298. A Witch's Astral Army: Let's Make Servitors!

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  • This video offers an in-depth introduction to servitor creation and use.
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  • @217banana
    @217banana Před 8 lety +288

    When I was a kid I was terrified of the dark so I created this little tribe of trolls that lived under my bed to protect me when I got scared :)

    • @i-aida811
      @i-aida811 Před 5 lety +13

      That is so cute!

    • @RedDragonXPS
      @RedDragonXPS Před 4 lety +5

      When I was young I told my little brother that trolls lived under his bed. He would jump into bed every night.

    • @salamander8301
      @salamander8301 Před 4 lety +9

      Omg so did i! There was an evil entity that would come and huant me from under the bed. So i made a superman kind of beings to chase them away

    • @Eyeofdarkness333
      @Eyeofdarkness333 Před 4 lety +1

      @@salamander8301 that is awesome

    • @theeyeoflove3359
      @theeyeoflove3359 Před 3 lety +1

      I was usally draged under the bed at night or the closet by the monsters that haunted me

  • @theinnerrove
    @theinnerrove Před 8 lety +52

    Talk about synchronicity--the day I watched this video, my sister recommended we watch a movie called "Mr. Nobody". This movie explores the lives of thought forms in great depth. I strongly recommend it to anyone doing this work. If nothing else, it will give you great compassion for your thought forms!

    • @shaleyflowers
      @shaleyflowers Před 4 lety +1

      Where did you watch it doll

    • @ihatemickiegee
      @ihatemickiegee Před 4 lety +1

      amazing movie. glad you mentioned it

    • @charyinvic
      @charyinvic Před 4 lety +2

      Love Mr. Nobody, I have several theories, from everything is just a book he is writing, to parallel universes, to just a wandering mind from all the choices he made.

    • @Eyeofdarkness333
      @Eyeofdarkness333 Před 4 lety

      I'll definitely check it out

    • @steenosrs8077
      @steenosrs8077 Před 3 lety +1

      @@shaleyflowers available for free on Tubi if you have a smart TV. Just watched it.

  • @jackyechan
    @jackyechan Před 4 lety +38

    When I was 14 years old, I had a small ankh tattooed onto my left shoulder by an ex-Army guy. He used black India ink and a safety pin. I got the tattoo because of the ankh's meaning: eternal life. A month after receiving the tattoo my father tried to remove it by scraping the ink out with a razor blade. I writhed in pain and he threw down the blade exclaiming, "Fine, then keep it! But the nose ring has to go!" It took me almost 30 years before I realized my tattoo's sigil significance. Currently, I am blessed with great health and looking years younger than my age. At 45 years old, I don't take medications, my hair is still dark as night, and my eyesight is still 20/20. I have forgotten about the tattoo many times throughout my life. Perhaps my father's removal attempt really activated my sigil. Thank you for creating such an informative and detailed video. It was a pleasure listening to your intelligence and passion for magic.

    • @evanmeyer141
      @evanmeyer141 Před 3 lety +4

      Tattoos and their symbolism can be strong earth magic down to where on the body it is placed if you think of the 2 pilars mercy and severity left side being severity and what have you or even the different body parts and there corespondents like for instance Gemini and the hands or Taurus and the throat I have an infinity ouroborus with a sword going through it on my left calf 33 on my left hand a thunder bird on my chest flying up twords my neck with the word spirits above it like raising Spirits

  • @Strega_del_Corvo
    @Strega_del_Corvo Před 8 lety +126

    Ah! Great topic! The funny thing for me, after I read Condensed Chaos, I realize I made a servitor as a child to get through my depression. I never called him an imaginary friend even though I knew full well he was my own creation. I even wrote him letters, made a sigil (not knowing I was making a sigil) and gave him a name, etc. I was a baby chaote and never even knew it.

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 8 lety +9

      +AngelofSeitan Sooooo cool! :D

    • @Strega_del_Corvo
      @Strega_del_Corvo Před 8 lety +23

      To make it even more deliciously ridiculous, he was/is a Tyrannosaurus rex.

    • @DavinRaincloud
      @DavinRaincloud Před 8 lety +10

      It could be too, that a spirit decided to come unto your creation. A latest X-Files ep covered this. The Garbage man one. As an aside, one of my main guides calls himself Seitan, which I found out is a veggie protein from Japan.

    • @Strega_del_Corvo
      @Strega_del_Corvo Před 8 lety +8

      +Davin Raincloud Maybe! And that's pretty humorous. I'm vegan, which is why I chose this handle as a play on words. Seitan is delicious. ;)

    • @johnbell4489
      @johnbell4489 Před 7 lety

      Angel of Seitan 💘 you angel of Sheitan !! I was wondering how to get servitors from The Demon Lords.also how to adress the Demon lords proper process to pray to them because their Just the greater aspects of our selves micro cosm macrocosm they are the macro were micro ,Fuckin A babe love your shittle. thank. you Meow Meow Meow.

  • @bohobabie5987
    @bohobabie5987 Před 5 lety +10

    I remember being about 4-5 yrs, and I got into trouble for drawing on the walls. I drew these looooooong legged stick figures that were as tall as I was at the time. My mom asked who they were, and I replied that they were my friends...fast forward to today. I now have a painted porcelain tribe of eight tall Black Native women who I’ve programmed and assigned to be my Shamanic tribe of elders, healers, and counsel for me✨ Thank you for your content Kelly Ann❤️

  • @clavesseptem7223
    @clavesseptem7223 Před 7 lety +15

    Madam, the "fucking weirder"....the fucking better, if I may be so blunt. I admit I'm still relatively newish to Chaos Magick but I am liking what I am hearing so far. I also appreciate your verbal descriptions -- they are a rather big help to me since I am quite blind.

  • @SpookyStregaAL
    @SpookyStregaAL Před 5 lety +49

    Wow i thought i was just a bad wiccan ..lol turns out i'm more aligned to chaos magic

    • @BE-zt1ko
      @BE-zt1ko Před 4 lety +2

      Feel free to contact me, chaos magickian here, we can compare notes :)

  • @kevinfrimpong969
    @kevinfrimpong969 Před rokem +3

    I don't know if you will see this, but I 🖤 LOVE💜 hearing you curse. It's so far beyond satisfying to my American Ears.

  • @missybehexed9655
    @missybehexed9655 Před 8 lety +29

    You are the first person I have ever heard suggest a sigil is something other then a symbol on paper. So happy. My last sigil was a door size hole in my wall. Thank god I own my home. My husband didn't even bat an eye I just told him it was magic! Yup it's still there. That's how my "storm eater" comes. Didn't know it had a name. Didn't know others did it also, created helpers with specific intent.

    • @danusdragonfly6640
      @danusdragonfly6640 Před 8 lety +1

      +Missy Behexed Really? When you charge your sigils, they should take form! I wonder who expects to just write it on paper? Weird! LoL

    • @missybehexed9655
      @missybehexed9655 Před 8 lety +1

      +Danu's Dragonfly Just the Form of the design. I understand that once you put then into action they change but very excited about the process of a sound sigil. I guess just different forms of the creation of the action sigil. Xoxo

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 8 lety +10

      +Missy Behexed I totally get you - like, everyone only talks about putting a symbol on paper and charging it but no one really talks about other ways which don't involve paper. :) I have even made a scent sigil - those sweet perfumes, baby!!

    • @danusdragonfly6640
      @danusdragonfly6640 Před 8 lety +2

      This really is a topic that deserves more attention! I am glad this vid was made. I guess to me it starts boiling down when people worry about distinction of terms. To me ~ it is all energy. I do see a distinction between sigils/logos/symbols that have taken on their own energy & purposes, and servitors/egregores/tulpas/familiars. I basically divide them into those two groups.

    • @crystalheart9
      @crystalheart9 Před 7 lety

      I find your post interesting in that you also just came up with the idea on your own so to speak as I did. I was thinking along the lines of a protective, helping friend/companion. Not something I just order around and then kill when I'm finished with it. Do you find you have more of a friend relationship with your creation. If you have a moment I am interested in your thoughts on this.

  • @bobblob6220
    @bobblob6220 Před 5 lety +19

    Try Magical Servitors by Damon Brand. Beginner friendly :)

  • @tamiladwig7088
    @tamiladwig7088 Před 5 lety +11

    I have been thinking about it for sometime now ,I plan to do one for my granddaughter that I adopted she has some special needs

  • @amylenable
    @amylenable Před 8 lety +17

    I am so excited that even with three hundred videos, you've only been dealing with the tip of your iceberg of occult knowledge. Woah Nelly! I'm strapped in and ready for the ride, baby!

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 8 lety +8

      +amylenable OMG, I really don't have that much occult knowledge, for real, there is still soooo much for me to learn! I feel impoverished in the occult wisdom department. Personal development is much more familiar to me and most of the videos so far have dealt with that through the lens of psychology much more.. But yes, my intention is to talk much more about magick and occult shizzle this year. It's finally time, hahaha! Glad you're strapped in coz it's gonna get bumpy as fuuuuuuck! :P Wild ride, ahead! x

    • @amylenable
      @amylenable Před 8 lety +5

      +Kelly-Ann Maddox You've reminded me of something Stephen Fry said that even though he appears to know a lot coz he talks well, it's like a few grains of sand clinging to you when you're trying to sift through a desert. Really I'm just chuffed I get to plug in to your channel. So much good stuff, and I've definitely felt more empowered watching and using your outpourings. & I love that Hunter S Thompson quote. I am voting for weirdness!

  • @michaelabel9566
    @michaelabel9566 Před rokem +1

    Not even thirty seconds into the video and I knew I was gonna subscribe to you. It's easy to tell you're the real deal and not some trendy witchy whatever CZcams person.

  • @blairmirth6328
    @blairmirth6328 Před 8 lety +33

    I think I already have been doing this and not understanding it. I also became incredibly aware over the past day, and watching this video of how much fear fuckery has been embedded in me around energy from family and sources over the years. I have been working with the idea of creating a guide to take me on an astral Journey to a planet I frequent/created and write about. Growing up I had an imaginary friend, called Clunk, he was a television like screen who talked. He protected me, spent time with me.
    On the other end of the spectrum I feel my parents made a servitor around a guy named shocko. Shocko was a man who lives inside the walls and was made of electricity, it was meant as a fear tactic to stop me from playing with wall sockets because I always wanted to poke around in them and I used to talk to electrical appliances [ weird :] then over the years he came part of my dream land, I created my vision of him and he was my friend, we became immune, I travelled to his land sometimes and him to mine. It lost its power for my parents. I haven't thought of him in eons.
    It is very much like creating a character for a novel and its intention and journeying with them XD

    • @DimmVargr
      @DimmVargr Před 7 lety +5

      Talking to electrical appliances is not weird, it's animistic :)

    • @TsigolohcysP77
      @TsigolohcysP77 Před 7 lety +2

      Blair Mirth great reply.. very helpful. wow.. what i gained from you is that i must become more of my child self to tap into my subconscious. thanks.. i would like to hear more from you.

    • @blairmirth6328
      @blairmirth6328 Před 7 lety

      Cory Roberts Thanks cory you can always email me at my business address authenticagelbliss@gmail.com

    • @MysticManifesting
      @MysticManifesting Před 6 lety +4

      I talk to a lot of my things. So many of them are so good to me.

    • @bohobabie5987
      @bohobabie5987 Před 5 lety +1

      Mystic Manifesting I do too. I find consciousness in everything✨

  • @sheenagallagher8251
    @sheenagallagher8251 Před 2 lety +1

    Your voice makes me feel better.

  • @toweringsequoias1590
    @toweringsequoias1590 Před 5 lety +3

    It's hard to find a lot of videos on youtube that are straight forward and helpful. Thanks so much for what you do and your info! :)

  • @eunhinged4764
    @eunhinged4764 Před 8 lety +4

    great videos-so organized and resourceful. i'm new to sigil creation, to all of magic and i'm giggling at the results that i've seen come thru so far w/ my sigil activations! i didn't sit around n wait for the doorbell to ring, i cont working towards my goal BUT the universe opened up, my eyes opened, mind and universe threw some bones my way, if you're a skeptic you could say 'coincential' but when your desire comes back to you not in double, triple, but 5x the gift....just has me giggling (and i've been sending special thanks back to the universe). thanks!!!!

  • @robertgallagher2226
    @robertgallagher2226 Před 8 lety +3

    My servitor is going to work tonight. Thank you once more for the right information at the right time!

  • @deniseemond9263
    @deniseemond9263 Před 8 lety +3

    Hi Kelly-Ann ! I am so happy to have listened to this. I am a Reiki healer so I work with energy daily. I do believe that I was already a healer before I studied Reiki but whatever. My mother once told me that I come from a long line of European witches. But that is all she would tell me so I have energy powers with no fucking idea how to use them for the greater good. I do remember my mother taking me to a neighbors hospital bed and telling me to call her back! I stepped forward but I was given the sudden knowledge that it was not cool to call her back ,it was her time to move forward. So I refused to call her back or to even touch her. I was in a deep pot of crap for that one. I was to young to understand that mother was using me and I had no idea that I could do anything that all others could not do. So I have never been taught any of the things that I need to know. I am hanging on every word you say to try to play catch up as I am a crone now. Thank you

    • @JessJArt
      @JessJArt Před 8 lety

      Wow, this gave me goosebumps.

  • @sallya7380
    @sallya7380 Před 5 lety +3

    Girl I've been watching you for lots of years now, I love you!

  • @butterbean3892
    @butterbean3892 Před 8 lety +6

    Love this, the Grant Morrison video was such an inspiration too! Watching your videos is like comforting in the way a nice hot cup of tea is on a cold day. Might sound a bit odd but that's the best way to describe it!

  • @tyrellrivera
    @tyrellrivera Před 7 lety +16

    3:36 That wink

  • @soup2634
    @soup2634 Před 4 lety +2

    Great vid as always, thank you!
    I accidentally created servitors for each of my emotions to help me listen to them. I just did it as a thought experiment and kept using it. They started of as people that were a solid color of the rainbow, now each of them is an animal. eg. anger is a red bear. I love them!

  • @streetninja81
    @streetninja81 Před 5 lety +2

    You are so freethought and creative with your magick it's amazing. You have so many out of the box ideas that are truly interesting. Unlike others who are so stuck in their ways. I'm still new to this. So hearing those different opinions on magick have always made me confused. Although I've been tinkering with magick for many years now. You've made me realize that magick is personal and is our own no matter what other may say. I now have a new outlook on magick thanks to you!

  • @MirrorsofConsciousness
    @MirrorsofConsciousness Před 8 lety +5

    What a great week to catch up on my Kelly-Ann fix!! I've been waiting a year for this video and it was everything I hoped for :)
    SERVITORS **and** Mary-El Tarot?? Seriously?
    Watch, rewatch, watch again - this is my weekend :)

  • @whiterabbit6903
    @whiterabbit6903 Před 7 lety +2

    This is always my go to when anyone asks me about Servitors :)

  • @seanhallahan14
    @seanhallahan14 Před 6 lety +2

    Good morning scrumptious cupcake! You are too cute. Love your salutations. Love your energy and knowledge and gift for sharing. Thank you. Best & cheers, Sean

  • @teslagoth9401
    @teslagoth9401 Před 2 lety +3

    Astral Bats is a great band name 🦇

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 2 lety +2

      Ooh yeah, I am gonna put it on my band name list! Hehe

  • @ReinstallPaul
    @ReinstallPaul Před 4 lety +2

    Wow! I've been doing this since I was a child without knowing there was a name for it. Great Information here. Thank You!

  • @paleveil2883
    @paleveil2883 Před 8 lety +3

    Stoked for the sigil vid! I'm excited to see how you've pushed that boundary.

  • @RunninUpThatHillh
    @RunninUpThatHillh Před 8 lety +4

    I had a happy accident once: I was quietly working on a sigil, and my husband scared the crap out of me (by accident- I thought I was home alone) and I fell off my chair... that sigil frikking popped. hahaha! I am eager to start up my first servitor. This is gonna be sooo fun. Thanks for the encouragement Kelly-Ann!

    • @sukhniyaa
      @sukhniyaa Před 3 lety +2

      Did you create the servitor? 😶 What was your experience?

  • @crystalheart9
    @crystalheart9 Před 7 lety +6

    Strangely I was thinking of something like this recently and I had not heard of a Servitor before. I thought it was a silly idea I had but I would give it a try. I have felt very vulnerable lately especially around my brother who has a very aggressive dominating personality. Now, I am a grown adult but I tend to be more reserved and find I can easily get run over by people who have pushy personalities. I was thinking I would try and come up with a thought of a strong protective creature or human form that I would pretend was by my side when I felt I needed extra shielding and protection. I thought that maybe by pretending this spirit was with me and by my side it would give me more strength in these situations. It is so amazing I came upon this video as I had no idea it was an actual magical thing people did. Thank you for an informative video. I couldn't imagine my servitor being dead so I would retire it to the astral realm as you said. Thanks for this video.

  • @shaktiveda7041
    @shaktiveda7041 Před 7 lety +2

    Chaotically interesting...thank you for share!

  • @abbicook3017
    @abbicook3017 Před 6 lety +1

    "Why hate when you can imitate?" I DIED 😂😂😂😂😂 ugh I love you, that's just fucking great

  • @jonathanphillips9637
    @jonathanphillips9637 Před 7 lety +2

    Your videos on Chaos Magick Theory have been most helpful. Thank you so much for the information you share.

  • @jenniferleftwich7
    @jenniferleftwich7 Před 4 měsíci

    I'm reading rebel witch, so I am now past the pages of servitors, and I love the idea of creating one for gathering negative energy in the home and burn it !! Soooooooo many ideas for using them, 🖤🖤. I love to creat one for healing as well, ur book is full of inspiration ideas,

  • @shelley2he844
    @shelley2he844 Před 8 lety +2

    I'm creating my servitor as we speak, its was like she was already ready to come to me before id even finished watching this video. Im going to charge her up and release her on the next new moon. :) thanks for this video it was fantastic concise informative and as always inspirational.

  • @daniellesullivan4846
    @daniellesullivan4846 Před 5 lety +1

    I love that your creativity knows no bounds❤

  • @witchydogmom3281
    @witchydogmom3281 Před 8 lety +1

    This is so interesting to me because I'm not necessarily a chaos witch. However, I am extremely eclectic. I'd be lying if I said I didn't take notes the entire video. I'm definitely going to look into this with an open mind. Thank you so much for sharing!!

    • @witchydogmom3281
      @witchydogmom3281 Před 8 lety +2

      +HConstantine no, not at all. :-) I'm simply going to do some more research and see if it's something I would like to integrate into my spirituality. I'm absolutely not out to prove if something is wrong or right because when it comes to people's personal spirituality, I think that would be a bit silly. :-) blessings!

  • @neiljoyes2596
    @neiljoyes2596 Před 5 lety +1

    I'm currently reading and really enjoying Condensed Chaos!! Thanks for the insight on servitors. Keep up the good work and much love from Canada!!

  • @missmandango
    @missmandango Před 7 lety +2

    I'm so glad I stumbled across your videos accidentally today! Been listening to them all afternoon and am now going to dedicate my whole Bank Holiday Monday to creating a servitor and sigil. Exciting! Thanks madmoiselle x

  • @sfarsta
    @sfarsta Před 8 lety

    Kelly Ann thank you for this video. I have been doing this exact process since I was a kid and it has gotten me out of living in poverty and sometime homeless and now I live a life filled to the brim with abundance. I had no idea this process was a thing let a lone have a name, I just did what spirit guides me todo. This make so kiddy I just want to dive into chaos books. Send lots of love your way darling

  • @charlesstanford1310
    @charlesstanford1310 Před 7 lety +1

    In response to your invitation at the end: listening to you and others talk about these methods I realized I've intuitively and somewhat idly approached this before. I've come at this sort of thing from a different direction: an interest in depth psychology, dream work and the Active Imagination that Carl Jung did. Of course, he was interested in alchemy and magic.

  • @shyfox8866
    @shyfox8866 Před 8 lety +1

    Brilliant video! Thank you Kelly-Ann

  • @jonathanraath3451
    @jonathanraath3451 Před 3 lety

    I will watch this video over and over just to watch your personality 🤟 Such an entertaining individual. Namaste 🙏

  • @taylorwallis7741
    @taylorwallis7741 Před 7 lety +1

    I've used these for a long time, but had never heard of these names for it. I called them familiars or created companions. I look forward to researching it through these names. it's been natural for me since I was a child. as a child I already work a lot in the astral knowing no name for it at the time.

  • @davidthomaswright
    @davidthomaswright Před 8 lety +1

    This pretty much blew my mind. Fascinating subject!

  • @enoch327
    @enoch327 Před 8 lety +2

    There is so much to unpack here. Thanks for a great video on Servitors. Servitor creation is the main way I practice magick. I have been doing it for twenty years and I still feel like I am in grammar school. As far as a power source is concerned, I empower them in the beginning. Then I expect them to have their own power source. Like Chi or sunrays or something. I mean you have to cut the umbilical cord sometime. Also I don't really believe in having funerals for servitors. Any more than I would have a funeral for a coffee maker. Anyhoo, I hope this will not be your last video on servitors. I look forward to more.

  • @faeriehearthwitch6185
    @faeriehearthwitch6185 Před 8 lety

    This is so brilliant! My inner D&D nerd is loving this and I'm scribbling down ideas already. I loved the way you said you have a whole astral landscape. I could definitely use that! The idea of an astral army already just makes me feel stronger and safer. OMG this is going to be so much fun! Just ordered both books.

  • @LouValcourt
    @LouValcourt Před 8 lety +1

    Thank you for this video. So informative! Loving these vids where you riff about chaos magick. 💖

  • @amyalexandria444
    @amyalexandria444 Před 5 lety +1

    I've definitely been doing this without knowing it! cant wait to do it with more intention!

  • @terristrange
    @terristrange Před 8 lety +1

    Thanks for doing a video about servitors. I've actually shied away from creating character type thought forms because of reading/hearing over and over again about them needing to have a life span and not wanting to take the responsibility of 'killing' them onto my own shoulders. It just seems mean. The idea you speak of where they are put into retirement in a nice place on the astral is one that is definitely more attractive and humane.

  • @daemonpiscis1792
    @daemonpiscis1792 Před 11 měsíci

    I enjoyed your video, your passion is infectious.

  • @DanaMorelia0
    @DanaMorelia0 Před 8 lety +1

    thank you so much... i'm an italian youtuber and i want to start a series of video about chaos magick... but i have no idea how to start ! in italy there's a big wiccan/ pagan community and not many people practising magick of any tipe that's separated from religion... so i think it will be useful and your videos are such an inspiration for me!

  • @rodriguezmystic
    @rodriguezmystic Před 8 lety +4

    Another fab video! Funny too as I got back into experimenting with servitors literally days ago after a period of several years of not working with them (a clairvoyant Witch I know SAW a servitor I made once and described him to me)! I recently read Magical Servitors by Damon Brand (he writes tons of cheap quick read magick books which are cheap on kindle) to refresh myself on the principles.

    • @PossumPityParty
      @PossumPityParty Před 8 lety +2

      Love the servitor sighting! That's awesome. Love when stuff like that happens. ☺️

  • @carriemaya8634
    @carriemaya8634 Před 8 lety +1

    Fantastico, Kelly-Ann!! xx

  • @cyberbrujx
    @cyberbrujx Před 9 měsíci

    Grateful for this. Thank you!

  • @StephanieHider
    @StephanieHider Před 8 lety

    Thank you so much for this video and the Chaos Magick one which I did a search for to find you as I had just started researching it. I apparently have been creating Servitors my whole life and most recently since getting back to Tarot a crap ton, not realizing what I was doing so when a Dragon showed up quite clearly I was starting to think I was insane. It was so great to find this video few weeks back that lead me down a rabbit hole and was great to find some resources to control this more.

  • @hollerinannes7780
    @hollerinannes7780 Před 6 lety +2

    "Really fucking weird in the best of ways" is like, my new life motto 😁

  • @kitdubhran2968
    @kitdubhran2968 Před 8 lety +4

    Amazing video. Really meaty. I'm going to have to go back over and watch this over again so that I can get all of it off the bone. Also I can't wait for your video on sigils. Really interested in that too.

  • @jacoblieberman7492
    @jacoblieberman7492 Před 5 lety +2

    loved your video! Great information for those new to sigil magic. I have been using sigil magic for over thirty years and find it very effective. You are very creative and that is what magic is about. I also liked your definition of Chaos Magic, I attended a seminar with Pete Carroll many years ago in Santa Monica California. He has written several books on Chaos Magic as I am sure you know. Jake

  • @elizabethlovely2913
    @elizabethlovely2913 Před 7 lety +1

    Awesome Video! You're an excellent speaker! I subscribed and can't wait to watch more!!!

  • @ultravioletpisces3666
    @ultravioletpisces3666 Před 4 lety +1

    I am adding this to my playlist "Ultaviolet's Ultralist."
    Kelly-Ann rocks and rocks hard. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺

  • @newish6
    @newish6 Před 8 lety +1

    this video is awesome, i had no idea you could create a thought form like this

  • @TheStarryPath
    @TheStarryPath Před 8 lety +1

    Thank you! I really enjoyed this topic and wanna experiment with it some day. :) currently reading Condensed Chaos.

  • @eumieumi8766
    @eumieumi8766 Před 5 lety +2

    my servitor lives in a black obsidian sphere which makes it stronger i guess cause i can feel the energy ^.^ ...and great video ^^

  • @haylillan
    @haylillan Před 8 lety +14

    this topic oddly reminds me of my Tulpas which are similar to what you described. except that my Tulpas are completely independent people. I have 3 and they have no purpose except to be themselves. and it takes a lot longer to make them then the beings you were describing. mine are all roughly 5 years old and are just now becoming independent in thought and emotion. the only thing that remotely makes me think of magic with them is I see them as parts of my own soul that I relinquished to make them, to give life to something new. and they have their own belief systems one is agnostic, another is Christian, not by my well. and the most resilient is pagan like me. and even she has her own gods. if any of this sounds remotely interesting I'd love to talk about this if you're interested.

  • @LavenderHazelwood
    @LavenderHazelwood Před rokem

    lol, "...bags of fun. Why hate when you can imitate?" What a nice little chuckle you gave me.

  • @jojomarie3040
    @jojomarie3040 Před rokem

    You are so detailed and you literally blew my adhd mind away thank you

  • @tamiladwig7088
    @tamiladwig7088 Před 5 lety +4

    I thoroughly enjoyed your video and I guess I've been doing a lot of this because I have decided to create a servitor I need one. And I really have been putting a lot of thought into it I've been thinking about it thinking about the way I want it to look its name where it's going to be live sometimes I think my imagination gets carried away but to me I believe that's just going to make it stronger so I'm glad you kinda reinforced my beliefs

  • @connorolson8598
    @connorolson8598 Před 7 lety +1

    I absolutely love your channel and everything you put up. Just so you know you've helped me a lot on my path and truly branching out into some awesome shit. Never stop making videos please oml. The premise of this video was particularly intriguing dude, I've made a few in the past few months which has been quite the experience btw. I don't know if your interested but it seemed like you didn't mention this, I actually store them in my gem and crystal collection. They all correlate with the gem use, and power (ex. My servitore for self confidence is powered and housed in a full rose quartz crystal about the size of my thumb) sorry if I'm rambling but again I absolutely love your channel and your insight never stop PLEASE!

  • @DerrieCarpenter
    @DerrieCarpenter Před 8 lety +2

    Fabulous video!

  • @rachael2180
    @rachael2180 Před 8 lety +7

    That sigil technique does nothing for me either. I'm way too out there for that. Besides, aren't they so much more effective & resonating when filled with your own creativity & excitement?! Loved this video. Servitors are my jawn, as we say here ;) I look forward to all your videos & I'm excited about your sigil video too.

  • @thrashcore44
    @thrashcore44 Před 7 lety +1

    i love the way u say "baby names"

  • @emills767
    @emills767 Před 8 lety

    I subscribe to a bunch of CZcams channels (DIY, Minimalism, vegan food, ASMR, etc) however your content and the content of Tara Brach are my most nourishing and thought-provoking. Thank you so very much!

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 8 lety

      +elizabeth tresCosas To be mentioned in the same sentence as Tara is a big compliment - I adore her and she is one of my most important teachers in this lifetime. When I'm lost, I listen to her and she brings me home to myself, for sure.. Thanks for your lovely words, darling. I'm glad that my videos have been helpful!

  • @mbf938
    @mbf938 Před 8 lety +1

    Great video! Thanks x

  • @erawolf5291
    @erawolf5291 Před 7 lety +1

    I love your videos and the information you give so much thank youu

  • @Shinku_no_sanbun
    @Shinku_no_sanbun Před 5 lety +6

    It's interesting to see this talked about from an alternate interpretation. I made a tulpa to deal with symptoms of my paranoid schizophrenia and it worked so well that I stopped taking the medication that I had needed to take for years just to function. She even helped with my depression by encouraging me when I have self-loathing thoughts. It's still there, but I no longer feel completely hopeless about it.
    I didn't think about 'feeding' her, though I suppose I do that by paying her attention. She seems to gain energy by helping me and takes pride in being a sort of guardian to keep my psychological state stable.
    Not sure if you'll answer on a video this old, but I wanted to ask: What would you do if a servitor expressed that he/she was afraid of being put into retirement? Or perhaps you are careful to not let them get advanced enough to develop such fears? I ask because once my tulpa had an identity crisis about her own existence and became very fearful that I might stop needing or believing in her and she'd cease to exist because of it.
    Also interestingly, in spite of my strictly psychological view on tulpas, she wants me to look into the more spiritual side of things. I'm just not really sure where to start because I know there are so many ways of doing things. Maybe I'll watch more of your videos and think on it.

  • @thatguyxlol
    @thatguyxlol Před 3 lety

    I absolutely love the retirement idea!

  • @onemorecatplease710
    @onemorecatplease710 Před 7 lety +1

    I absolutely love this

  • @loveprincessbetty85
    @loveprincessbetty85 Před 7 lety +1

    I absolutely love you and your videos so informative and you inspire me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @Thes564
    @Thes564 Před 2 lety +1

    Love,love,love you as your into the same sort of magic as i am and i really like your creative spirit.Ive been practicing magic for 37 years now and i learned thoughtform creation from Charles Cosimano in 2008.

  • @WarrenStarCat
    @WarrenStarCat Před 6 lety +1

    Kelly....Fantastic and I positively love your hair done that way...
    Star

  • @spencernasey6662
    @spencernasey6662 Před 2 lety

    Thank you for this video content

  • @davidrivera1736
    @davidrivera1736 Před 5 lety +1

    this is so helpful.....thank you

  • @NathansWay
    @NathansWay Před 8 lety +2

    Hahaha Love that Grant Morrison video he is such an amazing artist and his video on Disinformation blew it to a whole new level

    • @NathansWay
      @NathansWay Před 8 lety +1

      +Chaotic This and That Wow this Video has actually helped me a lot with what I been working on

  • @danielltalley5605
    @danielltalley5605 Před 8 lety

    Good day sister goddess, I have to say this you are such a wonderful teacher. So much so you have me journaling again and becoming more organized. Watching your vid with my kids today and they thought you were Sookie Stackhouse....!!! and I said she is way more beautiful. Keep it up bun and thank you for you.

    • @kelly-annmaddox
      @kelly-annmaddox  Před 8 lety +1

      +Daniell Talley I looked up Sookie Stackhouse and it didn't surprise me to see Anna Paquin who I have been compared to all my adult life, much to my absolute delight! :D Glad that the video has proved useful and thank for your kind words - I love to teach people things in ways that they might be able to understand - it's a thing of mine, I guess. When I was a kid I would always want to play 'schools' which sadly just meant that I would be the teacher and my siblings and cousins would be my pupils, hahaha! OMG, poor little lambs. Still, I found an outlet for it in the end, and finally it can do some good for someone! ;) x

  • @danielmonrrial8699
    @danielmonrrial8699 Před 4 lety

    Awesome information!
    Thanks!

  • @youjustdontknow76
    @youjustdontknow76 Před 6 lety +2

    blessed be yer lovely self. ffs you're fkn amazing. Thanks for all your great work!

  • @savaunahb1942
    @savaunahb1942 Před rokem

    great information

  • @williamsaltsman6537
    @williamsaltsman6537 Před 8 lety

    Really loved this video.
    You really seem to know what you are talking about.
    Been interested in servitor creation for some time.
    Have read a few books about it including one you mentioned. Not the chaos one the other one. Have had trouble making it all work while learning from books. The videos work much better for me. Am collecting a playlist of best servitor videos. Love the idea of having one servitor help to create sigils for other servitors. Very intrigued by this.

  • @CindyNyxRavenmoon
    @CindyNyxRavenmoon Před 8 lety +2

    I practice chaos magick as well, and this video gave me new ideas! You're so much fun and we talked months ago and I was wondering if you were still going to do a video on how you make your poppets?

  • @WARDOG1138
    @WARDOG1138 Před 8 lety +1

    I would really like to know more about this "astral" stuff you've brought up in this video. I haven't put much thought into what the astral is exactly.
    Thanks,
    This video has had my mind running since I first watched it.

  • @stephenperry779
    @stephenperry779 Před 8 lety +2

    Oh so intetesting. I have a figure I've worked with for quite some time that I've viewed as a guide but now I'm wondering if she's a thought form.
    Where's the line between creation and discovery?
    Or perhaps it's six of one half dozen of the other.
    Wonderful vid, definitely sparked a few new ideas.
    Thankee much :)

  • @amandaboom3777
    @amandaboom3777 Před 8 lety +3

    Wow, listening to your 'paradise for servitors' bit, I immediately thought about the religiously inclined (like christians) and how they are servitors of god (and how cruel he is having made a hell for those who are naughty).

  • @bluerainwalker5463
    @bluerainwalker5463 Před 6 lety +1

    thank you very good I'm a new fan

  • @howeffingridiculous
    @howeffingridiculous Před 5 lety +4

    careful folks, astral bats make my servitor fart

  • @josephsvennson5694
    @josephsvennson5694 Před 5 lety +1

    I can't believe you said Tamagotshi 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I haven't heard that word outside of my head in a while.

  • @Drockleberries
    @Drockleberries Před 6 lety

    So helpful! :) Thankyou. I've been tinkering on a tabletop divination system that builds sentences fairly quickly through 4096 word permutations of these simple 2x4 grids ( it all maps snugly over the I Ching ) and then embedding dozens of these little engineer sevitors who go about building syntax. heh it's fairly lucid actually. Like playing with some strange open source astral-friendly software. This video was very good brain food :)

  • @ElysianStar
    @ElysianStar Před 8 lety +1

    I love your videos! Thanks for sharing your knowledge and experiences. :) I have a question - How does one/you decide whether to create a servitor for assistance or ask for help from a spirit guide or angel? Is there a particular reason why a person would select one over the other?