Been following you since early in COVID-times. I appreciate the fact you keep it real with your audience and share your struggles. Certain folks will identify with these struggles and some may benefit from learning about your experiences. As a member of your audience, I'm here for you with a view, a like and a kind word every so often. Don't be too hard on yourself, know you are going to slip up and just point yourself back in the right direction. Good luck. I look forward to some thoughtful content.
Ngl, you were my go-to for quick simple vids with takes that made sense, but quality is always more important than quantity and if you need a change of pace, you do you
I have never been disappointed in your content but I'm glad that your doing better mentally and are pursuing what makes you happy. For me personally when I went through a dark time I had to strengthen my relationship with God and sure enough with enough time and prayer he took me out of that dark place, so if you ever fall into a low spot again I hope that you could be rescued the same way I was.
This level of authenticity and transparency is much appreciated. Kudos to you for fighting through the tough times. But your dedication to self-improvement is clear, and I'm excited for you and your future.
as someone whos been watching your vids daily since 2019, im proud of how far you came in terms of growing this channel. depression and weed addicition isnt something to be ashamed about, you got this and we will support you!
@@andresdelportillo9917Facts, I went thru a dark period smoking . It doesn't effect everyone the same, but for me its not a pleasant experience and one I can do without
This level of self awareness isn’t common especially today. Props to you Rusty for having the balls to hold yourself accountable and strive to be better 💪🏼 We should all take notes
Always loved your longer videos. The spurs one is one of my favorite hoops videos on CZcams. Once a week will be a task though. Keep yourself in mind homie! Doesn’t have to be as strict with yourself
Me too man, thank you rusty, and thank you for this comment, sometimes people just need to talk about things because a lot of us go through the same issues yet still have no one to talk too about jf
I got into basketball as a means to cope during a low point in my life. You are one of the CZcamsrs that have helped supplement my appreciation for the game and aide me during that tough time. It makes me super happy that you’re making changes to your content and situation that better influence your mental state and your passion for it all. I think what I really appreciate most about this channel is your devotion to authenticity and transparency. You’ve definitely been an inspiration to me, and as a sucker for long form, video essay / analysis type content, I can’t WAIT to see what you’re cooking next. Thanks man
Right on man! I got into basketball again after not playing since highschool to try and quit smoking, it really helped to distract from the urge. I've been interested in the NBA since I was a teenager, but only now we have the technology and the means to watch games even from half a world away. Thanks for your honest post.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve had a rough time these last two years or so Rusty. We’re about the same age and I can relate the struggle of depression, especially over this last year but, watching your content has consistently been a bright spot in my day. Love the amazing content and I can’t wait to see more!
Hey Jacob, longtime subscriber (4+ years). Sorry to hear about the last couple years, but I’m glad you’re getting better. Super excited for the new content man, the work you’re passionate for will always be the best. Take your time with it too, don’t feel too stuck to the one video per week schedule, I’d hate to see you get burnt out. Your videos basically got me through college, and I’m really excited to hear your passion and excitement for the game and your channel, the best is definitely yet to come. Rooting for you man!
9 second videos are a waste of time, while a well made 45min video can enlighten you. This youtube shorts thing that flew over from tiktok popularity is really bad for the CZcams experience as a whole. All succesful channels are doing longer form stuff for the most part.
This is a brave thing to do. I'm proud of you. The self awareness you have for a dude your age is amazing to see. Take care of yourself and I look forward to seeing what you and Rudy can do in the future. All the best. ❤
Dang Rusty I’ve gone through the exact same thing myself these past couple of years, moved on my own and bought an rv, moved slightly away from family who is mainly who I spend time with, live in a trailer park with mostly older people, and turned to marijuana and alcohol everyday, and generally lost so much motivation. I only just recently got out of that rutt. It’s nice to hear the personal side of you. It’s very difficult when you get yourself in a bad lifestyle and live it 24/7, here’s to a great 2024 for you, keep on living and moving on 🎉. I know it’s not easy to always talk about these things.
I also had a weed addiction, and the same people who helped me enable my addiction (my friends) said that I couldn't get addicted. Granted, we were all dumb college students, but some of them ended up graduating to harder drugs/substances, and one of them fried his brain and never came back the same. It's so easy to lose your sense of worth and your passion in the things that bring you joy when weed and alcohol help you avoid self reflection
Hey man I’m not really one to comment on videos, but this hits me close to home, I’ve been going through something similar since Covid started, obviously everyone’s situation is different. And I’ve been lucky enough to start pulling myself out of it, seeking help and all of that. I’m glad to hear you doing the same! I wish you the best man
Beating addictions is never easy but I have faith that you can do it, man. Good luck with it and this new chapter of the channel which I’ll be there for when it begins.
Man when i finally moved out of my parents house for good i got an apartment for me and my then girlfriend to live in. She broke up with me the 1st week of me having my own place. I was working night shift. It was the most isolated i have ever been in my entire life. I developed ( furthered really) a drinking problem. I accrued several thousands of dollars of debt. I got severely depressed. Life was awful for many many reasons. I saught help with a therapist. It didnt work. 6 months go by like this. Until i decided to break out of funk. I started excercising. I started eating more healthy. I made as much attempts to reach out to my friends and family as i possibly could. I didnt want to be a burden but i needed the interaction. The dark cloud started lifting. To anyone who read all of this. Thank you. If you are going through similar stuff, never give up hope. It will get better. You HAVE to put in the effort. It wont be easy. It may get worse before it gets better. It will have several ups and downs and 1 step forward and 2 steps back. But eventually it will get better. Just don't give up.
Mad respect to you for to be so open and honest on the internet. I’ve always loved your videos and find your content (especially this vid) incredibly relatable. I have also struggled with mental health, isolation, and addiction in recent years and have also been in the process of bettering myself. I think it’s very admirable of you to decide to make such a change in your life. One thing I’ve learned recently in therapy that has helped me a lot is not to try and overcorrect things too quickly. I am a very all or nothing person, and in the past have tried to fix everything all at once, which worked for a few weeks but ultimately fell off. Taking things slower not only keeps things from getting too overwhelming, but also allows you to really notice and appreciate the changes you are making. Sorry for the monologue/lecture, love the videos and podcast. I hope things continue going well for you
Brother, I have been watching every video you've uploaded for the past three years. You and Rudys' content has gotten me through some hard times, and our community will be here for you through your hard times. Cheers Rusty!
Thank you for opening up about this! I’ve dealt with similar issues and it sounds like you have the right frame of mind for the kind of change. It’s gonna be a lot harder than you think but know that’s OK. Gym really helped me. Hoping the best for you ❤
Thanks for the vulnerability We’re the same age and seemingly at similar periods of our life so this honestly had a meaningful impact on me to hear. I’ve struggled with regular severe depressive episodes for a lot of my life and in particular the past 2 years. I’ve also had to deal with my own relationship with substance abuse as well so I and surely others understand how difficult this must have been to discuss publicly Hope that helps in some small way
Thank you for this Rusty. I’ve been struggling a bit myself, but seeing someone I look up to struggle with similar/the same things is inspiring + motivational! You’ve got this, and we’ll be right here with ya along the way!
I’m really sorry to hear about your struggles, but as someone who has been subscribed since the bubble, i have not seen a decline in the quality of content and have throughly enjoyed all of your videos. With that being said, i’m excited for this next chapter and seeing the new quality of these videos. Keep your head up!!
the struggles you described seem similar to some that i’m currently going thru. praying for a revelation and strength to make a change for myself jus like you did💪🏼
found your chanel back in 2020 and i just remember being hooked by you and your content im so glad your doing better im so excited for your future work!
Rusty, I’m a long time sub and just wanted to say I’ve always appreciated your openness and vulnerability. Glad to see you’re gonna do what makes you happy! You got this!
Dude wow this got me emotional. You helped me and im sure countless others through the pandemic, simply through a shared source of joy. I would have definitely gone up to give you props
as somebody that also struggles with depression and smokes all the time, hearing you talk about your experience is super powerful and helped me think about things i can do differently to change my life for the better. thank you for being brave enough to share this❤
hey, thank you for being vulnerable and sharing what you’ve been going through with depression and substance abuse, i can relate on a lot of these points. excited to support this next chapter and i hope you feel more and more like yourself soon!
thank you for sharing your story! i find your situation very relatable, having moved out on my own for the first time last year, so i completely understand how difficult that may be. im glad you realized your potential and took initiative to achieve said potential, you are very loved by this community and appreciate all the work you do. im looking forward to what comes next!
I really appreciate the honest and openness. I currently am going on 8 months sober from alcohol and just hearing someone else's story makes the process a lot easier. I loved the deep dive videos and super stoked to see what you have in store for future videos! keep killing it
I have been watching you for so long and you are by FAR my fav CZcams person and I love that you talk about who you are as a person, love love love this change I believe in you!!! I am a big fan of this plan pop off man you got this!!
I appreciate your candidness and sharing your vulnerability. I did liked your stuff and never thought they were low-quality, so I'm excited to see that you're going to take things to the next level.
You’re setting a such great example to so many of us that have struggled with similar issues. I really respect you sharing it on your channel because it shows what internal reflection and the decision to make a change can do for someone.
That's real AF man, I really appreciate it. I can relate, I've been struggling with depression all of my adult life and that feeling that life is going by and you are not really living it sucks. I hope you continue to get better bro.
Found your vids in 2020 when I was first getting into basketball and have stuck with you since. Love the deep dives, the critical thinking and analysis you put on display is both entertaining and thought provoking! Excited for what's next 🫡
I got nothing but respect for your honesty and transparency. I’ve been in a similar slump for the past 2 years as well and anytime I even think about getting back on camera to make content I stop myself but today you have inspired me. I just want to thank you and let you know that I will be supporting you all the way!
I loved the old deep dive videos so I'm happy about that, but I am tremendously sorry about everything you have been through. I love your channel and I promise to support you as much as I can. I hope moving forward, you can live your best life. Much love❤
Im glad to hear your taking steps to make you life better Jacob! As cliche as it may be talking about these things is the best way to start getting past them. Ive been watching your videos since the very beginning and cant wait to see this new chapter! As someone who spent atleast 5 straight years smoking weed, the addiction is definitely real. It brought out at lot of the bad, antisocial part of my personality and kept me from developing strong nee friendships when i was in my early 20s. Some people are fine being high practically their while life. But for people like me, and it sounds like you, the negatives can far outweigh the slight dopamine rush. Thanks for sharing man! Love your content!
Brave man, congrats from Barcelona and wish you the best. I'm pretty sure I will reach again your high potential, wish personally, I think you are one of the best!
Lots of strength from England. You have one of the most open minds in basketball, I have followed you for years now and you are my favourite basketball creator. I hope you do the best personally and that you can get out of the depression and the addiction over time. I can relate about isolation and addiction as I moved to another country and fell into alcoholism for 3 years. We all have a wake up call and I am glad this was yours and you are enjoying life again.
I've been watching your videos regularly since 2020, love your style and quality, I'm excited for things to get even better. Glad you're back in a much better state now
i can personally relate to a lot of the same stuff he’s talking about struggling in this video w addiction and depression and to see someone who’s going thru a lot of the same things as meh, breaking the cycle is really encouraging to see. also the fact that i can relate to someone that I’ve watched on a almost daily basis for the past few years is crazy to hear, really wishing the best for u and ur future
I appreciate your vulnerability, I only started watching a couple of months ago and I thought this was a great channel so I can’t even imagine what’s in store! I’m happy for you and I’m excited to follow along!
Rooting for you dude for real. Looking forward to the videos and making stuff you're proud of. I've been in a bit of a "watching life passing me by" state too and this also made me think a bit more about trying to participate more actively in life and engage with it instead of being in limbo, thank you.
I have been watching your videos for a while and I love seeing you see this self awareness of this. I would love when you would post your longer deep dive content and seeing that is the direction you are going is fantastic in my opinion. I also know exactly what you are saying when you were saying you were addicted to weed. I was the same way from about 2018 to this summer. Its been about 6 months of me not doing it and there are days where its really challenging but having people there for you and to help distract you definitely helps. I have fully dived into my career and working more and taking care of my family and my family has been the happyness i needed to help me with my addiction. I can't wait to see the content and look forward to watching it
Somewhat new subscriber but I love and have loved your content for the better part of a year and hope nothing but the best for you bro. Brave ass conversion to have
Thank you for the life update/explanation I can honestly say I experienced something similar to you with the moving away and becoming addicted/depressed due from it and that it is like a vegetative state and years of life just passing. And also that I’m glad you’re redoing your content cause I personally was not a fan of the 7-10 what’s going on in the nba/matchup quick talks. It’s good to become self aware your audience is here for you for sure no doubt glad to see ya back.
Bro I'm with you my man! I feel pretty much the same last two years, espeacily the weed part.. I hope you doing better and i will always watch your content, not for the quality but for the persona!
Not in the NBA sphere like I once was but have been following you for years & always enjoyed your content. I’ll make sure to throw you likes when I see your videos & try to give them a full listen if I have the time. I’ve been going thru the same addiction issue as you - people act like it’s not difficult to stop & not addictive but it totally is. Since my brother passed in 2016 it’s been a struggle to get off - planning on giving it another try coming up here soon. Best of luck with you defeating that monster.
Love your videos, I am happy that you feel better and are in a better place. I actually subscribed because of your longer videos and I am happy you are going that route. I will be sure to leave a like and support your upcoming videos
I appreciate your honestly and you talking about your struggles. I battled depression and weed addiction from 2018-2022, I was high just about every hour of the day for 3.5 years. Really just used it as a crutch and it kept me complacent with mediocrity, not trying, staying in my comfort zone, and not making any effort to make myself better. Honestly the only thing I improved on in that timespan was my basketball knowledge, and you played the biggest role in that. Always loved the content but I’m a regular viewer of all your videos because I love you and your perspective, Rusty. And this makes me feel a lot closer to you because I feel that we really understand each other because of those experiences. Thanks for being you man, I’m here as a fan throughout all the twists and turns :)
I’m excited! Literally a few weeks ago I accidentally watched one your older videos and it had some really cool details added. Don’t beat yourself up if you need to let of the gas sometimes too, your fellow homies with depression all know the post episode grind program , be patient with yourself. I can def see you branching out directorial, y’all could make a damn could mini documentary
Im very happy to hear you’re getting back to feeling good again. I went through something very similar, moved out from my parents house, then in the isolation turned to weed and alcohol and spent a large percentage of 2 years not sober, actually was an idiot during that time started calling out of work to be high all day, eventually got a dui , couldn’t keep up with rent , had move back with family.. People who haven’t been through it probably don’t understand the extent of how much life turns into literal hell in our own minds when struggling with depression and an addiction. You’re a lot smarter with a better personality than I had at your age so Im willing to bet you’ll have it completely back on track younger than I did. But if there’s setbacks I always just go back to remembering the times it got better and remind myself it’s possible to see the world differently.
Love this video I appreciate your honesty. This video only made me like you more, I am rooting for you and will be watching your channel closely. I was in a similar situation and was high every day for years it ruined my life I lost many people close to me. Life has so many things to offer and experience to be numb most of the time has no benefits. I am inspired by you and look forward to your growth. I can’t wait for in depth high quality content.
Hey Rusty, I have been subbed for a couple years now and have always loved your content and you really helped me get in to basketball, I am very excited to hear these changes. I appreciate you openness to the people that support you. Good luck and keep on being motivated!
Bro I feel so bad I literally always watch your vids asap but with basketball practice I haven't had time I truly love your content it's helped me learn more about the game and it's great
It takes a lot of courage to be this open about your inner feelings and struggles. I gotta say, your “deep dive” videos have been phenomenal. I’m loving the content- you took your videos to an entirely new level Rusty!
Glad to hear that you're starting to turn things around in your life! I was pretty much a fodder in terms of basketball knowledge when I started watching your channel years back, and everything I know now is all because of watching you. If all that content was rushed and trash to you, it was my fav part of the day watching and hearing basketball news. And now that it's leveling up, along with your state of life, I'm glad and would continue to support for as long as I'm an NBA enthusiast!
This type of stuff is what I love your channel for. And the long form vids were amazing. Glad they’ll be back and I hope you enjoy making them as much as well enjoy watching.
I appreciate your honesty, and i will give your next video a watch. I actually stopped watching your content because I noticed the dip in quality, but im glad you are giving it 100% again and I will gladly watch your new content. It takes a strong man to admit when hes messed up, and an even strongeran to talk about his struggles. Much love man!
longtime fan of your content:) I also noticed the quality slip, but it still hasn't been as bad as you said. Still liked your content a lot and watched probably 90% of your vids on both channels. Im Hyped for the upcoming content and coverages. But don't pressure yourself too much if you don't think, that one video might not be the 10/10 like maybe the ones before. Happy you've overcome those rough and dark times. Wish you nothing but the the best and all love from a huge Fan out of Germany
Jacob, thank you for sharing your experience. You’re still very young, so I commend you for taking a view of your life and making the change you needed. It takes a lot to view yourself like that and make the changes needed, and I hope you continuously improve and grow! Keep up the great work and improved attitude and I know you will continue to grow in life and CZcams!
I never comment on CZcams but I really could not hold myself this time. This was truly amazing, amazing courage and honesty, I've been a fan for so long so this was so touching, I look forward to witnessing your next chapter, keep it up.
I've been following your channel for quite sometime and noticed a dip in quality in the recent times. And I understand the reasoning. Me going through a rough patch myself, I find this very relatable. More power to you Rusty. You got this!
Proud of you for changing your life around, Rust! That first step is always the hardest! I’ve always enjoyed ALL your content, but I’m excited for your next chapter!
Depression is a real son of a gun, and weed can definitely overtake ur life if you allow it to steer. Thank you for being so open and earnest. I cannot wait for the next part of this journey!! Happy you’re in a healthier headspace now
I started watching you in 2020 after getting into basketball. I am a gamer that loves sports and enjoyed single playing 2K just to chill. Knowing very little about the sport and the NBA, your videos was a fun combination of historical and modern commentating on basketball that also has led me to watch more CZcamsrs and grown to love the game of basketball despite never playing a single minute of organized basketball in my entire life. I am 33 years old from Sweden (hence the shitty English) and despite me being quite a bit older and from a country where basketball is not insanely popular, you have without a doubt been one of the biggest contributors to my enjoyment of basketball. Truly, thank you Jacob. And I hope this change both on an off CZcams will be a positive one so both you as the creator and us as the community can enjoy a lot of good times together ❤
Hope all goes well with the new videos! I've been a fan for a couple of years now, always appreciating your content and insights. Though I've noticed a shift to simpler videos, I didn't noticed a significant drop in quality. I've faced similar problems with depression before, and know how hard it can be. I wish all the best for you! Enjoy this new fase, especially outside of work!
I’m sorry to hear about all that rusty, as someone who recently moved out of their parents house for the first time I feel your fears, I’m glad your in a better spot. Addiction can be one hell of a thing, I’m glad you’re doing better with the lettuce, my dad used to say sometimes addiction is more about how the person’s brain reacts to it (or something like that haven’t talked to him in a bit) and as a fellow lettuce enjoyer, I agree at times. The new PF video you dropped was my favorite one of yours I’ve seen in a while. Keep it up! I hope y’all in the comments are doing good as well, and enjoy your holidays. Sorry for the novel.
I was addicted to weed for years. Clean and sober for 15+ years now. Always enjoyed your channel. Looking forward to the changes. Glad you’re feeling better.
I genuinely appreciate the authenticity and transparency on display here. Been through several bouts of depression and mental addiction to weed myself through the years so I can relate to most of what you said. I unsubscribed back in July after feeling like the quality of your content was declining and havent watched any since, but this video got me to resubscribe. It takes a strong person to publicly admit their faults and mistakes. I said this in the comment I left when I unsubscribed and I'll say it again here: You have great potential! Looking forward to the new content and wishing you nothing but success, Jacob!
Thank you for creating this video. I dealt with the same kind of addiction to weed when I was in college, and I ended up not caring about my studies, relationships (aside from the people I smoked with) nor my health. Everyday was spent trying to find some way to get high, and it felt shortsighted because I stopped striving for anything - even doing anything I was passionate about felt like I was trying to overcoming some hurdle, so I gave up. I overcame my addiction after 2 years by waking up one day and just saying no to the people who helped me enable my addiction. I still smoke from time to time, but 8 years later I'm in a much better place. The worst part about it was people telling me that weed wasn't addictive, yet those same people were rarely sober by the end of the day.
I look forward to starting this next chapter with y'all
Been following you since early in COVID-times. I appreciate the fact you keep it real with your audience and share your struggles. Certain folks will identify with these struggles and some may benefit from learning about your experiences. As a member of your audience, I'm here for you with a view, a like and a kind word every so often. Don't be too hard on yourself, know you are going to slip up and just point yourself back in the right direction. Good luck. I look forward to some thoughtful content.
The y’all seems so out of character I can’t help but think someone else wrote this…
@@Bonobo_JoJo I've lived in the south my entire life lol
Ngl, you were my go-to for quick simple vids with takes that made sense, but quality is always more important than quantity and if you need a change of pace, you do you
I have never been disappointed in your content but I'm glad that your doing better mentally and are pursuing what makes you happy. For me personally when I went through a dark time I had to strengthen my relationship with God and sure enough with enough time and prayer he took me out of that dark place, so if you ever fall into a low spot again I hope that you could be rescued the same way I was.
This level of authenticity and transparency is much appreciated. Kudos to you for fighting through the tough times. But your dedication to self-improvement is clear, and I'm excited for you and your future.
Thank you for posting the short version of my post, well said and very concise!
as someone whos been watching your vids daily since 2019, im proud of how far you came in terms of growing this channel. depression and weed addicition isnt something to be ashamed about, you got this and we will support you!
I quit smoking weed recently over the summer , weed addiction is no joke
@@andresdelportillo9917i smoked for years only stopped when i got CHS
What he gets for being a liberal soy boy
@@andresdelportillo9917Facts, I went thru a dark period smoking .
It doesn't effect everyone the same, but for me its not a pleasant experience and one I can do without
This level of self awareness isn’t common especially today. Props to you Rusty for having the balls to hold yourself accountable and strive to be better 💪🏼 We should all take notes
Always loved your longer videos. The spurs one is one of my favorite hoops videos on CZcams. Once a week will be a task though. Keep yourself in mind homie! Doesn’t have to be as strict with yourself
Me too man, thank you rusty, and thank you for this comment, sometimes people just need to talk about things because a lot of us go through the same issues yet still have no one to talk too about jf
That video is among the best for sure
thats his best video
I got into basketball as a means to cope during a low point in my life. You are one of the CZcamsrs that have helped supplement my appreciation for the game and aide me during that tough time. It makes me super happy that you’re making changes to your content and situation that better influence your mental state and your passion for it all. I think what I really appreciate most about this channel is your devotion to authenticity and transparency. You’ve definitely been an inspiration to me, and as a sucker for long form, video essay / analysis type content, I can’t WAIT to see what you’re cooking next. Thanks man
Right on man! I got into basketball again after not playing since highschool to try and quit smoking, it really helped to distract from the urge. I've been interested in the NBA since I was a teenager, but only now we have the technology and the means to watch games even from half a world away. Thanks for your honest post.
I’m sorry to hear you’ve had a rough time these last two years or so Rusty. We’re about the same age and I can relate the struggle of depression, especially over this last year but, watching your content has consistently been a bright spot in my day. Love the amazing content and I can’t wait to see more!
Hey Jacob, longtime subscriber (4+ years). Sorry to hear about the last couple years, but I’m glad you’re getting better. Super excited for the new content man, the work you’re passionate for will always be the best. Take your time with it too, don’t feel too stuck to the one video per week schedule, I’d hate to see you get burnt out. Your videos basically got me through college, and I’m really excited to hear your passion and excitement for the game and your channel, the best is definitely yet to come. Rooting for you man!
youtube is turning into either 9 second videos or 45 minute videos and im into it tbh
Same, i prefer longer shit when I'm working so longer form content is like a podcast for me not needing to switch often
9 second videos are a waste of time, while a well made 45min video can enlighten you. This youtube shorts thing that flew over from tiktok popularity is really bad for the CZcams experience as a whole. All succesful channels are doing longer form stuff for the most part.
This is a brave thing to do. I'm proud of you. The self awareness you have for a dude your age is amazing to see. Take care of yourself and I look forward to seeing what you and Rudy can do in the future. All the best. ❤
Dang Rusty I’ve gone through the exact same thing myself these past couple of years, moved on my own and bought an rv, moved slightly away from family who is mainly who I spend time with, live in a trailer park with mostly older people, and turned to marijuana and alcohol everyday, and generally lost so much motivation. I only just recently got out of that rutt. It’s nice to hear the personal side of you. It’s very difficult when you get yourself in a bad lifestyle and live it 24/7, here’s to a great 2024 for you, keep on living and moving on 🎉. I know it’s not easy to always talk about these things.
I also had a weed addiction, and the same people who helped me enable my addiction (my friends) said that I couldn't get addicted. Granted, we were all dumb college students, but some of them ended up graduating to harder drugs/substances, and one of them fried his brain and never came back the same. It's so easy to lose your sense of worth and your passion in the things that bring you joy when weed and alcohol help you avoid self reflection
@@felixvasquez6151 Absolute facts...
Hey man I’m not really one to comment on videos, but this hits me close to home, I’ve been going through something similar since Covid started, obviously everyone’s situation is different. And I’ve been lucky enough to start pulling myself out of it, seeking help and all of that. I’m glad to hear you doing the same! I wish you the best man
Beating addictions is never easy but I have faith that you can do it, man. Good luck with it and this new chapter of the channel which I’ll be there for when it begins.
Man when i finally moved out of my parents house for good i got an apartment for me and my then girlfriend to live in. She broke up with me the 1st week of me having my own place. I was working night shift. It was the most isolated i have ever been in my entire life. I developed ( furthered really) a drinking problem. I accrued several thousands of dollars of debt.
I got severely depressed. Life was awful for many many reasons. I saught help with a therapist. It didnt work.
6 months go by like this. Until i decided to break out of funk.
I started excercising. I started eating more healthy. I made as much attempts to reach out to my friends and family as i possibly could. I didnt want to be a burden but i needed the interaction. The dark cloud started lifting.
To anyone who read all of this. Thank you. If you are going through similar stuff, never give up hope. It will get better. You HAVE to put in the effort. It wont be easy. It may get worse before it gets better. It will have several ups and downs and 1 step forward and 2 steps back. But eventually it will get better. Just don't give up.
Mad respect to you for to be so open and honest on the internet. I’ve always loved your videos and find your content (especially this vid) incredibly relatable. I have also struggled with mental health, isolation, and addiction in recent years and have also been in the process of bettering myself. I think it’s very admirable of you to decide to make such a change in your life. One thing I’ve learned recently in therapy that has helped me a lot is not to try and overcorrect things too quickly. I am a very all or nothing person, and in the past have tried to fix everything all at once, which worked for a few weeks but ultimately fell off. Taking things slower not only keeps things from getting too overwhelming, but also allows you to really notice and appreciate the changes you are making. Sorry for the monologue/lecture, love the videos and podcast. I hope things continue going well for you
Brother, I have been watching every video you've uploaded for the past three years. You and Rudys' content has gotten me through some hard times, and our community will be here for you through your hard times. Cheers Rusty!
I am very happy to see you confronting the things that were holding you back in life and taking the necessary steps to move forward. You got this!
Thank you for opening up about this! I’ve dealt with similar issues and it sounds like you have the right frame of mind for the kind of change. It’s gonna be a lot harder than you think but know that’s OK. Gym really helped me. Hoping the best for you ❤
Thank you for this❤
I've been /still am in a pretty similar situation. You inspire me to keep on fighting
Thanks for the vulnerability
We’re the same age and seemingly at similar periods of our life so this honestly had a meaningful impact on me to hear. I’ve struggled with regular severe depressive episodes for a lot of my life and in particular the past 2 years. I’ve also had to deal with my own relationship with substance abuse as well so I and surely others understand how difficult this must have been to discuss publicly
Hope that helps in some small way
Rusty, I have always been an ON and OFF viewer of your content. Listening to this video even helped me out lot, man. Thank you for being so open.
Thank you for this Rusty. I’ve been struggling a bit myself, but seeing someone I look up to struggle with similar/the same things is inspiring + motivational! You’ve got this, and we’ll be right here with ya along the way!
Rusty I will watch every episode you post on either channel because I like your content. Thanks!
Much love from Norway!! I watch and love all of your work.. good luck on finding yourself.. i will still be here
I’m really sorry to hear about your struggles, but as someone who has been subscribed since the bubble, i have not seen a decline in the quality of content and have throughly enjoyed all of your videos. With that being said, i’m excited for this next chapter and seeing the new quality of these videos. Keep your head up!!
Thank you for sharing Rusty. As someone who's been struggling with some similar things, It's brave of you to speak out and I'm glad you did
the struggles you described seem similar to some that i’m currently going thru. praying for a revelation and strength to make a change for myself jus like you did💪🏼
You are very capable of taking things to the next level, you’re already one of my favorite basketball minds so keep pushing. You got this.
found your chanel back in 2020 and i just remember being hooked by you and your content im so glad your doing better im so excited for your future work!
Rusty, I’m a long time sub and just wanted to say I’ve always appreciated your openness and vulnerability. Glad to see you’re gonna do what makes you happy! You got this!
Your deep dive videos always were my favorites. Also, better for rewatching later on. Can't wait!
i related to a lot of this, appreciate you being so open. You got this brotha
Dude wow this got me emotional. You helped me and im sure countless others through the pandemic, simply through a shared source of joy. I would have definitely gone up to give you props
as somebody that also struggles with depression and smokes all the time, hearing you talk about your experience is super powerful and helped me think about things i can do differently to change my life for the better. thank you for being brave enough to share this❤
hey, thank you for being vulnerable and sharing what you’ve been going through with depression and substance abuse, i can relate on a lot of these points. excited to support this next chapter and i hope you feel more and more like yourself soon!
thank you for sharing your story! i find your situation very relatable, having moved out on my own for the first time last year, so i completely understand how difficult that may be. im glad you realized your potential and took initiative to achieve said potential, you are very loved by this community and appreciate all the work you do. im looking forward to what comes next!
I relate 100% with everything you’re saying. I’m working on myself and I hope this change helps you.
I really appreciate the honest and openness. I currently am going on 8 months sober from alcohol and just hearing someone else's story makes the process a lot easier. I loved the deep dive videos and super stoked to see what you have in store for future videos! keep killing it
I have been watching you for so long and you are by FAR my fav CZcams person and I love that you talk about who you are as a person, love love love this change I believe in you!!! I am a big fan of this plan pop off man you got this!!
It’s so amazing how honest you are about you struggling. I’ve been watching you for a while. I’m so ready for this next chapter.
I appreciate your candidness and sharing your vulnerability. I did liked your stuff and never thought they were low-quality, so I'm excited to see that you're going to take things to the next level.
Amazing transparency. Excited to see this next chapter for you. Hope you get better as well :)
Thank you for being so open. I know the road long but you will get threw it
You’re setting a such great example to so many of us that have struggled with similar issues. I really respect you sharing it on your channel because it shows what internal reflection and the decision to make a change can do for someone.
Thank you for your story we will support you through anything
Wow I love this. And massive amounts of love to you, man. It's no wonder others have called you inspirational, this is amazing.
That's real AF man, I really appreciate it. I can relate, I've been struggling with depression all of my adult life and that feeling that life is going by and you are not really living it sucks. I hope you continue to get better bro.
Found your vids in 2020 when I was first getting into basketball and have stuck with you since. Love the deep dives, the critical thinking and analysis you put on display is both entertaining and thought provoking!
Excited for what's next 🫡
I got nothing but respect for your honesty and transparency. I’ve been in a similar slump for the past 2 years as well and anytime I even think about getting back on camera to make content I stop myself but today you have inspired me. I just want to thank you and let you know that I will be supporting you all the way!
I loved the old deep dive videos so I'm happy about that, but I am tremendously sorry about everything you have been through. I love your channel and I promise to support you as much as I can. I hope moving forward, you can live your best life. Much love❤
Im glad to hear your taking steps to make you life better Jacob! As cliche as it may be talking about these things is the best way to start getting past them. Ive been watching your videos since the very beginning and cant wait to see this new chapter! As someone who spent atleast 5 straight years smoking weed, the addiction is definitely real. It brought out at lot of the bad, antisocial part of my personality and kept me from developing strong nee friendships when i was in my early 20s. Some people are fine being high practically their while life. But for people like me, and it sounds like you, the negatives can far outweigh the slight dopamine rush. Thanks for sharing man! Love your content!
Brave man, congrats from Barcelona and wish you the best. I'm pretty sure I will reach again your high potential, wish personally, I think you are one of the best!
Lots of strength from England. You have one of the most open minds in basketball, I have followed you for years now and you are my favourite basketball creator.
I hope you do the best personally and that you can get out of the depression and the addiction over time. I can relate about isolation and addiction as I moved to another country and fell into alcoholism for 3 years. We all have a wake up call and I am glad this was yours and you are enjoying life again.
I've been watching your videos regularly since 2020, love your style and quality, I'm excited for things to get even better. Glad you're back in a much better state now
i can personally relate to a lot of the same stuff he’s talking about struggling in this video w addiction and depression and to see someone who’s going thru a lot of the same things as meh, breaking the cycle is really encouraging to see. also the fact that i can relate to someone that I’ve watched on a almost daily basis for the past few years is crazy to hear, really wishing the best for u and ur future
ive literally gone through something similar to this, and finding those people is so important. looking forward to the content, keep it up man.
I appreciate your vulnerability, I only started watching a couple of months ago and I thought this was a great channel so I can’t even imagine what’s in store! I’m happy for you and I’m excited to follow along!
Rooting for you dude for real. Looking forward to the videos and making stuff you're proud of. I've been in a bit of a "watching life passing me by" state too and this also made me think a bit more about trying to participate more actively in life and engage with it instead of being in limbo, thank you.
I have been watching your videos for a while and I love seeing you see this self awareness of this. I would love when you would post your longer deep dive content and seeing that is the direction you are going is fantastic in my opinion. I also know exactly what you are saying when you were saying you were addicted to weed. I was the same way from about 2018 to this summer. Its been about 6 months of me not doing it and there are days where its really challenging but having people there for you and to help distract you definitely helps. I have fully dived into my career and working more and taking care of my family and my family has been the happyness i needed to help me with my addiction. I can't wait to see the content and look forward to watching it
Somewhat new subscriber but I love and have loved your content for the better part of a year and hope nothing but the best for you bro. Brave ass conversion to have
respect the honesty and the openness - love your channel and can't wait for the deep dives
Thank you for the life update/explanation I can honestly say I experienced something similar to you with the moving away and becoming addicted/depressed due from it and that it is like a vegetative state and years of life just passing. And also that I’m glad you’re redoing your content cause I personally was not a fan of the 7-10 what’s going on in the nba/matchup quick talks. It’s good to become self aware your audience is here for you for sure no doubt glad to see ya back.
Bro I'm with you my man! I feel pretty much the same last two years, espeacily the weed part.. I hope you doing better and i will always watch your content, not for the quality but for the persona!
Not in the NBA sphere like I once was but have been following you for years & always enjoyed your content. I’ll make sure to throw you likes when I see your videos & try to give them a full listen if I have the time. I’ve been going thru the same addiction issue as you - people act like it’s not difficult to stop & not addictive but it totally is. Since my brother passed in 2016 it’s been a struggle to get off - planning on giving it another try coming up here soon. Best of luck with you defeating that monster.
i never thought your videos were lazy or rushed, ive always enjoyed your chill attitude and approach
Love your videos, I am happy that you feel better and are in a better place. I actually subscribed because of your longer videos and I am happy you are going that route. I will be sure to leave a like and support your upcoming videos
I appreciate your honestly and you talking about your struggles. I battled depression and weed addiction from 2018-2022, I was high just about every hour of the day for 3.5 years. Really just used it as a crutch and it kept me complacent with mediocrity, not trying, staying in my comfort zone, and not making any effort to make myself better. Honestly the only thing I improved on in that timespan was my basketball knowledge, and you played the biggest role in that. Always loved the content but I’m a regular viewer of all your videos because I love you and your perspective, Rusty. And this makes me feel a lot closer to you because I feel that we really understand each other because of those experiences. Thanks for being you man, I’m here as a fan throughout all the twists and turns :)
I’m excited! Literally a few weeks ago I accidentally watched one your older videos and it had some really cool details added. Don’t beat yourself up if you need to let of the gas sometimes too, your fellow homies with depression all know the post episode grind program , be patient with yourself. I can def see you branching out directorial, y’all could make a damn could mini documentary
Im very happy to hear you’re getting back to feeling good again.
I went through something very similar, moved out from my parents house, then in the isolation turned to weed and alcohol and spent a large percentage of 2 years not sober, actually was an idiot during that time started calling out of work to be high all day, eventually got a dui , couldn’t keep up with rent , had move back with family..
People who haven’t been through it probably don’t understand the extent of how much life turns into literal hell in our own minds when struggling with depression and an addiction.
You’re a lot smarter with a better personality than I had at your age so Im willing to bet you’ll have it completely back on track younger than I did. But if there’s setbacks I always just go back to remembering the times it got better and remind myself it’s possible to see the world differently.
Love this video I appreciate your honesty. This video only made me like you more, I am rooting for you and will be watching your channel closely. I was in a similar situation and was high every day for years it ruined my life I lost many people close to me. Life has so many things to offer and experience to be numb most of the time has no benefits. I am inspired by you and look forward to your growth. I can’t wait for in depth high quality content.
Thank you for sharing! Sorry you have had to deal with this. You truly make great content man, and you deserve every single subscriber
Hey Rusty, I have been subbed for a couple years now and have always loved your content and you really helped me get in to basketball, I am very excited to hear these changes. I appreciate you openness to the people that support you. Good luck and keep on being motivated!
Glad your doing better! after listening to the last video i am a big fan of the long form videos that i can listen to in the car
Bro I feel so bad I literally always watch your vids asap but with basketball practice I haven't had time I truly love your content it's helped me learn more about the game and it's great
It takes a lot of courage to be this open about your inner feelings and struggles. I gotta say, your “deep dive” videos have been phenomenal. I’m loving the content- you took your videos to an entirely new level Rusty!
Happy for you, love your content, you are personally my favorite hoops CZcamsr, appreciate you and believe in you. Good luck in this next chapter
So freaking excited about tomorrow's video. Amazing topic!
Sorry about the depression. That's really tough. Sincerely wish you the best.
Glad to hear that you're starting to turn things around in your life! I was pretty much a fodder in terms of basketball knowledge when I started watching your channel years back, and everything I know now is all because of watching you. If all that content was rushed and trash to you, it was my fav part of the day watching and hearing basketball news. And now that it's leveling up, along with your state of life, I'm glad and would continue to support for as long as I'm an NBA enthusiast!
This type of stuff is what I love your channel for. And the long form vids were amazing. Glad they’ll be back and I hope you enjoy making them as much as well enjoy watching.
I appreciate your honesty, and i will give your next video a watch. I actually stopped watching your content because I noticed the dip in quality, but im glad you are giving it 100% again and I will gladly watch your new content. It takes a strong man to admit when hes messed up, and an even strongeran to talk about his struggles. Much love man!
All the best, man. Looking forward to what comes next, both in your work and personal life. Much love.
I'm excited for the new direction the channel is going and for the strides you've made in your personal life. much love and best of luck
longtime fan of your content:) I also noticed the quality slip, but it still hasn't been as bad as you said. Still liked your content a lot and watched probably 90% of your vids on both channels. Im Hyped for the upcoming content and coverages. But don't pressure yourself too much if you don't think, that one video might not be the 10/10 like maybe the ones before. Happy you've overcome those rough and dark times. Wish you nothing but the the best and
all love from a huge Fan out of Germany
Mad respect. Keep grinding and stay strong man. Appreciate all of your hard work 💯🏁
Jacob, thank you for sharing your experience. You’re still very young, so I commend you for taking a view of your life and making the change you needed. It takes a lot to view yourself like that and make the changes needed, and I hope you continuously improve and grow! Keep up the great work and improved attitude and I know you will continue to grow in life and CZcams!
I never comment on CZcams but I really could not hold myself this time. This was truly amazing, amazing courage and honesty, I've been a fan for so long so this was so touching, I look forward to witnessing your next chapter, keep it up.
I've been following your channel for quite sometime and noticed a dip in quality in the recent times. And I understand the reasoning. Me going through a rough patch myself, I find this very relatable. More power to you Rusty. You got this!
Proud of you for changing your life around, Rust! That first step is always the hardest! I’ve always enjoyed ALL your content, but I’m excited for your next chapter!
I experienced my own almost decade long battle with weed addiction, im so happy for you and your family. Keep up the good work🫡
Depression is a real son of a gun, and weed can definitely overtake ur life if you allow it to steer. Thank you for being so open and earnest. I cannot wait for the next part of this journey!! Happy you’re in a healthier headspace now
I started watching you in 2020 after getting into basketball. I am a gamer that loves sports and enjoyed single playing 2K just to chill. Knowing very little about the sport and the NBA, your videos was a fun combination of historical and modern commentating on basketball that also has led me to watch more CZcamsrs and grown to love the game of basketball despite never playing a single minute of organized basketball in my entire life.
I am 33 years old from Sweden (hence the shitty English) and despite me being quite a bit older and from a country where basketball is not insanely popular, you have without a doubt been one of the biggest contributors to my enjoyment of basketball.
Truly, thank you Jacob. And I hope this change both on an off CZcams will be a positive one so both you as the creator and us as the community can enjoy a lot of good times together ❤
Hope all goes well with the new videos! I've been a fan for a couple of years now, always appreciating your content and insights. Though I've noticed a shift to simpler videos, I didn't noticed a significant drop in quality. I've faced similar problems with depression before, and know how hard it can be. I wish all the best for you! Enjoy this new fase, especially outside of work!
Sorry about what you went through, but hearing about you overcoming it is awesome. Happy for you and happy to see some great content
I’m sorry to hear about all that rusty, as someone who recently moved out of their parents house for the first time I feel your fears, I’m glad your in a better spot. Addiction can be one hell of a thing, I’m glad you’re doing better with the lettuce, my dad used to say sometimes addiction is more about how the person’s brain reacts to it (or something like that haven’t talked to him in a bit) and as a fellow lettuce enjoyer, I agree at times. The new PF video you dropped was my favorite one of yours I’ve seen in a while. Keep it up! I hope y’all in the comments are doing good as well, and enjoy your holidays. Sorry for the novel.
I was addicted to weed for years. Clean and sober for 15+ years now. Always enjoyed your channel. Looking forward to the changes. Glad you’re feeling better.
I genuinely appreciate the authenticity and transparency on display here. Been through several bouts of depression and mental addiction to weed myself through the years so I can relate to most of what you said.
I unsubscribed back in July after feeling like the quality of your content was declining and havent watched any since, but this video got me to resubscribe. It takes a strong person to publicly admit their faults and mistakes.
I said this in the comment I left when I unsubscribed and I'll say it again here: You have great potential!
Looking forward to the new content and wishing you nothing but success, Jacob!
Thank you for creating this video. I dealt with the same kind of addiction to weed when I was in college, and I ended up not caring about my studies, relationships (aside from the people I smoked with) nor my health. Everyday was spent trying to find some way to get high, and it felt shortsighted because I stopped striving for anything - even doing anything I was passionate about felt like I was trying to overcoming some hurdle, so I gave up. I overcame my addiction after 2 years by waking up one day and just saying no to the people who helped me enable my addiction. I still smoke from time to time, but 8 years later I'm in a much better place.
The worst part about it was people telling me that weed wasn't addictive, yet those same people were rarely sober by the end of the day.
Been watching for a while now and always rooted for you to succeed. I'm glad you're pursuing a higher quality and stepping yourself up. Best of luck!
Thanks for opening up gave me some insight on my life. God speed on the journey. Excited for the new content
Longtime supporter bro, congrats on feeling better, really looking forward to seeing those deep dive type vids!