zabawa - butterfly's repose (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]
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- Äas pĆidĂĄn 30. 08. 2020
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slowed down (& reverb) version of butterfly's repose by zabawa.
soundcloud version: / butterflys-repose
twitter: @iustry
instagram: @lust.ry - Hudba
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on soundcloud: soundcloud.com/lustry/butterflys-repose
Nice bro
It says itâs not available anymore :(
Reminder: hug yourself and tell her how proud u are!
Yo what's the image used?
This hitting different when youâre suppose to sleep but youâre just thinking about your life choices
yeah..
this hit different when youâre supposed to be asleep but youâre mom called you a pig before you went to bed for eating a second once cream bar and now youâre just crying because you want parents to love you..
@@allyn04 I'm so sorry. I'm here crying cause of my mom too. She told me I ruin everything and life would've been much easier without me.
Yes
I felt that
slowed songs just hit *different*
*IKR-*
Fr
ALWAYS they never fail to get me in my feelings
FACTS
they just do, I canât even *sleep* anymore.
Iâm just a kid, I shouldnât wanna die yet.
Me too man, it seems so empty
I know exactly how that feels.
felt đłđ¶ââïž
No ones understands, âjust because weâre young we donât know what weâre talking about.â
@@moochino2944 cause apparently we dont know anything
I donât want to die, I just want people to appreciate me while Iâm here. Not when Iâm finally gone.
I mad at you because you just called me out FOR NO REASON AT ALL
I appreciate you, talk to me here if you ever need someone to talk to: Insta: @i_carah_lot_bout_u
Same
then keep making reasons for them to do so
i appreciate you.
I am in pain.
You're doing great love. I'm so proud of you đ„°
I love you so much! Youâre beautiful inside and out and I have a feeling that you are going to have a big future. If you need ANYTHING respond back and Iâll give you my snap, itâs alrightâ€ïž
@@laynajones1767 thank you so much its so nice to see that some people care about how im doing and this means so much that you care,and im doing a little better now that im away from all the people that hurt me thank you so much for caring
Everything will be ok. It just takes time. I love you â„ïž
iâm sorry you have to feel like this. i hope youâre getting well soon. donât forget that i love you and always see the good things in life
just realized this song is 5:55 minutes long. that's an angel number meaning to stay positive. keep your head up my loves
thank you lots
ily
thats so cute đ
i kinda wish it was 666
@@felicity6687 666 is also an angel number! lol it means to keep a healthy work life balance & to also stay positive
Just imagine your comfort character singing this to you. It hits different.
it makes me feel loved
@@carabooker5416 I'm glad!
Lol I have been doing that for the past half hour hugging my pillows then I saw this comment. Iâm glad Iâm not alone.
totally
*Not me in tears because I know he will never be real*
The thing is, you don't want to sleep,
but you don't want to be awake.
You don't want to eat,
but you don't want to be hungry.
You don't want to be around people,
but you don't want to be alone.
You don't want to do anything,
but you don't want to do nothing.
What you really want to do is to stop existing,
but you can't do that without dying,
and you don't really want to do that either.
Yeah, if only I can disappear from existence, no one would miss me that way and I won't feel pain
i wish i never existed. life would be so much better. i cause too much trouble.
this is exactly how i feel..
I donât even feel loved i just keep being an embarrassment to my family đ
@ilikefood64 my moms side of the family hates me even my cousins I canât even stand up for my self bc Iâm too scared
this song makes me feel wanted
Same ...
You are wantedđâ€ïž
sameâŠ
same
nobody:
me at 0:01: *aight, we finna cry*
Fr ^^â
they call me ankle breaker cuz im a freaking playerđ«
@@angevdkdowwo4831 LMAO
YesđđŻâŒïž
LITERALLY
Lyrics:
You donât have to speak
Donât need to talk to me
Baby, I already know
The shadows is your head
Theyâve got you down again
Got you feeling low
But itâs time to rest now
Let it all melt now
Wipe your tears
The suns already set now
Wonât you go to sleep now?
Iâll see you in your dreams
âCause Iâm right here
Darling, Iâm right here
Close your pretty eyes, my butterfly
Baby, have no fear
The future looking bleak
Your will to live is weak
But honey, hold on for me
I know that your an angel
But itâs not your time to fly now
We need you here in earth
Stay right here
Iâll stay with you, my dear
Look up to the sky, angel
I am still alive
Because you want me to be
Remember, my dear
Youâre strong
Youâre loved
Youâre beautiful, so beautiful
And you belong here on earth
đ
Just in case some of you guys didnât see the lyrics in the video đ
ty yachi â€
ХпаŃОба
This makes me feel so happy and sad at the same time
"you will to live is weak but honey, hold on for me"
this was the final snap, and it left me in tears
hey baby
i know youâre hurting
i know youâre struggling
life has changed so much
covid, online school, quarantine,
maybe you lost someone
a friend, family, even yourself
but hunny you have to keep fighting
i know it hurts baby I know
but you have to keep going for me
thereâs so much the world has to offer
even though it feels like itâs turning on us
late night walks on train tracks
summer nights with friends
eating ice cream or going to the fair
meeting your soulmate
graduating school/college
it breaks my heart to see you like this
the amount of pain youâve endured
baby youâre so strong
so if u donât have a reason to live
live for me, live for yourself
remember one thing for me okay?
no matter what life throws at you
to the point where your at your bottom
you still have so much to live for
that vision of a perfect life in your head
that voice telling you that it will subside,
listen to that voice
keep holding on for me please baby
you belong here
youâre loved
youâre cared for
youâre strong, so strong
youâve gone through so much
but remember
I love you
keep living for me okay?
do you promise, pinkie promise?
okay baby wipe those tears
close your eyes
get some rest
tomorrow a new day okay?
weâll meet again soon
~ jeremy
wish i could explain how much this helped me. thank you, beautiful stranger.
@@literaryluci1532 no problem bby
i started crying reading this. i feel so alone and hopeless right now but this made me feel a little better. thank you
Jenny M ofc
i love you jeremy
im trying, i really am
and im so proud of you for it đ„ș
i hope people around you appreciate and recognise your effort to try.
Iâm so proud of you!! You made it this far donât give up yetâ€ïž
I LOVE YOU
Proud of you angel đ
Stay strong and Iâm always here if you need help
*Darling Iâm right here..* hits different.
I just wanna see how everyone would react if I was dead
I feel the exakt same- i just wanna see what happens when i die
They would move on in life? Why u self pity ur self so much? Change ur mindset real quick.
@@notme1673 sister I said I just wanna see how everyone would react sis your ass is pity rn sis sit down and reply to someone else and everyone would move on? what do you want me to do abt it? Change your disgusting attitude
@@notme1673 sister? that isn't being pity? it's actually amazing being me and that's not the truth maybe it is to you? but yeahh not really
@@notme1673 gurll it must be sad being u. listening to shifting reality subs to be in hogwarts bc u hate ur lifeđđđ and yes i did stalk your page
This hitting different when you're sad because your mom recently pass away and you feel like those lyrics would be something that she would say to you if she could talk after death...
Iâm so sorry for your loss but please remember she loves you and loads of other people too đ
@@girlhasbad5816 Thank youâ€â€â€
im so sorrry..ur so strong loveâ€
Im so sorry for your loss
i felt this course through my veins, literally so relatable...
Its currently 11:01 actually. And today was pretty great. My grades are mostly B's so im very proud of myself. I wish my parents would stop fighting, but my sister makes up for it, today we went skating around town. She's literally my everything, I dont know what it is. But id do unimaginable things for her. This song reminds me of her :)
Hello, that somehow was comforting, i hope you can get a happy ending. You deserve one...
Hey love! Iâm so proud of you
iâm so proud of you!
@@alexturnerforever 7 months have passed. I've changed so much as a person, but in a good way. Thank you for checking up on me
Aw, thats so good. You deserve it dear. (ăŁâïžŁâĄâá· )ăŁ
I've never heard this song, it's making me remember memories that never happened.
wow. exactly what i think
Frr.
If you're reading just know I love you all, I hope you sleep well, get something to eat, drink water, and wear your mask. You're worth it and you belong here. I love you..â€
Thank you for thisđ„ș
@@Allyc-ParkerP you're very welcome đ„°
Thank you.... I needed that
ok LOL
Thank you...you deserve that too.
i have this thing where i rarely tell people if iâm feeling sad because i know future me is gonna regret it. thatâs how every night i pile my thoughts and hope for the best, of course, it goes away every morning until it hits 10pm again. the thoughts come back. like sirens they sway in my head.
iâm not okay and i think i just hit a new low.
I relate to your situation so much, I wish I could come up with a solution for both of us
No one has ever told me they feel the same holy sh*t this hit me so hard, I would LOVE to tell someone everything in my head but it goes away and then I feel dumb or stupid for sharing it because I got over it then a few days later it comes back but what can you do when there is no one who cares that you can talk to.
i feel exactly the same, im so happy im not the only one omg
Lol found out thatâs a result of trama đđđ
@@gabija4055 oh well we are all suffering from trauma then-
đ y e a h đ
Hi everyone,
I don't know you, but I hope you know that you are loved, you are needed, you are wonderful, even if you don't believe it. It's okay to feel these things but never forget that others are always there to help. Remember to take care of yourself. That's all I have to say and I hope you have a wonderful day.
Awe this made me cry thank you â€ïž
Thank you so muchâ€
this song is so beautiful but i just canât help but cry. every lyric reminds me of any form of a affection or care my mother has shown me throughout my life, but the reason I cry is because I fear if I come out, Iâll never experience that love and affection again for the rest of my life.
felt that.
i'm so sorry, i know how you feel..
sending hugs your way (if ur okay with it)
ÊăŁâąáŽ„âąÊăŁđ
Hey I know this comment was a long time ago but listen to me. Your sexuality is nobodyâs business but your own. You donât need to tell her whatsoever and being in the closet isnt always a bad truth. You just gotta learn how to accept what it is and try to live your best life. Iâm in the closet and Iâm still living my truth and know who I am while living with a Christian family. But ive learned that itâs okay. You donât need to tell anyone. You just need to learn to love yourself and who you are because when everythingâs said and done you only have yourself. You can come out but if you decide not to, please try to let go of that fear and just learn to accept yourself and know that who you like, who you are attracted to, and who you are is what you are entitled to and nobody else. This is probably really messy and doesnât make much sense. If I was telling you this in real life you could probably understand clearer but I hope this helps.
@@rehtric3681 Hey dude i really appreciate this. I too live in a Christian family and I am a Christian myself. I actually did end up coming out to her a little while ago because she already had it figured out. Her best friend is bisexual, (still hasnât told my mom) and she told me about my mom from her perspective. That was really eye opening to me and since she already knew, I wanted to tell her myself instead of dealing with the tension forever. Sheâs not supportive, but at least she isnât disrespectful about it. Sheâll still love me no matter what, but not the same way as before. Itâs disappointing but Iâm adapting to it. Thank you.
@@livjacinta Of course. And since you are Christian I want to let you know, being gay in it self ISNT a sin, but it becomes different when you sleep with someone of the same sex continuously knowing itâs wrong. But God will always forgive you if you fell into temptation and truly feel sorry about it. My mom is the same, she still thinks itâs wrong but she doesnât hate anyone for it and says they should live their life to the fullest and do whatever they want. Remember, the most important thing is your relationship with God. If nobody else loves you the way they should, love yourself and find comfort in being alone. It took me a long time to do it but I got there and itâs amazing. I love you so much and youâll be okay. đ€
I remember when this song blew up on tiktok and the creator of the song finished writting it she's so amazing I don't remember her name though but it's such a beautiful song
zabawa
@@israelleskinner8819 yeah!! Sheâs very beautiful too :)
@@ex0planet765 I know right! I want to publish my music but Iâm too insecure about the way I look rn
@@israelleskinner8819 You shouldn't be insecure about how you look, you are beautiful in your own way and you should upload that video be proud of yourself, know that you are pretty and tell people that you are pretty.
@@yusur3288 Sorry but I have Body Dysmorphic Disorder
I've been on antidepressants for a month now and to anyone who doesn't know, they tend to make you unable to cry for a while. That was the case with me till I heard this song. And what amazes me most is that I'm not the type of person who cries to songs, but this song, it made me cry without even realizing It. I was actually thinking about skipping it halfway through but then she said "I know you're an angel but it's not your time to fly now" and I literally felt tears dripping down my cheeks. I'm crying, but not because I'm sad. I'm crying because I'm happy. I'm happy I chose to stay. My time to fly will come whenever it has to, but until then, I'll walk some more :) stay strong, angels.
Hi! Iâm proud of you! â€ïž
Antidepressants do act on the part of the brain where the emotions live. When my scrip for sertraline ran out, I did not go to the docs to renew it because of covid concerns. When the last of it drained from my body, I felt like the self I once was and enjoyed and cherished. I laugh and cry again, yes, both and at songs and scenes and books and poetry. I have regained a full emotional life. If the lyrics touch you in such a way reaching into your heart or your hurt and you want to cry, do; oh so do. Your tears will cleanse you. Choose to live because you have only one chance to as you are now. I don't know how low you fell in your depression. I have held the handle on suicide's door more than once and decided to stay on this side of it enduring the pain, accepting the punishing thoughts, and rising to an acceptable level of normality with my body and mind and emotions intact. There is a lyric "it's alright to cry; crying gets the sad out of you". Simple, but I believe it. Crying is normal. Hating yourself, berating yourself isn't healthy. Killing yourself is definitely not. Seek help if you need it. Believe in yourself. You are beautiful. I'm tearing up now.
Iâm really happy for you! But If they start to make you feel emotionally numb you should take a break from them for awhile. Everyone is different but 9 times out of 10 people will start resorting to unhealthy ways to just feel something after they start to feel emotionally numb. Itâs difficult to describe the feeling but itâs almost like feeling bored, lonely, and hopeless. You wonât be bothered by things you hate but you wonât enjoy things you like either. Just pay close attention to how you feel
Itâs only been 14 years and Iâm tired of life âșïžâșïž
I know your feelings, but we need to resist I know that your going to have a great life. ;).
Youâre too young, you have to appreciate the small moments and slowly learn to love yourself and life. There are many people to prove this can happen
@@greekyogurt2855 You're really never too young to die.
It was 10 years when I was tired of mine, and that was so fucking long ago. I donât know why Iâm still here
same lol
i almost took an overdose 2 years ago and one of my classmates helped me through it and he made me feel good about being gay. i will never forget you. rest in peace
Pov: Your giving up, but this song helps u cope.
i dont know why but i really want to imagine my bestfriend reassuring me with these words, but i cant see her.
why cant i see her?
hey, you okay?
my best friend replaced me with online friends. 12 years of my life gone
@momo yaoyorozu lmao ffs
my best friend is dead lol
I canât see myself in the mirror anymore,just a child with lifeless eyes...
maybe were going to be okay after all.
I hope your doing well angel. I'm proud of you and I know how hard is but look how far you've come(: I love you and I'm glad your here
oh i sure hope so atp
i hope
we all will be okay.
my song to cope âš
same :'))
Hey whoever is reading this right now, I want to say I'm glad you woke up today, I'm proud you're still here and breathing, I'm proud of you, so fucking proud. I love you please don't forget that, so many other people love you too so please stay, don't listen to anyone saying you're not good enough don't you fucking dare listen to them, because you are good enough. I know I don't know you but I love you and am proud of you. Please realize that the hard part you're going through is just for now, it gets better. No matter how hard everything is you will get better I promise it will. I got better so that means you can too. So please don't give up please, I'm begging you not to. I fucking love you and am proud of you. please have a great day and life. You deserve all the good in the world. I love you
Thank you... I'm glad to hear that someone is proud of me :)
im trying so hard but its never enough
The aesthetic your channel radiates is mesmerizingâš
âI know that youâre an angel, but itâs not your time to flyâ man :â)
"Remember my dear,
your strong,
your loved,
your beautiful,
so beautiful.
And you belong here on earth"
Anyone else just looking at there ceiling wishing everything was over and then that one line comes âwe need you here on earthâ and you just close ur eyes and u feel calm and smile
Iâm so so so glad your here.
my dog of 9 years had to be put down last month. she got so sick out of nowhere. when i usually gave her baths, iâd play upbeat music as i washed her. when i gave her her last bath, i played my softer music and this song specifically came up and she seemed so calm and genuinely relaxed. she i kept it playing on loop for some time. the day we had to put her down, i decided to play this song for her. she seemed so at peace when she heard it. she went away seeming so calm too. iâm glad she was able to go with such a beautiful song. iâll forever miss you lola and iâm glad i got 9 years with you.
i'm so sorry.. i know how hard it can be to lose someone you care about so so much. i hope you're doing okay.. sending hugs your way if you're okay with it. ÊăŁâąáŽ„âąÊăŁđ
@@randomlady4949 thank you, i really appreciate it. iâm doing a lot better and thank you for the hugs :)
Iâm sure she was happpy to spend those 9 beautiful memorable years with you she wants u happy so smile and live on for here babe u got this
update: so in february, we got a puppy! her name is maple, sheâs a small, chaotic, little yorkie. she has a lot of qualities like lola, and is a lot like a dog i once had who passed when i was 8. sheâs already such an energetic little puppy and i love her with all my heart
When the lyric âdarling Iâm right hereâ came up tears started flooding my eyes I started ugly crying because thatâs the one text I used to always get from my best friend. Only if he didnât die I would be seeing his smile to this day. We had really good times I miss him so much.
Sending you a internet đđ€
Just so everyone knows, you are amazing. I know things seem worthless probably but just know that it will be okay. I have a lot going on in my life feeling scared to lose people I deeply love and care about, and in hopes I won't disappoint them. Just focus on yourself do what you can and people will see that and love you for you, never be afraid just try to look at the positives in life. I have school going on soon and well the guy I like is going to be in my class and I'm super nervous that I'll disappoint him. Just know it'll be okay, there will be challenges along the way but keep going because in the end it'll be worth it you'll learn from them. I love you!!!!
she kinda look like levi
i was looking for this.
alex. đ
noah xo đ€đ
alex. i see youâre a man of culture đł
noah xo and yourself, as well, kind sir. đ
i feel that when i listen to music, i feel so sad it hurts, but at the same time i'm so used to it it's almost nostalgic. and the cycle repeats itself
My mom passed away last year and when I listen to this song I feel her close to me..
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Looking through the comments is such a beautiful thing. Everyone is coming together, sharing their struggles and being supportive because we are all in this together. I love that this song directly speaks to whoever is listening and for me, itâs probably what I would say to my younger self when I went through so much trauma. đ I love you all, I may not know you but I donât want to lose you. âš
My grandmother called me her butterfly. If thereâs one thing i regret, itâs not spending more time with her. This song makes me feel like sheâs taking to me, and telling me to stay strong. It never fails to make me feel completely comforted. â€ïž
Why did it scare me wearing headphones all the way up listening to this when she gets higher pitched??
same, it gets really loud. i wish the volume would stay consistent throughout the entire thing with only slight changes lol
itâs so fascinating how we are still young, but yet we can hide our emotions and nobody, not a single soul can tell weâre hurting. i love you to whoever reads this. which iâm pretty sure no one is. but if you are, i love you and you are so beautiful. stay strong for me, for us. you deserve the world
You made me tear up, but thank you darling đI really needed this
@@judy7815 your welcome beautiful, i hope youâre doing good
tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harm.
hearing this song made me just feel warm and welcome. it did make me cry and i donât know why. the tears just flowed. next thing i know, iâm thinking about how much iâve improved over years.
i may be young and have made mistakes, but they were mistakes i made while in a bad place. my mind was so jumbled yet i felt empty. i looked at myself in the mirror and i just thought of myself as something bad on this earth that shouldnât be here. i got all the people i thought i didnât need and thought would be better off without me out of my life, so why do i feel so upset at myself? my grades are plummeting right before my eyes and my parents are concerned about why. why didnât i fix my grades? did i just give up? i think i did. i thought of ways in which i could just make it stop, maybe i could fill myself on food but that would make me feel so much guilt. what if i tried cutting or biting? no thatâs too much. what about just ending it? no, what if iâm still here after? if i vented i would be bothering people that donât care and donât want to know, right? why am i so useless?
luckily those thoughts stopped after i took some time for myself. i went off of social media and let my friends know i was taking a break. i focused on myself, why am i thinking like this? i figured that maybe writing it or something would help, so i did. i did help a lot. my grades are much better now and i take time on my art. it turns out that someone was basically making me feel so drained so i had to cut off my ties with them. i felt truly relieved and iâm glad about how much iâve improved.
sometimes i do still think of this stuff but i just try to tune it out.
thanks for reading this â€ïž have a nice day! i hope you get good rest because tomorrow is going to be a good day.
Hi.. I know this was 11 months ago
But today I was really not feeling it
And I was trying the whole day to listen to music to make it up for me, nothing helped.. till it was 2 am and I came to bed and saw this on my recommendation on CZcams, and as soon as I open it I cried so hard.. and now itâs almost 4 and still Iâm tearing from a moment to another.. then I saw ur comment, and u donât know how much I feel u now, donât know why I wrote all of this. Maybe cuz I need to speak and say something before I blow, or maybe cuz I just felt like u when I heard this song.
Anyway how ever u r.. thank u for this comment, hope ur life now is much better and greater.
Love, S.
when you live in Spain but the s is silent.
r/im14andthisisdeep
BYE-
I have been living in spain without the s for my whole life,I always pretended I didnât
If you feel like no one is there just know that though we may never meet. I live you beyond your imagining
this song saved me so many times
Skip to end and press the restart the video button (đ) to have the video have no ads. Ur welcome. đ
thank you, never knew this!
I thought everyone already knew this? Guess not
this is my comfort song, it really feels as if someone i there for me
my cat is extremely sick and this song is such a comfort to me right now:( especially the part when it says âbut itâs time to rest now let it all melt nowâ Itâs amazing that music can be interpreted in so many ways đđ
This hits different when youâre dating a guy but have a crush on a girl and you donât know who to choose.
Hey look, if you were really in love you wouldn't think of another person ok? Everything will be ok. Make your choices because we live once :)
@@yanitsaveleva You're right. I'm gonna ask her out (different person, I just saw this and you inspired me to ask out this person I've literally been in love with for two years)
@@eloisecannothandlethis hey :) Im very happy for your decision. I have told the person i like that i liked him and now we are together almost a year. Do it
the mood swings are slowly killing me.
I canât believe this song exists, it feels so unreal
Doing my vocal warm ups and then coming straight to this video has become a ritual for me đ
music instantly reminds me how sad i actually am
"Darling I'm right here" hits different when I'm in love with a fictional character and are the only thing keeping me together (I'm fine don't worry)
The pain weebs go through đ„Č
same đ„Č
you should try shifting, idk if you know what it is and it might seem crazy at first but a lot of people have done it.. i suggest looking into it đ
@@randomlady4949 lol I actually do know what it is, I've done it but now I just do it unconsciously and idk how to stop itDJDNDBSSMK
@@Ztar3 you can try scripting that you can't shift accidentally and that you can only do it when you have the intention to đ or say your safe word each time
I LOVE THIS SONG BRO AND IT SLOWED DOWN MAKES ME LIKE IT EVEN MOREEâšđ„șđ„°đ€©
loving the aesthetic, only if i could omg
Late, but it's 6am and I'm just vibing when my alarms about to go off in an hour... :/
Oof same I have a test but here I am
This was so soothing, and I donât know why, itâs a nice feeling though :)
Your channel just has endless good vibes
When you have nobody and the â darling Iâm right hereâ comforts you and makes it feel like someoneâs listening
It hurts when someone you truly loved, picked someone else. She didnât accept me.
i can't imagine how bad that must feel, i'm ever so sorry, i'm sure she's missing out on a bunch, are you alright now? have you ate? have you had something to drink? have you slept? I know it's hard, but keep that head up for me and 7 billion others, king.
I'm just tired. I feel like I've lost myself.
please take care of yourself, the world it's too much, sometimes u feel that u lost your soul, that ur not you anymore but it's just defence, life it's crazy shit but it's good, take care of who you are right now so you can see that in the future
I am proud that you are still here
Iâm listening to this song for the very first time and itâs the most beautiful song Iâve ever heard.
this music are so- i can't explain how this music makes me happy :)
YOONBUM MNHOGFGMHJGFD
@@astrotsukkii1550 HELLO
I know you're trying and i'm proud of you.
i love u. and iâm proud of you too :))
also ur so pretty wow
@@samanthaa557 thank you beautiful x
Ngl I cry every time I hear this song even if my eyes tear up just a lil đ
I need to vent..
TW: I am gonna talk about disordered eating habits.
Iâm going through a really rough time right now and i try to restrict my eating as much as possible and recently my parents and my teacher has been trying to help me get better by making me eat and i just feel so guilty now that iâve been eating normally again and i purged my dinner today because i couldnât take it anymore. Iâm currently eating ice cream right now and i feel so guilty because iâve consumed more than 800 calories.. iâm thinking of not eating tomorrow and maybe the day after as a punishment. Iâm going to a psychiatrist on Tuesday next week, but i donât want help and i wanna get worse so that i can be skinny. I hate my body so much and i hate myself. Iâm scared that this will affect my grades and iâm scared for my future because iâm in 8th grade (i live in norway and here we graduate when weâre 16..) and if my grades are affected then iâm scared of what will happen once i turn 16. Thank you for reading this far. If you have anything negative to say then please just donât say it because i will ignore your comment.
Edit: thanks so so much for all the support. I am currently doing so much better since I eat regularly and I donât try to starve myself anymore. I do still feel kind of guilty after/while I eat and I do feel kind of disappointed when I see my body in the mirror since I feel like I donât have a desirable body since my butt is super small and almost flat, but Iâm still learning to accept myself and I never realised that if I continued this toxic behavior against myself then I would be underweight and it would be super dangerous for me. Again thanks for all of the support.
Honestly, it might not get better but being negative will not help you. All I can say to you is try to get a journal are write 3 things you love about yourself every day. Slowly just start trying to accept yourself instead of fixing it.
Hi. Your comment broke heart...but I'm going to try offer you some hope. You're amazing, your body does so much for you and fights for you on a daily basis. I can't imagine what you're going through and want you to know that that sucks, it really does. I don't want you to guilt yourself for feeling negative about your body. I want you to know that you're loved and so so so SO worth the compassion that you deserve. You deserve the universe. I would like to encourage you to be honest with the psychiatrist, tell them exactly how you're feeling. I will also encourage you to continue to drink a whole lot of water (hydration helps in so many areas!) and eat really small snacks to keep your brain going!
If you ever need someone to talk to or vent to or to send you daily virtual hugs, send me a message @everything.is.fine.deceptidork on Instagram. Sending love. A whole lot of it.
Hello! I am in no way a therapist or anything but I would like to help. I just want to say how beautiful you are, and how valid you are. I dont care how skinny you are, or how large you may be. You are so extremely beautiful, and I lysm. I dont really have any advice on the eating thing, but I can say how valid and amazing you are.
hei.. jeg er sÄ lei for at du gÄr igjennom dette. du er sterk, ikke glem det. du prÞver ditt beste hver dag, men husk at *du* er den viktigste personen i livet ditt. til slutt, har du bare deg selv igjen. sÄ ta godt vare pÄ deg selv.
kroppen din tar vare pÄ deg, den holder deg i live. det er kanskje ikke lett Ä innse, men mitt beste rÄd er Ä se det beste av deg selv og drite i hva andre tenker om deg. jeg er glad i deg, selv om du er en fremmed person. og jeg hÄper det beste for deg.
@@jqean Hi sorry for the late response! I have been starting to slowly accept myself and I do feel like my body is kind of cute from time to time. I donât fully love my body, but Iâm getting there!
Itâs the worst when you canât even cry anymore
Yeah..
A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR THE PPL WHO CANT THIS OML
ive never cried so hard to a song before...its crazy how much i relate to this song while being this young.
This brings me comfort, makes me feel the love iâve always wanted growing up.
the flavor
My dog suddenly died today (cancer spread to liver). I am devastated but this song is bringing me comfort and helping me grieve. Thank you for this :)
hi there :) how are you? make sure you drink water and find some time to relax :) your dog is always watching over you
@@marison2479 hello, sorry i thought iâd already replied. It still hurts and i miss her like crazy but looking back at our memories makes it a little bit better. Thank you for your kindness and consideration :)
possible TW
im a month clean today. It's still hard for me to stay clean though
I am so so proud of you love!!!
amazing job!!!!
iâm so proud of you.
i'm so proud of you, even if irl you feel that no one is, i am. it might not mean much coming from an internet stranger but i understand how hard it can be.. im so proud of you for trying your best. sending hugs ur way if ur okay with it
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Congrats! Keep going đ„ș
This song reminds me of when my mom was in rehab, for addiction. I used to pretend that she was right there next to me at night, I would cry then fall asleep, when I would wake up and it was just my pillow I was grasping on too, I pretended so hard I thought my pillow was her...
She told me she would never leave me...
Now I only see her 2 days a week and am 13, and I miss my mom so much. Am so lonely...
Iâm sorry that your going through this at such a young age all I can really say is to keep going and youâll find something or someone to help you go through this tough situation đ
the pain i felt when she said: âremember my dear, youâre strong, youâre loved, youâre beautiful, so beautiful & you belong here on earth, i love youâ i really needed that
If only this was a hour long đ„șđȘ
man, this song is beautiful.
Hey is everyone okay? I'm reading all these comments and it is truly heartbreaking, to see that something so comforting can break you down to your core, and show everyone who you truly are and all the pain you went through, I won't be here to support you all the way but I hope that you live a stronger healthier life, focusing on love, and your future. So let me ask you this..... Do you need a hug? let's do a group hug, y'know seeing people have the same struggles as you is more calming and relaxing than to see someone who doesn't understand, try to help. As in my opinion. Cus you can talk it out, just like now, most of the time it's hard to find someone but when you see a full comment section full of people trying to help and cope, then you know you found home, I love you, and you won't understand, but if you stick up for me, then I'll do it for you, no matter the pain and no matter the reason. I. Love. You.
this song is so beautiful
Feels like sheâs singing directly to me...wow
I wish I could just... Share this feeling somehow, with my friends.
Sing it to them, but my voice isn't ethereal like her's. Write it to them, but I get lost in words and don't know how to explain it all. Make them art but I am not the best at it either...
I just wish I could give them this love, this feeling of calm and peace, this everything...
I wish that just by calling each of them "my butterfly" it would explain everything I feel for them and they'd understand that... Every single lyric of this song is something I want to sing and wail at their soul.
But I stick to endless "I love you"s every day instead, since people see the word 'love' as a thing that means exactly these feelings.
And because for me the word 'love' means the universe. It means the world. It means happiness and kindness. It means galaxies with endless stars expanding far beyond what the human mind can comprehend, it means nebulas and supernovas, it means neutron stars, it means the pull of time and space of black holes, it means LOVE.
To me, love means the universe, my friends mean the universe to me. I'd only make sense for me to say that, with in mind the fact that for me love means more than plain old 'romance'.
Writing this I have realized that I do share this feeling with them... Still, I am overflowing with love, I want to keep finding ways of expressing it...
To anyone reading this, you're loved. It'd ache to see you go. Drink water, get a snack, brush your teeth, take a shower. You matter. Stay safe everyone
This song makes me think of my grandma when it says 'Darling I'm right here' đâ
oh no you made me remember she's 'not here' :')
@@kiwipot :,)
And if you are comforted by the thought of her being close to you then this song has succeeded in assuaging your troubles whether they come from without or within. Listen to it as often as you need to. I believe truly that is the reason Zabawa wrote it: to comfort herself and anyone else seeking comfort.
this song feels like it comes from heaven. it sounds like angels are singing it and itâs a message from God.
It truly, truly does.
I love this so much itâs relaxing đ
this hits different when your crying bc you thought you found your person after all these years but you didnât.
this song never fails to make me cry
this song feels like a hollow embrace
i wish i could've hugged him one last time
this song reminds me so much of sokka and yue. the lyrics and vibe, itâs just so beautiful. and the fact that sokka loved her so much iâm just- it hurts. theyâre both such comfort characters and this song just matches perfectly for their relationship.
It's such a comfort song....đ
this is the last song i will listen to when i go
i heard that when you die your brain will stay 7 mins active after you died. So yeah i would like to die while hearing this song too.
this song is pure art.
2:16
Thank you
this is my comfort song