I’ve found ,at least from what I’ve gained on my journey, that a great deal of this is the horrible truth that we must all go through the death of out physical bodies. From this I gather that only by mastering our energy body and astral/soul travel can we finally achieve dealing with this horrific fear and despair. This has been called The Achievement of The Solar Body and many other names.
Wow. I've been going thru this for some time and it's been terrifying. There have been times I was suicidal, unable to find purpose in this life, feeling lonely and detached. I've always felt different, as tho I don't belong, unable to relate, incredibly introverted and difficulty forming relationships. When you spoke to not even wanting to get out of bed... I felt it. I've literally spent weeks and even months unable to get up in the morning, only able and willing to do the basic necessities. I just wanted to sleep, often via chemical assistance which led to other issues. I've never felt so empty yet overwhelmed at the same time, no energy and finding little if any joy in things I once enjoyed. I'm so confused about what to do from here.
I relate to what you’re saying. It can be terrifying at times this disconnect with the world we call reality. What helped me was finding a strong and reliable spiritual teacher and starting spiritual practices like meditation and yoga which incorporate breathing practice as suggested in the video. I follow Eckhart Tolle. His teaching is deep honest and practical . It’s brought me a lot of peace but he’s not for everyone. Perhaps this channel offers teaching as well? It’s my first time watching it. Give it a try. If you don’t like it just move on to something else. CZcams has many resources available for free. Take advantage of it. I wish you the very best on your journey my dear. Don’t worry, you’ll be ok. And you are not alone.... Loving blessings and peace to you 🙏🏻❤️
Aspen, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above practice daily. Best wishes.
Don't go to the hospital when you have that awakening & moving pain. I was put in a psych ward for 5 days; I refused psych meds and then left when the psychiatrist decided I was too knowledgeable to be crazy.
I went through the same & it still angers me today but it's a work in progress. I was given prescriptions to "Help ease my mind." only to end up in comatose & feeling actual depression instead of the expressions & oppression I fought to voice. Even now, I fight for my truth. The spirit world is very real. I fear for those who aren't prepared for what's coming.
This almost happened to me. I was going to go see a therapist but my guides prevented it from happening. I understand now tho because trying to explain to a mental health professional that you’re seeing angels, you feel like you’re dying, and you don’t feel like you’re in your body...they’ll label you as being schizophrenic or catatonic
@@nicoledavis3382 That doesn't sound good. I personally never wanted to take medication because I felt that at some point I was going to have to meet my demons head on, and I just wanted to get it over with. Well, it's not over with, but I have had some great awakening moments through the years.
My psychiatrist also gave me meds and the first day i took one, my solar plexus was in severe pain, I felt the burning and stabbing sensation. I was also having intense anxiety and panic attacks. I stopped taking it and i was okay the next day.
My dark night manifested in the form of anxiety rather than depression, so it looked and felt very different than how most people portray it. Mine was characterized by crippling fear and panic attacks. Getting out of it happened in stages and it's really nice being on the other side of it.
I have also had more anxiety than depression, but I’ve noticed they go hand in hand as well. My anxiety paralyzes me, and then the guilt of being stuck and unproductive leads to feeling depressed and just feeling like everything is pointless. Lol it’s crazy
@@augrse I'd say the worst of it lasted around 3 or 4 months, but it crept up on me over the course of a few years and it took a few more years to really dissolve entirely. All-in-all ... maybe 5 or 6 years?
I'm definitely in a dark night of the soul. I knew what was going on with me was strange but the CZcams vids on this topic is really helpful. It helps to know that I'm not alone and others have experienced this as well and I'm not just crazy. In tarot readings they talk about "Oh you're just having a Dark Night of the Soul". I was thinking what is that exactly. So thanks for the clarification on this topic.
I laughed when you said “you know when you were a kid & you would jump out of bed “it’s another day!! Yes let’s go!!” 😆😆😆 haven’t felt like that since I was 16 😆😆😆 Now I just lay in bed all night & some of the day just flying around on the astral wherever I wish to go-can’t be doing that forever though 😓
It's so comforting to hear someone speak of death so directly. Thank you. I'm deep in a mess. I've been going through this spiritual awakening for a good 15 years now. I HAVE been asking God why I was born to THIS life, in THIS family, in THIS country, with THESE karmatic ties. And I have received answers. I wish I didn't. It's so overwhelming. I have no idea what I have to do to follow my spiritual path. I feel so lost. Now, I want to die, not because life is bad - I have everything I need and want (of course I will always want more but I have plenty of what I already asked for), but because I've been shown my future, and I can't accept it. A part of me wants more (to travel space for example), and a part of me just wants to be free, truly free - to live my life. And when you learn why you've come here, as a soul - you lose that freedom. You know the ONE PATH, or at least - where it leads. I'm really troubled. And I don't know anyone else who's experiencing anything like this.
Hey there ❤ - I too received the ‘gift’ of foreseeing my future, during this dark night. Not pleasant at all, I understand your angst. Terrifying for me x
Definitely! Finances are a nightmare & in debt 😓 and my friends think I’m nuts 😓 I’m more than happy on my own though-I crave solitude even more, much more than before so its very difficult for me “to do people” I would much rather be on my own doing spiritual study, meditation & watching channels like yours on CZcams-I literally have to force myself to be around people! And yes my motivation is awful right now-everything in my day to day life seems so hard 😓
Amazing video. It makes absolute sense. I went through dark night of soul few years back...it lasted more than a decade.....but it changed me completely. I had spiritual awakening. I knew who I was. I am so glad for the dark night of soul. Thankyou. Thankyou. You just elucidated the signs so well. Beautifully articulated too!
@@kathrynbresser3991 Dark night feels like depression, but somehow with all the spiritual experiences and insights and revelations happening simultaneously...one knows that it isn't a simple depression...but a beautiful awakening....there is no doubt whatsoever.... because one is constantly guided with information coming each moment. Infant there is overload of divine knowledge.....as thr consciousness expands tremendously...one is unable to cope up with this .... because one isn't prepared yet .... because the baggage has to be removed...hence the dark night happens ...to clear all emotional baggages....and lead us to new level of awareness
@@enigma5651 I hope this is right I pray it is. I don't want it to be depression. I am trying to become more spiritual more open and aware but this is so hard the fear the emotions and thoughts. I'm afraid to be honest. I love your words they help. Would love to talk more. So hard to find people that understand. Thankyou so much.
@@enigma5651 I'm having such a horrendous time. The inner pain and anguish over this is too much. I am trying so hard. I don't know where else to turn. I'm really scared this is going to kill me. Please any help. Please and Thankyou
Anxiety & depression has crippled my EXISTANCE. I was literally silenced with an inability to even speak for 6 months. A slow very painful DEATH as it would seem... I now live on the edge of that FEAR ever so near to invade my life at any given moment. I stay in perpetual seclusion away from harm. Feed off of the beauty of nature but cannot sustain a living doing just that. I never allow anyone to get to close they may judge me if this happens I make sure to ruin there curiosity about me with my wicked self...A painful childhood keep me locked in self destruction. Starving myself of a connect to life and or to anyone. I have mastered to fool those who have broken threw the eggshell glimpse of myself hatred. It's like a magic show I put on to my past councilors, hypnotists, therapists and psychiatrists. A comedic display of sarcasm to distract them from my pain & suffering...My couch is my best friend, my stomach is killing me...I feel I am drowning holding my last and final breath to awaken & face another day....You say we all have purpose please, I surrender to that thought if only for a mere second today...Allow me the spiritual awakening to remove the soul crushing pain....
@@consciousgoddess309How are we the chosen ones to carry such a burden of pain and unspeakable suffering....The closest I can relate to this is a horribly abused dog who can never tell who and why someone would do this to them Left forever broken....I am so sorry you feel this same pain 😢...I want you to know I hope someday we meet in heaven and celebrate never ever again having to live another day remembering this past life!!! I long for that day my friend 😉
I can relate... pain is so unbearable that even playing my instrument and reach my angels doesn't matter anymore for me. I don't know if you had the wonderful chance to dance with them, but in my case it is useless now. My shadow is making me insecure about everything, it looks like a real death...
I’ve been getting a pain in my belly exactly like you described and I had no idea it could be a part of the dark night of the soul. Each day is an opportunity to learn and grow so thank you :)
you just described my symptoms. i should have known this was coming. insomnia, “depression,” no actual sad mental thoughts, feel like I’ll vomit from the pain, life is “falling apart,” etc. Thank you 😊
Thank you so much Jamie 🙏🏼 Met my masculine counterpart March 19th - we triggered each others awakening. I have been going through DNOTS since a week before Christmas 2022’ (governing fear) Truly The Most terrifying time of my life - all my fear, anxiety, any low vibrational emotion started purging. This was all directed in my heart centre, hot, heavy almost violent energy. It gets so painful I shake and almost convulse. Had to quit my job. Feels like internal hell. So important to have others to reach out to & understanding ❤
Thanks Jamie. Really enjoyed your video. Love your honesty. Its a long journey great because our minds are opened up but what a struggle to justify getting out of bed. Please Jesus rescue us all 🙏❤️🙏
What are you experiencing?? I've been going through it for.like the last 2years I'd say. Perhaps longer. But I'm accepting it. That's the primary key to getting through it. You're already one step ahead.
I felt the biggest most ecstatic shift of my life so far. Unconditional love flooding my body and heart. Understanding and being. This was followed by what I thought was depression. Surprised by suicidal ideation. Nothing mattered. Life just feels colorless and empty. A better understanding of what is happening was so uplifting in itself. Thank you for this video. - new subscriber
We have to go beyond life while being alive. Beautifully put my friend. I see it as fulfilling our role in leading humanity while they catch up to what’s actually happening. Maybe it’s in us to build the steps needed for those who are still asleep to walk up and wake up. Then again we are just vesicles that are being used for the collective contribution to everything. We just have to let the universe do it’s thing through us. And when the roles switch be thankful for people that accept their calling. I hope everyone can accept their current situations no matter what they’re going through. It is necessary to complete God’s plan 🙏 peace be with you.
That's I've going through but I am now in the awakening stage now..... Thank you, God. I keep ignoring that inner voice now I listen to it - Please don't ignore it - It is telling you something.
Thank GOD for this video‼️ ur description is exactly i been going thru....i knew it wasn't depression being a nurse which made it worse because i didn't understand exactly what was going on with me‼️💯 thank u sooooo much
Great video! I’ve been going through my dark night of the soul for a year now .. it’s difficult.. but I am getting through it. I appreciate the insight! I subscribed to your channel ❤️
yeah I been I’d be going around to the Gun shops and everything at one point checking out Glocks, man, running around checking into obscure motels at the edge of town trying the suicide, crying so terribly at one giving myself Aterial fib. attacks- literally crying out to the Heavens to “ Please God, END THIS SUFFERING- “
@@A.Krispy Im so sorry to hear you are going through this. This reminds me of a video I saw of Sinead O'Conner in a run down motel saying and thinking the same thoughts. It made no sense. She's a famous and beautiful musician but she couldn't seem to stop her spiral. This was a few years back and Im not sure how she's doing now. My point is that you are not alone. Not by a long shot. It doesn't have to make sense or have a reason to be real. Please just know you don't need to know all the deepest darkest wounds you are harbouring or face the seemingly endless web of how to fix them. Ive begun to realize that fixing the wounds of the past, the ones we know about, and the ones we don't, along with all of the methods to fix them, quantum healing, hypnosis, therapy, etc...only serves to keep the mind active and focused on yet another overwhelming task. I noticed something a while ago. I had the ability to do something fairly simple. I was able to look at a lake and see it the way I had seen it when I was a young child, 3-5 years old. Its is an experience that takes me to a place of instant peace, love and wholeness. The more I became aware of what I could do the more I tried to figure out how I was doing it so I could do it more. At one point I had concluded that, in a way I was taking my sight from within myself and was viewing the lake from... well... the lake. Like, from the middle. As if I had thrown my eyeballs into the lake and could see it from that point of view. Later, as I practiced more and more, I began to understand that I was looking at the lake for the sake of the lake without my busy mental filter. Without ego. I wasn't seeing the lake from my skewed point of view, I was just seeing the lake ... as child would do. As I did this more and more I began to be able to do it more often and for longer periods of time. One day I was gazing at the tress through my "child sight" and I suddenly became aware that not only where the tress so vibrant and 3D, but it was also the spaces in between...and I was in that space. This was a turning point for me. I suddenly realized that we are all connected and love is all there is. It is what binds us all and it is the only thing that is real. A while after that I read The Power of Now. It describes how there is no past, or future. There is only now. That is all there has ever been and all that there ever will be. This is a very true and peaceful mindset once grasped. It goes on to explain how one should only use their brain as a tool that should come out of the drawer only to fix a problem when necessary and the rest of time we should be guided by the quiet of our consciousness. I suddenly realized that this is what I had been doing all along in my so called child view states. I was already on the path to a place of peace and wholeness and I didn't even know it ! Ive now been practicing my "child view" more and more through the guidance of The power of now teachings and meditation. I sometimes walk around wondering how I will ever fit in again. But this time its not from a feeling of dread, but a feeling of bliss. I have come to understand this. It is true that love is all around us. It is true that it is for everyone. It is true that it is a living breathing tangible thing that everyone can experience. It is true that we are all one, no one is alone no mater how alone the mind may make us feel. We don't have to "repair' ourselves to live in a state of loving wholeness. We don't have to be overwhelmed with the idea that we need endless amounts of help and work to feel blissful peace and love everyday. I can not explain to you all that Ive been through and experienced. Like many people on youtube pages such as this, it would take a novel. But I can tell you that I have been through many inner and outer battles and trials and have been very lost and confused and at times very depressed. Ive tried many conventional and non conventional methods of healing to find my way and inner peace. All it ever did was answer a few questions in my thinking mind which inevitably lead to more questions and never brought me any kind of peace. Of all the things you have ever done to try to help your situation, and Im sure the list is endless, Im asking you to please read the power of now. The full audio book is on youtube, you don't even have to read it, just listen. If you've already read it, read it again. Then turn all of your focus to practicing the teachings of the book. I mean all of your focus, all of the time. If you do this I promise you that your life will not only change to a place where you feel "normal", but it will profoundly change to a into state of bliss way beyond the so called "normal" and it will happen FAST ! Once the concept becomes a natural habit and state, the snowball effect is unstoppable! Im sorry to have left such a long reply but your post really rattled me and I just found myself typing away. I know you can do this and I have a good feeling that things are about to turn around for you. God love ya xo PS one other thing that you may find helpful is to download the Synctuition ap. It helps to re wire the brain for intuition and clarity. If you don't already meditate this ap will put your brain into a meditative state without any effort and will clear the path for your own meditation. Plus its soooo nice and relaxing to listen to. It basically turns your mind into an amphitheater where you can literally feel the sounds in the centre of your brain. I began listening to it about a half a year ago and I feel like its really opened up some pathways in my brain. I just love it and I bet you will to
Wow this video helped me a lot you have just confirmed that I am still going through this process I have hit the all time lack of motivation the willingness to go forward and just want to give up because I just dont want to go on anymore. I feel depressed none the less. I went into awakening 2017 and still going through it this journey is draining at times but I know I have a higher purpose on this planet. Thank you 🙏🏽
Wow, this helps a lot. I feel like I've been going a bit crazy and I am scared to have people think that of me, but I know that its spiritual what I feel because its coming from a core level. I think I am maybe struggling with accepting it to be the truth.
Jamie, i would like to thank you for this video... you made me realize that I haven’t been depressed for the past few years, but really in this phase of my spiritual awakening... everything all make sens now... I subscribed to your channel... I’m feeling such a deep compassion and positivity in your energy that I want to surround myself with more of you and this high vibration I’m feeling... Love and light to all going through this phase... I understand, I truly do 🙏❤️
This was very helpful. I feel so misunderstood and alone in life. I have recently joined an AA group to talk about my issues but it seems to fly over everyones head. I do believe this is what I’m going threw. Im not a dysfunctional alcoholic but i am one due to this daily stress. I do enjoy listening to Eckhart Tolle. That is about all the peace i have in life today. I hope this passes.
Jeff Williams, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. S tress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditataion daily. Best wishes.
When veils get lifted and more truths about our realm and existence get revealed, it truly gets (insert adjective here) Sometimes i feel enlightened and attempt to share that and knowledge with others, but only about 5-10% of them are receptive. My reaction is usually to retreat to isolation and more learning that leads to more insights and the loop continues
Omg I needed to hear this! I am having all of these signs and felt I was losing my mind. The pain in the belly is there too! I’ve stopped eating very much, don’t care about getting groceries, doing laundry, making my bed, cooking. These are all things that made me feel in check before and I’ve just started thinking what Is the point? My coworkers went to my boss and said they were all worried I was losing it which made my anxiety and panic so much worse. I’m still meditating but just feel like I’m going through the motions really. I’ve been depressed before and I know it did not feel the same. However, this post gives me hope that I will make it out eventually. Thanks!
Going through the Shelter in and social distancing due to the covid19 pandemic took me into the dark night of the soul as well as a spiritual desert. Im still in it. Its a familiar friend that visits me makes me feel overwhelmed and lonely. It is very humbling to go through it but it is a spiritual awakening/strengthening. Your relationship with God goes to the next level. Focus on all your blessings, be grateful and kiss a crucifix of Jesus everyday when you wake up and before you goto bed. Your joy will come back.
I’ve had one dark night but this one feels different. I don’t know if it’s because I’m unhappy or if this is another DN in different form. So much of what your saying on here resonates but only to a certain extent. Its just unhappiness out the blue. It’s like i was just happy.. now this….
Namaste Jamie, I was born into religion (a JW) I left at 14 years old but the effects of their beliefs have lasted with me throughout my twenties and now I'm in my mid thirties I suffered from depression and anxiety which I thought it was and clinically was told it was but I believe this was the start of my spiritual awakening. Minimalism and wanting to be alone came to me back in 2015 which I didn't understand why at the time but now I'm starting to see why. 🙏❤️
Hey, this is very interesting… I left home @ 14 too, due to rebelling against being forced to be a Jehovah’s Witness!! A year ago, my awakening was triggered - absolutely BLEW my mind this stuff exists…. I won’t lie though, this spiritual awakening has been BRUTAL. If I didn’t have 3 beautiful children, I’d give up. Thanks for your comments ❤️
This actually makes sense and I have suffered from depression before so I thought the signs I was seeing was that but it didn’t feel like it was if that makes any sense, I get chest pains, pains in my side, over emotional (like crying over a song because the lyrics where "I taken a step that seemed to far just for a chance to find out who we are") and lethargic. If felt like my body was telling me something is wrong so looked to Buddhism, sharmanism, old Nordic Philosophy and those of the ancient stoics which of course lead me here.
I thought I was coming to the end of the dark night of the soul and entering the void stage only to now have this deep depression and literally don’t want to do anything. This is terrible but know this will pass
Yep, moving away from friends who no longer support me in my life and I am in super debt looking for work..so maybe I do have a combination of this, depression and dealing with the dark shadow self as I'm setting boundaries and peeling off old layers of old self!
This message has brought me to tears. In the last 8 years and the last 5 being the worst I have experienced depression. With anxiety and panic attacks. This video spoke to me. But the small town I'm in I feel no support or a place to go.
Shelley Kurvers well if you’d like a support group then you can join us in our support group, it’s free and you can find the link in my pinned comment :)
Shelly, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. S tress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditataion daily. Best wishes.
I believe that when we truly see life for what it is, we begin to enjoy it. Maybe if enough of us do this, it won't seem so rotten. Tilt the scales a little.
I just want say that I appreciate your authenticity. Your video resonated with me. I feel an unusual connection with you as I’m listening to you talk about this. Going through this, at least for me, has been an intensely lonely and confusing experience. So when I feel connection with someone even in the most minor of ways, it’s nice. And reminds me that connection is still part of life. Which at this point, I often forget. I feel like it’s been this way for so long that it’s became my normal, empty aloneness. Ive been in this darkness for going on 4 years. Every bit of information I learn that creates new thoughts in me, is causing me to grow and learn, one tiny fragment at a time and will ultimately help me get through this so thank you for sharing some of your experience and insight. 🖤
Thank you.... it's been so long and hard...I couldn't understand why I lost passion and drive and how pointless this life is.... I'm so tired and hope I am able to come out the otherside.
Loving your concepts and ideas and ways you're explaining it..and I've only just come across your channel ☺ keep up this good work and inspiring us all..namaste ☺❤
Does everyone have body pain? I don't have body pain but I still feel like I am going through the dark night of the soul. I have never experienced something so challenging in my life. I have definitely lost my lust for life and barely do what I have to to get by.
You said, at about 6:45...”I hope that makes sense”. - It does to people who have gone through it. Very good explanation. I especially like the t-shirt to body analogy...I hadn’t heard that one before; it’s good.
Definitely been in and out. For the most part I had an easy go of it. I feel I sorted quite a bit previously during raging panic attacks for years. For myself it is definitely more anxiety. But I feel heart ache bad!!
i am so glad i found your channel!! it started with the numbers about 5 years ago and ive gone through alot of the things you have mentioned, thought i was going crazy. the depression and anxiety has been horrible...i look forward to watching more of your videos to help me understand and get through this. thank you so much !!💜
80 heavy metal, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. Stress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditation daily. Best wishes.
Mine started with numbers as well, about two months ago. Since then the craziest little things have been revealed. I started asking questions. I get the answer every time! Had to stop blabbing about it to everyone I talked to, they were looking at me with concern lol
Hi your video just appeared so i clicked on it as iv been asking alot of questions i went through the dark night of the soul 2 years ago through trauma it was so hard suicidal having no energy to want to get out my bed slowly i started to get up and started meditation and other spiritual things i had a spontaneous kundalini awakening which freaked me out it was very painful but i was going in a spiritual awakening so i let the fear go i then went back into the dark night ended up with an eating disorder and anxiaty to the max fears have took over me so much that i stopped going outside in my garden so scared of my own shadows i delt with the eating disorder but the fears are so bad i feel so lonely and isolated my son asked was i ok i said yes he said you look said im not depressed iv no idea why the stress is making me feel awful i get a burning in my solar plexus alot iv ended up in debt just avoding the pain i guess but the universe keeps bringing these fears up over and over my body aches like iv been punched im not sleeping at night i really thought i was out the dark night but no i hadn't learnt i was really questioning why am i here if im going through this pain whats the point of hoing through all that and im back in it well i have my answer thank you il look forward to your other vids thank you
im not trying to be adversarial. im trying to raise the point that beliefs are not truths. we are all flawed and frankly ignorant to reality. we are less than perfect, and all thoughts and beliefs we have come from a place of insignificance and ignorance. even the point im trying to make is probably wrong. we are incapable of truly understanding anything.
When entered into my dark night, i tried to end my life and i temporarily succeeded in killing my physical self... But i was brought back and what a different experience i am having now! I wish i would have known before what happened that what i was going through was a good thing that would transform my life for the better to say the least, Soul Deep. Beautiful explanation!
@InfiniteLoveMeditationClub In my 40s, I had a spontaneous K Awakening, still going for around five years now. It was brought on by hours of meditation every day. I had no clue what it was. At various points, I thought that maybe I had Brain Cancer, ALS, Psychosis, etc. It took around 6 to 9 months for me to figure out (and accept) that it was Kundalini. It took a lot for my rational, Scientifically-oriented brain to come to this conclusion. The few close friends that I told really have trouble believing. One is a conservative Christian & one is Materialist. They believe that I "believe" it.
Had these symptoms since I was 5 I still have it I felt I’ll die wit it. Yes tried killing my self many of time feel unwanted no one cared and I can go in and on
I care about you. 🥰 Know much, much how it feels. I've had many Dark Nights. I learned, eventually, how to recognize I was in one after a month or few months, then I'd try to pull myself out of it. Some of my family members have turned against me, tell me to just snap out of it. Call it "my little problem," say "Just get over it." Mental health issues, depression, PTSD, bipolar disorder & brain chemical imbalance run thru my family. But everyone denies they suffer, too, behave like they're perfectly fine & I'm the only one. I'm just the only one who has ever admitted that I suffer, gone for counseling, am on meds. Mental health stigma... alive & well. Having family gang up on & put me down makes it all 20X worse. And knowing they have much the same issues! Anyway, this last Dark Night was the absolute worse bcuz our family of families feuding was so awful. My DN was so dark & painful that I didn't even realize I was in one for 5 years. Finally hit me & I rather woke up & came out of the emotional coma. Knew what to do at that point. Everything still sucks with some of our stupid & mean in-laws & a few family members, but I keep trying to catch myself when I feel I'm being pulled into a new Dark Night of the Soul. Can't believe I remained unaware I was in one for 5 years last time.
Yes im very lonely but my family leaves 5 hours away haven't seen them for year .i go to aa meetings no job no licence i know people but im still lost and alone so im going to do vountee work..
I thought I got this depression from abusing crack, cocaine, and meth. Even though I was using those drugs to numb myself, my mind would not shut off from all the questions and the different religions and questioning even more on top of more questions. I spent all my money on material, things that I like classic bikes, classic cars and trucks and now after being incarcerated, someone robbed my house and stole everything and I don’t even want the stuff anymore. I lost everything for the third time. I don’t wanna meditate. I don’t wanna do this video I just want to end this depression
@@kathrynbresser3991 I am so sorry to hear that. Please hang on it will pass. It’s darkest before dawn so there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Sending lots of love your way ❤️
how can you think that you know that you are not your body, because you believe it? what makes you think that the thoughts you have are the true nature of things?
Everything is set against me. Literally the universe is against me. There are no spiritual practices that work. Everyone is turned off by me. Women even edge away if I'm just standing close. I dont fucking like this planet and I dont even fucking want my life. Why??????? Should I take responsibility for what I dont even want in the first place???? Im the one who has been put out, inconvenienced in the first place. This life is forced on me against my will. That means I'm a slave here. We are slaves here. Then what's going on? Is this great spirit or consciousness evil? I think it is. And when someone calls this curse a gift it fucking enrages me. THIS IS NOT A GIFT! This is a cage, a trap. Yes! It is pointless! There is no going beyond because even if there is a god its just as pointless that it exists as life is. And no one, NO ONE has ever been able to refute my point. I would destroy this planet if I could to make sure nothing could ever live or grow here ever again to release the victims that suffer on this world.
@@JamieMunday I feel that , we have experienced the same, you are clear and focused, I know that I am at the end of the dark night of the soul, like i see and feel it, but it's still so hazy and fast I can't gather myself , today is my healing, I feel i have to connect you to it , thank you brother .
Happens that when we born we forget who we are and what we came to do people think that God doesn’t exits but reality is God choose who is going to come to this earth and fulfill a purpose or a task that you’re were need it to complete people isn’t thought that we’re tri dimensional Beings body, mind and spirit the mind is soul that contains all information the spirit is the breath of life that Unites Divine and human so God choose the time of birth, the place of birth, the family of birth, the task that you come to fulfill and when you’re aware of that you see that all the world standards n ways of living are contrary of the way that we supposed to be the land is free God doesn’t charge people to habitat Same with the food God doesn’t charge people for food but because some humans decided to impose a fake system to control we are being force to seek within and worry for the 3 real necessities in life that are Food, Shelter and Health
In all sincerity... 🎶Shine on you crazy Diamond🎶 I think there are more folks going through dark nights during this 2020 thing, and in reality, and from a deep spiritual purpose, it seems to be a necessity for a more grounded and loving future. I'm just saying!! ✌ & 💜
Hi, hope i can ask you (all) something.. I ‘ m almost sure im going through this dark night cause it’s So much more than depression indeed. It’s hurts, my mind is shut off, all these feelings wanting my attention. But Trevor Isley sais; don’t quit your job.. but i did! cause i couldn’t handle it. It was almost dangerously me going on the road.. what is your opinion? bit scared now! thank you for this video loved it 🌸💕🌈
Jasmijn I quit my job, and look where it lead me. I teach yoga now .. sometimes we become too conscious or too sensitive to the negative energies within a job. Did you quit as a knee jerk reaction or was it going to happen anyway?
no i wont ever be impulsive on these things, it was going to happen i quess. everyday i’m surprised with new emotions, trauma. can’t combine these things. hopefully somethin great -such as yoga-;) is waiting for me 2. thanks!
Jasmijn -it’s tough. I’m still going thru my DKTS. Crippling de motivational, depression, fear and sadness. Hours upon hours of crying Be strong...much love. Namaste - Yep house is getting foreclosed on. - quit great job. - integration has been hard but I’m slowly but surely finding my path. I know you will find yours and it will be undeniably yours so enjoy
I dont know if Im going through the Dark Night of The Soul anymore, I cant understand whats happening anymore in my life. As if Im so clueless to what the fuck Im experiencing.
I am in big pain for all my life. but last year i started to work on nervous system regulation, by somatic practitioner Irene Lion on YT. Helped me alot. also what is happening to me in my body, now 3 montrhs i have really intense cleaning, stuff going out. i was also sexually abused and other psychical abuses were there. So.. panic attacks, lots of anger, coming out. It just doesnt stop sometimes and im tired abit, but on the other hand i see how psyhicaly, spiritualy stronger i am becoming. I see future bright, even though my ego is very desperate. And yes.. pain in plexus... man thats so true.. and when that ends, comes pain in chest, and then somewhere else.. exhaustin! :D but! im optimistic. amazing video, brother! :)
Also I had pain in the diaphragm that would suddenly shake as if I was holding my breath my whole life and it suddenly relaxed and I start crying and crying . It happens some times..
I've lost so many ppl.because of this they think im mad they don't understand the spiritual meaning of any of it I feel so lonely I try to tell them life is just like school were learning and adapting they have no knowledge of the galatic federation I feel so lonely I basically don't want to get up to kp fighting this fight I do hose Silva and soma alpha meditation to help open my chakras but sometimes I wouldn't mind not being here 3yrs ago I got a spiritual awakening and since then I can tell fake ppl.a mile away and I'm a strong person brought my girls up on my own and there great achievers in life I'm just stuck and don't know where or what to do now covid is hete makes it worse stuck indoors all the time I just wish it would end and although I love my angels and ascended masters I still don't know my blueprint of life and who's my tribe family I sometimes wish I could go bk the way but I know there's no going bk I know too much but never enough it's just one big struggle day after day the tears lost self worth pleade if u can help in anyway I'd be grateful even as a friend much love sending loving vibrations to you xxx
I'm also experiencing theese symptoms except the first one. Awaikening had hapend in April 2020. But still Im pointless in my life and loosing every relation ships one by one....It's unbarable...
Sorry, one more comment. This is the first video of yours that I’ve stumbled across. I attend a Christian church, and I see the issues of life that people who have been “saved” for many years are going through. I always ask myself, how would I know if someone is “really saved” or not. (By the way, I love my church, and I believe that the Bible is true, and written on at least three levels). But, you are hitting on so many things in this video, that I have personally experienced, so I KNOW that you have gone through it too. I don’t believe that anyone could “fake” this kind of information. And you’re searching for words, and finding words that are correct, but are also unique. This means to me that it’s not some tired/regurgitated teaching that you’ve just heard somebody else say. Thank you my friend, it seems that you are the real deal.
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I’ve found ,at least from what I’ve gained on my journey, that a great deal of this is the horrible truth that we must all go through the death of out physical bodies. From this I gather that only by mastering our energy body and astral/soul travel can we finally achieve dealing with this horrific fear and despair. This has been called The Achievement of The Solar Body and many other names.
Call it whatever you like.....but it's pure hell...!
Man forreal
Pray for the breakthroughs my brothers.
Exactly
Yes, it is
@@fauzg5929😂😂 prayer doesn't do anything
Wow. I've been going thru this for some time and it's been terrifying. There have been times I was suicidal, unable to find purpose in this life, feeling lonely and detached. I've always felt different, as tho I don't belong, unable to relate, incredibly introverted and difficulty forming relationships.
When you spoke to not even wanting to get out of bed... I felt it. I've literally spent weeks and even months unable to get up in the morning, only able and willing to do the basic necessities. I just wanted to sleep, often via chemical assistance which led to other issues. I've never felt so empty yet overwhelmed at the same time, no energy and finding little if any joy in things I once enjoyed.
I'm so confused about what to do from here.
Sounds like it's time to pick up a daily spiritual practice like meditation or yoga
I relate to what you’re saying. It can be terrifying at times this disconnect with the world we call reality. What helped me was finding a strong and reliable spiritual teacher and starting spiritual practices like meditation and yoga which incorporate breathing practice as suggested in the video. I follow Eckhart Tolle. His teaching is deep honest and practical . It’s brought me a lot of peace but he’s not for everyone. Perhaps this channel offers teaching as well? It’s my first time watching it. Give it a try. If you don’t like it just move on to something else. CZcams has many resources available for free. Take advantage of it. I wish you the very best on your journey my dear. Don’t worry, you’ll be ok. And you are not alone.... Loving blessings and peace to you 🙏🏻❤️
Aspen, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above practice daily. Best wishes.
U& Me both I Say Life's a B!!!!. & everything in it.
Me too
Don't go to the hospital when you have that awakening & moving pain. I was put in a psych ward for 5 days; I refused psych meds and then left when the psychiatrist decided I was too knowledgeable to be crazy.
I went through the same & it still angers me today but it's a work in progress. I was given prescriptions to "Help ease my mind." only to end up in comatose & feeling actual depression instead of the expressions & oppression I fought to voice. Even now, I fight for my truth. The spirit world is very real. I fear for those who aren't prepared for what's coming.
This almost happened to me. I was going to go see a therapist but my guides prevented it from happening. I understand now tho because trying to explain to a mental health professional that you’re seeing angels, you feel like you’re dying, and you don’t feel like you’re in your body...they’ll label you as being schizophrenic or catatonic
Same here. But my psychiatrist just kept prescribing more medication for all the symptoms my medication was causing
@@nicoledavis3382 That doesn't sound good. I personally never wanted to take medication because I felt that at some point I was going to have to meet my demons head on, and I just wanted to get it over with. Well, it's not over with, but I have had some great awakening moments through the years.
My psychiatrist also gave me meds and the first day i took one, my solar plexus was in severe pain, I felt the burning and stabbing sensation. I was also having intense anxiety and panic attacks. I stopped taking it and i was okay the next day.
My dark night manifested in the form of anxiety rather than depression, so it looked and felt very different than how most people portray it. Mine was characterized by crippling fear and panic attacks. Getting out of it happened in stages and it's really nice being on the other side of it.
Mine has been both it's been horrible
@@snoozyq9576mine has been both as well, praying for the both of us. We will make it day by day ❤
I have also had more anxiety than depression, but I’ve noticed they go hand in hand as well. My anxiety paralyzes me, and then the guilt of being stuck and unproductive leads to feeling depressed and just feeling like everything is pointless. Lol it’s crazy
How long did it last for you?
@@augrse I'd say the worst of it lasted around 3 or 4 months, but it crept up on me over the course of a few years and it took a few more years to really dissolve entirely. All-in-all ... maybe 5 or 6 years?
I’ve been guided because of my spiritual awakening, you gave me the answer. Bless you, thank you.
R AAKMHA you’re welcome :)
You are making sense, we are developing conciousness, all at our own pace, it's happening at a universal level, keep up the good work. Thankyou.
I'm definitely in a dark night of the soul. I knew what was going on with me was strange but the CZcams vids on this topic is really helpful. It helps to know that I'm not alone and others have experienced this as well and I'm not just crazy. In tarot readings they talk about "Oh you're just having a Dark Night of the Soul". I was thinking what is that exactly. So thanks for the clarification on this topic.
Mystikal Mystery Lady you’re welcome! You are never alone
I've been going through this for two years and its so painful. Thank you so much for the video. Its such a lonely journey and very scary.
Two years?! Ack no. Surrender.
I laughed when you said “you know when you were a kid & you would jump out of bed “it’s another day!! Yes let’s go!!” 😆😆😆 haven’t felt like that since I was 16 😆😆😆 Now I just lay in bed all night & some of the day just flying around on the astral wherever I wish to go-can’t be doing that forever though 😓
Raven Rose Quartz yes, interesting to question these things I find
Raven Rose Quartz I laughed too lol
I still hope for that feeling to come back
I live on chemicals!!
It's so comforting to hear someone speak of death so directly. Thank you.
I'm deep in a mess. I've been going through this spiritual awakening for a good 15 years now. I HAVE been asking God why I was born to THIS life, in THIS family, in THIS country, with THESE karmatic ties. And I have received answers. I wish I didn't. It's so overwhelming. I have no idea what I have to do to follow my spiritual path. I feel so lost.
Now, I want to die, not because life is bad - I have everything I need and want (of course I will always want more but I have plenty of what I already asked for), but because I've been shown my future, and I can't accept it. A part of me wants more (to travel space for example), and a part of me just wants to be free, truly free - to live my life. And when you learn why you've come here, as a soul - you lose that freedom. You know the ONE PATH, or at least - where it leads.
I'm really troubled. And I don't know anyone else who's experiencing anything like this.
Why can't we fulfil our purposes while enjoying life, living it to the fullest? Why must it be one or the other?
@@NA_LE_DI we can. It is me who is in the wrong
How are you doing? What you experienced is very similar to mine.
Hey there ❤ - I too received the ‘gift’ of foreseeing my future, during this dark night. Not pleasant at all, I understand your angst. Terrifying for me x
@@calamari6046why is it terrifying, does it not end well
Definitely! Finances are a nightmare & in debt 😓 and my friends think I’m nuts 😓 I’m more than happy on my own though-I crave solitude even more, much more than before so its very difficult for me “to do people” I would much rather be on my own doing spiritual study, meditation & watching channels like yours on CZcams-I literally have to force myself to be around people! And yes my motivation is awful right now-everything in my day to day life seems so hard 😓
Raven Rose Quartz are you doing a daily spiritual practice like yoga?
Jamie Munday I use tuning forks & meditation to raise my vibration-feeling a lot better now, slowly come out of the dark night 😅
Raven Rose Quartz I totally relate to you. Would rather be on my own right now and work on myself and my healing. 🙏🏻💚
Amazing video.
It makes absolute sense.
I went through dark night of soul few years back...it lasted more than a decade.....but it changed me completely.
I had spiritual awakening. I knew who I was. I am so glad for the dark night of soul.
Thankyou. Thankyou. You just elucidated the signs so well. Beautifully articulated too!
It can last that long? How do you know if it's a dark night or bad depression please?
@@kathrynbresser3991 Dark night feels like depression, but somehow with all the spiritual experiences and insights and revelations happening simultaneously...one knows that it isn't a simple depression...but a beautiful awakening....there is no doubt whatsoever.... because one is constantly guided with information coming each moment. Infant there is overload of divine knowledge.....as thr consciousness expands tremendously...one is unable to cope up with this .... because one isn't prepared yet .... because the baggage has to be removed...hence the dark night happens ...to clear all emotional baggages....and lead us to new level of awareness
@@enigma5651 I hope this is right I pray it is. I don't want it to be depression. I am trying to become more spiritual more open and aware but this is so hard the fear the emotions and thoughts. I'm afraid to be honest.
I love your words they help. Would love to talk more. So hard to find people that understand. Thankyou so much.
@@enigma5651 I'm having such a horrendous time. The inner pain and anguish over this is too much. I am trying so hard. I don't know where else to turn. I'm really scared this is going to kill me. Please any help. Please and Thankyou
It’s been 3 weeks of a severe lack of interest in very much. I thought it was seasonal depression. But this makes sense.
Anxiety & depression has crippled my EXISTANCE. I was literally silenced with an inability to even speak for 6 months. A slow very painful DEATH as it would seem...
I now live on the edge of that FEAR ever so near to invade my life at any given moment. I stay in perpetual seclusion away from harm. Feed off of the beauty of nature but cannot sustain a living doing just that.
I never allow anyone to get to close they may judge me if this happens I make sure to ruin there curiosity about me with my wicked self...A painful childhood keep me locked in self destruction. Starving myself of a connect to life and or to anyone. I have mastered to fool those who have broken threw the eggshell glimpse of myself hatred. It's like a magic show I put on to my past councilors, hypnotists, therapists and psychiatrists. A comedic display of sarcasm to distract them from my pain & suffering...My couch is my best friend, my stomach is killing me...I feel I am drowning holding my last and final breath to awaken & face another day....You say we all have purpose please, I surrender to that thought if only for a mere second today...Allow me the spiritual awakening to remove the soul crushing pain....
I relate 1000%
@@consciousgoddess309How are we the chosen ones to carry such a burden of pain and unspeakable suffering....The closest I can relate to this is a horribly abused dog who can never tell who and why someone would do this to them Left forever broken....I am so sorry you feel this same pain 😢...I want you to know I hope someday we meet in heaven and celebrate never ever again having to live another day remembering this past life!!! I long for that day my friend 😉
I can relate... pain is so unbearable that even playing my instrument and reach my angels doesn't matter anymore for me. I don't know if you had the wonderful chance to dance with them, but in my case it is useless now. My shadow is making me insecure about everything, it looks like a real death...
@@mba2912 I want to die. Wish I could be released from this hell. How are you doing?
I’ve been getting a pain in my belly exactly like you described and I had no idea it could be a part of the dark night of the soul. Each day is an opportunity to learn and grow so thank you :)
you just described my symptoms. i should have known this was coming. insomnia, “depression,” no actual sad mental thoughts, feel like I’ll vomit from the pain, life is “falling apart,” etc. Thank you 😊
I’m Catholic, btw, but Dark Night is a Saint thing, and that is how I accidentally found your video
I've heard the term, "Dark night of the soul", but I never checked to see what it was about. Now I know. This applies to me.
Thank you so much Jamie 🙏🏼 Met my masculine counterpart March 19th - we triggered each others awakening. I have been going through DNOTS since a week before Christmas 2022’ (governing fear) Truly The Most terrifying time of my life - all my fear, anxiety, any low vibrational emotion started purging. This was all directed in my heart centre, hot, heavy almost violent energy. It gets so painful I shake and almost convulse. Had to quit my job. Feels like internal hell. So important to have others to reach out to & understanding ❤
Thanks Jamie. Really enjoyed your video. Love your honesty. Its a long journey great because our minds are opened up but what a struggle to justify getting out of bed. Please Jesus rescue us all 🙏❤️🙏
I've been going through this. And that's why I've been searching for answers. It's terrifying and it is pure hell! Not any normal depression.
What are you experiencing?? I've been going through it for.like the last 2years I'd say. Perhaps longer. But I'm accepting it. That's the primary key to getting through it. You're already one step ahead.
I felt the biggest most ecstatic shift of my life so far. Unconditional love flooding my body and heart. Understanding and being. This was followed by what I thought was depression. Surprised by suicidal ideation. Nothing mattered. Life just feels colorless and empty. A better understanding of what is happening was so uplifting in itself. Thank you for this video. - new subscriber
Awesome! great to have you onboard Julie :)
We have to go beyond life while being alive. Beautifully put my friend. I see it as fulfilling our role in leading humanity while they catch up to what’s actually happening. Maybe it’s in us to build the steps needed for those who are still asleep to walk up and wake up. Then again we are just vesicles that are being used for the collective contribution to everything. We just have to let the universe do it’s thing through us. And when the roles switch be thankful for people that accept their calling. I hope everyone can accept their current situations no matter what they’re going through. It is necessary to complete God’s plan 🙏 peace be with you.
That's I've going through but I am now in the awakening stage now..... Thank you, God.
I keep ignoring that inner voice now I listen to it - Please don't ignore it - It is telling you something.
Thank GOD for this video‼️ ur description is exactly i been going thru....i knew it wasn't depression being a nurse which made it worse because i didn't understand exactly what was going on with me‼️💯 thank u sooooo much
Great video! I’ve been going through my dark night of the soul for a year now .. it’s difficult.. but I am getting through it. I appreciate the insight! I subscribed to your channel ❤️
PrettyZoe I empathise, it is difficult! But it is temporary so long as we’re putting in the work :) glad to have you here Zoe
yeah I been I’d be going
around to the Gun shops and everything at one point checking out Glocks, man, running around checking into obscure
motels at the edge of
town trying the suicide,
crying so terribly at one
giving myself Aterial fib. attacks- literally crying out to the Heavens to “ Please God, END THIS SUFFERING- “
@@A.Krispy Im so sorry to hear you are going through this. This reminds me of a video I saw of Sinead O'Conner in a run down motel saying and thinking the same thoughts. It made no sense. She's a famous and beautiful musician but she couldn't seem to stop her spiral. This was a few years back and Im not sure how she's doing now. My point is that you are not alone. Not by a long shot. It doesn't have to make sense or have a reason to be real. Please just know you don't need to know all the deepest darkest wounds you are harbouring or face the seemingly endless web of how to fix them. Ive begun to realize that fixing the wounds of the past, the ones we know about, and the ones we don't, along with all of the methods to fix them, quantum healing, hypnosis, therapy, etc...only serves to keep the mind active and focused on yet another overwhelming task. I noticed something a while ago. I had the ability to do something fairly simple. I was able to look at a lake and see it the way I had seen it when I was a young child, 3-5 years old. Its is an experience that takes me to a place of instant peace, love and wholeness. The more I became aware of what I could do the more I tried to figure out how I was doing it so I could do it more. At one point I had concluded that, in a way I was taking my sight from within myself and was viewing the lake from... well... the lake. Like, from the middle. As if I had thrown my eyeballs into the lake and could see it from that point of view. Later, as I practiced more and more, I began to understand that I was looking at the lake for the sake of the lake without my busy mental filter. Without ego. I wasn't seeing the lake from my skewed point of view, I was just seeing the lake ... as child would do. As I did this more and more I began to be able to do it more often and for longer periods of time. One day I was gazing at the tress through my "child sight" and I suddenly became aware that not only where the tress so vibrant and 3D, but it was also the spaces in between...and I was in that space. This was a turning point for me. I suddenly realized that we are all connected and love is all there is. It is what binds us all and it is the only thing that is real. A while after that I read The Power of Now. It describes how there is no past, or future. There is only now. That is all there has ever been and all that there ever will be. This is a very true and peaceful mindset once grasped. It goes on to explain how one should only use their brain as a tool that should come out of the drawer only to fix a problem when necessary and the rest of time we should be guided by the quiet of our consciousness. I suddenly realized that this is what I had been doing all along in my so called child view states. I was already on the path to a place of peace and wholeness and I didn't even know it ! Ive now been practicing my "child view" more and more through the guidance of The power of now teachings and meditation. I sometimes walk around wondering how I will ever fit in again. But this time its not from a feeling of dread, but a feeling of bliss. I have come to understand this. It is true that love is all around us. It is true that it is for everyone. It is true that it is a living breathing tangible thing that everyone can experience. It is true that we are all one, no one is alone no mater how alone the mind may make us feel. We don't have to "repair' ourselves to live in a state of loving wholeness. We don't have to be overwhelmed with the idea that we need endless amounts of help and work to feel blissful peace and love everyday. I can not explain to you all that Ive been through and experienced. Like many people on youtube pages such as this, it would take a novel. But I can tell you that I have been through many inner and outer battles and trials and have been very lost and confused and at times very depressed. Ive tried many conventional and non conventional methods of healing to find my way and inner peace. All it ever did was answer a few questions in my thinking mind which inevitably lead to more questions and never brought me any kind of peace. Of all the things you have ever done to try to help your situation, and Im sure the list is endless, Im asking you to please read the power of now. The full audio book is on youtube, you don't even have to read it, just listen. If you've already read it, read it again. Then turn all of your focus to practicing the teachings of the book. I mean all of your focus, all of the time. If you do this I promise you that your life will not only change to a place where you feel "normal", but it will profoundly change to a into state of bliss way beyond the so called "normal" and it will happen FAST ! Once the concept becomes a natural habit and state, the snowball effect is unstoppable! Im sorry to have left such a long reply but your post really rattled me and I just found myself typing away. I know you can do this and I have a good feeling that things are about to turn around for you. God love ya xo
PS one other thing that you may find helpful is to download the Synctuition ap. It helps to re wire the brain for intuition and clarity. If you don't already meditate this ap will put your brain into a meditative state without any effort and will clear the path for your own meditation. Plus its soooo nice and relaxing to listen to. It basically turns your mind into an amphitheater where you can literally feel the sounds in the centre of your brain. I began listening to it about a half a year ago and I feel like its really opened up some pathways in my brain. I just love it and I bet you will to
@@A.Krispy it's a bit like mine minus the gun shops. Sending message of support
@@lllskakg9133 omg. This was for me too. I'll get the and and reread/ listen to the audio book. Thank you
It makes sense to me my friend. I've told people, this image of me you see is not my true image.
Wow this video helped me a lot you have just confirmed that I am still going through this process I have hit the all time lack of motivation the willingness to go forward and just want to give up because I just dont want to go on anymore. I feel depressed none the less. I went into awakening 2017 and still going through it this journey is draining at times but I know I have a higher purpose on this planet. Thank you 🙏🏽
Wow, this helps a lot. I feel like I've been going a bit crazy and I am scared to have people think that of me, but I know that its spiritual what I feel because its coming from a core level. I think I am maybe struggling with accepting it to be the truth.
Jamie, i would like to thank you for this video... you made me realize that I haven’t been depressed for the past few years, but really in this phase of my spiritual awakening... everything all make sens now... I subscribed to your channel... I’m feeling such a deep compassion and positivity in your energy that I want to surround myself with more of you and this high vibration I’m feeling... Love and light to all going through this phase... I understand, I truly do 🙏❤️
This was very helpful. I feel so misunderstood and alone in life. I have recently joined an AA group to talk about my issues but it seems to fly over everyones head. I do believe this is what I’m going threw. Im not a dysfunctional alcoholic but i am one due to this daily stress. I do enjoy listening to Eckhart Tolle. That is about all the peace i have in life today. I hope this passes.
Jeff Williams, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. S tress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditataion daily. Best wishes.
How are things now.
1) Pain in belly
2) Lack of motivation
3) Your life on surface level be falling apart
Ajay Kumar pain in belly do you feel sick sometimes
When veils get lifted and more truths about our realm and existence get revealed, it truly gets (insert adjective here)
Sometimes i feel enlightened and attempt to share that and knowledge with others, but only about 5-10% of them are receptive. My reaction is usually to retreat to isolation and more learning that leads to more insights and the loop continues
Omg I needed to hear this! I am having all of these signs and felt I was losing my mind. The pain in the belly is there too! I’ve stopped eating very much, don’t care about getting groceries, doing laundry, making my bed, cooking. These are all things that made me feel in check before and I’ve just started thinking what Is the point? My coworkers went to my boss and said they were all worried I was losing it which made my anxiety and panic so much worse. I’m still meditating but just feel like I’m going through the motions really. I’ve been depressed before and I know it did not feel the same. However, this post gives me hope that I will make it out eventually. Thanks!
Going through the Shelter in and social distancing due to the covid19 pandemic took me into the dark night of the soul as well as a spiritual desert. Im still in it. Its a familiar friend that visits me makes me feel overwhelmed and lonely. It is very humbling to go through it but it is a spiritual awakening/strengthening. Your relationship with God goes to the next level. Focus on all your blessings, be grateful and kiss a crucifix of Jesus everyday when you wake up and before you goto bed. Your joy will come back.
Beautiful
I’ve had one dark night but this one feels different. I don’t know if it’s because I’m unhappy or if this is another DN in different form. So much of what your saying on here resonates but only to a certain extent. Its just unhappiness out the blue. It’s like i was just happy.. now this….
All of this is confusing. So draining. I want to give up but can’t. If that makes sense.
Talicia L, I know the feeling 😢.
Namaste Jamie, I was born into religion (a JW) I left at 14 years old but the effects of their beliefs have lasted with me throughout my twenties and now I'm in my mid thirties I suffered from depression and anxiety which I thought it was and clinically was told it was but I believe this was the start of my spiritual awakening. Minimalism and wanting to be alone came to me back in 2015 which I didn't understand why at the time but now I'm starting to see why. 🙏❤️
Hey, this is very interesting… I left home @ 14 too, due to rebelling against being forced to be a Jehovah’s Witness!! A year ago, my awakening was triggered - absolutely BLEW my mind this stuff exists…. I won’t lie though, this spiritual awakening has been BRUTAL. If I didn’t have 3 beautiful children, I’d give up. Thanks for your comments ❤️
This actually makes sense and I have suffered from depression before so I thought the signs I was seeing was that but it didn’t feel like it was if that makes any sense, I get chest pains, pains in my side, over emotional (like crying over a song because the lyrics where "I taken a step that seemed to far just for a chance to find out who we are") and lethargic. If felt like my body was telling me something is wrong so looked to Buddhism, sharmanism, old Nordic Philosophy and those of the ancient stoics which of course lead me here.
This was so accurate and resinated thankyou
My life exactly 👍. I'm so tired of it😢. Thanks for this video cause I needed to know what the hell is happening.
I thought I was coming to the end of the dark night of the soul and entering the void stage only to now have this deep depression and literally don’t want to do anything. This is terrible but know this will pass
Breathe every body breathe...❤️ Watch sunrise , spend time around nature and animals . Laugh ,live and love.
Great advice .
Very scary at times. Not fun but I know the end is the new beginning.
Yep, moving away from friends who no longer support me in my life and I am in super debt looking for work..so maybe I do have a combination of this, depression and dealing with the dark shadow self as I'm setting boundaries and peeling off old layers of old self!
same with me!
I had a nightmare with this process . A lot better now that I have understanding
This message has brought me to tears. In the last 8 years and the last 5 being the worst I have experienced depression. With anxiety and panic attacks. This video spoke to me. But the small town I'm in I feel no support or a place to go.
Shelley Kurvers well if you’d like a support group then you can join us in our support group, it’s free and you can find the link in my pinned comment :)
Shelly, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. S tress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditataion daily. Best wishes.
I believe that when we truly see life for what it is, we begin to enjoy it. Maybe if enough of us do this, it won't seem so rotten. Tilt the scales a little.
Why tf do they not teach us in school I've been worried about this for years thinking I had depression
Cuz school is a distraction they created to hide the reality of what's really happening
@@SpongeBob-pt7qi yup.
School wasn't designed to spiritually wake us up to empower ourselves.
They can't teach what they don't know. School is designed to teach us how to be drones, mindless cogs in the machine...that's it.
Depression is better far far better
You're amazing thank you for reaching so many people
makenzie M you’re welcome Makenzie
I just want say that I appreciate your authenticity. Your video resonated with me. I feel an unusual connection with you as I’m listening to you talk about this. Going through this, at least for me, has been an intensely lonely and confusing experience. So when I feel connection with someone even in the most minor of ways, it’s nice. And reminds me that connection is still part of life. Which at this point, I often forget. I feel like it’s been this way for so long that it’s became my normal, empty aloneness. Ive been in this darkness for going on 4 years. Every bit of information I learn that creates new thoughts in me, is causing me to grow and learn, one tiny fragment at a time and will ultimately help me get through this so thank you for sharing some of your experience and insight. 🖤
You’re very welcome, glad to have you here Amanda!
Thank you.... it's been so long and hard...I couldn't understand why I lost passion and drive and how pointless this life is.... I'm so tired and hope I am able to come out the otherside.
im going trough one myself and trying to really find myself this really helped out
Loving your concepts and ideas and ways you're explaining it..and I've only just come across your channel ☺ keep up this good work and inspiring us all..namaste ☺❤
Vania R. Thanks Vania :) I appreciate it
Does everyone have body pain? I don't have body pain but I still feel like I am going through the dark night of the soul. I have never experienced something so challenging in my life. I have definitely lost my lust for life and barely do what I have to to get by.
Misty Smith, same with me 👍. It's so stressful.
You said, at about 6:45...”I hope that makes sense”. - It does to people who have gone through it.
Very good explanation. I especially like the t-shirt to body analogy...I hadn’t heard that one before; it’s good.
Thank you for your clarity. I was drawn to listen to this. Deep sadness and the stomach pains you mentioned were real. ❤
I've gone through a spiritual awakening maybe I'm still going through it thank you
Definitely been in and out. For the most part I had an easy go of it. I feel I sorted quite a bit previously during raging panic attacks for years. For myself it is definitely more anxiety. But I feel heart ache bad!!
Your videos are fantastic!
i am so glad i found your channel!! it started with the numbers about 5 years ago and ive gone through alot of the things you have mentioned, thought i was going crazy. the depression and anxiety has been horrible...i look forward to watching more of your videos to help me understand and get through this. thank you so much !!💜
Thanks, glad to have you here
80 heavy metal, Meditation reprogrames the mind for a relaxed stress free life. Enter the following on Google search "Vipaasna 10 minute anapana meditation in English" and follow instructions. After a few days do it without the video sound. Sit on a chair, close your eyes, be still and focus on the incoming and outgoing breath at the entrance of your nostrils. A lot of thoughts will come but after some time negative thoughts will not impact you. Stress will vanish. Do the above meditation for 10 to 15 minutes early morning and evening. The free Vipaasna meditation centres are there all around the world. Do the above meditation daily. Best wishes.
Mine started with numbers as well, about two months ago. Since then the craziest little things have been revealed. I started asking questions. I get the answer every time! Had to stop blabbing about it to everyone I talked to, they were looking at me with concern lol
@@shyaaammeneen63 thank you! i will def try that
@@flower_bomb33 i totally understand!
Hi your video just appeared so i clicked on it as iv been asking alot of questions i went through the dark night of the soul 2 years ago through trauma it was so hard suicidal having no energy to want to get out my bed slowly i started to get up and started meditation and other spiritual things i had a spontaneous kundalini awakening which freaked me out it was very painful but i was going in a spiritual awakening so i let the fear go i then went back into the dark night ended up with an eating disorder and anxiaty to the max fears have took over me so much that i stopped going outside in my garden so scared of my own shadows i delt with the eating disorder but the fears are so bad i feel so lonely and isolated my son asked was i ok i said yes he said you look said im not depressed iv no idea why the stress is making me feel awful i get a burning in my solar plexus alot iv ended up in debt just avoding the pain i guess but the universe keeps bringing these fears up over and over my body aches like iv been punched im not sleeping at night i really thought i was out the dark night but no i hadn't learnt i was really questioning why am i here if im going through this pain whats the point of hoing through all that and im back in it well i have my answer thank you il look forward to your other vids thank you
Most eloquent and impressive discourse I’ve heard in a long time.
I’m glad you like it 🤗
This makes sense.. total sense..you speak my words..
im not trying to be adversarial. im trying to raise the point that beliefs are not truths. we are all flawed and frankly ignorant to reality. we are less than perfect, and all thoughts and beliefs we have come from a place of insignificance and ignorance. even the point im trying to make is probably wrong. we are incapable of truly understanding anything.
When entered into my dark night, i tried to end my life and i temporarily succeeded in killing my physical self... But i was brought back and what a different experience i am having now! I wish i would have known before what happened that what i was going through was a good thing that would transform my life for the better to say the least, Soul Deep. Beautiful explanation!
Bro u had the balls to do, me personally cant find courage tu fo it
@InfiniteLoveMeditationClub
In my 40s, I had a spontaneous K Awakening, still going for around five years now. It was brought on by hours of meditation every day. I had no clue what it was. At various points, I thought that maybe I had Brain Cancer, ALS, Psychosis, etc. It took around 6 to 9 months for me to figure out (and accept) that it was Kundalini. It took a lot for my rational, Scientifically-oriented brain to come to this conclusion.
The few close friends that I told really have trouble believing. One is a conservative Christian & one is Materialist. They believe that I "believe" it.
Had these symptoms since I was 5 I still have it I felt I’ll die wit it. Yes tried killing my self many of time feel unwanted no one cared and I can go in and on
I care about you. 🥰 Know much, much how it feels.
I've had many Dark Nights. I learned, eventually, how to recognize I was in one after a month or few months, then I'd try to pull myself out of it. Some of my family members have turned against me, tell me to just snap out of it. Call it "my little problem," say "Just get over it."
Mental health issues, depression, PTSD, bipolar disorder & brain chemical imbalance run thru my family. But everyone denies they suffer, too, behave like they're perfectly fine & I'm the only one. I'm just the only one who has ever admitted that I suffer, gone for counseling, am on meds. Mental health stigma... alive & well. Having family gang up on & put me down makes it all 20X worse. And knowing they have much the same issues!
Anyway, this last Dark Night was the absolute worse bcuz our family of families feuding was so awful. My DN was so dark & painful that I didn't even realize I was in one for 5 years. Finally hit me & I rather woke up & came out of the emotional coma. Knew what to do at that point.
Everything still sucks with some of our stupid & mean in-laws & a few family members, but I keep trying to catch myself when I feel I'm being pulled into a new Dark Night of the Soul. Can't believe I remained unaware I was in one for 5 years last time.
@@sundance1012 😭♥️
I'm so lost I have no friends no family nobody care about me anymore
I care
Thank you I wish I knew you
Why haven't you got any friends? Haven't you got any family?
Yes im very lonely but my family leaves 5 hours away haven't seen them for year .i go to aa meetings no job no licence i know people but im still lost and alone so im going to do vountee work..
It's a long story but thank you always here to talk
When the howl, becomes the roar.
Thanks dude 🙏. Soon gonne be 4-th year of suffering and still counting. I cancelled all my spiritual practices, otherway I thought Iam going crazy.
I thought I got this depression from abusing crack, cocaine, and meth. Even though I was using those drugs to numb myself, my mind would not shut off from all the questions and the different religions and questioning even more on top of more questions. I spent all my money on material, things that I like classic bikes, classic cars and trucks and now after being incarcerated, someone robbed my house and stole everything and I don’t even want the stuff anymore. I lost everything for the third time. I don’t wanna meditate. I don’t wanna do this video I just want to end this depression
The past 6 months have been horrible. I never realised it would be this tough
4 people so far clicked the thumbs down button. It is impreceptable to me why. This is so spot on, Jamie and thank you
TheArtoftheheart I’ve begun to realise it has nothing to do with the content and everything to do with the person
Oh. My. God. I've had that belly pain the last few days and couldn't explain it.
I have it everyday. Its awful I have been seeking so hard for help. I am struggling so badly.
@@kathrynbresser3991 are you doing better now? I hope so ❤️
@@raspberrykissable no. I wish I could say yes. This depression is so bad.
@@kathrynbresser3991 I am so sorry to hear that. Please hang on it will pass. It’s darkest before dawn so there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Sending lots of love your way ❤️
@@raspberrykissable your so kind. Thankyou but its worn me down so much. I live in fear.
how can you think that you know that you are not your body, because you believe it? what makes you think that the thoughts you have are the true nature of things?
I just subribed i should've a long time ago your amazing and I want to say God bless you and your family
Everything is set against me. Literally the universe is against me. There are no spiritual practices that work. Everyone is turned off by me. Women even edge away if I'm just standing close. I dont fucking like this planet and I dont even fucking want my life. Why??????? Should I take responsibility for what I dont even want in the first place???? Im the one who has been put out, inconvenienced in the first place. This life is forced on me against my will. That means I'm a slave here. We are slaves here. Then what's going on? Is this great spirit or consciousness evil? I think it is. And when someone calls this curse a gift it fucking enrages me. THIS IS NOT A GIFT! This is a cage, a trap. Yes! It is pointless! There is no going beyond because even if there is a god its just as pointless that it exists as life is. And no one, NO ONE has ever been able to refute my point. I would destroy this planet if I could to make sure nothing could ever live or grow here ever again to release the victims that suffer on this world.
I understand your perspective. How have you been?
Your great thankyou so much I mean it🤝
Yes we can go beyond life ! You are so clear , I'm thankful for all that you share , it's most definitely blissful 🙏♥️
Dan Stockman thanks dan, great to have you here brother
@@JamieMunday I feel that , we have experienced the same, you are clear and focused, I know that I am at the end of the dark night of the soul, like i see and feel it, but it's still so hazy and fast I can't gather myself , today is my healing, I feel i have to connect you to it , thank you brother .
Thank you, I really needed this video 🙂
Organic Imagination you’re welcome :)
It's not depression it's death😭😭😭
said the caterpillar turning into a butterfly. Love and light to you💫💛👀👀
OMG this is so spot on...thanks!
Anna Sarkissova you’re welcome
I loved the way you explained it... keep it up..
Faris kalathingal thank you, I will :)
Happens that when we born we forget who we are and what we came to do people think that God doesn’t exits but reality is God choose who is going to come to this earth and fulfill a purpose or a task that you’re were need it to complete people isn’t thought that we’re tri dimensional Beings body, mind and spirit the mind is soul that contains all information the spirit is the breath of life that Unites Divine and human so God choose the time of birth, the place of birth, the family of birth, the task that you come to fulfill and when you’re aware of that you see that all the world standards n ways of living are contrary of the way that we supposed to be the land is free God doesn’t charge people to habitat Same with the food God doesn’t charge people for food but because some humans decided to impose a fake system to control we are being force to seek within and worry for the 3 real necessities in life that are Food, Shelter and Health
I feel pain in belly loss interest in life ..lost lust and love both
In all sincerity...
🎶Shine on you crazy Diamond🎶
I think there are more folks going through dark nights during this 2020 thing, and in reality, and from a deep spiritual purpose, it seems to be a necessity for a more grounded and loving future.
I'm just saying!! ✌ & 💜
Hi, hope i can ask you (all) something..
I ‘ m almost sure im going through this dark night cause it’s So much more than depression indeed. It’s hurts, my mind is shut off, all these feelings wanting my attention. But Trevor Isley sais; don’t quit your job.. but i did! cause i couldn’t handle it. It was almost dangerously me going on the road.. what is your opinion? bit scared now!
thank you for this video loved it 🌸💕🌈
Jasmijn I quit my job, and look where it lead me. I teach yoga now .. sometimes we become too conscious or too sensitive to the negative energies within a job. Did you quit as a knee jerk reaction or was it going to happen anyway?
no i wont ever be impulsive on these things, it was going to happen i quess.
everyday i’m surprised with new emotions, trauma. can’t combine these things. hopefully somethin great -such as yoga-;) is waiting for me 2. thanks!
@@annemariematers2506 Then if it was going to happen anyway may as well trust the process right?
Jasmijn -it’s tough. I’m still going thru my DKTS. Crippling de motivational, depression, fear and sadness. Hours upon hours of crying
Be strong...much love. Namaste
- Yep house is getting foreclosed on.
- quit great job.
- integration has been hard but I’m slowly but surely finding my path.
I know you will find yours and it will be undeniably yours so enjoy
Trevor told me the same thing and I quit my job anyways. I couldn’t do it anymore
I dont know if Im going through the Dark Night of The Soul anymore, I cant understand whats happening anymore in my life. As if Im so clueless to what the fuck Im experiencing.
I am in big pain for all my life. but last year i started to work on nervous system regulation, by somatic practitioner Irene Lion on YT. Helped me alot. also what is happening to me in my body, now 3 montrhs i have really intense cleaning, stuff going out. i was also sexually abused and other psychical abuses were there. So.. panic attacks, lots of anger, coming out. It just doesnt stop sometimes and im tired abit, but on the other hand i see how psyhicaly, spiritualy stronger i am becoming. I see future bright, even though my ego is very desperate. And yes.. pain in plexus... man thats so true.. and when that ends, comes pain in chest, and then somewhere else.. exhaustin! :D but! im optimistic.
amazing video, brother! :)
Can you help me to awaken from spiritual awakening and spiritual warfare at the same time?
Also I had pain in the diaphragm that would suddenly shake as if I was holding my breath my whole life and it suddenly relaxed and I start crying and crying . It happens some times..
I've lost so many ppl.because of this they think im mad they don't understand the spiritual meaning of any of it I feel so lonely I try to tell them life is just like school were learning and adapting they have no knowledge of the galatic federation I feel so lonely I basically don't want to get up to kp fighting this fight I do hose Silva and soma alpha meditation to help open my chakras but sometimes I wouldn't mind not being here 3yrs ago I got a spiritual awakening and since then I can tell fake ppl.a mile away and I'm a strong person brought my girls up on my own and there great achievers in life I'm just stuck and don't know where or what to do now covid is hete makes it worse stuck indoors all the time I just wish it would end and although I love my angels and ascended masters I still don't know my blueprint of life and who's my tribe family I sometimes wish I could go bk the way but I know there's no going bk I know too much but never enough it's just one big struggle day after day the tears lost self worth pleade if u can help in anyway I'd be grateful even as a friend much love sending loving vibrations to you xxx
I'm also experiencing theese symptoms except the first one. Awaikening had hapend in April 2020. But still Im pointless in my life and loosing every relation ships one by one....It's unbarable...
😭 I love this
Sorry, one more comment.
This is the first video of yours that I’ve stumbled across.
I attend a Christian church, and I see the issues of life that people who have been “saved” for many years are going through. I always ask myself, how would I know if someone is “really saved” or not. (By the way, I love my church, and I believe that the Bible is true, and written on at least three levels).
But, you are hitting on so many things in this video, that I have personally experienced, so I KNOW that you have gone through it too. I don’t believe that anyone could “fake” this kind of information. And you’re searching for words, and finding words that are correct, but are also unique. This means to me that it’s not some tired/regurgitated teaching that you’ve just heard somebody else say.
Thank you my friend, it seems that you are the real deal.
Many on the comments seems to
confuse dark night of the soul and clinical depression.Any comment on this?
You have helped me a lot,thank you!
You’re very welcome :)
Thank you! Namaste!!!
Marika Karlsson you’re so welcome :)
This nightmare has been decades. Ugh. Good Video. Thanks.
so you have to convince yourself that you know something that you dont know. (conscious existence beyond the "reality" we find ourselves in).