a playlist for your soulmate in a far-away reality

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  • čas přidán 13. 04. 2021
  • where are you all shifting to ? this is my comfort playlist and i decided to bring it to youtube for you guys !!! i hope you enjoy !!!
    spotify playlist ── open.spotify.com/playlist/0bq...
    my ko-fi ── ko-fi.com/oliviaalee
    about me ── oliviaalee.carrd.co
    discord server ── / discord
    timestamps ── located in the comment section.
    copyright ── i do not own, nor claim to own any music or pictures used in this video all rights go to the original owners.
    trouble with adds ── my channel is not monetized, therefore i have no control over the adds that get put into my video. if you want to get rid of them, you should skip to the end of the video and press the "replay" button.
    tags ── #sad#crying#sadmusic#playlist#sadplaylist#songstocryto#comfortcharacter
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  • @oliviaalee
    @oliviaalee  Před 3 lety +12503

    timestamps
    0:00 runway; aurora
    4:08 to build a home; the cinematic orchestra
    10:18 i love you; billie eilish
    15:10 holocene; bon iver
    20:47 where's my love; syml
    24:48 turning page; sydney rose
    28:26 saturn; sleeping at last
    33:15 bluebird; luca fogale
    38:09 fear of water; syml
    42:16 you are a memory; message to bears
    45:53 lights are on; tom rosenthal
    49:06 roslyn; cullen
    53:46 angela; flower face
    58:30 each time you fall in love; cigarettes after sex

    • @advi2471
      @advi2471 Před 3 lety +158

      I literally love ALL these songs, thank you SOOO much for making this playlist

    • @junlucas69
      @junlucas69 Před 3 lety +117

      I love how you choose Cullen's cover of Roslyn ❤😭 that's it! I'm in love with this channel

    • @oliviaalee
      @oliviaalee  Před 3 lety +91

      @@junlucas69 HAHA yes its my fav!

    • @Kasiarzynka
      @Kasiarzynka Před 3 lety +56

      i doubt you'll see this comment but could you perhaps put the timestamps in the description? youtube picks up on it and creates sorta chapters on the video, pretty practical imo :D

    • @blackstorm8811
      @blackstorm8811 Před 3 lety +12

      Thank you 😊

  • @mucklaser7342
    @mucklaser7342 Před 3 lety +5622

    You cried for the memories you'd never made, and for the people you'd never meet.
    You cried for the life that was never yours.

    • @kamelpferd8889
      @kamelpferd8889 Před 2 lety +170

      Why does this hurt so much wtf

    • @melinamachado7477
      @melinamachado7477 Před 2 lety +130

      I don't know who you are, but your comment, descibe me like you couldn't imagine.

    • @frailtyshanefelix7385
      @frailtyshanefelix7385 Před 2 lety +64

      It hurts so much bcs I'm only imagining it but it literally hits me everytime

    • @alix-art9729
      @alix-art9729 Před 2 lety +44

      You have no damn idea how those few words are destroying my soul deep inside.. it's exactly me, and I hate it.

    • @rini6847
      @rini6847 Před 2 lety +32

      Start now.. start today.. start making memories... little by little you'll get there. At least open one door.. many magical doors will open afterwards.

  • @quinnprice6130
    @quinnprice6130 Před 3 lety +4890

    Why I am in love with someone who doesn't even exist...

    • @shannonwertman3932
      @shannonwertman3932 Před 3 lety +315

      Our brains can't tell a fictional character from a real person so it's like being in love with someone who is real.

    • @user-mo3sd9vn4j
      @user-mo3sd9vn4j Před 3 lety +22

      Who is that person?

    • @quinnprice6130
      @quinnprice6130 Před 3 lety +70

      @@user-mo3sd9vn4j my soulmate or maybe just a person who I wish I could be with

    • @user-mo3sd9vn4j
      @user-mo3sd9vn4j Před 3 lety +47

      @@quinnprice6130 Oh, cause i fell in love with Draco and he doesn't exist :(

    • @plotpersuits
      @plotpersuits Před 3 lety +54

      I ask myself the same question every fucking day.

  • @ashelia9617
    @ashelia9617 Před rokem +1554

    POV: your soulmate is also scrolling through the comments, wondering if they’ll ever find their soulmate

    • @flowerlynxcrafts
      @flowerlynxcrafts Před 5 měsíci +50

      No 😭 That’s so sad and cute

    • @dandelion8760
      @dandelion8760 Před 5 měsíci +31

      Найдём, брат или сестра, обязательно найдём

    • @macy609
      @macy609 Před 4 měsíci +9

      stop 🫢

    • @ChimplaGoober
      @ChimplaGoober Před 4 měsíci +11

      Will they reach out for you?

    • @Game_stay111
      @Game_stay111 Před 4 měsíci +11

      I wish ❤

  • @imxoxooo
    @imxoxooo Před 2 lety +3203

    "I don't want to lose him"
    "You cannot lose someone you never had, darling"

  • @areyourojean
    @areyourojean Před 2 lety +6844

    Imagine that your comfort character is actually listening to this wishing you were real

  • @mikayla9507
    @mikayla9507 Před 3 lety +2107

    He looks up through the few remaining pages, panic flooding his features.
    "Wait!" he yells desperately. "Love, please," he begs, but his pleads are in vain. You simply can't hear him; the barrier between realities is too strong for his call to reach your ears.
    Oblivious to his cries, and releasing tears of your own, you turn the pages and at last close the back cover. Trapping your soulmate inside of his own story, you're left to wonder why this book's happy ending feels so bittersweet.

  • @gotcha7199
    @gotcha7199 Před 2 lety +516

    It's funny how all of us think of different person, different experiences and different stories yet we feel the same pain within us. 🥺

  • @AnneMermaid
    @AnneMermaid Před 2 lety +1603

    Our imagination is a gift and a curse
    On one hand, you can dream, you can be yourself, you feel like you can shift to your very own world, where you can live happily with that comfort character, just both of you...
    But on the other hand, you feel anger and sadness, because you have to live in this reality, in this world that doesn't feel like home, and you desperately want to go back and live in your own world forever. But you can't, you have to face this cruel place...

  • @allisoninwonderland4637
    @allisoninwonderland4637 Před 3 lety +5072

    Who needs Wattpad when you have Oliviaalee’s comment section?

  • @deadromanticist
    @deadromanticist Před 3 lety +2830

    In this generation of "ily" and "ilysm" I really don't know if I'll ever find a soulmate.

    • @Ava-jp1cp
      @Ava-jp1cp Před 3 lety +364

      in my opinion, I love you and Ily are two completely different things

    • @linhphuong5398
      @linhphuong5398 Před 3 lety +28

      @@Ava-jp1cp true

    • @madhuramazumdar6652
      @madhuramazumdar6652 Před 3 lety +71

      you know, I don't use either of them, but I think you'll find someone, someone who either thinks like you or absolutely, completely opposite. I think in that moment it won't matter if they used "I love you" or "Ily", because you still love them just the same. idk man, just my opinion, hope u find someone

    • @Rriiiirriiii06
      @Rriiiirriiii06 Před 3 lety +7

      i can FEEL you

    • @lenamucke7328
      @lenamucke7328 Před 3 lety +50

      ok like I thought the same. but I actually found someone. someone who loves and supports me at my lowest points the same way he celebrates my wins with me. someone who makes me laugh when I need it. someone who tells me it's going to be alright. someone who dances with me to cheer me up. someone who dries my tears. someone who I can call 24/7. someone who is as weird as me. someone who I can be myself with. someone who I don't need to hide anything. someone who loves for me on the day I can't. someone who puts double the effort on the days I can't do anything. someone who I trust completely. someone who's love I can truly feel. someone who I love unconditional. someone who I never wanna lose.
      he can't take away my pain, even though he tries to. and he can't fight my battles. but he fights with me.
      and we still use ily in those random snaps we send each other when we think of each other while we do work or other stuff. I wouldn't want anything else.
      I love him.

  • @horrorgenrekookie2679
    @horrorgenrekookie2679 Před rokem +208

    "I wrote him a letter that would never reach him"..
    I felt that...

    • @prarthanasworld8009
      @prarthanasworld8009 Před 2 měsíci +4

      and how can you say that it won't reach?

    • @dira2697
      @dira2697 Před 2 měsíci

      he is on the other side. @@prarthanasworld8009

  • @oFancys
    @oFancys Před 2 lety +435

    Reading all these comments here and realizing that there are others like me, that I'm not alone, not deserted, gives me this absurd feeling of veiled nostalgia. Feels close to home.

  • @feelsf3963
    @feelsf3963 Před 3 lety +4453

    ‘My darling, you will never be unloved by me. You are too well tangled in my soul.’ - your soulmate.

  • @Ava-jp1cp
    @Ava-jp1cp Před 3 lety +3768

    "Soulmates. Soulmates aren't just lovers, they aren't someone you just happen to love. A soulmate is someone who you love unconditionally, until the end of time, they own a piece of your soul." they read, as you leaned against their chest, you could hear the sound of their heart beating away steadily. You turned your head around and looked at them, studying their peaceful face. "So what exactly are you getting at?" you teased, a smile spread across their face as the put their book down and wrapped their arms around your waist, resting their chin on your head.
    "Well I wouldn't exactly say we are lovers darling" they smirked, your eyes widen as you look at them, a big smile spreading across your face. "And how exactly would you know that" you joked. They looked down at you, their smile never leaving their face, "because, I know that you already own a piece of my soul". They pressed a soft kiss on your forehead, while you admired them, they truly were your soulmate.
    You turned the final page of the book you were reading, the only words on the page read,
    "I'll love you for an eternity, my love"
    That was it, reality began to sink back in, they weren't really there, it was all in your head, but yet it all felt so real. Maybe, not in this reality, but perhaps in another, you weren't just one time lovers,
    you were soulmates for an eternity.

    • @nevaeh3073
      @nevaeh3073 Před 3 lety +94

      IM CRYING NO WHY AN I SINGLE-🤧‼️

    • @greekarmyeve4245
      @greekarmyeve4245 Před 3 lety +79

      *Sighs* that's why we live. . .to find the part of us. . .

    • @tasha1370
      @tasha1370 Před 3 lety +39

      You're making me cry oml

    • @emm.mor2631
      @emm.mor2631 Před 3 lety +22

      I LOVE THISSSSS

    • @nglthatwaslit682
      @nglthatwaslit682 Před 3 lety +13

      this is so pretty!!!, :D but my soulmate is my bestfriend:>>

  • @wolfandmoon776
    @wolfandmoon776 Před 2 lety +591

    I've never read a comment section this heart wrenchingly beautiful....

  • @MoonDeity1111
    @MoonDeity1111 Před 2 lety +125

    “Idk whether I've meet u yet or not... But i can feel u like starlight reaching my skin with unconditional and unexplainable love ”
    -My Dear
    SOULMATE

  • @prodadg
    @prodadg Před 3 lety +1238

    "I wish it was just you and me forever." She told him.
    "Well, I was never really here in the first place"

    • @galsgala
      @galsgala Před 3 lety +22

      YOU DID THIS FOR WHAT- *SOBS*

    • @stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045
      @stressbytheidiotsaroundme9045 Před 2 lety +8

      me crying in the corner

    • @XIE1SM
      @XIE1SM Před 2 lety +6

      WHY-??????
      **cries in the corner**

    • @prodadg
      @prodadg Před 2 lety +4

      lol sorry for making you guys cry

    • @emmett_tobias
      @emmett_tobias Před 2 lety +1

      Okay I know this is sad but all I can think of is Bella in new moon hallucinating Edward 👀

  • @RH-ru8nm
    @RH-ru8nm Před 3 lety +3627

    They were soulmates, separated by worlds, yet connected by that red string of fate.
    They were lovers, separated by destiny, yet they fought to hold each other in their arms.
    Their love was strong, but timing was wrong and love decided they didn’t belong.

    • @Erica-li7zm
      @Erica-li7zm Před 3 lety +17

      Wow

    • @linhphuong5398
      @linhphuong5398 Před 3 lety +19

      wow that's so accurate

    • @hyperioncaptain1616
      @hyperioncaptain1616 Před 3 lety +190

      *Ahem*
      But the universe saw their love and pain and decided they couldn't just live in vain
      Thus they followed the red string of fate, where the page ends and a new chapter begins
      If the home is where the heart rests,
      Then they have found theirs, laying on each other's chest-
      -finally

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc Před 3 lety +14

      IM CRYING

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc Před 3 lety +24

      @@hyperioncaptain1616 😭😭😭 yall are too good at this

  • @lilith835
    @lilith835 Před rokem +276

    The worst part about longing for someone that only exists in the stories that we make up in our head or we saw on TV is, not being able to make anyone understand how truly hurt we are. How physically painful it is to know you'll never have that reality to live in. Not being able to tell anyone why you're the way you are. Because they'd call you crazy. Overdramatic. Delusional, "It's not that deep". But how I could I not long for that feeling of coming home? How could I not long for what he made me feel?
    How broken are we, that the only thing we wish to do is leave this reality and escape into the one that we made up?
    I truly have no idea. But I do know now, with so much certainty, that we're not alone. We're all dreamers here. And that's okay. Even if it breaks us.

    • @Nex1357
      @Nex1357 Před rokem +10

      So true😞 it's the worst when no one around you understands how much it hurts and tells you that what you feel is not that big of a deal even though it feels like your heart is getting ripped apart...

    • @Illuminous_
      @Illuminous_ Před rokem +5

      we're all waiting until we can go see for ourselves

    • @jaheimjones1033
      @jaheimjones1033 Před 10 měsíci +5

      Thats really sad but for me it's longing for my first love she was everything the only thing keeping me happy while my life was crumbling but she left and instead of telling her in details why I need and love her I just let her her go because I also thought she deserved better 5 months after and I'm still longing for her.

    • @mirakharlamova2267
      @mirakharlamova2267 Před 2 měsíci +1

      One thing keeps me not breaking apart, though, and I thought this is the right place to share it, that is that even though I often think that ill never have this reality and ill never have that story im dreaming of, then I remember that at least I do have it inside of me. I can always be the person that I am in my dreams, who I am with that character, who I imagine he fell in love with. And that can't be taken away from me, it can be real. And that character we're making in our heads, by the way, is also part of us. What they tell us and how they make us feel is also sort of what we say to ourselves and how we make ourselves feel. So at least we have at least that part of the dreams and stories in the real world as well - within ourselves. It still breaks my heart to know that its all not real but remembering those two things makes it better

  • @kookiesandtae3058
    @kookiesandtae3058 Před 2 lety +590

    "Look at me." He said gently, taking her tear-stained face into his hands.
    She looked at him sadly, putting her hand over his.
    "We will see each other again."
    "One day..."

  • @cookiejazzie
    @cookiejazzie Před 3 lety +6470

    “I don’t want to wake up,” a broken sob passes her lips. “Please, I - I want to stay with you.”
    His fingers rest gently on her cheek, as a hint of a soft smile tugs at the corners of his lips.
    “Go, my love,” he then says, his voice a warm hum. “Live your life, and fill your days with joy and adventures - stories that each night you can bring back to me.”

  • @helena3252
    @helena3252 Před 2 lety +72

    I imagine that this generation of hidden dreamers would make a nice couple if they met. It won't be a literary character, but it will be someone who dreams like you, someone who would understand you. But why does it seem like we are so far from knowing each other?

    • @Yash-mz2pl
      @Yash-mz2pl Před 4 měsíci +2

      True two dreamers can full fill the need of each other .

  • @micmic1119
    @micmic1119 Před rokem +201

    “the universe knew how much i long for you to actually exist...”
    She uttered while looking at the stars and the moon,
    “and the universe knew how much i long to indeed exist and be with you, my love.”
    he replied watching her from afar, slowly fading away.

    • @amy9964
      @amy9964 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Yes.. ♥️

    • @vaishnavighanokar1246
      @vaishnavighanokar1246 Před 4 měsíci +4

      Whyyyyyyy.......whenever I see the moon the first person I think about is my soulmate......hope we will meet Again......ohhhh why I want to see you so badly..... it's full moon today....I wish too see many full moon with you....May my dear God always protect you....live happy life...

  • @megan-tl3lz
    @megan-tl3lz Před 3 lety +9671

    “I don’t want to leave,” she whispered, her voice catching on the last word.
    The boy moved closer to her, murmuring softly into her ear. “What do you mean darling? You were never really here at all.”

    • @Rin_Chawngthu
      @Rin_Chawngthu Před 3 lety +310

      *sobs

    • @j.tupliz
      @j.tupliz Před 3 lety +275

      Th- that’s deep damn 😔

    • @D4N8.444
      @D4N8.444 Před 3 lety +177

      Whyy you gotta do me like thatt sis 😩😩.

    • @vvvvvvvvv127
      @vvvvvvvvv127 Před 3 lety +38

      :(

    • @sabrina6501
      @sabrina6501 Před 3 lety +156

      The last line could be a villain being all villainy to let go and not show the pain they feel.. 🥺

  • @bazzxliner
    @bazzxliner Před 3 lety +9707

    Everyone here is so lonely we're all dreaming of a special someone who truly loves us in another reality

  • @liasplace4607
    @liasplace4607 Před 10 měsíci +122

    I had an imaginary friend who I guess i could call my soulmate... he was like a guardian angel.... we said goodbye last night... he was my rock throughout most of my childhood got me through so much trauma as a kid, protected me from demons in my teens, protected me from bad people as an young adult...but we both realized it was time to part ways for now... I needed to truly grow up and blossom into the woman I was always meant to be... it was time for me to be strong and grow on my own now... I will never forget him... he promised we'll see eachother again some day... and that this is not the end... his name was Alfred... I will miss him deeply..... but I know this life is temporary and I must go on to grow my soul.... I have a lot of lessons I need to learn... but I will never forget who got me here to where I am now... and he helped me realize that person was me.

    • @raina5925
      @raina5925 Před 6 měsíci +3

      😢

    • @sunnyree17
      @sunnyree17 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Same girl same😢

    • @griffinssymphony8843
      @griffinssymphony8843 Před 3 měsíci +5

      I kinda understand this. Our imagination can be truly strong.
      Our OCs really can help the artists without being real, only in the head. Its a interested psychical aspect

  • @VisiblyIssy
    @VisiblyIssy Před 2 lety +303

    Honestly, I went into the Wattpad community believing that maybe a couple fanfics would make me realize that this is unhealthy for me to romanticizing something that doesn't exist. But, after being in that community I became more invested. I no longer feel like they are fake, or written up by some author. I made myself believe they were real, but in reality it was just because it was a way for me to feel loved by men that were too good to be true. And sadly, they're not real. So here I am, writing in a CZcams comment section crying, because I'm staying late just to feel loved, appreciated, feel okay with characters who can't be here to comfort me at my lowest times. Nor can anyone in the real world. So in reality, are the fictional people really fictional? Or is my faith in real love.. just misplaced? Will I find someone who cares for me as these characters do? I don't know, and only time will tell. But, I'm waiting for my "Wattpad Moments," I just want to be loved. By anyone, someone, who will appreciate me. Please take me home Lord. I hate this reality, I want to go HOME. Home is not here anymore, it's with those who appreciate me, in another far-away reality.. One that I do not think that I will be able to go to anytime soon. I want to go, so badly. I want to be with them. I wanted to be loved, I wanted to be held and the closest thing I got to that was by reading words on a screen, like I'm doing right now. It's sad really, but it's my way of feeling fine with what I'm doing. I feel loved by these characters, but as soon as I close out of those tabs or close the app, back to square one.. Until I open the app again or try watching the movies/shows/etc do I really feel okay. I know this seems unhealthy but I don't know what else to do. Honestly, I'm so confused, drained, and stressed out. I want to go home, please. Whether that be someplace fictional.. please just take me there. I want to be there, not here. I want to feel loved by my comfort characters, people who have raised my standards too high. Here I am crying over a playlist over fictional characters in another reality, when in reality.. maybe I'm the one in the wrong reality? What if I'm meant to be there with them? I don't even know anymore. I just hate it here.
    -Another Hopeless Romantic

    • @horrorgenrekookie2679
      @horrorgenrekookie2679 Před rokem +30

      We dont belong in here... One day.. You will reach your home... You are gonna be with your loved one, Your home.. You will be finally happy in another reality.. I cant say when.. But one day for sure.. Dont let go of your hope.. Keep faith in it.. You will go home.. We all will.. Away from this shitty reality.. To our real places..
      - moonlight

    • @lilyx1000
      @lilyx1000 Před rokem +22

      I've read so many of these comments and I just wish i could be with atleast one of you so many people say they just want a person who will accept and love them but i dont know if the realise that threre are so many that wish for the same and if they could only reach out to each other the would see that what they were looking for was right in a comment section all along.Well im prob crazy for thinking this but i hope it helps:)

    • @snakksd9500
      @snakksd9500 Před rokem +8

      there is no better comment that can understand and describe exactly how I feel, than this

    • @rajeswarijaisankar4825
      @rajeswarijaisankar4825 Před rokem +5

      It may seem like a dark place now but in order to make this reality brighter place you just need a candle and that candle can be anything soulmate, studies, yourself, family,friends so don't become tired you can be yourself again .no matter who you lose life goes on but also theres gonna be a person who is a replacement of the lost person god never gives you a bad life remember it

    • @WaterCrumbs
      @WaterCrumbs Před rokem +4

      its ok to want someone that really loves you

  • @ivanabodor4887
    @ivanabodor4887 Před 2 lety +4408

    He pulled her closer and whispered into her ear:
    "Maybe in another life, we'll have forever"
    And let her go.

    • @ailaralovesfashion
      @ailaralovesfashion Před 2 lety +102

      Wow- that hit hard...I only listen to these playlists when I need some inspiration and not because I dream about someone from another reality because I started loving myself and accepting the fact that I am my comfort character but this- i felt that wooo

    • @catinspace887
      @catinspace887 Před 2 lety +47

      I wish I meet him in my next life...

    • @annabethchase4582
      @annabethchase4582 Před 2 lety +42

      literally how dare you

    • @liam_404
      @liam_404 Před 2 lety +4

      "bokoto-san"

    • @lilly859
      @lilly859 Před 2 lety +1

      This made me tear up 😂🥲

  • @MintheFur
    @MintheFur Před 2 lety +3566

    hey guys
    what if your comfort character is crying their eyes out listening to this because you aren't real?

    • @rila1700
      @rila1700 Před 2 lety +238

      I- miss mam I would feel like complete and utter shit

    • @eveibooks9448
      @eveibooks9448 Před 2 lety +88

      im sad now

    • @liam_404
      @liam_404 Před 2 lety +160

      then there would be many characters crying about me

    • @lorelai_catherine
      @lorelai_catherine Před 2 lety +37

      but mines bakugou katsuki

    • @liangliao4541
      @liangliao4541 Před 2 lety +34

      gods of olympus, i did not think of that. but now im so sad. theres 2 people crying about me. i don't deserve that

  • @bxlphix1802
    @bxlphix1802 Před rokem +78

    as a shifter, this playlists really hits home😭

    • @_tina_1
      @_tina_1 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Actually same lol

    • @akyrakkkj
      @akyrakkkj Před 6 měsíci +2

      So much...

    • @CallieWaters43
      @CallieWaters43 Před 3 měsíci +3

      These types of playlists always hit home. Theyre so shifting coded, without even trying to be.

    • @sharkgirl74
      @sharkgirl74 Před 3 dny

      cringe

  • @BeWorthyNow
    @BeWorthyNow Před 2 lety +873

    If you’re reading this: You are magnetic, you are loved. Your smile rivals the sun. You’re a cool breeze on a a warm day. A roaring fire on a chilly, Winter evening. You are the waves 🌊 kissing the ocean’s shore. 💕✨

  • @lawlersweeney
    @lawlersweeney Před 3 lety +4741

    I love how one of the hashtags is “crying”

    • @lulud8945
      @lulud8945 Před 3 lety +66

      what else do you do though? ;-;

    • @robwright1286
      @robwright1286 Před 3 lety +35

      Literally

    • @oliviaalee
      @oliviaalee  Před 3 lety +354

      because thats what we will all be doing in this premier LMAO

    • @jordanm5165
      @jordanm5165 Před 3 lety +11

      @@oliviaalee Hahahahaha

    • @elles1308
      @elles1308 Před 3 lety +6

      i think we all are🥲

  • @lucijakrivic1885
    @lucijakrivic1885 Před 3 lety +2253

    "Tell me one last thing," said Harry. "Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?"
    "Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"
    (J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows)

    • @Celeste_51
      @Celeste_51 Před 3 lety +98

      I love that qoute 💜 it makes me feel like maybe the fake scenarios I make in my head are partly real, I know he is not really sitting right by me. But the emotions and happiness I feel is very real 💜

    • @g-dream2361
      @g-dream2361 Před 3 lety +84

      Guys this is actually true, there's a philosopher that talks about things are real even if it's in your head. That dream you're having, that scenario you're imagining, it's all very real. Yes it's only in your head but that doesn't change the fact that it's real

    • @shreeyasaha2816
      @shreeyasaha2816 Před 3 lety +8

      why did that felt like a kicj=k too my subconscious like literally telling me u dumb love

    • @claire.noelle
      @claire.noelle Před 3 lety +29

      I literally painted this quote and it is hanging on my wall in my room so every time I have to close my book or wake from my dreams it is the first thing I see, reminding me it is okay to feel like I belong in the wizarding world.

    • @eospeluna4466
      @eospeluna4466 Před 3 lety +1

      @@g-dream2361 wait-- bro what?????? >\\\

  • @_tina_1
    @_tina_1 Před 9 měsíci +58

    What if we were born to be alone. What if not everyone is supposed to find happines in someone else. What if our soulmate is waiting for us in another lifetime. Guess we will never know....

    • @sansabhushrestha7623
      @sansabhushrestha7623 Před 5 měsíci +9

      If then, I hope my soulmate finds who loves him more than me cause I could handle me being alone but imagining him waiting for me feeling lonely I can't handle that-

    • @griffinssymphony8843
      @griffinssymphony8843 Před 3 měsíci +2

      tbh sometime si just look straight into teh (night)heaven and also think about other timeline..^^
      But at end of this life we might find what was teared apart from us

    • @_tina_1
      @_tina_1 Před 3 měsíci +3

      @sansabhushrestha7623 don't worry I'm sure you'll find someone that will love you like that

    • @_tina_1
      @_tina_1 Před 3 měsíci +4

      @griffinssymphony8843 in my religion it is believed that to take certain lessons in some life's you have to be separated from ur soulmage

    • @griffinssymphony8843
      @griffinssymphony8843 Před 3 měsíci

      which one you follow?^^@@_tina_1

  • @danielle8665
    @danielle8665 Před rokem +29

    Listening to this playlist and reading my script, makes me desperate to go home

  • @anastasiamaximoff4630
    @anastasiamaximoff4630 Před 3 lety +3927

    listening to this while daydreaming being happy with my comfort character:
    *cries silently

  • @sudenazdemir2363
    @sudenazdemir2363 Před 3 lety +4171

    Don't mind me, I am reading all this POV's and crying in the corner at the same time.

    • @Ava-jp1cp
      @Ava-jp1cp Před 3 lety +14

      I feel you darling

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc Před 3 lety +9

      let me cry along with u😭

    • @sudenazdemir2363
      @sudenazdemir2363 Před 3 lety +10

      @@fdvdc we can cry together 😭😭

    • @suhbrly
      @suhbrly Před 3 lety +12

      beraber ağlayalım :')

    • @thewhitecrow2510
      @thewhitecrow2510 Před 3 lety +4

      Umm, yes would you mind moving on the right side of the corner, I am all wet of tears and my eyes are puffy, so please... I don't want to wet you

  • @Bearking-ij6qe
    @Bearking-ij6qe Před 10 měsíci +72

    You never lost me. These are the whispers of my soul singing to you across realities past realms of existence to you here now. Know I love you. Just as you are. Close your eyes and remember me. Please remember.

  • @elii_78
    @elii_78 Před rokem +56

    Listening to the playlist and reading you guys' comments... it's too much emotion, i can't handle.

    • @annaspringer7043
      @annaspringer7043 Před rokem +3

      I'm sobbing reading these comments as I listen to this playlist 😭😭😭

  • @meganliu2610
    @meganliu2610 Před 3 lety +4996

    Do you ever feel some sort of hollowness within you, like you're missing a part of yourself?
    Do you ever sit and blankly stare into space, feeling as though someone should be there? A best friend, maybe, talking to you?
    Yeah. I feel like that sometimes.
    I wonder if they feel like that too.

    • @moonshoespotter1295
      @moonshoespotter1295 Před 3 lety +94

      thank you for putting it into words. i'm so very tired

    • @Rin_Chawngthu
      @Rin_Chawngthu Před 3 lety +15

      Me too

    • @returnoftheromans6726
      @returnoftheromans6726 Před 3 lety +95

      Yes. I do. I also feel a something while listening to beautiful music. A longing for something better, higher. But sometimes it hurts. It's that something portrayed in the music. It's like . . . wanting to absorb the music, if you know what I mean.

    • @jaclyn4745
      @jaclyn4745 Před 3 lety +50

      so we’re all just kinda broken, huh

    • @insomniacbabe712
      @insomniacbabe712 Před 3 lety +18

      I do. I'm afraid I'll never love again.

  • @isabellesyme7723
    @isabellesyme7723 Před 3 lety +1059

    Sometimes I feel like someone is there, sitting with me, reading the book Im caught up in while leaning thier head against my shoulder, smiling at me when they see me take in the sunset. Sometimes I sense them there. I can almost hear thier laugh when I dance around the house in my socks and trip over my own feet. I can almost hear thier words of love and encouragement when I look in the mirror and grimace, and It makes me feel better. I think that mabey they're not real; just somthing I came up with to help with the loneliness. But then I feel them, and I think theres no way they couldnt be real. Are they a ghost? A spirit? I think they are. A soulmate from a different time, different world, long dead. Mabey they chose to be my guardian and friend instead of passing on to the next life, so when its my time, we can run into eachothers arms with hearts bursting with love. We could walk together, my soulmate and I, into the great unknown. Just mabey.

    • @aylawilliams2212
      @aylawilliams2212 Před 3 lety +41

      that's beautiful.

    • @thebuzzsawchannel4465
      @thebuzzsawchannel4465 Před 3 lety +53

      I have something very similar. It’s really comforting to read this.

    • @aaryhanasingh
      @aaryhanasingh Před 3 lety +18

      wow
      this is such a beautiful story

    • @iceyytea
      @iceyytea Před 3 lety +23

      i feel it too;; maybe that's what makes this so beautiful

    • @moonchxld7293
      @moonchxld7293 Před 3 lety +18

      I feel this too, and it breaks me in one of the most beautiful ways I had ever experienced...

  • @b4d_angxl9
    @b4d_angxl9 Před 2 lety +23

    "i know how you miss me,and i miss you everyday too,idiot"
    he was giving me a deep hug, and then i wake up and see around, he was not there,nothing was real...and i cry a lot everytime i remember this:(

  • @mr1ssa
    @mr1ssa Před rokem +185

    (to any shifters who might read this) don’t give up! do you know how close you are?! it will all be worth it

    • @deannavest8887
      @deannavest8887 Před 7 měsíci +7

      Caught me in 4k

    • @imanstucki
      @imanstucki Před 7 měsíci +4

      This made me tear up. I have been trying for months yet I never successfully shift. :(

    • @Rae-ss1df
      @Rae-ss1df Před 6 měsíci +3

      @@imanstucki tbh I've noticed that it helps if you don't keep track of how long you've been shifting at all bc it just stresses you out TwT

    • @bittersweet-hz3pf
      @bittersweet-hz3pf Před 6 měsíci +2

      shifter?

    • @akyrakkkj
      @akyrakkkj Před 6 měsíci +2

      We can do it, We are all capable, we will shift to our desired realities.💗

  • @alizaali3534
    @alizaali3534 Před 3 lety +809

    it's nice to know people from youtube comments have more in common with me than my actual friends
    wattpad :absolutelyeuphoric to be mutuals

  • @tilly4347
    @tilly4347 Před 3 lety +1390

    "You know..." Slowly, she plucked each petal of the daises she carefully held. "I told the stars about you." He chuckled, unexpectedly hearing such words from a lady sitting next to her. "What did you tell them?" She looked at him and smiled, staring at his brown eyes. "I told them you have your own constellation on your cheeks." Her stares landed on the freckles on his face. He laughed. "What? What does that even mean?" She showed him a half smile before looking down at the daises and pluck the petals again. "I told the stars you have the galaxy in your eyes." His smiles slowly faded. "I told them you are the moon that shone brightest in my eyes when I'm surrounded by darkness." "I told them i always wish for you on a shooting star." She gave him the daisies she held since she got there. All petals are now plucked. The confused lad took the flowers and about to open his mouth. "Because i got tired of asking all flowers if you love me or not." She spoke softly. "Did you know what the stars replied?" "W-what?" He thought he lost his voice for a moment. She smiled. "Go after him." She softly cupped his cheeks, with tears forming in her eyes. "But I told them, Just like the stars, you are far from my reach. Everyone looks up to see you. You're a twinkling wonder I wish to touch but I couldn’t. Your arms are where I want to belong." Tears rushed down her cheeks as the man slowly disappeared before her eyes. "But you don't even exist." *not my story but one i read on another video and loved so thought more people should be blessed by reading it too*

  • @fabbyfabry6393
    @fabbyfabry6393 Před 3 lety +2938

    i feel like everyone in this comments understand me better than my family... ily and even if we re strangers we re connected in some way

  • @blushrush2063
    @blushrush2063 Před 7 měsíci +95

    She knew that he was there
    And he knew that she was there
    They knew each other from their past lives and they knew that in this life, they would never see each other
    But they knew what the other looked like
    What the other sounded like
    And what they felt like
    They knew that the other was there
    But just in a different universe, in another reality
    Every second of everyday they knew they were there
    And even thought they would kill to hold each other in their arms, they just had to wait
    Wait a little longer
    Till death comes knocking at their doors
    Bringing them
    To their next life
    Where they will spend eternity together
    And they both know this
    They know they have to wait
    And they just can’t wait till the day they die
    Just to hold each other in their arms once again

    • @MJ.Evereen
      @MJ.Evereen Před 4 měsíci +1

      😢 I know he's there

    • @Marli-gt2jt
      @Marli-gt2jt Před 4 měsíci

      I know so too ... I only have to wait a while longer... to see him again... to hear him again maybe even cry into each other arms...

    • @stefansmith427
      @stefansmith427 Před 3 měsíci

      In other life I would be your girl .....

    • @stefansmith427
      @stefansmith427 Před 3 měsíci

      This is the reason Soul is immortal

  • @0y9lfz
    @0y9lfz Před 2 lety +115

    A perfect playlist for my fellow perma/shifters and dear respawners. May we have a safe journey and finally go home

  • @miyah977
    @miyah977 Před 3 lety +2575

    "if there are a billion realities, why must I live in this one?" I asked tears streaming down my face. "darling, don't cry, you know I hate it when you cry" he responds softly as his lips brush my hair, I stand there leaning on him with my arms wrapped around his waist. "goodbye my love" he says as the lasts parts of him fade away. I fall to the floor as every part of me breaks apart and shatters into nothingness.

    • @bugsittr1020
      @bugsittr1020 Před 3 lety +85

      i thought the same thing a few days back. "so many realities in this universe, and i ended up here. why? why me? " anywho, amazing scene here! i hope you can write even better things in the future.. bye!

    • @miyah977
      @miyah977 Před 3 lety +18

      @@bugsittr1020 thank you so much!! I've thought the same thing for so long and I finally got the chance to put it in a pov :)

    • @yor6891
      @yor6891 Před 3 lety +20

      Ahh this was amazing. Made me cry even harder... Nothingness... I feel so empty ...

    • @styllxyz.7614
      @styllxyz.7614 Před 3 lety +6

      ILOVEYOUSINCE 1892!!!!
      "Mahal kita Carmela..."
      -Juanito Alfonso
      "Nakabalik na pala ako sa taong 2016"
      -Carmela Isabella
      Pota hagulgol ako dito bes luwa talaga mata ko kasama uhog HUHUHUHUHU

    • @rishikaraju5293
      @rishikaraju5293 Před 2 lety +15

      Yeah why this one this reality seems boring to me . Hope in another life to be with my fictional character

  • @lillynguyen3552
    @lillynguyen3552 Před 2 lety +3059

    I love this side of youtube, most people are so understanding. Sometimes it's shocking how much I connect with someone it shocks me.

    • @memealicious787
      @memealicious787 Před 2 lety +45

      Just comes to show how much we truly need each other, we find hope and inspiration in each others.

    • @claireify1963
      @claireify1963 Před 2 lety +11

      me too, i love everyone here 💜

    • @jenniferfranz8937
      @jenniferfranz8937 Před 2 lety +4

      I feel the same way about that you just feel understood by them

    • @sherrynevis-baltzer734
      @sherrynevis-baltzer734 Před 2 lety +3

      I've made my best friends on the internet. You just never know. 😘💖

    • @kaitlingraceffa3860
      @kaitlingraceffa3860 Před 2 lety

      Are you related to Stephanie Nguyen?

  • @Nuva61
    @Nuva61 Před rokem +22

    Let's not cry for some soulmate we might never meet. Instead let's be happy that we're alive.

    • @griffinssymphony8843
      @griffinssymphony8843 Před 3 měsíci

      Good one, thank you

    • @riyathapa7749
      @riyathapa7749 Před 3 měsíci

      Happy we are alive, I can’t I wasn’t made for this world. I am sorry I can’t 😢

  • @lofie_3615
    @lofie_3615 Před 2 lety +32

    The fact that It started raining when I played the playlist.. 🌟 PERFECTION 🌟

  • @Euridceriddle
    @Euridceriddle Před 3 lety +558

    I met this guy in a dream and he is all that is getting me through life at the moment, my friends lowkey think I'm weird for falling in love with someone who doesnt exist but I can't help it. :/

    • @returnoftheromans6726
      @returnoftheromans6726 Před 3 lety +10

      I hear you. Hang in there, girl! 👍

    • @TheFetchingMask
      @TheFetchingMask Před 3 lety +47

      From what I've heard, the people you see in your dreams are usually inspired from people you saw during the day (it's usually coming from the subconscious part of your mind), so maybe a guy ressembling him is out there :)

    • @arpita6791
      @arpita6791 Před 3 lety +23

      It’s okay don’t worry maybe ur friends never actually experienced what you have. There is nothing wrong with you:)

    • @Euridceriddle
      @Euridceriddle Před 3 lety +4

      @@returnoftheromans6726 Thank you :)

    • @Euridceriddle
      @Euridceriddle Před 3 lety +4

      @@TheFetchingMask ❤️

  • @elifc8941
    @elifc8941 Před 3 lety +585

    Oh, to love someone who only exits in your head.

  • @saskesaske69
    @saskesaske69 Před rokem +220

    "Wherever you are."
    "Whatever happened to you."
    "Whichever will be.."
    "Whenever you'll need.."
    "I'll be here. For you. With you. And I will never ever go away."

  • @X-Astro-Equine-X
    @X-Astro-Equine-X Před rokem +29

    Reading this comment section made me realise something, a soulmate isn't a real person like a best friend or a lover. A soulmate is a person who shares a soul with you, not only an unconditional love. Everybody dreams of their soulmate even if 'they already have their soulmate'. Yet nobody has proven what dreams can be. Just because you met a person that meant the world to you doesn't mean you mean the world to them, yet a soulmate will love you, remember you, trust you, care about you and know you mentally and physically. You never felt their touch, so how could you know their your soulmate? Love can be mentally, doesn't need to be shown. Just because you don't show people you love they doesn't mean you don't.
    I hope everyone here keep's dreaming happily, until finally they realise they can't dream on forever. Night, ml.

  • @generalv.8643
    @generalv.8643 Před 2 lety +4846

    As a daydreamer, this hits hard.

  • @user-zy1ox6xm5y
    @user-zy1ox6xm5y Před 3 lety +2000

    me, a shifter who hasn’t shifted yet:

  • @hiyaamfathima2581
    @hiyaamfathima2581 Před 2 měsíci +9

    This comment section feels like home. A home where there are people like me. Suffering, wanting to escape this world...I feel home.

  • @fuzzychubs5715
    @fuzzychubs5715 Před 7 měsíci +24

    "he has my heart"
    "Who?"
    "The one in my dreams, he never hurt me in any way and he is my other half "
    "But... he's not real"
    "Oh he is... in another reality we are sitting on our porch and watching the sun go down after a long day of planting our garden and riding the horses through the flowers as the sun hit our faces... as the tea we made lay on the porch in the jar soaking in the sun's sweet flavor "
    "He sounds wonderful, I hope you find him"
    "Oh but I have! In my dreams among the stars, I have his heart and he has mine "

  • @estella7235
    @estella7235 Před 3 lety +630

    i was vibin then : writing isn't that easy, but grammarly can help

    • @theogernie464
      @theogernie464 Před 3 lety +18

      " see. This sentence in grammatically incorrect... but with grammar league-"

    • @nasstasiafagan8221
      @nasstasiafagan8221 Před 2 lety +3

      lmfao, #pain

    • @hxyl3yy
      @hxyl3yy Před 2 lety +8

      and that's why i hate ads. ESPECIALLY grammarly ads.

    • @bellaliuson456
      @bellaliuson456 Před 2 lety +1

      mine was a valorant ad :"))

    • @gabrielaromero3072
      @gabrielaromero3072 Před 2 lety +7

      I got 2 in a row and both were abt not having to apologize abt our periods😭😭😭

  • @avagraceyt
    @avagraceyt Před 3 lety +744

    it's funny how strangers know how much pain I'm going through, but my best friend doesn't.

    • @sanityidontknowher5057
      @sanityidontknowher5057 Před 2 lety +23

      My relationship with my best friend has become so fucking generic that I wonder if I shouldn’t just break it off. But then I remember that they need me. I comfort them, and strangers on the internet comfort me. I tell myself I can make it work, and I do. Most of the time.

    • @ikr7695
      @ikr7695 Před 2 lety +6

      @@sanityidontknowher5057 me too , I can leave them because they need me and I just stopped talking about my problems and stuff to them ,

    • @hoba_
      @hoba_ Před 2 lety +6

      @@sanityidontknowher5057 I don't think that's healthy in the long term, you also matter :c

    • @alaskavfx
      @alaskavfx Před 2 lety

      me too :)

    • @crimsonwolfe_
      @crimsonwolfe_ Před 2 lety +2

      Dang, this comment just summed up my feelings about this playlist 💔

  • @cali.08
    @cali.08 Před 2 lety +40

    Their love was a bridge between the realities.
    A thread that attached the worlds.
    They longed for each other.
    But knew it was not to be.

  • @nep8716
    @nep8716 Před 2 lety +46

    (lil thing I came up with while listening)
    when I close my eyes, I can see things.
    short flashes of a life that feels so familiar, yet so far away. Like I should know it, like the familiar feeling is supposed to blossom into realisation and then reminiscence, but it never does. I see flashes of people and places, of warm smiles and firelight. and one person keeps showing up In these flashes. One person who's smile sends shivers down my spine, who's eyes shine just a little little bit brighter than everyone else's. who sounds like silk and feels like a harmony, who I know I should recognise, who I know I should love. But I don't know who they are, I don't know where or what or how or when. But I know the way their clothes drape over their skin, how they hold their pencils, how their hair shines with a blue tint under the moonlight. I know how they laugh, how they walk, how they move and how they cry. And sometimes I wonder what they cry about. do they, like me, see these flashes? do they, like me, cry and scream and sob over the beautiful nature of something that isn’t real? do they, like me, reminisce over times that never were, long for a home that never was? I find myself fascinated, captivated by this world behind my eyelids. I'm desperately trying to stay for just a little bit longer every day, hoping that perhaps if I tried hard enough, I wouldn't come back to the real world.

    • @randomuser3054
      @randomuser3054 Před 2 lety +6

      Sometimes i go to those familiar places in my mind. Idk how i came up with those but the places and people are so familiar. And there's this person, eyes the color of deep forest. So i come to reality from that i feel restless, and i look for that person but then i think, what am i doing, that was never real. Just a homesickness for a home where i had never been.

    • @MJ.Evereen
      @MJ.Evereen Před 4 měsíci +3

      I go through this.... Such beautiful writing

  • @Lillian_RS
    @Lillian_RS Před 3 lety +1551

    Really calling out us shifters with this one

  • @lazercatto
    @lazercatto Před 2 lety +721

    you're imagining life with them, but you're slowly losing hope that it'll ever happen...

    • @victoriaayala3507
      @victoriaayala3507 Před 2 lety +8

      Most accurate thought that has
      ever slipped my mind

    • @hansikaatheslayer
      @hansikaatheslayer Před 2 lety +13

      Yes exactly ! Idk what to do i dont know if i should keep my hope or loose it cause i know ill never get him no matter what maybe.

    • @kimbetty9757
      @kimbetty9757 Před 2 lety +2

      maybe life with them its harder than it shows

    • @justice3957
      @justice3957 Před 2 lety +2

      You're wrong for this, now it hurts even more...

    • @samikshasharma5988
      @samikshasharma5988 Před 2 lety +1

      💔

  • @ThatCrazyFanGirl
    @ThatCrazyFanGirl Před rokem +15

    One of the worst pains I’ve felt is the emptiness of wondering where in this vast earth is my soulmate. It’s lonely here. And painful. I’d rather be numb than alone. Fictional characters are my only escape. I don’t want to be here, I want to live where reality doesn’t affect me, I want to live with fictional characters. It’s better than this agonizing waiting. There’s a void inside me where he should be. Whenever I’m alone these are my thoughts. No one knows. And it’s painful 💔

    • @imaginationspectrum1390
      @imaginationspectrum1390 Před 6 měsíci +3

      Reality is what every fantasy is made of, and everything fantastic is to some degree reality. Things have a way of working out.

  • @itzme_uwu8534
    @itzme_uwu8534 Před 7 měsíci +15

    "Im glad i can be here with you"
    They looked over to you and smiled warmly. They then looked away and sighed
    "Whats wrong?"
    A long silence followed
    "You need to wake up, love."

  • @wedonotcare5886
    @wedonotcare5886 Před 3 lety +9536

    i love this side of youtube, its so wholesome and so many people here are understanding, relatable and its so comforting and nice to be here

  • @lebasionairam5197
    @lebasionairam5197 Před 3 lety +319

    “I cannot promise you my forever”
    “Then we’ll have to make this moment last”

    • @gulsum8656
      @gulsum8656 Před 3 lety +1

      PLZZ😭😭😭😭😭

    • @ray6921
      @ray6921 Před 2 lety

      AHH stop this goes perfectly with the world in my head 🥺🥺😭😅

    • @flowersinspring5077
      @flowersinspring5077 Před 2 lety +1

      😭😭😭

  • @zubayerhasan9993
    @zubayerhasan9993 Před rokem +19

    How adorable it is ! we the strangers around this globe are here together. we all carry a story in our back right ?
    i donno what i'm looking for but i can sense that i can feel you guys. Take Love

  • @kneel7376
    @kneel7376 Před 10 měsíci +9

    I had this dream once, I met a man whom I fell inlove with and loved in return. We were happy, had a simple life as husband and wife, until one night, he suddenly told me that no matter what happens, he loves me so much and he will missed me for all eternity. I was confused as he hugged me tight in our sleep, when I woke up, I only then realized that it was all a dream...
    Weird how a dream felt so vivid and true, it still makes me cry up until now. I can't even remember his face, nor his name. All I know is that I miss him and I actually loved him 😢

  • @isla4273
    @isla4273 Před 2 lety +2094

    alright, i always think about this --
    what if our lives are actually tv shows? and somewhere in an alternate reality, our comfort characters are just normal people watching our shows and wishing WE were real? idk, it just makes me feel better.

  • @ihatemyself7989
    @ihatemyself7989 Před 3 lety +393

    pov: you're starting school in person and you can't listen to these playlists in class anymore

    • @namtiddies1353
      @namtiddies1353 Před 3 lety +22

      LITERALLY ME! I swear I have the worst crying sessions to these playlists, but I can't be doing that in school lmao

    • @charlottefaye86
      @charlottefaye86 Před 3 lety +6

      I can and I will- the people know better than to judge.p me if I’m emotional I’ll injure them

    • @roryraee6722
      @roryraee6722 Před 3 lety +7

      @@charlottefaye86 Slytherin type beat "I can and I will"

    • @charlottefaye86
      @charlottefaye86 Před 3 lety +2

      @@roryraee6722 really letting slytherin show through 😂

    • @G1AC_6
      @G1AC_6 Před 3 lety

      nooooo

  • @dayjafischer8756
    @dayjafischer8756 Před 2 lety +13

    I'm a shifter and I always feel empty when I come back to reality, sometimes I even wish I wouldn't wake up so I can stay in that place forever

    • @sarah_leitao
      @sarah_leitao Před 9 měsíci +1

      I am a shifter but I haven’t shifted yet… But I feel like a can’t shift even if I try so hard… I just want to hug him forever and never let go…

    • @vaishnavighanokar1246
      @vaishnavighanokar1246 Před 4 měsíci +1

      What is shifter....all are writing they are shifter....

    • @griffinssymphony8843
      @griffinssymphony8843 Před 3 měsíci

      I ask myself too.. i guess something with dreams?@@vaishnavighanokar1246

  • @cheynneaguilar1794
    @cheynneaguilar1794 Před rokem +9

    “In every reality”
    “In every last one”

  • @lochnesslm1283
    @lochnesslm1283 Před 3 lety +797

    I don’t normally listen to these
    but when I do, you know I’ve been alone in this house with my own silence, the comfort of the dark, and music for too long.
    Long showers are the only feeling of warmth that has blessed my life these days.
    One day I’ll find someone, but today I love them with my spirit.

  • @madeleinefy4103
    @madeleinefy4103 Před 3 lety +330

    I can’t put it into words how much it hurts knowing that your soulmate doesn’t exist

    • @lourdesronquillo4941
      @lourdesronquillo4941 Před 3 lety +26

      if you think about it, they exist in another reality

    • @yejiisacookie1438
      @yejiisacookie1438 Před 3 lety +10

      they exist in a different reality

    • @mypeculiarsoul1234
      @mypeculiarsoul1234 Před 2 lety +11

      They exist. Your soul loves them so much, it's only logical they exist, somewhere else.

    • @books_x13x_
      @books_x13x_ Před 2 lety +2

      No need to put it into words, I already know the feeling...

    • @noone5503
      @noone5503 Před 2 lety +9

      I hope you have a day where you are sitting with your soulmate and you remember this comment and you're just like... It's been a long time

  • @chuchuutaeberry7235
    @chuchuutaeberry7235 Před rokem +18

    listened to this while trying to sleep,
    yet words are still spoken and sung clearly even when my troubled mind started getting messier and messier,
    i tried to sleep the pain,
    i really did.. but honestly speaking
    i am thankful that i listened to this masterpiece in a perfect time, a perfect weather and in a perfect mood.
    to all the dreamers, poets, artists,
    author's and even shifters!!
    we all know, that in a mess up society and torn reality.. we see beauty in it,
    and that, my friend, is the reason why we're different than normal people.
    We built a reality where the ignorant,
    the close minded and the realistically people cannot enter.
    You're not weird for thinking differently than other's, no, cause you're*more.*

  • @alittledreamer6661
    @alittledreamer6661 Před 9 měsíci +11

    I have seen a lot of comments that say things like "why I can't live in the same reality with you"... But in my way of see the things I only think... "If I should live in this reality without the one I love, I'm really thankfull that I can met him even if it's in other reality" ❤️

  • @sobsin23differentlanguages45
    @sobsin23differentlanguages45 Před 3 lety +3369

    “I’ll find my way to you.” He clasped her hands in his. “I’ll spend the rest of my days searching for you.”
    She smiled, touching his face. His skin was warm and soft, much too real.
    “This is just a dream,” she murmured. “I’ll wake up at any moment.”
    His face broke. “Why won’t you believe i’m real?”
    “This love just doesn’t exist,” she responded. “People like you don’t exist.”
    He held her tightly, and she embraced him back. If this love wasn’t real, she would take it where she could.
    “I’m going to find my way home to you,” he whispered.
    “We are home.”
    She awoke alone, the warmth of his touch a subtle memory that had already faded. She felt more lonely than usual, her room unfamiliar.
    “Home,” she said to herself, tasting how the word felt. It brought to mind all different connotations, but mostly, a man. His gentle embrace, his soft face. Sweet nothings mumbled in her ear. This love just didn’t exist in her world, but maybe it did in his.
    She would dream a thousand dreams if it meant she could see him again.

  • @chrisj8244
    @chrisj8244 Před 2 lety +3778

    “When will I see you again?”
    He smiled. It was a bittersweet thing, filled with heartfelt memories and crushing lows.
    “Every night when you go to sleep.”

    • @yena_ken6685
      @yena_ken6685 Před 2 lety +102

      AND THAT'S THE REASON I SLEEP !

    • @vieluscent
      @vieluscent Před 2 lety +68

      i dream of him. that's the only time i can see him

    • @bridge_jhit8225
      @bridge_jhit8225 Před 2 lety +7

      :(

    • @narikami6
      @narikami6 Před 2 lety +13

      Maybe u will get angry by fact that i dont wanna see him, but i keep seeing my soul(maybe not) in my dream. Yes, he is like my ideal type. But i never tried to see him. And he keep asking me if i have a bf and keep being jealousy. And i know that im dreaming and he van be my figment of the imagination, but he keep scares me. Sometimes my dream is like k drama...

    • @esmeelin5435
      @esmeelin5435 Před 2 lety +10

      Haha can't believe I'd meet people who sleep for that reason too.

  • @sweetestpie54
    @sweetestpie54 Před 2 lety +14

    Promise , I'll love you till my last breathe . Just wait for me. I 'll find you wherever you are , my soulmate.

  • @liamcromer71
    @liamcromer71 Před 11 měsíci +14

    I wrote this for my twin flame, who has already passed on....
    Twin Flames
    I saw her the other day...
    She was a clump of tall grass in a field...
    Though chewed and trodden underfoot
    By the beasts of the field,
    She stood tall and proud,
    Glistening in the morning dew...
    Her hair the tassles of seeds,
    Blowing in the breeze,
    Spreading her presence and joy of life
    On the wisps of the winds....
    Another day I saw her as the rain...
    Falling down in soft droplets
    In the mid afternoon...
    There was sunlight through the clouds,
    And she was arrayed in the halo of a rainbow....
    And yet there she was again,
    Painting the clouds with sunlight
    In the early dusk...
    She left the tops of the clouds
    Their dark purple and grays,
    So that her golden oranges,
    Warm pinks,
    And fiery reds
    Could liven up the sky
    As a farewell to the day,
    And kiss the world goodnight....
    I see her everywhere,
    In everything...
    She was light,
    And love,
    And peace,
    And joy...
    The world made sense
    While she was here,
    In the flesh...
    Knowning she has passed and gone on
    Has left a hole,
    A gnawing emptiness...
    But she is not gone, truly...
    She shows up at moments
    Where hope is gone,
    Where light is fading,
    Where all is cold
    And laid waste...
    She is there...
    In fact...
    Just the other day...
    I saw her the other day...
    Just the other day....

  • @makenzietsai6591
    @makenzietsai6591 Před 3 lety +1608

    “close your eyes darling.”
    you closed your eyes as you reached out blindly, grasping for your soulmate.
    you smiled at the faint feeling of their hands in yours.
    “i love you so much.”
    tears formed behind your eyelids but you kept them shut, echoing their words.
    the wind blew softly and their voice grew quieter.
    “we will meet again.”
    a sob escaped your lips and a phantom wiped away the tears.
    “i promise.”
    the wind picked up, whisking them away with it.
    you opened your eyes slowly, holding onto the hope that they would still be there.
    but how could they when they were never really there in the first place.

  • @alyssars1777
    @alyssars1777 Před 2 lety +703

    It’s funny because I know him, his face, the way his lips curve when he smiles. I know him, yet i’ve never laid eyes on him. He lives in my memory, waiting for me each and every night. I only spend mere hours with him, yet i’ve lived a million lives with him.

    • @emmachambers9263
      @emmachambers9263 Před rokem +19

      I think we all have something or someone like that thanks for saying it

    • @akamiri
      @akamiri Před rokem +7

      couldnt have said it better myself

    • @milesmcquerrey2836
      @milesmcquerrey2836 Před rokem +5

      am i dreaming all this?

    • @scp-682-cu6
      @scp-682-cu6 Před 11 měsíci

      Yesss..

    • @missamy5174
      @missamy5174 Před 10 měsíci +1

      That... That is deep and poetic and it tugs on my soul...

  • @ashleylarue2359
    @ashleylarue2359 Před 2 lety +216

    As an author, it's hard to say goodbye. (28:26)
    Character: "Why do you refuse to finish the story?"
    Author: " I am not refusing. I am stuck. All writers go through this, it's called writer's block. "
    Character: ( Looks at the scribbled notes and sighs) " Are you sure it's not something else?"
    Author: " Like I said Sylvia, I am stuck. I was thinking about going over the previous scenes."
    Character: " The previous scenes are fine. I actually love them."
    Author: " All of them?"
    Character: " yes, the good and the bad ones. And- even the one we both know will happen."
    Author: Like I said, I am not sure-"
    Character: But you do! You are just stalling and I- I can't blame you. However, it does happen."
    Author: ( sigh) " I have gone through my head and rewrote the scene several times , but it always ends the same. And I can't let you die. You are one of the main characters and an important one too. It wouldn't make sense."
    Character: "Unfortunately, that's life. All of us lose that main character in our lives. However, they are not gone forever. They stay in our memories like flipping back the pages of a book. You can always revisit me there. "
    Author: " Why? Why did you have to sacrifice yourself to save another?"
    Character: " Isn't it obvious? It's because you are me. You saw yourself in that moment and did what any hero would do."
    Author: " I am no hero."
    Character: " I would say in 326 pages so far that you are and all if all the characters were here, they would say the same." ( The character opens her laptop and places the notes before her.)
    Author: ( before she starts typing) " Okay, but I will only finish if you stay with me until your last breath."
    Character: " I promise." ( The character stays by her side through the scene. Before the final blow to the character's tragedy, the character kisses the author on the cheek and then fades.)

    • @anniepacker3453
      @anniepacker3453 Před rokem +11

      Actually crying

    • @Captainjvpirate
      @Captainjvpirate Před rokem +11

      This is literally why I can't finish any stories

    • @mlpsecrets7931
      @mlpsecrets7931 Před rokem +9

      This is so well written

    • @jaspernemeth3045
      @jaspernemeth3045 Před rokem +6

      You killed me

    • @ashleylarue2359
      @ashleylarue2359 Před rokem +7

      @@jaspernemeth3045 Imagine creating her, the amazing adventure with her, her growth, and then realize she takes the fall. It hit hard for me. I was depressed for weeks and didn't touch my book, but the other characters that grew a close connection to Sylvia, I couldn't leave them. The book is almost finished. I hope someday you will enjoy it.

  • @StaySlayDay
    @StaySlayDay Před 6 měsíci +7

    I hope, in a reality alternate to this , we are holding hands and weaving memories which are real.

  • @lightsum9671
    @lightsum9671 Před 3 lety +1177

    Sad twerking

    • @ll1vingdollyyy
      @ll1vingdollyyy Před 3 lety +46

      I WAS ABT TO CRY BUT NOE IM LAUGHING

    • @swirloftheroot4110
      @swirloftheroot4110 Před 3 lety +24

      Bruh this changed the whole mood lol

    • @jorja3666
      @jorja3666 Před 3 lety +15

      I feel this on a spiritual level LMAO

    • @toot5272
      @toot5272 Před 3 lety +4

      LMAO THX FOR THE LAUGH! LEMME TWIRK WITH U! 🤧 💕

    • @laurengrant9195
      @laurengrant9195 Před 3 lety +4

      c'mon yangyang you ruined atmosphere

  • @sanityidontknowher5057
    @sanityidontknowher5057 Před 2 lety +3442

    Let me raise a toast for the poets in this comment section, the writers, the artists, the daydreamers, the readers and the shifters as well.
    Even though we are all our own, unique, separate person, I‘m just like you.
    You don‘t belong in this reality, and neither do I.
    But let‘s make the most of it and create our own make-believe reality within this one.
    It‘s not out of reach.
    All we need is our imagination.
    I know every person reading this is a brilliant mind who cannot be contained by society, and I know that if I ever had the luck of stumbling into you in a grand library because my nose was buried too deep in my book and I didn’t pay attention to my surroundings, which caused you to spill the coffee (or hot chocolate or tea, as you will) in your hand all over my shirt, we could become the best love story known to humankind. Romantic or platonic, you decide. I‘m up for it either way.
    That being said…you guys want to combine forces and finances to buy a piece of land containing:
    - a castle (with a massive ballroom where you can waltz with your enemy and a breathtaking library where you can sit by the fire on a rainy day and delve into stories and lives similar or different to your own)
    - a dark wood (where you can go on all sorts of exciting adventures)
    - and many little cottages and gardens and meadows (for my fellow cottagecore angels)
    far away from everything where we can all live our favourite fantasy life?

  • @arabianflowers
    @arabianflowers Před rokem +9

    To Build A Home never fails to make me cry. The rain falling in the background just makes the tears flow even more.

  • @Blues_JazzVibes
    @Blues_JazzVibes Před 4 měsíci +6

    We were high school sweethearts. I remember meeting him at a high school party, he had the most beautiful green eyes and sweet gentle soul. We instantly clicked and were inseparable. Since we attended different schools, I wanted to invite him to my school’s prom. I remember being so nervous I almost felt sick. I finally got the courage and he said yes. For the next 5 years we did everything together, we loved traveling together, attending music events, and he even taught me how to drive stick shift! He loved driving his convertible car with the top down singing so loud with the most infectious smile! He was always so happy! But, like every young love, we had a few stupid fights and I let one of those stupid fights be the end of us. We didn’t necessarily end on good terms so we stopped talking.
    A year went by which we hadn’t spoken, I figured he was upset with how things ended. To my surprise, he reached out on my birthday with the same infectious happy attitude wishing me a happy birthday with a photo of my favorite animal he saw while traveling abroad. It shocked me at how nice and sweet he was being in the message. I even hesitated replying. But I did. I thanked him for reaching out and we had a pleasant conversation. 3 days later he was involved in a car accident and tragically passed away. He was a few days away from turning 24.
    I often think what if we had never broken up? Would I have been in that car too? Or would we have been doing something different that night and he would still be here today? Maybe we would be married with kids? I will never know and never understand why people get taken from us so soon and suddenly.
    After the accident his mom asked me to pass by their house to pick some of his stuff to take with me. She told me that during our breakup, he traveled abroad and collected all these souvenirs for me and was waiting to give them to me. Even though we weren’t talking, in his heart he knew that eventually we would get back together, unfortunately we never got the chance.
    It’s been almost 10 years now and I still think about him every day. How my life would’ve been different if I didn’t let teenage fights get in the way. I often have dreams with him where I feel myself hugging him and it feels so real. I actually feel the hug.
    He was my first true love and I know when my time comes he will greet me with that same infectious smile.
    💔

  • @jordy8409
    @jordy8409 Před 3 lety +426

    This is going to be the one to break me y'all

  • @jchristian7036
    @jchristian7036 Před 3 lety +876

    POV: You're the comfort character
    "Why can't I stay?" they ask you.
    "Because you were never here to begin with."
    "Then why does it seem so real?" Tears are welling in their eyes.
    "Because you love me." Even you can hear your voice fade as they read the last page, last sentance, the last word...

  • @kidzgresham
    @kidzgresham Před rokem +12

    You ever meet that one person
    that you feel like you’ve known forever?
    The one that mirrors you, impossibly so,
    paints your features (every single one) in stardust gold,
    as though you are nothing less than
    perfect?
    The one that talking with feels seamless,
    so familiar you swear that you were destined to meet,
    tied together on an invisible string.
    The Greeks used to say
    that when humans were created, they had two
    heads, four arms, two hearts, two minds.
    The gods were so scared of their contentedness,
    love,
    they severed them into two so each human would always be
    searching for their other half.
    And maybe they were right to be scared, because when you find them, it’s unmistakable -
    You are struck by
    utter fondness, a warmth
    that fills through your chest and makes your throat ache and your eyes glisten and your heart sing because you are full to the brim,
    complete again,
    left to live and love and hurt and be absolute until you must find each other again,
    or see the universe begin to crumble.

  • @4pset
    @4pset Před rokem +8

    38:50 *”And if you’re not made for me, why did we fall in love?”*
    Hits deep.

  • @foxy_rages3100
    @foxy_rages3100 Před 2 lety +443

    „What if I can't find you in my dreams one day?...“
    „Then I'll be waiting for you... until our paths cross again, until destiny leads us together one more time...“

  • @yka9767
    @yka9767 Před 2 lety +521

    This is nice. seeing thousands of strangers understanding my pain so much more than my own friends and family. who ever you are! I love you

    • @tsuki__205
      @tsuki__205 Před 2 lety +4

      Love you too

    • @vcfede3002
      @vcfede3002 Před 2 lety +2

      it hurts so much

    • @Phoenixenzia
      @Phoenixenzia Před 2 lety +6

      I love you too :( And your comment is my whole life's POV. I love you and you deserve every love in the world.

    • @thelanack2436
      @thelanack2436 Před 2 lety +2

      I love you too

    • @lunawolf1753
      @lunawolf1753 Před 2 lety +1

      Love you too, you got this and so does everyone else here! Even myself :)

  • @taragaurvin8545
    @taragaurvin8545 Před 2 lety +25

    Omg I love everyone here 😭😭 we relate to each other on such a deep level it's so beautiful!! Love all the stories and the heartfelt thoughts you guys have all left here. Amazing! Hopefully I'll be back here one day with one of my own stories to share