Transgender Woman-J
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- čas přidán 29. 08. 2020
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of J, a transgender woman living on Skid Row.
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J is so soften spoken and very kind. I hope that she will find her way and happiness. She deserves love & support.
There is so much truth and genuine pain in her voice and eyes. She is soft spoken, vulnerable. I wish ALL the best for J.
@Google User I'm just curious what you have against it. I'm genuinely curious. No rudeness, just honesty.
@Fat fuck who wants a 1000 subs without videos 100%
Thats a Man
@@justenbray And?
@@missychan63 it's a man bitch
Unusual to hear from someone struggling with their own issues recognize the difficulties their families have coming to terms (or not) with the changes in their children.
This story saddens my heart so much! Thank you Mark for having a loving and kind heart for the people you interview! I know that I couldn’t do what you do without breaking down crying .... J’s story is so emotional to me this morning. I really hope the best for her!
You know you've had a hard life when Skid Row is the best thing that's ever happened to you. :-\
This channel opened my mind to trans people. The sadness in their eyes tells so much.
@@dalelane1948 how so? I think they are brave people. They live the way they want and they don’t care what anybody says because it’s for them and before I was never mean by any sense of the word but I just didn’t understand and now I do and actually have more respect.
@@Daniellelp921 Being trans taught me to stop caring what other people think about me. Especially shitty people.
@@Faus4us I need to be more like you…
@@Daniellelp921 po{9 pp be.
@@brendaprater52 huh??
I think Mark may be getting a bit overwhelmed with all these comments and expectations everyday. All while youtube is getting more strict and so censored and probably giving him a hard time behind the scenes running this platform and not making it any easier to be motivated to do such work, while I don't know exactly how he feels I do know that having so many subscribers and so many opinions weights heavily on him,mix that together with hearing all these things he's heard from these people and all the individual interactions over that last year or so I wouldn't be surprised if just takes a break from this channel soon. Hopefully he's doing well and knows we appreciate him and all he has shown us by bringing us these stories so consistently and we understand he's only human.
Thanks Mark 💪🏿 mental health is wealth
Then that's what he should do, breaks are good. It's up to him. In the mean time, unfortunately, he will get the comments.
Meek Millions very well said my friend
Her voice is so soothing. Such a great person. I feel so bad to think of all the shit she's gone through.💙🙏💙God bless you and keep you strong.💙🙏💙
She’s absolutely beautiful inside and out. I wish nothing but peace, acceptance, and love for her.
OMG I just love J. The Gypsies reported feeling sad when they had housing too. I hope you have much lavishness J. Mark thank you for these. Most of us now feel like we have had a chance to be close to so many interesting people.
I'm half Gypsy and am very grateful we don't ride around in caravans in Eastern Europe anymore. When the Communists put them in apartments it did make things worse for them but my family and many others had already come to the US and adopted a stable life by that time.
@@kyriljordanov2086 I thought the word Gypsy was a derogatory word? Thought it was organized travelers? Not being rude, just want clarification
I wonder why this video was reposted.
I feel so bad for her, she's so sweet. She's definitely not 29 but I love that she said that, I'm over 30 and I always say 29 if someone asks. Lol
I really am 29, but maybe I'll stay that age for couple years 😂
Just say your real age.. who cares lmao
J is so insightful - I see her as an advocate for homeless transgender people. I wish the best for her.
I like her voice too. She has a theatrical presence. Praying for her safety and prosperity.
She seems so genuine, & a sweetheart, he speaks the truth, once your inside and shut the 🚪 doors, you have to deal with YOU. 🖤🙏🖤
@deaD Again She. & Worry about your own sexual identity, since you have nothing better to do.
Yeah that was powerful. It makes me sad she doesn’t like to be alone. She has been told for too long that she is unworthy. Of your family doesn’t like/love you, why think anyone else would?
The choice has to be real because the consequences are so tough. J, I hope you can find happiness.
Great interview !
I like J ! Very kind. Self aware. Well spoken ! Good luck to you sweetheart!! 🌹
Liked this interview, J seems to be so honest and considered in her responses. It was surprising to hear that moving into her own apartment was difficult but I guess she explained why that was when she said the best time in her life was moving to Skid Row where she got some sort of recognition and acceptance into a community. Good luck J, I hope your life gets easier with every passing day.
She’s got a Great level of self - awareness, surprisingly .
There is so much wisdom here as well as sadness.
This was a very interesting talk. I found it interesting that despite what J may have been through or saw in Skid Row, that this interview had a positive undertone. J seemed to have found acceptance in Skid Row, where she did not fnd acceptance in her home town or perhaps other places. I was sad, but not shocked to learn that J uses crystal meth, as that seems to be a common theme for many that reside there. And the interview dipped to a sad tone at the end, where J stated that she may have lost her drive to even attempt to follow her dreams. It was nice though to learn that she has someone and is hoping that the relationship may blossom.
LOVE the conjunction/ awarence.
You are Young, and I imagine you would be an amazing dancer!!! Please don't forget your passions in this life and go for them ❣️
“The last few years what I’ve been through and all, and spiritually, the drive is not there and it’s been depleted “
You hit the nail on the head J when you said people's minds just get full of stuff. I lived an ok life. Because my parents did not abuse us as bad as they were abused, they thought they did great and I understand that. It took me a long time to forgive them and myself because although I knew they lived a more intensive abused lives I still did not think it made it ok for the abuse me and my siblings went through. But honestly after a lot of therapy, I understand, they were not given tools to cope either but they did work hard, we always had a nice clean home, plenty of food clothes and some love. I believe they loved us to their fullest capacity. I have seen many of my friends accidentally overdose as well as many of my family members. I also know quite a few to kill themselves. I have battled addiction and depression all my life. PTSD was a huge obstacle to overcome. Drugs for me was a cure all, when I was high or seeking to get high, my troubles and thoughts would just disappear and that was such an amazing feeling. When I got clean I had to revisit many times in my life I had put away somewhere in my mind and it was very difficult to feel all of that sober. The anger, shame, guilt so many feelings I had no idea how to deal with or work through. And as you just said my dang mind was just so full of so much that I did not want to think about. I am blessed to still be here, I am fully aware of that. I believe that once I got clean and worked on my life on life's terms, I was able to start to understand and forgive. Some of it was so simple, I just did not know how and was taught by a great therapist. It is possible to come back from an addiction and lead a full, normal life without chasing drugs you are just going to hide out to do anyway. This life is wonderful, we do not get to pick the person or people who will raise us but as we grow older we can choose who are families are. Life isn't supposed to be this painful and difficult, but many of use hold grudges for so long we allow them to keep us down in our crap. I wish you all the best and please, if you are struggling with an addiction, no matter how young or old you are, no matter what your d.o.c is, ,you can manage your addiction, get sober and start rebuilding your life, it is never over till you take your last breath. Once you gain coping skills, life is pretty amazing.
I didn’t know this was a reupload
Hello J,
Hope all is well and gets better.Your heart is genuine. Don't let your dreams fade.Your young ,you've got you own apartment, things will start looking better. I pray God keeps you healthy and continues to keep you safe.Sending Love and Prayers your way.God bless you J.
There is a definite sadness in this person.
I could feel it. I hope she finds whatever will take that sadness away.
Intelligent and lovely person. Interesting and possessing a true humanity. I see these people on your vids and I'd love to have them in my life as friends. I understand them, despite our differences and I have never had to deal with the same things - I have always been an outsider too - and I relate to them.
Keep pushing and know you are loved 🤍❤️
Good luck to you J.
May you walk out of Mark's place and walk into a new reality. Now that you've started to understand who you are. Share it with other people.
We need more loving, kind hearted, and just people who want to be who they are. Loving and praying for you from Texas. May God bless you all the rest of your days.
Very articulate and a nice voice, calm. All the best to you J, I do believe you are a kind and good person all trough. God Bless you, and help you find your path🤍
I'm from Cincinnati, I hope she gets everything together.
Cin-city gal, as well 💋
I from Cincinnati as well
Her insight and compassion for her parents is so touching ... I wish she could find a soft place to land without drugs and predatory people ...
Loneliness is a deep sorrow. 🌸😢
I really love these interviews but I've noticed I can't hear everything your subjects are saying. I can hear you fine. Good questions and your open-minded demeanor are great!!
In the upper right hand corner of the video ,if you touch the screen, will pop up 4 little icons BOXES..if you push the 3rd one to the right(it says CC in a box) and it will read the dialogue to you ..subtitles
Thanks for the info!!!
I wish all the best for this lovely young woman X
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she would be great at counseling. she has a very way of communicating. wish her all the best.
Wonder what happened to her wig? Mark showed 2 black & white photos? 1 with a wig, one without? Not sure why?? Very pretty J. Beautiful voice.
What a very deep lady. Your voice is beautiful and I with you all the best. Smile more 😊
Stay strong, stay true sweet soul
why is this video reposted?
For people like me to watch. I hadn't watched. Thanks
Is she 29?, rough life!
No way
deaD Again
what does he have???
🍆 OR 🍩 ?
Is it she or he? No pun intended
wakida bidgekw why are you invested in a complete strangers genitals? Kinda sus...
Be safe in your journey J I know this is lonely world have faith
amandas was reuploaded like this one.
Early gang 😊❤️ I like watching the trans videos... I haven’t met many trans people in my life
I’m trans nice to meet you lol 👊🏾
Me 2.
I have never met any. At least no knowingly.
I've met maybe three. All very deeply troubled.
This man's story is incredible, but it pulls at my heart to hear this child of God in so much pain 🥺
What resources do people go to skidrow for??? Everyone seems to have odd reasons for coming to skidrow.
I sense a softness and vulnerability within her.
Him *
@@kooh301 Seriously, have some respect. I'm a conservative person and even I have compassion for people who are obviously having identity issues. Did you grow up the way this person did? You don't know the first thing about what this person suffers, so if you can't say anything nice, then kindly don't even bother trolling here. These videos are of vulnerable and pained people. Not, for bullies to beat them down further. This isn't up for argument.
Carey Appolonia doesn’t change the fact that that’s a grown ass man 🤷🏼♂️
Carey Appolonia beautifully said. I find it pretty foul to hear people willing to be unkind to others. Shows us who they are.
Him*
God bless you
I wish I was your teacher 👩🏫 because I look forward to see students like you! To reach your full potential
J you have such a good heart and a good head on your shoulders. You are beautiful and can do great things. 💜💜💜🌹🌹🌹
I have a feeling if “she” had a stable place to be life
Would be so different for her..seems like she just needs someone to truly love her for her...yes I know she was born a man but I respect how people want to be identified as..a little bit of love and help In the right direction I could see her living a decent life..you can see the want there...wishing J the best..
theres no reason to put someone's preferred pronouns in quotations. SHE's a woman.
Jael Arriaga I was just making it a point that she IS a woman. Didn’t mean it in an offense way at all.
@@jaelarriaga3249 no, he is male living as a woman. please ....can we stop with this absurd fantasy?
@@jv-ep2tc i didnt ask you
Man not woman
3:00 this may be why Rebecca always ditches the hotel rooms Mark gets for him.
Very interesting god bless you
I like her SO much!
Realness
I will never ever ever!! Judge a transgender person again,It is heartbreaking to see the pain in their faces.(there but for the grace of God go I.)Mark your interviews are bringing things to us that we never even dreamed of.We go about our “normal” lives not really giving anyone or anything much of a thought,not really knowing what is out there.BUT it needs all of us to change.What can be done to help these poor souls.Chrissy.❤️❤️
Wow! Some of these comments are just mean!
Did anyone count on many times "umm" was said in this interview?
Beautiful...
Another reupload
I wonder why...
Hope he has a better life
You didn’t make that comment to wish her a better life, you made that comment to call her a he. Let me reiterate. You do not care about her well-being, you came to insult her.
So sad 😢
These people exist whether people accept or not... and they share life earth and everyyhing with all other species. That is the fact. They have feelings... they feel sick... they judge others as well. They love hate accept reject.. i don't really know how dome people think the opposite
"I'm 29"
What?
wondering is he lying ..or just this way of life made him look almoust 15-20 years older
You mean she*
@@ehktwjustream4921 no, I don't . It's a he. He just isn't well.
I feel her kindness.She sounds so sad
@@simonaivancic528 you don’t get to choose someone else’s gender. Respect people’s choices.
Beautiful 😘❤️🇦🇺
🦋❤️❤️😢⭐️⭐️⭐️
Very pretty.
29 years old I guess the street life is are on you
.i wish j the best.
Oye
This is so sad
I’ve noticed Mark often asks questions about being transgender as “ orientation/ became that way” I wish he would be more mindful of that.
Let her answer about what she does for a living. Damn!You were just hoping she was still with Johns.
What up
Wow Mark...!
I’m too early it’s awkward
😅😅
Sorrry I’ll run put a comment up n put pants on.
You are a lightworker.
This is man pretending to be a woman. He’s clearly disturbed.
Really Mark?!!!
It’s not “orientation” it’s gender identity
Thanks for educating us.
Her voice is doesn't fit her physical appearance AT ALL!
Why are people so cruel? Like I’m sure you consider yourself a good person, what makes someone lose all sense of humanity and basic kindness? It’s easy to do on the internet, but it very much reflects who someone is truly.
Omg. How many times are you going to repeat this is an orientation. Do your research. Sexual orientation and gender identity are two different things.
Yo
Buffalo Bill???
I hope he finds his way to Jesus Christ. The Lord will heal all of his wounds.
God Bless You
J is a she ma’am.
Religion IS the problem
Better living a life of truth than give into the mind forged manacle and lies of religion.
@@mickeybowmeister1944 yup
We’re is the new episode 🥺and you need to start uploading two videos a day like you use to
Avion - let's see what videos you have helping ANYone??
Sleepless Aquarius I’m going to say this in a nice way please be quiet thanks
drivingaited 🙌🏼
“You need to..” is a nasty way to start a sentence off, this man and channel owe you nothing
Avion was just asking...chill out damn.
NO NO NO.
Mark is unfortunately a bit of a bigot. Sorry.
🤢🤢
When you feel sick, go to the hospital.
Don’t watch ffs
.i wish j the best.