winter aid - the wisp sings (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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  • čas pƙidĂĄn 24. 04. 2021
  • artwork by miles johnston.
    [reupload]
    đ˜Ș 𝘱𝘼 đ˜”đ˜Șđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜„ 𝘰𝘧 𝘼đ˜ș 𝘹𝘳đ˜Ș𝘩𝘧
    soundcloud version: / the-wisp-sings
    â”€â”€â”€đ™šđ™€đ™˜đ™žđ™–đ™Ąđ™šâ”€â”€â”€
    đ™žđ™Łđ™šđ™©đ™–đ™œđ™§đ™–đ™ą: lust.ry
    đ™©đ™Źđ™žđ™©đ™©đ™šđ™§: iustry
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Komentáƙe • 415

  • @delirium7363
    @delirium7363 Pƙed 3 lety +1073

    “And even as we drift apart, I will think of you. Your breath, your gaze and your voice are forever burned into my soul.”

  • @Kaunoe
    @Kaunoe Pƙed 3 lety +566

    _”When did we grow up? When did the time fly by? Why, why didn’t I love you more, hold you closer? Why didn’t I keep the pictures and the things we made? Why the _*_fuck_*_ didn’t I try? Try to look better, feel better, be better. Why can’t I remember the sound of my own voice?_
    _When did I grow up?_

    • @dzaesonp8599
      @dzaesonp8599 Pƙed 3 lety +21

      I made some cold brew coffee today, and it was really delicious. Takes a long to make, unfortunately. The problem is that you don't know when to make one or if you should make a cold brew. It takes a day to finish a cold brew. Yes, you could plan ahead, but what if ingredients for your classic drink runs out? or what if you don't feel like drinking coffee that day? Despite all that, a cup of cold brew is really delicious. You could definitely just brew a cup of coffee and refrigerate it. Yes, you could, but it honestly doesn't have the same effect as _"cold-brewing"_ it.

    • @kur0m186
      @kur0m186 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      Every time I hear this song I think of my past too

    • @diosadelalunaixchel
      @diosadelalunaixchel Pƙed rokem

      what is this from?

  • @sgvycnnjagvy
    @sgvycnnjagvy Pƙed 3 lety +220

    _''And guess I'm just a mess_
    _And maybe I'm just lonely_
    _Or just bitter but I know_
    _My head's a storm and my_
    _Chest is empty''_

  • @arlert1264
    @arlert1264 Pƙed 3 lety +357

    I’m over here crying about me cat that died two years ago.. I miss him even tho people think it’s silly to be sad about a cat, they just don’t understand what my bond was with him. Rip Garfield I miss u sm

    • @getfreshcrewpj5962
      @getfreshcrewpj5962 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      Garfield â˜č He sounds wonderful

    • @light._.9168
      @light._.9168 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      Oh im so sorry for you , i lost my cat too 1 year ago , and i was really in pain because i needed him in that moment, it was horrible and i totally understand you💕. Rest in peace little angel 🕊✹

    • @AnaCecilia-zr9zb
      @AnaCecilia-zr9zb Pƙed 3 lety +4

      Um sorry, my cat died 2 months ago, it hurts, but u dont need to explain yourself to others, just feel your pain (sorry my english is so bad, but i hope that u undestand what i tried tĂŽ say)

    • @arlert1264
      @arlert1264 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      @@AnaCecilia-zr9zb oh I’m sorry about you’re cat, I’m sure they meant a lot to you😕

    • @arlert1264
      @arlert1264 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      @@AnaCecilia-zr9zb oh I’m sorry about you’re cat, I’m sure they meant a lot to you😕

  • @vnanessa
    @vnanessa Pƙed 3 lety +648

    theres two types of long songs.
    1. time passes too slow and you just want the song to be over
    2. time passes way too fast and you never want it to end
    this one is type 2

    • @learnwithaboodwarda8080
      @learnwithaboodwarda8080 Pƙed rokem

      @Chile Confederado life wasnt fair and it is not going to be fair and dont try to make it fair because you will waste your time and at the end they will laugh at you so if you dont sacrifice with the little thing that you love to do you will sacrifice your hall future and dreams and even you life!! đŸ™ƒđŸ’”đŸ„€(it might be non-sense but if you have the same problem as me you will get it.....
      Aboody
      9/11/2022

  • @cyan_cat5
    @cyan_cat5 Pƙed 3 lety +315

    The timing for this uplouad is perfect.... You dont know how much i need it right now

    • @felinavangrevenhof1912
      @felinavangrevenhof1912 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      Your're such an amazing person don't let anyone take it. Follow your instincts and believe in yourself♡ Thats how y survive

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius Pƙed 3 lety +2

      You. Are. Amazing.
      I love you, no for real, i do
      You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
      And if you need to talk, just write me your IG and we can talk about everything
      Im here for you. 💜
      All great on this world from Germany 👑

  • @somethingeyes9582
    @somethingeyes9582 Pƙed 3 lety +1532

    The joker once said, "We stopped checking for the monsters under our bed, when we realized they were inside us.", "Someday, someone will break you so bad you will be unbreakable." , "They laugh at me because im different, I laugh at them because their all the same." , "Some people want to see you fail, dissapoint them." , "Trust no one! Salt and sugar are the same color." , "Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect." "I do not live in the darkness, the darkness lives in me." "The wrong people always teach the right lessons.", "The people who smile the most, are going through the most."

    • @lucycash4648
      @lucycash4648 Pƙed 3 lety +23

      this deserves more likes

    • @--whre
      @--whre Pƙed 3 lety +14

      this comment is underrated and needs more hype

    • @awesomegirl1739
      @awesomegirl1739 Pƙed 3 lety +15

      Bro did you just quote the joker. Do you realize how lame that is

    • @lucycash4648
      @lucycash4648 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      @@awesomegirl1739 what do you mean lame?

    • @Cherry-hl7je
      @Cherry-hl7je Pƙed 3 lety +25

      @@awesomegirl1739 You are the kind of people that they were talking about. smh if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it. The quote is eye opening and underrated -.-

  • @michaelakfidan
    @michaelakfidan Pƙed 3 lety +272

    “We didn’t realise we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun” ~ Winnie the Pooh

  • @josie6925
    @josie6925 Pƙed 3 lety +164

    this feeling of a heavy heart won't go away and its killing me

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius Pƙed 3 lety +1

      You. Are. Amazing.
      I love you, no for real, i do
      You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
      And if you want you can write me on IG
      My username is : yourmaskedpanda
      All great on this world from Germany 👑

    • @aengelyc4721
      @aengelyc4721 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      i felt that

    • @stanley2747
      @stanley2747 Pƙed rokem

      How you feelin nowadays?

    • @josie6925
      @josie6925 Pƙed rokem

      @@stanley2747 the exact sameđŸ–€

    • @de4thofapartygirl
      @de4thofapartygirl Pƙed rokem

      @@josie6925are you okay?

  • @armaanmanik6559
    @armaanmanik6559 Pƙed 3 lety +373

    If you're reading this, just know that i can never accept the idea of us drifting apart like this. You mean so much to me. I'd never wanna lose you
    I love you

  • @rakhimanugmanova218
    @rakhimanugmanova218 Pƙed 3 lety +139

    Let me sleep
    I am tired of my grief
    And I would like you
    To love me, to love me, to love me
    This is the night when these woods sigh
    Come with me
    There are people who cannot speak
    Without smiling
    But they would take me from your hand
    Or they would try, they would try
    This is the murmur of the land
    This is the sound of love's marching band
    And how they hold you like a gun
    And how I sing you like a song
    I heard when I was young
    And buried for a night like this
    Buried for a night like this

  • @evelijaCOC
    @evelijaCOC Pƙed 2 lety +104

    My friends always asks me why i am listening to sad songs, i always say: Sometimes u gotta make yourself sad so you can feel something.

    • @habbanbro
      @habbanbro Pƙed 2 lety +8

      this makes so much sense ngl

    • @WatchMovieTvX
      @WatchMovieTvX Pƙed rokem +2

      Jesus loves u and Will make u happy for a eternnity

    • @torigirltaylor
      @torigirltaylor Pƙed 9 měsĂ­ci

      Not everybody has that belief but thank you for spreading it anyway@@WatchMovieTvX

  • @alexgrier8152
    @alexgrier8152 Pƙed 3 lety +312

    Home,
    some said that it's a place,
    some said that it's a person,
    but those never fit these feelings.
    I get homesick a lot,
    missing neither a place nor a person,
    craving for something,
    that was never mine,
    never existed.
    Yet,
    there's this hole,
    deep in my chest,
    crying out for the pieces,
    that were never there.
    I miss you so much,
    but who or where are you?

    • @AB-xe1ov
      @AB-xe1ov Pƙed 3 lety +13

      i've felt this way before, its not painful to miss this someone or something but i felt numb because i do not know who or what i am looking for... just lost

    • @-asmallworld-903
      @-asmallworld-903 Pƙed 3 lety +15

      Home,
      I realized wasn’t a place
      Nor a person
      It was a feeling I longed for
      To feel safe
      To feel loved
      To feel cared for and warm
      I longed to feel like I belonged
      I longed to feel wanted and cared about
      But where is this feeling?
      What brings it about?
      How do I find it
      This feeling I’m desperate for

    • @jana-sc6nn
      @jana-sc6nn Pƙed 3 lety +6

      maybe it's your old self?

  • @court.rosejj
    @court.rosejj Pƙed 3 lety +48

    i dont miss them, i miss the memories we had. the memories replays in my head over and over and over again. it doesnt stop. when i see you all i see is memories. when i talk to you it lights up my world but when you left it hurt like i was dying. you took a piece of me. you are one of the best things that happened to me. i hope you know that. i miss you so much. i hope you’re doing ok. i love you


    • @angelajack5109
      @angelajack5109 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      I don't know who you are but I really hope you're better or at least okay.
      It gets better ,it doesn't seem like it now but it does.

  • @Hannah-mn3ut
    @Hannah-mn3ut Pƙed 3 lety +17

    Because the girl he loved is gone.
    And he’s still here.
    He remembers everything.

  • @masypca
    @masypca Pƙed 3 lety +24

    It feels like every time I listen to nobody(mitski) i can cry, I cry finally everything out. But this song feels like just very deep pain, so deep, that I can get an tear out and I’m just numb

  • @yari0396
    @yari0396 Pƙed 3 lety +86

    I just want to let you know... there is still time to make things right, whether it's with yourself or sombody else. If you love someone tell them, if you care about someone tell them, if you want to hug someone tell them, but also tell them that it's going to be okay. Tell yourself that you love yourself you only have one body so love it, tell yourself that it'll be okay even when it's not, tell yourself that you care about yourself. Try to make things right, you'll be happier.

    • @JimTom
      @JimTom Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I needed this. Me and my best friend are drifting apart because we're growing up. We've known each other for 12 years and this is the first time in over a decade I've had a birthday without her there. We said we would grow up together, move in, have the same jobs, we said we would conquer the world together. But now we've grown up, and we're slowly drifting apart, I have more growing up to do, but now I have to do it without her. It hurts so much. I was so excited to spend my whole life with her right there with me. I don't want to grow up anymore, it's too painful, I've lost so many people.
      Your comment helps a lot, it's put my mind at ease. At least for now, I'm in peace for once.

  • @theultimatebug5349
    @theultimatebug5349 Pƙed 2 lety +31

    Every time I listen to this, i get this weird feeling. A feeling as if I'm running away from something, or maybe towards something. As if I am lost. Like I had a life before all of this, when I was happy. And this is killing, but i can't stop listening to this. It reminds me of something I lost long ago, yet i don't know what it is. I just want everything to be alright, I want you all to be alright.

    • @lescami4720
      @lescami4720 Pƙed rokem +1

      This is the soul💓

    • @theultimatebug5349
      @theultimatebug5349 Pƙed rokem

      @@lescami4720 Wish I didn't have one

    • @lescami4720
      @lescami4720 Pƙed rokem

      @@theultimatebug5349 You have
      Just bring her back 🙏💞

  • @Whoaplane
    @Whoaplane Pƙed 2 lety +11

    "There is only one reason pain is there, It's to get immune to it for long periods of time."

  • @cyber_coreexx
    @cyber_coreexx Pƙed 3 lety +19

    This song makes my heart stop for a second because it’s just so devastatingly sad.

  • @TheOPERATIVNIK
    @TheOPERATIVNIK Pƙed 2 lety +33

    -I feel bad. This is not a disease that a doctor can cure, it's inside, in my chest. Everything is empty there, as if my heart was torn out. -Flowers for Algernon-

  • @lydiacrunden2412
    @lydiacrunden2412 Pƙed 3 lety +52

    if you’re reading this, everything will be okay

    • @diana.estela
      @diana.estela Pƙed 3 lety

    • @unknownlost189
      @unknownlost189 Pƙed rokem +1

      Sometimes things aren't meant to be ok.i think we spend so much time wishing we were dead to realize people might actually love us

    • @azkwy
      @azkwy Pƙed rokem +1

      no...

    • @elizajakab6238
      @elizajakab6238 Pƙed rokem

      â€đŸ€

  • @SongsSped
    @SongsSped Pƙed 3 lety +18

    Everything is passing so fast I didn’t realise until now how much I’ve missed of this beautiful world due to my mental state.

  • @aleczmlcomic2834
    @aleczmlcomic2834 Pƙed 3 lety +33

    the best phase of my life is just passing by

    • @loonnymoony7372
      @loonnymoony7372 Pƙed 3 lety

      same, and I want to try to make memories so I can later look back on them but I’ve got no one to share them with.

    • @Daraneys
      @Daraneys Pƙed měsĂ­cem

      mine has already passed, then i listen to this music and try to remember.

  • @theultimatebug5349
    @theultimatebug5349 Pƙed 2 lety +13

    "To me you're like a cloud. I can see you but yet I can't reach you."

  • @junfrancevence6699
    @junfrancevence6699 Pƙed 3 lety +76

    My biggest enemy has to be “change” and I’m a hypocrite since i also changed a lot

  • @pasmur5208
    @pasmur5208 Pƙed 3 lety +16

    You know how people say that there will always be that one person in somebody's heart, if we dont make it, it will be you, thank you for everything

    • @Jhonselw
      @Jhonselw Pƙed 2 lety

      Isso foi muito forte, vocĂȘ tambĂ©m nunca conseguiu amar alguĂ©m ?? As vezes penso que sou muito frio a ponto de nĂŁo sentir nada...

  • @vanessaburnett393
    @vanessaburnett393 Pƙed 3 lety +17

    This song makes me want to lay down in the rain

  • @scarlettk2032
    @scarlettk2032 Pƙed 3 lety +20

    0:36 that’s the part y’all are looking for :)

  • @klara7647
    @klara7647 Pƙed 3 lety +58

    It’s always a sunny day when Christopher Robin comes to play
    -Winnie the Pooh

  • @lupitaaaa.a
    @lupitaaaa.a Pƙed 3 lety +19

    I wish I could go swimming in the middle of a lake with just my thoughts and me.

  • @vampixiegf
    @vampixiegf Pƙed 2 lety +9

    there’s a hole in my chest. this song feels like salt on the open wound. but i love the pain since i know it is somehow healing even under the burning.

  • @badtasteinmusic23
    @badtasteinmusic23 Pƙed 2 lety +7

    When you feel you don't belong on earth and think about the existence of your life, you soon realise how much lonelier it gets when your not like everyone else but the thing is there's probably someone out there who's going through the sane thing but our souls won't meet until death

  • @kutakizikajimotozikatakuzi6843

    I have a playlist of this song that keeps repeating itself for when I'm feeling icky or had a dad day. Can't tell you how much I needed this right now :)

  • @skyewilliamson4467
    @skyewilliamson4467 Pƙed 3 lety +6

    The comfort this song gives me is crazy

  • @caitlyn_cookie3912
    @caitlyn_cookie3912 Pƙed 2 lety +13

    Today's Friday November 26 the time is 7:54 and I'm proud of myself for not giving up and for not harming my self for 7 weeks also I am so proud of you guys if you haven't heard this from anyone I'm so proud and I love you all go drink water let go eat food because you deserve it. Take care of yourself.

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      I’m proud of you too, good job for taking care of yourself

    • @caitlyn_cookie3912
      @caitlyn_cookie3912 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@RynoJ5 Thank you 😊

  • @bea_das
    @bea_das Pƙed 3 lety +8

    omg thank you timing hits perfect. i really needed this rn. love your vids! take care!

  • @Scarlettsouls
    @Scarlettsouls Pƙed 3 lety +7

    These types of songs make me happy for some reason and give me a sense of place, they are so beautiful and sad that it makes me smile. Ill listen to it in class and if someone asks me what I’m listening to, I’ll tell them I’m listening to my life.

  • @kaleltan
    @kaleltan Pƙed 3 lety +8

    sometimes i wonder, will it ever end? the strange, continuous flow of time. the one that leads to so much grief, anger, and so much joy in between it all. will I ever just stop trying? prevent my heart from getting ripped to shreds to its ever so thinning layers. sometimes I wonder how long it will be before I end up giving up-- but I don't believe I'll give up anytime soon. i probably will never give up and I'll die knowing that I still cared. knowing that I never stopped pushing to make life something worth living for.

  • @asya.3297
    @asya.3297 Pƙed 3 lety +20

    Where did time go?
    One day we were talking about forever. About us growing up, about how excited we were to drive. About everything we dreamed about.
    Now your gone. You’ve drifted away. You left.
    I guess you decided that I wasn’t meant to be in your life. Or maybe you thought you just didn’t need me anymore.
    I still miss you. Everyday I wonder what happened to us. Where I went wrong. What I did to make you leave. Because that’s all I can do now.
    Where did time go? Where did YOU go?

  • @andrewcover3113
    @andrewcover3113 Pƙed 2 lety +9

    life is so hard at times, I never know what's next and it scares me. Im happy for once in my life with my body, looks, my girlfriend, my music, my job and all but im scared something well ruin it all. this song helps me forget those fears and just drift.

    • @scarletthill1981
      @scarletthill1981 Pƙed 2 lety

      I’m scared too dw. I just don’t wanna grow up man

  • @TheOPERATIVNIK
    @TheOPERATIVNIK Pƙed 2 lety +7

    thanks to the author of this channel. I do not know what I would do without you and your channel

  • @shaddygwapo7149
    @shaddygwapo7149 Pƙed 3 lety +10

    I'm sad and this made me sadder. Thank you

  • @maxdelgadrico4149
    @maxdelgadrico4149 Pƙed 3 lety +8

    Mi canciĂłn favorita te lo agradezco mucho lustry!!

  • @jaimeophelia3747
    @jaimeophelia3747 Pƙed 3 lety +6

    Listening to this gives me an out of body experience, better than drugs..

  • @ygurds2539
    @ygurds2539 Pƙed 2 lety +1

    Your videos are the absolute best things i listen to, I love your account

  • @meerasaleh2863
    @meerasaleh2863 Pƙed 3 lety +14

    I WAS WAITING FOR THIS SONG FROM YOUUU
    THANK YOU AND LOVE WHAT YOU ARE DOING đŸ‘ŒđŸ»đŸ‘ŒđŸ»đŸ‘ŒđŸ»đŸ‘ŒđŸ»

  • @kylee3108
    @kylee3108 Pƙed 3 lety +4

    I spent a good portion of my day at my local firehouse chilling with the emts and when I got up to leave one of them said “I love you” (he meant it in a nice way, like a farewell) and I honestly never felt more lonely. I cry everytime I think about it.

  • @maciejkrzyzanowski6641
    @maciejkrzyzanowski6641 Pƙed 3 lety +1

    I’ve waited for this from u

  • @de4thofapartygirl
    @de4thofapartygirl Pƙed 3 lety +2

    thank u so much

  • @user-jv5zb2fb5f
    @user-jv5zb2fb5f Pƙed 2 lety +4

    I never knew that hugging my cat and cuddling with him that morning would be my last time in my whole entire life.. then I headed off to the airport thinking he’s gonna come the next week... he’s gone forever.

  • @DeadFieldofFlowers
    @DeadFieldofFlowers Pƙed 2 lety +4

    Thought songs like this would help with my severe depression but they do nothing but increase the intensity of it and i love it its just the way i always lived

    • @DeadFieldofFlowers
      @DeadFieldofFlowers Pƙed rokem

      This was me a year ago talking from a heart consumed by depression I still am depressed even more than before it becomes more severe the more I explore life but i just came to term with it its a part of who I’m now a shadow that needs no light to appear it’s always there and always will be.

  • @charlieopalc
    @charlieopalc Pƙed 3 lety +44

    There is so much going on in my life I'm exhausted and I have to be okay for everybody

    • @bm4867
      @bm4867 Pƙed 3 lety

      Put your peace first , that may include telling them honestly and putting pride aside ❀

    • @itts.riiiah
      @itts.riiiah Pƙed 3 lety +1

      1 Corinthians 10:13
      Psalms 34:18

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius Pƙed 3 lety

      You. Are. Amazing.
      I love you, no for real, i do
      You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
      Write me your IG username and we can talk if you want ♡
      All great on this world from Germany 👑

    • @yusri2088
      @yusri2088 Pƙed 2 lety

      It's okay, one day it will stop

  • @720reddog
    @720reddog Pƙed 3 lety +4

    This is a masterpiece im not crying you are.

  • @autumncullum6086
    @autumncullum6086 Pƙed 3 lety +5

    "Id like you to love me"That hit a little different

  • @simonalasova
    @simonalasova Pƙed 3 lety +4

    this song helped me a bit today thanks đŸ„€

  • @makhmoud1167
    @makhmoud1167 Pƙed 3 lety +2

    It is wery beautiful and slow
    I love your channel

  • @mackaronie629
    @mackaronie629 Pƙed rokem +5

    This song reminds me of PTSD. Because it’s remembering the morning that you woke up, suffering.
    And the suffering was of the worst kind - the inability to suffer.
    I’ve had PTSD for about a year now, and it has ruined my life. I can honestly say it’s so terrible.
    That morning when you wake up, and you know it’s your bedroom, but it feels like you don’t recognize it, same thing with people. The world becomes fuzzy. Fighting is so hard with this disorder.
    There is a difference between survival and living. PTSD has taken my life away.
    You just haft to find something that out-ways the terrible feeling.
    The feeling of No feeling at all.
    Because what is life worth if we can’t live it?
    If received lots of treatment for my different disorders and mental health issues if you will, (I was diagnosed with PTSD shortly after Anxiety and Depression) but no amount of meds or therapy fixes the unbearable pain of no pain.
    Because without pain, we are without happiness.
    People always say “oh your crying so you feel emotions!”
    It’s not that simple.
    If you only knew.
    I barely recognize you.

  • @rxsonance
    @rxsonance Pƙed 3 lety +9

    i wish time would stop for a moment, i can’t keep up :/

  • @solacia9357
    @solacia9357 Pƙed 3 lety +10

    every vid of urs gives me good vibes, ily

  • @rasdt
    @rasdt Pƙed 3 lety +6

    you are my salvation lustry

  • @shellsesquivias5357
    @shellsesquivias5357 Pƙed 3 lety +10

    Did anyone else just start crying lmao

  • @crif0
    @crif0 Pƙed 3 lety +1

    Seu trabalho Ă© incrĂ­vel, por favor nĂŁo pare jamais.

  • @cursedpanflute6372
    @cursedpanflute6372 Pƙed 2 lety +3

    Maybe when we feel sad for no reason it’s because our soulmate is somewhere out there feeling devastated and worthless, just waiting for someone?
 maybe

  • @pheonix5431
    @pheonix5431 Pƙed 2 lety

    I hope who ever made this playlist has good luck for the rest of their life ily

  • @em-ef2xb
    @em-ef2xb Pƙed 3 lety +33

    An Era
    The beginning of a new era started when my lost mind came upon such a strangled soul like yours. The fire inside of my deflated heart burned intensely for you, and for you only. Giving you some of my unused love was addicting. Nobody will ever compare to someone like you. Every morning, I would look at the honey-crisp sunlight and think of me and you watching it. Every night, I would go in search for a sky full of stars, look at the brightest one, and name it after you. Every heartbeat became stronger and stronger, because it was being fed by your unnamed love. The natural connection that I felt with you was so close and tight, my heart felt so close to you. Looking at your face, it would make me smile like I’ve never smiled before. Currently, everything I’ve been thinking about was the earliest of our memories, when loving from a distance was easy. Every time I heard your voice, it was the same feeling as falling asleep to music. Although we were not physically the closest, the tips of our souls always found a way to each other. Slowly, as time started to unfold itself into a different era, your soul started untangling itself. At least that’s what I thought. I will always be there to catch you from the deepest falls. I will always be there to listen to you, and put myself in the situation, to feel it with you, so you won’t have to be afraid of going through anything alone. Everyday, my mind and my heart asks for you. I can feel the lump in my throat and my voice painfully cracking when I tell myself “you’re really gone.” Even if you moved on and found your happy place elsewhere, you have always been my happy place, and you always will be. No matter how many new souls I will meet in my lifetime, yours will always and forever be my favorite. Never will I come to terms with hating you. You were far too treasured to be forgotten about. Sadly, I knew nothing lasts forever, not even that loving feeling that touched my heart in a way I wouldn’t let anyone else touch. Only in a dream will our friendship last for eternity. I’m holding on to that dream. I’ll be back for you, I promise. I hope I never wake up from that dream because I want to have a pure reality with you somewhere. Even in the afterlife, my heart will beat with more passion each and every day. Never will you leave my mind. You deserved the love that was given out, never ever doubt that. And I know somewhere in between the glimmering moonlight and the mesmerizing starlight, is a type of love that brings warmth on the coldest nights. And sometimes, I would blank out into deep nothingness. I would feel as I’m disconnected from reality but thinking about you brings me comfort. Although you have only stayed a few months with me, I learned to appreciate the moment, I didn’t know it was going to be robbed from me so early on. Your pure, bright smile is forever burned into my soul, no matter how many people try to extinguish it. My heart feels empty without you, the absence of your existence alone is able to put me in a state I have never been seen in before. My heart was hugging yours, I didn’t want to let go but I know it brings you happiness being free so I will let it happen, for the sake of your happiness. May every person you meet show you just how much worth you contain, and just how much love you really deserve. Although the moment with you felt very short, I was sure to enjoy every damn second of it. We are holding hands in my imaginary little universe right now. May the good come to you always, may your soul find it’s way back to me, in another universe. May your heart keep on smiling as my heart tries to stay in one piece. May you get to celebrate many, many anniversaries with many wonderful people. You have brought many un named emotions into my life and I haven’t quite yet became accustomed to every single one or identify them, but I’ll leave that for when I’m ready. When I’m ready to love another. It hurts when I see you going through a tough time and I can’t put in my effort into you anymore, because you’re gone. My job in your life is done, while it’s started for someone else. The fields will forever be greener because of you, the sky will always be bright blue because of you. I hope you will manage in life, and whoever’s job it is to take care of you, I hope they do a good job, you deserve the best. You’re the rainbow after the rain, the sunlight after the storm. Never have I seen anyone shine their light so bright onto a soul like that. You have always left me in awe from basically everything you said. If you meant it, I am beyond lucky to have been said that. I cannot amount how much I really loved you in such little words.. I couldn’t quite understand how you grew on me, how I came to be so attached to you, but loving you was addicting. I’m proud of you through everything, always. Even if I’m not there anymore, I know you’re doing amazing, you always were. I never doubted that. Your happiness will always be mine, seeing you smile brings a smile to my face effortlessly. I think about you day and night. Thank you for being the butterfly in my life. You were so beautiful and the connection I had with you was like no other, but when you flew away from my heart, I knew you were happier when you were set free. I hope you fly back into my heart to visit, my heart misses you every hour of the day. And just like that, it was the end of an era.

  • @leticiabandeira2318
    @leticiabandeira2318 Pƙed 3 lety +4

    Omg, I'm crying in my bed listening this song cuz it so very much perfect ❀ and this version is heartbreaking, btw broke my

  • @ArchonKain
    @ArchonKain Pƙed rokem +1

    Remember that hurt can be healed, grief means you have truly loved and that love is persisting where they are gone, and sometimes we need to be alone to truly know what it's like to be there for others.
    People and life aren't perfect, we all walk the path, but we are truly never alone, you need to tattle on your demons and help them as well, they're also part of you ❀

  • @Vazquez941
    @Vazquez941 Pƙed 2 lety +2

    3:29 when he says “how they they hold you like a gun” gets me every damn time đŸ˜Ș😭

  • @ernie4105
    @ernie4105 Pƙed 3 lety +5

    Im sorry for those who had not heard this masterpiece peace of a song. Most beautiful song i have heard. Being honest here i have cried to this song quite a few times😣đŸ„ș

  • @mrlustrous1166
    @mrlustrous1166 Pƙed 3 lety

    the song is perfect and you made it better

  • @kodijademark
    @kodijademark Pƙed 3 lety +7

    i think about you at least once a day, what you did hurt me so bad and i hate myself everyday for knowing in the back of my head that if you came back tomorrow id let you... and thats the worst part i think, that despite what youve put me through that i’ll always still love you...

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius Pƙed 3 lety

      You. Are. Amazing.
      I love you, no for real, i do
      You're an great person with an great personality, i love you for being you and everybody here is proud of you, because you, you are making this world beautiful with such an perfect personality
      Darling if you want to talk, im here for you.
      All great on this world from Germany 👑

  • @sadiejacobs8920
    @sadiejacobs8920 Pƙed 2 lety +3

    Hello. If you did any of the following today I want you to know something.
    If you...
    ‱ate any type of food
    ‱got out of bed
    ‱put on clothing that is fresh
    ‱did dishes or laundry
    ‱went outside
    ‱walked around
    ‱brushed your teeth
    ‱brushed your hair
    ‱drank water
    ‱messaged a loved one
    ‱cooked something
    ‱went to the store
    ‱woke up
    ‱survived to today
    You are amazing and I'm so proud of you

    • @_notreallyhere0088
      @_notreallyhere0088 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      I am so proud of you, for hanging on and for reaching out. We’re in this together. Growing up is so hard, I’m doing it too, but having someone to lean on makes it easier.
      You’re comment really helped me, it helped me realise that even the smallest things I do in my day are achievements. They’re not always a big one, but I still achieved something. I did something other than sleep to escape the world.
      Know that I’m here for you as well, and that I’m so glad that you’re here 💕💕

  • @idcbrutal93
    @idcbrutal93 Pƙed 2 lety +2

    " _i will always be with you.._ "

  • @de4thofapartygirl
    @de4thofapartygirl Pƙed 2 lety +3

    let me sleep i am tired of my grief.

  • @akemi7114
    @akemi7114 Pƙed 3 lety

    amazing :))

  • @amylou177
    @amylou177 Pƙed 3 lety +8

    sometimes I miss you ,
    just to feel something rather than the numbness that consumes me .
    It gives me something to do to past the never ending time.
    I find it funny how every second or every minute with you time flew.
    But now that your gone time goes slow,
    seconds feel like days.
    Minutes feel like months.
    I know you would be disappointed in me because I never moved on.
    But I am an empty vessel
    with no soul
    when you left you took that part of me with you.

  • @olivia-xz8ig
    @olivia-xz8ig Pƙed 3 lety

    beautiful

  • @angelicdivin
    @angelicdivin Pƙed 3 lety +28

    This song gives me more anxiety than I already have I mean like it triggers her

  • @michaelakfidan
    @michaelakfidan Pƙed 3 lety +2

    It’s been 4 years, nothing has changed.

  • @Trans_Reggie
    @Trans_Reggie Pƙed 11 měsĂ­ci +1

    You go out and live everyday like it’s your last
like it’s everyone’s last because once they are gone or you are gone you or they would wish they spent more time with you.
    You don’t truly ever know what someone is going through unless you are going through the same thing.
    Time is short live it to ur fullest.
    It’s funny how life is so beautiful but you can end it in a second.
    You are worth more in this world then you can imagine.
    There’s always someone out there who cares about you.
    Life has its battles but you can win them it just takes time.
    If you always think of the light bulb burnt out then you will never enjoy the light.
    It’s not over until you say it’s over.
    Crying is beautiful it shows how strong you are.
    Sometimes you don’t know how much you really care about someone..until you lose them.

  • @yoruniku8858
    @yoruniku8858 Pƙed 3 lety +7

    I think we all know that we grew up too young.

  • @noecanalesjr.8970
    @noecanalesjr.8970 Pƙed 6 měsĂ­ci +1

    I sleep to escape feeling. I drink to numb my feelings. I listen to music to distract my feelings. I hate and love how I feel everything on another level.

  • @letylima8210
    @letylima8210 Pƙed 2 lety +4

    Grecee:" eu vou partir seu coração"
    Thomas: " já está partido💔"

  • @jay0140
    @jay0140 Pƙed 3 lety +3

    ahh thank you so much

  • @rebekahjoy1495
    @rebekahjoy1495 Pƙed 2 lety +2

    I hope everyone in this comment section is having a good day. Or at least had a good few minutes. Ily

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      I am, thank you. I hope the same for you

  • @davidhaiducu3621
    @davidhaiducu3621 Pƙed 2 lety +1

    Dont be depressed, that shi makes you sad, and dont cry, that shi makes you dehydrated, now ur sad and dehydrated

  • @jdog7774
    @jdog7774 Pƙed 3 lety +3

    this song is how my soul feels , empty and tired lmao .

  • @samukasoares4334
    @samukasoares4334 Pƙed 2 lety +14

    Nesse exato momento estou dentro de uma sala onde as pessoas estĂŁo me rebaixando e me deprimindo com suas horrĂ­veis palavras e olhares e essa mĂșsica me acalma e me faz sentir de uma maneira totalmente diferente, eu me sinto inseguro cmgo mesmo e isso Ă© tĂŁo horrĂ­vel...

    • @pedroo5684
      @pedroo5684 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      poxa :/

    • @pedroo5684
      @pedroo5684 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      isso Ă© horrĂ­vel

    • @samukasoares4334
      @samukasoares4334 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@pedroo5684 VocĂȘ acredita q tudo mudou?

    • @pedroo5684
      @pedroo5684 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@samukasoares4334 mudou?

    • @samukasoares4334
      @samukasoares4334 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@pedroo5684 eh.. nĂŁo tudo exatamente sabe,mais eu tento e aprendo a lidar

  • @alev7479
    @alev7479 Pƙed 3 lety +10

    lost a mutual to suicide yesterday, that’s the second one this year :/

  • @diana.estela
    @diana.estela Pƙed 3 lety +3

    this comments are my comfort

  • @officialkaden476
    @officialkaden476 Pƙed 3 lety +2

    This comment stuck with me for years “the ones that smile the most go through the most” idk why but it has definitely changed how i look at people now

  • @Edgydiklord
    @Edgydiklord Pƙed 2 lety +2

    “Please come back”

  • @Rexelton
    @Rexelton Pƙed rokem +4

    You know, every couple months I come back to this song to remind myself of how much I’m a failure I am to my dad and I can see it in his eyes that he’s disappointed in me. Every time we try to talk about anything, i get embarrassed of what I say and the conversation is always one sided. I know he doesn’t like me anymore and that he wants me out of his life, but I don’t make the effort to leave. Everything I do I met with an eye roll. And the worst part about it is that he doesn’t take me seriously, I’m just a big joke to him, he would talk mad smack about me to anyone that would listen to him, and to be honest he has the right to think that and say all these things because i’m so useless, and just a pathetic human being all around I’m really single handedly ruining my life, I’m just a loser to his and everyone else’s lives that has met me. I really need to get a therapist sorry.

    • @mixinaa
      @mixinaa Pƙed rokem +1

      I am so sorry that your father is treating you like that. I feel like a failure because I can’t be consistent in anything especially school and I just feel like I can’t do anything right. I hope you make your father proud soon and I hope you’re doing okay.

  • @hazelsoto7987
    @hazelsoto7987 Pƙed 2 lety +1

    im so tired . i just want it all stop . i wanna like living , smile and actually be happy . sleep is my escape and drugs are my distraction , my friends are the knot tied to keep me here . and im the kite just so badly trying to fly away but never does .

  • @aryanysouza5465
    @aryanysouza5465 Pƙed 3 lety +7

    Essa mĂșsica Ă© tĂŁo perfeita 😍😍

    • @Anabiaa511
      @Anabiaa511 Pƙed 2 lety

      MEU DEUS UMA BRASILEIRA KKKKKKKK

    • @aryanysouza5465
      @aryanysouza5465 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@Anabiaa511 MEU DEUS MAIS UMA BRASILEIRA KKKKKKKKKKKKKK SCRR

    • @Anabiaa511
      @Anabiaa511 Pƙed 2 lety

      @@aryanysouza5465 KKKKKKKKKKKK

  • @absurdlyalive
    @absurdlyalive Pƙed 5 měsĂ­ci +1

    I am drowning in the lake that makes an ocean. A hole that grows the longer you fall. Spinning out of orbit, ground control can’t help me now. I drift between all the things I am, hurling past support and cliff holes. I could try to latch on, but I don’t want to take others down with me. It’s so cold out here

  • @gerasubiranaferreira8704
    @gerasubiranaferreira8704 Pƙed 2 lety +3

    Esta musica me da tanta paz me hace sentir como si lo estuviera cerca a el :,))

  • @leighanold6069
    @leighanold6069 Pƙed 2 lety +2

    i can’t do this anymore

    • @_notreallyhere0088
      @_notreallyhere0088 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      I’m here for you, stay for me and I’ll stay for you 💕 I’m here if you want to talk

  • @discruction
    @discruction Pƙed 3 lety +8

    *_Why did you leave me_*
    *_I should’ve spent the time_*
    *_I had left with you, but now_*
    *_..it’s too late_*