Homeless At 19 With Severe PTSD. My Full Life Story.

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  • čas přidán 3. 05. 2024
  • This is my struggle with complex post traumatic stress disorder and mental health. I've been tormented, abused, used, abandoned, and neglected by everyone I've ever known. I'm alone and hopeless. Please help me. Jesus help me. I need your prayers. No one came to visit me the entire day. I feel completely worthless. But later during the day on may 4th. I was saved. (:
    I want to make content creation my full time job, so if you want better and more content heres my patreon (: / ultomato
    My socials.
    ultomato.store/
    x.com/MaxCecil7
    / ultomato21
    www.paypal.com/donate/?hosted...
    My socials.
    / ultomato21
    / ultomato
    / ultomato
    Later in the day I was saved. We got the happy ending. ♥ @JordanBPeterson @NFrealmusic @D-lowbeatbox @MrBeast
    #mentalhealth #ptsd #god #jesus #prayer #depression #anxiety #alone

Komentáře • 137

  • @jynx3ryt
    @jynx3ryt Před měsícem +41

    Hey Ultomato, I remember watching you 2 years ago and really enjoying your content. Ik life is hard, and I can't imagine what you're going through. I really hope you will find your happy story soon, as you deserve to have one, I wish you the best of luck and I hope this can help you, I will continue to pray for you.

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +15

    No matter what, I will support u till' 1M subs

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      Thanks, it will soon approach. ❤️

  • @ultomato
    @ultomato  Před měsícem +13

    Please get this video to jordan peterson, NF, D$r, Dlow and Mrbeast! I want them to know they saved my life, and since they saved my life, I was able to save someone else's life later in the day. I'll share the story soon. I am fully saved. We got the happy ending! Do not comment or form an opinion until you've finished this video. I believe this will be the most important and meaningful video you'll ever watch. You have time, you just don't want to hear the truth.

  • @zacattack8469
    @zacattack8469 Před měsícem +6

    Man I wish you luck. It’s very hard I don’t know the pain of what you have been through. I did have a abusive fatherly figure so I only know so much. I do wish you the best. ❤

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Everything is gonna be ok. ♥️

  • @antoinedabesthello8725
    @antoinedabesthello8725 Před měsícem +6

    I remember being your 57th subscriber and just seeing these series of unfortunate events happening to you is just sad, at some point this will get better

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      It is better, I am cured.

  • @BreadlyM
    @BreadlyM Před měsícem +6

    don't GIVE up i have been watching yoo since your depressshin i hope you get better..❤

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      I will never give up brother.

    • @BreadlyM
      @BreadlyM Před měsícem

      @@ultomato i hope you don`t

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +5

    thx for liking my support

  • @Lazerhawk12345
    @Lazerhawk12345 Před měsícem +3

    Im so sad to see you in this situation. I hope you can find somewhere safe.

  • @sunshine_0318
    @sunshine_0318 Před měsícem +3

    So sorry for you mate. Hope everything gets better soon. Just don't give up on life....

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I would never. I'm too strong and have too many people to save. I will never give up until I change people's lives for the better.

  • @Ultimate_leech
    @Ultimate_leech Před měsícem +2

    i'm so sorry for you Ultomato i hope you will lead a great life for all of us

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      I've already lead a great life.

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +3

    Thank U for showing us ur whole life story

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Too bad most people don't give a shit about others to actually give them a chance. My life and well being is not even worth $2 to most people. It's sad because if I was seeing someone struggle, I would dedicate my life of them and give them everything they need to be better. But most people lack a conscience and lack empathy, and will not help others even though that's what God wants and what Jesus wants. People are very selfish. The world is corrupt and we need to make a difference.

  • @nj_pro
    @nj_pro Před měsícem +2

    You’re a true warrior man and please don’t give up on life.

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I am the strongest person you'll ever see.

  • @mb69035
    @mb69035 Před 29 dny

    you where and always will be one of my favourite youtubers and i will always support you i hope your doing well

  • @thevortexmantis9784
    @thevortexmantis9784 Před měsícem

    I am so sorry all that happened to you. You are a legend in my heart. I hope you will recover soon. :)

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I've already recovered. Watch the full video.

    • @thevortexmantis9784
      @thevortexmantis9784 Před 29 dny

      @@ultomato Thank you for being a legend and I liked your personality in your videos.

  • @ZackkFromTamingio
    @ZackkFromTamingio Před měsícem +5

    Ultomato you can do this keep pushing! Go to stores and ask if you can apply for a job

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Not my path brother. Maybe for you, but I'm destined for greater things.

  • @DrowzyMemes
    @DrowzyMemes Před 29 dny

    dont give up ive been watching you since you had 2k subs

  • @UnknownxSouless
    @UnknownxSouless Před 29 dny

    bro this has to be one of the saddes vid i saw from this dude i hope u get over ur ptsd ( ik its not easy to get over :( )

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +2

    We are all in this together, no matter how long it takes we will be in this together

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Truer words have never been spoken. You're one of the few people who really get it. You are smart and you'll do great things one day. I believe in you brother. ♥️

  • @AnnBoye
    @AnnBoye Před měsícem +4

    Ngl im sad to see you like this I understand and hope the best for you hope you find somewhere to go

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      I'm saved. Don't worry

    • @AnnBoye
      @AnnBoye Před měsícem +1

      @@ultomato 😃😃😃😃😃😃

  • @Lemonading746
    @Lemonading746 Před měsícem

    You make one of the best and funny content i have ever saw in youtube. Take care of yourself in your life. Don't do anything dumb like suicide etc. You need to live. Even though you are homeless now, you are still our best tomato.
    Don't ever give up your life, good luck. :)

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I'll never give up until the world is changed by my presence.

  • @stripesroars812
    @stripesroars812 Před měsícem +2

    Didn't have time to watch the whole thing, but I wish u good luck and hope you get well fast. Remember everyone of us are your supporters no matter how much people watch your videos and I know one day you'll reach 1 million subs

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      You need to make time. This will be the most important thing you'll ever hear. You're making a giant mistake.

  • @liuwenqin2249
    @liuwenqin2249 Před 24 dny

    This video was so emotional, i was about to skip the video untill u touched my heart, i used to be toxic , but now, i changed, so now i went to my moms acc to be able to comment on ur heart touching video(God blesses you) Sorry i cant donate money i’m broke

  • @Boys_of_toys
    @Boys_of_toys Před měsícem +3

    i wish you recover your mental and physical damage

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I already have fully healed.

  • @pandagaminggaming1427
    @pandagaminggaming1427 Před měsícem +4

    Bro keep pushing through this we all believe in you. I know you don't want to, but go back to your mother because she is most likely worried sick about you. She didn't mean to do what she did, please man just return home. Your mom loves you, if she didn't, then, she wouldn't have gave you a home, a place to sleep, and things to eat.
    Please, just PLEASE return home just listen to me your mom loves you.

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Already did brother, I am way ahead of you.

    • @pandagaminggaming1427
      @pandagaminggaming1427 Před měsícem

      @@ultomato Glad your safe tomato. Also why did you stop calling us little tomatoes??

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +3

    I will make sure to watch the whole thing

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Thank you. To most people I'm not even worth $2. My health and life is not even worth 2$. It makes me sad but I understand not everyone has money. 😓

    • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
      @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před 29 dny +1

      @@ultomato Ultomato, Don't Listen to Anyone Who Says That. In my Opinion You Are Worth More Than Any Amount of Money

    • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
      @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před 29 dny +1

      Ur my Idol

  • @AnnBoye
    @AnnBoye Před měsícem +5

    If your reading this you better watch the whole video

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +2

      You need to. Do not form an opinion if you haven't. Listen to my words, these will be the most important words you'll ever hear.

  • @DravenMudge
    @DravenMudge Před měsícem +3

    C'mon I've been here since 500 subs u need to stay strong

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      You obviously haven't watched the full video.

  • @yoshisuperrobot8529
    @yoshisuperrobot8529 Před měsícem +2

    the truth is that no matter what happens you will get threw it and you need to see past what your going threw

  • @laglord6134
    @laglord6134 Před měsícem +1

    I pray for you things will get better please hang in there for god has plans for you

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      He has great plans for me. Spectacular plans. ♥️

  • @user-vb1kf3kk3l
    @user-vb1kf3kk3l Před měsícem

    Thanks!

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +2

    I feel really sorry for u Ultomato

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Don't be sorry, I am healed and fully ok.

  • @JosephSocorro-ry7nh
    @JosephSocorro-ry7nh Před 28 dny

    Stay strong

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +2

    I LOVE U ULTOMATO

  • @PeterCavellier
    @PeterCavellier Před měsícem +2

    I’m sorry I’ve been watching you from the start

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      No need to be sorry. I've made it to paradise.

  • @zacattack8469
    @zacattack8469 Před měsícem +2

    Know that you have friends here. Know that there are people that support you and listen to you.

  • @laglord6134
    @laglord6134 Před měsícem +1

    i hurts to see how a person that was so nice a person i looked up to just go downs in a downard spiral it's so sad
    they say the people who always try to be positive to everyone always has the most burden

  • @infinity_X568
    @infinity_X568 Před 22 dny

    I’ve watched you so long ago I seen your story I’m sorry for y but how do you have internet ultamato?

  • @ZakGamerTheGamer
    @ZakGamerTheGamer Před měsícem +4

    Don't give up

  • @othusitsemolefe2139
    @othusitsemolefe2139 Před měsícem

    we love you❤

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I love you more. ❤️

  • @kat340
    @kat340 Před 25 dny

    I don’t care what comes your way ,you have always overcame what most people would have have been crushed by so I know that you can make it through this

  • @ZackkFromTamingio
    @ZackkFromTamingio Před měsícem +3

    24:00 wise words

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      Mainstream artists need to take a serious look at themselves and do better for the world and for our developing young people and stop influencing them down a dark path. We need to empower our children and young generation. Not make their lives worse.

  • @JustABoyWhoLikesFlash
    @JustABoyWhoLikesFlash Před 21 dnem

    Pray for him. :(

  • @ashleynunez3011
    @ashleynunez3011 Před měsícem +1

    I have serve CPTSD also!!! 😢 I know your pain

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      You're not alone brother. We're all with you. 💪❤️

  • @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO
    @LittleTomato_I_LOVE_ULTOMATO Před měsícem +1

    NOOOOO ULTOMATOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

  • @Rojhaun3000
    @Rojhaun3000 Před měsícem +2

    I wish I could help you dude honest

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      I don't need help. I am a warrior. 💪

  • @Dritiboii
    @Dritiboii Před měsícem +1

    😢😢

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      Don't cry brother, it's all gonna be okay.

  • @AlexGarcia-ds4pp
    @AlexGarcia-ds4pp Před měsícem +3

    Max, i really would like to hang out. If you are in California, i would really like to hang out.

    • @AlexGarcia-ds4pp
      @AlexGarcia-ds4pp Před měsícem

      But I am pretty sure that my parents won't let me hang out with you.

  • @Rojhaun3000
    @Rojhaun3000 Před měsícem +3

    Don't give up 😢😢😢😢😢I am been fan since December 2022 I think 🤔

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      I'll never give up brother. Never in 1000 years. I have too much good to offer the world to leave it early. ♥️

  • @juditkozma6511
    @juditkozma6511 Před 25 dny

    god

  • @Snoopypets0731
    @Snoopypets0731 Před měsícem +2

    Ultimate I prayed to the gods to help u.Go to restraints and ask if they are hiring.

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      No. It's annoying that you guys haven't watched the full video and form opinions when you haven't even heard my story.

  • @Demons_Enemy_Tamer_2004

    where u parent damn it!!! are u ok?

  • @Player-C
    @Player-C Před 28 dny

    Silent Supporter!!

  • @Hi-Im-Original
    @Hi-Im-Original Před 22 dny

    You know, I have studied very hard about the inner workings of PTSD that you cannot find within doctor's offices. If you reply and want to know, i'll respond to your reply.

  • @ZackkFromTamingio
    @ZackkFromTamingio Před měsícem +3

    go everwhere ask for jobs

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem

      No. You haven't watched the full video. And it saddens me to the core.

  • @waffl3dmemez
    @waffl3dmemez Před měsícem

    ISTG Tomato. If you do any crazy shit...

  • @average7603
    @average7603 Před 28 dny

    bro speaks fluent yappanese

  • @darckdevil1384
    @darckdevil1384 Před měsícem

    You can help people clean their house for money

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před měsícem +1

      I'd rather help people clean up their lives and help them stay alive. I'm destined for greater things then just meaningless house work.

    • @darckdevil1384
      @darckdevil1384 Před 29 dny

      @ultomato ok, do your own. im not forcing you

  • @aznahabas242
    @aznahabas242 Před měsícem +3

    hey ultomato

  • @bethhammon2588
    @bethhammon2588 Před měsícem

    Average tenager

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před 29 dny

      You're the average immature person who judge and assume without getting to know someone.

  • @bethhammon2588
    @bethhammon2588 Před měsícem

    Holy shit get ur life together

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před 29 dny +1

      You're the one who needs to get your life together.

    • @lunatic4197
      @lunatic4197 Před 28 dny

      YOURE BASED DUDE KEEP GOING

  • @juditkozma6511
    @juditkozma6511 Před 25 dny

    wut

  • @Christs2follower
    @Christs2follower Před 29 dny

    Stay strong

    • @ultomato
      @ultomato  Před 29 dny

      Thank you so much. ❤️

  • @juditkozma6511
    @juditkozma6511 Před 25 dny

    god