Life is BS - Rant
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- čas přidán 25. 06. 2023
- I had to express all the dark feelings and emotions I had bottled up. I hope this video can help someone especially those with depression and who feel exhausted with life. I really appreciate you if you watched it and wish you the best.
Insta: mari_7x27
Edit: I don't fully agree with everything I said in this video months ago. This was me at my lowest point but I'm keeping it up as a record of time and hope it still helps others know they're not alone thank you.
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"Dont kill yourself just wait, because you're gonna die anyway" is one of the best anti-suicide messages I've heard lmao
It actually is. Death is permanent while life can improve and switch around in an instant. So why rush it when you are 100% guaranteed to get death in the end.
You rush it because you don’t want to put yourself through the bullshit that will definitely happen if you don’t kill yourself. It objectively doesn’t get better for everyone so the honest thing to say is that you don’t know if it’ll get better for the person and chances are it won’t since it hasn’t up to that point. This isn’t what people want to hear but it’s better than lying to people and have them resent you when it doesn’t get better like you promised
“Do yourself no injury. Other men are always good for that.” -kingdom of heaven.
I so would have gone, but I have people who rely on me, so I’m trapped.
@@chickedee1085 same this shit is prison
"If you're a little weird or awkward, no one likes you." I feel that.
That probably because you are weird and awkward too so you see the similarities. But don't make a pathetic attention seeking video it's dull and been done loads
Yep. I like someone, don't fit in well but still trying in ways to contribute to him. Some people just have a profound effect on you, without being able to filly explain why.
except Men have 100000 X harder lives than women. Women honestly don't even have anything to complain about. They will never know the sufferings of man.
I can definitely relate to that, feeling insecure, awkward, and gawky. I never married and am 47. There are days when I can't think of anything better in my life after work.
@@kristinadospoy7347 try being horrible to people worse off than yourself it makes you feel better and more powerful
Just you sitting there and talking about this makes thousands of us feel like we are not alone. Thanks, brother
Hear God's Word for you in Psalm 139:16-17. “All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God, how vast is the sum of them.”
As the scripture says, "Everyone who calls out to the Lord for help will be saved."
For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
Deuteronomy 31:8
8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
1 Corinthians 10:13-18 MSG
All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it.
Jesus, Almighty God 🙏 loves ❤ you more than you could possibly comprehend!
He died for your sins, my sins and the sins of the world.
Jesus stands with His arms opened wide, hoping and willing to heal, forgive, cleanse, strengthen and purify us. He is waiting to receive you with all love! He deeply desires a personal relationship with each and every one of us!
RELATIONSHIP NOT RELIGION!
Draw near to God and He will draw near to you, there is no repentance in the grave: There is no conversion after the last breath is drawn.
Now is the time to believe in Christ and to lay hold of eternal life (J C Ryle).
God has revealed Himself to us in the glory of creation, in the perfection of the written word and in personal experience of all who seek Him.
Prayer 🙏 is giving our attention to God in a two-way Spiritual relationship where we talk to God and also listen to Him, you can pray 🙏 to God, through Jesus in the privacy of your own home (pray from your heart).
God speaks to your heart because He loves you and wants to interact with you.
So often we don't wait for God to speak after we've finished laying down our requests. Sadly, we don't watch for God to act in our lives.
Did you know that God speaks to us through the Bible?
The Holy scriptures Old and New Testaments, are the written Word of God, given by divine inspiration through holy men of God who spoke and wrote as they were moved by the Holy Spirit.
The gift of the Holy Spirit is one of God's greatest gifts to us. Through the Holy Spirit we may know that God lives and that Jesus is the Christ!
Scripture is always the voice of God in the general sense that God inspired the words of Scripture (2 Tim 3:16).
God can also speak specifically to us through the Bible, by drawing a particular passage to our attention because the Word of God is living and active (Heb 4:12).
We can say that it is God's primary way of speaking to us. Any other communication must be based and tested by what is taught in Scripture.
The Holy Bible is God's guide for us, so we can reach Him, the only true living God and hear back from Him!
Jesus is returning in the not so distant future!
What I found out about life as I got older is that the more you block out people, the happier you are. I’m done with toxic rude people, solitude is the way to go. Another tip, don’t be too nice to people as they’ll walk over you and break your heart
So true, don't be a people pleaser. I wish I knew this earlier.
Well spoken !!! 🎉❤
A lot of people feel the way you feel but you're braver than most for admitting it
A lot of men*
Couldn’t put it in words better myself than this guy
Great comment Alexis! ☀️💕✨
@@blackpillowajulka3176Is that what you conclude from personal experience? I can admit as a man, we tend to never feel fulfilled..... Like we could always be more, do more, be better at things etc.... Like chasing the wind.
lmao who cares@@blackpillowajulka3176
The fact that you made this video and opened up means you're stronger than most in this fake world. You're not alone my brother.
❤
Only pets knows people how they really are,they dont talk ,dont judge and they give a humanbein so much love with their cuteness,,only pets see humans how they really are,,
Agreed, I want people like these as friends.
❤
@@andrewhenderson7858 And even then a friendship is work. I start to believe that i dont really need friends and even if, it will be too hard to find them.
@@teeaymusik9811 Friends are a big reason I'm able to stay sane. Hell, I was thinking to cop some bud so I looked up the nearest murder in my area and it was a stabbing at a gas station. I go there and I approach the cashier asking him where I can get some weed, I of course buy something to satisfy the camera. This random ass person turns out to be a plug and we become great friends over time. After a couple years he doesn't see me as a customer though a close friend. I smoke with him every day, for free. We can talk about literally anything with too much resistance.
Im 35 and I feel the same bro. I fit nowhere, no deep connections, and my life sucked from the day I was born. When things seem to go well I get pulled right back to my old miserable life. Dont know why i cant have a normal life like everyone else
Reincarnations bro ! Don’t worry just let it go and put your DONT CARE MODE AND PRAY TO GOD IF YOU CAN ! GOD REALLY SAVED ME ! ❤
Gym
what happened to you the day you were born?
@@jondaniel6948 war and almost died of disease
@wzupppp sorry to hear that, what country were you born in?
You've got a new subscriber. I've never heard anyone else express the EXACT same feelings that I've experienced throughout my life. You're not alone, and I really mean that. I actually cried when I listened to you because you made me realize I'm not alone either. It meant so much to know that someone understands me so completely. You're much younger than me, but remember, it's not you or anything you've done wrong. Society can be incredibly harsh and mean-spirited.
I reached a point where I was so tired of living in America that I moved to another country. People in America can be extremely judgmental and self-centered. Don't pay attention to those who bring you down-focus on yourself. That's what I'm doing. Don't stay where you're constantly dragged down; it's a losing battle. The world is vast, and there are amazing, kind people out there. There are so many amazing countries in the world with friendly welcoming people in it. You just have to find the place where you belong, the place that makes you happy. Its not a scary world. Just do lots of research and go somewhere that people are friendly and welcoming! Like you said you have done nothing to be treated like that and that should show you it isn't you! Its the society your in. Get out of it and explore the world find YOUR place! 🧡 You deserve it!
You discovered an army of people who can relate to you..... you're not alone. Thanks for the video
It’s funny how we’re all here feeling the exact same but we could pass each other at a coffee shop and never know 😞
@@musicandpoetry_8 people should try to talk to each other more often than usual. It all starts with a "hey" or a "hello"
👼
@@jasonzacharias2150 only people in this entity can talk to people within the entity
And as planned we are all scattered (no actual unification) with our feelings captured on a computer
I always felt like I wasn't normal... but one day I just stopped caring to fit in. Once I decided that, I felt happy. I'm an introvert and love being alone... well, actually, I talk to God a lot, and never feel alone
i feel superior knowing i am NOT like the normie, they repulse me.
@@deathvalleybro9320 im 19, and feel the same man i wouldn't say i feel superior or suuper repulsed
but when i hear people physically speak out things tied to pointless internet culture/ slang
or talk about legitimately nothing of value so often it makes me think that real connection is dead
and if i'm not a certain height or attractiveness, with a certain attitude i'm heading to a place of immense disappointment
Don't give up my man I know exactly how you feel
yeah man.. u got it right! 💪 i do the same thing. God is so cool.
@@UnknownBrowser changing image can help.
i went from 7 stone to 17 stone and also became a body language expert, i know now how to hold command and have presence around people, this forged many new paths for me. you can alter your image and it changes peoples perception of you.
I can relate so much to this video. Every word you've said on this video mirrors who I am and how I feel about life. I'm a 52 yr. old grandmother and have been depressed all my life. Worked job after job and gone through heartache after heartache . Felt like I've never fit in. I woke up years ago to the unpleasantness of life and how pointless it really is. I haven't been taking life day by day. I've been taking it moment by moment. Right now I'm only existing and not living. You are not alone at all. Thank you for making this video because now I know that I too am not alone.❤
Job after job, slowly drains us, to nothingness, unless is passion. They don't ask us, about our felling, our views, we are for them, only robots, for making money for them. Passion is the key, we can share, our felling, our views, change something, try something, add something, talk about this, laugh. Passion is something for us, not another job, we must " do ".
Hear God's Word for you in Psalm 139:16-17. “All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God, how vast is the sum of them.”
As the scripture says, "Everyone who calls out to the Lord for help will be saved."
For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
Deuteronomy 31:8
8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
1 Corinthians 10:13-18 MSG
All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it.
Jesus, Almighty God 🙏 loves ❤ you more than you could possibly comprehend!
He died for your sins, my sins and the sins of the world.
Jesus stands with His arms opened wide, hoping and willing to heal, forgive, cleanse, strengthen and purify us. He is waiting to receive you with all love! He deeply desires a personal relationship with each and every one of us!
RELATIONSHIP NOT RELIGION!
Draw near to God and He will draw near to you, there is no repentance in the grave: There is no conversion after the last breath is drawn.
Now is the time to believe in Christ and to lay hold of eternal life (J C Ryle).
God has revealed Himself to us in the glory of creation, in the perfection of the written word and in personal experience of all who seek Him.
Prayer 🙏 is giving our attention to God in a two-way Spiritual relationship where we talk to God and also listen to Him, you can pray 🙏 to God, through Jesus in the privacy of your own home (pray from your heart).
God speaks to your heart because He loves you and wants to interact with you.
So often we don't wait for God to speak after we've finished laying down our requests. Sadly, we don't watch for God to act in our lives.
Did you know that God speaks to us through the Bible?
The Holy scriptures Old and New Testaments, are the written Word of God, given by divine inspiration through holy men of God who spoke and wrote as they were moved by the Holy Spirit.
The gift of the Holy Spirit is one of God's greatest gifts to us. Through the Holy Spirit we may know that God lives and that Jesus is the Christ!
Scripture is always the voice of God in the general sense that God inspired the words of Scripture (2 Tim 3:16).
God can also speak specifically to us through the Bible, by drawing a particular passage to our attention because the Word of God is living and active (Heb 4:12).
We can say that it is God's primary way of speaking to us. Any other communication must be based and tested by what is taught in Scripture.
The Holy Bible is God's guide for us, so we can reach Him, the only true living God and hear back from Him!
Jesus is returning in the not so distant future!
You are making a difference just by putting this video up keep going and see your doctor you may have a depression we all go periods of loneliness your not alone you need to get some professional help asap.😢
same with me.....I feel everything is pointless....how sad is that
I’m left speechless by the fact that a total stranger was able to express every single concern and negative thought I’ve ever had over the last few years so precisely and accurately.
Trust me you’re not alone man. I absolutely know how you feel on every single aspect of this topic, to the core. Stay strong, we’re in this together.
^^^I agree. I feel the exact same way he does.
Same for me
A lot of people have realized just how people genuinely are, well I did in 2020. The change in people was rapid and they turn on others just so quickly. People have been totally controlled by the MSM for years, and still damn well are. The thing is, stay focused on what is good and right for you, stop worrying about what others think, because they really don't matter and are not worth it as they are self centered to the max and of course they are not interested in your problems, they are fixated on themselves. Nobody should ever kill themselves, they won't care about that either, but you will be lost even to God if you do that! This guy needs to realize there is not much time left for any of us, and that is the damn truth.
I add my voice to this too, really relate to this 👍
i don't feel so ALONE anymore. i didn't realize i was depressed. i thought it was just me and that's just how it is. thank you for sharing your thoughts .big hugs friend 👍@@TomNoles007
I’m 33 years old and I still feel like a loner and outcast at work and in society. I see other people be “normal” and wonder to myself why I can’t be like them. And the truth is they are better at faking their happiness with their smiles. I can’t fake anything and that is why I appear weird because I’m actually showing my emotions without hiding it.
Yeah, i got ya, I'm too blunt to be subtle.
Not everyone is fake. Ofcourse everyone has good and bad days. To connect with people you have to adjust which is not being fake. We can't get everything by just being ourselves all the time.
@@ft-sd6ux Yeah that's true that we have our authentic sides that's not fake. I also wouldn't recommend anyone to try so hard by adjusting if there's no reciprocity.
Yep me too, I’m too real and blunt and people are opposed of the truth and more mad I’m not able to hide it. Why can’t we all come together and be supportive of the truth
I relate a lot too this, I am very blunt and will be honest when going through a bad time and it feels like people want you to pretend like you are "fine" all the time.
Any person willing to talk about the human conditioning, and refuses to control people, and refuses to be controlled, is stronger than they think
I wish I had a friend like you. Someone who’s real. Everyone is so fake nowadays it’s pathetic. Can’t be real with anyone cause no one cares and it makes them uncomfortable to talk about real issues that are going on.
"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti
Bingo.
It’s a measure of character to continue to do the right thing when surrounded by the weak.
Ah, but can you name any society able to claim not being sick?
@@RaptorFromWeegee
I don’t have to. I have character.
"jack calls the kettle black, then jack don't go back"
I'm a 36 year old Marine Corps Veteran. People=Sh!t. I know it sucks...the feeling of loneliness. But when you have been back stabbed as many times as me you start to realize people ain't worth sh!t. Your better off on your own. The more alone you feel the more powerful you become. When you take people out of the equation all your focus is on yourself. Master your body and forge yourself into a weapon. Master your mind\spirit and no one can ever break you. You are not alone. That voice inside your head is the only friend you will ever need.
I appreciate this. One of the better more thoughtful comments.
You are right! It feels like I’ve been trapped for the longest time with my own family, who’ve been happily stabbing me in the back for the longest time. For too long, I’ve been putting off talking with a therapist on how to get away from them, and I will reach out to one tomorrow! I’m tired of letting my life pass me by just to please them! Why even? They don’t appreciate me and have pretty much ruined any chance for me to move forward in my career because it was something that they picked for me! All I want is to be alone and free, far away from them and anyone else that knows them!
@@ihsuFM89 I have the exact problem you're not alone
I have to disagree with you. We are social creatures, and being alone is only gonna be more detrimental to your health. You need a mindset shift
This is the essence of a champion
Biggest and most relatable person I've ever seen what he sees is just true every inch of this is relatable 😢
not everyone was meant to be king, you are fighting to be great and you are unhappy because subconsciously you know you never will be. Stay in your lane and things will get better ❤
I'm 51 and homeless right now. This gen x'r knows exactly how you feel bro! God bless ya bud! ❤
You are expressing what millions of people feel. Isolation sucks, but we get more isolated all the time. You’re smart and sensitive, which is a recipe for alienation. Stay strong, and learn to appreciate your own company. You’re not crazy; it’s the world that is crazy.
The sheeple are the herd, but you are smarter 😊
@@ginakelley749 They are a Hive Mind.
@@reesedaniel5835Bro I've been thinking we live in some sort of Matrix. I have been noticing a lot of people acting similarly weird like they are possessed by an agent or something of that nature... I don't understand why people think you are crazy if you think such things, but people need to understand that life is a lot weirder than we know.
So true
Right from the advent of internet and social media, I realized that there’s no single feeling, thought, experience that felt that no one else does.
Your feeling is what millions feel and do through.
You’re not alone.
I think about some of those things my self.
Life is actually weird‼️
Dude, I am 46, no friends, never married, got only part time job to get by, and lonely for the most part. I figured no matter how much effort we put into reaching out and connect to people just for the sake of friendship, things don't work out. I tell you most people are ruined these days. It's not entirely our fault if people chose to clout with others instead of us. Genuine friendship is becoming rare. I will be making similar videos like yours soon. I have learned a lot in this life so i might wanna share it with anyone who wants to listen.
I will make one too
Thanks for sharing. And yes, make videos when you get the time and inspiration to do so.
I mean listen if your socially inept don’t expect to have friends then be sad and depressed when you don’t have any also stop taking life so god damn serious you never know how things in life will start but you can decide how they end so you might as well do it with a smile. Plus you know you have to actually put in an effort as well friendship is a two way street it’s not hard just learn about the person talk about things they like with them listen to them be helpful honest it’s really not hard but I guess if you have no self confidence it’s hard but you can’t just sit there and except shit to change
Jesus will change that. He did for me.
I'm thinking about it too. Just can't seem to do it.
I am 73 years old and I have thought and felt the same way you do. I've tried so hard all my life and I could never get ahead. I always put others ahead of me. I had a stroke 4 weeks ago just when I was getting so close to getting caught up with my financial situation. The only ones I cared for and loved were my dogs. Now they are gone. I've always wanted to know what did I do so wrong to have such a difficult life. But you're young. Don't ever give up. You come across like a very deeply thinking and feeling young man. I can relate! Sending you a big hug!
The way you are feeling was what exactly I felt thoughout my middle.school and high school...I felt very socially awkard but it did get so much better when I was heading to my 20s. It does get better whether you believe or not.
I suffered the borderline disorder for over 23 years.
With so much anxiety Not until I came across psilocybin mushrooms treatmentPsilocybin treatment actually saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean.
Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms
Omg those bots are here
Damn I'm dealing with this
I'm dependent on it but not fully addicted
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need
Yes, dr.poress. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episodeenough to start working on my mental health
Someone finally says what no one wants to admit. We’re used to feeding on lies because that’s the way humanity has raised itself on.
Yep, fed that positive BS otherwise we’d all lose it and have a breakdown. Those fakers can’t admit this whole thing is complete and utter bollocks and a waste of time. I feel so sorry for newborns… I’ve only got 20 to do..👍🏼
Bollocks means many things for us English but this term means fucking bullshit! We're fed lies as soon as we're born people are starting to wake up
Sad but true
I’m 73 and have felt like I never fitted in and was different . I don’t belong in this world. Making me cry cause I know the feeling
OMG is as if I wrote the same line!
Exactly
Good almost over for you
@@scholaroftheworldalternatehist. your reply has made me laugh
@@icemaideninwinter1950 15 year old boy here, struggling to understand why society is so messed up.
If you're making this video you're not suicidal.
You're looking for help.
You're at the lowest point.
Find a therapist to talk to.
They do help.
You're not weird.
Alot of people feel alone.
Alot of people feel depressed
Positive self dialogue is very important.
Say something good about yourself everyday, be truthful.
When the sun is out, get out in it. It will boost up your mood.
People don't like being around negative people.
It pulls them down.
Walk w/ a smile on your face.
Your teens & twenties are the hardest years of your life.
Been there.
Things will come around.
You need therapy.
It's a good thing.
It will get better.
YOU ARE STRONG!
YOU ARE AMAZING!
Something wonderful will come your way. 😊
"I try to be more productive and nothing changes." I felt that one. Thank you, you don't hear that being said out loud very often. Realistically, things don't always work out well 100% every time regardless of how much effort is put into it. So, that just leaves me trying harder and harder with little or no positive change at all. I always feel like I'm too stupid to do anything right. Thank you.
There's nothing wrong with you man. We will survive. It will not be like this forever. I pray to God that these words reaches your heart.
Unfortunately we will never know in this life.
Its only going to get worse. We are entering a great depression. Being around people will never bring you happyness. People have no morals anymore
Very impressive how you have articulated so clearly how millions of people around the world feel.
Basically normal .. lazy , lost , stupid , spoiled , no ambition .., waiting for a miracle 🤪😅🤣💩
Dude, thank you for this. I'm 46, divorced, unemployed and feel like a loser. I suffer from anxiety and depression. I struggle making and keeping meaningful relationships. I'm a loner... You are not alone.
Every single word coming out of your mouth is things I feel and think about for 5+ years now. I'm lonely, scared, hopeless, terrified of people and the world. It never ends. It will never get better.
If I was in your state we could be friends but I'm far far away.
But we can be friends online if you are ok with that.
Hear God's Word for you in Psalm 139:16-17. “All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, O God, how vast is the sum of them.”
As the scripture says, "Everyone who calls out to the Lord for help will be saved."
Deuteronomy 31:8
For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”
1 Corinthians 10:13-18 MSG
All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you come through it.
Jesus, Almighty God 🙏 loves ❤ you more than you could possibly comprehend!
He died for your sins, my sins and the sins of the world.
Jesus stands with His arms opened wide, hoping and willing to heal, forgive, cleanse, strengthen and purify us. He is waiting to receive you with all love! He deeply desires a personal relationship with each and every one of us!
RELATIONSHIP NOT RELIGION!
Draw near to God and He will draw near to you, there is no repentance in the grave: There is no conversion after the last breath is drawn.
Now is the time to believe in Christ and to lay hold of eternal life (J C Ryle).
God has revealed Himself to us in the glory of creation, in the perfection of the written word and in personal experience of all who seek Him.
Prayer 🙏 is giving our attention to God in a two-way Spiritual relationship where we talk to God and also listen to Him, you can pray 🙏 to God, through Jesus in the privacy of your own home (pray from your heart).
God speaks to your heart because He loves you and wants to interact with you.
So often we don't wait for God to speak after we've finished laying down our requests. Sadly, we don't watch for God to act in our lives.
Did you know that God speaks to us through the Bible?
The Holy scriptures Old and New Testaments, are the written Word of God, given by divine inspiration through holy men of God who spoke and wrote as they were moved by the Holy Spirit.
The gift of the Holy Spirit is one of God's greatest gifts to us. Through the Holy Spirit we may know that God lives and that Jesus is the Christ!
Scripture is always the voice of God in the general sense that God inspired the words of Scripture (2 Tim 3:16).
God can also speak specifically to us through the Bible, by drawing a particular passage to our attention because the Word of God is living and active (Heb 4:12).
We can say that it is God's primary way of speaking to us. Any other communication must be based and tested by what is taught in Scripture.
The Holy Bible is God's guide for us, so we can reach Him, the only true living God and hear back from Him!
Jesus is returning in the not so distant future!
Whenever i feel down which is 95% of the time anyway, I think about my favorite Bruce Lee quote, *"Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a hard one"*
It's all a process accepting it is hard, but I think once it happens, the weight lowera down to be managebale
I agree with him that you should try to make the best experience with the life you were given.
But at the end of the day there will have been a person that didn’t have to go through hardship and lived happily and died just like the one that has to live a hard life
but if you have the strength to endure a hard one then it basically becomes an easy one ..so don't pray for either no ? ;p
Praying is crap
I feel this young mans pain. I feel the same way, too. Life is getting too expensive. Inflation is still on the rise. People don't want to hire you. It's just unreal and really sad.
Where you live bro? I got 2 jobs for you that WILL hire you
foodservice, always hiring
Entry level: 20 years experience required
I understand what you mean and how desesperate and depressing it can be just stay strong and try to hold on to your love ones and keep trying to work 🙏🏼
Well said. Groceries are INSANELY expensive.
I care. This video has been really therapeutic for me. Thank you for posting this. It really helps to know that you aren't the only one feeling like this. I hope that things get better for everyone going through this.
Thank you so much for this. I’m going through it and it doesn’t get easier. It makes me so sad to hear you say that because it’s like hearing myself. And there is no magic solution for all of this. Hope it gets a little better for us somehow
Hey Mari, Here is my story. I grew up in a poor abusive household with a single parent. I did not have any friends and spent all my time alone with my dogs. Everyone hated me cause I was weird and wore poor people clothes. I moved to Canada when I was 18. Became a nurse and started working all the time. (all the overtime) I saved up a lot of money and just recently got engaged to a beautiful young lady who is super kind and a wholesome person. We just bought a farm an hour and a half from the city. Its 52 acres!!! Now we can stay away from people forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gets better. But you got to make it better. Also just saying... you seem legit cool! Hope you the best.
Love this ❤️
Happy to hear that life got better for you bro. You just mirrored my thoughts about how cool this dude is.
yeah, once you grow out of the initial realization "woe is me" faze that life fucking sucks for most people- it's pretty straightforward on what you have to do. Eventually you will be too tired to even give a fuck and you'll at least have some money/things and get stronger in some way.
t. boomer who lived life on easy mode
@@TTH4 me? I’m 32! Lol
Bro... I'm 31, and you just put into words exactly how I feel and what I think... Thank you so much.
Haha we’re around the same age, I was always sold the lie things get better. They don’t. 😂 while others live out their lives and you on look.
@@FiveMCitydon’t forget when you see others living that life you want, it’s only good for a while, it wears off and they feel empty too.
@@chickedee1085cope
im 32 and i learned the same. the only way things change is by changing them yourself. but how?@@FiveMCity
Me too..
Mari, thank you for being vulnerable and brave, sharing extremely human thoughts and feelings with the world. I thought I was the only one who enjoyed the solitude of hanging at the back of my parking lot, in my car - sometimes with very troubling thoughts, like the ones you shared. Sending you much love, and hope everything gets better and better for you. I'm in the struggle right alongside with you, and I know there's a ton of people doing the same.
im so glad Im not the only one who feels like this...
I'm 51 and I've felt like this for about 41 of those years. I'm even married and have 3 kids, and that can be fun sometimes, but this world still feels like I crash landed on it and my real home is somewhere far far away in another galaxy...
That's all I want in life. Someone to wish me a goodnight for once and have the support of her presence, and little blessings that I could raise to ensure the continuity of my bloodline; a family who I could love and provide for. I'm in my 30s and have been living alone for many years, and my last relationship destroyed a lot of my hope as there were drugs involved. Just a lot of betrayal, and living with thought that I could find her dead any moment; became too, and I tried so hard much to help but severing the relationship saved her. She was forced to get help...funny how she's married now lol. Ever since for me, well I get to sit and ruminate in it. My parents who aren't getting any younger are far away and I barely ever see them, on top of one them being ill. I want to please my family and Lord, and I just want to feel joy in life. For once, I just want reassurance that things will be ok.
Yeah, I feel it too, I'm almost 50, and I see this world as ridiculous, stupid and a constant Monty Python sketch at the same time. Well, Monty Python is funny, most of the world most of the time is not. Good luck to your family!
All you can do, basically, is try to find people you like and stick with them and find a hobby or/and job you like. Sounds easy, is f.cking hard unfortunately.
I think we feel like we are alien to this place and it sucks because this is NOT the ultimate. We know this is not utopia/heaven. Right now is like living in the matrix, and we are learning lessons as best as we can. Maybe part of it is to see how much things can suck when there is corruption of things/people and sin. Then after we learn here we go onto the next thing. This is like an intense study session or an intense work out to build stamina to be ready for the next stage. Although sometimes I wish there was nothing after this it was just lights out, there is too much evidence that this is not the case and our consciousness/soul continues after our bodies.
**Also, if the world is a sick place, it would mean we were sick too if we were well adjusted to it. We are poorly adjusted to the sickness in this world when we ourselves are not like the world.
Im the same age. But you have a family. I don’t.
I feel the same way, the last 20 years. I am 53, married with one child. Life sucks, just living with no purpose, you know. I don't want to die, I've never thought about dying, but I find no joy in life. I have nothing in common with my wife, friends, colleagues. Life is about sharing pleasure and joy and sadly, I don't seem to find people to do that.
At 57 years old, I am you! I spent 15 years worried about being by myself. I finally realized the only reason I felt bad about my situation, was because I had been brainwashed by society to think it was a bad thing. I finally said screw society and what they think of living as a singular. Finally I did not feel so bad about it. Things will change when they are supposed to, until then I am going to enjoy the hell out of my own company, also enjoying the things I want to do without having to ask anyone else's permission, or plan around their demands.
Spot on...when you begin to realize the disaster that most people are and how abnormal modern society really is things get easier.
Exactly like WHITNEY HOUSTON SAD IN HER SONG THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL IS LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL
That's the spirit! I definitely recommend getting yourself a pet, dog or cat - they love you unconditionally, unlike some humans!
@@ginakelley749 more like, "unlike all humans"
Be you and never regret it. Just keep going. All the best for you! 🏋
I'm 51 and I completely relate. My daughter is 23 and she also relates.
Reach out. We like you.
Hey man, you took the words outta my mouth.
Mad to think your over in the states going through exactly what I am here in England.
Respect man, your stronger than most. All the best.
Ash.
Ive been hospitalized 4 times for mental illness. I live a lonely painful life. 😞 i feel you man.
god bless you bro
I pray for your peace of mind and a happy future..Take care brother x
I've been hospitalized like 3 times or something. 3 big times.
3 times here. I am getting discharged tomorrow. I get it.
Get off the phone, and communicate. You'll young people stay on the mobile phone.
You're not alone, man. I can definitely relate to everything you said. 😬 I’m 24 years old, autistic and really struggling to find my place in this fast-paced modern world. Everything feels so 'alien' to me here and I feel like I was made to live on another planet... Where kindness, community and differences are actually celebrated.
you set your mind to who you are and want to be
yes i Believe Satan the God and Ruler of this 🌍wants to keep people lonely and Depressed so they kill themselves and be seperated from the love of Jesus Christ Forever and Ever! 😢its a sad Reality people Commit Suicide while Jesus God Himself Died on the Cross for their Pain and Sin ):
Yup... same here😅
Yes, it’s such a harsh place, it’s never really been for me, the things that happen here, the people, it’s like an army assault course but mental as well as physical. Looking forward to cross line, if I had a choice to take part it would be a massive “no”.
Same man, I have asperger's and adhd, depression and anxiety, ocd. Life is a mess rn and it doesn't feel worth it to live with autism and adhd for the rest of my life. The good times do not feel worth the pain and exhaustion, and trauma.
You dont understand how relatable this is. My coping mechanism for so long has been joking around, but i grew around so much abuse, I pushed out the fact that it affected me in a very negative way. It feels like people who want to be my friends want their idea of me, and when i share my true depressed self, I can see the discomfort on their faces and mannerisms because i dont fit their mould of me. I would rather be alone and know I'm alone than have a sense of false hope. Nobody understands. 😔💔
I feel the same way
I push myself everyday to achieve something, no matter how small it is… If I die, the more little things I have achieved, the more I have contributed to life.
I got lucky, after years of feeling
dejected, seriously, unable to make ends meet, i realized i was never going to be a provider, and so i opted out of society. At 55 yrs old, i lived alone, working making minimal wage and realized that all my education was no longer useful in a world of perpetual greed......monetary. Then one day, i walked out of my lonely little place, and a tiny black kitten stood at my door.....meowing for food. From there on two years later, my friend and i are still together, i call her Lucy, and the joy and love from this little furry creature has allowed me to get up every day and go to work, knowing that my little fur ball will be there needing her food and water.....that is now what i live for, to make sure she is well. No more worries about myself....i have something to live for....
Thank you for this. I cried after reading this cause I have two cats at home myself. I live everyday wondering if i’ll have extra money to not work so I can stay home and be with whats really important in this world: your loved ones, animal or human doesn’t matter. Just your loved ones. But I also see that may not happen at all so I always put a smile on my face and hope for better, if not here, than the after life. Till i’m gone, I’ll always live for love.
And giving that love to others anyway I can.
I live in Spain and had a bad car accident 20 years ago...I was ok after that and looked normal from the outside...but since 7 years I live with chronic pain in my spine and neck...I started to see how fake my friends are...and the only thing that makes me smile and give me joy is my cat of 4 years old...I love him so much....so please...keep taking care of yourself and the cat !
@@hasna35 i will continue to take care of Lucy, and you take care of yourself, what is your cats name?
@@bleach5860511 there is so much power in giving to others, especially animals.....many humans just dont get it......all we need is food, shelter and someone to care for.....i learned that from my little fur ball, Lucy
You are normal. The people in this world are fake and once you see things for what they REALLY are its hard to unsee it. I STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY. I'm 39 and I understand you completely
You're wise, and insightful.
Yes, most wear masks.
Religion is one of the worst for hypocrisy.
So True!!
I feel like as a sensitive and kind person, I’m moving through a dystopian world where people are constantly trying to bring me down, my family, friends, people I meet at work or just a majority of the people I meet and I want friends but since most people are so shitty, I stay friendless, lonely and depressed
@@musicandpoetry_8
I feel lonely sometimes, but loneliness is an emotion. It passes.
Love yourself. Relish the moment. Every moment has a treasure.
Your happiness is within you.
@@musicandpoetry_8Many people are very different than you. They are very social but that is very hierarchy oriented. For me as a scientific person I was often attacked for making correct observations. They then still need you to "defuse the bombs", but anyway. I later understood that they see authenticity as a threat to their social identity and they will hate you even though you are only trying to help. It's going to sound harsh but if a wasp stings you you aren't sad and you have to treat most people the same
I needed this tonight, this is exactly what I feel like and I think you’re reaching a lot of people. It is tiring, though hopefully temporary. And for what it’s worth, you seem like you’d be a great person to hang out with
ur video made me cry
I'm 65 and have felt the same in the past. The problem is you are trying to 'fit in' to a 'normal' life. I discovered being alone IS normal for many of us. Modern life IS bullshit, you have awakened. Create your new path alone and stay strong. In time, others will follow you.
So true..Ive always wondered what this hypothetical "normal " is. There is no such thing as normal in this society.
@@ericknudten7272So true
this is so relatable and real. i wish more people posted these kinds of videos
Thank you. That’s why I posted cause I felt like no one talks about this stuff and I have no one to talk to about it so I had to release all these thoughts I had built up. Hope you’re doing well thanks.
@@Marifilmsso we should do something
@@Marifilms You young people have undergone massive social engineering done by Democrats. Good teachers have been driven out by the teacher's unions and unruly children. They plan for you to just give in and become like them. What your abusers fear most: truth & Jesus.
They do they don't get views because their channels are not popular. Such as mine i I got no views for almost a year
They do but they don't get aby attention
I can relate to feeling weird and not feeling a sense of belonging in the world. I found your words about how we're already gonna die one day anyway, comforting honestly
Trust me , im so done with almost everyone myself. Being alone is a gift. Make u some goals my friend. Save money , take yourself a nice trip somewhere u have never been.
44 yr old Marine combat veteran. You just described the plight of males today. Spent 10 yrs serving with three tours. I’m still talked down to and ridiculed by complete self centered shallow strangers over nothing except for simply being in their immediate vicinity. If they only knew I could snap their neck with one maneuver. But I don’t. I smile and walk away. Believe me, we are all tired too.
❤ I see people. Every time I see a Vet. I Smile with a depth of respect and nod good day! It’s Jesus in me ❤
its a sad truth brother, men of all ages are alone. I really wish there was an easy way to connect with each other.
THIS IS HOW I FEEL EVERY DAY WALKING NEAR OTHER PEOPLE WHO TALK DOWN TO ME
@@DavidGlennWilliamson Yes, I went to the store yesterday and people are more miserable than ever and take it out on me. I’m glad you spoke up! I have nervous system disorder and they made me more nervous. I felt like shrinking inside myself. I Love me and like me so I will stay in my room until too hungry and have to go to the store. Jesus is my best friend. He thinks I’m kick ass! And he thinks I’m cute too 🥰
I feel the same way, I don't belong here
Hang in there kid. I'm 57 now and remember going through pretty much what you have been describing when I was your age. I'm sure many young people feel the same way you do. The main thing is stay away from any drugs or alcohol and social media at this point in your life and find some goal to work towards and stop trying too hard. Not everyone sucks although its getting harder and harder to find good people. One of the biggest discoveries I have made in life is coming to the understanding of how much time and energy I have wasted trying to impress others. Not overtly, but kind of subconsciously. Overtime when I saw the disasters that many of the more "popular" people turned out to be I became very gratefull for who I was. Just remember, you dont need validation from the mob,..just enough to keep food on the table, stay out of jail and save your money so some day you wont have to deal with people unless its on your terms. Good luck
USA=Purist country. Sucks.
Thanks for sharing your experience
Good advice!
thats how i feel work hard to be able to be on your own terms
Nice advice sr
I’m listening and I totally feel you man. I feel like you’re talking about me and my life. I don’t know you but hugs man!
Sorry for the pain your going thru son, but your young and got some life learning to do. I’m an old disabled marine, with a lot of painful life experiences, and a lot of adventurous life loving experiences. You eventually get tired of feeling beat down so you start learning to make better choices for yourself and happiness. Takes time, don’t rush, don’t quit, and you will understand
Remember bro, you do not feel this alone. There are so many people thinking the same way.
“i’m stuck, i’m trapped, and i’m bored.. everything in life has to do with other people and i don’t want to be around people anymore” wow i felt that so hard.. 😓
yeah, we don't want to be around people anymore
I’m in the same boat. Often ignored and basically invisible to most people. We’re just too good for this stupid system that was made up and we’re better than this world. That’s the issue
Never, ever try to fit in!!! The goal is to strive for your OWN happiness. STOP giving a shit what others think or expect of you! Fill your own life cup, then and only then can you pour from it to others. I'm up there in age, and never had to ponder the things that you're dwelling on. Remember to never force a friendship, a relationship or anything else.. it will come to you on it's own. Just go with the flow,son! Just breath and live!
Your life is normal. There are millions of us living your life. I’m 51 and have lived with the same feelings. I’ve now decided to abandon society and people in it. It’s all about me now. I don’t care or love anyone except myself. There are so many toxic people in this world.
Thers always Ben toxic people in the world. But now they seem to be celebrated by the media. Everything's upside-down. And by design. Just believe in yourself. And fk the moronic bastards
I feel the same, i'm only 23 and have accepted and acknowledged many times, and now i'm done. I hope you are doing fine, such is life as I like to say. But sometimes that is never enough.
me2 i'm 51 I need to love myself Nobody likes me I understand that I don't care anymore.
Me2. 57 and sick of society.
Agreed
"People don't care about any of your issues or how you feel" That's the truth.
This has been true for 10,000 years, and the ancients found a way to cope with this reality. What’s your excuse?
That's irrelevant. Nobody can make you happy or fulfilled except you no matter how much they may want to.
it can be a self fulfilling prophecy. if you truly mean those words that means you are one of those sucky "people" too.
I def feel like I'm not supposed to be in this World 🤔🤔🤔
@@virtuerseRelax grandpa.
I understand how you feel. Some days are worse than others. You seem like a great person. Please promise me that you won't give up. This is a great video & thank you for this & I do care.
I'm 30 and I want to hug you. I completely get what your talking about/ venting about you have to try to make what you can the best you can of the situations you become placed within or atleast think even one positive out of your day to day, like just one positive. Society today is so broken it's so sad. What you say here couldn't be truer. I feel concern and worry for you and I hope you don't do anything serious you seem like a kind and respectful and brave person.
I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I know exactly how you feel. For years I tried and tried but nothing works. Got attractive, got jacked, become funny, etc. Anything I could try to be a better person & more enjoyable person fails. I blame social media, smart phones, & bad education. 99% of people are f*cking idiots & are asleep 24/7. People like us, are extremely rare it’s ridiculous.
Social media is cancer worse thing created
Love your channel bro
Ikr! I remember the world before the 2010s and it was a much better world overall. Sure it wasn't Heaven, but it was much closer to it than whatever came after it.
@@professional.commentator I definitely agree, I’m sorry but social media was the worst thing ever created.. I seen it damage people’s lives.. I miss the 90’s the world is messed up today.. What makes me mad I don’t do facebook and people still find out your business what others say.. It’s funny before my great grandfather died he said computers and that kind of technology will ruin this world.. He was right.. Wish I had a Time Machine to go back to the 80’ or 90’s.. Like you said sure those times wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows 🌈 but I liked it better than this world today
@@stevo6891im 28 and have felt the same ever since i was about 14, social media is horrible & has ruined people, i think more people today are lonelier than you realise.
I was molested at the age of 5, growing up the only thing I wanted was to be left alone away from people. I realized dealing with human nature is the most draining thing I have to face. I tried bonding with people and told them of my past for them to acknowledge me with some habits I want to change. I got some hate from speaking about it, you see the discomfort in their eyes. So now I am 28 I decided to move away from people and restart. I workout, travel, create art and do things that help me out of my past.
You can open up to people! They just have to be the right people.
Your not alone. I have not experienced that same thing but other stuff.
And I think I was supportive when someone told me about what happened to him at 8 years old. It was his friends father. Some of us can support others in the right way. And we don't look away from difficult issues.
Amazing! Perfect!
Good lad....It takes a lot of bravery to speak about that, and I, as a stranger have nothing but respect for you. Stay strong brother, you're already stronger than many other people.
You have the courage of a lion. It takes a lot of courage to speak about such a traumatic thing. You have slayed the dragon it no longer lives. Be proud and happy.
you seem a sound person, intelligent and aware. I felt the same for afew years in my teens, then i went abroad a few times in my 20s, all the poverty, desperation and hopelessness i saw changed me, i realised that life is even worse for those who live in poverty. a roof over your head, a job and your health and mobility is amazing, since then ive counted my blessings
Wake up because all that stuff is exploding all over the world not just in foreign countries.
Your words are my exact thoughts. Life is tough and i struggle daily. We just have to stay strong and fight for peace.
I sometimes wish all of us who felt this way could find each other
Me too. Maybe someone has a website somewhere, or some sort of online gathering place, the trick is to find it I guess.
That would be awesome yes indeed. All this financial stuff and lack of accomplishments and sense of purpose is one thing but a realisation that literally no one would know if you die is devastating. No one would help you in sickness and make a phone call after a funeral of someone you loved but lost …. Sense of loneliness after years of feeling this was and knowing you did so much to change it but unsuccessfully and you can’t even try as hard as previously, because all you want is to lie down and die and never breathe again and it’s appealing is the rock bottom 😔😔😔😔
@@carolinareaper8089 We should start a group for people like us.
same :)
Omg that would be awesome
The World Economic Forum psychopaths are making life worse on purpose. They destroyed community life, marriage, family, religion, belonging. I feel exactly like you do, Mari. Lost and alone, no one to turn to, learning to be ok with myself. ❤
I totally agree. I'm 55, I haven't had an easy life, but I've had a lot of happy times. Since the 'viru3' my world has collapsed. I believe that there are so many people suffering from this psyop that they're waging on us. The world has been driven crazy & I think anyone intelligent enough to see it is probably feeling the same way. When you feel like there's no future, you lose all sense of purpose in living.
@@TheMrrabbit1968 you’re right. It’s hard to live with no hope and no future. I’m working hard on turning my will and life over to the care of the higher power. Living in the moment and looking for what I can give to others is all I can focus on now.
It’s like the whole world has a broken heart.
Hey! I just wanted to remind you that you are not alone. Jesus loves you so much. He will give you a reason to live, if you turn to Him. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Have a blessed day! 😊🕊
You’re just saying ideas not facts. Take a real look at reality
All the things you mentioned don't make sense either, neither the family, nor the wife's or children nor anything material nor traditional values.
All of those things you mentioned are perpetual ties that nature uses to maintain the cycle of death and life. The best of all would be not to exist.
After seeing this, and feeling the exact same way, I think the only advice I can give is this: Just give up. You gave it your best shot, you tried your best every time, but you still got screwed over. I'm speaking as someone who feels that nothing will amke me feel better unless I twist everyone else's arms just to get them to try and make things work.
Normally I wouldn't condone that kind of behavior, but I don't want to stay miserable with my life either. Any time I discuss this sort of things with people I know, the only answer they ever give me is to let it go, and move on. The problem with that is that I already tried doing that, and it only made me feel worse. At this point, moving on is not an option anymore, and people need to stop telling me to move on. As BS as everything is, if I can't try to make things work out to make myself feel better, giving up is the only other choice. If anyone here finds that offensive, then I apologize, but I don't see any other choice.
Being alone can be difficult but also amazing
It is better to stay away from people sometimes. A lot of people are evil and will manipulate you and start drama for no reason. Its hard finding someone you can actually trust and talk to without being judged. I've learnt to be okay with being alone and it brings me peace.
Same here. Nowadays, I expect to be let down by people so I don't like to try to open myself up anymore.
The more people you are around, your life will be worse.
Dude, I'm a grown man and still feel this way sometimes. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself. You will find a lane. Prayers to you.
That’s what I’m trying to do right now. I’m 20-years-old, and I’m trying to redirect my life and find out who I truly am
@@Timothyrpiano - me too
@@TimothyrpianoCHAMP, you’re still so young! Life hasn’t even started yet my friend. Find what you like or that you’re good at AND BECOME THE BEST AT IT!
Ppl will come to you and ppl will gravitate to you. Forget about social norms or what society expects, concentrate on you!
You got this, G!
@@guzzy4318😮7
@@guzzy4318 dont give up my friend,keep moving forward
i feel you bro its already happening to me for a long time im so glad you brought this up on youtube or aspects in life is not different at all.
everything you said is so true but you know why life is so hard like this that means you are the chosen one by a higher energy in this world.
but uou gotta stay strong do whatever makes you happy turn your anger into doing workouts.
the reason people cant be arround like us is they are too affected to materialism and chasing money.
it gives them power so they can behave some type of way
So much of what you said is true. You're very smart. Many people feel the exact same way as you do. You are not alone in your thoughts. But remember, things constantly change. Things can get better. Never give up.
The modern world is so much worse than how the world was in the 90s and early 2000s. People ghost you, they don’t care about you, and if you don’t fit in then they will target you. Life is actually hard every single day. If you’re not a fake person, you will struggle massively.
I completely resonated with what you said and the depression has set in with me too. I consider myself one of the lucky ones though because I do have a family that loves me and I love them back. I don’t have any children or a partner though, and I think I will be alone forever because I do not like people.
I wish you luck on your journey. Just gotta try to make the best of it 🙏🏼
The problem is smartphones. Being constantly connected changes people's behaviour too much
@@emmaphilo4049 💯
@@emmaphilo4049 The problem is narcissism and lack of empathy.
People will show their frustration in different ways. Some will be like this guy, dissapointed at his own species and avoiding contact; Others will try to hurt before they get hurt, and some will be cruel for no reason at all... it's a problem that expands on itself, further amplifying it's effect.
The culture, the work system and people's education are probably the real villain that is making society be this way. Technology just make these things more evident.
God bless Lauren ❤
@@emmaphilo4049agreed. It’s terrible.
I felt how you felt. As a young man, I experienced what you're going through. 20 years later, I can tell you it does get better if you keep trying. Just push the boulder one inch--or even one millimeter--each day. Nothing happens overnight. No magic bullets. It's a building process. Brick by brick. Someday, you'll look back and say, "Damn, I came a long way from where I was."
That is true.
Being in your twenties is a really tough age and yes you have to push trough it. Thank you for encouraging this young man he needs people in his corner.
Great speech 😊
Not true. I'm 44 and my only friend is a 71yr old woman. My best friend's mother. She's alone too. He died (her son) in 2013 of neurofibromatosis type 1 and 2. I almost died in 01' of a stroke and massive brain cyst where I have an implanted shunt. I have no energy because my cerebellum was crushed to nothing and I live in chronic pain with no pain meds to give me a break from it. I was supposed to be completely paralyzed. He was the only one who understood pain and loneliness. I was young when I almost died, and nothing is getting "better." This whole "you're still young" narrative is crap. Time is short. It's the same now/present moment as it was then. The only thing that changes through so called time, is the story of the mind. A collective narrative that this same present moment moved to a new one. Not so. And so....time 'moves' quickly, and before you know it, it's 20-30 years later and you don't know where it all went. Blink of an eye. So, I will not blow smoke up a depressed person's rear, and say it will get better as an absolute. I won't. I have experience.
@@all-is-Grass I’m sorry that has been your experience and that you are in constant pain but I guess everyone’s experience and how they deal with it is different. I am still grateful I am here to experience what’s beautiful in life and think it is important to encourage one another through the sorrows that come with it. Well wishes 🌻to you and your friend.
For me is so hard to put these things into words and you just did it for me. I cannot express how much I relate….i feel you bro……
- 😔 Feeling of loneliness and isolation, struggling to connect with others
- 😞 Frustration with societal expectations and feeling like an outsider
- 😣 Disappointment with people's lack of understanding and empathy
- 😕 Despair about the inability to change one's circumstances
- 😢 Reflecting on the unfairness of life and the impact of upbringing and environment
- 😔 Wish for a different, more "normal" life
- 😞 Feeling tired and drained from trying to fit in and make things better
- 😔 Longing for a connection with someone, but feeling it's out of reach
- 😢 Acceptance of life's harsh realities and the inevitability of death
- 😔 Desire to share experiences with others who may relate and offer support
You just explained exactly how I felt for 20 years
Same here.
You’re actually perfectly normal to feel out of place, because you’re genuine, real, mindful, considerate, conscientious, kind, deep, looking for meaning and purpose and not fickle . You won’t fit in because a lot of people are the opposite to that. And by expressing how you feel you’re also helping so many other people not feel alone, who feel the same as you but can’t express it for one reason or another. People may put on a face or feign happiness but you don’t really know what they’re actually going through internally, they could be in total despair & breaking apart and lonely. You’re brave to talk about this openly. A person like you would benefit by looking to the spiritual, away from the material. Without sounding patronising, my heart goes out to you
Yeah for sure, I have my own Ishta Devi. Even got her name and was with her in another realm or other reality and she showed me so much love and comforted me a few times when I could pick up more on her presence.
You have just said everything I've felt my entire life....
I don’t know you, but I love you man. You’re an awesome person and I relate to this video so much. I just don’t get this world sometimes. Everyone around you always acts like it’s normal but something just always feels off about everything and everybody. As humans we desire human interaction and relationships, but it just seems impossible to make friendships nowadays because everyone is fake and doesn’t care about you. I was raised to be kind and caring while living in a world of hate, greed and ego. You aren’t the weird one man, a lot of people are very self centered and ego driven and it’s impossible to relate to them. I wish I could give you a hug because we could all use warm hug from someone that cares.
Well, it looks like you were wrong, bro. Look at how many people you've reached. You're not alone at all. Lots of people feel the way you do and I have too, from time to time. The reality is, even a difficult life is still worth living and there is a greater plan to what you're experiencing. You're never handed more than you can withstand. You just have to keep going. It will get better and you'll look back and wonder why you doubted yourself.
"There's a greater plan to what you're experiencing"
Nah that's just what people say to not feel like their life is truly pointless.
It's because people are so shallow and you're interested in the deeper things of life. Modern life is difficult for us introverts.
I agree with you. Life is boring as fuck and people suck. If you are a bit weird its kinda over. My only advice is try to find people that are similar to you.
Move to another town. Cant be depress forever
I agree, if you feel weird and like m one gets you find other people as weird as you
Life is so fuucking boring, I wish sleep lasted 20 hours in every 24. Dull, doing a fricking job as dreary as hell and WORKING with exactly the type of characters that you hate. Eating roughly the same type of foods all year, never enough fn money to get through. Utter bollocks. I can’t wait to get out of the trap. I’ve hated every minute since I was 5 years old. It’s not for me and if I had the choice to live again I’d ram it up the ass. And what makes it worse is seeing fellow humans going through even worse and I’m thinking where the fuk am I. Hell hole
Once you get to know Jesus you whole perspective changes trust me.
@@dennisiriele4379 Stop preying on people in their time of need. If a god is so natural and needed, he’d have figured it out himself.
You really nailed it ! I feel exactly like you. I feel like I can really relate to you. Thanks your video really does help me. Thank you. And I hope things get better for you.
Listen up, young king. There is only one place that can change your life, which is the gym. The gym is the ultimate game changer! Do not give up!
I’m 20 & what you described is literally what I’m feeling right now. No friends, No girlfriend, can’t hold a conversation with anyone. Always stuck in my mind just thinking about all the bs. I’m glad I stumbled across your video bc it does kinda comfort me knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way.
Same ..
I isolate on purpose.
I m just an introvert. I guess
Honestly i feel miserable
But at the same time I have no clue about what to do.
I feel trapped
Same here…
You’re 20 wait til you get to 37…..
Same here, rejection is all I deal with.. People sure suck.. I look out for me anymore!!
Love life miracle will happen, I speak from experience. My memoir Love of Life - A Miraculous Story! will release early next year.
This is totally relatable. Society is not normal, it’s set up for consumerism. When I was 19 I sounded just like you. Things will improve, there is only one you and sometimes we have to project a positive outcome even though we can’t see it. Have faith and focus on yourself, you have the power to change things.
Thank you. Sneaked a peek at your channel you should post some music again ha hope things are going well.
Yes
No, it won't. I'm 50 and since my 20s, things have gradually gotten worse. I always felt I have to fit in, make this world work somehow for me. Fact is, it doesn't. And I stopped trying to change to be accepted. I'm too old for this shit. I bow to no one anymore.
@@Marifilms I felt this way at your age. If I could please share a few things I learned , I Hope you’re at a place where you can receive it.
1. Make sure there’s no untreated issues. I discovered I have ADHD and that diagnosis put a lot in focus.
2. You’re young so your brain is still developing in a way that your focus is on yourself. I’m
Not calling you selfish it’s normal development before your 30s. But you need to begin to look at what you can GIVE. who you can serve. That’s what truly gives life purpose. You’re still in a self focused phase and that can lead to misery. What do you give to the world and where could you develop your gifts to serve others. So many people need you.
3. God. However that looks to you, seek God. Without some type of relationship to the creator you will always feel a void. Just pray even if you don’t know exactly who you’re praying to. He will answer! I can tell you that Jesus is the answer but I know everyone doesn’t know him yet. He saved my entire life several times. But wherever you start, it’s a start. I would start with the Bible, but start reading in Matthew. Jesus is the key. If you do not believe that at this time, just talk to the being who made all of this. He will answer. Perhaps slowly. and in phases. And things come through good human beings who serve him as well.
4. Study the hermetic principals. We as humans have so much more power than you seem to know metaphysically. His created this universe in a way that we can participate in creation. You CAN manifest what you want. Study manifestation. Just never forget that god created that concept and it’s only possible because he allows it. Never let manifestation make you think you don’t need god Bc as things work for you , that temptation will come in. But you can manifest your life.
You need to shift your focus from self to giving to/serving others. And from the 3D created physical realm to the metaphysical and spiritual. That’s where liberation is.
@@Marifilmsand I wanted add one thing: I grew to realize that the reason I was so different is that I was created to BE the change I wanted to see. The world needs people like you. You need to BE the kind of person for others, that you’re wanting for yourself. Be that kind of coworker, friend, mate ect. Sometimes that’s your purpose. To be that light that’s missing in the world. I truly recognize that on you and I’ll bet you discover that as you grow. Sometimes we think our purpose has got to be some big major thing like becoming a leader publicly. Sometimes you’re created to be the leader in your world and for all of those you encounter. When you think like that you realize just how many people each of us touches snd affects. You can literally impact the world that way. Just think about the butterfly effect.
This hits so hard! I feel for you and relate. So many ppl feel lonely and are sick of people in general. It seems like we lost the ability to connect. I wish I had a recipe, a solution or some incredibly smart advice. I don't... Just saying hello from the other side of the world.
Your doing what alot of people want to say in their car takes courage to speak your mind and vent this all out bro your not alone out there so many people feel the same but all they can do is keep living and hoping for better
Trust me, man. Everyone is fighting demons, we’re all just good at putting on our masks, before heading out into society. I was the same, always an outcast, had massive self confidence issues to the point where I hated people even looking at me. Walking with my head down so drivers by wouldn’t look at me. Now I have a loving wife and two beautiful kids. Still have a lot of the issues I had when I was younger but my Wife and kids show me there is light in this world. Keep your head up man I know things will turn around for you and you find your light in this world
I guess you just have to have hope that something will work out for the best
Life is bullshit ,what a profound statement,I can comprehend how you've come to this conclusion, as I myself realized though a few books spiritual learnings let's say, and there's no purpose unless you can invent one or make one, there is no karma, there is no Universal justice, and the is a shit load of unfairness and cruelty on this planet, usually men at the back of the hell we now call reality, the truth does hurts ,even the truth that you have discovered ,at such a young age ,your issue is you became too wise to soon , you even no it's pointless to give up and die ,as this too is etched in stone , it seems like strangers can show more love and compassion than family or friends, and there are alot of strangers on this planet, we are obviously all on the same planet but most certainly in a different World than everybody else but many folk who are free thinking can relate and empathize with you , like Janis Holland says in one of her songs , it's the same fucking day, if I had kept to myself in my static caravan I would be 20 thousand pounds better off and safe and sound, but people stole ,burnt me Home to the ground , and smashed my next home to bits ,why you may ask ,well jealousy has stolen every thing from me ,when all I asked for was a humble appreciative grateful existence, let's alone in the hills ,but people are crazy and desire to see others fail ,and make sure they do ,madness, I've no answers for you other than if good things happen then a good thing has happened ,and same for shite things , it's just that you are under no illusions like the majority, stings but your awake and aware, and I care ,where I know you or not ,which I think we very similar guess we can only keep fighting the fight , life is not what you make it ,people can soon change that , like you say , luck and good fortune plays it part ,life's hard ,but it's harder for someone else , we're all strangers in a strange land ,some live in fear ,you live in fact, sending love brother ,wow do I feel you ,yes I do ,
Janis Joplin I mean
This is one of the most powerful and most impactful videos i have ever seen on YT , this young guy is so brave and authentic to tell his story in no dramatic nonsense ,.no kind og fake energy like victimhood meetoo kind of vibe, just pure genuine pain and a push to connect with other people feelling the same way ...
On the contrary, he is completely playing the victim here. He says we are a born a certain way and there is nothing we can do, which is bullshit. He just doesn't want to change deep down.
Yea i mean i couldn't ask for more from a youtuber.
@@Ella-te7fe i think he wants to change, and will. Hes just venting, and hoping instead of judgmwnt he'll get understanding
And look at how many views he got; it resonates somehow. People are fed up these days in America, the West, the World... he's not alone
Hang in there brother! I feel the same way and can relate 💯!! There's definitely nothing wrong with being different! And there's everything right with being real and being honest! Most of the world is fake... and that's why you don't fit in! If it's any consolation...I listen and watch videos all day while I'm working and i NEVER like or comment on videos! This one was worth it!! Great video! Stay strong! Keep your head up! Prayers for a better tomorrow and an amazing future regardless how dim it may look right now!
I care. I feel exactly the same right now. And taking yourself out is not an option coz you'll end up back here again. Sending you love kiddo❤