. And unfortunately i’m the one who lives with these toxic states-those who are the cause of those "wrongdoings" are fine and dandy.
      You mustn’t hate it, you must understand it. You must learn how it came about and you must accept its necessity and merits. Only then you can engage in the social discourse in such a way to aid transcending it, or help reform it.
      Sitting parasitized by negative states like hate is prejudicing both you and the world. Acting from hate only serves to inflame the people in the other camp. In fact they need you to hate them, that’s how they build and maintain their own identity and zest for doing what they do. "Haters" is what motivates them. Just like muscles are strengthened against opposing forces, the religious spirit is strengthened when it’s pitted against vehement atheistic retorts. Like someone once said, if you start by shouting at someone you’ll automatically switch something in their brain that will prevent them from taking in any further information from you, so better save your breath.

    • @ozzylepunknown551
      @ozzylepunknown551 Před 3 lety +2

      @@raresmircea i know, i have studied a lot of buddha and other religions along with philosophies like positive nihilism and absurdism. I am very aware of my own thoughts and actions and it is often hard to not get anxious from them. Sometimes i reach a feeling of thinking nothing, its the calmest state i can ever be in.

  • @globalnomad1221
    @globalnomad1221 Před 3 lety +865

    this video was an accident, why should I take it seriously....

    • @mator2339
      @mator2339 Před 3 lety +41

      Dont. Even asking that question is effectively redundant then.
      Alternatively,
      "Your comment was an accident, why should I take it seriously ??"
      It then goes into an infinite regress effectively proving the very first assumption but actually the later infinite assumptions that follow are actually a consequence of the first. So it becomes tautological.

    • @edgepixel8467
      @edgepixel8467 Před 3 lety +7

      @David Thornton
      This video was created. There is no proof the universe was. Where did God come from?

    • @edgepixel8467
      @edgepixel8467 Před 3 lety +6

      @David Thornton
      This video was created. There is no proof the universe was. Where did God come from?

    • @iTsMrHiGHDeFF
      @iTsMrHiGHDeFF Před 3 lety

      me·men·to mo·ri

    • @edgepixel8467
      @edgepixel8467 Před 3 lety +4

      @David Thornton
      No. If everything must have an origin, so does God. If you make an exception, you can't make it only for your favorite fantasy, like God. You commit the logical error of Special Pleading.
      You invented something in your head (God), then you use the invented characteristics (eternal) of the invented God to argue God. Doesn't work like that.
      We can SEE the universe. That helps a lot. God is nowhere to be found. It's just as if he didn't exist. Oh wait! He doesn't.

  • @ogbm4338
    @ogbm4338 Před 3 lety +2616

    My thoughts before this video: “I need to do my school work.”
    My thoughts after this video: “School work, there is no point in doing it.”

    • @ogbm4338
      @ogbm4338 Před 3 lety +179

      @@keyboardevangelist8956 bruh I’m Christian and all but I didn’t ask for this and I’m pretty sure no one else has either

    • @lyr5641
      @lyr5641 Před 3 lety +102

      @@keyboardevangelist8956 HA the irony of this on a video about nihilism

    • @bob-manuel
      @bob-manuel Před 3 lety +120

      @@keyboardevangelist8956 ah shit Jehovah witness have gone digital.

    • @bereketmekonnen1416
      @bereketmekonnen1416 Před 3 lety +35

      @@bob-manuel I'm a jehovah witness but I laughed when I saw this😂☺️

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Před 3 lety +20

      @@lyr5641 The absurdities of life, amirite?

  • @mozambique9113
    @mozambique9113 Před 3 lety +495

    I have a thought when I was a little kid. "Who is the father of my great grand father?" Nobody in the family can answer me. I have learned so much from that lesson that when we die, within 100 years nobody will ever know or remember us anymore.
    *"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in the rain." - Roy, the blade runner*

    • @robert6106
      @robert6106 Před 3 lety +3

      Which of the four great grand fathers?

    • @Czarina888777
      @Czarina888777 Před 3 lety +16

      For my family sitting around telling us anecdotes of their fathers and their grandfathers and great grand father's is a normal and enjoyable thing, and now I understand the point of passing them on.

    • @countdracula2695
      @countdracula2695 Před 2 lety +6

      Even if someone remembers you after your death, it doesn't matter, you will be non existent.

    • @NoPrivateProperty
      @NoPrivateProperty Před 2 lety +2

      Ask the heirs of Fidel Castro. Revolutionaries live forever

    • @user-kb1hw2yq2f
      @user-kb1hw2yq2f Před 2 lety +19

      7 billion people on this planet don't know 99.9% of people that have ever lived. In 100 years we will be forgotten, and yet, we fight for respect on a daily basis. It's insane but it's necessary for survival. I think we're being played by a higher power.

  • @Cupo22
    @Cupo22 Před 3 lety +212

    I found his writings weirdly uplifting. ˝What do you do from morning to night? I endure myself¨ EC

  • @TheBuri00
    @TheBuri00 Před 3 lety +245

    The irony in feeling happy that I'm not alone in feeling meaningless and miserable during bouts of insomnia, depression, sleep paralysis, and drug abuse

    • @yaphonghor4409
      @yaphonghor4409 Před 3 lety +3

      Exactly!!!!

    • @gavabundo_0072
      @gavabundo_0072 Před 3 lety +2

      Like, nihilism tend to bend and entangle itself from it's two points (the pessimistic and the optimistic) in a cicle, just like most things in our physical Universe. It's beautiful and scary at the same time.

    • @bwruh6207
      @bwruh6207 Před 3 lety +3

      @@gavabundo_0072 Absolutely underrated comment, was just what I wanted to say.

    • @bwruh6207
      @bwruh6207 Před 3 lety +3

      @@gavabundo_0072 Maybe what makes something beautiful is in the depths of fear. But something that is too beautiful can generate fear.

    • @jaxonrood7533
      @jaxonrood7533 Před 2 lety +1

      The sleep paralysis really gets to me . Even the day feels strange when these have happened ,strange and hellish, even eerie but all too real.

  • @1999_reborn
    @1999_reborn Před 3 lety +1720

    Lol I’m lying down in bed just feeling lost in life. 21 and don’t know what I’m doing. I have no goals. I kind of just take it day by day. But it’s getting boring.

    • @ogbm4338
      @ogbm4338 Před 3 lety +118

      Set goals bro and fulfill them!

    • @tanviohol6807
      @tanviohol6807 Před 3 lety +171

      Hang in there. You will eventually find what you want to do. One step at a time. It's never too late. The most important thing obviously is to be a rational kind human being.

    • @1994deepan
      @1994deepan Před 3 lety +104

      Ifkr! Nothing excites anymore.

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Před 3 lety +106

      “When all the current reasons-moral, esthetic, religious, social, and so on-no longer guide one’s life, how can one sustain life without succumbing to nothingness? . . . 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘴 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨...”

    • @ruohonleikkaaja
      @ruohonleikkaaja Před 3 lety +26

      You might have depression? I don’t know seriously but I hope you’ll get better ❤️

  • @drjimnielson4425
    @drjimnielson4425 Před 3 lety +115

    "Everything that is formulated becomes more tolerable." Thank you.

    • @einsteinwallah2
      @einsteinwallah2 Před 3 lety +4

      there does not exist an expressive method which can express truth and as soon as truth is understood you cannot express it therefore truth is really never completely understood therefore what you formulate must fall short of complete truth ... last mile to complete truth must seem reachable or else you will give up running that last mile ... now why did i write this? did spirit of Emil Cioran enter me while i was asleep?

    • @Player-ix7rx
      @Player-ix7rx Před 2 měsíci

      I think the correct version is (ro) "Orice este formulat, este diminuat in intensitate" / (en) "Anything that is formulated, is diminished in intensity"

  • @0kam210
    @0kam210 Před 3 lety +333

    What a good way to start off December

  • @jayjohns1391
    @jayjohns1391 Před 3 lety +127

    Had a death in the family yesterday, this helped put things into perspective. We all have to die of something, pain only exists in the living. For whatever reason, these "dark" thinkers have always seemed to bring a certain comfort. Or maybe it's the totality of a lack thereof that makes it all even out. Either way thank you for this, I needed it

    • @jvckpott
      @jvckpott Před 11 měsíci +2

      First, I'm sorry for your loss, even if this is an old comment, I know deaths are hard. I just wanted to add, I wonder if 'dark' thinkers bring a certain comfort to so many through sheer acceptance of suffering. I feel like so often our suffering is met with judgment like "you shouldn't feel that' or 'that is a negative feeling' etc. The logic always seems to go "That feels bad, therefore it is bad, and since it is bad, we have to eradicate it." (Think toxic the positivity spread in popular psychology all the time these days) I think that leads to a denying of and discomfort around 'negative' feelings like sadness, anger, frustration, despair, shame, fear, etc. For many 'dark' thinkers these feelings are just a day-to-day reality, probably from depression or anxiety or other mood 'disorders' (I put disorders in quotes here because I think even that language is an example of what I'm talking about, that if you are experiencing that, then there is something wrong with you), it becomes an inescapable fact. Then, when met with the denial and rejection of society, that frustration and disconnect is deepened and reinforced, forcing them to confront those aspects of society, denial is no longer an option. Their criticisms and thoughts are freeing to many of us as they discuss all the things that we are typically forced to hide, deny, or otherwise ignore the existence of. But we all experience them. For the 'dark' thinkers the depression or anxiety leads them to reflection of their internal life, they try to understand their own psyche and emotions, as well as their relationship to society. While not all of us are rejected by society in the same way as the 'darker' thinkers may be, and have been, we all still suffer from the rejection of 'negative' thoughts and feelings. When we see someone expressing these things, writing and reflecting on them, it is freeing, because we are finally seeing our own suffering acknowledged. At least, that's what makes sense to me.

    • @Home.Lander.69
      @Home.Lander.69 Před 10 měsíci

      ​@@jvckpottabsolutely

  • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
    @user-vr5zk9ox8d Před 3 lety +688

    I’m a simple man. I see Pursuit of Wonder, I click for no reason.

    • @ogbm4338
      @ogbm4338 Před 3 lety +38

      I disagree, the reason was actually for no reason.

    • @user-vr5zk9ox8d
      @user-vr5zk9ox8d Před 3 lety +31

      @@ogbm4338 That’s a very reasonable point

    • @ogbm4338
      @ogbm4338 Před 3 lety +19

      @@user-vr5zk9ox8d Correct, with much reason being reasonably reasonable.

    • @nairolf32
      @nairolf32 Před 3 lety +14

      @@user-vr5zk9ox8d reasonably pointless

    • @theone-fy3dg
      @theone-fy3dg Před 3 lety +3

      Lol

  • @Eternalised
    @Eternalised Před 3 lety +177

    This hits home. “Man stands face to face with the irrational. He feels within him his longing for happiness and for reason. The absurd is born of this confrontation between the human need and the unreasonable silence of the world.”
    - Albert Camus

    • @Dacademeca
      @Dacademeca Před 3 lety +3

      Good to see you here!

    • @Eternalised
      @Eternalised Před 3 lety +3

      @@Dacademeca You as well, the philosophy community is small! :D

    • @maciej4349
      @maciej4349 Před 3 lety +8

      Fun fact! Cioran has met with Camus once, but he really didn't like him and he sometimes used to talk about him, calling Camus "mediocre". There's even a video on youtube when Cioran talks about him.

    • @Eternalised
      @Eternalised Před 3 lety +1

      @@maciej4349 interesting! will check that out, thx

    • @jacobjacob4139
      @jacobjacob4139 Před 3 lety

      @@maciej4349 Mediocre in what way? Camus found a way to have fun and enjoy life in the midst of absurdity and Cioran stayed at heights of despair till his last breath.

  • @InTheI
    @InTheI Před 3 lety +197

    “After having struggled madly to solve all problems, after having suffered on the heights of despair, in the supreme hour of revelation, you will find that the only answer, the only reality, is silence.”
    -Emil Cioran

    • @grahaminglis4242
      @grahaminglis4242 Před 3 lety +11

      @ Tom Robinson
      Human beings who come into contact with the psychological reality of suffering etc have to find a way to carry on being faced with the unrelenting phenomena of despair for no discernible reason. Ordinary thinking based upon logic and reasoning, the so called remedy of positive psychology doesn’t cut it and oneself is therefore seemingly bereft and feels adrift of society’s traditional conditioning with no apparent way back.
      At this point the despairing person either surrenders to the need to get help from other people who are regarded as knowing what to do next, or they may take the opportunity to self learn by demanding that enough is enough of suffering and remain steadfast with the fact of ‘what is’ without resistance or escape, not as a strategy, but just to understand the full extent of the situation. This approach, although not recommended by specialists, enables oneself to go beyond the boundaries of man made thought processes by seeing firsthand the limitations of fragmented knowledge/experience and the inherent dangers in expecting that every situation has a readymade answer in the form of a doing action.
      Only through self-knowledge can the wholeness of non-verbal ‘silence’ enter into consciousness to negate and mutate the psychological suffering state by the action of insight that in not yours or mine and therefore perhaps the natural meditative movement of compassion. I have no way of knowing if Emil Cioran had reached the full understanding of this mind state, but the quote reads that he likely did.

    • @Satyam.27
      @Satyam.27 Před 3 lety +5

      @@grahaminglis4242 I'm 18, I find these philosophy videos quite intriguing, but in most of them the conclusion I get is, life is meaningless and we don't know anything about it, I could be wrong but this is what I'm getting from a surface level, is philosophy even worth spending time diving in and giving it a couple of years if in the end I'm gonna come to the same conclusions, also philosophy seems kinda dark and dull, I feel like it's gonna make me emotionless and depressed, so in the end, my question is, is philosophy worth studying?

    • @grahaminglis4242
      @grahaminglis4242 Před 3 lety +3

      @@Satyam.27
      Thanks for reading my comments. Although the lead subject mentioned Nihilism and the philosophy of Emil Cioran, my comments are not directed from the abstract perspective of academic studies of philosophy per se, they come directly from my lived experience of suffering in the context of caring for my son who was diagnosed with an acute serious mental illness 26 years ago and the present day situation whereby the behavioural symptoms are as evident today as they were way back. So psychological disorder and consequently suffering are a part of the daily exigencies of his and my life, given that he lives with me.
      The reality is that the orthodox advice of professionals is not meeting my needs as his carer and significant other person in his relationship with the world around him, unfortunately and so in order to survive I am forced to look elsewhere for wisdom that meets the circumstances we are faced with. After searching far and wide, not by studying philosophy, religion or psychology as an academic pursuit, I have found that the teachings of J Krishnamurti are really the only thing that I can relate to that speaks directly to my situation. The gist of it is learning about facts and non-facts instantaneously, not building a memory base of ideas as reference points for later uptake as required.
      As to your remarks about studying philosophy as a career course, I am not in a position to provide any advice to you, but I wish you good fortune in whatever you decide regarding your future. cheers!

    • @Satyam.27
      @Satyam.27 Před 3 lety +2

      @@grahaminglis4242 Thankyou very much for your response sir, I probably wasn't clear enough but I wasn't talking about learning philosophy for career or through formal education, I've this desire to become wiser that I should be able to make right decisions and I should know what's important in life and what's not, do you think studying philosophy (through youtube and books) can help me fullfil this desire of becoming wise and emotionally mature, and maybe increase the overall happiness in my life?
      Ever since I've started watching these videos I've noticed that I've become kinda dull and monotonous, I'm never too happy never too sad, I lost motivation to do anything as everything seems pointless, I find myself forcefully making goals to get myself excited, i kinda miss riding that rollercoaster of emotions, why am I feeling this way?
      looking forward to your reply, thankyou.

    • @grahaminglis4242
      @grahaminglis4242 Před 3 lety +6

      @@Satyam.27
      Ah for an 18 year old you are asking some questions that go beyond the superficial aspects of the roller coaster of the teenagers’ emotions and life expectancies. Welcome to the emerging adult world where happiness is not an assured reality. By all means the CZcams channel carries a vast diversity of stuff that is designed to catch the viewers attention, but the downside is that it is confusing at the same time as there’s too much divergence in the matters covered. From CZcams’s perspective they are interested in quantity of opinions so as to appeal to the widest audience uptake. It can cause contradictions and conflict between opposites, particularly in the area of politics. Many people are featured as contributors because they are authors seeking publicity and therefore book sales. Others have editorial links to specific public domains that have a large supporting group of followers and clientele whose interests and appetites for certain causes are expanded by video presentations.
      So be careful not to overload your perceptive curiosity with junk information that will only leave you disenchanted and disappointed. After all there is no one repository of wisdom that suits everyone and guarantees happiness at the end.
      From my 77 year old view, the best advice I might offer you is to doubt anything that purports to know everything and resist conclusions that close down your natural curiosity to see life as a living movement with no fixed permanent outcomes. Good luck!

  • @aqwandrew6330
    @aqwandrew6330 Před 3 lety +191

    "I'm simply an accident. Why take it all so seriously?" - Emil Cioran

    • @Wilkins325
      @Wilkins325 Před 3 lety +2

      Who says youre an accident?

    • @aqwandrew6330
      @aqwandrew6330 Před 3 lety +10

      @@Wilkins325 "This is a world in which reasons are made up because reality is too painful."
      - Barry Diler

    • @frankmcnally5993
      @frankmcnally5993 Před 3 lety +1

      There are no accidents

    • @thedragonofthewest5789
      @thedragonofthewest5789 Před 3 lety

      @Juan Perez master oogway

    • @tooyoo2078
      @tooyoo2078 Před 3 lety

      @@aqwandrew6330 you sound really depressed 😂😂

  • @mtg_phoenix698
    @mtg_phoenix698 Před 3 lety +101

    I have a simple philosophy. I see a Pursuit of Wonder notification, I click it.

  • @nicolae-stefancurpas2490
    @nicolae-stefancurpas2490 Před 3 lety +252

    Happy National Day Romanians everywhere!

  • @QuietlyMagnetic
    @QuietlyMagnetic Před 3 lety +39

    When I think about the purpose of life, the following comes to mind from Jordan Peterson ― “The purpose of life, is to find a mode of being that’s so meaningful that the fact that life is suffering is no longer relevant.”

    • @Idk-ud2hg
      @Idk-ud2hg Před 3 lety +3

      @Shirley Timple Am I allowed to think that one sentence makes senese and is fine, differentiating it from the author?

    • @idontknowwhattonamethischa1024
      @idontknowwhattonamethischa1024 Před 3 lety +4

      Shirley Timple completely false

    • @Mani_Katti
      @Mani_Katti Před 3 lety +1

      @Shirley Timple Even if he is, what you claim him to be, his sentence doesn't lose any meaning. He is highly educated in philosophy and psychology.

    • @OHYS
      @OHYS Před 3 lety

      @Shirley Timple yeah he is but chill

    • @blackpilledchad1927
      @blackpilledchad1927 Před rokem +1

      Nice try. It means nothing

  • @madmaximum875
    @madmaximum875 Před 3 lety +63

    Cioran is probably my most favourite "dark side" philosopher, love his aphorisms

    • @heyitsmed4556
      @heyitsmed4556 Před 3 lety +5

      All gall divided is a wonderful read if you ever find the time

  • @somekidwithacomputer2939
    @somekidwithacomputer2939 Před 3 lety +436

    Emil Cioran was the original edgy goth kid who sat in the back of the classroom

  • @user-gt3dt7mv1o
    @user-gt3dt7mv1o Před 3 lety +24

    Dear @Pursuit of Wonder i am writing a 10 page paper about existential nihilism for my ethics class right now. I chose to do so because of your Videos, they were what got me interested in philosophy in the first place. This video is literally perfectly timed.
    I think your videos are absolutely amazing and so far i have enjoyed every single one of them!

  • @IKEMENOsakaman
    @IKEMENOsakaman Před 3 lety +164

    "anti-philosophy is a philosophy"
    me: who am i? where am i? what am i? what is i? asdffdgl

    • @RisingPurpose9941
      @RisingPurpose9941 Před 3 lety +2

      😂

    • @cricketwithyouth4501
      @cricketwithyouth4501 Před 3 lety +4

      After watching the video me...I don't wanna continue my school works...I wanna just dive in all these

    • @aamirkhan6692
      @aamirkhan6692 Před 3 lety

      I think therefore I am

    • @Cricket_to_wicket
      @Cricket_to_wicket Před 3 lety +1

      Why i am?

    • @jeanierivera3334
      @jeanierivera3334 Před 3 lety

      I woke up in the middle of the night a few years ago. I didn't know where I was, who I was, or what I was. As I ran my fingers on the bed I didn't know that it was a bed! And so I ask myself what am I as my arms came up in my hands before me looked foreign, like I didn't know what they were, as if I was seeing my hands for the first time. I felt as if my bedroom was floating but I didn't know it was a bedroom I didn't recognize anything in the bedroom. Then the question came to me who do I belong to? Who do I belong to? As I sat there waiting for an answer I remembered , I belongs to God! Then I remembered did I belong to my son! Then slowly I began to recognize did I was in my bed in my apartment I'm beginning to feel safe again. I laid down and try to go back to sleep but as I fell into slumber, I felt as if my mind was leaving again , so I quickly sat back up. And begin to remind myself that, I belong to my son and I belong to God. And then I try to remember as I could about my life where I live my apartment. I was worried that if I fell back asleep and I could not remember who I was in the morning, how would my son know how to come and find me if all that was left of me was my body. If it had not been my belief that I belong to God, I would probably be a vegetable in a mental institution. True story.

  • @hoomanot
    @hoomanot Před 3 lety +54

    The Trouble With Being Born is one of the greatest books ever written-monolithic, unrelenting, merciless and troubling. It revealed to me my 60 year old self, 30 years earlier. A must read!

    • @nakakamanghangkaalaman6043
      @nakakamanghangkaalaman6043 Před rokem

      Where can i download it for free?

    • @hoomanot
      @hoomanot Před rokem

      @@nakakamanghangkaalaman6043 You'll have to search the internet my friend. I had purchased it.

    • @Siss2012
      @Siss2012 Před rokem

      K O my thoughts exactly !❤

  • @variant101
    @variant101 Před 3 lety +7

    “Since death follows from birth, it is actually the memory of our birth that is the tragic problem of life.” I love ideas like this, they make your head explode. Most people think it’s the idea of death that’s the problem, but the idea of birth? Who TF thinks like that? This guy.

  • @pradeepcdimri8587
    @pradeepcdimri8587 Před 3 lety +77

    *daily dose of existential crisis*

    • @armin.a9
      @armin.a9 Před 9 měsíci

      Not that I'm an expert but that'd be a rather superficial interpretation.

  • @randomme3095
    @randomme3095 Před 2 lety +5

    Cioran's work is reassuring. Its like a hug.
    I read his books when I have a depression episode and I feel better. I kind of embrace my feelings and start to move up from that.

  • @DestructorEFX
    @DestructorEFX Před 3 lety +47

    Another great video! Thanks!

  • @marianflorea7724
    @marianflorea7724 Před 3 lety +3

    So glad to see that you chose to talk about Emil Cioran one of biggest thinkers my country had. Thank you so much for all the amazing videos that you are creating!

  • @dolorosaenigmakil
    @dolorosaenigmakil Před 2 lety +4

    This resonated with me greatly. Cried a little inside then purchased an Emil Cioran book straight after. Fantastic page. Subscribed!

  • @gesundheit1768
    @gesundheit1768 Před 3 lety +25

    My nihilistic view of life literally transformed me into a stoic and a humorous absurdist kind of person
    My whole teenage years i was *so* depressed about this fact that I don't talk with this kind of stuff with anyone, even my family/friends
    I feel so alien and stupid for having this kind of thinking that, that time i literally wished i had those kinds of depression people typically have like having debts, relationship problems, having a disability, or any problems that can just be resolved by simply being optimistic, having help,being with others/anyone and just never give up about it
    This state of mine grew with me throughout the years that it literally became part of my personality
    and it had me accept the fact that life is indeed meaningless and absurd
    Saying that we *create our own color* and *meaning in our life*
    Is like being those colored sand pebbles amongst thousand sand in the beach
    Yeah that's right
    It doesn't make any difference

    • @n0tprem1um75
      @n0tprem1um75 Před 2 lety +3

      I feel you mate,in my moments of being naive I have tryed to talk with others about the meaningless of life and all I got was a smile,a laugh or vague answer.

    • @bigmoppa27
      @bigmoppa27 Před rokem +1

      As one that has a mental illness, like schizoaffectice disorder, I can tell you its not great. The help you do get are pills that stop your creative process thinking, and have this irrational fear of persecution, you dont know about who. The only blessing I have is poetry, pessimistic philosophies, and the fact that my father commited suicide, uneducated, on drugs, and he was unemployed. So just my learning about concepts of philosophies that are next to being a God, I find resolution, if not equality with the greatest minds that ever existed.

  • @TheGabrielPT
    @TheGabrielPT Před 3 lety +38

    I need to read Cioran ASAP. It's been on my list for a couple years now

    • @theflyingguillotine3788
      @theflyingguillotine3788 Před 3 lety

      I can't find translations of his stuff. Only the trouble of being born which is really good.

    • @thelaunchacademy
      @thelaunchacademy Před 3 lety

      Me too

    • @may-annpareja5411
      @may-annpareja5411 Před 3 lety

      You should start with On The Heights of Despair. That's a really good book ♡

    • @dimlighty
      @dimlighty Před 2 lety

      @@theflyingguillotine3788 I tried to read 'The Trouble of Being Born' but most if it doesn't make sense to me; I don't understand what many of the aphorisms are trying to convey.

  • @rickyf3448
    @rickyf3448 Před 3 lety +27

    We are not cursed with consciousness - consciousness is cursed with us.

  • @TheGritherr
    @TheGritherr Před 3 lety +4

    A man after my own heart! Thank you for the introduction, and now to Amazon....

  • @greenlandbg
    @greenlandbg Před 3 lety +2

    It's fascinating how much depth you can cover in 10 minutes. I love your videos. This one especially, reminds me of the early days of The School of Life. Great to hear about a new author and get to know their work in this way.

  • @lelalelui5683
    @lelalelui5683 Před 3 lety +1

    Thank you very much for creating this CZcams channel!! You don't know how inspiring it is. It cultivates my curiosity for philosophy and helps me to cope with life!

  • @tokinbowls
    @tokinbowls Před 3 lety +8

    As I lay here in battle with my own insomnia/procrastinating sleep contemplating over life, consciousness, free will and why we even care enough to wonder, knowing I have work in less than 5 hours I somehow feel better about having to deal with it now after watching this. Thank you Emil Cioran for explaining that even though none of it actually matters the illusion of it all is just as meaningful and thank you Pursuit of Wonder for all the amazing content you put out. Every video you upload gives me faith that maybe our generation isn't so fucked after all.

    • @gregsaunders3984
      @gregsaunders3984 Před 3 lety

      Our generation absolutely is fucked. Not that it matters.

  • @ipons-jv9ll
    @ipons-jv9ll Před 3 lety +4

    Thank you. You've done the majority of my favourite writers now, and I'm happy to here you talk of them. I hope some other person will see this video and find some companionship in Cioran, Kafka, Bukowski, or just your videos.

  • @user-gj1it4vp3l
    @user-gj1it4vp3l Před 3 lety +2

    Let's take a minute and appreciate the visual beauty of this video. Love it. Whoever put it all together... Thank you.

  • @JohnnyUnderscore1981
    @JohnnyUnderscore1981 Před 3 lety

    This the best channel I came across in 2020. Thanks for existing.

  • @FutureMindset
    @FutureMindset Před 3 lety +6

    There was an episode of House in which intelligence was mentioned as being a curse. A constant reminder that everything is meaninglessness is sad so maybe ignorance is bliss. But as Cioran mentions, "everything that is formulated becomes more tolerable." We have to accept it and not run from it because that's the only way we'll make sense of the nonsense and create our own purpose and meaning, making our accidental existence worthwhile.

  • @c.a.g.e.
    @c.a.g.e. Před 3 lety +5

    This CZcams channel has sparked such a deep interest in philosophy inside of me. Thank you I think I will do this with my life

  • @vijoonline
    @vijoonline Před 2 lety +1

    Your script is so well worded and delivered. Bravo

  • @user76239
    @user76239 Před 3 lety +4

    I've watched every video that you've made all of them are great it's your short stories that get me though. Your work is phenomenal with or without a point. I truly feel like the contents of the blender after watching them

  • @TK-qh4gr
    @TK-qh4gr Před 3 lety +10

    At times when I have felt very tired in life, I have often fixated on the thought of why can't there just be nothing. The nihilist in me loves the idea. I have wtf moments of life where it seems so strange and surreal to be at a very specific point of time & space.

    • @abdulbari-_-
      @abdulbari-_- Před 3 lety

      Yeah. U care to much . Its just a coincidence ,why take it so seriously

  • @lucanalex3606
    @lucanalex3606 Před 3 lety +15

    I feel kinda proud to see a fellow romanian that has a similar thought process to me

    • @larryd2684
      @larryd2684 Před 3 lety

      Consider talking to your doctor about depression.

    • @TAROTAI
      @TAROTAI Před 2 lety

      _Suntem atât de mulți dintre noi ca asta_

  • @veena1409
    @veena1409 Před 3 lety +6

    I am here for my regular dose of existential crisis before exam tomorrow! :) Thank you pursuit of wonder!

  • @sicknado
    @sicknado Před 3 lety +46

    "Where we really want to be is naked, singing in the rainforest, stoned, and exulted. One with the souls of the ancestors, one with the Gian spirit of the planet." -Terence McKenna

    • @ChrisDragotta
      @ChrisDragotta Před 3 lety +3

      The bugs would eat you alive inside of 3 minutes.

    • @batsky6061
      @batsky6061 Před 3 lety +4

      Ah, you clever hippie! Trying to use “mystical” experiences to escape the death of god are we? I still smell the stench of the old man’s corpse on you! Your god died and now you want someone else’s god to take his place!

    • @fadilahmed3137
      @fadilahmed3137 Před 3 lety

      @@batsky6061 who knows if it is he or she
      Or a trans haha

    • @albusdumbledore4416
      @albusdumbledore4416 Před 2 lety

      @@batsky6061 wtf are u talking about 😂😂😂😂

    • @ThePsycoDolphin
      @ThePsycoDolphin Před 2 lety +3

      Why do I want to be in a rainforest? I'd get a disease in 10 seconds.
      Nature nates us. It is remorseless in its attempts to destroy us. Man is innately at odds with the rest of his surroundings. We are in constant struggle. With climate change, nature will engage in pitiless revenge against us. Remorless warfare without mercy. All of nature is now merely a prelude to catastrophe. Climate change is a time barrier that turns all human hopes into mere ash. Well see how nice nature looks once we've raped it to death, and it responds by turning our planet into Venus.

  • @BruceWayne-ne1ez
    @BruceWayne-ne1ez Před 3 lety +38

    "You're an accident, you're a failure"
    -my parents

    • @OfficialCANVAS
      @OfficialCANVAS Před 3 lety +10

      Dont take it seriously kid

    • @co2_os
      @co2_os Před 3 lety +10

      Hey at least they’re honest.

    • @littlefairy9286
      @littlefairy9286 Před 3 lety +8

      Reparent yourself, sweetheart.
      They failed as parents, you are a worthy, beautiful human who deserves love and compassion.
      I don't know you but I have abusive parents and I know what you feel. Loving hugs to you 💗

    • @elliegotfredson3712
      @elliegotfredson3712 Před 3 lety +3

      I told my dad I want to be a comedian. He says, "You're not funny, you're peculiar".

    • @samrashafaq1717
      @samrashafaq1717 Před 3 lety +2

      Failure is an event, not a person.
      Accident, we all are accidents.

  • @rc7534
    @rc7534 Před 3 lety +16

    My brain : "Stop overthinking please"
    Me : *watched this video*

  • @rushi1306
    @rushi1306 Před 3 lety

    man, thanks for your videos. I understand how difficult it can be to write a short essay covering this wide to topic, but you have mastered it. Great!!

  • @33clmi
    @33clmi Před 3 lety +1

    This really made me think great content keep it up (I’ve also been a fan for so long I really like your content)

  • @adobotravels
    @adobotravels Před 3 lety +25

    Momento mori, remember that you are going to die. Don’t take life too seriously - Marcus Aurelius

    • @TAROTAI
      @TAROTAI Před 2 lety

      I think in exactly opposite way - life is quick, so explore and grow while you can; but then again, you have _nothing_ to contribute!

  • @jadedseer
    @jadedseer Před 3 lety +4

    I must thank you for this video.
    Though I am a romanian myself, I have never heard of Mr. Cioran until now. The sad part about the thinkers from my country is that they are ever hardly spoken of or mentioned.
    Thus, I must thank you.

  • @Omnigrotesque
    @Omnigrotesque Před 3 lety +1

    Dark and beautiful. Great Video - thank you! Emil Cioran said in an interview that he wrote these things in his dark hours and that it was always some kind of therapeutic. So it seems he wasn't unhappy all the time but when he was, he wrote.

  • @preeminentmoviescenes8183

    Best philosophy channel on CZcams
    Great work

  • @ravisalunke677
    @ravisalunke677 Před 3 lety +4

    Heyy pursuit of wonder you made my life wonderful

  • @mindyourself7063
    @mindyourself7063 Před 3 lety +3

    I feel blessed to live in a time when life topics can be explored in the light of robust understandings. Extraordinary individuals lacking such resources seem so often predisposed to aberrant neural processing. Essentially doomed to play out an unproductive and joyless drama with misplaced conflict as motive. TY for the synapsis and I'll pass on the deep dive.

  • @unwokesociety1624
    @unwokesociety1624 Před 3 lety

    I didn't expect you to make a video on Emil Cioran,thanks for the video.

  • @thereal2611
    @thereal2611 Před 3 lety +1

    I’ve been waiting for🤞🏿 something on nihilism 😌thank you

  • @isaiahsainz1040
    @isaiahsainz1040 Před 3 lety +50

    There is no point in living. We all live to die and once we die 99.9% of us are forgotten

    • @scat7298
      @scat7298 Před 3 lety +26

      100% of people are gonna be forgotten inevitably.

    • @jamatoneblue
      @jamatoneblue Před 3 lety +18

      And someday there will be zero humans left alive. There will be no memories or knowledge of anything that humans ever did. For a while, once humans are extinct, the Earth will be full of skeletons and artifacts with no one to discover them. But those too will all be gone someday. It's kind of beautiful when you think about it.

    • @edgepixel8467
      @edgepixel8467 Před 3 lety +7

      This doesn’t take away any value from a sunset you can watch, from a friend you can chat to, or from a stranger you can help.

    • @hunterhemingway3477
      @hunterhemingway3477 Před 3 lety

      100% imo

    • @hunterhemingway3477
      @hunterhemingway3477 Před 3 lety +1

      @@scat7298 ooohhhhh people please remember me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @gregmezera6571
    @gregmezera6571 Před 3 lety +12

    The haircut he had when he was young is all the reason anyone should need to live.

  • @spacealienjesus709
    @spacealienjesus709 Před 2 lety

    This is beautiful..
    Both the video and way of seeing things.
    Thank you.

  • @interhistoria5632
    @interhistoria5632 Před 3 lety +1

    Very interesting and informative, thank you.

  • @InfinitiSin
    @InfinitiSin Před 3 lety +135

    NNN ends. *After post nut clarity*
    We live for no real reason.

  • @carlov.4408
    @carlov.4408 Před 3 lety +14

    i read some quotes from his works. His work is literally my philosophy on life and I am glad to have found him through this video

  • @eiffel6565
    @eiffel6565 Před 3 lety +1

    I really enjoyed this, please continue to do more 🌹

  • @crepis5955
    @crepis5955 Před 3 lety

    what an absolutely beautiful video

  • @stefanexplores
    @stefanexplores Před 3 lety +91

    I click for no reason, from no free will of my own.

    • @locletan905
      @locletan905 Před 3 lety

      same

    • @aayush5196
      @aayush5196 Před 3 lety +12

      There is no free will. Everything is determined; including my supposed choice to reply to your comment:)

    • @julioviloria3289
      @julioviloria3289 Před 3 lety

      @@aayush5196 Determinism implies that a creator/god determined everything that is, has been, and will be. If that being exists, I question their godliness. What kind of God would create this kind of world.

    • @advityasharma9148
      @advityasharma9148 Před 3 lety

      @@julioviloria3289 Well, your perception of god is negative. If we take a guy who is successful and has achieved his dreams, he would love god and wouldnt curse him. Something bad for you isnt necessarily to be bad for another guy. P.S. sorry if there are any grammatical mistakes.

    • @julioviloria3289
      @julioviloria3289 Před 3 lety

      @@advityasharma9148 But achieving success and dreams is never enough right? It's a survival mechanism to justify living longer. What kind of god makes a fragile being desperate to survive just to inevitably suffer and die? Dying to live just to live to die. I'm questioning the concept of a creator because that would be a ridiculous being. I think there is no conscious creator. It's just a universe of dancing energy. No conscious entity is in control. The whole thing is one body, one consciousness.

  • @cosminblk8359
    @cosminblk8359 Před 3 lety +21

    3:40 Looking at his bed, I understand why he was an insomniac.

  • @ahmedmestiriwastaken
    @ahmedmestiriwastaken Před 3 lety

    Your videos are well made, well researched. This video especially speaks to me.. Love it.. thank you

  • @danypenzza
    @danypenzza Před 3 lety

    Great video!!⭐️

  • @rickyf3448
    @rickyf3448 Před 3 lety +69

    Nihilism = Agonizing over life’s meaninglessness
    Enlightenment = Relishing life’s meaninglessness

    • @shivamked
      @shivamked Před 3 lety +1

      Every nihilist should read Zen koans

    • @masondrip42
      @masondrip42 Před 3 lety +7

      that’s not how i view nihilism

    • @rsdanilovich9510
      @rsdanilovich9510 Před 3 lety

      Well said Rick.

    • @edgepixel8467
      @edgepixel8467 Před 3 lety

      The way one of my meditation insights got it, life is meaningfully meaningless.

    • @zerothehero123
      @zerothehero123 Před 3 lety +3

      Nihilism is without sentiment. It cuts too deep so it's always a semantic debate.

  • @Dacademeca
    @Dacademeca Před 3 lety +134

    "The Only Thing I Know, Is That I Know Nothing."
    - Socrates

    • @lizzettorres1111
      @lizzettorres1111 Před 3 lety +9

      When u relize u know nothing, you've grown up

    • @Dacademeca
      @Dacademeca Před 3 lety +4

      @@lizzettorres1111 yup

    • @MrAuskiwi101
      @MrAuskiwi101 Před 3 lety +7

      Wisdom is knowing how much you don't know. And as we should know Socrates was a very wise man.

    • @Dacademeca
      @Dacademeca Před 3 lety +2

      @sleepy • 16 years ago I guess that this is just implying that If you think you know everything, it will stop you from learning more, which wont make you wise. Since if you know all about it, why learn more of it?

    • @elektraraven4685
      @elektraraven4685 Před 3 lety +2

      Of socrates said this no need to search the meaning of life. Ignorance iş happiness😎

  • @ferasalrefai1811
    @ferasalrefai1811 Před 2 lety +1

    Nice quote "Everything that is formulated becomes more tolerable".

  • @dimaivanov6926
    @dimaivanov6926 Před 3 lety

    Great video, thanks!

  • @nowespojrzenie2.0
    @nowespojrzenie2.0 Před rokem +4

    Cioran inspired me. In my opinion, he is the greatest philosopher, but also a great writer. The fact that he can be treated as the most outstanding philosopher is also supported by the fact that he despised awards, public appearances, and that he avoided publicity in general. Moreover, he consistently preaches these terribly unpopular theses.

  • @heavenlydenied
    @heavenlydenied Před 3 lety +8

    That last quote literally saved my life.

  • @gylve10
    @gylve10 Před 3 lety

    Thank you for the video. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

  • @OntheMind
    @OntheMind Před 3 lety

    This is truly an excellent video!

  • @lly_09
    @lly_09 Před 2 lety +3

    To be dead is just a matter of losing consciousness, I think death might be actually cozy and welcome it, not fear it. I don't think I've depression but sometimes I just thought about death like "why not?". In death, I'd lose greed, joy, misery, losing human consciousness might really be a salvation.

  • @absoluteexistence8279
    @absoluteexistence8279 Před 3 lety +11

    I just see pursuit of wonder notification and click instantly
    I'm addicted to pow

  • @goldenroses1911
    @goldenroses1911 Před 3 lety +1

    never have i related with an author's life vision more than with that of this marvelous dude... so beautiful

  • @necurrence1776
    @necurrence1776 Před 2 lety +2

    When 17 I was suicidal. I literally searched for ways to die without a trace. In my search I stumbled upon a Cioran quote from the book "On the heights of despair". It sounded something like this : "if you're thinking of suicide it's already too late." Somehow I just stopped whatever tf I was doing with my life. I've read the whole book and kept notes from it everywhere. I was no longer afraid of living an absurd life. I embraced it and overcame my depression. Another 17 years later I'm a different person now. I feel powerful and meaningful. My loved ones rely on my high morale when feeling down. I believe it's because I read that book at the right moment in my life and it just clicked for me.

    • @necurrence1776
      @necurrence1776 Před 2 lety

      @Seriedade XD thanks for sharing your story. I wish you best of luck

  • @RoseDragoness
    @RoseDragoness Před 2 lety +4

    I imagine Emil as a guy swimming in ocean, at night, with no stars, sometimes with storms and sharks around him, maybe sinking. In all absurdity and meaningless of his life, sometimes he is able to take a breath and see a glimpse of hope in way of writing his journey... in the abyss.

    • @rk.r2439
      @rk.r2439 Před 2 lety

      this was nice to read

  • @deadsoon
    @deadsoon Před 3 lety +7

    Turns out I've had the same exact view of life for years as this man. Mine was borne out of lifelong trauma and mental illness, however. While being deeply knowledgeable of my conditions, the human mind, society as a whole; I still struggle with the gutting impediments of my being.

  • @alperyarimbas2792
    @alperyarimbas2792 Před 3 lety

    Such a good presentation! Even for a non-native person like me; also explaning deep philosophical contexts, it's quite easy to understand. Thank you for all!

  • @stankfaust814
    @stankfaust814 Před 3 lety +1

    you are a creative spark.

  • @emilcioran8873
    @emilcioran8873 Před 3 lety +4

    I was nothing but honest

  • @s2os22enet
    @s2os22enet Před 3 lety +4

    The first guy that pronounced "Hungary" correctly! Thank you!

  • @arshiyaakhan5763
    @arshiyaakhan5763 Před 3 lety +2

    This is one of your most beautiful edits. It reflects the theme with such melancholic artistry 💛

  • @HappinessYata
    @HappinessYata Před 3 lety +1

    This video came to the right moment. I was wondering about this during lunch.

  • @edholohan
    @edholohan Před 2 lety +6

    Life is just a bowl of cherries
    Don't take it serious
    Life's too mysterious
    You work, you save, you worry so
    But you can't take your dough
    When you go, go, go
    Keep repeating, it's the berries
    The strongest oak must fall
    The best things in life to you were just loaned
    So how can you lose what you never owned
    Life is just a bowl of cherries
    So live and laugh at it all
    Keep repeating, it's the berries
    You know the strongest oak has got to fall
    The sweet things in life to you were just loaned
    So how can you lose what you never owned
    Life is just a bowl of cherries
    So live it, love it, wriggle your ears
    And think nothing of it, you can't do without it
    There's no two ways about it
    You live and you laugh at it all.

  • @michaelpcoffee
    @michaelpcoffee Před 3 lety +3

    Life means just what it means to you.
    You are not given meaning; you give meaning.

  • @misanthropic985
    @misanthropic985 Před 3 lety

    Wow man this was deep, made me really think.
    This is exactly what I needed to consume today, fitting that CZcams
    recommended it.

  • @twixerwixer3372
    @twixerwixer3372 Před 2 lety +2

    someone said "give up on your dreams and die" , "you would have never suffered of u were never born" and i felt that

  • @spectralv709
    @spectralv709 Před 3 lety +9

    Honestly thought that pic of Cioran was Henry from Eraserhead.

  • @wpynaemnasuchegoprzestworo8336

    For me, Cioran is one of the greatest writers and thinkers. His books helped me get through the worst periods of my life.

  • @joeyg29jgjg
    @joeyg29jgjg Před 3 lety

    Oh yes another excellent video thank you sir

  • @VenusLover17
    @VenusLover17 Před 2 lety

    Beautiful video