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  • #FiveFingerDeathPunch #ComingDown #SuicidePrevention
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  • @NoLifeShaq
    @NoLifeShaq  Před 4 lety +1111

    My heart goes out to everyone in the comments who had to go thru with losing someone to suicide💔

    • @cloudsmoke2325
      @cloudsmoke2325 Před 4 lety +15

      Why give up man, help somebody in need an someone , someday will all of sudden help u in return. Mite be years from now. Who now's. Find out an see .

    • @knownamecustoms3684
      @knownamecustoms3684 Před 4 lety +16

      Shaq this helped myself more than you could imagine! Thanks brotha, much love to you

    • @cloudsmoke2325
      @cloudsmoke2325 Před 4 lety +7

      Smoke the herb "
      Bob Marley

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +7

      Jeremiah Castillo as someone that’s tried (five times) and someone that’s lost friends and the love of their life, that shit ain’t worth it. Life ain’t always easy but that don’t mean it won’t get better.

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +12

      Since your comment is guaranteed to get mad number of views, this’d be the best place to share this.
      1: someone starts giving stuff away for no reason (depicted in the video)
      2: they stop socializing
      This is the most important one
      3: “How would you feel if I had to move away and might never see you again?”
      I was too young to understand what that meant at the time, but that question keeps me up at night 13 (almost 14) years later.

  • @rabidnative0000
    @rabidnative0000 Před 4 lety +448

    "You could look at someone and they smilin' 24/7, but on the inside they fightin' a demon" - NoLifeshaq

    • @kuririn1975
      @kuririn1975 Před 3 lety +5

      That is so true

    • @adamedwards2261
      @adamedwards2261 Před 2 lety +2

      That’s me!

    • @briansj1975
      @briansj1975 Před 2 lety

      Me 😒

    • @LukeSturges
      @LukeSturges Před rokem +4

      @@adamedwards2261 yea man, after i got home from iraq ive been fighting demons everywhere everyday

    • @y3ldarb2
      @y3ldarb2 Před rokem

      @@LukeSturges thank you for your service. I’m sorry to hear you’re going through shit. Respect to you man

  • @chaseeverman9467
    @chaseeverman9467 Před 4 lety +792

    The most common lie in the world "I'm fine."

  • @unicorngameplays3366
    @unicorngameplays3366 Před 3 lety +166

    My 14 year old daughter, she would have been 16 this month. I wish I could have helped her. Daddy misses you baby bear 🐻

    • @Douglas_I
      @Douglas_I Před 3 lety +14

      I'm so sorry! I have been reading through the comments and managing to keep it together but reading yours got me. I can't begin to imagine your pain. You're a much stronger person than I am. May your daughter rest in peace. Stay strong!

    • @ssenooness
      @ssenooness Před 2 lety +4

      Sorry. That's heartbreaking stuff. Love going out to you and the ones close to you.

    • @zacktyler917
      @zacktyler917 Před 2 lety +3

      i never know what to say so i just send a heart to show affection.. love to you ik its been hard.❤

    • @jackflanagan9499
      @jackflanagan9499 Před 2 lety +3

      That's terrible, I'm so sorry. Your family is in my prayers 🙏

    • @pricey9728
      @pricey9728 Před 2 lety +3

      Stay strong my g ❤️

  • @s6xafterse7en
    @s6xafterse7en Před 4 lety +218

    A lot of kids in the metal community have gone through this.

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +28

      s6xafterse7en yep. Suicide is a very common thing in metal songs. Metal is honestly the most emotionally based genre. You got (in the instance of 5FDP) 5 brothers who all go through the same thing together. And a little fact (I don’t wanna say fun fact), several bands donate regularly to suicide awareness foundations, especially Corey Taylor (of Stone Sour and Slipknot). 5FDP also does a lot of awareness for military vets and LEOs. Lotta respect for em

    • @mister_grizzlee5105
      @mister_grizzlee5105 Před 4 lety +15

      not just in metal brother. Lots of people that are into lyrical rappers and old school hip-hop and rap go through this as well

    • @shadowdragon4132
      @shadowdragon4132 Před 3 lety +6

      Being from the metal community myself that's also another reason we scream in our music, to let the anger and feelings out, not just to sound cool or be catchy, like read the lyrics and it will make so much more sense it's more then " devil worship " it's real feelings

    • @aliteralfawkinghorse4149
      @aliteralfawkinghorse4149 Před 3 lety

      And many more don't pull through

    • @jaysongraves4358
      @jaysongraves4358 Před 3 lety

      @@heyimjay6458 I can relate to this. Having PTSD among other things like anxiety and MDD, every day is a struggle. Keep going forward, one day at a time. I'm with ya in spirit man. Stay strong.

  • @jackjackjackjack1605
    @jackjackjackjack1605 Před 4 lety +379

    My little brother took his life last year. His name was Howard. My mother gave me his wallet that has his name on it and it's now the wallet I carry. You never get over it, you just learn how to carry it with you. I love you and I miss you brother. Until we meet again. Shaq, much love and much respect my guy. Keep chargin, that 2 mil will be here soon enough!

  • @fyreborne4101
    @fyreborne4101 Před 4 lety +180

    My brother Mark shot himself 5 years ago. He hid his pain, until he couldnt hide anymore.

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety +5

      im so sorry for your loss

    • @warchild888
      @warchild888 Před 4 lety +4

      I feel your pain. My brother shot himself 7 years ago and he did same. Hid his pain until it was too much to bare. I hope that you’re doing well

    • @thespecialdark8864
      @thespecialdark8864 Před 4 lety +2

      Im so sorry man

    • @TotalDentalNerd
      @TotalDentalNerd Před 3 lety +2

      Oh my God. I had no ideal that a child that young even had the capacity to kill them selves. I guess I should have. I had a stress related ulcer at 6. And my mom tells me at 3 she would come in my room and I'd be sitting there bawling histericly. And when she would ask why... I'd say... idk I just feel like someone has ruined my life. Ive struggled. But thankfully I've found a way through. Much love and sympathy to those who weren't as lucky, and that lost love ones.

    • @michaelfoster3513
      @michaelfoster3513 Před 3 lety +2

      So sorry

  • @matthewlovett1540
    @matthewlovett1540 Před 4 lety +123

    I have a brother who nearly took his own life, but I’m lucky enough to have been able to stop him. He lives today in a home happily engaged. I’m so lucky and I can’t imagine what other people must go through every day. I’m praying for everyone of you.

    • @TheSupernova89
      @TheSupernova89 Před 4 lety +2

      45 by shinedown, there is a live version where he explains the story behind it. Your story there is similar.

    • @shilohivy4590
      @shilohivy4590 Před 3 lety

      I’m so glad your brother is doing better

  • @OfficerDva444
    @OfficerDva444 Před 4 lety +284

    "Who cares if one more light goes out? well I do"

  • @Cocothegorilla05
    @Cocothegorilla05 Před 4 lety +435

    My friend chris took his life a 17, still hard to this day that he's gone. Man 19 years goes fast RIP buddy love and miss you.

    • @ChristopherSchulte03
      @ChristopherSchulte03 Před 4 lety +27

      I’m sorry for your loss man. Made me tear up reading that because I overdosed a month ago and I’m 17, I had died for a handful of seconds and then they revived me but if it wasn’t for my brother I wouldn’t be here today. Can’t take anything nor anyone for granted.

    • @mattwalker5852
      @mattwalker5852 Před 4 lety +9

      @@ChristopherSchulte03 stay strong bro , I've been clean off opiates and benzo's 2 years now and everyday is a struggle !!!

    • @ChristopherSchulte03
      @ChristopherSchulte03 Před 4 lety +5

      Matt Walker thank you💪🏻 I appreciate that. I try everyday to better myself and to look past what I’ve done.

    • @dobbersfilms
      @dobbersfilms Před 4 lety +4

      Sorry for your loss man, I had a cousin who took his life and it basically destroyed my family. It happened 9 years ago and it’s still a struggle for all of us to cope with.

    • @waterproof4403
      @waterproof4403 Před 3 lety +2

      😞❤

  • @anniemei8631
    @anniemei8631 Před 4 lety +71

    I will never forget my one friend when I was 17..I knew he was havin probs at home..but he kept it to himself..A easy going guy, had the sweetest smile..he drank his pain..then one rainy night on a dark road far away from any town...he made his choice and crashed..Broke me inside for so long..James, known as Jim..I will always miss you and wonder what kind of man you would've been today...Hope he found his Peace*

  • @CrawDog802
    @CrawDog802 Před 4 lety +129

    Shaq, as someone who has attempted twice, I feel for both of these people in the video. I have been on the verge of a third attempt a couple times and it has been crazy circumstances that stop me. i have since gotten help. I appreciate you not stopping this song as often as some others because it helps convey the message this has. I have very little these days to look forward to but your vids are a daily routine for me and when you upload, I know I will at least smile that day. Love you NoLifeGang. And to you Shaq, on behalf of everyone who watches knowing that you're the reason that they can smile that day.... Thank you bro. much love your way.

    • @natep2809
      @natep2809 Před 4 lety +4

      I’m right there with ya man

    • @Kj-wc2lr
      @Kj-wc2lr Před 4 lety +4

      I’m glad you didn’t. Life is too precious just to throw it away too soon. You have a lot to live for. You have so much to look forward too just keep your head up and everything’s gonna be okay I promise💚

    • @gennyreese420
      @gennyreese420 Před 4 lety +7

      How are you doing today Tyler? If you don't mind my being nosy...how old are you..what kind of help are you getting now..do you need more? I ask, because I'm feeling your pain, I've been beating suicidal ideation for almost 40 years now, and I've learned a thing or two about forgiving suicide,...but more importantly, living with suicidal ideation WITHOUT acting on it. While I'll agree that yes, life is precious, it's also excruciating and not inherently worth living for everyone so it's important to find ways to stay when you're in a dark cycle...you sound ok in you post, but it's also littered with something that worries me...please reply either way with an "I'm ok" if nothing else, and take good care 🌻

    • @beachworld69
      @beachworld69 Před 4 lety +3

      ❤️🤗 You Matter!

    • @tylermedeiros7705
      @tylermedeiros7705 Před 3 lety

      Tyler bro me too I have 5 attempts but don’t give up bro I’m learning that

  • @joranmoore5663
    @joranmoore5663 Před 4 lety +219

    "I've made a few mistakes... but I'm not the only one."
    Sometimes, when you're in deep, you can't see there are others out there.
    It's just you and the void.

    • @metaliikka627
      @metaliikka627 Před 4 lety +10

      "Is there anybody out there, is there anyone who cares, is there anybody listening, will they hear my final prayers" That line hits so deep

    • @metaliikka627
      @metaliikka627 Před 4 lety +5

      @@thegamersnest850 Nice to see that there are actually some nice people in these comment sections

    • @metaliikka627
      @metaliikka627 Před 4 lety +2

      @@thegamersnest850 Sad to hear, hope you're feeling better now

    • @metaliikka627
      @metaliikka627 Před 4 lety +1

      @@thegamersnest850 I've been going through something similar but, it will get better, i'm sure about that. Be well my friend

    • @robertfalk3767
      @robertfalk3767 Před 3 lety

      Nothing else matters at that point. Family? Fuck em, what have they done for me lately? Friends? Ditto. When you are at that point, literally nothing else matters. All you feel is your pain, and you cannot, literally cannot see a way out.

  • @mfgham1134
    @mfgham1134 Před 4 lety +241

    RIP Devyn Crowell a friend of many years who sadly took his life. Keep up the work Shaq so u can help me and others everyday

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +4

      Rest well Devyn

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +4

      I believe you will persevere. Don't give up on life.

    • @grusaladino5874
      @grusaladino5874 Před 4 lety +4

      RIP Devyn Crowell 💔💔💔God bless you and Devyn’s family

    • @johnscola7642
      @johnscola7642 Před 4 lety +1

      May he Rest In Peace my heart goes out everyone who has lost a person they care for may they all know happiness in the next life or in heaven. ❤️✝️

    • @seththelion5536
      @seththelion5536 Před 4 lety +3

      Man people act depressed for popularity and I hate it becuz I have had friends who committed suicide and I'm only 13 years old three of my friends have committed suicide one in 6th grade orn during the summer time and one in 5th grade and I have helped people with there depression like my friend isreal and my friend ashika I find my self to help depressed people in my school and its something not to play around with that one word that u say to someone can cause so much death and sadness vulnerable bullying is worst than physical becuz that bruise goes away that pain goes away but those words will stick with u rest of your life and it's sad

  • @VerchielxKanda
    @VerchielxKanda Před 3 lety +19

    "You could look at someone and they're smiling 24/7, but on the inside they're fighting a demon." The person that immediately came to my mind was Robin Williams.

  • @brentruvio6556
    @brentruvio6556 Před 4 lety +17

    As a person who's battled suicide, and battles depression on the daily, I appreciate you bro. This song has kept me alive before, tears pouring down my face. It's partially why I hold this band so close to the chest.

    • @timboslice3755
      @timboslice3755 Před 2 lety +2

      Right there with you. Struggle is real....one day at a time my friend!

  • @vforvendetta8176
    @vforvendetta8176 Před 4 lety +83

    Josh O’Leary took his life April 27th 2019. He was my nephew & only 30 years old... Rest In Peace Josh!!! You’ll always be loved & remembered!!!

    • @alexnagy2044
      @alexnagy2044 Před 4 lety +3

      I'm so sorry, this heartbreaking real life story....very sad. Be Strong, God bless to you. R.I.P Josh 🕊

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +2

      I'm sorry for your loss. I send my condolences.

  • @brandoncummer5456
    @brandoncummer5456 Před 4 lety +74

    I lost my friend of 30 years a month ago. Never even realized he needed me like that till it was to late. Rip Chris G.

  • @billfenton7147
    @billfenton7147 Před 4 lety +29

    You sir are a champ. You NEVER know what that next guy is going through.

  • @lgdasilva5989
    @lgdasilva5989 Před 4 lety +28

    When I started to have seizures and see that everyone around me got the things that I wasn’t able to get, such as a driver’s license at 16 and a car, etc. because I had to wait 6 months seizure free. I hated the fact that I had it and I wanted to die. One day, I just realized that I’m not the only one that has it and that, everyone is special in their own kind of way. On June 20th, 2020 is going to be a year of seizure free. If you’re reading this, remember that you’re special in your own kind of way no matter the color of your skin. Have a nice day and remember that you will always get through the tough times.

  • @tylerlewis1722
    @tylerlewis1722 Před 4 lety +142

    I love you, if no one else does, there's always someone who does...stay beautiful all of you ❤

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +2

      This is a dope comment. Much gratitude.

    • @tylerlewis1722
      @tylerlewis1722 Před 4 lety +4

      @@devotheambivert9875 much love to you brother ❤ stay safe 🙏

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +1

      @@tylerlewis1722 Preciate you. Likewise. Being informed of all of this bad news going on brought me to tears just now.

    • @dariieldiaz
      @dariieldiaz Před 4 lety +2

      i made this video on why no life shaq should become a rapper czcams.com/video/Hslmkdej__w/video.html

  • @psychomichaelofficial303
    @psychomichaelofficial303 Před 4 lety +143

    R.I.P to my homies Stevie, Julian,, Ricardo, and Jakob. All of them passed to suicide.

  • @bryanpriddy26
    @bryanpriddy26 Před 4 lety +26

    My friend brandon killed himself at the age of 20, just had a daughter, life was doing well for him, and his girlfriend kicked him out of the house over an argument and he couldn’t handle the stress any more. His girlfriend found him hanging from the rafters in the garage the next morning. Love you brandon I’ll see you again one day...

  • @jjlccoons1997
    @jjlccoons1997 Před 3 lety +8

    R.I.P to my man Jessie who killed himself at 13 years old. It's 13 years ago this year and I will never forget his face. He was a brother to me and one of the very few who respected me. I miss him to this day

  • @skydog6376
    @skydog6376 Před 4 lety +92

    And he’s back ....da man himself....Metalhead Shaq 🤘

  • @jonnylumberjack6223
    @jonnylumberjack6223 Před 4 lety +23

    "That's why I try to be kind to everybody". You sir, are a very sweet soul. It is so nice to see a genuinely decent person succeed. More power to you, big love from Scotland.

    • @NichoDaemus
      @NichoDaemus Před 6 měsíci +1

      Honestly I don't know how so many people go to sleep at night without ever being nice.

  • @ivfearzz
    @ivfearzz Před 4 lety +11

    I have bad anxiety and depression you’re vids help me get through it when I’m feeling worthless. Keep it up bro much love!

    • @frankcastle4715
      @frankcastle4715 Před 3 lety +1

      This song woke memories that hurt..😢

    • @meredithgoodwin2930
      @meredithgoodwin2930 Před 3 lety

      You’re not worthless. If you need help please reach out to someone. God bless you.

  • @TylermfToxic
    @TylermfToxic Před 4 lety +4

    I always seem to come across one of these videos from you just when I need it. Your compassion gives me hope for mankind.

  • @ithinkimtherealcam7628
    @ithinkimtherealcam7628 Před 4 lety +27

    I'm 16 and struggled severely with self harm, depression, and suicidal thoughts. I'm getting better now but seeing her cut herself almost made me throw up, this song has such a powerful message and such relatability for people who have struggled to even want to live. If anyone else is experiencing this, I hope you make it through, dont let yourself defeat yourself. You are stronger.

    • @emmettenglish1537
      @emmettenglish1537 Před 4 lety +1

      If you ever need someone to talk to about anything let me know. I'm 26 and have been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts for most my life. So I understand your situation.
      Just remember nó matter how hard things could be, there are always people in your life that love you be they friends, family, youth service workers and or teachers.
      You are and always will be loved. Keep safe Cameron.

    • @chawnslopoke2619
      @chawnslopoke2619 Před 4 lety +6

      When I was 16 I tried to kill myself for the first time. My girlfriend dumped me when I told her about being molested by a guy at gunpoint. She said she couldn't look at me the same. That was the first of many attempts, and psych ward stays. Alcohol, drugs self destruction, anger, fights. I want you to know that if I could've seen my paths in front of me, I would've never done any of it! I had no idea how happy I could be if I would just keep my head up. I met my wife shortly after getting out of jail. I was 21. I've seen and done things I can never forget and that I can never change. But I've become so much stronger and happier. I turned 47 a couple weeks ago. I'm still married to the woman I met when I was 21, we went to junior high together when we were 14, never looked twice at each other, just faces passing in school. We have two children and just had our first grandchild, a beautiful little girl. I've never been so happy in my life as I am today, people offering me advice and showing me love was the last thing I thought I needed but the best thing that ever happened to me. Hang in there life is very hard, so many downs that just make you wanna give up. NEVER give up, the future is so worth living for!

    • @JLima-pl3bx
      @JLima-pl3bx Před 4 lety +1

      keep safe bro and stay strong!

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety

      I’m 26, made five attempts. I doubt I’ll ever not feel disgusted about it, if that makes sense. Don’t get too caught up in a short term problem, that you look for a permanent solution.

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety

      keep on fighting

  • @stewartmanning5885
    @stewartmanning5885 Před 4 lety +110

    RIP Noah "indy" Katz. He was my brother in arms in the Army. I have a tattoo for him on my hand and my bike is named Indy. Love that dude. Not a day goes by. I was there before and my wife saved me. A lot of my veteran friends are dealing with demons as well. RIP to your homies shaq. The pain is all too real. Five finger has saved my life and cant wait to see them live in October.

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +2

      Rest well Noah.

    • @markopowlow4723
      @markopowlow4723 Před 4 lety +3

      I'm sorry for your loss, and thank you for serving

    • @robert_5974
      @robert_5974 Před 4 lety +1

      If you've never listened to them, check out King ISO "EDICIUS" and "Jim Carrey". You'll know what I mean when you do. I'm veteran too and I really lean hard on those two songs bc they got me past the ledge.

    • @johnlong1023
      @johnlong1023 Před 4 lety +2

      I feel like they took part off me with them, they left this empty hole inside me..

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety

      im so sorry and thank you for your service

  • @larrybott9597
    @larrybott9597 Před 4 lety +22

    I agree, “you could look at at person and they be smiling all the time but you don’t know the demon they may be fighting”, and also, you could look at a person that never smiles, think they’re just an angry person, but really they’re a bright soul going through a tough time for the time being. Different perspective, same message.

    • @kelseysmith5986
      @kelseysmith5986 Před 4 lety +2

      Feel this 100 percent im the Person that hardly smiles...a little anger there but a bright soul for sure

    • @OneAster1sk
      @OneAster1sk Před 4 lety

      Me

    • @aviator2252
      @aviator2252 Před 3 lety

      Ive been turned down and called ugly my parents keep pressureingme me to. Find someone to the point I feel like a failure but am not a social person because people my age i can't relate to ive done and seen shit that
      No normal 26 yr old has and its pushing gently towards depression this song is hard because I feel some of it unfolding I have not attempted nor feel I will but the thought is ever present. No life shaq keep doing reactions youtube has pulled me out of the dark more times than I can mention.

  • @beersintheshed8367
    @beersintheshed8367 Před 3 lety +4

    My mate Hayden took his own life at 17 and none of us even knew he was going through shit. You’ll always have my love and respect. Rest in paradise my bro.

  • @Chualland
    @Chualland Před 4 lety +55

    This kind of song is what many people will listen to when they are having some of those hard times. I usually helps them from going that last step.

    • @BrokenStyxx66
      @BrokenStyxx66 Před 4 lety +2

      Very true, I found Simple Plan - Welcome to my life many years ago when I was in a dark place.

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +1

      Famous Last Words- One in the Chamber
      Breaking Benjamin (their album Phobia was my best friend’s favorite. It was the last album we listened to together)
      Get Scared- Suffer
      All of those helped me

    • @user-jn3bt3ep3d
      @user-jn3bt3ep3d Před 4 lety

      Tech N9ne - Happy Ending

    • @poesenpai6475
      @poesenpai6475 Před 4 lety

      It's a reminder than we're not the only ones who feel that way

    • @Chualland
      @Chualland Před 4 lety

      I was listening to Stabbing Westward and Metallica's black album.

  • @tyl3rkrw433
    @tyl3rkrw433 Před 4 lety +20

    there’s so many great bangers by Five Finger death punch hopefully you do more. also let’s get 2 mill by next week 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @echolavey9564
    @echolavey9564 Před 4 lety +4

    Haven't heard this song in a good while... now I remember why. I lost my best friend Austin to suicide. He was like a brother to me. It's been 2 years since I last seen him before he passed shortly after. I miss him every damn day bro. I cried for weeks on end when he died. I still cry almost every night since then. I hope I've made you proud bro... till we meet again. Rest easy brother, I love you...

  • @mybrother8359
    @mybrother8359 Před 4 lety +5

    Shaq I'm so glad you using this platform to bring attention to this issue .I'm sure you save someone's life thxs and keep it up.

  • @steelerscrypticfuture7140
    @steelerscrypticfuture7140 Před 4 lety +90

    Other FFDP songs you should react to: Living The Dream, I Refuse, I Apologize, Cold, Walk Away,Far From Home. And many more lol

  • @lkc1790
    @lkc1790 Před 4 lety +36

    😢😢 I've known a few but my most recent friend to commit suicide was Andy and he did it the same way as the boy in this video. This was very hard to watch, but I do appreciate bringing awareness. It happens too often.

    • @Apocalypsae
      @Apocalypsae Před 4 lety +3

      ❤️

    • @benjamincastleman8580
      @benjamincastleman8580 Před 4 lety +3

      God REST his soul!

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +4

      My best friend shot himself in the head at 13, three weeks before the start of school. He lived in a different state so we couldn’t exactly protect him from his abusive father who’d beat him for anything less than a 100% in school, or if his father had a bad day at work, or if he was drunk, sometimes he just felt like beating his own kid.
      Share your story, maybe it’ll help someone else

  • @1423gilly
    @1423gilly Před 4 lety +4

    Music is so powerful, watching this video, the genre of music does not matter, the message is what is important. Such a strong video with many messages. Goosebumps right here.

  • @dcthepro1339
    @dcthepro1339 Před 4 lety +4

    3:48 pure cuteness, that's why i love u bro

  • @andrewcable2494
    @andrewcable2494 Před 4 lety +4

    "Metal music in general is pure emotion." so much fucking respect for this guy

  • @johnchristian3087
    @johnchristian3087 Před 4 lety +27

    My sister Linda had an ex girlfriend, Beth, and they've known each other since the 70s. They spilt but remained great friends. 2 years ago Beth brought her 14 year old dog that she loved more than anything to the vet. She had the dog put to sleep. She then walked to the waiting area(it was empty other than the woman at the counter). Beth sat before the woman and pulled out a gun, put it between her eyes and pulled the trigger once! 45 minutes before she did this she wrote a goodbye/suicide note on FB and tagged my sister. Everybody cried, pleed and bagged her to not do what they thought she was thinking of doing. However by the time they were reading the note on FB she had already pulled the trigger.
    The remains in the waiting room was a grotesque horror scene as reported by police. My sister blames herself and still cannot get over it!
    Suicide is real.. It does not end the pain but the pain carries on!

    • @Apocalypsae
      @Apocalypsae Před 4 lety

      😔💔

    • @n2wishnn552
      @n2wishnn552 Před 4 lety

      Sometimes, all people have to love them are their pets. And others wonder how some people can treat them/talk to them like they are human. Bless Beth's heart. I feel for her. And for ur sister. But that there WASN'T ur sisters fault. At all. Bless her.

    • @jamesschofield2648
      @jamesschofield2648 Před 4 lety

      This hit so hard. ❤️😔🙏

    • @gennyreese420
      @gennyreese420 Před 4 lety

      Thank you for sharing this story John. I'm ever so sorry for your sister, it's a tragic suicide. I want you to know that I have lost six people to suicide in my life, three of them were what we might consider as typical or common, and the other three were just as heart wrenching and tragic as this one. I want you to know that you guys are not alone, many suicides are done in twisted and bizarre ways, but they all have pain in common... Clearly she was hanging onto her beloved dog for dear life as her way of staying here, so may she rest in peace now and please find ways to forgive yourself because it had nothing to do with your sister or you I promise 🐾💐

  • @poisonousv3nom230
    @poisonousv3nom230 Před 3 lety

    Very true one friend can save a life. Thank you for being here for all of us as subscribers. I'm a new subscriber, this song is something I could relate to a lot in Highschool and just school in general. I was tormented a lot, even betrayed. Those things sent me "off the edge" my Mom and Step Dad were hard on me so at the time I thought they hated me... but now I look back and realise that it was tough love the whole time. They kept me "grounded" to protect me. I never got into drugs are parties like some of my friends unfortunately fell too. But it was my Mom and step Dad's strictness that kept me in my place, kept me in line.

  • @zackkullis5555
    @zackkullis5555 Před 4 lety +2

    I almost did, but didn’t want to put my parents through it, so countless times a day, every day, between my 7th grade year until my mid-twenties, I prayed and wished for something to take my life... It’s such a brutal road to walk. Thank you for sharing this, Shaq, and thank you for your comments.

  • @heffamonkey6961
    @heffamonkey6961 Před 4 lety +24

    One of my friends was going through so much and I asked him if he wanted to hang out and just like in the video he was going to do it right before I asked if he wanted to hang out, I ended up finding the notes and we got him help, he is now in a really good place and texts me whenever he feels like he might be getting back to that place

    • @vl_0223
      @vl_0223 Před 3 lety

      Very poor choice of words

  • @TheElijahLicano
    @TheElijahLicano Před 4 lety +8

    May they all rest in peace. My Mother, Debbie Lynn Kelly. My uncle, Doug Elliott. My sister, Nicole Licano. My Cousin Felicia Garcia. My friend Jake Perrizo. To all those i served with that made the ultimate sacrifice.......♥ ♥ ♥ I will miss you all forever..... : (

  • @warrena10
    @warrena10 Před 3 lety

    Man, I was watching your videos like a year ago and just found my way back here and see your following has gone through the roof. Keep up the great work!

  • @randyharris8906
    @randyharris8906 Před 4 lety +4

    I love how they turned all the negativity into monsters. Cause negativity is a cruel monster.

  • @lukerowsell
    @lukerowsell Před 4 lety +25

    Shaq you GOTTA hit us with a NF-INTRO III reaction!

  • @Sparrow9642
    @Sparrow9642 Před 4 lety +10

    This song hits home for me, seeing back in elementary school at 11 yrs of age, after I was diagnosed with Epilepsy, I was bullied endlessly to the point of ending everything. I don't know how, but someway I managed to pull myself out of the dark and stop myself from doing the action. I now am 25 and while I still deal with many challenges, I have gotten to experience so many things I never would've done if I had done the deed.
    Suicide is not the answer. Tough times will come, but will also pass, and you will be rewarded

    • @emmettenglish1537
      @emmettenglish1537 Před 4 lety +1

      Beautiful words. Thank you on everyone's behalf for the words of good faith and good will. ❤️

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +3

      Shit like that’s tough. I have a friend who was diagnosed at 18, she was terrified of her own body. Now she’s working with the local sheriffs department on a 24yo cold case. Everything gets better, it just takes a bit of time

    • @Sparrow9642
      @Sparrow9642 Před 4 lety

      @@lucashenry5024 Good for her! I'm glad to hear she's doing better and is doing something great for both herself and the world!

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety +1

      keep on fighting

    • @0pher545
      @0pher545 Před 4 lety +1

      That’s so fucked up that people actually bullied u for that. As if u didn’t have enough problems, people gotta come in and try to bring you down for something u have absolutely no control over. God bless you man, keep fighting strong 💪!

  • @rapmaster1990
    @rapmaster1990 Před 4 lety +2

    this song is one of if not the most powerful song ive heard as someone who suffers from suicidal thoughts this song speaks so much and even saved me a couple times now i help others who have or are going through the same stuff i wish more people would reconize this shit is real

  • @singintato
    @singintato Před 4 lety

    I have never lost any friend of mine but I've seen my friends lose their squad, and it literally kills them for awhile. They change
    I actually saved a friend once before he jumped. He was high and drunk. I'm just glad he still here.
    Keep doing what you're doing and spread positivity, Shaq.
    We're always behind you

  • @hostileactual7655
    @hostileactual7655 Před 4 lety +33

    I have lost a total of 8 brothers from suicide, now I know why my dad told me not to make friends in the Army.

  • @droang
    @droang Před 4 lety +12

    5:38 is just terrifyingly sad and so real. People often do that when they are getting ready to take their own lives.

  • @the79thcookie
    @the79thcookie Před 4 lety +27

    We gotta get coach to react to the new FFDP video for “a little bit off” the song and video are so good! Let’s get this comment up to the top

  • @demonetized1929
    @demonetized1929 Před 4 lety

    Shaq everytime i watch your videos you always put a smile on my face and make me feel happy when im depressed thank you so much i have been feeling like ive been fighting this war inside my head alone for a while now but through your videos i met people and they help me thank you thank you thank you.

  • @iwolf21
    @iwolf21 Před 4 lety +9

    Bub they got a few songs that can get me emotional. The songs by theirselves don't do it but when I got the vid right in front of me and I can see what is going on it always gets me tearing up. Great vid bub keep up the good work.

  • @nealthompson3271
    @nealthompson3271 Před 4 lety +12

    Anthony Martin a great friend of mine. I miss him every day 😢

  • @andycfox
    @andycfox Před 3 lety

    Thank you No life Shaq, going through this Covid with depression and this being the video I go to that lets me know you and other people care. Hard to put in words what it means. Thank you again.

  • @andrewparker3488
    @andrewparker3488 Před 4 lety

    Thank you for doing this reaction. This is always a hard video to watch having been at that kinda low in my life. Five finger death punch is one of my all time favorite artists. Seen them several times.

  • @steelerscrypticfuture7140
    @steelerscrypticfuture7140 Před 4 lety +23

    Wow, such a powerful, well edited video. I personally don't find myself "depressed" often but i do deal with my own battles. Sorry to anyone who does deal with severe depression.

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +1

      I believe in you on the real

    • @rjcoady21
      @rjcoady21 Před 4 lety +1

      depression isnt suicide. It can be as small as not wanting to go to a sit down dinner at a restaurant or not wanting to wash the dishes tonight. it gets worse when it goes on for months.

  • @marykatehilton975
    @marykatehilton975 Před 4 lety +15

    RIP Susan - 15yrs old. Died 2000.

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +1

      Rest well Susan. I send my condolences.

    • @stangeric1
      @stangeric1 Před 4 lety +1

      RIP SUSAN

    • @marykatehilton975
      @marykatehilton975 Před 4 lety +2

      She was so beautiful but so broken. I was only a junior in high school and she was a sophomore. I was to young to really understand that all the crazy stuff she did were cries for help.
      I still think of her, especially on beautiful spring days. It was so beautiful out when we found out. Her best friend broke away from us and ran to her house a few blocks away because she didn't believe Susan was gone. We could hear her the inhuman screams she let out when she got there.
      I will never forget that day and it's been 20 years.

  • @jacksonwaldon
    @jacksonwaldon Před 2 lety

    I was down bad for 8 months there- nearly took my life- looking back on that this video does a really good job of making you feel like you are depressed like the siblings for the entire video- it really helps you grasp what they are going through even if you aren’t depressed.

  • @robertrayne7327
    @robertrayne7327 Před 4 lety

    I love that this video wasn't the typical reaction video. This was a real emotion video that wasn't gimmicky in the slightest. Thanks for this video. This video actually means something to me. Lost a good friend of mine 3 years ago that decided he had had enough and that there was only one way to end the pain. Its not selfish its not a weakness. For some people, its the only way they can end their pain and it breaks your heart. Sometimes you just need a friend.

  • @brianalvarez8919
    @brianalvarez8919 Před 4 lety +10

    As someone who personally knows about fighting back demons on the daily, I greatly appreciate the words you speak because you use your voice which is heard by MILLIONS to elaborate on a topic that most people don't understand. You have my undivided attention my dude!! In the words of a great man, and for those that don't have experience with the battle, DATS TUFF!!
    Thank you Shaq

  • @hornenatravion9465
    @hornenatravion9465 Před 4 lety +63

    My friend dean took his life and I had saw he a day before

    • @demonster6965
      @demonster6965 Před 4 lety +14

      Probably cause he couldn't understand your grammar. Man just had enough.

    • @joker6-6
      @joker6-6 Před 4 lety +11

      @@demonster6965 Shut the fuck up

    • @1theheightofparadise
      @1theheightofparadise Před 4 lety +6

      @Internet Bait there was nothing positive about his "joke"

    • @jeremygreen4913
      @jeremygreen4913 Před 4 lety +3

      See that fuck tard above @Demonster had to edit himself. Fucking tool!

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +2

      I send my condolences. That's terrible .

  • @garonfurstenau9046
    @garonfurstenau9046 Před 4 lety +2

    RIP Dj, you were always such a goofy ass kid, and made everyone laugh on and off the ice. Sometimes the people with the most bubbly personalities are struggling the most. You are missed and thought about every day❤️

  • @Evelyn-xx8qx
    @Evelyn-xx8qx Před 4 lety

    YES! FINALLY! Ive subscribed a long time ago and never thought of you reacting to my favourite band 😂😂😂

  • @Richie_RHD
    @Richie_RHD Před 4 lety +8

    Rip Mike Simoni - lost him 13 years ago, i still miss him.

  • @user-ld3dl2hi7n
    @user-ld3dl2hi7n Před 4 lety +18

    Im once again asking for 2017 cypher

  • @lordonad
    @lordonad Před 4 lety

    Love ya Shaq, you the man.

  • @TGLAZEY99
    @TGLAZEY99 Před 4 lety +10

    Ive had two people ive known for a long time tragically take their own life. One by the rope and the other by speeding and hitting a car on his motorbike. R.I.P Tamal and R.I.P Adin. Both tragically taken way to early and in the most sad heartbreaking ways. They say it never heals the pain it just passes it on to everyone else and that couldn't be more true. I miss them every day both amazing people.

    • @thespecialdark8864
      @thespecialdark8864 Před 4 lety +1

      Im sorry man

    • @TGLAZEY99
      @TGLAZEY99 Před 4 lety

      @@thespecialdark8864 Thank you heaps mate greatly appreciated. Wish i could bring them back but i know got to hang onto the memories and good times i have with them.

  • @zgrubas4956
    @zgrubas4956 Před 4 lety +3

    Five finger death punch gone away is also amazing, gets my feels every time

  • @74DonMega74
    @74DonMega74 Před 4 lety +3

    One of the homies took his own life last night. He was only 30 years old. This hit me even harder after having a brother so close to home leave so early. Thanks for this one Shaq...
    RIP Luke "The Juggernaut" Sandoe... gone but never forgotten.

    • @chawnslopoke2619
      @chawnslopoke2619 Před 4 lety

      Sorry, you good?

    • @74DonMega74
      @74DonMega74 Před 4 lety +1

      @@chawnslopoke2619 all good thank you, brother... it just hit pretty hard... you alright??

    • @chawnslopoke2619
      @chawnslopoke2619 Před 4 lety +1

      Life is hard, but I've made it this far, I am good these days, Really good I got my family and my Brothers who love me. Family is everything

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety

      im im so sorry for your loss

  • @michaelfrye2274
    @michaelfrye2274 Před 4 lety +43

    My 2nd girlfriend took her life the night after I attempted suicide. I relate to this song and I know I'm not the only one. If theres anyone out there hurting, know you got someone who cares. Maybe you're reading this right now. Stay strong my friend

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +1

      Michael Frye you good?

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety +1

      @@lucashenry5024 That's terrible. I send my condolences. I believe in you. Thank you for your encouraging words.

    • @alternaterikku
      @alternaterikku Před 4 lety +1

      im so sorry and keep fighting

    • @thespecialdark8864
      @thespecialdark8864 Před 4 lety +1

      Im sorry man i hope you can heal and find the light through that storm

  • @chrissefcovic8390
    @chrissefcovic8390 Před 3 lety

    I’ve been on the edge so many times, and I’ve had so many friends in that spot. I’m blessed to say we’ve all pulled through so far, but my heart goes out to anyone who has to live with that

  • @chazzthesquirt234
    @chazzthesquirt234 Před 4 lety +14

    Peeped Shaq is in Crypt's cypher, can't wait to hear it...hoping its a verse this time not adlibs you gotta FINISH DAT MAN FINISH DAT 😂💪

  • @JockyCGE
    @JockyCGE Před 4 lety +7

    Nobody close to me personally has taken their life but R.I.P to one of the first youtubers I got into back in 2009 that did.
    R.I.P Steve Cash, Creator of the talking kitty series.

  • @pjarmstrong5605
    @pjarmstrong5605 Před 4 lety

    You a real one bro! That is why I'll always be a fan.

  • @UltraViolent21
    @UltraViolent21 Před rokem +1

    My friend whom played linebacker with me at Temple High hanged him self. I love you Cass! 🤘

  • @chrism2164
    @chrism2164 Před 4 lety +6

    My friend/coworker Andrew RIP he was a happy guy and everyone wanted to be around him. He took his life age 20

    • @devotheambivert9875
      @devotheambivert9875 Před 4 lety

      Dang! I'm sorry for your loss. I send my condolences. I believe in you.

  • @ryugo7713
    @ryugo7713 Před 4 lety +85

    “The will to live will ALWAYS outweigh the ability to die”
    - Brent Smith

    • @_Louch_
      @_Louch_ Před 4 lety +8

      Not always bro, not always

    • @knownamecustoms3684
      @knownamecustoms3684 Před 4 lety +4

      This is not always an accurate phrase, real talk

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety +2

      Tell that to two of my best friends. Killed themselves as kids.

    • @davidkemp6371
      @davidkemp6371 Před 4 lety +3

      @@lucashenry5024 shouldve been a better friend turn

    • @lucashenry5024
      @lucashenry5024 Před 4 lety

      David Kemp explain?

  • @toreneighdough8345
    @toreneighdough8345 Před 3 lety

    This song has helped me out of alot of dark times. Still holds its power for me today. Speaks such a powerful message

  • @rocketboy682
    @rocketboy682 Před 4 lety +1

    Much love to my boy Donald. It’s been years bro, can’t believe you’re gone. Hope you’re livin it up wherever you are

  • @thespankdmonkey
    @thespankdmonkey Před 4 lety +3

    I lost my best friend and he was the best man at our wedding 26 years ago. I was walking to work and was about halfway there when I got the call from his wife. I will never forget when she told me Jim had taken his own life. I seriously almost fell to my knees. God be with you R.I.P. James Aper. I love you always brother

  • @taylorfoster394
    @taylorfoster394 Před 4 lety +26

    This hit close to my hart My uncle self overdosed in my grandma’s house and the 6 year anniversary just past

  • @craigsellars2812
    @craigsellars2812 Před 4 lety

    Big love Shaq, this shit hits home hard. I love watching your reactions for a laugh after I finish work, it helps me keep myself in a good place.

  • @GRade424
    @GRade424 Před 4 lety

    Preciate you giving good reactions with sense and sympathy towards the song’s meaning! You’re the man shaq! Keep doing these non rap/r&b reactions cause I’ve watched’m all!

  • @epugh0468
    @epugh0468 Před 4 lety +5

    This video still hits harder than anything ive seen

  • @bellantwain21
    @bellantwain21 Před 4 lety +3

    I felt this you never know what somebody's going through check on your love ones and friends love the video bro stay motivated dream big no life gang family 2 Mill on the way

  • @andrewmcconnell5699
    @andrewmcconnell5699 Před 4 lety

    First I just wanna say that I'm not fully through the video, but just from the beginning of it I love how genuine your reactions are to this video. Ive spent alot of time in that place where you feel like there is no other way out. Its a darkness that just doesn't let you see anything good you can have in your life. It clouds your mind and chokes your reasoning to the point your brain needs a way to escape as quickly as it can.
    Now I need to say this too, anyone who is reading this and is thinking about doing it. I wont try and talk you out of it, but I do beg you to just read this and think on it. Suicide is the quick option to solve the problem, and despite what people say it isn't the cowards way out because it takes alot of strength to go through with it. But that is my point, you have the strength to want to end it, you have more than enough strength to beat that darkness then. I swear to you, it does get better. You can't see it yet but I promise you it does. And suicide doesn't take the pain away, all it does is transfer it to someone else.
    I dont know you, ill probably never speak to you in person, but I've been there and I want you to know you are loved and you not being here will place that pain on someone else who loves you too. IT GETS BETTER

  • @willgreaves602
    @willgreaves602 Před 4 lety

    Rest in Peace my man charlie, the memories wont be forgotten and i still support your brother everyday with coping with the loss of you and even your father, i hope heaven is real and youre up there finally at peace but i also know when your mind takes you that way and this video had me crying knowing all the attempts ive had and my heart actually stopping and being revived and still wishing i wasnt, but now i donnt act on the thoughts, ive done enough to my family, time to try look at life through a lens filled with hope

  • @tymaasen8435
    @tymaasen8435 Před 4 lety +4

    I lost one of my closest friends to suicide while she was away at college back in 2018. I still think about her every day. RIP Maddie

  • @Azraell01
    @Azraell01 Před 4 lety +4

    You truly never know what someone is going through or the pain that they are in.
    You can't know what someone else is experiencing or the pain they are in as we are all different and experience things differently. After all no two people are truly exactly the same. We were all made to be unique and are just that. And life is experienced in different ways by people....no ones life is the exact same as anyone else's. So to ridicule someone for their life being different or them being the way they are is unfair as none of us can know exactly how life has shaped us or what we are truly feeling.
    For me there is sadly not a single month or even week where I don't think about offing myself. Every day I fight my demons. There were even two dark days where I did attempt to well off myself. Somehow I survived those days. Depression sucks, inner demons suck, and sometimes life sucks. I'm lucky I survived and that I have the friends that I do as they have helped me fight on. Without them right now I'm pretty sure I would not be here...no joke. Even today I thought about offing myself...but I didn't as I just don't want others to shoulder the pain I'm in right now so I fight for them too.

    • @chocolatebwoywonder5691
      @chocolatebwoywonder5691 Před 4 lety

      Sorry to hear your pain bro.....u keep fighting....

    • @emmettenglish1537
      @emmettenglish1537 Před 4 lety

      What you are doing is beautiful. You know the pain you feel and don't want other to have to hurt how you do. As someone who is suffering in a similar way, what I have learned is your family and friends would prefer you tell them how you are hurting and help you carry the pain than see anything happen to you. So don't be afraid to talk to them.
      Otherwise if you want don't be afraid to message me and talk to me. We may not know one another but I'd happily listen more if you want to get everything out in the open. ❤️

  • @ryanbarber6481
    @ryanbarber6481 Před rokem

    I'm glad you've reacted to this. I've also lost a lot of close people, that be friends from school, or family members to suicide... I'm not even going to mention how many of my peers from my Class of 2012 is alive to this date, I know the number and it's... words can't describe it, man. I've thought about it numerous of times, especially when I lost my mom. But, I have really super close friends and family members that brought me back, and helped me come out of my very dark thoughts. It is true what they say... your inner demons truly do eat away at your soul at your weakest times.
    I'm truly thankful that I have never had any addictive personality, or anything of that sorts. Because, I almost became addicted to alcohol, and eventually I was craving to get a better high than marijuana. But, I've always said to myself, even when I was deep in that time of my life, these words, talking to myself in third person:
    "Keep walking forward, with your head held above your shoulders, no matter the pain and suffering you endure, Ryan. Uncle Bill and Mom will always be with you, in your heart, and your mind. The moment you stop, and give in, you're letting your demons win, they will laugh at you." I say more, but the moral of my message (and I also tell others this I know that is going through stuff themselves. And, I mean, anyone that is reading this... this is for you, too.) is that... Keep your head up, and please, please, please tell anyone that is close to you what is truly going on. And that's the thing... tell those that you know have your back 100%, not someone whose just an acquaintance to you. Don't let your demons win, and keep being strong. I went on for maybe.... about 2 years before I finally truly opened up to my 2 best friends, and they literally hugged me for quite a long time. I reserved and kept everything bottled up because, I thought I could just overcome it, and also with the whole "I'm a man, I have to be strong. I can't show emotions", but I just couldn't anymore. So I encourage EVERYBODY to talk.
    But with that out of the way, I really enjoy your content. To be honest, you're one of the only reaction CZcamsr's I actually enjoy watching. The fact you care about each and every one of your fans, as well as like... you refer your channel as "Us" and not just you, it speaks volumes. The energy you have, and how funny you are, man whenever I get a notification from you, I click instantly haha.

  • @Unmowedd
    @Unmowedd Před 4 lety

    Love your vibes man you do make me feel a little less shitty about myself.

  • @kylejohnson4514
    @kylejohnson4514 Před 4 lety +3

    “What’s up big Lyle how’s it going?” The last words I heard from him was him checkin on me. Later that night he took his own life... Rip #20 Your missed down here more then you know. ❤️❤️ Watch out for everyone you know, have they’re back, and spread the love, there’s no time for hate in a world that’s lost it’s hope.

  • @aidensmith6206
    @aidensmith6206 Před 3 lety +4

    my uncle overdosed about 6 years ago,i know this is late and i dont expect to get prayers or anything but it hurts still knowing he is gone

  • @alandupont2516
    @alandupont2516 Před 3 lety

    One of your best reactions!!

  • @kirstysixtus7669
    @kirstysixtus7669 Před 3 lety +1

    When I was 15 i was bullied very badly to the point I'd given up, I tried hanging myself with a skipping rope but me being short somewhat saved me. Then a few months later I started cutting. My parents put me into counseling and that helped. Just having someone to talk too, to tell them what's up. I've been cut free for a very long time but stuck with the scars that serve as a reminder of how close I was to giving up so to speak.