the cinematic orchestra - to build a home (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]
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slowed down (& reverb) version of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra.
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âdont take life too seriously.
nobody makes it out alive.â
đ
this hit hard
Thanks
Is this from something ?
We all end up dying
I sit in my bed just hoping to die soon, but...
i'm scared to die.
Please do not leave this earth, I promise that you are loved and it will get better... if you need to talk I am right here
@@matthewfoster5264 Thats actually really nice this made me cry
@@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... itâs hurts so bad, and I just donât want any other family to go through what we did
@@matthewfoster5264 I promise it will get better if you want to talk we canâ€â€â€sending virtual hug your way
@@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.
It's so strange that strangers on the internet understand us more than the people we think we are close to
i agree
And yet we hate each other in real life.. this world's something else man
It really isâŠ. This world has done an amazing job at separating us and making us fightâŠ.
Dat zijn teksten
I agree
I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Donât u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically canât? It sucks, donât it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.
Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like thatâs what I need but I canât, the tears just wonât come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~
@@Angel-ko9jp Yess thatâs exactly how I feel sometimes
I feel you :( we're all dead inside.
Do you have more songs like that I think I need them.
@@sheepy719 I would recommend âUnfairâ by the neighborhood, and âWelcome Homeâ by radical face!
I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments.
April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM
I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasnât easy for him. Itâs not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside
me too :/
Yea đ
i love you bro
đ€
i wish i had someone to hug
This whole comment section is a big fat proof that it's not just "the damn phone".
Yeah
They still wouldnt believe us though
facts
Yeah
It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.
It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly Iâve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way letâs off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. Iâm sorry if this comment is grim but I canât do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now
Edit:
Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all
- his sister
Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother
If you are reading this spend your time with your loved ones and dont worry we all will have a time to rest in our graves, here is my love brother.
Hope you're still with us .
May you find peace with Christ our savior. My prayers are with you
I am so glad that you are surrounded by people you love
How can people I donât know on the internet understand me more than the people I know irl. Damn.
rlly trueâŠ
LITERALLY
Someone who thinks that Christmas is not the same as before?
I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 wouldâve been if everything bad that happened just... didnât. 2020 couldâve been the best year of our lives.
Literally... Christmas felt like a normal day, when Christmas is about spending time with your family,,.
Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please donât give up. itâs so not worth it. thereâs so many things you havenât accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesnât need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. donât forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
@@sienna9730 you made my day. Thank you so much for this.
I hate living in my head. & constantly convincing myself everyone around me hates me.
Are u a Capricorn?
@@miiabaybee5289 cancer
i bet you're an awesome person, i saw your profile pic and thought that you were so gorgeous!! i hope you are doing okay
i always feel the same
@@lunapeperkamp7442 oh my gosh, thank you so much!! â€ïž
"This is quite sad isn't it? The end?"
"The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."
đą I miss TIU but I'm same time happy they made such a beautiful ending đą
It was either wonderful, or it had the potential to be wonderful but for whatever reason it wasn't
"Some friendships feel like they last forever, and others end far too soon. Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain, when that person is gone" - Barry Allen
Weâll said
So true though.. it hurts to think about it
I feel safe in the comment section.
same itâs sad but also wholesome in a way...
it still makes me cry but I feel u as hell
You are safe here đ¶
exactly, like i can say how im feeling without being judged.
I am tired of being doing this perfect live on my head but living in this horrible life
"Take her to the moon for me"
N O
How tf did you know...I was literally sobbing to that today....
Which fandom is this?
@@lorettagrey7383 inside out :(
@@lorettagrey7383 the movie âinside outâ
We don't search for old songs,
we search for old memories.
The truth has been spoken
So true
Agreedđą
Agreed 100%
this makes me think of simpler times...i can see like a montage of moments playing in my head of the times i had with my friends before the pandemic hit. everything was fine. we had our problems, but we got through them together. nothing seemed impossible.
I keep playing moments in my head from my best friend. I had feelings for her but never did anything about it because I was completely oblivious
"We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun."
- Winnie the Pooh
he really said that? lmao
Damn that hit hard
I know đ now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering
I know đ now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering
@@tantrumcompton8570 do you want to talk about it?
The four dislikes are people who cried and didnât see itâs the wrong button
13*
sorry bro that was me I'll hit the like again now
Yep your correct
Haa i think like that too haa
26*
âWhen a man cries, itâs not because he is weak. Itâs because he has been strong for too long.â
edgy af
@@kelkirp1649 I was at rock bottom when I posted that. I hope you never have to experience that brother.
@@mdisco10Bro bad times donât last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they donât have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people donât even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.
Itachi ?
- itachi uchiha đ
"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.â
â Nicholas Sparks
I feel like Im losing my friendsđ
I've lost mine. And it might be for the best đ
Same. But they say its my fault so I agree and now I am starting to believe them
Iâve lost everything and everyone I donât know what to believe
I don't have any to lose
all of them are out with out me right now, I miss them so much and I donât know what to do about it has anyone got any advice ? ((
its hard to see your "best friend" change right in front of your eyes. it hurts. it really really hurts :/
Update:
first of all, thank you all so much for the support in the replies, you're all amazing and i hope you're doing okay.
Second of all, i've met someone else who loves me (but never as much as i love them) they're amazing and i'm so glad they came into my life. although my eating isn't great, they're here for me and i'm planning to confess my love for them (cringy ik) in a few days
it hurts bad
Ik. And you canât say anything about it to her bc then she/he is gonna be mad..
oh, im sorry for you :( i love you, stay strong girl!
it hurts so much
it's hard to see them just never be seen again, with no confirmation whether they're alive or not. Atleast, Mosy did, she was a good cat. Always tried to tell me all about her day the same way I would every night when she'd come back from the neighbours farm. Then she left for that farm and never returned. Month 2.5 and I am truly heartbroken.
My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.
Losing your home that you love is some next level shit dude
U poor thingâ€
I can relate
Ive had this song on repeat for an hour and just layed in bed and cried.
I just made up a whole fake scenario in my head now Iâm sad đ€ŠđŸââïž
MEEEE BAHAHAH
Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun
Do it every night
MEE.
@@noobmastuh LITERALLY ME
This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.
No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win
.......we can win
@@zodiac6669 thank you so much I really needed this right now. You made my day better ty! Take care â„ïžâ€ïž
She wouldnât trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ainât gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..
@@zodiac6669 same.
It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you â€ïž
meu lar sempre foi Jesus, desde que me afastei dEle eu me sinto desabrigada, sem esperança, sem amor, sem paz....
nĂŁo me sinto confortĂĄvel em minha casa, Ă© difĂcil viver aqui, mas Ele sempre melhorou tudo, agora eu me perdi dEle. perdi meu chĂŁo, meu lar, meu amg, meu companheiro, meu papai, meu amor, minha paz.
sinto sua falta Papai.
de: sua pequena filha deprimida.
Andressa, querida! VocĂȘ se afastou de Jesus, mas Ele continua perto de ti! De apenas o primeiro passo. Entregue sua vida A Ele! Por favor, nĂŁo pense nem um segundo que Ele se esqueceu de ti, ou nĂŁo lhe ama mais, pois isso Ă© uma completa mentira. Lembre-se sempre que Ele morreu na cruz por vocĂȘ. Ele quer te dar alegria ao invĂ©s da tristeza que vocĂȘ sente. Ele quer lhe dar paz, ao invĂ©s da confusĂŁo. Ele Ă a verdade, para um mundo de mentiras, Ele Ă© o caminho quando estamos perdidos, e ELE Ă A VIDA QUANDO ESTAMOS SEM ESPERANĂAS! Andressa, creia que O Senhor Jesus pediu para eu vim falar contigo, em muitos comentĂĄrios pude enxergar o teu. Nunca imaginaria. Eu nĂŁo te Conheço, mas O Pai te conhece, filha! E muito mais que uma vida abençoada aqui, estamos a espera da vida eterna. Que Deus te abençoe grandiosamente.â€ïžâđ„đđ„°
I remember listening to this song after I found out my Best Friend took his life last year. I cried for days, I couldn't stop it got to the point I wasn't sleeping. I still miss him, but now I guess all I do is distance myself from the thought of it because it's too painful đđȘ
Iâm so sorry. The moment I read this my heart just sank for u. I hope youâre doing well
So sorry to hear. Hope youâre still doing well
It sucks when the person you want, doesnât want you back.
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please donât give up. itâs so not worth it. thereâs so many things you havenât accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesnât need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. donât forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
I have felt that before, but then I realized that it feels so much better when you learn to want yourself more than any outsider ever could.
she's my best friend, im not hers.
@@mila6761 Yeah same... She means so much to me but doesn't notice and probably doesn't want it...You have the same name as her...
@@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)
The thing about depression is that you hate yourself for being sad all the time knowing you can be happy but your mind chooses not too.
Perfectly said.
IKR
Que sensação boa, que essa mĂșsica trĂĄsđâ€
My dance class is using this song to fit our concert theme. I'm honestly glad I found it, it's such a beautiful song
One of the deepest pains is watching everyone around you move on while you are stuck wishing you were in the past.
are the moving on tho or are they all faking it just like me and you youâll never know
damn you described my feelings so well
true, even how much i tried, i always left behind
Sry for bringing ST into this but...
Will Byers with everybody else in stranger things ^
This hit home đ
Pov: your losing yourself again
how did you know?
Fr
I guess that i will never love me again lol...
Yeah... I'm now writing down notes to myself that I love myself and that I'm beautiful. If that's even not weird
@@yenym9055 itâs not weird, youâre better than the rest of us who donât have the courage to do so yet :)
This song makes me realise that my life is at the end of its era... but the worst thing is, it's true. Going to high school, never seeing some people in my life ever again. Makes me sad you know? You know that feeling in your stomach and heart when you realise everything is over, struggle with it everyday man... Can't some things just last forever? If it does, I would live my best life... Dont you just hate that? Well, some things are ment to end. Just like my childhood... Its over. My life feel like its ending. The stress, I cant handle it. Maybe I should just end it all you know? All my problems would be gone. Gone forever...
As another depressed individual, please don't end it, there are many like you, me and others in the same situation that keep pushing on through the pain as it can only get better, i hope you can continue on just know that we're here for you.
I am a few years ahead of you and trust me, I know what that feels like. It does feel sad initially when you realise you may not see some people as much again. But the ones who really matter will make an effort to see you and moving on to something new creates a great opportunity to meet new people . Your childhood may be ending, but you still got so much life left to live and so many great times are coming. Hope you have found this since you posted your comment â€
This hit hard when you're living alone, in a place far away from your hometown.
I'm sorry and I understand you
âMaybe life should be about more then just survivingâ
-Clarke griffin
omg yessss
I think she said
âyou were right Klark.. life is more than just survivingâ
as she was dyingđ„Č
@@monstvhh do you mean clarke?
damn this hurt
This hits hard
Death is not the worst thing in life, the worst, that's what dies in us when we live...
-Albert Einstein
I had a stroke reading this ._.
@@meep1723 Stop being horny, it just makes you sadder than you already are buddy
@@Qophillius huh
@@Qophillius having a stroke doesn't make you horny tf? They were making a simple joke grow tf up and stop seeing everything in a sexual way nonce
@@lanidimonaco Chillout thought he is joking, wtf why are you so mean (Im from germany girl my english is not the best)
This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.
life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you.
I love you
â@@rah_galathynius011 thank you bro
Piglet: "How do you spell 'love', Pooh?"
Pooh: "You don't spell it... You feel it"
đ„đđ
Como sentir se não hå alguém
The worst part bout depression is that when u r finally in a good mood it comes back and u gotta be emotional while everyone is enjoying the moment and u have to break down
@@manhafathima6060 It's like my dad whenever he yells at me, i just feel.. isolated.
me everytime i try to be happy :((
Yes unfortunately. I cant have a happy moment anymore
Literally me rn, like im in my room crying while typing these
My cousin recently lost her battle to depression, hit us like a truck of bricks... please do not leave this world, you are loved, and if you need to talk Iâm right here.
"depression isn't a mind game, it's a death game.." unknown-
Well.. it is a mind game.. not to kill the vibe or anything.
@@generaliroh2276 đ
Itâs not even a game..
Hi
My name is Tiago , I'm from Brazil hahaha
There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home
'Cause, I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
From you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees
By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
And, I built a home
For you
For me
"I think there is nothing more artistic than loving choosing people."
Vincent van Gogh
âHow lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hardâ - Winnie the Pooh
I have nothing and itâs still hard âčïž
"They took my fucking eyes." -Winnie the Pooh
Ugh that hit hard. I wish I had that too
@@GUTZ4ZALE this made me chuckle đ
@@michaelc.5809 đș
its hard to move on when she was the only reason you wanted to keep going.
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but Iâve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lowerâ, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your soulsâ People will tell you âyou are fineâ no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, whatâs the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you donât have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.â Iâve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didnât care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so onâŠ. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! â The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you arenât an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news youâll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke Godâs laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 âFor God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.â We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of Godâs wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is Godâs word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! âWe have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.â Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447
If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! czcams.com/video/XyNseXdd260/video.html Jesuscares.com czcams.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html czcams.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/video.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for youâ
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fun times
Itâll get better. I promise you. itâs been 2 months I hope youâre doing okay
release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please donât give up. itâs so not worth it. thereâs so many things you havenât accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesnât need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. donât forget your glass of water:) love you so much .
Facts đŻđŻ
Toda vez que ouço essa mĂșsica me lembro do meu avĂŽ, eu estava ouvindo ela quando me avisaram que ele faleceu. Saudades vovĂŽ, vocĂȘ vai estar sempre no meu coração. đ€
Eu lhe entendo bem. Fica bem anjinho.
Viva por ele ok?
@@sousax_._2681 muito obrigada por isso.. đ€
@@ellamoraiis de nada meu bem.
"held on as tightly as you held on me" will always hit me in a way deeper than any other song lyric
I grew up too fast....I miss being a child
Really đ
đ„
You're lucky if you miss your childhood
301 club
Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's greatđ I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!đđâ€đŻđȘ đ„
this hits different at 2 am, lying in bed, its pitch black, and you're overthinking everything while crying.
Damn this is what im doing rnđ
Except its midnight
literally me right now
Doing this rn but itâs 6:07am
literally me the past hour
To Build a Home Lyrics
[Verse 1]
There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls, and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I don't feel alone
This is a place where I feel at home
[Chorus]
And I built a home
For you, for me
Until it disappeared
From me, from you
And now, it's time to leave
And turn to dust
[Verse 2]
Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed its knees
[Verse 3]
By the cracks of his skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
Held on as tightly as you held onto me
[Chorus]
And I built a home
For you, for me
Until it disappeared
From me, from you
And now, it's time to leave
And time to die
If your reading this. Trust me its gonna get better eventually. It might take awhile but just dont give up. Your stronger than you think!
You commented this the day she left me lmao 4 months later itâs the same
Its been 35 years and its only getting worse
"This is a place where I dont feel alone"
that's here..
Thank you guys
đ„șđ„ș
@@elkslife101xoxo5 đđ
hey. i love u. i hope you're okay. if not, it'll be alright, everything will be fine, i promise bby.
@@sabrinalostorto5756 ohhhh yes im okay thank yu â€â€â€â€
@@daliaxoxo4816 glad to hear that :)
I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha
Thatâs what Iâm doing :)
Me toooo
I dont think you where actually laughing at the end, are you ok
I cried..
Yea that laugh is fakeđ
I'm jealous of the stars. Not only because they are off this planet, but they are admired and don't even know it. So many people talk to the stars and compliment them. Being a human to Earth isn't the same as a star above. The difference is that stars are only complimented never insulted, being human, you can't be as lucky.
âDo not be sad that its over, be happy that it happenedâ.
âiâm sorry for what i amâ - john coffey
Sorry mom for not making you proud :')
You make me proud no matter what, I dont even know you,your life story, or anything about you but you are worth so much and you put on this earth for a reason and it's just waiting for you! I love you so much!â„ïž
âis itâŠterrifying?â
âNo, I donât think so. Itâs the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.â
âSee you on the other side.â
âOh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.â
Dude Iâve never seen that show and I rlly want to but every time i hear that scene it makes me so sad đ
that episode bro UGHHHHFJSFHDHGH it messed me UP
@@DreadPirateElla watch it omg
@@timmyandjimmy1441 FRRR
@@timmyandjimmy1441 what show is it
This song moves me emotionally, its like closing your eyes and imagining everything good that you wish for your future, amazing partner, a beautiful house, travelling, being so happy you cant control your tears,taking a walk in the forest when theres light rain and its in the morning, anyways let me finish my assignment
Ami, i dunno precisely but i think we gotta enjoy living in reality or just survive there since we must earn to eat , to help parents. All of those possibly cannot let even dream your fascinating future life up.
*''What doesn't destroy you, only makes you stronger''*
- A wise man
But what if it did destroy me
"He's just a boy"
Omg đ„ș
đđ
she was such a good mom.
I'm dying yaaaah
@@kassadyherrera9373 was she though i mean yes she cared for him but she didn't care enough to at least try and stop the abuse
i am not sad about anything in particular, but i still feel the need to cry in the dark every night. i have nothing to be sad about yet i am struggling to find ways to remember the feeling of being genuinely happy. im tired of hurting all the time.
Thats exactly me, nothing that bad happened to me yet, but i dont feel happy, i feel like i dont belong to this world, i wanna go somewhere soo far away
@@btsarmylovejimin4489 same
why is this so relatable, i literally- omfg..i literally - my mom asks me whats wrong, and i say nothing, she thinks that ik a reason but i dont, im just sad, without knowing why, not feeling always so happy
@@R0cK3T5 same
You didnât have to make me cry from reading this. How is this me?
When you miss your childhood friends
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) Youâre such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever youâre alone youâre not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, donât beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you wonât ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you donât feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I donât want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I donât want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, itâs not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . Youâre not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If youâre reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Donât live up to other standards! Itâs your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldnât, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like thereâs no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
Youâre so strong, youâre still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
Youâre not a burden to anyone, donât be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
Youâre beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see youâre in pain :( you deserve so much man, donât let your emotions control you. Donât let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please donât go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If itâs night for you, go to sleep, I know itâs hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, donât let them fight you.
If itâs day for you, donât start it by such sad music, I know itâs impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If itâs evening for you, youâre probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know itâs okay to feel the way you feel. You donât need to be scared, of course youâre overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldnât? But itâs important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that youâre stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really donât know much a smile can brighten someoneâs day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you donât need to fake it anymore, because I canât say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. Youâre worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but donât let the emotion control you by giving up. Itâs okay, youâre here, youâre safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I donât think youâre doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Donât give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesnât know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Thank you :) this helps people like you wouldnt imagine
started reading and instantly started bawling. itâs nice to hear those words every now and then. thank you
can i copy and paste?
i love you.
Omg đ„șđ„șâ€ïžâ€ïž
Life gets harder and harder by the day and music becomes the only reason Iâm still alive
Stay good man contunue to fight
Keep going you did a great jobâșïž
life can flip around and become better in a day never give up
God is the reason your still alive
music doesnât even help anymore, itâs gotten tot he point I feel trapped inside my mind with no control over my thoughts
âAs long as there is love and memory, there is no true lossâ
- Cassandra Clare
26.01.2022|21.06pm (Switzerland)
Heyy! I don't know who you are or where you're from but I guess we are both here bc we might like the song or bc we are feeling empty,sad or anything like that....and to you my little stranger I wanna say it's okay to feel like that sometimes...but try to find people to talk to ⥠It might be hard to talk about your problems towards other people but don't worry if you really trust the person you're talking to you'll feel better my angelđ§žđ€...don't stress out and take your time to calm down if you are having anxiety-attacks or anything else like that...and don't forget to breath in...breath out....breath in...breath and repeat that everyday in peaceđȘ trust me it's gonna be better just believe with your whole soul and heart...I've been trough those moments too maybe not the same moments but I know how it feels like to be sad even tho we don't or didn't feel the same wayđžjust keep going bc someday you'll find something that really will make you happy đ I believe you're strong, nice, beautiful, handsome and alot of more good things....and if you lost someone trust me they are proud that you keep going everyday even tho you are in pain â you might not hear them, see them or be able to hug them, but THEY LOVE U AND ARE PROUD OF U! YESSS YOU PERFECT HUMAN!!! đ {I hope...that after reading this you'll feel better}
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hello from Armenia, I read what you wrote, I'm so sad, a few days ago it was his wedding, I lost him forever, maybe he was never mine, I feel so lonely
I donât wanna grow up, I wanna live a happy carefree life with my parents and friends:(
Same
Then donât focus on the thought of losing them and your youth, focus on the present and you will be more aware and enjoys this time as it last
without my parents and friends
so do i.
But imagine not having friends and ur parents broke up đ€§đ€§.. thatâs me đđ
I once cried to this song in my grandmas bathroom as it I stared at myself in the mirror while it played in my ears for like half an hour. I donât know why, I just needed to let it out. For some reason the image of myself made me so angry I couldnât hold it back any longer.
To anyone reading this, you are someone special. You have a unique beautiful personality and an amazing smile. Donât let anything break you and hold you down. Life is too damn short and you deserve to be happy and to be loved. I hope you all are ok.
i wish i could hug you so tight right now, you deserve comfort, love, happiness, i know you dont know me but i wanna make sure ure safe happy and accepting urself, ur image,
heres my snapchat if you needed someone to talk to @sinner.xxd iâll be there to show you how much ur life worth it, i want you alive, i need you to be happy and strong and u can do it.
I love you,stay strongâ€
This is my first time listening to this song in almost 3 years. In 2018 I was meant to be doing a solo to it. (Iâm a dancer but not professionally) I worked hard all year to show my teacher how good of a dancer I was, only to be in the shadow of my older sister. Sheâs the one who everyone talks about how great she is and what an amazing dancer she is. She came in to the practice every week and instead of my teacher focusing on me sheâd put her attention to my sister sitting in the corner, my sister would correct me and try to teach me different moves than what my teacher had. On the day of our concert I was on stage practising, then I froze. I had forgotten the whole dance and when I looked up in panic, my teacher wasnât there. She was busy in the foyer, so I ran off stage and cried. It hurt that she wasnât even there when I needed her. So I didnât do the dance, I didnât do my solo and Iâve regretted it everyday since. I was too scared to do it even after I had remembered it.
After 3 years, the minute I hear this song Iâm still filled with anger, anger at myself for giving up, and sadness and hurt from my teacher not being there and for my sister for taking all of her attention. Iâm always the backseat to my sister. The year after my sister and my teacher did a duet togetherâŠ
The fact that the only happy memories we have are from the time we wished to be a teenager, because âeverything would be perfectâ is honestly heartbreaking.
I believe this song was written in heaven.
I don't believe in God, but I'm a hypocrite. Most nights I pray. I pray for a way out. Away from another asshole. Away from another monster. I pray for help.
I don't believe in god .. but every time i be outside smoking a cigarette looking at the sky i wish it inside .. i wish time could move a bit faster to the better times .. i have moments or silence wishing and feeling inside but never show it on the outside.. i don't believe in god .. i don't believe in an afterlife.. but i know better times will always come .. no matter what.
Stfu
@@antaniascott1389 no you stfu because that comment was written 4 months ago so no need to reply with something unnecessary like that lol
@@chahdoudhini1047 stfu
I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/
It will get better. Hold on and know the world is a better place because you're in it...
This means a lot to me..
Speak here, me and people in this comment section will try to help you, we are just strangers who can understand each other most
Never give up you're not alone âșïž
Me too
Interesting how a lot of people including me have the same kind of feelings with this song. We all miss this one person we never get back into our lives :(
Update. This one person I missed for years came back to my life, Hurt me and left again.
I give up I donât believe in true love anymore
A letter from my best friend:
"Sorry, I'm so sorry I couldn't do it anymore. I know you are reading this when I'm already on the other side. You don't have to take it as your fault. I was already dead. It all was killing me everyday. The only reason for me to stay was you. Everyday I woke up my skin was brighter, thinner, more bruisend. I couldn't let you keep looking at me dying. You remember the day we met, I thought it would lasted forever. But I gave up here. I became my sickness, I wasn't a person. Thank you for all the years with me, for giving me hope, for late night skating together, for teaching me all the things. Thank you for your songs, I'll take them to my grave. Thank you for getting trouble with me, you never hesitate to do something stupid just to spend time with me. Sorry it couldn't survive anymore. At least we met. Don't forget about me. Take care, see you.. in another life. "
It's being a year since he passed away.
Please take care everyone âĄ
Iâm so sorry I canât imagine. I hope youâre doing well
You don't realize the good moments until they become memories and its all you have left.
yeah
True that:/
Bro Fr...
and when u don't have memories anymore what do u do? asking 4 a friend lol
@@anaa2059 haha omg, I was not expecting this, well if you dont have memories then go make some, it might come out good
It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling,to the reason you cry yourself to sleep...
Yeah..
đđ. So true!
There's no other way I can explain how my thoughts consume me. Nothing seems real. I sink deeper into my bed it's as if it can swallow me whole. I can feel the walls cave in on me. It's hard to breathe.. all I can see is darkness as I sink into the pit of nothingness..
There's no one that can safe me from this misery. This misery we call life. Without a place to call home :/
Iâm so so sorry you feel like this. And it frustrates me to not be able to anything to help you. I wish you well and I hope you climb out one day.
I was just going through some photos from when I was younger, it's really sad too see how happy I was, how I didn't care how I dressed and when I had a true smile. It makes me realise that you don't know how great something is until you lose it. Cherish the happy memories and hang in there, you're worth it, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! If you wanna talk I'm here
When you see your bestfriend slowly fading away from you
finally someone who understands...
mhm lol
I thought this was happening to me but we grew even closer... im just terrified of whatâs going to happen when we graduate highschool next year......... i am terrefied of the future and i have always been
- and it already happend 2 times
i guess 3rd time is not the lucky time..
9*
My favorite part of life is music :)
Iâve never related to a comment this much .. :)
To be honest music understands me more than my own parents. Thatâs why I love it so much. Itâs always there for you no matter what
@@alliesmith5791 parents donât even pay attention to us anymore lol.
@@emilymunoz1294 your right.
This is a song that breaks me every time I hear it itâs so beautiful â€ïž
Whoever is reading this,I pray you stay strong and donât give up. God is with you wherever you go â€
May Allah guide you
It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much
((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)
friend-soulmate sorry thought i would correct you:)
Hopefully i find someone that makes me feel safe
Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly Iâd do anything to back to that moment
Good for you i cant even talk to the one i love because she doesn't give a complete fuck
This, this will one day soon happened to me, I will find the one for me⊠it must happen
the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, itâs the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it canât be that bad...
Exactly, like i dont want to kill myself, but i am not scared of death, it is just the end, it cant be bad...
My ex left me 2 weeks ago because she admit that she cheated on me and i had proof. Feelin fkg depressed that iâm writing this on yt lol. Hope yâall get betterâ€ïž
me: please just apologize for everything you've done to me.
him: no
oh okay then :/
dear J
i love you ,
Hey, how are you?
@@luisacorreia9128 bad
@@gracelowe4985 whatÂŽs wrong?
@@luisacorreia9128 family issues and I miss my ex ahahađ
@@gracelowe4985 it will be okay don't give up ! :")
max volume. eyes leaking without realising. missing my sanity. :).
Are you okay, I donât know you and all but Iâm here to listen
I love you know that
@@buttercupgaming2115 :) how are you doing today
@@kenziemadeleine1411 umm Iâm just okay Iâm just confused and everything with COVID making me very sad sometimes
@@buttercupgaming2115 Aw everything w covid is rlly scary rn but all we can do is take safety measures and hope for the best :) ik what you mean and it will all be over soon
â Even if you are not ready for the day, It cannot always be night â đ€
Could anyone tell me what anime the background is from ?
Evangelion
@@mongooseman3744 thanks
last night i was about to pull a Hannah Baker while in my bath tub i didnt tho, im proud of my self.
iâm proud of you too, donât give up please
@@charlottecloet6537
so proud of u loveâ€ïž keep ur head up, it will get better i promise
Who is hannah baker?
@@zodiac6669 13 reasons why girl who khs
I found this song a few days ago. As I listened I started crying and whispered these few words "I'm so lost, I just don't want to be here anymore." I've been so mistreated and so misunderstood that I've grown dark towards people. I've disappeared from social media and been invisible to the people I cared about in the past. It hurts, it really does...........
I really felt that...
I totally understand and I feel the same, I honestly don't know how much I can take anymore I just give up
@@pufferexe5408 please don't i love you so much
@@pufferexe5408 hey man, please reply to this, I just want to know that your still here, and although you don't know me and I don't know you, I really hope that you are doing better and are happier now, please, I want to know that you made it.
Rest in Peace my little Angel
Crying over thjz
I see conflicting comments.. If it makes you think.. It cant be unwise..
"victory is not finale.. Failure is not fatal.. Its having the courage to start again" - Winston Churchill
Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._
That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.
I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay đ„
@@arvinjohntorres2945 youâre memories will last forever sorry for your lost we learn to live with the pain and to make new memories
@@sabinoguzman7780 Thanks, i appreciate ur comment
@@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.
âThe person who gave you the best memories always becomes a memoryâ -me
đ„Č
Beautifully said
This makes me sad smile
Happy memories hurt the most
"sometimes that bright smile you knew.
was never a smile that was real." -me
I'm sorry I let you down, love. I know, it's shit that we both got so tired that we couldn't even make time for each other. But know I miss you every day. We might be hours away from each other. But you're the closest I've ever been to another human. I'm sorry I let you down. With empty promises of taking care of myself. But I know it must have not been ment to be. Even though I screamed and cried when I thought I was loosing you. I thought right. Sometimes letting a good thing die is okay. And I know it won't ever be the same. But that you're still here for me. We still love each other. But in another life, my pretty boy. I know we are for each other. But for now it's see you later.
this is literally so beautiful I'm not even joking...
Ikr đ
@Victoria Powell yeah that just gives me goosebumps
Agree :'|
and so is sheđ„ș
Wait are you joking or not? Canât really tell