"does it look like I'm okay to you" - an angst/vent playlist
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- čas přidán 29. 05. 2023
- pretty stressed lately; hope this playlist helps for anyone going through anything that's shitty
//Timestamps are in pinned comment//
Discord: / discord
Spotify: open.spotify.com/user/31nkxra...
00:00
my alcoholic friends
2:48
all the things she said
6:21
Mr. Lover Man
9:38
wet cigarettes
12:32
I can't handle change
15:50
Notion
19:06
treehouse
Thanks creator! °v°
tysm
yay
the thing is, i have all these songs in my regular playlist. does anyone else?
to anyone reading this: please, remember things can get better, it's not over. you can do it, i believe in you
And if it is over
@@matthaggard2999 what makes you say it is?
Nothing's get better if you improve a bit and the next time something happened you either fall back into that same thing or even worse, mental health doesn't get better, it's either the same, or became worst. It's better to accept the truth than to keep lying about it.
@@Cecilian_Does_Art i understand what you mean, and it's true one can still fall back, and i'm sorry to anyone this feels more like a bad lie, but the reason why i'm so sure is because i've seen it happen, though, if you feel comfortable enough we can talk
@@Cecilian_Does_Art That's what I thought for a little while. But it f
Does get better, and when people say it takes time, they mean it. It hurts for so long, I'm still hurting, but It can get better. It definitely won't if you never give it a chance though.
And healing hurts more than the pain, just like spraying a wound so it isn't infected, filling a full glass of dirty water with clean water, it spills. And that's ok, it just will take time.
Months, years, it just is slow, be patient, work on it. Stay safe
I just wanted to pass my record of 2 days without crying but my parents never let me so now I'm listening to this amazing playlist while writing an adventure story
And now I think I gonna go to sleep 'cause my mother is continuing to insult me and I don't want to hear her :D
@@applechan2416i hope things get better for you ❤
no way this was 3 weeks ago
HELP THIS IS GOING IN A SLIDESHOW.
@@Realaylamarie REAL
You know it's a good playlist when it starts with my alcoholic friends
Are you ok?
@@alicegalati2455 not rlly. But it's also just a rlly good song
@@straightroseyay what's going on exactly?
@@alicegalati2455 I don't rlly feel like explaining or venting rn
@@alicegalati2455 but all I can say is I got traumatized and accused of my ex friends of sending one of they're friends death threats when I was 6 ok.. it all started when I was 6..
Well my socks are ruined…or they say…I’m taking showers more….my face is breaking out…my scars sting….to my friend’s…I am only a ghost….
you’re not real 😭🙏
Ok buddy
Fr like wtf are these comments😭@@Realaylamarie
sad? nope!! just my ocs are.. im using this to listen to whilst making my ocs traumatic, horrible, terrifying, brutal, cruel, jaw dropping, stomach turning, toe curling, reality questioning, unbearable, unimaginable, depressing, anxiety raising backstories :3
so real
going swiming.....
Dont drown. It hurts
Let me join..
I’m bringing the toaster
I'll bring my toaster too..
Don’t drown, please. It hurts, it feels like your insides are on fire…
I was listening to this just thinking when i accidentally pressed a short with ispeedshow
lol
Infinite universes.
Out of all the universes out there, out of the billions of stars and planets and black holes and galaxies in ours, out of all the planets in the Milky Way, one has been known to inhabit life. Out of all the continents and oceans on that one singular planet, out of all the billions of lifeforms in that world, out of every single possible danger, out of everything that’s happened, humans have managed to persevere.
you’ve survived all this time. don’t end it now. ❤
You ok?
wet cigarettes is so underrated ily for including it omg
You ok?
Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I'll try to help as best as I can.
I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You're so tough for getting through all of that.
I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course I understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You can't go into a battle already wounded.
You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
This will all be over soon.
And hey.
If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
Helping people is my specialty.
They always find their way, one way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
My job is done.
Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
You'll always have my support.
I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
Before you go...
I love you.
Tysm. I rlly needed this ❤
Man, I've been up since 11: 00. Its 2: 08. I can never get any fucking sleep.
Needed that right now. Thank you
I wasn't crying, but now I'm crying tears of joy.
@@IHateLifeD-ve7ev hey pal
Try some music or tea, or even just water, whatever soothes your mind
Put yourself at peace
Remind yourself that you only have yourself no matter how many people try to help
Only you can save yourself
Be your own hero
And I know this won’t help but..
Im rooting for you.
Stay strong soldier.
(Sleep medicine or melatonin can also be an option.)
I hate that i cant understand why words are mean? Why is it unfair for me to want something, but not them? How come when i play along im doing it wrong? What did i do wrong this time? Why am i always the bad one?
Why did i ever think you were my friend...
Why did i give you so much of me
Why wasnt i good enough
Why couldnt you love me
Why does it still hurt? I thought i was getting better... then why does it hurt.
Are you ok?
@@Realaylamarie Are you ok?
Are u? @@alicegalati2455
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(this is for anyone who needs it like i do a lot of the time and i hope it helped)
i copy and pasted one but i gave credit and it got like 250 likes, next give credit. it might help a little more..not hate btw..
thank you : ]
🥰
I love you
ty and ilyt
Thank you , I love you too, random stranger on the internet.
Amazing job with this playlist
love this playlist!
Beautiful mix :D
I love listening to these songs when im bawling my eyes put at 3 in The morning
To all the people here
You’re enough.
And I love you, I want you here.
Please.
Thanks! This will help with my oc mourning her mom with her best friend
Put me back to my cell.
Leave me there, so i burn in hell.
Even when i cry, or die,
After all, you say "its just a joke, right?"
So, whenever you cry to me
Even when in deepest needs.
Keeping me left out, even when i comfort
I thought you where the one to know.
Leave me, leave me.
Love me, im on my knees.
May you call me a disgusting liar?
Everything i give, is your desire.
- Cash
You ok?
I’m never okay. My “friends” THINK THAT IM WEAK. Weak WEAK WEAK WEAK they all say! Weak does not define me, strong does. Powerful does. I am no longer the weird kid I am the strong kid. Beware for my reign soon to come… :)
anya says please keep trying don't give up things can get better and there are people who care about you (btw you can vent in replies)
You ok?
amazing
Does it hurt to remember my last name?
Did i lose you to my own game?
Do you feel sorry?
What's wrong, you worry?
I watch you frowning
Meanwhile, I'm drowning.
Lost in a cave everything disappears like a destructive wave.
I hold onto the rope, where is my hope?
And i crave your touch when i hug myself crying to sleep, i messed up a lot. I hoped you'd forgive me and I'd forgive you like always. But nope not now.
I'm losing hope again because at a point in my life i depended on YOU, you alone. I wasn't an easy 'friend' and i know.
I hope you ever think back about our great memories together even if you don't forgive me.
You ok?
This helped me cry again, not in a bad way. 3 days ago I cried for 5 hours and then I couldn’t cry at all and I felt so upset that I couldn’t let anything out but now because of this I felt the relief. Thank you,
Are you ok?
Vent:
I've been wanting a novel for a very long time. Sat down to talk with my parents about it. I had a very troubled childhood. My mother has severe anxiety and depression. She would usually take it out on me. Whilst talking about the novel today, they said something related to that without noticing and it triggered something. I can't stop crying. I'm sobbing. I can't breathe properly. Might as well die at this point.. Nothing I do satisfies them...
Tired. I'm so tired...
Please don't leave this world
one of my closest friends said that venting/comforting ppl in comments is cringe :/
Do whatever makes you feel better bubbo : )
@@bunnened...2913 You ok?
You ok?
just here for inspo for my depressing assassin father and adoptive son story 😭😭😭
love this
thx
Why while listening to this I randomly thought of a Frozen ||| coming out
lol
Are you ok?
@@zavi_thefurry Are you ok?
yo going onto the balcony w this one :)
You ok?
I'm alr, just tired, but dw I could never have the guts to actually do it, im sensitive to pain, and if i were to attempt and it didn't work I'd be left w alot of pain, but also I listen to music on my balcony so there's another meaning to it aswell, it's quiet at night the lights are on and just looking at the stars :)
@@Jam_in_A_Jar if you want we can talk though
@@alicegalati2455 hmm, sure, that would be nice ty
@@Jam_in_A_Jar whenever you're ready
Is it bad i know every word to all theese songs
not at all
I do to because sad songs are my whole Spotify playlist.
i LOVE all these song but notion alcoholic friends tree house r my like faves (i cant have fave song food movie game color animal person ect
Are you ok?
Why am i sad
i dont deserve wants
i dont deserve breath
i only deserve every mistake
mom and dad deserve better
a better me
a better daughter
a better kid
i have a good life
i dont understand
im pathetic
im only the lowercase 'i'
nothing more then a waste of food, water, and space
this coulda been such a good playlist if it was sped up
you can change the speed yourself.
@@Mishaiia_11 i know obviously
Are you ok?
I've reached my breaking point now, it's either I die, or I just exist with no purpose, either way it hurts. There's no point, I don't have emotion, everyon ignored me, I'm tired of begging for the attention they won't give me. I can't act like an child, I'll act as a adult. But if one day I die from my own decision, they'll say I'm "acting like a child". No child wants to kill themselves, except the child that grown up in this neglectful environment they're in with no way out.
You can't be too obnoxious because nobody wants to be around you but if other people do it it's fine, and then when you're not obnoxious, nobody wants to be around you. There's no winning, because in the end deaths win anyway, it's better for me to just die right now, instead of worrying about dying alone later on in life. What will I gained from going on, wealth? Love? All of that is pointless if you end up dying alone in the end.
You being here is enough reason.
Need some love?..
I love you.
I love you for waking up in the morning.
I love you for brushing your hair.
I love you for smiling.
I love you for making friends.
I love you for being confident.
I love you for being positive.
I love you for being happy.
I love you for being sad.
I love you for crying and letting out your pain.
I love you for hugging your friends and family.
I love you for walking and talking.
I love you for encouraging yourself and others.
I love you for being sympathetic to a sad person in need.
I love you for laughing.
I love you for the achievements in your life.
I love you for writing.
I love you for being strong.
I love you for helping out others.
I love you for having respect.
I love your supporting others.
I love you for doing good in school.
I love you for spending time with others.
I love you for graduating.
I love you for moving on and getting a job.
I love you for doing well in life.
I love you for everything you do.
I love you, human. - Jasper_On_TheInternet
How are you?
Thank you 😢
@@Freaky-Fox_Girl how are you?
@@alicegalati2455 I’m feeling empty how about you?
@@Freaky-Fox_Girl i'm good but if you'd like we can talk about it
Yo if anyone wants to hear a poem I wrote in the middle of the night scroll down
This is a call
To me and to you
Who only knew
And don’t know
What it is to be
You…
You ok?
lol no
@@Scrolling_plus_pengoon what's wrong?
Sad? Yes! But i am seeing this to make a jax Angst video that no one is gonna see because i have never gone to therapy and i like to edit jax crying and dying, for some reason it's only jax and no one els
In a world where no one really gives a shit about you or how you feel. Life of a boy, ladies. The life of a boy. You say it'd be easier to be a boy. Oh says the one who can't last an hour without saying how you feel.
It doesn't matter if you are a boy or a girl, life can be equally tough. But men do have their own challenges, and I respect them for staying strong
I think that life isn’t easy for anyone regardless of gender, there world is just so fucked right now. It sucks for everyone. Everyone is either trying to play “who’s the most oppressed” or trying to be superior to others. I just think that the only people in this world who don’t have a hard life are the rich ones.
@@evie7742 seriously
@@evie7742 money is not a factor if you feel empty or depressed. Money can't change the way you think or feel, or bring back anyone or anything you've lost forever. rich people have problems too
Having to much money
I think the person who made the first song is uh…. Pretty bad, i think gr**med someone but im not sure-
Oh um - thank you for informing me -
I did some research and they wrote a song about a girl who was groomed but I don’t think that they groomed anyone tho- I might be wrong cause I didn’t do much research but that was all I found about grooming being related to them.
@@evie7742 mk