admiring your soulmate from afar | a playlist
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- "There is no love for me like yours."
Timestamps!!
00:00 - 4:34 Where's my love ( slowed + reverb) ~ SMYL
4:34 - 12:14 To build a home (slowed) ~ the cinematic orchestra + Patrick Watson
12:14 - 17:02 I love you (slowed) ~ Billie Eilish
17:02 - 23:03 Saturn (slowed) ~ Sleeping At Last
spotify playlist ~ open.spotify.com/playlist/1kF...
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This playlist screams "I wish I was brave enough to walk over and tell you how much you meant to me, instead I'll pen my words into a letter I hope you'll never read."
I wish i could save this comment 💓
Nvm he has a girlfriend💔
That title sums up how I feel right now...
how I hope u read but not at the same time
Perfect explains my situation at the moment. Always wishing what could have been but never was..... 💔🤧
There she was. Standing on the other side of the street, hands in her jacket pockets. Her face was as beautiful as ever. She was smiling. Laughing. It warmed my heart to see her so happy. To know that the pain I caused her wasn't permanent. Then he came and kissed her, holding her the way I used to. I should've kept walking the second I saw her. But something in me couldn't bear to leave. Someone finally loved her the way I couldn't. The way she watched him, that was love. She used to look at me like that. That smile warmed me and broke me all over again.
There he was. Standing on the other side of the street, pretending to look busy but failing miserably. He had always been pretty bad at hiding things. I tried my best to ignore his presence, but it's hard to ignore someone you have so many memories with. I don't think he knew I had seen him. My chain of thought was broken when my boyfriend made a comment that made me laugh. He gently placed a kiss on my lips. I smiled softly, but not because of the boy in front of me. It was the memory of the boy across the street that made me smile. I know that ending it with him was for the best, but I guess humans have a way of blocking out the bad parts of people they love. We only see and remember the good, and we forget about the hurt and pain they caused us. I think that's my problem. People say you never truly get over your first love. He was my first true love. Even though I don't want to love him, I do. I don't think that'll ever change.
"I love you," my boyfriend whispered quietly into my ear, then he pulled away, his hand finding mine as we continued walking along the sidewalk. I looked at him happily. Maybe in a few years I'll get over the stranger across the street. I'll do it for the boy whose hand is holding mine.
There she was, standing outside waiting for me. I walked over to her and excitedly told her a joke that made her laugh! I gently placed a kiss on her lips, and she smiled. I thought to my self, how could I be so lucky to have a girl like her? We started to walk down the street. And she kept looking over shoulder so I asked her, what she was looking at? She replied to me, “oh nothing.” I was worried that we were being followed so I called a taxi. The taxi driver was a sweet old man, and we talked to him for awhile on our way home. I payed him and even gave him a big tip. Seeing his face light up filled me with joy.
@@karlihollenbeck8608 that´s so perfect I can´t
I drove through the street before seeing an arm reaching for the sky and a young, kind man looking towards me. I pulled over and invited him and the girl in. They both climbed into the back seat and I started driving. She looked distracted throughout our journey as she held his hand tightly. After only a short ride we arrived at our destination and the man thanked me for the pleasant ride and gave me more money than I had ever seen. I thanked him as my eyes lit up with happiness and left them shortly after, retiring for the day.
Out standing👏🏼❤️
"If I can't love you in this world, then I hope in our next life I can tell you that I love you."
Have a nice day
This is beautiful have a Merry Christmas
"No matter where you go
I will find you
If it takes a thousand years"
- Clannad
It's so messed up haha , but after what I've been through emotionally over the yrs as a digital hostage basically having to fight for my life /rights all the time , all I can wonder and hope about with this music and vibe is if ? there's any good in my cell hackers soul (that also controls my life )outside what they do to me ofcourse .
omg imagine this while listening to the last song:
Years have passed and you’re alone in your home making yourself some coffee while reminiscing on the last time you saw their face and you smile knowing they’re still in your heart no matter how much time has passed and you decide to drink your coffee outside and as you open your door to sit on your porch you see them walking by. Your eyes meet and you instantly know it’s them. This was that moment. The moment when the universe wanted you too to meet again.
Have you thought about writing screen plays or books because my god this is amazing
@@leonilangman7562 yes! I’m currently working on a poetry book❣️
Story of my life- it's been 3 years
Woah I still have his voice, smile, dimples and even his smell in my head and nose and many times I recognize his smell in my room where he never was:')
I hope I can and will see then again
"Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream."
This comment section is why I believe in love🤧
This hits different when the person you love, is in love with someone else
Steal them👍 not literally plz
@@dunnnuu6502 it's so easy why didn't I think of that
@Soul Shovel Unrequited love is internal torture, & if you stay with those feelings on your own too long they'll make you sick. No matter how much people will tell you it's about inner-work, the only thing I've found that actually works is finding someone else. It doesn't have to be someone as great as the person you're already in love with, because who could live up to how much you've built them up in your head anyway? If it's not possible to find someone else, then pray to God to take the pain away & to help you to stop thinking about them. Don't try to get them back or indulge in the fantasy, just cut it off & call on a higher power to heal up that wound.
This comment section,the povs, the little poems, the playlist>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
He is just like a cloud
Beautifully glowing when the sun shines through.
Distributing strands of light to the world.
But when you get closer and closer, you realize.
You can never touch him or feel him
His presence is warm but it breaks you because it will never be yours.
Literally breaks me down to the cold wet earth that I belong to.
I love this
😔
@@saira9979 i love u
literally ima make this my screen saver
Wow! 🥺 Is this part of some of the lyrics?
It’s crazy how music can put vivid memories in your mind; even the ones that never happened
Yas
Yes
Seriously 😐
It’s a lovely thing. I think it might be because we have all watched movies/read books and our brains borrows scenes from them and plays them out in a way that relates to ourselves. Idk if that makes sense but I know what I mean😂
Ye fr
her smile is so pretty.
i see it and i blush.
i think of telling her,
just how pretty she is to me.
and then i remember
she doesn’t even know me
You’d be surprised. Sometimes we’re quiet observers and she may know more than you think…
She does. She KNOWS. She Loves. It’s what she does. Who can tear apart two souls connected at birth? No matter the distance, our destinies will always entwine us. She waits every day for that return. She cries to the stars with everyday that’s lost. She pleads with the stars to bring back the one that’s lost. She tries to get through each passing day wondering if the wait will ever be made worth.
I relate w/ u sm, trust me you are not alone
Even if she doesn't know you, just telling her that she has a pretty smile would make her the happiest girl in the world. Trust me, you will regret it if you never get the chance to...I know I do
I wanna get closer but I always hide my face. I don’t feel the need to say a word I just wanna look into those eyes and touch his skin… Know there’s there know that is real.
I did he said yea
Thanks for these beautiful words
💗
I'm sorry... Dream?
just do it you well be Surprised👍
Am I the only one that would rather read the comments than listen to the music?
Sameee
that's what I am here for
but listening it while reading
I love the comments 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎
+1 nd actually idk why the comments make me cry 🥺
I enjoy the comments n sometimes reply …
To this day I have no idea why he affected me this much. I remember seeing him in class and wondering why he looked so stern. Eventually we started working together for a project and when I started to see how he held himself … oh gosh. He didn’t need attention. He was happy just sitting there. Get the assignment done and be dusted with it. He was helpful, respectful and kind. But always seemed like some walls were up. We worked together in a group for a few months. My feelings grew more and more. He became single… then I was like whelp I’m graduating why not tell him. I told him and nothing ever came of it. I do remember telling him and his smile though. He was beaming more than I’ve ever seen him smile before. Then something shifted and we never spoke of it again. He’s not perfect. He’s complex. But I liked him. That’s the story of it and honestly I’m glad I said something. I have no hangups now because of it. It just floats into my mind every now and then. I think that’s okay. Some stories teach us different things:)
I can't believe I just read this haha, and am here haha, no I don't want to give up my man card haha.
Her ghostly figure stands there in the rain, peering through the foggy windows of her soulmates bedroom. Her soulmate smiling joyfully, with another girl laying in his lap. The warm yellow desk lamp lighting up the bedroom, shining on his face as he down at her. They look so perfect. Picturesque almost. “That was meant to be me” she thinks to herself. “Will I ever get my happily ever after?… will I ever find another?”. A thousand memories flashing through her mind and she watches the couple laughing at the jokes they told eachother, just as he and her did once. In a way she felt happy for him, after her death he was heartbroken. She was afraid he wasn’t going to get over it. But now he’d finally found someone to make him happy, someone to help him heal. In her heart she felt happiness to see that he had moved on. But She will forever love him, how could she stop loving the only person who gave her the world, gave her the love she deserved, even till her very last breath.
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His POV:
“She’s so beautiful” he thought to himself as he looked down at the girl laying on his lap. Combing his hands through her hair, he then kisses her forehead. He hadn’t felt this feeling of love in a long time since his first love passed away. He was grateful. But still his heart longed for the girl who first stole his heart. As she will always have a place in his broken, yet healing heart. She was his everything. Seeing her laying on that cold hospital bed still traumatises him. “I will forever love you… please watch over me when you get to heaven” he remembers saying to his dying soulmate. “I will watch over you and love you forever more”. Holding her hand he watches her chest stop moving. Waking up from his flashback. He feels a kind presence, so looks out the window to only see rain falling down his bedroom window. “I love you”
Her POV:
“I love you too”
OH MY GOD THIS IS BEAUTIFUL! I started crying. You need to write a novel or am because damn…that was beautiful.
This is very beautiful.
Beautiful
Words don't do justice to how beautiful this is.
Is there any chance you could send this to me this writing is your credit💗✨
Ok you won , this is crazy brilliant I’m in love 💖
Movie worthy
There he was: the brightest star within a galaxy of people.
Everyone looked at him and gathered to him like moths to a flame, including me. His smile, his wit, his laughs and his personality drew everyone to him. His laughs were filled with such joy for the world around him, the way he would show how much he loved those around him, how intelligent he was, the way love and care radiated off of him; it was so infectious. I knew of him before I ever truly saw him through the little snippets he would freely give to the world. When I finally did see the real him, however, I couldn’t look away. I was pulled into him like watching an oncoming train and not being able to move away. His eyes had such a depth to them, it left me in awe of the way they seemed to hold such joy but also the weight of the world in them. His smile was wide and so full of warmth and it took my breath away. I could write any and all sorts of analogies about him, but none would dare come close. I knew his personality, his intelligence in the way he wrote stories and poems with such ease, his humor and how it made those around him join in on the laughter, and how he cared and loved others so deeply before ever truly seeing him, but it only poured more gasoline onto the fire once I had. It was him. Just purely him.
And yet, I know he wouldn’t look at me within the sea of others around him. I am just a bystander to his brightness, his warmth and compassion, so why would he ever look my way?
I wonder sometimes.. what would it be like to have those eyes that hold so much gaze at me and actually see me? I think within the brightness he holds, my own light would disappear.
And I think I’d be okay with that if it was him who caused it.
Reading your comment and the playlist running behind,i loved it.Idk from where u belong but idk why everyone including u in the comment section feels like yall are so close to me even though ik we all live a miles away from eachother
Reminds me of a guy I used to love from afar 💘
This was amazing ❤
I see him everyday, smile and grin with his friends enjoying life to the fullest, I wish I could be apart of his world….
I was 15 when I fell for someone I couldn't have
I noticed everything about him
The way his eyes lit up when he was surrounded by his friends
The twitch of his little finger when he was angry
The downward draw of his mouth when he was sad
I noticed it all
His smiles, his laughter and his pain, I drew it all
in, drinking in it until it filled my lungs
I was a collector of everything he was
But I couldn't be a collector and recipient at the same time
So I watched him live
I watched him fall for she who was not me
Observed how joyful he was when she was near
I noticed the looks they gave each other, as if they knew something we didn't
And maybe they did
But my heart broke each time I saw them
I was green with envy yet relieved at the same time
Because maybe I was better off being the collector
You should genuinely write a book. It make me cry so hard especially the last line...uff...
Wow that's beautiful ❤
I was 16 and met this amazing person at my hardest time in life. We skipped lunch a lot at school and played video games. I had great laughs and inside jokes with them. We both connected over the hardest shit in life with child hood memories and the awful abusive parents we had. We also connected over the lost childhood we had. I saw this person every fucking day. After that I realized I loved her. We created memories. I got to a point were I could see this person forever. 2 years later in are friendship they escaped there abusive mother and moved out of my sate far away. I was happy at first but then we never talked again after we lost contact. I will never forget that smile she gave me that day were she told me that she can finally escape her abuse and leave. I wished I said "I love you" before I lost all contact with her. I will never forget the memories I had with her.
Woah
Hope you will find her soon.
Wish for you to both meet in future have hope in universe.. my prayers are with you and even if you're both with someone else it's good to meet and reconnect
your friendship deserves that.
Goodluck
Hope you meet her again.. you're so strong🤍😊
Have had a crush on this guy for 7 years now. As soon as he moved here I have liked him. Except he never seems to really notice me. We've been friends ever since elementary school. We used to play outside all the time but we got older and just sort of lost touch, so I've sort of have been admiring him from afar for years now. It's amazing but heartbreaking to see him every day.
i send you all my love, you’re such a brave person to love someone since a so long time
What if he's waiting for you.
I don't know you, and I don't mean to intrude Your privacy, but all I'm saying is maybe he's the love of your life
Life is short, don't waste anymore time, ask him out
🙂
Maybe confess to him? Life is too short to wait yk, just go for it and if he doesn’t feel the same way then that’s his loss
i think its better to confess it. Because, confessing is better than just waiting and hurting yourself. I would tell him, at least you will think that u told him your feeling. It is better than nothing. Love u
@@idwiw7358 ya, but the humiliation is even worse if they Reject
You're young & question if soulmates are real? When you met it's like you'd been searching your whole life for him. He is the one and has always been the one. Now you're 42 and alone. You've never felt another love like that. You recall every moment with him so vividly.
It's not a romantic setting. They're sitting at the picnic tables where everyone eats at summer camp. Everyone is talking about different things in little groups at each table. It's just a normal sunny day at a summer camp.
But that doesn't matter. What matters is that he's there, sitting across the table and a few seats to her left. He's not talking to her, but that doesn't matter either. It means she can just watch him. Watch his eyebrows raise, his smile, his little micro-expressions. Watch him be kind to people. Watch him interject lighthearted conversations with little pieces of wisdom. Watch him be *him*.
She doesnt need to hug him, or even talk to him. She just needs to see his face. She needs to know he's okay. She needs him to be okay. She gets so anxious when she can't see him.
But she'll never be his. That would be impossible. He'll never know she loves him. He'll never love her the way she loves him. No one could ever love anyone the way she loves him.
But he doesn't have to love her back. He doesn't have to do anything but exist.
He will always be her reason for existing.
And he might not know it, but she will always belong to him.
🥹❤️
This hit home tbh!!
beautiful
feel you:D
why is my love like this he didn't even talk to me,once, but sometimes when talking to one his friends or someone else he looksat me
probably not me but he zones out
i hate having a crush. it makes my brain foggy. and the fog consists of their smile. their kind words. their jokes. their fluffy hair. their warmth. the warmth that has helped me on cold nights, when i was afraid.
but the thing is, it doesn't consist of their voice. or their touch. or their nearness.
because even though I say I talk to them daily, it's only words written and sent on a phone screen.
they're so close, but so far away.
i hate the feeling of having a crush, out of reach.
edit: they have a girlfriend.
The rain hammered impatiently against my window, as I watched her be swirled through the garden by him. My coffee was already cold, but I couldn't care less, as still wasn't as cold as my tears running down my face. He swirled her and they danced in the rain, her gorgeous long hair sticking to her laughing face. At the sight of the sparkle in her eyes, I couldn't help but smile, even if it was bittersweet. I wasn't angry at him. He made her happy in a way i would never be able too. He was everything I wasn't. I was cold and mean, often too harsh to people, selfish and only ever caring about myself. He was sweet and nice, he cared so much for her, how could she not fall for him? And she loved him. God damn it, how much she loved him. When she looked at him, the familiar sting in my chest returned, the jealousy, I was so pathetic. I wasn't a hero. I could never be her hero. Now he carried her inside. I saw the lights light up in the hallway as he walked the stairs up with her in his arms, their shadows the only trace of her happiness and my misery. I shouldn't love her as much as I do, I shouldn't want to close my arms around her and never let her go. I shouldn't be so selfish, seeing how happy she was with someone who wasn't me. But deep inside of me, I knew they weren't meant to be. I knew that it wouldn't last. I knew that she was mine and I was hers, and even if I had to wait for an eternity and a thousand more, for her to finally realise that, I would.
damn my dude. that’s deep.
This was very beautiful and deep. That had me in tears. Thank you so much for sharing this.
This..this broke me 😢😢
Is it okay if I could use this in my book? I'll give credits too :)
That hits hard.. it's so deep it made me cry
She danced ever so gracefully, it was a picturesque moment. Everytime she turned around her floral dress took rounds with her. It looked so beautiful. Her every step matched with the sound of the rain. She had always do that. Dancing with the rain, it was a very special music, to her. I was standing a good distance from the castle, the castle long abundant in the forest. We found that castle, together. She was still the same. Dance was still a part of her and rain, to her, was still a melody. Suddenly stopped, she took a breath and smiled. It was gorgeous. She smiled and laughed and cried and twirled around in joy. She had mastered the step she wanted. She turned around and called out my name, "Ryan! Look, I finally made it!" She was still smiling when suddenly her face had an expression of hurt and sorrow and memories passed through her eyes as well as mine. Because........from this world, I was gone. I was now nothing, but a memory. The sound of rain was a melody and her dance, a part of her.
my sister was finding music to sleep to and I put this on I started to read the comments out loud for her to fall asleep to..as I read this comment I cried thankfully my little sister was asleep so she wouldn’t cry to this as well
@@peariu-iu1lr Thank you! And apologize for making you cry when you all were just about to sleep. Your comments really made my heart flutter! Thank you again.
@Lea Starcher ❤️❤️
@@LunaMiaRegina that was like the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read
The man whom I love is now engaged and he is expecting a baby... Gosh, I don't know how to react or respond to the news, it is just too much for me to process the whole thing and is heartbreaking too. And there I was, standing in the hall to congratulate him, smiling and wishing him nothing but the best. But deep down, my heart was broken into pieces and I want to run away from everything. But I didn't. Later that night, I found myself doing nothing but crying my heart out of my chest while listening to all kinds of sad playlists.
I hope you are better now🤍and I hope one day you find the true love of your life whatever is for us will come to us
He who has the deepest brown eyes, even from this far, I don't fail to recognize the person living beneath his skin. He who contains the beauty of the grace, even from this far, I don't fail to admire the liveliness in his smile or the calm in his chuckles or the movement of his hands or the twitches in his veins. I see all of him yet crave to discover more of him
You never know how to react when he smiles. It’s always some kind of unwilling smile, like it’s happening and he is trying desperately to stop it, like he doesn’t want to admit he’s happy you’re there with him. You make him laugh a lot, even with things that aren’t intended to be funny. Just your mannerisms, the funny little sayings you’ve picked up over the years, it thrills him. You could assume he’s dead during the school year because you never see him. Even though he lives next door, he’s always out of view. But that doesn’t stop your mind from racing when you pass his house. You only ever see him in the summer. Hot wind and cold water. He is your friend, and he is your rival. He used to be. But you stopped trying. Because you had grown to like losing to him. You don’t mind it anymore. You think he deserves to win. He’s always been better than you at everything anyways. Running, racing. Even just walking. Curse those lanky legs. As you walk across the beach together you have to run every couple steps to keep up with him. He makes you laugh a lot too, and you hope your laughter sounds as sweet as his does to you. He gives you a thin-lipped smile when he sees you and you wonder if he thinks about kissing you as much as you think about kissing him. A thought you’ve never had before, despite all the relationships you’ve been in and out of. You’ve been in so many relationships in the time of knowing him, but they all end with a well-written text. The day you spend 12 hours at the beach is filled with warmth and longing. You wonder how he would react if you slid your hands around his waist and your face into the crook of his neck. Or your hand in his hair. Maybe you’ll never know, but I guess we’ll have to see.
Hey y’all! This is my one and only experience with unrequited love. This is a beautiful playlist, and even though I don’t believe in soulmates this makes me feel so- I don’t know- it just makes me feel
Some shit I would say yuck🙄 😞 unrequited love is intense
She sits there as he walks in, smiling as he always does, the smile that brightens a million stars and her heart, but as she’s staring at him it’s breaks her knowing that he’ll never feel the same, never know how she feels, and that he’ll never stare at her the same as she does to him.
(This is a long one, so grab your snacks :))
Looking up from the scattered papers and blaring screen, I decided it'd be best to take a small break from my studies. Four hours had passed since I started anyways, and the throbbing in my mind wasn't going to leave if I continued to stress myself out.
After putting some shoes on and slipping an oversized hoodie over my head, I let my feet lead me out into the open air. It felt nice to say the least-
The fresh air dancing upon my pale skin as the sun prepared itself for its long awaited rest. I had decided on going to a small cafe not too far from my flat, going against my mentally ill mind trying to convince me to get in my car and just go through a drive-through.
The bell rang as I opened the glass door, one of the workers greeting me with a smile. I smiled back, giving a small wave before going to sit at one of the booths. I'd been here many times before, always sitting in the same place, the booth in the far left corner by the window.
I'd never been one to socialize, so of course my introverted ass claimed the seat of which laid somewhat hidden in the corner. I ordered the same drink as always, ice mocha with a few extra shots of espresso to keep me physically and mentally conscious.
Life seemed rather dull now- After I switched to online courses that is. It wasn't like I had many friends, I just.. I guess I missed the adrenaline of not fully knowing what the day had planned for me. Though my mental state was far worse then, something in me still wanted to go back. Back to the infamous "university experience"-
The late night cup noodles. The obnoxious yelling and laughter of sleep-deprived young adults at lunch. Even the scattered dorm parties I'd get dragged to.
My eye sight came back into focus as a familiar laughter filled my ears. Gaze traveling outside, eyes frantically darting around until they fixed on the source of the gentle sound.
On *them.*
More specifically... *her.*
The girl of my dreams. The girl whose heart now belonged to someone other than I.
She had a large smile plastered on her face, cackling loudly as that someone danced down the sidewalk, a goofy grin upon his face as well.
She was the one thing I missed the most. But, sadly, I already got my one chance with her. And I blew it. I fucked it all up. I broke her heart as she broke mine and left. Retreated to my flat, never to see her again.
Yet there she was, standing less than fifty feet away from me, with only a window blocking us from one another.
It felt nice to see her smile again, to hear her laugh. Honestly I wanted to punch myself for being the one who made those sweet features come to an end.
But I guess it was a brief ending, considering she looked like she'd moved on, now happily spending her time with another person. I wanted to know what was going through her mind. Was I still in there? Or had she completely erased me from her life?
I'd never know.
My eyes watched as she turned her head, and my reflexes quickly pulled my hood over my head to conceal my presence. I didn't want to be a burden, the storm on her sunny day.
I observed her in my peripherals, watching as her smile became somewhat sad upon recognising me despite my efforts.
The next thing I did still stuns me to this day-
Slowly, I removed my hood and looked right at her, attempting a weak smile with the bags under my eyes. Her smile faded more, but her eyes lit up, as if she was happy to see me?
I waved like I did to the worker earlier, and gave a smile which could only be read as sorrowful. Unexpectedly, she waved back, smiling before the boy from earlier took notice, grabbing her wrist and yanking her away.
It's alright though.
At least we somewhat said goodbye this time.
All I could wish for now was that she'd be treated with the love I could never afford to give to her.
The love she had once given me.
This was beautiful
@@blur9728 No, it's not a true story haha, but thank you!!
She was laughing enjoying with her friends around the fire in the camp. And I'm in front of her watching her, laughing cute . Her smile was like a sun shining through darkness. She was the only one over all of people . When she caught me staring at her, I was scared and looked away, but I dared to stare at her again , and she was staring at me, we were staring at each other. She smiled and took her guitar and played a beautiful heavenly song, looking at me , only for me she was playing for me , she was staring with a warm smile . My heart beat fast. Everyone was silent and looking at we, whispering , giggling. We didn't care. We looked at each other and listened the beautiful song.
I loved the look in her eyes when she thinks of the ocean. She was a beach girl stolen from the shore, all fading freckles and darkening hair. Her smile was just as bright as the sunlight reflecting endlessly across thrashing waves, her laugh as gentle and welcoming as the gulls on the salty sea breeze. She was a breath of fresh ocean air, always waiting patiently when the summer came. Just…waiting. For me or someone else I’ll never know. Every tide retreats eventually, after all.
This is beautiful...
@@asihpurnama6171I’d forgotten about this, actually - thank you!
@@sleepincarnate2988 you're welcome! ♡
After months of travel abroad, I was finally going to see him again. I stood by the railing, watching as the port grew closer, as the village got nearer. I made sure to wear my finest gown, just for him. "When you come back, I'm going to marry you," he told me, and I felt giddy just thinking about it. The salty mist sprayed my cheeks. I could see the group of people waiting for the ship to anchor. And there he was. I had seen his face a million times, and he still made my knees weak. I waved, but he did not see me. I shouted, but he did not hear me. Then I saw her, gorgeous and dressed in the smoothest silk. He kissed her. All hopes and dreams I dreamt of with him had vanished in a second. She looked happy. The way I used to look. I felt sick to my stomach, and not from the travel. When I got off the ship, he saw me. The love that I once saw in his eyes was gone. He approached, his head held low, like speaking to me was a chore.
"You told me you would wait for me," I whisper.
He tried to hold my hand, but I pulled away. "I'm so sorry. Please believe me. I- I want to be happy with you. But right now, I'm happy with her."
Im crying so hard 😭😭
This is is so sad 😭
WAIT WE NEED MOREEEE
I feel so bad for you.😢😢😢😢😢😢
i know where this was going😭😭😭😭😭😭
its been about 6 months since we stopped talking. I miss her every day that goes by, but its not that it hurts. missing her is simply just there. you know, I wished for us to be forever, but forever did not exist for us. this universe was cruel enough to split us in two. so perhaps, in another universe, well find each other and well have pets, maybe even kids and well go grocery shopping together. well buy just whatever we want and no one will stop us, because love is love, even between two girls.
everything is manageable when I'm doing something, not easy, but manageable. when I'm busy I try not to think too much because it always all comes back to you. when people are around I can get lost in the meaninglessness of words for a while. I try not to know if it was you I was talking to again, it would mean everything. its when I'm alone you consume me my mind. the you in my mind used to be like a summer breeze; warm, refreshing, but stifling and almost overwhelming in its presence. now, you are like fall in my mind; familiarly cold, almost comforting but never loving when it embraces.
I love you, I only wish you could love me back.
We were in the same class for 2 years but I only noticed him 6 months after joining that too because my friends said he looks at me a lot when I am not aware…. My grandma had just passed away and the stress of studies was still all time high I didn’t even get proper time to grieve her death, the teachers around me were strict and toxic and the only good thing I had during those times was him, his sweet smiles and the intense eye contacts… we never really talked much but always always made eye contact and each one left me near breathless, I realised I was in love with him after seeing the effort he put in being noticed by me I had been in love before and put the same effort only to be ignored over and over again. I know he was my person maybe it just wasn’t right timing now it’s been almost 3 years and I am healed but somewhere in my story he’s the reason I went on. It doesn’t matter if he loved me or not he was the best thing to happen to me. And a part of me will always love him.
What happened! Didn't he confessed to you? Did u ever talked to him
@@pint.2023 hey! oh yeah we did talk here and there like friends and no he didn’t confess
@@crazyformyself6752 oh! I'm sorry to hear that. Wish u guys were together 💞. Some stories are like that.. but don't know why it was soooo beautiful if it's not meant to be forever!!
Admiring them from afar bcs you know you can't be with them ✋.
Whoever is reading this even tho I'm a stranger... I love you, and you're amazing! You're doing great things! so keep going and keep thriving and working to the stars. But if you're tired take a rest, it's alright. Lot's of hugs and kisses *- ❤️✨❤️ stranger*
Thank you
Thanks!
Thanks!! Have a nice life out there .
If you love someone go ahead and tell them how you feel..otherwise then be brave enough to watch them be loved by someone else
*Don't wait till its too late* ❤
....Watching him loving and loved by someone .
Too late!
Done it, got the t-shirt - seven years ago now.
Although we weren't meant for eachother but I was sure about one thing, how much I loved him. Because I was so glad to meet a person like him, laying eyes on him was the best thing ever even thru the hard and difficult times I've always and still want him to be happy. I saw him as a good person, even with all his flaws those were what made him so special to me. He is someone I could call home better than a place or something I owned. He was always my first choice. I would rather fix things with him over and over then start all over again. I will always show him the love and attention he needs. No matter how much arguments we had I will always still love him the same way and I wish he did the same. I never thought I'd experience this type of love with him. He is an amazing person to me I never felt this way towards anyone else and Idk what I'm really doing at this moment trying to realize that were over, I'm so lost. I appreciated him more than he thought. He at some point showed me love and and happiness that I've never thought of and that nobody has done and I tried my best to do the same but it wasn't enough for him.The memories we've made are unforgettable and I wanted to keep making
completed me, I'm a whole different person. I sometimes thought how life would've been if I never met you, and I got my answer.. it feels like hell. You've changed my life in so many ways I can't even explain. I'll always be so grateful for you and for all the memories that we've had and for coming into my life and changing the person I am today. You made me believe in love again after my first breakup and I've forgotten all the pain I've went through ever since I met you. You're my happiness I truly felt the happiest with you. I will always be there for you when you need me to even though we don't talk anymore, I care about you so much and always will. You've made me feel so special, and I loved every moment that I've spent with you. getting a text from you always made my heart beat 2x faster. Love you 4ever
A&M
22.01.23 💔
Its true music can "HEAL"🥺❤️
I left here this comment so you will come back for the medicine that you left here! xD
There’s never a day where she doesn’t cross my mind.
It’s weird how the universe works isn’t it. I can see her from across the street, hugging her arms around her figure, a solemn expression painted on her fairy like features. I imagine feeling her in my bones like the way I used to. Droplets of rain is music in the background for our ears. I think of our past together memories playing again and agin in my mind still can’t believing I’m seeing her again. But I foolishly want more, I foolishly want HER desperately despite knowing I will never even be close to deserving a strand of her hair. It’s weird how they universe works isn’t it. It’s so infinite but it seems nothing compared to the five feet between us. Five feet I will never dare to cross for her own sanity and mine
He is like an art
An art which could be always appreciated but isn't
Someone who always make me feel something
Like the fog touching the grass but you cant see it
Someone who has always been in the dark but shines brighter than the sun
Always making me cry not because he doesn't love me
Its because he thinks he doesn't deserve me
The only person on the earth that reminds me of my kanha
Krishna would never made his love cry. So leave him, your kanha doesn't wanna see you suffer anymore. He has better plans for you
The first time we crossed path, I knew this was the universe aligning our completely different worlds. Nights and days I wished she would notice me again, nights and days I prayed she would talk to me and she did. Then she was in a phase, she had been through heartbreak and sorrows which made her fear love; you were incapable of love so I gave you your space and my love you still need time to heal from every thing you suffered. Then you traveled across the seas and we finally met, the feelings I did not know I had it in me anymore came up. There you were, the most beautiful human being to ever exist, the way you smiled at my stupid stories, the way you appreciated my wisdom. It may seem small to the world, but for me, your gestures meant the world and I just hopelessly fell deeper in love with you. I gave you my words to wait endlessly and wait I shall, for I am meant to belong with you and only you.
I wrote 22 poems for her in a sick fever to express how I felt in my joy and in my sadness.
All from 5 minutes of seeing each other but hours and hours of knowing each other so completely. How can you work so hard, fight every struggle with full honor, dutiful follow duty the whole time and break it for her, stress for a plan, be quick on my feet as all around me crumbles in chaos, that day to only be met with a single hug and fail to do the one part of the day that mattered most to you, to sit down and talk to her for the last time before she is gone for good.
17:45 made me remember it all over again. it's been so long that I wonder if I even cross your mind. you're printed in mine and I don't know if I want to forget you when its all I have left
I feel my 13-year-old self is still in love with that 8th -B-boy, but my 21-year-old self loves herself the most. Love is an experience. Life is a journey. In this journey, you will experience it many times, but what will remain constant is you. There is no such thing as one forever love. God has given your heart to experience love and in this journey, you can be in love many times. What is most important is to love yourself the most before you love someone else. You are important. You are meant to be loved. Don't wait for someone else to come and love you, despite the fact you can love your own self. You are queen, my love. Man will come and go and you will stay constant.
She's there standing on the balcony with a warm coffee in her hand reminiscing all the bygones that once used to feel right. It's been 7 years since she saw him for the last time, a figure that looks so much like him is walking towards her, he still got that same longing eyes and those infinite smiles he used to have when they were together. But now his hands belong to somebody else, the arms that used to be her comfort place find its perfect fit, it was all meant to happen. She could now only look at him with yearning eyes, those eyes that used to be filled with affection. Love turned into lust in an instant of time but she's happy that he's living his best life with someone he deserves. That figure is not his look-alike but it's him.🌺
been years now since you left , yet my heart still craves that beautiful smile , gazing at the stars to find it somewhere .
I miss you. I miss your hugs, your touch, your voice, every single thing about you I miss. I miss us. The way things were before was more than I deserved with you, but at the same time not enough. And when I say enough, I mean not enough time. When I was with you I can clearly see a future, our future. I saw you graduating then me next. Moving in together, get engaged, get married in a church because I converted for you. Having our children. And I knew and saw all of that at the age of 16. Crazy isn’t it? How you can make me feel this way? How I am able to see at of this in such a short time? Is this what love is? Is this love when it has finally consumed you. When love finally found you, even so young. But I will never truly know now, at least not with you. But maybe some day I will know.
Beautiful comments to read while listening to this
I just wanted to write my heart out here.
So, I like you - I really really do though it hasn't been too long that I've known you but I have always been a sucker for love and your kind desposition, your quirkiness - made me fall so hard. I don't even know you that well yet, but I knew I was falling from the moment we met. But I had to end it all, because you see I am shit scared of you seeing my flaws and finding me unworthy. You are admirable, you're my senior, I look up to you always - I have put you on a pedestral and you truly deserve to be there for there is no one like you but I am ordinary, so ordinary and can't give you the grand life you dream of, maybe only a part of the grand love that you deserve. You are going to go away anyway - your dreams are waiting for you in another continent. So, I had to go away first and I couldn't tell you the reason. You were patient with me even though you knew I was pushing you away and that only made it hurt worse. But know that should you come looking for me ever in the future, a better version of me will be waiting for you. For now, I will keep caring for you from a distance while I work on myself, and be worthy enough of you, of us. I am sorry I couldn't explain to you everything in person. See you, Doctor.
Bro, this is so sad, and idk why but I relate so much with u... 😢
There he is. Just standing in front of a big tree, looking gorgeous, just the way he always is. And, even if I try, i can't take my eyes away from him. His eyes, just as peaceful as i always wish too see; his smile, just as big as i always wish; him, just as happy and calm with himself as i always wish. I can't ask for more, because seeing him in the way he always wanted is the most important gift that God bless me with. I don't know how long i stand my eyes on his way, but he turn his own and see me; i don't know what to do, he is just seeing me with a little shine in his eyes i always wished to see. I don't expect, i'll never expect at he smailling at me and running on my way to hug me just as hard as he can, hiding his face on my neck and breathing peacefully; but, he did it. Now, I'm felling the happiness i always wish for my self; know, I'm just hugging him so hard and begging the world to keep us in this way forever. I cry, he cry, and it is the most beautiful moment in my life.
I feel a look behind me, i don't know who is this, but i don't care. I'm happy after all, with the love of my life. To the end of the times, i will always chose him.
00:00 - 4:34 Where's my love
SMYL
4:34 - 12:14 To build a home
The cinematic orchestra
12:14 - 17:02 1 love you
Billie Eilish
17:02 - 23:03 Saturn
Sleeping At Last
tnx
‘Senior’; I love the look on his face when I call him that. Today too, I ask for his help with the translation of a Greek passage. He gently puts down his quill as he takes the book from my hand and begins to look through it. I get lost in my own observations as he works; his little head tilts when he got stuck, his furrowed eyebrows as he concentrated and pursed lips whenever he made a mistake and had to scratch it out. I was never good at art, but I could always draw him in my mind. His forever pushed back hair, thick eyebrows, sharp nose, big lips and a neutral jawline. Overall he had an earthy look that I could never get over.
Once again, I am brought out of my thoughts by the extended scratch of his quill; he was done.
‘So, is there any paragraph you are still having difficulty with?’
I quickly look through before he catches on I was never paying attention to begin with; I inquire about a few more lines before thanking him and returning to my place. You might have guessed it already, but I am not as bad at Greek as I let on. I always hide my Greek test scores from him in case he catches on. My friends don’t understand why I do what I do. Why not just go for it? Because I like it this way.
What? Can’t a girl be a little greedy? Besides, my little pretense of being dumber than I actually am isn’t hurting anyone and especially not him.
Him though, he was the finest guy I’d ever seen… okay, no of course he wasn’t. He was nowhere close to perfection. It was obviously visible in my eyes too and yet I felt drawn to him for some indistinct reason. He was certainly not a bad person but even if he was I know I’d still hover around him. Perhaps hover around him and try to drag him away from every wrong thing he itched to do. I just know that’s be it. That I’d be blaming the heavens for not letting me meet him earlier, before this toxic person. That I should’ve been there to drag him away. I just know nothing much would’ve changed even if he was a different person.
He spent a lot of time doing Calculus. He would gladly take on problems of others and try to solve them himself and would visit the library to borrow certain books in case it was something he hadn’t come across yet. I was starting to get jealous of Calculus. Every time he got stuck on a problem I couldn’t help but get to the library earlier, fish out the book and bookmark the certain page before leaving quickly so he couldn’t catch on.
I had already taken Calculus last year and passed with a good enough score but when I saw him as the Calculus Professor’s assistant this year I couldn’t help but enroll myself in again. This of course gave me more excuses; inquiring him about every slightly complicated looking thing. It’s a miracle when the Professor makes no comments about me not strutting to the front of the class every time she asks a student to solve something and only throws a few raised eyebrows my way every now and then when I ask him questions.
It takes until the very last class right before the midterm for her to tell me to stay back after class hours. ‘Samuel huh?’
I raise my eyes to meet hers and am greeted by an unknown glint in them, an almost knowing look. I manage out a ‘Yeah’ before she nods curtly and turns at her heels not before pausing to put a hand on my shoulder; ‘As long as you make sure to excel at your exams’ before walking away briskly.
I am left standing bewildered as I begin to take in what just happened. So far I’ve only been able to keep up with my façade of being a junior only because she stayed quiet about me, not to like brag or anything but I was her assistant last year and besides it wouldn’t hurt to actually appear for the exams again.
Except it did, just a little though. I sat there staring at that 2 mark question itching to solve it even as I could already solve it in my head and just needed to write it down. I am not used to this at all; holding back at the slightest. Instead I find myself cracking my knuckles as the paper is taken away.
I met him right outside, observing the question paper: how typical I think to myself.
From his relaxed eyebrows alone I could tell he did well. I walk away satisfied.
I was right. He came first by two marks. Lord, we would’ve been tied and he would’ve stopped giving me lessons. After catching up he asked me where I messed up. I thought I saw something flash in his eyes as I answered but then it was gone as soon as it came.
A strange thing started to occur as I studied by myself in the library for my thesis that I had to submit by the end of the year. I’d get up for a moment or so to fetch something and come back to a steaming cup of coffee with no one around; I mostly studied around dawn.
I first thought of not accepting them but then it reminded me of my little thing for Samuel and I ended up drinking them. I was never a big coffee enthusiast but I soon started taking a liking to the creamy and rich texture.
Few days later a printed message appeared on the cup sleeve : I don’t know how else to help.
I left the cup sleeve on the desk that day with a mini smiley scrawled at a corner.
Meanwhile things were still the same with Samuel but it was finally starting to take a toll on me. By the time I arrived for the fifty minute lecture I’d be sleep deprived, too sleep deprived to ask him anything barely taking in my surroundings.
Then on a random day he tugged my sleeve to stop me after class. I could barely keep my eyelids open as I looked at him with confusion. He quietly handed coffee in a thermal cup. I wordlessly took it with a nod of appreciation as. Upon taking I sip I nodded the sticky note with a printed message: ‘Can you let me take it from here?’
I stare at it for a moment and then at him still at my side. Realization sinks in a second late. I quietly look at him as he lifts his hand slowly holding onto something small. It’s a bunch of small plastic bookmarks with smiley faces on them. They look like the ones I used-
God I’ve been stupid. I reach for them but he raises his hand above my reach. ‘Also the question you left was the topic you always asked me to explain. Senior, could you answer my question now?’
I am quite taken aback by that one word and I’m sure it shows even though I try not to. I quietly takeout a pen, scribble something on the cup sleeve, separate it and give it back to him before turning to walk away from him to finish the rest of my coffee.
I haven’t gone far but I am called from behind; ‘Senior’
I get chills at that. I turn to Samuel, no I turn to a smiling Samuel holding the cup sleeve with an identical smiley on it next to his text.
Nah, I think to myself as I take in all of him. He’s too pretty to be compared to my scrawls.
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okay so when am i getting a proper published story?
make it into a proper novel please it was so sweet, and i want to read more about samuel and this girl. please:)
Awww I fell so in love with this story ✨ I wish you guys the best of luck if this is a true story such a cute love story
@@tafkila3756 I think they are gay or? I’m confused 🥲
You have to make this a book 😩
WE NEED THIS BOOKKKKKK
Don’t worry, this pain you’re feeling is temporary. Close your eyes and remember that tomorrow is a new day, a fresh start. Take deep breaths, you’re gonna be alright, I promise 💞
It’s been 2 years 1 month and 2 days when will it end?
Perfect playlist for crying in your bed while staring at ceiling
I met her when I shouldn't have. But then I realized there couln'bt be a better time. She gave me a hope that lasted until we split. We never kissed or hugged each other, let alone holding our hands. But we knew we were more than that, we were consumed in the moments and gazed at each other, though with fear and anticipation of separation. We were friends and it meant "more than lovers" for us. Now, it has been half a year since I took the last glance at her when she was walking away heading towards home. We take so many things for granted while we have them, but then appreciate when they're gone. Then it means, to taste the sweetest of momentsyou have to let them go realizing that they will never happen again.
He looked blue... the prettiest shade of blue....staring at the day sky... with bubbly clouds...and i could not look away.......still its blue, maybe bluer then ever...
There in the middle of the street, two old friends meet again. His eyes locked to her gaze. It's been years since the last time they've seen each other but her presence and his presence is enough to put a smile on their faces until they are closer with each other and said to each other "hey.. it's been a long time" "how are you?". The moment felt like those years that had passed. That was all they need. A moment to say hi and ends with bye because they both know they couldn't go back to what they used to be. The moment was just to reminisce the good old times and that was enough for them. They are each others greatest love nothing more, nothing less. More than friends, less than lovers.
So there was this boy in my class whom i had always disliked until we started becoming friends Because of other friends we had in common, he and i started becoming best friends and all of a sudden i started crushing on him. December 13th 2022. Thats the day i realized i started liking him. January 10th 2023 i told my friends about him and my crush of course. I started talking about him a lot without realizing it, my parents heard a lot about him, team mates at football practice told me to shut up since i talked too much about him, my coaches assumed he was my bf, my teachers heard lies about me and him and asked other students if we were together and they would always say “I don’t know their complicated, they’re best friends but, they look so in love.” And then word got out to the seniors and they wouldn’t shut up either. A lot of people shipped us and I would act annoyed at the fact they were shipping me and my best friend of 2 years! And he would also look annoyed when people told him to get together with me. But in reality he really wanted to get together with me but didn’t know how. 27th February I realized that I had fallen in love with him and that I was suddenly happier than what I was before I started crushing on him He would always want to sit beside me, be near me, look at me or talk to me everyday. 24th of March we had a fight. A big one. He told me over anger that he liked me but I was too much of a b*tch for him and that he could never be together with someone as rude as me. I told him that I liked him too and I can’t believe I did because it sounds so stupid. After that everything went back to normal, just that no one shipped us, I stopped talking about him and he stopped talking about me. We went back to being best friends but stronger. But my feelings didn’t stop there no, they just hid for a while and apparently so did his. 28th June 2023 I had a breakdown and sent him a paragraph about how grateful I am for him being my friend and that I was sorry for the way I was, 29th June 2023 8:30 pm he replied saying “I don’t know what to say..” and I said was the start weird or cringe? “No it wasn’t it was quite nice” oh ok.
3 hours later he sent me a message “So I know this might come as a surprise but I have had feelings for you for a while and I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend.” I didn’t reply since I was asleep but 30th June 2023 morning I replied shocked “do you actually mean it.” He said “yes…” I said “then I’ll gladly be your girlfriend” and he replied “YESS ive been waiting for a while now to ask you that” “oh trust me I know” that’s when it happened. The guy I had been crushing on for 6 months was finally my boyfriend and I had never been happier. We didn’t see eachother over summer break since he was often at his camping site and I was home with my mom and dad. I had been crying a lot since I had been overthinking a lot since he wasn’t answering my texts or anything so you can say I was worried that he might have found another girl. But he hadn’t he only had his eyes out for me and me only. August 12th 2023 he asked me if I wanted to hang out and I said yes. It might sound weird but we met at our school and played football in the small football field we had at our school. I enjoyed it a lot since I was playing my favorite sport with my favorite person. Afterwards we went to our local shop just talking in general with no worries at all, I was walking beside the cars on the sidewalk so he was protected by the cars. I was talking and didn’t notice that he had stopped until he came on my left side where the cars were I asked him what was that for and he said “well I just didn’t like you being by the cars so now I’m here” that was the first time someone had done that to me since I always do it on others so that they would be protected. We went to our local shop and bought drinks since it was hot outside. He bought Pepsi and I bought Fanta exotic. We started walking again and talking when he stopped, and I stopped talking thinking I was annoying him by talking too much but no that wasn’t the case. He just took the loudest burp and making us both laugh (I know it might sound weird but memories are memories) we went to his place and sat on his sofa watching Friday the 13th laughing because of the ways those people got killed by Micheal Myers. Then I had to go home but, I had lied to my parents about being with my friends and not my boyfriend so when they called me I asked him to shut up so my mom couldn’t hear that I was with him and she was on speakerphone so he could hear her too. Then my mom said bye and I said bye but I hadn’t hung up but he didn’t know that so he started talking and my mom heard a guys voice and she started laughing saying “ohh are you with your boyfriend” and I hung up knowing my mom is gonna laugh about it since she thought it was cute. Me and him laughed about it and went back to watching the movie until my mom called me saying I had to go outside. I told him goodbye and that we’d talk later which we did. Summer break ended and school was back but we didn’t talk as much but that was alright, then we started talking more and more and then there was an upcoming party, a halloween party. I was excited because I was gonna be Luigi and my best friend Mario since me and her were and still are a duo. We arrived at the party and everything was like normal. Until he came up to me and asked if we could talk. Since he had been my best friend for 2 years I could sense that something was wrong and that this talk was somewhat serious. We went up some stairs and he leaned against a wall and he started talking “so uhm.. I feel like we don’t fit anymore and that people around us don’t respect our relationship anymore and I’m sorry.. I hope we can still be friends tho” I said “ok!” With a smile I smiled to him knowing that will be the last loving smile I would ever give him. A girl that saw this came over to me after he left and comforted me even tho I wasn’t crying, I was just shocked because he had been acting so loving to me at school before the party. 27th October 2023 everything was gone. My boyfriend, and my excitement for school in the mornings and on Sundays now I don’t want to wake up to go to school, I just want to stay in bed all day doing nothing. The whole weekend I cried over him. On Monday I went to school like nothing had happened the only thing I didn’t understand was why he was acting so normal, but I was acting normal too so no one would suspect all those tears I had wasted on him. But now I don’t understand anything anymore, he always wants to talk to me, he looks at me in every class we have together, and he is always onto me. But oh well.
There she was. Right in front of me, three steps away but yet I stop myself from walking over. She looked like a saint that had just fallen from heaven. She looked so joyous, showing her beautiful smile that made the birds sing. She was so gracious from the top of her bamboo hat to the bottom of her worn boots. I see her walking with him. I felt jealous but also happy. I was jealous because I wished that boy was me and that I would get to hold her lovely hand and hug her dainty body. But I am also happy, because it shows that she moved on. I want to move on, but it's hard. She was one of the first things that made me happy and grateful to be alive. Now I hope she can do that with anyone that was as lucky as me to be able to cup her cheek, laugh with her, cry with her and talk with her.
I wanna get closer to them, but they were always so far. So close yet so far... can’t be any more real then the actual distance I was from them almost everyday in almost every way.
genuinely, one of the best playlists i've ever heard. everything flows so nicely.
I met this girl in class she's the most wonderful person i ever met,we became close in just a short amount of time,I miss her so much
I fell in love with her. My best friend. She was my light in the darkness. She was my laughter when I wanted to cry. She was my oxygen when I needed to breath and my escape when I wanted to run. She was my everything and I always knew I wasn’t hers. That while she was my world, I was just a star in hers. It hurt but I was okay with it, as long as I was the brightest star. The sun. I was okay as long I was the sun. As long as I was the one that brightened her days. As long as I was the one who made her feel warm inside. As long as she looked at me on a sunny day, and looked for me on rainy ones. But I wasn’t… and I didn’t realise I wasn’t okay with that until it was too late.
I still love her.
I knew it back then. I still know it now. The day after tomorrow, I will still be able to know it. I know he is that love. That love you can't find easily. The love that looks shallow to people's eyes but deep on my own. In time, he found me and I found him. There was no time that would assure us our forever, but because of love I am willing to risk the uncertainty to his warmth. He is not by my side now, yet he still lives in me. We were part of each others lives. We were a history to each other. Our love grown in us and healed us. We may have our own path to take, but I will carry that love which had found but left me, though broke me but still made me. He is the love that may have gone by but stayed deep in my heart.
I have an obsession with this boy. It’s not the type of obsession I’ve ever had. He makes me smile and yet there’s a twisting feeling inside. I see him on campus now and then. I noticed him immediately but I didn’t get to know him until a few weeks after when we talked after class with a group of friends. He seems so innocent, so carefree. He’s not the type I usually get attracted to. But yet when I went home that day I couldn’t get this feeling out of me and ever since I don’t see him the same way.
I’ve fallen in love before but this?
When I found out he was olde than me I cried. Suddenly everything around me collapsed. The idea that he probably doesn’t even look at me seemed to have taken a huge impact now. Why would he care for a younger girl? Of course, it’s not that big a difference, but it made me feel more distant from him.
I’ve distanced myself from the world until I see him again. I needed my space to know what it is that I’m feeling. Is it really a feeling or an idea I created in my head?
But then, when my head was all quiet, and my heart could breathe, and the music intoxicated me as I sat alone on the train, alone from anyone I knew and one with the strange unity you feel when you look out the to world surrounded by strangers, I knew.
That feeling was real.
But I can’t do anything about it because I’ve felt what it’s like to feel rejected before, and now what I really need is someone who wants me.
So no matter how much I wonder whether or not he sees me or even has the slightest idea what my feelings are, I won’t run after or away the way I used to. I’ve changed.
Seeing you look at him the way you should’ve looked at me. It made me happy for you but it utterly broke me.
I have this crush who i always admire, he's populair, funny, kind and fun to hang around with. He has the prettiest brown hair and eyes, and the cutest smile with dimples that i've ever seen. I'm usually an extrovert, but i'm really awkward aswell, i really want to tell him how much i love him, but i know he won't love me as much as i love him. That's why i've decided to stay on the background admiring him, until i'm prepared enough to atleast ask. Tho for now, seeing his face is enough, i want to see him smile and laugh. Even if i'm having a horrible day, seeing him be okay is enough to make me happy.
Sometimes I wonder if love is really worth It, every time I fell in love I ended up broken and It took me a long time to heal. Nowadays I don't think I can feel things the way I used to, It all feels shallow to me, I think my heart turned into a stone and It's gonna take a while to be back as It was, if that ever happens...
Believe in the possibility
I thought I am the only person going through this in the world. Nice to read all the comments.
8 years ago for the very first time I saw him. Standing infront of me. Smiling perfectly. In that exact moment I have fallen for him. For the first time I have fallen in love with someone. And for the last time as well. I wish I could tell him...tell him how much he is perfect to my eyes , how much his every little thing matters to me. I wish I could tell him about the peace I feel whenever I saw him. I wish I could tell him how beautiful his eyes are. I wish I could tell him how much I love him.
It's been 3 years since I saw him for the last time. I don't know whether I get to see him again or not. But I just hope that he is doing okay. He deserves every happiness in this world. May be in this life you are not meant to be mine. But it's ok. We will meet again.
For whoever reads this, I want to say that no matter what, if you love someone you just tell them. Life is too short for regrets ❤️
I've just lost the love of my life for ever.
There won't be anybody better than him.
I am doing thins because I love him so much, but it hurts as hell.
I can't get over the comments. The love stories here add an extra layer of beauty and influence to the playlist.
He made me realise what I was worth and how people should actually be treating me. And now he’s 10 thousand kilometres across the world
maybe he's the one, maybe he's not. but God knows what its about him that i know I've never seen in a guy before nor will i ever in the future. im being forced to leave the college, the one place where we both can admire each other from afar, but my heart isn't ready to lose him once again. im not ready to let go of him..
i miss who i thought i had .
they were beautiful
they treated me so well
they were hilarious
always got us in trouble for talking and laughing
they weren’t the smartest
but that just added to it
they were just there all the time
included me when nobody else would
brought me out of my shell every moment they could
i miss them
but i know i’ll never see them again
i really wish i still had them
that they didn’t leave forever
i know i wouldn’t have turned out this way
i probably would’ve been a better person with them around
i just miss them so much
There I was at the place we used to go to escape. The best view, you could see the entire city from here. The sun began to set as I stood and reminisced on the days where we would sit and just watch the sunset not saying a single thing. As the vibrant colours began to appear in the sky, a voice I hadn't heard for 5 years. "after all this time" the voice said. I turned and saw her face, a single tear drop falling down her cheek, the blonde hair waving in the slight breeze. I responded "after all this time". The world had stopped as she looked at me and smiled that same loving smile she did all those years ago.
There was a boy who once was able to handle so much pain, He was always the one who would take on everyones problems and fix them, no matter how difficult it was or how long it took. He was always the one who everyone went to no matter the situation. That boy was used again and again and again yet he still manages to get up and smile even tho he is broken and beaten inside. He gets up cause he knows no matter what he NEEDS to help others or he will feel like he failed.
I am that boy, I am that broken soul, I am that boy who gets up and continues even tho I am broken cause i live by the saying of " god has allowed me to live another day and imma make it EVERYONES problem and annoy them" so I am here to say if you are broken and beaten then keep your hands and head up and get back on your feet the fight ain't over nor is it going to get easier so.....show everyone no matter how strong their punch, kick, slap, insults, no matter what they do it wont keep you on your knees and you WILL get back up
His smile is the most beautiful thing in this world to me. Whenever I want to feel happy or like I belong I just think about him smiling, laughing, being happy... And that makes me happy, until I remember he's not here. He has never been...
I was like the seashells in the sand, crushed by the waves
Singing softly during pray
The cries screaming in my voice
The mellow sound of silence
She was there miss unpopular in the crowd of stars
Lost and found, she was the lost.
I picked her up like the flowers when the fluff of the sky covered the sunsets while the depression of the clouds poured onto our broken skin.
The kitchen, I saw
The kitchen is where it started
Her paper like skin, she was playing with her breath. Poking it because of the demons who played her like the puppet. I reached out feeling only the numbness of the world. But she left too, oh dear best friend. Best friend. Although, she broke me. Not even the sound of her comfort on the edge of the cliff where only a soaring eagle such as her could save you, our laughers from the inside and all that made me feel like the perfect circle. She left. No silly words or explainations she left. Then I escaped to a land, I reached my hand out from the storm grabbing onto my torn legs. And it was grabbed by a sense of wholeness. Like the sun on a rainy day, like the birds singing in the morning. They looked me in the depths of oceans my eyes had carried for so long. I looked into theirs and I saw the warmness of a Christmas hug. That was it, I was alive and I was free and I was saved. It was they who made me breath when I was saving others. So thank you to the stealers who never stole anything but the machine that kept my blood running. My heart.
I'm choking this is so good
you were my first heartbreak and perhaps maybe my last love too. After you, i couldn't fall in love with anyone again and it may sounds romantic but honestly I'm starting to think I'll never have feelings for someone else again. Even though we were young.. too young to realize what that feeling was.. you will always have a place in my heart, even if that place is shrinking every day. I did watch you from afar, never trying to reach out to you once, but in the end I did it anyway. And to my surprise, you were welcoming me and for a little while I hoped that we could form a connection again after no contact for several years. Maybe fate is cruel and it will always let us meet again but never be something again. I know we are just not meant to be. I know I deserve better. Perhaps time does heal wounds because when I saw you in that restaurant I didn't recognize you at first but something just kept pulling my attention towards you. I did feel somehow happy and excited to see you again, but the feelings long gone. How crazy is that? You were once my entire world now you are just a stranger I hardly recognize. Lately you suddenly crossed my mind and I just wanted to write this to you and finally let it all in the past, where it belongs.
“You are stronger than most people can comprehend” -ML. Listen all I know is that as long as we are both together, nothing keeps us apart for long. I love you.
Oh I love him.
The way he grin when things go his way,
the way he laughs when he is with his friends and sister,
the way he makes me feel whenever he looks at me,
the way he gazes over my features in so much joy when something occurs,
the way he softly whispers my name as he walks past me,
the way he makes me feel acknowledged.
He looks at me with so much emotions in his eyes that sometimes I doubt he is looking at me,I like him but he won't ever be mine.
I hope he doesn't forget about me
This WAS my favorite playlist and I’ve listened to it every night going to sleep but I guess today they added a ton of commercials all throughout the video so I was startled out of my sleep cause of stupid adds that were never there before today. Super upsetting
they dont have ads anymore thankfully
a google extension which blocks all ads is ublock origin, never need to worry about ads on my laptop from youtube ever
Yeah thats rly annoying! :/ Now that I left this comment here you can find your way back here and listen to these songs during the day! xD
I can't stop smiling at his text. It's been at least over a minute. Okay, get it together.
These were all things I told myself as I began to fall in love with a man I'd never met in person. He was none other than my best friend, the other half to my whole. Five years had gone by, yet now suddenly I'm having all these feelings. I don't understand. I know he doesn't want me. I suppose I'll admire from afar: that's all I can do. I'm not what he wants romantically.
He is someone I can't have . At first I never noticed him , I knew all of his friends but never saw him and when I got to know him , when i started to fall for him , when he somehow became my comfort zone where i can cry and tell all of my problems , she fall for him too . In future if he ever comes to me and wants me to be his I can't be, even if I wanted the same .
I met my husband a little over seven years ago. We've been through so much. Now more than ever, I realize he truly is my best friend. If soul mates are real, he's that. Or, we're made of the same stuff? Whatever you want to call it.
I had fear of losing him when he had covid, and I can't imagine what I would do. I can't. It breaks me, even as he sleeps soundly next to me.
He is the love of my life. I will do whatever I can to make sure we'll be together until we're much more wrinkled and grey.
his mystical, crystalline eyes stare into me as I talk to my friends, He just sits there staring like a hawk.
Why I don't know myself.
but i Like it when he watches me, I feel a euphoria that flows over me ridding me of the day's stress.
His laugh can possibly shake the earth one day so enchanting yet so Powerful.
His smile can possibly one day kill me, his enlightening eyes that glow up when he laughs.
I sit there half-focusing on my conversation as he gazes I don't know if it is me or another person but just seeing him so concentrated make's me confused
Does he like me ?
or
does he not?
One of his friends complimented me and he didn't answer does that mean he doesn't like me back
yet my friends always joke about me and him together in the future and that gives me hope,
can he love me back can he find my imperfections as my perfections?
the way he looks so lonely sometimes saddens me
but the way he looks so happy with his friends and enlightens me enough to make me beam yet I don't show it
Him just being him
or
His existence itself can make me happy
just making sure he is okay makes me happy
him
just him
makes me the happiest person in this world
that's is why I love him his existence his imperfections he flwas his eyes his hair everything, I love him he is my universe yet he doesnt even know me
reading this comment section is the least lonely moment i had since i fell for her
How can you feel such a huge loss of something that you never had?
How can something feel so incredibly right that never happened?
How can something feel so real that never existed?
There she was right in front of me. Smiling and laughing, and talking to my best friend. He didn't betray me. I betrayed myself by hiding the love that was in my heart for her. 😭💔
It was exactly what I was in a mood for,after having a hard day,whole day having him in front of my eyes but I could only love him with my heart,no words or anything,just admiring from afar while smiling yet wanting to cry so bad,even if I realized all people there hated me for the reason I´m still incapable to find,including him probably.
I come around the corner and there he is. A ray of sunshine, laughing along with his brother as they wait for the light to turn green. He looks good, healthy at ease in his body yet again. I yearn to hear his voice, to hear the vibrations of my name slip through those lips that made so many promises. I take a step to wave, to say hello, just nod in his direction. But against every fibre in my body I remember that even though he was everything good in my life and for many years my reason to live he was also the reason for my most vulnerable moments. He was why some nights I could only choke on my sobs and crawl through my days. I step back and watch from afar. He was the best of me and he was also the worst and ever sense we broke apart I had worked so long and hard to find happiness in myself again. Maybe it was best to leave the past unded that green light.
I have anxiety, and the way your playlist calms me down is amazing... listening everyday by now ♡
Thank you so much
I thought I had known what love was. I thought it was the worst it could get when he spoke her name. But I couldn't have been more wrong. You were supposed to be nothing more than someone to seek comfort in on my lonely nights after my heart had been broken by the one i thout i loved. I can't say when it changed but it did. I grew to miss you more each day you spent away from me. Began to wonder what you were thinking about every night while I lay awake. Everything i thought i knew changed the day you said goodbye. I felt my world crumble around me, and all I could do is stand idoly by. Smiling, cheering you on, and waiting for the day of your return. I feel attached to you, unable to break the ties. I have began to move on but I can never forget. Their touch, their words, their smell, it all reminds me of you. I still haven't found that feeling again. The sense of never want to leave that moment in time. How you could look into my eyes and all I could picture was our future from this day forward and on. I hope one day you'll return. Until then I will re-live our time together in my mind. Who knew I'd find the love of my life at my lowest, seeking only physical comfort and an open ear. If only I had paid more attention to my senses, then maybe I would've realized I was a fool sooner. You will always be my one and only love dear, no matter the distance, no matter the time, no matter the pain. If we don't meet again in this life again, I hope to meet in the next. Patiently waiting for your touch, for your kiss, for our souls to be connected once more.
My love.
In this music there floats a kind of mist suitable for dreams and gentle drifts. A climate of rediscovered peace that we sometimes feel without knowing exactly why during certain summer nights! these artists build a discourse of interiority, of breathing, which knows how to make room for silence🕊
Well written. Well described.
It was night.I was laying in bed,watching the moon and the stars,but before falling asleep,i felt so empty so i started to cry.I missed him so much, that i wanted to die from the pain.I watch him from afar.I know he is my twin.I will wait for him an eternity.
In my heart forever more. Remembrance of you is to my heart's core. I shall never see you more. You took my heart till their is no more. Your heart, your eyes, your soul, your lips will forever be embedded to my core, for you will never be loved more. Till my last breath will I love you forever more......