10 Gram Mushroom Trip Report: 'Facing Insanity'
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This user goes beyond the heroic dose and experiences varying degrees of consciousness, both terrifying and wonderful.
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Not sure why so many people are watching lately but I'd just like to say thank you for listening and big ups to the original author (Kazman) for penning such an astounding report. I'm genuinely honoured to be sharing such a profound and insightful piece with you all, hope you guys stick around for more ✌️
I’m trippin right now
So, why did you drink your urine?
Yes my first trip mushroom trip I took 10 grams of a strong strain called penis envy because I "wasn't feeling it" when I thought I should and didn't know any better yet. . And it is banana bandana bonkers. You are a primitive sac of carbon molicules and your ego turns into sand right before your consciousness and if you haven't ever had ego death you think you are dying but you are suddenly okay with that you just feel sorrow for you loved ones. Then hours more of complex thinking and colors and strange repeating sounds. Then you come out wondering what in the entire universe just happened to me. But you also come out better. Anxiety free and humble with a new look on the world.
Because the mushrooms are calling people. People are looking for answers. Mushrooms can give these answers but you.must pay attention. Even when you're facing insanity.
Especially when you're facing insanity.
You were right. We are alone here. Nobody else exists in this space, but you. Same for me. We just precieve that there are others in the realm. We are really here alone. This a unique individual experience. Nobody else. It's just you.
Don't you get it?
The algorithm is changing, thats why!
did this guy just casually throw in that he drank his own piss like it was no big deal. 👀
I know...I spat my shit out when I heard him say it!!! 😉
why the fuck would anyone do that tho?
Yeah man wtf some dumb ass hippie shit
@@thepiyush909 Dude 10 grams of mushrooms, thats why he drank his piss.
There are psychoactive properties in your piss after you eat them.
Mushroom was good to me
Absolutely! It's incredible to see how psilocybin mushrooms and psychedelics have the potential to make a positive impact on mental health. They've shown promising results in treating depression and anxiety. It's exciting to think about the possibilities they hold for helping people.
Can he be On instgram?
I know, right! It's mind-blowing how psychedelic trips can be so individual and unique, even when people take the same amount at the same time.
Can he send to me in Ohio?
If anonymous delivery is something you're concerned about, he offers that option. He can provide an extra level of privacy and peace of mind. Safety and discretion.
Macro vs Micro had success in doing a few Macro first . Allowing the mushrooms to blast you into self awareness , showing you the shadows and trauma that have been hiding under the rug . Micro dosing has helped me stay on the pulse of my shadow work , helping me remember my best self .
Microdosing makes me feel more human . I personally feel like microdosing increases my ADD for the day , but I may have to dial the dose down a little . The benefits outweigh the downsides
@@janeb.burrow2418How can I locate him?if he's on Insta?
@@MirableHarisonBut can dr.jeffshroom deliver to the UK?
@@vickiebeaver6843Sure. He delivers anywhere and also discreet .. if you're scared about thatO❤
I recently took a dose of 9-10 grams of mushrooms, I was also drinking and had a fair bit to smoke. At one point I was just laying on the couch, staring at the ceiling in a state of pure bliss- I took me a minute to notice there were tears coming down my face, I couldn't even describe how amazing I felt. I felt so in tune with everything, the whole world seemed so simple I felt like I had the answers to everything.
what did you do after?
I know that feeling tears of joy
Same here. I think that's a combination of emotions . . .and your body reacting to the visuals by saying "that doesn't look right let me make some tears to clear my optics"
How much mushrooms is 10 grams because I done 70 mushrooms on my own(not grams just 70 mushrooms) but we never weighed them.
@@grecompton6777 there is no number as all mushrooms are different shapes and sizes
always remember...when your ego is being torn apart ....your not the thing being broken....your the thing watching it break.
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Doesn't really make any sense. There is no "you" to watch your ego break, because the ego IS you. If your ego is torn apart then you become nothing. It is not possible to be an observer without an ego. They are inherently linked.
@@BiggyJimbo The ego is developed & learned,not something you are born with. Mushrooms can temporarily shut it off while leaving you concious. It doesn't really make sense till it does.
i love ego death! if you can truely come to acceptance with yourself and everything flying towards you, it’s a very blissful feeling.
Good for you man to experience what you did. I took 15 hits of some crazy clean LSD. Ever since that day I have been clean from heroin. I was a heroin addict for 17 years. I now have 7 years of sobriety from opiates, have my kids back from my last marriage, and just got married on 8/27/2022. If it wasn't for hallucinogens, I would have never come out of the world I once lived, into this new beautiful world I appreciate everyday.
Happy to hear this brother...liv well
This is great news!
Did you still withdraw
I just cried reading this . Congratulations
I’m on day 3 of being clean from opiates brother! It’s nice to know I’m not alone along with NA shrooms defo has Changed my perspective on life I don’t even feel like using no more and I wasn’t no amateur IV user that’s a separate addiction on itself (only iv users will properly understand this) I hope to one day have a full year under my belt! Your comment has made me strive to be clean! “long as I follow this way of life I have nothing to fear”(NA) “I can’t but we can” Peace and Love bro.
I had a 3 gram trip that forever curbed my anxiety. Was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life
its crazy how you can rewire your brain with this medicine.
had the same experience after trying MDMA, after the trip my anxiety levels dropped insanely
your anxiety didnt worsen the experience? like when on weed if i think abt my anxiety it gets worse
@@aiden7855 i have really bad anxiety and every trip I've ever had on shrooms has been very good and im the same way with weed
What strain of cubes?
I just tried MUSHROOMS for the first time. I felt as if i was in the center of the universe. I didn't go crazy after such an extreme experience. Totally got rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.
Psychedelics should only be used with great care and respect, I would love to feel same man
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
Of course ,dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics
It would be great to hear in more detail about your mystical experiences during meditation.
Government is very unhappy with you getting rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction. They need you to be unhappy, out of your mind and hooked on their petroleum based drugs. 🤔
I remember that feeling of tripping and thinking you’ll never come down and thinking you’ve reached the point of insanity. The sheer appreciation of finally coming good and having the mundanity back of everyday life is a huge relief, I remember the next day being stuck in traffic on my way to work and just thinking, “thank god things aren’t melting around me anymore”
Couldn’t have explained it better
Idk why people do this to themselves. Take a few tabs every now and then. I see some stories saying they took 45 tabs. 45 fucking tabs. I guess some need to experience hell to understand ot exists.
I know. That’s where I believe the science comes in. Your serotonin receptors are toast for however long you’re tripping and once it’s over it doesn’t feel scrambled. Hence why some people feel as though they’ve been “reborn” when in reality their serotonin receptors are returning back to their normal state.
Just reminding myself that i am high and it will end has helped me out on some crazy trips.
thats why you dont eat mushrooms unless you got a blunt for every half hour
"I knew and understood everything, except how to turn on my pc"
comment of the year
My god, this was me but i knew and understood everything except how to plug in the soundcable to my computer.. wonderfull things
what is a pc again? I know I knew it a second ago. Or was it an hour?
I need a heroic dose, Ive only taken mushrooms twice.
Yup, this was me on a 16 gram mushroom trip.
I learned and understood so much.
But, when I went out to brew some green tea because I was thirsty. I swear I took like 40 minutes. 🤣🤣🤣
I recently did 10 grams of powdered shroom caps in hot chocolate, so same concept as a tea. For a while I sat outside and talked with the trees and sat at the base of one, bugs were all over me and I felt dirty sitting outside, so I went to take a shower, what I can only describe as dmt visuals hit me. I felt surrounded by everyone I ever knew and loved and I was talking to my own thoughts, but I thought I was talking to my loved ones, I felt whole and loved, I haven’t felt that way in 10+ years fighting addictions and mental health, one big dose and all the pain I ever felt was meaningless, I felt reconnected with myself. Never again did I hear voices or dangerous thoughts, ever since that day I chose to protect my mind instead of feed my addictions, even weed can be an addiction if your soul isn’t in the right place. I’ve been sober ever since besides from my beloved shrooms
I took 3.5 grams (third time tripping) a week ago. It’s the craziest feeling not being able to control your thoughts or feelings.. what you see and where it goes. I would be on the verge of crying because what I was experiencing was so beautiful, then the next minute I’m thinking about death and a black cloud rolls over with a blood red River. Immediately after thinking about Death, I think about Life and these electronic flowers start to grow along side the river.. the clouds clear and the sun shines.. I saw my entire family tree. From my immediate family, to all my relatives from when I was born. All my friends I’ve ever known, all the people that meant something to me in my life. The hallucinations are so random in substance and timing, and the oev’s take you to a place where it’s difficult to comprehend what’s real and what’s not. I would open my eyes and everything would shift, twist and roll. Close my eyes and the hallucinations would take hold. I listened to betoven for a good hour, Tool, Gotye. Some of the best moments were feeling as if I was the song..I was the instruments. They were me.. I wasn’t listening, I was literally the song. At one point my thoughts, hallucinations, and the music all coincided with each other in this glorious climax. I got aroused in that moment. Almost like an orgasm..
There are so many details that I’m leaving out. Those are just some moments that stuck with me.
It’s safe to say that it was a beautiful, but very overwhelming experience and doing more would prob scare the living shit out of me lol
How was the tool while tripping? Always wonder how they sound in... "that" state 😂
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Ya I used to like them but I have had a couple bad trips and I swore never again man it was like a nightmare. Jus be carfull
Nope, lies
@@Pixie-lw6sqSame.
The paths of insanity and genius are really close to each other.
Very true
How’s that?
@@BarnabyWild13 you can be a genius with smart ideas willing to act them out as long as its virtuous and morally correct. You can have the exact same ideas and a willingness to put anyone beneath the task at hand, and most would consider you insane because you can actively betray your own emotions to do so.
I don't really think they are related. Genius is such a vague word though and besides increasing awareness, has little relation to mushrooms.
The psychotic drowns in the river in which a mystic swims with delight
Wow this gave me the chills. I've gone through the high dose rabbit holes myself and this trip report sums it up pretty damn well. This is the type of experience that is life changing! All the light and easy trips seem like childsplay in comparison. The true healing happens when you go so deep that you have to accept you are either dead or you have broken your brain. It's rough and scary in ways we could never imagine with a sober mind but That's when you get reformed/reborn in many ways.
Mush love everyone!
It’s almost like forcing a traumatic experience on the brain to give it a reboost and thrive even more.
@@brittanymillerry2327 Its weird. The first time I did acid I got a strong feeling the months after that “bad things aren’t truly bad, just experiences to grow from”. Yeah it still can be hard af but you can always come out stronger.
@katherine jones lol
love this so much and totally agree with this
@@n8thegreat445 exactly there is so no such thing as "bad experience" only experiences to grow from
the last time I tripped on shrooms, I felt immediately sensitive and connected to everything around me. I had this uncontrollable laugh, like nothing made sense while there were other things coming to mind that made more sense. I lost total control of seriousness, I went to go and grab a glass of water, and I could see all the water spashing down into the sink I saw so much detail in the water and how it was separating into tiny droplets. then I felt pinned down to the floor, again laughing because of the fact that I couldn't get up. colours were vibrant, at that point I felt as though I was in another spiritual dimension. and I'll say this , every single mushroom trip I've had has been a little bit different. I learn something new every time. it's amazing. Even when some parts of the trip get a little uncomfortable and emotional at times, digging deep into reality and being forced to look at the dark things that ive tucked away inside me/insecurities and the hard truths about myself that i try to ignore in my normal daily life, it all gets brought to light, I take this as a lesson rather than a "bad trip"
Sounds amazing
I think that this channel offers a place for people to listen, share, deeply personal experiences that change our lives, forever. Having these conversations, to hear of others having had similar experiences, is really empowering and reinforcing. Where else are people able to listen and share these types of stories with a wider group? Society at large is becoming much more open to these conversations, as many of us 20-70 have tripped. That is why so many are tuning in, listening. This is an important space, I feel. And the writing, the readings & the visuals are all so great. Thanks
I remember my 2nd LSD trip, it was 200micrograms and I remember feeling like I went insane, like this is what all drugs do. My ego was fighting so hard, making me think I've lost all connection to normal life, and I didn't wanna ask any of my friends for help because they'd think I'm insane - this put me in a loop; "If I'm not insane, I should ask my friends for comfort, but if I let them know that I think I'm going insane they're gonna admit me to a mental hospital, oh man am I going insane?". I tried to remember my parents, my childhood, to remember who I am and to not go insane, but I couldn't imagine anything outside of what was going on which convinced me even more that I lost myself. When the peak passed and I was conscious again, I felt happy, I felt as if I died and came back to life - there's nothing more precious than life itself I learned. The bad trip was an eye opening trip, if I could go back I'd do it all over again, after that I changed my life for the better.
Been there done that too
Oh yeah
Happened with me as well
Something that helpes me everytime is saying "whatever, girl, if you die - you die. Just move on. Everybody die"
By "me" I indicate my ego of course. After I accept my death I always have some good moments.
It's always the same with psychedelics. You should be ready to die and be reborn again. Deconstructed and constructed again, same parts, yet differently wired.
When u get too scared and having bad trip , u should just ignore all the thoughts let them happen and DO NOT try to control them bcs they are just more powerful and also don't focus on them , just see them passing the way , if u understand and feel what I said , you will be fine , understanding this saved me from some bad trips that I started freak out .
damn 200ug isnt even much xD
Bad trips are actually fairly simple to avoid
A lot of people think doing psychedelics is a coin toss- like maybe you’ll have a bad trip or maybe a good but there’s ways to ensure a good experience
I did 7g, 8g, and 10g my last 3 trips and it changed my life for the better completely. I feel so free like I don’t have a care or worry in the world, and I don’t struggle with depression even remotely as much. I’m a way it saved me and I hope they get legalized in my lifetime
Until you've departed in a jet and the pilot comes on and says "Aren't we all one with the universe this morning?"
I really want that more than anything to not have a care in the world. I'm so depressed and anxious, constant guilt and worrying, In constant pain and I really want to do it as I've heard good things. I'm on diazepam and pregabalin though and I'm worried that this will stop the shrooms working as I've heard Diazepam was a trip killer. I don't know if just not taking the diazepam on the day I take the shrooms or will it still be in my system as I've been on them for about 8 months now.
@@patrickhunt2577 ok thanks, what do you mean by a big dose? How many grams?
There trying to decriminalize them
@@mavis3916 people who suffer with depression also cane antidepressants and other rubbish prescribed by their doctor who is supposed to help them. But they rarely help, take at least 6 weeks to have any effect except the unwanted side effects, also they are terrible to come off. Try suffering with depression for 25 years, then I'm sure you'd try anything.
Thank you for taking the time to record that insightful trip report. Very interesting to listen to.
I appreciate the reflection at the end where you explain how it changed who you are at a fundamental level.. maybe not who you are, but what you were trying to be.. great vid!
Every time that I do mushrooms I feel like I’m thousands of years old, and my body is just a temporary thing I’ve been placed into, where I have seen entire generations of humanity and the planet evolve and grow into what is is now, never really understanding how it got there or why, and seeing how similar it is now to how it was back then and how humans are still striving for the same things
God in the Bible said you’re a soul in a vessel. The Bible also says “In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1) All the knowledge you seek is in the Bible. You can literally make the blind see and throw mountains into the ocean by obeying all his commands. This new age stuff is the devil talking
@@Brandon-fr9nl it’s all peace man
@@Brandon-fr9nl there’s a very high chance that the Bible you’re reading has been altered. Which means you very well may be the one listening to the Devil if he exists(please do not start yelling at me how the devil is real and I should be very afraid because I know that’s going to be your main thing you reply).
And what harm is coming from this? Like seriously you’re the only one doing harm right now by creating division with your radical beliefs. The irony…
@@Brandon-fr9nl This isn't "new age stuff," traditional Native American religions drew heavily from psilocybin experiences and are MUCH older than Christianity.
The last trip I did I turned into a water plant.
I can imagine walking into a dark room and finding someone tripping almost naked chanting “whaaaat” as their mind is just being blown away.
This is o normal on high doses lol
@@austinmcdonough5992 There's a story about a guy who took 45 tabs, ran outside naked and was punched in the face and arrested.
Holy moly.
I’ve seen it
Yup that was me but fully naked and I pissed myself on the floor lol
A few things to always remember:
You're NOT going to go insane
and you're never going to be
"stuck there."
Nothing "bad" that happens during a trip
lasts.... the trip ALWAYS eventually ends.
Unless you ALREADY have bad intentions before you take the trip,
the experience is a LEARNING
and spiritual journey that should be examined during and AFTER, even if it appears to be a negative one.
Cheers, friends. Go to the light, tap into the infinite universal source of *LOVE* .
Be strong. Journey well. Don't be afraid.
I have never took more than a micro dose up until a few days ago and this is exactly what happened to me
nah there are people perma fried, in psych wards etc. dont be naive.
@@brandonterry7234 this is about mushrooms, not lsd. Dont be ignorant.
@@ferlernerr_rrr2091 you're ignorant if you don't think shrooms have permafried people. Maybe you're permafried to be arguing that?
What a great message 👏
Oh man this resonates 😂 you’re a great storyteller. I’ve just found your channel. What a treat!
I have found the best cure for negative feelings during a trip is a well prepared playlist of familiar music that has 'an unmistakably positive vibe profile'. I've also found that music without lyrics is good for not influencing your thought narrative too much. For this I prefer Brian Eno, Herbie Hancock, and cool jazz such as Chet Baker. It has pulled me out of bad trips easily.
Brian Eno is awesome 👌
Headhunters album is amazing one
Do you think a trip playlist has to include trippy or disorienting music or do you recommend just overall happy or high energy beats
It's always good to prepare different situations, music, quite, people, visuals. When you don't feel at ease in one you can move and completely change your trip.
Louis Armstrong covering Disney songs is sick. If you get trapped in the song you don't even realise because instead of words it's just him making rhythmic noises
"There is nothing to seek that is outside yourself" truer words were never spoken
And if you truly search deep enough in all things you will realize that all is simultaneously self and other, outside and in, with and without
True
a tip: watch movies on Flixzone. Me and my gf have been using it for watching loads of movies these days.
@Paul Talon yea, have been watching on Flixzone} for years myself :D
@Paul Talon definitely, I've been watching on Flixzone} for years myself =)
what a way to ruin one's potential knowledge of the world, embracing arrogancy.
This is one the best vids I have ever watched on YT! Wow incredible video and so very accurate for those who have been on a deep trip
Your account of the experience you had is amazing. Thanks for sharing
I can def relate to him saying his ego made him think that he had gone mad and that he was stuck broken. That’s happened to me on trips before
@katherine jones no nigga
same its the minds favorite little trick and it is never true lol
seems like my ego says these things when im not tripping. i dont blame it though. poor thing technically dies every time i trip so i cant judge it for being panicked.
It happened to me my first trip. I took way too much and was totally naive about what would happen. I was so fucked up that I was SURE I was dead and seeing a fake version of reality. I thought all the things that were happening were ideas that came out of my own brain, like I was creating and projecting all of reality. Nothing outside of me existed. Eventually a friend said a phrase that I had never heard before: “British Racing Green”. I had no idea what the phrase meant, and he explained it was a color of pain on racing cars. I knew I never would have known that piece of information, so I couldn’t have made it up, so therefore my friend really existed, and so therefore reality was really real.
Same, i took 3g of albino avery mushrooms, and had a great trip. It had been 1h since the comedown and i thought it would be a good idea to smoke some weed. But boy was i wrong. After i had smoked, the visuals came back, but very intensily and i was getting really uncomfortable and started to freak out but i kept it to myself and gathered my thoughts. Everything looked like it was melting, and i felt as thought i couldnt explain how i was feeling at the time. I felt like i broke my brain, and barely spoke for about 4 to 5 hours. I was just stuck in a thought loop, thinking i broke my brain forever. Obviously i didnt but it was an experience il never forget.
Had the flu one time. Didn't eat for 5 days (couldn't keep anything down) and finally came back around. The sixth day I woke up feeling great, ate a saltine, and it stayed down. That night I ate 14 grams. That trip changed the way I look at a lot of things, especially time. Hard to describe really. I had a conversation with my past, present, and future self in a three-pane mirror.
Cooool
Everything that will and ever happened is always happening. our consciousness just moves through these moments and percieves it as time and space. The universe is expanding and already has expanded to destruction we just haven't perceived/ experienced it yet but it's already happened. Everything is always happening.
Ahh yes the visual emotional and audible lineup of time and events. It’s such a strange bizarre and uneasy feeling.
bro u had the flu one time?
Did you say 14? Is that... thats a lot...
I only take shrooms outdoors in the Nature. It helps me lose my self and find myself easier. Great trip report, man. Thank you
Absolutely astonishing repot!! 🎉 thanks for reading/sharing!!! ❤❤❤❤
Just 4 Grams of some gold caps sent me outta this world not too long ago. I got stuck in a weird loop where it felt like the same thing kept happening. I actually started questioning if me and my GF died and were in purgatory. But I didn't say it out loud because i didnt wanna freak her out or sound insane. The best thing to come from that trip though is that nights where ive run outta weed are MUCH easier to get through now because its just not as big of a deal anymore. Also when me and that girl eventually broke up it didn't hurt as bad as with previous relationships and I definitely feel like its because the trip rewired my brain in a way.
but we are in purgatory, earth is a form a hell. that is what the show 'lost' was trying to tell us
@@coryleblanc it could either be Hell on Earth or Heaven on Earth depending on your perspective and how much you care about external validation.
I was at edc 2022 trippin on shrooms and I swear I had dejavu while my cousins helped me get to the restroom. I sometimes feel like I can see the future in dreams or someshit because I get dejavu a lot lol
After a while, I felt better even though I was still hallucinating and Although it was a crazy trip with ups and huge downs, I feel different since the high ended. Better.
OH MY GOD This happened to me!
Its like when you burn a circuits board. Its brain damage. It doesn't just grow back and you don't get it back.
What a beautiful story. I love the ego part, its so correct. You really realize you cant control everything and you think youre going insane because you’re frustrated of not being able to control anything
@Austin Jeffrey Dallas?
@@yungxrist4571 bruh don’t trust this guy.. go to someone local. Not online lmfao
@@ashtonseale5263 uh you were right 😂
Well done , great job putting your experience in words
This is so beautiful, thank you for sharing
I smoked a combination of DMT and Changa and went so deep I literally walked through the light and had all my kids with me and we were all holding hands and laughing and walking into this light, but no faces or features, just beings of light is what we were. It was so intense that after feeling as if I had truly died, I came back into my body and remember looking at my hands like it was the first time I had ever seen my hands and I was so grateful to be back in my body but also so grateful for the experience I had that I can't even begin to put into words. Amazing video, my friend.
thats actually crazy man can you tell me more about it? and like how it changed your mind
Damn! That sounds amazing! It sucks ass how our boomers in power keep this things illegal. Fvcking hate the government.
@@Nicolas_Pardo must have been made up. I suspect most of these "experiences" are people trolling for attention while using drug stereotypes mixed with their imagination.
@@sammicoporsammicopor Wtf not everything in the internet is a lie, especially things related to drugs can, even if they sound weird, be true. Saying that must've been made up without any proof is weak. Thats like saying that most near death experiences are lies...
i had a similar experience with a concoction of other substances ,about 6 tabs of acid and 3.5g of mushrooms among the usual weed and dabs later in the night. whatever was on the table. i woke up on another plane in a chair in front of a being of light with no features about 20 ft away , behind it a golden and iron gate. i thought to myself "is this it" and as i approached i felt myself vibrating and almost gagging and as i got to the being it reached out with one finger and pushed my head back. which sent me back to where i was on earth but out of body watching myself have what i thought was a seizure. i had to spam a giant floating x to make myself vomit and then i remember coming back into my body and my friend gave me some water which started a loop of me chugging water. i blacked out around here. i woke up in his sisters room the next morning.
I really enjoy these trip reports. It’s always nice to find people who truly understands the potential in these states of consciousness. It’s okay to goof off and have fun, but at the end of the day, these things are teachers and the best lessons are learned in surrender to the experience, in the letting go of oneself.
This is so true. Thanks for sharing ❤
Great narration. Great recovery from your experience
took 8gs of shrooms for the first time a few months ago and almost committed suicide .... something keep telling me i had a family waiting on me and i needed to go. and if i didnt go i would be stuck forever and i really truly believed it.... i ran in the kitchen and slit my throat and wrist. i was so at peace and didnt care about anything that it didnt hurt. my mother heard me fall hard in the kitchen and ran in there to see whats going on and she seen me bleeding out and started to help me applying pressure as much as she could. i almost felt my soul leaving at the top of my head and soon as i started to leave something grabbed my soul and brought me back and told me not yet. All i have to say is if anyone wants to try shrooms start with a low dose and please be in the right mindset. so much happened in that trip i can write a book.
Wtf kinda trip were you having dude holy shit. That shouldn’t happen
@@yumyum1002Fr dude and I thought I had a bad trip😭
Thank you for the advice on starting with a low dose & being in the right mindset, it’s very important not to go in too deep too quickly.
Psilocybin containing mushrooms save my life. The drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.
Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know
@@elizabethwilliams6651 Thank you. It means a lot
Tripping helped me know myself. Helped me develop the idea that it's the body that incepts the thoughts and I reason them to my benefit or detriment. I may have no control over the thoughts that pop into my head but I can definitely control which thoughts are worth allowing into my mental space. This taught me to rebuke negative thoughts on the spot, now my mind's calmer and peaceful. Long live psychedelics ❤️
Ahhh feels SO good to hear this from someone else 🙏🏼
Very true and thanks for the reminder. 💜🍄
I went through this as a teen...after doing a gram here and there and never getting more than a body buzz, my friends and I split 9 grams each. We made plans to go to a party, have a blast...and in the end, none of us could leave my basement. We were hallucinating and tripping literally all night. I thought I was going to die. I haven't touched it in the 15 years since!
i recently took shrooms on dec 1 2023 but before at the beginning of august i took 5gs and just felt a big high no tripping just a really good high then dec 1 i took 2g of a fusion shroom bar i was having the best trip until i started tripping i turned off everything in my room i was by myself i got so scared i called to friends the last one stayed on the phone with me until he went to sleep after that i was alone and i don’t remember what happened after that just remember waking up the next morning the last week i have been going through derealization when i go to sleep and wake up it gets worse im still going through this i dont know when its going to go away i just have to give it time
@@dm34000damn I got derealization from weed for abt 10 months now i should’ve recovered a while back but all I can tell you is don’t take caffeine make sure you get enough sleep and don’t masturbate and don’t think about it and you should be fine
@@dm34000I hope your doing better now!
@@dm34000 or you trip even harder until it changes
I’m glad i discovered ur chanel now and not before, ill subscribe, love it really !
Peace brotha thank you for sharing your experience! I ate 7 grams at a concert once. It was the New Year's show in Oakland, I think it was 1992. Buddy Guy was the first act. The mushrooms started kicking in. Buddy Guy started turning colors, shimmering in light. The next act was Al Green! He and his band came out in all white. By the time he finished his set I was in tears. So much LOVE in his music! He ended his set with the song 'Lay Your Head on My Pillow'. Oh man I have goosebumps now just feeling that LOVE again. The band stops and AL Green continues singing a capella. What a voice! I look around me and all the older Black women in the crowd are crying their eyes out. I can feel all of the broken hearts being reinvigorated by Al's angelic vocal passion. I can feel all of the regrets, all of the joy and all of the pain. They came here to heal, to share an endless LOVE that knows no boundaries. I can feel it all. Each lyric being sung by Reverend Al Green is resonating and reverberating throughout the arena, opening each chamber of each Heart in attendance, we all let go of our sadness together. And we cried tears of compassion and LOVE, regret and release, ending in a feeling of joy that my young mind had never felt before. I remember feeling cleansed, feeling invigorated by these thousands of beautiful souls opening our hearts together. And then the headliner hits the stage. LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, PLEASE WELCOME TO THE STAGE, CARLOS SANTANA! Oh man I'm flying now! Fully in the zone, 7 grams of mushroom magic has me O-P-E-N! The guitars are singing. The congas begin their solo. I see what appears to be an angel or something dancing on top of the congas. It is like the drummer is being fed an ancient healing language which he translates into this dimension by playing his drums. Crescendo is coming. The One and Only Carlos Santana begins his solo. He is vibrating. He is changing colors, shining with a vibrance and vitality that seems to rival the Sun. At the peak of his guitar solo cosmic rainbow lights begin shooting out of his guitar. This is when I learned that sounds have colors too. The cosmic sound colors begin falling across the crowd like waves. These waves begin flowing through the crowd. The colorful sound liquid seems to find groups of people in the crowd. The colors envelope particular people and they begin dancing in a frenzy. The colors leave the group and find another set of party people. Now the new set of people begin dancing and jumping, releasing their ego entrapment in a joyous boogie. Oh man I did not know about this level of Joy! I see the colors flow through the crowd, touching some people here and there. They all dance harder when the colors engulf them. I think to myself that I must be high, I am seeing the music! I am seeing LOVE ENERGY flow from Santana's guitar, mingling with the people and enhancing their dancing. I have never danced so much in my life. I have never cried so freely and joyously in my life. By the end of the night I had forgotten who I am, or who I thought I was. For that night we all became one emotion. We all became freedom. Freedom of LOVE opening our Hearts to experience musical deliverance. Thank you Buddy Guy. Thank you Al Green. Thank you Carlos Santana. Thank you mushrooms!! That night I saw how beautiful we Humans can be. Every nationality was there, every age group was in that crowd. Old blues heads, young guitar fans, the hippies, and all those lovely older Black ladies that sang every lyric of Al Green's set. We shared something amazing that night. Mr. Santana finishes his set. I am exhausted now, but feeling light and free. That night I remember laying in bed, finally home. I resonated in the LOVE all night, not sleeping but just enjoying my restful time, my body turning and stretching like some kind of nocturnal yoga. I open my eyes and catch the first sun rays, the eternal LIGHT come to greet me once again. It is LOVE. LOVE again. Freedom...
This is beautiful thank you for sharing
I love this! Thank you for sharing
Awesome story
That’s so awesome one love brother
This is beautiful you are so lucky!!!! 🤍🤍🤍
I had a trip so intense recently I felt like I died and came back to life. I didn’t like the reality I was set to face and woke up feeling like a changed man. Like I need to show love more while I can.
I had that too. The way I described it was as if a new soul came to inhabit my brain and had access to all my memories, but it wasn't the same soul those memories happened to
@@afterglow1478 that’s more your ego being shed and you becoming a new person
Bro, exactly how I felt when I came back to my senses. Gave my girl a big ass hug and grabbed my lil daughter and hugged and kissed the shit outta her. 😂 I’m more of a positive person now and see life from a different perspective.
@@Thizz2011 life’s a precious thing even if at times it doesn’t feel like it. For sure give your loved ones hugs and show love while we can because the sad truth is everything comes to an end. I’m still working on being positive myself brother but As-salaam alaikum 🙏
@@Thizz2011this was really lovely to read, more power to you man💪
Took like 5 grams of penis envies the other day, had an ego death and was completely convinced I had died, but that it was fine because I had lived thousands of other lives and had died before so I was “used to it” after the most intense part the come down was actually fun, the drawers in my desk looked like I couldn’t tell whether they were going out or in from the desk, every patterned object was moving in fractal patters, and my fingers were massive, I remember it taking me about an hour to remember how to speak coherently again but overall a fun experience
hi there may i ask you something that im very concerned about, im planning on doing the heroic dose myself soon. but my biggest fear is throwing up and dying in my own vommit, can that actually happen or am i being paranoid?
@@michaeln9230 it’s possible
@@michaeln9230 just make sure to lay on your sides when you decide to lay down
Lay on your side and dont eat about 5 hours before
Bro I took 6 gs and I really thought I was turning into a pig and my roommate was just laughing at me the whole time😭
i did a 7gram dose rescently... be careful out there guys. it changed me for the better but it was the scariest trip ive ever had. by the end of it i was curled up in a ball crying hard. i had been doing 5 gram trips so i felt like 7 was reasonable. what an experience. im still messing with them but i have been for years. be careful out there and start small, dont get cocky and if your gonna up your dose do it in smaller amounts like a gram, 2 gram jumps are alot. were all different but i still think we should all take it slow and careful. and do your research and do not mix shrooms with any meds or other substances is my advice, its not a game. you can really hurt your mental state if you arent careful
the intention setting, the cleansing, and the respect for the mushroom. this guy is doing it like a proper shaman.
i have had a very similar experience, the unbelievable fear of insanity and the end of your life. what an incredible and wondrous fear that is.
That’s how I felt when I tried ayahuasca. I was in a state of total mania and I was convinced I was going to die that night. Crazy experience
@@adina3901 that means it was working properly
Timeout... You drank your urine? What does that have to do with taking mushrooms?
"I took 10 grams of mushrooms, then I walked past a pile of dog poo. I picked it up and ate it. It went down smooth"
My 5 gram trip report got 70 views... shoulda drank piss
Hahaha your guess is as good as mine
To get all the psilocin he pissed out
Dude as soon as I heard that part I knew, this whole video is a troll.
@@HellfireDiarrhea I think its a creepypasta
i went on a 4g trip & i felt like i lost my sanity. i was living in a glass bowl for a few hours. it was the most terrifying experience i’ve ever had because i thought i was gonna be insane forever. i forgot everything about myself & everything around me. i couldn’t think anything other than how my life was ruined. my head was spinning & i heard sounds & voices for those few hours. there was nothing that helped me, i thought i was lost in my head. rocking back & forth in a white room & trying to remember the simplest things about myself; that is what i thought my life was going to be from now on. i couldn’t understand that i have lived my entire life from being born to being an adult, i thought i was just stamped into the world with no previous thoughts or experiences. that was the worst feeling in my whole life. i’m not sure how i could’ve made it better
Same, stuck in a small place and could not get out for hours.
That’s exactly what I’m looking for in my life.
Thank you
I’ve a had similar realization. Except, the knowing that I was “all one” simultaneously meant that I was “alone”. This terrified me.
Imagine all the worlds we’ve created tho… there’s so much more out there we don’t even know lol
Don’t worry man, you’re not alone. You’ve got everyone, which is all you. To make u feel ease man, I’m a soul also here, and u got me :) you’re not alone
All one = Alone 💖🌞
@@Abushady at least when you are alone that’s one less ‘L’ you gotta take..😉
This was PART OF my issue.... not comfortable
A psychedelic is like an emotional laxative if it made you see incredible colors, patterns, and alterations, alongside having massive, grand realizations. Objects transform, you feel like you're walking floating through a dream world at times, and all of your emotions, positive and negative and in between, are amplified. Being joyous on a psychedelic is the most beautiful feeling in the world. You're at complete inner peace, crying because it's all so beautiful, and because you're so lucky to be alive and have this experience. They can be profound and terrifying. Slowly feeling like you're forgetting who you are as your vision swirls with geometry. The music will feel enhanced. On huge doses, you can have incredible “breakthrough” experiences that involve seeing new worlds with spirits and other entities, visions of the deceased, etc.
They can also snatch your soul if you slip
@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that
@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that
@@Brandon-fr9nl what do you mean by that
Excellent video. I love the visual effects & the narration is mesmerizing.
✌💕🙏
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For those who are curious about the game-like images im the first half of the video, is from a short animation called The Heretic, made by Unity. CZcams has it
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Hallelujah, brother, superb insight 👏 👌 🙌
My first shroom experience was in the Redwood forest with my high school friends. I laid on some jagged rocks and fixated on all these transparent, glass like geometric shapes and polygons that floated across the blue skies like clouds. When I finally quit staring at the sky my attention was captivated by bursts of color popping of every tree or plant based life I looked as it pulsated illuminated colors from everywhere corner of my eyes. Never had such a awesome trip since, it was truly a wonderful experience to say the least.
The first trip is always special. The first one where you go into ego death and a state of oneness is life changing.
I enjoy reading these comments from others that have had similar experiences. Something I find when I'm telling someone that has not experienced this, they just can't relate or understand.
Best trips are done outside in Nature.
I had a similar experience with a few more grams, bout 14. I died, was 100% sure of it, saw my dead grandma. I was struggling badly with depression and addictions, I have never had any issues with them since. Be careful folks, this was the most terrifying experience, and the most beautiful, and wonderful all in one. Set and setting. Be prepared to accept ANYTHING. It's holding on and clinging to shit that makes the bad trips, SUPER bad. Submit to ANYTHING that comes up, no matter how terrifying, or difficult. Have a nice song to sing, or have a drum or a rattle close by. It's not uncommon that folks can sing or play a beat or even hum something pleasant, cuz it can pull you out. Be prepared to be VERY authentic in your intentions, you cant clown or joke your way out of a bad trip. FAIR WARNING. Lotta folks can manipulate themselves out of a social situation, this will not work in the trip because it's your more authentic you, you're trying to trick. ;)
How much did you take?
@@sausemaybe4535 somewhere between 12-14 grams.
Dude you read me like a book. My last trip was my most traumatic, and for the stupidest reasons. I took 5 grams of golden teachers, alone, convincing myself "ill do whatever it takes", and when it came down to the beginning of the trip, i saw maya masks and tikka faces in 2d rows, like basic drawings, staring back at me in the darkness as i closed my eyes and meditated to the binural beats video i put on. I became instantly shook and tried to think of a way out. I said "NOPE NOPE NOPE" as i ran over and tried to puke in the bathroom to just realize...yeah its too late nothing is coming back up. I ran back to my room, and wanted to get water from downstairs, to explore my house, but i convinced myself in my fear that there was something around the corner, waiting for me at the top of the stairs... I couldn't move from my chair. I was in a state of pure shock, i looked out my window at the snow clouds, (it was winter), and just spoke out "I'm sorry god im sorry god im sorry mom im sorry mom" over and over, also saying "ill never do it again i swear please i dont want to die". Eventually id realized that i was saying a lot of it out loud in my head so yeah there was that. It lasted from 10 am (took the shrooms at 9, 9:15?) To 2 pm. Approx 4 hours of that, and it ended because my friend called me on discord, and, hearing the notification sound from my headphones, i snapped out of the trance I put myself in and looked over to my monitor. Before answering, i looked back to my window, and saw a colorful garden of flowers and things I don't even know how to put into words, unblooming themselves. I had no idea what to make of it, to this day I feel too scared to take shrooms again, even though I have relatively easy access to get them. I also think i was just so stupid and could have saved that trip had i drank more water but then again, there was so much foolishness in my actions in general.
TLDR relatable comment kinda went on a rant sry
@@younghmz Next time you go hard, it will be easier, you have good experience.
One of the many reasons why I constantly started using shrooms monthly. I ate 10 grams and my backyard in my zen place that’s where I love to go smoke my weed and just think. Right at the peak of my I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing then thought about my dog zeke that had just passed away. As I open my eyes cause I feel a rush of tears coming I look over the rocking chair next to me clear as day a translucent figure started appearing (almost like thanos when he snaps his fingers), it was shaping out to be my dog with a golden layer around him and he was running around like he used to. This is when I got really emotional because he saw me, he came up to me, i reached out with my hands and I felt his presence I broke down for a minute got myself back together & started experimenting see who else I’m able to see and saw my grandma as well, same thing translucent with a golden layer surrounding her but with her the experience was on another level I closed my eyes and almost like daydreaming I thought of place to visit, I thought about my grandmas house as a kid again my eyes are filling up with tears I open my eyes and it was like I wasn’t in my backyard anymore I was at my grandmas house and whoever I thought instantly appeared right in front of me deceased and non deceased. The non deceased where able to communicate with me as a group and they are aware of each other but as for deceased people with the golden layer around them I could only communicate one by one and they weren’t exactly aware but they would smile when they get close together. I’ve also noticed how super aware I am in my dreams when I manage to fall asleep lol I can go anywhere I think of within a split second all I gotta do is close my eyes say the location boom I was there who I wanted to present boom there ya go but I could not for the life of me see myself looked in the mirror nothing looked down to my hands, body, and feet nothing there but I felt like I was moving my body as I normally but nothing was there. I realized what I was when I saw myself sleeping. My dream continued but I can’t remember past that point. That experience alone helped cope with my depression because I knew if I ever get that mentally low again I could always go back to this and see my loved ones once again and get that small reassurance that I need ❤
I had a 6 grams trip on liberty caps, lots of fractal patterns interwoven in everything. when i did that soft focus stare that feels comfertable when you do it sometimes, patterns from the mind began coming into my vision then a woman up in the light calling me forward. Such a strong trip.
Thank you for your recounting of your experience
"I ruined the silence with my own thinking". That is profound.
What you say about the Ego convincing you your life was ruined was also something I experienced on acid trip. What I realized later is that I got in contact with my most deep seated fears and self doubts, stemming from wanting acceptance. I think the key to turn this on itself and have a realization is that, you are the one in charge of acceptance of yourself, not others. Bless.
It’s mind blowing how similar experiences are. How these mushrooms will center yourself and make you come to terms that each and everything is a individual. That it’s only you and yourself that you need to take care of. How everything outside of the most internal you really don’t matter at all.
Also, the feeling of this is it. I’m dead, I can’t control my thought, I can’t be me. Who I am is not who I am at all. That this is permanent.. that I’m stuck. Whatever makes the ego feel that you’re past any point of return. I’m not sure what makes you believe you can’t return but the fact that so many people experience the “I’m stuck” feeling tells me a lot. no matter how terrifying that is, it may be your ego telling you that once you find that deeper you… it refuses to let you come back to the egotistical you once the affects go away. Are you truly scared of being stuck like that if you’re well aware of the situation you’re in and the circumstances you took to get there… or are you just scared to go back to reality.
Interesting way to look at it, thank you for sharing. 🙌🏻
The latter, for me. Nicely put.
This is the first time I've met someone else who experienced the ultimate truth...I thought I was alone in this. I can relate so much to this. We can rest assured this will be the experience upon our body death till we experience another life ... thank you so much for sharing this. We are 1
Thank you for sharing.
I once took 16gs of mushrooms, I made it in a tea, was the most chaotic and senseless trip i’ve ever done. Couldnt control anything, and was just hearing random senseless sounds, I think the worst part was the constant uncomfortableness, I really thought I was going insane. After a few hours it just stopped and I was left with a weird surreal glaze over reality and everything was so clear to me, that night was a huge pivotal moment in my life and completely changed me for the better. Although, I haven’t touched more than a gram since.
@@louistomlinson6427 don’t nobody want to weak ass half cut shit
I had same experience where I was super restless. The noise from the a/c took over my brain and body.
I once tripped for nearly 16 hours and pivotal is an understatement. Luckily, the whole trip was pure bliss. Indescribably intense but bliss nonetheless.
no you didnt, 16g of shrroms and youll dev have an ego death
Take benzodiazepines with said fungus next time 😉
The most ironic thing is that when you go insane (psychosis, schizophrenia) you won't even notice probably. It's a slow process and you won't realize you lose something important.
Dopamine induced state (schizophrenia) is completely different to serotonine rush shrooms give you. They also influence your "dreams zone" . Something that doesn't happen when you have schizophrenia.
Eating shrooms kills your ego, it's not insanity. It's different form of consciousness. Who knows how many else there are :)
But yeah, it's really hard to let go something that you think is you.
Thank you for telling this story. Visuals are outstanding as well.
Thanks for sharing that bit of wisdom, very insightful :-)
@@opinionsarenotfacts.920 um.
But I'm not a non tripper 😆
very true, although how many people out there that didn't come back to homebase the same get labeled as insane? one of those times I started walking down the street and started thinking Ill just live off synchronicities, the universe will take care of me and I will just walk forward and take what comes to me without possession and that would be the.. I guess you could say holiest path, I could ever hope for. but then I walked down the street very disturbed and saw how people were looking at me driving and realize, 'oh wait this is a way for someone to become one of those homeless crazy Christ people" and turned back for home. Many times I've felt empathy for people that got that far and ended up in the street. got lost in Atlanta, in the worst part of town and blended in with all the street peeps in a scary way. I thought I was gonna get stuck living that way.
P.S. my dad had Scizo bad when I was a kid, it's chilled out for him, but he used to sit in the living room with all the lights off switching between screaming like he was being hurt by someone to laughing like he was about to hurt someone. I felt empathy with him from the first couple times I experienced psychedelics
Alright Doc.
What about lsd?
The video itself is good. But what the video generated, taking the amount of good comments talking about their experience and related trips, is the thing that transcends. Good you mate!
I took 14g back 6 years ago and I don't think I ever recovered. Ego death hit me pretty hard and I had to face a lot of demons over the course of 16 hours (I was 110 lbs at the time). Pretty sure I did hit insanity too. Please be careful on your trip when you're dosing that much, and always respect your mushies 🙏
how have you been since?
Shrooms don't dose by weight
This is exactly how I felt/feel after taking 7.8G lib caps, lem tek ego death is the scariest thing I’ve ever been through in 2022. Also the longest trip I’ve ever had around 8-9 hours
My friends and I (3 of us) have done 12.5g in a tea (12.5 is the absolute sweet spot. Anymore is a headache.) and let me tell you, BOTH trips were absolutely entertaining and the most fun and connected I’ve ever felt with those people. We call ourselves the three musketeers lol. It was very euphoric and delirious. Laughed for 5 minutes straight and felt like an hour passed lol. I closed my eyes and saw grass, worms, trees, fog, snakes. It’s like I had the memory of the shroom. It shared its life with me on that trip. I learned that everything has vibration and life, and most of all, memory.
12.5 grams is fucking insane must be weak I can barley eat 3 grams with out being too much
@@jacksonslaughter4205 lol just because you can’t handle doesn’t mean someone else can’t. People regularly take 8gs for trippy experiences in a tea. 12.5g between 3 people is nothing and I’ve been doing shrooms for 10 years.
@@jacksonslaughter4205 Keep in mind they were diluted in a tea and shared amongst three people.
@@SimbaTheGreat there are many different strains of shrooms with varying strength so no way to compare with given facts
@@stephanhelms3282 They were gold caps. I’m well aware of the varying strains of shrooms. Even with penis envy, I’d still do 12.5g in a tea. Anything more is just a headache. Most we’ve done in a tea is 18g and it’s no fun. Not trippy. Just headache inducing. Anything less than 12.5g in a tea feels like a tease. Eating them dry is a completely different story and around 3.5gs I will slow down.
man i tripped so hard last night i was literally consumed and filled with the darkness, but i fought, and released my essence, flooding the dark with light. Top five life moment right there
Hello Hayden, how are you doing?
I’m almost a year later, but just wanna say well said.. 100% how I describe my first ever shroom trip in back in my college years (3.5g). The bliss you feel after you have “fought” off the darkness was so worth it. It turned to one of the most memorable moments in my life.
i had a 5 gram trip of an unknown strain at the time. It was extremely intense. At one point my senses were so heightened i thought i might have a heart attack, but managed to calm myself down. My connection to everything around me was so intense at one point i thought i was god. Yet had no desire to change anything or even try. It was partially cloudy outside and my brother told me to look outside. All he wanted was me to check out the awesome sunset, but im peaking out the window like a crackhead and it looked like the clouds were twirling around and possible tornadoes were forming. IM like wtf is going on out there LOL. looking at the leaves on trees they were neon green and constantly growing at a rapid rate. I dont remember much else unfortunately, but overall it was an intense, but enjoyable and educational experience. Respect the mushroom. It is VERY powerful. Don't let someone fool you into thinking mushrooms are less intense than acid or other psychs. A really high dose of mushrooms can be comparable to DMT, especially with your eyes closed.
Absolutely top shelf report! The ego battle when your deep is heavy to hold, be safe. Good stuff ❤️
This is it man. I took 8.5 grams about a year ago, and i felt so out of control that nothing made sense. Convinced myself i was a mentally ill child locked in padded room. It took my mother holding me to remember that i didnt have control. Over anything really. It was horrifying and i thought i would never come back from the trip. But the sun rose again and to this day i view my life differently
I did a 14 gram tea last july. I don't do mushrooms anymore.
If you don't mind me asking, how has your perspective changed? What do you see differently after the trip?
@@Angel-bo7mh In my experience I don't view life as a burden anymore. It's more like a movie or a story unfolding in front of me. Sometimes the chapters are wonderful, sometimes more sad, but they're all important for the story.
@@kevineckelkamp Half an ounce at once? That sounds like overdoing it..
@@jk47500 yea it was an overdose
I thank you for sharing your Journey !
And I also like the comments of all.
I’m going to take the mushrooms and I’m greatful for all the advice coming from people.
When I was younger I took several times lsd and I never had a bad experience. But I took it without knowledge.
Now that I’m in my 60ies I want to get some more clarity about me, myself and everything.
Thanks for the information.
I used to live in Gainesville Fl. and pick psilocybin from a field that was about a 1/2 hour bike ride from my house. I got very comfortable with larger doses mainly due to the frequency of ingestions. One time when I went to the field I found one nice sized mushroom that as odd as it sounds did not lose much of its size when I dried it. It also became progressively more and more dark blue as I Iet it dry. I thought it was strange that it remained its original size no matter how much it dried. I excitedly ingested it with some honey along with three smaller caps. I was hit with a freight train almost instantly. I became overwhelmed with panic and pleaded with my then girlfriend at the time with what I should do. She looked concerned and told me to just go lay down. For the next 4 hours I was contorted with what must have been the most unnatural positions as my mind felt as though it was vacating my body. I remember gnomes telling me in a vision that I had taken too much but that if I hung in there I’d be ok. I felt like my grip on reality was so fragile for that short period. Like all I needed to say was “ ok” and I was gone forever. The visions were chaotic and absolutely beautiful simultaneously. Similar to this guys story that just when I thought of the rest of my life in a looney bin I was back…. but not totally. For the remaining couple hours of the trip I felt probably more elated than I ever have in my life. I felt as though I had cheated death or in the very least insanity.
Gnomes!!!
Used to roam the field behind my house, crawling on my hands and knees, grazing them right off ground. Psilocybin never jacked me up. LSD blew my brains out, with one sideways low dose experience. Never again.
U happened to have found a "Blue Meanie". Super high concentrated in psylo, i had a Couple of Them in the early 2000s and man, it Hit me in around 10 Minutes after ingesting, waves of fear creeped Up my spine. Was the hardest Trip i ever had
Glad the gnomes took care of you
How do you know if mushrooms are magic or not?
I love your choice of words and your storytelling ability!
Thanks for sharing your experience! For the first time ever, i made a tea out of 3grams of mushrooms. I thought it is a low dose, but it was just insane trip. It changed my attitude about life completely, too.
Lovely story dude! Thanks for sharing & reaffirming how powerful psychedelics can be to heal the wounds the modern world can inflict.
There’s really no reason to do 10g of shrooms- unless you’re really brave or really seasoned in the art of taking psychedelics. I’ve experienced ego death at 3.5 grams. It was intense. And I’m someone who has done shrooms for years. Maybe it’s because of my height and weight but I could not fathom doing 10g. Rookies or people who haven’t practiced in partaking of shrooms should never ever try to do that high of a dosage for their first time. It could damage someone. I’ve seen it happen.
Glad someone said it. I totally agree as I've also seen it. It's not pretty even if you or your friend come out of it on the other side.
There's always bound to be some inexperienced teenager who will try and flex to their mates by downing god knows how many shrooms as though it were some competitive drinking game only to land themself in a very intense position that they have no idea how to deal with!
Yeah some veteran doofer and tripper once told me that there's no reason to go beyond 500-600 micrograms of LSD (assuming you're at baseline). I've done 250 before and I can't imagine doing more than double that would be anything other than unnecessary insanity.
@@k-leb4671 I think your 5-HT2A serotonergic receptors would be fully saturated (or close to) at 500-600 ug and any more LSD in your system would not bind and therefore not make a difference. Luckily you wouldn't die as a lot of psychedelics have low affinity for offsite receptors that could kill you at higher doses.
Imagine having a weak consciousness
I was peaking on shrooms and listening to music when a song that means a lot to me came on and suddenly transported me to the underworld/purgatory/some other plane where I knew I was in the presence of my dad who had died like 10 months prior. The experience apparently lasted the length of the song, but I really only remember being able to say bye to him one last time since I didn't have the chance at the time of his passing. This triggered some kind of genuine closure in my psyche and I was immediately transported back to sitting in the living room. Next song comes on and my visuals go into overdrive. Looking at the palm tree painting on the wall, it starts to just cycle through a life and death cycle over and over again, seed to sapling to mature tree to lifeless husk and back. For some reason in the course of watching this in amazement, I decided to try and impose my own will on the visuals. See if I had any conscious impact on them. Instead of having the intended effect, it essentially stopped the whole visual in its tracks. Distressed, I repented and asked no one in particular to please let me see the magic again. I remember asking for that specifically. As if some higher willpower was answering me directly, the tree went right back into the life/death cycle for the rest of the song to my utter disbelief. My ego was flattened. The next song that came on brought with it a new set of visuals. As the energy of the song built up, ghostly interconnected tendrils began filling the room in front of my eyes and connecting everything together like a vast mycelium network. Through these tendrils, glowing orbs of green energy flowed through while slowly pulsing and something in me knew that it was lifeforce itself powering the world around me. By the end of the song, my fellow-tripping friends had come back into the room and the magic of that 3-song moment was dispelled. That short moment, however had changed me permanently. I remember sort of incoherently telling my friend that I just went through ego death, but it really took a subsequent trip about 2 months later where I reflected back on my experience to realize what had truly happened to me. Ego death hit me like a freight train and it's one of the best things to ever happen to me.
How many grams did you take?
@@timgatt3926 Normally I have a better idea of exactly how much I took, but this time is a bit vague. We split probably 8-10 grams of whole caps and stems, but then had another bag of shake with tons of blue flakes and whatnot. It was probably several grams of shake by itself. With that, we did the lemon tek method and mixed it with lemon juice. Then split that mixture 3 ways and drank it down.
He took some many mushrooms that he was sent to a different universe.
Foreal though I've been there
Thank you for this
I don’t think there’s such thing as a bad trip. I believe you are challenged and you only can learn 🌱
hardship is necessary for soul-development
I seen this dudes reality get rocked recently he was struggling even after the trip but he needed it. He graduated college and seems a little more curious/humble.
Same here
There is never a bad trip, just trips for the wrong people. I have a friend who lost his best friend to suicide after an Ayuhuasca trip. It apparently taught him that nothing has value and he was just stardust in an infinite dead universe. Hanged himself 1 week after. RIP where er you are mate, even if i never knew you ❤️
@@ouwle6618 shit man;(
Amazing insight and beautifully articulated.
Wildly different perspective than I had when I took too many shrooms and ended up thinking I was everything, and that everything was me. It was terrible. I felt so alone. If I made another universe, everything would just be me, no one else. Infinite nothingness and loneliness.
Powerful!!!! Thanks for sharing! 🍄❤️🙏🏼
Glad to hear it made you a better family man❤️ I just want to let you know your a lucky man to have a family that loves you,I myself have been trying to start that and it really doesn’t get easier as you age ,the more I learn the pickier I’m becoming,honestly I’m starting to wonder if ignorance is bliss is the way to go.
i’ve only had mushrooms once in my life, and it was a trip just as this one, were i found my self convinced that i had became insane and that there was no coming back, and all i remember about it as is that the whole thing was a dream. i woke up and it felt as if everything i had done in the trip was a dream but in reality it had all actually happened
I started tripping on 1973 as a 13 year old, I loved a couple decades of tripping, if I could find it now I'd do it and I'm 62.
This was great. Thank you for taking the time to put this all down in writing and making this cool visualizer to go with it.
Your story reminds me of a way more intense version of a trip I had once. I dropped acid by myself in 2017. It was old acid so I thought it wouldn’t be a deep trip, but I was wrong. At one point in the evening I was sitting on the floor and I had plugged in some white Christmas lights and left them on the floor. Overhead lighting was too harsh. The lights looked pretty and inviting in a pile on the floor. So I sat next to the lights and just looked at them. Looking at the lights I was sort of zooming in and out on them, focusing on one tiny light then zooming out and seeing the neighboring clusters and then the entire bunch. I did this several times before I realized that this is what god does with creation. God is everything and complete as the singularity. But in this infinite singular state, like you had said, there was nothing to interact with. It then struck me that god is lonely and god created the universe, the lower dimensions, and all of us so god could interact with itself. And this life and all of our relationships are god waking up to itself, remembering the nature of the singularity through relationships and love. And that this is a pattern, a sort of inhalation and exhalation of the singularity: singular on the inhale, articulation of the infinite on the exhale. I rocked back and forth on the floor thinking about this, as I stared at the little tangled golden lights.
Very interesting and deep insight, thank you for sharing 🙌🏻
Brings tears to my eyes, but not from sorrow. Thanks for a super strong trip! Much love! Hope to try your dosage soon! Scary as fuck, but very beautiful!
This happened to me not long ago after only 2grams... I was convinced that it was a "systemic breakdown" and that I was led to do shrooms so that my awareness would have reasons to have went through that. I think the shrooms opened my mind up to much to the point where my beliefs were fading in and out, and then realized that this all only exists because we e believe that it does.
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Interesting! I had a very similar experience on 4g. It was an absolute horrific insanity and was convinced I was gone for good, then miraculously came back to normal and only a few hours had passed.
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"I was so surprised I was god and nothing else existed" This feeling/realization/knowing came to me at the beginning of my trip at the same dosage, then I peed myself, laught out loud, and ended up on the floor. I remember one thought at the peak: "It's all me" The rest of the trip was a blend of nothingness, insanity, unity, and the fear of there being no existence. It's interesting how strong the attachment to our present reality/illusion is, even though it's all just a concept or thought by ourselves/god. It's really true that saying "If you want to change the world, start by changing yourself" Creation and the will to create an experience is such a beautiful thing, I'm so thankful for this possibility. It's crazy to think about the capacity we actually have, why is it that we often don't hold ourselves higher? The great work with myself continues... Loved listening to your story, very well articulated. I wish peace to your and everybody else's journeys. We are all one.
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Thank you for sharing this experience with us and especially how you processed the whole thing
I appreciate the recommendation thank you. Is it as easy as you’re making it seem? Is there some protocol I need to know before contacting this person?
Amazing that u remembered all so well.