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weed addiction is real! i am one to know. i have a very similar story to yours

What the heck is that supposed to be??

So how was it?

do u have any family history of psychosis/schizophrenia just curious, thank you for sharing your story bless your life its not over yet brother.

I am a drug dealer primarily cocaine and crack cocaine, I have seen many people like you come and go over the years.

I went 4 times aswell in The Netherlands. i’d rather die in the future

😂😂😂❤

❤Girls just wanna have fun...🎶🎶

What breed is Annabelle?

Priceless

loading up a fat bowl on my way to psychosis city lmaooo 😂

so did you still have sex with her or..?

You seem to be a sensitive person. The thing I notice most about other people who are extroverts and who have had many girlfriends is that they never blame or question themselves, so they feel very secure in their mind but, introverts like us tend to question things and sow doubts about ourselves in our own mind. You need to understand that the world is made up of an infinite variety of people and just because you had a bad experience with one person is not a reflection on yourself. Just throw that person from your mind and engage in things you like; that way, you might come across people you are comfortable with.

Hey man. Hard to predict why the algorithm showed me your video but I too have been hurt badly by women in my late teens to my mid 20s. Life is our school, and these are the painful lessons we learn in order for us to have better outcomes in the future. Here are a Few things I have learnt maybe you can benefit: 1. Being a nice guy does not mean you’re entitled to being treated fairly. So don’t ever make that assumption. 2. Don’t ever try to investigate why someone hurt you, instead investigate why you fell for it. Why didn’t you like the school environment ? Why did entertain a girl who has a boyfriend back home who showed no signs of being an honest person ? 3. Build yourself. Invest time in your career, invest time into your hobbies and skills. Invest time into strength training in the gym. Work on your social skills. Whilst in the gym, or working on your hobbies you may be able to meet men who share the similar ideas on life as you. Men who are able to pour into your life positively and you into them. Because in this life no man is an island and a man without real friends around him will suffer in silence. Best to suffer with your brothers. 4. Learn self love and worth. There’s no easy way to teach this, but overtime you have to start appreciating yourself and your worth. Somethings that may help this: building muscle and lowering your body fat. Physical appearance that you improved upon will make you feel more confident in yourself. Next find a skill or hobby you are passionate about and are good at. Something that makes YOU feel proud about yourself. Thirdly, work on your people skills by approaching strangers (men and women) and talk about random topics. Lastly, learn how to dress, groom and take nice pictures. Not to mention keeping your personal space clean. We are all in this together brother, it is okay to struggle with mental health. However at some point WE have to pick ourselves up and take OURSELVES down the long never ending path of healing. I believe you will achieve this.

Brother I just dun did the same thing to myself last year. what you said about being embarrassed about how logical you were and lost your grip on reality, that hit hard man. But hey listen we were young and dumb pounding down that stuff with no idea how we were changing, blame it on the culture they created thlse high potency pens in the first place, without em we probably wouldnt have tweaked out so hard hah. Keep ya chin up stand tall and walk strong brother we were addicted to weed which means we're additcted to ourselves man, and that's pretty dope

You seem like a kind man and in touch with your feelings. Don’t let your past experiences define you. Any girl would be lucky to have a guy like you.

This jackass is the ultimate hypocrite

People who have no life. Chasing happiness.

Happened to me too, and people I know. Still can't stop using but I've mananged to moderate somewhat. It's progress. Thanks for sharing.

Glad to hear you're on the road to recovery, thanks for sharing bro!

i hope you can recover. appreciate the message at the end and i hope people listen to it. he is very very right!!!

Nice!

Glory to America 🤠🤠🤠By the way brother, is there any chance I could get contacts where to get good coke in Columbia? (I want that pure which cause heart attack, no joke)?

Why is it that the exact type of people I need to hang out with, such as yourself, its only on the internet. I relate to your story to a borderline creepy degree...

The fact that even one person didn't realize this was AI is why we're doomed. I, Robot was not just a movie it was a prediction

being upset about a city you influenced first hand is next level nonsense

From another video of yours i saw on the topic of your drug use, it seems really likely to me that past drug use was a large factor. Im only 18, but ive had moment where all i would think about and talk about and look forward to were drugs. I had some other hobbies, but they paled in comparison to drug experiences, or regular experienced "enhanced" by a substance. I think that mindset that regular life is something that can or needs to be enhanced by drugs is whats caused me to also struggle with friends, most people havent struggled as hard as others have with living life sober. but life really is better when youre sober. for a lot of people including me it takes a lot of fails to finally learn, but its true. and from that point, you can start to grow and find your own life values that other people may agree with. But in your age i understand the hardship. The best advice anyone here can give is to spend as much time as you can off the internet and outside. Recently ive quit drugs and started to go places i never would have alone, and a lot of the times it feels embarrassing but it makes a difference when youre going to place with the intent to get high, vs when you are outside in public just trying to fill time with things you enjoy. play basketball, tennis, swim, skateboard, and sooo many things outside your house that u cant google and find to do just trying to plan it all out. if u want friends, u have to be spontanious. but also i only know like teenage ppl lol. im just a kid. but hey fuck it ur sttill young enough to have fun. and not getting fucked up fun, getting into an action sport type of fun. mountain biking and skateboarding have brought so much joy into my life, try everything u can try, and people will see that energy and want to join the ride

just crusing by... from the other side of the world... drugs can not ruin your life. maybe you can think that. but in the end it was you. but... i do not think that your life is ruined... kinda sad you would think that. you look young and pretty healthy and you want to change. thats a ggod starting point. wish you all the best :)

surprise surprise drugs ruin your life, crazy how that works.

Today is my first day sober in a while. Its crazy how relatable your story is. Got psychosis from weed as well and thought i would stop there. Only got worse sadly. Didnt sleep at all today but im trying to make it trough the day with only my benzo taper

You said it it’s very uncomfortable. Their are some good ones I know that as you do, but it’s extremely difficult for me also because of my experiences also. Glad your sober buddy it was the best thing I ever did. It’s crazy because when I was using or drinking getting women was easy. It’s difficult for everyone now male or female that’s for sure. I can relate on many levels. Thanks for sharing God bless you. Also dating is a waste in many ways it’s been commodified. Back in the day people didn’t date anyone that they didn’t potentially want to have a kid with, but birth control changed that. That’s what changed everything. Back in the day also you wouldn’t leave your parents until you found someone to marry. Women especially their fathers found a husband for them they were the vetting process. that’s also been the downfall in my opinion. They have no vetting process and no consequences for sex outside of marriage. It’s not so much our fault or even theirs it’s the human traffickers that run this world. Again just my observation.

Your sync to sound and words is way off

being mentally damaged from drugs is crazy I can't even drink coffee or energy drinks anymore. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind, I smoked weed everyday from 15 - 19, 27 now😳

Thankfully your experience is not everyones. You probably were in Poblado With no hsbla Español.

I used to say to my parents, when I was a teenager that was doing lots of weed and psychedelics, that they should let me die before being locked into a psych ward. In recent years I changed my opinion, and would rather be in a place like that than kill myself, mainly because I think there is a high likelihood at this point that humanity will reach longevity escape velocity, and that dying now would mean missing out on an eternity of potentially very high quality experience. Still, those places are spooky. The lack of agency around regulating my own state and intake of food and drugs is very disturbing, something I could only justify if I were very far gone.

This is a great video, I remember Mac Miller saying "doing drugs is a war with boredom" and often found that true when I had issues with alcohol in life. Best wishes in the future

Thank you for sharing, I've had similar issues and this really made me feel less alone in my struggles. I will get sick now for days at a time.. I feel like the hardest part about sobriety is actually finding something that is worth it enough to give up the things you know aren't serving you such as drugs. I wish you all the best.

I feel the pain, people end up becoming acquintances, they chose others as "their people". And then you try to make friends with others but they all already have "their people" so you're once again not a priority. It's a dmn loop... And you end up being honest and nice, and suddenly people are afraid of your niceness, despite smiling together. Chose friendships not fear. Talk to your friends to keep them, show the effort dont leave them out and for God's sake don't let them be the only ones who initiate. Idk how to meet more people, i tried dating apps (for friendship) no success, I'm not around in clubs and stuff, and I don't want to go alone to stuff and talk to strangers, and once again even if you do, they have their people..

I'm a recovering drug addict (8 months clean from oxycodone which was my biggest problem, 1 month clean from benzos). I've had a suicide attempt at the beginning of 2024, my depression is nearly gone thankfully to meds but unfortunely I still have those episodes of really bad cravings but I know that they'll pass The best advice I would give to addicts is: find a new hobby, start exercising. I wish you the best man and don't give up!

You talkin to me?! Well? Are ya?! 🤨

You better hope you don't live in L.A. they'll never prosecute the little man!

Aww.. reminds me of my little princess, she’s currently 13 years old and people say she has till august I love her ❤️

has been for awhile now

Over tourism by the wrong kind of people and you were one of them too your first time so others doing now what you did then! But I agree, after COVID it has changed for the worst and even was changing before. Your video is like one mule calling another mule an ass…

Gopher tortise....tasty

It's not a turtle it is a tortoise!

Hes actually moving at a pretty good clip

He was running.. poor thing .

How else would it cross like a Ferrari

Hey man, I'm kinda in the same boat. I turn 25 in August and ive been unemployed for a couple of months now. I'm not able to go back to work now but even if I was able i have no idea what my next job is going to be. Nothing motivates me, I dont know what my purpose is or how to find it. One thing you and I need to work on is comparing ourselves to other people, its not healthy. I'm from an upper middle class town but that doesn't reflect my family, so it's tough seeing how 'easy' everybody else's life is. All my friends are always traveling or going out every weekend, or their parents paid for them to go to expensive colleges meanwhile i dropped out after a year and am still in debt 5 years later, and will be for years to come. Can't be looking at it like that. Gotta look at whats in front of you and take it from there. I try to delete social media but i always go back to it. If i wasnt on there so much i wouldnt be so worried about other peoples lives and i would be more focused on my own(sorry this was kind of a ramble)