2000, parents had an ugly divorce. This song spoke to my soul at that time. When I hear it today, it takes me back. Laying in my bed, blasting this on repeat, crying my eyes out, feeling alone. It's honestly one of the things that helped me make it through all the bullshit at the time. The entire Infest album. Thank you Papa Roach.
My parents had an ugly divorce back in 1999 / 2000 also and I'm 32 now...i used to listen to this song a lot back then too but im doing much better now then back in those days! 💪
For everyone listening to this song right now who are stuck with family like this. Don't give up, you're not alone. We'll eventually get through this, together .
Broken home, all alone Broken home, all alone I can't seem to fight these feelings I'm caught in the middle of this And my wounds are not healing I'm stuck in between my parents I wish I had someone to talk to Someone I could confide in I just want to know the truth I just want to know the truth Want to know the truth! Broken home All alone I know my mother loves me But does my father even care? If I'm sad or angry You were never ever there When I needed you I hope you regret what you did I think I know the truth Your father did the same to you Did the same to you! I'm crying day and night now What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now I feel like a weak link Crying day and night now What is wrong with me? I cannot fight now I feel like a weak link (Push it back inside) 4X A weak link Broken home, all alone It feels bad to be alone Crying by yourself living in a broken home How could I tell it? So all y'all could feel it Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it To me, her son, she told me I'm the one Pain bottled up, 'bout to blow like a gun Stories that I tell Are nonfiction And you can't take it back 'cause it's already done BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME! Can't seem to fight these feelings Caught in the middle of this My wounds are not healing Stuck in between my parents BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!
40 years old from a broken home. Bad relationship with my father. Fast forward to 2023. I'm a vet, moved out of state and have a fantastic relationship with both. This song got me through when I was 17
I'm 32 and this song invokes strong feelings of sadness, yet in the sadness I realize this was what made me who I am. i have much more to be thankful for than to look back and wallow on. life is good folks.
14 with toxic family. I want to make my toxic family proud but nothing I do will ever please them unless I know how to sell drugs lol. Any advice for some kids like me
***** Now I am surprised been watching your videos for ever, Great job btw. I love em didn't think I'd run into you commenting on one of my long term favorite bands comment section :D
+6Foot4Honda Yes it's always good to bask in some old school pApA rOACh. I was listening to Getting Away With Murder (the album). The song on that album Blanket Of Fear was meant to be on Infest but they left it out for some reason. There's an album to listen to if you haven't heard it. It's called Old Friends From Old Years. From then to now the changes have been drastic.
It doesn't matter whether it's Papa Roach's Jacoby Shaddix, Korn's Jonathan Davis, Slipknot's Corey Taylor, or some of us have experienced cruel childhoods. It makes us what we are today and that's why you should be damn proud of yourself!
Even though this song was depressing as fuck, it was real, sincere and raw emotion. It gave us a way to confront, express and deal with our pain which ultimately leads to healing. The youth of today however have to deal with bands who talk about materialistic bullshit and encourage us to ignore and suppress our pain instead of exposing and dealing with it. Thank you Papa Roach, a real band singing about real issues, I hope this music reaches the kids who need to hear it, this is raw music from the heart.
27 year old here who's never been able to sing along to this one without a tear. I'm finally making my dad go through therapy after years of putting up with his bullshit. Yea, his father did the same to him.
***** There's an amusing sense of irony in taking the time to say no one cares. You could have spent that time thinking "Well hang on, people have thumbed up his comment so clearly some relate, so just making this comment makes it look like my brain is better served as the starting block for a gelatin mold." But more than that - There's something about the people who feel the need to insult the people they deem to be vulnerable online that gives a good sense of what a sick narcissist you are. AND THEN there is this little gem of logic right here; "oh will you please just shut the fuck up" Commenting this after three weeks without any comments. That screams "PLEASE NOTICE HOW ANGRY AND ANGSTY I AM MARC, PLEASE COME BACK AND GIVE ME THE ATTENTION I NEED SO I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS WORTH SOMETHING" So today I humour you. I hope you live in the UK.
2000 snowflakes talking about shit they never experienced, go back to your safe space +AresCosmos in fact, a good kick in the teeth by your father, if you even had one, would had made wonders for you
Tenía 13 años cuándo salió esta canción, ahora tengo 36, y me sigue gustando de la misma forma. Para mi el disco Infest, es uno de los mejores en toda la historia del nu metal y fácilmente podría estar en un top 100 de los mejores albumes de rock y metal de todos los tiempos.
@@BMW-el7sfPretty sure whether you grew up in the big city, the suburbs, a small town or in a rural home in the middle of nowhere holds no dictation as to how good or awful a person's parents may be. Bad people will do bad things. It doesn't matter where they live. What matters is the actions of the people themselves and especially those who's lives their actions effect, for better or for worse.
@firecracker_jim how old r u jim I'm 51 and PR last resort was 1 of the more popular videos on MTV in late 80's and early to mid 90's when music was great and now everyone wants to copy each other's style , riffs , lyrics and doesn't sound as good as music from the 70's , 80's and early 90's
I was 15 when this song came out, hit so hard then. Fast forward 21 years, am a Navy veteran, an engineer, and graduating again with another degree. This song comes on and boom, I'm back to being 15 but instead of pain it is joy and pride from how far I've come from them to now. I still love this song.
Allow me to share words of wisdom I wont ever forget my dad telling me. Hold one hand up infront of you. *Those are your problems. Now move your hand up close to your face. See how you can't see what is ahead of you? How big your problems are? You're too close. Now have your friend do the same. His problems seems more overwhelming to him than yours. But to you they are small. And your problems to him appear small. *if you focus on what past or current issues you have, you can never see what blessings lie ahead. God bless family.
Happy to grow up with great parents and family. This song still hits, as I have a couple of friends that live in difficult familiar situations. And the instrumental is insanely good.
Same here! My dad was a great man, husband and father who was always there for me but this song still hit a nerve back in 2000 when I felt alone and betrayed by my friends in school when I was bullied.
Im 32. When this came out I was like 11 or 12. It always hits me. Grew up in a broken home. I dont forget it but im over it. Anyone who is fighting, be brave, something good will come and you will be able to sleep safe, not hearing screams, not being in the middle of it. You will find peace.
Este tema y unos cuántos más (como Daddy de Korn), marcaron completamente mi adolescencia. He ahí por cierto mi identificación con el género del Nu Metal. Lo cierto es que ha pasado más de una década y las cosas no han cambiado en nada. Quienes lo hayan vivido me entenderán, saludos a ellos.
Yo no lo viví, tuve una vida bastante buena con padres que se aman y se cuidan entre ellos nunca me imaginé que mi familia propia sería una familia rota la cual está por completo separada así son las pinches cosas tengo 32 años y ahora entiendo cada palabra de esta canción.
Este banda era muy buena soy de unos padres unidos y de una familia común y corriente pero muchos que talves escuchen este tema se identican con este gran tema
Temas distintos. ángulos distintos. No podes comparar Daddy con Broken Home ,ósea si , podes poner en tela de juicio el rol del Padre, pero Daddy es el tema más hardcore que escuche, muy oscuro , al lado de Daddy , Broken Home es un tema de ñiños
My parents divorced around 19-20. This song came out around the time I was about 11-12 but the home was already kind of broken at the time. I remember watching the music video back in the day though and the weird thing is that I never searched, heard, or even thought about this song until like 2 days ago. I’m 32 now and it’s definitely a song that brings back memories and put you back in time mentally
This song barely scratched the surface in my book I grew up with an alcoholic mom who had munchausen's and she basically traumatized me so bad im 25 and still have nightmares and ptsd about my childhood
Straight into my soul after all these years. 50 years old, coming from a family with one of my brothers suffering from paranoid schizophrenia and being a drug addict as well. This has, to date, a permanent influence on our lives. Indeed, wounds that are not healing…..
To everyone going thru this, do not submit to your father or mother abuses...stand up,defend yourself, everyone can give birth or get a mother pregnant but not everyone can be a parent
This song hits way too close to home... I grew up with split parents. My dad trying the best that he could, but was rarely there for me to turn to. But just to be raised by an abusive, alcoholic stepfather with my mother not stepping in. I saw Papa Roach last night and just broke down in a corner while they played this song.. Looking back at my childhood and adolescence, I still wonder how life would be if my childhood had never happened the way it did. Fate took it's tool, and now I'm stuck here being 22 years old with low self esteem and manic depression... crazy life we live in.
I know exactly what you feel man. I'm 24, and I still am suffering from depression, due to how i grew up with my parents split up, always fighting, talking shit on each other, while I was put in the middle. I won't lie to you and say it gets better, because it hasn't. Some days are better than others but I just try to take it day by day.
We'll it's got better for me because of forgivesness and losing my ego, which is only possible if you raise your consciousness level. Take a look at David Hawkins map of consciousness online, or better yet read his book. I remember Korn on MTV I think it was saying it get's better so hang in there, so I did. Try counting your blessings, always works for me. Somebody out there always has it worse than you or I.
I bet everyone who came from a broken home and listened to this song has more character than those who didn't. Struggle builds character. No one can take that from you.
This is the Papa Roach I fell in love with. True songs with a meaning I could relate too. I think there are a lot of people out there who feel alone, because they're born in a family they don't resonate with.
Damn good song, this song speaks to me on so many levels. Try to listen to it without tearing up. Damn it’s been 18 years since I’ve herd this song and it still feels like a knife is slowly going through my throat and into my chest. Can’t undo what my dads done to me and my family. So much pain and depression I’m surprised at where I am now overcoming all that BS from the past.
Lets all just admit that we all can relate to this song. Weather your parents are split or together, theirs always something in the household that causes you pain. Weather its your father being a drunk or your parents arguing constantly. You just have to deal with it and move on. But most importantly, you shouldn't do the same thing when you have kids or its just going to cause them a tramatic childhood too. Do whats right and forget & forgive.
My parents are still together, have been for over 35 years... I can still relate, the alcoholism the arguing... It definitely hits home.. Dads sober now, has been for 15 years, he may have caused a lot of pain in my childhood years, but I love him and couldn't be more proud of him today.
Yea I wish it was that easy to forget and forgive And Let Go I Can't Because I'm Still Being Controlled And Bullied And Way So Much More And I CAN Never Talk About It To Who Needs to Hear So Yea I Drink To Numb
I'm writing a story about a young man from a home that wasn't broken, per se, but he's broken by seeds of resentment built from being raised by not the most responsible of parents. Adding this to my book's "soundtrack". It captures so much of the inner turmoil in my character.
You know the part that sucks? You don’t even have to be a product of a bad marriage to be from a broken home. Your parents could have had you in your teens, were together for a very brief period of time… go their separate ways but due to both having their own sets of problems… they destroy your well being, your mental health… everything that you are. Some of us rise above in a variety of ways and others… just like Jacoby said… repeat the cycle. They can say they didn’t know any better… which I absolutely refuse to believe. We all carry that trauma with us through out our lives. They definitely remember what it was like being little and scared of their mom, or their dad, or even both. They could choose to look at their little one and decide: “I’m not going to be like my parents…” and get help. Any kind of help.
Today its my mom's birthday, we're in home now, just us ! How can I not cry with this ? I love this music, I am walking through darkness for sixtenn years, but I am alive yet, I'll listen this song for the rest of my life !!!
I am 23 now, and still crying till this day listening to this song. I experienced Ayahuasca last August and realized that I came to this world with a feminine connection, my father was just a person who gave me my physical body. I love my mom and I forgive my father for not being there for me. I´m not walking through the darkness anymore. Papa Roach still doing an amazing job for people like me who found strength through their music to not give up life. Stay strong everybody. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS BROKEN HOME, WE GOT EACH OTHER IN THIS MOTHER F*C**ER.
I heard this song before my parents got divorced and I felt like I wasn't alone anymore. What I'm saying is that it'll be okay and it's not your fault. Be strong and you are loved and you matter.
This song hits home. My father never showed interest in me. He passed in 2021, and I learned his father treated him the same. Sadly, he repeated the pattern instead of changing. I forgave him after I learned about his death to move on. If you're struggling with a broken home, remember you're not alone. Keep going.
This song gets to me so much. Can feel Jacobys pain just by watching this video. "I know my mother loves me but does my father even care?" I know mine don't. Fuck having a dad!
That Chrissy Girl music is my life it helps me when i wonaa die.my fucked up father died but i did not care,cause i never knew him he left me!thats just what they are!rock is best way to bring out ur feelings intead hurting others!that's why papa roach is awesome,he made us to cnonfessand feel freeeeeeeeeeee
This album got me through my mid teens man. Will always hold a soft spot in my heart for this album because I could relate and it helped me vent my anger and feelings. Thanks Papa Roach....
2000 I was 14 and i grew up with Papa Roach , this song is like a theme song for my teenage life. I had a very broken home and at times was left home alone or shut up in my room afraid of my abusive father. I'm now 38 years old
This speaks to my adolescent days big time. (raised by a single mother). but we should be stronger from the inconveniences life hurls at us. I have friends who were brought up by single fathers. I even have friends who never met their blood parents but they turned out ok. People have more potential then what they think. They should make their own futures. Dammit im rambling but hope these words help some 1 out there.
I so agree:) To bad most people doesnt reach their potential as a human beings. Most people doesnt recognize their actions as bad, but they sure know when they do something good. Thats how I see the world. People who do good deeds without recognition, without thinking that they are good, are a rear breed:p Maybe a little of your post:p Had to say it:D
it's true man. I can relate to this song but things in life that happens to you, you learn that it's not the way you want to be! The human race is capable of amazing things but to many people can't be arsed to do anything about it. Coby Dick is a legend! Looking at him now you wouldn't have thought how s**tty his childhood was.
can't really choose man. They're all great at what they do but I am starting to rule out Coby dick and Chester cause personally I think they have changed and not really for the better. Corey still kicks ass! Audio Secrecy is one of my favourite albums but to me Infest is one of the greatest albums ever.
hit hard as kid im my room alone im 30 now, i come back to this song some nights cus it had such a huge impact on me listening to music and feeling the vibe, god damn music can be powerful
Many of us had family issue when we were just children. Right now, things are going great. Learning about their mistakes and how to be a best father for my children. The process never ends. Don't give up!
You watch this song and you can tell that Coby's emotions are real, he is not acting and by the looks of it even the band are effected playing to this song. Cannot blame him for the childhood he must have lived through depicted in this. Infest is by far a brilliant album.
I never realized how much this song meant to me makes me realize that my mother never really cared and I don’t need her. She fucking neglected me my whole childhood, and then tried to fucking threaten me with scissors when I was 12 and then she went to jail and then I had to live with my dad, this song got me through it. Thank you papa roach for everything!
Nossa man, pra uma música dessas. Cara é pouco poxa, tem bandas que tem muitos, só ter esse tanto parece que papa roach nem é nada, mas tenho certeza que o som deles bate de frente com muitos outros.
this is the sound that changed a whole generation, just look at the comments 90% of the comments are people saying how this song helped them with their life
@@kaninbahaw Exactly. My brother and I are very thankful that my mum left my dad. Staying together isn't always the best decision and I wouldn't have wanted to see my mum suffer.
Growing up as a kid , my parents always said they would never break up . I grew to 12 years old when me and my mother went to live on countryside leaving my dad in the capital city (athens). As a teen i would be depressed , but i didnt know why. I tried to be tough but it was hard as hell trying to grow up without a father . I didnt know how to be a man due to me living without a dad . That made me antisocial and bad with the girls because i had no man idols. I "fell" in love with a girl that was everything to me . She was the only girl that would approach me for no reason just to have fun interactions. I am still a teenager but dahm i dont know if i will ever get over some things in life . Even now that i am 16 she ia the ONLY thing that slightly motivates me to self improve but i dont think i will ever make out with her . Its so sad because whenever we look at each others eyes we get lost . Growing up like that made my pride really big because i have to be steong in my life if i live apart from my father . The "being the man of the house burden" has benn on me frome since i was 13 years old.
I may only be fourteen but I know what this feels like. I do come from an abusive household, and this song does make me feel, it makes me feel alive in some ways, because I have chronic depression and anxiety it's hard for me to perform daily tasks. this song gets me through it though, papa roach has basically saved me.
Quando era miúdo ouvia este som para me desabafar quando tudo acontecia. Muita força a todos os que passam por uma infância de violência seja física ou psicológica!
Everytime I listen to this song, I can't stop to think to my mom, god bless her, who had being beated, raped, cheated, stealed by an asshole who, I'm proud of myself, I denied and I never reproduce the harm he has done to my mother. Dies scavenger.
Ill be 40 next year, i grew up with this music in highschool. It really helpes be know i WASN'T alone being the knly kid growing up in a F-ed up house hold. They actualy found it therapy breaking that room at the end. This was an emotionaly painfull truth they where singing. Still cuts me deep hearing it. I tear up, my adrenaline flows and i want to scream and flow with the song.
My home didn't broke completely, but I have after years of seeing shit and stuff as a child... My mom and dad have a good and normal relationship now, but my dad and I still don't have a great one. Sometimes it's normal, sometimes not. And yeah... I'm still thinking what is wrong with me, not anyone else. It may all be ok one day... I think that so many can relate to this song.
Been in my time capsule lately. Feeding off that positive nostalgia energy. That feeling inside that raises rhe hair on your arm. Music from high school years hits different. 2021
2000, parents had an ugly divorce. This song spoke to my soul at that time. When I hear it today, it takes me back. Laying in my bed, blasting this on repeat, crying my eyes out, feeling alone. It's honestly one of the things that helped me make it through all the bullshit at the time. The entire Infest album. Thank you Papa Roach.
Same here. Now im a 32 year old adult on the verge of a divorce myself and feeling exactly the same except this time it really is my fault.
Esta es la mejor musica que pude escuchar en mi infancia, han pasado casi 20 años y la sigo amando como cuando era un niño!
Yes sir. This is why it was made.
My parents had an ugly divorce back in 1999 / 2000 also and I'm 32 now...i used to listen to this song a lot back then too but im doing much better now then back in those days! 💪
@@meredithgrubb7027 li
For everyone listening to this song right now who are stuck with family like this. Don't give up, you're not alone. We'll eventually get through this, together .
Amen
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* sister. ;)
***** you right..
***** you right..
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Broken home, all alone
Broken home, all alone
I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth!
Broken home
All alone
I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care?
If I'm sad or angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
Did the same to you!
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me?
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
(Push it back inside) 4X
A weak link
Broken home, all alone
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself living in a broken home
How could I tell it?
So all y'all could feel it
Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up, 'bout to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell
Are nonfiction
And you can't take it back 'cause it's already done
BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!
Can't seem to fight these feelings
Caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
Stuck in between my parents
BROKEN HOME! BROKEN HOOOOME!
Unfortunately I bad know English, explain me please what does is mean Y'all
@@user-kq1ky6dk2c y'all is a contraction for you all
@@briannasabin5078 thank you much))
Strong shit on this lyrics.
Thanks!!
40 years old from a broken home. Bad relationship with my father. Fast forward to 2023. I'm a vet, moved out of state and have a fantastic relationship with both. This song got me through when I was 17
I'm 32 and this song invokes strong feelings of sadness, yet in the sadness I realize this was what made me who I am. i have much more to be thankful for than to look back and wallow on. life is good folks.
The same here brother, 34 now and Life is good again!
Well said, here's to the future & much better things to come. 🌷
They always say the people who make it out on the otherside are always stronger! I'm sorry you had to go through all of this
Nicely said ! ✌🖤
14 with toxic family. I want to make my toxic family proud but nothing I do will ever please them unless I know how to sell drugs lol. Any advice for some kids like me
18 senior in high school.....41 now...this song and papa roach got me through my late teen years
I was also a senior in high school when this came out... I remember it very well...
I was 15… I’m 38 as of the 22nd of May 2024. 🖤🤘🏼
awesome album...went through the whole thing today...memories
*****
Yeah found 6Foot comment in a video
***** I agree this album is brilliant....love the rock energy....would love to see papa roach write tracks like this again
***** see you on so many music video's i listen too aha good taste 6ft
***** Now I am surprised been watching your videos for ever, Great job btw. I love em didn't think I'd run into you commenting on one of my long term favorite bands comment section :D
+6Foot4Honda Yes it's always good to bask in some old school pApA rOACh. I was listening to Getting Away With Murder (the album). The song on that album Blanket Of Fear was meant to be on Infest but they left it out for some reason. There's an album to listen to if you haven't heard it. It's called Old Friends From Old Years. From then to now the changes have been drastic.
It doesn't matter whether it's Papa Roach's Jacoby Shaddix, Korn's Jonathan Davis, Slipknot's Corey Taylor, or some of us have experienced cruel childhoods. It makes us what we are today and that's why you should be damn proud of yourself!
Don't forget Linkin Park's Chester Bennington, he was abused as a child too. But yeah, all good men who gave others what they never had themselves.
cruel is an understatement
@@majesticfirebird2310 and girls..
Even though this song was depressing as fuck, it was real, sincere and raw emotion. It gave us a way to confront, express and deal with our pain which ultimately leads to healing. The youth of today however have to deal with bands who talk about materialistic bullshit and encourage us to ignore and suppress our pain instead of exposing and dealing with it. Thank you Papa Roach, a real band singing about real issues, I hope this music reaches the kids who need to hear it, this is raw music from the heart.
I miss this style of music, and wish there were more songs with lyrics like this, parental issues from a younger perspective, that I can relate to.
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27 year old here who's never been able to sing along to this one without a tear.
I'm finally making my dad go through therapy after years of putting up with his bullshit.
Yea, his father did the same to him.
same here..being thru almost the same situation
*****
There's an amusing sense of irony in taking the time to say no one cares.
You could have spent that time thinking
"Well hang on, people have thumbed up his comment so clearly some relate, so just making this comment makes it look like my brain is better served as the starting block for a gelatin mold."
But more than that - There's something about the people who feel the need to insult the people they deem to be vulnerable online that gives a good sense of what a sick narcissist you are.
AND THEN there is this little gem of logic right here;
"oh will you please just shut the fuck up"
Commenting this after three weeks without any comments.
That screams
"PLEASE NOTICE HOW ANGRY AND ANGSTY I AM MARC, PLEASE COME BACK AND GIVE ME THE ATTENTION I NEED SO I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS WORTH SOMETHING"
So today I humour you. I hope you live in the UK.
oh so its really wrong for your old man to beat his wife and dog, but your ready to boot ppl heads? for opinions? fuck you
2000 snowflakes talking about shit they never experienced, go back to your safe space +AresCosmos
in fact, a good kick in the teeth by your father, if you even had one, would had made wonders for you
but you broke that fucking circle well done dude
Tenía 13 años cuándo salió esta canción, ahora tengo 36, y me sigue gustando de la misma forma. Para mi el disco Infest, es uno de los mejores en toda la historia del nu metal y fácilmente podría estar en un top 100 de los mejores albumes de rock y metal de todos los tiempos.
Bien dicho
Igual yo aunque algo menor pero igual esto si era música con sentido. Adoro!!!!!!!
@mr.strarscream si que tienes buen gusto.
Concuerdo, su música dejó huella en nuestra adolescencia y aún lo hace, su temática es profunda.
infest was amazing album, a true masterpiece
One of the best ever
I have to agree 100%
Amazing album
"Infest" is the only Papa Roach album to me.
They went soft in the end, new stuff blows!
Marija i Iva D.R. One of
The first albums
I got in my hands when I was a teen
Hugs and prayers for everyone that can relate and,like me,cries every time they watch this.
Indeed. Thanks for posting this.
for sure
This song is so powerful and so many teenagers related to it. Im 30 now and this song is still amazing
U grew up in the suburbs
@@BMW-el7sf ....seriously?
@@BMW-el7sfSo is your urban life better?
Even more so when you realize the above video was actually filmed in Jacoby Shaddix's childhood home.
@@BMW-el7sfPretty sure whether you grew up in the big city, the suburbs, a small town or in a rural home in the middle of nowhere holds no dictation as to how good or awful a person's parents may be. Bad people will do bad things. It doesn't matter where they live. What matters is the actions of the people themselves and especially those who's lives their actions effect, for better or for worse.
Back when MTV actually played music!
Mtv in that time was pure Gold.. oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh💔💔🖤🖤✌️✌️👊👊💔💔✌️✌️🦾🦾✌️✌️👊👊💔💔👊👊
When this was on MTV I was in my teens and now at age 51 I'm try to get back my P Roach cd collection , I need both versions of the infest cd
@@christrussell-me9ivthat math doesn’t add up. Oh well rock on.
@firecracker_jim how old r u jim I'm 51 and PR last resort was 1 of the more popular videos on MTV in late 80's and early to mid 90's when music was great and now everyone wants to copy each other's style , riffs , lyrics and doesn't sound as good as music from the 70's , 80's and early 90's
@@firecracker_jim MTV has been around since 84
I was 15 when this song came out, hit so hard then. Fast forward 21 years, am a Navy veteran, an engineer, and graduating again with another degree. This song comes on and boom, I'm back to being 15 but instead of pain it is joy and pride from how far I've come from them to now. I still love this song.
Salute to you sir
Much love man keep going 💯
Gay
@@Cjs3315 🤣
@@Cjs3315 cualquiera le mandaba 🤣
Allow me to share words of wisdom I wont ever forget my dad telling me.
Hold one hand up infront of you.
*Those are your problems.
Now move your hand up close to your face.
See how you can't see what is ahead of you? How big your problems are?
You're too close.
Now have your friend do the same. His problems seems more overwhelming to him than yours.
But to you they are small.
And your problems to him appear small.
*if you focus on what past or current issues you have, you can never see what blessings lie ahead.
God bless family.
Happy to grow up with great parents and family. This song still hits, as I have a couple of friends that live in difficult familiar situations. And the instrumental is insanely good.
Fogged
Same here! My dad was a great man, husband and father who was always there for me but this song still hit a nerve back in 2000 when I felt alone and betrayed by my friends in school when I was bullied.
Im 32. When this came out I was like 11 or 12. It always hits me. Grew up in a broken home. I dont forget it but im over it. Anyone who is fighting, be brave, something good will come and you will be able to sleep safe, not hearing screams, not being in the middle of it. You will find peace.
2020 anyone?🤘
Robert DelaFuente 🤟🏻!!!!
I'm here
I
🤘🤘🤘
Damn yess
Este tema y unos cuántos más (como Daddy de Korn), marcaron completamente mi adolescencia. He ahí por cierto mi identificación con el género del Nu Metal. Lo cierto es que ha pasado más de una década y las cosas no han cambiado en nada. Quienes lo hayan vivido me entenderán, saludos a ellos.
x2
Yo no lo viví, tuve una vida bastante buena con padres que se aman y se cuidan entre ellos nunca me imaginé que mi familia propia sería una familia rota la cual está por completo separada así son las pinches cosas tengo 32 años y ahora entiendo cada palabra de esta canción.
la neta! yo tambien creci con el nu metal, ahora escucho metal de todo¡
Este banda era muy buena soy de unos padres unidos y de una familia común y corriente pero muchos que talves escuchen este tema se identican con este gran tema
Temas distintos. ángulos distintos. No podes comparar Daddy con Broken Home ,ósea si , podes poner en tela de juicio el rol del Padre, pero Daddy es el tema más hardcore que escuche, muy oscuro , al lado de Daddy , Broken Home es un tema de ñiños
the time when music was about reality instead of fucking daydreams
what is wrong with daydreaming?
There's always been music about both
That’s because a lot of musicians these days are high on drugs.
@@MetalRocksMe. A lot of musicians were always on drugs. The fuck you talking about. Stop pretending the past was so great.
That hit hard
2:58 still one of the best parts in a rock song
2024 anyone ?
Yes please!
2036 here🎉
Same Shit different day reliving my childhood 🫠
All day and next years🤟🏻
Супер 🇷🇺
I am 37 years and it still sounds great
This song tells the story of every depressed person who is struggling day after day and minute after minute
Cuando no existía CZcams y tenias que esperar por la tarde para verlos por MTV.. buenos tiempos aquellos..😎🖤🔥🎶🎵🇵🇪🤘🏻
Toda la razon 👍
Agree Dude 🤘!!!
Ufff si
Epoca de oro MTV era lo mejor y lo más esperado ...
Así es causa, canal 43 de cable mágico era creó.
I love this song. I get choked up because I grew up in a broken home. This song got me through my childhood. So powerful
I love how real these guys still are! You can read his pain on his face before he even opens his mouth
Fr!
Still? They have changed for the worst man. Infest was goat but they went on a steady decline ever since this
My parents divorced around 19-20.
This song came out around the time I was about 11-12 but the home was already kind of broken at the time. I remember watching the music video back in the day though and the weird thing is that I never searched, heard, or even thought about this song until like 2 days ago. I’m 32 now and it’s definitely a song that brings back memories and put you back in time mentally
Holy shit, I almost started crying... This video is exactly how my house was and jacoby says exactly what I felt as a kid... Crazy man.
Ronnie Hurb it’s so similar to my life, that i did start crying
This song barely scratched the surface in my book I grew up with an alcoholic mom who had munchausen's and she basically traumatized me so bad im 25 and still have nightmares and ptsd about my childhood
@@sarcastic3577 Damn... I wish you all the best man, hang in there.
This is the hardest hitting rock album of all time. Legends.
22 years...
Still gives us chills
Nu metal can get really heavy, dark and messed up.
2024 still hitting?🤘🏻
I just hit that shit!
Bruh 👍🏻
Hell yeah.
Still hitting my son.
hitting harder than my step dad
i bet this song describes alot of peoples lives
Sadly yes.
True
This and for you from Staind are powerful
You
nasa and harvard are looking for you
Straight into my soul after all these years. 50 years old, coming from a family with one of my brothers suffering from paranoid schizophrenia and being a drug addict as well. This has, to date, a permanent influence on our lives. Indeed, wounds that are not healing…..
To everyone going thru this, do not submit to your father or mother abuses...stand up,defend yourself, everyone can give birth or get a mother pregnant but not everyone can be a parent
i miss the early 2000s,greatest era of rock music
This song hits way too close to home... I grew up with split parents. My dad trying the best that he could, but was rarely there for me to turn to. But just to be raised by an abusive, alcoholic stepfather with my mother not stepping in. I saw Papa Roach last night and just broke down in a corner while they played this song.. Looking back at my childhood and adolescence, I still wonder how life would be if my childhood had never happened the way it did. Fate took it's tool, and now I'm stuck here being 22 years old with low self esteem and manic depression... crazy life we live in.
brotha, it gets better, believe us
I know exactly what you feel man. I'm 24, and I still am suffering from depression, due to how i grew up with my parents split up, always fighting, talking shit on each other, while I was put in the middle. I won't lie to you and say it gets better, because it hasn't. Some days are better than others but I just try to take it day by day.
We'll it's got better for me because of forgivesness and losing my ego, which is only possible if you raise your consciousness level. Take a look at David Hawkins map of consciousness online, or better yet read his book. I remember Korn on MTV I think it was saying it get's better so hang in there, so I did. Try counting your blessings, always works for me. Somebody out there always has it worse than you or I.
I understand you. Try to find some sport you like, for you boxing would be good. Some amateur club.
Shane McCauley Make the best out of it...
aunque no supiera ingles con solo ver el video sentias el coraje con la que interpreto esa cancion buenisima de mis favoritas
2020 and still rockin'! love the early 2000s alternatives
Good music doesn't age.
Yup rockin in quarantine!
@@mrdiez8496 yes of course!
I bet everyone who came from a broken home and listened to this song has more character than those who didn't. Struggle builds character. No one can take that from you.
This is the Papa Roach I fell in love with. True songs with a meaning I could relate too. I think there are a lot of people out there who feel alone, because they're born in a family they don't resonate with.
I totally agree with you. Most of my family I didn't resonate with. Half of my family I resonated with.
they always put their heart and soul into their music but this music video is so touching... :'( Can feel Jacobys pain :(
Chrissy Pietrzyk shutup
This song is deep. It cuts like a knife. 35 years old and it makes me cry every time I hear it.
With me is the same, i´m crying now
I´m 30 years old , but my mother leave me alone man.
54 years old now amazing how I survived the drama growing up from such a dysfunctional family
Damn good song, this song speaks to me on so many levels. Try to listen to it without tearing up. Damn it’s been 18 years since I’ve herd this song and it still feels like a knife is slowly going through my throat and into my chest. Can’t undo what my dads done to me and my family. So much pain and depression I’m surprised at where I am now overcoming all that BS from the past.
In the 90's we had no internet and no one to talk to.. If this is the house you lived Music was your real friend it never judged us.
Lets all just admit that we all can relate to this song. Weather your parents are split or together, theirs always something in the household that causes you pain. Weather its your father being a drunk or your parents arguing constantly. You just have to deal with it and move on. But most importantly, you shouldn't do the same thing when you have kids or its just going to cause them a tramatic childhood too. Do whats right and forget & forgive.
Sorry Hannah, but at least that's not the case in my part of the World.
My parents are still together, have been for over 35 years... I can still relate, the alcoholism the arguing... It definitely hits home.. Dads sober now, has been for 15 years, he may have caused a lot of pain in my childhood years, but I love him and couldn't be more proud of him today.
Yea
I wish it was that easy to forget and forgive
And Let Go
I Can't Because I'm Still Being Controlled
And Bullied And Way So Much More
And I CAN Never Talk About It To Who Needs to Hear
So Yea I Drink To Numb
@@cjturner2008 smoke weed instead
I'm writing a story about a young man from a home that wasn't broken, per se, but he's broken by seeds of resentment built from being raised by not the most responsible of parents. Adding this to my book's "soundtrack". It captures so much of the inner turmoil in my character.
You know the part that sucks? You don’t even have to be a product of a bad marriage to be from a broken home. Your parents could have had you in your teens, were together for a very brief period of time… go their separate ways but due to both having their own sets of problems… they destroy your well being, your mental health… everything that you are.
Some of us rise above in a variety of ways and others… just like Jacoby said… repeat the cycle. They can say they didn’t know any better… which I absolutely refuse to believe.
We all carry that trauma with us through out our lives. They definitely remember what it was like being little and scared of their mom, or their dad, or even both. They could choose to look at their little one and decide: “I’m not going to be like my parents…” and get help. Any kind of help.
Today its my mom's birthday, we're in home now, just us ! How can I not cry with this ? I love this music, I am walking through darkness for sixtenn years, but I am alive yet, I'll listen this song for the rest of my life !!!
I am 23 now, and still crying till this day listening to this song. I experienced Ayahuasca last August and realized that I came to this world with a feminine connection, my father was just a person who gave me my physical body. I love my mom and I forgive my father for not being there for me. I´m not walking through the darkness anymore. Papa Roach still doing an amazing job for people like me who found strength through their music to not give up life. Stay strong everybody. YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS BROKEN HOME, WE GOT EACH OTHER IN THIS MOTHER F*C**ER.
The thing that sucks about being raised in a broken home, even after you move out, it still affects you. It's impossible to escape the memories.
One of the best NU METAL videos and songs of all time
Except we didn't call it nu metal back then, we called it pop/emo rock...which was fine
"I just wanna know the truth....I think I know the truth, you're father did the SAME TO YOU!!!"
Hope Roach realises how much stuff like this meant for some people. Music like this helped so many to realise adulthood.
I heard this song before my parents got divorced and I felt like I wasn't alone anymore. What I'm saying is that it'll be okay and it's not your fault. Be strong and you are loved and you matter.
This song hits home. My father never showed interest in me. He passed in 2021, and I learned his father treated him the same. Sadly, he repeated the pattern instead of changing. I forgave him after I learned about his death to move on. If you're struggling with a broken home, remember you're not alone. Keep going.
This song gets to me so much. Can feel Jacobys pain just by watching this video.
"I know my mother loves me but does my father even care?" I know mine don't. Fuck having a dad!
That Chrissy Girl music is my life it helps me when i wonaa die.my fucked up father died but i did not care,cause i never knew him he left me!thats just what they are!rock is best way to bring out ur feelings intead hurting others!that's why papa roach is awesome,he made us to cnonfessand feel freeeeeeeeeeee
Powerful song, Powerful video
2024 still.
Друзья, живите в мире с самими собой и своими близкими. Быть добру
I've forgiven my dad, he's a big contributor to my current mental health but I can only learn from it.
This whole album tho. It really helped me when I was young. 34 now and still my therapy.
This album got me through my mid teens man. Will always hold a soft spot in my heart for this album because I could relate and it helped me vent my anger and feelings. Thanks Papa Roach....
2000 I was 14 and i grew up with Papa Roach , this song is like a theme song for my teenage life. I had a very broken home and at times was left home alone or shut up in my room afraid of my abusive father. I'm now 38 years old
Jacoby is older and not depressed anymore so they will never be like this again.
Colin Buchanan is something good. being depressed is a horrble feeling (I know that). Maybe it's not the same but is he is happy that's better☺
He just repressed his feelings. That's not the way.
True their first album was dark as fuck ha. he's just not the same guy anymore
C B oh so that's his name I never knew his name smh
boredXsomethingXIDK naw he's not
This speaks to my adolescent days big time. (raised by a single mother). but we should be stronger from the inconveniences life hurls at us. I have friends who were brought up by single fathers. I even have friends who never met their blood parents but they turned out ok. People have more potential then what they think. They should make their own futures. Dammit im rambling but hope these words help some 1 out there.
I so agree:) To bad most people doesnt reach their potential as a human beings. Most people doesnt recognize their actions as bad, but they sure know when they do something good. Thats how I see the world. People who do good deeds without recognition, without thinking that they are good, are a rear breed:p
Maybe a little of your post:p Had to say it:D
Thanx for your thoughts.
it's true man. I can relate to this song but things in life that happens to you, you learn that it's not the way you want to be! The human race is capable of amazing things but to many people can't be arsed to do anything about it. Coby Dick is a legend! Looking at him now you wouldn't have thought how s**tty his childhood was.
Adam West Chester bennington vs Jacoby Shaddix vs Corey Taylor who's is the best screamer and the best at sounding really emotional in their songs
can't really choose man. They're all great at what they do but I am starting to rule out Coby dick and Chester cause personally I think they have changed and not really for the better. Corey still kicks ass! Audio Secrecy is one of my favourite albums but to me Infest is one of the greatest albums ever.
hit hard as kid im my room alone im 30 now, i come back to this song some nights cus it had such a huge impact on me listening to music and feeling the vibe, god damn music can be powerful
Many of us had family issue when we were just children. Right now, things are going great. Learning about their mistakes and how to be a best father for my children. The process never ends. Don't give up!
И песня и альбом супер.слушаю очень давно,лет 17 уже наверное
Неимоверно плюсую!
You watch this song and you can tell that Coby's emotions are real, he is not acting and by the looks of it even the band are effected playing to this song. Cannot blame him for the childhood he must have lived through depicted in this. Infest is by far a brilliant album.
Oh yes the late 90s and early 00s when actual good music was made and so many actually talented bands and artists came to life.
I never realized how much this song meant to me makes me realize that my mother never really cared and I don’t need her. She fucking neglected me my whole childhood, and then tried to fucking threaten me with scissors when I was 12 and then she went to jail and then I had to live with my dad, this song got me through it. Thank you papa roach for everything!
My mom sucks too! I'm so glad I can relate to a random stranger on a Papa Roach song(:
@@ElianaReader-xz2icI’m glad I could help in some kind of way I hope u are well!❤️
2024 broken heart😍❤
i grew up my teen years to this... good old early 2000's.
Just remember that this song has saved lives!! Music has saved lives! I love this band!!
One of the best debut albums in modern rock.
Época de ouro do Papa Roach.
Elias -887 Não pararam, mas sua essência se perdeu.
Elias -887 Continuam fazendo shows, mas não lançaram coisas novas nos últimos tempos.
Man, olha o tanto de view, como que pode
Nossa man, pra uma música dessas. Cara é pouco poxa, tem bandas que tem muitos, só ter esse tanto parece que papa roach nem é nada, mas tenho certeza que o som deles bate de frente com muitos outros.
Ives Natan
2016... Still brutal, shocking, honest.
2017... still brutal, truthfull, honest.
Zsolt H. Just wanna say hi and your not alone :-)
2020
One of the most intense songs. still gives me goosebumbs
this is the sound that changed a whole generation, just look at the comments 90% of the comments are people saying how this song helped them with their life
Dont get married to the wrong person once your in you cant get out! That creates a broken home
Only if you have kids...
jay black I think I'm creating a broken home. The cycle repeats. Sad.
@@virtue696 you can still get out even if you have kids. trust me, it's better for them to be away from the abusive parent than enduring them.
@@kaninbahaw Exactly. My brother and I are very thankful that my mum left my dad. Staying together isn't always the best decision and I wouldn't have wanted to see my mum suffer.
Um clássico do papa roach, clipe é música perfeitos retrata a realidade de muitos, nada melhor do que o bom e Velho rock roll.
🤘
Verdade
Growing up as a kid , my parents always said they would never break up . I grew to 12 years old when me and my mother went to live on countryside leaving my dad in the capital city (athens). As a teen i would be depressed , but i didnt know why. I tried to be tough but it was hard as hell trying to grow up without a father . I didnt know how to be a man due to me living without a dad . That made me antisocial and bad with the girls because i had no man idols. I "fell" in love with a girl that was everything to me . She was the only girl that would approach me for no reason just to have fun interactions. I am still a teenager but dahm i dont know if i will ever get over some things in life . Even now that i am 16 she ia the ONLY thing that slightly motivates me to self improve but i dont think i will ever make out with her . Its so sad because whenever we look at each others eyes we get lost . Growing up like that made my pride really big because i have to be steong in my life if i live apart from my father . The "being the man of the house burden" has benn on me frome since i was 13 years old.
Alguien latinoamericano recordando estos temas de la infancia en 2022 ✊👍⚫
yooo❤
The 90´s 00´s song will never get old ........... it is a matter of sitting down and re-enjoy them and feel alive and young once again!!!!
Happy Father's day
I may only be fourteen but I know what this feels like. I do come from an abusive household, and this song does make me feel, it makes me feel alive in some ways, because I have chronic depression and anxiety it's hard for me to perform daily tasks. this song gets me through it though, papa roach has basically saved me.
You have to go through this shit to understand the beauty of this anthem..........
Quando era miúdo ouvia este som para me desabafar quando tudo acontecia. Muita força a todos os que passam por uma infância de violência seja física ou psicológica!
Everytime I listen to this song, I can't stop to think to my mom, god bless her, who had being beated, raped, cheated, stealed by an asshole who, I'm proud of myself, I denied and I never reproduce the harm he has done to my mother. Dies scavenger.
can't compare to true broken homes but as a teen this spoke to all! God I miss how good music was
Ill be 40 next year, i grew up with this music in highschool. It really helpes be know i WASN'T alone being the knly kid growing up in a F-ed up house hold. They actualy found it therapy breaking that room at the end. This was an emotionaly painfull truth they where singing.
Still cuts me deep hearing it. I tear up, my adrenaline flows and i want to scream and flow with the song.
This dude never looks the same in any video. Crazy
2022 everyone!
My home didn't broke completely, but I have after years of seeing shit and stuff as a child... My mom and dad have a good and normal relationship now, but my dad and I still don't have a great one. Sometimes it's normal, sometimes not. And yeah... I'm still thinking what is wrong with me, not anyone else. It may all be ok one day...
I think that so many can relate to this song.
Been in my time capsule lately. Feeding off that positive nostalgia energy. That feeling inside that raises rhe hair on your arm. Music from high school years hits different. 2021
This Song hits even harder now when am 34 with my own family...