syml - where's my love (alternative version) (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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  • čas přidán 4. 02. 2021
  • 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦
    slowed down (& reverb) version of where's my love by syml.
    soundcloud version: / just-come-home-alt
    ───𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙨───
    𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙢: lust.ry
    𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧: iustry
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  • @lustry
    @lustry  Před 3 lety +16796

    i hope you're all doing okay, ily

  • @avamccarthy1331
    @avamccarthy1331 Před 3 lety +26383

    I dont know whats wrong with me, i have a great family, a happy home but yet i still feel so alone, i feel isolated.

    • @satanas809
      @satanas809 Před 3 lety +1298

      oooh babe, having all of these dont make you less sad or maybe sick (?) idk, it's not your fault to be feeling down, maybe you could ask help?? please stay safe for you and people who care about :)

    • @donut-ja
      @donut-ja Před 3 lety +589

      I’m sorry to hear that, try not to isolate yourself, talk to a family member about how your feeling, go for walks, etc.

    • @ruin9563
      @ruin9563 Před 3 lety +296

      walk outside

    • @nourihab4278
      @nourihab4278 Před 3 lety +337

      It's okay , it's just time , try distancing yourself , try new friendships , you're the only one who will do anything for you to not die , you are your comfort zone , yourself always try its best for you to be happy , she loves you so much , so do a lot of people , i am here for you of you need anything

    • @keiliahooke9590
      @keiliahooke9590 Před 3 lety +333

      Loneliness is a feeling, if you feel lonely, you are lonely, even in a house full of people :( Don't invalidate your feelings, and don't be afraid to be your own advocate and get help.

  • @mariacherif5892
    @mariacherif5892 Před 3 lety +5697

    its sad because stranger knows what ur feeling more than friends

  • @antisocial8562
    @antisocial8562 Před rokem +2166

    It's so nice to see how strangers care about each other more than family and friends here :)

    • @SendCore
      @SendCore Před rokem +8

      strangers dont more than family and friends lmao, thats such a joke thing to say.

    • @antisocial8562
      @antisocial8562 Před rokem +36

      @@SendCore well I said what I felt :)

    • @thefdash5608
      @thefdash5608 Před rokem +18

      @@SendCore you didn't get it. I felt that

    • @SendCore
      @SendCore Před rokem

      @@thefdash5608 LMAO u have to be trolling.

    • @nourzeineldeen4401
      @nourzeineldeen4401 Před rokem +15

      sometimes it feels this way when your parents show instead of caring show coldness towards u nobody thinks how u might feel the thing your just joking when u tell them

  • @raybeats23
    @raybeats23 Před rokem +1131

    "Those teenagers who sit in their rooms at night and cry themselves to sleep
    were once children with light in their eyes and hope in their heart!"

    • @krenda321
      @krenda321 Před rokem +9

      Right...

    • @user-vn6ct8pz8t
      @user-vn6ct8pz8t Před rokem +6

      @@krenda321 yes..

    • @dayinthelife1358
      @dayinthelife1358 Před rokem +11

      My dad left again last night and I haven't told my bffs because I don't trust them and we have been friends for over 7 years

    • @halafahmy837
      @halafahmy837 Před rokem +8

      It hits hard -the same thing that she said happens to me ,always crying in midnight
      I have learned too much things from crying in midnight, crying in silence,act like I'm sleeping .sometimes I miss my old self not afraid of losing not knowing about overthinking.i have too much friends but I always fell down there that I'm lonely.
      BTW I'm 12 years old

    • @barbosa7068
      @barbosa7068 Před rokem +2

      i don't know about teenagers but I am full grown adult and I literally cry myself to sleep lol

  • @blueenews
    @blueenews Před 3 lety +5634

    „People don‘t cry, because they are weak. It is because they‘ve been strong for too long.“
    ~ Johnny Depp ~

  • @mellowa
    @mellowa Před 3 lety +25669

    “When sleep isn’t just sleep anymore, its an escape from reality”

    • @justecelia3149
      @justecelia3149 Před 3 lety +487

      Yes and I don't want open my yes anymore

    • @atxxjenn04
      @atxxjenn04 Před 3 lety +399

      literally. i just wish i can never wake up

    • @Katie-nn1gu
      @Katie-nn1gu Před 3 lety +29

      ..

    • @Neph1944
      @Neph1944 Před 3 lety +161

      No wonder why i slept 3 times today already

    • @creyyon
      @creyyon Před 3 lety +28

      Yes..

  • @keirabackus593
    @keirabackus593 Před 3 lety +5494

    Respect your pillow. It was the only thing there to catch your tears when nobody else could

    • @jaerener1782
      @jaerener1782 Před 3 lety +117

      lies. my tongue did just fine. HAVE YOU EVERY TASTED A TEAR?! top notch shit

    • @keirabackus593
      @keirabackus593 Před 3 lety +9

      @@jaerener1782 yes I have

    • @--BACKTFUP
      @--BACKTFUP Před 3 lety +18

      @@jaerener1782 snot too

    • @jaerener1782
      @jaerener1782 Před 3 lety +17

      @@--BACKTFUP more f l a v o r f u l l

    • @THATBLUEMOONYT
      @THATBLUEMOONYT Před 3 lety +5

      Very true I hope you are okay!

  • @laaraodile3014
    @laaraodile3014 Před 3 lety +6123

    If you’re reding this I luv u.

  • @user-nc3fe2hy9g
    @user-nc3fe2hy9g Před 2 lety +735

    От этой песенки моментально хочется заплакать и отпустить всю тяжесть что на душе....

    • @mimimishka137
      @mimimishka137 Před 2 lety +12

      согласна..

    • @user-hk7xj5ui9u
      @user-hk7xj5ui9u Před 2 lety +32

      Я искала этот русский комент и наконец то нашла

    • @mr.a9885
      @mr.a9885 Před 2 lety +9

      Желаю вам счастья ♥️

    • @user-nc3fe2hy9g
      @user-nc3fe2hy9g Před 2 lety +6

      @@mr.a9885 огромное спасибо 😁 все нормально... И вам всего хорошего ❤️

    • @kidskids-gf4yv
      @kidskids-gf4yv Před rokem +6

      Прям сильно, хочется, плакать (((((

  • @saiykuza
    @saiykuza Před 2 lety +693

    It’s been officially a year and a day since I attempted to take my life and I was listening to this everyday since then and it’s wild to think that I’m in a completely different and much happier environment. Stranger who reads this comment, I love you so much. You’ve been working so hard and I see you trying. I love you

  • @RyvWyld
    @RyvWyld Před 3 lety +3722

    One of the worst feelings is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home.
    I want to go home...
    I wanna go home so badly, but I don't know where home is.

    • @Bigbwortha
      @Bigbwortha Před 3 lety +100

      Heaven is home and one day I’ll be happy to leave my house I’ll be happy singing with the angels living happy with god

    • @amyvazquez9649
      @amyvazquez9649 Před 3 lety +11

      And that sh/t Hurts

    • @RyvWyld
      @RyvWyld Před 3 lety +15

      @@amyvazquez9649 it does, but I found my home :)

    • @lo8069
      @lo8069 Před 3 lety +10

      @@RyvWyld im really happy for you my love

    • @RyvWyld
      @RyvWyld Před 3 lety +9

      @@lo8069 tysm. life has its ups and downs, but it gives you an award for getting through it.

  • @eviecampbell8779
    @eviecampbell8779 Před 3 lety +21472

    We're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer

    • @thalitachristine1218
      @thalitachristine1218 Před 3 lety +434

      sadly

    • @katelyn_rose
      @katelyn_rose Před 3 lety +88

      @Jung Wooyoung I’m sorry I hope you feel better now❤️

    • @ilayda8938
      @ilayda8938 Před 3 lety +75

      @Simply_ 3ilish I understand you. I hope, everything will be all right.

    • @ilayda8938
      @ilayda8938 Před 3 lety +44

      @Jung Wooyoung I hope, this mood get away my life. And you’re right, I hope we can live happily just like other people.

    • @ilayda8938
      @ilayda8938 Před 3 lety +36

      Thanks for supporting, I wish you have a good life.. I try to believe myself to live again.

  • @prettiestmills2.0
    @prettiestmills2.0 Před rokem +84

    “The bravest thing I ever did is continuing my life when I wanted to die” - Juliette Lewis

  • @Alex-sn8uo
    @Alex-sn8uo Před 2 lety +254

    it's when you realize you can't remember when you were actually happy, innocent, not insecure, when you didn't have all of these problems inside of your head, or the last time you slept peacefully without thinking about loss or not wanting to wake up in the morning cause days are just a record on repeat
    that's when you start to realize it doesn't get better and things will never be the same again
    cherish your childhood and don't let that flame die out

    • @kittymeow3298
      @kittymeow3298 Před rokem +3

      too late for that m8

    • @benjaminelkins5344
      @benjaminelkins5344 Před rokem +2

      You alright man?

    • @katherinejohnson-aplin4084
      @katherinejohnson-aplin4084 Před rokem +2

      Without profound loss we can never fully appreciate the sweet joy of happiness. Life is a wave of ups and downs, not a steady feeling - for everyone. Find the courage to stay, it’s so beautiful here in individual moments. Seek the moments. ❤️

    • @miapeleschi6199
      @miapeleschi6199 Před rokem +2

      I felt this comment to the core

    • @DevanshBhardwaj-mh2kh
      @DevanshBhardwaj-mh2kh Před 3 měsíci +1

      Well some years down the line the present might become trauma or become nostalgia. Life won't stay bad even if it has been bad for an extended period. Insecurities and worries are a part of it. We need to learn to take care of them and take care of ourselves too. Rest assured, life will be good at times, sun will shine sometimes

  • @may-tx5yl
    @may-tx5yl Před 2 lety +6645

    I don’t think I’m depressed. I can laugh, joke around, have a good time, etc. but sometimes I just sit and think, wonder, then it all comes rushing down.

    • @yomomma6527
      @yomomma6527 Před 2 lety +141

      literally same i feel u

    • @robmarthin7156
      @robmarthin7156 Před 2 lety +53

      if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help

    • @artwithgigi7162
      @artwithgigi7162 Před 2 lety +22

      Same

    • @jackstone77
      @jackstone77 Před 2 lety +102

      You can’t imagine how many people feel the exact same way but just don’t let it show.
      Always try to make a good time out of everything and just know it’s gonna be okay.

    • @vanessacelestinodasilva4689
      @vanessacelestinodasilva4689 Před 2 lety +9

      Same

  • @loooolll4689
    @loooolll4689 Před 3 lety +3449

    *Its like I'm telling my old happy self, "Just come home...?"*

    • @foreversoothing
      @foreversoothing Před 3 lety +5

      czcams.com/video/gS9DV0htDTA/video.html

    • @tanyabengu2980
      @tanyabengu2980 Před 3 lety +46

      You create it baby
      I believe in you.
      You will be the happiest you have ever been
      I promise

    • @kaylab3029
      @kaylab3029 Před 3 lety +4

      fr

    • @anna-jc5oo
      @anna-jc5oo Před 3 lety +39

      i miss my happy self. i was looking at pictures and videos of my self when i was a toddler or in elementary school. i was so happy. i always wanted to grow up and be like the big kids cause they seemed to have such cool life’s. little did i know that when i would grow up i would wanna be young and happy again. i miss it. i miss smiling and laughing. what happened to all that? i’m sorry for disappointing my younger self

    • @itsmerve7297
      @itsmerve7297 Před 3 lety

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  • @girlbloggerlolita
    @girlbloggerlolita Před rokem +77

    that one point in life where you remember all the past trauma. you start asking, maybe even screaming in your head "why me? why?" my body is a teenager, my soul is a child seeking for love they never had, and my pain is big enough for three of me.
    i just want to be able to cry again..

    • @user-de7pb3mw3n
      @user-de7pb3mw3n Před rokem +2

      Same 🙂

    • @asy2569
      @asy2569 Před rokem +2

      me😔💔

    • @Late.Editz1001
      @Late.Editz1001 Před rokem +2

      Same 💔💔☹️😣😞🙃

    • @End860
      @End860 Před 4 měsíci

      😕

    • @meganwoodruffmusic
      @meganwoodruffmusic Před 2 měsíci +1

      You don’t have to carry the load on your own, I have a friend who can share the burden with you. He carries the load of the world, and has paid the ultimate price so you can let go if and when you’re ready to move into the next part of your life. Jesus. Jesus Christ of Nazareth can help you, as he’s helped me. People let you down, but he never will, I promise.

  • @sabkasabalin5280
    @sabkasabalin5280 Před 2 lety +121

    Cold bones, yeah, that's my love
    She hides away, like a ghost
    Does she know that we bleed the same?
    Don't wanna cry but I break that way
    Cold sheets, but where's my love?
    I am searching high
    I'm searching low in the night
    Does she know that we bleed the same?
    Don't wanna cry but I break that way
    Did she run away?
    Did she run away, I don't know
    If she ran away
    If she ran away, come back home
    Just come home
    I got a fear, oh, in my blood
    She was carried up into the clouds, high above
    If you've bled, I bleed the same
    If you're scared, I'm on my way
    Did you run away?
    Did you run away, I don't need to know
    If you ran away
    If you ran away, come back home
    Just come home

  • @aggel1kh.g
    @aggel1kh.g Před 3 lety +2896

    Did our parents know that their happy kid was losing hope every night until it couldn't feel happiness anymore.

    • @marybella5277
      @marybella5277 Před 3 lety +2

      He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three days ago with out delay 💯💯

    • @marybella5277
      @marybella5277 Před 3 lety

      Whtsaap him**

    • @isy2213
      @isy2213 Před 3 lety +7

      @@marybella5277 seriously? ure not helping

    • @sophiakushchayeva8810
      @sophiakushchayeva8810 Před 3 lety +8

      Nope they soon will realize I’m that little happy girl because of this toxic school I go to 🙂

    • @itsmerve7297
      @itsmerve7297 Před 3 lety

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  • @emilychouteau2967
    @emilychouteau2967 Před 3 lety +3654

    i feel like im just being dramatic. i have a good life, some friends, good parents, good grades and cool other stuff. but i don't feel nothing and im mentally tired but i have no reason to be.

    • @mariagracian1372
      @mariagracian1372 Před 3 lety +157

      I understand you, actually I feel the same :( I wish you the best! and I hope you find happiness soon

    • @weronikadrazek8871
      @weronikadrazek8871 Před 3 lety +88

      Sad life, no friends, no parents, just sisters and I'm exhausted

    • @shafrinmardia559
      @shafrinmardia559 Před 3 lety +37

      Just telling you
      You’re not alone

    • @elyza8140
      @elyza8140 Před 3 lety +19

      uhh same... :(

    • @riahbrunelle401
      @riahbrunelle401 Před 3 lety +60

      you have every right to feel that way, you’re feelings are just as valid as anybody else’s even if you feel like you have no reason to feel this way, it’s okay bb

  • @TheFallenOne.2.0
    @TheFallenOne.2.0 Před rokem +81

    "I don't need help... I need hope"
    -me after realizing what the true meaning of life is

  • @user-lt7ff1tg9f
    @user-lt7ff1tg9f Před 9 měsíci +27

    I’m relieved to say there was a time where the pain was too much to bear and tears would fall listening to this. That’s no longer the case. You have to keep fighting. You will get through this.

  • @senem1905
    @senem1905 Před 3 lety +5718

    in school: good grades, laughing, smiling, happy, positive about everything
    to my parents: im not hungry, im fine
    2 am in the morning: crying

    • @haneulli4963
      @haneulli4963 Před 3 lety +98

      You're not lonely...cuz same..

    • @Andrea-tv9ug
      @Andrea-tv9ug Před 3 lety +88

      We should make a group

    • @senem1905
      @senem1905 Před 3 lety +12

      yea

    • @wijdenejabri8654
      @wijdenejabri8654 Před 3 lety +92

      oh yea same.. but i don't have good grades lmao

    • @dlx149
      @dlx149 Před 3 lety +17

      i cant stay up longer than 12 am i mean now its 1am but i cant stay up longer cause my stomach hurts from starving :'/

  • @giselainge2243
    @giselainge2243 Před 3 lety +2849

    It`s weird how day by day nothing changes
    but if you look back
    everything changed.

  • @swutx2212
    @swutx2212 Před 2 lety +97

    почему это настолько прекрасно слушать? 😫💓

    • @jetkerbekturumbetov878
      @jetkerbekturumbetov878 Před rokem +7

      Потому что это было создано для вас(

    • @izawolfla
      @izawolfla Před rokem +2

      Мне тоже очень нравится эта песня

    • @musoevv9841
      @musoevv9841 Před rokem +2

      Пушка 😍

  • @aleksandr_h
    @aleksandr_h Před rokem +52

    музыка грустная. и в то же время сопереживательная. я бы хотел вернуться в детство...

    • @ezee1178
      @ezee1178 Před 3 měsíci +1

      We all do friend....

  • @Ricandolll14
    @Ricandolll14 Před 3 lety +4322

    Anyone else looks so high but there actually just crying?

    • @maia.6438
      @maia.6438 Před 3 lety +84

      I get told I look stoned Everytime I come into school💀

    • @AA-rq4zs
      @AA-rq4zs Před 3 lety +27

      I’m both rn

    • @dolzik8766
      @dolzik8766 Před 3 lety +20

      @@maia.6438 if this isn’t me- 💀

    • @emmatrier1260
      @emmatrier1260 Před 3 lety +9

      lol me rn

    • @AMRC-vb3ws
      @AMRC-vb3ws Před 3 lety +8

      Actually I’m both

  • @vzlnqx7333
    @vzlnqx7333 Před 3 lety +2768

    Sometimes I wish I could just die for a day. To see what everyone would say..

    • @pjmbandmore6398
      @pjmbandmore6398 Před 3 lety +61

      i know right. ive been wanting to do the same.

    • @elkie9300
      @elkie9300 Před 3 lety +9

      so for attention

    • @vzlnqx7333
      @vzlnqx7333 Před 3 lety +118

      @@elkie9300 no just so I know that if I did if I would hurt anybody or not and to see who's real and who's fake not for attention so dont predict that please?

    • @elkie9300
      @elkie9300 Před 3 lety +1

      @@vzlnqx7333 oof you took it seriously

    • @chimeragarden5622
      @chimeragarden5622 Před 3 lety +18

      The same time,i don't wanna die yet :)

  • @ellis7099
    @ellis7099 Před rokem +78

    This song hits different during the night while you’re walking in a forest

  • @user-xy9ul5zg7r
    @user-xy9ul5zg7r Před 10 měsíci +6

    بكيت بكاء لم يحصل لي من قبل بكل حياتي اشكرك لمساعدتي على ذلك .

  • @oliveoil6417
    @oliveoil6417 Před 2 lety +3715

    I just want someone to hug me like a true meaningful hug

    • @tedolison5431
      @tedolison5431 Před 2 lety +11

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.

    • @user-nu4tg3oh7l
      @user-nu4tg3oh7l Před 2 lety +17

      love u babe

    • @rumeysaarslan7321
      @rumeysaarslan7321 Před 2 lety

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    • @yoshyplayz2215
      @yoshyplayz2215 Před 2 lety +19

      I know I can't fix anything but still. Take this *Gives a big hug* Ily!

    • @drewskiidrew6258
      @drewskiidrew6258 Před 2 lety +3

      hi i agree as a girl this is true.

  • @renad1410
    @renad1410 Před 2 lety +3851

    Sometimes crying is the only way your eyes speaks when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is(:

    • @kainjewatt5456
      @kainjewatt5456 Před 2 lety +38

      ha, I've been crying for 3 hours, my heart is clearly fragile.

    • @renad1410
      @renad1410 Před 2 lety +20

      I love you, be good

    • @ahrorabdu3684
      @ahrorabdu3684 Před 2 lety +1

      Be in love lady, give chance to this world and this people)
      We are not living if don’t loving, nothing can be stranger that this feelings. Open your heart for arrow ♥️

    • @parktewang5652
      @parktewang5652 Před 2 lety +3

      @@kainjewatt5456 I’m Srry whatever happened to u happened I hope things gets better I’m not tryna force it on u and if I come off like that I’m completely sorry but there’s a God out there who loves u to die for U he lost people he loved he ate with them and loved them but those same people called for him to be killed his name is Jesus loves u and so do I if u decide to put ur faith in Jesus And trust him and his work on the cross as your Lord and saviour for salvation he will save u and help U John 3:16 although I’m not promising u the pain will go away instantly but I’m promising u according to what he said that u will have eternal life it’s hard I know but ily so much and so does God ur important ur loved and you matter don’t let nobody say nun else u can be sure of that all u have to believe on him to save u and whenever it gets too rough whenever it gets hard he promises to never leave nor forsake u to give u rest Matthew 11:28 u will have an eternal Father to lean on ily so much on me more than you’ll ever know
      Don’t give up keep fighting gang

    • @parktewang5652
      @parktewang5652 Před 2 lety

      I’m Srry whatever happened to u happened I hope things gets better I’m not tryna force it on u and if I come off like that I’m completely sorry but there’s a God out there who loves u to die for U he lost people he loved he ate with them and loved them but those same people called for him to be killed his name is Jesus loves u and so do I if u decide to put ur faith in Jesus And trust him and his work on the cross as your Lord and saviour for salvation he will save u and help U John 3:16 although I’m not promising u the pain will go away instantly but I’m promising u according to what he said that u will have eternal life it’s hard I know but ily so much and so does God ur important ur loved and you matter don’t let nobody say nun else u can be sure of that all u have to believe on him to save u and whenever it gets too rough whenever it gets hard he promises to never leave nor forsake u to give u rest Matthew 11:28 u will have an eternal Father to lean on ily so much on me more than you’ll ever know
      Don’t give up keep fighting gang

  • @deadkey
    @deadkey Před rokem +50

    A comment for people who aren't actually hurt by hearing this song, but are here because they enjoy the vibe and melancholy of this piece

    • @JMinuteman
      @JMinuteman Před rokem +3

      Thank you man, that’s exactly what I’m here for

    • @nymos6120
      @nymos6120 Před rokem +4

      That's why I'm here too! 🤗

    • @semaquliyeva4667
      @semaquliyeva4667 Před rokem +3

      exactlyyyy

    • @Ghost-fh3lg
      @Ghost-fh3lg Před rokem +1

      @@JMinuteman a decent/good day then ?

    • @JMinuteman
      @JMinuteman Před rokem +2

      @@Ghost-fh3lg every day I wake up is a good day 😊

  • @phob276
    @phob276 Před 2 lety +3667

    this song is the exact feeling you get when you realise you’re alone. and the saddest part is that you can’t do anything about it

    • @alex-hs3uh
      @alex-hs3uh Před 2 lety +28

      Heya bro, you're not alone! Know that there are people around the corner who are ready to spend hours talking and making you feel better, believe me cause i once thought like that when i began drifting away from my friends.but now i have two supportive bestfriends! So hang in there buddy! You never know when that person will show up in your life and make it brighter than ever. I waited for some years, maybe we just need to hang on and they will be right around the corner,trust me! So never lose hope in finding someone and never think youre alone mate! Love you random person that made me feel happy! (I hope this comment also makes you happy😅)

    • @lucybates2918
      @lucybates2918 Před 2 lety +8

      im here your not alone

    • @Iman.ifestation
      @Iman.ifestation Před 2 lety +7

      Phob, here ❤

    • @jacky4548
      @jacky4548 Před 2 lety +9

      The Son of GOD was afflicted by GOD because of your sins,he carried your sins, died on the cross,rose again on the third day.
      believe to be saved

    • @phob276
      @phob276 Před 2 lety +3

      @@alex-hs3uh this comment did make me happy. thank you so much

  • @laurasrensen4898
    @laurasrensen4898 Před 3 lety +2719

    I’m tired of school
    I’m tired of always being alone
    I’m tired of being left behind
    I’m tired of friends
    I’m tired of family
    I’m tired of homework
    I’m tired of not being pretty enough
    I’m tired of sleep
    I’m tired of being happy
    I’m tired of crying
    I’m tired of losing people
    I’m tired of people saying that I’m annoying
    I’m tired of them saying that I’m not good enough
    I’m tired of life
    I’m tired of liars
    I’m tired of trying so hard
    I’m tired of being too skinny
    I’m tired of weakness
    I’m tired of everything.
    These few weeks, months, years, have been so fucking rude to me.
    Take me back to where people actually acted like I excited. Where I actually felt like I was loved. I try to care for people. I set them before myself... and I get nothing back. Nothing. I try.. I really do.. sometimes I think about ending it all.. but I always try to fight...
    to all out there. We all have some hard times sometimes, but always remember to fight! Please.. I’m still trying and won’t give up until it’s over. Love you.

    • @Z.Toast1
      @Z.Toast1 Před 3 lety +35

      And I’m tired of edgy teenagers

    • @pinkflames6334
      @pinkflames6334 Před 3 lety +25

      then have music and chill and sleep and thats what i do

    • @alfonsinavidela5706
      @alfonsinavidela5706 Před 3 lety +19

      I have a new for you (and sorry for my bad english): this too shall pass. With time (and pain, and loss, and betrayes, because the lonely people just be the more kind) you will find people and, more important, you will find a meaning for you life. You only will see that if you stay. Ask for help if you need, but dont give up!

    • @purplerebable
      @purplerebable Před 3 lety +16

      Feeling the same,sis. Sending you love❤️❤️🙌🏻

    • @eylemmozbks
      @eylemmozbks Před 3 lety +4

      pes mi ediyorsun öylece?

  • @okmentale
    @okmentale Před rokem +35

    Cold bones. Yeah, that's my love
    Холодные останки. Да, это моя возлюбленная,
    She hides away, like a ghost
    Она скрывается подобно призраку.
    Does she know that we bleed the same?
    Знает ли она, что мы с ней одинаково истекаем кровью?
    Don't wanna cry but I break that way
    Не хочу плакать, но я сжигаю мосты.
    Cold sheets. Oh, where's my love?
    Холодная постель. Ох, где же моя возлюбленная?
    I am searching high, I'm searching low in the night
    Я ищу ее тут, я ищу ее там в ночи.
    Does she know that we bleed the same?
    Знает ли она, что мы с ней одинаково истекаем кровью?
    Don't wanna cry but I break that way
    Не хочу плакать, но я сжигаю мосты.
    Did she run away?
    Убежала ли она?
    Did she run away? I don't know
    Убежала ли? Мне не известно.
    If she ran away
    Если она все-таки сбежала,
    If she ran away, come back home
    Если же она все-таки сбежала, пусть вернется домой,
    Just come home
    Просто вернись домой...
    I got a fear, oh, in my blood
    Страх растворён в моей крови,
    She was carried up into the clouds, high above
    Она была вознесена на облака, высоко над землей.
    If you bled, I'll bleed the same
    Если ты истекаешь кровью, я буду истекать вместе с тобой,
    If you're scared, I'm on my way
    Если тебе страшно, я уже в пути.
    Did you run away?
    Убежала ли ты?
    Did you run away? I don't need to know
    Убежала ли? Мне не нужно знать об этом.
    If you ran away
    Если ты все-таки сбежала,
    If you ran away, come back home
    Если же ты все-таки сбежала, возвращайся домой,
    Just come home
    Просто возвращайся обратно домой…

  • @princessesme9068
    @princessesme9068 Před 2 lety +7

    الأغنية ما أبكتني بقدر ما ابكتني المشاعر الموجودة بالتعليقات 🙊💔

  • @444honeymoon
    @444honeymoon Před 3 lety +1684

    why can’t everything just be perfect

    • @parmissaligheh1551
      @parmissaligheh1551 Před 3 lety +42

      Why can’t it? why is everything so fucked?

    • @taintedtears6
      @taintedtears6 Před 3 lety +61

      If life was perfect, no one would do anything to change or grow, and that is the purpose of all human beings,
      Since we don’t appreciate the value of what is handed to us, or easily attained...
      When life changes for the better, we like it.
      When life changes for the worse, we hate it.
      Changes in life come from within and without and many times we don’t have any control over the changes that come into our lives...
      If every need is met and everything has been experienced or accomplished, then life would lose meaning and become worthless.
      Would a perfect life mean everything has been accomplished and there is nothing to look forward to? We have to set goals and have a plan for that which we want to accomplish, and which will move us along the life path...

    • @user-op3sb2uo4k
      @user-op3sb2uo4k Před 2 lety +4

      She

    • @stefan4492
      @stefan4492 Před 2 lety +12

      Only in heaven everything is perfect

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  • @sofiatheprinc3ss
    @sofiatheprinc3ss Před 3 lety +888

    the worst thing isn't thinking about someone when listening to music
    is thinking about yourself.

  • @markinaq
    @markinaq Před rokem +32

    я не знаю почему, но именно эта песня даёт мне очень теплые воспоминания о моих любимых людей, я слушаю эту песню когда грустно, но после того как послушаю её сразу становится хорошо и тревога уходит ^^

  • @user-fg8hw7cn9r
    @user-fg8hw7cn9r Před 2 lety +38

    Эта песня напоминает мне моменты с моей бабушкой Я скучаю по тебе Ба ❤️

    • @hanymaturalieva2901
      @hanymaturalieva2901 Před rokem +5

      У меня тоже умерла Бабушка. Никак не могу вернуться в жизнь и начать жить. Всё разделилась на до и после. Будто я с ней умерла.

    • @fightmeghost
      @fightmeghost Před rokem +2

    • @veronika_12340
      @veronika_12340 Před rokem +3

      А у меня умерла мама я шла мы ехали на роботу всей семйой и в нас ударила машина и мама в магине была вся в крови я плакала, плакала мам вставай она умерла на моих глазах, на моих глаза вмерла моя мама

    • @hanymaturalieva2901
      @hanymaturalieva2901 Před rokem

      @@veronika_12340 Примите мои соболезнования. Это ужасно.

    • @GhaithEgemen-mq8to
      @GhaithEgemen-mq8to Před měsícem

      ​@@veronika_12340 🥺🫂😔

  • @elizagracew
    @elizagracew Před 3 lety +3773

    Gotta love lustry for everything they do

  • @annelockk
    @annelockk Před 3 lety +3558

    feel like I'm sitting in front of a mirror, it's 19 century.
    The maid tightens the corset on my waist, and in the hall of my rich house I am waiting for the fiance.

    • @dras7759
      @dras7759 Před 3 lety +114

      the fiance that I have been arranged with

    • @annelockk
      @annelockk Před 3 lety +51

      @@dras7759 exactly! this song doesn't made for a wedding with a loved one

    • @dras7759
      @dras7759 Před 3 lety +56

      @@annelockk girl watch me be a runaway bride 👀

    • @lawin03
      @lawin03 Před 3 lety +20

      I imagined this right now so detailed 🥺

    • @amboredfr7579
      @amboredfr7579 Před 3 lety +78

      god this inspired me a whole lot, i immediately started writing after i read this but i kind of overdid it-
      “Ouch,” I hiss as my maid tightens her hold on the corset that’s already wrapped around my body as if its life depends on it. “Shush, you have to look perfect for your fiancé,” she chimes as she ties up the strings of the corset. “You’ll lead a beautiful and perfect life,”.
      “Describe a perfect life,”.
      Her hands stop abruptly and she looks up with a confused expression planted on her face. “What do you mean, sweetie?” She asks.
      “I meant exactly what I asked. Describe a perfect life for me,”.
      She turns back to the strings on the corset as she smiles, “Well, a perfect life would be one where you have money as water. I’ve always wished that I could get to wear a gorgeous dress as this one at least once. You would be living in a big mansion with everything you need. A beautiful family adds up to that of course. Your children will be beautiful taking the fact that both you and your soon-to-be-husband have breath taking looks,”
      My eyes started to sting as she described the ‘perfect life’. Who is she kidding? The thought of being forced to have kids with that- man, can’t be more disgusting. “That sounds like a prison,” I whispered. Not like she actually heard that, she was way too happy rambling about the life that I never wanted.
      I’ve never wanted much. I thought that I was undeserving of this fancy life, but then he came. The guy that forced his way into my limited life and showed me the feeling of living an actual life. He showed me that I could use this money to help others instead of keeping it hidden behind a lock.
      Those times had been the best times of my life. I felt a tear leave my eye as i remembered the events of the past months. They had taken him from me, murdered him behind the scenes saying that he had been harassing ‘the house’s lady’. And then, a month later, they decided that it was time for me to get married.
      The connection between those two cases can’t be a coincidence. They made up a false excuse to take my lover from me and form an alliance between another wealthy family and mine. What do we even need all that money for, golden food?
      A mirror was shoved in front of me and my maid looked at me happily. I see myself in a dress that i had wanted to choose myself, for the guy that I had wanted to marry.
      “Hurry up, we’re already on the late side,” The maid said quickly as she takes my wrist in her hand and pulls me from my place towards the door. My mind races in panic and I quickly pull my hand back, holding it with my other hand. The maid looks at me in shock and confusion but then that expression fades and changes into a smile. 

“it’s okay to be nervous, it’s your wedding after all,”
      She holds her hand out for me to grab it and I look at it hesitantly. I take a deep breath and close my eyes for a second before I take the hand and let myself be pulled through the door towards the hallway where I’ll be waiting.
      I had Insisted on walking to the altar alone, and after quite some time I was finally allowed to do just that. That’s why I am now standing in front of the huge church doors with only my maid.
      She pushes a bouquet with white flowers in my hands before asking the question that even I don’t know the answer on.
      “Are you ready?”
      No
      “Yes, I”m ready,” I answer with a fake smile. She nods and looks me up and down for anything that’s still outpace and supposed to be fixed. I nod and she looks up at my face again with a smile before turning to the doors and opening them.
      Before me I see a huge church hall. The wooden benches on the left and the right are filled with people and decorated with flowers of all kinds. My eyes follow the long red carpet to the altar where a man stands that I only barely know.
      The maid nudges my shoulder and I take that as my cue to begin my walk towards the altar. Once my first step through the doors is taken, it feels as if there are chains on my feet. Every step it gets harder and harder to continue the path to my prison. Left and right of me are people young and old looking at me with bright smiles plastered on their faces. I could only pretend and smile back at them with a fake smile.
      Once I’m halfway through I finally decide to look up at the altar where I see several new people standing and looking at me. I let my eyes linger on the flowers that cover the altar before they move over to the front benches.
      I almost drop the flowers in my hands at the person that is sitting on the second bench from the front, looking at me with the same pure blue eyes that I always got lost in. No way. He can’t be here. He is dead.
      I change my destination to that second bench instead of the altar as I continue walking forward. His eyes never lose contact with mine and when I finally stand next to him, I stop. I hear gasps all around me and I feel questioning gazes on my back but nothing else matters anymore. The only thing I care for right now is the man that’s right in front of me.
      He looks at me with a sad expression before he stands up and walks to me while I just watch him with wide eyes. Once he is in front of me I reach for my hand but my hand touches nothing else but empty air. I gasp in panic and I feel my eyes turn wet with water. Before the first tear escapes he reaches forward and closes his arms around me. I can’t feel the pressure of his body on mine, but i can feel that he’s here. His love radiating from his presence.
      He looks at me deep in the eyes before whispering in my ear.
      “Run,”
      And that’s what I do. He lets go of me and I start running as hard as I can.
      I slam the church doors open into the hallways. I see guards on the right of me next to a staircase enjoying a drink together. Somehow luck is on my side when they don’t notice me running past them. I open the front doors of the church open and I feel the slight breeze of the day on my hair.
      Running through the doors I tear my wedding dress apart, making it easier for me to run. The screams behind me are deaf to my ears as I continue my way towards freedom.
      No more prison, I’ll be free.

  • @Joao-pc1dn
    @Joao-pc1dn Před 10 měsíci +20

    " A dor mais cruel não é a que mata, mas a que se vive no espetáculo da vida, com direito a plateia, porém sem aplausos. "

  • @isabellacolibas3845
    @isabellacolibas3845 Před 2 dny +1

    The most beautiful chat I've ever seen, the respect that every stranger gives to each other... beautiful

  • @laura-gh9vq
    @laura-gh9vq Před 3 lety +1064

    The fact that strangers know better how you feel than your whole family.

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    • @davina2875
      @davina2875 Před 2 lety +3

      Your Right 🙂

    • @omeryesilyurtjk
      @omeryesilyurtjk Před 2 lety +8

      And those "strangers" speaks the same language because all of us have been through the similar life.

    • @alex-hs3uh
      @alex-hs3uh Před 2 lety +1

      And friends. I have one friend that is going through hell and so am i, we were always there for each other. She is like the sister i never had and i wws like her brother, she is an only child. She supports me for being who i am and i do so, my parents and her parents dont accept us so we were always there for each other. So i guess that family doesn't really need to be blood related right?

    • @corinneeagles
      @corinneeagles Před 2 lety

      Fr

  • @get0nmyskill111
    @get0nmyskill111 Před 3 lety +577

    When the person who gives you memories becomes a memory.

    • @lucasdooms3360
      @lucasdooms3360 Před 3 lety +2

      Yeah

    • @haIeyy
      @haIeyy Před 2 lety +14

      that hit harder than I expected..

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    • @zenco543
      @zenco543 Před 2 lety

      This sentence broke me wow..

    • @tiredfloh4947
      @tiredfloh4947 Před 2 lety +2

      wow that shit got me tears in the eyes.. i’m so afraid to lose her

  • @cciil2lo
    @cciil2lo Před 11 měsíci +6

    هذا اللحن يذكرني بأيام المدرسة وشتاء 2019 💔

  • @my_life_baby0238
    @my_life_baby0238 Před rokem +15

    when I listen to this song at night I immediately start crying thinking about my problems but at the same time it calms me down and it's quite rare

    • @meganwoodruffmusic
      @meganwoodruffmusic Před 2 měsíci

      Sometimes music forces us to process our emotions, whether we realize we need to process them or not. It’s such a therapeutic thing❤

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 Před 3 lety +2998

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

  • @ericadolph7060
    @ericadolph7060 Před 2 lety +1949

    This song doesn’t remind me of a person, it reminds me that my home doesn’t feel like home anymore.

    • @anasg.327
      @anasg.327 Před 2 lety +36

      Your comment hits different..

    • @theblackdog4
      @theblackdog4 Před 2 lety +33

      it's never been a home...

    • @leorichard7955
      @leorichard7955 Před 2 lety +2

      if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help

    • @jamie-leetrager3141
      @jamie-leetrager3141 Před 2 lety +8

      yup :/ home doesn’t feel like home anymore since my dog died :(

    • @erich4480
      @erich4480 Před 2 lety +3

      It hits hard

  • @Pikachu-tq1bq
    @Pikachu-tq1bq Před rokem +17

    I'll leave this here to remember that at the very same day i felt nothing, just emptiness, sitting in a dark room thinking about how much I've tried to move forward but i keep falling behind
    Thinking that if I end up my life right now, I'd finally be released from this cage from the suffering and the loneliness that i have in my heart
    It would be amazing just to lay down in silent without even moving... But
    What about the people that loves you? What about your parents, your siblings and your best friend.. Think about how much you'll hurt them before hurting yourself
    And pls come home.
    (under the moon)

  • @INARIUS_Br18
    @INARIUS_Br18 Před 5 měsíci +3

    This song+cloudy rainy day = perfection

  • @chris.b1r354
    @chris.b1r354 Před 2 lety +2477

    The moment when you can't cry anymore and than all that you can feel is the pain in your chest...💀

    • @murselaslan9699
      @murselaslan9699 Před 2 lety +37

      you just mentioned me :)

    • @tedolison5431
      @tedolison5431 Před 2 lety +6

      if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.

    • @chris.b1r354
      @chris.b1r354 Před 2 lety +8

      @@tedolison5431 When I'm down, I go to the Gym that's my help

    • @rumeysaarslan7321
      @rumeysaarslan7321 Před 2 lety

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    • @Crackheadmicky
      @Crackheadmicky Před 2 lety +6

      @@chris.b1r354 bro fr 💯

  • @aureliegeeroms1323
    @aureliegeeroms1323 Před 3 lety +1989

    dear stranger who’s reading this,
    one day, you’ll find this person.
    one day, you’ll fall in love with the right person.
    one day, you’re going to be happy.
    one day, you’ll live the life you’ve always wanted.
    one day, someone’ll look at you as the same way as he/she looks at the starts.
    one day, you’ll smile just because you know you’re loved by the person you love the more.
    one day,
    one day...
    trust me.
    if it’s not today, it’s gonna be tomorrow.
    if it’s not, then wait.
    keep waiting, cause one day, you’ll find your person.
    i promise you.
    i promise you.
    i love u, even if i don’t know u.

  • @daladno5399
    @daladno5399 Před rokem +27

    Я никогда не пишу комментарии, но тут я просто не могу не написать 😢. Эта песня попалась в рекомендациях совершенно случайно, именно в замедленном виде. Как только я услышала первые ноты, то у меня просто мурашки пошли по коже. Это просто самая лучшая музыка, которую я когда-либо слышала. 💜

  • @xggx4268
    @xggx4268 Před rokem +10

    this song makes me sad and feel lonely but it gives me the will to find somebody to feel happy

  • @Feel_official_Channel
    @Feel_official_Channel Před 2 lety +4030

    "One day after my suicide"
    The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
    The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
    The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me.
    The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments.
    The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
    The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it.
    At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
    Why didn't you use that courage to win? "
    Thank God it was just a vision.
    to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
    Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later.
    - A person on CZcams
    Edit : I really don't need likes , just understand my words

  • @user-bd8fc4fg8y
    @user-bd8fc4fg8y Před 3 lety +1128

    Its crazy how this song makes me realise how depressed I am

  • @veehh.
    @veehh. Před 2 lety +5

    Can I go back to my old memories 💔where I was happy! I need to go backkk!!!!

  • @user-gv2eu9qg7h
    @user-gv2eu9qg7h Před rokem +6

    вроде обычная песня, но она такая комфортная.. столько воспоминаний сразу всплывает..❤️‍🩹

  • @jude9049
    @jude9049 Před 3 lety +2091

    2010 pillows: we are here for pillows fight.
    2021 pillows: we are here for u to cry ur self to sleep....

  • @janerubyjennie4610
    @janerubyjennie4610 Před 3 lety +3116

    I'm sorry for being a bad friend.
    I'm sorry for being a bad daughter.
    I'm sorry for being a bad cousin.
    I'm sorry for being a bad grandaughter.
    I'm sorry for being emotionless.
    I'm sorry for acting depressed when i really need someone to talk to.
    I'm sorry for hiding my depression so good that you call it fake.
    I'm sorry for being a bad student.
    I'm sorry for being jealous.
    I'm sorry for being annoying.
    I'm sorry for having depression and anxiety.
    I'm sorry for being born.
    I'm sorry that you had to meet a person like me.
    I'm sorry for everything.
    I AM SORRY OKAY?

    • @user-gx6mh6xj5m
      @user-gx6mh6xj5m Před 3 lety +55

      Okay.

    • @satanas809
      @satanas809 Před 3 lety +106

      HEY???? no no no no, being sick it's not your fault bestie, dont listen to that shit that your brain tells you, thats not true, please be safe, and ask for help if u need ok

    • @goncalooliveira4319
      @goncalooliveira4319 Před 3 lety +35

      don't be sorry dude. be yourself and kind and you will find people who appreciate the way you are

    • @donut-ja
      @donut-ja Před 3 lety +24

      don’t be sorry. you got this, stay strong.

    • @kaylab3029
      @kaylab3029 Před 3 lety +5

      ikr

  • @H23423
    @H23423 Před rokem +6

    crazy what a song can do to your mood

  • @gilnarrahmoun7194
    @gilnarrahmoun7194 Před 2 lety +1360

    Everytime I hear this song, my memories start coming back with tears.

    • @kri8332
      @kri8332 Před 2 lety +7

      Same ,been a year now since depression and thankfully I’ve not relapsed but still cry when I listen to the songs I used to cry to ,memories come flooding in :))))

    • @marelunacaruana9361
      @marelunacaruana9361 Před 2 lety +3

      i feel you..

    • @JoniScott
      @JoniScott Před 2 lety +2

      Yes 🥺♥️

    • @estannuuum9871
      @estannuuum9871 Před 2 lety +1

      Your lucky, its been years since i was able to cry

    • @chocolatemilkxoxo
      @chocolatemilkxoxo Před 2 lety +3

      Same

  • @beeyawnca
    @beeyawnca Před 3 lety +405

    i’m not sad, not depressed, not any of that. i just hold the tears in too much

    • @satanas809
      @satanas809 Před 3 lety +6

      hey bestie :( you dont need to hold things on yourself like that, thats not healthy, talk to someone about it if u need ok? stay safe

    • @beeyawnca
      @beeyawnca Před 3 lety +3

      @@satanas809 i get told crying is wrong so much.

    • @satanas809
      @satanas809 Před 3 lety +5

      @@beeyawnca nooo it's human silly, u need to talk about it?

    • @beeyawnca
      @beeyawnca Před 3 lety +1

      @@satanas809 yes please

    • @satanas809
      @satanas809 Před 3 lety +1

      @@beeyawnca do u have twitter? my @ there is @fr___og, um can dm any hour
      obs.: my first language isnt eng so my tweets are in portuguese ok?

  • @Thelnhu
    @Thelnhu Před 9 měsíci +4

    People feel lonely even though being surrounded by others. It's because they still haven't found themselves. When you know who you are, you will no longer be alone. You will be there for yourself.

  • @realg302
    @realg302 Před 22 dny +1

    It's 2024 and you came back to this hit, I love you

  • @rosalieauwerx6016
    @rosalieauwerx6016 Před 3 lety +1306

    I will be coming back to this daily because I like to make myself sad with this song

    • @loudand_clear4883
      @loudand_clear4883 Před 3 lety +26

      I’ll be masochist with you

    • @Ola-oy2vb
      @Ola-oy2vb Před 3 lety +35

      i always listen to extremely sad and emotional music when i’m having a breakdown as if it’s gonna make anything better 💆🏻‍♂️

    • @khtbluetree7076
      @khtbluetree7076 Před 3 lety +13

      ... just to feel anything :)

    • @tahacantopuz4561
      @tahacantopuz4561 Před 3 lety

      why are you doing this to yourself

    • @alanag4703
      @alanag4703 Před 3 lety +2

      @@tahacantopuz4561 it’s how i feel

  • @stacyjackson6674
    @stacyjackson6674 Před 3 lety +821

    “Your life is not hard”
    Then why don’t you come live in my life.

    • @doodleramen9461
      @doodleramen9461 Před 3 lety +9

      just because your struggles arent visible doesnt make them any less hard. your hardships are valid, and its gonna be ok

    • @itsmerve7297
      @itsmerve7297 Před 3 lety

      czcams.com/video/nv18jV8PdO8/video.html

    • @felipepeinado5168
      @felipepeinado5168 Před 3 lety

      U com in me life

    • @ruin9563
      @ruin9563 Před 3 lety

      that's impossible.

    • @jasminritter1115
      @jasminritter1115 Před 3 lety

      No its not even hard, its empty, lonely, and yet too much... but not hard

  • @calebnuetons6578
    @calebnuetons6578 Před 2 lety +8

    The moment listening to this song, tears 😭 from nowhere starting coming out. It’s really an inspiration song.

  • @End860
    @End860 Před 4 měsíci +3

    As vezes eu paro para pensar, porque viver é tão difícil assim? Uma dor que não acaba nunca, dói tanto.

  • @avoidariii8145
    @avoidariii8145 Před 3 lety +972

    It’s sad that in this day in age depression is so normalized. The trauma is so indescribable. We’re all just kids trying our hardest to live our lives. Yet we don’t want to live. Yet we still don’t even have a life that is considered by others. Humanity destroys its own kind.

    • @sisi3520
      @sisi3520 Před 3 lety +14

      Earth is cruel.

    • @radiopot5009
      @radiopot5009 Před 3 lety +7

      It is especially Because it is a ruf life and we all need a brake from this

    • @sisi3520
      @sisi3520 Před 3 lety +10

      @@radiopot5009 i had 3 panic attacks today and 2 break downs... And I have to go to school tmrw and I don't think I can do it, I feel useless, I feel like it would be better for everyone if I just die. My whole class hates me, my parents, my teachers, even my sister. I hate myself so much for being born. I at first tried to act, because acting made me happy, but then I got told, that I'm really bad at it. So I stopped. Then I tried so sing, but then they told me, that I can't sing. If it's going to continue like this, I'm just going to jump off a roof.

    • @aakankshas2000
      @aakankshas2000 Před 3 lety +7

      @@sisi3520 baby please stay strong...I am proud of you okay? Study hard, make your life, go to college, and leave your home at 18 and never look back. Those who don't give you respect, love and care deserve nothing in return. Just put yourself first. You were given this life for a purpose, and maybe that purpose is staying strong and being a role model for those who may be going through the same. ok? Please stay strong. Ily. It will get better.

    • @soph8396
      @soph8396 Před 3 lety +3

      Well said

  • @sunshiineyt
    @sunshiineyt Před 8 dny +3

    Y’all my moms best friend who is like a grandma to me ( I lost both my real grandparents to cancer a few months before I was born) has been diagnosed with ovarian Cancer. She has very little will to live. I’m devastated and cry while writing this. I don’t think I’ve cried this much in my life. All I am asking is if whoever sees this could please put her in your prayers, positive thoughts. I love you for doing this. Thank you so much, this means the world to me. 🤍

  • @mxs2354
    @mxs2354 Před rokem +5

    I just wan't my childhood back. Damn, everything was perfect.

    • @meganwoodruffmusic
      @meganwoodruffmusic Před 2 měsíci

      Sometimes the best way to keep the positive memories alive are to share them. Keep telling your story, provide hope to the future generation by showing them the very same joys in life you were able to receive.

  • @sofacushion8153
    @sofacushion8153 Před 3 lety +2298

    Nobody broke my heart. My parents aren’t abusive. My friends aren’t really toxic. I’m not in a bad home. Then why do I feel like this. So tired. Numb. Done. Done with it all. Living, breathing, all of it I’m just done. I don’t want this

    • @listeningdeeply7007
      @listeningdeeply7007 Před 2 lety +108

      My 7 years long girlfriend left me three years ago, utterly breaking my heart..
      My dad abused me since I was a kid, he often threatened my life..
      My mom is, and was a alcoholic..
      My friends are literally substance dependent..
      I sleep at my granma now..
      Your sufference is not different from mine.. but mine has become anger.. utter, complete anger.. I feel like I'm becoming a rageful demon.. and I was so loving, so compassionate.. now I hate everyone..

    • @sofacushion8153
      @sofacushion8153 Před 2 lety +55

      @@listeningdeeply7007 Sorry to hear about all that.. and yeah I understand, I’ve noticed recently I’ve built up a lot of anger and sometimes I’ll get unreasonably mad at something small because it’s been building up and I really used to be a good person, and I’m trying to still be that way but I feel I’m pushing everyone away..

    • @xander_russell3724
      @xander_russell3724 Před 2 lety +46

      @@sofacushion8153 i feel the same. I get annoyed and angry over the smallest things and I can't control it. I feel like no matter what I do I always push people away from me. It makes me feel like such a terrible person and i don't know how to stop it. Even when people try to help me i can get angry at them and end up pushing them away leaving me to drown in my own tears. I cause my own suffering and yet I don't know how to stop it. It hurts

    • @feelmusic5848
      @feelmusic5848 Před 2 lety +41

      I felt the same for years. I have a suggestion for anyone who is feeling this way: your feeling is valid even if your life from outside looks perfect. Even if you have health, friends, money and family, it could happen to just not have the motivation to live. My suggestion is to do what your depression tells you not to do: live, go out, talk, see people, even if in this moment it's the last thing you want to do. The more you close in yourself, in your little circle of bad thoughts and paranoia, the more you will feel worse because you are alone with your depression and you start to believe to what she tell you. Try to spend less time in your bedroom with your phone, start just going to have a word with your mum. If you need to talk you can also text me:) stay safe🤍

    • @evory6440
      @evory6440 Před 2 lety +3

      @@listeningdeeply7007 im so sorry. Stay strong

  • @kateys2344
    @kateys2344 Před 3 lety +2085

    I love him
    He’ll never love me
    I miss him
    He doesn’t miss me
    I hate myself
    He hates me...

    • @fandommkid
      @fandommkid Před 3 lety +18

      i betrayed him and he doesn't know i exist..i didn't mean to..can someone help me get him back..?

    • @kateys2344
      @kateys2344 Před 3 lety +1

      @@fandommkid shit if I could figure it out for myself I’d help you❤️

    • @fandommkid
      @fandommkid Před 3 lety +1

      @@kateys2344 :) hopefully he’ll forgive me

    • @djamelkerras3087
      @djamelkerras3087 Před 3 lety +10

      Ouch she betrayed me for no reason
      I miss her
      She dont
      I love her
      Of corse she dont
      I want her back:'(
      Just im lost i dont know what to do i want to just express my feelings but where i dont fucking know im feeeeling hurt. I want to die.

    • @lucasoamado
      @lucasoamado Před 3 lety

      @@djamelkerras3087 I'm feelingg just exactly like you.

  • @andreih2923
    @andreih2923 Před rokem +3

    I don't understand how you can't love yourself, you are the only one who know yourself the best, will forever be there and...you are the best...

  • @nidhishridesai8352
    @nidhishridesai8352 Před měsícem +2

    Some people are too fortunate to have a good life , good friends good family good life in a nutshell 😊

  • @pearlj9440
    @pearlj9440 Před 3 lety +616

    Why are the comments so much nicer than our actual friends?

    • @Z.Toast1
      @Z.Toast1 Před 3 lety +3

      The real question is, why are all these 14 year olds so edgy lol

    • @pearlj9440
      @pearlj9440 Před 3 lety +3

      @@Z.Toast1 huh? Lol I don't follow

    • @itsmerve7297
      @itsmerve7297 Před 3 lety

      czcams.com/video/nv18jV8PdO8/video.html

    • @arkani_
      @arkani_ Před 3 lety +4

      Because they don’t know us.How we look or what’s r deepest secrets are or because they know how it feels to have fake friends or toxic friends :)

    • @ruin9563
      @ruin9563 Před 3 lety

      they aint talkin to u that's why

  • @daphniemendoza7525
    @daphniemendoza7525 Před 3 lety +431

    Is it just me wanting to cry but there's no more tears.

  • @elmalikek_
    @elmalikek_ Před rokem +4

    Dönüp dolaşıp gelebildiğim tek yer.

  • @hguusuhsgigs9963
    @hguusuhsgigs9963 Před 7 měsíci +3

    الأغنيه عالم ثاني ، عالم من الخيال🖤

  • @eloisejordan
    @eloisejordan Před 2 lety +1520

    Be honest, if you’re listening to slowed + reverb where’s my love, you’re not okay.

  • @sheilaprasad21
    @sheilaprasad21 Před 3 lety +558

    sleep is like escaping from reality, it's amazing

    • @evexyanj
      @evexyanj Před 3 lety +9

      if you run away from life while sleeping, nothing will get better, even though you soothe your thoughts... soothe these thoughts, get up and never give up again...take care

    • @Adamarqp
      @Adamarqp Před 2 lety +1

      Amazing 🥺✨

    • @Summersaysstufff
      @Summersaysstufff Před 2 lety +7

      Until u wake up...

    • @thigginmcchiggin7643
      @thigginmcchiggin7643 Před 2 lety +2

      but then i’m locked inside of my head.

    • @hani4390
      @hani4390 Před 2 lety +2

      I cry myself to sleep tho. Falling asleep, crying, dying inside, drenched pillow full of tears and full of the fear of reality....

  • @your_ajika
    @your_ajika Před rokem +22

    иногда так тяжело понять что то что доставляет счастье, не должно причинять такую боль

  • @TheFallenOne.2.0
    @TheFallenOne.2.0 Před rokem +6

    "Home is not the place you've built with wood or stone it's the place you've built with memories"

  • @user-qz1gr2ku5b
    @user-qz1gr2ku5b Před 3 lety +4892

    Doctor : you have 3 minutes left to die What you want to do?
    Me : play : "where's my love by syml
    Doctor : but it's 5 minutes long
    Death : I'll wait
    EDİT: Yorum tutmuş vay aq

  • @sjsjsjsidk3210
    @sjsjsjsidk3210 Před 3 lety +827

    I’m just tired.
    Tired of fighting with my mom.
    Tired of trying to believe my mom loves me.
    Tired of fake friends
    Tired of being taken advantage of.
    Tired of being sad.
    Tired of being overwhelmed with anxiety
    I’m just so damn tired of living
    I’m tired of having religion forced onto me
    I’m so tired.
    I’m tired of crying at night.
    Tired of waking up.
    I just want to sleep forever. And ever and ever. I don’t want to wake up.
    I’m tired of being tired.
    When is this pain gonna go away?
    I’m sorry that I’m tired mom.
    I’m really tired of everything.
    I’m tired of being me.
    I just want to find my own home where I can feel safe

    • @ttdabratt3763
      @ttdabratt3763 Před 3 lety +15

      Same 😭😭 but no one would understand stand that I'm so depressed I try to keeping fighting my battles but I can keep up with it the only thing is ending it all😭

    • @help5344
      @help5344 Před 3 lety +8

      life has its ups and downs, it passes away eventually. Everyone is stressed, you're not alone. 😭

    • @allentanner9290
      @allentanner9290 Před 3 lety +7

      It does get better. Promise

    • @milka3459
      @milka3459 Před 3 lety +2

      ...💔😭

    • @JoaoGabriel-mu6qb
      @JoaoGabriel-mu6qb Před 3 lety +2

      Life can be good
      ❤❤❤

  • @whoissaffron
    @whoissaffron Před rokem +6

    this comment sections making me cry more than the song is bro :/

  • @eahannahta8519
    @eahannahta8519 Před rokem +3

    qnd vc tá tão mal, q n consegue nem chorar mais. isso tudo é tão cansativo!

  • @JVL
    @JVL Před 2 lety +600

    This is the kind of tired that sleep can’t fix.

  • @baileywastaken556
    @baileywastaken556 Před 3 lety +432

    i’m just tired...
    [im tired of fighting with my mom]
    [im tired of stress]
    [im tired of school]
    [im tired of anxiety]
    [im tired of loneliness]
    [im tired of them not caring]
    [im tired of not being loved]
    [im tired of being forgotten]
    [im tired of fighting]
    [im tired of searching for hope]
    i’m not just tired i’m ready to be free

  • @harshitamurmu4479
    @harshitamurmu4479 Před 3 měsíci +3

    To everyone who is reading this : I know you are tired rn but I swear everything gets better ......I assure you........because " no winter lasts for ever and no spring miss its turn"

  • @d1_pubg
    @d1_pubg Před rokem +8

    Очень классная музыка чтобы ночью остаться с самим собой., она очень спокойная и вызывает ощущение грусти-спокойствее, хоть я и не знаю английский но она очень классная

  • @RosaDiaz-hb7sv
    @RosaDiaz-hb7sv Před 3 lety +1071

    Anybody else just reading thro all the comments and relize "dame im not alone..." :/

  • @johnreyss6740
    @johnreyss6740 Před 2 lety +809

    My phone battery : 1%
    Me : Starts playing this masterpiece.
    My phone battery : "I'll wait."

  • @MarlinPlayhard
    @MarlinPlayhard Před 9 měsíci +2

    One day everything will be all right

  • @thomashenderson2421
    @thomashenderson2421 Před rokem +6

    Take this advice, once you leave your depression and hear a peace of music like this it makes you wonder if you want to go back.