Linkin Park singer's wife reflects on day he died
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- čas přidán 23. 06. 2018
- Talinda Bennington talks about losing her husband, Chester Bennington, to suicide during CNN's special report "Finding Hope: Battling America's Suicide Crisis." If you or someone you know needs help, call the national suicide hotline: 1-800-273-TALK.
As my stepdad said, “No one cares until you die. When you die people just react. They don’t care until you’re gone.” Last words my stepdad spoke to me
Sorry for your lost
Pro gamer moment 🤘🏼
My dads last words to me were “I’m scared”. He died from COVID. Every single day is a slap in the face, since he passed. It’s not right it’s not fair. He didn’t deserve to die that way.
August Winterman You’re talking out of your ass. Humans protect and love them closest to themselves but they do not care about anybody outside of this group. They tell themselves they do, but they really don’t. Just look how many „care“ about children in Africa starving to death, but how few are actually doing something about it, we have more than enough food for all humans, we just don’t care.
You can’t tell me, you‘d do anything for your bakery owner, gas station attendant etc. They are all part of your life.
Did I Do That Reminds me of „and you’re angry, and you should be, it’s not fair“. My condolences
“Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores it. Told you everything loud and clear, but nobody’s listening.”
That songs so creepy now since he died
R.I.p chester
We listened but that time it was too late.
Was he warning about suicide or the abuse he suffered as a child
ha the song lol. i got that one.
It's crazy how he almost spoke his future in his songs
What song?
"He was at his best before he passed"
Many people report suicide victims being in good spirits right before. Because he had made his decision. He was free because he knew it was almost over. That's how dark it becomes.
It hits u in waves. When u attempt, it's a spur of the moment thing.
After I attempted, I always thought "why did I fucking do that?"
But with depression, it's a disease. It's unpredictable.
As for people saying "they were so happy before."
They're holding the memories they have of the person and holding it under a microscope. Nothing more, sadly.
That’s how it was for me. I got this wonderful high that lasted several days. It was them moment I realized I was in control and there was an end to the pain. I don’t care if it was only pain for another month I had enough, I wasn’t going another day, I called my parents and told my mom my decision , I was so happy and free, It
was an amazing feeling. I used my few day high to do a massive amount of research and diagnosed myself with a very rare dopamine deficiency. And got on the correct medication and I’m past that part of my life now still live every day in pain but it’s livable.
He was murdered
@@Ah_Yoteget the fuck out of here. That's so disrespectful.
and it often happens that in a depressive phase one has no drive to do anything, not even to kill oneself. That's why more people kill themselves during peak periods when they have more energy
It's exhausting pretending everything is alright when you're severely depressed. May he always RIP.
🙏🤍🌹
It sure is exhausting
I was falling to depression. Many terrible thoughts every day. Then i picked up my pieces and I am fighting it. For me and my little daughter. There are many people who lost the fight but there are many other people who fought really hard and are doing well. Please don’t give up, you are very special! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve seen a video on youtube about an young man who tried to killed himself but survived. He said that the minute he pulled the trigger he regretted it.
I'm with the whole belief he Chester was done away with as was cornell and Kate and Bourdain all linked to podesta and Clinton crime spree and nobody dare talk about it
That’s not why he died, he was murdered because he was going to expose a pedo ring
The hardest thing when you are depressed is to act like a "normal" human being...
Bro you fake it too huh ?
You aren't normal, but its a good thing. The ones that are happy with this shitty pointless world are normal.
Its good to be diferent.
My family invite me to family events - I cannot continue acting like I’m happy and that life is good - I totally get it @METTI1986LA
wearing a mask or a bunch of them are exhausting as fuck..
His name is Chester Bennington...
Coorslite Yes, the title is RUDE.
I understand: In death, a member of project mayhem has a name. His name is Chester Bennington.
Coorslite will we never get a new album of the band again
Coorslite also he is an atheist
Ben Sign he isn’t a atheist
*"When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed."*
My favourite song . When I heard it live I fcking cried
“And don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty, keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest” 😞😞😞
I can't listen to that or Shadow Of The Day anymore without being brought to tears 😞
True said
I cried the first time I heard it but if you followed them as much as most of us millennials, he definitely gave the signs and I was devastated for his family and friends. The music never gets old but I can't listen to anything after his passing cause I don't see them as Linkin park without him. Such a beautiful soul gone 😢. Miss his presence in this world
Those who haven't gone through chronic depression will NEVER understand this! It takes so little to set you off.
Gosh you are so right there.
That is so true.
Yo I legit lost it the day that I found Chester killed himself. Linkin Park was apart of my childhood and Hybrid Theory and metora got me through some rough times. Listen to both albums till this day. Smh Chester will be missed
STEVE SANCHEZ the irony that the topic of this video is based on suicide. You do realize that if someone actually killed them self based off of you telling them to do so, the police will coming to your doorstep right? For your sake I hope your stupid ass doesn’t get yourself in a situation that you wish you would never gotten involved in.
White Girls are my Kryptonite Womp Womp!!!
CLOCKS TICKING you know they have a shit too of content way more meaningful than HT and meteora right? Chester would have loved for everyone to hear all of them at least once
YES. same, here. this and chris cornell completely knocked the shit out of me. i did shed some tears and felt like i was mourning more than men, but i was mourning my high school and college years!! joseph, it's not that we just "sing their songs," and if you really think that, then you have never had any experience worthwhile when it comes to music. i mean, what is the point of listening to or watching anything if you aren't going to search for meaning or pieces of yourself, your life, and your experiences within? that's how humans relate to the world in every way. it's what separates us from robots and psychopaths. anyway. to just "sing" the lyrics is to completely miss what the artist is expressing.
and i am the opposite, i can't listen to them and a lot of other old favorites, anymore. i feel like it's revisiting something that i can't ever get back, and that makes it a very strange, and sometimes, somber experience. idk, i have embraced new music and different bands to make sure i'm not dwelling too much on the past. i look forward to my future and the right music can completely change my mood and disposition by dragging me back into the past or pumping me up for what's coming next.
Chester had just lost one of his close friends Chris Cornell to suicide by hanging in May and then decided to do the same exactly two months later. Tragic!
To all those idiots that claim Talinda never loved Chester cause she doesn't look sad... you probably never lost anyone, right?
It's been a year. She had enough time to learn how to live with the sorrow. She also have children that are suffering even more cause they've lost their father in such young age, so she needed to stay strong for them. Or maybe she's just one of those people who never show negative emotions in public. I have plenty of friends like that. No matter how miserable the are, they just never show it.
Thank you my sentiments exactly
They have 6 kids
She is AMAZING
She was literally screaming on the 911 call
How do you know that?
I'm the same way I never show at all
- Pᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ Cʀɪᴍᴇ - You look and sound like an incel, so I don’t blame you...
He has a tortured childhood. That doesn’t magically go away, life is tough. Be kind and treat people how you want to be treated, it can change peoples day, weeks, months, and years.
I can totally relate to that which sucks a lot . Still dealing with it after it being over 10 years.
Ele também minha infância foi um inferno até dentro da casa de onde mora sofria descriminação me hominhava me batia sofre bullying verdadeiro inferno 😓😪💔
Nobody will ever help anyone. A troubled childhood is what most of us have. They shut down all of the mental health system in America a long time ago because it's cheaper to let people with problems die than to help them.
Yes but he was human and gifted… that made it worth living for
@@blufftonyarngirl Takes a lot longer than 10 years to heal, but it will get better! It will.
"I tried so hard and got so far, But in the end it doesn't even matter.
I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end it doesn't even matter."
😢
😢@@mrbobcat2928
If someone with suicidal depression suddenly becomes much much happier then be worried.
They may have finally accepted that they are going to end their life.
Really
or they may become a Joker...
From someone who took a First Aid class in college, I can confirm that this is very true. Most people who are suicidal end up being the happiest moments before they attempt to take their life
Very true, ive been suicidal and was almost relieved thinking about ending my life but i survived thru it
i am the senate I‘m sure your first aid class gives you a lot of authority on that issue.
Chester Bennington was freaking amazing. No auto tune and a range that was passionate and intense on all levels.. unreal. So miss this guy. RIP
Just he is perfect. I like him and forever will
He had "rock- soul" You can only sing the way he did if you've gone through some stuff.
@@nicolebrown5987 like Kurt Cobain as well
And now he's hanging around
@@howard1852 say what?
I feel so bad for Talinda. Chester was incredibly talented, and his band was so influential, and continues to be very influential. Rest in Peace Chester, you had a lasting definite positive effect on humanity.
It wasn't suicide they killed him for the trafficking documentary
@@ikilledtheghost4844 I just read an article about the crime scene there was wet carpet security cameras “weren’t setup” even though he had a stalker and made sure to have protection his own mom thinks he was killed and he was turning his life around I think there’s a lot of foul play involved
@@tylerblad6610 Because it's easier to think someone else is guilty, anyone. In that case something could be done. Putting the guilt on yourself or someone else gives you some peace. If you face the fact that nothing could be done and he was already lost, well then it sucks for a big time!
Why the f would any sane MAN feel sorry for a pretentous psychopath? She's a two-faced evil soulles creature. She never loved Chester.
You could hear the pain and anguish in Chester’s voice. He gave the lyrics he sung life because he could connect to them. Depression is very debilitating and you feel hopeless everyday. I went through it when my wife passed away from cancer. It helps to have people around you that care but most importantly that listen to you. For me they were my parents. I couldn’t have gone through that without them.
Warning signs?! how about nearly every song he wrote, he was screaming out!!
Mike Shinoda was actually the main song writer in Linkin Park. Chester has a role in it but it was actually Mike who wrote a majority of the songs.
@@dperrierb But it simply doesn't make sense....By the musics Mike would have suicidal thoughts
@@arthurm.8007 no, that's not how music works. Otherwise, every musician thatsde sad songs would commit suicide. He's just a good songwriter. Doesn't mean he has suicidal thoughts.
Darren Perrier Most of the band wrote the songs I believe, right? Most
Of the time mike
sometimes you realize this kind of things only afterward, unfortunately.
Chester had depression because he was molested and had neglectful parents. Let's start talking about why people get depression and suicide.
Nikki Lea Exactly!
So true
He was depressed cuz Mike and Talinda
Packed his schedule after his best f Chris killed himself. They ran him.
bob si dog that's not a bad thing, it would of kept him busy and his mind off of depression and suicide, it's the moment you alone and left to your thoughts, that's when the moment strikes
Exactly EKspeed. Notice how he did it when he came back home alone away from the family vacation.
Almost 5 years later and it’s still sad to think about his passing. I had never watched this interview before and to hear his wife say there were previous attempts… omg. My heart dropped. He was in SO much pain. I wish someone could’ve helped him or he could’ve felt our love for him in order to heal. 😔
I feel like even if he felt the outpouring of love his family, friends, and us fans had for him , it still wouldn't have been enough. I am depressed all the time, and it's not by choice. Its like drowning and there's no way up.
He had previous attempts, she shoulve been more cautious and knowledgeable about his husbands condition..
you would know, there is something wrong with your husband, whether he speak about it or not tho.. youre his partner.. shm
"Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong"
😥 there were so many signs. We'll miss him, but we'll keep his memory alive.
Essa doença e uma desgraça se a gente não for forte ela arrasta nos depressivo pro buraco infelizmente dói muito essa bosta 😓😓😓
@@SIDGAF It's not really on her to babysit him 24/7, and when you work at something all the time and think its improving you tend to relax a little bit. It's nothing any of his family or friends can do. When you are depressed that badly that you are ready to give up on everything, he knew people loved him, and he cares about their feelings but just gave up. Your own mental health is only controlled by yourself.
My little brother killed himself 10 years ago. I’ve come to realize sometimes people have come to peace with leaving this world. After spending a decade thinking about the subject I’ve come to realize that sometimes we would be at more peace to not be here as difficult as that sounds. It’s their choice, if they have lost the true quality of life and every day is a true struggle then death is true peace. Your loved ones may find it selfish of you but it’s selfish to make you live a painful life when you don’t want to.
Reading through all the comments…some are nice…some are people talking out their arse. This is the only pure comment I’ve read… I’ve never suffered a suicide in the family..but god knows I understand the subject. I can 100% assure you that you are spot on. Beautifully wrote. Thank you for sharing, and sorry for your loss. I promise to spare some thoughts for your brother, for as long as I can hold them for.
Interesting take. You just hope there’s a solution to their emotional and mental pain. Nobody wants to die, they simply want the pain to go away.
@@FOXAMG63 Exactly. It's the PAIN to go away. What I have learned seeing loved ones through illness, it just to live life 'one day at a time'. Most suicides take place late at night or when fatigued. Just get through that night. It there has been an 'event', such as the loss of a loved one (often a cause for severe depression), just one day at a time. Also try to focus on all that you can do to help yourself, little stuff including nutrition to help your brain.
Interesting perspective. May your brother Rest In Peace.
there is peace in death. It is final there is nothing else
No one talks to anyone anymore. Phone calls are replaced by texts , family get togethers are replaced by social media. No one seems to want to hear peoples problems, if they try to open up they're labeled as "negative" and complaining . They are avoided which leads to more isolation. People have to PAY for someone to listen to them (Therapist) . When we used to interact with each other people were more compassionate , those days have passed.
All true unfortunately. I am finding it same way no doubt. For years now. This times are tough to and I am not surprised people hang themselves on daily basis. This world just sucks with all modern society and system created.
Thank you,we'll said.
Sadly that's the truth
@@doodbropersonthing8558 Happy for you.
@@VictorSeedorsky It does suck in ways and COOL in other ways. My experience is that I could never figure out who I was. Didn't realize my own identity. I without realizing it, had thoughts of I'm not much like anyone else I know. Everyone else's thoughts were off kilter to my own. No biggie I thought, but it's an awkward feeling, unsettling. Just last few years, I realized I'm just me, whether no one else is like me, gets me, ok, do me. Huge decision/choice to do me, cuz at that point I didn't know me without the ruckus going on in my head. So rather than looking around I looked in. My "in" is different from most, just is. For one, I don't make friends. I have in past, it wasn't hard. But my true me isn't that person. We are told we should have as many friends as possible from childhood. Turns out, that's not me. I'm not "comfortable" I don't want anyone having expectations of me. Not that I'm anti social, hate people, the point is I realized social butterfly is not my role, I'm not that crowd, others are. Still not sure entirely what my "role" is but Im learning as I go, for myself, just for myself, not to become someone I'm not for any reason. If I allow myself to get to into my head, I fall into the trap of overthinking. Sorry just thought I would share. God Bless
Wanting to die is a very lonely feeling, when you truly want to die,, you do not tell anyone
BlackReality87 truth
Exactly.
@Sharon Novak how are you now dear? And can you tell me how does medication work?
True. I have c-ptsd. That comes with depression, suicidal thoughts and alot of other bullshit.
Every suicide attempt I made I never told anyone
Aw!
"There were signs" dude literally all the lyrics of every single one of his songs, especially the last album.
He didn't write all the music.
People need to stop judging Talinda for saying she never experienced depression. That’s HER RIGHT to say, leave her alone. Not everyone has to be a victim to understand something, give her a break ❤
People should be glad she is being honest. You shouldn't have to feel or pretend to understand something like this if you can't relate. But the irony of it all is, that now she probably does know what it feels to be depressed since his loss. God bless her and their family. Rip, Chester.
4:01 "I don't suffer from depression, I never have."
She is so so lucky to be able to say that.
Playing life on easy mode
@@Cortanasboyfriend that comment got me so hard
Neither do I
The Masked Sam yeah the easy mode people would never understand
I don't believe her
I checked into rehab a day after chesters suicide. Thank you Chester. Your music will live on forever
Dan W Good job man.
I hope you’re doing well today ♥️
Well done, mate!
How are you today?
Hope you are doing well...
Great job, buddy!
Hope you're doing good now.
I feel so bad for Talinda and his children, but I'm glad she's found the strength to move on and help others through her experience. LP was my favorite band over the last 2 decades. Their music got me through some tough times. I just wish I got a chance to see them live.
The strength of that strong woman! Can’t imagine how difficult it would be to be open to everyone and not choke up. Respect
Celebrity deaths have never really gotten to me, but Chester’s had me crying.
His music had such an impact on my life growing up. And even now as an adult.
Always will too. Just
Got emotional thinking of Somewhere I Belong
Anthony Anthony you’re a fucking moron . He poured his emotions into his writing . depression is a literal fuckin illness you asshat. His music HELPED people .
I cried so much that day. Linkin park was my teenage years.
Me too.
Hard RIght I know how you feel I cant understand ehy he did It he had so much to live for. He sang so many songs that spoke to his inner pain but you cant tell when he needed help. Look at Jonathan Davis and how he coped. Its as all about how you deal with it I was abused when I was younger. I just cant justify taking my own life to deal with it.
same, ive literally never cried for anyone so much
Me too
Chester Bennington described Depression so accurately.
You feel like going to a corner somewhere and just die. He also said he didn't like any emotion, no matter which it was.
For me, it is the same. Depression has had me wanting to to crawl to a corner of isolation and desire to just die. Not kill myself. But just hide away and die.
I do enjoy happy feelings. But I rarely feel truly happy. And, I am terrified to feel truly happy. Because I know it won't last. And I am so frightened of what comes after.
I’ve suffered from depression pretty much my whole life. The statement they made that “it’s not just feeling blue” is the realest statement you could make about this disease. I’m the type of person that has the potential but this disease always finds a way to get in the way. It’s almost as if it’s normal being depressed. Very hard to explain but I feel for people that go through this and wish more people could understand instead of being judgmental and making assumptions.
This is me .. I go ind and out of bad and good periods of my depression.... It's hard ..
Miss him, we lost such a beautiful soul
Yeah, he died two days before my 13th birthday, my 14th Birthday is next month and I plan to play Linkin Park songs nonstop on the anniversary of his death and listen to them on my birthday too.
beautiful soul... i think, he thought something different about his soul... his soul was black like my... and its hard to show the people, that your soul is white, when it`s in truth black...
You mostly are younger than me - do your RESEARCH on how the news LIES - DEAH HOAX - LOOK AT TALINDA - big head big hands give away an Adams apple cant continue to see this fooling the Masses -
Beautiful wife, money, fame and still broken inside, happiness is a state of the mind not what you have.
It’s just hard for people to accept that. If someone who had „everything“, can‘t get out of depression, who else can? Some might ask: How could I do it, if he couldn’t?
no amount of money can make happiness
SO SO TRUE. In these days if you do not have a sense of perspective you will go mad ,you will go insane. Join us as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light in these challenging times. UNITY IN DIVERSITY, TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER.
I totally agree with you.
This reminds me of the actor William who made people laugh all over the world. I loved this one movie called Mrs Doubtfre. Hope that's the correct spelling.
"It only lasted a couple months and I barely made it" That statement alone helps put a little perspective on the torment people have to suffer through who live with depression their whole life. Imagine being tortured while knowing that theirs never going to be any real relief from it, it continues to get worse and worse because of that thought
Wtf is 'Linkin Park's singer'?
He was Chester Bennington, one of the greatest rock vocalists that ever lived.
The signs were in the music
@Ret1173 no, it is NOT her fault.
@Ret1173 other people didnt notice anything so why does it only have to be Talindas Fault
@Ret1173 1. You can't make someone get help, you can only encourage it
2. What do her personal achievements have to do with anything?
3. Some people are so good at making it seem like they're okay on the outside, depression isn't one size fits all
@Ret1173 The man had been struggling long before Talinda came into the picture. It's not her fault and not everyone is equipped or understands how to help someone with severe depression. Everything you're mentioning, you don't think has already been tried? You have no idea what it's like to be with someone who has mental illness. My wife is and has been going through severe depression and has made suicide attempts, guess that's my fault as well according to your logic. No, it's not. She's made attempts long before me and it all began with early the childhood upbringing as with her, Chester had a terrible upbringing filled with abuse, molestation and who knows what else and when it implants in the psyche at such a young age..well you get a recipe for disaster as an adult. When you marry someone with depression, it affects everyone, some are better at hiding it and once they make up their minds that they want to take their life, they are gonna do it, there's only so much you can do, 24/7 monitoring is not realistic and no way to live for anyone, clinics will only monitor 24/7 for 2 weeks max and many fake being better cause they don't want to be in a clinic that long, so then what? Mood stabilizers, they can get abused and affect other parts of the brain overtime, again no way to live. The only true solution for him was to talk and be open and honest with those who are close on how he is feeling, empathy if you will has been the most effective, at least for me an my wife. In this case, he found an opportunity to take his life to stop the demons in his head and he took it.
Demon Slayer ... you mean in the performance ...
"Why Is Everything So Heavy."
-Chester, Linkin Park
I have major depression, the hardest thing for me is finding someone to listen to my thoughts and feelings.
My wife and kids just think I should be able to handle it and it is all in my head.................................
right now I cant get out of bed in the mornings and have lost all hope, still my family ignores these pleas for help.............
I need a friend, I need a spark, I need a reason to stay on this planet...................................
just listen to music and heavy metal fuck those people
Looking back at the darkest time in my life, I had all these signs and attempted to end it many times. It feels good to know that it was not my fault and I'm so greatful to still be here. My son is a dancer and is dancing to "one more light" in his next competition. Don't know how I'm going to hold it together but I'm so glad I'm here to see him shine! ❤
❤
R.I.P Chester
EX DUECE yeah bro it's a sad thing
Suicides don't rest in peace.
Lakers fan that's very naive of you! Depression isn't based on your situation its a mental disease ! It can effect anyone. Think before you speak or type for that matter.
Lakers fan it's people like you who keep the stigma of mental health at thay a stigma. How dare you say if someone had this this and that he doesn't deserve to be unhappy. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain. Its not just something you can't get over in a whim. It needs to be treated like any other sickness. Just because it isn't a physical sickness doesn't mean that it should be treated anything less.
Didn't Chester also deal with sexual abuse as a child? Rich or not, that fucks your head up for life. What is this Lakers fan kid smoking. He did live in the 'real world', before he had a big band that blew up and made him financially successful. What an ignoramus. 95% of people don't 'struggle' to survive. We all live fairly comfortably. More and more people on this Earth are able to meet their basic needs than ever before.
Hard to see warning signs when we throw up a smile every day
The thing is in most surroundings, people start to avoid you if you are in a constant negative mindset. There are hundreds of tutorials on how to stay away from negative people, labelling them as toxic. Alot of times, these "toxic people" are highly sensitive, emotional and caring people, while alot of the "forced positives" focus on success and enjoying themselves (pure egoism). Depressed people such as myself have to choose between putting up a smile every day, or loosing everyone. Unfortunatly i`ve chosen to be myself and lost everyone. I understand everyone, that goes with the mask, but in the end it doesn`t really matter. No one cares if one more light goes out.
Chet Coyote so true. People suffering from depression learn to hide their sorrow.
Chet Coyote, My dude do you even listen to his music? Its in his fucking songs he is always screaming out in every fucking song.
Aw!
Even if he didn't talk about it, there are very subtle signs like even the slightest change in their behavior, patterns, or actions that can seem just out of character. They should be a cause for concern.
The description that he seemed happy immediately before his death is a big warning sign in and of itself.
Hits me so hard Chester death so sad you can hear when listening to his music how much he was crying for help , but the truth is noone can help you when your in that dark place 😢. Rip Chester hope your wounds have healed now ❤❤
RIP to Chester, this proved to me that money is not everything. He was a gifted singer and vocalist
Very true. Successful people commit suicide all the time. Money does not buy happiness.
Mor M21 such a beautiful voice
Mor M21 no
Mor M21 sometimes its the worst thing for damaged ppl. He lived so many lives with the money he made, so the volume of experience must be far beyond someone in a small town. Might be easy to let go if "nothing" can make it better.
No shit idiot!
LINKIN PARK IS THE BEST AND CHESTER WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN
🥀 Rest in Peace Chester! 🥀
SSJ4 Vegeta because Chester Bennington is and always be immortal in our hearts.
SSJ4 Vegeta. Yes!!! LP for life!
Honorable Catsmeat Where's your proof of this?
Tom Le magnifique Linkin Park is the best!
I’ve seen a couple naïve comments, feeling sorry for Talinda Bennington.
Why feel bad for Talinda? I’ve always felt that she was the reason for Chester’s suicide. I’ve been in Chester’s shoes. I’ve had a narcissistic girlfriend, who didn’t feel better unless I felt worse. She actually made me think about suicide a couple times, but thankfully, because of my son, I climbed out of that wormhole. @Talinda, if you did cause Chester Bennington to commit suicide, Rot In Pieces.
RIP Chester Bennington!! You’re a legend, & a bad-ass!! I’m sorry your children will have to go through life without you!!
Thank you! Keep making people AWARE! No matter how close you are, you still don't know how quickly they can slip away....everything can change in an instant. And when you least expect it. I have learned to cope and manage my depression, I wasn't able to help my son find that.......Grief combined with depression is a whole different monster.
Chester, you're music carried me through some dark times, RIP brother
I've had clinical depression for 25 years. It's so difficult, especially if you don't have support. I honestly don't know how or why I'm still alive.
yes u are strong...have faith...life changes..God helps..
There, you are human evidence that it IS survivable!! It's all a cakewalk from here.
By the grace of God your still here. God has a purpose for your life. Pray that he reveals it to you..
Gabrielle's Gardenia's Girl, Kratom has taken many lives. Don’t take that shit if you’re working to stay alive! Wishing you peace
I understand your last sentence so much, only my problem is social phobia and chronic anxiety... which has limited my life so much it sometimes causes phases of depression. I'm a 24 year old woman and I can't even pick up the phone and make a doctors appointment because I'm so afraid of being rejected by whoever I'm speaking to. Forget about actually showing up to said appointment and talking to them about my problems... I'd die. I know it's illogical but my brain doesn't care and fills me with the level of fear you'd experience if a massive bear was charging at you. It's so messed up and feels hopeless. I don't have superpowers... I can't change my what my brain wants to do with just willpower... I've tried. To the outside world I'm a loser and a mooch for not having a job. Little do they know, I'm actually doing FANTASTIC with what I've been dealt. Most days I still find a way to be cheerful, help animals, and spread love to people who need it. Good luck to you. It's not your fault and you're not the only one. And I bet you have a huge heart. Don't forget you're just as valuable as anyone else.
What a pretty lady. Sorry for her sorrow. Chester is a legend. He'll NEVER be forgotten.
I forgot him the next day actually.
@@243wayne1 clearly not, you're here on this video
@@nadia-xy3qj Nobody cares.
@@243wayne1 you cared enough to click the video and comment 😂 you're pathetic
@@243wayne1just cause you forgot doesn’t mean everyone else will forget him
"I dream I was missing, you were so scared
But no one will listen, cause no one else cares"
Another big warning sign that suicide may be being strongly contemplated by a person who suffers from depression is when they appear to be at their happiest or almost euphoric. When they've finally resolved to put an end to their life they often finally feel some relief. They are also trying to leave their loved ones at a time when everyone is happy because they don't want their loved ones to hurt. As Telinda said, nobody expected it then with Chester. They had just had a good family vacation. Everything seemed good. That was actually one of the subtle signs.
Absolutely the realest truth 💯
Yup :(
@@Mary-AnnThorson I got through all of this as well and if I understand it with my eightheen years, I know that nothing in my whole life costed me more than this depression. And finally understanding that you just think that life is not worth this high cost
This is completely true... I felt such a relief couple of months ago because I was finally looking forward to "something" in this case to just end my life. It was weird and I knew why I felt relief but I liked it. After months of big rock on my chest, no being able to breathe, losing 15kg... I can really relate to that.
This is why Instagram too and everyone’s stories is a load of shit.
Linkin Park and Chester's voice were my teenage years. I grew up listening to them, they helped me get through rough times. I still am in shock over this loss. I hope he's in a better place now and my heart goes to his family and close friends. You are dearly missed.
Mouhamad Darwish . People who had nde's never have positive things to report.
Chester. Your songs saved so many. I just wish we could have saved you!
We miss you Chester. 😭😭
Legend Never Die 🤘🤘🤘
They killed him he was about to expose a human/child trafficking ring
@@ikilledtheghost4844 that was a conspiracy theory. Let's just respect him, his family, friends and band.
Linkin Park's singer had a name. Using it would be nice.
Tim Cee--- They don't care what his name is at all. I'll bet they just did this for the kids, to get them to watch their shit. Disgusting.
They do, it's simply that a larger audience recognises "Linkin Park" than "Chester Bennington". What an absolutely ridiculous thing to complain about, and I've been a big fan since I was a teenager.
Trump Won. Move On. - oh boy. Most folks recognize the group name and then can make the association when they say his name in the piece. Folks really need to take a breadth...
Neo The Boxer Don't waste your breath; they're just looking for something to get bent out of shape over.
The larger audience is fully aware of who Chester and Talinda Bennington are these days. This much needed panel only existed because of the recent string of celebrity deaths.
My point was this event happened to raise awareness and to point people in the direction of getting help. Using names would have certainly helped this video reach more people.
Linkin Park singers wife?? Why not just say Chester Bennington in the title??
because not everyone knows him by name? the entire point of the video is mass appeal?
@@ryshed4365 are u serious ???? linkin park is one of the biggest rock band in music history . and chester was the front man of the band and people not knw his name ?????
@@misssen26 I think he means everyone knows the name Linkin Park, but not everyone knows the name "Chester Bennington"
Because hes the bastard son of John Podesta. RIP Chester.
Im OK with the title. A lot of people won't know who chester is, but know linkin park. More clicks, more awareness with the way the title is. The description explains more detail about the video.
His music spoke everything!!!
Imagine calling him "linkin park singer" his name is chester bennington, use it and show respect.
Mental health is something that is still not taken as seriously as it should be.
People will almost never show any signs of clinical depression and might look fine.
But you really need to pay attention to mannerisms, behaviors, facial expressions, etc to really know if someone is having problems.
Of course someone with clinical depression and suicidal thoughts will most likely never come upfront about it due to fears of social stigmas, what their family, friends, coworkers, etc might think among other factors. But eventually if no one takes notice and no one brings it up, that individual is like a ticking time bomb and will eventually lose faith, lose hope, and lose interest in living and just go through with it.
But the thing is, many people will think about it but rarely people will actually go through with it.
Nice seeing u here Nike
xxnike629xx It’s because there’s no hope for people who are depressed these days. It’s either grit your teeth and get on with it, or die. There is no inbetween.
I'mposs ible I agree 💯
I'mposs ible It wasn't talked about 150 years ago.
meditate is the answer.
I have struggled with depression all my life and when you try to get help it's almost impossible. People are unaware or don't want to be bothered by your depressing discussions so back into isolation I went!
Hey dear how are u doing now ?
@@shidhichauhan1123 much much better now. 🙂hope you are doing well too❤
When I was dealing with depression (I am still going through minor phases here and there) I found it helpful to talk to other depressed people. Or at least people who have been depressed in the past. They have proven to have the ear to listen to my problems and then make me feel accepted. We are somehow together against this state of mind and once again, together, we are hoping to get through this with time.
I don't think people know how to handle depression properly. They usually send you to a therapist or tell you to be happy and surround yourself with happyness and uplifting people. This however, is THE WORST you can do. Their happiness makes you realise just how bad everything is. Usually when a person is depressed, they have a reason to feel like they are an outsider. By having people around you, showing you how to have fun, you feel even more alone in your misery. You start asking yourself why can't you be like the others? How come they are so happy? Don't they see the problems you see? How come? Are they stupid or something? Are they just sheep? Am I the only one with my eyes open here!? That cannot be the case! This is of course a very selfish thing to think and it must be wrong. So why!? Why!? Why am I different!? I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! I CAN'T! How can I end the misery when the act of living itself is miserable to me! ...
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Oh...
@@leolegendary3275 hey dear if you have something to share please do it , whom you trust and if you don't have anyone to share it , find someone who can equally understand your pain , it's true that nothing change the past by sharing your pain , but you will feel better and accept the reality , I'm saying this because I saw my friend who has almost recovered, I believe you will be healed and live a better life
I am a psychologist and it's so hard for me to see people suffering and not asking for professional help. I sincerely hope you're feeling better.
"And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you" These lyrics hit hard and how I knew how he felt that same way I did.
God bless you and the kids Talinda. I hope Chester is resting in paradise. Thank you for using your platform to talk about this. I know it was painful. Peace and love from California ❤
Mental illness is a silent thing. Don't wait for it to reach its highest point. And start respecting people and their emotions. Be kind.
Not mentioning his name in the title is very disrespectful.
Mention his name is even more disrespectful. He killed himself and left his kids and wife alone
How? It’s the truth. Grow up.
...oh ok. So he's not the linkin Park singer?
@@mickistyle he should be known as much more than a Lead singer so thats why his name should be there
Must be Trumps fault
The one and only time I will ever watch CNN
REST IN PEACE to the one and only Chester Bennington 💙💚 He would have turned 46 years old today
I applaud his wife for summoning up the strength to be on this show and to talk about it
She got paid. Its free money.
She don't care about Chester.
@@shichilaofa Seriously? You are an idiot. Same with @illuminated1054 . Massive fkig idiots you are.
@@illuminated1054exactly
@@illuminated1054She was with him but wasn't there for him. As a man we are expected to be the emotional rock our family but our emotional needs are neglected or brushed over. We pretend to be strong but sometimes but we need the emotional support of our spouse but are appalled that we would have to ask. All she had to do was listen to his music. It was a cry for help but nobody was listening. He was a beautiful soul and I wish he would have had the support he needed.
"Linkin park singer" really? He has a name.
Exactly, they didn't even put lead singer. We going to pretend that Mike didn't sing just as much as Chester?
Shane Sawyer exactly he did harmoney
@TAX COW FARTS pathetic human being with a very weak troll attempt. Grow up
@TAX COW FARTS how could you even joke about that
@TAX COW FARTS shut the fuck up and crawl back up your nest you troll!!
Since depression is such a tough concept for her to relate with I truly wonder how their relationship lasted
Talinda did not waste her time..got another man super fast.
I still believe the death of his friend, Chris Cornell, pushed him over the edge. That's why he did it on Chris' birthday x
Maybe he's thinking what's this life for ..when everybody dies anyway.. :(
Chris Cornell is his brother.
@@_vakas No he's not!!
@@melissawright1979 Sure is.
@@_vakas is he john podestas kid too?
We’ll never forget you, Chester ❤️❤️
Well some of us forgot about him
@@JoSoKe__ Do you have any problem with Chester Bennington ?😐😐😐😑😑😑
Chester was such a special soul. We all feel his loss but I can't imagine how hard this was for his family and loved ones.
Most of us were raised in a household where it wasn't the norm to address your feelings or your hardships. From my perspective, I know my parents grew up in a time where you didn't express your feelings and you did whatever you had to do with no complaints. My first two years out of the house, I was having a hard time fitting in, I felt alone and helpless. I soon realised that I never felt okay, I constantly beat myself up (figuratively speaking), and constantly convinced myself I wasn't worth anyone's time. When I moved to Madrid, I avoided a lot of chances to socialise and kept isolating myself. This only led to more negative thoughts to the point I got tired of being sad all the time. I called my dad, and cried like hell. I was afraid of harming myself or maybe worse. So I spoke to a psychologist for a year and we analysed where all this came from. It all boils down to not addressing how I really felt. Being proud or trying to seem tough will never help, speak out!
This is an important comment.
He doesn't wanted to kill himself ..
He wanted to kill those pain and thought ......
I still can feel his pain ...when i play lp's songs !...
...#makechesterproud
Learn to write English properly
My identical twin brother Keith was in so much pain before he passed away from falling down and hitting his head very hard and never woke up he said many times that he wanted to die i couldn't stop him from drinking very sad for her I feel her loseof is major talent
He was most likely killed
@@pokerqAK47
Are you fucking serious?
Keep your mouth shut when you don't know what the Hell you're talking about.
Literally no one thinks he was killed.
Chester himself has always been open about being sexually abused/molested from when he was 7 years old & it continued up until he was 13 years old.
He's said that was when his depression & alcohol/substance abuse began.
Posting a comment like yours saying he was killed is dangerous, disrespectful, & tone deaf.
@@kevinlodowski1216
"Learn to write English properly"?
You are seriously going to say that to someone, when scans of 360° cannot find a single fucking punctuation mark anywhere in your reply to someone else's comment.
You cannot call somebody out over their English being improper when your English is just as improper.
It was in the lyrics in his songs.... constantly... ie Song: Leave out all the rest, Lyrics:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
My late hubby's funeral song.. And yes,it definitely was an indication
@@hazzaplayz808 🐹💕
Agree when I started listening to Linkin Park when I was like 12 years old I always had a strong and sad feeling that one day it will happen. :(
@@weedy1718 🐹
I think he always knew one day he was going to commit suicide. Like it was meant to be.
I hate I missed this. This piece was very informative and thought provoking!
This is a beautiful segment because so many people need to know that they are not alone and that mental health has always been a huge factor in people's lives. It's really sad to see that in the last couple of years it's only come to light as big as it is now!
Rest in Peace Chester Bennington 🥀
His songs have helped me through Suicide thoughts that I had growing up and I often would listen every night to Linkin Parks albums!
May he rest in peace! 🥀
Fucking miss Chester and Chris Cornell like no other. They changed the world with their voices. I listen to each of their music every single day to pay my respects. It’s the least I can do.
I think Talinda is amazing. What she's been through and lost, and she's using it to help others. Bless her 💗 #chesterforever
I don’t think ppl who commit suicide really want to die because there is no certainty of what comes next. It’s the strong overwhelming feeling of wanting to give up like quitting a job as if you can leave this one and get a new one. I’ve struggled with depression for years and had feelings of ending it all because I felt helpless and hopeless of my life and the daily struggles I had. Never gave up though and none of you shouldn’t either. There are many things out here trying to take us out but we have to overcome. I hope this helps someone in anyway. Love yourself first. Rest In Peace Chester and condolences 💐 to his wife ad children along with his family. God bless you all , the Elohim are with us
So much hate and abuse in this world and the good ones leave us 💔 RIP Chester
hannah ingle Satan runs this world. Repent and turn to Christ. Spiritual Warfare
This is not about religion..
IKR!?!?!?!?!
hannah ingle hit the nail on the head. That is what causes this. It stays in your subconscious
guess he got tired of it too.
Chester was heartbroken over Chris Cornell's death. That had EVERYTHING to do with his passing. Losing his friend literally broke his heart. Losing them both breaks my heart. He died on Chris' bday, and he went the same way. Tragic.. rest well chester, and chris
He also had 6 kids to take care of...selfish...sorry..
@Stix Mattoon - Calling someone who commits suicide as "selfish" Is like telling a rape victim "Well you shouldn't have dressed that way, you were basically asking for it". Victim-blaming does NO good and does NOT prevent suicide.
Very strange that both hung themselves from a doorknob.. it's not a copycat thing. Its worse .
He had more Problems than only this, yes it‘s true, but there were much more problems..
Dan Ellis You’re quite the asshole lol
It's not a impulse, it's years of being broken mentally (&) not being able to function, it's hard to get out of bed, you close off friends & family & try your best to make it through the day..
Chester Bennington was a very talented singer, an incredible voice, his music is totally awesome, it’s so sad that he sadly passed away from the way he did, I just hope God forgave him and understood his pain. God bless his family and fans.
I hope he's with Chris Cornell and Kurt Cobain jamming somwhere6
Maybe he's also with dimebag, Eddie Van Halen, and Paul Gray
They’re rocking it somewhere, I know it.
And Layne Staley and Andrew Wood
@@andrewsallee3060 And Eddie Van Helen
Christ, try to imagine what Cobain, Cornell, and bennington would sound like harmonizing together. I would be at that show regardless of cost.
Chester tried to speak with his music all along but no one understood it
imagine being on tv talking about your lover taking there life like the strength it would take to not breakdown every second
The thing that probably sucks the most when having clinical depression is that the fact that unless a loved one has it themselves they aren't capable of understanding how serious it is until it's too late
It's very common for people to kill themselves when the people that surround them think they're doing better! They have been battling with the idea of killing themselves for so long, that when they finally decide to actually do it, they sort of calm down. I went to 2 concerts of Linkin Park in two years.. the first time I felt like the band was kinda tired of performing and there was no real connection with the crowd. The second time was 18 days before Chester killed himself. It truly felt like another band! He performed with so much passion. He even got into the crowd! I am convinced that he already knew back then that he was going to do it.. looking back now I think he was really just saying goodbye to his fans!
Febelous life man,that video of his last performance with all the lighters(phones)in the air...gave me chills!! I still crack every time I see that picture of him with all his fans just loving him
This just game me chills 😔
Yeah yeah yeah!
Thanks!
Hm.
Chester, my favourite singer. Rest in peace. May
God give him eternal rest!
There is no God
@@mtivemicky4635 says who
He was the best thing about linkin park honestly suicide is heartbreaking 💔 😢 😔
Such a horrible thing my brother took his life. My other one found him crushed us. My prayers go out to the people who know what that is like to lose someone like that. An prayers go out to people who feel like that is the only way out. Just remember people love an care and please don’t do what my little buddy did.
Sexual abuse as a child is one of the most difficult things to overcome
his name is chester bennington. not linkin park singer.
Maryjane Preston
Exactly my friend, exactly...
The name "Linkin Park" has a bigger reach on the vastness of the internet. It's actually good because fans will be recommended this video.
How many people wished they didn't know Fred Durst?
it's about the Linkin Park singer's wife recalling his Linking Park singer's last day which is not a particular date but just a day last day of the Linking park's singer who had a linking park singer's wife typical for any Linking Park singer's life
Maryjane Preston But they did use his name. Lol
I had the honor of meeting both Chester and Talinda back in 2005.They were living in Long Beach and had me come to their home and play/watch their dogs for a few hours. My dad was their driver at the time. I went to several of his concerts including Projekt Revolution.
The day I heard he had committed suicide, I got so angry. I played the song Heavy on an hour loop trying to figure out why.
His music helped me get through my depression so to hear that his demons had won just made me feel lost.
I still love his music but I still can't listen to it just yet.
I hope Talinda and her family is doing better today, and that they never have to go through this again.
Gosh..
Thank God the ladies are commenting trying to
Help!!! God Bless
He was literally screaming for help in his music.
The signs of suicide was in his music. In the end It doesn't really matter.
Ken Warkola what the fuck ? His hair ? Are you serious ? Think wisely man
So true, espeacially one more light album.
All the shit he went through i'm pretty sure his hair was on the bottom of the list.You haven't got a clue
There are loads of artists who have way darker songs and they don’t commit suicide. You want to send everyone that mentions suicide in their lyrics to a therapist?
Sia Mean It shown more in his live performance of One more light. Although pretty much every song they've written is true to one of theirs thoughts and feelings.