I was born to a mother that didn’t show any love . She would rage and hit me violently . I was taken off her at least 7 times and lived 10 years in foster care . My dad was schizophrenic. I was adopted at 11 years old to a lady that showed me no affection . I am now 39 years of age . I have suffered, binge eating , chronic low self esteem, panic attacks , anxiety . I now have thyroid disease. I have somehow managed to of made it through life . I even bought my own home and have worked hard with no help . I have stopped my people pleading ways. I have a gorgeous 5 year old daughter and think I’ve done a great job showing her love I never received . She tells me she picked me from heaven because I would be a kind mom . It hasn’t been an easy road. I don’t know why my mothers couldn’t show love .. probably to do with their own childhoods . I’ve managed to work my whole life . I would just love to cure my panic attacks . My mother doesn’t acknowledge any of the abuse and has told me I’ve made it all up . I’ve had to learn to love myself . I will have to learn how to do that forever . I would love to know what it would be like to of had parents . Love , forgiveness and compassion have saved me . Lots of self work too . The journey never stops . My daughter is my greatest gift and love .
Your story brought tears to my eyes. Very touching. I admire your strength and will to overcome all that which has happened to you and - at the same time - being the best mom you can be for your beautiful daughter. So much fortitude! All the best to you and your daughter.
This makes me cry and i want to hug you and tell you even i don't know I'm so proud of you, you are wonderful human being and deserve nothing but love, respect and happy life. Please, whenever you see yourself in a mirror, please send love and thanks to that abuse little kid inside you, she did it in her own way and made up till now, you should he proud of here and NOTHING is her fault, she did best she know to survive in the wildness. To you and your beautiful child wish you nothing but best from the bottom of my heart. God bless you both ♥️♥️
Broken connections and emotional/ social bonds with important people in our lives are the basis for defensive, self protective behaviours. Thankfully, the reverse is true.
Yes, all this and of course working with adults, parents and teachers alike who are bullies. Adults who haven’t dealt with their own traumas often bully children, unfortunately.
My question obviously myself I had no parents just grandparents I just grew up with wild animals learned to live and nurture them I’m not abusing or like that but attracted people who where how does that figure in this anomie?
This man is a gift to humans
I was born to a mother that didn’t show any love . She would rage and hit me violently . I was taken off her at least 7 times and lived 10 years in foster care . My dad was schizophrenic. I was adopted at 11 years old to a lady that showed me no affection . I am now 39 years of age . I have suffered, binge eating , chronic low self esteem, panic attacks , anxiety . I now have thyroid disease. I have somehow managed to of made it through life . I even bought my own home and have worked hard with no help . I have stopped my people pleading ways. I have a gorgeous 5 year old daughter and think I’ve done a great job showing her love I never received . She tells me she picked me from heaven because I would be a kind mom . It hasn’t been an easy road. I don’t know why my mothers couldn’t show love .. probably to do with their own childhoods . I’ve managed to work my whole life . I would just love to cure my panic attacks . My mother doesn’t acknowledge any of the abuse and has told me I’ve made it all up . I’ve had to learn to love myself . I will have to learn how to do that forever . I would love to know what it would be like to of had parents . Love , forgiveness and compassion have saved me . Lots of self work too . The journey never stops . My daughter is my greatest gift and love .
Your story brought tears to my eyes. Very touching. I admire your strength and will to overcome all that which has happened to you and - at the same time - being the best mom you can be for your beautiful daughter. So much fortitude!
All the best to you and your daughter.
@@elisaw8367 thank you for your kind words
This makes me cry and i want to hug you and tell you even i don't know I'm so proud of you, you are wonderful human being and deserve nothing but love, respect and happy life. Please, whenever you see yourself in a mirror, please send love and thanks to that abuse little kid inside you, she did it in her own way and made up till now, you should he proud of here and NOTHING is her fault, she did best she know to survive in the wildness. To you and your beautiful child wish you nothing but best from the bottom of my heart. God bless you both ♥️♥️
@@manojlogulic4234 thank u, they made me cry . thank u 🙏
it great to hear this man speak. I cant pull this stuff up in my own brain, but instinctively im left feeling there is so much worth in what he says.
Broken connections and emotional/ social bonds with important people in our lives are the basis for defensive, self protective behaviours. Thankfully, the reverse is true.
Yes, all this and of course working with adults, parents and teachers alike who are bullies. Adults who haven’t dealt with their own traumas often bully children, unfortunately.
Wonderful help.
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My question obviously myself I had no parents just grandparents I just grew up with wild animals learned to live and nurture them I’m not abusing or like that but attracted people who where how does that figure in this anomie?