honestly. i've just reached the point that ive realized that no one gives a shit about me. isnt that sad for a 13 year old to think.? or anyone really..no teens really know how to comfort anyone anymore because we are all gong though the same shit and have never been taught how to process emotions.. or they say were too young to know what it is to be depressed.. what a sad world it truly is.
Lol I'm not allowed to be sad if I I'm I get told to get over my self and that I'm a little attention Seeking bit#h and then they take away the only things that comfort me like drawing stuff, books, crafting stuff, paper in general, my stuffed animals, ect. Sooo... That's fun :]
Il add the context here since the comment is only the quote. So basically Albert Einstein wasteaching a class and was saying the multiplication table of 9 by order. 9×1 equals 9, 9×2 equals 18 9×2 equals 27... and so on. And then when he made it to 9×9 he said "9×9 equals 81". As soon as Albert said that the whole class started laughing at him. In that moment he said "when i did every question right, no one congratulated me. But, when i made one mistake everyone laughed at me". After Albert Einstein said that the whole class went silent.
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying Mirror: don't worry I know your true self Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad Blanket: Hug me if you're sad Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~ 🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger.
They are way stronger...they are adults, they know more! And I'm just a kid! I'm the kid that goes to school just so people have something to laugh at! I'm the kid who lost everything and everyone! I'm the kid that everyone hates! I'm the kid that doesn't belong there! I'm the kid that they laugh at! I'm the kid that pretends to always smile, even if I'm not happy! I'm the kid to do my best, but it's never good enough! I'm the kid who if he died, nobody would notice...!
Pov: You used to be a happy, cheerful child, but now, all you feel is tiredness and depression for how dark the world that you’ve cared about has become. You want to go back to the good old days but there’s no going back now. But you can do it, you might not understand yet, but you will live on and move on. I believe in you!
True but i have one freind that i trust but we allmoast text call but when one neads the other one he is there for me just like im there for him sad i didnt relise sooner
If I told my parents how I felt, I would be embarrassed telling my mom, and yelled at and criticized by my dad if I told my dad. If I told my friends, it wouldn’t make a difference. They would forget it in a matter of seconds. And just act like I wasn’t going through depression and suffering mentally.
I know there is something wrong with me, but I'm always questioning and I always feel like I'm just overreacting or seaking attention. And that point is only ever reanforced because I'm still young
Reminders for sleep :D DONT FORGET TO!! ~ Plug in devices that need to be charged. ~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can) ~ Brush your teeth (if you can) ~ Put in your retainer (if you need to) ~ Take medication (if you need to) ~ Set/check alarms ~ Check/lock all doors ~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be) ~ Go to the bathroom ~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to) ~ Say goodnight/call love ones ~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to) QOUTE :) ~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter. (So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.) I Love you random person reading this
sending a virtual hug to anyone who needs it, stay strong guys! i understand what your going through, i myself am suffering anxiety so this playlist helps alot thank you!
remember your skin isnt paper dont cut it your neck isnt a coat dont hang it your life isnt a movie dont end it yor heart isnt a door dont lock it your not an object dont let people use you as one... be strong :> btw i only made up the your body isnt a object so yeah but i think you needed to hear it haha i dont know if you see this but if you do dont let peoples words get to you only the good things in life is the things to remember and cherish not the bad things haha i just made that up well uhh sorry if this was really *LONG* so haha.... yeah
Hun, as someone who uses -$H- as a coping mechanism, it’s alright, but I’d like you to stay strong, and don’t give up, *try your hardest to stay clean!* it’s alright if you accidentally ‘slip up’ and relapse ❤
To anyone reading this: I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger
I hate how my parents won’t ever understand why I listen to music like this and why I call it my “get away” music when it’s sad or depressing. Music like this makes me feel emotions that I have to suppress because no one will care and just call me an emotional cry baby. It really is my get away
Im sorry your parents don't understand..but im glad that these playlists help you! Im sorry people dont care and call you stuff. i do care and i think youre a good person becuase lots of people can relate to you:)
literally me. i have playlists that i play whenever i’m feeling certain moods that i feel like i have to suppress, even if just a little bit, because they’ll be seen as over dramatic, over sensitive, and when i try to tell her how i feel for the millionth time, she’ll just sigh at me when i start getting emotional while lashing out at her. how can i tell you anything if you won’t even listen, understand and help me through it? some kind of mother she is.
I loved how mostly everyone in the comments just vent and express how they have felt while listening to this playlist. Ik we've been through alot these days, but I am hoping you are doing alright. Please do not ever believe the negativity that those other people spit out to you. And tbh, receiving comfort messages from random strangers made my day. After reading these heart warming comments, it truly made me smile. Ily and please do stay safe and healthy ..
Your a worderful person!! stay safe and healthy too!! if your sad you can write down everything your happy about!! then you can remember all the good things even in bad times friend @Meiaiaiai
Nobody thinks your pretty Nobody cares when you cry Nobody wants to be friends with you Nobody cares when you talk Nobody cares if you die Nobody cares if you hurt yourself Nobody loves you Nobody cares about you metal heath Nobody whats to talk to you Hi my name is Nobody
I'm only 10 and my mom pressures me so much. Sometimes I wish I could yell at her : " I'M JUST A KID! NOT A PERSON FOR YOU TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON! I AM YOUR CHILD, NOT ANOTHER PARENT TO VENT TO..."
Yes it happens a lot (I'm 11, everyone always told me to act like a kid 'cause sometimes I'm more adult than the owners adults. When you are pressured to grow up you get mature for your age.)
Hey it’s ok! Idk what your going through with but i will be there for you everyone deserves someone. Sometimes I feel like that too, but I promise it’ll be alright!
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
i relate to this. well, if you really need this: You are wonderful! don't give up on your life:) i am proud of you for still standing after all the things that happened in your personal life. i may not know everything and anything, but i know it's hard and difficult for you. Life is hard, tiring, and difficult, isn't it? we all go through that phase and chapter together, you're not alone, other people feel it with you too. so if you ever think that you aren't enough, please don't think so. you are created for a reason, you have a lot of potential for living, you can't miss events and futures that are waiting for you, you're brave and really strong for handling, standing while in this situation. so don't end it please, you've climbed a lot of chapters on your life, you don't want to lose it don't you? your life isn't a story, please don't end it. I'm really really proud of you! things are gonna get better one day, hun. i'm sure. You're wonderful! you are strong! you are brave! you are beautiful! you are handsome! you are cool! you are great! you've come so far, i am really proud! you are amazing! you are phenomenal! just to let you know, you are doing great! you are doing well! good job! don't let anyone rule or tell otherwise about you! Well, if you have any hobbies, passions for something, etc. do try to improve what you're doing! you're doing amazing! don't let anybody, anyone rule or tell you what to do. you do you! it's your life afterall, it's time for you to shine! it's your spotlight! go after it! :D If you are feeling insecure, well i wanna tell you something. it's normal to feel insecure, feeling insecure about something makes us more motivated and encouraged to change ourselves, and improve ourselves to change what we are insecure of. as i said earlier, you are created for a reason. the reason you were created, is because you need to live a life that you are in right now. and, the life you are in right now, is really worth living for it. even if it's getting worse, or horrible, it is still worth living in this state. because, it will soon, one day be better. so enjoy life while you still can! :D 🤗 sending virtual hugs! :)
Mirror won't judge your looks Showers won't judge your voice Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams Blanket protects you Bed comforts you Music helps you cry more has you can I am proud of you being healthy I am proud of you drinking water or anything I am proud of you standing up I am proud of you sleeping I am proud of you blinking I am proud of you eating I am proud of you siting I am proud of you laying down I am proud of you crawling I am proud of you walking I am proud of you smiling I am proud of you crying I am proud of you reading I am proud of you baking I am proud of you holding stuff I AM PROUD OF YOU❤ your not compared to anyone Your not ugly Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel❤ This spell isn't mine, spread it to the whole world to make their day better ❤
The fact that almost everyone here finds it more comfortable to vent to strangers rather than parents or therapists just shows how scared we are to talk about it because we feel like we will get made fun of, just me?.
there was a teacher at my primary school... he kept staring at me and smiling, even asking weird personal questions to me. I felt so uncomfortable, i think he knew but wouldnt control his 'love' for myself. I was too scared to tell anybody but the even worse thing is.. the man was WAY older than me. he was about 67 with a wife and kids. but he chooses to love a child while he's teaching. ABSOLUTLEY DISGUSTING. he should NOT have the right to do anything like this at that age, shoule be more responsible and know that i didnt like it. he was always daydreaming and saying hello while giggling. I hated it. If you read this, THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥹😭 edit: hes still doing this.
Hun, don’t be afraid to talk to the head, or whoever it is, for me if I ever need to have a ‘conversation’ with the head teacher, I just ask the teacher (whoever it is) that when they can to phone and see if I could talk to her, but idk ur situation, look after yourself, alright? ❤
My heart goes out to all of those who aren't even teens and still understand this pain. Me included. You need to keep living. If you go now, you'll miss so many things. Your sweet 16, driving legally for the first time. Drinking and smoking legally for the first time. For those who are in their teens, i'm proud of you. You've made it this far, you can keep going. I believe in you. Keep going for me, little one. All the sweet little kids out there. Know that i'm your new dad now. You can reply to this comment and tell me about your troubles, I will make sure to respond to each and every one of them. You can do this, my shining star. :D
I’m only 12 and I’m suffering, I cry almost every night cause of how stressful life is. People never notice my accomplishments, but they always notice my faults, why is that? Is it because I need to be perfect?
@@Markiplier-forever People overlook things. It's a terrible feature many people have. But with your accomplishments, I want to congratulate you. What you did is special and I'm sorry you didn't get that recognition. Also, no, you don't need to be perfect, because no one is. Almost everyone points out each others faults to ignore their own. You don't need to fix anything. If you feel like no one else does, just remember, even though I don't know you, your life matters to me. I will always care for you, even though I don't know you, I will always keep you safe in my mind. I know you can break your cycle of suffering. Just keep going, and one day, you'll know you've been freed from your suffering.
Unforgettable Your image like a photograph ingrained Your eyes, like a novel I want to read A forest of questions to explore What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery Like little beams of light they dart around Like raindrops unsure where to fall It was by chance that you would look at me A raindrop would land and startle me Like a summer storm I fell To run out, jump into the open air To swim to an island ashore To share a dance with you It was a vivid dream, then It was but a dream I looked away But did not forget Your smile, A childish grin So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still My reflection of you, is fading ever so Into little ripples of the lake I looked away But did not forget Your voice, When I heard it first It wasn’t vast like the ocean Nor was it like the sky or clouds Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain Still I remember when it called my name Each grain would fall Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes I longed to hold it my hands But I looked away Still I did not forget Your laugh, It was like the rain at night It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross Like a child and its bedtime story, I was drawn to the sound of it And never would I have enough But I looked away And still, I did not forget Your hands, They were distant planets foreign to me I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully If only I could reach out, if so I was willing To somehow venture through the void But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on And soon, I knew, you would be gone So I looked away But could not forget Your shoulders, Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental Nor lean to be exact But strong, and lightly tan Like an architect’s design Like a smooth clay figurine I glanced upon your physique, your frame But only for a moment, a secret glimpse Then I looked away But did not forget Your hair, Sometimes hidden beneath your hood Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled Always fell perfectly around your eyes Framed you, beautifully, charmingly Like a work of art, calling out on display, That stood out from all the rest I loved all your colors and depth And when I looked away I did not forget Your kindness, It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange Nor was it the least fake or false It was quiet, sweet Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam It came when least expected, Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did But with it, you stole my heart You were the only one And all I did was look away Though, never forget You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried I was glued to silence, held down by gravity And like that, Gone all too soon, Your glow fell beneath the earth, Your colors faded into the sea, But still, an image I can recall You were unforgettable.
its definitely a sad fact, the good thing about is you can have a mental breakdown for him at midnight and online friends cant go to ur parents because its online, thats what make online friends good
this playlist fits my everyday mood my parents will never understand. i just run up to my room and cry. when my parents call me down and ask what i was doing up there i would just say listening to music or doing art. i could never vent to my parents and i mean ever. they just wouldn't understand.
I think I can relate to that, I can NOT vent to my parents at all and if I did I'll just give a speech like I do in my mind self talk and everything I'd be yelling my heart out! That's why I listen to blue music after that I'll just get bored and continue watching other vids am so sorry for what you're going through😥I hope everything gets better for you
I tried telling my parents how I felt and they just said “it’s NORMAL”. they think just because they “are great parents” (which they aren’t) I couldn’t possibly have anything wrong with me. They don’t know how I feel, they don’t know how I cry to myself. Parents are so ignorant sometimes . They need to learn that nice things don’t always mean happiness I hope you get better
Same I could NEVER tell my parents what go through From being made fun of at school to stuff at home They wouldn’t understand That’s why I hide a vent sketch book in my backpack,I only take it out when I’m alone
I suddenly remembered when I was 4 years old and I was crying alone in my room bc my parents were arguing how useless I was and at that time I cried all my hearts out and all of the sudden, I felt someone arms wrapped around me even though there was no one. It's creepy but also comforting. I felt safe that day and it won't get out of my head. AND THIS IS FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW 100 REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU!! 1. You make me happy. 2. You dare me to be a better version of myself. 3. You follow me and you push me. 4. You love me in the times when I’m not capable to love myself. 5. You love me in times when I act like I don’t love you. 6. You forgive me quickly. 7. You understand me. And when you don’t, you do everything and you go all in to get clarity about the things you don’t understand. 8. You respect my boundaries. And you dare to cross them when you are sure you know better. 9. You accept my sadness and my anger and you live in harmony with them. 10. You see and you love the next best version of me. 11. You open yourself up for me. 12. You are truthful and vulnerable with me. 13. You don’t play games. 14. You throw away the masks that don’t serve you. 15. You are doing everything to become a better man for yourself and for us. 16. You are courageous. 17. You listen to me when you know I’m right. 18. You go to therapy. 19. You take care of your body. 20. You nourish your relationship with your family. 21. You have the most wonderful eyes. Not just „beautiful blue eyes“. But the eyes I look into when I’m not sure if you love me and when I’m not sure if I love you and their answer is always „yes“. 22. You have a gentle, innocent smile that always comforts me. 23. You are sad and you share your sadness with me. 24. You have the smoothest skin. I could spend hours just watching and caressing it. 25. You have beautiful strong hands that turn me on and make me feel safe. 26. You have a beautiful cock that satisfies me, energies me and reminds me I belong to you. 27. Your beautiful back and shoulders give you the power to take me and to conquer me. 28. Your have a beautiful man’s butt for therapeutic squeezing. 29. Your energy is clean and bright. 30. You have a gentle and calming voice that soothes me when I’m upset. 31. The stories you’re writing amuse me and inspire me. 32. You are the only person who makes me laugh more then I can make myself laugh. 33. You amuse me, make me laugh and inspire me by reading me your stories out loud. 34. You know so much about everything and I love it when you tell me about history and all the other things I know little about. 35. You know how to calm me down when I’m sad. 36. You share your power with me when I’m weak. 37. You have a unique style and you’re cool. 38. You are handsome, sexy and attractive. 39. Your sexuality is strong and you share it with me. 40. You are smart and a fast learner. 41. You managed to gain more of my thrust then anyone before. 42. You are the first person I gave my financial dependence to. 43. You teach me how to love unconditionally. 44. You let me be myself and you encourage me to find more of myself. 45. You invest in yourself. 46. You trust my intuition. 47. You made the first move. 48. You care for me and you look after me. 49. You love and you care about our dog. 50. You respect my friends and you make an effort together with me to nourish that relationships. 51. When I’m stuck, you help me find a solution. 52. You always drop me off and pick me up when I travel alone. 53. You give your best to make it easy for me when life gets tough. 54. You care to know how I feel in every moment. 55. You love expensive and beautiful pleasures and you incorporate them in our life, when we can afford it. 56. You are reliable. 57. You bravely listen and accept my complaints. 58. You care about my relationship with my parents. 59. You care about my success and my happiness. 60. You care about my body, you love it and you accept it. 61. You have a strong faith. 62. You let me give you a massage and you dedicate yourself to give me a massage. 63. You chose me and you continue to choose me. 64. You kiss me soft and tender, always and everywhere. 65. You practice yoga with me. 66. You remind me to drink water. 67. You encourage me to write. 68. You are shy and you’re letting me see it. 69. You know how to take me boldly, wildly and strong while we have sex. 70. You know how to force me to the edge of fear. 71. You are gentle and thoughtful. 72. You dare to show me all your faces. 73. You write a journal. 74. You are clean. 75. You love and enjoy the nature and the sea. 76. You are ready to do any house choir I ask you to. 77. You wash the dishes more often then I do. 78. You are ready to take risk and make life changing decisions for me. 79. You threw away most of your chlothes I hated. 80. You are ready to build our big bright future with me. 81. You are ready to do anything to heal my pain. 82. You share with me all that you have. 83. I’m not afraid to fall, ’cause I know you are there to catch me. 84. You care about your male friends and you are actively working on those relationships. 85. People love you and everyone enjoys your company, especially the kids. 86. You know how to feed us when I’m not capable to do that. 87. You are strongly connected to your roots and your parent’s home towns. 88. You tought me to understand and enjoy nature on a deeper level. 89. You are able to live any life style life brigs us. 90. You kiss, love and take my breasts and my pussy. 91. You are tearing down my walls gentle and patient. 92. You don’t hesitate to hush me down and lead us when it’s necessary. 93. You wrote me two beautiful pieces. 94. You listened to your heart when we started our journey and you did all the right moves. 95. When you kissed me for the first time, it was at the right moment at the right place. It will always be one of my favorite memories. 96. You care about my opinion and we make all the important decisions together. 97. You call me all the sweet nicknames and you kiss me when you leave and come back home. 98. You hug me and hold me before we fall asleep. 99. You are wonderful for at least 100 more reasons. 100. I love you for at least 100 more reasons.
I love how you smile I love how to talk I love when you do what you love I love how you walk I love how you run I love how you sound I love how you keep pushing through I love how you love I love when you're happy I love how you're not giving up I'm proud of you Dont give up For the people who need it
I find it funny how our own family members don’t see us suffering, our tears, scars, etc but what they do see is our smallest mistakes and not understanding a thing when we finally want to come out to them and tell them what’s going on and they usually just compare us or ignore us… I’m so sorry for all that has to go through all of this and others that deal with other things u name it, I just want to say don’t give up I love each and every one of y’all
Nobody says anything when I have straight a’s up until middle school, but when my grades drop because of how stressed I was, they point it out to everyone and twist it so badly, A’s become B’s, B’s become C’s, and don’t even think of getting a D because your teacher doesn’t give makeup work, or your failing. And you can’t tell anyone your stressed because ‘it’s JUST your depression’ or ‘with that attitude you’re gonna end up on more medicine.’ You can’t win.
All of you have the biggest hearts I’ve seen in awhile and whoever is on this video just know there’s people out here who love you and proud of you like me I’m proud of you for breathing that might not seem like much but it makes a difference we love you ♥️ -Tragic stars 11/26/2023 Hope you guys have a great life
⚠️small vent⚠️ I really am just a kid. I'm only 16 and I'm going to the doctor's in 3 days because I may have Alopecia because of all the stress I'm having. And then 2 days after I go back to college, I literally have a performance that we were given 5 weeks to learn an entire script, dances and singing to. I have memory repression also so it's stressing me out not remembering everything I need to. My dance teacher isn't helping at all. She's telling me I won't be able to pass and I may be kicked off the course because of my mental health. I have a huge mistrust in therapists and now I'm basically being forced to see a therapist if I want to stay on my course. And it really doesn't help where my mum is relaying her trauma onto me, and making me do things she had to do as a kid. She thinks it's making me a better kid, but it's basically robbing me of my childhood. I don't even remember anything from 3 weeks ago and onwards... I literally broke down on a call to my only two trustworthy friends because I couldn't hold in the tears anymore...
Honestly I don't have good good memory but I do have some memory of what happened last week. I can't relate to you and I'm not even a good therapist friend but you can definitely and always vent here in the replies if you'd like
@@ameliatessmann4705 I hope so! I've told my mum finally and she's trying her best to help me, I may not be 100% fine afterwards but I'll be at least a little bit better
cuz when you speak to the usual people all the cards are on the table, i felt like my friendgroup isnt the one i really wanna open up to cuz so many cards are on the table there, so i just found another one and its honestly a pretty good decision to make in my eyes
This playlist is literally the only stress reliever I have rn, to who ever is reading this, you’re doing great and I’m so proud of you, you are so important in this world and you deserve all the love and happiness that could ever be given, please don’t give up so soon, you’ve come so far :)
Remember, people who made these songs have suffered what you are suffering. They understand your pain, that's why they made these songs. You're never alone, just know that please.
or some artists just wanted some people to express their feelings with a song so they can express instead of words because they actually get them and want to comfort them with a song they can relate to.
I love playlists like this. My parents will never understand why I listen to this type of music. Im not a "depressed pre-teen" I just understand this music. It makes me feel im not alone, Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.
"To those left behind, abandoned and blue, Hold tight to hope, for it will see you through. In unity, we heal and bravely rise, For love, the strongest bond in any guise." This is a small section from a poem that I recently made basically, but this part reminds me no matter waht happens you will learn and become stronger. You just have to fight first. It's mainly talking about being abandoned but even if you weren't it works the same way, you learn and break and need to grow stronger to get better. But it takes time, lots of time.
Just finished having a mental breakdown, i was telling myself to go die i told myself i was a mistake, i told myself to commit, this playlist really is making me happier and i dont know why-
You know when you just want someone so close to you relationship wise, that they will open their arms to you and you run in for a hug that lasts for eternity...
cuando eramos niños no nos preocupabamos de casi nada mas q vivir la vida a como de lugar y disfrutar pero ahora a todos esos recuerdos calidos por alguna razón no llenan tu corazón te sientes vacío a pesar de tenerlo "todo" "por que estas cansadx si no ¿No haces nada?" esto y lo otro por favor estoy aún creciendo no esperes q todo se haga de manera rápida todo tiene su tiempo y mi etapa todavía es ser la de un niño q disfruta lo q no pudo tener en el pasado a su forma pero lo hace solo somos unos niños q recién conocemos lo q es la niñez
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
Do not lie to people. People have problems, telling them they are perfect ignores that. Solve your problems. Sorry, can't say much more. Psychopathic after all.
Its fine to be sad, if you are depressed i hope you are doing well but dont end your life. Trust me, you will regret it in the after life. Mark my words. Not only you has a hard life alright? We can get through this, please just dont kill yourself. Dont lose hope, even if no one loves you, listen we are here.
just know even people on the internet care about you and that you're worth everything you have, maybe even more. and im fucking proud of you for staying strong and never giving up. me and others here are here for you if you ever need someone to talk to. we will help with your problems in the best of our ability and help you as long as you let us do it. and take care of yourself, its more important to take care of your well being than destroy yourself for someone to simpily be impressed with you. never think for one fucking second that your worthless or worth less than anyone else in this fucked up place is
it makes me feel a bit more comfortable knowing im not the only one going through hard times, everyone that sees this i hope youre doing okay and wish the best to you
I remember coming to these playlists because I actually felt the lyrics, I think I'm healing because I no longer feel the lyrics, it's hard to describe but I feel like I'm at a point where I dont need vent playlists to feel understood
OK SO CAN I JUST SAY IM quitting my good paying job with benefits to pursue my passions. I am taking a huge risk and if I fail I could end up on the street, but life is too short in my opinion. These songs capture the feeling I have when I think about just how big of a risk I'm taking. I could either hear these songs in the future with happiness, or with defeat. Regardless of which one it is, right now I'm just happy to be vibing :) Don't be scared to pursue what you love, lifes to short to never try
"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy laden, and I will rest." - Jesus Matthew 11:28 Jesus loves you very much. I am healed because of him. And he wants to heal you too. just come to him He is the reason I am alive today.❤ He can redeem your life. He loves u so so so so so so so x infinite times much❤❤❤❤❤❤
Is it just me but when something bad happens you don’t have time to be sad or cry but your have to comfort those around. Look after yourself and always put you first no matter what “don’t light yourself on fire to keep others warm” Also when your parent/guardian says “if your friend jumped off a bridge would you follow” - I’ll be like I’m the one who probably goes first anyway. But yes if my best friend jumped off a bridge, yes, yes a thousand times yes i would follow, probably because they would have been my only friend, my only best friend, the only one who had time for me, the only one who cared about me and the only one who knows I am a human too - love you all hope you get through what ever your going though and if your just here to vibe I’m sorry for the depressing comments x
Hey, don’t be sorry for speaking your mind. I’m so so so proud of you for even just talking and recognizing your emotions. And if you don’t have a friend, I’ll be your friend. And I know you’ll find an amazing friend group who will genuinely support you and will wanna hang out with a great person like you, you’re a great, wonderful, amazing, and thoughtful person. And don’t forget to get some good sleep tonight.
You managed to stay this far I'm fucking proud of you. If it's not okay come see me. Talk to me. If you want to cry, cry. Tears are no more serious. If you're sad relax, take a glass of water, and write your thoughts, then rest and do something you love. don't feel good, inhale and exhale and take a stuffed animal and hold it tight. Don't neglect yourself for something wrong. You have to learn to love yourself no matter what makes us different. If you succeed in accepting yourself, believe me you will be much better than before, just relax listening to music escaping from reality is a way of accepting. don't like,before you love someone love your body.Accept it.I promise you everything will be fine,rest draw do something you really love it's hard to accept yourself but as soon as you do it will you have made you feel s better don't do like me to hate who you are
⚠️VENT⚠️ omg its so crazy how almost about a year ago i would vent to this exact playlist each day. the amount of sadness and sorrow i had gained from being removed from my home to foster care was my breaking point, i was so stress out on everything around me. I wasnt able to sleep for days, i wanted to cry but i couldnt. It wasnt until my foster mom had come to confront me about my self h@rm, my tears welling up to the point where anyone would be able to notice it. I was in elementary school, what made matters worse was when i found out my foster mom had been only keeping me in her house for a year for personal benefit. I was devestated, the only person i trusted had betrayed me. then around 2022 june, i was sent back home entering middle school. but once i came back home and transitioned schools, everyone forgot about the trauma and sadness consuming and piling up. it wasnt until i spoke up about it to CPS to get therapy, once i did, everyone got mad at me. The same people who told me to be honest and let out my feelings, got mad at me for trying to heal what was broken. CPS then ended up giving me therapy, it barely helps tho, only thing they diagonosed me there was PTSD which being untreated, got worse over time. i genuninely hate the foster system.
@@NotKobi69 I know there are people just saying “ I hope you feel better” “I’m sorry” “i love you I’m proud of you for getting this far” But ima actually try to give you some tips some you may not need but if you ever need it it’s here. (IM NOT HATING ON ANYONE THAT SAYS :> THOSE THINGS ) ~things to help~ 1. Sometimes doing a face care routine helps with making you feel better whenever I do it afterwards I feel like my face doesn’t feel tight and that I’m trapped in my own skin 2. Listen to happy music at least 4 times a week my dad once said that ”it’s what we listen to that effects our mood” ofc it’s okay to cry to sad songs tho 3. Hang out with friends at least once a week to free yourself and distract your mind (if you have online friends just talk to them it helps a lot just to talk to someone) 4. Watch a movie that you used to watch when you where younger (that always makes my day) 5. If you have a pet do something with them 6. Do something with your sibling(s) ofc if your comfortable tho 7. Go out in nature trust me it’s the best 8. Draw or write what your feeling and then burn it or rip it into shreds and throw it away or tall about it with a friend 9. Sleep. Just take a nap. 10. Eat your favorite food I hope this helps with something! I love helping people out! But Ik this might not change anything in your personal life but at least it might do something? Also if you don’t have finch it’s a great app it helps with a lot and you can friend people on it so if you want to friend me on it I’ll be glad to friend you! I hope with all my heart you have a great day/night/afternoon! Love, The random person that is trying to Help you
Sometimes, mainly all the time, I feel grateful that we don’t live forever because then you won’t make most of your days and won’t go by the quote “live like there’s no tomorrow” but if you lived forever there would always be a tomorrow - who relates xx
please dont give up i just really love ur songs,vids,everything, so please dont give up u got this!! what matters if u dont got this u can just re-do it and then just realax with ur friends,famliy,wife,husban,besties,pets, or just take care of urself! plz take care! btw im a kid irl also i love ur channel byeee!
This playlist made me feel more comfortable than my family made me. Parents say that don’t trust the internet but they don’t know that strangers can make us feel better then they can. I’m inlove with this playlist ❤️❤️
No one will be with you in your difficult times, those who say they love you, your closest friend, your relative, your mother, your father, your brother, no one will shed light on you when you fall into spiritual darkness, no one will jump into the sea of disappointment to save you while you are swimming in tears, no one will come and give you medicine to see if you have a headache when you are sick. No one will check on you to see if you are tired, but the Moon, which never says it will be there but always appears in the sky at the same time, will always be with you. You can tell it your feelings and smile looking at its gray shine in the black sky. It will shed light on you while you cry in the darkness of your mind. It will listen to you calmly when you cry and when you look at the sky. it smiles at you in its brightest form... The moon is like this, it stands next to you, so every night when you look up and see the moon, put a small smile on your face and smile knowing that the moon is always with you until you die, even if no one in the universe is with you. Smile, cry, express your fear, express your emotions because he does not criticize you, always keeps your secrets and supports you...
If you’re reading this, there is something I want you to know. I want you to know you’re great. You’re great no matter what anyone tells you, just look at how far you’ve gotten! Don’t ever give up, even when times seem rough. And when time seems rough, just think about those good old days, when there was nothing we had to worry about. I know life must be hard, but you are amazing and can always push through. Even if you think no one cares about you, I do. Whenever you feel low and need someone to talk to, I’m here. I’m here so you never give up. I’m here so you always push through. And I’m here whenever you’re at your lowest. You are truly an amazing human, nothing can prove me otherwise. Because even if there were hard times, you managed to push through all by yourself! I just want you to know you’re great. I know I’ve said you’re great a lot, but it’s cause you are. You are truly amazing. Just know, I’ll always love you even if we have never met. I hope I can make your day/night and if I can’t, I hope you will be able to get better. Actually, I know you can! And if you are really at your lowest, just have a conversation with god, our lord. Just pour out your feelings to him, he won’t judge you. God loves you no matter what. God will always be with you and stand by your side. Whenever you need a hug, god won’t hesitate to give you one. Always remember, you are truly amazing for getting this far. Never forget that people love you no matter what, even if it’s not all people. Never give up. Sincerely, Andrew ❤.
2:56 this reminded me of the good times, where I was in a good state of mind, with the people I love. It was oddly calming, it made me forget what pain was, it was the first time in a while where I was crying happy tears.( If you want to hear my story go farther down )⚠️venting⚠️ It was about 11 years ago when my stepfather held me and my siblings in the house by force. He bolted the all the doors shut, and threw my moms cloths and things out the window. Me and my older sisters got scared and we started packing up to leave. It was a hard decision because my younger siblings couldn’t go with us. We tried getting out of the window but he pushed us back, I ran in the bathroom bursting out in tears. I hurry back out and bolt out the window my sisters followed along and then we started calling for help. My sister called her friend to pick us up and we spent the night at her house. ( FYI my mom went out for errands for a long time and my stepdad thought she was cheating with him, and yes my little siblings are fine and still are even after the other event ) Then 9 years ago my mom and stepdad are still together happily and I started to trust him more, but that all changed the night out. I was babysitting my little sibling putting them to bed. When I hear the door open apparently my stepdad came home early and I asked how it went wondering where my mom is. My stepdad interrupted me asking to call my mom and she doesn’t answer. He starts breaking down in tears, i get confused and move to the opposite side of the bed where he isn’t. He stomps downstairs and I try calling my mom a few more times but she still didn’t answer. My stepdad starts yelling at me and asking if she ever answered and I respond saying no and at this point he was scaring me. I closed my door and started packing my things. He begins to bang on my door asking why *I’m* crying and I respond saying that I’m scared of you leave now. He leaves me alone and I start panicking trying to figure out if I should call the police or not. I decided to call them and they ask questions I answered them and they came to my house asking for me. My stepdad seems mad that I called the cops and are now asking me more questions and they start asking my stepdad questions. My mom calls from a different phone saying that she is on her way making sure I’m okay and that we are leaving that night. My mom gets there and starts to pack my little siblings things getting ready to leave. My stepdad gets aggressive and starts askin that for her credit card so she won’t have anything to have when we leave. I go in the closet for a breakdown as the police take him away. We pack some food and we are on the road getting away. ( FYI my mom left her phone in the car on accident when my stepdad drove off without her ) I am now a 20 year old woman in college. Despite of it the trauma being ages ago I started trying to heal myself in a way that isn’t helpful. When I was 15 I thought I needed “physical touch” (aka sexual actions) to feel less lonely but that made things worse for my mental health. I am now in therapy talking about my problems, and living a better life. This is a message telling everyone to choose the right people to trust, and to handle trauma the right way. Love you❤️
There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
To everyone in the comments: I hope you are doing ok. If you need to vent here, that's ok, I wont judge, I dont find you annoying. Ik life is hard right now, but, don't give up. We have all gone through hard things. But everything will get better. You're so strong, I know that, so don't let toxic people bring you down. You are perfect. And I love all of you. Feel free to vent here, to let your feelings out. It's ok to cry. I hope everyone has an amazing day. I love you all! You are all amazing, and I'm proud of you. So, get off your phone, wash your face with cold water, lay down, grab snacks, a blanket, and get some rest. Calm down, it will be okay. Take a warm bath if you need to relax. You are an amazing person. Life isn't fair, but, it will be better, I promise. Everything will be ok. I hope you are doing great today. Go read a book, draw, whatever cheers you up. Go write down your feelings, vent in these replies if you need. Just get these things off your mind. Calm down, listen to Lo-Fi. Do whatever makes you feel better, just please don't hurt yourself. Don't go to the mirror and call yourself ugly. I have important things to tell you. You are important. You are loved. You are beautiful. You are amazing. You are smart. You are the best. You are strong. I love you. I think you're perfect. I am proud of you. Here's alot of virtual hugs! And love!! Don't beat yourself up, ok? You deserve rest. You deserve love. You deserve to eat. You deserve to drink. You deserve care. You deserve positive feelings. Don't listen to any rude people. Don't hurt yourself. Keep living, for me. Keep trying. You aren't worthless You aren't a mistake. You aren't ugly. You aren't stupid. Fat or skinny, No matter the skin color, Boy or girl (or non binary), Whatever sexuality, You are still amazing, And I will still love you so much. Vent here all you want. Cry all you want, it doesn't make you weak. Let it all out. You're gonna be ok. Everything will be better. I am here for you. Thank you for trying. You are all amazing! And again, I Love You. Clear your mind and relax. Don't let people hurt you. It's ok to cry. It's ok. Don't think about bad things, think about all the happy things. YOU ARE AMAZING You have a whole life ahead of you. Don't give up. For me. I hope you all have a good day/night. Put on something comfy, get some rest. Everything is ok. You are safe here. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡ Not mine but I just wanted this to be read by people who need it♥♥
TW:Vent So today i walked my friend over back to my school so his mom could pick him up but my dad got home before me and asked where i was and this also happened on Friday and yesterday my friend comes over everyday after school for snacks and my dad walked in on us hanging out but today my parents told me that i can no longer go to friends houses or hang out with people and i have a trauma trigger with eye contact cuz to this day my mom grabs my face and forces eye contact she tries to do that today but i slapped her hand and wouldn't let her touch me then i told them that i hate my dead name and they said that when i tell teachers my name is Dakota that i'm lying to them and they have given me some serious trauma and they say they arent perfect then expect so much from me and my mom said stuff like ive never been beaten and ive always had food homes and clothes but that doesn't excuse that fact i got abused not physically but abused and neglected and i hate being around them and now i only feel comfortable around my friends and i'm considering running away and i just want to see this birthday which is in exactly a month but idk if i can make it with them as my parents
Your parents need to wake the hell up and do a better job honestly it’s so annoying. Hey I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve gone through especially at a young age as well ❤️ I hope No- I’m demanding this of the universe, of the gods to any higher power out there that things start looking brighter for you, like right now cause this queen right here deserves to be happy (sorry if that seemed kind of cringe but I meant it) I’ll be wishing you all the best and I’m here to talk to if you need!
If your determined on running away, just make sure you have a place to stay, stable source of food and clean water and at least minimal hygiene. Your parents need a wake-up call and i hope they learn that you deserve better parents. You could spend your birthday at a library if you like reading or go to the movie theatres if not. That way you don't have to talk to your parents or be around them. Or you could go for a walk. Good luck with everything and stay safe :]
Omg I'm so sorry! Your parents sound like they need to be better parents. I'm sorry to hear what you've gone through considering your young age. Remember to eat and drink water. Take care of yourself too, I heard those often bring your brain some happiness. You deserve to be happy and you deserve so much better. I believe in you!
OMG you deserve so much f****** better than them they do not deserve you they have no right to hurt you in any way I hope you are okay and just know you are amazing smart beautiful and strong I know you can get through this and if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me if you'd like
A lot of ppl live like that and it’s not fair like it’s like ur stuck in a box and u can’t get out and ur just there scared and telling ur self “When will this ever end” and I hope everyone that replies to this person understands how much ppl have to live like this and how serious it is and I hope ur parents d!e and go to hell one day even though their ur parents 😃🤚🏻 and I hope they understand what they’re doing to u 😨 and all these songs r like life for some ppl and u and one is like mine so i just wish the best for u and ur friends bc ur friends might get in trouble by their parents if urs call theirs and gl passing life with ur parents and no I’m not tryna be mean it’s just ur parents put pressure on u that’s what one of my thoughts r in this comment 😭🤚🏼 btw happy early birthday 🥳 anyways bye/bah (Wish u the best!!)
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around guys
I'm literally doing my art homework at 1 A.M. I'm sad that I can't get the proportions right. Thank you for this, but sadly I don't think it will be able to help me.
People look at me and see my maturity. They see a responsible person who can always be relied on to take care of herself. They see an intelligent, helpful, cheery young woman. They don't see my tears. My mother once told me that my laugh sounded like a creepy cackle. I was six, I think? Now, she tells me that she loves my laugh. Does she know that I only ever changed it for her? She wants me to confide in her. She tells me she wants to know everything about my life. Does she know that she's missing everything about /me/? I have no time to cry. I am busy with connections and fun and schoolwork and I steal the hours of 'therapy' that I can to cry and listen to things like this. I'm full of anger and grief and loneliness and I love my mother but sometimes I hate how she acts and I know that she is my 'biggest fan' or whatever she says and she is a good mother and I just 'need to be nice' and 'need to be sweet' and I just want her to realize that I AM. Is that too much to ask? I'm snarky. I'm spiteful, sometimes. I yell at cardboard boxes when they won't collapse and find spiders adorable. I like to give people nicknames and I like to listen to music and wake up at 4am for alone time. I wish she would see me. I wish I wouldn't have to make her see. I'm done trying to make her see. So why do I still want to cry?
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.
I rarely do vent art because I mostly end up breaking or throwing stuff, but I have managed to make two drawings without tearing or throwing away the page
It really sucks how much childhood trauma affects you as an adult. That's why I love weridcore/traumacore/dreamcore. Feels like it gives me a chance, even if for a couple of minutes, to re-live the past and open those wounds again so they can heal properly. Every song in these genres is able to induce such a strong feeling of nostalgia. I can't help but cry when I listen in. Whether those be tears of joy or sorrow, well, that depends on the day. That's why I liked XXXTentacion's old stuff like "Tightrope" and "Teeth" and "Vice City". It just invokes such an deep emotion. An emotion so deep that I don't believe you could make music like that, or like most stuff in this playlist, unless you've actually hung off the edge a couple of times
To whoever reads this, I know that sometimes parents don't always treat you right and trust me you don't deserve that but know that even though I haven't met you I love you anyways I'm proud of you and you deserve happiness... i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you This is not mine but you can also copy this to make someone's day :>
⚠️vent, de realization ⚠️ So for the past few months I've been feeling like nothing is real, that this is all just a game, I am a character not a player, I feel like I don't controll myself someone else does, or it's me, just a diffent version of myself. So when I feel like this I would write it down in this book, and soon I would start to understand the player controlling me and I understood myself. But I felt that if someone found it I would get in trouble, and I also didn't want anyone to read it, and I also thought I was making it all up for attention, so I burnt it. And with burning that book I think I burnt a part of myself, I destroyed my understanding of what I feel. So now when I feel these things I don't know how to deal with it. I just come to a CZcams comment section so random strangers on the Internet can be burdened with my struggles.
I'm not a person who is like a therapist friend but I really really hope you feel better and remember to drink water and eat food:)) there is a lot of people in CZcams who are every nice:)) and can relate to you..i honestly have a vent book and I sometimes scream in my pillow to help release stress(it kinda really helps me) in my vent book I write on how I feel and maybe some drawings. You should definitely have a vent book tho..i hope you feel better:))
For once, I tried getting noticed that I was on the urge of crying today. My parents didn’t even say a word to me. Now I’m crying the bathroom, with my headphones on full blast listening to this playlist.
Alien blues has always been my favorite song to comfort me due to my self esteem when it comes to my teeth and hygiene. I try my best to take care of my teeth, but they never stop being yellow, and I afraid that once I get braces, they’ll be more yellow than ever. And I won’t have any lollipops to help me cope( it’s coping mechanism for me to eat lollipops when dad to make me feel better) and hearing the song always makes me feel better because it makes me realize I’m not alone and it won’t last forever
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive.
Vent? I think? I’m only 14 and almost done with my first year of high school. I’ve been told it’ll be the best years of my life cuz I get to go out with friends but I’m so busy with dance and school and home chores that I don’t have much time for that. I also relate more to the juniors and seniors cuz I think I matured much faster and don’t fit in with my age group. It leads me to realize that I’m not going to have any friends when they all graduate and I’m going to be stuck with my other classmates. I have too many chores and responsibilities that I feel like I’m in college and not high school. I’m tired and I would say I can’t wait for summer but that’s packed with mandatory morning workouts and dance at night. I never get a break. I’m always working. I just need a week of nothing. :(
I’m in middle school currently so I don’t know to much but I suggest teaching yourself to lucid dream / try reality shifting I do that a lot it’s just a get away for me I do it every night it’s just nice for things to go well at that point in time yk
Hey I know exactly what your going through, that was me 2/3 years ago. I'd have breakdowns every second night because I was so exhausted and honestly if I was to help my past self now all I'd say is just remember that it is just 1 day, in 1 week, in 1 month in the hundreds of months you will live in your life, aka its irrelevant. Nothing will change drastically if you just allow yourself a break
The internet makes me feel safe and at home even though i have bad memories of home I just think the internet is a better home. And thanks everyone for existing you all deserve all the love in the world and remember be yourself and don't give a flying flip about what other people say 😊
same. the internet has been more comforting than my mother's pitiful excuse for comfort. also ive found content creators i love more than her so thats sayin something
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.
“Being equal isnt always fair.” “The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.” “Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.” “Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.” “If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.” “Love those around you because you might never see them
Just me or you can never vent to your friends or they will tell everyone about your problems and start leaving you on read after telling about your life and joking about it? Also, thanks for making this playlist and the comment section a safe place. We all really appreaciate that
i was making a joke about some fictional guys i like in a gc and my boyfriend was in the gc too and he said “it makes me feel like you care about them more than me” so i said “i’m sorry i really don’t i just have problems and they’re my comfort characters” all he said was “wow😠” i opened up all my troubles to him last night and i vented to him so much heh,damn i really thought that i could vent to somebody…pretty stupid of me i feel like he doesn’t deserve everything i told him last night now this sounds so stupid but it really hurt me
@@irl-mikantsumiki hey don’t let anyone make you feel this way we all deserve someone to vent to no one and I mean no one should have to bottle up everything that’s how bad things happen😢
Nobody notices the big and little hints that we give them. All the music at night, always stay in our room, the tears on our beds nobody notices that...
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00:01 - Alien Blues, Vundabar
02:55 - Notion, The rare ocasions
06:10 - Treehouse, Alex G
08:48 - I Can't Handle Change, Roar
12:06 - Jealous, Eyedress
14:09 - Kids, Current Joys
18:27 - Where'd All The Time Go, Dr. Dog
22:19 - Nostalgia, Surf Curse
24:45 - Devil Town, Cavetown
27:43 - Freaks, Surf Curse
30:05 - Ykwim?, Yot club
33:33 - Dark Red, Steve Lacy
36:22 - Young, Vacations
Ty! I was going to do some timestamps..you saved me some time lol
treehouse is by Chelsie dog jsyk
@@sarahwhite1818 the version in the video is by alex g.
Thank u 🙃
wholesome king pfp
It’s strange how strangers comfort us more than our parents
No fucking way im telling my parents how I feel lol
Fr I can't say anything it's always 'your being dramatic' you just want attention '
@@Cat-pq7lhsame but it’s different. all i get is a stop crying, suck it up, etc. my family doesn’t care when i’m sad.❤
honestly. i've just reached the point that ive realized that no one gives a shit about me. isnt that sad for a 13 year old to think.? or anyone really..no teens really know how to comfort anyone anymore because we are all gong though the same shit and have never been taught how to process emotions.. or they say were too young to know what it is to be depressed.. what a sad world it truly is.
Lol I'm not allowed to be sad if I I'm I get told to get over my self and that I'm a little attention Seeking bit#h and then they take away the only things that comfort me like drawing stuff, books, crafting stuff, paper in general, my stuffed animals, ect. Sooo... That's fun :]
*as kids we used to pretend to cry. But now we pretend to feel good and smile..*
r/im14andthisisdeep
@@colors5234okay
This is way too relatable
Real
I realized this at the age of just 10. This shit is the deepest thing I’ve heard.
"When i did everything right no one congragulated me, but when i made one mistake everyone pointed it out and laughed at me"-Albert Einstein
Thats true.
And it hurts I know it does..😢
Womp womp
Il add the context here since the comment is only the quote.
So basically Albert Einstein wasteaching a class and was saying the multiplication table of 9 by order. 9×1 equals 9, 9×2 equals 18 9×2 equals 27... and so on. And then when he made it to 9×9 he said "9×9 equals 81". As soon as Albert said that the whole class started laughing at him. In that moment he said "when i did every question right, no one congratulated me. But, when i made one mistake everyone laughed at me". After Albert Einstein said that the whole class went silent.
shame
Its funny how songs can be more comforting then people sometimes.
Who relates to this....
I cant relate anymore..
i hate people and myself😊
It's true but I still hate myself
Me
I relate to this a lot.
Room: I'll close the door so people won't see you crying
Mirror: don't worry I know your true self
Shower: I won't Make fun of your voice
Pillows: It's okay I'll be here when you cry
Teddys: I don't care if you hate me you can hug me when you're sad
Light: I'll make it dark so you can sleep
TV: I hope I calm you down while watching videos
Mind: I'm great at keeping secrets
Songs: I'll distract you while You thinking something that makes you sad
Blanket: Hug me if you're sad
Food: Eat! Eat! Stop starving yourself
Fan: I hope you'll be okay I am here always so you won't feel hot
AND THEN PEOPLE SAYS< NO ONE CARES ABOUT US~
🖤LOVE YOURSELF 🖤
Aww, thanks bro that really helped
thank you!
I just cant
why did this start to make me cry..
ily sm but i cant love myself
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger.
tysm man
But we didn’t need to be stronger…
We needed to be protected
They are way stronger...they are adults, they know more!
And I'm just a kid!
I'm the kid that goes to school just so people have something to laugh at!
I'm the kid who lost everything and everyone!
I'm the kid that everyone hates!
I'm the kid that doesn't belong there!
I'm the kid that they laugh at!
I'm the kid that pretends to always smile, even if I'm not happy!
I'm the kid to do my best, but it's never good enough!
I'm the kid who if he died, nobody would notice...!
we need more people like u man
lol
Pov: You used to be a happy, cheerful child, but now, all you feel is tiredness and depression for how dark the world that you’ve cared about has become. You want to go back to the good old days but there’s no going back now. But you can do it, you might not understand yet, but you will live on and move on. I believe in you!
This made me cry thank you
That made me cry a bit lol
Not even as a kid lmao I knew everything
its sorta true
Now I'm figuring that out I'm 63y old😮😅😂❤
It's really a nice feeling to read the comments and see how strangers actually cared about us, more than our parents
wait arent you fatherless tho (just kidding just kidding dont worry i support you too man you can get through this)
True
i only can say:
my mother let me felt like shit and the comments are the only one who i can be where i'm...
My parents didn't really care anyway😊
@@ieshareneau1411 me neither
Is it just me or whenever you feel sad you feel like you're not actually sad and you're just seeking attention? :,)
i genuinely agree. when im sad im like "stfu you're just being sad for the hell of it so someone feels bad for you"
@@CSRFFCL fr
Has something to do with embarrassment.
@@flandera9965 It does?
This is the point lol u get no attention feel sad lonely etc.
Weird how CZcamsrs can comfort me and make me feel better than my own parents and friends
True but i have one freind that i trust but we allmoast text call but when one neads the other one he is there for me just like im there for him sad i didnt relise sooner
If I told my parents how I felt, I would be embarrassed telling my mom, and yelled at and criticized by my dad if I told my dad. If I told my friends, it wouldn’t make a difference. They would forget it in a matter of seconds. And just act like I wasn’t going through depression and suffering mentally.
Hey mate, is it going any better?
I love you.
Honestly,yeah,same here
This Playlist hits different when you are a kid...
fr
True
I know there is something wrong with me, but I'm always questioning and I always feel like I'm just overreacting or seaking attention. And that point is only ever reanforced because I'm still young
@@user-om3yy6tp3jsame I hope you feel better 7:44
Yea
love how people who can relate to each other be better than therapists
So true
Reminders for sleep :D
DONT FORGET TO!!
~ Plug in devices that need to be charged.
~ Have a shower/change clothes (if you can)
~ Brush your teeth (if you can)
~ Put in your retainer (if you need to)
~ Take medication (if you need to)
~ Set/check alarms
~ Check/lock all doors
~ Check/turn off all lights (if need be)
~ Go to the bathroom
~ Feed/check Pets (if you need to)
~ Say goodnight/call love ones
~ Get stuffed animals (if you need to)
QOUTE :)
~ Those who matter, don’t mind. Those who mind, don’t matter.
(So only care about the people who really matter to you. Don’t take the opinion of people who you don’t care about.)
I Love you random person reading this
thank you sm, love you ❤️
take care of yourself too
thank you
Thanks 😄
thank you, sam
Thank you so much Sam love yall
sending virtual hugs to everyone who is having a rough day
So sweet!!
Lets do our best
Thank you❤❤❤
thank you very much, you can also get a hug from me if you have a bad day or something
IM SENDING EVEN MORE HUGS RIGHT BACK TO YOU!
Really thank you,I needed that.
sending a virtual hug to anyone who needs it, stay strong guys! i understand what your going through, i myself am suffering anxiety so this playlist helps alot thank you!
I could actually feel that hug and I started crying. You are a beautiful person. And a beautiful wonderful blessing. Have a great life.
I'm broken
I’m suffering with depression, social anxiety, and self harm. I have a lot of trauma so I can’t tell it
For almost everyone that commented nice things in many vent playlists, thank you because you all helped me to not cut
remember your skin isnt paper dont cut it your neck isnt a coat dont hang it your life isnt a movie dont end it yor heart isnt a door dont lock it your not an object dont let people use you as one... be strong :> btw i only made up the your body isnt a object so yeah but i think you needed to hear it haha i dont know if you see this but if you do dont let peoples words get to you only the good things in life is the things to remember and cherish not the bad things haha i just made that up well uhh sorry if this was really *LONG*
so haha.... yeah
@@haiden4742how the fuck are you better then my therapist?
@@haiden4742thank you :)
Hun, as someone who uses -$H- as a coping mechanism, it’s alright, but I’d like you to stay strong, and don’t give up, *try your hardest to stay clean!* it’s alright if you accidentally ‘slip up’ and relapse ❤
I’m trying to stay strong as well, but I really do still miss the feeling. I still have the razor. I just can’t get rid of it.
To anyone reading this:
I’m so fucking proud of you, you have made it so far and have not given up, I love you so much I would be so sad if you left, I care about you so much and there are so many people that care about you. Think about the amazing things that will come out of life and the amazing things that you will not be able to have if you leave, graduating, movie nights, friends, family, food, dating, having kids, listening to your favorite song, watch your favorite tv show, sports. (etc.) So please, please don’t give up! I am so proud of you! I know it may be hard to see but things WILL get better!! You have come so far, please remember to take care of yourself, try to eat and drink smt even it’s a little bit. I BELIVE IN YOU!!! :):) Much love - a random stranger
this made me cry, thank you so much
@@wandererskitten ofc 💕
just gonna leave this here so incase if I get a notification, I will be reminded to come back here.
Thank you I really needed that my mom just passed and everything is just falling apart thank you so much
@@Kim-td5pc I’m so sorry about you mom, everything will be alright ❤️
I hate how my parents won’t ever understand why I listen to music like this and why I call it my “get away” music when it’s sad or depressing. Music like this makes me feel emotions that I have to suppress because no one will care and just call me an emotional cry baby. It really is my get away
Im sorry your parents don't understand..but im glad that these playlists help you! Im sorry people dont care and call you stuff. i do care and i think youre a good person becuase lots of people can relate to you:)
I wish you well, stay safe
@@jiggilyfumbulus2547 i wish you well, stay safe
literally me. i have playlists that i play whenever i’m feeling certain moods that i feel like i have to suppress, even if just a little bit, because they’ll be seen as over dramatic, over sensitive, and when i try to tell her how i feel for the millionth time, she’ll just sigh at me when i start getting emotional while lashing out at her. how can i tell you anything if you won’t even listen, understand and help me through it? some kind of mother she is.
@@peachypufff i wish you well, take care
I loved how mostly everyone in the comments just vent and express how they have felt while listening to this playlist. Ik we've been through alot these days, but I am hoping you are doing alright. Please do not ever believe the negativity that those other people spit out to you. And tbh, receiving comfort messages from random strangers made my day. After reading these heart warming comments, it truly made me smile. Ily and please do stay safe and healthy ..
Stay safe and healthy too, please. You are a very good person in this world
Your a worderful person!! stay safe and healthy too!! if your sad you can write down everything your happy about!! then you can remember all the good things even in bad times friend @Meiaiaiai
@@rebeckatrujillo9406 You Too!!!!
You made me start crying, also the same for you, you are amazing, and one of the kindest people!
Nobody thinks your pretty
Nobody cares when you cry
Nobody wants to be friends with you
Nobody cares when you talk
Nobody cares if you die
Nobody cares if you hurt yourself
Nobody loves you
Nobody cares about you metal heath
Nobody whats to talk to you
Hi my name is Nobody
I'm only 10 and my mom pressures me so much. Sometimes I wish I could yell at her : " I'M JUST A KID! NOT A PERSON FOR YOU TO BLAME EVERYTHING ON! I AM YOUR CHILD, NOT ANOTHER PARENT TO VENT TO..."
Awh I wish I could give you a hug rn❤️
i'm barely 8
I feel you.. I'm only 12, I hope you're doing okay, now. It's not your fault, they are just mad at their selves so the take it out on you.
@@FrenchPatato agreed
Yes it happens a lot
(I'm 11, everyone always told me to act like a kid 'cause sometimes I'm more adult than the owners adults. When you are pressured to grow up you get mature for your age.)
to be honest i dont know what to feel anymore.
Hey it’s ok! Idk what your going through with but i will be there for you everyone deserves someone. Sometimes I feel like that too, but I promise it’ll be alright!
@@pixiestar4260 stooop im crying your to nice😭🫂
Same I feel numb as hell. But we’ll get better. ❤️🩹
Same. My dad’s screaming used to scare me but I think he’s successfully broke me. I don’t feel anything anymore.
It's better to feel something than nothing at all
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
How'd you know I was doing art late up at night lmao-
@@rosieanderson9797 idk lol-
Even though I think of myself as ''Inperfect'' This made me feel better about myself :)
I love you so much person I barely know
This is the most sincere and helpful thing I've ever heard in my life. Thank you.
i relate to this.
well, if you really need this:
You are wonderful! don't give up on your life:) i am proud of you for still standing after all the things that happened in your personal life. i may not know everything and anything, but i know it's hard and difficult for you. Life is hard, tiring, and difficult, isn't it? we all go through that phase and chapter together, you're not alone, other people feel it with you too. so if you ever think that you aren't enough, please don't think so. you are created for a reason, you have a lot of potential for living, you can't miss events and futures that are waiting for you, you're brave and really strong for handling, standing while in this situation. so don't end it please, you've climbed a lot of chapters on your life, you don't want to lose it don't you? your life isn't a story, please don't end it. I'm really really proud of you! things are gonna get better one day, hun. i'm sure.
You're wonderful! you are strong! you are brave! you are beautiful! you are handsome! you are cool! you are great! you've come so far, i am really proud! you are amazing! you are phenomenal! just to let you know, you are doing great! you are doing well! good job! don't let anyone rule or tell otherwise about you!
Well, if you have any hobbies, passions for something, etc. do try to improve what you're doing! you're doing amazing! don't let anybody, anyone rule or tell you what to do. you do you! it's your life afterall, it's time for you to shine! it's your spotlight! go after it! :D
If you are feeling insecure, well i wanna tell you something. it's normal to feel insecure, feeling insecure about something makes us more motivated and encouraged to change ourselves, and improve ourselves to change what we are insecure of. as i said earlier, you are created for a reason. the reason you were created, is because you need to live a life that you are in right now. and, the life you are in right now, is really worth living for it. even if it's getting worse, or horrible, it is still worth living in this state. because, it will soon, one day be better. so enjoy life while you still can!
:D
🤗 sending virtual hugs! :)
It’s crazy how strangers on the internet understand and care about us more than our parents.
are you doing ok? just asking.
my personal life is getting better, thank you for asking @@Stanmarshfnaf and, are you okay ??
I love the beginning where is said "I hope you are doing good :)"
and "your loved by me" it made me feel appreciated by someone.
Most playlists don't have that so I decided to put it in there:)) everyone deserves to be loved
@@sw4gc0reit made my day
I’m proud of you I love you and I’m grateful you are alive!
For everyone who hear this playlist...stay strong (◔‿◔)
I'm really trying.
It's very hard, but I'm trying.
And I hope you stay strong to 😊
I am trying... I can't really...
😢😢😢😢😢
I'm try really hard but I am at the point I'm going to break 💔
@@_shining_stars_X-same
Mirror won't judge your looks
Showers won't judge your voice
Pillow we'll hold your tears and screams
Blanket protects you
Bed comforts you
Music helps you cry more has you can
I am proud of you being healthy
I am proud of you drinking water or anything
I am proud of you standing up
I am proud of you sleeping
I am proud of you blinking
I am proud of you eating
I am proud of you siting
I am proud of you laying down
I am proud of you crawling
I am proud of you walking
I am proud of you smiling
I am proud of you crying
I am proud of you reading
I am proud of you baking
I am proud of you holding stuff
I AM PROUD OF YOU❤
your not compared to anyone
Your not ugly
Your beautiful and loving and don't forget the most thing your gods little angel❤
This spell isn't mine, spread it to the whole world to make their day better ❤
Thank you. Very much
im a minor back off. pedo
:,)
The fact that almost everyone here finds it more comfortable to vent to strangers rather than parents or therapists just shows how scared we are to talk about it because we feel like we will get made fun of, just me?.
im with you
im with you, ppl dont really care what say.
Let's appreciate the Internet for being the family and friends we all deserve :)
ah yes the one thing most parents dont trust. i love it :)
:))
Thank you internet 💖
Yeah!
So true
there was a teacher at my primary school... he kept staring at me and smiling, even asking weird personal questions to me. I felt so uncomfortable, i think he knew but wouldnt control his 'love' for myself. I was too scared to tell anybody but the even worse thing is..
the man was WAY older than me.
he was about 67 with a wife and kids. but he chooses to love a child while he's teaching. ABSOLUTLEY DISGUSTING. he should NOT have the right to do anything like this at that age, shoule be more responsible and know that i didnt like it. he was always daydreaming and saying hello while giggling.
I hated it.
If you read this, THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥹😭
edit: hes still doing this.
W H A T
grul l thats sad..and i can feel you , you should tell your parents? or police ?
Hun, don’t be afraid to talk to the head, or whoever it is, for me if I ever need to have a ‘conversation’ with the head teacher, I just ask the teacher (whoever it is) that when they can to phone and see if I could talk to her, but idk ur situation, look after yourself, alright? ❤
To the fathers and mothers out there before you go “protect your daughters” teach your sons
plz stay safe i hope your ok🥺
My heart goes out to all of those who aren't even teens and still understand this pain. Me included. You need to keep living. If you go now, you'll miss so many things. Your sweet 16, driving legally for the first time. Drinking and smoking legally for the first time. For those who are in their teens, i'm proud of you. You've made it this far, you can keep going. I believe in you. Keep going for me, little one. All the sweet little kids out there. Know that i'm your new dad now. You can reply to this comment and tell me about your troubles, I will make sure to respond to each and every one of them. You can do this, my shining star. :D
Well I'm alnost 16 but I can't concentrate on my studies 😢 Cause I'm too lazy to study😅 So do u have any solution🤌
I’m only 12 and I’m suffering, I cry almost every night cause of how stressful life is. People never notice my accomplishments, but they always notice my faults, why is that? Is it because I need to be perfect?
@@Markiplier-forever People overlook things. It's a terrible feature many people have. But with your accomplishments, I want to congratulate you. What you did is special and I'm sorry you didn't get that recognition. Also, no, you don't need to be perfect, because no one is. Almost everyone points out each others faults to ignore their own. You don't need to fix anything. If you feel like no one else does, just remember, even though I don't know you, your life matters to me. I will always care for you, even though I don't know you, I will always keep you safe in my mind. I know you can break your cycle of suffering. Just keep going, and one day, you'll know you've been freed from your suffering.
@@Markiplier-forever I fall into the same boat. Only pointing out what I did that you didn't want and not what you wanted me to do. It sucks.
Not that young but the sentence "I'm your dad now" made me tear up.my dad has been mostly absent since he met his new girlfriend
Unforgettable
Your image like a photograph ingrained
Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
A forest of questions to explore
What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
Like little beams of light they dart around
Like raindrops unsure where to fall
It was by chance that you would look at me
A raindrop would land and startle me
Like a summer storm I fell
To run out, jump into the open air
To swim to an island ashore
To share a dance with you
It was a vivid dream, then
It was but a dream
I looked away
But did not forget
Your smile,
A childish grin
So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
My reflection of you, is fading ever so
Into little ripples of the lake
I looked away
But did not forget
Your voice,
When I heard it first
It wasn’t vast like the ocean
Nor was it like the sky or clouds
Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
Still I remember when it called my name
Each grain would fall
Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
I longed to hold it my hands
But I looked away
Still I did not forget
Your laugh,
It was like the rain at night
It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
Like a child and its bedtime story,
I was drawn to the sound of it
And never would I have enough
But I looked away
And still, I did not forget
Your hands,
They were distant planets foreign to me
I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
To somehow venture through the void
But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
And soon, I knew, you would be gone
So I looked away
But could not forget
Your shoulders,
Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
Nor lean to be exact
But strong, and lightly tan
Like an architect’s design
Like a smooth clay figurine
I glanced upon your physique, your frame
But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
Then I looked away
But did not forget
Your hair,
Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
Always fell perfectly around your eyes
Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
Like a work of art, calling out on display,
That stood out from all the rest
I loved all your colors and depth
And when I looked away
I did not forget
Your kindness,
It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
Nor was it the least fake or false
It was quiet, sweet
Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
It came when least expected,
Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
But with it, you stole my heart
You were the only one
And all I did was look away
Though, never forget
You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
And like that,
Gone all too soon,
Your glow fell beneath the earth,
Your colors faded into the sea,
But still, an image I can recall
You were unforgettable.
this is a fun or a sad fact?
that people I don't even know on the Internet can comfort and make me feel appreciated more than my family can?
Sad. It is definitely sad. I hope you feel better if anything is wrong!!
i related to this a bit to much
It's sad but relatable
I like how parents say you cant trust people on the internet. Their just keeping us from talking to people that actually make us fell better
its definitely a sad fact, the good thing about is you can have a mental breakdown for him at midnight and online friends cant go to ur parents because its online, thats what make online friends good
this playlist fits my everyday mood
my parents will never understand.
i just run up to my room and cry.
when my parents call me down and ask what i was doing up there
i would just say listening to music or doing art.
i could never vent to my parents and i mean ever.
they just wouldn't understand.
I think I can relate to that, I can NOT vent to my parents at all and if I did I'll just give a speech like I do in my mind self talk and everything I'd be yelling my heart out! That's why I listen to blue music after that I'll just get bored and continue watching other vids am so sorry for what you're going through😥I hope everything gets better for you
I tried telling my parents how I felt and they just said “it’s NORMAL”. they think just because they “are great parents” (which they aren’t) I couldn’t possibly have anything wrong with me. They don’t know how I feel, they don’t know how I cry to myself. Parents are so ignorant sometimes . They need to learn that nice things don’t always mean happiness
I hope you get better
I relate to that, but i only have a mother
Same
I could NEVER tell my parents what go through
From being made fun of at school to stuff at home
They wouldn’t understand
That’s why I hide a vent sketch book in my backpack,I only take it out when I’m alone
Same problem and soon it will go away like me, I hope you have a beautiful day :)
I suddenly remembered when I was 4 years old and I was crying alone in my room bc my parents were arguing how useless I was and at that time I cried all my hearts out and all of the sudden, I felt someone arms wrapped around me even though there was no one. It's creepy but also comforting. I felt safe that day and it won't get out of my head.
AND THIS IS FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW 100 REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU!!
1. You make me happy.
2. You dare me to be a better version of myself.
3. You follow me and you push me.
4. You love me in the times when I’m not capable to love myself.
5. You love me in times when I act like I don’t love you.
6. You forgive me quickly.
7. You understand me. And when you don’t, you do everything and you go all in to get clarity about the things you don’t understand.
8. You respect my boundaries. And you dare to cross them when you are sure you know better.
9. You accept my sadness and my anger and you live in harmony with them.
10. You see and you love the next best version of me.
11. You open yourself up for me.
12. You are truthful and vulnerable with me.
13. You don’t play games.
14. You throw away the masks that don’t serve you.
15. You are doing everything to become a better man for yourself and for us.
16. You are courageous.
17. You listen to me when you know I’m right.
18. You go to therapy.
19. You take care of your body.
20. You nourish your relationship with your family.
21. You have the most wonderful eyes. Not just „beautiful blue eyes“. But the eyes I look into when I’m not sure if you love me and when I’m not sure if I love you and their answer is always „yes“.
22. You have a gentle, innocent smile that always comforts me.
23. You are sad and you share your sadness with me.
24. You have the smoothest skin. I could spend hours just watching and caressing it.
25. You have beautiful strong hands that turn me on and make me feel safe.
26. You have a beautiful cock that satisfies me, energies me and reminds me I belong to you.
27. Your beautiful back and shoulders give you the power to take me and to conquer me.
28. Your have a beautiful man’s butt for therapeutic squeezing.
29. Your energy is clean and bright.
30. You have a gentle and calming voice that soothes me when I’m upset.
31. The stories you’re writing amuse me and inspire me.
32. You are the only person who makes me laugh more then I can make myself laugh.
33. You amuse me, make me laugh and inspire me by reading me your stories out loud.
34. You know so much about everything and I love it when you tell me about history and all the other things I know little about.
35. You know how to calm me down when I’m sad.
36. You share your power with me when I’m weak.
37. You have a unique style and you’re cool.
38. You are handsome, sexy and attractive.
39. Your sexuality is strong and you share it with me.
40. You are smart and a fast learner.
41. You managed to gain more of my thrust then anyone before.
42. You are the first person I gave my financial dependence to.
43. You teach me how to love unconditionally.
44. You let me be myself and you encourage me to find more of myself.
45. You invest in yourself.
46. You trust my intuition.
47. You made the first move.
48. You care for me and you look after me.
49. You love and you care about our dog.
50. You respect my friends and you make an effort together with me to nourish that relationships.
51. When I’m stuck, you help me find a solution.
52. You always drop me off and pick me up when I travel alone.
53. You give your best to make it easy for me when life gets tough.
54. You care to know how I feel in every moment.
55. You love expensive and beautiful pleasures and you incorporate them in our life, when we can afford it.
56. You are reliable.
57. You bravely listen and accept my complaints.
58. You care about my relationship with my parents.
59. You care about my success and my happiness.
60. You care about my body, you love it and you accept it.
61. You have a strong faith.
62. You let me give you a massage and you dedicate yourself to give me a massage.
63. You chose me and you continue to choose me.
64. You kiss me soft and tender, always and everywhere.
65. You practice yoga with me.
66. You remind me to drink water.
67. You encourage me to write.
68. You are shy and you’re letting me see it.
69. You know how to take me boldly, wildly and strong while we have sex.
70. You know how to force me to the edge of fear.
71. You are gentle and thoughtful.
72. You dare to show me all your faces.
73. You write a journal.
74. You are clean.
75. You love and enjoy the nature and the sea.
76. You are ready to do any house choir I ask you to.
77. You wash the dishes more often then I do.
78. You are ready to take risk and make life changing decisions for me.
79. You threw away most of your chlothes I hated.
80. You are ready to build our big bright future with me.
81. You are ready to do anything to heal my pain.
82. You share with me all that you have.
83. I’m not afraid to fall, ’cause I know you are there to catch me.
84. You care about your male friends and you are actively working on those relationships.
85. People love you and everyone enjoys your company, especially the kids.
86. You know how to feed us when I’m not capable to do that.
87. You are strongly connected to your roots and your parent’s home towns.
88. You tought me to understand and enjoy nature on a deeper level.
89. You are able to live any life style life brigs us.
90. You kiss, love and take my breasts and my pussy.
91. You are tearing down my walls gentle and patient.
92. You don’t hesitate to hush me down and lead us when it’s necessary.
93. You wrote me two beautiful pieces.
94. You listened to your heart when we started our journey and you did all the right moves.
95. When you kissed me for the first time, it was at the right moment at the right place. It will always be one of my favorite memories.
96. You care about my opinion and we make all the important decisions together.
97. You call me all the sweet nicknames and you kiss me when you leave and come back home.
98. You hug me and hold me before we fall asleep.
99. You are wonderful for at least 100 more reasons.
100. I love you for at least 100 more reasons.
Those reasons were odd.. 69, 90, 91 were really odd. I don’t know you 😳
I love how you smile
I love how to talk
I love when you do what you love
I love how you walk
I love how you run
I love how you sound
I love how you keep pushing through
I love how you love
I love when you're happy
I love how you're not giving up
I'm proud of you
Dont give up
For the people who need it
thank you so much
this made me cry but thank you anyways
I love you.
Does anyone feel like they don’t cry enough? Like in sad situations you don’t cry, you just comfort anyone around you.
Yes
No i wish. Im such a crybaby and my bestie behind my back said i was a crybaby 😊😊😊😊
Real i can‘t cry even if i try to
I love you.
I have the opposite problem,I cry too much
I find it funny how our own family members don’t see us suffering, our tears, scars, etc but what they do see is our smallest mistakes and not understanding a thing when we finally want to come out to them and tell them what’s going on and they usually just compare us or ignore us…
I’m so sorry for all that has to go through all of this and others that deal with other things u name it, I just want to say don’t give up I love each and every one of y’all
Nobody says anything when I have straight a’s up until middle school, but when my grades drop because of how stressed I was, they point it out to everyone and twist it so badly, A’s become B’s, B’s become C’s, and don’t even think of getting a D because your teacher doesn’t give makeup work, or your failing. And you can’t tell anyone your stressed because ‘it’s JUST your depression’ or ‘with that attitude you’re gonna end up on more medicine.’ You can’t win.
@@PaintBucket-13you can’t win a dog you’ve already lost either way :_)
i kinda feel like my parents would do that even tho ik theyre not gna do that
Thanks so much for the support we all needed it
Too true
The thing is.. Is that im actually still a kid..
Real so am I..
Yep…
i hope things get better for you, im here if u need someone to talk to
All of you have the biggest hearts I’ve seen in awhile and whoever is on this video just know there’s people out here who love you and proud of you like me I’m proud of you for breathing that might not seem like much but it makes a difference we love you ♥️
-Tragic stars 11/26/2023
Hope you guys have a great life
“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean. But you never know how deep the rock goes”
⚠️small vent⚠️
I really am just a kid. I'm only 16 and I'm going to the doctor's in 3 days because I may have Alopecia because of all the stress I'm having. And then 2 days after I go back to college, I literally have a performance that we were given 5 weeks to learn an entire script, dances and singing to. I have memory repression also so it's stressing me out not remembering everything I need to. My dance teacher isn't helping at all. She's telling me I won't be able to pass and I may be kicked off the course because of my mental health. I have a huge mistrust in therapists and now I'm basically being forced to see a therapist if I want to stay on my course. And it really doesn't help where my mum is relaying her trauma onto me, and making me do things she had to do as a kid. She thinks it's making me a better kid, but it's basically robbing me of my childhood. I don't even remember anything from 3 weeks ago and onwards... I literally broke down on a call to my only two trustworthy friends because I couldn't hold in the tears anymore...
Honestly I don't have good good memory but I do have some memory of what happened last week. I can't relate to you and I'm not even a good therapist friend but you can definitely and always vent here in the replies if you'd like
@@sw4gc0re I'm just appreciative you took the time to read
I'm sorry abt all the stress going on hope your better soon
stress is the worst :(
@@ameliatessmann4705 I hope so! I've told my mum finally and she's trying her best to help me, I may not be 100% fine afterwards but I'll be at least a little bit better
Why is it that I can feel so much comfort and safety from a stranger and not the people I think would understand me the most ❤
cuz when you speak to the usual people all the cards are on the table, i felt like my friendgroup isnt the one i really wanna open up to cuz so many cards are on the table there, so i just found another one and its honestly a pretty good decision to make in my eyes
This playlist is literally the only stress reliever I have rn, to who ever is reading this, you’re doing great and I’m so proud of you, you are so important in this world and you deserve all the love and happiness that could ever be given, please don’t give up so soon, you’ve come so far :)
Remember, people who made these songs have suffered what you are suffering. They understand your pain, that's why they made these songs. You're never alone, just know that please.
im suffering with them
or some artists just wanted some people to express their feelings with a song so they can express instead of words because they actually get them and want to comfort them with a song they can relate to.
i havent suffered that much im js a little deppersso if u feel me pooks
i feel you books
thanks mate. btw is that rengoku???
I love playlists like this. My parents will never understand why I listen to this type of music. Im not a "depressed pre-teen" I just understand this music. It makes me feel im not alone,
Not alone in sadness, not alone in feeling to younge for this. I also love reading the comments. You see so many people that are similar to you, that understand you. And some different but you still understand the feeling.
i feel the exact same way
same but at school
and home
Me too 😢
"To those left behind, abandoned and blue,
Hold tight to hope, for it will see you through.
In unity, we heal and bravely rise,
For love, the strongest bond in any guise."
This is a small section from a poem that I recently made basically, but this part reminds me no matter waht happens you will learn and become stronger. You just have to fight first. It's mainly talking about being abandoned but even if you weren't it works the same way, you learn and break and need to grow stronger to get better. But it takes time, lots of time.
I know your trying your hardest. Don’t give up now❤ your not alone. I am extremely proud of you.
Just finished having a mental breakdown, i was telling myself to go die i told myself i was a mistake, i told myself to commit, this playlist really is making me happier and i dont know why-
I hope your better now
Hope ur better
Just did that not even 5 minutes ago I’m not alone
I hope you are better
I love you no matter what
"I'm not crying, you're crying!!"
In all seriousness i started crying to this playlist, good work damn.
im fine...
I love you. Both of you.
You know when you just want someone so close to you relationship wise, that they will open their arms to you and you run in for a hug that lasts for eternity...
cuando eramos niños no nos preocupabamos de casi nada mas q vivir la vida a como de lugar y disfrutar pero ahora a todos esos recuerdos calidos por alguna razón no llenan tu corazón te sientes vacío a pesar de tenerlo "todo" "por que estas cansadx si no ¿No haces nada?" esto y lo otro por favor estoy aún creciendo no esperes q todo se haga de manera rápida todo tiene su tiempo y mi etapa todavía es ser la de un niño q disfruta lo q no pudo tener en el pasado a su forma pero lo hace solo somos unos niños q recién conocemos lo q es la niñez
If you need it: :)
...thank you..
This made me cry
It’s the next day this reminded me that I have to go through my life even though it’s very stressful
Thank you so much I really needed that
I started crying because of this it made my day thanks
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
:(. thank you.
@@ericaradcliff711 Don't give up because
of one bad chapter in your life. Keep going.
Your story doesn't end here.
Do not lie to people. People have problems, telling them they are perfect ignores that. Solve your problems. Sorry, can't say much more. Psychopathic after all.
@@fatfag2290 I like that you get to the point ☝️ lol I have insomnia and people think that I've gone crazy lol
@@Hitkendlofi good things don’t happen to heroes.
Its fine to be sad, if you are depressed i hope you are doing well but dont end your life. Trust me, you will regret it in the after life. Mark my words. Not only you has a hard life alright? We can get through this, please just dont kill yourself. Dont lose hope, even if no one loves you, listen we are here.
this is actually one of my favorite playlist of songs ever!
If you see this.. you are amazing and beautiful, I’m so proud of you making it this far! Don’t give up I’m here for you❤
Thank you ❤️
Thanks lovely
You saved my life. You are my hero.idc who you are. But thank you from the nightmare.
Thank you I really need it right now❤
I’m giving up even more!
You know its a good playlist when it starts with "alien blues" and has a relatable title too
just know even people on the internet care about you and that you're worth everything you have, maybe even more. and im fucking proud of you for staying strong and never giving up. me and others here are here for you if you ever need someone to talk to. we will help with your problems in the best of our ability and help you as long as you let us do it. and take care of yourself, its more important to take care of your well being than destroy yourself for someone to simpily be impressed with you. never think for one fucking second that your worthless or worth less than anyone else in this fucked up place is
It feels so weird considering strangers comfort me so much more than my parents ever will.
it makes me feel a bit more comfortable knowing im not the only one going through hard times, everyone that sees this i hope youre doing okay and wish the best to you
Thanks. Wish the best to you too.
I remember coming to these playlists because I actually felt the lyrics, I think I'm healing because I no longer feel the lyrics, it's hard to describe but I feel like I'm at a point where I dont need vent playlists to feel understood
i'm at that point too finally healing! I hope we can both continue healing!
Imagine healing, I am still traumatized.
I don't really know why but reading that I felt so proud of you
to whoever reads this,
i love you
OK SO CAN I JUST SAY IM quitting my good paying job with benefits to pursue my passions. I am taking a huge risk and if I fail I could end up on the street, but life is too short in my opinion. These songs capture the feeling I have when I think about just how big of a risk I'm taking. I could either hear these songs in the future with happiness, or with defeat. Regardless of which one it is, right now I'm just happy to be vibing :)
Don't be scared to pursue what you love, lifes to short to never try
Good luck, and don't give up! I hope you will be able to pursue your dream, sooner or later :D
Good luck to you and I really hope you'll succeed in what you love (^^)
good luck king
i hope it goes well for you! gotta respect that passion
Good luck! I hope you succeed!
I love crying my eyes out with this playlist, infact, I'm crying right now
Me too :}
"Come to me, all who are weary and heavy laden, and I will rest." - Jesus
Matthew 11:28 Jesus loves you very much. I am healed because of him. And he wants to heal you too. just come to him He is the reason I am alive today.❤
He can redeem your life. He loves u so so so so so so so x infinite times much❤❤❤❤❤❤
You good?
@@grizzly0966 who me ? I don't know
Same for all of us some of us are young and we all have problems but these playlists help alot...
*From: a depressed 10 year old...*
i love this playlist, i listen to it everyday even at school :D!!
Is it just me but when something bad happens you don’t have time to be sad or cry but your have to comfort those around.
Look after yourself and always put you first no matter what “don’t light yourself on fire to keep others warm”
Also when your parent/guardian says “if your friend jumped off a bridge would you follow” - I’ll be like I’m the one who probably goes first anyway. But yes if my best friend jumped off a bridge, yes, yes a thousand times yes i would follow, probably because they would have been my only friend, my only best friend, the only one who had time for me, the only one who cared about me and the only one who knows I am a human too
- love you all hope you get through what ever your going though and if your just here to vibe I’m sorry for the depressing comments x
Hey, don’t be sorry for speaking your mind. I’m so so so proud of you for even just talking and recognizing your emotions. And if you don’t have a friend, I’ll be your friend. And I know you’ll find an amazing friend group who will genuinely support you and will wanna hang out with a great person like you, you’re a great, wonderful, amazing, and thoughtful person. And don’t forget to get some good sleep tonight.
You managed to stay this far I'm fucking proud of you. If it's not okay come see me. Talk to me. If you want to cry, cry. Tears are no more serious. If you're sad relax, take a glass of water, and write your thoughts, then rest and do something you love. don't feel good, inhale and exhale and take a stuffed animal and hold it tight. Don't neglect yourself for something wrong. You have to learn to love yourself no matter what makes us different. If you succeed in accepting yourself, believe me you will be much better than before, just relax listening to music escaping from reality is a way of accepting. don't like,before you love someone love your body.Accept it.I promise you everything will be fine,rest draw do something you really love it's hard to accept yourself but as soon as you do it will you have made you feel s better don't do like me to hate who you are
Thanks for the advice it helps alot
There’s no point in doing any of this because it’ll be back eventually, stronger than ever, resistant to everything I throw at it.
Thank you, love:}
ur my fav person rn.
u promise everything will be alright but now, nothings fixed? Do u have an explanation???
⚠️VENT⚠️
omg its so crazy how almost about a year ago i would vent to this exact playlist each day. the amount of sadness and sorrow i had gained from being removed from my home to foster care was my breaking point, i was so stress out on everything around me. I wasnt able to sleep for days, i wanted to cry but i couldnt. It wasnt until my foster mom had come to confront me about my self h@rm, my tears welling up to the point where anyone would be able to notice it. I was in elementary school, what made matters worse was when i found out my foster mom had been only keeping me in her house for a year for personal benefit. I was devestated, the only person i trusted had betrayed me. then around 2022 june, i was sent back home entering middle school. but once i came back home and transitioned schools, everyone forgot about the trauma and sadness consuming and piling up. it wasnt until i spoke up about it to CPS to get therapy, once i did, everyone got mad at me. The same people who told me to be honest and let out my feelings, got mad at me for trying to heal what was broken. CPS then ended up giving me therapy, it barely helps tho, only thing they diagonosed me there was PTSD which being untreated, got worse over time. i genuninely hate the foster system.
I love you, and I’m proud of you for getting this far ❤ - sincerely, a random stranger on the internet
im so so sorry. really. its ok. u r safe here. we love you. im sorry.
Damn man I hope you will feel better ❤. I wish you prosperity and don't forget to chase after your dreams
@@NotKobi69 I know there are people just saying “ I hope you feel better” “I’m sorry” “i love you I’m proud of you for getting this far”
But ima actually try to give you some tips some you may not need but if you ever need it it’s here. (IM NOT HATING ON ANYONE THAT SAYS :> THOSE THINGS )
~things to help~
1. Sometimes doing a face care routine helps with making you feel better whenever I do it afterwards I feel like my face doesn’t feel tight and that I’m trapped in my own skin
2. Listen to happy music at least 4 times a week my dad once said that ”it’s what we listen to that effects our mood” ofc it’s okay to cry to sad songs tho
3. Hang out with friends at least once a week to free yourself and distract your mind (if you have online friends just talk to them it helps a lot just to talk to someone)
4. Watch a movie that you used to watch when you where younger (that always makes my day)
5. If you have a pet do something with them
6. Do something with your sibling(s) ofc if your comfortable tho
7. Go out in nature trust me it’s the best
8. Draw or write what your feeling and then burn it or rip it into shreds and throw it away or tall about it with a friend
9. Sleep. Just take a nap.
10. Eat your favorite food
I hope this helps with something! I love helping people out! But Ik this might not change anything in your personal life but at least it might do something? Also if you don’t have finch it’s a great app it helps with a lot and you can friend people on it so if you want to friend me on it I’ll be glad to friend you! I hope with all my heart you have a great day/night/afternoon!
Love,
The random person that is trying to
Help you
❤️you will make it in life, i promise
Sometimes, mainly all the time, I feel grateful that we don’t live forever because then you won’t make most of your days and won’t go by the quote “live like there’s no tomorrow” but if you lived forever there would always be a tomorrow
- who relates xx
please dont give up i just really love ur songs,vids,everything,
so please dont give up u got this!! what matters if u dont got this u can just re-do it and then just realax with ur friends,famliy,wife,husban,besties,pets, or just take care of urself! plz take care! btw im a kid irl also i love ur channel byeee!
This playlist made me feel more comfortable than my family made me. Parents say that don’t trust the internet but they don’t know that strangers can make us feel better then they can. I’m inlove with this playlist ❤️❤️
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Hey, if you're reading this,
Its gonna be okay, you are strong you are going to get through this.
I know its hard, but you have the strenght.
No one will be with you in your difficult times, those who say they love you, your closest friend, your relative, your mother, your father, your brother, no one will shed light on you when you fall into spiritual darkness, no one will jump into the sea of disappointment to save you while you are swimming in tears, no one will come and give you medicine to see if you have a headache when you are sick. No one will check on you to see if you are tired, but the Moon, which never says it will be there but always appears in the sky at the same time, will always be with you. You can tell it your feelings and smile looking at its gray shine in the black sky. It will shed light on you while you cry in the darkness of your mind. It will listen to you calmly when you cry and when you look at the sky. it smiles at you in its brightest form... The moon is like this, it stands next to you, so every night when you look up and see the moon, put a small smile on your face and smile knowing that the moon is always with you until you die, even if no one in the universe is with you. Smile, cry, express your fear, express your emotions because he does not criticize you, always keeps your secrets and supports you...
Any playlist that starts with alien blues is automatically a good playlist
If you’re reading this, there is something I want you to know. I want you to know you’re great. You’re great no matter what anyone tells you, just look at how far you’ve gotten! Don’t ever give up, even when times seem rough. And when time seems rough, just think about those good old days, when there was nothing we had to worry about. I know life must be hard, but you are amazing and can always push through. Even if you think no one cares about you, I do. Whenever you feel low and need someone to talk to, I’m here. I’m here so you never give up. I’m here so you always push through. And I’m here whenever you’re at your lowest. You are truly an amazing human, nothing can prove me otherwise. Because even if there were hard times, you managed to push through all by yourself! I just want you to know you’re great. I know I’ve said you’re great a lot, but it’s cause you are. You are truly amazing. Just know, I’ll always love you even if we have never met. I hope I can make your day/night and if I can’t, I hope you will be able to get better. Actually, I know you can! And if you are really at your lowest, just have a conversation with god, our lord. Just pour out your feelings to him, he won’t judge you. God loves you no matter what. God will always be with you and stand by your side. Whenever you need a hug, god won’t hesitate to give you one. Always remember, you are truly amazing for getting this far. Never forget that people love you no matter what, even if it’s not all people. Never give up. Sincerely, Andrew ❤.
Thanks for this, it helped a lot
Thanks o really love you
Thank you so much! I really needed that, same for you to! Fuck its so hard out here.
Yw bro@@Maxi-sg7qw
awh im blushing
2:56 this reminded me of the good times, where I was in a good state of mind, with the people I love. It was oddly calming, it made me forget what pain was, it was the first time in a while where I was crying happy tears.( If you want to hear my story go farther down )⚠️venting⚠️
It was about 11 years ago when my stepfather held me and my siblings in the house by force. He bolted the all the doors shut, and threw my moms cloths and things out the window. Me and my older sisters got scared and we started packing up to leave. It was a hard decision because my younger siblings couldn’t go with us. We tried getting out of the window but he pushed us back, I ran in the bathroom bursting out in tears. I hurry back out and bolt out the window my sisters followed along and then we started calling for help. My sister called her friend to pick us up and we spent the night at her house. ( FYI my mom went out for errands for a long time and my stepdad thought she was cheating with him, and yes my little siblings are fine and still are even after the other event )
Then 9 years ago my mom and stepdad are still together happily and I started to trust him more, but that all changed the night out. I was babysitting my little sibling putting them to bed. When I hear the door open apparently my stepdad came home early and I asked how it went wondering where my mom is. My stepdad interrupted me asking to call my mom and she doesn’t answer. He starts breaking down in tears, i get confused and move to the opposite side of the bed where he isn’t. He stomps downstairs and I try calling my mom a few more times but she still didn’t answer. My stepdad starts yelling at me and asking if she ever answered and I respond saying no and at this point he was scaring me. I closed my door and started packing my things. He begins to bang on my door asking why *I’m* crying and I respond saying that I’m scared of you leave now. He leaves me alone and I start panicking trying to figure out if I should call the police or not. I decided to call them and they ask questions I answered them and they came to my house asking for me. My stepdad seems mad that I called the cops and are now asking me more questions and they start asking my stepdad questions. My mom calls from a different phone saying that she is on her way making sure I’m okay and that we are leaving that night. My mom gets there and starts to pack my little siblings things getting ready to leave. My stepdad gets aggressive and starts askin that for her credit card so she won’t have anything to have when we leave. I go in the closet for a breakdown as the police take him away. We pack some food and we are on the road getting away. ( FYI my mom left her phone in the car on accident when my stepdad drove off without her )
I am now a 20 year old woman in college. Despite of it the trauma being ages ago I started trying to heal myself in a way that isn’t helpful. When I was 15 I thought I needed “physical touch” (aka sexual actions) to feel less lonely but that made things worse for my mental health. I am now in therapy talking about my problems, and living a better life. This is a message telling everyone to choose the right people to trust, and to handle trauma the right way. Love you❤️
🙁
That's good to hear that you are taking care of yourself!/pos
I wish you the best for the future
I'm sorry to hear that...
Glad ur doin better tho💗💗
Sorry for all the trauma you had, hope you are doing okay an living a healthy life
There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it to this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful
To everyone in the comments:
I hope you are doing ok. If you need to vent here, that's ok, I wont judge, I dont find you annoying. Ik life is hard right now, but, don't give up. We have all gone through hard things. But everything will get better. You're so strong, I know that, so don't let toxic people bring you down. You are perfect. And I love all of you. Feel free to vent here, to let your feelings out. It's ok to cry. I hope everyone has an amazing day. I love you all! You are all amazing, and I'm proud of you. So, get off your phone, wash your face with cold water, lay down, grab snacks, a blanket, and get some rest. Calm down, it will be okay. Take a warm bath if you need to relax. You are an amazing person. Life isn't fair, but, it will be better, I promise. Everything will be ok. I hope you are doing great today. Go read a book, draw, whatever cheers you up. Go write down your feelings, vent in these replies if you need. Just get these things off your mind. Calm down, listen to Lo-Fi. Do whatever makes you feel better, just please don't hurt yourself. Don't go to the mirror and call yourself ugly.
I have important things to tell you.
You are important.
You are loved.
You are beautiful.
You are amazing.
You are smart.
You are the best.
You are strong.
I love you.
I think you're perfect.
I am proud of you.
Here's alot of virtual hugs! And love!! Don't beat yourself up, ok?
You deserve rest.
You deserve love.
You deserve to eat.
You deserve to drink.
You deserve care.
You deserve positive feelings.
Don't listen to any rude people.
Don't hurt yourself.
Keep living, for me.
Keep trying.
You aren't worthless
You aren't a mistake.
You aren't ugly.
You aren't stupid.
Fat or skinny,
No matter the skin color,
Boy or girl (or non binary),
Whatever sexuality,
You are still amazing,
And I will still love you so much.
Vent here all you want.
Cry all you want, it doesn't make you weak.
Let it all out.
You're gonna be ok.
Everything will be better.
I am here for you.
Thank you for trying.
You are all amazing!
And again,
I
Love
You.
Clear your mind and relax.
Don't let people hurt you.
It's ok to cry.
It's ok.
Don't think about bad things, think about all the happy things.
YOU
ARE
AMAZING
You have a whole life ahead of you.
Don't give up.
For me.
I hope you all have a good day/night.
Put on something comfy, get some rest.
Everything is ok.
You are safe here.
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Not mine but I just wanted this to be read by people who need it♥♥
Thank you! I actually cried. You are a blessing. Have a wonderful day/night.
TW:Vent
So today i walked my friend over back to my school so his mom could pick him up but my dad got home before me and asked where i was and this also happened on Friday and yesterday my friend comes over everyday after school for snacks and my dad walked in on us hanging out but today my parents told me that i can no longer go to friends houses or hang out with people and i have a trauma trigger with eye contact cuz to this day my mom grabs my face and forces eye contact she tries to do that today but i slapped her hand and wouldn't let her touch me then i told them that i hate my dead name and they said that when i tell teachers my name is Dakota that i'm lying to them and they have given me some serious trauma and they say they arent perfect then expect so much from me and my mom said stuff like ive never been beaten and ive always had food homes and clothes but that doesn't excuse that fact i got abused not physically but abused and neglected and i hate being around them and now i only feel comfortable around my friends and i'm considering running away and i just want to see this birthday which is in exactly a month but idk if i can make it with them as my parents
Your parents need to wake the hell up and do a better job honestly it’s so annoying. Hey I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve gone through especially at a young age as well ❤️ I hope No- I’m demanding this of the universe, of the gods to any higher power out there that things start looking brighter for you, like right now cause this queen right here deserves to be happy (sorry if that seemed kind of cringe but I meant it) I’ll be wishing you all the best and I’m here to talk to if you need!
If your determined on running away, just make sure you have a place to stay, stable source of food and clean water and at least minimal hygiene. Your parents need a wake-up call and i hope they learn that you deserve better parents. You could spend your birthday at a library if you like reading or go to the movie theatres if not. That way you don't have to talk to your parents or be around them. Or you could go for a walk. Good luck with everything and stay safe :]
Omg I'm so sorry! Your parents sound like they need to be better parents. I'm sorry to hear what you've gone through considering your young age. Remember to eat and drink water. Take care of yourself too, I heard those often bring your brain some happiness. You deserve to be happy and you deserve so much better. I believe in you!
OMG you deserve so much f****** better than them they do not deserve you they have no right to hurt you in any way I hope you are okay and just know you are amazing smart beautiful and strong I know you can get through this and if you need someone to talk to you can talk to me if you'd like
A lot of ppl live like that and it’s not fair like it’s like ur stuck in a box and u can’t get out and ur just there scared and telling ur self “When will this ever end” and I hope everyone that replies to this person understands how much ppl have to live like this and how serious it is and I hope ur parents d!e and go to hell one day even though their ur parents 😃🤚🏻 and I hope they understand what they’re doing to u 😨 and all these songs r like life for some ppl and u and one is like mine so i just wish the best for u and ur friends bc ur friends might get in trouble by their parents if urs call theirs and gl passing life with ur parents and no I’m not tryna be mean it’s just ur parents put pressure on u that’s what one of my thoughts r in this comment 😭🤚🏼 btw happy early birthday 🥳 anyways bye/bah (Wish u the best!!)
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
-Not mine, but pass it around guys
The art part me so much bc I just got yelled at for my art being bad and wasn’t up to the standards to my mom
I don't deserve sleep..
I'm literally doing my art homework at 1 A.M.
I'm sad that I can't get the proportions right.
Thank you for this, but sadly I don't think it will be able to help me.
slay
but even if i get a lucid nightmare it turns good so why cant my life change or atleast let it stay a lucid niightmare please.
People look at me and see my maturity. They see a responsible person who can always be relied on to take care of herself. They see an intelligent, helpful, cheery young woman. They don't see my tears.
My mother once told me that my laugh sounded like a creepy cackle. I was six, I think? Now, she tells me that she loves my laugh. Does she know that I only ever changed it for her? She wants me to confide in her. She tells me she wants to know everything about my life. Does she know that she's missing everything about /me/?
I have no time to cry. I am busy with connections and fun and schoolwork and I steal the hours of 'therapy' that I can to cry and listen to things like this.
I'm full of anger and grief and loneliness and I love my mother but sometimes I hate how she acts and I know that she is my 'biggest fan' or whatever she says and she is a good mother and I just 'need to be nice' and 'need to be sweet' and I just want her to realize that I AM. Is that too much to ask?
I'm snarky. I'm spiteful, sometimes. I yell at cardboard boxes when they won't collapse and find spiders adorable. I like to give people nicknames and I like to listen to music and wake up at 4am for alone time.
I wish she would see me. I wish I wouldn't have to make her see. I'm done trying to make her see.
So why do I still want to cry?
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU.
Am I the only one who also vent's with their art and music? Also, thank you for making this it's really awesome.
Nah I have a vent book where I write some songs I like. like in this playlist and I make art, and write how I feel in the book lol
no i do to
I rarely do vent art because I mostly end up breaking or throwing stuff, but I have managed to make two drawings without tearing or throwing away the page
I love making vent art! I normally just paint with water colour, or play my guitar and sing.
No I do the same
It really sucks how much childhood trauma affects you as an adult.
That's why I love weridcore/traumacore/dreamcore.
Feels like it gives me a chance, even if for a couple of minutes, to re-live the past and open those wounds again so they can heal properly.
Every song in these genres is able to induce such a strong feeling of nostalgia.
I can't help but cry when I listen in.
Whether those be tears of joy or sorrow, well, that depends on the day.
That's why I liked XXXTentacion's old stuff like "Tightrope" and "Teeth" and "Vice City".
It just invokes such an deep emotion.
An emotion so deep that I don't believe you could make music like that, or like most stuff in this playlist, unless you've actually hung off the edge a couple of times
Wait wait wait- traumacore is a thing-
To whoever reads this,
I know that sometimes parents don't always treat you right and trust me you don't deserve that but know that even though I haven't met you I love you anyways I'm proud of you and you deserve happiness...
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you
This is not mine but you can also copy this to make someone's day :>
I’ve seen this comment so many times, but for some reason this certain one just got to me❤
ur vids help a lot while studying man I love these vids
⚠️vent, de realization ⚠️
So for the past few months I've been feeling like nothing is real, that this is all just a game, I am a character not a player, I feel like I don't controll myself someone else does, or it's me, just a diffent version of myself. So when I feel like this I would write it down in this book, and soon I would start to understand the player controlling me and I understood myself. But I felt that if someone found it I would get in trouble, and I also didn't want anyone to read it, and I also thought I was making it all up for attention, so I burnt it. And with burning that book I think I burnt a part of myself, I destroyed my understanding of what I feel. So now when I feel these things I don't know how to deal with it. I just come to a CZcams comment section so random strangers on the Internet can be burdened with my struggles.
I'm not a person who is like a therapist friend but I really really hope you feel better and remember to drink water and eat food:)) there is a lot of people in CZcams who are every nice:)) and can relate to you..i honestly have a vent book and I sometimes scream in my pillow to help release stress(it kinda really helps me) in my vent book I write on how I feel and maybe some drawings. You should definitely have a vent book tho..i hope you feel better:))
@@sw4gc0re yeah I'm gonna start another one
To you random stranger love you👏❤️ just think you needed to hear that
i think you should talkto someone in real life about it
@@soft_boy24 yes thank you
For once, I tried getting noticed that I was on the urge of crying today. My parents didn’t even say a word to me. Now I’m crying the bathroom, with my headphones on full blast listening to this playlist.
Im sorry you have to go through that 😥
I don’t even try to get noticed because I feel like people are going to judge me and call me an attention seeker
Yea I got the urge to cry today to and teared a bit but my parents didn't even notice
I will be here for you always no matter what happens
Alien blues has always been my favorite song to comfort me due to my self esteem when it comes to my teeth and hygiene. I try my best to take care of my teeth, but they never stop being yellow, and I afraid that once I get braces, they’ll be more yellow than ever. And I won’t have any lollipops to help me cope( it’s coping mechanism for me to eat lollipops when dad to make me feel better) and hearing the song always makes me feel better because it makes me realize I’m not alone and it won’t last forever
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
Vent? I think?
I’m only 14 and almost done with my first year of high school. I’ve been told it’ll be the best years of my life cuz I get to go out with friends but I’m so busy with dance and school and home chores that I don’t have much time for that. I also relate more to the juniors and seniors cuz I think I matured much faster and don’t fit in with my age group. It leads me to realize that I’m not going to have any friends when they all graduate and I’m going to be stuck with my other classmates. I have too many chores and responsibilities that I feel like I’m in college and not high school. I’m tired and I would say I can’t wait for summer but that’s packed with mandatory morning workouts and dance at night. I never get a break. I’m always working. I just need a week of nothing. :(
I’m in middle school currently so I don’t know to much but I suggest teaching yourself to lucid dream / try reality shifting I do that a lot it’s just a get away for me I do it every night it’s just nice for things to go well at that point in time yk
@@zen-buns Im in middle school too, And im going to try this! Its nice to get away from reality sometimes. Especially in my household :]
@Esh I hope everything is fine with you )
Hey I know exactly what your going through, that was me 2/3 years ago. I'd have breakdowns every second night because I was so exhausted and honestly if I was to help my past self now all I'd say is just remember that it is just 1 day, in 1 week, in 1 month in the hundreds of months you will live in your life, aka its irrelevant. Nothing will change drastically if you just allow yourself a break
Honestly, I felt the same in middle school. That's why in high school all my friends are with a heavy sense of dark humor. Just like me.
The internet makes me feel safe and at home even though i have bad memories of home I just think the internet is a better home. And thanks everyone for existing you all deserve all the love in the world and remember be yourself and don't give a flying flip about what other people say 😊
same. the internet has been more comforting than my mother's pitiful excuse for comfort.
also ive found content creators i love more than her so thats sayin something
Im if u want too vent
@@drippy990 thanks broski
ikr me too-
THIS
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
“Being equal isnt always fair.”
“The sun has to shine because it has no other choice. The moon has to shine at night because it has no choice so get to work.”
“Crying doesnt mean your weak, it just means you’ve been strong too long.”
“Dont cry because it ended, Smile because it happened.”
“If everyone had the chance to erase their mistakes from the past, they wouldnt be who they are today.”
“Love those around you because you might never see them
Just me or you can never vent to your friends or they will tell everyone about your problems and start leaving you on read after telling about your life and joking about it?
Also, thanks for making this playlist and the comment section a safe place. We all really appreaciate that
Fr that's why I don't have any
i was making a joke about some fictional guys i like in a gc and my boyfriend was in the gc too and he said “it makes me feel like you care about them more than me” so i said “i’m sorry i really don’t i just have problems and they’re my comfort characters”
all he said was “wow😠”
i opened up all my troubles to him last night and i vented to him so much
heh,damn i really thought that i could vent to somebody…pretty stupid of me
i feel like he doesn’t deserve everything i told him last night now
this sounds so stupid but it really hurt me
@@irl-mikantsumiki hey don’t let anyone make you feel this way we all deserve someone to vent to no one and I mean no one should have to bottle up everything that’s how bad things happen😢
Nobody notices the big and little hints that we give them. All the music at night, always stay in our room, the tears on our beds nobody notices that...
Thanks for this playlist 😁 i put this on every time i draw :)
this playlist has saved me more than once from falling into the abyss of despair. thank you.