The Last Thought You'll Ever Have
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A short fiction story of a woman named Nia's journey through thoughts.
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Summary: don’t live your life for other people
Also dont live to impress people, because you wont be remembered anyway
Abbie Lejeune 666 ʟɪᴋᴇ :)
That’s the theme/moral not really the summary
@@superultramegacooll -_-
Fortnite dubz I was just kidding
I heard that you die twice: once when they bury you in your grave; and the second time is the last time someone mentions your name
- Macklemore (credits to Katie in the replies :)
“i heard that you die twice: once when they bury you in the grave; and the second time is the last time that somebody mentions your name” - macklemore (glorious)
@@katiehackett9825 yup yup I couldn't remember it exactly thanks!
"Some men die at 27 but arent buried until they're 75." B.Franklin
There’s an old philosophy that I forgot which group of people believed. You have three deaths. The first is when you’re born, when the clock starts ticking. The second when is when you die. And the third is when you’re forgotten that you ever existed.
I think it might be from the movie Coco?
“There are three deaths. The first is when the body ceases to function. The second is when the body is consigned to the grave. The third is that moment, sometime in the future, when your name is spoken for the last time.” - David M. Eagleman
dead, buried, and forgotten
paper2222 thats all our fate
@Audrey Massens you wont have that thought though as you will be dead
For SOME people, they can never reach the third death until humanity goes extinct.
@Audrey Massens It won’t be, don’t lie to yourself, even if your life feels bad now it won’t always be bad, keep your head up because things will most certainly get better with time. Also get therapy if you’re depressed or stressed cause that can help a lot.
This actually lifted me out of my suicidal thoughts a little bit for the moment. Thank you.
please dont let go. you have so much to live for. so many experiences. you ghet to built your life. your tower is already so tall, there was so much work put into it. but dont topple it over. all that progress, gone. do you wanmt that? i promise you that one day you will be happy that you didnt commite suicide.
@@alex-qz1ut still here 🙂 thank you
@@missmarshmellowmouth im so happy to hear that :) keep going and i promise you it will get better .
@@alex-qz1ut you acting so nice creeps the shi out of me
@@whathappenswhenyouclosethe6084 what? im not acting. i think because the world can be so toxic that you assume im not telling the truth. its really sad honestly
‘Oh cool, that’s my birthda-‘
*Nia was hated for the first time*
‘Oh-‘
Lol same. Good luck out there birthday twin
MAN 💀
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😭😭
Same here lmao, but when she got the job. Same year same date and I don’t know why I’m so happy about that…
Funny how on her death bed she's wearing her hair like she always liked it...in a pony tail.
Unathi Zwane wow I didn’t even realized it even till the end she still cared how others saw her sigh
Your comment made me cry
At the end of one's life thet have finally grown comfortable in their own skin just in time to shed it.
no one gives a fuk
FAT PICCOLO Exactly
Interesting story, I can see why it's written this way. I'm really the family "eccentric", unmarried and preoccupied with unusual pursuits. I came across my great grandmother's trunk, filled with photos, and traces of people long gone. I spent my spare time putting faces and stories together for forgotten people. Only to find out no one cared, no one was even slightly curious. Even so, I'm glad I did it. My own life feels enriched by diving into history.
this is so intriguing and sometimes I think about what my ancestors were like. I wonder what their pastimes were. I wonder if I resembled any of them. I wonder if they had some of the traits I do. Maybe I had an aunt in the 1700s who looked exactly like mom does now . I try to picture what I would’ve looked like in the times of Pharoah. Maybe I had an ancestor who was just like me. It’s crazy really . I don’t even know their names and it’s a bit scary that I too may or may not be subjected to the same fate of being another nameless hypothetical memory of my descendants
I wonder about my ancestor's lots too they did everything just right so I could be here now...
@@almakay6437makes sense
“Did I leave the stove on?”
- My last thought
KABOOOM XSLOPSIONSSS!!!!
**fire effects**
**black smoke**
Apparently not
My last thought do I have poop in my colon?
‘Did I leave the stove on?’
Kookz Yt fixed
No one:
Pursuit of wonder: Y'all mind if i... existential crisis
No wonder why your having a existential crisis, LAPIS LAZULI
thanks, just reminded me and had the worst existential crisis ive ever had
I actually feel weird because this didn't make me anxious, but feel an amazing relief instead.
i literally needed this
pursuit of happyness?
@@someoneinsomewhere8079 Bc you are seeing that 2000 people liked the comment and you are not alone
holy shit, during the last section where the narrator said “during her last conversation”, my nintendo switch audio broke and became static, but i thought it was a choice done by the video. for the entire ending section it was all static, and it felt more... idk how to put it. real???
I bet my last though would be:
"I wonder if this is hardcore or normal survival mode?"
Babies 0.000001 second after being born:
I don’t know who I am
I don’t know why I’m here
All I know is that I must cry
Wow ! I’m 53 and seems to be my thoughts exactly .
Lol no a baby doesn’t have a conscious mind yet
I didn’t cry at birth no lie. My face was bright blue and purple.
@@Enmanuel_V6 see I don’t really support abortion but at the same time. Even if you’re a new born baby, if you’re aborted AFTER birth. The baby still won’t feel it(never mind even 3 months pregnant etc)
@@mikef4775 that’s the color of Nia
"She had a smile that seems completely genuine, as if she spent her whole life practicing it"
that hit hard!
I was literally listening to that part when I seen your comment. It really was deep
I don't usually cry, but upon hearing how she always lived on what others thought I shed a tear. That hit close to home.
this was the video which gave me existential crisis for almost 2yrs and i couldn't get the answer anywhere and now somehow it just faded away...
My last thought: this is literally the dumbest way to die
Fr
@@islandk.6917 woah!? chill
Yeah if I go
I want to go whilst I'm on a speedboat that's on fire that's speeding into the sun. And then I want it to expload
@@fineichangeditagain5675 thats physically impossible, I'd want something like a 4th dimensional portal ripping me to shreds while yelling "I'm gonna start working out as soon as my schedule is open" like SMH dude get realistic
@@limejelo I will do it anyway
“Oh shit I forgot to write that essay”
-My last thought
i was just going to comment reply that
Alternate: "I forgot to delete my browsing history"
JAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJAAJAJAJA
**dies**
You’re a life saver I forgot to do mine
This nia girl, isn’t even real, yet… she is such an inspiration. This is beautiful
my name is nia im acc verry scared
But she is real in a sense. There are probably a few dozen of women born in 1982 who will have the exact same life like Nia, except the names.
She's the opposite of an inspiration. Don't be Nia. Don't let your life be ruled by others. Live for your sake. That was the moral of the video.
Whoever writes these, I want to say: You are an amazing writer and can captire feelings and ideas into beautiful stories. Much love and positive energy for y'all
My last thought: “damn this is my last thought”
😂
Literally fucking me
hahah
Gavin Hatch
*thinks of porn before dying*
My last thought: I wonder what memes will there be in the future
“Oh cool, this video is gonna be interesti-“
**Has Existential Crisis**
Gamey Gaming over 347 likes but only one comment
That Poppy Songs fuck off.
Why do I see you everywhere?
I love bfb
Maxime Aranka also the character in his profile is named loser
Everyone loves loser
I'm gonna be honest here, you don't need to be someone that everyone knows and will remember, for me, it's just fine appreciating life with the people i know while i am alive, i doesn't matter who wiil remember me since eventually, everyone dies.
Exactly.
Once you've been forgotten, you are nothing and where nothing.
@@lasagna1316 with that mindset you’re gonna end up just like Nia in her last moments. If you want to be remembered for centuries then go for it, but please- take a lesson from this video and make sure you’re being honest to yourself while you go about things.
Indeed🎉
Wow, just wow. Yesterday I was thinking about a time when I almost died in 2017, and I don't know why but I kept on thinking about something along these lines: it was surreal that back then when I was slipping away all I could think was "Don't close your eyes or you won't be able to wake up again", and things like how long would it take, what would happen afterwards, I was perfectly fine 30 minutes ago, can't I go back in time?. I hadn't felt that much dread in my life and the only thing I could think of was "hold on!". I was lying on a cold surface and couldn't move, the only thing I was able to do was looking upwards and fighting to keep my eyes open. Longest minutes of my life. It was cold, it was windy, and it wasn't peaceful at all. Really interesting video.
What happened
My last thought will probably be something along the lines of:
“I wonder what this button does”
my last thought: Why I never shot heroin
“I wonda, what’s this red button do?”
-Ninny, _Dumb Ways to Die_
🤣 I think I’d be pulling on a cord to plug my phone into it whatever was there because it’ll be dying
Dumb ways to die, so many dumb ways to die
"I wonder what this button does... Oh I'm gay now.. hmph."
My last thought: _ima turn off that beepy thing so I can sleep better._
i am scared to understand that
@@trayfr I am even more scared now that I understand it
I guess that does the job
I-
WAIT NO
Glad I noticed I was following in Nia's footsteps a few weeks before watching this & realized this wasn't what I wanted to keep doing to myself. That others' misconstrued perceptions of me aren't the mold I want to keep unquestionably catering to, silently agonizing over while inhibiting myself. After diminishing the weight of these thoughts I started expressing myself far more confidently. Good to know my realization isn't special, too. Keep daring to be yourselves, people. Dare to defy mistaken expectations. Nobody but you can stop the self censorship you placed on yourself while subjectively conforming to others. In the end it won't ultimately matter, so might as well live by your own choices while you still have the chance to do so. There's still time to make a change if change is what you want.
The sentence that she was thought of for the last time hit me hard personally.
Just a thought, but if you think about it, it really makes everything you do seem so much smaller.
It kinda makes me uncomfortable and comfortable at the same time
I saw the title and immediately thought, “Oh, shit. Here we go.”
Here we go again*
Ah shit*
Damn 667 likes
You're comment was on 999 likes so I just had to like to make it 1k😂
P. Oh shit Here we go again
On October 9th, 2019, Nia was first thought of as an animated character who served as a means to get me into a existential crisis.
Yo that's true dude
Lmao. Funny but true
Well there you have it. There is hope after all. You might yourself become a cartoon character and the catalyst for someone else having an existential crisis and maybe become a legend among animated virtual representations of people who no longer exist.
somethingsomething thingy 😂
Nia ask a person who looks like a man: Excuse me sir
. It's MA'AAM
even if they remembered you, even if they think that you was a legend you'll be nothing more than mirage.
There's nothing worth being afraid, worried, sad about.
I think this is the first time in my life I've ever thought of something as genuinely beautiful
For the first time, Nia was thought of as someone with blue skin.
I thought she was gonna die instantly cause she had blue skin and I thought she was a blue bby
Mia May xd
i only thought of dance moms
lmao
Widowmaker be like
People die twice:
Once when their last breath leaves their body...
Once when the last person who has ever known them says their name...
Then there will be a lot of catching up to do
@INFJ 4w5 I saw somethingike that on reddit
I like how you include how people die both mentally and physically
No.
People die once.
When they have their last beath.
People reminding them doesn't make them any alive.
I think you didn't get this video's message, maybe.
Isn’t that quote one of the things that inspired the movie coco, I think I saw that at some point
I feel like this revelation that most of us will become a distant memory or all together forgotten and lost to time after our death brings a certain sadness, but also a strange sense of clarity and bliss in a way.
"We have our secrets and our needs to confess. We may remember how, in childhood, adults were able at first to look right through us, and into us, and what an accomplishment it was when we, in fear and trembling, could tell our first lie, and make, for ourselves, the discovery that we are irredeemably alone in certain respects, and know that within the territory of ourselves, there can only be our own footprints." R.D. Laing
There are three deaths: the first is when the body ceases to function. The second is when the body is consigned to the grave. The third is that moment, sometime in the future, when your name is spoken for the last time.
- David Eagleman
There is a 4th if you are an athlete. It's your first death and the only death you can actively experience.
Cringe
The next death or life would be on day of judgement!
*O O F*
Nobody will ever be dead. In the future people will think of our time, our era. They will make stories and write fantasies about us. A billion stories for each person. Just like we picture the romans and Egyptians of the past. We won't be remembered as individuals but rather a group of stories that aren't bound by reality.
I hope the last thing I think of is "Now you can play as Luigi"
I genuinely hope that after my time has come and I croak, I wake in a room and a light blinds me, my eyes adjust and oh my fucking god, I just experienced the most realistic VR game
@@trollololol7882 **Gasp** Woah wait-
and then you get reborn and for the rest of your life you jump higher but have less traction
Omg I’ll be Mario
Hilarious 😐
Well, this video really freed me from so many worries and memories I have. None of it really matters.
Having lived like Nia all my life, I can't tell what I genuinely want anymore. Nothing feels genuine.
This one is easier than you might think. first: Stop doing all the things you don’t like. The rest will be easy then!
@@justdodooo I don't like existing
Thanks for your advice,Imma head out
@@user-qf2di6wy2d is there maybe a way that existing for you would be more enjoyable?
Ofc🎉
''bruh i shouldve told my online friend im dying, now they think im ghosting them. well fu-''
-my last thought
me lmao
Quite literally ghosting them if you die
Junito ito
Uhh
Your friend can still be communicated with can't they?
Also sorry to hear that you're going through something
I hope it got better
@@arn3107 nor
"Fuck, I forgot to delete my search history"
-MY last thought
If I die with somene next to me, my last words would be, "please delete my search history..."
LMAOOOOO
don't worry bro, I got you covered
That Time I Reincarnated As A Slime: The Anime
It has a scene like this
Yeassss
Now I wonder, I don't even know what kind of person my grand-grand-grand-parents were. The descendants indeed forget and stop caring about elder generations. Thanks for making this video.
I have had this thought before. I wonder about my ancestors even just 4-5 generations ago. Does anyone actually know anything about them or even speak of their name? It’s doubtful. They more less never existed at all at this point. I suppose though I am their legacy,
@@snc237 Yes, exactly. Also, I only know my grandpa's father's name, I don't know the names before him
It’s kinda depressing knowing that one day we will have been forgotten and no one will know who said person was or what they achieved in life and said person lives a whole life doing incredible things only to be forgotten. Kinda depressing imo
For what it's worth, 2 years later someone read your comment. I hope you are doing well. All in all t is kinda sad, but I try to find meaning in being good to other people. Our names may be etched out in the long long time of history, but be good to people now. Life is too short and hard to treat others poorly. Maybe you will be able to share your love and compassion for someone and then there are ripple effects as they grow as a better person for your effort. Regardless if it is negative or positives these ripples will lasts longer than we do and maybe that makes it worth it.
When a person dies, entire universes die with them.
Thomas Trenn, and all their Likes live forever. Right?
What about other concious creatures? Dolphins
ah so that's why the universe lives as long as it does, Marines never die and when they do they don't truly die.
@@JohnnyArtPavlou nice one
I did not mean for the"Right" to sound snarky. It's meant to be a joke on all of us.
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people just exist."
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist that is all."
whose quote is that?
@@juanangelguevara5411 Oscar Wilde
Oscar wilde
To exist is rare- you know how many other sperm cells were there lol
This literally showed up when I needed it, I have my finals tomorrow and I am anxious about it, unable to sleep, after I watched this I felt the same freedom and peace that sonice felt. What a beautiful and useful coincidence it truly is
The more I watch this kind of videos (Philosophy about life) the more I need God. I keep on stressing about my future, I feel that I'm already in my finish line (I'm not that old, I just exaggerated myself) without having anything while others know what they want in life and living the life they want while me still finding myself, what my abilities are, what my purpose are. I keep on praying, I cry every night asking God what should I do with my life. I'm in the point of my life not caring anymore but I'm glad that I know God. I still don't live the life I want, I always feel I'm a loser, I'm different to other people but I'm really thankful that I know and believe God. Life is really meaningless. It became bearable because God is there. I still have nothing but the peace and safety I feel with God is enough for me, whatever happens in my future.. it doesn't matter as long as I live my life with God.
My last thought: Hey Insomnia, I win.
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
mine would be: ah shit here we go again
@@slamminsalmon_ A- again?..
Is that a death note reference
Fall__ Death light never seen death note so idk
When you no longer care what other people think, that’s freedom.
Naomi Quinlivan
I wish I would be able to do the things I love
IDC what ppl think, I’ll walk around my high school as a year seven singing something random and not care
Get fucked society!
I don't know, if you don't care about what other people think of you, you probably will be very lonely. Maybe happiness and freedom in life is not about not caring at all, but about perfectly balancing your "priorities". I have no idea what word to use, but i hope you will understand what i mean anyway.
Zero Ghost you’re right, I don’t believe that not caring at all is the key to ultimate freedom. A healthy balance is
words to live by. Thank you
That feel when a yt video perfectly realizes the thought processes you had about life since late middle school. This shit just cannot be unlearned.
Crazy how each one of us will all be forgotten when the time comes.
Mustve been depressing for nia to know her future when she watched this video
Splintay omg underrated comment 😂😂😂
Well she got laid so theres that
Cowley House
You are Nia.
@@MadHikikomori I get laid?!
Anxiety: *leaves chat*
Depression: my time to shine
And hello existential crisis
So true
Pretty much
Hey hey nihilism its fun having you around
Why should you be depressed about the fact that you shouldn't care about other people, because it doesn't matter anyway?
Thank you. I needed to hear this. This gave me a little relief and a lot of validation.
Your videos are some of the best I've seen in a long time. In this age of shorts, your content is truly thought provoking and grounded in nothing but reality.
This makes me feel a word that doesn’t exist
true
@@wader2430 hello fellow Hollow Knight fan
@@SleepdeprivedCitrus yessir
nostalgic?
@@breakingmad2645 yeah but it's nostalgia for something that isn't even old.
no one:
My last thought: did I feed my minecraft dog
Why include nobody in this shitty meme
MathMan Science NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@Toucan •
wooosh
Flaming Fox that’s not a whoosh...
and i OOP
I just found this channel and this video made me cry wow, time for a binge
This one scentence gets me: "She had a smile that seems completly genuine, as if she spend her whole life practicing it." Just in this one scentence is a lot of meaning.
“She didn’t know what anyone thought, she was dead.”
Nicholas Bender, Well, duh you stupid idiot
Pieswagisnom Pig
Maybe they were repeating it to show it’s importantence
Pieswagisnom Pig r/woooosh
@@myclutteredmess2271 if you watched it you'd know they were quoting it for it's importance
That hit me hard
Imagine if the only traces of your legacy were your CZcams comments
lol
Alexander The Snivy lol I’m gonna quote u in like the next 10 years
hahah funny
-Alexander The Snivy 2019
I walked by this comment in 2019 ✅
being someone with social anxiety, this video was a breath of fresh air. its so relieving to hear this.
This is one channel that tell us everything, without actually telling anything❤.
Glad I found your channel.
My last thought: "Finally. I get to sleep without that alarm going off."
Gosh that hit different.
Holy
I feel like we can all relate to this on a different level😐😓
can't wait
@@Val.ki. 😂😂😂
Bruh, I thought this was a real story about someone named Nia but then
*"oN AuGuSt 22Nd, 2035"* and I felt like an idiot
Yellow dont worry u’r not the only one, I thought and felt the exact same way
bold of you to assume humans will last that long
@@krishc.8980 that's how he knew it was fake
@@ahaokatano3153 yeah i was talking about the guy who made the video
sorry i didn't clarify
@@krishc.8980 humans will last that long at least. if we werent, we would be dead longgggg ago.
I watched this at 12:00 am and I cried. Why must I do this.
"Nobody will be remembered in history, it’s only the ones who’ve done the most horrible things. And the ones who’ve done the most purest, written in textbooks."
I want my last thought to be:
*"Crap, i didnt put a password on my phone, oh no"*
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Oh lord then they’re all gonna see my crazy pictures of Thomas Brodie sangster and nishinoya yuu-
Me: watches video to the end
My tears: *”aight imma head out”*
The Female me
Same but i don't know y i was
I like you
Really enjoyed this one in particular. It’s a beautiful message that can be hard to convey, but you did it masterfully.
This is the kind of video that just proves its point enough to change a persons stand on life. I don't know if Persuit of Wonder knows how many people he might have helped and made happier and calmer with this.
"Why do I hear boss music?"
-my last thought
megalovania intensifies*
But as everything fades to black you resurrect with a second health bar. You are the boss
@@chadthundercock8635 :o
@@chadthundercock8635 you turn into a infant instantly in the middle of the forest god from above good luck down there 🌩
Stay determined
Nobody:
Literally no one:
My existential crisis: hi, how are ya
r/uselessnobody
2pac Was Japanese Foo It’s not just useless it’s also wrong lmao.
Stop
Not how that joke works really. God it's beyond overdue on its lifespan
Welcome back to your suffering
idk what it is but every video I watch on your channel gives me chills. This is like story driven ASMR.
One of the greatest videos I have ever watched. Thank you
There’s probably a CEO of a company named Nia watching this like 👁👄👁
Lmao
yikes
Fuck, that ugly and cringy face
Lmfao that's funny
@@forr0_ _Y E._ 👁👅👁
“Hi Gama,”
This single sentence hit me hard for some reason.
Yeah, I started crying out of nowhere. Probably sleep deprivation.
Idk why I was about to cry it was to cute
I knowww, I felt a pang at my chest. I think I felt my heartstrings pull in the most literal way possible.
I felt that it was quite the bitter line (If that makes sense)
I literally started crying and smiling out of nowhere when that one hit. i'M jUsT fEeLiNg So MuCh RiGhT nOw-
best life advice i was ever given was from my dad. don't be afraid to be yourself. he never actually said so, but he definitely made me feel comfortable with who I am. don't waste the few years you have pleasing others by not being yourself, you will never feel accomplished that way.
this video both soothes my anxiety of what other people think, and amplifies it by reminding me that time is passing.
“Wow that’s a lot of blood, if I die now by blood loss that would be a lame way to die” -5 year old me after I got my leg impaled by a fence
I'm sorry why did I laugh at that-
F in the chat
The word "Impaled" seems so scary
Wha-
did that hurt--
“Nia was named nia” hmm yes the floor here is made out of floor.
MMMM, yes I'm gonna call this clock a clock, glad I thought of it
Huh, The floor where I live is made out of ceiling, for the person living down stairs.
every 60 seconds in Africa a minute passes.
I think that you and your other responders missed the point. I have a suggestion for you all. Watch the video again and this time try not to think of any smart-arsed replies. You might be a little more responsive towards the meaning behind this thought-provoking piece.
@@tompurcell1499 i already got it :/
This made me think of when i almost drowned on accident because my brother was on my shoulders, and didnt know my head was underwater, and was too weak to get him off me. The last thing i could remember before almost passing out was "Please, somebody help me." then i just decided to risk it and jumped backwards so he was in the water too, and luckily he got off. I finally got out of the water completely light headed and i was so over whelmed that i just started to sob. This happened about 4 years ago now, and i wonder what wouldve happened if i was under the water for just a few more seconds.
Wow! This was well-written and animated Really moved me
my last thought: "fuck, this hurts-"
LMAO!!! 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
yikes
"oh shit i didnt think it'd bleed so fucking much"
@@spoono "why does this glass of water that my mum gave me hurt to drink?"
Ooooh
My last thought before I die: "The Mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell."
We took a test in this today
Lol I wonder where that was from (boyinaband)
or the sequel:"the magna Carta limited the power of the king."
@@LukeWri no prince ea
@@testing_something and boyinaband
After a huge nervous breakdown, the thought that set me free from caring of others judgment was not 'I' will be dead one day, but actually those judging me will dead too. Their thoughts in the future or past don't exist and they are likely to forget that thought anyway. It literally makes no sense to care what others think of you, it's a passing moment, the moment moves on and ceases to exist.
I usually like your videos but this one is my favourite so far, amazing
Thought about the whole “you’ll regret it when ur older” vibe so I asked out my crush...
She said no... but hey at least I won’t regret it 😅🤷🏻♂️
Aww , i'm sorry for that
aw u shot ur shot. Youre brave 👍🏼
Yep at least you won’t have regrets ... she might .. you won’t lol
I admire your mental power my dude. I just can't do it :/
NBDxFish Ayee good stuff bro :)
It's sad that she never got to be herself ever in her entire life.
It's kinda sad, yeah.. But in the end, with her husband James she finally let it out.. And I think it gave her peace of mind that she's finally not bounded by the expectations and perceptions of the people around her, I guess we can learn a thing or two from this
@@ariel7301 Only when she's in her deathbed though
@@UCmDBecUtbSafffpMEN3iscA true
Guess that’s why people say “Be Yourself”.
Wasted her life trying to impress other people…
What a beautifully crafted video!! 👏🏽
You videos have inspired me so much thanks brother❤!
"She told her husband that she never truly felt like herself around him or anyone for that matter. That she had spent most of her life accomodating other people's perceptions of her, as if her concern was always about how she was experienced in the minds of others and never about how she was experienced in her own. How she wanted so badly to be liked and remembered by everyone as beautiful, perfect and successful. And now she was about to die without ever really being known by anyone at all."
If you thought about the fact that one day you won't be remembered or thought about at all, would you live a different life ?
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Eh not really, probably
No because in death their is no end.
That passage almost made me cry. So beautiful and so moving
My last words would probably be like:
“I hid a $1000000 under the-“
And then die knowing that they would look for a $1000000 that doesn’t exist.
You fiend
Sometimes getting a first class ticket to hell 😂😂
Genius
The dollar sign is at the beginning of the number
You evil thing. HOw daRE YoU!!!1!!!1!1!1!1!1!!1!!1!!!!1!
I think it's such a relief to know that none of us needs to know what our purpose is, why we are here, the reason for our existence. We just know that there is one. We know that someone, somewhere, at some time, will be impacted by our existence, something we did or said or didn't do or say. But we have no way of knowing who, or when, or how. And that's ok.
The only thing we really need to know is that we are here. And that all we need to do is be ourselves, change things we want to within ourselves as we go along, be accepted by ourselves and not by others.
There is no magical, mysterious, purposeful reasoning that we need to be chasing. No religion, job, role, fame, or even events of our lives have any substantial meaning as to who we are as individuals. What a relief! All I have to do is what I think is best for me at that time, even if it turns out to be the wrong choice, allow for change, be kind and loving to myself and others, and that's it. Nothing else required. Love this channel!
This is gorgeous and is with me wherever I go.
I can never escape it, and there’s a part of me that’s thankful for that.
I remember when I almost drowned,and I thought to myself:
*“This is how I die huh?”*
Edit: wow I did not expect this comment to blow up.
I almost drowned once too, and thought, "Am I dreaming?"
When I almost drowned: **panic ensues**
The time I almost drowned was while my family was taking photos and I fell at this hole thing I didn't see in the water, I thought to myself:
"look here you fucking idiots"
I almost drowned TWICE 😄
It's a traumatic experience, but that didnt stop me from going to the bigger pools.
All i could think about was how I didn't want to die and I had so much more I wanted to do in life
My last thought will probably be
"will my maths teacher accept the excuse that I'm dead?"
That's a little dark
No your math teacher will still be teaching you even from up there
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@@breadnon I’m going to hell noooo
Ah yes, nothing but a little existential crisis when you're feeling too happy.
for a long time...nothing made me cry like this... especially because thats how i think about the world and about my life...for my family...i was just an existence expected to fit in with the society...to be normal like everyone else.. i didnt have own opinions, whatever i said didnt matter...whatever hobby i did was waste of time for them..whatever pet i loved, for them it was just an animal that will die sooner than me...i was never appreciated...i never had a best friend because i was bullied at schoold for 14 years and when i told my mother, all she said was "just ignore them"... to this day when im 30 years old...my mom keeps claiming that whenever someone said just a bad word about me, i considered it bullying...she ignored the facts about me being beaten up, being thrown old food at, having things and clothes destroyed, being mocked....due to that i was avoiding everyone, every eye contact and any conversation because i stuttered out of fear...if i talked, i talked silently...all i was expected, was to finish school, find a job, make money and all that until the end of my life... being expected to find a man, to have kids, to buy a house, to drive a car....
but when i was 22, mom's customer, a singer, actress and photo model, Olivie noticed me when she visited my mom at home and everything changed since then... She helped me to talk out loudly, it took one whole year to teach me not to be afraid of hugs that i have never had in my family...she taught me to have own opinion, she respected me as someone who matters while in family i was treated like nobody sho only has to listen to what they say...but suddenly...i had a choice...for the first time i was though of as a human who matters...
Ive always been thought of as a liar, faker, rude and agressive person, especially by my mother...she kept telling that even to Olivie who believer her every word... but when olivie met me and we became closer...she and even her husband honza kept saying since then that nothing that my mother told them about me is not truth..because around them i was nice, kind, helpful, supportive, trustworthy and more...suddenly i felt noticed...suddenly my hobby and my pets mattered too... suddenly i was thought of as is i belonged somewhere...
But then...i was diagnosed with autism and personality disorder...mom kicked me out of the home...i had hard time living on my own, it was hard for me to keep a job due to anxiety and fear of people...i ended up in a mental hospital, closed for one month...meanwhile i was moved out of the apartment i lived in.... my mother wanted to throw ALL my possesions but thanksfully olivie stopped her and saved as many things as she could... If everything i have ever had was thrown away...basically my whole life would be gone together with it...because even possesions is what describes who we were and who we are...
I was moved to live in a house for homeless women...me as somebody who an year earlier accepted myself as a transgender guy, it was a horror...My stuff were constantly stolen by others...i was always hungry because i had almost no money to buy proper food and if it wasnt for olivie cooking for me, i dont know how i would survive... what was i think of as now? I felt like nobody who matters again...the only one who kept me positive was olivie and honza...by that time i havent seen my grandparents for 3 years since my mother told them lies about me again...i hated to visit my mother as well whenever i needed something for a few stuff of mine she kept in her house...
I didnt see any future at this point...i didnt see myself anywhere in the future, i jsut was thought of as a lost existence again... Olivie always kept telling me that one day in the future ill be living with her... i couldnt now because they didnt have place in their apartment... so i only kept hoping for that one day coming...and one day...it came....but not in the happiest moment....olivies husband honza passed away due to bacterial infection caught in HOSPITAL! That same day he died, olivie told me to immediatelly move out of the house for homeless women and to move in with her...
I was told that i no longer have to look for job, that my only job from now on is walking her dogs, to work on computer and administrate her pages and so on...now my whole future is clear and has changed a lot ince olivie has a plan already...suddenly i was again somebody who mattered...suddenly i was thought of as someone who got a new chance to live...but at what cost...
And i always keep thinking...how do others remember me? How am i thought of by them? And will someone ever remember my after death? I will have no kids... olivie is 15 years older than me... and i am very aware of that she will probably die sooner than me...but what will be next? I cant live on my own and especialy without her... by the time im old, who will remember me? The only one who might be alive by that time is my cousin i was growing up with....but if he dies before me...what will i do in this world...will there be someone else to be there with me? Will be there someone who would remember me? When i die, it will be the end...end of the one story that will soon be forgotten...
I always think if we live the way we do, will there be something left to be kept alive, to be remembered after we are no longer? Could we live the life differently to leave something bigger for other generations? I dont know if there is something after death... im an atheist but im open to what is after our death... but what will be left for those who are still alive? We will be just forgotten like many others during the history...unless we do something big to be remembered for generations...but thats just impossible...but more than thinking about what i once leave here after i die...i worry more about if i ever meet olivie again...because she saw potential in me..she saw a person in me, she saw somebody...not nobody...she helped me to live and i know that once she will die, i will no longer want to be alive either...because when she leaves this place. my whole world will end together with hers...i might then be thought of as someone who commited a suicide...but i no longer will have to worry about it. I will know that i went after Olivie.