People Share Their Deepest Secret Anonymously (Episode 23)
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- čas přidán 25. 03. 2023
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The girl that described her dream job working at McDonalds and serving fries is sooo cute!!! Even the way she walked away was cute 😝🥹
Hahaha exactly☺
Simp
That is why you should never denigrate any job. You don't know what other people see in it.
Creep
@@vandalsavage6743 TF are you talking about?
Wow, I really want to give a big hug to some of these people who have been let down by their family. That's so much emotional weight to carry around. I wish them all the best, and I hope they find the happy and supportive relationships that they deserve.
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Family can be a pain sometimes
6:45 as a Christian, this breaks my heart. Our most important commandment is to love everyone, and yet so many Christians don’t bother to think that everyone means those that don’t agree with them. Parents who can’t love their child unconditionally are not fit to be parents.
To the young lady in the white coat at 5:50. I'm sorry your mother hurt you. I know exactly what that feels like. As for living for you. YES most excellent way to live. Just please remember that you are a caring person, just because others can't/won't appreciate you is not you problem. Enjoy YOUR life.
Hi Steve, what kind words you said to that lady. I am like her and was feeling like my daughter was taking me for granted just as I saw Thorayas video...when I saw th8s same girl say how she tr8es hard and is so giving and caring, but is treated bad...I feel same a lot and particularly again from yesterday and today, then I saw this and ur comment. Felt like your message could also be to me. Thank you❤
@@traceytansley1659 your welcome
Could be a narcissistic mother , talking down there own children. You have a gentle personality , try to get professional help to distance yourself, you can still live a life you are satisfied with, but the nagging approval towards family will pop up once in a while
Love yourself. One day they may see the great person they missed out on.
@@traceytansley1659 I've learned that we should forgive the people that hurt us . NOT because they deserve it (they dont) but because we need to do this to move forward.
We CAN NOT control what others do to us. We CAN control how we REACT to what they do. Sadly it took me many years of my live wasted but I got there. And as I say. "I forgive you, but I will NEVER give you a chance to hurt me again. This is the first time I have had a NO DRAMA Thanksgiving, Christmas and soon to be Ester
Isabella’s smile at 5:50 made me emotional 🥹
FOR THE GIRL WHOS BOYF LIT THEIR HOUSE ON FIRE.... WTF ARE U DOING? WHERE DO U LIVE AT? MY APARTMENT HAS UNITS AVAILABLE CAUSE TS IS CRAZY
just came from the video😭😭
Came just for this comment 😂😂
@@Ky_Korner same
@@Ky_Korner hahah same
To the woman who was disowned at 18 years old for not sharing her parents religious beliefs, I am so sorry. I’m a Christian and it’s taken me a lot of heartache and struggle to come to that decision. It’s so unfair that your parents took something that was your personal choice to pursue or not pursue and used it as a reason to push you away. That is not the loving thing to do, and they were not acting like Christians. I’m so sorry you’ve had to endure that pain, and I’m proud of you for all of the work you’ve done to heal and forgive. You are so loved ❤️
I'm glad some people understand being an asshole is not actually Christian behavior
@@Ronam0451 That's because is not. People think everyone that says "I'm a Christian" act the same because they don't know the difference. No matter how family members are you don't stop loving them, you don't have to like what they do or live like or agree with w.e, but you love them anyways and help them. What better way than to show Jesus through you and His love than that?
You're an example that needs to be fallow. Christianity it's about love, that's the message Jesus wanted to spread, and justice for the abused. I'm not Christian but my heart brokes when I see all the bad thing people do claiming it's because of their religion 😢
I can’t believe that woman’s ex set her house on fire! That was such a short clip but I can only imagine the aftermath and the trauma. I hope she is ok.
I love these. I was glad they weren’t all sad stories. The guy that was trying to let his professor know that the size sticker was still on his pants made me LOL! Thanks Thoraya. One of my favorite channels.
The guy who threw up on his friends head had me cracking up 😂.
This episode was particularly poignant. To anyone who has a parent that doesn't love them, you're not alone. You're in good company, and you're valuable and worthy. Virtual hugs.
You worded this so we'll. I also want to send them this message!
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Thank you ❤️
Right back at you Karen ❤
To the girl who's pathetic mother told her she didnt want her daughter in her life....... Honey..... YOU DID NOT DESERVE THAT, SHE DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE YOUR/A MOM!
My advice .... Find and keep people who value you, not what you do for them, but you as a whole...... You are amazing..... ❣️🙏✌️
Was she just supposed to lie?
"My ex-boyfriend lit my house on fire." GIRL WHAT.
To the girl with the white fur-trim jacket: it may be painful now but you have the great benefit of realizing this at such a young age. Your life is just beginning. Make it yours 💛
it is your life- and that's more than enough reason for it to be worth living with joy and pride... I've had a similar encounter with my mother, and I've replied to her with all of my fears and doubts about how she's been feeling about me and treating me... it was hurtful to even say it out loud, but after years of holding back and living in this world of pretense, I felt relief. sometimes all it takes is to walk away, for me what it took was to say everything my mother was showing but never spoke about.
Yes it took me till middle age to realise this. Good strong girl ❤
I felt her on the deepest level same thing pretty much happened to me. We must stay strong for ourselves 🫶🏽 we still deserve love happiness and are destined for greatness.
"Live your life even if it scares you or you don't get any approval." The person that said this really touch me cause it's something that I need to apply in my life
This reaffirms my position that if a person doesn't want or isn't ready for children, they shouldn't be pressured to have them. It is heartbreaking hearing these people talk about how their parents have shattered their souls.
The guy who struggled with people telling him about his masculine energy: The world doesn’t understand that a man could have feminine energy… And a woman could naturally have masculine energy. But everyone on this planet 🌎 has both…
Keep being you and leave/forget those that don’t try to understand 🖕🏽🙏🏽
Truth. I was raised by women and I'm just a naturally super sensitive person. I feel like I have to hide it or something or I'm not a real man.
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I don't know if my energy is masculine or not. In a study I participated in, on women having testosterone. I have higher testosterone than 98% of the 1,000 women who participated in the study. It explains a lot. I have a very high energy level, always have. I have more male friends than female friends. Most women seem to live life in the slow lane mostly.
One group of women I used to spend time with, were each, around 20 years younger than me. They all said that I had the energy of a toddler after 2 cappuccinos.
Not sure if that's a good thing or not.
Anyone who knows me, knows that I'm a hard worker & always get things done.
@@FreeSpirit47 You’d probably be leaning more in the masculine category. Because spiritually speaking masculinity and femininity are more traits that you mostly possess more than anything else.
If you’re mostly: disciplined, goal focused, a go getter, non judging, logical. Then you’d be leaning more of a positive masculine spirit.
@@FreeSpirit47 there is also a such thing as toxic femininity and masculinity (as you’ve probably heard before). So that would be something to look for too to improve if one were to have those traits.
Your energy level sounds more like a physiological thing with your testosterone. But honestly you being super energetic isn’t a bad thing as long as you can function in life! 🙏🏽 Don’t let anyone tell you that’s a bad thing! 💖
The woman who told she is afraid of having child's and she will mess them up like her parents...same! I feel this
I'm afraid of what the world will do to them. I had good parents growing up but I don't have much faith in myself. Sorry that your parents weren't good to you. Maybe they showed you what not to do.
That girl who said she has really bad social anxiety and is trying to be herself, I feel you. I have social anxiety and also trying to be myself. I’ll be honest, it’s hard. Some days I want to go back into my shell and other days I’ll want to talk to everyone in the room 😂. Also I’m very self conscious so everyone that I’ll meet, I will think about what they think about me. I always think that people will think the worst about me, which makes it hard for me to ask for help and other things.
same girl same, and I have autism which probably makes sense for my social struggles. but it's also more the fact of my insecurity that blocks things, that makes it hard sometimes because I don't know what to say and what would they think about me. but also the anxiety to make the step and speak with people. because I am scared I can't hold a conversation or for other things. And some moments I am like a social butterfly, I talk with everybody, like to do it and have the time of my life. but in other moments I am struggling really hard. and I am much quieter. it really depends on so many aspects. the hardest is how I can push myself down because of these struggles. And be in my head about the things that need to get better etc.
Same. 💯
Same!! If anyone wants to be friends, I love to talk to people who feel the same way I do..
We gonna get through it pimp
The woman from "5.55" It's particularly difficult when a mother says to you "I don't need you in my life". Actually it's the other way around, you don't need the mother in your life and you don't need anyone's permission. Everything you need , you already have , is yourself
These videos always make me cry, but I'm proud of these people for having that courage
I wish I could tell mine on there, but I'd probably be too embarrassed
9:40 - Wow, can't imagine how deeply lonely that must have made her feel, but also how courageous she is to express that, even anonymously!
Edit: no idea why i wrote 9.40 but I really respect and admire the courage of her (at 1:51)
Oh alright, I figured it ou - at 7:40
9:40 ?? This clip isn't even 9 minutes
LOL 😅😂
I was a heroin + xanax addict for 11 years and still am in recovery/working on my sobriety. I guess I can just do it here even though I know not as many people will read it and I have always wanted to get this off my chest anonymously. It really gets to me and I constantly feel different and out of place. I no longer leave my house or have friends because during social gatherings the only thought spinning around in my head is "If they only knew who I really am and knew my past they definitely would not like me". Its been very hard and lonely
Good on you for having the strength and courage to be working through your addictions. For what it’s worth, if one of my friends told me they were a recovering drug addict, a prostitute or whatever, I couldn’t really give a toss. I judge people for the kindness in their heart and not for the struggles they have. It wouldn’t change anything and it doesn’t make you any less of a person. Own your achievements on your recovery journey and stand proud rather than feel ashamed of yourself! I am proud of you and anyone worth having in your life should be too 💜
😊 I am proud & happy for you.
•I used to only notice/feel/internalize negative aspects of myself & my life. I started doing a lot of work on my self.. my feelings.. my emotions.. my reactions.. my thoughts. •This was decades ago & a couple different therapists... but it is so worth it to explore & heal your mind & heart with Kindness & Love as the basis.
•I started with this: Every time I had a negative thought come up I would consciously make a positive thought about myself right then.
•For example: I was always teased about having big feet.
• I decided that instead of taking it in as a negative comment I would turn it around & say to myself.."Well, my feet do their job. Some people cannot even walk or don't even have feet." So this became a habit over time. •Just fill in the blank for whatever is the feeling, thought and/or reaction.
•The other thing I would tell myself is, "Your comment / opinion does not make it true for me. I will decide for myself."
😊 Hope this helps a bit. 🤗
Honestly, people do judge. "Once a junkie".....I have someone in my life who is clean (five years now) and everyone keeps bringing the past up.
My advice is "don't share". Once you are over it, close the door on it.
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I read it. I have really only told 1 other person about this so I definitely understand the thoughts of, these people not knowing who I really am. I don't think I am a full on addict (or maybe that's what we tell ourselves?) but I feel I am developing a xanax problem. It's never more than 1mg at a time and it's usually to go to sleep at night. Otherwise it feels impossible. I want to get it under control before it's too late.
The people I admire the most are the ones who have enough strength to control themselves and their addictions. I know I couldn't. Stay strong and take care
To the girl who sacrificed so much and then her mom told her she didn’t want her in her life.. I feel your pain. I’ve been there and you are worthy of so much more. So much love to you.💗💗💗
i love this channel and this series thoraya. not just because of the incredible film ability you have but also the connection with these random stranger who don’t even know i exist, but i can relate to many of their stories. it’s amazing to hear you’re not alone. ❤️
So true.
What you are offering is very unique. I discovered your “dance here” video, loved it, and now have spent the last hour watching, laughing and crying at your other videos. Thank you. For this one I did feel I wanted to hug or offer some closure to people as they walked away, after they’d opened up. Great people participating.
My biggest secret is that, until about a year ago, I only thought love could come from people who know you deeply, and as a result, being a man who wanted love, I didn't reach out to anyone that wasn't a part of my direct family, because I figured, if those feelings I'm looking for won't come from "strangers," why should I try to turn strangers into friends? So, that really made me retreat inside myself, and I started doing drugs, and I even went to jail for it for 60 days. I'm 21 months, clean and sober, (I was actually released from jail, 19 months ago today) going through treatment, and have made some really great friends while in treatment, many of whom I expect will be in my life for a long time. They say your 20s are the most important time in your life, but I fucked those up, so here's to the rest of my 20s and beyond!
Good luck ❤ sending you some love over the Internet!
Stay courageous to find your happy ending :)
Congrats to the rest of your life of change and elevation 🎉🥳
Congratulations to you, even though you don't know me, I am so proud of you. I'm sure this experience will just make you such a stronger person. May sound odd, but all of that happening early on in your life could be a blessing in disguise for the rest of your life. 🩷
Do you mind telling me what drugs you were on?
@@Marieq I appreciate your response, thank you. I mostly used pain pills, but when that didn't work, I turned to morphine, which escalated. I just didn't want to feel ... anything, really.
It's been so long since I've been on this channel and It's good that you are still making videos. I always enjoyed these types of videos on the channel because of the genuine vulnerability of humans.
It kind of gives me a warm feeling inside knowing that you can trust people enough to tell your secrets and troubles to without fear of judgment and ridicule and even if you have a fear of people judging you, that may not even be the actual case because they may be wanting to release the pain they keep buried inside too.
these always bring me to tears; it breaks my heart to know how many people look at themselves in such a negative light .. and especially those who have a toxic and negative 'support system' - or lack thereof, maybe? I just bought your book. Thank you for these videos, thank you for everything.
Just recently discovered your channel Thoraya. I regret not having found it earlier but also soo glad I get to binge watch.
Such authentic topics and people just being vulnerable. That's something you don't find quite often because we always have to put up a face.
All the love from South Africa
I could really feel the pride when Isabella spoke out her name publicly (for maybe the first time).
I even teared up a little because I feel really happy for her!
Same. Lovely name too.
Absolutely so beautiful.
Yes!! So brave! ^_^
I downvoted this comment. Sad to look right into someone’s eyes who’s confused with their life while people support it instead of realize it’s a mental health issue which will become a physical health issue the more hormones pills they pop.
It most likely stems from no at home life as a child. That’s the true horror. Parents teach your kids to love and laugh, give them knowledge as it will not only because useful as a tool, but as a mentally stable environment for themself
@@ryansheets3951 I downvoted your comment, because you clearly have no idea of science and decency. gender expression has nothing do with mental health state or upbringing, its just who someone is and their right to freedom of discrimination. and you are being just a transphobe concealin their dangerous "opinion" with pseudo-science and pseudo-kindness. please go somewhere else to troll.
I remember when I was 8 I accidentally stole something from the thrift store without realizing it was still in my hand and I felt so bad I started crying
Not my deepest secret but yea
Kudos to the young girl who realized she should live her life for HER. I didn't realize my happiness was important until I was 49...I am important and enough. My life has done a complete 360 since then...I'm 55 now and life is grand!🎉😊
To the girl who doesn’t want children because she’s afraid she will mess them up. Not true, you will most likely love and protect them .
04:43 GIRL I am so sorry!! Your words hit so close to home, I feel like no one around me really gets the cruelness and hurtfulness of the situation I'm in. Realizing someone you loved with all your heart for a long time does not feel the same and keeps hurting you because they just don't care enough is so tough. You are so strong for keeping it up and going your own way!
Can you have an episode about teachers telling their personal experience with students and their secrets without showing their faces of course. Things that parents don’t know about that’s happening in schools, things they are not aware of
Oooof I have so many horror stories and I'm only 3 years into teaching...
If she does this she should do students, both current and former, do it too. Most of my teachers were horrible.
the amount of verbal and psychological abuse teachers take these days is staggering-from the students parents and administration. I quit after 24 years, never been happier
Lot of those people was needed you on that days thx for being who u are
Thoraya, you’re giving people a chance to be heard and that alone is amazing. Please keep creating, stay blessed everyone ❤
this video has been healing , thank u all involved here for sharing
Thank you Thoraya !!! These videos are so sweet. 😭
Thank you for watching 😊
@@Thorayaa I wish I could've shared mine but it's embarrassing
@@bubba283 Go on! We won't judge! It's a safe space! (:
Your Channel is helping me slowly get over my extreme fear of people.
People are so beautiful in their vulnerability and fragility. There is a raw sadness. People need compassion from others to thrive.
You do a good job letting people tell their stories and by that they will get better insight about themselves.
Your videos are always so interesting and touching. A good reminder that we all go through things and we're not so different when all is said and done. The last woman's story totally broke my heart. Wherever she is now, I hope she's doing well.
AW! Isabella's smile is everything to me.
I really want to just hug that girl with the white coat at 5:50.
Just know that other people will love you for who you are, and you 100% deserve to be loved just like anyone else in life. If your mom doesn't love you, forger her then. Love isn't bound by blood, and family certainly isn't bound by just blood either. There are people you will meet that you feel like it's closer than your actual family, and that's the thing I'm talking about. You don't have to be related to understand each other.
I really love and truly appreciate how you make sure everyone’s identity is not shown unless THEY want to. Even the people in the background.
I love these, I wish I could tell mine on there, but I feel like I'd be too embarrassed to
@@bubba283Tell me, here, in the comment section ❤
My secret is that i have less control over my emotions in romantic relationships than any other kind. I have no clue why but my feelings of jealousy and envy that i don't feel normally come up, it's like my partner HAS to be inferior for me to be able to be in a relationships with them but i don't fall in love with people who are not amazing in some way. It's extremely conflicting and doesn't make any sense, it's completely different from how i usually think or act. I'm very logical so for me to react so emotionally over something like this makes no sense to me, im trying to work on it as best as I can, and I'm not going into another relationship before I've tackled the issue.
It's so nice to have you back. I love your videos and thank you to everybody who had the courage to share a secret ❤
I love this series! This feels like a happy birthday to me! 🎉
Wow, i just really wish I could tell the man with the hat that does martial arts talking about his feminine and masculine parts that I am so thankful that he found a way to be with both of those parts of himself and that it never really mattered what anyone else said he needed to be or not be. And it actually made me emotional, thanks for being you man 🙏
This is all very touching. Hopefully these disclosures have helped these people.
I just love hearing the different way people's voices sound.
Isabella - You are beautiful inside, and out. Your smile lit up the whole world at the end of your confession. Wishing you love and happiness your whole life, what an inspiration you are to everyone!!! Thank you for sharing. The last confession was truly heartbreaking, you are such a beautiful person and deserve so much more from life than judgments and secrets. I hope you find peace in knowing there are millions of out here who support you and love you - despite what your parents lead you to believe. Wishing you both love! Great episode!
Isabella gave me hope for myself a bit again - I have been transitioning for a bit - I am 8 months on an effective dose of medical transition regimen, and I’ve lost many, many people, and started to feel the shame over it, and it made me feel hope, watching her say who she was so proudly with a smile. That maybe I don’t need to be ashamed too.
@@lunarlightasmr4660 Hey, I just wanted to tell you that you don't have to feel shameful about losing people. It hurts, but you have every right to be yourself and people who don't support that might would not have been worthy of your time and energy in any case. I've been transitoning for 7 years. And after all this time, I found that I don't really feel bad about the people I've lost, but happy about my decision and the people I surround myself with. And I finally feel like I don't think about "passing" or if I'm "masculine enough" anymore...I finally get to discover myself and my place in the world.
So I wish you all the best on your journey through life as well! 😊
@@lunarlightasmr4660 i hope you find help
@@vseabass9026 thanks, I did, I followed the guidelines of nearly every major medical organization up to and including the World Health Organization and their standards of care based on 150+ years of research into the condition of gender dysphoria… and am transitioning as it’s the most effective form of treatment. Much love 💜
Isabella is so cuuute ! Her smile is adorable, Hope she ll have a great life
love this series. the people who dont gaf and turn to wave to the camera are especially my faves lol.
You're a good person Thoraya!
As a girl dad, hearing that young girl who just wanted to hear her dad tell her he loves her, buckled me.
Wish I could give her a hug.
Such a nice balance between offering humor and Wisdom in this video.
Some of these folks have been through the wringer and come out the Wiser for it; at the very least, they've initiated the healing process through their willingness to embrace their experiences and transcend their karmic obstacles/lessons. They're ready to exit an old chapter and enter a new one.
The stories of the effects these "parents" have had on these beings act as templates for what not to do/be like as a parent/friend. Shame on these parents, particularly the last pair -- don't let ego replace your consciousness/Love.
Been waiting so long for another one of these!
I want to add my voice to the ocean roar of people who are saying how deeply moved they are by your videos.
I love so much that your'e bringing us all these people who are willing to share these powerful bits of their lives with us all. For reasons, I have feared people and their judgment my whole life. At 58, I'm only now beginning to change that. These videos are wonderful ways for me to remind myself that people are people and pretty much everyone has something they love, or fear, or are ashamed of, or yearn for, or will remember forever. We're very different and we are similar in so many ways, also.
I'm also moved by how many people are willing to interact with a stranger in such personal and vulnerable ways. That makes me so happy!
The dude growing weed and being a teacher is A+
My kinda teacher
The whole being told to be silent by the family thing also happened to me but in relation to the closet. Somehow it felt even worse to know that i came out to them only to get pushed back in on their behalf
6:43 very cool. I have started to really study both feminine and masculine energy within myself and have come to many realizations as a woman. I think we need to culturally understand that both of those essences don’t necessarily have to do with gender - but an inner duality that each person can learn to work with. The toxic thing about it is society’s labels and pressures in relation to feminine and masculine ideals. Feminine/masculine is not inherently toxic or even specific to a gender, again. I wonder what western society would look like if we started to understand duality within as it relates to perceived masculinity and femininity - but in a societal sense both of those things can be manipulated + leveraged against people in a toxic way. How masculinity can go from a more intentional, assertive, confident energy to a controlling, abusive one in relation to societal programming or how a woman’s natural intuition and perception can become an insecurity based mindset that leads to a toxic need for validation that gives way to competition and narcissism. Both things that can be damaging at extremes. through the lens of societal programming they can cause extreme mental health problems - but spiritually it is an exploration of one’s deepest feelings & it is not to be judged.
Wow, this is so well-written and poignant! You should write a book
@@xxStarkissed aw thank you!
Isabella-you are so brave and I'm so proud of you for facing the camera!
Thanks guys for sharing your secrets with us, especially when we talk about our childhood through the emotional charge.❤
Oh jeez, the girl at 5:51, I just want to give her a hug... I hope she's doing well living her life.
Congrats on you new book!💚 it's good to see you back, hope all is well for you
Sometimes i sit in my room wondering and thinking about issues i have in my life. I came across this and realising im not alone in this shitty world. I got a new job and moved to new place and i battle to meet people. I dont go to bars and stuff. I do walk on the beach just so i can be around people but i wont talk to anyone. Only people i talk to is at work. I am feeling lonely.
Im here if you need anybody to talk to 💜
@@Erandy_ thank you for reaching out to me. 🙏🏻 coming from small town to city life is a challenge.
@@mornemoore I completely agree, I’m on the same boat as you. From rural Texas to Florida. It can get quite lonely. Having a dog and taking him to the park has helped
@@Erandy_ thats nice. I had a dog he passed away and i did a tattoo in memory of him. I am cycling now so getting to meet some kind of people. Do you guys use watsapp as a way of talking to friends in the US? I just see the US like in movies not sure how it is in real life.
@@mornemoore I’m sorry to hear he passed, what kind of dog breed? I have a little dachshund. That’s awesome! I’ve always wanted to try cycling. Yes typically we use cell phone providers for messaging but Whatsapp is usually used as well along with facebooks messenger. What country do you reside in?
This is a great thing you're doing .Alot of people need to just say these things out loud .❤️
Me toooo, I love to feel things so especially when it says not to touch I just do it really quickly and carefully when nobody’s watching. And I’ve worked in museums so I know why they ask you not to touch but I GOTTA.
My first job was McDonald’s and I can honestly say that it is far from the happiest place on earth
The Mom in me wishes I could comfort each one. Their descriptions of that much emotional pain broke my heart. I just wish I could "do" something for each. Sending love to all those that had such courage to express their secrets ❤❤❤❤❤
Same 💛💫🌟
Thank you for sharing these videos ❤ they help so much
I'm so glad you do this, it has to help people!!
Me too, I'd love to tell mine but I feel I'd be too embarrassed
In case you ever see this, Isabella, as the sister of an amazing transgender woman, you are valid, you are loved, and you are BEAUTIFUL! Please know that anyone who doesn’t accept you is NOT worth it- it is THEIR loss, not yours. You are becoming exactly who you are meant to be.
You go, Isabella! ❤
Hello Thoraya, I won't share my name at this moment, but I want to tell you that I came across your page / work a few times & never fells that I am brought to tears on some the secrets shared or some of the terrible things that were said some people. I guess some of the secrets & terrible things being said to them I can relate to. I just want to say thank you for laying out a platform for those willing to share so they can begin their healing process, even though I am brought to tears. Let's me know I too am in need of healing. 😊
That mcdonalds one made me cry. Our dream jobs as children change when we understand social status. I told my family I wanted to be a taxi driver so I could meet all kinds of people and travel. My aunt had a go at me and laughed telling my cousins that it wasn't an ideal job. Years later my cousin brought it up laughing at me. I had totally forgotten but I found it so sad for my inner child.
Isabella is SO cute and she has a lot of guts to turn around and face the camera with all the transphobia in the world right now. Proud of her.
8:34 That is a really really sad story. A heavy load for a child to carry. Be well.
5:52
Thank you for your time and efforts.
The thing is life is inheritly exploitative and parasitic, all we really do is consume and reproduce and in between we use eachother. The issue is if you are like yourself and other highly altruistic individuals, if you try to not hurt others unfortunately you'll also not be taking a lot. And when you have nothing to give someone your value drops.
Not literal items/ money.
Some of these are so severe compared to others..really shows how individual fate makes up the being of a person ❤
Thoraya,
Your videos have helped me and continue to help me through tough times. I hope someday I’ll be able to radiate kindness, beauty and light like you. Thank you.
People who showed their faces, I am very happy for them bcz they jump out of their comfort zone. Good job guys
Absolutely Amazing! XO
Love seeing your beautiful face at the end of the videos. I hope you’ll publish another book. I enjoyed reading the book, it was juicy lol. It’s on my nightstand, I’m glad you chose a neutral cover because it matches any color scheme I pick.
You’re so beautiful Isabella!!! Thank you for sharing yourself with the world!!! ❤
Wow. I love the transparency!
5:04..... I am the SAME WAY. Legit no one knows how much social anxiety I have. I play it off so well somehow, but its hard to hide when I sweat due to the anxiety.
Happy to see your brilliance again, Thuraya. ❤
Well done with ALL your videos. They show how many people carry so much weight on their shoulders. You have helped me to try and see the whole.
In truth we/I would look at many of them and make unjustified judgements. I spoke to someone yesterday who was a refugee. He expected me to make a comment, either critical or supportive. I actually said 'without walking in your shoes and without knowledge of your culture I can only judge you by the kindness and friendliness that you have shown me.'
Thank you.
Such a beautiful answer 💛💫🌟
I feel bad for laughing at the guy who threw up on his friends hair/head, but his little chuckle at 1:40 just cracked me up
THE THROWUP LMFAO
6:47 I really feel this. It’s eerie how much I understand…😢
My ex lit my house on fire & I'm still in love with them. Fight myself every day to stay the hell away. Sending love to all of these people. ❤
Lmaoooo the sticker on the butt one took me out 😂😂😂😂😂
giving the girl in the white jacket a big hug. 💛
I want to apply for the job to be the person off camera that gives everyone a hug as the walk away.
Isabella´s eyes are probably one of the most beautiful eyes i´ve ever seen
Thoraya, I haven’t seen you in ages! As always, your video made my heart happy ❤