Cong Zheng / Lamentations [Original Song Collaboration]

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  • @vanelily
    @vanelily  Před rokem +447

    Lamentation summary has been posted: team6x111.carrd.co/#lamentations-summary

    • @rikya06
      @rikya06 Před rokem +15

      I love the lore!

    • @PupkinPumpkin
      @PupkinPumpkin Před rokem +49

      THIS STORY IS SO WELL MADE... it makes me so sad how tamari wanted to travel to an alternate universe because they wanted fayrouz to love them like a child ToT

    • @AlexLex-ei6of
      @AlexLex-ei6of Před 5 měsíci +5

      It's so strange for me to read stories about machines wanting to become human, because I'm human, but I want to become a machine.

    • @SanairuKou
      @SanairuKou Před 2 měsíci +1

      ​@@PupkinPumpkin he just wants a mommy man, why can't you gubpve him that lady you made him

  • @thearsonistofarland3087
    @thearsonistofarland3087 Před rokem +2314

    Bad mom gets divorced, lays down, and cries: the song

    • @siorganism
      @siorganism Před rokem +427

      Two android children left their single divorced mother who then gets a mental breakdown : the trilogy

    • @faenene
      @faenene Před rokem +123

      Husband and AI kids go brr

    • @ayoubgharbaoui3533
      @ayoubgharbaoui3533 Před rokem +69

      ​@@faenene I hope Team 6x111 sees this gem and says "you know what? Lets change the title"

    • @lueluemadudes6018
      @lueluemadudes6018 Před rokem +38

      You forgot also getting drunk

    • @womanlover9000
      @womanlover9000 Před rokem +29

      sad mom being sad while siblings sing

  • @lazulia_celest
    @lazulia_celest Před rokem +1696

    Ok so like what if the whole “we were born to keep the world in harmony” was bullshit and Tamari & Mariyam were really created for Fayrouz to cope with her husband/lover leaving her on the day of her wedding (or perhaps at least some random day) and that’s why the the android twins look similar to her; They’re supposed to resemble the children they would’ve had and the future that was robbed from her that day.
    *I wrote this based on the thumbnail, I’ll edit it when the premiere happens 😭

    • @yesiamanegg8081
      @yesiamanegg8081 Před rokem +202

      I think you actually might be right as in the song, Fayrouz said something about him(probably her husband) not coming back. She also said that she could see him (the husband) in their (Tamari and Mariam) face.

    • @mystoxxiide9043
      @mystoxxiide9043 Před rokem +29

      i like this a lot!! i think i'm also gonna adopt it as a headcanon

    • @aaaa-tb6ql
      @aaaa-tb6ql Před rokem +94

      Not to mention the mention of "to bring her home a perfect twin, perfection you could never have been"... Certainly seems poignant.

    • @graguu
      @graguu Před rokem +11

      I think you’re onto somethin

    • @act6
      @act6 Před rokem +83

      yeah I think you're right about that, the lyrics "And I let it happen thrice (2:17)" almost definitely refers to Tamari, Mariyam and Fayrouz's currently unnamed partner leaving. and the lyrics that come shortly after "Am I the one to blame?" are practically the base for the entire song in my opinion

  • @saki255
    @saki255 Před rokem +922

    Finally a song divorced mothers who create artificial life to cope can relate to

    • @luminous.iolite
      @luminous.iolite Před 11 měsíci +21

      did you treat them nicely 😡

    • @x86_bit94
      @x86_bit94 Před 10 měsíci +6

      I thought that this was about war

    • @hunterclyman4278
      @hunterclyman4278 Před 10 měsíci +36

      ​@@x86_bit94 The short of it is that this is a song in a series about robots feeling bad emotions. Iirc, the lore is about a scientist that convinces herself that she's a good person by focusing very strongly on her "good" deeds that she does, putting aside her own deeper character introspection. She goes through a project of creating a complex android that can understand and help humans with their emotions as a therapist, which undergoes two main models. Over time, both androids end up leaving the scientist after feeling strife with how their "mother" treats them, and the scientist (in this song) finally begins to reflect and regret her past. Here, she ponders if she's been good to those around her, as this event reminds her of her former husband leaving her. Until those androids left, she wasn't able to see how she could be at fault for driving people away.

    • @x86_bit94
      @x86_bit94 Před 10 měsíci +8

      @@hunterclyman4278 after listening to the song a bit more that makes more sense

  • @camovoca
    @camovoca Před rokem +508

    Damn girl are you single? You are? I can see why

  • @chaichai9878
    @chaichai9878 Před rokem +573

    fayrouz khalid when the android she makes specifically to feel emotions feels emotions:

  • @darthzannah6266
    @darthzannah6266 Před rokem +285

    this might be the trauma talking but _holy frick it's an overbearing parent accepting they're the problem here_

  • @undercovercorvyd
    @undercovercorvyd Před rokem +280

    i love qualia automata part 3: divorce

  • @skuffie_k
    @skuffie_k Před rokem +1108

    she was hitting them ariana grande notes at her age thats a slay😍😍‼️☝

  • @randomnerd4211
    @randomnerd4211 Před rokem +147

    Fayrouz when the AI she designed explicitly to model human emotion models human emotion

  • @bluntfishtrauma
    @bluntfishtrauma Před rokem +283

    don't worry guys fayrouz is ok she just needs a minute guys ok

  • @AutumnMood_
    @AutumnMood_ Před rokem +217

    can't wait for qualia automata part 4 where tamari gets out their tamari-sized handgun

    • @luminous.iolite
      @luminous.iolite Před rokem +4

      @@Ta-m01 wait how do you know? was there some info about part 4?

    • @Mothemote
      @Mothemote Před 7 měsíci

      ​​@@AestheticGhostieisback
      "HI BITCH DO YOU REMEMBER ME 🔫🙂"
      -a quote that Tamari would say

    • @Veronica-tx2ni
      @Veronica-tx2ni Před měsícem +1

      @@luminous.iolite Solo sé sabe que habra una cuarta parte, tipo solo la idea y ya

  • @HamHamIsDeadInside
    @HamHamIsDeadInside Před rokem +1386

    Is no one going to talk about that EMOTION???!
    IT SOUNDS LIKE SHE'S ACTUALLY (MENTALLY) IN PAIN LIKE???
    Y'ALL DID AN AWESOME JOB ON THIS, PROPS TO YOU, TEAM 6X111

    • @sharpnya
      @sharpnya Před rokem +21

      YESYESYESYESY THE TUNING IS SO GOOD !!!!!

    • @faenene
      @faenene Před rokem +20

      IKR it sounds so real and emotional!

    • @callmeobsequious
      @callmeobsequious Před rokem +4

      YEAHHH YOPPYVU POPPED OFF

    • @Crunchhyybatteerrr
      @Crunchhyybatteerrr Před rokem +6

      I swear I cannot look at a GHOST or Vane comment section without seeing you. WHY ARE YOU EVERYWHERE 😭😭😭

    • @Crunchhyybatteerrr
      @Crunchhyybatteerrr Před rokem +4

      But anyway I 100% agree

  • @cassiopeia_mori
    @cassiopeia_mori Před rokem +295

    it seems like the “STOP, you don’t know what i’ve been through” bit is what she said to mariyam when she was trying to run away, which is neat

  • @thehongler
    @thehongler Před rokem +573

    Detail I found is that in End-World Normopathy the lyrics are "Your eyes look down at mine" but in this one the lyrics are "Your eyes look up at mine". Don't know what this could mean but I think it's worth mentioning.
    EDIT : Another possible connection I found is the lyric "Brace for the fate you'll face for following the path you paved" and in EWN it says "The path you showed me how to walk was cold." still don't know what it means but it's neat.

    • @hereticalchappie6729
      @hereticalchappie6729 Před rokem +73

      I think it's because EWN was from Mariyams POV and Lamentations is Fayrouz's, the line difference is supposed to describe the same scene from how the two view it, with fayrouz looking down at Mariyam

    • @queerSkeleton
      @queerSkeleton Před rokem +63

      i personally think the connection to the “the path you showed me how to walk was cold” is “close your eyes and walk on ice” but thats just my opinion ofc

    • @thehongler
      @thehongler Před rokem +30

      @@queerSkeleton thats actually a really good connection, maybe the line "Brace for the fate you'll face for following the path you paved" could be connected too?

    • @queerSkeleton
      @queerSkeleton Před rokem +5

      @@thehongler maybe

    • @-Solidwater
      @-Solidwater Před rokem +36

      And 'he never came back that day' has an instrumental like 'now you're all alone' in EWN. The lyrics aren't similar but their meaning is

  • @-Solidwater
    @-Solidwater Před rokem +253

    'He never came back that day' is in the same style as 'now you're all alone' in EWN ough

    • @fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj
      @fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj Před rokem +3

      Yeah

    • @fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj
      @fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj Před rokem +9

      Im trying to find a connection in RBB lyrics

    • @-Solidwater
      @-Solidwater Před rokem +18

      @@fjsjgdjgdgdjgdjhgdj The only one I could find was the 'invite suicidation' part
      RBB is too chaotic to fit in this song instrumental or melody-wise, and the lyrics don't really have a meaning because they're AI made so there's no meaningful way to include them here

    • @rainer_on_your_parade
      @rainer_on_your_parade Před rokem +30

      @@-Solidwater RBB not fitting this song at all feels almost symbolic, Tamari's gone so far from what she intended so his song mirrors almost nothing from hers

    • @-Solidwater
      @-Solidwater Před rokem +12

      @@rainer_on_your_parade ohh that's a great interpretation

  • @doweneedtoknow8754
    @doweneedtoknow8754 Před rokem +725

    I had a dream where I missed the premiere to this and I got super scared that I did. Then I woke up, confused, and then realized it was a dream. I also realized I woke up almost exactly 10 minutes before the premiere. So, Tamari snuck into my dreams, and literally manipulated them so I wouldn't miss this premiere.
    Spooky O.o

    • @a-bit-too-unclean
      @a-bit-too-unclean Před rokem +128

      “you _will not_ miss the premiere” -Tamari, probably

    • @DisgustedJarvis
      @DisgustedJarvis Před rokem +27

      I sadly missed the premiere cause at the time it was premiering i had no internet connection 😭😭

    • @HauntedByTorao
      @HauntedByTorao Před rokem +10

      @@DisgustedJarvis i was asleep during the premiere so i misssed it too lmao

    • @professional_bozo
      @professional_bozo Před rokem +12

      ???????? LITERALLY JUST RIGHT AFYER LISTENING TO THIS SONG I HAD A DREAM ABT TAMADI TOO ?????

    • @Godyeater
      @Godyeater Před rokem +4

      Unlikely. The probability of you dreaming about something you’ve liked for years or months at a time is slim. Only new things get such recognition by the brain to prepare for what is to come. It’s a natural instinct to prepare for invasive species when you see them, because it’s new, so the brain reminds you subtly in dreams of the possible danger to come.

  • @lydfunkgamer8701
    @lydfunkgamer8701 Před rokem +550

    it seems that Fayrouz will go into a state of depression after she lost Mariyem too

  • @summerhasslett6038
    @summerhasslett6038 Před rokem +252

    literally the story: i'm only human after all 🎵

  • @elijahjuno1006
    @elijahjuno1006 Před rokem +352

    I've listened to this song several times now thanks to ADHDtism, and I wanted to share my thoughts. I have been thinking over these lyrics:
    _"Something I never understood / The question I've overlooked / Am I the one to blame?"_
    These lines suggest that Fayrouz may have believed she was doing the right thing up until this point. However, the lyric _"Am I the one to blame?"_ implies that she may be realizing her mistakes and taking responsibility in the last song. Perhaps she is coming to terms with how her abandonment issues have negatively impacted Rafid, Tamari, and Mariyam. In the summary carrd highlights that when Mariyam left, Fayrouz realized that she could not escape her past actions. She desperately wanted to believe she was a good person, but ultimately, she is only human.
    In my opinion, Fayrouz never had ill intentions towards Rafid, Mariyam, or Tamari. She wanted to prove to herself that she was not a bad person and got too caught up in her own thoughts. She believed that forcing others to stay would prevent them from abandoning her, but healthy relationships require mutual respect and trust. Her abandonment issues caused her to perceive anything that deviated from her expectations as a threat. She did not consider how Tamari or Mariyam felt. However, I think Lamentations suggests that she is gradually realizing her mistakes and that change is possible. While she cannot undo her past actions, she can make an effort to do better. We can only hope she makes the right decision in the end.
    Overall, I admire Fayrouz's character and her complexity. I am excited to see what happens next!💙

    • @reiayanamiisbestgirl2441
      @reiayanamiisbestgirl2441 Před rokem +14

      I’ve come to the same conclusion so I made an au where she gets therapy

    • @MOVED924
      @MOVED924 Před rokem +5

      WHO IS RAFID AND WHERE CAN I SEE THEM

    • @elijahjuno1006
      @elijahjuno1006 Před rokem +8

      @@MOVED924 in the video's description is a link to the story summary, if you scroll to Lamentations it talks about Rafid :D i would link it but i think youtube will delete my comment if i post a link

  • @bumpis7830
    @bumpis7830 Před rokem +221

    gotta love unhealthy coping mechanisms
    edit: can I just point out how well the synth fits the character? Like, genuinely it sounds like Fayrouz is singing it’s incredible

    • @bumpis7830
      @bumpis7830 Před rokem +13

      the synth is Cong Zheng, as stated in the title! She’s a synthV bank whose base language is mandarin.

  • @silverstarredanimations
    @silverstarredanimations Před rokem +310

    calling it right now ya'll, she's definitely talking about the husband here. Maybe he abandoned her and caused her to make Tamari as a coping mechanism and get her mind off things? There's a line which does support my suggestion that her husband did end up abandoning her, which caused her to have abandonment issues, so that's why she only looked at Tamari as merely a robot (kinda a jerk move considering she was the one who programmed his emotions but idk) and Tamari ran away as a result. Same with Mariyam. Can't imagine what she's feeling rn
    I might be looking too far into stuff but oh well.

    • @ri____h3nr628
      @ri____h3nr628 Před rokem +4

      ​@@Ta-m01 *WHAT THE HELL SHE HAS ABANDONING ISSUES AND YOU BOTH LEAVE HER!?*

    • @ri____h3nr628
      @ri____h3nr628 Před rokem

      @@Ta-m01 Yes but *STILL!*

    • @IgirlbossedTooCloseToTheSun
      @IgirlbossedTooCloseToTheSun Před rokem +22

      ​@@ri____h3nr628is likely that the was acting that way towards tamari because she was taking out all of her emotional pain from her husband abandoning her on them (probably because they look like the husband -- someone mentioned that Tamari and Mariyam may have been made to look like their hypothetical children as a coping mechanism)
      Tamari and Mariyam leaving Fayrouz doesn't make them bad people because of Fayrouz's abandonment issues
      Fayrouz abused them(Tamari in particular) and they have the right to leave her for that.
      Having abandonment issues does not void the consequences of abusing others.

    • @ri____h3nr628
      @ri____h3nr628 Před rokem +3

      @I girlbossed too close to the sun now I'm gay ... sorry!
      I gotta apologize to Tamari!

    • @ri____h3nr628
      @ri____h3nr628 Před rokem +2

      @@Ta-m01 I misunderstood I'm so sorry!

  • @thevampiregirl7529
    @thevampiregirl7529 Před rokem +121

    Okay-- I agree with most of the theories here, just wanna add:
    What if the siblings WERE still created to "keep the world in harmony"...but also -honestly Fayrouz just needed a therapist to vent to- Fayrouz programmed them whilst trying to figure out her own humanity and emotions, expecting to be able to "find" her husband/those lost feelings in her creations. But sadly that turned to acid when they actually developed their own personal emotions and started to dislike her crappy ways of treating them 😬

  • @imthevevo
    @imthevevo Před rokem +209

    the bit at the end was evil how could you
    anyways my mini lyric analyzation that anyone with 2 braincells could have figured out anyways: "failed to recognize warning signs, and i let it happen thrice" refers to not only her husband but both her little creatures escaping her grasp xoxo

    • @imthevevo
      @imthevevo Před rokem +32

      @@Ta-m01 asking not to be called a little creature is exactly what a little creature would say

    • @1usecharger
      @1usecharger Před rokem +8

      ​@@Ta-m01 quote from a little creature

    • @queerSkeleton
      @queerSkeleton Před rokem

      @@Ta-m01 Everything

    • @azareii
      @azareii Před rokem +4

      Please refrain from calling him a little creature. Regardless of accuracy, he has had enough disregard of his emotion.

  • @sw3etm3l0dy
    @sw3etm3l0dy Před rokem +672

    looking at the thumbnail, this song appears to be about fayrouz after the whole tamari and mariyam event?
    edit after premiere:
    i guess i was right. anyway for a quick summary gayrouz loses custody of the kids and becomes that one frame of say from the chattering lack of common sense

    • @a-bit-too-unclean
      @a-bit-too-unclean Před rokem +121

      “i swear i’m done with this therapist shit” -Fayrouz, probably

    • @SillyGobber123
      @SillyGobber123 Před rokem +5

      @@a-bit-too-unclean lol

    • @forest_kai
      @forest_kai Před rokem +83

      "time to make TA-M03 i guess"

    • @sw3etm3l0dy
      @sw3etm3l0dy Před rokem +5

      @@forest_kai LMAO

    • @siorganism
      @siorganism Před rokem +42

      ​@@forest_kai *years later*
      "Alright now time to make TA-M100"

  • @TheManifoldProductions
    @TheManifoldProductions Před rokem +71

    Qualia is actually a form a philosophy which explains the consciousness of living beings, Automata is another word for "Mechanism" or "Machine" therefore the series is called, Conscious Machines or Mechanisms :)

  • @astergh0st
    @astergh0st Před rokem +30

    pov your husband and robot children leave you so you have a moment on the bathroom floor and question all your life decisions

  • @ecdragonz
    @ecdragonz Před rokem +835

    Alright Team 6x111, you are physically unable to disappoint. Also happy to see this on Vane’s channel, the other team members deserve their spotlight!
    Edit: My point still stands

    • @-hollythekitsune-7086
      @-hollythekitsune-7086 Před rokem +3

      IKR

    • @user-kz3mp5rr7e
      @user-kz3mp5rr7e Před rokem +1

      agree

    • @azareii
      @azareii Před rokem +10

      ​@@Ta-m01You _can_ undo that.

    • @nodenpona
      @nodenpona Před rokem +1

      @@Ta-m01 disliking comments sends notifs?? i didnt know i don’t ever get notifs that say that that huh

    • @ecdragonz
      @ecdragonz Před rokem +1

      @@Ta-m01 if it’s any consolation I didn’t get any notification, you’re good, I appreciate your thoughtfulness ❤️

  • @JFirecracker
    @JFirecracker Před rokem +60

    Ugh I _know_ Fayrouz is supposed to be a veritable bouquet of red flags; but... _That white streaking in her hair got me thinking unwise_

  • @spidermaneatingabigonionri9460

    what i particularly enjoy is that mariyam and tamari's mvs are drawn/animated more stylized, whereas fayrouz's art is drawn in a more realistic style. i think thats a really neat way to separate fayrouz from her creations, even if its not intentional :>

  • @deathrow5192
    @deathrow5192 Před rokem +54

    Building off the theory that Tamari & Mariyam were at least subconsciously designed in the image of possible future children if Fayrouz's ex-husband Rafid hadn't left her.

    Maybe the reason why Fayrouz is more physically aggressive if not blatantly abusive towards Tamari (As seen at 1:34 of End-World Normopathy) and is seemingly constantly annoyed by his presence is that due to him being designed in a more male appearance, he holds a greater resemblance to Rafid which frustrates her greatly alongside his more rebellious attitude with not wanting to be a therapist as intended, and because she distances herself so greatly thus only seeing him as the android he physically is, she is more willing to be physically aggressive with him.
    and vice-versa with Mariyam with her "better" loyalty programming and likely holding a greater resemblance to a younger Fayrouz making Fayrouz herself more naturally friendly towards her.
    --
    A theory I have on the blaring alarms in Lamentations apart from the song topic/setting itself, is that Tamari & Mariyam together after their recent conjoining/amalgamation have returned to the research center seeking out Fayrouz so that Tamari may try one last time to attain the familial love they so desperately want from her.
    --
    (I feel like I had more random things to throw out there but I can't remember any of them apart from these two so I might add to this at a later point.)

  • @Eil33naXD
    @Eil33naXD Před rokem +37

    I got scared at the final, because sounds like "DANGER, FATAL CORE FAILURE, EXPLOSION IN..."
    And it causes me a lot of worry and fear, I find that sound fascinating
    Something bad is coming at the next part...

  • @finding_gina
    @finding_gina Před rokem +51

    WAIT I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING DISTURBING, THE ALARMS THROUGHOUT THE SONG AND THE END IS PROBABLY THE ALARMS THROUGHOUT THE FACILITY MEANING THAT SOMETHING WAY MORE DANGEROUS MIGHT HAVE ESCAPED, AKA WHO MIGHT ACTUALLY BE "HIM".

    • @finding_gina
      @finding_gina Před rokem +8

      @@Ta-m01 thats what i was trying to say, the fact that she might have made a version of him that was similar to tamari and their sister to try and have somehwhat of a happy family while trying to figure out how the mind works

    • @hungrey1572
      @hungrey1572 Před rokem +5

      The Scarlet Sin...

    • @HashtagBucketLife
      @HashtagBucketLife Před 4 měsíci +2

      two sides of me are commentomg rn
      "tamari done distorted" and "the siblings have fused and it looks terrifying"

  • @soysawcex
    @soysawcex Před rokem +125

    lyrics sparkle emoji
    Redefine how to feel human
    Redefine my kindness
    Redefine what's wrong, what's right
    So you don't test my patience
    Don't expect an easy life and
    Don't expect my mercy
    Hold your breath and walk on ice
    For any less would hurt me
    Restarting, rebooting null programs
    Running, debugging their brains
    Forging and sorting successes
    Things will never be the same
    Tear apart, break the neglected
    Carelessness widens the fault
    Suppressing relapsed indignation
    Rising steam through super heated bolts
    [The core of my design]
    [INVITE SUICIDATION]
    [Your eyes look up at mine]
    [TRANSFER ENUMERATION]
    [It never truly ends]
    [Said again and again]
    [As metal breaks and bends]
    I'm only working smart
    Tear out a broken heart
    Rewire, take it higher than we've ever been
    A land unknown, to bring her home a perfect twin
    Perfection you never could've been
    Read it and weep
    Pay attention to the finer print
    Read it and weep
    We'll recreate a scarlet sin
    Forging a stronger core
    That's the price of war
    Brace for your fate you'll face for following the path you paved
    STOP
    You don't know what I've been through
    DON"T YOU DARE FORGET
    Your roots are where I planted you
    IN MY ETERNAL DEBT
    Reflections of the past
    I see him in your faces
    I still wonder why he never came back that day
    My hands are as filthy as can be
    Beneath the skin, tarnished by rogue machinery
    My stomachs turning, throwing up my grief
    Anatomizing your synthetic humanity
    Failed to recognize warning signs
    And I let it happen thrice
    You're once more lead astray
    Something I've never understood
    The question I've overlooked
    Am I the one to blame?

  • @invisilibrarian
    @invisilibrarian Před rokem +53

    Love how "why he never came back that day" matches with "and now you're all alone" from EWN......... Like Mariyam was indirectly speaking about BOTH Dr. Khalid AND Tamari. Two people who experienced loneliness (granted, loneliness in different forms)
    (UGH I MY GRAMMAR SUCKS SO BAD I HAD TO CORRECT IT)

    • @dark_c0rner
      @dark_c0rner Před rokem +9

      I'm sorry I read Dr. Khalid as DJ Khalid

    • @invisilibrarian
      @invisilibrarian Před rokem +2

      @@dark_c0rner LMAOAOANO WAY HOMIE💀💀💀

    • @dingdongdropdead
      @dingdongdropdead Před rokem +3

      @@dark_c0rner DJ KHALID!!!!! SUFFERING. not from success brother is just suffering in general

    • @MOVED924
      @MOVED924 Před rokem

      DJ KHALID CHAIN

  • @UnauthorizedThing
    @UnauthorizedThing Před rokem +63

    Her voice is drowning in emotion,, such incredible tuning!!!

  • @firefly7076
    @firefly7076 Před rokem +28

    'how many unhealthy parental behaviors are there?' the song

    • @AestheticGhostie
      @AestheticGhostie Před rokem +5

      Abusers' national athem! 😂😥😭

    • @Kwiitchi
      @Kwiitchi Před rokem +8

      ​@@AestheticGhostienah, that's the distortionist

  • @lumashoes
    @lumashoes Před rokem +37

    Okay, here’s what I get from listening to the song for the first time.
    Fayrouz got married to a man who completely abandoned her, causing her to build Mariyam and Tamari to simulate the children they would’ve had together, even making them look like him. She ends up being cruel to the “children”, gaslighting them into believing they are in her debt, and that without her they would be nothing, probably so they never leave her like her unnamed ex-husband, and probably verbally taking her anger out on them. Eventually, they go rogue, and Fayrouz is left alone to reflect on everything she had done, and every mistake she had made to get her to this point.
    This is just a first impression, and I am an absolutely horrible analyst, but I tried lmao.

    • @FranziskaVonProdigySlays
      @FranziskaVonProdigySlays Před rokem +8

      this is a really good description at first! and not to mention, tamari left influencing mariyam too as well, thus fayrouz going "and i let it happen thrice" saying that tamari, the husband, and mariyam leaving her. (sorry if you knew all this)

    • @cherryhill9055
      @cherryhill9055 Před rokem +2

      Damm... she and Frances have one thing in common low-key

  • @springfaux6991
    @springfaux6991 Před rokem +25

    "I wish I knew my father" well that makes more sense

  • @ITZMOONIESHOWTIME
    @ITZMOONIESHOWTIME Před 5 měsíci +21

    GUYS IT'S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR SINCE LAMENTATIONS‼️

  • @JamStamps
    @JamStamps Před rokem +117

    forcing my tamari plush to listen to this at full volume the minute it premieres

    • @callmeobsequious
      @callmeobsequious Před rokem +17

      Did he enjoy it y/n

    • @JamStamps
      @JamStamps Před rokem +12

      @@callmeobsequious YEP !!

    • @KittyKaia
      @KittyKaia Před rokem +10

      TAMARI PLUSH!!!!

    • @con2553
      @con2553 Před rokem +19

      Finally, a plush to achieve the magic feat of being human

  • @coreythearmadillo
    @coreythearmadillo Před rokem +37

    I feel like the line "A land unknown, to bring her home a perfect twin" refers to Mariyam

  • @microwavedmeimei
    @microwavedmeimei Před rokem +35

    Fayrouz is turning into a wine mom

  • @dreamlesssleep9590
    @dreamlesssleep9590 Před rokem +30

    I only now realise that Mariyam said "Your eyes look up at mine" as opposed to "Your eyes look down at mine" in End-World Normopathy.
    This is obviously because Fayrouz is on the floor atm

    • @LillyIvy-qq6uk
      @LillyIvy-qq6uk Před rokem +7

      Or because Tamari is a short little thing and Markham has to look down on him because she's taller

    • @LillyIvy-qq6uk
      @LillyIvy-qq6uk Před rokem +4

      I meant Mariyam omg autocorrect

  • @keithkrimsonmew5672
    @keithkrimsonmew5672 Před rokem +31

    calling it now next song will be about the husband,and have Asterian singing.

    • @luminous.iolite
      @luminous.iolite Před rokem

      exactly what i was thinking

    • @sunIon.
      @sunIon. Před rokem +6

      @@luminous.iolite if the next song is a finale then i doubt it'd be about the husband

    • @luminous.iolite
      @luminous.iolite Před rokem +1

      @@sunIon. let me believe

  • @TA_M01
    @TA_M01 Před 5 měsíci +11

    "perfection you could've never been"
    this could apply to both tamari and rafid.
    almost 1 year later and this line is still stuck in my head. you never miss

  • @humanpoison
    @humanpoison Před rokem +110

    THEORY: fayrouz is possibly infertile or suffered a miscarriage and her ex-husband left her because he wanted children, so he made tamari and mariyam to pretend she actually had kids in order to lead him back to her?? and that's why she treated them poorly bc she didnt care much for their emotions but just wanted 2 use them to get her husband back ???!?!?!?!?!?!??

    • @Fatama_johora
      @Fatama_johora Před rokem +9

      what a good theory

    • @reiayanamiisbestgirl2441
      @reiayanamiisbestgirl2441 Před rokem +17

      I hc that too but she built the kids as surrogates for the ones she could never have but was too controlling because of abandonment issues

    • @detrilogue3174
      @detrilogue3174 Před rokem +3

      this would be a very good time to note that the lore's linked in the description

    • @humanpoison
      @humanpoison Před rokem +1

      @@detrilogue3174 yee i saw lol, kept the comment up anyway because fuck it we ball

    • @humanpoison
      @humanpoison Před rokem +1

      @@detrilogue3174 also i posted this during the stream so it was before it was updated lmao

  • @ttamari
    @ttamari Před rokem +85

    HOWLING SO LOUD RIGHT NOW CANT WAIT

  • @WeevilDoing
    @WeevilDoing Před rokem +106

    HOOOOOLY SHIT BRO HOLY FUCK!!!! EASILY NEW FAVORITE SONG IN THIS SERIES... HGGUH
    semi-coherent thoughts: fayrouz already Heavily resonates with me as a character (insert something about parental trauma blah blah blah) but this song completely solidifies it. the composition is SO put-together and cohesive and so so so extremely depressing. the way the previous two songs are incorporated makes me want to cry. i kept getting chills throughout the song over and over and OVER again. i havent heard cong zheng's voice much but My God! she sounds so mature and powerful and somehow also worn down. and THE BUILDUP AT THE END!!!! HELLO!!!!!!! [rolls around on the floor] [rolls around on the floor] [rolls ar

    • @WeevilDoing
      @WeevilDoing Před rokem +10

      also this is Obvious but. GHOST'S ART SO GOOD!!!!!

    • @Fatama_johora
      @Fatama_johora Před rokem

      why hello there

    • @camovoca
      @camovoca Před rokem +11

      Ik we already talked abt this on discord but u have no clue how much this comment means to me!! I'm so glad you were able to resonate so heavily with the characters here, everyone on the team put so much effort into them ❤❤❤ thank u for all ur support!!!

    • @AlcoholicDrunkDriver
      @AlcoholicDrunkDriver Před rokem

      w e e v i l d o i n g

  • @mori5433
    @mori5433 Před rokem +32

    Why is everyone in this series hot

  • @con7121
    @con7121 Před rokem +57

    congrats on the milf song!
    edit: this song is so perfect for being the penultimate in the series its so good

  • @tanleek767
    @tanleek767 Před rokem +36

    Oo, another interesting song to the series. Though the sound at the end is anxiety inducing, which is evil
    Also kinda sad this is the second to last part of the series but that has me kinda excited for what the final song will bring to light

  • @benjaminboober8879
    @benjaminboober8879 Před rokem +51

    I like how throughout the song her tone is more measured and clinical (less emotive than her robo kids in a way) up to the point where she thinks of her husband and she starts to consider her actions in this, where she breaks that composure and her voice is more emotive and varied in notes she hits at the end.
    Which this may seem like a basic thing to notice but I just love the way it keeps in theme with her character/story. I just like how the team creates the vibes, clearly communicating/creating the emotional element of the art.

  • @just_a_joltik
    @just_a_joltik Před rokem +45

    the fact you made a V synth made for mandarin sing in english boggles my mind cause she SOUNDS SO GOOD DJGKSHJSKL
    edit: nvm realized its a feature :SOB: my ahh is used to UTAU

    • @borderline_sunshine
      @borderline_sunshine Před rokem +13

      Fun fact: GHOST actually made a Japanese voicebank (vflower) sing in English, it's on the song Appetite of a People-Pleaser

  • @bored4033
    @bored4033 Před rokem +42

    The intresting thing about fayrouz's relationship with tamari and mariyam is it was for completely opposite reasons that they were pushed away.
    With tamari she kept them at arms length. And while they wanted her to treat them like they were her son, she neglected them and treated them like they were an object.
    Now on the opposite side was Miriyam. She practically hovered over them and even installed a program that would nerf the majority of their emotions, but would give them extreme fear and anxiety whenever she was a certain distance away from them. However this didn't stop their brother from contacting them...
    Now, i have a theory. The two siblings were supposed to be her children. Now hear me out, i think that for whatever reason she couldn't have kids. So she and her, at the time, husband decided to design what their theoretical kids would've looked like as robots. The reason why i say that is the line "i see him in your faces." I fully believe she made the two using insparation from both her own appearance and her ex-husband. Now between this point and tamari being finished her husband divorced her because of her dominating personality. So now, not exactly wanting kids anymore she rebranded them as a "revolutionary new therapy robot" instead of her robotic child. I think this is why they saw her as their mother, because they still had programming somewhere in their system that told them "hey, this woman is my mother. I love her!" And also why there’s miriyam instead of another tamari, because the couple made designs for twins.

  • @creep.online
    @creep.online Před 10 měsíci +11

    i like that fayrouz is complex and not a generic bad mom trope. also she's so unbelievably hot oh my god.

  • @dylanedwards7548
    @dylanedwards7548 Před rokem +16

    something i noticed is that when tamari and mariyam sing their parts mariyam sings "your eyes look _up_ at mine" instead of down
    this could mean soomething
    or its just that fayrouz is laying on the floor

  • @ashenChorus
    @ashenChorus Před rokem +27

    genuinely love the palpable hurt in cong zhengs voice but most importantly the like. anger and loathing in some of the lyrics. its very good love this collab

  • @Apheriac
    @Apheriac Před rokem +45

    This song is the shortest song because of fayrouz's short will to live

  • @theweirdsarr3734
    @theweirdsarr3734 Před rokem +12

    The end kinda sounds like warning sirens, as in a breach or other accident. Super excited for the 4th song!

  • @Bellonging
    @Bellonging Před rokem +17

    This is probably just the specific artists styles for the synths they've picked. But I love the differences in tuning/parameters.
    Kevin is a bank that has a very realistic tone but artificial intonation (You really have to tweak his defaults if you're trying to make him sound "human" from what I've seen) and he's very uncanny in Reckless Battery Burns, Emotional but not quite human. RBB sounds like a mental breakdown filtered through a human voice filter, stumbling over it's own programming, phonetic psychosis.
    Solaria has a realistic tone and intonation (For specific ranges and ways of singing) BUT she was designed to be able to sound robotic with the correct settings. So she sounds more even in End-World Normopathy, more resonant, more human, but quite archetypally robotic. Kevin is tuned to be more strained there than in the Majority of RBB imo with the exception of the quiet part, the artificiality changes tone then. EWN is... harmony turned cacophony ig
    I just love how in Lamentation, Cong Zheng is tuned as human as possible. Softly spitting consonants even as the instrumental is still deeply industrial. Making excellent use of their soft tones and their more solid main voice. And how the music feels out the edges of human breathing as she begins. It's great.
    Anyway these songs are pretty emotional taxing for me but I'm glad I'm stepping out of my comfort zone to listen/watch them, because they're super cool.

  • @lumioxys9898
    @lumioxys9898 Před rokem +9

    The “rewire take it higher” line just UGH the way it sounds scratches something feral in my brain

  • @batteryburns
    @batteryburns Před rokem +17

    shat, cried and threw up i actually feel horrible for fayrouz rn “I still wonder why he never came back that day”

    • @batteryburns
      @batteryburns Před rokem +6

      @@Ta-m01 IM PICKING BOTH SIDES RN LAMENTATIONS FR SHIFTED MY PERSPECTIVE THERE 😭😭

    • @starlenestilltouringyoutub2116
      @starlenestilltouringyoutub2116 Před rokem +4

      I think there's a fourth character guys... And they may have a large influence on Fayrouz

  • @emirulin5323
    @emirulin5323 Před rokem +14

    Aww, the robot at 2:55 sounds like its got a stuffy nose, here *gives tissue*

  • @HashtagBucketLife
    @HashtagBucketLife Před 4 měsíci +9

    "boohoo my husband and two robot kids left me"
    - fayrouz

  • @CheesyD3mon
    @CheesyD3mon Před rokem +26

    jesus I can't even tell if this is someone actually singing or vocaloid, so good dude

    • @ttamari
      @ttamari Před rokem +13

      both are false, it's synth v 😈

  • @everyonesplace1267
    @everyonesplace1267 Před rokem +12

    OH I JUST REALIZED FAYROUZ IS HOLDING A WINE BOTTLE THAT SHE SPILLED
    OH GOD DAMN SHE WAS NOT HAPPY

  • @vinceanri
    @vinceanri Před rokem +13

    she sounds so human and so in pain i wish i could make her hapyp

  • @togamii.
    @togamii. Před rokem +18

    ariana grande 2: drunk mom edition

  • @a-bit-too-unclean
    @a-bit-too-unclean Před rokem +10

    i was here for the premiere but never commented, this tuning is so good it almost doesn’t even sound like Cong Zheng, it sounds like, well, Fayrouz i guess. this song is interestingly sort of the least human of them all, even though it’s for a human character. for example, RBB and EWN have both had lines that reference human actions (i.e. ‘My stomach turned at the thought of the stars, and my heart pounded louder than the ones i had before’ in RBB) as opposed to the mechanical actions (‘Restarting, rebooting null programs, running, debugging their brains’) referenced in this song. however, at the end, we can hear more human actions (i.e. ‘My stomach’s churning, throwing up my grief’). and this can make sense, as, in the end, Fayrouz is only human.

  • @laleyendadelapuchaina
    @laleyendadelapuchaina Před rokem +16

    you're telling me this is not a real person singing??? ik most vane lily/ghost/carbon monoxide songs are sung by vocaloid but i didn't expect a vocaloid to sound this real

    • @thekeeper1287
      @thekeeper1287 Před rokem +8

      It's synth V. It's a different program but it's basically the same idea. Just more advanced

  • @WakkoHat
    @WakkoHat Před rokem +23

    Imagine this premiered and it's just the Bee Movie

  • @tragedy..
    @tragedy.. Před rokem +13

    THE SOUND AT THE END SCRATCHES MY BRAIN

  • @literallylanie
    @literallylanie Před rokem +23

    OH MY GOD??? THIS SONG IS SUCH A BOP.. ABSOLUTELY CRAZY.. AND THE REFERENCES TO THE OTHER SONGS??? GOING CRAZY. FERAL.

  • @knownevildoer
    @knownevildoer Před rokem +9

    bro i was in love with the soft whispery vocals then the end part ripped my spine out and shoved it up my nose, amazing

  • @Eldritch_Esther
    @Eldritch_Esther Před rokem +11

    SHOOT, I MISSED THE PREMIER BY AN ENTIRE MONTH!!!!!!!
    I hate how this was never recommended to me!
    Anywho, I think Fayrouz misunderstood what her friends meant by "Get a therapist!"

  • @TA_M01
    @TA_M01 Před 5 měsíci +6

    ough ugh oughhh happy 1 year anniversary lamentations i loaf you

  • @tamarbasilplush
    @tamarbasilplush Před rokem +31

    I AM SO EXCITED FOR THIS
    edit : staying in that live chat for 2 whole days was so worth it for this, i regret nothing, and im so glad i got to speak to all those mods in the chat too, it really was a dream come true. this series has been my hyperfixation for a while now, and just these songs in general. i got into vocaloid in around 2015, and then a couple years later i found you guys and i have no regrets on listening to your music, and again i cant even say how happy i am that i got to speak to so many people in that live chat, i made so many new friends and somehow started a mini-army on desk breaking asmr last night, lmao. but seriously thank you so much for this, words cant explain how happy i am that all this happened, have a nice day to whoevers reading this and dont overwork yourself!

  • @sn0wcake
    @sn0wcake Před rokem +16

    genuinely can't believe a real person isn't singing this

  • @thevampiregirl7529
    @thevampiregirl7529 Před rokem +11

    Also, the vocals on this are IN.SANE. The whisper-y lines!??? Mesmerising. It sounded so much like a human voice... well, I suppose it really is! Artwork? Wonderful. Fayrouz is looking tragic af in that pose. Good for her. Kind of. You gotta be a little tragic when things get on top of you like that. It's fun. Also, I hope the siblings are out there having a whale of a time becoming chaos gods meanwhile or whatever :3

  • @livley_pankyo
    @livley_pankyo Před rokem +56

    THE ART LOOKS SO FUCKING COOL I CANT WAIT TO SEE IT
    Sending virtual support to yall, i love this series!!!
    Edit: My legs jumped out of my body and now they're vibing, yay

  • @qyoot1696
    @qyoot1696 Před rokem +16

    Im not gonna lie, i had no clue who or what cong zheng was so i genuinly thought this was sung by a real person it sounds so good and real and the emotions??? What the hell its so good!

  • @lenadoesanimation652
    @lenadoesanimation652 Před rokem +20

    This song slaps so hard. So glad I made it to the premiere!

  • @Frecklegirl74
    @Frecklegirl74 Před rokem +22

    Another song from team 6x111, this is bound to be amazing

  • @Idcwtfgggghhn
    @Idcwtfgggghhn Před rokem +11

    Fayrouz and Handplates Gaster would be besties and you can’t change my mind

  • @womanlover9000
    @womanlover9000 Před rokem +6

    “redefine how to feel human” suddenly i ascend to the heavens?!?!!?!?

  • @VayneLinstenCat
    @VayneLinstenCat Před rokem +24

    This is the best thing that could have happened today! I love their story ❤

  • @premiercosmos2445
    @premiercosmos2445 Před rokem +12

    This song!!!! :O It's amazing! It conveys so much pain, wow.
    Okay little theory: at 2:17 Fayrouz says that she "lets it happen thrice". I don't think she's refering to TA-M03 (who probably doesn't even exist tbh). To me, she's talking about her husband (the guy we can see on the book, because why would he be here if he wasn't relevant??) who probably left her before Tamari and Mariyam.
    So maybe this is a little far fetched, but the last song may be about that man, even if I don't see how we could be tied to the story at this point, and there were only 3 characters in rbb and ewn, unless....
    I'm totally speculating rn but idc anymore, listen to me. Tamari and Mariyam both escaped. So they are somewhere, right? What if they are with their "father"? I know this would make no sense because since tamari travelled all around the world and made a lot of friends, the two androids could be with any of TA-M01's friends.
    Sorry ^^'

  • @starchords
    @starchords Před rokem +20

    Love it! Thank you to everyone who participated in the making of this song! :D

  • @vespertiny
    @vespertiny Před rokem +8

    you know you're a fantastic parent when the song about you could also easily be applied to emperor fucking belos

  • @AcesAlterEgo
    @AcesAlterEgo Před rokem +12

    I was gonna comment this after the premiere but I forgot sooooooooo yea
    SO I think that the reason Tamari & Mariyam were created was for Fayrouz to cope with her husband leaving her. They might look the way they look because she also wanted them as her own children despite the fact that they weren't really human. After Tamari had abandoned her she had created Mariyam to try and get him back to her ("A land unknown, to bring her home a perfect twin"). After Tamari had convinced Mariyam to leave Fayrouz had started to question if she was the reason why they had left her. ("Am I the one to blame?") (Also at the end of End-World Normopathy I noticed her looking distressed so yeah.) Her husband might've left her because of her being controlling and them possibly arguing all the time. I might add more later but idk and this probably doesn't make sense so I'm sorry 😭

  • @cc_trash
    @cc_trash Před rokem +14

    Fayrouz being a redditor has got to be one of the wildest bits of lore from QA.

  • @sclmi
    @sclmi Před rokem +12

    the way i'm arab my mom's name starts with an F my father's name IS SO SIMILAR BUT ONLY THE LAST LETTER IS DIFFERENT ?? AND MY DEADNAME STARTS WITH A T ?? i'm going to self project into this serie.

  • @LyndsayChan
    @LyndsayChan Před rokem +8

    Good job to everyone who worked on this! I’ll be so sad once the last song is complete and the series ends, but it’s given me so much entertainment during its duration!

  • @I_am_a_fandom_hopper
    @I_am_a_fandom_hopper Před 3 měsíci +6

    I just found out what cong Zheng means
    ‘To follow the sound of struck metal’

  • @togamii.
    @togamii. Před rokem +7

    You know its an awesome song when the end of the song is the most replayed

  • @mankindsalien
    @mankindsalien Před rokem +12

    1:16 her final words are on the page guys

  • @astergh0st
    @astergh0st Před rokem +6

    i love the inclusion of lines from RBB and EWN! aaaaaaa im screaming at how good this is

  • @sillyspider
    @sillyspider Před rokem +28

    THIS IS GOING TO BE SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!

    • @sillyspider
      @sillyspider Před rokem +6

      I WAS RIGHT IT'S AMAZING IM GOING TO LISTEN TO IT ON LOOP FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE OMG ITS SO GGOOD AAAAAA I LOVE IT SMMMM

  • @persemmon
    @persemmon Před rokem +8

    Ok, this is super good like wtf you guys. I can feel Fayrouz’s pain so well, the tuning is phenomenal