Explaining my depression to my mother // By Sabrina Benaim // Audio // Spoken Poetry
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- čas přidán 6. 07. 2017
- note : i am not depressed nor suicidal but i just think that mental health should be taken seriously and have more awareness to it. I make these types of videos so people can relate to it and know they are not alone. I also make these so people could try seek help and let their emotions out in the comment section and also know they arent the only ones going through whatever is happening.
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czcams.com/video/h-CxNvucbLU/video.html , a video about sexual assault awareness
Where can i get the real version of this video? It really made me feel proud for a reason and gave me goosebumps at the same time...
Me explaining my depression to my mom because she doesn't understand me making her understand my depression
I cry every night and day idk if I'm depressed but I want to die all the time my dad says I need to go to a mental hospital and I say I'm fine he says no your depressed
I got sexually assaulted for 7 months straight and nobody did nothing no matter how many times i told them :(
@@Rvxiie i'm so sorry. Take care
Having depression is caring about nothing.
Anxiety is caring about everything.
Having both is caring too much about nothing.
Wow .. Well Put 👍 It's A Feeling No One Can Understand Until They Feel It .. 😥
Whale Cat this is the best thing I’ve ever heard..no cap
Yeah. I have social anxiety and thats why i skip school. Im afraid that people will bully me till i have anorexia, that they will bully me into killing myself... Well. The anorexia is there for now. And they say im the crazy one i say "you made me like this, its not a choice, or do you think having cancer is a choice? No? So is mental illenes... Its your fault that its there and i just wanna kill your whole fucking racd for this!" and yes they made me racist because they were racist and i just feel like Adolf Hitler...
*they were kind of racist gipsys 😂
I Too Have Severe Agoraphobia & Anxiety/ Rolling Panic Attacks .. That Last Hours .. It's Been 3 Months Since I Last Ventured Out .. To See My Doc & Get Another 3 Month Refill .. It's Pure Hell All The Way There & Back .. I've Even Started Living In 1 Room .. Feeling Panic If I Go Out Of My Hole .. Now It's To The Point That I Get Panicky If My Phone Rings .. I Don't Call Out Because Of It & Only Answer For Doc/ Med Related Purposes .. My Local Pharmacy Delivers My Meds .. Most People Don't Understand & My Family Has Moved On .. So The Depression .. Feelings Of Guilt Eat At Me Constantly .. I Go Weeks At A Time That I Don't Eat & Take Small Amounts Of Water .. Self Harming I'm Told .. My Parents Used Food As Punishment .. Their Gone So Apparently I'm Doing To Myself What They Did .. I Pray You Find The Light .. ✌💚 You Are Not Alone My Friend ..
she yelled every single thing that we're all afraid to even whisper
Tina King yeah
Fr....
Amen❤
Don’t copy a comment that’s already been said:/
Mhm....... That's... Right......
“It’s not that much fun having fun when you don’t wanna have fun” took the words straight out of my mouth😢
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Dear parents,
We don’t need therapy.
We don’t need medication.
We don’t need you to yell at us.
We need you to support us.
We need you to talk things out with us.
We need you to spend time with us.
Dear parents,
I feel like therapy won't take me anywhere
I need and want to take medication just to stop feeling so much about nothing
I am sorry that I didn't call you last week when I was scared as you made me promise
I don't need you to spend time with me
I don't need you to talk things out with me
I just need you to follow my lead and be okay with whatever I decide
But I know that deep down...
I need you to keep caring about me
I need you to not give up on me
I need you to force me to stay alive even if it takes me years to finally want to live
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I don’t need company, but when i do, I’m just to. . . Something to ask. I don’t even know how to explain anymore.
Dear parents
dont think your problems are the only valid ones thats not true
If u dare to tell mom ur brave but I am not
Depression is like being colourblind and constantly being told how colourful the world is.
That's somehow how I feel in so creative and small words I love this!
*creativity joined the chat*
I know this isn’t original, but I love the quote all the same.
"Just because you're colorblind doesn't mean you can see the colors." - Jaiden Animations
Anxiety is like having trypophobia, you can’t stand it.
*She shouted everything we were too afraid to even whisper....*
True
She’s faking depression because no one with depression goes to thier mom and randomly shouts some nonsense “depression” quotes -.-
Yeet Vomit wait wut? umm are u fucking ok? don’t joke about shit like that it’s a poem. it’s suppose to help people and don’t sit there and say that she’s faking it cause that’ll make her worst
@@danny7715 period BIIIITCH
aaaaand you copied this.
Depression is like living in a color less world with no freedom,no happiness but still smiling.
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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“i make plans but i don’t wanna go. i make plans because i know i should want to go. i know sometimes i would’ve wanted to go.”
I felt this in my Soul.
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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I can relate to these few sentences as well. I am still feeling those feelings too. I felt it deep in my heart and soul when I heard those words, thanks for saying it first.
When you are alive: people dont care
When you are dead: they started to care
That's what I think
I care. If it matters. Stay strong love 💗
@@emfloyd3710 who?
"Funny how when ur dead people started listening" - a song i frogot who wrote it.
@@dulcegonzalezvega7483 Earn the love
Me: Hey mom i think i have depression
Mom: its because of that damn phone
lissete soto thanks for making my day 😅😪
lissete soto this may be funny to some ppl and u might’ve not wanted to offend anyone but depression really isn’t something to joke about js😕
@@gen.kivie16 They weren't joking about depression .-.
True...
wtf, if your mom really did this, im sorry but shame on her, because DEPRESSION, is not a joke..
"You're not a drop in the ocean. You're the ocean in a drop"
"Depression, panic attacks and anxiety aren't signs of weakness. They're the signs of someone whos been too strong for too long"
We're not alone in our constant dance with depression and the demon on our shoulder. We're not just survivors, we're warriors. We need to learn to ease our minds to make the dance easier. 🖤🖤🖤🖤
I hate how this has been true throughout my entire life..
@@lee123v7 For now its hard, and ik it is, but things need to get worse before they can get better cause once you've hit rock bottom, the only way left is up :> On that journey back up, you may* fall or scrape your knees but you can't just give up. If you ever need to vent or get anything off your chest, this comment will always be here for that
Thank you, this is so true!
"No, I'm afraid of living." I was doing really good at keeping my cool with this whole thing, and then that line was said, and I broke
Mom says you're being dramatic.
I was being really dramatic when I was ready to overdose.
Kai owo same
Same here, man. Same.
Same
My mom screamed at me for wasting all her pills....
t h a t b I t c h I’m sorry.
Mother: _No,_
*IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN PHONE*
Lone Wolf always the response I get
You're right. 😢
same..
that hit too hard
That’s the same response I get...
Appreciate for a hot second the fact that she was most likely having a panic attack on stage and it most likely took her so long to get the courage to recite these words.
she was having a panic attack
they are super brave
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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To anyone who is strugging
Thank you
So I tried to cut my self 8 times
I have Ally's and they talk to me during lunch when I don't eat we talk about anxiety and depression and suicide
And while I have a mental break
I did not come this far, I just did not kill myself yet
thats a lie :)
no one is ever there
never
NO. NO! NEVER. The PROBLEM IS I DID NOT GO FAR! I ONLY STARTED FEELING SO DAMN FUCKED UP BUT I'M HERE! CRYING WHEN I JUST STARTED! I'M HERE WHIMPERING AND THEN FEELING ALL GUILTY KNOWING THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN FEELING THIS ALL ALONG, LONGER THAN ME! BUT THEY'RE NOT CRYING THE WAY I DO! THEY ARE MATURE WHILE IM A CHILDISH THING CRYING!!
⭐❤💚💙💛⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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My depression is telling me to die....
But my anxiety is to scared to...
Why is it like this....I’ll never win.....
Because it never happens..
Relatable😭
iris. gacha when did u get diagnosed?
its the gacha games u be playin i tellin u that rn not as a joke but its them gacha games
Uh.
"I hate myself"
Mom: *gives 5 hours lecture*
"I hate myself more now"
My mom makes me feel like shit for having feelings
omg yes
My mom said I can't hate anyone... I broke her rule because I hate myself
Do u have pickels for brains
@@icequeen9289 You realize how mean that is right!
"Why are you depressed? Life's beautiful!"
Is like saying
"Why are you asthmatic? There's so much air!"
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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my parents.："you can tell me anything" me: starting to tell them, them: starts to insult me.
" Your being pathetic..."
" Your lying..."
" Your perfectly fine... "
" Your not depressed..."
" It's just a phase..."
I'm depression 😔😢😓😔😢😓😔😢😓
Those words are y I’m afraid to tell my mom about my depression
yes, i very grammar on this comment
Yeah thats what my family says 😔
“you have nothing to be sad over”
“you are just sad”
“you have a good life you shouldn’t be sad”
“there is so much good in the world”
“stop being sad”
Damn... "no i'm afraid of living" That's it.
Define shivers
OOOOO
I dont want to live
But,
Im too scared to die
But then again,
I'm even more scared to live.
Same
the fear of everything is called panophobia, so its like that person panophobic, because here living is everything. when living you get to experience, see, feel, hear, and taste amazing things but some things arent that "amazing" and that makes us scared. so like life isnt that amazing its scary y'never know whats next but you would be afraid of whats next. sometimes thinking about whats next makes you go "well what the fuck" ot can be in a way you arent prepared for it or youre just so confused of everything going too fast. soo you would be afraid because everything is going too fast, everyone and everything is changing, nothing stays the same. so you would he afraid of living because youre scared of whats next and what happens next could be anything [everything] we never know but we try to know but some of us try too hard to know whats next
This is so relatable I been so depressed for years now & I feel like it's gotten worse lately.
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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i feel the same
*She literally said those words which we don't even imagine/dare to say!..*
Once you're gone, everyone starts to care.
hey, if you're seeing this.. look how far you've come! I'm so proud of you
okay boomer
@@enamel4456 STFU DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT A BOOMER IS
Yeah only my friends care for me not sure anymore though they will believe me if I'm dead
So true.
No one will care honestly
"Mama. I don't wanna die. I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all."
- Freddie Mercury.
God I cried the first time I understood that line...
It's something we all think at one point or another right ? How that man make his music speak to us all 😭
@@allicjasmith368 Yeah... I didn't know I could miss someone I never knew, someone who died before I was even born...
@@LunyMusic33 it's something maddening isn't it? Loving someone you never knew me and my brother were triplets in the womb we lost our big sister a week old and I love her more than anything I've ever loved and I never even knew her
@@allicjasmith368 Wow that's beautiful I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing better.
This is how I feel everyday when my mum says "there's nothing wrong with you"
To mum,
I didn't need to be yelled at
I didn't need to grow up
I wasnt a drama queen
I was depressed, i was dieing and you did nothing . You let me suffer for years without help, you knew i was struggling and you watched. I'm still here. I dont know how but i am, no thanks to you.
Forget it..
*SHE THINKS IM DRAMATIC*
Same
My mum tells me to always make sure to look at both sides of the story and try to understand where people are coming from. But when it comes to me being unmotivated and visibly unhappy with anger issues. It's all broken down to "your just being lazy" and "it's just a faze". I then told her can you please atleast try to look through my perspective? She said "I don't even need to, your just lazy!" that broke me. I'm about to finish high-school and for the first time in my life. I'm looking forward to being a responsible gun owner. Can't wait to "accidently" shoot myself.
@@epkoknol9131 I really hope that doesn't happen....
she thinks its a phase.
@@nadiarobinson1753 Eh. People die all the time so why would my life matter any more? Plus I think it would be a nice release. Just need to lay low so I pass the background check (not very hard to do) and do my thing. Last thing I want to do is burden and hurt others so no need to worry about me using it on others.
Who ever watches this there either
-deppressed
-Sad
-Thinks there unworthy
-wanna be dead
-hates life
Me too...
Right
heh..it's funny you know.. I can be all of them at some points..
But am i actually? Or im i just over reacting. Im i just ungrateful cause i think i am
No i have a depressed friend and want to know how it ifeels and how to help her...
I want to die so hard, nobody understands me. I'm all alone trying to survive in a life I don't deserve..
she just shouted everything that ive wanted to scream. the words that fell out of her mouth are the ones that are cages behind my teeth, and the emotion in her voice is the emotion i have been begging to see again, the emotion that left me because even i am not good enough for it.
“ when others can’t yell, you yell for them. “
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS.
You can hear the pain in her voice, ☹️
Yes...the pain is real in her voice. Sadly other people feel that pain as well. This girl spoke to all of us.
Fr
I know...I was on the verge of tears..
😭
I can to and it's very real
"Mom I'm not scared to die, I'm scared of living"
I felt that
Same here
Poor you i hope you will have a happy life soon dear
Same
The way she screams "I'm afraid to living" always makes me cry.
i just cant stop crying this is so true to all the mums out there stop making your child condition worse. some of us just need someone there with us and to listen.
Dear moms...
*Being depressed isnt a phase*
*Feeling ugly isnt a phase*
*Being a transgender isnt a phase*
*Having anxiety isnt a phase*
*ITS NOT A PHASE AND NOT HORMONES*
HEACK YAH
ITS NONE OF THOSE
ITS DEPRESSION
ITS being emotionless
My boyfriends said to that it's puberty.
SO DEAR PEOPLE IN THE WHOLE WORLD:
DEPRESSION CAN COME AT ANY AGE POSSIBLE!
IT CAN COME IF YOU ARE 5 IT CAN COME WHEN YOU ARE 95!
AND STOP THESE EXCUSES WITH PUBERTY, LAZYNESS OR HORMONES.
IF YOU'RE CHILD NEEDS HELP. THEN DON'T LAUGH AT IT! TRY HELPING IT! SOME PEOPLE LIKE ME HAVE A HARD TIME SAYING:" Hey. I need some Help!" Because WE are afraid that we'll be a BURDEN to everyone! WE ARE ALL HUMANS AND WE SHOULD BE TREATED EQUALLY! AND I THINK THAT WE ALL EXPIRENCED THAT WHAT I WILL TELL YOU NOW: You want to talk about your problems to a Person you THOUGHT you could TRUST. But If you tell them your problems. They will start to show no empathy at all and Talk about their own problems! And WE want everyone to be happy and that is why our mind says: yea.. Help them. They are way more important than we are."
I might just be a 14-year old girl, but people also need to understand that WE aren't lazy people. We also have problems! We are HUMANS! DON'T YOU GET IT?!
YOU CAN'T JUST SAY TO A PERSON THAT HAS A CERTAIN AGE: YEA YOU ARE LAZY OR IT'S PUBERTY!
It's like you go to an old Person and say: yea you are 95 you're old. You'll die anyway. That is hella rude.
And now imagine telling this not to a Stranger but to your son/daughter/non binary child: "You lay in bed all day.
You are sick.ew" or what hurzs more" You disgust me when you are doing this." The child. No YOUR CHILD will feel really distant towards you and blames itself for that. I have watched this video 3 years ago. And it still reaches out to me. And I know I am not the only Person thinking this.
Thank you for reading.
Have a great morning/day/afternoon/night.
And remember:
You are worth it.
You are beautiful.
You are loved.
If you need any help you can dm me in insta or any other social Media Platform.
[insta: melina_loves_ramen]
My mom laughed at me when she said I wanted to be a boy.
When I told my mom she called one of my friends and told her to fix me
::/
Me: can we talk ?
Mom: yes?
Me: i have depression, i'm sorry..
mom: iTs tHaT gOdDaMn pHoNe hUh?
fr
WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH PARENTS THINKING THE PHONE IS BAD!?!?!?!?
@@nuryasreenyleana1953 please clam down-
They say phone is always the reason but for me it's not
Me (mumbles, after a 1 or 2 years of building courage, coz to scared to say it out loud): Mom, the way you insult my weight, height and colour, affects me-
Mom (giving ghe stink eye): Then why dont you try to loose some weight, gain some height and get some whitening treatment.
Me (shocked and trying to keep back tears): ok......
My older sis (who is actually expetiencing mental health issues): She has seen that i finally get some attention bcoz of my mental health so she is trying to steal that now. What n attention seeker.
Me: * confused coz i expected my sis to relate as she once faced the same issues *
"you're just being overdramatic, you'll grow out of this. You're going through a phase by thinking all of this."
This audio legit made me cry because she's said everything that I've wanted to say for me.
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Depression is when you care about nothing
Anxiety is when you care too much about everything
Having both is like hell
Edit
Thank you for the likes and stay safe. I love you guys 🖤
soooooooo true
True, problem is that at first, they seem to exclude each other, as if you cannot have both, thats what other think... They'll say it is impossible white cant be Black, it'd be gray. Which is true when talking about colors, but not if all the colors have faded.
I have like really bad anxiety to the point I just start crying over anything and when I try to explain what it’s like I cry a whole ocean...
its true... and i hate it
Midnight_ Animation Fr
Cut's after cut's.
Depression after depression.
Cries after cries.
Death after death.
It's either death or living....
But can we really consider this living?
OwOliver Living or just breathing?
Wtf you have my friend 's pfp
Depression tells you to kill yourself and anxiety makes you too scared to try. What if you have both..?
Depression is telling me to cut myself and anxiety is telling me someone might see it and find out and then that would just be embarrassing
My eyes are wet, and I'm not sure why; I was unable to stop them. I struggled to put all of my emotions into words, but got stuck at a confusion; this is crushing me.
I appreciate the recommendation, CZcams.
Imagine the amount of anxiety she went through to tell the story of millions like her.
*"I'm fine"*
That's the biggest lie most people told.
That’s true... and it’s sad
And it's the lie people tell the most
"You're so lazy how come you're tired?!"
"Nevermind..."
'but I'm not physically tired I'm mentally tired of all of this.. '
U fine??❤😢
My mom always says I'm lazy but I'm just un motivated to even get up in the morning let alone change clothes
My mum said this the other day :/
I feel you
I can feel you.
No one understands
as a person carrying depression and anxiety on her shoulders for so long, i feel safe knowing others are out there and have told what they have wanted to, but still here i am not speaking abt neither of my problems, im stuck in a room where all my insecurities are shouting in my head and the loudest voice among all of them are the worst of my insecurities, i feel trapped, scared, lonely and most importantly i feel insecure.
i've lost the ppl who mattered the most to me and i could tell anything to them and only when i hade the one person, she left a few weeks ago.. i've been hanging on for as long as i can remember and trust me, i havent given up, im still trying so please give me a chance and understand im trying my hardest even on the lowest days, when i cry myself to sleep, i still walk into skl with the brightest smile plastered on my face, this is who i am and i cant change myself even with all the hate that ppl twist me to be dissolved in, i am still who god decided to make me.. but the only time i can say this is online where no one knows me, because im scared, so scared..
Thank you for this. To anyone who reads this, this is the story of how depression stepped through my open door, disguised as love.
I became depressed around the beginning of my second semester in 6th grade. This guy that I had liked (we'll call him *N*) had broken up with his girlfriend of at least 2 years, and I know now they were taking a "break". Well, the guy I had liked started flirting with me and teasing me, hugging me, holding my hand, and after about a week of this, we started dating. We were dating for about 2 almost 3 weeks before he started ignoring me. And it was 1 week away from the start of winter break.
From Dec. 22 to Jan. 4 was our school's winter break. I was so nervous, would *N* forget me? Would he go back to his ex-girlfriend? I was anxious and I didn't sleep well most nights.
I had known this guy since 5th grade, and now, in 8th grade, we go to the same school. I changed schools after 7th grade. And he was expelled in 7th grade from our old school, so he went to my school, since it was one of the few other junior high schools in our town.
Anyway, after winter break, I went back to school and he started ignoring me. I later learned that month that he had started dating his ex again, and from what I'd heard from people who'd known him for a while, he and his gf had been on and off for about 5 years.
I became part of the NJHS (National Junior Honors Society) soon after he started ignoring me about 5 weeks after. *N*'s brother was in 8th grade at the time me and *N* were in 6th grade, and he had gone to the ceremony as well. I saw him after the whole thing and he didn't look at me. He didn't even glance in my general direction. I called out his name and I was a 3 feet away, and he didn't. even. react. That night, I cried in my bed, and when my mom asked me what was wrong, I just told her "I'm just tired from everything."
*N* ignored me for the rest of the winter and half into the spring. My best friend tried cheering me up, but I was just hopeless. I cried almost every night, silently since I shared a room with my brothers. No one knew what was wrong with me besides my best friend, whom I told about *N*. Less than a year after, I had moved into my new house with my family away from our old apartment, and about a month or two after, I started cutting my arm, self harming.
My dad yelled at me, telling me this whole story about his cousin who did the same thing and cut so deep, they had to take him to the hospital, and give him blood. I tried telling him I would never cut that deep, that I would never commit suicide. But even now I still question myself, "would i commit suicide if it got that bad?" or "I don't have it as bad as others, I need to suck it up."
I have started going to a therapist, and they've helped me a lot, I feel comfy around them as well, but when they talk to my parents at the end of the sessions sometimes, I just tense up, like I get nervous with my parents around.
Thank you for reading this EXTRA long comment. I feel heard.
“Hey you look sad, are you okay?”
“Yeah, just tired.”
*Tired of nobody believing me when I say im depressed*
*Tired of crying myself to sleep*
*Tired of lying*
*Tired of feeling like im ugly*
*Tired of being alone*
*Tired of being bullied*
*Tired of people*
*Tired of throwing up*
*Tired of having to do everything myself*
*Tired of hiding my face behind a mask of lies*
*Tired of stress*
*Tired of sleepless nights*
*Tired of feeling fat*
*Tired of wishing for my life to end every day*
*Tired of being judged*
*Tired of being asked if I’m okay when the answer is right in front of them*
*Tired of having to fake being happy*
*Tired of having panic attacks*
*Tired of being worthless*
*Tired of worrying over every little thing*
*Tired of hate*
*Tired of myself being so pathetic*
*Tired of not doing anything right*
*Tired of nobody believing I have anxiety*
*Tired of being a disappointment*
*Tired of masking my tired eyes with pounds and pounds of makeup*
*Tired of being unable to cry around people*
*Tired of Life*
"You sure?"
“Yep. Just tired.”
I've chose just to give up on that, when someone asks me if I'm okay, I either say are you Okay? Or fuck off. I've given up on all this shit
Camryn Conger Me too. I am done with ppl.
@@veronicamoonlight4828 sometimes it just seems pointless to me, I mean why mess with society when I can just do my own thing. Like in my world the only friends I need are my imaginary friends. The only socialization I need is with my imagination. In fact I'm not even going back to school,I'm gonna stick with online school, I hate that people call me lazy. I'm sorry that I have a different sleep schedule, I'm sorry that I go to sleep at 5 and wake up at 9, I'm a night owl. I need to be up during those times because nights my most energetic time period. Yeah my room is pitch black even at noon, why would I want it any different. I've had to learn to accept the fact that I'm different, and that I'm a introvert that had a rough life. I'm tired of people saying to more productive things, BITCH, SEE ME AT 2 AM I'M CLEANING, WRITING SONGS, TAKING CLASSES AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING, SLEEPING AT LEAST I DON'T NEED COFFEE TO GET THROUGH MY DAY ALL I NEED IS THE MOON AND DARKNESS, AND PEACE AND QUETE BECAUSE MY DAY IS NIGHT. it just gets so annoying, sorry if this is a little over top it's 3:21 and I decided to go to sleep early but I got woke up but I'm still tired and will probably go back to sleep
I'm sorry if you don't agree with me in sorry if you think imaginary friends are childish, because if so. How many friends you got cause I got hundreds in my world? And yeah it's MY WORLD because I make the rules,I decide what the time is, I decide where I'm going to be and when, i can change who I'm with were I'm at in less then 2 seconds. The only things I need is darkness a brain, and a dictionary, because yes I'll read of a dictionary for hours on end. If you got a problem with it I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm the only one on in my world because the population in my world is 1 because I'm the one who can make thousands thanks to my imagination
@@veronicamoonlight4828 yeah I get it, I think y ouTube is being stupid and it shows me in my inbox that you replied to me but when I go to look at it it's gone
Camryn Conger U gout my Gmail right?
My depression tells me to kill myself but my anxiety is scared to die. We can never win
Edit: (FYI I’m no longer suffering and I am okay now. I am only suffering from anxiety. If you guys feel down please talk to someone you trust and they will help you through this. Stay strong!)
crippling depression OMG THATS LITERALLY HOW I FEEL
yep...
Exactly... if I tried to explain that to anyone they would say, “you’re fine.” Or “why would you be sad?” And there’s truly no way to respond to that.
Exactly how I feel...
Yea thats exactly how it is
This gave me goosebumps... words I wish I could speak to my parents so maybe they'd finally understand
"It's Just Not That Much Fun Having Fun When You Don't Wanna Have Fun, Mom . . ." God, That Hits Me Hard In The Feels EVERY Time 💔
Mom: come talk to your mother
Also my mom: screams at me every second*
I understand 💔
I feel the same.. my mom always tells me to talk with her then a few minutes later shes yelling at me..
My mom will tell me "you're fine." and CANCELS MY THERAPY because she "cured me" she thinks yelling at me and telling me I am a mistake is "curing me" then, she blames it on me.
Yep. I tried to explain it to my mom because she was screaming at me, making me feel awful and all she said is that if I ever do anything it's on me. She then asks why I never talk to her or anyone about it. She's why
Mhm
"Why are your grades so bad?"
"Why don't you wanna try?"
"You're ridiculous, take responsibility for your actions"
Can't you see that my actions are no longer my own, they are my emotions, and i no longer want to try because i don't even think i have a life, for you took it from me and made it your own, when you chose what school i should i go, when you decided i couldn't go over my dad's house, when you mocked me for having depression, and when you sat there and said i was ridiculous, what you don't understand is that depression takes all of a person's life and changes it, to where there is no hope. There is more to my failing grades then my effort.
I know it's been 2 months since your comment but I hope you are doing okay, well as okay as one can be when your mind is telling you that nothing is worth it. Hold on until you find it, until you find that spark of hope that makes everything have meaning and makes the world not look so sad. It takes time but believe me when you find that thing that makes you feel okay you will try your best to never go back to the dark place you were before. Once you see the light it's a struggle trying to not go back to the darkness but it is so much better in the light. The whole world takes on a new color and makes it so you don't dread waking up everyday. Someone is there for you whether its me or someone else in your life. Stay strong and know you aren't alone and someone cares.
I have never heard something more true in my life thank you for that
Same Unicorngirl!
Thanks
The video almost most made me cry, but just this one comment was so relatable that I couldn't hold it in....thank you, and I hope everything s fine....
Depression is like drowning in a world full of air but your lungs are filled with water.
The "when will you get better?" is the only word I'm hearing everyday, just feel nothing, also losing my appetite...
I don't want live
But I am to scared to die
Depression vs anxiety
if you want someone to talk to i am here for you if you want to talk i have a channel we can talk there if you want
and the winner in the end will be you
And you want to live
Depression vs Anxiety vs You
Ain’t those song lyrics
Me too
Depression is like living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die
True
yup...
Mind over matter
Perfect description
10000% true
When she said it's not that much fun having fun when you don't want to have fun hits hard tbh...
To that one Seoul reading this,I know you're tired, you're fed up, you're so close to breaking.But there's strength within you, even when your weak.keep fighting
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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“Why are you so quiet?”
Because if I'm quiet then no one will notice how much I'm hurting.
Finally someone who knows what i feel
Bro I'm with u
I feel that like I feel bad for bringing the mood down when I want to tell people that I am not okay like how do i let people know without making them feel bad or them giving me that pity look and then I feel like they won’t understand
"Its not fun to have fun when you Don't want to have fun"
Thats so true
my english teachers wouldnt like this sentence the same word was used three time 🅱️🅱️🅱️🅱️
Ney Tanuki that part strikes home so muvh
I no how that feels thanks mom not rially
It's not fun to try have fun when you know it wont help, and that hopeless feeling swallowing you up for underneath you as you sleep when you feel the most vulnerable...
The amount of times I've been told happiness is a choice or to light a candle to watch the flame of something destructive have so much life, so this really hits home 😞
“NO I AM AFRAID OF LIVING!!! mom I’m LONELY!!” That just hit so hard Damnn I fucking relate
Who else is proud of her for shouting everything we wanted to shout?
but we will not even emit to are selves
me
Me
Me
But even if we told themthey still wouldn't be able to help.
Me asf
"Friend": "You okay?"
"Yeah.. Just scared about the test..!"
Teacher: "Your grades are getting worse... Is everything alright?"
"Y-Yes Miss! The test was just harder than expected..!"
Mom: "Sweetie, you need to get better grades! Are you okay?"
"Yes mom... I'm fine... Just... Tired..."
Can they really not tell I'm not fine?
Is it really that hard?
Why does life not go easy on me?
Why does nobody notice!?!
Why am I so lonely...
And at the end of the day...
All you hear is...
"It's that internet."
It's true. The internet has a big impact on people. You absorb everything you know from it because you start to compare your life accidentally. This is what makes you feel depressed. Nobody's gonna realize if you don't tell them.
The internet is the only place us depressed people can express our feelings the only place where people understand us
Ive had my depression since the age of five and i dont know if i can take this anymore.....
@@candiceberry9622 it's not true... They don't realize it's them... Not the internet. Most of my internet friends are the only reason I'm still coping.
@@spoiled_jackfruit It's true. Yes you have internet friends, but your comparing your real social life to it and be like "I don't have friends in real life. Nobody cares about me. I can't rely on anyone personally." And please don't say "it's not true," it's really annoying me. You can just disagree. First educate yourself. I'm trying to help people here.
Isn't it great when people think you'll be fine or think it's nothing...?
Doesn't it hurt when the people that love you and you love the most underestimate how hurt you are..?
Well it sure does and it feels like there is nothing you can do.. But there is .If you are badly hurt seek help you deserve a happy life like everyone else.
Sadness is like a big fur coat, its made of dead things but it keeps you warm💔
Im so tired that i cant even shed a single tear while listening to this
⭐❤💚💙💖To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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Me screaming “I wanna kill myself everyday”
Mum: stop being so dramatic *rolling eyes
Stepdad: laughing
Lucy Smith the shit hurts more when she take stepdad side and ignores u but then she says why are u being so dramatic
@@Deargagusgorm yo should pack your stuff and LEAVE
I told my mom I hate myself she does not believe me I think she believed me that there is something telling me horrible things about myself
No one knows I tried to kill myself twice
Oh god, my stepdad's reaction was exactly the same
If there was a way to die without hurting my family and friends I would
if there was a way i would be gone
i would’ve done it a long time ago
Me to...
My family hates me, I want to see if they even cared if I die
if i hadn't found bts this year, i would've already been gone. i didn't ask to be born! 😭
Such an energetic voice, when I was depressed I didn't even have the strength to speak and explain something to someone.🙂
Holy shit she has said everything I have been afraid of letting out of Pandora's box she's is a voice who speaks for all of us broken children
Why don't you whisper?
Because I won't be heard
Why do you yell?
Cause I wanna cry
So why no speak?
Speak? Because I'll be ignored
Why are you quiet?
.....it's better to not be a burden
Same
“Why no speak”
English 100
Same
YES yes so true! And so relatable
Hi I think we are on the same boat 🙁☹️😞😥😢☀️🌤️⛅🌥️🌦️🌧️⛈️🌧️☔💧🌥️⛅🌤️☀️🌈
lies ive been told:
" i love you "
" you can trust me"
" your not depressed "
" ill never leave you "
" the pain will go away "
" lifes easy "
" you'll be okay "
i been told those lie to they hurt
The words that matter most are never said.
Broken souls broken by beautiful lies
@@yourmom3412 🥺
Everything will be ok😢❤
Depression is like being stuck in a bubble of loneliness and sadness, and you are trying to remember a time before you felt that way or why you can’t make it go away. It’s feels like you can’t wake up from a dream that is constantly pulling you down.
Okay I have full respect because when you have depression it’s really hard to come out and tell someone EVEN your parents that you have depression! But this girl had the courage to say it too a whole crowd! But what she said in this video was very VERY relatable!
⭐❤💚💙💛💖⭐To really help yourself and heal yourself take papers and write everything you can do te feel beter 🙂 sleep around 22h until 05/06h, live with the sun and the moon. Do a lot of sport, training. Eat lot of vegetables and fruits (raw, not cooking, because the temperature the cooking destroy the vitamins). Take a chair and imagine that is a therapist, and say to it everything, it going to free yourself of lot of things and allow you to see more clearely your life and life, and feel better. And of course if you need it find a good therapist. Take papers and write everything you are keeping in yourself (expiation) without censuring yourself without thinking without rereading, then hide the papers 15 days, don't re-read them, then burn them (or if you can't burn them, cut them into small pieces and throw them in the trash). For the training do with a good movement a lot of squats, pumps, pull-ups, front back slits, stretching, do some cardio too : running, cycling, swimming, so on. Go on CZcams and find " Cardiac Coherence " it's going to make good to you. Do some Qi-Gong, Tai-Chi, Energetic Healing (if you pray pray each second "god purify me") Let pass everytime everywere the negativity inside you and outside yourself, let pass the negative thoughts, stay always focus on your heart, on love, light, positivy, stay focus on positive thoughts, on positive things, on beautifuls things, on what you love, what you life. Always ask your heart the answer, put to your heart all the question, your heart will answer, just say « My heart i ask to my heart what is the best sport for me ? » , « My heart i ask my heart what can i do to solve my problem ? », listen in peace in yourself what you heart will say, he will answer directly. There is always solutions. Write all your dreams on papers and write how to realise them, hang the papers on your desk and read it often. Do some drawing or other art, put plants in your home, clean all your home, select all objects that you don't need and give them away or sell them or throw them away. Clean also your computer, sellphone, emails. Help everyone. And write now on papers or post-it and stick it next to you now : « POSITIVITY ATTRACTS POSITIVITY » « I ASK MY HEART EVERYTHING, MY HEART ALWAYS GIVE ME SOLUTIONS »
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“Why do you talk so much?”
Because people tell me I’m too quiet
“Why are you so quiet?”
Because people tell me I talk too much
Edit: To the people that like or comment on this because you relate, you are loved no matter what
Same...
i agree
Same
I agree
Everyone tells me "Why am I too shy and too quiet."
So, I try to talk more then they tell me " Why to you talk too much?"
I stay quiet again and the whole process repeats.
Depression is like being colour blind, and everyone telling you how colourful the world is
Uh, either this was reposted or two people thought the same thing. I'm inclined to believe it was the former.
Ava Kenny exactly
Tell me about it....
@Sherlock Holmes it would be better if it said "I hope you can see colour soon" jp
Depression can also mean that you cant see black anymore.
Those words are literally trapped inside me and she just shouted them out...THAT BRAVERY
Father used to say that the world is unkind and will kick me when I’m down. I never excepted for my family to be the same as the world.
pov: That one girl in school that has depression is having mental breakdown and all the other kids w/ depression are clapping for the girl
my dude you didnt really say the girl has fake depression so maybe she has her side of the story
g a b r i e l a 101 it’s ok to cry
''Mom still doesn't understand.''
And she never will. Never.
They would only understand it when you gone...they'll start caring
My mom was depressed so I think it's really sad she doesn't even care or see me
Trueee
i feel that. i told my mum i cut and stuff and she did nothing. she asked why i told her why and all she could say was "that's stupid, it does nothing" and "just wait until your done with school then you will be fine".
I tried to tell my Mother but she said your to youn to be depresd or to be sad.........DEPRESIÓN ISENT SOMETHING YOU CHOSE TO HAVE I WAKE UP WITH MOOD SWINGS EVREY DAY SOME DAYS IM STARVING AND OTHERS I LOSE MY APATITE DO YOU REALY THINK IM "OK"????
Honestly people do say you can choose to be happy... True.
But when people are to broken beyond compare it's hard. 💔
It's been over 2 years since I've found this and I've been coming back to this. It makes me cry everytime, if only i had the courage to tell my parents everything. But then again, I'm not strong enough to do so. Oh god I'm crying again..
Edit 1: damn... its been a year since I posted that comment. Honestly, I thought I was getting better but here I am... I ended up wandering all the way over here again.
Friend: how are you?
Me i’m just TIRED
TIRED of faking a smile
TIRED of living
Harvey Yeomans IM here for you if you need to talk or DM me!❤️❤️ your not alone❤️ (im actually a girl)
U lie
And faking a smile FUCKING HURTS
And thats why I always say I'm tired.... :')
Tried I'm tired because I'm up till who knows how long fighting those thoughts in my head but it's worthless cause they never go away
Dear everyone reading:
Happiness isn’t the only emotion
yeah i know but thanks for telling me!
It's the only one people care about
it's one of the emotion i'm trying to get rid off...
oh we know...
And you forgot there is a big difference from sadness and depression lmao
Took the opportunity to show my mom this tonight. Hope she understands.
I hope it went well!
Sometimes I find I don’t wanna stop feeling sad, because I’m scared that I’ll just be empty
Me: “I’m depressed..”
My family: “Then don’t be depressed, change it.”
Mom, dad, brothers, sisters..
*Depression was never an option..*
It never is....it's a battle so fight,fight hard with all of your battle scars it make you more you and I may not know you but I love you❤and we are going to fight this battle....
Mom:*sees scars on my wrist*
"...Well talk about this later..."
*one year later*
Me: "When is later, mom?"
My Mom just said:"Why are you cutting yourself?!You have a house,siblings who loves you,food and water!Why do you want attention."
"Yes I do have a house but I'm scared to stay home,my siblings doesn't love me,I either drink or eat enough anymore because everytime I see food I throw up and If I want to drink something I'm to scared to get out of my room because even if I just breath you scream at me.If I want attention I would literally kill myself,cutting makes me feel better but I won't ever change my fucked up mind"was my answer. Since this day we didn't talked with each other anymore...
my mom laughed at me when she noticed
@@maxvil00 im so sorry😬
@@maxvil00 I'm sorry for you, I wish you happiness and hope everything gets better.
@@maxvil00 omg that isn't fair but trust me u will be fine❤❤❤
Hearing this made me realize that I relate to this so much that it made me cry a lot 😭 and to be able to feel the pain and truth coming from her voice it just so messed up to know that those around you don't even notice your pain when they should.😢
You go girl! Speak up for yourself, speak up for those who can’t talk about there depression and anxiety!
my mom would be like “you’re too young to be stressed”
Aleksia Venegas my mom says that too. she also says that it’s because of the internet
But I their is no eligible age to be depressed...... My emotions are killing me so I choose to be emotionless beast......
Jim Jiminie parents don’t understand a state like this.
A Moonchild Too true.
Same,my mom does not even believe that i say:I have anxiety
They only care when you are near death or dead....
Is this world worth living....?
Everyone else is doing it so I guess it is
U have pickels for brains if u think I'm going to kill my self and give up food
For me it's not
hey ! stopped by to remind everyone in this thread that they’re worthy, they’re amazing, they’re funny, they’re nice, they’re sweet and they have a purpose on this earth. there is always light at the end of the tunnel, even if you don’t see it at the moment. you’ll find it one day, and that day will be the greatest day of your life. everyone makes mistakes, everyone fails, everyone feels useless at some point in their lives, remember you’re not alone. if you’re ever feeling suicidal please call your national suicide hotline. i’ve found a link that has a lot of national suicide hotlines so please check it out and try to find yours
en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
suicidestop.com/call_a_hotline.html
faq.whatsapp.com/en/android/28030010/
please be safe everyone
It is, worth living you might hate yourself but i know someone out there loves you for who you are either they're really close or distant from you but just know you are loved and you do take a space in this world that can bloom in your progress and if you off your self all you worked for so far will come crumbling down and you could have been somebody elses role model
“mom! can’t you see, that neither can i!” wow.
Depression is like u see a light in the distance so u run over like its the key to happiness but then it goes away and u realize theres no way of being happy again
I have depression
Mom doesn't believe me
I have anxiety
Mom doesn't believe me
I'm suicidal
Mom doesn't believe me.
I have depression
My father doesn't understand.
Why? Because I fake my smiles I try to be the perfect daughter. But I can't im dying in side.
I wake up late every day
I'm called lazy, no im not. i just feel dead and so empty that I don't feel like living anymore.
No one believes me and when I try to talk about my feelings I cant. Because I'm so used to people not listening and not believing.
I keep all my feelings bottled up inside me, I cry oceans of tears each day....but no one cares
Kyoko989 I know what that's like.. I've been through almost the exact same thing *hugs*
Kyoko989 Dude I can relate but don't forget you can't fight a battle alone, and so what if your parents don't believe you show them that you're actually serious and prove to them that you're not a perfect daughter to them they might not want to believe it but you're still their child prove that you want them to be aware of what's happening and to help you.
i care.
Kyoko989 I'm so sorry..
I feel the same way
Nobody:
Not a single person in the world:
My mom: wELL tHeN jUsT bE hApPy
It will be fine I promise😢❤
My parent: Being happy is a choice.
It’s not a choice it’s a disease
She say like it's so simple to do
If only it was so simple
Depression is like drowning while knowing you can swim 🧍🏽♀️