Jess Benko - A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant to Be (Audio)
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- Jess Benko - A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant to Be (Official Audio)
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Thank you for your hard working and putting out all these beautiful songs here💗
Thank you so so much
Where are you? Just found you on CZcams...I can relate to every song. Your so gifted. Your voice is so harmonic and dreamy. I have been listening to you for days now.
Do u have a Instagram account??
no problem :)
I'm tired of giving my all and getting nothing in return shit just hurts different
I feel you your not alone 💘
I hope you feel better now, stranger. Come back here whenever life is hard, you'll find another stranger that truly cares about you, even only for a moment.
Lyf sucks mate...
Esp when you expect them to atleast be with you in your hardships. Everyone has priorities man. And we all are not on top of it
Def not alone there 💜
i met a guy online, he was sweet and he made me feel alive again. we were happy, thinking about our future together, saying that we are dating to marry. everything was perfect, until one day it just ended like it’s nothing. it still hurts me though, everyday waking up and wondering why we didn’t fight for each other. i miss you, i really do.
for the last time, i love you. now you’re just a stranger who knows all my secrets.
I feel you. They got over me just like that... They also had the audacity to send me a picture of hickeys from their new boyfriend and got upset when I said it hurt me.
@@ginger_mcale9708 aww i’m sorry about that :(( i hope you find the happiness you’re looking for, soon! :>
@@aurora-sw4xp you too ❤️
@@ginger_mcale9708 it might take time but it will be worth it! :))
Exactly. He told me a million ilys but I guess they were fake. But I hope you find your happiness soon !!
this song hits different when you love someone but they can't love you the way you love them
How can i moved on when im still love that stranger😫
Lost that person and it hurts
YES OMGGGGG
ohhhh my lord.. first comment i came across that hit perfectly.
so true my friend so true
You know that major heartbreak before a break up? I mean that moment when you realise that the relationship won't work and this person isn't what you thought they were? That they don't love you as much as they claim to do. and you start regretting giving them your all. each memory start to ache inside your chest. It's when you realise it's gonna wreck you to pieces. Each kiss, each hug, each touch, each late night talk... everything will echo inside your head forever.
But imagine it’s the other way around and the person thinks you don’t care as much you know you care about them, and they decide to remove you from their life despite them saying they’ll be with you no matter what happens, and the world was screaming you’re supposed to be together, yet everything else is also keeping you apart
@@kelsidaniels5794 honestly if you have to tell them how much you love them and they don't believe you they're lying because you could tell when someone truly loves you you know it you feel it they feel it he just wanted to split that's all and US humans think we're destined and we're unique bottom line is we want to share our life with people in our DNA there's no match made in heaven that's supposed to be it's fate no cuz we all got the same story we were meant to be until we weren't we all got the same story we're not that different at all
@@kelsidaniels5794I had this experience with a guy, I’m a guy too. I’ve always had this feeling with him and I saw signs and stuff too I thought I was crazy. Because I was lonely for half of my life. But then I started realizing that I’m too weak and worthless. So I just let go and believe in someone better for both of us.
Nah, I think this person nailed it. No response needed . Thank you for reminding some of us we’re just human .
I feel this for the wrong reasons, not her fault for choosing a guy who had not a life established yet. I was willing to be everything for her, but I was not enough for her. I just wish I could've reignited the idea of us together again
I lost someone who was never mine. Watching the person you love, love someone else and seeing that they will never be yours & they are so much off limits breaks heart like no other
it hurts even more when they love you back,, but you never take the chance and ask them.. and you lose it all
I know exactly how that feels.....
I feel this to my core...
Lots of love ❤️
@@kaspbine fuck i feel you
right person, wrong time.
its always that way, and i hate it
she came in my life twice, would it be not the perfect time? :')
Thats what litterally just happened to me
Right time,wrong person :S
Yup...
"I knew you'd leave me, but I didn't think you could do it so easily." Hit different
And the sad part is I’d do it at all over again just to be with him
me too
same even if i will get hurt again i just want to relieve the start back to when it was what was your favorite color or hurry up and hop on my bike before your dad sees us...
Me too
Even if I lose people in the process even if I get called fake or a backstabber. No one will ever love him like I did. And if it meant being with him again no matter how terrible he was to me I would do it all again.
Same
I hate the that fact that I know his past trauma, his favorite pringles, have pictures he gave to me of him as a baby, his sweatpants, the build a bear we got together, the picture of how the stars looked the night we met, his favorite movie, his Jack in the Box order, & he’s just a stranger now. I can’t watch Bravest Warriors anymore, I can’t watch 10 Things I Hate About You, The Notebook. The fact that I went to watch the blue waves with him. Gave myself to him, skipped school to make sure he got up in the morning, snuck out onto the bus bc he wasn’t feeling okay. Took him to my favorite boba shop, went to his church masses even though we don’t believe in the same religion, met his entire family, he met mine, we went to each others’ family parties, I have so many pictures of him on my wall. I know his insecurities & where all his scars are. He knows mine.. I carried & lost his baby just for him to leave me for my bestfriend.. ? fuck love..
edit: I did move on & I was able to find someone who truly valued me. :) Thank you to those who checked up and replied, it means a lot to know that people were there for me even though they didn’t know me personally. I appreciate every single one of you. Blessings to all & I hope great things go towards your way, I truly do❤️
Oh my god. Oh my god. This comment makes me hurt physically. You didn't deserve that. The scar might not go away but soon you will learn to make peace with it. Hope u find peace girl.
Oh my god. Your best friend doesn't deserve that title. I hurt for you
Holy shit
@@hobbietdays thank you so much :(
@@shyeline5007 yeah I haven’t even talked to her since everything & I somehow am the bad guy in the situation..
You think your strong until someone shows you how weak you actually are
yup
this..
Exactly ..
Ouch 😃
Damn, that hit something inside...
I started listening to this song and then started reading all of your comments and now I am listening to it again, knowing it means so much to all of you, it just makes it that much more special. I hope everyone here lives life to the fullest and finds that one or more person that really loves them, platonically or romantically. X
I wish the same for you. Thank you.😊🙏♥️
super underrated comment & thank you sm!!!
Right back at you. Everyone deserves to feel true love at least once in their lifetime. 💕
*we were just so different.*
*he was really something,*
*I was nothing.*
*someone like me shouldn't be*
*with him.*
I feel this exact way
That’s not true, if you feel or felt so much for him, it means that you are a beautiful and sweet person. And anyone like that, definitely deserves to be loved.
“I live in the past because it’s the only place i can find you anymore.”
-Beau Taplin (the time traveler’s heart)
...that hits different.
:(
Ahhhhh🥺
This made me feel so empty...
Boom 💥 Mic drop🙌🏽
if anyone wanted the notes, the chords on piano, guitar, ukelele, etc. are
C Major
A Minor
D minor
G Major
do what you will with this information
thank youu
Yay thank you
Thank you so much
thank you you kind human being!!!
For you guitar players it sounds best on steel stringed acoustic with no pick :)
We weren’t even dating, but to me it felt like we were. I cared for him when no one else did and he appreciated that. He was there for me when I was alone. We knew so much abt each other. Now we’re just strangers who knows each other’s secrets.
Don't let one person become everything. I don't know anyone who can survive having everything taken from them.
‼️
@@jessbenko omg hi jess! (act cool act cool)
Haven't ever dated anyone but this makes me FEEL SO MUCH
LMAOO ME-
Same, listening this on a New Year's Eve hits different
I recently broke up with my girlfriend and this reminds me of everything in our relationship
It’s overrated anyways
@@dinglemywingle999 nope it’s definitely underrated :)
Stranger who knows all my secrets :'(
Exactly..
Nobody knows : (
:(
Platonic soulmates hit hard. My childhood friend was always there for me, we did everything together, we were never to be seen apart. One day her mom decided to move across the country. I was devastated. I cried so much that night that I couldn’t cry for a week after.
We texted everyday until one day we just stopped. I tried and tried to reach her but she just ignored me. That was 3 years ago. Now I’m 16 and I’ve given up on soulmates. If they come to me, they can stay. But I’m not chasing after anyone again.
I am so sorry. I just got ghosted by my first real best friend of 4 years and I’m so devastated, I can’t imagine how much that must hurt
Same thing happened to me but your eighteen and I'm sixteen now. Only difference is that she didint ghost me, her parents just took her away from me. I searched for her for about five years. At least once a week I would look up her name or try something until I just gave up. I feel ya.
“You said it yourself, flowers from 1970 couldn’t survive that long.”
Shut up your making me cry 💔😭
this is proof that
in the same room.........
in the same house...........
clay soot and george davidson loved each other
Ahhhh
ouchie
STOP IM READING IT RN AND MY FRIEND SHOWED ME THIS SONG AND SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW AB THE FIC WHATSBNF
[Verse 1]
I never should have called
'Cause I knew you would leave me
But I didn't think you could do it so easily
And I never should have held your hand
On that cold rainy night
'Cause, further along, it would cause another fight
[Chorus]
Stranger, that's all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
[Verse 2]
I never should have kissed
Kissed your hand
I am under your control
I will never understand
I never should have said
"I love you"
You never said it back
So why do I still care for you?
[Chorus]
Stranger, that's all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
[Bridge]
Wish I could go back to the day we met and leave you be
Sit and look pretty
Never should have called
Never should have held
Never should have kissed
Never should have said
[Chorus]
Stranger, that's all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
source : genius.com/Jess-benko-a-soulmate-who-wasnt-meant-to-be-lyrics
Areydra Desfikri THANKYOUUUUU YOUR A REAL ONE 🙈🖤
Well the lyric is so deep.
Stranger who knows all my secrets. :'(
Thank you for this ✨
Thankyou
we dated for over a year, and i can still remember every moment that you made me smile. i want to spend eternity with you, but i’m scared that you’ll hurt me again. we planned to run away together, and it was so lovely, but now you’re looking at someone else. i miss you, sweetheart, more than i’ve ever missed anyone else.
she sent me this when we were on the verge of being destroyed... she never likes using the word soulmate because its so superstitious and foreign to her. i can only imagine how difficult it must have been for her to even consider this song when she thought of me. i live for her.
I'm in this situation rn. I sent him this song. I hope we will last.
This is my most listened to song on Spotify. I've been stuck trying to accept that me and my ex were not meant to be.
I loved him with everything I had, but it was so one sided.
It's a lesson learnt. People don't change all that much. I should've listened to my bad gut feelings early on in the relationship. Instead, I've wasted 3 years thinking of him and only him.
It's comforting to tell myself that I have learned from the experience. But 3 years of being heartbroken has been a lot to take on.
*"Wish I could go back to the day we met and leave you be."*
Say so..tell him
I met her at a church group, and around the same time; also met my best friend. The 3 of us were inseperable. We would always hang out in the park after church. She had such a beautiful voice, but so little confidence about it. She's very kind and thoughtful and she was always there for me. After almost a year, I mustered up all my courage to tell her my feelings, and she told me that she wasn't ready and was still healing from her past relationship. I respected that and just wanted to be whatever she needed, a friend, a brother, just be there for her until she's ready to open up again. The two of us would walk to her house late at night and sometimes I would have no money to go back home, so I'll walk all the way back by myself. I really thought she would learn to love me too, just little signs and moments that made me think like that. My best friend would always support us, but to be honest, they were always closer, I believed them each time they'd tell me that they were only ever going to be friends. My bestfiend would always reassure me that he was rooting for me. It was at that same park that I saw them kiss and at that point I didn't know what to think anymore, their still happily together till now. I guess some people just aren't meant to be, I guess I thought I was the soulmate; when it really was my best friend the whole time. Just wish they made it a little easier on me, I just wish they'd tell me.
EDIT: Thankyou for all the comforting and kind comments. UPDATE: They have a daughter now and I'm genuinely happy for them. I've never seen them or talked to them ever since.
I've matured a lot and found a lot of healing from working on myself. I'm now about to graduate along side a woman who sees my worth and loves me for who I am. I wish the best for all of you! ❤
Oh my god I'm so sorry, I wish she knew how much you loved her
I'm sorry , but I do hope you'll find someone who'll love unconditionally someday in the future
Condolences brother. ☔
thats so saddd im so sorry you were so nice to her u didnt deserve that
how u doing bro? really
i cried to this song on repeat thinking about my old best friend who i fell in love with last night...haha
I’m a 12 year old but I think I just got my first crush on a friend I just realized it the other day.... even tho I’m young....... but I just miss them to the point it hurts to listen to stuff like this even tho they don’t feel the same, they don’t even know I like em they don’t take hints or nothin. The worst part is that I felt like I was rude to them even tho I just brush off feelings..... sorry that was a long rant but if u made it this far, thank you for ur time! 😊
🥺
ME AND YOU BOTH SISS
My best friend liked me I regretted her but now every time I talk to her I can’t look her without wanting to cry I’m so mad at myself for hurting her and it just hurts but I act like Everything is okay but I’m so close to just breaking I don’t know who I like guys or girls and it annoys me not know I just wanted her to be happy with someone else that wouldn’t hurt her that wouldn’t cheat yell or hit her that’s all I wish for her happiness but it could never be me
hey whats the update on the situation ?
“you said it yourself flowers from 1970 couldn’t last that long”
-Dream flowers from 1970
NOOOO NOT AFTER I JUST READ IT IM SO SAD NOW
STOP-
I WASNT THE ONLY ONE WHEN I HEARD IT REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF FLOWERE FROM 1970 AND I ADDED IT STRAIGHT TO MY SOBBING PLAYLIST AND NOW IM CRYING RLLY HARD
im going to kill myself its been 6 fucking monts y tf am i still crying
I mean he used time capsule right
"Now you know that once upon a time, In the same house, 50 years apart, Clay and George Davison had loved each other."
Sorry I just had to do it.
(I'm talking about a Wattpad story called flowers from 1970 btw)
this song fits it so well 😭
@@eliana1486 OMG YESS IKR
STOPPPPP
"clay soot also known as dream by close companions passed away on september 8th 9:59 pm"
“you even said it yourself flowers from 1970 couldn’t last that long”
Breaks my heart everytime i listen to this song...
I feel you bro
EXTREMELY underrated 😔
I like youre pf
My best friend childhood, friend of nine years, study partner, co confessor, art colloborator, partners in all matters.
The ones who trusted each so deeply and completely we could give advice ro each other on maaturbating....
No secrets between us
Friend who let me handle her dying dog....
Cut me out out of their life completely sixteen months ago.
This song opened up an emotional wound and yet I could not feel more thankful.
I feel understood.
Everything about this song is perfect. The beautiful soft vocal, meaningful words, complementary tunes, relaxing vibes, and slow pace. Everything except one, I can't sing that high.🤣🤣🤣
"Love will never be enough if loving the wrong person"
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yea
we so were perfect for each other but why did we drift so far apart?
I got broken up with a month ago by my true first love. I remember having a crush on her for two years before we dated and I would listen to this song at the time. Now I’m single and I’m back to hearing this song once again.
It’s a very weird feeling. Everyone in my family loved her. My mom, my sister, even my puppy. I felt she was special. We knew everything about each other. I really thought she was the one.
It’s strange. For one, I miss her terribly and I want her to love me back, but I also feel grateful because she showed me what I truly deserved. Only, why couldn’t she give me the love I deserved? Why couldn’t she change and fight for us?
I find it hard to let go, but I know that holding onto hope will only be detrimental for my mental health. Here’s to you, Ale. The first woman I ever loved. Thank you for all the memories and experiences you gave me. I will never forget you, but I must let you go this time. For good.
Are you feeling better brother?
This song slowly intoxicates me & I am loving every moment of it 🥺
god... he’s so perfect. why couldn’t i keep him?
god i relate to that on such a heavy level, if you ever need to talk lemme know, I'll be here for you, I hope everything is ok
Because he was too nice ?
@@renisstupid9534 thank you so much. same to you as well.
@@sayonara9633 no haha. i was just stupid.
@@renisstupid9534 HEY I NEED SLMEONE TO TAKK TO PLEASE
God bless the CZcams algorithm
Amen to that brother
TOTALLY
Súper amén
For real man
Amen
oof “stranger who knows all my secrets” hits a little more when you look at this song towards your past and current self. like just thinking and envying your past self for all the good things you had going and how your current self knows that you’re just gonna mess everything up. if you only knew you’re gonna miss what your past self had more than the life you’re living now.
I dated someone way back 2018 for almost 5months. I felt that she was the one and I was so committed and wanna settle all things with her. Be with her and spend the rest of my entire life with her. I love her so much and everything was so okay and perfectly fine, but she left me.
Left me so much in pain causing me in depression, breakdowns and having serious emotional and mental health issues, every day and night I always cry because of her. I wake up crying and before I sleep, I go to cry, just lying on my bed or sitting down at our dinning room.
She was the only one who I really loved and the first one who showed me true love. I do miss her. But I know she's not coming back, I know she doesn't feel the same way as I am. I know it's dumb of me but... What could I do? I genuinely and honestly love her, I was just doing the right thing. For us.
4years. Almost, I still love her. But I guess I have to give up and stop denying myself. Trying to let go from those memories and the past.
As of now. I am still trying and slowly, taking easy on myself to get back up.
Dear Maria for the stranger who knows all my secrets. Thank you for everything.
And for the last time. I love you and farewell.
Listening to this knowing the person you love most is slowly loosing feelings just hurts
This song is so beautiful that i don't want everyone to know about it..... I don't know if it makes sense... But I just want the song to be super personal only meant to be shared with those who can actually appreciate it
Yes! I actually got upset when i saw a couple people post that they were listening to it and it was sad like thats my song why are you listening to it 😡😡
💔💚💔
Agreed
Lmao, i know exactly what you mean!
Ya, it makes perfect sense and I feel the same way, not all people appreciate how much work people put into these things and if there not gonna appreciate it then they confessed the privilege to hear it.
Im always expecting so much from others just because I would do so much for them.
Thank you kyungsoo for recommended such a good song
I met this guy on a game. We were best friends, still are! But he introduced me to a girl named Iris. The three of us together is what made me happy. They helped me through everything. But one day she said, "I'll never forget you guys." After that, she unfriended us, and never said another word to us. I don't even see her play anymore. Every time I breath, I think of her. I think that I might see her one day, that she'll talk to me again. I know that we both live on earth, I know what country she lives in, I know her name. I feel so close to her, yet so far. I miss her so much. I know she isn't reading this right now, but if she is, I have something to say to her.
Iris, I don't know what I did, I don't know why you left me. Please come back. You meant so much to me. You and I made a promise, we promised we'd meet each other one day. Even though you're gone, I still look up to you. I know you're there, and I know you miss me too. Please don't leave me Iris.
This may be a dumb question but have you searched her up on Facebook or any other social media?
Shit man that’s tough
usually when people say that they are about to commit suicide or about to die, hope that's not the case
@@xxjayxxdiazxx No, I haven't tried that. I'll try it though! Thank you for the advice!
Did you find her?
it’s sad knowing that every day my boyfriend and i grow farther and farther away from eachother. we used to be so in love for years, we danced in the rain together. kissed under the stars. he was the one. now it’s so broken, i don’t know how to fix it, i want the old him back. it hurts so much. so much
Maybe you should talk about how you feel... I know it's hard but it's the best to know what he feels..
What happened now?
hey how is it now?
sometimes people just lose feelings.. mine did and now we r "friends" (i still love him sfm)
I was driving back home while the sunset was out and my playlist played this. I’m so glad it did. I almost forgot how love felt, it felt so foreign it’s felt so long since I had her in my mind. Your song made me reconnect with those feelings. A soulmate that wasn’t meant to be is exactly what happened to me that day. Nav, if you are here by any chance, I just want to let you know that you are my mind occasionally and I’ll never forget you. And may god bless you with many more years. Ily.
I've reached a point where I stay up at night skimming over the last text you sent me, to find an explanation. Even though all explanations left with you. You gave me some of the most beautiful moments but you also took so much from me. And tonight, I find myself wishing I never went out that night to meet you.
I like to believe my ex and I were in that right person wrong time situation.
But I also know that they didn’t love me for me, and I didn’t love them for them.
We both fell in love with how we treated each other, we fell in love with the idea of love, but we didn’t love each other like we thought we did.
Dalys, I’m sorry. You deserved better, I hope Andy makes you feel real love, I hope they make you happy.
Im sorry that that was how your relationship turned out. I can't say I know how you feel, because I have never been in a relationship, let alone love someone in the sad but beautiful way that you loved your ex. I am in fact so scared of losing someone that I fear that I will never join in a relationship with another person in any romantic form. Sorry for making this depressing, and I hope that you find your true love. They are out there, maybe looking for you, their soulmate, so that you two can love each other for eternity.
ive messed up, she gave everything for me while i did nothing not because i didnt like her, its just because im super insecure with myself in terms of how i look,personality, etc. She left me and now i feel REALLY² stupid for not being brave enough to open up to her eventho i love her soo much till i cant really express how i feel whenever i texted her so yea, really wished i can turn back time and make the right choices.
I can relate, I had trust issues and I made promises I would change, I never did. All she did was give me happiness and gave love to me; I was such an idiot and I wish I can back to time, she gave love to another man but I understand why: we still talk to each other like friends but sometimes I get reminded of my pain, I loved her so much but sometimes I wish I never met her cause of the pain
Ik exactly how both you guys feel I have the same challenges in my relationships as well but I find it easier to let people in when you give them a chance I thought everyone was out to get me until I was actually in a relationship I can be vulnerable in ik it’s hard to open up sometimes but it’s so worth it for you and that person
The voice, melody, emotion, so soothing.
To all my strangers. Your all I see.
I haven’t been back to this song in a while, but it reminds me of the pain that I’ve been through and how I wish I could’ve done things differently so that we could still be together. I’m happy for him I am.
You sing like an angel and your lyrics moved me to tears.....
i don’t know if anyone would get this reference but this song reminds me of it so i’ll say it,
“take care of those flowers, wrong number.”
“goodnight old man”
I badly wanna know what reference you're talking about >
@@unica1846 it’s a fan fiction that broke half of the fandom😀👍it’s called flowers from 1970 and it’s a dreamnotfound fan fic
@@alyssa-tq5mq thank uuu
Not rn bestie :(
I now realize that me and this boy had a bond that I will never have again. A bond that i will look to find again forever. The way that we understood each other and how i could tell him anything is something i think about everyday. It took me a while to come to terms with this but i know know that this boy was probably my soulmate. I don't know if i was his or if i meant as much to him as he meant to me. I know that we will most likely never be together again but i like to remember how he made me feel before he left. Now we are just strangers with memories and love and pain. I miss you and love you...
this needs more attention, it deserve so much more
i hate how much i miss him
Wish he just knew how much i do.
i wish he would miss me like i miss him but i probably naver crossed his mind once
@@edgyspoon5793 I feel u :(
I hope you're feeling better now dear person on the internet
I fell in love with my bestfriend but he joined the military today and I can’t stop crying because I know I’m going to miss him , But I’m willing to wait for my future...
I root for you, I root for your future. I pray that you get the happiest of all endings. I know I wouldn't get one, but I'd want a happy ending for everyone on this planet to make up for me not having one. Nothing makes me more happy than knowing there are happy endings, happy couples who just can't get enough of each other. I pray with all I've that you get your happy ending, that he too in his military period realises that you're the one. That you are happy. With him. Get to call him yours. (I'm drunk too, don't think I'm a creepy person I'm not just sober but I'd want the same if i was sober.)
i always think about him when i listen to this song, crying and have a breakdown but not anymore because i moved on. i've listen ro this song for a years and now if i listen to this song again, i'll never crying. again. i'll never see this song the same again, it will remind me of him even though i have moved one, always. he's the reason why i have a trust issues and never believed to love again.
People who cry aren't weak
They have been strong for too long.💔
Thank u for this...I’m tired of ppl acting like I’ve let go for no reason....and then making fun of me for having depression and treating me like I don’t have feelings...thank u for pointing this out
I know I've wrote here before I just dont know when. Anyway, I saw her two days ago she was enrolling in my school with her man. Surprisingly I felt happy when I saw her, but when I got home I started drinking. I wish I didn't break up with her. I wish I turned my back. I knew I was sad and felt regret. This is the only I chose to say this... She wouldn't see it but I know some of you will. To you who sees this, let this be a lesson. Think hard before you do anything... You might be so hurt right now or desperate but remember. Choosing a girlfriend is nothing, choosing a wife is everything. I have to live on and some day I'll be back here and I'll update you guys or the new ones who'll listen to this song, that I'm pretty much alright already. Love you kings and queens. Stay strong.
I hope ur doing well
@Ryley wdym
I only met two girls in my entire life who I truly loved. I met one when I was 13, we used to go on long walks in the summer got really close I thought this was it but nah, I kept putting efforts to make her feel safe and warm beside me. We grew up as really good friends I confessed my love and feelings for her when I was 16 as I didn't have the courage when I was a little more younger, she said it's okay and that she understood me but then she said nothing goes wrong between her and I as we can still be friends it hurts so much but I somehow got over her. The second one I met a year ago same story just different person we are still in touch and I am still trying my best but it seems like it is falling apart again.
I have selflessly loved and cared for people all my life asked for nothing in return expected nothing in return but when I expected from someone I really want I never got that.
I give my everything but I get nothing in return this shit hurts man. I will never love again.
Also I don't know if it's right thing to share this in a youtube comment section, but this comment is full of people like.
I also met only two girls till now my entire life whom i loved and cared so much...But life didn't went that way as i expected
it sticks with me, the voice, laugh, presence, the butterflies in my stomach when their name is said or when i see them. losing someone you loved, maybe not in death or despair but in seeing them and knowing you can’t smile, wave, or even talk to them because you don’t know where your heart is at. maybe they’ve healed and moved on and know you aren’t the one in their heart anymore. you’re stuck with the constant reminder of them. but the feelings can change. instead of butterflies it’s like you just had your heart ripped out when you see them, or hear their voice or feel a presence that feels a little bit to much like home, many won’t recognize that feeling unless they knows what it was like to be in love with you like how i was and will continue to be even if you no longer want me because i know that you’ll always have a special place in my heart and i cannot physically let myself love another like how i loved you, i don’t understand why i wasn’t enough for the one i loved. maybe they’ve met a better soul one who’s heart and mind wasnt diminished or holding on with a singular strand of anyone who would loved her but not one was like you. so yes it hurts but it sticks with me.
She says she loves me but I guess that's different than actually being in love with me. Stupid of me for not knowing the difference. Stupid of me for thinking that there could be something there between us. Stupid of me for opening myself up to her in a way I've never opened to anyone before. Stupid of me for investing myself into her personal life and stupid of me for wanting a relationship with her that is more than just platonic.
Sorry don't mind me I'm just thinking out loud.
hey man... not everyone is like that. it's okay to open up to people, opening up doesn't make you weak.I hope you find someone who loves you for who you are.
Sending a hug, happy thoughts and healing x
@@miranabbas67 thanks man opening up to her was actually therapeutic for me at the time and it's something I don't regret, it's just usually not th at easy for me to open up to people.
@@daisydink235 thank you the healing has started and I'll be good in time.
Sending love your way. You deserve a girl that wants you just as much. You will find Someone some day. It just takes time. Sorry:( I feel you.
she was just my best friend but seeing her make new memories with another hurts like hell.
Hope you’re feeling better
You left me for that one person you told me not to worry about and we even planned to move together after we finish high school. I told you my trauma and you told me yours too. We knew each other so good. You met my family and they liked you, I met your family too. You were there when I moved during freshman year. I was truly happy with you, but I changed so much for you unfortunately, we never talked about our problems and we didn’t know how to communicate. You are now with her and you seem more happier with her, I’m glad you are happy with her even though you lied to me about her. You could just have told me the truth and I would have just left you to be with her. It’s okay we both were kind of toxic towards each other but you were my first serious relationship so I didn’t know what I was doing and I’m sorry. I wish you the best with her and I’m happy for you. Truly happy for you.
I'm not sure, but I think I listened to this song on loop back when I was deep into my first love. crushes happened meanwhile, but I never loved someone more than I loved my first love; and I believe this song was my anthem for them :,)
These comments always warm my nights... such pure individuals all feeling similar emotions
This always makes me feel sad..I miss her so much, The first time I heard this song I was with her so it didn't hurt, now she's gone, and it makes me feel harmful.
Doh Kyungsoo recommended this song today. Thanks D.O.
To anyone listening to this song and wondering if they'll ever feel again, I promise you, it gets better. I was once you, I once fell in love and gave my all and got nothing back. But I promise, you will love again, and that love will be beautiful and make you feel alive once more. Life is composed of ups and downs, people come and go, but it will get better.
Hello everyone. For anybody that's going through a rough time with a significant other please don't be down, you will eventually find that special someone that will make you happy. I was going through a super rough breakup about 2 years ago, and when I found this song I listened to it every single day. Fortunately the girl that I was depressed over came back into my life, and now we have a 3 month old Boy, and now pregnant again. Moral of the story is to never give up and keep looking forward good things will happen to you if you give it time. You are strong and you will make it, it's just a bad day not a bad life.
Wow congrats , that’s a moving story
im crying over a fanfic about block men but this makes me feel a bit happier
"You said it yourself. Flowers from 1970 couldn't survive that long." aaa
This song makes me feel so calm and peaceful especially the way you say “ stranger “
I learned that you shouldn’t make someone your everything, because when you lose them, you have nothing left
Real love is letting someone go when they are better without me. A soulmate that found love in someone else. Thank you for making this song and sharing it. Music is amazing
This song wanna make me cry from heartbreak even tho I've been single in my whole life😢
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You can cry in other forms of heartbreak too, but it’s alright! Have a great day!
that's a different type of heartbreak 😔
I’ve been searching for this song for years. 🖤
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its been years but somehow i still cant stop thinking about you, when will my heart stop hurting :(
No heartbreak. No regrets. Nothing like that. I just couldn’t help but fall in love with someone who’s already with someone else. They’re happy and it’s honestly nice to see. We’re great friends and I’m perfectly fine staying as such. Its just we click so well that I can’t help but wonder…sometimes even wish. Such is life though.
When I really just need to cry and get my emotions out I listen to this song it’s helped so much thank you
‘ maybe if it was all over I could have you in another life ‘ 🖤
I swear if tik tok finds this and makes a stupid dance to it I’ll be mad this song is literally perfect and doesn’t deserve that torture
Right
Charli d’milio be like
Why’s everyone hate TikTok…?
@@monsteristaa I don't hate tiktoks I just hate how some users ruin songs
But i found this song from tiktok 😁
i'll never stop loving her
I've had this on repeat for months and just heard my daughter listening to it as well...made me happy.
he said he loved me but still he left me and i still miss him
Ok but this is such a mood. I feel ya girl
Same😔
Same..
@@faziera828 be tough :)
@@urgay1945 be tough
"Once upon a time, in 1970, George Davidson, a man who didn't even exist yet, had loved me.."
Damn. Everytime we're fighthing, this song will literally pop up in my head
I always listened to this song because I was afraid of what my gut was telling me all along, but now, I’m here, it happened.
Sometimes we can just wait for some things to happen,and hope we will be able to recover from that pain.It wasn't your fault.It was just the wrong time,but the right lesson.
Beautiful song 😭 i can relate sm being with the right person , wrong time is the worst this song explains everything i'm going through right now
I love her, I do. She doesn't know. It just hurts we may never end up together.
Loving a bestfriend, who can never love you back
Loving someone, who could never see you the same way
Loving someone, who would never care to notice the pain in my eyes
Loving someone, who would ask me to help her with the person she loves
Loving someone, who was the only person who could make you feel something, something that made you actually feel like a human
Loving someone who was just your friend
2019 i walked in with five friends, 2021 i exited with just me and their memories. sometimes you gotta go through lifes moments without some people, but dont worry, somewhere down the road, i will get to see them again. another life? another moment in the window shop glass? perhaps. i dont know. but for now, i was happy to be apart of their lives even if they arent apart of mine anymore
I fell in love with my best friend and I told her about it, turned out that she likes me too but we have that weird kind of feelings. We decided that we can’t be together because she’s moving to other city in a few months and we both didn’t fully came out so our families doesn’t know. This song makes me think about her and about this weird feelings that we got for each other. Sorry for my bad English but I just wanted to write it somewhere.
I met this girl she was so enchanting.She was so nice and had a beautiful smile.I met her on the second day of my first high school year, we became good friends always talking and laughing with each other. We had 3 classes together and we were glued at the hip, we had the same music taste, same style, similar dreams for the future she was so perfect.We talked about adopting a white cat and naming her Luna and getting a nice van to live in together and travel the world to pursue our dreams. I eventually asked her out on October 1st with the song “we fell in love in October”, she said yes and I was so happy, I genuinely loved her. We went to homecoming together and it was so fun we mostly sat away from the crowd but we had so much fun just talking to each other, towards the end of the dance we kissed, it was my first kiss I was so happy. Eventually she started distancing herself from me, not being excited to see me in school, not answering my texts for hours, she’s always had some trouble with anxiety and depression so I figured she was going through something so I didn’t bring it up. After awhile we just completely stopped talking and she broke up with me. We are on good terms but it’s just not the same, she said she still wanted to be friends after we broke up but we haven’t spoken once since it happened, I really loved her I still do honestly. I hope she finds someone that will treat her nice in the future, I want nothing but the best for her,she made me so happy and I only want the same for her
I love you Alexis
Well nevermind this bitch used her “mental health issues” to get out of the relationship to date a geto white boy and I didn’t know until today you could’ve at least told me instead of pretending to have issues asshole
i’ve always loved this song, but it never crossed my mind that one day i’d relate to it😟
The best thing I did for myself is to stop chasing someone who was okay with losing me.. I would always say to him I love you but he would never say it back and it’s funny the fact that I did my all but a portion of his heart belonged to someone else....
Ur right
Thanks for existing.
listen to this because D.O. EXO recommended this song.. really love this song~!!
we ended it with "i love you" its only been a few minutes, it still hasn't hit me entirely, but god it hurts.
okay its been 2 months and ut has hit me, and it still hurts just as bad as when it first hit
Let it hurt its okay cry do whatever it is you need to do and afterwards get up and remember who you will be in the future