Madeline The Person - As A Child (Official Music Video)
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Credits:
Director: Natalie FĂ€lt
Executive Producer: Jesy Odio
Production Company: Teenager
Production Coordinator: Asha Bynoe-Berry
1st AD: Sherry Shi
DP: Kelsey Talton
1st AC: Matthew Freedman
Key Grip: Aaron Burton
Best Boy Grip: David Goold
Gaffer: Tony Jou
Best Boy Electric: Jay Carey
Production Designer: Payton Newcomer
DIT: Jamie Yu
Stylist: Rachel Haas
Hair & Make Up Artist: Peggy Wright
Editor: Carrick Moore Gerety
Colorist: Dylan Hageman
PA: Nand Mahasuwan
PA: Lars Keer
Catering: Tosha J
BTS: Faye Tsakas
Directorâs Rep: Jen Herrera / Las Bandas Be Brave
Video Commissioner: Devin Sarno
Lyrics:
Let me just tell you I really should go back to sleep
Itâs not that Iâm ungrateful, I have too many memories to keep
I wish you could feel just how heavy I am all the time
Sometimes when I smile I bite my lip so I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
All that i've wanted is to talk to someone who is dead
But unfortunately I canât call him, so i sing instead
Iâd never tell you to cover yourself in a lie
But I will still bite my lip harder so that I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
And i burn for myself
Cuz i know that i should when its screaming at me to be felt
And we burn all the time
And it hurts all the more when we carry the world as a child
#MadelineThePerson #AsAChild
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This song makes me feel emotions I didn't allow myself to feel anymore. Absolutely beautiful
same
Beautiful but so sad
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I have come back to those tik toks for months to cry because this song is everything I feel about my moms death when I was 7. Thank you so much for making this song.
I'm so sorry for your lossđjust know you are incredibly strong, and keep going beautiful đ€
my mom runs a grief camp for children who have lost parents or siblings, and she is adding this to the front of the camp website. Wonderfully done. I canât stop listening đđ„ș
Your mom is a lifesaver. I'm not a religious person by any means but God has her in their arms. She's doing something so phenomenal.
this is song is more than i could have ever imagined. itâs perfect.
My mothers 3 year death anniversary is coming up. Iâm sitting on my bathroom floor sobbing because someone finally put the feeling of parent loss into words. You have no clue what youâve done for me with this song Madeline. Iâm so thankful for you.
Wishing you the best darling x
Yes my moms been gone for a decade and I still feel the pain heavily. This song does explain the pain of losing a parent I hope you know you arenât alone and you continue to carry her love with you always.
đ„șđ„șâ€ïž sending u love
in less than 4 years iâve lost my 2 grandmas , 2 grandpas , both of my biological parents, and my adoptive father . this song really describes every gut wrenching emotion that i canât explain.
wow iâm so sorry, youâre amazing â€ïžđȘđŒ
sending you so much love. You're not alone
Sorry for your loss. I hope you carry on their legacy and do great things in their names. Be everything they wished you could be. God bless
My condolences
I hope you're doing okay 5 months since this comment
I'd like to dedicate this song to my friend who was murdered 3 days before Christmas when I was 15, I'm 21 now. I heard everything from my living room. He was the first person I spoke to that day and no more than 3 hours later it happened. The last words that he said to me were "I'll see you later." I would quite literally give anything in the world to talk to him one more time. just once more. He's been heavy on my mind lately for some reason and then I come across this, thank you Madeline đ€
I hope you get the healing you need:(
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So sorry for the tragic loss of your friend.
I didn't lose a parent to death. But to alcoholism and a woman he chose over his children. This song made me remember all the good feelings I had before he left me. Thank you đȘđ
God bless you precious.
i have already cried to this song four times.
My dad past in 2012 when I was 8. Itâs still hard and I am BEYOND grateful for this beautiful song. You are beautiful and you are loved.
Me too, damn it sucks. This was great to cry to.
I'll be listening to this song on repeat forever
i lost my mom when i was 9 and this song perfectly describes how I've felt majority of my life. this is a beautiful song and you are such a beautiful soul.
The emotion! The vocals! The sincerity! Way to go, Madeline! đđž
Lyrics
Let me just tell you, I really should go back to sleep
It's not that I'm ungrateful, I have too many memories to keep
I wish you could feel just how heavy I am all the time
Sometimes when I smile, I bite my lip so I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
All that I wanted is to talk to someone who is dead
But unfortunately I can't call him so I sing instead
I'd never tell you to cover yourself in a lie
But I will still bite my lip harder so that I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
And I burn for myself
'Cause I know that I should when it screaming at me to be felt
And we burn all the time
'Cause it hurts all the more when we carry the world as a child
i guess everyone is sharing their story so i wanna share mine :)
iâve been waiting for this song to come out since the first day you posted it on your tik tok. it was a few months after my best friend had committed suicide, he was 16. iâm 17 now, and iâve been sobbing to this song since it came out. i never thought i would have to live in a world where aidan wasnât, but here i am. losing someone when youâre young takes a lot out of you, and iâm so glad you put your own personal experience out there for everyone to relate too :)
I lost my dad to a drug overdose when I was 13. Grieving is so hard when youâre so young, itâs confusing and it fucks you up for a long time. This song was beautiful and illustrated the way it feels to lose someone so well.
My dad passed away 5 years ago and even though I was a fully formed adult already it became painfully clear that a girl always misses and needs her daddy...Even at 32.
this song is beautiful đ
I remember when you posted the chorus on TikTok and it has been stuck in my brain ever since! I love this song and Iâm so impressed and proud of you even though I donât know youđ„łđ
This is beautiful. I really feel so seen. I lost my dad too, and itâs so damn hard. Art like this really helps to not bottle everything up. Keep going your art is amazing, and Iâm grateful to hear it.
my father just passed from cancer that heâs been battling for 14 years and watching him die in front of me all throughout my childhood and him passing when iâm 16 and there being nothing i can do about it is so hard. you put this in such a good way itâs remarkable because of how beautiful the song is and how strong you are.
I feel your pain. I am so sorry â€
when you posted it to tiktok last year it was a fdew weeks after my friend died. and this song mad eme burst into tears, all i can say is thannkyou and i hope you're aware of how incredible this song is. thankyou
Im sorry for you're loss :/ you can do it!!
i am in love with how this song was produced, the meaning is so deep and so intense. im just in awe with your voice and how you put it into words. đ
ASHE brought me here and Iâm NOT disappointed. The lyrics, vocals, and emotion was just perfection. đđ»đ€
For all of those here listening to this song, feeling the burden of losing a family member or anyone really, just know that you are so strong. I can't imagine your pain, as I haven't had it myself, but just know I'm proud of you for your strength. It's going to be ok, and just know your loved ones are always watching over you, live in their honour đ€đ€
"All that i've wanted is to talk to someone who is dead." I can relate to that lyric so much because I lost my mom at the age of 9 and it's been almost 5 years since. She was the only person I was really close to. I could talk to her about my feelings without shame, tell her about my day and about boy and such. She was my best friend and now that I've lost her, there's really nobody that I feel comfortable sharing those things with anymore. Ever since she passed away, I've always wanted to find a way to talk to her again like the old times. I really do miss her. Thank you for making this song it really hits home.
I'm calling my parents, I'm calling, you win!
this song is one of the first songs i learned on the guitar right after you posted it, and hearing the whole song makes my soul happier than i can even describe. i cant wait to see how far you go. i love this with every part of myself, thank you for making my day better
When we went to school together, I always thought youâd be going somewhere. Youâre doing absolutely amazing Maddie!
Bae I remember you crying while singing this on TikTok months ago and now look at you
I canât decide if this song fits more for being a child, and having to carry the emotional burdens of an adult, or the aftermath in adulthood when youâre mentally frozen at the young age you were traumatized, and then have adult responsibilities that feel the same as they did when we were young. Itâs overwhelming. I know that isnât necessarily what this song may be about, but thatâs how it feels for me.
I lost my dad almost 5 years ago and I was never able to find music to bring me comfort with that loss. Thank you for your beautiful music
This was so beautiful in every way
This song means something a little more to me than just losing the most important person in my life. It gives the little girl I once used to be the comfort and security she never got and I thank you for that.
So proud that we had you as a camper! Love you so much Maddie...AKA Colors! Your Papa would be proud!
This song makes my heart so sore. I love it so much and Iâve been rewatching your tiktok of this song almost everyday since you dropped it because Iâm so tranced by your beautiful voice and the love for your father I have unfortunately had a hard time feeling with my own due to alcoholism. I love you so much Madeline. Youâre going places girl.
Finally, the song I have cried to over and over from a tik tok video. Couldnât have imagined it any better than this â€ïž
Im so hype. I have been waiting for this for months.
I lost my dad at the end of last year, in my first semester of college. He was and is my everything. I find him in the sun and sunsets and music, and this is the most incredible thing Iâve heard. Thank you for this.
this song gives me goosebumps. the emotion. the vocals. the lyrics. just amazing, you should be so proud madeline â€ïž (sending love from an OG fan whoâs been obsessed with you for a year)
Please release an acoustic version as well mama đâ€ïžđâ€ïžđ
thank you for everything madeline. iâm so proud of you
My father passed when I was 4 almost 5. This song blew me away. I've never been able to put into words how I felt growing up. I'm almost 40 now, but this song broke my heart in the best way.
This song reminds me of my childhood, I lost my dad to cancer when I was 6, the event shaped the rest of my childhood. This song is such a comfort â€ïž
This year marks 20 years since my mother died. I was only 3. I thought I had coped with the emotions and feelings associated with her loss, but this song has me bawling my eyes out, and wishing she was here to guide me. Thank you, Madeline.
I lost my dad 12 years ago today. đ thank you for putting out such a beautiful song I can cry to and let a little pain out. Today is a day of allowing myself to hurt, and you made it a little easier. Thank you.
Thank you so much for releasing this song. I remember coming across the tiktok last year and immediately feeling like you perfectly encapsulated the feeling of loss at a young age. Iâm so grateful for this song and Iâm so sorry for your loss. He mustâve been so specialđ
I feel like this song is so good because you can interpret it so many ways because i know its about grief but i cant help but resonate with the lyrics âcuzâ it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a childâ i hear them as a child who has to deal with abusive or neglectful parents and its just so beautiful.
my grandpa has always been my best friend, 2 years ago he passed and it has been so incredibly hard and this song is absolutely perfect. I never thought someone could put how i feel into words, but this is amazing, im in awe. im so glad that this song came into my life, thank you for making this masterpiece.
This song is so true! I really love how you made the music video for this song so colorful and and pretty when the song is kind of sad. You have so much talent in you and I hope that you'll continue to make more music!
I love how creative this song is. It probably took only a month or so because it feels like something that would come straight from your heart.
You are so beautiful. This is amazing. So proud and excited for youâ€ïžâ€ïž
My brother died February 9th this year. He was two years younger than me. We were best friends and Iâve cried every single day since because Iâd give anything to be able to just talk to him one more time. He was my person and even though Iâm grown, the weight of his absence is so heavy in my heart. Thank you for this song. Itâs everything I feel, every single day.
i saw the original video u posted of this song two days after my friend from middle passed away in an accident and since then everytime i think of him and how much i miss him i would go back to that video and just cry because it was everything that i felt. you made me feel less alone in the way that i felt.
Her lyrics and the way she delivers them feel so honest. Very beautiful and emotional!
This song makes me want to be able to talk to my grandfather again. He passed away back in 2015 due to cancer. I've made so many memories with him and I wish I could just hear him one more time over the phone.
I lost my Dad too. October 31, 2018. Iâm very sorry to hear you lost your dad while youâre so young. Life can be so cruel sometimes. I was 28. Grief is truly only something understood by those who have lost someone important to them. A club no one wants to be in. Sending all the healing vibes your way. âšâšâš
So proud of you!! This is awesome
Sorry for your loss. And thank you for posting this.
That hurt bad..but...
Wow..exactly what I'm feeling too. Beautiful singing too.
I've never felt like an adult. This hits extra hard because I just lost my dad too, three and a half months ago.
I remember watching this in different parts on tik tok as you tried not to cry during. So emotional. So beautiful. I'm so glad to have a full version of this emotional song.
this song makes me think about my grandpa!!! absolutely beautiful đ
Me too, Hannah. He was my best friend. đâ€ïž
this song resonates with me on a really deep level, i saved your original tiktok you posted singing this song. Iâm so in love with your voice. wow wow wow
This is beautiful!! Omg I'm crying those vocals!!!!
AAAAAHHH iâve been waiting for this. so beautiful
This is literally amazing! Iâm so happy to see it done! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
Gosh I'm crying sm.. your music is so pure n your voice.. wow.. you're so talented.. wow..
Snapchat ad actually worked for me. Really, really was not expecting to be in tears by the end of this, but I needed this more than I ever knew.
Thanks.
youâre amazing ive been waiting for this song to drop FOREVER iâm so excited
i fell in love with this as soon as i saw it all those months ago on tiktok. thank you, so much. the full version is even more beautiful than i couldâve imagined
the full song is amazing!! i swear it was only just a chorus yesterday đđđ
This became my favourite song hearing it in those first tik toks and I'm so happy you made it into a full song! We're all proud of you madeline and thank you for making such a beautiful song :)
My parents arenât dead but i havenât seen my dad since i was 8 and my mom has been in and out of my life since i was 10 struggling with addiction. This song resonates with me and makes me feel less alone, thank you.
I didnât lose a parent but I lost my baby brother 11 years ago because my birth mother never took care of him and he was sick when he was born. Thank you so much for making this song, I love it every time I listen to it, I think of him and cry. Love you so much! Keep up the great work!â€ïž
im so happy this finally came out. itâs absolutely amazing and more than i ever could of expected. iâm so proud of you!
Just found out my friend I grew up with, died over the weekend. Sad but tragic... Say no to drugs!!! RIP Tina
this song is so beautiful. iâve been here since the beginning of when you started to write it on tiktok and this is so amazing. i love this song and video đđ
This honestly made me cry, the ending note is amazing, thank you for this, I can't want to see what song you sing next
I have been waiting for this song to come out for so long! I am so proud of you! I lost my dad in May of 2014 at 18 years old and Iâve watched your tiktoks singing this song over and over again. Thank you
Ever since Iâve seen you post this on TikTok Iâve wanted the whole song and itâs now my favorite song. This is gonna be on repeat for a long time thank you so much for releasing thisđđ
your voice, the lyrics, the melody, the video everything is so perfect i absolutely love it!!!
Whoa beautiful tone! Lovely song!
Iâm so proud of you!!! It is beautiful! â€ïž
This is so beautiful it burns me too. Itâs so, you. I am so so so proud to witness you. Thank you for the gift of your expression.
Iâve lost my grandpa in 2014, my closest aunt in 2018, and my mom in 2020... this song makes me feel so much.
Literally had me tearing up. So so proud of you and your music journey
This song broke me tonight. Thank you for somehow putting these feelings into words.
June will be 10 years since i lost my dad. I found you on TikTok and listened to this over and over. Love this. So glad everyone can hear this.
Not even my genre of music but I genuinely enjoyed this, beautiful vocals. I'm surprised you don't have more subscribers
shiver me timers i'm excited!!!
đđ»đđ»đđ» that was so beautiful!! Youâre so talented!!!
that was absolutely beautiful
this is so beautiful and i love her vibe and LOVE LOVE LOVE her aesthetic
Itâs so so perfect. Chills all over. Weâre so proud of you! â€ïž
This song is just filled with alot of emotions and I feel them.
Two months ago I lost my music teacher due to a heart attack that caused a car accident, he was a great singer and was a pro at playing the piano and guitar, he was only 36 , as soon as my school got the news everyone wear crying and just soo sad , especially all the teachers and the students from choir , me a normal student was crying and also my classmates, he was annoying to us at times but was truly a gem to us and my school
this has been my favorite song ever since you first posted the chorus on tiktok! youâve come so far and iâm so proud !!!
remember hearing this on your tiktok awhile ago! it still is such a powerful song đđđ
Iâm so incredibly proud of you. Iâm glad that Iâve been able to witness the whole process and growth of this song and you
such a beautiful song!!! so excited and proud of this song and the more that are to come!!!!
Such a beautiful song â€ïž Thank you so much for trusting your audience and putting out such personal music â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
love your aesthetic and rawness