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  • @jeanne4328
    @jeanne4328 Před 4 lety +1041

    “I’m very middle eastern, I’m very African” man even when you’re sounding down you still make me laugh, keep your head up champ.

    • @HinaCabina
      @HinaCabina Před 4 lety +21

      i imagined nexus in the african hat and glowing eyes twitter meme

    • @wondermcthunder8835
      @wondermcthunder8835 Před 4 lety

      HinaCabina imagine me in ur house driving a
      A helicopter

    • @justanotherweirdo11
      @justanotherweirdo11 Před 4 lety

      And people think his name is Clifford.

  • @SupraLugia
    @SupraLugia Před 4 lety +240

    love u bro

  • @Patterrz
    @Patterrz Před 4 lety +928

    much love man

    • @yrgmustard3635
      @yrgmustard3635 Před 4 lety +3

      Stay strong too patterz

    • @primarinegaming6761
      @primarinegaming6761 Před 4 lety

      Some-Random Guy was Pat involved?

    • @lucayaki
      @lucayaki Před 4 lety +3

      @@primarinegaming6761 I don't know how much he was involved, but he is friends with a bunch of people that were.

    • @yrgmustard3635
      @yrgmustard3635 Před 4 lety +6

      @@primarinegaming6761 no but it cant be easy seeing ur closest friendship group break down like that

    • @itsmetater
      @itsmetater Před 4 lety +5

      patterrz is too pure to be part of beef

  • @Trickywi
    @Trickywi Před 4 lety +504

    Love you, Nexus. It was very courageous to make this video. You're incredibly strong and I hope you're okay. Hit me up anytime. I truly hope everyone can fully understand the weight of their words because they can truly stick with a person for a long time. Regardless, I hope for a happier and less toxic future for you

    • @dad6765
      @dad6765 Před 4 lety +3

      Trickywi you’re the best

    • @tenzintulotsang1953
      @tenzintulotsang1953 Před 3 lety +2

      Aren't people just trying to profit from this situation? Shady deliberately delayed it because of that rzn cmon now

    • @princemannic
      @princemannic Před rokem

      Wait TRICKY????

  • @CatUnderscore
    @CatUnderscore Před 4 lety +1137

    When you mentioned specifically Jay getting shit for being ahead of the man in Mario Kart, it dug up some memories. I used to always feel bad for Jay, cause he was one of the people who got shit constantly. I know you all got a lot of unnecessary shit, but Jay was bullied constantly and always put down whenever he did well in ANY GAME, whether it be on or off stream/video . Always felt mega bad for him. Like holy shit it was just a fucking video game.

    • @jjwitchy2709
      @jjwitchy2709 Před 4 lety +149

      Homie you're right. 😱 idk if you watched their penta ops I don't remember which one specifically but Jay was kinda bullied to release a whole bunch of legends for practically no reason!

    • @jgames1113
      @jgames1113 Před 4 lety +84

      Yeah I always thought it was just them messing around. But it just a bunch of people getting shit on and taking it just to not get kick out of the group. It is sickening to know something that entertain me, was also hurting them.

    • @MitchJustChill
      @MitchJustChill Před 4 lety +66

      @@jgames1113 I mean nappy did say hey we're all friend's we're just fucking around, to a point that was true cause the penta op crew would confirm this, in reality it was just nappy saying it was fine and by proxy nappy telling everyone else to say it was fine, and even Jay to convince himself that it was fine because they were just. "Friends."

    • @livinlikeallan
      @livinlikeallan Před 4 lety +54

      I just saw the insurgence penta op bc of memories but I could easily tell the signs watching back how toxic he was. He was like it was “just friends” if he kept talking to me like that I would’ve knocked his bitch ass out. Shits not cool.

    • @yamukirii5130
      @yamukirii5130 Před 4 lety +44

      JJ Astral what's worse is if you go to the video he saw the negative backlash he got and instead of doing something about it he instead decided to go to the comments and taunt all the fans that were bothered by it. It was honestly just childish and really showed a lot

  • @rorypunnington359
    @rorypunnington359 Před 4 lety +247

    real kings are able to show their emotions. we’re all so proud of you for making this and waiting until you were ready.
    here’s your official crown, king 👑
    you’ve earned it

  • @mattarcher8103
    @mattarcher8103 Před 4 lety +715

    2:14 "Me and Shady are tight as hell, that's the boy" *cue a small smile on everyone's face*

  • @philippaaamcm
    @philippaaamcm Před 4 lety +116

    I'm 21 now, and I was about 15 when I was heavily into watching you and that group, so when you said that it impacted you so much because you all grew together I really felt it... As a third party viewer I was so invested and I felt involved with you all at the time, so I can't even imagine how you must feel. It must have taken you so much to work through this, so major props to you for going to therapy and working through this ❤️

    • @smeasels6372
      @smeasels6372 Před 4 lety +5

      So many people were invested emotionally with all the creators for years it really did hurt... Hopefully Nexus Nick and Shady find better people to associate with

    • @HeirrOG
      @HeirrOG Před rokem

      💯

  • @PapaTart
    @PapaTart Před 4 lety +290

    I'm very glad other people of the group are coming out and making their own comments on the matter, after sacred did of course! Good for you guys and much love to you all an I hope everything goes well for you all!

  • @winstonlewis5630
    @winstonlewis5630 Před 4 lety +141

    That etika part hurt different the amount of people bullying etika and not helping him. I’m so glad you got help bro

  • @VioletRaze
    @VioletRaze Před 4 lety +645

    For starters, and this goes out to everyone, "worthless" is the absolute worst thing you can call someone. Do not call another person that, like, oh my goodness, you have no clue how much damage that word can do.
    Next up, Nexus, I'm not gonna sit here and pretend that I know you. Yeah, I watch your videos fairly consistently and I care about you, but I do not know you as a person. So, I apologize in advance if I sound like I do. I also might sound all over the place, as I'm typing this as I listen to you...so, sorry again.
    I started getting anxious when you described the stomach-dropping, the-world-is-ending feeling that you had, feelings that I bet you still have. I'm not about to compare pain, y'know? Last year, something happened to give me the same feeling. I suffered, and I'm still in therapy for it. I'm only mentioning that because I feel less alone, knowing that others understand that pain. Hopefully you're the same in that regard. One of the things I learned in therapy is that there's nothing I could have done to prevent the tragedy from happening. Literally none of what happened is your fault. There's nothing you could have done. It's a terrifying thought, but it's also a freeing one. Terrifying because it can make you feel powerless, but freeing because at the end of the day, you can only control your own thoughts and actions.
    You asked what kind of person says and does toxic shit and then blocks you. Do you wanna know what kind of person does that? An emotionally inept person. A person who was either born with something wrong in their head, or was raised by emotionally inept people. I said I didn't really know you, but what I do know is that you feel the way you do because you are a beautiful soul. You're also absolutely wild, to be sure, but a beautiful soul nonetheless.
    Anyway, sorry for the wall of text. My anxiety hates it when I leave comments, but I wanted to power through it this time. If you do read this Nexus, you gotta know that you are loved by so many people. Hateful words can hurt, but people who bring others down to pull themselves up are trash. Pay no mind to trash...unless it's literal trash, like, pick that shit up. Recycle.
    Sending out love and positive vibes to you, my favorite CZcamsr.

    • @averagememer9373
      @averagememer9373 Před 4 lety +26

      This. This comment right here.

    • @babo3324
      @babo3324 Před 4 lety +12

      Wonderful comment bro

    • @nathanbreadboi9223
      @nathanbreadboi9223 Před 4 lety +1

      Much respect my guy

    • @jakejohnson9563
      @jakejohnson9563 Před 4 lety

      Cringe

    • @andrewdorsey1237
      @andrewdorsey1237 Před 4 lety +8

      @@jakejohnson9563 yes, you are.
      On other notes, yo, OP, what you said is absolutely true. This is a shitty situation, and, a year later, it still is, but I'm glad Shady, Nexus, and the others are finally trying to put it all to rest. Nexus is clearly messed up from this tho, and he needs these kinds of comments. Thats the kind of person he is, at least from the understanding I've got.

  • @aduck8842
    @aduck8842 Před 4 lety +25

    I just listened to the entire video, and you are a legend for making it. Don't let anyone make you feel worthless, because you are not worthless. Whenever i watched a video of all y'all back then, you were one of the highlights, and of the main reasons to watch the video in the first place, for me at least. I feel bad for you all, all of the abuse you must have endured.... Never stop being you and never stop being awesome. much love.

  • @destinybond8966
    @destinybond8966 Před 4 lety +123

    I’ve been around since I was 12 and I haven’t left and nothing’s gonna change that dude. I love you and your content and I’ll continue to support you every step of the way. We love you king. Keep your head up

  • @TealGlaze
    @TealGlaze Před 4 lety +333

    As a fan, I'm just absolutely disgusted that I watched this man for years. I'm grossed out that throughout all of those videos, all of those streams, I didn't notice the signs of harm he was doing. The pain you and your friends went through is unimaginable to everybody else. i'm so sorry you had to go through this.

    • @livinlikeallan
      @livinlikeallan Před 4 lety +32

      I watched their insurgence penta op recently and yo looking back you could just see the signs.

    • @michaelcdarby
      @michaelcdarby Před 4 lety +9

      I’m also disgusted I watched him for years

    • @Wolfman6999
      @Wolfman6999 Před 4 lety +15

      Honest question, did you think all the toxicity was just jokes and a bit? Like it was mainly for the camera to keep things interesting?
      Because that's how I thought it was until right now.

    • @TealGlaze
      @TealGlaze Před 4 lety +13

      Matthew Barry I did. And it’s just as you said, it’s obvious now that it wasn’t just jokes. It’s a weird feeling to realize someone you watched was a genuinely horrible person. It makes you feel like you could’ve done something if you’d just noticed.

    • @Christian-jv4pc
      @Christian-jv4pc Před 4 lety +10

      Matthew Barry i used to think the same thing man. Looking back at his old content you can see the signs of abuse in his interactions with other people. he used the excuse “I’m not mad over a video game” repeatedly as a way to cover up his actions and justify them.

  • @FuzzyBuns09
    @FuzzyBuns09 Před 4 lety +9

    i can't even imagine what you or everyone else has been through. Take care of yourself above anything else. Best wishes to you and your loved ones!

  • @alexkomarek
    @alexkomarek Před 4 lety +16

    I can wholeheartedly relate to this, at least his stress of transitioning to college. And now this corona stuff is making it worse because I was sent home during the beginning of my second semester and can't find a job. I'm glad you're calling out a true monster. Much love! 💓💓💓

  • @isaac-77
    @isaac-77 Před 4 lety +179

    Nexus 😭😭😭
    I’m sending you a huge cyber hug ... i do hope this can help you brother ❤️❤️❤️

  • @fraserking4747
    @fraserking4747 Před 4 lety +106

    Appreciate you taking the time to be candid about this shit with us Nexus, even though you had no obligation to do so at all. Big love and support fam. 🤙

  • @mitchepipe
    @mitchepipe Před 4 lety +70

    Damn man, this was rough listening to, not gonna lie. I’m truly so sorry for you having to endure what you have. I was a huge fan of his, and he is the one who turned me onto you and Nick. I hope to see you and Nick back together soon. I wish you two nothing but the best through these hard times

  • @KyleAye
    @KyleAye Před 4 lety +98

    Love you bro. You are not alone, I promise. It took a lot of courage and strength to make this video. I know it can’t be easy to trust people, after all you’ve been through. I’m here if you ever need anything fam, for real.

  • @storminnorman3591
    @storminnorman3591 Před 4 lety +120

    Your the goat man don't ever let anyone tell you different

  • @Cuill_
    @Cuill_ Před 4 lety +86

    Aye bro we always here for you with the support, this type of stuff takes a ton of strength to open up and talk about, much love forever and always.
    After watching notes: these toxic people also don’t understand how heavily this impacted not only the entire friend group, but also all of the fans who were able to realize what was truly going on. I had been watching “him” since elementary school, I’m now in high school, and I was absolutely shattered when the news came out, I was questioning myself, I didn’t know who to trust and almost brought myself to take my own life. I felt so horrible for supporting this monster of a person, and could only imagine what type of pain this put you and the others through. So please remember, not only nexus but anyone reading this comment, there’s people here for you, people that genuinely care and will make sure you are ok, we’re here to support each other through the darkest times, don’t ever listen to those toxic haters who don’t know anything about you and we will move on and grow together in our own positive light. Much love to everyone, stay safe ❤️

  • @dominiquecadiz7045
    @dominiquecadiz7045 Před 4 lety +12

    just watched the whole thing. i'm so sorry all of this happened to you, and is still happening to you to this day. i haven't been a viewer for a long time like a lot of these folks, but your content really gets me through life, and i wanted you to know that. i hope you're doing a lot better, and that you continue to be one of the real ones. sending my love from the philippines!

  • @pichael5138
    @pichael5138 Před 4 lety +58

    The fact that the good people in this situation can still get shit on is baffling. You lads are the light in the community, keep your head up champ.

    • @jameslambert5198
      @jameslambert5198 Před 4 lety

      I've seen the comments on the fallen kings videos and it's all toxic. Either people saying he did nothing wrong, justifying what hes done or literally shitting on everyone else. What's crazy is nathan got serious hate when it came out about him (and deservedly so) but that twat does it and they're busy creating excuses.

  • @PolloMaster1996
    @PolloMaster1996 Před 4 lety +62

    Was not expecting this at all but I’m all ears and want to understand your perspective and want to hear your opinion nexus on the matter when you were ready. Nothing but love and respect for you.

  • @cryosis9347
    @cryosis9347 Před 4 lety +93

    Hey nexus I’m not great at talking but I just want to say I love you man. I’m loving your content that you are pumping rn. I know you probably will never fully heal from this situation but I hope the comments here give you some strength and love to at least heal you a little bit with time. I love you man stay strong and realize the positive comments outweigh the negative

  • @bobsonbrand7554
    @bobsonbrand7554 Před 4 lety +9

    Bro, I was a fan probably a couple of years ago. Tried to stop watching content because I had a few other things in my life. Hearing this story really hit home. Having toxic people in your life is awful, even tougher talking about the situation. Brave man, hope you’re doing okay ❤️

  • @FillInTheBlank214
    @FillInTheBlank214 Před 4 lety +6

    Nexus I've been watching your content for over 5 years now, just wanted to say that I'm sorry you went/are going through this right now. Love your personality and content and wishing you the best

  • @KrakoanGreg
    @KrakoanGreg Před 4 lety +9

    You’re an awesome person Nexus and as someone who has anxiety disorder, it meant a lot for me to hear you talk about your anxiety and fears of showing your emotions. You were brave for sharing this and it makes me want to support your channel more. Keep being strong dude 👍

  • @pufferplayz8030
    @pufferplayz8030 Před 4 lety +35

    When I think about this whole situation it just brings me so much sadness, you’re such an amazing dude, and I’m so sorry about all of this. The saddest part is had he been more open maybe you guys could’ve gotten him help, I’m not saying he could be fixed it’s just sad because, maybe just maybe he could’ve been helped. But it’s too late now and that’s really depressing, especially for you guys who considered him a great friend. I can only hope the future will be better, and I wish the best for all of you!

  • @d.j6578
    @d.j6578 Před 4 lety +3

    nexus i’m so sorry about everything that happened. you’re an amazing content creator and you’re a great person. i’m really looking forward to more variety content.
    please take care of yourself in these really shitty times ❤️

  • @staticsoul69
    @staticsoul69 Před 4 lety +31

    Being a long time supporter of Moe, Nick and ofc you...This gave me insight that I never had.
    All I can say is you're an amazing human being, I hope you realise that you're the goat

  • @josharunietunie3619
    @josharunietunie3619 Před 4 lety +74

    Hey Nexus, not sure if you’ll even want to read the comments, but I just want to let you know that I genuinely appreciate what you do. My absolute favourite PokéTuber, and I think that you’re a pretty neat person. It’s amazing that you have been so energetic with all this turmoil in your life. This might not mean much for you, seeing as I only really know you as a content creator and not as a person, but I hope that some words from a random 18 year old white boy can do something for you.

  • @Slasher374
    @Slasher374 Před 4 lety +49

    It takes a lot of courage and strength to come out and say this Nexus, I have respect for those who called out those who did people wrong and try their best to move on. You are no different. Shady, Luke, Sacred, Mo, all of you deserve better and more welcoming people in your lives. You are a wonderful human being with a great heart who has had terrible things happen to them. Take your time and put one foot in front of the other. You got this man. Much love.

  • @nineteenseventyfive6709
    @nineteenseventyfive6709 Před 4 lety +4

    This situation still makes me feel so sad. I can’t even begin to imagine how it really feels being in your position. Much love Nexus.

  • @SuperSaiyan63VA
    @SuperSaiyan63VA Před 4 lety

    I’m extremely sorry that you had to go through that, I have suffered through toxic friendships and friend groups before and getting over them is a horrible experience, but I know you can do it. As a person suffering from anxiety as well I can only hope that you find the courage to move on no matter how long that takes. I hope to see you prosper.

  • @demonangel1995
    @demonangel1995 Před 4 lety +11

    Nexus I've watched your videos for the last 5 years, and I'm glad to see you get this off your chest, life is all about learning and healing and I hope your doing so much better, I've had to drop a lot of toxic people in life and it happens but I'm hoping you stay strong and get better everyday 💚 love you my dude.

  • @yxngjupe4101
    @yxngjupe4101 Před 4 lety +63

    Dawg Nexus, you are an amazing content creator please don’t stop doing what you’re doing. I hate that some people will still bash you for it but we Squee Squad for life! I’m going through a hard time myself and seeing you grow makes me wanna grow😁

  • @finalcountdown3210
    @finalcountdown3210 Před 4 lety +17

    Like you said, you're the one who's always telling everyone to "Talk it out." And that's what you did with this video and you should be proud. Not everyone has the courage to speak out. Back in the day, when you first started uploading, I was just starting college, I was 18 or 19 when I started watching. You and the others were like a sort of role model to me. I didn't know you were younger than me and in high school, but it doesn't matter, I looked up to people like you and wanted to be like you. You were and still are a role model to many many viewers out there. You are still out there making an impact on the world, and I will continue to support you and your channel. Thank you

  • @justanotherweirdo11
    @justanotherweirdo11 Před 4 lety +2

    Thank you for making this video. Good vibes sending your way. I can relate with being in around toxic people but I can't imagine being in your situation. Sorry you had to go through that shit.

  • @voidedabsolution
    @voidedabsolution Před 4 lety +26

    None of this is your fault, you're a great person with a good heart. You make people happy on the daily, so just know even through all this we appreciate you and what you do. You have our support.

  • @thethiccsauce4068
    @thethiccsauce4068 Před 4 lety +84

    Damn king, it hurts hearing someone so energetic like you sounding like this, you are awesome bro dont let some random mofos tell you otherwise, just know that we love you and will always support you king.

  • @loomsterinc2236
    @loomsterinc2236 Před 4 lety

    ever since I found your channel man I’ve always felt you were a genuine person, it took a lot of guts to post this video making yourself so vulnerable. You’re an amazing person keep taking care of yourself and keep posting the incredible content

  • @yamukirii5130
    @yamukirii5130 Před 4 lety +58

    I think that he was very insecure and what you said confirmed it. I remember in many LPs even specifically his let's go one, he said 'I don't care about other people's playthroughs and how they do things' and yet now it's being revealed that he spoke about other peoples LPs that way. So clearly he was sat there saying 'I don't care' trying to convince others and probably himself too.
    He unnecessarily shat on people for years. But like you were saying when me and others spoke up, when we said shit his hive mind fanbase would not let you live. Case in point, the Insurgence episode where he spoke Jay into releasing Pokémon and the Uranium episode where he spoke Mo into not using the shiny. He was very clearly insecure and it showed through many things, especially his obsessive need to always be right and think of himself as better. He literally seemed to keep Jay around purely to get his anger out on someone. He knew Jay would just accept it so he was there for that, and it always bothered me because Jay is a genuinely good guy. For example too in the Great Generation debate series. The concept for that series was great but it was completely ruined by him trying to force his opinions upon the group.
    He was toxic, insecure and more. But his fans would ignore it even when he was horrible about them. I remember going to his Twitch streams sometimes and he would just straight up be shitting on his youtube viewers.
    It's sad but I think everyone made the right decision distancing and removing themselves from him. You, nick, Shady and everyone else even those who no longer do youtube like Mo and Twit all deserve better and I hope things will get better given time

  • @carsonkull8725
    @carsonkull8725 Před 4 lety +163

    dude this whole thing is just horrible, can’t be more upset about all the stuff that happened. not just for me who loved watching all of “their” videos/streams, but for you who has had to experience this thing first hand. we’re all here supporting you dude and take it easy man ✊🏻

    • @Megabaron
      @Megabaron Před 4 lety +1

      Was bout to comment a similar thing

    • @Megabaron
      @Megabaron Před 4 lety

      rajiv. What’s the video lol

    • @spaceface8504
      @spaceface8504 Před 4 lety

      @@astroravioli Watch the video and if you're still confused then watch shadypenguins latest video.

    • @jimjamjon2285
      @jimjamjon2285 Před 4 lety +1

      rajiv. Imagine not watching the video and then asking what the video is about lmao

  • @marley5740
    @marley5740 Před 4 lety +5

    I've been watching your content for a while, yes it started with that friend group's content but you have always stood out as one of the brightest personalities in every video you were in. I've been trying to support you by watching as much content as possible of yours ever since this all went down and I will continue to do so. As someone who struggled with toxic relationships and mental health issues, I can relate to a lot of the feelings it seems like you are feeling. I obviously do not know enough to speak on your feelings, but I hope everything goes right for you in the future and I'm sending my love. I know this will be one in hundreds of comments just like this, but I hope your therapy and recovery goes well so you can keep being the shining, inspiring person that I have loved to watch and support since the day I watched your content

  • @aidanzkool4120
    @aidanzkool4120 Před 4 lety +5

    Nexus, I love that you made this video, these things needed to be said. You’re a freaking trooper.

  • @jrawr3489
    @jrawr3489 Před 4 lety

    Hope you get through what your going through. Always a supporter of you. Thank you for speaking out about this toxic person.

  • @sethcarnes8631
    @sethcarnes8631 Před 4 lety +245

    If I catch any and I mean ANYONE threatening nexus life . It's on sight . ON SIGHT

    • @Rvsegold
      @Rvsegold Před 4 lety +13

      Seth Carnes FACTS

    • @sovereignblastoise6767
      @sovereignblastoise6767 Před 4 lety +31

      facts someone should not BE HARASSED over a fucking video game ....

    • @gutsuriverdale2623
      @gutsuriverdale2623 Před 4 lety +8

      Ayo for real when I heard that I was ready to break jaws like nexus leave screen name lol. Who saying this shit?

    • @screwydrewy3214
      @screwydrewy3214 Před 4 lety +8

      100% We're pulling up on anyone who does

    • @shotspecialist8667
      @shotspecialist8667 Před 4 lety +9

      This is the opposite of what Nexus would want - imagine how Nexus would feel knowing his viewers were harassing others considering what he just talked about.

  • @ItsSiebay
    @ItsSiebay Před 4 lety +117

    I'm glad everyone is finally taking the time to get things off their chest and lay this whole thing to rest.
    I'll be honest, at that time I was so lost, I didn't know what to believe, but somehow through it all, I found your channel.
    You've always kept it real and are a genuine entertainer, but most of all, you're human like everyone else. You do you king, and don't let anyone bring you down.

  • @explo3605
    @explo3605 Před 4 lety +19

    It's crazy to me how he knows how much of a part he played in so many lives and in even some cases, childhood, and yet he shows no repentance at all. I've known about this man since I was 11 and to know all the shit he truly put others through continues to be hurtful.

  • @dreenalyse
    @dreenalyse Před 4 lety

    Sending love and support your way, talking about stuff like this is never easy regardless of how much time has passed or how much therapy you go through.

  • @natedogg2504
    @natedogg2504 Před 4 lety +145

    “thanks for being truthful” and my man ain’t even watch 3 minutes of the video. anyways. Much love

    • @kaiiizen8626
      @kaiiizen8626 Před 4 lety +1

      im curious,, what video? did anything recently happened? i woke up to watch stuff on yt then i see jay's vid and then this vid

    • @MJ-mi9qc
      @MJ-mi9qc Před 4 lety +1

      @@kaiiizen8626 This is shit that went down like last April I'm pretty sure. Don't quote me on that it's just been a long time, to say the least. Tbh, if you're new to these guys then I'd honestly just not dig too much into it. If you can't tell, serious stuff happened to this community of content creators and I'm sure they'd appreciate just having people support and love them and enjoy their content. No need to extrapolate this drama any further than it already has been. That's just my opinion though. You can obviously dig further into this if you're truly that curious.

    • @ThumberBulls6
      @ThumberBulls6 Před 4 lety

      @@MJ-mi9qc who is "these guys"

    • @kaiiizen8626
      @kaiiizen8626 Před 4 lety

      @@MJ-mi9qc oh i know about the whole incident that happened, was it last year? i was just curious if something new recently happened, bc i thought this whole thing was over and now suddenly people are talking about it again,, was it just bc the /he who shall not be named/ has returned to make yt vids?

    • @MJ-mi9qc
      @MJ-mi9qc Před 4 lety

      @@kaiiizen8626 Yea it was last year. I also think fanbases are probably still asking for collabs or just bringing it up especially now that he''s bad. Like as much as what he did is horrible, he makes fantastic content. Collabs like the penta-ops were super dope. Ofc people are grasping at straws to see that happen again.
      Also "these guys" is the old friend group. Nexus, Twit, Mo, etc.

  • @braydenbennewies5059
    @braydenbennewies5059 Před 4 lety +23

    Nexus I don’t usually comment and watch your content from a far but always enjoy man this hits hard I hope that your are doing better and I’m sure all your supports will be here for you man

  • @HotHoncho
    @HotHoncho Před 4 lety +22

    You did the right thing by making this video nexus. We the community support you and thank you for your sacrifice and willingness to be open about something so close to you.

  • @educatedlives6041
    @educatedlives6041 Před 4 lety +2

    This video made me bawl like a baby. Nexus you were probably the 1st poketuber I started watching and it spread to me watching your group and it all falling apart kills me because you guys got me through so much pain in sadness myself so I cant even begin to understand what you're going through. But I know this. You got this. And you'll have all the support you can ever need. I appreciate you as well as many others. Thanks for all you do. Love you my guy.

  • @mylesloper2280
    @mylesloper2280 Před 4 lety +7

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts Nexus, I can’t imagine how much you went through. I hope you continue making great content.

  • @gex_6920
    @gex_6920 Před 4 lety +10

    I can feel what your going through nexus, just keep chugging along my man

  • @keithlyons4359
    @keithlyons4359 Před 4 lety

    Respect the honesty bro. Keep your head held high, getting through the worst helps others who see your bravery to get through too.

  • @sph77
    @sph77 Před 2 lety +2

    I hope you are doing better these days nexus you deserve lots of love bro thank you for your energy, passion and good vibes

  • @lukepichler8881
    @lukepichler8881 Před 4 lety +9

    Honestly I just started watching this channel when you did the tier lists, so I'm really new. But this sounds so horrible and I wouldn't want anyone to go through that. I hope things get better for you.

  • @wildetoast2332
    @wildetoast2332 Před 4 lety +6

    Stay strong nexus you got me through such a hard time in life and I could only laugh if I watched your content and stay strong and don't stop doing you and be safe

  • @chaldoproductions613
    @chaldoproductions613 Před 4 lety

    I watched this yesterday and I rewatched it today because I just needed to. This is the most genuine video I’ve ever watched on CZcams. The amount of pain I can sense in you and hurt in you, the way you are using words and expressing them, I’m very sorry nexus. You don’t deserve it at all, this video makes me so so so so sad and I just want to cry for you. Love you man, you’ll get through it soon man, you are strong.

  • @arcana8899
    @arcana8899 Před 4 lety

    Your content is yours, and I always come back here because YOU make me smile.
    At the end of the day I hope talking helped you keep on moving forward. Hearing you speak on all the stuff that happened has helped me think about some shit I'd been going through the last couple of weeks with my friends, and where we all stand on some things.
    Truly, you're a wonderful content creator who means so much to me (and countless others of course).
    Keep on going strong, Nexus!

  • @andrewroberts7638
    @andrewroberts7638 Před 4 lety +10

    Much love to ya man recovery always takes time 💪🏻

  • @gandhihype
    @gandhihype Před 4 lety +23

    thank you for staying strong king. god bless you. stay safe

  • @yohanncarbajal546
    @yohanncarbajal546 Před 4 lety

    Nexus is such a precious gem and it hurts to hear the amount of hurt he had to go through and is still going through. always sending positive vibes your way cus you made and continue to make my teenage years so much better by posting. love you dawg ❤️💙

  • @missdreavus649
    @missdreavus649 Před 4 lety +1

    You’re honestly one of the most amazing people. You’re so damn strong for hanging in there after all of this shit.

  • @o.nbooth9325
    @o.nbooth9325 Před 4 lety +39

    It’s okay nexus we understand. your hope okay

  • @CallMeBrostoise
    @CallMeBrostoise Před 4 lety +6

    I really appreciate you coming out with this. There was a lot in here that I did not know about. Much respect to you and sorry to hear about all the crap you went through. Keep up the great content!

  • @adamlarsen9783
    @adamlarsen9783 Před 4 lety +2

    Nexus, I appreciate you man in all ways imaginable I respect the hell out of you for coming forth with this difficult discussion. Just want you to know that you put a smile on my face with all your content creation and that I couldn't be more thankful

  • @abrie.s
    @abrie.s Před 4 lety +1

    listening to this broke my heart. i love you nexus, i haven’t been on youtube very much in general for a while but i’m gonna start coming on here again just to watch and support your videos because you deserve all the support and love in the world. please remember you’re so loved 🤍

  • @amanjyotsingh3879
    @amanjyotsingh3879 Před 4 lety +34

    Hey my brother, I'm not even gonna act like I knew you forever or watched you forever because I didn't. I started when you played Mystery Dungeon, but that's not my point. I want to let you know that we all have bad moments in our past, terrible moments. I can relate to you and I share your pain when you experienced loss, sleepless nights, anxiety. I may not feel your loss for the same exact reason as you, but I experienced loss as well. I lost my mother a few years back while I was still in my teens and it still haunts me today. It takes these hardships for us to get to where we want to be sooner or later. Keep pushing and keep your head up my brother, I pray for endless happiness and want you to be the best person you can be. I know you wake up to hate everyday, but I hope this reaches out to you. You have me bro. I have your back, I hope my words go to you. I want you to know that I wish the best for you, I may not know you to a personal level and I'm just some guy on the web, but you have my respect and thanks. I am thankful for people like you who not only share their struggles but continue to be a better man knowing how hard it is. Keep pushing my brother, you will do big and great things as you are now. You're an awesome man no matter what anyone else does. If you ever need a talk, I am here for you. Even if you don't, just know that you got me cheering you own through your journey bro. Have a good night my brother, be safe, and be happy.

  • @reduprisings4986
    @reduprisings4986 Před 4 lety +5

    I'm literally crying right now I love you man. I've always loved you and I just want you to feel loved cuz you deserve it. You, Shady, and Mo I started watching a lot before the end of it and I really wish this stuff didn't happen to you. I will always support you. I know I haven't watched a lot of your videos but I still have always loved you and I will forever support you.

  • @michaelmcgann6133
    @michaelmcgann6133 Před 4 lety

    You deserve all the love in the world for having to endure all that you have with that guy. It may be cold comfort, but I went through a eerily similar situation with my own friend group but about a year before yours. It gets better, it gets easier, you’re beloved by so many, and I hope you can breathe easy after this.

  • @VoidHeart56
    @VoidHeart56 Před 4 lety +2

    As someone who's had their own mental health struggles, I know how hard this video must have been to make. I'm happy to hear that you and Shady are talking. He seems like the kind of person who will give you the support you need and help you through your struggle. If you and Shady are ever ready, I would personally be very excited to see a co-op Pokemon LP. That being said, I understand that there is a lot of healing that still needs to be done by both you and Shady before something like that will happen. I hope you can get to a place where you feel safe and are able to manage your mental health.

  • @EddyWriter_
    @EddyWriter_ Před 4 lety +3

    Love that you're opening up about this.
    I had my own dilemma, but as a viewer last year. I knew what (he) did was terrible, but deep within I wanted to believe he understood his wrongdoing and sought help - alongside the fact that I genuinely viewed him as an entertaining content creator for many years. A year later, things have gotten clearer.
    Watching Shady's video, and now this one, made me get emotional. Even for a split second (when he returned) I thought things would progress, but Shady's video slapped me in the face with a cold harsh reality that may never change. Understanding one's flaws is the first step to changing one's mindset or actions. As of right now, his trajectory doesn't seem to have shifted much if at all.
    As a person who was an avid fan of him, I pray he gets the help he needs. Unfortunately, that will only happen once he recognizes that it's necessary to begin with. Maybe his past plays a role in his actions now, but other than being an entertainer/content creator, I know absolutely nothing about the person behind the scenes.
    All that aside, I wish all the best for you, Shady and all others involved going forward. Stay safe and don't let the opinions of those who're blissfully ignorant to the full story sway your mental state.

  • @austinz1824
    @austinz1824 Před 4 lety +7

    I'm only 5 minutes into this video and much love to Nexus for being transparent and real with us on all of this. As an entertainer it must not be an easy thing to open up in that kind of way with your audience and talk about issues like anxiety and depression and those kinds of vulnerabilities, when most content made on here is supposed to be more light hearted and entertaining, it means a lot that you're able to open up and be real with the community. Especially with how polarizing the entire controversy with everything has been.
    Anyways, long post over, TL:DR
    Nexus is the real one, and much respect and love for him

  • @bigbrantim5012
    @bigbrantim5012 Před 4 lety +1

    Nexus I have watched you guys for so long and I never could have imagined the shit that was going down on the sidelines. You have made me smile so many times. It is disgusting what those commenters are doing. They think because they aren’t speaking to you face to face they can say horrible shit. I truly hope that one day you will be able to put all of this behind you. I am currently in my first year of college so I totally understand how you felt at that time. Even though you might not read this, know that you are absolutely appreciated. Your streams lately have been so refreshing lately with all the stress I have. Thank you.

  • @LTSketch3014
    @LTSketch3014 Před 4 lety +1

    As someone who also struggles with anxiety and depression, this will help you in the long run Nexus. Your content is amazing and you are a great personality. Thank you for speaking your piece and we appreciate your side and your honesty! God Bless

  • @mattotf220
    @mattotf220 Před 4 lety +7

    I’m goin’ to keep it real. This video made me tear up by the end of it. We are here for you nexus and want to see you well. Sending positive vibes and hope everything will turn for the better. You have been through a lot and over came a lot. Please stay strong for us.

  • @kevmclarty
    @kevmclarty Před 4 lety +6

    This must be so difficult for all of you. I can’t imagine what you must feel like. We’re all here for you nex. And despite it all, you’re still pushing through and making content for all of us to laugh at. Stay strong king, we love you

  • @nickydarling5208
    @nickydarling5208 Před 3 lety

    You are an insanely brave man and I respect the hell out of you. You are totally in the right to feel this way, and I hope at some point you can heal from this awful situation.

  • @jonahgil2846
    @jonahgil2846 Před 4 lety +2

    I know I haven’t been around in awhile but I want you to know you’re a great guy and your videos and you as a person have brought laughter to my life for many years and I thank you for that . You are never alone and we all love you

  • @kyoorin
    @kyoorin Před 4 lety +4

    we're all here for you man, keep that head held high and keep moving up dawg

  • @libbyabsher5715
    @libbyabsher5715 Před 4 lety +112

    The amount of times I heard you say “I’m sorry” breaks my heart. I’m here for you, when you’re up and when you’re down man. ❤️

  • @shuheihisagi6689
    @shuheihisagi6689 Před 4 lety

    You and Shady were the coolest, smartest people in the group that I subbed to. I am glad you both have good heads on your shoulders and have the courage to speak out on your old friend like this. People need to hear your stories, even though you guys are trying to move on and get through this situation personally. Thank you for being awesome Nexus.

  • @TFlame
    @TFlame Před 4 lety

    Proud of you, I know everything you're going through is hard but everyday you get through is a testament to how strong you are. Even with the small group of people attacking you, you still persevere and post content. Imma be a supporter of you no matter what!

  • @brandonzepeda24
    @brandonzepeda24 Před 4 lety +17

    Don’t let people bring you down king I love you and you are my favorite CZcamsr 😭❤️

  • @niggy4L
    @niggy4L Před 4 lety +4

    Keep ya head up king👑 I finished the video and I have this to say who care what they say when you post this, who cares what they think, don’t get scared at the fact of what’s gonna happen at the end of day we all still here for you and don’t have anyone put fear in ya heart frfr

  • @voodaa872
    @voodaa872 Před 4 lety

    I love you king. You’ve been keeping me sane throughout this situation to be honest. I grew up on y’all fr, and it still blows me that it’s all real. I’ve been going thru some rough shit the past couple years and tbh I don’t know where I’d be without you and Pokémon. I support you 4l and I’m glad of all the people I watched as a kid you been the one I stuck with. squeeeeeeeeee

  • @jasonmillerprods274
    @jasonmillerprods274 Před 4 lety

    I'm sorry you went through all this man. You deserve peace. You, Nick, Mo, Shady, just everyone affected by this shit I just really want to see you all happy again and heal.

  • @courtneyrudolph8374
    @courtneyrudolph8374 Před 4 lety +36

    Keep your head up, big guy. We love you. It takes guts to talk about personal stuff like this. Edit: please watch the whole video before you comment, dislike, like, and etc. you need to fucking watch.

  • @azj1467
    @azj1467 Před 4 lety +268

    Nexus you probably won’t read this, and I don’t know if I was part of this group. But if I am, I am sorry for asking where mo was in the last few months, I was just worried about him and was hoping he was ok, I didn’t realize I was having a negative effect of your health and I’m genuinely sorry. I didn’t know y’all weren’t friends anymore and now I know that my pestering hurt you and I’m extremely sorry for that. I just want you to know that you’re an amazing human and content creator. I will always love you and your content from the bottom of my heart.

  • @mimi-oy4dv
    @mimi-oy4dv Před 4 lety +1

    Hey Nexus, I’ve only been a fan for a few months but you’ve already become one of my favorite content creators. You are an amazing person, and I’m sorry you had to deal with all this. Stay strong king

  • @DaKlink47
    @DaKlink47 Před 4 lety +2

    It's honestly heartbreaking to hear how hard all that stuff has been on you. You always seemed like a genuinely good guy and I sincerely hope it'll get better for you!

  • @CrimsonHuntsman
    @CrimsonHuntsman Před 4 lety +46

    Speaking of UCL, I remember when Jay was getting dumped on for picking Sylveon in season 1.

  • @indigoblue8600
    @indigoblue8600 Před 4 lety +15

    Keep your head up king, don’t let that crown fall. We love you nexus

  • @kingtaco536
    @kingtaco536 Před 4 lety

    So much respect for you to come out and share your experiences man, I had no idea shit was this bad. You don't deserve anything negative you've received, I wish for all the best for you cause thats all you deserve, sending you love man

  • @JayVee1182
    @JayVee1182 Před 4 lety

    Keep pushing on and doing your thing man. Sending nothing but love and light your way. Truly takes courage and I, as a viewer, admire and appreciate you letting your walls down and giving us honesty. Very grateful for all the laughs you've brought me my man. Thank you.