Time stamps with names!!! 00:00 Can i call you tonight(slowed) 05:47 Stan(slowed i guess) 14:40 The drums-money(slowed) 19:33 Surf curse freaks(slowed) 22:48 In my head(slowed) 30:08 where's my love (slowed) 36:21 Joy again-Looking out for you(slowed)
I discovered this playlist in early January 2022. It listened to it at night while looking out the window and seeing the flurries of snow fly around the dim street lights. I never felt so at peace with the world and I had such a nostalgic feeling go along with it. I come here all the time to try and relive that feeling, but nothing will ever compare to the feeling I had first time I listened to this. Thank you!
I ended it all yesterday. Took my already lifeless body to a favorite hangout spot on the side of the hill overlooking the river. It was pitch black out and all you could see was the moons distant reflection over the river. The air was still as if it could tell there was death upon its shoulders. My parents were asleep and none of my friends knew of my actions. I’m sure if they did they’d stop me. But thanks to my fathers gun ‘hidden’ under his bed and the lack of care to notice my depression, I’m sitting on a rock all alone living out the last few moments with nobody to share them with. As if I even wanted to share them. Never mind the tears though. They’ll only last just a minute longer. Nevermind the pain, it’s shivering numb and cold now that it knows I’m in control. I’ve been pushed and pulled too many times and now I see it’s clear as the night to pull this trigger. Let the echoing gunshot ringing out in this still night air be my final goodbye to the world. Don’t fret, I only hurt before the bullet entered my brain.. This is my POV of my little sisters friend who killed herself. She left no note behind and left no clue as to why she did it. I wish complete and total peace for her family. Suicide doesn’t solve the pain but rather passes it on for others to carry. So instead of giving them your pain by killing yourself, share your pain by talking with them. I promise you they’ll want to hear it and help carry it for you.
It's when you reach the point where talking doesn't help anymore, and the thought that someone you love will carry the pain afterwards slowly fades from all the mental pain
@@eksdee2170 if you slowly start to lose care, find empathy. You aren't a mistake. You're here for a reason, whether this place makes you feel like it or not. This ball of rock, we all deserve a chance on it. So give yourself that chance.
@@machinebread9598 I’m trying, I truly do, but I haven’t felt the same for 6 years. I’m not trying to sound edgy or emo, but idk, nothing works. I tried everything
@@eksdee2170 feeling empty isn't necessarily a good feeling, trust me I know. Whether questioning your purpose or existence. I've learned to use that emptiness to my advantage for things I don't want to do, and it leaves room for me to put and receive emotion from other people.
It's a rainy night on the last day of the year, the plans were to go out with friends and see the fireworks and now I'm here, in a dark room listening to sad music doesn't seem like such a bad way to spend new year's eve tho
Just got home late after work at 9pm from a hot day, so was just sitting on the floor with my dog and this came on and played from my room, ended up coming back realising i just sat playing with my dog for 30 minutes enjoying this music too. It was really fun to spend some quality time with him with this calming music in the background. Great playlist :) Thanks :)
i like that people here are saying what is happening in their life, oppening up to strangers cause i feel like i can't open up to the ones i know, the ones around me. They always see me smiling even when im so f broken and don't know what im going through, and that hurts a lot. sometimes i just want to take a pause in life, to stop everything and cry, cry, cry... and it's hard to tell people what i feel cause i never find the words, and even when i find it i can't say it, i just want a hug you know? i don't want to explain the things that go through my head.
keep going brother or sister hahah couldn't tell, but hang in there, Life is trash sometimes, it can be trash for a day, a month, a year, or years. but if you hang in there, and keep believing in your self, you'll see, that some day you will meet a person, or do a thing, or learn a skill, that will make you have that small hope, and it's going to feel so good afterwards. ( so sorry for my broken English its not my first language)
@@ibrahimmoghrabidarghoth8983 your english is perfect, and thank you so much for those words and time, i think ill find some good day sometime and i hope your life is doing good, you're a really kind person and people around you love you so much for sure. and english is not my first language too so sorry if i didn't say something right :)
i find is really hard to open up to people ik.. and even when i opened up to this one person he left.. like everyone else... and it was my fault bc i threw myself out there and he left and i thought i could tell him and he'd try help me or say im here for you but i was the one who said that. I mean like he wanted to end it all over his ex breaking up with him and acted like that was more important when i wanted to end it all over something a LOT more worse and he still left, and he probably thinks i said what i said for attention bc he always sees me smiling or dancing but its the complete opposite, he always sees me putting on a fake smile yk? if only he could see what i go thru in a day if he spent 1 day just 1 day in my life he'd understand. anyways thats me rant over XD
No comment ever has hit this close to home. This is my exact situation as well. I want to open up, I want to be cared for, but nobody likes me. You are not alone, it’s a very difficult thing that we’re going through but we must stay strong.
i needed this playlist. i feel like ive lost a friend recently. we used to hang out every day, spending hours and hours talking and playing games. now they completely ignore me. i have to initiate everything and its rare we do something i want to do. i still love them and i still want to be friends. but its hard when im treated like this when im their "best friend". i just want those summer nights back where we would sit and talk about our feelings and goof off. i feel lost without them. there just isnt anyone like them. update they hate me. i tried to explain how i felt. i tried to show my love for them but they didnt care. those years of feeling put into them. those night worrying for them when they were suicidal. just for me to be left behind.
I know how you feel.. happened to me too once, twice, trice... Wanted to let you know that you're not alone... Idk how I can help you, I'm so sorry.. Maybe talk about it to them, I hope you two will find together again.
losing hope feels much darker, this is nothing like losing hope. feels like taking life as it goes and zoning out. maybe it could be feeling longing for something.
Imagine having your window full-size open during a summer night and listening to this playlist with your eyes closed and creating a perfect scenario in your head. I still can not get over how beautifully the violin fits 17:27. A lot of these songs belong to my favourites. They have something in them that makes you convinced that life could have a meaning because of their composition. Beautifully composed songs that never slip my mind: VIDEOCLUB- Amour plastique, VIDEOCLUB- Roi, The Walters- I love you so, TVDinner- Honey, Ryan Beatty- Flash, Sweatcult- If you wanna stay, Flatsound- By your side, Dave Thomas Junior- Can't make you love me, Gregory Alan Isakov- If I go I'm going, Winter Aid- The wisp sings, Charles Irwin- A sad song about a girl I no longer know. Hats off to you. Thank you for bringing me a subtle nostalgia. Hope I helped someone finding new songs just as you helped me with this playlist.
We couldn't spend the end of the year toghether... I really hope that you'll do okay and find someone that loves you like I did, you deserve that and so much more, godspeed, K...
@Fares yea.. but im at peace with it, not constantly fighting it Nothing good comes without a fight💫 and no fight is worth fighting for it if ain't for peace ☮️ Or jalapenos nachos 😋😋
you dont want something like that yesterdays my gf visited me while i was hanging with my friends when they left she said we need to breakup because she doesn't feel the same anymore and now im sitting in my room alone knowing that depression is donna hit way harder this time
@@scarFs65 im sorry to hear that :( me i found out she was cheating cause of a dirty video on her story :/ so yea felt like shit, but i got gym motivation now, i can also stay up two days in a row and then sleep 12 h to do it again, what im saying is, WORK ON YOURSELF LIKE YOU WORKED ON HER YOU DESERVE IT MORE
man, one day I just wanna go to a mountain with someone, watch the sunset, talk and just be there for a long time. I wanna be with someone who understands me, who I can trust, but sadly I don't have people to hang out with. so instead of making friends, I just lay in my bed at night listening to music like this hoping that one day I might meet that one friend somewhere and be together forever. wait....am i okay?
I didn’t get to spend the last night of the year with her. I hope she has someone better than I was, someone who loves her as much as I did and cares for her as much as I did. What i felt towards her isn’t possible to describe with words alone. I miss her and I wish her the best in the future.
She broke up with me the day after new years, it hurt yes but I was proud of myself for how quickly I got over it and kept moving forward on a positive note with my life. Stay optimistic guys, no matter what just remember that pain never lasts and in return you get rewarded from it. Much love see you guys out there.🙏🏾🦋
Dead Reckoning. Dead Reckoning is the realisation that a persons death has affected you too much. When my great grandfather died I felt next to nothing. And for a while I felt the same. Until I went to his old house to help my great grandmother move her things out and I found a note. He explained that he wished he had spent more time with me. He wished he wasn't so old so he could do more with me. I've felt great Dead Reckoning ever since. When I went to the old family cottage I found myself crying at his grave for hours. I felt horrible. My emotions of self hatred for not making an attempt were slowly killing me. I miss him so much. He believed in me so much and I took him for granted. He gave me three things before he had died though. His metal from the military. A teddy bear. And the honour of being his great grandson.
I lost both of my grandparents at the very start of the COVID scene a couple years back, only a few weeks apart. Couldnt go to the funerals, couldnt say bye one last time, never made a chance to give them a call in over a year. It was too much to watch them forget about me in old age with Alzheimer's and dementia. Now I regret giving them nothing to remember. And I'm the one that's left empty, stuck on repeat. When will time move forward for me? Maybe I'll just be here forever, lamenting what can never be.
I discovered this playlist on may 20, 2024. I’m in the military, haven’t seen my family for about a year. I’m leaving the country soon. Today was my girlfriend’s birthday. This kind of music just reminds me of her. You might me wondering why I speak of her in the past tense, she died in a car accident 15 months ago. I think of her every day. And it’s just nice to have a video that reminds me of how she made me feel. However hard this word can be on one person, there’s always more ahead. I’ll never understand why she was taken from me, and I don’t know if I’ll ever be capable of loving someone like that again. But I can proudly say the way I’m living would have made her proud. Thanks for reading this if you did.
A very unique dark tasty tracks, don't know enough words to express my gratitude for sharing, those tracks were really helpful to mitigate my emotional burning pain.
I woke up a few minutes ago and I already woke up very bad, it's been difficult days, I decided to listen to some music, when I opened youtube this was as recommended (a little ironic), and reading the comments while listening to this masterpiece, I see that many people are passing by through difficult times too, unfortunately life has many phases, and I consider this one of the worst, where many can't win this battle, honestly I'm about to lose it too, I don't know the future, but I assume I won't last long as I put up with it for years and years ago, this time I'm about to accept that my fate is this, I'm tired of fighting so much, for so much that in the end is useless, life has its meaning already unknown to me, I hope that tomorrow I be willing to do new things and maybe wake up earlier and try to enjoy my day but you who are in the same situation as me you are not alone in this the world and life sucks but you are not alone in this a, and I hope you win this great warrior battle!
i don't know what's going on with me these days. i have everything i want but part of me feels somethings missing. these songs are always stuck on my head as well. it's an odd depressing and non-depressing feeling.
Idk man closing my eyes and listening to these just leaves me wanting to revisit some certain times not to change things but just to relive that moment again. we all spend our most memorable moments unaware how important they really are.
I just wish my parents loved me and that we could all live together like a regular family... i feel like an "accesory" in their lives and im old enough to be on my own but the fact that i never felt genuine care from them makes me feel very lonely.
I am so so sorry dear :( that’s miserable, I hate that life is so hard for you, I wish things would just get better. I understand your pain, it’s not easy at all, it sucks so badly. But you’re doing great love, you are so strong and I’m proud of you for making it this far even with your difficult circumstances. I’ll keep you in my thoughts. Much love
I'm completely drained. There is no other way to explain the endless cycle of despair. Most of the time, I have no idea who I am or what I'm feeling. It's as though I'm unaware of my own existence. I live today, close my eyes to a restless night's sleep, and open my eyes to another monotonous tomorrow. The worst part is that I have no idea what's causing it. My body appears to be a decomposing, hollow corpse moving from one street to the next, minute by minute. I'm walking, one foot in front of the other, but I have no idea where I'm going. Where am I heading? Where do I genuinely belong? Is there somebody even waiting for me? Anybody?
i feel the same way, sleep is the only release. During the day try find something that uplifts you, even in the slighest and use that to uplift yourself. For me thats working out, it works wonders on you. Taking a walk out in nature without your phone and no social media works wonder as well, just try get out of the house. Dont put too much pressure on yourself to be productive or anything, the important thing is you take care of yourself and get through the day so focus on small tasks even if its just brushing your teeth or shaving first and that can lead to more being accomplished. Talking to people helps greatly as well
Im just tired of this shit why why idont havee any willpower and ican't end it lot of people willbeing depends on me i'm too old for this depressive teenage shit why nowit hurts it hurts so fucking badly
@@massoudbelasri3145 one thing I did that worked for me was I found something to completely immerse myself in as an escape. It can be anything, books ,games, films anime etc also your phone has a major impact so try stay off that, on really bad days try do something, anything to take your mind off it. Something productive no matter how small is good
Self betterment is a double edged sword. I'm here at 1 am listening to songs while ripping into my soul, to analyse why I'm unhappy, why I no longer have that one friend or no longer have a partner, or the confidence to get one. It's a hard life trying to be perfect. Maybe some day I'll accept my imperfections and at least smile a little more. I look better with one after all, everyone does. No matter how many nights it takes, I'll wake up some day with a sense of belonging. And you reading this will too.
It's funny how this playlist fits either in happy and sad moments for me, I came here in the first time when I was just enjoying the sunrise drinking a coffee and now I returnied after loosing a bird that I rescued from my cat's mouth and was caring for a few days. This little animals can take the best of us, life is beautiful and to love is worthy, be the best you can on it
This is such good melancholy playlist. Good good choices. you literally need to get out of my head. These all on my personal playlists. Hmu if you ever wanna talk. Im here. Much love & respect. .
Crazy how so much has changed so fast... I remember being young and thinking it would AGES before I become my older brothers ages and that was the golden age back in 2016-2018. Now I'm 20 and society has changed too much, shows being replaced and social media turning to the worst, new shit coming on the internet like cancel culture. Crazy that ages ago we all looked at people around us thinking what it's like for them to be at there start to where they are now and honestly I feel it... It's horrible, seeing so many things you used to have be changed for the worse or even better depending what you think. However hopefully life gets better as with covid starting that was a life changer for every one and hope you lot are safe and enjoy your precious time
@the sus Yeah I don't think warning are are gonna do anything its gonna gonna be there gonna have to figure it out themselfs and work together to fix what's wrong before the world becomes a hell hole of problems for the stupidist reasons.
It seems anymore that the only time I can feel sad or depressed or hopeless is if I listen to things like this intentionally. I spent so much of my life in the deepest darkest recesses of my mind. Now that I'm not, I'm not even sure of who I am.
I thought she was my bestfriend, but I am just another tool in her toolbox. Her lies are like a burst of cold wind, you can feel it, but you can’t see it. She’s a monster. She’s psychotic. She saved me from suicide, only for her own gain. I am being used as I am typing this and she has no idea I think any of this. I thought I was getting better, but no haha I forgot, Im not allowed to feel happiness.
Hey man, I know what it's like. Try cutting yourself off. Recently I had to go away, because of her so I went to my friend's house who lives like 500 km away from me. While he was at work and I had online classes, his mom stayed home and she talked to me. I told her everything. In 1,5 h she told me so much, better than therapy. I'm gonna say it to you in short. She's not your friend, never will be. It's good that you realise that she's using you to her advantage, I didn't. A friend is someone who cares about you, while clearly that's not the case here. She only "cares" for you just so she can gain from it, that was the case with me as well. Right now I'm drinking whiskey and I know that when I wake up tomorrow I'll be sober and this is my last time that I'm thinking of her. I wish you the same, I wish you that you'll be strong on your own. Remember that the only person that you gonna spend the rest of your life is yourself. I wish you the best and remember, you are allowed to feel happy any time that you feel like it. You are the main character of your life, even when you don't feel like it, be strong and stay safe.
@@hops1601 Thank you sm man. I have been cutting myself off, but I feel I realized this too late. And you’re right, she will not and never will be my friend. She’s a monster.
@@userofnames6410 I know that I've written in last comment that that day was the day It would be the last that I think of her. Truth is I lied, because that night, after I commented it, she texted me that we should meet today. We did and I told her that we need to go seperate ways, because of her action. She was using me and playing with me like a fucking toy. I'm not even angry, because I went there and faced my problems. I feel relieved. It's been 3 years that I had this weight on my shoulders and today even that I don't feel so great, I feel lighter. It's never too late Man. I believe in you. Take Care.
I already have all of these songs on my playlist, just not slowed. I feel like my taste in music has been validated seeing a bunch of songs I like grouped together by someone else
i listend to this for the first time in a discord voicechat and nobody spoke, the only sound being the clicking of a chess game streamed by someone as rain poured down outside and every now and then lighting flashed
If this isn’t my year I’ll stop trying, I’ve been trying for the past 3 yrs and ever since I’m feeling lost, alone, useless and not really liked by anyone. I’m gonna take all the hits life is gonna give me this year till 31 December again. Cya homies
don't give up fren. count the small blessings in life, they add up, you'll find someone they are just waiting for you. I was in your shoes a few years ago, but my sister kept me going and I have a new job making good money and I feel the love of my friends everyday, and I feel better and better everyday even on the bad ones.
Random thing cause why not lol ... It's two in the morning once more. You are ...tired; Your body is tired, your mind is tired. You want the rest, that's been taken from you, back. You sit alone. In the dark empty space that's supposed to be home. During moments like these: where the haze of confusion and exhaust blends to make the perfect mixture of numb. You wonder: "what am I doing?" " What am I going to do?" ...You are unsure. The playlist puts a great weight on your chest. You continue on with your thoughts. All these irrelevant things you think of. All the bad that surrounds you. You're curious as to why you still care. You wonder if there even is a reason to care. You don't want to think anymore, you'd rather rest. In the end however, you can not control those thoughts. Now you're stuck; You want to shut your eyes but your mind refuses to let you be at ease because you can't stop thinking. You can't stop thinking because you're awake. In the end, it's another sleepless night with thoughts, yourself, and that horrid weight that keeps building on... Often, you find yourself thinking, "how many restless nights will it take to finally take a break. How many nights will it take before I finally snap? " You resume with your night, it is filled on worry, yet no sleep.
You are tired, (I think) Of the always puzzle of living and doing; And so am I. Come with me, then, And we’ll leave it far and far away - (Only you and I, understand!) You have played, (I think) And broke the toys you were fondest of, And are a little tired now; Tired of things that break, and - Just tired. So am I. But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight, And knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart - Open to me! For I will show you the places Nobody knows, And, if you like, The perfect places of Sleep. Ah, come with me! I’ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon, That floats forever and a day; I’ll sing you the jacinth song Of the probable stars; I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream, Until I find the Only Flower, Which shall keep (I think) your little heart While the moon comes out of the sea.
being ripped from those i loved most due to a recent move, makes me realize i took things for granted. I somehow fell in love with a goofy nerd two months before the move. our 7 month is soon and im not allowed to call him. However, this move has definitely brought amazing friendships. so i guess as eminem says "its not so bad" :)
I feel like I'm slowly falling apart, i'm usually the person who's expected to be happy 24/7, i listen to people's problems and try to provide solutions even when i don't feel like it. Im getting so tired of holding every one of my friends up. My emotions are eating me alive and I can never explain what I'm going through, every day I just feel like sleeping and trying to get to the next day, on Christmas day, I feel the need to be happy, but I'm not and I feel horrible about it, why can't anyone ever think about me? Why can't anyone ever tell when I'm going through something?
because they never care about you and they just not your friend if he/she your friend he/she will be listening to you all your problem same like i don't have any friends or best friend, im just a lonely person who doesnt have a friend or best friend i been so long to being a lonely person,i spend 20 years like that but im sure you will be found a new friend in there event you just get depressed i hope your life will be fine and fine a new friends
@@Sadows12 yeah in the end they don't care about you that's why you need to stop listening othert people problem if they don't care about you and not listening your problem
If you are feeling suicidal or like life is meaningless, do not hesitate to seek help. There are people who love you and will miss you. Your problems will not go away if you take your life, they will just be passed on to someone close to you. 1-800-273-8255 www.findahelpline.com/i/iasp suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/
I hope they all know how much I miss them. I don't think I'll feel special like that ever again. If only I could go back, even for a single minute... Fuck.
even if he doesnt have the same feelings, doesnt mean life is over, there are so many other guys who will love and cherish you, if he doesnt feel the same, thats okay, he has his own life and you have yours, you cant force someone to love you, if your looking for love and effection, do not worry girl, you will find it, i promise you, it takes time, trust me, but you will find that perfect guy for you, you need to keep living and strive for happiness, all you have is 1 life, dont waste it please.
@@forgottendum7796 Thank you so much I haven’t been feeling myself lately after my grandmas passing, so I have been looking for love and affection again. I’ve tried killing myself already. I have been trying to stay positive but thank you again
@@trafalgarlaw4457 keep trying to stay positive, I've tried killing myself, it feels awful being at rock bottom, but the thing about being at your lowest is, there's no more lower to go, so there's only up, so keep trying, keep trying untill you get out of rock bottom, and you eventually will.
even if he doesn't like you back then that's okay, there's plenty of other boys out there! Take some time focusing on yourself and don't be harsh because at the end of the day, you're perfect the way you are and if he doesn't see that then his loss. Just take care of yourself and don't let others affect you.
You will never be alone, there are always going to be people that care. I appreciate you today, even though I will never know what you're going through.
man i wish i knew what hope even is... i was born with some kind of inabillity too feel useful and feel acomplished no matter what we tried pills some nature stuff and nothing works i really want to know what that hope thing is like...
Everything happened on: 12/02/2021 I had a friend named Bee. it was a good friend. it said that i was a horrable person and that i needed to kms but i didnt do anything wrong. Bee said that i wanted to replace it but i dont have any friends to replace her with. Everything started when i went outside with my friend Mushie three days before she said that to me and i dont think that Bee liked that i went outside with another person that wasnt her. All my classmates know about this and i felt really ashamed but i didnt know why. It blocked me on all social media and deleted and blocked my number. I have to sit next to it in class the teachers always put us together when we are doing a project. I was really close to taking my life but my friend talked me out of it. I still feel like i did something horrable to Bee but i did nothing. This whole thing happened a month ago and im still not over it. I cry myself to sleep almost everyday. I texted "Im sorry" to it for 10 days before it blocked me on Discord. This playlist really helps me to not be just stuck in my mind all the time, it lets me escape.
She's was manipulating you, don't fall on their games. If one person don't accept that you can have more friends, or they want to you only give attention to them, it's toxic. Run away from them. If they block you, they don't deserve a good friend like you. Because you weren't the one who left, but they. Friends are forever and ever, in the goods and falls. But always there. Bee don't were really a friend. Get better soon ⭐💫
I was one of the best students of my school before but now I'm not even one of the best students of my class. I tried my best but I couldn't be the one I wanted to be❤️
Time stamps with names!!!
00:00 Can i call you tonight(slowed)
05:47 Stan(slowed i guess)
14:40 The drums-money(slowed)
19:33 Surf curse freaks(slowed)
22:48 In my head(slowed)
30:08 where's my love (slowed)
36:21 Joy again-Looking out for you(slowed)
Thx!
Thank u sm
@@sweethope1095 BRO 05:47 IS NOT STAN BY EMINEM! He just used Dido's Thank you slowed down at the start get it right my g
@@BoiBoi-wq3nx np
@@sweethope1095 always glad to help
I discovered this playlist in early January 2022. It listened to it at night while looking out the window and seeing the flurries of snow fly around the dim street lights. I never felt so at peace with the world and I had such a nostalgic feeling go along with it. I come here all the time to try and relive that feeling, but nothing will ever compare to the feeling I had first time I listened to this. Thank you!
Inwas on zoomers in whistler bc it was great
I am not losing hope but man I ve always loved those melancholic playlists
you're one of those lucky people
You don't belong hear
@Hazreti Yunus bende aynı soruyu soracaktım amk
Sanslisin :)
same, it's like connecting with my past lives that I am still in love with....
I ended it all yesterday. Took my already lifeless body to a favorite hangout spot on the side of the hill overlooking the river. It was pitch black out and all you could see was the moons distant reflection over the river. The air was still as if it could tell there was death upon its shoulders. My parents were asleep and none of my friends knew of my actions. I’m sure if they did they’d stop me. But thanks to my fathers gun ‘hidden’ under his bed and the lack of care to notice my depression, I’m sitting on a rock all alone living out the last few moments with nobody to share them with. As if I even wanted to share them. Never mind the tears though. They’ll only last just a minute longer. Nevermind the pain, it’s shivering numb and cold now that it knows I’m in control. I’ve been pushed and pulled too many times and now I see it’s clear as the night to pull this trigger. Let the echoing gunshot ringing out in this still night air be my final goodbye to the world. Don’t fret, I only hurt before the bullet entered my brain..
This is my POV of my little sisters friend who killed herself. She left no note behind and left no clue as to why she did it. I wish complete and total peace for her family. Suicide doesn’t solve the pain but rather passes it on for others to carry. So instead of giving them your pain by killing yourself, share your pain by talking with them. I promise you they’ll want to hear it and help carry it for you.
Very powerful stuff. May your sister have Joy in her life and find closer to her friend. Losing a friend is hard especially to themselves.
It's when you reach the point where talking doesn't help anymore, and the thought that someone you love will carry the pain afterwards slowly fades from all the mental pain
@@eksdee2170 if you slowly start to lose care, find empathy. You aren't a mistake. You're here for a reason, whether this place makes you feel like it or not. This ball of rock, we all deserve a chance on it. So give yourself that chance.
@@machinebread9598 I’m trying, I truly do, but I haven’t felt the same for 6 years. I’m not trying to sound edgy or emo, but idk, nothing works. I tried everything
@@eksdee2170 feeling empty isn't necessarily a good feeling, trust me I know. Whether questioning your purpose or existence. I've learned to use that emptiness to my advantage for things I don't want to do, and it leaves room for me to put and receive emotion from other people.
It's a rainy night on the last day of the year, the plans were to go out with friends and see the fireworks and now I'm here, in a dark room listening to sad music
doesn't seem like such a bad way to spend new year's eve tho
im here too homie you not alone
wtf ? is that supposed to be your way of saying my life is fucked up ?
@@youssefbari7074 Bro don't say that
@@AstroTheTherapist05744 im not your bro though
@@youssefbari7074 i love you
I love how this is such a safe place. We all deserve so much better, one day it’ll all come to us
Just got home late after work at 9pm from a hot day, so was just sitting on the floor with my dog and this came on and played from my room, ended up coming back realising i just sat playing with my dog for 30 minutes enjoying this music too. It was really fun to spend some quality time with him with this calming music in the background. Great playlist :) Thanks :)
i like that people here are saying what is happening in their life, oppening up to strangers
cause i feel like i can't open up to the ones i know, the ones around me. They always see me smiling even when im so f broken and don't know what im going through, and that hurts a lot.
sometimes i just want to take a pause in life, to stop everything and cry, cry, cry...
and it's hard to tell people what i feel cause i never find the words, and even when i find it i can't say it, i just want a hug you know? i don't want to explain the things that go through my head.
keep going brother or sister hahah couldn't tell, but hang in there, Life is trash sometimes, it can be trash for a day, a month, a year, or years. but if you hang in there, and keep believing in your self, you'll see, that some day you will meet a person, or do a thing, or learn a skill, that will make you have that small hope, and it's going to feel so good afterwards. ( so sorry for my broken English its not my first language)
@@ibrahimmoghrabidarghoth8983 your english is perfect, and thank you so much for those words and time, i think ill find some good day sometime and i hope your life is doing good, you're a really kind person and people around you love you so much for sure.
and english is not my first language too so sorry if i didn't say something right :)
i find is really hard to open up to people ik.. and even when i opened up to this one person he left.. like everyone else... and it was my fault bc i threw myself out there and he left and i thought i could tell him and he'd try help me or say im here for you but i was the one who said that. I mean like he wanted to end it all over his ex breaking up with him and acted like that was more important when i wanted to end it all over something a LOT more worse and he still left, and he probably thinks i said what i said for attention bc he always sees me smiling or dancing but its the complete opposite, he always sees me putting on a fake smile yk? if only he could see what i go thru in a day if he spent 1 day just 1 day in my life he'd understand.
anyways thats me rant over XD
No comment ever has hit this close to home. This is my exact situation as well. I want to open up, I want to be cared for, but nobody likes me. You are not alone, it’s a very difficult thing that we’re going through but we must stay strong.
the reason why they open up to strangers because they don't have a good friend of best friend just like im sure about that because my life is sucks to
i needed this playlist. i feel like ive lost a friend recently. we used to hang out every day, spending hours and hours talking and playing games. now they completely ignore me. i have to initiate everything and its rare we do something i want to do. i still love them and i still want to be friends. but its hard when im treated like this when im their "best friend". i just want those summer nights back where we would sit and talk about our feelings and goof off. i feel lost without them. there just isnt anyone like them.
update
they hate me. i tried to explain how i felt. i tried to show my love for them but they didnt care. those years of feeling put into them. those night worrying for them when they were suicidal. just for me to be left behind.
I know how you feel.. happened to me too once, twice, trice... Wanted to let you know that you're not alone... Idk how I can help you, I'm so sorry.. Maybe talk about it to them, I hope you two will find together again.
this happened to me to.. i feel empty like a piece of me is missing :( if you need someone to talk to im here for you
i know this feeling, i just fucked up some minutes ago, i wish you good luck in getting your friend back
@@Fancy_BT-7274 A fellow Robloxian, and you are in the Robine! Well, to Snale and you, we hope both of you feel better.
Me too
This playlist actually sound more relaxing than saddening for me
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This is beyond beautiful, thank you so much!
I'm slowly losing power. Has it only been an hour? No, that can't be right
Hey hun jm always here heres my insta if you need to talk ever:acidic.b9nes
@@acidicbones2940 thank you :))
losing hope feels much darker, this is nothing like losing hope. feels like taking life as it goes and zoning out. maybe it could be feeling longing for something.
This is a blessing to find. Thankyou
Imagine having your window full-size open during a summer night and listening to this playlist with your eyes closed and creating a perfect scenario in your head. I still can not get over how beautifully the violin fits 17:27. A lot of these songs belong to my favourites. They have something in them that makes you convinced that life could have a meaning because of their composition.
Beautifully composed songs that never slip my mind: VIDEOCLUB- Amour plastique, VIDEOCLUB- Roi, The Walters- I love you so, TVDinner- Honey, Ryan Beatty- Flash, Sweatcult- If you wanna stay, Flatsound- By your side, Dave Thomas Junior- Can't make you love me, Gregory Alan Isakov- If I go I'm going, Winter Aid- The wisp sings, Charles Irwin- A sad song about a girl I no longer know.
Hats off to you. Thank you for bringing me a subtle nostalgia.
Hope I helped someone finding new songs just as you helped me with this playlist.
hammock pogu
whats the song at 17:27
Money- The Drums
thank you for the suggestions, truly they are what i needed
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saving this playlist for tonight's shift delivering food.
have a good one
We couldn't spend the end of the year toghether... I really hope that you'll do okay and find someone that loves you like I did, you deserve that and so much more, godspeed, K...
It's crazy how many people come back to this everyday. This song is a masterpiece 🎵
Fr
Not even a song, is a playlist
@@origin9703 yeah my man trippin this is a playlist
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I wish i could find someone who would make me feel like this music makes me feel like
sounds painful
@Fares yea.. but im at peace with it, not constantly fighting it
Nothing good comes without a fight💫
and no fight is worth fighting for it if ain't for peace ☮️
Or jalapenos nachos 😋😋
depressed?
you dont want something like that yesterdays my gf visited me while i was hanging with my friends when they left she said we need to breakup because she doesn't feel the same anymore and now im sitting in my room alone knowing that depression is donna hit way harder this time
@@scarFs65 im sorry to hear that :( me i found out she was cheating cause of a dirty video on her story :/ so yea felt like shit, but i got gym motivation now, i can also stay up two days in a row and then sleep 12 h to do it again, what im saying is, WORK ON YOURSELF LIKE YOU WORKED ON HER YOU DESERVE IT MORE
man, one day I just wanna go to a mountain with someone, watch the sunset, talk and just be there for a long time. I wanna be with someone who understands me, who I can trust, but sadly I don't have people to hang out with. so instead of making friends, I just lay in my bed at night listening to music like this hoping that one day I might meet that one friend somewhere and be together forever. wait....am i okay?
Same, I feel like I'm waiting for some miracle that will never happen at this point.
I didn’t get to spend the last night of the year with her. I hope she has someone better than I was, someone who loves her as much as I did and cares for her as much as I did. What i felt towards her isn’t possible to describe with words alone. I miss her and I wish her the best in the future.
You are not the only one bro
She broke up with me the day after new years, it hurt yes but I was proud of myself for how quickly I got over it and kept moving forward on a positive note with my life. Stay optimistic guys, no matter what just remember that pain never lasts and in return you get rewarded from it. Much love see you guys out there.🙏🏾🦋
old friends, old town, old time, i miss this soo much
I was in need of a playlist like this, thanks
This is magical. Music truly has a power like nothing else. May peace be with you all!
Dead Reckoning. Dead Reckoning is the realisation that a persons death has affected you too much. When my great grandfather died I felt next to nothing. And for a while I felt the same. Until I went to his old house to help my great grandmother move her things out and I found a note. He explained that he wished he had spent more time with me. He wished he wasn't so old so he could do more with me. I've felt great Dead Reckoning ever since. When I went to the old family cottage I found myself crying at his grave for hours. I felt horrible. My emotions of self hatred for not making an attempt were slowly killing me. I miss him so much. He believed in me so much and I took him for granted. He gave me three things before he had died though. His metal from the military. A teddy bear. And the honour of being his great grandson.
im scared bro my nans in hospital and i regret not making more of a effort i just hope shes okay scared that the same will happen to me
I lost both of my grandparents at the very start of the COVID scene a couple years back, only a few weeks apart. Couldnt go to the funerals, couldnt say bye one last time, never made a chance to give them a call in over a year. It was too much to watch them forget about me in old age with Alzheimer's and dementia. Now I regret giving them nothing to remember. And I'm the one that's left empty, stuck on repeat. When will time move forward for me? Maybe I'll just be here forever, lamenting what can never be.
I discovered this playlist on may 20, 2024. I’m in the military, haven’t seen my family for about a year. I’m leaving the country soon. Today was my girlfriend’s birthday. This kind of music just reminds me of her. You might me wondering why I speak of her in the past tense, she died in a car accident 15 months ago. I think of her every day. And it’s just nice to have a video that reminds me of how she made me feel. However hard this word can be on one person, there’s always more ahead. I’ll never understand why she was taken from me, and I don’t know if I’ll ever be capable of loving someone like that again. But I can proudly say the way I’m living would have made her proud. Thanks for reading this if you did.
A very unique dark tasty tracks, don't know enough words to express my gratitude for sharing, those tracks were really helpful to mitigate my emotional burning pain.
this made me have a breakthrough on what the meaning of love is. thanks :D
I woke up a few minutes ago and I already woke up very bad, it's been difficult days, I decided to listen to some music, when I opened youtube this was as recommended (a little ironic), and reading the comments while listening to this masterpiece, I see that many people are passing by through difficult times too, unfortunately life has many phases, and I consider this one of the worst, where many can't win this battle, honestly I'm about to lose it too, I don't know the future, but I assume I won't last long as I put up with it for years and years ago, this time I'm about to accept that my fate is this, I'm tired of fighting so much, for so much that in the end is useless, life has its meaning already unknown to me, I hope that tomorrow I be willing to do new things and maybe wake up earlier and try to enjoy my day but you who are in the same situation as me you are not alone in this the world and life sucks but you are not alone in this a, and I hope you win this great warrior battle!
i don't know what's going on with me these days. i have everything i want but part of me feels somethings missing. these songs are always stuck on my head as well. it's an odd depressing and non-depressing feeling.
This reminds me very hard times when i had depression now im okay.
Thank you
I've listened to this on repeat for the past few days now, its beautiful.
Im always listening to this playlist, plus I've been wanting to cry every night for the last week so, if you ever wanna talk I'm probably free :]👍
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This is....nice. thank you for making this
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Idk man closing my eyes and listening to these just leaves me wanting to revisit some certain times not to change things but just to relive that moment again. we all spend our most memorable moments unaware how important they really are.
Just wanna be happy again and look at life in a way where I can feel glad I’m still here
Yes, that is the philosophy of a person. You never understand how some moments are precious, only after they are a brief flashback.
thank you for this playlist it feels like home somehow
Great playlist. Big mood
I dont know if to like this mix or hate it, bcause it makes me think of things that arnt going to happen
I am LOVING this!
I just wish my parents loved me and that we could all live together like a regular family... i feel like an "accesory" in their lives and im old enough to be on my own but the fact that i never felt genuine care from them makes me feel very lonely.
I am so so sorry dear :( that’s miserable, I hate that life is so hard for you, I wish things would just get better. I understand your pain, it’s not easy at all, it sucks so badly. But you’re doing great love, you are so strong and I’m proud of you for making it this far even with your difficult circumstances. I’ll keep you in my thoughts. Much love
I'm completely drained. There is no other way to explain the endless cycle of despair. Most of the time, I have no idea who I am or what I'm feeling. It's as though I'm unaware of my own existence. I live today, close my eyes to a restless night's sleep, and open my eyes to another monotonous tomorrow. The worst part is that I have no idea what's causing it. My body appears to be a decomposing, hollow corpse moving from one street to the next, minute by minute. I'm walking, one foot in front of the other, but I have no idea where I'm going. Where am I heading? Where do I genuinely belong? Is there somebody even waiting for me? Anybody?
i feel the same way, sleep is the only release. During the day try find something that uplifts you, even in the slighest and use that to uplift yourself. For me thats working out, it works wonders on you. Taking a walk out in nature without your phone and no social media works wonder as well, just try get out of the house. Dont put too much pressure on yourself to be productive or anything, the important thing is you take care of yourself and get through the day so focus on small tasks even if its just brushing your teeth or shaving first and that can lead to more being accomplished. Talking to people helps greatly as well
Im just tired of this shit why why idont havee any willpower and ican't end it lot of people willbeing depends on me i'm too old for this depressive teenage shit why nowit hurts it hurts so fucking badly
@@massoudbelasri3145 one thing I did that worked for me was I found something to completely immerse myself in as an escape. It can be anything, books ,games, films anime etc also your phone has a major impact so try stay off that, on really bad days try do something, anything to take your mind off it. Something productive no matter how small is good
listening to this helped me through my night
Self betterment is a double edged sword. I'm here at 1 am listening to songs while ripping into my soul, to analyse why I'm unhappy, why I no longer have that one friend or no longer have a partner, or the confidence to get one. It's a hard life trying to be perfect. Maybe some day I'll accept my imperfections and at least smile a little more. I look better with one after all, everyone does. No matter how many nights it takes, I'll wake up some day with a sense of belonging. And you reading this will too.
It's been 21 years... the day never comes
It's funny how this playlist fits either in happy and sad moments for me, I came here in the first time when I was just enjoying the sunrise drinking a coffee and now I returnied after loosing a bird that I rescued from my cat's mouth and was caring for a few days. This little animals can take the best of us, life is beautiful and to love is worthy, be the best you can on it
Keep livin in the moment. Don't regret what happened, thinking about what could be. Be happy that it happened in the first place.
Hi. This music made my heart smile after so long. Thank you.
im listening to this not because im losing hope but because im angry at society and this playlist helps frfr
Crazy how things have changed ain't it.... Used to be so fun, joyful and perfect now look at things... ruined, exploited and replaced.
@@theextrabeardedpug7229 its funny how this society we are a part of is so good at destroying the good things in life
This is such good melancholy playlist. Good good choices. you literally need to get out of my head. These all on my personal playlists. Hmu if you ever wanna talk. Im here. Much love & respect. .
These would make great end credit songs for a movie that ends on a sad note, with a touch of hope for new beginnings. 😊
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I wish I found someone that will truly love me, and I did. It was me
That's good, I usually come around these videos looking for people at their worst, but it's refreshing to find people who aren't.
Amazing, I'm sure these are the best music I've ever heard💯😍💋
Crazy how so much has changed so fast... I remember being young and thinking it would AGES before I become my older brothers ages and that was the golden age back in 2016-2018. Now I'm 20 and society has changed too much, shows being replaced and social media turning to the worst, new shit coming on the internet like cancel culture. Crazy that ages ago we all looked at people around us thinking what it's like for them to be at there start to where they are now and honestly I feel it... It's horrible, seeing so many things you used to have be changed for the worse or even better depending what you think. However hopefully life gets better as with covid starting that was a life changer for every one and hope you lot are safe and enjoy your precious time
@the sus Yeah I don't think warning are are gonna do anything its gonna gonna be there gonna have to figure it out themselfs and work together to fix what's wrong before the world becomes a hell hole of problems for the stupidist reasons.
I'll be honest, politics are the very last thing I think about when listening to this music.
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I'm the thousandth subscriber hahahahah.
very good playlist, thank you ♥
I just wish i could feel like this again.
There is something different about these melancholic sounds. It only improves what was already there.
Finding this playlist on New Years, that's something...
just.. thank you
Damn now I'm gonna listen to this every night as I fall asleep
It's not just a night playlist... I felt a Twillight atmosphere...
one day left before the end of this year and youtube recommends this playlist.. THIS IS IT, ITS A SIGN
Lol 4 days of the year and my life is already ruined :DD
@@salome_gamgebeli it gets better fren keep pushing to do and be a better person. you'll see. it always works out in the end. Love you!!
this one be hitting the soul
BEAUTIFUL
It seems anymore that the only time I can feel sad or depressed or hopeless is if I listen to things like this intentionally. I spent so much of my life in the deepest darkest recesses of my mind. Now that I'm not, I'm not even sure of who I am.
I thought she was my bestfriend, but I am just another tool in her toolbox. Her lies are like a burst of cold wind, you can feel it, but you can’t see it. She’s a monster. She’s psychotic. She saved me from suicide, only for her own gain. I am being used as I am typing this and she has no idea I think any of this. I thought I was getting better, but no haha I forgot, Im not allowed to feel happiness.
I hope you get better.
Hey man, I know what it's like. Try cutting yourself off. Recently I had to go away, because of her so I went to my friend's house who lives like 500 km away from me. While he was at work and I had online classes, his mom stayed home and she talked to me. I told her everything. In 1,5 h she told me so much, better than therapy. I'm gonna say it to you in short. She's not your friend, never will be. It's good that you realise that she's using you to her advantage, I didn't. A friend is someone who cares about you, while clearly that's not the case here. She only "cares" for you just so she can gain from it, that was the case with me as well. Right now I'm drinking whiskey and I know that when I wake up tomorrow I'll be sober and this is my last time that I'm thinking of her. I wish you the same, I wish you that you'll be strong on your own. Remember that the only person that you gonna spend the rest of your life is yourself. I wish you the best and remember, you are allowed to feel happy any time that you feel like it. You are the main character of your life, even when you don't feel like it, be strong and stay safe.
@@hops1601 i wish u the best sir
@@hops1601 Thank you sm man. I have been cutting myself off, but I feel I realized this too late. And you’re right, she will not and never will be my friend. She’s a monster.
@@userofnames6410 I know that I've written in last comment that that day was the day It would be the last that I think of her. Truth is I lied, because that night, after I commented it, she texted me that we should meet today. We did and I told her that we need to go seperate ways, because of her action. She was using me and playing with me like a fucking toy. I'm not even angry, because I went there and faced my problems. I feel relieved. It's been 3 years that I had this weight on my shoulders and today even that I don't feel so great, I feel lighter. It's never too late Man. I believe in you. Take Care.
was at this point many times but things turned for the better. dont loose it yet
I already have all of these songs on my playlist, just not slowed. I feel like my taste in music has been validated seeing a bunch of songs I like grouped together by someone else
Can you link the playlist?
@@taylorturbide9713 agree
I can agree with that
what a good day to be alive
i listend to this for the first time in a discord voicechat and nobody spoke, the only sound being the clicking of a chess game streamed by someone as rain poured down outside and every now and then lighting flashed
really liked that first song
I love this song!
best playlist
If this isn’t my year I’ll stop trying, I’ve been trying for the past 3 yrs and ever since I’m feeling lost, alone, useless and not really liked by anyone. I’m gonna take all the hits life is gonna give me this year till 31 December again. Cya homies
hey mate wanna talk?
don't give up fren. count the small blessings in life, they add up, you'll find someone they are just waiting for you. I was in your shoes a few years ago, but my sister kept me going and I have a new job making good money and I feel the love of my friends everyday, and I feel better and better everyday even on the bad ones.
though some days it's okay I always relapse and end up listening to these melancholic playlists
Random thing cause why not lol
...
It's two in the morning once more. You are ...tired; Your body is tired, your mind is tired. You want the rest, that's been taken from you, back.
You sit alone. In the dark empty space that's supposed to be home. During moments like these: where the haze of confusion and exhaust blends to make the perfect mixture of numb. You wonder: "what am I doing?" " What am I going to do?" ...You are unsure.
The playlist puts a great weight on your chest.
You continue on with your thoughts. All these irrelevant things you think of. All the bad that surrounds you. You're curious as to why you still care. You wonder if there even is a reason to care. You don't want to think anymore, you'd rather rest.
In the end however, you can not control those thoughts. Now you're stuck; You want to shut your eyes but your mind refuses to let you be at ease because you can't stop thinking. You can't stop thinking because you're awake.
In the end, it's another sleepless night with thoughts, yourself, and that horrid weight that keeps building on...
Often, you find yourself thinking, "how many restless nights will it take to finally take a break. How many nights will it take before I finally snap? "
You resume with your night, it is filled on worry, yet no sleep.
You are tired,
(I think)
Of the always puzzle of living and doing;
And so am I.
Come with me, then,
And we’ll leave it far and far away -
(Only you and I, understand!)
You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and -
Just tired.
So am I.
But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart -
Open to me!
For I will show you the places Nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of Sleep.
Ah, come with me!
I’ll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I’ll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until I find the Only Flower,
Which shall keep (I think) your little heart
While the moon comes out of the sea.
being ripped from those i loved most due to a recent move, makes me realize i took things for granted. I somehow fell in love with a goofy nerd two months before the move. our 7 month is soon and im not allowed to call him. However, this move has definitely brought amazing friendships. so i guess as eminem says "its not so bad" :)
sad songs just hit different late at night when your by yourself
like omfg litterally all the songs i used to listen on re peat are in this - 💥
que vibe boa man
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Someone please make this playlist on spotify
I feel like I'm slowly falling apart, i'm usually the person who's expected to be happy 24/7, i listen to people's problems and try to provide solutions even when i don't feel like it. Im getting so tired of holding every one of my friends up. My emotions are eating me alive and I can never explain what I'm going through, every day I just feel like sleeping and trying to get to the next day, on Christmas day, I feel the need to be happy, but I'm not and I feel horrible about it, why can't anyone ever think about me? Why can't anyone ever tell when I'm going through something?
Smells like Depression
because they never care about you and they just not your friend if he/she your friend he/she will be listening to you all your problem same like i don't have any friends or best friend, im just a lonely person who doesnt have a friend or best friend i been so long to being a lonely person,i spend 20 years like that but im sure you will be found a new friend in there event you just get depressed i hope your life will be fine and fine a new friends
stop focusing on other people's problems. they arent yours to solve.
@@Sadows12 yeah in the end they don't care about you that's why you need to stop listening othert people problem if they don't care about you and not listening your problem
If you are feeling suicidal or like life is meaningless, do not hesitate to seek help. There are people who love you and will miss you.
Your problems will not go away if you take your life, they will just be passed on to someone close to you.
1-800-273-8255
www.findahelpline.com/i/iasp
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/
I can’t be the only one who kept waiting for the dear slim during Stan
never lose hope
chill level 10000
i love it
I hope they all know how much I miss them. I don't think I'll feel special like that ever again. If only I could go back, even for a single minute... Fuck.
i think im in love with my friend i never love someone like this
Just a suggestion, please make a timestamp of all the songs used, or just a list, that'd make this better . 😄
someone pls timestamp
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Acidic bones sounds like a band name. Cool name.
nice playlist
I miss u, always will miss
“Hopefully…I won’t wake up this time” I felt that 😔
He will never want me.
even if he doesnt have the same feelings, doesnt mean life is over, there are so many other guys who will love and cherish you, if he doesnt feel the same, thats okay, he has his own life and you have yours, you cant force someone to love you, if your looking for love and effection, do not worry girl, you will find it, i promise you, it takes time, trust me, but you will find that perfect guy for you, you need to keep living and strive for happiness, all you have is 1 life, dont waste it please.
@@forgottendum7796 Thank you so much I haven’t been feeling myself lately after my grandmas passing, so I have been looking for love and affection again. I’ve tried killing myself already. I have been trying to stay positive but thank you again
Same ;(
@@trafalgarlaw4457 keep trying to stay positive, I've tried killing myself, it feels awful being at rock bottom, but the thing about being at your lowest is, there's no more lower to go, so there's only up, so keep trying, keep trying untill you get out of rock bottom, and you eventually will.
even if he doesn't like you back then that's okay, there's plenty of other boys out there! Take some time focusing on yourself and don't be harsh because at the end of the day, you're perfect the way you are and if he doesn't see that then his loss. Just take care of yourself and don't let others affect you.
Am i the only one who finds these kinda playlist to cry themselves to sleep?
WE WANT THIS IN SPOTIFY PLS !!
i dont think ill be truly happy ever again. i miss you mette.
Keep your head up🆙
@@0wo__ thank you so much, i really needed that:)
You will never be alone, there are always going to be people that care. I appreciate you today, even though I will never know what you're going through.
strangers with memories.
Im not sad I just love kind of music like this
man i wish i knew what hope even is...
i was born with some kind of inabillity too feel useful and feel acomplished no matter what we tried pills some nature stuff and nothing works
i really want to know what that hope thing is like...
Everything happened on: 12/02/2021
I had a friend named Bee. it was a good friend. it said that i was a horrable person and that i needed to kms but i didnt do anything wrong. Bee said that i wanted to replace it but i dont have any friends to replace her with. Everything started when i went outside with my friend Mushie three days before she said that to me and i dont think that Bee liked that i went outside with another person that wasnt her. All my classmates know about this and i felt really ashamed but i didnt know why. It blocked me on all social media and deleted and blocked my number. I have to sit next to it in class the teachers always put us together when we are doing a project. I was really close to taking my life but my friend talked me out of it. I still feel like i did something horrable to Bee but i did nothing. This whole thing happened a month ago and im still not over it. I cry myself to sleep almost everyday. I texted "Im sorry" to it for 10 days before it blocked me on Discord. This playlist really helps me to not be just stuck in my mind all the time, it lets me escape.
She's was manipulating you, don't fall on their games. If one person don't accept that you can have more friends, or they want to you only give attention to them, it's toxic. Run away from them. If they block you, they don't deserve a good friend like you. Because you weren't the one who left, but they. Friends are forever and ever, in the goods and falls. But always there. Bee don't were really a friend. Get better soon ⭐💫
I was one of the best students of my school before but now I'm not even one of the best students of my class. I tried my best but I couldn't be the one I wanted to be❤️
:( good luck tho
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