Ketamine User interview-Saturn
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- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Saturn, a ketamine user.
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Lsd, dmt and psilocybin containing mushrooms are amazing. I could remember several years ago, I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually diagnosed with BPD. Not until my husband recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. This is something that really need to be use globally to help people with similar health challenges.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.
Can you help me with the reliable source 🙏. I'm 56 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Australia. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Ive done shrooms last month in my house. It taught me how severely traumatized I was from alcohol. I healed from many mental traumas from my past and was able to forgive, let go. Shrooms to me is a remedy not a vice. I even felt more refreshed the morning after. So no hangovers. No depression mood for days. No anxiety.I now have a more calm mind
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
Mark, Saturn is a dear friend of mine I’m glad you interviewed him he looked out for me when I was 15 out there you tell him spike says. Hi and to do well
I am so happy you had someone like Saturn look after you when you were 15. He has a wonderful Soul. Wishing you and Saturn always the best. God Bless you both always love and hugs from Seattle💛💕🦋
I hope you are doing better yourself
Can I foster him, as a mentor? I'll give him room and board and spending money 🏆💪🥉👑
Saturn is my homie too. I’ll tell him you said hi. He is a good person. 😊🙌🏼
@@donna5499 q
I really like this guy! I think he has some really good self awareness which is great for him moving forward👌🏽 on a side note, my daughter had cancer twice and the second time she had blood cancer and early on got a staph infection all through her poor little body, fentanyl wasn’t cutting it for her pain, so they had her on ketamine for 3 days….holy shit😳 seeing your 13yr old hallucinate on that stuff is pretty frickin confronting😣 happy to say she’s now 6 yrs cancer free! Thanks again Mark for all you do, I love your channel☺️ sending love from Australia 🇦🇺❤️✌🏽
I got a call from a loved one in hospital and they never really explained the side effects of ketamine. They were giving it to her for severe pain after a back operation also on top of strong opiates. She was terrified poor thing
This guy is so articulate and calm. I hope he's on his way up.
Also from Australia ❤✌ hope you're daughter and you are doing well
So happy for your daughter and your family!
Is that why doctors give patients ketamine? For pain? Just wondering what medical purpose it serves
@@dmays8960 it's an anaesthetic dissasociative drug. It kills pain in the short term but is used for things like depression and anxiety too
@@mdstanton1813 we are thank you! She’s in second year university and doing so well, although she’s had some long term side effects which are difficult to deal with..but she’s alive! Many of her friends weren’t so blessed😓 and yes, sounds like your loved one had a similar reaction, it was very scary at the time, almost like psychosis😫
Like him, articulate, conscious and intelligent. And adorable.
Agree!👍👏❤
Most definitely 😩
And you're going to save him right? You're going to change him.
@Mighty Mouse Girlfriend it's just creepy these desperate women hitting on these men who are clearly going through a rough patch in life. They need help that doesn't involve them.
@Mighty Mouse Girlfriend just stop being a creep please.
What an absolute gem of a human. Sweet, thoughtful, kind, honest! I wish him so much peace, happiness and safety
I agree. Regardless of your thoughts on drugs, addiction, homelessness,etc., you’d have to like this guy and admit he seems very much like a good soul. Refreshing on this channel
He's such a gem, but you won't let him stay with you? Date you? Share a life with him? Not trying to attack but so many people watch these vids and just go Oh they seem so nice, etc. They are all humans, capable of hurting others and having demons that don't come out in an interview.
@@ramellbrown6439you missed the point my guy, the guy isnt a role model but he’s not a total piece of shit either 🤷🏽♂️
A few things about ketamine to put right: Ketamine was developed as an anesthetic for humans, it's primary advantage is that it preserves breathing and airway reflexes. It is still used on humans when you don't want to ventilate. Veterinarians use it for that same reason - intubating an animal is more complicated than a Ketamine injection. And there's no such thing as Rhino or Human grade Ketamine, it’s always Ketamine salt dissolved in water, you just need a bigger bottle to put out a rhino. To get snortable Ketamine, you let the water evaporate and get a 100% pure drug. What does exist are two mirrored versions of the same molecule, so called isomers. In medicine they mainly use R-Ketamine a so called racemic mixture of both isomers, or the isolated S-Isomer. It should not be eaten, as this provides low bio-availability and leads to bladder and kidney damage. Small amounts and rare use promote brain health, but large amounts in regular use cause pronounced brain damage.
[EDIT] While it's not physically addictive like other dangerous drugs, lacking a mechanism for withdrawal, it can still lead to intense cravings after prolonged use at excessive dosages.
For me it was harmless, mostly wired, but some have a euphoric reaction to the substance. Always observe Rule #2 of drug taking: If a substance alleviates a lot of your problems, run the other way.
U sound super educated on the stuff!!
@@cherryblossomvanillabean1751 Yes, I'm in europe, can't get it from the doctor yet to treat depression.
To play my own doctor I dug really deep to make sure that I don't take any risk.
I eat 75mg every second night as a prescribed antidepressant.
I love the organic chemistry terminology!
Interesting. Thank you.
The black and white photograph/thumbnail is a CRAZY FLATTERING portrait of this fella. He looks like he hangs out with Johnny Depp and is the coolest guy ever, just based on that photo. What a mischievous little grin.
And you're going to save him right? You're going to change him.
@@carpediem7654 what the fuck does saving him got to do with anything she said
@@thegrandinquisitor7917 it's just creepy these desperate women hitting on these men who are clearly going through a rough patch in life. They need help that doesn't involve them.
@@carpediem7654 dude…she was giving him a compliment. sounds like you’re projecting lol
@@ktjc1701 yall r creepy af
what an absolute sweetheart x x
this guy would make the most incredible addiction counsellor for others, hes very talented, wise owl. very intelligent about mental health
He’s very cute I like his style a lot
seems grounded
Nah… I don’t think he’s spun up in addiction, just likes drugs, parties, people and life. He’s the type that can get off a bus in a strange town and people are drawn to and like to help. He’s also probably very helpful too for “newbies” or someone from out of town.
I bet this dude knows most of everyone somehow, where all the good parties are, and kind of bounces from scene to scene. He’s got star quality, but doesn’t need fame if that makes sense. Like he doesn’t have ego wrapped up around him, but he’s not so low, that he use the party drugs as a massive crutch.
I can see him being this way when he’s 75 and moves to Key West and is naked half the time and has like 5 gal pals hanging around. And is living on a sail boat and sleeping in a hammock. And smoking a dubbie or taking some shrooms.
I was thinking the same thing, that he would make a great counselor. He has a really gentle spirit.
Someone who is broken cannot help others who are broken. It is obvious he himself needs long term therapy.
What a lovely guy - really pure soul.
Yeah he’s a sweetheart. Very simple outlook on life, I like that. And when I say simple I don’t mean stupid…. He’s clearly smart and has a lot of emotional intelligence.. something that’s quite rare in people these days. He’s very likeable, considering what he’s probably been through. Wish him nothing but the best.
I feel sorry for him. He started life with a sad 😢 story…
This guys mentality was the same as mine when I was in college in my early 20s. Took me back. He's a good dude, good heart it seems. He understands that his use of drugs is for escapism. There are lots of things that can serve that role like he says, but drugs can be the easiest way to do so. I just hope that he finds passion in his life so that he doesn't feel like he needs to escape it.
He can probably do it on his own through meditation or trance now. I learned how from using hallucinogenic drugs, and then could pretty much put myself into a trip alone with music in th er background. It's like once you've been there once in your mind. You can go there again.
Well said.
100 percent …… such a smart dude ….. knows exactly what he’s doing. He just has the vale of drug addiction in his way. Once he removes that smoke screen of addiction the fog will clear, the eyes will brighten. He has a long way to go though. Been sober for 3 years I was addicted to meth heroin and Xanax
He took a bus across the country after a traumatic foster care childhood and fulfilled his dream of diving into the ocean. I bet 99% of the viewers here don’t have that kind of courage and sit at home just thinking about dreams. This guy is a hero.
He's a drug addict. What's hero about that? My heroes get up off their ass every morning to go to work and try their best to pay their bills and support themselves and their families.
Not true for all of us , maybe for you. I work hard save some money,and have travelled the world. Its not hard to follow your dreams, you just need to have a plan for them to come true,not just dreaming...
@@dublinsfaircity EXACTLY!
Agreed. I image that Saturn's childhood was much tougher than he lets on. You're so right that trekking across the country and being in awe of the palm trees and the ocean is a mix of sweet and heartbreaking. He's surviving after a really tough childhood and seeing light in this world. A hero for sure.
He didn't have anything to lose.
WHOA didn't expect to see a former friend on here! I met Michael/Saturn when he was working at Whole Foods and used to party with him in DTLA. He's a caring soul and very smart. Mike, hope you're taking care of yourself and fully recovered from that accident-- very cool to see all these people rooting for you in the comments
awww thanx!
Why did you out his given name?
@@saturnssk8luv mad respect family
aww thanx!
@@saturnssk8luv ever in the Midwest again or at a festival. I'm probably there. Stay in touch, stay strong, and take care of body,mind, and soul. Get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right!
He has beautiful eyes. Something about him is so captivating, it just makes you wanna hang out with him
He reminds me of Adam lambert somewhat
I literally JUST posted something like this. I'm glad I'm not the only one truly digging him.
@@moonshine814 his eyes speak, he has the eyes of an innocent angel, his eyes are literally the window to his soul. And I can’t say that about everybody’s eyes.
@@mariafitts Mine are very very similar w color green hazel, but, well said & I agree, they're memorizing!
@@moonshine814 he has that bras Pitt / Leonardo DiCaprio / Paul walker sexy memorable eyes
By far my favorite person you have filmed. He’s so wise and chill and if full of knowledge. I hope we get a follow up with him. He was a breath of fresh air to listen too.
This guy seems super sharp, i think he's gonna get it together. Best of luck on your path, Saturn.
Ketamine is currently one of the drugs being used in psychedelic therapy. Psychedelic therapy being is used on C PTSD, PTSD and treatment resistant depression patients with great success. There are numerous clinical trials being conducted now on psychedelics. Entheogenics (psychedelic plants) are currently being decriminalized in cities all across the country.
Not for OCD? That's too bad.
I'm very open minded and gave done just about everything there is commonly, however I do not trust these trials. Big pharma is big pharma, lsd was utilised for mk ultra. The whole thing just stinks with this backdrop.
You don't fix any mental health problems with drugs I don't care what anyone says . It's just putting a bandaid over the problem it never really fixes anything it just sits under the surface waiting festering like a wound that never heals while big pharma gets fat from all the money it makes 💔
More than clinical trials. Janssen Pharma took one isomer of Ketamine and named it Spravato, a nasal spray. Now psychiatrists can bill insurance for the med along with doctor time for administration.
@@Bebedollie these drug therapies aren’t just taking drugs. Generally speaking they’re in 1-3 sessions where the person is heavily monitored before and after the onset/comedown. You do psychotherapy during the experience. I cant say how much this applies to ketamine and the recent nasal perscription but personally as someone with severe childhood trauma and cptsd i think mdma therapy would be incredibly helpful for me to open up and process trauma. Especially with how mdma fosters empathy.
Clearly he's a fan favorite and I have to agree with every single positive message here. It's amazing how genuinely kind, smart and personable Saturn is, especially with such a traumatic childhood. I wish him nothing but the best!
“We’re all different fingerprints” I love that.
No doubt 😎
Well you have a lovely fingerprint Tawny Rochelle Olson. By fingerprint I mean your photo for your handle. 😊. You should design them for others with their photos of course.
LOL…Of course you do…You’re basic…
@@Lord_Pender was your comment needed? I’m sorry you have nothing better to do than troll the SWU comment section and try to bring others down. You don’t know me and I don’t know you, but what I do know is you’re unhappy with your life so you think it’s okay to bring others down to your level. I unfortunately won’t let you do that to me. Sorry to burst your bubble dude. I hope someone pays for your coffee or holds the door for you when you’re struggling to keep your items in your hands. One positive comment could make someone’s day and the quote I commented was that for me. So fuck off and have a great rest of your day Lord Pender ☺️🖕🏻🖕🏻🖕🏻
You people act like these addicts are so insightful…How are you impressed by such a simple, obvious statement? “We are all different fingerprints”…No s***…
This guy is a sweetheart… I can feel his genuine , kind spirit
A little gem of a person ,loved his interview, I wish him all the best in his future.
I’d love to see more follow-ups of some of the most memorable interviews. Thanks for the hard work Mark
Me too, I often think of many of them
Me too‼️
Me too!!
He has to find them to do the interview I imagine it’s pretty hard to keep up with a bunch of people living on the streets
This one is my favorite episode! I want to get this mans address and keep up with him! This channel reminds me how much I love people and the about the potential we all have to affect others with positivity even when surrounded by negativity..
"Drugs are great distractions, so are females"..."I like distracting myself a lot and I'm trying to figure out why" I like Saturn, I resonate with his words. My love to all the others out there struggling with addiction.
How do you say you like psychedelics without saying you like psychedelics:
This guys shirt: say no more
it's actually Rick and Morty merchandise lol, so it kind of has nothing to do with psychedelics
@@nono9555 actually Rick and Morty has plenty of references to psychedelics. I know this shirt and I have one quite like it. Chill dude.
@@riseofthepigeon4643 yea i know, i thought about adding something like "but then again it kind of has alot to do with psychedelics". No worries bro, didn't wanna come across as offensive in any way. We're all friends here in Marks comment section ^^
It's more than a little distracting.
The pants kind of give the game away too 😂😉😂
I love when mark and the person being interviewed laugh together it makes me happy 💯❤️
Really enjoyed this one, Saturn seems like such a kind human. Best of luck to you!
He seems so lively & pure, i truly do wish the best for him. It’s almost like you want to reach out and help them someway or another but can’t :/
I don't know what I was expecting when I opened this interview but it checked every box. Wish this guy the best, he is extremely intelligent and you can tell he has a good soul
You have got some strong self awareness and seem to see light in this world that can be so dark sometimes. Thank you for sharing your story Saturn. Way to go on doing some work to dive deep and look at some of the reasons you might be trying to escape from reality. That being said, nobody can know what you have been through and should definitely not judge you for it. Hope you pursue something you're passionate about if that's what you choose to do and that you retain that wonderful light you've got inside of you :)
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He’s a really good guy you can tell. I hope he gets good and gets his life on track
Thank you for sharing and for your hard work. It's important to not judge someone for being different or for even "talking differently". We are all human and unique in our own special ways. Thank you for continuing to spread awareness each day and for giving us the chance to learn from these interviews.
Much love to you!
♥️
This young man seems very intelligent,
Especially with mental health. I hope he
Continues to use that discipline he talks
About to try and keep his life together.
I wish him lifelong health and happiness ❤️
I was able to hide my diction from almost everybody for many years simply articulating myself in a similar manner, being self-aware, and appear like a person who knows when to stop. Addicts are masters of deception and they don't just to save others but also I'm selves with lies to avoid admitting their addiction or pain, or the fact that they are functioning addict is a free pass to continue using but it's just a clever way around your own defense mechanisms. Traumatize saw a person who is also addicted to find many creative ways to do anything BUT real work. It is also very possible to seven would be fine but it could also happened he won't be, but you will not be able to tell because he's already very good at hiding hiding his own addiction, from others but from himself as well. When I was surrounded by drug users, none of them ever expressed any concerns about my ketamine addiction or that there might be a problem with it because they all have addiction issues too I noticed that sharing about my own, triggered them so profoundly that they would get aggressive some of them ended our "friendship" because my own openness about struggle and addiction Mitte uncomfortable and it was just way of reaching out to people who did not want to help me because they just wanted to do drugs and I needed help. I also noticed a pattern that people distance themselves from me whenever I did open up about addiction or admitting it to them and that I was planning on quitting and they immediately just either ghosted me or said that they do not want to have any contact with me and that I need to find help and then it's not a problem,.
Great interview, and one of my favorite portraits.
Gotta love this young man! Great energy, well spoken, articulate, something just draws you to him, beautiful eyes that twinkle and communicates something deeper, yeah definitely a counselor. He not your average addict, he's numbing his childhood, he's a deep thinker, feels things on a different level. Love his whole style!! Wish him all tge luck and success in the world!💖🙏✌
I have learned so much from these stories and I think the black and white photos are amazing. Thank you for sharing your story Saturn. Be well.
great change of pace, loved this interview!
Dude I’m completely pulling for this guy. He was so well spoken and just seems like a carefree guy that enjoys like and is living his way by choice and marches to the beat of his own drum. I hope you do (or have done that I haven’t seen) and update with him!
For me, K was a party drug for sure. I loved it and would only say positive things about it and encourage other people to try it.
I thought it was the best drug ever. Years later and now 8 years sober (and a professional addiction counsellor) I believe it is not about the specific drug, everyone thinks the drug they like is the best, it is about WHY you are using.
Boredom doesn't really cut it....
Drug users are looking for connection, they are looking for connection, a way to get past their traumas.
Saturn didn't know his parents and all the responsible people left him early.
He doesn't know how to ask for help, to be vulnerable or to talk about his pains.
His solution is drug use because that is the only thing he was ever taught.
Not his fault.
I found your comment insightful. The most compelling part of the interview for me was when Saturn talked about shadow work and said, "I like distracting myself and am trying to figure out why. I'm sure it has to do with my childhood." He was making a huge connection. For some reason at that moment, the interviewer started talking about how people use drugs because they're bored. It was almost as if he didn't hear what Saturn just said.
K is definitely the best drug for escapism!
So spot on LSD showed me this and shrooms did aswell
I was referring to OP not one of rhe replies to it
Outstanding comment. I am 5 yrs sober and i agree completely.
It’s very touching to read the kind and compassionate comments on this channel.
I have to say, your interviews and setting are amazing. This past week, I binged watched 20+ interviews.
When I hear this person speak and talk about his life, I just feel real warm and comfortable and close to him, even though I certainly do not know this man. I really appreciate his vibes, and I hope this man continues to be positive and yearn for life. Super positive, inspiring, and just absolutely beautiful person/heart. It’s a small world. Perhaps our paths will cross. If not, I’m thankful for his warm and fuzzy energy. Thanks, Saturn. 😊❤️💪🏻
I could listen to him talk all day... would love to hear more...wishing him the best of luck!
I love this guy so genuine down to earth it's really hard talking about bad childhoods he is awesome. I also love his style he looks great. This was a great interview. Hope Saturn is doing well. ❤🙏
Black & White photograph is amazing on this one Mark !
Best of Luck Saturn , love & peace ,blessed be .
It is!
I liked to hear Saturn talk. He seemed so kind and honest, and he has a nice personality! I hope things get better for him, because he could really help others I think!
Didn't we all just hear him talk? Are you on shrooms?
I really enjoyed listening to him. He seems to know what’s right & WHATS wrong. I think with the help that Mark and his associates can do for him, he’ll get clean- with clean thoughts❣️ 🙏🏽ing
🙏🏻 this emoji suits you better
@@ki2319 Good one.I didn't notice the possible virtue signal
@@ki2319 telling people what emoji “skin color” they are better suited use? 😂 sheesh. The crazy just never ends does it.
You wouldnt say so if net him while trippin in the k hole
I seriously enjoyed this interview and hope you do many follow ups on Saturn.
LOVE this dude- he's adorable and his sweet, pure soul shines through. That smirky smile can melt ladies hearts too.
Wish the very best for this bright, charming young man.
I've recently started going to a ketamine clinic for depression. I got the infusions and then got a prescription for home based therapy. It has been completely life changing. I have suffered from depression and addiction my entire life. I've tried different meds and treatment without success and this was the first time I've noticed such a dramatic improvement.
Try Psilocybin next
Exactly, most people put all these chemicals in the same basket, but its completely wrong, there is probably no better tool for mass mental health than psychedelics, and science has finally started to backup this.
@@Beigebunnyhunny psilocybin was what helped me get off psych meds originally. Powerful and important medicine. There has been a huge surge in research about it (as well as other psychedelics) so I'm hopeful we will see it become widely available in my lifetime!
@@robinlingebach9240 Same here, it opened my mind to where I question in ways I never thought of my mental capacity. Now there’s no ceiling yet I can’t talk normally in a group of people about this without looking irrational. Slowly everyone will see, how stupid we might all be.
@@Beigebunnyhunny you articulate very well how I am feeling as well..
Saturn, I am so sorry for everything you've been through. You've been up against so much. You are bright, insightful & have an amazing vocabulary. You seem to be in control of your drug use. That's important. I have a feeling that you have a big heart too :) I am angry about the system that failed you. You deserved better. Here in Canada, kids in care/wards of the crown are offered free education--college, university,... when they become adults. This wasn't an option for you, but I encourage you to use your strengths to keep searching for what can bring more meaning to your life, like your shadow work. Who knows what can open up from this. You deserve happiness & wholeness. You're worth it! ♥
thank you!
I love him. Not hurting others, not hurting himself. Just livin life. Not changing who he is from the things he’s been through. Love it.
Xactly. Well said.
He is hurting and most of you cannot see it. Addicts and users are surrounded by other drug users and they do not want them to quit, a person can seem bright and self-aware and having things under control , and that's how Alex managed to use and even surprise friends find out who's leader that this person is addicted and they never knew. And I agree that Saturn is a wonderful soul but he's also very deep in his addiction and you can fill most of you for sure. Might even come here and read the comments and think that he's on the right track and that his life is not in any considerable danger others ketamine used is not serious enough to be addressed because some of the abundance of positive responses to his parents awareness that makes people assume that he can control what he consumes. And I'm sure that he doesn't have a therapist who would actually pointed out to him and see through it but CZcams is easy game for him. Wish you the best. I have yet to meet truly evil drug users because deep down we're just all hurting and I'm finding ways to not feel the pain. Addiction and drug use or even manage to become a functioning addict, is a lot more easier to deal with truly addressing the problem.
I like this guy! He's so super chill, seems like he'd welcome anyone as a friend. Just good vibes 100%! I wish him the BEST!
Thank you for the interview Saturn & SWU
I love his name! And the outfit! Best outfit award on the channel!!! I am praying for you Saturn, you are smart and deserve a life without addiction. Escape it man! Take care.
I loved that I heard him talk about shadow work. It's so important to heal your soul. Especially for those who have been deeply wounded. It's incredibly hard and I have yet to try it because I fear not being ready. It's a big step.
Utilize an experienced and responsible trip doula. That makes all the difference. Safe travels
I don't normally comment, but had to because I really like Saturn. Very introspective, pleasant, honest and a great smile!
Fantastic shot. You mark are a true artist and I'm glad you know that.
I wish this guy nothing but the best. He seems like a good guy.
He's a super cool guy
He's really upbeat and honest
I really hope he can kick this
He's been through so much in his short life already
I could listen to him for hours amazing share hun !!!
He sure does
Great interview, I sure do wish him the best. Extremely likable person.
YES been waiting for this one for awhile
I only wish it were five times longer at least!! Phenomenally informative and insightful
I love this guy, clever and respectful. ❤️
As with the interview directly prior to this, the mushroom user, it’s amazing to me how different the comments seem to be. People largely saying: “he seems cool to hang out with”, “what a likable guy”, “funny”, “seems friendly”, etc… These are remarkably different than the comments I read when folks are on Skid Row and using heroin, meth, crack, etc… How interesting. It says a lot about us as a society and our perceptions/first impressions.
I agree. Same for the more good looking interviewees.
I've noticed this too! People are so quick to disregard someone who has gruby clothes or smells, at no fault of their own. I live in New York City, people will avoid sitting next to someone who appears homeless on an empty bench to be with seemingly "homeful" crowded area.
@Soul Fight
I believe it has more to do with behavior than aesthetics. Hallucinogens / anesthetics produce sedation, generating an end product that is likely a great deal more enjoyable to chill with then say someone on stimulants or opiates, imo.. but hey, different strokes for different folks ✌🏻
@@heatherbleu5370 I think she/he is more talking about how superficial people can be. Empathy being only for the more "chill" people.
That’s because the association of psychedelics compared to other drugs. When we think of psychedelics we think of the 70s when ppl were “happier” and hippies but when we think of other drugs such as crack, we immediately criminalize (I.e ppl who steal or prostitute) the people who use these drugs.
Saturn is so down to earth and self aware. I wish him the best of luck and hope he continues to take care of himself.
Loved this one, good to see one that you feel more hope for ♥️
Mark you have the BEST job in the world!!! This gentleman needed to be interviewed!! He’s a beautiful soul. Kind and very elegantly talented …. May GOD give him another chance! He deserves sooooo much more❤️
This soul is meant to be healed. He would make a phenomenal drug counselor. He's wise. He's self aware. His smile lights up the room. I hope he's ok. He's NOT stuck inside his pain and wounds. He has let some light in. Amazing that he's doing shadow work! If we all did shadow work, the world would start to heal. Love you Saturn 🪐
He's wearing his last trip! Nice bloke, thanks for this, good one, hope he makes it. 💜
Your interviews are always so interesting
Thank you
Mark you have a unique ability to connect with a wide spectrum of interviewees, I celebrate you skills. Keep up the good work
Hi Saturn, you are a doll! Thanks for sharing yourself a little. Have a great weekend my friend 🪐
Aww thanx and no problem your welcome.
What a sweet soul
Wow he’s such a cool, kindhearted guy! I would love to hear more from him.
This guy has a pure heart. O hope he finds his happy place. Praying for him 🙏🏽
Saturn is a rad guy. I hope he gets his life back on track the way he wants, excellent interview.
thanx!
Saturn
Your energy is just about as bright as your shirt! You're extremely intelligent and a seeker not a lot of people take the time to understand exactly what they're putting into their body.
Seems like a really good person, and I wish him nothing but the best! Thanks for sharing
I've never heard of ketamine. These videos are very educational. Even at 38 I learn new things constantly. This channel has really opened my eyes to the world around me. Thank you Mark.
I had never heard of it either, until someone told me that my husband was drugging me without my knowledge. So I talked to the right people, was tested for date rape drugs, and it came up in my results. And GHB. Then I researched it. For a year now, I want to get hard revenge against my husband. I wish I knew where to get these drugs. I'd dose him and get him to confess, then cruelly rape and post him on Porn sites.
@@fortheloveofdeltaco tf ?
@@fortheloveofdeltaco leave him
@@stonk1851 I've tried a few times. He has strong narcissistic tendencies. He can be pretty dangerous in so many ways. I sent him to his family but he raised hell several times a day. He used his credit card to catch the bus back.
@@fortheloveofdeltaco sounds like you're messed up too if raping him is a way to get back at him...
He has such a kind insightful soul 💖 I get ketamine infusions medically for CRPS, nerve damage, depression, chronic pain and it is a huge reason I’m still here. I’ve been chronically ill/disabled since birth and I was prescribed narcotics from the age of 11 to 20 the dependency and tolerance was awful and it eventually ended up causing more pain and issues. I wouldn’t have been able to get off of them or find any quality of life without ketamine infusions and CBD
It's a miracle that you're here and I hope you keep finding a reason to live
@@verxon6559 thank you for such a kind comment this means a lot to me there’s been a lot of times I’ve almost lost my life and times doctors told me I wouldn’t live as long as I have but I’m still here I became a volunteer crisis counselor for the Crisis Text Line and helping others is my passion to keep going, I truly believe you can use your own pain and scars to be someone else’s sign of hope 💕 I hope you’ve found happiness and meaning in your life, everyone is deserving of that. The world needs more kind people like you
@@thekawaiicripple that is amazing thanks for saying I'm kind.
K took my anxiety away--until it didn't
If you are prone to substance use addiction, steer clear
Very true. Got more psychological problems trying to mend it by various types of mind-altering subtances. True power is in bleeding out your thoughts to a very close friend or a proffesional. I'm happy now and my world has changed for the better in everyway.
This series reminds me of Interview Project by David Lynch, from a few years back, where he interviewed random people all over the country. Great content.
What a vibes kind of guy 😀. So positive and knows his stuff! 🙌🏽
I don't know what it is with people who talk with a lisp. I just love it. I don't mean that in any derogatory way at all. My little grandson has one
Me too. It makes everything sound sweet.
I completely agree...it somehow makes people more endearing
As someone who has a lisp, and has hated it their whole lives, it's "comforting" (for lack of a better word) to hear someone make this statement. I used to be so self conscious about it😅
Granted, mines not very pronounced, but it's definitely still there
@@vinniescia6446 People find lisps very endearing...trust me! My sister has one and my whole life people have told me it’s cute
@@gigiatkins5923 well that's definitely nice to hear lol. It never really bothered me, but growing up people used to try teasing me about it. So at least not everyone finds it as a "bad" quality/characteristic
What a way to put things in perspective before you start your day. Wish u the best man hang in there. Happy Friday 🌎
Someone I can relate to with the shadow work!! Amazing interview, thank you
Saturn you deserve all the good things in life! Look around, and if you don't like what you see then change it. I feel you could go anywhere if you wanted. Manifest that life you want. Best of luck! 🍀❤🥰
I love his portrait!
I can totally relate to a lot he's saying. I would love to be this dude's friend. Great interview!
You can be anywhere you want to be. it's what you take with you along the way....
Don't stay back and babysit the past........I can see so much potential in you...keep us posted on this one Mark..I like him
He’s so genuine. Such a grounded nice guy. Super intelligent and well spoken.
Keep him on the update roster!! He’s so cool. Storyteller series!!
No one paved the way for him as a kid...
His come this far.......thumbs up for him.
Great talk. Thanks Saturn and Mark!
Hello Saturn!!! Your story ,life, I super similar to mine. Thank you so much for this talk. ❤️
Damn so many emotions going on here. There seems to be some hope as he rly does seem quite self aware and moving in positive direction
He's 33, he better get moving.
@@he5975 your comment is both unnecessary and uninformative. 0 stars
Love this guy so much! ❤ what a sweetie. Psychedelics are so magical and powerful when used as a tool. They have changed my life and helped me see the beauty in this life.
Always a fan and looked up to see if you did a show on ketamine. I appreciate it and this is one of the few things I've seen that doesn't show it in a bad or good light. Your subject has gone down the khole as we call it. Just really appreciate it dude (slight edit) going down the k hole is an irreversable experience. Hope you can interview more folks who have gone there.
What a good energy! This guy is special ❤️
Did he just say “Rhino grade Ketamine” 😳
You must be new here
This guy seems cool. Wish you the best Saturn!!!
Saturn’s portrait photo on the cover is incredible. You’re eyes 👀 & you’re cute lisp 🥰.
Saturn you are sooo correct…the right drug prescribed is the way to go.
Most addicts & alcoholics surely are self medicating. I was diagnosed with ADD as an adult 15 years ago & prescribed dexamphetamine changed my life ❤️
Smart kid. Been through the wringer and still here that says a ton about the human spirit and the will to live.
Total K head dress code 🤣🤣🔥🔥
Knew instantly