I'm Bad At Coding ... (My Software Engineering Journey)
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 4. 05. 2024
- I failed a lot during my journey to big tech. My journey starting in Learning Support, and was daunting the whole way through.
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0:00 - Intro
0:47 - First Course (Recursion)
1:26 - Internship/Co-op program
1:46 - Always Look for Opportunity
2:30 - OOP
2:55 - Learn How You Learn
3:36 - Figure Out University
3:54 - Sometimes You Fail The Interview
4:23 - How to be a Software Engineer
4:53 - Slow Down
5:35 - Your Life Isn't Over
6:09 - Do the Research Yourself
7:10 - Take a Chance On Yourself
7:33 - Its All Relative
8:06 - DON'T BE AN ELEPHANT
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@@josephuwimana1271 I made those resumes through Figma but would recommend Latex
I feel like Iâm the worst at everything I do but your video really, help put what I was feeling in perspective. Iâll make sure to keep going do my best and not give up
How to hack DSA
What was your method to routinely study/work on the absctract conepts?
How did you apply these newly learned concepts? Was it projectbased?
I find that it can be very hard to apply the new concepts into something substantial after I have studied these. And when this happens I tend to wander in my focus a lot.
Subbed btw
"If you aren't the smartest person in the room, you're doing something right. And if you are the smartest person in the room, find another room." These words of advice are legendary, mate.
100%. Never stop growing!
Well, when you become senior developer you will be the most experienced person in the room. Use that position and time to innovate/ learn new languages and solutions and educate your colleagues. Thats what im doing at least. :)
What if you're the only person in the room?
@@knwr Honestly dont know, never happened for me.
@@knwr you decide on which room you stay at. Go find a better room, and that is an order.
That Indian guy on CZcams is the real life saver.
I did an interview with Gaurav Sen back when I made this channel. Hes a really smart guy and guys like him are the only reason I passed uni
Please any link to the Indian guy's CZcams channel?
@@zainabtheva8636 czcams.com/users/GauravSensei
@@zainabtheva8636 czcams.com/users/GauravSensei
That guy looks a lot like me.
The biggest lesson here is that you do not have to be the smartest person in the room to be good at your job. I was terrible at school, didn't go to university and did odd jobs until i was 26. I landed my first IT job at 26 and worked really hard to understand all the different concepts and did a lot of work on certifications. I kept doing this over my career...always trying to learn new things. I was definitely not the leading expert on all technical topics but i did have a very broad knowledge of lots of different technical areas at a decent depth. Now, 10 years later, i work for one of the biggest and most successful security companies in the world.
Everything Jason talks about in this video is spot on.
U mind saying the company?
This motivated and helped me calm down so much you have no idea. I'm graduating from NEIT with an associates in Cyber Sec and Network Engineering. Praying that I'm gonna make it in the world.
Fake and gay
Dear Jason, thank you for putting this out. I feel highly encouraged. It's funny how I am nearly giving up because of how I usually feel so dumb after failing these coding challenges. I am taking this as a sign. I will try again till I succeed at my dreams. Thank you! You inspire me.
rule #1 .. never give up! and you will always win ;)
Don't give up, Anna!
They can be hard, but once you've come out on the other side you'll get what they wanted to show you.
Reflect on that and you'll get what they want out of you, and you'll get what you need to take in during the lectures.
Then you'll be ready for the next one ;)
Thanks for sharing your story Jason! Very inspiring and you got yourself a sub.
I'm starting to learn coding this sucks
I work with a team that has an average of 30 years experience to my 10, so this is like work every day. Thank you for sharing your journey.
"If you aren't the smartest person in the room, you are doing something right. If you are the smartest person in the room, find a different room."
Now, this hits me so much. Thanks, Jason!
Appreciate that! Its an elegant statement but the process to learning it wasnt elegant at all. Took way too long haha
@@JasonGoodison That's a great advice to be honest, my college students are like below average and because of online exams they don't study anything, I feel like I'm doing great but it's too late when we realize that the people we are competing with were no competition at all. Now I just try to learn more and more and more , just enough that I get time to do all other extra activities, everything feels great and I enjoy my life more. This was a great experience for me as well from your pov. Great Job bro keep it up.
that is such a good quote, I smiled because of that and keeping that in my quote jar
dang richest person must be homeless then
@@weirdo6495 richest?
Dude, you're right in so many levels. I always thought going to these giant companies was impossible. When I started studying for programming competitions back in 2018 some people told me it would help me land an interview and maybe a job in companies such as facebook and google but I didnt really believe them, it was something so distant so I stopped studying. Context: I live in a poor part of Brazil and the school I study in isn't the most prestigious school even in the city. Last year a guy from the same school I study landed an internship at Facebook and soon after that an internship at Uber. I was speechless. I realized it was possible. I thought "if someone from my school did it then maybe I could do it too, why not try?" and I got in touch with him, we happen to be good friends nowadays. This fact gave me the movitation and goals I needed. I got back to studying for ICPC in August 2021, didnt really go to the nationals but its alright, kept studying, then stopped for 2 months. I had finally started planning my future. I planned leaving the company I worked at to spend 1~2 years only studying (the company ended up flopping but its another story lol). Then in February this year this friend was at Meta and said he could referral me and some friends as an intern. I saw this opportunity and got back to studying real hard. Ended up getting rejected in the final round but didnt care, I kept studying because I could clearly see my growth and that alone is so satisfying. Today I got an offer for an internship at Google here in Brazil. I couldn't believe it. Srsly, im stvpid AF. I take hours and even days to grasp subjects other people understand in one go. Im slow at solving problems (that hurts me a lot as a competitive programmer).. this is crazy but the best advice I could give is: if you want it go for it. Whatever it is. Stop worrying, stop overthinking, stop daydreaming, stop wondering, FREAKING DO IT RIGHT NOW. Start studying and apply yourself right now. Go ahead and dont look back. Ignore your feelings and thoughts of self-doubt, they will scream that you are not capable, simply keep going, its worth it. And the best thing is after some time you get some inertia and it becomes easy to keep grinding because now you're used to it. But the hardest part ALWAYS is starting. We dont know if we have another life. STOP DREAMING AND START PLANNING AND EXECUTING YOUR PLAN. Really guys, I cant stress this enough. I've procrastined studying my whole life, I only started getting some sense of accomplishment and growth once I took the guts to actually do it. Do it too, I promise it, if its something you enjoy you're not gonna regret it.
Just to get back to the point of the video: if you want to get a job at these companies do your research, take some time to focus (at least some 4 hours a day) and just do it. Its not that difficult, a lot of people dont even try but if you work your 4$$ off its only a matter of time
Thank you irmĂŁo
@Hil Congratz mate, how old are you?
@@paulorockz6899 25, but i don't think it matters
As a 25 year old dumb Venezuelan, this gives me hope and inspiration.
i dont have words bro just wanna say keep it up
Awwww thanks for posting this video I'm all in tears. That's what I'm feeling right now as an old student just starting to learn about Networking and Programming. Thank you for making me feel there's always hope. đ„°
Awesome video, man. Super inspirational! I'm in graduate school for statistics right now planning on going into data science, and there are times when it feels incredibly overwhelming and difficult. But. I look back on things I thought were super difficult 6-12 months ago, and they're easy (or easy-ish) now. Just gotta work hard and be consistent, and things WILL pay off in time. Congrats!
Awesome video! Just finished my first year at UW and its crazy how so many people can relate to all the things you said. I will keep this video in mind as I go through university :)
So happy you can relate! Stick in there haha it gets better
How is Seattle?
Well u have to be FULLY VACCINATED And BOOSTERED to get hired. Your Vaccination status are more important than your skills.
@@huiyinghong3073 Bro that's why i left the state
@@janos1945 University of Waterloo
This is the best CZcams video I have ever watched in my life :) this literally explains what I am experiencing right now ! ur lessons in the video are really great and are things I will remind myself of in these tough times. tysmđ
Thanks, Irene! So glad you liked this one. It gets better, promise!
@@JasonGoodison đ„șâ€
I feel the same. It seems like I'm the dumbest person in the room. I'm trying. Your video is inspiring. Making me feel the worth of who I am and with consistent learning, I will be better. Thanks Jason.
The elephant analogy really blew my mind and helped shift my perspective about the things I am going through right now. Thank you for sharing your story. Very inspirational!
Man this gave me extra motivation to push myself and keep working harder. I had this thinking that I was below average and not really good at programming. Always struggling while coding. But now I feel like I can do it as well. Thank you so much...
2:55 that is actually the best way to learn. It helps you to understand if you really understood the topic. It also helps to build up confidence.
Agreed! Underrated method for sure
The Feynman Technique
This actually motivated me because I am also thought i the dumbest among. my coursemates. I eventually got recommended by someone for an internship at Intel. Currently, I am self-teaching my self more about coding and do some mini projects. It actually kind of helpful and watching this video actually boosted my morale even more. Thanks for the video.
Thank you for being vulnerable with your stories. It's really inspiring to tell kids that I tutor that they can achieve great heights when I know there's people like you who have done it despite their disadvantages.
You know what, thank you. Your video probably changed my life for the better. Sincere thanks from a student that is going through the struggles you went through.
This took many years to learn (especially to not be an elephant), and it feels really good and validating to hear from someone who's gone on the journey to learn this too. Kudos
Dear Jason! Thank you for putting this out! This is the first video I have seen from you, but you defo gained a subscriber! I will start CS next year after many years without school, and my impostor syndrome is already high enough WITHOUT even being in school! All I can think about is that I will be the dumbest(maybe oldest) person in the room. But I really want to change career and life! Thank you for being so honest and share your struggles! kudos x
This is the most accurate and authentic representation, of what an average software engineer's journey is really like, that I've ever seen on youtube. And I've seen a lot. I especially liked the quote: "If you're not the smartest person in the room, you're doing something right. If you are the smartest in the room, find a different room."
Thanks for the motivation! I needed this, Iâm having existential crisis after hours of frustration as to why I canât visualize the recursive methods of a tree data structure đ Iâm so pressured to study DSA ASAP since either I pass it or not get a SWE job in the futureâŠ
This reminds me of my own route. I started working at a tech company in a non-dev role and only started writing my own code because I wanted to get things done without waiting for the dev team. I still work at the same company, but I'm a senior software engineer. Initiative and a can-do attitude are two of the most important skills anyone can possess. Subbed!
hi, can you please mentor me, I wanna do Software Engineering, currently learning Python Backend
hi, can you please mentor me, I wanna do Software Engineering, currently learning Python Backend
Great video! This was so refreshing and motivating. Happy to have content like yours in the community.
love this video!! Really encouraging. What a story! And you told it (and edited it) very well!!
I'm now a senior and your honesty really gives me lots of strength to keep trying in figuring out why am I so poor at coding instead of walking away from it!!!
God damn this video hit me like a truck. I'm in CC right now and I feel like I am so behind in CS compared to some of my friends in other Universities. I feel like I barely know anything but I got into a summer Undergraduate Research Program at a Cal State. I really underestimated my work and I feel like I was truly a below average CS student. After watching this video however, I really do feel like I'm going to be ok. The "Your life isn't over" lesson really resonated with me as well. I went to a free coding BootCamp and they offered an Internship for beginner software engineering work and I did not even get offered an interview, but now I have this Research Program. You always do get another shot :)
Thanks for sharing...
I'll look at video again to see if I missed part on how you found the internships you went to...
Thanks again...
Very Informative & Concise...
Wow I needed to hear this today. Thank you so much for making this video. I was about ready to call it quits because I can't even get an interview.
I'm 55 years old, and I wrote my first video game when I was 13. I'm no genius... Games were pretty simple in 1982. I was just one of the few kids who owned a TRS-80, so my skills seemed like magic to other kids.
I got an education, but not in computer science. (For various reasons.) But I still had coding skill. I wrote some freeware which gained a substantial user base, and it demonstrated my skills, so I applied at small businesses with that coding sample in-hand, and coding became my career from about age 25 to age 42.
I loved it. For me it was creative, and I'd even call it ART! (At small businesses you often have design freedom.) The software I made was loved by users, always intuitive and easy to use, and it would rarely break. My software impressed users, but not necessarily fellow coders. I still believe I made better product than they did.
But at some point, I needed to stop. Staring at a screen all day isn't good for the human psyche... at least mine. And I didn't want to get laid off at age... well, my current age. Because I knew if that happened, I may not get a job again.
So, lacking other skills, I bought an existing business, followed its model, and I've made it thrive, making better money than ever. I still code, as a hobby and to create tools for my business, and my work is still beautiful art.
Interesting whats the business?
@@jason18401 Unrelated. It's a driving school for new drivers. I'm developing scheduling software for that industry. Will use it myself first, then maybe sell it.
As a grad student just changing major from EE to CS, your experience of imposter syndrome and the feeling of everyone better than you is so relatable. Thank you so much for sharing your story and I learnt a lot! You really cheer me up and hope I can get my dream job like you!
Same here as a pharmacist switching to CS enrolled in college at age 28
Thank you for making this video; I'm a incoming first-year BS ComSci student who has been under a lot of pressure to learn coding but has occasionally had trouble doing so. I'm grateful for the inspiration and pressure release this video has provided.
Very inspiring! I thank you for this and the quote at the end really helped me realize that I don't always have to be perfect.
Wow, thank you! đ€ I actually went to UW and studied Anthro/Arts⊠while I was there I spent a lot of time in the comfy lounge and was obsessed with the tech being built. I wanted to minor in CS but I «knew» that wasnât for me, I felt like it was out of my league and stuck to my skeletons and paint.
I took a leap and switched careers back in 2018. I now work for a charity teaching coding and slowly building apps but I still crave full time development. This video is a reminder of the work I need to do to get there. Donât Sulk, I needed that! đ€
That ius so cool! I used to spend time there too. Wonder if we were ever there at the same time - small world!
This video is so real and relatable to many of us. This was an amazing motivator for me, great lessons taught through your journey!
So glad you enjoyed it! Really glad to hear that :)
You're probably one of those indian guys from youtube. thank you đ Namaste
Hey man, I found your video incredibly motivating. It's well edited and has good information while still being light hearted and entertaining. Keep up the good work man!
Incredibly insightful an helpful for all. Great work. Thanks.
Thanks so much! Currently struggling with midterms but I feel way better now
Glad to hear that đgood luck with your midterms
I really needed this video. I have been having a real rough time after dropping out of college (comp sci major); suffered from agoraphobia from pandemic lockdown, anxiety, low self-esteem, undiagnosed ADHD. I recently started becoming more serious and less insecure about prospects in searching for my first job in software development (mostly because I don't want to be a loser almost-30 year old with 100k in debt and nothing to show for it). Hearing you say all of this really changed my outlook. So thank you for that.
p.s. I literally JUST solved that weird zigzag problem OMG it was a ton of fun lol
@@rumble1925 thanks for reaching out! Yo, i gotta say, I've since been eating a lot of hearty proteins in the mornings and working out in the evenings and things have improved tremendously for me. Can't and won't ditch the junk food, though. I just adjust my exercise whenever i indulge and i feel that things pan out nicely. But yeah, I don't generally like to promote healthy foods and dieting and what-not as magic cure-alls, but damn, no, that stuff does make a world of a difference. I think the exercise, by far, helps the most with my ADHD. It really gives me that powerful burst in dopamine that really puts me in an awesome mood and let's me do solid work!
Hey Brian? I just want to say it's comforting to read your comment and to be able to relate on a lot of grounds, which brought me to simply search "I am bad in coding" because at this point with just 2 portfolio websites, I feel like I am not qualified to any jobs that are advertised for front end web developer! And I am so frightened of interviews coz I feel like I might not know what to say or be able to do their tests. So worried of all that and yet so worried of also disappointing myself and be in my early 30s and still no permanent job related to my field (IT Diploma) I also graduated right when the world went into lockdown! March 2020! I have a diagnosed anxiety for years (and on meds, but I can cope much better) but the anxiety of trying to get my life together + worried if I will ever be good enough in coding to get hired are just always at a tug-o-war đ But recently I try to just keep doing projects, and teaching a new motto to myself "Just f it. Send the resume. Whichever comes back, just treat them all the same: whether you get the job or not, stay calm and keep going". Because my anxiety can take me from just seeing the job requirements advert to already seeing how I will not be able to perform, the company is disappointed in me, then I will get fired, carrying my keyboard, coffee mug and a potted plant... yea to that extent. So I do sincerely wish for both of us to enter the year with courage and determination to get through all of that, and get a good job for a start! Good luck, Brian! Good luck to me too I need it hahaha I'm so scared đ€Ł
You will always be a loser doesnt matter how much debt you have or dont have.
@@ThunderAppeal ayyy, someone's got it rough
Agoraphobia and undiagnosed ADHD? Come on.
Dude. I needed to hear what you said in this video. Good luck on your continuous journey and thank you!
Amazing and interesting... So encouraging to hear how you make your propositions in the delivery of content you've set to publish.
Heading to test your resume template.
Cheers..
This video has so many meanings. Well done đ
I'm a drop out and got into coding same as u, because i needed to do something. I tried it, i liked it. Still learning frontend mainly hoping for an internship to train and enhance my technological skills. Thanks for this great story.
Love to hear that! Youâll get there!
Love this video, I actually relate to it a lot! I will definitely keep these lessons in mind â€
So glad you could relate, Anjali! â€ïž
This is an excellent video. New fan here. Well structured, good mix of levity without overdoing it, good pacing, good messaging. Nailed it.
I was searching for that content because I'm in a tech company job I got because the disability law and I got in without any experience and I'm struggling real hard to learn and I often feel too dumb or incompetent to be in the job. Your video motivated me a lot. I'm doing small things like going through a json file and validating the fields in python but now I see that that's a little step towards something bigger. I'll get there. I'll not give up. Thanks for your video, man! â„ïž
OMG thank you so much! This was an incredible depiction of your journey and complementing the insightful lessons with some clasic Goodison humour was fun to watch! Big fan :)
Thank you! So glad you enjoyed it :)
Thank you for this! I just started learning coding a few days ago for a new career change. Iâm about to give up since itâs so hard but I think Iâll stick with it for a little bit more!
Dont give up, you got this!
Donât give up. Took me almost a year to get to a point where I feel like I could make a regular website with stuff that isnât just HTML and CSS.
Still not knowing how to center something within a div sometimes. Still confused about flex and especially gridâŠ
I am about to be somewhat sufficient with react. Compared to the last time I used it, 3 months after I started, I donât feel lost anymore!
Thank you for the honest journey. Very humbling and assuring to the rest of the aspiring techies.
I enjoyed this video! I am currently at my lowest point at university but hearing your story really encouraged me to keep going. Thank you for sharing.
Personal opinion... One of the best videos I've ever seen
Thanks a lot for sharing!
Your channel is amazing! As a UW CS student in my first coop, your content is super relatable.
Thanks! Really appreciate that đ
Thank you for sharing đ
Much appreciated đ€
holy shit thank you so much! i'd been struggling with my older version of element but this one is perfect Thank you so much! I swear non of the other tutorials worked but this one did! ily
You've singlehandedly inspired me to resume learning coding after dropping out of college for Web Dev and Programming.
It's nice to hear about not only your successes, but your failures, hurdles, and lessons learned as well. You don't pretend you're perfect, or pretend everything worked perfectly in your favor.
Thank you!
hey how is the journey ?
Yoo how's it going
Hey Jason, I'm only 3 months into my tech journey and I have already secured a Software Engineer job at a tech company and I'm ecstatic. I came accross this video and love the tempo of the video, the value, and the tasteful use of B-Roll haha. I fully expected MANY more subscribers.
I just liked, subscribed, and went to your site and submitted my email for those templates for the future when I start chasing down the big tech dream!
Beautiful! Thak you for the kind words, and I'll make sure to send that email out soon :)
@Tyler Harris you can do it Tyler
@Tyler Harris You can definitely do it. Just donât give up. I went through a Bootcamp and during the first 4 weeks of in person I seriously thought âthereâs no way Iâm going to be able to do thisâ then it just eventually clicks after you do it over and over again. You can do it!
@Tyler Harris not alone bro
@@cdu379 did you know how to code at all before going to the bootcamp?
This is quite inspiring. Trying to journey into tech and just way behindâŠ.. thanks for sharing your experience
You are amazing. Thank you for giving me some clarity
This is a life-changing video. I feel as though I can't learn JS, but I can sit down and write parts of it out of my head. I must be my own worst enemy sometimes. I would like to see a video from you on being hired as an older junior developer, as in one who is about to turn 60. I am determined to find my first dev job, even if I have to create my own!
Yess this is so relatable! Awesome video! đ
Thank you, Pooja!
I've been needing this video for so long! Thank you for sharing.I've been needing this video for so long! Thank you for sharing. To this day I still remember that feeling of being the dumbest person in the room and being behind everyone. I'm starting to learn to ignore it and just do my thing.
Thank you for posting this, great video, well done, and got me to subscribe. I Hope to see more, and will be binging your content for sure!
I know the the feeling brother, I was bad at coding for the first 2-3 years. Partly because I had other commitments and secondly because well the degree I did was fast food education and didn't give us enough time to properly understand the core fundamentals of programming.
Thank you so much man for your honesty and for everythingâ€ïž!! I liked the video, I started to learn python 2 months ago, I feel lost a little bit and your video motivated me, and if you have any advice please Iâll be more than happy
I usually hate watching vlog-related coding videos (I spend enough time with damn tutorials lol) but man, am I glad I watched this one. Spot on dude, I'm in a Bootcamp right now feeling like I'm not absorbing anything fast enough but you are absolutely right. Gotta slow down and look at it differently. Congrats on your success with Microsoft!
I'm going into year 2 on uni now and i'm in the EXACT SAME shoes you were , glad I came across this video. Keep up the great work!
thanks for the inspiring video! I just came out from a failed whiteboarding session, and this made me feel a little better. My takeaway is that I shouldn't take failure personally and that I should take that as an opportunity to see what I need to work on.! So happy I found your videos !
So glad this was able to help you! If I had a penny for every time I failed an interview, I wouldn't need to do interviews haha
@@JasonGoodison amazing line.
I love your content! It's totally relatable. I learnt C & C++ in school. And although I didn't know what I was writing on my exam paper, I got a B. Honestly, C and C++ are difficult for me and when I see my classmates coding, I feel stupid and insecure about myself feeling like coding isn't for me.
So thank you for this video. I feel better about myself after watching it.
Glad to hear that! Stick with it! If I can do it, I have no doubt you can too :)
Just a heads up from a programmer of 15+ years: C and C++ are pretty damn hard and it only gets easier after. Theyâre great languages, especially for teaching the fundamentals but theyâre also fairly difficult compared to most other high level languages.
So struggling in those languages is ok really and donât necessarily means you canât become a great programmer :)
A full 80% of graduating seniors Bachelor degree in Computer science *cannot* differentiate between pointer and value! That's just stupid. The school/teacher was doing them a disservice letting those people graduate!
Worse, 90% of students don't even know what they're doing, but doesn't study further.
I remember getting a B after 20 hours of classroom instruction. I took initiative of further study _on my own_ for another 20 hours before I was satisfied. That self-study initiative makes all the difference.
C isn't difficult, just misunderstood.
@simpletongeek More an issue with how universities teach their students computer science. The reason they mostly teach Java instead of something like C is because they're teaching students to run before they walk, which is ultimately what the industry wants, but not what it needs.
Alright alright, I laughed at this coz this is me from the first sentence to the last sentence
You're so honest about the struggle with coding. Thankyou for the encouragement. đ
Jason, you doing such a great job!! You said so many wise words to remember! Thanks a lot!
Over twenty years in the industry and I think I still suck at coding. Although FAANG hire smart coders, the rest of the Tech companies also value innovators. I realized that I was good in prototyping, copy pasting fragments of other people's code and getting the initial code to work quickly. That's what I stuck with doing and survived. The smart people come in and make your code perfect. My advise would be find what you like about the tech industry and own it. Also the learning never stops. I still spend 2-3 hours a day learning technology.
OMG this video is so much needed now! I didn't know how to code before the university(don't have so much understanding now too...) and I was even thinking about quitting, because I don't understand anything. But I've passed some programming classes with a help of god and my friends:)) I don't think that I'm even an average, because every programming class is hard af and other students don't seem to struggle as much. But your video gives me hope, that one day everything will be alright
Glad to hear this resonated with you! You'll find one day things mostly just "click". People say that all the time and you worry "but what if it doesnt for me" but trust me, it will. Keep at it!
Thanks Jason! Really needed this!!
needed a boost of motivation. Thank you.
Great video made me laugh at times. Reminded me how I struggled and still struggle to learn new things. Thank you for sharing your experiences. LOL
Really appreciate it! Thanks for commenting
I had saved this video to my "watch later" playlist and kinda forgot about it but when I saw it today I wasn't disappointed at all!
This is my first time on your channel and it felt worth subscribing :)
Also, as you started speaking I started relating a lot, but as the video progressed I got to know how much hardwork you've put in.đ
I'm currently a 4th year cs student with no internship experience and upcoming interviews and I'm very scared and I feel highly unprepared đ
don't worry you got this! :)
You got this!
Remember the impostor syndrome cuts both ways; you might think you don't deserve it but it ain't necessarily so!
Your Journey is practical motivation to my ears, Thanks for sharing was feeling down for a while.
This is so inspirational. Now, I'm hopeful. Thanks Jason, I appreciate you telling your story.
Thanks for this video, man.
Congratulations too. I also have a same limiting belief that I'm not good at coding. Being an experienced professional in different domain, sometimes it is hard for me what if I fail in SW Dev jobs
You wont! You can do it, I know :) thanks for commenting
@@JasonGoodison Thanks, man. I hope I will achieve that đŻđŻ
Unreal video Jason, youâve given me hope (after being rejected by toast and many others). Just goes to show that determination is what gets you where you want
Love to hear that :) thanks for commenting!
THANK YOU! just thank you, for the boost of confidence, and relief even if im not the smartest in the room.
Thank you so much talking about your experiences man, this helps us a lot!
I really thought I am the only one going through this shit, but it doesn't seem so bad seeing many others like me. Its crazy how youtube algo works, came at the right time in my life
Definitely suffer from Imposter-complex. I have intentionally not sought out possibilities at larger firms yet, thinking I need more experience. I think this video has inspired me to pull that stick out of the ground, and send that CV. Thank you.
This video is definitely very inspiring! Many devs here on youtube glorify their job and/or skills to the point that oneself feels like a total noob compared to any developer who already has some work experience! Your story and the way you told it in this video totally motivates me because not only does it show how far you can go in a short period of time with enough effort and grit, but also shows great empathy on the big struggle it is to break into tech and to get through the first (really difficult) tech jobs. I feel so understood and this video really is a helping hand to keep on, never stop learning and believing you will eventually get there, and to not feel like a dumbass in a crowd of cracks as much!
Dude! This video was so encouraging for me. Thanks for sharing your story!
Jason Thank you for this video. It is like, when you get low on your exam and you think you are the only one but then there are someother people who also got low score and you become happy since you are not the only one who fails it. I was going to give up but this video just became a fuel for me. A fuel to believe in myself. And I hope that fuel will burn hot forever. No fuel can go forever nor finish but it can attract other fuels and make them burn. I had a fuel which was almost finished and now you poured some gas into it. A lot of gas, If someone see this, Unless you blow to your own fire it will never finish. All you need to heat up it again is finding a fuel. This video is just a crazy fuel which you should watch every few months. I just found it and I am happy to find it. I hope you won't fail and I won't too.
This was a really nice comment to read. Iâm so glad you enjoyed the content :) hope I can make more that you like too!
production value, story-telling and humour on point!
Thank you! Appreciate the kind words :)
Damn! Worked like a charm! Thank you soooo much!
Youâre a great guy. You always try to make a significant impact in every company you go to.
What a refreshing take. Speaking for everybody I know (including myself) in this industry - It's easy to feel like the 'idiot' that faked your way into a position. We're all idiots. haha There's just too much to know. It's all gravy!
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Love that this resonated with you :)
Iâm on 3rd year of CS. What year are you in
Thx .Nice easy beginners guide. helped plenty!
Very very helpful. Thanks for making this video. Really appreciate your effort.
Itâs nice to come across someone that had almost the exact same experience front to back. Currently trying to grind out LC and man it is tough for someone like me. I literally went back to solve the zig zag problem and couldnât (I solved it two months ago). Iâve got a long way to go.
Yo fuck that problem though - it still haunts me hahaa
Impostor syndrome is really awful. I wish I was as confident as you were when you decided to go for internships in university, I was so afraid I was inferior to my classmates that I'd never get in. I basically gained all of my confidence during the pandemic because I focused on nothing but learning to cope with the lockdown. Things get better, but sometimes it takes a lot of faith in the process and reflection to see any results to your effort.
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thanks for this video, I really needed to hear this as someone in a similar situation as you were in
45 years old and just beginning to program. Feels like my brain isn't made for it, but your video is encouragement to keep going.
Remember: Rome was not built in a day :)
Your brain just needs to adjust to the principals. You'll get there.
The most difficult part is to think like a computer. Purely logical. We often think in abstracts, however, the computer does not. It's precise.
A year from now you'll come back to this comment and tell me that you've landed your first job as a programmer. You're a junior but I'll kick it! I believe.
@@OiskiPoiskiDK Thank you for the encouragement!
lol, oh gosh, this literally feels like me. I'm in my 3rd year and this is when I'm starting to feel confident with College and I've been a top student who didn't know anything or could code. But now, I can code and I love it and I'm exploring Open Source and contributing to awesome projects.
Great video Jason, I'm a new subscriber :-)
So happy you found that relatable! Definitely takes a few years to get the hang of university!
Glad to have you as a new subscriber:)
Find internships bro. My biggest regret is not getting an internship.
Absolutely loved this vid. Subbed.