Escaping a Narcissistic Fantasy

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  • čas přidán 16. 07. 2024
  • Poetry I’ve been writing as I heal through these days.
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Komentáře • 91

  • @bankrolldame
    @bankrolldame Před 11 dny +71

    The whole time i kept thinking about how this is a perfect way to explain toxic relationships to our daughters….i can so see you writing children’s books or something like that with your words and images :)

    • @LuciaVargas-bp3rq
      @LuciaVargas-bp3rq Před 11 dny +9

      I was just going to comment something like this! Children’s animations or something like that would be incredible

    • @theboujeeesthippie
      @theboujeeesthippie Před 11 dny +2

      Omg yessss Gazelle you need to write a children’s book!

  • @ImaginationAve
    @ImaginationAve Před 11 dny +81

    The way you alchemize your pain into something so beautiful and powerful and educational is inspiring. Keep going Gazelle, we’re all rooting for your healing.

  • @bankrolldame
    @bankrolldame Před 11 dny +72

    You broke the spell ✨🌟 I’m so proud of you and inspired

  • @jazmonthe_
    @jazmonthe_ Před 11 dny +35

    VIRGO YOU BETTER TALK YO SHIIIIIT! Sending love and prosperity! The most high is about to rainnnn down so many blessings for you especially after giving so much wisdom and guidance to the female consciousness!

  • @LuciaVargas-bp3rq
    @LuciaVargas-bp3rq Před 11 dny +28

    So many bars in this 🫰🏾🫰🏾🫰🏾

  • @Faaade_
    @Faaade_ Před 9 dny +11

    Now this is how you transmute 💙 I wish people really knew how painful emotional abuse is. Thanks for showing the different sides as well.

  • @Walking_In_Heals
    @Walking_In_Heals Před 11 dny +20

    You’re beautifully talented! Thank you for sharing pieces of your healing process with us. I am so proud of you!

  • @tera_samone
    @tera_samone Před 6 dny +5

    4:40 Dear Stupid Azz Neega took me out 😂😂😂 But on some real ish. This is beautiful and I’m proud of you for being brave enough to turn something ugly into something so poetic. 🔥🔥🔥

  • @Raras6127
    @Raras6127 Před 11 dny +17

    I love the Moesha music ending! You did that!❤

  • @oxcaput7xo
    @oxcaput7xo Před 11 dny +14

    I’ve watched this 3x, it’s amazing to see how you are still such an amazing artist. You’re low now, but your creativity is still top notch. You’re able to express your subconscious and conscious thoughts so beautifully. It’s such a gift. You’re healing and I pray you continue to thrive!!!❤️❤️❤️

  • @peachberrypie
    @peachberrypie Před 11 dny +9

    Your writing is so beautiful Gazelle. May your art reach the eyes and ears of millions 🫶🏽

  • @MoreniKtheArtist
    @MoreniKtheArtist Před 2 dny +1

    A true alchemist!! He could never keep you down, his time has come and so has yours. Proud of you beautiful, this is Power🙏🏾💗

  • @Dailah_soul
    @Dailah_soul Před 5 dny +2

    I’m just glad you finally felt safe enough to share this master piece creation, made from pain & love, with your CZcams family. Thank you for not being quiet! ☺️👌🏽💝

  • @Nativecurls
    @Nativecurls Před 6 dny +3

    Girl, you're truly an artist!

  • @MoInTheCity03
    @MoInTheCity03 Před 11 dny +15

    So incredibly talented ❤

  • @Sammi793
    @Sammi793 Před 11 dny +9

    This inspires me to alchemize my pain. Thank you Gazelle. Keep thriving!✨🔥

  • @kg1716
    @kg1716 Před 11 dny +11

    Oh this was right on time. Thank you for sharing. I’ve been feeling this energy too. And when euphoria dropped I was like ok. I love that song and that beef revealed a lot. That fanboy energy has so many layers and levels. I had one too. Sociopath and we have kids so how fun. But God reveals to heal and damn has he shown quite a bit. These fanboys are grasping to anything. But it’s already done. And the more we stand in our power the weaker they get. People can see through the bullshit. And those who can’t that’s their lesson. You can only warn you can save. But thank you again transforming your experience into such beautiful art and sharing it.

  • @AkRose-bj6dy
    @AkRose-bj6dy Před 4 dny +3

    The way you articulate my whole life rn ❤ you are me and I am you. May you be abundant

  • @MISAO_SAO
    @MISAO_SAO Před 11 dny +11

    Asé.
    P.S. That journal entry beat at the end had me gone - lol.

  • @dulcecaramel972
    @dulcecaramel972 Před 11 dny +8

    Thank you Gazelle ❤

  • @celestealise
    @celestealise Před 11 dny +7

    This is truly beautiful. I’m so sorry for your pain but thank you for sharing your reflections

  • @lanelane7741
    @lanelane7741 Před 9 dny +3

    This was beautiful Gazelle. Please continue to be a voice especially to those who experienced similar things. It’s so much and growth and healing from these. It reminded me so much what occurred but they were lessons and thank God for helping me to get through. Amen and Ase 🌺🙏🏽

  • @verothuo5431
    @verothuo5431 Před 11 dny +6

    Bars on bars !!!🫰🏽🫰🏽🫰🏽

  • @Rubik_Bee
    @Rubik_Bee Před 11 dny +6

    Simply work of Art....Love it

  • @lillustpotion
    @lillustpotion Před 8 dny +3

    Sis you are an artist! I’ve been watching YOU (I didn’t even know about -him- until yesterday) and your art for a few years and am constantly renewed and refreshed from the sheer beauty and creativity of your work. Please keep going ♍️❤

  • @lucianzau7749
    @lucianzau7749 Před 10 dny +3

    I can listen to this girl the whole day .I love how effortless she talks,your words are healing.❤

  • @meganbrooks7370
    @meganbrooks7370 Před 11 dny +6

    It's powerful and inspiring. Thank you ❤

  • @busipearl8115
    @busipearl8115 Před 11 dny +4

    You are so beautiful and thank God for your light!!!❤

  • @StellaStarr-wb6ys
    @StellaStarr-wb6ys Před 11 dny +6

    This is everything. ❤

  • @BlackFairy-zk7wl
    @BlackFairy-zk7wl Před 11 dny +3

    "It hurts to find out when ya man was really ya opp " Thank you for sharing, this resonated with me. Currently also healing from narcissistic love , sending healing vibes your way as you also get through this.

    • @Dailah_soul
      @Dailah_soul Před 5 dny +1

      Too many of us felt this part. 🤦🏽‍♀️😂

  • @BellamyWuv
    @BellamyWuv Před 3 dny +1

    Wow I'm loving this. I'm touched by this Gazelle 😢❤ truly moving. You are on the right path. I love you for this! I love this for you.

  • @JBUTTAFLI54
    @JBUTTAFLI54 Před 11 dny +4

    DOPE! BEAUTIFUL! ❤👍🏽🦋

  • @yazmiynjones4930
    @yazmiynjones4930 Před 11 dny +4

    Baby this hit so hard 🧚🏽‍♀️ 💗

  • @EarthtotheWise
    @EarthtotheWise Před 11 dny +4

    Sooo beautiful, healing, & inspiring
    Thank you for sharing your art and heart 🙏🏾💜💐

  • @Widowsweb369
    @Widowsweb369 Před 5 dny +1

    I was w/ a narcissist as well. doing way better ever since I left. I felt he was the karmic partner I needed. it really showed me where I was still very broken. won't be doing that again. at least its over now. only up from here love..

    • @Widowsweb369
      @Widowsweb369 Před 5 dny +1

      he showed me where I was still lying to myself. when I was in resistance to God's plan. on the fence of devotion.

  • @nicoledenisse_
    @nicoledenisse_ Před 11 dny +3

    The end 😂 loll, chefs kiss 💋🫰🏽

  • @etherealE777
    @etherealE777 Před 8 dny +2

    I’m dealing with this right now and it’s so painful.
    Thank you for sharing this.♥️♥️

  • @DarkLightningNeter
    @DarkLightningNeter Před 11 dny +7

    ✨This was absolutely amazing! 🤩 The visuals the words. Altogether a Masterpiece Mastering in Peace you go Girl! 💖💖💖

  • @ShannonStar-cm4ij
    @ShannonStar-cm4ij Před dnem

    This is beautiful!!! Thank you for putting your pain into words! You are not alone. We all feel you!

  • @nicoledenisse_
    @nicoledenisse_ Před 11 dny +3

    so prettyyy 🌾🍂..resonated

  • @leannam9005
    @leannam9005 Před dnem

    I love this so much❤ THIS IS WHAT THE GIRLS NEED RAW UNCUT TRUTH! Thank you Gazelle 😌💓

  • @zoheret15
    @zoheret15 Před 10 dny

    Thank you for sharing this poignant observation. I’m sure it will not only help you, but others that need their pain to be acknowledged as a truth.

  • @dulcecaramel972
    @dulcecaramel972 Před 11 dny +3

    Thank you for being you

  • @VE9USHAS9LIVES
    @VE9USHAS9LIVES Před 5 dny

    The moesha segment!!! Inspirational

  • @PeaceSleepandLove
    @PeaceSleepandLove Před 10 minutami

    Absolutely magical

  • @AlionaD
    @AlionaD Před 4 dny +1

    You are so amazing ❤

  • @ashleykathryn9038
    @ashleykathryn9038 Před 6 dny

    This was awesome! Love the graphics

  • @DarrianMartin-dx1hc
    @DarrianMartin-dx1hc Před 9 dny

    That was so fire and beautiful.

  • @neeseybaby
    @neeseybaby Před 10 dny

    👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 Keep sharing! Keep healing ❤️‍🩹

  • @jazrellekellough7960
    @jazrellekellough7960 Před 10 dny

    I hear you and I feel it deeply

  • @KushQueen9
    @KushQueen9 Před 11 dny +5

    I can relate to ALL of this. Thank you for validating exactly how i felt when i couldn't share my pain to those who never understood. Blessings to you sis, this was beautifully written.❤️❤️

  • @aalulaa2549
    @aalulaa2549 Před 23 hodinami

    This is beautiful. You are woman, by definition we do create and men are builders. Problem os when these demons narc want to steal that creative energy not understanding they need money and the real connection which is love and protection.Good riddance. I use to follow him and as a believer we're supposed to give grace so that's the only thing i can do. It hurts but you will feel like you again soon. trust me.

  • @Chichilovesgrass
    @Chichilovesgrass Před 11 dny +1

    LOVE LOVE LOVE 💗

  • @sadeadeyemi7759
    @sadeadeyemi7759 Před 4 dny

    thank you

  • @racheldasilva8751
    @racheldasilva8751 Před 10 dny

    Resonate so much with your words

  • @shaundavis7705
    @shaundavis7705 Před 8 dny +1

    That’s great!

  • @islandlilac
    @islandlilac Před 4 dny +1

    this is dope.

  • @sphumessanctum7050
    @sphumessanctum7050 Před 10 dny

    Beautiful ❤

  • @LimitlessGAD
    @LimitlessGAD Před 8 dny +1

    You’re fire!!!!! I definitely would like to work with you! Brilliant! ⭐️🏆😍

  • @xoeyeam
    @xoeyeam Před 11 dny +2

    i love this, i love you❤️‍🩹❤️✨

  • @Janaywingfield
    @Janaywingfield Před 6 dny

    AMAZING

  • @justicexaset
    @justicexaset Před 8 dny +2

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @OUTHERETRYNASURVIVE
    @OUTHERETRYNASURVIVE Před 2 dny +1

    👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

  • @PinotsDream
    @PinotsDream Před 11 dny

    💛✨💛

  • @TiffyAlwaysBlissy
    @TiffyAlwaysBlissy Před 6 dny

    🥺🤍🤍🤍

  • @a.h5197
    @a.h5197 Před 10 dny

    ❤w🎉o💖w

  • @Arose444
    @Arose444 Před 7 dny +1

    Subscribing here and unsubscribing there
    Been thru similar and came out better

    • @Arose444
      @Arose444 Před 4 dny

      ⁠@@yeuruuerueeheue true, I don’t need to, her words could have been mine. I know the madness of this experience

    • @GazelleMonet
      @GazelleMonet  Před 4 dny +2

      My side of the story is the same story of his exes so please miss me with trying to discredit victims of abuse simply because the abuser decides to go silent.

    • @Arose444
      @Arose444 Před 4 dny

      ⁠@@GazelleMonet I silently escaped, and thank you for your words.

    • @GazelleMonet
      @GazelleMonet  Před 4 dny

      I’m going to assume that you’re uninformed on how narcissists move and not take your ignorance personal. You made this comment as if you’ve been tuning into everything I’ve been saying the past month + about his actions & what his exes have said as well, so you’re just making surface level uninformed remarks for whatever reason. Defend an abuser if you’d like though. 👍🏽

    • @Arose444
      @Arose444 Před 4 dny

      @@yeuruuerueeheue you sound familiar to a gaslighter

  • @livafridrihsone6683
    @livafridrihsone6683 Před 11 dny

    Beautiful easthetics of the video. But the content indicates that he still has power over you. A narcissist surely loves a video made about them. Feeds them.

    • @GazelleMonet
      @GazelleMonet  Před 11 dny +10

      I literally don’t care about him watching my videos, etc.. I’m not going to silence my healing process for anyone.

    • @livafridrihsone6683
      @livafridrihsone6683 Před 11 dny

      I understand. But talking about it won't really help you to heal. Talking can only go so far before it reinforces the wound. May God heal your beautiful soul. 💞 There is deep love coming your way.

    • @GazelleMonet
      @GazelleMonet  Před 11 dny +13

      @@livafridrihsone6683 actually, talking about it is helping me heal tremendously. Perhaps speak for yourself and stop trying to control the way another person decides to go about healing simply because it’s what YOU wouldn’t do. Thank you

    • @guidedbysunshine333
      @guidedbysunshine333 Před 11 dny +2

      @@GazelleMoneti went through a divorce years ago to an emotionally abusive narcissistic man. It took me a long time to speak about it. I honor your courage to take the steps to find forgiveness of your inner Self ❤

    • @emilylouise3577
      @emilylouise3577 Před 11 dny +1

      She is doing it for herself, not for him. Whether he watches it or not is irrelevant

  • @Lovedasyouare1
    @Lovedasyouare1 Před 9 dny +2

    You are a universal freedom healing balm! Showing us how empowering it is to vulnerablely revealing our process in the safety of creativity 🙏🏾🥹🧜🏾‍♀️bringing us home
    Thaaaaaaank you for your self kindness thaaank you self compassionate uplifter of your precious emotional body into even more powerful love

  • @STEPHANIEENAJE
    @STEPHANIEENAJE Před 11 dny +3

    Riiiise butterfly 🦋💙🦋
    The Kendrick tracks 💥💥
    The nod to Moesha 🤌🏽🤌🏽
    Only 21!!! It’s giving predator 😫😫😖
    Tryna strike a chord & it’s probably A minorrrrrrrrrr

  • @Dailah_soul
    @Dailah_soul Před 5 dny +1

    As long as we remember that it’s not their fault. It’s ours! 😏
    We chose to be in love with him/them & it was good cos we learn valuable lessons & get pushed into healing & expansion (growth), shall we allow it to be just that. - EARTH IS SCHOOL! ☺️🫶🏽🌸

  • @candacecarter5864
    @candacecarter5864 Před 8 dny +3

    Wait, her and HS broke up? Is this about him 🤨🥲 sorry I’m blunt. I’ve been following her since the beginning ❤ one of the most talented on the entire CZcams platform

  • @a.h5197
    @a.h5197 Před 10 dny

    ❤w🎉o💖w - may the wind beneath your wings allow you to continue to rise high 🫶🏾💕👑

  • @emilylouise3577
    @emilylouise3577 Před 11 dny +1

    You are a queen 👑

  • @AkRose-bj6dy
    @AkRose-bj6dy Před 4 dny

    🫰🏾