$500 ON YESSTYLE Clothes! | Is it Legit? + try-on haul
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- čas přidán 23. 11. 2019
- In today's video I'm trying clothing from Yesstyle!! $500 Worth of Clothes!
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This is my first video like this and I know It's a bit different but I really wanna share more with you guys and post more outside of just music! Let me know what your fav things are or if you like this!! Thanks so much for watching :)
-Tiffany
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Here are the items I showed in this video!
Striped T-Shirt/mini dress: www.yesstyle.com/en/oaksa-set...
Color Block Tank - www.yesstyle.com/en/jstyle-cr...
Red Skirt - www.yesstyle.com/en/shopherd-...
Writing on pants (L) - www.yesstyle.com/en/tanee-let...
Red Pants (M) - www.yesstyle.com/en/sylphlike...
Red Long Sleeve "A" t-shirt - www.yesstyle.com/en/whoosh-lo...
Ripped jeans (M) - www.yesstyle.com/en/shinsei-r...
Universe is Abundant shirt (It IS available haha) - www.yesstyle.com/en/dute-lett...
Camo Pants (s) - www.yesstyle.com/en/chililala...
Camo Shorts (Gray M) - www.yesstyle.com/en/shira-hig...
Windbreaker (M) - www.yesstyle.com/en/wheatfiel...
Corduroy jacket Red/green/yellow : www.yesstyle.com/en/sonado-ho...
Orange Sweats (M) - www.yesstyle.com/en/thetis-le...
Love sweatshirt - www.yesstyle.com/en/linsi-str...#productAnchor
Chocolate cake - www.yesstyle.com/en/shopherd-...
Moo overalls: www.yesstyle.com/en/akigogo-e...
Blazer short set - www.yesstyle.com/en/jeans-kin...
Black/Yellow Shoes (Off-white knockoffs lol) Size 37! - www.yesstyle.com/en/shoeland-...#productAnchor
Platform black boots (Size 38) - www.yesstyle.com/en/anran-pla...
White boots (Size 38) - www.yesstyle.com/en/shoes-gal...
Beige/Black Flatts - www.yesstyle.com/en/shoes-gal...
Hair clips - www.yesstyle.com/en/miss-flor...
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The button holes come shut to show the pants are new!
Omg!, love this ❤, it's amazing
You're so beautiful Tiffany 😍.
Thanks for making my day 😊.
Love these types of video's 💙,
there awesome & so fun to watch.
you should definitely do more like this
OMG I have been followed you since 5 years because you have a perfect voice, I love all your songs, but this content is so cool, I see a lot this kind of videos, I love you😍
Gretting from Colombia
Keep it up tiff ❤️ you’re amazing
Thanks Alexis!
Cute outfits! You look so beautiful! As always! 😍🥰❤️
Love all of them! Soo cute!!! Love the Matilda reference! I also don’t like heals even though they make me taller! Definitely do more halls! 💙
Hi Tiffany! Hope you’re having a great day! You’re amazing! Love you!
You're the best Tiffany, you should do more of these 👍
Tyler Allyn will do ❤️
@@TiffanyAlvord 💛
Omg, we are so similar! We both keep our hair boring, and pick comfort over style. Now i love you even more! Yes queen!
haha yesssss
ALL these outfits are really cute!!
Great video, love your cow outfit.
I love this kind of videos 💙 love from Spain 😊❤🎉
Thank you so much!
some pretty neat stuff there, I really like some of them a lot
💛 the Cow outfit 😍
I vote for more vlogs! Because your vlogs are awesome 😁
There were so many pretty outfits!
I love all of the clothes you got and thanks for mentioning your height and measures cause almost nobody does that and it really helps when online buying!
Please do MOREEE ❤️ YESSTYLE HUALSSSS ❤️
Blue tank top and red skirt.... I knew you were Supergirl! ❤️❤️❤️
your my idol also tiffany😍watching you from philippines
Awe, I hope I can come back to the Philippines soon!
wow😍😍😍i cant believe this😍😍😍thank you for reading my comment❤️❤️❤️
Too Cuteeeeeeeee!!!! 😭💖
all of them were cute but the black dress shoes were so beautiful 😍
Ibtihal Shaker thank you!!!
Your favorite things bring strength to the soul. You stay the course and sail on despite the waves. 👍🎸
This is crazy cute...How is it you are not the official spokesperson/model for yesstyle? You put so much energy into this. I love the A-Line black dress and theCamo shorts best. You are a wonderful model.
Tiffany you are hilarious 😂👌🤗
Wow, so many clothes! I have no chance to say, what is my favorite outfit. But i can say for sure: You are one of the most beautiful woman in the whole world! That i love your personality, your voice and your music i have written so often that i`m sure, you know it :D And now you know, i love your beauty too :P Thank you for the video! I have enjoy it, and i wish you a wonderful rest of your sunday :) Much love from Germany to my wonderful Tiffany ♥ :)
Well, now I know what to look for if I go shopping in the near future…. and if I were to suddenly turn into a girl, lol. But honestly I really liked this video. It was so different from what we are used to see from you but at the same time it had this authentic Tiffany style to it which I already digged in your Vlogs ;) Keep it up Tiffany!!
PS: The first shoes looked so amazing and comfy!
Thanks so much! And yes the first shoes are incredibly comfy!
Could you make a morning or an evening routine please ? Thx so much for sharing, bisous de la France ❤
Another video that proves that you’re the cutest person in the world! You’re so adorable! 😍🥰❤️
#notificationsquad here
reporting for duty ❤.
OMG!! I remember when the So Alive music video came out #LongTimeFan
More videos lets goo
I liked the cow suspenders pants because it reminds me of Mamma Mia :p
Love your stile girl ☺️ sooo cute
😂totally thought that said $5,000 for a second and this was gonna be a red carpet trial thing. Oops! Anyway, love the A-line dress and combo (1 and 2). The red pants seem like more a workout thing than a normal everyday. The sweatshirt was cool looking with those jeans., the camo shorts were cute....heck, everything just fit you so good, even if I was waffling on it at first. You made it work, T. Very n👍cely d❤ne.
holy crap that would be intense hahhaa
I like the clothes that you bought
Love all your picks,especially the shoes #socool
Yesssss 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Tiffany you're really so cutiest in these looks! #TheBraziliansAreTiffanatics
You look so gorgeous 😍🙈
Awe, thanks Gabriel!
Hey you should totally do some asmr videos!
Adorbs
Omgoshhhhh our stats are almost exact except for height 🙀 this is so crazyyyy
Please cover any song from Taylor Swift's album Lover!!! 😄
I liked to see you modeling with your clothes, very pretty! Sweet Tiffany.
I’m gonna buy the whole website
A whole closet of amazing clothing for $500? Sweet Deal!
Danny Danny right!?!
we need a tour in uk England
Like what you're wearing and great video, my cheeks hurt from smiling idk from probably something you did or just you in general
awww, thanks Josh!
Tiffany Alvord thank you for making vids btw you seem to be talking fast in this video
Hello from Turkey ♥️♥️♥️🤗
it was a great video
You could Snap some Photos for the Gram, or Patreon for Perks! #Tiffanatics!
Faster than notifications!! (Because they are not working 😅)
I got a notification before you commented :P
NorbiPeti the notifications are not working for me 😭 I tried to turned them off and on again, re-subscribe, reinstall the app..... everything. But they are gone, I don’t even get them on my computer 😪
OK, how big is your closet? Or do you use every closet in the house? 😂
actually i do steal a lot of the closets haha xD
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YOU R So CUTE N I LOVE U SO MUCH TIFFANY 😍🥰😘😘😘😘😘
hahaha thank you :D
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wow....she has matured so much
thank you?
@@TiffanyAlvord didnt mean in a bad way! in a good way!
Keri Russell is into cows :) I'd spend 500$ on a new GPU, a bunch of video games or a plane ticket LOL
yeah she is :p haha
hii
Well, this is some kind of girly theme, so maybe I am not the most invited person to comment this video. However, I just want to say that the most important thing is not what You wear but how You wear. And Tiffany, You are kind of girl that can wear anything and no matter what You wear You look gorgeous, adorable and sexy :) And yes, in this cow (Milka) t-shirt and overalls You look so funny! ;)
Hello
and if you read this, comment: cool shoes😂
briancruze_usa hahaha thanks Brian!
Hey
hi!!!
Omg love you you should collab with megan nicole
Your eyes is very beautiful
I bought a few Things in yessytle and everything was garbage. Really Bad Quality, the clothes smell was so chemical and the fitting was so different to the pictures.
Kubaxor it really depends what brands you get from YesStyle! Some are not great quality or smell weird.. the ones I am showing are ones I genuinely like!
You only need to be in the Wardrobe again. (Laughing). 😉
Greetings from Germany to you, your family and friends 😇
Very very beautiful girl love you Tiffany ❤🌹❤😍
Du bist so hübsch wie meine Tochter😍
Alguém em 2019?
I always love shopping on yesstyle! 🙌🏻 right now there’s the black Friday code for 15% off 2019BLACKFRI also LEVEGC2019 for an extra 5% off 🎈
Hi xD
DID YOU JUST SAY "CRANS"?! Oh no.
I have my influencer code: POSHMARIANO2
If shirts shrik and those jeans loops break it's just poor quality. I don't know what Americans are used too but I'm pretty sure everyone can tell that she got paid for that video (or at least got that stuff for free). :P Well everyone needs to earn money.
Cow-moflage
are u perfect
don't even have 100 dollars or pounds
Oink Oink.. I been looking at this Door.. I tried to knock on this Door.. I would even stand by this door.. from the Sun Set to Sun Rise.. I even saw the Stars and the Moon appears in the dark Sky.. I would look at the door.. I been asking for Your Heart.. I wanted to show you this Art Sketch Paper.. I drew a Heart on the Piece of paper.. wanting to show YOU.. wanted your Approval if does this Drawing of the Heart looks like Yours.. and I wanted the answers from your Words.. But No matter How many times I would knock on this Door.. I would hear YOUR voice inside this House.. but The door never opened for Me.. It broke My Heart.. ALL I ever wanted was YOUR answers that Does this Heart LOOKS like YOURS.. if YOU only told me that It is the drawing of Your Heart.. I was going to ask YOU a Question but that Question comes with asking a Favor from YOU.. and I wanted to ask.. If this Heart of drawing which I drew in my room thinking of YOU resembles Your Heart.. can YOU Please write YOUR NAME on this Piece of paper.. in the center of this Heart saying this is YOUR HEART.. and If you would of told me yes and Writes YOUR NAME.. I would ask you a Favor.. is it okay I can call Out your Name looking at this Piece of Paper.. the Art Sketch Paper of Picture of Your Heart.. I want to call Out your Name and tell your Heart YOUR NAME and tell you that I love Your Name.. I will start with just loving Your Name and thinking of Your Name.. I would say.. can I love this Heart.. with Your Name in the center.. I can call out your Name.. every Night.. I would walk Out side.. I would turn and LOOK UP to the sky.. LOOKING at the MOON and I will show the MOON the Piece of paper.. LOOK at this Heart.. Please say the Name of this Heart.. and I would open my mouth and say YOUR NAME before the MOON up there and say.. I love this Name.. and I love this Heart means I really Love YOU.. But.. I am looking at this Door.. the same Door.. and many months has passed by.. of course for a while I begin to think.. Maybe YOU are Not going to open this Door.. maybe it is My voice.. is it just too rusty for YOU to hear.. is it because I am knocking on this door so Much YOU just grew tired of this same person.. I would see the Figure in the Window and I know that YOU are inside this House.. I saw the figure of YOU.. and Yes.. I heard your voice too saying something.. I kept on knocking and knocking.. but YOU never answered.. YOU never opened the Door.. and YOU are wondering.. why did I come back.. why did I return back to the same DOOR which it never opened for Me.. I don't know.. and If you want an answer.. I just don't know why I keep on coming back to YOU.. even though the Door never opens for Me.. YOU are asking.. DO I ever give UP.. and I will tell YOU NO.. I never will give UP on Love.. especially when It comes on Loving YOU.. How can I give UP ON YOU.. I just will Not stop trying until YOU OPEN this door for me.. I would unfold the Piece of paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of the Heart.. It has been a while since I looked at it but I do remember.. I would sit by the Door.. and turning away from the Door.. I would sit and cry.. I only wanted YOU to answer Me.. I only wanted to see if this Looks Like Your Heart.. why don't you answer.. I wanted to know does this LOOKS like your Heart.. so that at least I can tell this Piece of paper.. the Drawing of Your Heart.. that I love YOU.. that I want YOUR HEART.. and for ever can I just stand by this door and tell it by the door and YOU can hear me from the Inside when I am standing Out side.. How much I want to be with YOU.. but I need your Heart.. Please give me YOUR Heart and tell me that It looks like your Heart.. so that I know that I can start saying and telling YOU.. telling your Heart that I really Love YOU.. but why don't you answer the Door.. why don't you open the Door.. why don't you tell me that It does looks Like or resemble YOUR Heart.. Please tell me the truth.. give an answer to My Ear so I can hear you say something about this Piece of Paper.. that It is a Drawing of Your Heart.. I want to start loving YOU.. BUT I just can't love you until YOU tell me the answer.. I want to tell YOU and Love you so Bad.. why don't you answer.. why don't you tell me something.. or just anything.. and I would be sitting.. Looking at the Piece of Paper.. the Drawing of the Heart.. which I only drew of thinking of YOU.. all I want is YOU to say.. I needs to hear you tell me.. give me the approval that I needs to know that It looks Like your Heart.. as I am standing by the Door.. I am just thinking about the last time I came to this Door.. I was crying.. and It started to shower down the rain.. I do remember I would stand UP from sitting on the ground.. and I started to walk straight.. and I would walk and stop.. turning too look at the window.. I stood there.. hands holding the Piece of paper.. the Drawing of the Heart.. and I am getting Hit by the rain and I am looking at the paper.. as I see it getting wet by the rain and It would tear slowly and into halves It became.. and I would open my mouth wide crying in the rain.. ALL I wanted to know is does this Drawing looks Like your Heart.. why is it so Upsetting to me watching this Piece of paper tearing apart in front of the eyes.. and I started to feel getting more wetter as the rain would fall down on Me.. and I would be crying and crying.. looking at the window.. LOOK at this.. LOOK at the Art Sketch Paper.. I came all the way down here to show YOU but to ask YOU for one thing.. It is all about YOUR HEART.. why can't you answer Me.. why can't you tell me what is in your Heart.. all you do is open that door and ALL I wanted to hear yes or No.. but why did YOU Not answer the door.. and as I am getting more wet by the rain.. I hear the Thunder and flashes of lightening making sounds.. and ALL I wanted is a simple Yes or No.. but I wanted to hear the answer YES more than No.. I came here to ask just this One question and also had a Favor in Mind.. as I would wait for YOU to appear in the window.. I don't see you there.. and I would turn around and started to walk slowly.. My head looks down and My Heart.. it feels so Hurt.. it feels so Broken inside.. I can't even hear my Heart or feel my Heart any more.. I just can't feel it no more.. as I am standing here.. why do I feel so Sad all of a sudden.. was it because of last time painful experience I had going away.. walking away.. if It hurts this bad.. why did I come here again.. and I stood by the door.. I know that I won't hear YOU.. I know that YOU are Not going to open this Door.. even though I already Know.. WHY did I come.. and my two hands holding the sides of this Piece of paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of a Heart and I would smile.. YOU are thinking I should of been frowning HUH.. NOPE.. because I am thinking of another way.. different method appear to me in my Heart and IN my Mind and I came with a new Plan and I know that It does NOT Matter if YOU don't open the Door.. Just don't open it for Me.. Please keep it locked and DO NOT even come out to see this Heart.. WHY.. I am going to tell YOU what I think of Your Heart.. I know that If YOU are standing on the Other Side.. YOU can hear Me.. that is a GOOD thing because as Long as YOU can hear My voice.. and Hear my words and Knows my Heart.. I know once it gets to YOU ON the Other side.. ONE day Your Heart can Open.. I believe that YOUR HEART may Not accept me Now.. But YOUR Heart can Hear and can understand when IT comes from MY Heart of How much I LOVE YOU.. I know you know what Love really Is.. If YOU are truly LOOKING and thinking of Love.. SO AM I.. I been trying to tell YOU many times what it means to Love YOU.. as Long as YOU can Hear ME from Where you are.. YOU can be standing or can be sitting.. if YOU can Hear me.. I know that is a GOOD thing.. it is when YOU tell me to Leave YOU alone and Get Lost.. that is when I have NO Chance to Love YOU.. but able to come here.. even the DOOR is still locked and YOU are not opening the Door.. I know who I love.. and I want to boldly claim my rights to Love YOU.. and I know you can hear me on the Other side.. behind this Locked DOOR.. I know you are inside.. I saw the figure on the window when I was coming back to this Door.. and I waved at YOU.. what got to my Heart.. YOU waved back.. that is when I knew.. DOOR can be locked all YOU want.. BUT it is Not going to stop me to tell YOU a story of what it means to really Love YOU.. as long as YOU can hear me and listen to the Stories I love sharing and telling YOU.. I know I will love YOU still and I would walk UP to the Door and I would stand by the Door.. and My Hand Hits the Door.. DOK DOK DOK DOK DOK.. and Hand Hits the Door again.. and I hear.. DOK DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I was about to hit the Door but
So Please.. give me YOUR HEART.. Let me love YOU.. help me to Love YOU.. I need YOUR HEART.. because I love YOU.. I just can't wait until YOU come Home.. I am wondering why are YOU not coming Home.. it has been days.. as I am wondering.. I just can't believe you are gone.. Please tell me.. are you ever going to come Home.. because I can't sleep.. as I would walk into the Room.. I look at the open door.. your picture.. it the back pocket of my jeans.. I would reach to take the picture Out.. and Looking into the Picture.. I start to cry.. as I looking on the floor.. I see my tears falling and hitting the Floor.. if this was going to happen to Me.. WHY would I cause this kind of problem in the first Place.. why did I said the words I should Not say.. if It is going to hurt me this Much.. and I feel like dying.. even maybe drowning inside.. I can't even apologize to YOU because YOU would not even answer ANY of the calls.. I have been calling YOU on your Phone but YOU never pick UP.. I don't hear your voice on the Other side.. only to leave the message.. and even I did say something on the Message.. Now days goes By.. I still can't believe YOU are Not coming Home.. when will you return my call.. if I would call you on your Phone.. would you please pick UP on the Other side.. so that I know that YOU are doing alright at least.. tell me something so that I can move On.. am I suppose to move on without YOU.. but what If I refuse to let Go.. what if I just can't let YOU go.. I did not ask YOU to be Mine if forever was Not on my mind in the first place.. there is a reason why I told YOU I love YOU.. I just did not tell you that for YOU to feel good at all.. I meant it from the Bottom of my Heart.. I told you I love YOU because it meant that I want to say it to you for the rest of My Life.. did you not accept when I told you that the first time.. I told you those words because I knew that IN my Heart.. you were the one for Me.. that I meant I was asking YOU.. will you die with me.. will you grow old together with Me.. can I die in your arms if this means It can really means to come true.. I just did not make it up so that YOU can smile.. why would I want to see YOU smile when I meant it true from my Heart.. I wanted to tell you the three words so that I wanted to hear.. YOU are going to accept me.. through the good times.. through the bad times.. even hard and difficult times.. even at the lowest points and rock bottom of any given day.. of course I don't want to take you to those darker days.. I don't like to see YOU cry.. I hate it when YOU are sad and Heart broken.. But not all the days are going to be sun shine and rain bow like in the sky.. you will see cloudy days.. even rains will pour down Hard.. and yes.. I would walk in the rain and I will cry while I am walking through the rain when I am hurting.. when I am dealing with What makes me love YOU from the first place.. I would not tell you these words.. I just can't say it without knowing the meanings of these words I am telling YOU.. But.. I told you the three words because I meant it for Life.. until death to us.. until it all ends.. but I can see that YOU don't want to pick up the Phone.. why are you hurting me.. why do I feel so much pain and sorrow.. I keep on missing YOU.. and I feel like dying right now.. my Heart feels like bleeding indeed.. WHY don't you pick up the Phone.. or why don't you ever call me.. tell me something so that I can say I am so sorry.. But if YOU can't tell me words.. what am I suppose to do right now.. DO you know How much I love YOU.. DO you know that I am facing the Rain.. I can hear my Heart be crying.. because I am so sad.. I feel so gloomy right Now because I can't even hear YOUR voice.. I know I called you several times.. but the same response.. only going to the voice box to leave the message.. I have left YOU my voice message.. if I left it few more times.. would YOU not want to hear me what I has to say.. if YOU can only hear the Voice messages I left behind.. I told YOU that I am so sorry.. I am deeply hurt.. wounded in my Heart too.. but YOU just can't forgive me.. YOU told me before that YOU could.. YOU told me that YOU loved me enough that YOU can forgive me.. then.. are you telling me that YOU have never loved me in the first place.. why did you say that YOU love Me.. do you know how that felt when I heard those words Out of your mouth.. you told me that YOU love me and WILL never stop loving me.. But look at right now.. do you still feel the same way or did YOUR heart changed.. How can I get Your Heart back.. I want YOU to love me.. if YOUR heart has changed on me.. then please tell me.. HOW do I get Your Heart back to love me again.. then if YOU can give me the answer.. would you answer the call.. I will call you again to see if YOU would answer YOUR Phone.. as I would look into the room and I step in.. I have the Phone and I would dial YOUR number and I would stand in the dark Room.. hearing it ring few times.. But I stand alone not able to hear your Voice.. I would walk with my Head looking down.. and I stop by the Bed.. I look.. there is the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. sitting on the TOP of the Bed.. leaning on the wall.. I am looking at Your Picture.. I want to see YOU again.. but.. if I can't hear Your voice and YOU don't answer your Phone.. How am I suppose to tell YOU my Heart.. so that YOU can come Back.. and I am looking at the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. and I start to cry More looking at this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I gave YOU this Bear.. but WHY is it here with me.. why didn't YOU take this GIANT TEDDY BEAR with YOU.. what am I suppose to do when this Belongs to YOU.. and I would sit on the Top of the Bed.. I would sit next and I would grab this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. my arms wrap around It.. I am holding it around my arms.. only thing is NOW.. I am wishing that if it was YOU.. but YOU are Not here.. so How can I hold you close.. as I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. my arms tights.. and I squeeze it.. as I am crying.. my tears just won't stop.. and I can see that I am getting this Giant TEDDY BEAR to be wet on top of the Head.. I just can't let YOU GO.. I just can't say good bye.. why did YOU have to leave and make me feel so Cold.. I wanted to be with YOU for the rest of my Life.. Now YOU are gone.. leaving me with Nothing but memories.. and My Heart keeps breaking because I only think of YOU.. I only see YOU.. as I am looking across.. I see the CHAIR.. Now that Chair across in the ROOM.. I would see YOU sitting ON it.. WHY.. I only see YOU everywhere.. even though YOU are not here with me.. why do I keep on seeing YOU here.. It must be my mind must be missing YOU.. It must be My Heart be missing YOU.. as My arms wraps around the Center of this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. and my Arms squeezes it.. I would close both of my eyes.. thinking when YOU came into this ROOM.. I would watch YOU walk into the room.. the Chair across the bed.. in the room.. I would be sitting on top of this Bed.. and I see YOU smile walking in and YOU sat on the Chair.. as YOU would look at me asking me WHY to sit.. I tell YOU to close both Eyes.. behind me is the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I did not want to show YOU but to surprise YOU and YOU sat there.. with a Big Smile and I see your two eyes close.. and I would move forward.. reaching back to grab the Giant Teddy Bear and pulling it forward.. I also have the camera with Me.. just to show YOU I wanted to take a Picture.. this picture that I am looking too.. I just can't stop.. it hurts so Much that YOU are not here.. I can't believe you are gone.. look what YOU are putting me through.. I am hurting so much right now because I am only thinking of it.. but unable to be with YOU right Now.. look what YOU have done to Me.. I am so Hurt.. I wish that YOU can be hurt.. maybe more Hurt then me because I love YOU.. YOU are now wondering.. why do I want to see YOU hurt if I truly Love you.. because YOU will think of me More if YOU do.. so that YOU can answer the call.. YOU can answer the Phone when I call YOU.. It sucks to be me when I
Want to say something.. I needs to hear so that I can say something to you.. as I would Have the GIANT TEDDY BEAR in front of me.. has a Pink RIBBON on the neck.. to show YOU that it is a SHE.. and I ask YOU.. Please Open Your eyes for me.. and I would look across.. the CHAIR you are sitting.. and I see both eyes Opens.. my both Hands.. my arms are holding the Center of this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I see YOU smile.. and I tell YOU.. this is Your Bear.. I have bought this Bear for YOU.. so soft fuzzy and tender.. if I give YOU this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. would you hold it like this.. I want to show YOU another Thing.. Please.. so that I can have something more closer to me.. if YOU are to go far.. I know that I can feel you so Near.. as I would open my arms.. and My hands reach to give YOU this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I see YOU stand UP and walk over.. I watch YOU grab and Hold.. as YOU go back to the CHAIR.. YOU sit on that chair.. and I see Your Hands.. I see Your Arms.. wrapping around the CENTER of the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. My Heart.. I can feel my Heart just beats so Fast.. I wish that I can trade places.. If the Giant Teddy Bear sits on TOP of the Bed and I be the One to be in Your Arms.. the way YOU are holding.. your Arms are holding.. wrapped around the Teddy Bear.. takes my Breathe away.. Can I hold YOU.. would you let me Hold YOU.. the way YOU are holding that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I showed YOU.. the way I wanted to be held by YOU.. and I can feel my Heart.. it keeps on beating so Fast because I want to come Close.. And I see you have Come.. DO you see that Moon.. please Look at that Moon.. my finger is pointing to that Moon.. I have been sharing.. and Pouring out my Heart.. LOOKING at that Moon this very Night.. for the past few days ago.. I have Not seen that MOON.. I would walk outside to catch some air.. but only the sky and stars.. For some reason.. I saw the Moon appear before me.. and whenever I look UP to that MOON.. I miss YOU.. I started to miss YOU so bad.. and I needed a Friend.. so Now that MOON has become My friend and times like this.. this pain and aching in my Heart.. when I feel like I want to die from the Inside.. and How much I missed YOU.. I just had to tell that MOON like a friend.. How much I missed YOU.. Yes.. I made Dinner for few days straight.. and for those past few days.. YOU have not shown UP.. I only saw the Chair.. Your Chair which has been empty.. I would sat the Plate with the Food on the side Of Your table.. but ALL I can see is Your Chair is empty.. I would just look across.. I wanted to reach Out my hand.. I wanted to touch YOU.. but How can I when I see the Chair.. I don't see YOU but only the Empty Chair.. I wanted to call Out your name.. But what can that do.. YOU would not hear me anyways because the Chair YOU sat when we ate together.. It was empty.. I would to say Your name.. call Out and reach to touch YOU.. my arms wanted to hold YOU still.. wrap around YOU but all I see is the Empty Chair.. I see the Food and Your Plate but I don't see YOU.. do you know how it feels to be sitting on the other side of the Chair.. I have my Plate and food.. and try to sit there alone.. eating by myself and all I could do is look across.. I see the Empty Chair.. I would have your Picture.. Put it on the TOP of the table and I would LOOK at it.. I would LOOK at YOU through this Picture.. it is not the same as I am looking at YOU right Now Face to face.. it does not feel right.. I would be asking Your Picture.. DO you even Love me.. if YOU love me why Hurt me like this.. if YOU Know how much I love YOU.. why keep on hurting me like this.. YOU know that I love YOU.. if YOU know that I love you a lot.. it is Not fair to hurt me in a way I should feel like this.. WHY hurt me knowing I love YOU.. that is why I am asking YOU right Now.. do YOU love Me.. if YOU love me.. Please don't hurt me because I am not here to be hurt BY you.. I also need to be loved as much as YOU do.. as I am looking at YOU.. YOU know that my Heart felt like burning.. and it would shattered into pieces.. because I love YOU.. as I look at YOU.. YOU still looks so beautiful.. is It because YOU wanted to show me how beautiful YOU really Are.. I know YOU are so Beautiful.. but this very night.. why do you look so much More beautiful.. is it because missing YOU drives me crazy.. is it because YOU have come back Home.. I know YOU are the Most beautiful my eyes has ever seen.. I want to be with YOU forever.. Can I be the one who can love YOU forever.. Please tell me Yes that I can love YOU forever and ever more.. as my hand reaches and Holds Your Hand.. I see Your eyes and I see Your smile and I turn to the Door.. and as I would walk toward the Door.. my two eyes opens.. and I am laying on the bed.. How is it that I was standing outside.. but Now I am laying on my Bed.. as I sit UP.. and I stand ON the floor.. I would walk out of the Room.. I am wondering if YOU are ever Coming Home.. I am looking at this Chair.. WHY do I keep on looking at this Chair.. I wish I myself Knew.. I think you already know the Answer WHY I keep on looking.. because I am starting to Miss YOU.. YOU told me that YOU are coming Home.. YOU told me that YOU are working Late.. and Now.. I think about.. Yes.. I know YOU needs to work.. But.. YOU are making me to wait.. sometimes it is very hard to wait when I don't know if YOU are coming Home.. Please tell me that YOU are.. as I am looking at that Empty Chair.. why am I the Only One has to feel this burden of Missing YOU.. I can't even sleep.. I am so tired of waiting.. but I know I must sit here until YOU coming Home.. I remember I gave YOU a Huge Bear.. it was a color light Brown Bear.. I would watch YOU sit on that chair.. I told YOU.. Please.. can YOU close Your eyes for Me.. I have something to give YOU.. I remember looking at both eyes.. I sat there until YOU closed both eyes.. I smiled.. got UP and went back to the room.. A huge Bear.. with red Ribbon on the Neck My arms would wrap around.. slowly I walked Out of the room.. and in silent.. I sat that Huge Bear next to your Chair.. I have the camera set on the table.. I asked if YOU can open both eyes.. As you sat there.. and You looked at me like.. and YOU looked on the ground next to your Chair.. I saw Your expression.. How YOU got up.. both hands.. arms wrapped around the Center of that Huge Bear.. YOU sat down on your Chair.. I have never seen such a Big smile on your Face.. I asked.. Can I take a picture of YOU.. Can I please.. and YOU told me Yes.. I picked up the Camera.. Looking through the Lens.. I zoom closer.. I stopped.. and I would just look through the Lens.. wondering How can YOU be this Pretty.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. For the first time.. of course I always thought YOU are so Beautiful.. but never imagined because I paused.. I can feel something inside of Me telling me to Press the button.. that is ALL I can do.. Press the Button of this Camera.. that is.. But My Heart always said.. WHY do you take my Breathe away.. I feel so Hot because YOU are truly amazingly Beautiful.. SO beautiful that made me wonder.. made me to stop.. finger just could not press because.. I just wish the time stopped and ALL I do is sit here on this Chair and look at you.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Tell me why do YOU have to hurt my eyes.. tell me why do YOU have to keep on looking this Good.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. even the Flower on the vase.. on the center of the table.. DO you see this Sun Flower.. It dies because it just can't be as Beautiful as YOU are.. the Flower says.. I want to be as Beautiful as YOU are.. but can't be pretty pretty.. Makes me stop with a Heart Beat.. I would look through the Lens of this Camera.. paused.. I wish I can press the button Now.. but.. I know if I let this Camera down.. I can't see YOU clear as through the Lens of this Camera shows me.. YOU are so Beautiful.. it is killing me inside because Now I want to hold YOU.. I want to get closer to YOU.. and ask YOU.. Can I hold you still.. near to my Heart.. Would YOU like to listen to
Happens to My Heart.. something tells My Heart to keep on beating.. and each time I look at YOU.. I want to move closer.. What if YOU want me to sit here.. I am Not sure if I am able to get close.. of course being in the same Room.. sitting on this Chair.. and able to look across to see YOU sitting ON your Chair.. that is Enough for Me.. I am not asking more.. but I just want you to know that I have a Heart.. I have a Heart who keeps on telling Me.. It just cannot stop beating for YOU.. I just can't stop because I am hearing my Heart.. that is why I am asking YOU.. Please come a little closer.. Please.. listen to My Heart.. It beats for YOU.. I can't even press this Button.. MY Heart Loves Beating for YOU.. My eyes.. when I look at you through the Lens of this Camera.. I enjoy and love looking at YOU.. I am afraid what happens when all these things will stop.. WHAT Is going to happen to Me.. without YOU.. do you know how it rains Down on me.. slowly I am dying already.. I know that I will die soon.. but when YOU are gone.. YOU are speeding UP for me because My Heart.. Please.. I am asking YOU.. Please come little closer.. look what YOU made me do.. LOOK at My Heart.. Listen to My Heart.. I can hear and I can feel my Heart beating for YOU.. rather YOU are Near.. or YOU are so Far.. my Heart cries with me.. because My Heart can't handle pain any more.. I want you to know I love YOU.. I love you that even My Finger freezes when I look at YOU.. Like I just can't stop.. I can't stop loving YOU.. and I would press the Button and it clicks.. as I put the Camera down.. I am looking at the same Chair.. the chair where YOU sat.. I can't bear with YOU being gone.. I am now sitting here alone.. with a Bottle.. holding in my hand is the shot glass.. I am beating against my Chest.. asking YOU.. WHY did you have to sit on that Chair.. YOU told me YOU love me.. YOU told me that YOU would be there for me.. YOU made a promise that YOU will always be here with me.. did YOU not say Forever.. then WHY did you tell me these things if YOU don't love me.. WHY HURT ME.. I told you that I love YOU.. was this Not enough for YOU.. But YOU told me that YOU will never Leave me.. I received a picture.. Can I get close to YOU.. so that I can be in your Arms.. be wrapped in your Arms.. I would watch YOU as I am sitting on the top of this Bed.. I am leaning on the WALL.. as my hand grabs the Camera.. and I wanted to take a picture of YOU.. so that I know I can always look at Your Picture.. even though YOU are sitting on that Chair.. I am always wanting to be with YOU.. to be close to YOU.. to be near YOU.. I put the Camera UP.. and my eye looks Into the Lens.. and I tell YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I would zoom in to get a closer view.. DO YOU know that YOU are so Beautiful.. Holding that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. the way YOU are holding it so Close.. Your Arms around It.. and I see YOU smile.. But WHY.. but WHY do you hurt me Now.. I just can't believe that YOU are doing this to Me.. WHY are you hurting me.. as I turn to LOOK at the window.. I see Light rain.. it is hitting against the window of the room.. I just feel so SICK right Now.. I am missing YOU.. I need YOU.. why did YOU have to leave me like this.. I am here all alone.. sitting on top of this Bed.. and as My eyes looking through the Lens.. Across.. I see the Empty Chair.. My Other arm.. wrapped around the Giant Teddy Bear.. the Other.. my hand holding the Camera.. I am looking through the Lens.. my tears.. it starts to fall again.. over and over I am feeling only the Heart break.. and my tears keeps dropping.. as I am only seeing the Empty Chair.. I would say.. Where are YOU my Love.. Where are YOU.. why can't you be here with me.. why are you hurting Me.. Now my Heart is breaking so much because I am missing YOU.. Only I see is that Chair.. now the Chair looks so lonely with out you.. Now.. it is only an Empty Chair.. Please come Home.. My Love.. will you come Home.. then WHY don't you pick UP the Phone.. Please answer when I call YOU so that I know YOU are doing good.. I need YOU because I am missing YOU.. Now.. I know that I love YOU.. Now I know how much I love YOU.. so please come Home.. I am only seeing the Chair.. it is only an Empty chair.. I am standing Outside.. I just could Not stay Inside because I started to Miss YOU.. sitting on the Chair.. I am looking across and I still see the Empty Chair.. I am waiting for YOU.. looking at the two Plates.. after making Dinner for us.. I just could not stay inside any longer.. I want you Close.. I want YOU near.. I walked Out the Door.. and I am staring out.. Looking at the Moon.. I am asking myself.. Where are YOU.. WHY don't you want to Come home.. is it because what I said to YOU.. but YOU know that sometimes I would say things I should not say.. but also YOU would tell me things that WOULD hurt me as well.. I am waiting for YOU.. Please Come HOME.. I think the Food on the Plate is getting cold.. I have waited and waited.. Looking at the watch.. Looking at the clock.. I see that YOU are Not here yet.. It is pretty cold Outside.. pretty Chilly this very day and I am still waiting for YOU.. WHY don't you want to come Home.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. Please Come Home.. as I am standing there.. I have your picture in my hand.. and I take a LOOK at your Picture.. What have I done.. WHAT did I say those words to YOU.. I am so sorry.. Please forgive me.. because I am Now sorry for the Words I say to YOU.. DID NOT mean to say it in a way to cause YOU to cry.. I know that the damage is already Done but.. I am hurt too.. YOU know that I am not feeling right.. so Please.. Pretty Please come Home to me.. and tell me.. tell me that YOU are coming Home.. as I stand here IN the Night.. it is getting colder outside.. can feel the blowing of the Wind.. as I stand there.. I look UP to the Moon.. and I just can't take this Pain any more.. I can't take this ache in my Heart.. because I am missing YOU.. YOU know that I have not seen you all day.. did not even see YOU last Night or before that Night.. it has been few days that it went By.. and Yes.. I called YOU on the Phone.. but I see that YOU just don't want to talk to me.. I can hear the ringing on the other side.. but.. I only can leave a Voice message.. I am wondering now.. DID YOU get my Message.. I told YOU on the Phone.. left YOU a Message that I am so Sorry.. that I am not going to do that again.. and Now.. days passes by.. still No answer.. YOU have Not left me any messages.. I am wondering about YOU.. I am missing YOU.. and it drives me crazy because I am not sure what is going through Your Mind and heart.. Please tell me.. so that I don't have to worry about YOU.. I am Looking UP at the Moon.. Can you Hear me.. even though I called Your Phone.. even today this Morning I left a message on Your Phone.. did YOU get the message.. did YOU hear my Voice on the other side.. and yes.. every Night.. for the past few days.. I would clean UP the food ON your Plate and make a New Dinner.. Just in case YOU show up this Very day.. Do you know what Hurts me the Most.. that I would have to get UP from the Chair.. and I have to look across and I see Your Chair.. that chair has been empty for few days Now.. I would sit by myself.. I ache in my Heart as I am eating alone.. just for one meal.. I wanted to take my time to share with YOU.. and I would be looking across.. as Your Picture is laying next to the Plate.. I would take a Look at the Picture of YOU and I would touch my Chest.. telling Your Picture.. while looking.. I would stop eating and say TO your Picture.. How sorry I am and that I love YOU.. you would Not answer me and it hurts because I am missing YOU not wondering what YOU are doing.. I be eating.. Looking across.. Looking at Your Chair.. the empty Chair.. how YOU sat down and we would look at each other.. smile and eat.. just for that One night.. for that Dinner.. I would cook so that YOU know this is what I can give YOU to tell YOU.. I may not be able to give YOU much.. but.. I want to give YOU something from
Silence in that ROOM.. I would get UP after I finish eating alone.. my Plate would be done.. as I walk across.. I would grab Your Plate.. still has Food on the table.. and I would go into the kitchen.. and it goes into the trash.. I would stand and I would wash the Plates and put back into the cabinet.. as I turn around.. I would look at Your Chair.. the empty Chair where YOU sat once.. and Now I am just missing Your presence.. and I would ask looking at Your Empty Chair.. where are YOU.. DO you know that I am missing YOU.. I just can't believe YOU are gone and has not come home yet.. what If YOU never come Home.. what is going to happen to this Chair.. I don't want this Chair to sit here because of Knowing the memories of YOU.. I just can't take it any more.. I just can't see this Chair.. I can't because I am hurting too.. aching and wishing that YOU can come back.. WHY do you have to leave and Not tell me where YOU are going to go.. Look at me now.. I just feel like I want to break my Heart.. I need YOU because I love YOU.. Please.. Come home and tell me.. Come Home so at least you can hear me tell YOU that I was wrong.. that It was me.. my fault and that I am so sorry for the pain which I caused.. if you can only return and let me know I still have this chance to love YOU.. but.. Are you coming Home.. I would stop.. I would still be looking at the Moon.. just staring.. my tears are filled in my eyes.. why did I let it go so far that Now.. YOU just don't want to come Home.. was it that bad of words I said to YOU.. I mean.. I told YOU that I am so sorry.. is Not these words Not enough to say to You.. am I this bad of a person that Now you just don't want to see me anymore.. what can I do to change your mind.. Please tell me.. what must I do so that YOU know that I am so sorry and that you will receive these words.. how can Your Heart change for me.. Please tell me so that I can change too.. so that I can love YOU once again.. but.. if you stay away and Not come Home.. How can I tell you anything.. if you want to be far from me.. YOU know I will not get the chance to apologize of the words and actions I cause to Hurt you.. tell me so that I can be a better man.. a Better person.. as I would look at the Moon.. a hour goes By and I know that it is time for me to Go inside.. so I turn to go back inside.. and I stop.. I am not sure what it is but I would turn around to Look.. I am not sure who it is but I am hearing foot steps walking.. and I can see someone walking and the figure is getting Bigger and Bigger.. Is it YOU.. and I see the figure stops.. and I look.. is it really YOU.. did YOU made up your Mind to return.. to come back Home to me.. and I am still looking.. and I see the figure starts to walk again.. and as I am standing there.. I know it has to be YOU.. I know that it is YOU for sure.. and this Time.. YOUR Plate is still on the Table with Your Food.. I have not toss it in the trash.. but decided to wait and as I see YOU approach.. I see YOU come closer.. my tears fills my eyes once again.. and I point my finger to the MOON..I received of YOU and Another Man.. YOU were sitting On his Car.. holding his Hand and with a Smile.. I am looking at this picture right Now.. and I feel like I am dying inside.. why are YOU hurting Me.. why are you hurting me from the Inside.. I wish that I can pull out my Heart.. and toss it into the waters.. let my Heart swim along with the current of the sea.. But.. I just can't live without YOU.. I am looking at the empty Chair.. LOOK at what YOU have done to me.. I am looking across.. the chair YOU sat.. I even gave YOU a huge Bear.. I saw you smiling.. arms wrapped around.. I even asked if I can take a picture of YOU.. I am looking at the Picture.. as I am looking down.. The Picture of YOU holding the Huge Bear with red Ribbon.. my eyes.. I can feel my eyes.. filled with tears.. two lines.. drops starts to fall on the Picture.. I feel like I AM dying.. tell me why does this Have to hurt me so Much.. as I grab the Bottle.. pouring to the Shot Glass.. I put the Bottle on the top of table.. grab the shot glass.. open my mouth and slammed it in.. I just can't believe this.. WHY.. tell me why am I hurting so Much.. WHY am I missing YOU so Much.. it is you who don't love me.. did YOU even loved me before.. tell me.. have you ever loved me or is this just a change of heart.. is it because He is rich.. and I am poor.. so is being poor a sin.. AM I sinning because I can't give you all the things.. then why did you even come over.. why did you even sit on this Chair.. LOOK.. I see this Chair nothing before.. it was an empty chair.. I did not even look at this chair at all.. Until YOU came into my Life.. until YOU sat on that chair.. you have made this Chair so important.. Now when I look at this chair.. even though I don't see YOU.. I see YOU still.. I see YOU smiling.. I see YOU laughing.. I see YOU holding the Huge Bear.. telling me that YOU Love me and thanked me.. I even took a picture of YOU sitting with that Huge Bear.. I am over here just missing YOU.. WHY did you have to do this to me when YOU don't love me.. I told you that I love YOU.. I told you my heart and my soul.. that I wanted you to be the one who join in forever with me.. As I sat there on the Chair.. looking at the Watch.. Looking at the clock on the wall.. as it was getting late into the Night.. I get Up from the Chair.. my tears just flowing down.. I would walk out of the front door.. as I stand late into the Night.. I am looking at the Moon.. I am wondering.. WHAT DO I must do to earn YOUR LOVE.. Help me to understand.. If I love YOU.. and I am asking you to stay with Me.. why is it so hard for YOU to know that My Heart and what I say is true.. I am Not lying to YOU at all.. I am only expressing of How Much I love YOU.. why don't you trust My Heart.. WHY don't you know that It is me who Loves YOU the most.. I know that I can love you more.. I can love you where you know I can.. as I am looking at that Moon.. I want YOU to be close.. I want to tell YOU that it is Me who YOU need.. it is me who loves YOU the best.. all you got is to trust me in this.. YOU do not know how long of a flight I had to fly.. the years of coming.. Now.. I am here.. please.. just give me Your Hand.. and I will show YOU HOW MUCH I love YOU.. as long as YOU can trust me and understand.. when YOU give me Your Hand.. once I hold the grip of your Hand.. I will never let Your Hand to go because I love YOU.. and as I turn to walk into the House and I come over to sit on the Chair.. I looked UP.. wiping my Tears.. I see YOU.. I see you sitting there on the Chair.. Holding the Huge Bear.. with red ribbon.. smiling.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. One minute YOU are gone.. Next minute I see YOU.. then YOU are gone.. I cry and Now.. I see you again.. as I sat there.. Putting down the Camera.. I see YOU.. I smile.. even though YOU are NOT THERE.. YOU Live in My Heart.. even though YOU may be so Far.. I see the Chair empty.. but also.. I can close my both eyes.. when I open and LOOK.. I see you sitting on that Chair.. it is because I love YOU.. NO matter How far YOU are.. IN MY HEART.. I know YOU live in.. all I do is say.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. I wonder if I can Hold Your Heart.. I am looking at your Picture.. right Now.. I am smiling so Big.. why.. because I just want to know if I can Have Your Heart.. would YOU let me Have this Heart.. I can't stay away from this Giant Heart.. I am standing by the Line.. looking through the Glass Wall.. the Big Window.. But I know that I just can't cross.. I want to step on this Line.. but what would happen if I can cross over this Line.. would YOU open the Door.. would this Glass Wall slide over and let me in.. so My foot would cross over the Line.. and I would just look through the Glass Wall.. But that Heart.. my finger Points to Your Heart.. Can I touch this Heart.. I want to Have this Heart.. I wonder how does Your Heart feel.. if it is Soft.. Can I lay on top of Your Heart like it is a Pillow.. I am just standing here just dreaming.. wondering and wishing that I have this Heart.. How about my other Foot cross over this
Your Heart is Soft.. is it tender.. can Your Heart be so Kind and so Sweet.. How about my lip kisses Your Heart.. would my Lip be sealed to Your Heart.. attached.. all I can do is think and wonder.. but my two eyes are just looking through this Glass Wall.. this Big Window.. I just want to go over.. but why would not Open.. I know that the door has been opened and lead me to this Line.. One foot crosses over.. But I want it all.. I want Your Whole Heart.. this Big Heart.. this Giant Heart.. to me.. it is like a Teddy Bear.. Because all I need is Your Heart.. there is Nothing more I want or asking for but Your Heart.. Please.. Pretty Please.. Help me how to get to this Heart.. Your Heart.. this Giant Heart.. I really really want this Heart.. but.. there is NO way I can go over cause there is a Glass Wall.. this wall is the main reason why I can't get to Your Heart.. But.. I came this Far.. why don't you open this Glass wall.. I am here to have this Heart.. SO Please.. Open this Glass wall or tell me how to get in.. I know there is NO door or lock.. then what Am I suppose to do.. How do I get to this BIG GIANT Heart.. I want it.. I want to have this Heart but it seems impossible.. even crossing the line over.. there is another Line I see and has written X over it.. means I cannot cross over no more.. so what am I suppose to do.. and I turn to the right to look over.. there is a Microphone.. and I am wondering.. is this the answer.. is this the key.. Am I suppose to say something on this microphone.. what if my Voice is very loud.. and wakes UP your Heart.. I don't want to sound like a person who makes Your Heart to feel shiver or scared.. I want to tell Your Heart.. and I turn to look at Your Picture.. OH YEAH.. and I am looking through the Glass wall.. Looking at the Giant Heart.. so I am suppose to tell YOU how My Heart feels HUH.. I am suppose to say the words what YOUR HEART wants to hear or what is on my Mind and Heart.. Let me try my way then.. so My hand grabs the Microphone.. and my lip gets close to the Microphone.. I want Your Heart.. DO you know how much I want Your Heart.. I would look at your Picture.. do YOU know that I want to see YOU.. that YOU are the Most prettiest.. Most Beautiful that my eyes ever seen.. I know you have left this picture.. because why Would you leave this Picture behind.. did YOU know that I was the one to enter the Door.. and yes.. I stopped to have a peek.. and walk through the door.. I saw this Picture laying on the Floor.. I went over to pick it up.. but I knew.. I wanted your Heart.. when I stopped by the Line and I looked through the Glass wall.. My Breathe was taken away and my Mind was blown into pieces.. because I saw How BIG.. the Giant Heart was by the center of the floor.. I am not sure how many fellows in this world would be able to know this but I knew when I first saw Your Heart.. this Big.. This Giant Heart.. I fell in love.. I wanted this Heart.. I wanted to touch this Heart.. I want to have Your Heart right Now.. would you please show or tell me the answer.. that I need Your Heart.. I just can't live without Your Heart because I need Your Heart right Now.. How am I suppose to get this Heart.. as my hand holding the Microphone and I am speaking through the Microphone.. I am looking through the Glass Wall.. I want to see Your Heart.. this Giant Heart to Move.. Would you show me How to win Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so bad.. I know that I can't leave without first getting Your Heart.. as I am looking around.. I look down.. there is a Third Line and I see the Glass Jar.. it is an Empty Glass Jar.. now My lip smiles more because.. if I can cross two Lines.. and by the time I go to the third line I know I am able to go to the Glass Jar.. so.. is this Glass jar for Me.. is this really for me why did YOU hit it back.. I see.. I know YOU hear me.. behind this Door.. I see that YOU are there.. and also I am here just to say.. I missed YOU and I love you too.. I am looking at the Empty Chair.. Looking at the chair where YOU use to sit.. I would walk over.. and Pull the chair and I would sit on your Chair.. I am missing YOU so Much.. it seems like years are going by but it has Not reached that far.. for several weeks.. I am looking at the Plate.. the Food I made just for you to eat.. It has gone cold and My Heart.. I just wish YOU can come Home.. why are you taking so Long to be here.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. hurting and Piercing through my Heart.. why.. DO you not love Me.. I have told YOU many times that I love YOU.. I even told YOU.. send YOU many messages that I miss YOU and that I was so wrong.. that I am so sorry.. WHY can't you believe my words.. these words of Mine that truly comes from my Heart.. I even got your Answer.. YOU even wrote me back.. telling me that YOU are coming Home.. as I turn to LOOK at the window.. I am wondering are you coming Home tonight.. are you coming because I am waiting for YOU.. as I get UP from sitting on your Chair.. I would move and back UP.. and I just wanted to say.. I would walk into the Room.. grabbing a Note and writing on the Note.. telling you as I write on the Note.. I missed YOU so Much.. that I sat on your Chair.. the Plate.. the FOOD on the Plate is cold Now.. It has been sitting there waiting for YOU.. My Heart I think is cold as the FOOD on the Plate.. just missing YOU so Long.. I can't even feel my Heart beat any more.. I am losing myself because I am losing YOU.. and I would walk out of the ROOM.. putting the Note next to the Plate of Food just in case YOU would come Home.. I would walk back into my ROOM.. closing the Door behind.. On the desk.. I put Your Picture.. I would walk up to the desk.. I miss YOU.. I want YOU back.. and I need you near.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. DID you not tell me that YOU are coming Home soon.. if you have a change of Heart.. a Change of Mind.. why would you text me the message that YOU are coming Home.. I told you that the DOOR is always open for YOU.. YOU are allowed to be here with Me.. so Please Come Home.. as I am standing by the desk.. my Hand grab and pick UP the Picture.. I would pull your Picture close to Me and I am looking.. staring into the Picture LOOKING at YOU.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. WHY do you take my Breathe away and leaving me speechless.. DO you remember these words I told YOU.. DO you remember when I told YOU the first time.. and I showed you this House.. would you like to come inside and check Out this House.. I do remember you smiling.. and how you would enter this House with Me.. going to the Diner table.. the first.. YOU would look at the two chairs.. One on the right.. One on the Left.. and looking at the two.. Both chairs and YOU would say to me.. the One on the Left.. that chair is YOURS and NO one can sit on that chair.. and I remember you pulling Out the chair with a Smile and YOU sat On the chair.. with a Big Smile.. which made me smile back at YOU.. and Now.. OH I would miss Your Smiles.. since YOU are gone.. when can I see your smile again.. as I would turn around.. I am holding a camera in my Hand.. and I would open the Door.. putting the Camera in front of Me.. Looking through the Lens.. I am focusing on your Chair.. WHY is it that I see YOU sitting on that Chair.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come back Home.. and I would see YOU eating.. Fork and Knife on your hands.. cutting through the Meats and fork into green beans and corns.. and I see you Lift Your Head and YOU are looking at me.. Is it really YOU.. did YOU come home.. when did YOU arrive.. But all I see YOU just looking at the camera and when I put the Camera down.. I only see your Chair.. it is the empty Chair.. OH WHY.. WHY do you have to do this to Me.. why don't you show UP.. and my hands and the camera falls Out of the hands and Hits the floor and My Heart.. My Hand hits My chest.. I just can't breathe.. I am at lost.. I can't breathe and I would fall back to the ground.. and I just can't believe that YOU are gone.. and YOU are Not coming Home.. I have been waiting for YOU.. why tell me YOU are coming HOME.. why give me Hopes and give me dreams of another chance but I still see the Empty Chair.. If YOU are going to say something.. YOU show know how to keep your words.. and I just can't help it now.. what am I suppose to do.. all I see is that Chair.. LOOK at that Chair.. Your Chair.. the EMPTY CHAIR.. by why is My Heart feels like it is tearing apart and Into pieces.. I see that Chair.. Your EMPTY chair.. I want to toss that Chair over.. I want to grab that Chair and smash into pieces.. It is just driving me Nuts.. It
Oink Oink.. I am wondering why did YOU want to break up with Me.. Did you not told me that YOU loved me.. One night.. when we were sitting Out by the park.. you were inside the front passenger of the car.. I was sitting on the driver side.. I saw you unlocking.. opening the door.. and YOU went Out.. telling me to come out side.. I have never heard the excitement of your Voice.. I do remember unlocking the driver side of the door and I went out side.. YOU are the One who told me that YOU loved the night.. of course I am truly Opposite because I love the new Day.. love watching the Sun in the middle of the day.. YOU are looking UP toward the sky.. finger Points and I turn to LOOK toward your finger pointing.. telling me that YOU love the Moon.. and looking around the sky are many stars shining across the sky and telling me.. if I have the camera.. please take the Picture of the Moon for YOU.. and I am wondering.. why do YOU love the Moon so much.. why are you telling me these things when I love the Sun.. in the day.. but.. I did not say a Word to you because I saw that big smile on your face.. YOU looked so lovely.. so Beautiful.. so wonderful this very night.. I just did Not want to say.. I brought the Camera which was in the back seat.. so Opening the Door behind the driver's door.. I would take the Camera Out.. when I look at the camera.. I think of you the Most.. because I am most happiest when I get to take a picture of YOU.. when YOU are smiling and when YOU are at the most happiest. just watching you smile.. makes me smile inside.. because I don't like to see you sad at all.. as I showed you the camera in my hand.. I see you turning.. Looking UP towards and finger Points at the MOON.. telling me to take the picture of that Moon.. but.. I want to take a picture of YOU instead.. because YOU are so much prettier.. much beautiful than that Moon I see up on the sky.. of course I did what YOU say.. I would look UP.. putting my eyes close and looking through the Lens.. and I press the button and it click to take a Picture.. and I would look at you after I taken the picture.. Can I take a Picture of YOU too.. I know that this camera is crying for me to see through the lens o this Camera because I love taking pictures of YOU.. when YOU smile.. the Picture comes out just too perfect.. and I see you telling me yes.. I would move back.. walking few steps back and I stop.. you are standing by the Door.. the passenger door.. my eye get closer and looks through the lens.. and I am Zooming in closer.. looking at YOU.. and I see you smile.. that is when My Finger presses and it clicks.. taking the Picture of YOU.. and that very Night.. I just found something More about YOU.. that YOU love staring at the Moon and loves the Night.. and I remember you be saying.. the reason why YOU love the Moon.. it brings true Peace in your Heart.. everything is silent.. everything is still and that is just the way YOU like to live.. of Course.. when YOU told me this.. I did not want to bring any problems to YOU.. but No one is perfect.. I am Not perfect.. and I am standing in the Room.. all by myself.. after I heard from YOU.. on the Phone telling me that YOU wanted to break UP with me.. I would stay still.. walking into my room.. looking at the desk.. there is two pictures on the top of the desk.. and the first picture is the MOON.. and the second picture is YOU standing by the passenger door of the car.. with that Big Smile.. I just could not hold my emotions In.. so I started to cry.. tears kept on running down my eyes.. what did I do.. what did I say to YOU.. when was the last time we fought or argued.. as I am wiping the tears from my eyes.. next to the two pictures is this One Book.. and I know that I must return this Book back to the Library.. even though I want to read the Book.. I am feeling so much pain right Now.. I am feeling so much Hurt.. why does it hurt so Much to Love YOU.. why does it has to hurt so much.. did YOU ever loved Me.. that Night.. I remember after I took the two picture.. I went closer to YOU.. and I asked you.. can I hold you and wrap my arms around YOU.. would you please let me feel you close.. because YOU know that I love YOU.. as I would walk closer.. I see you walk closer to me and My arms fold and wrap around YOU.. and I just could Not breathe because My Heart kept on beating so fast.. I know that It must means that I really really love YOU.. I remember you be telling me in my arms.. YOU can feel and hear my Heart Beat.. and I would turn to your ear and I would whisper.. because I love you so much.. and from the words of YOUR lips I heard.. I love you.. and it just melted my Heart.. I wanted to fall down.. making my legs grow so weak.. because hearing this from YOU.. like my Heart always wanted to hear.. and Now.. I am in the room.. thinking about the Park.. and How you told me these things.. and even realized How much YOU loved the MOON.. many nights I would walk out side at Night now.. after knowing these things about YOU.. I would walk out side alone.. looking UP toward the Sky.. I would come across the Moon.. some days I will Not see it.. but from time to time when I do see It.. I would point my finger at the Moon.. just thinking about YOU when YOU did It.. My Heart.. OH My Heart.. and just going back when My arms.. Holding YOU close.. my Heart kept on racing and Beating.. and I just wanted to be still and stay still for a Long time.. it was not even too long ago when this happened to Me.. But Now.. I am starting to like the Moon.. and it became loving the MOON and I realize.. it does bring Peace because of the stillness of the Night.. quiet and silent.. and I would be staring at the MOON.. and whenever I see that Moon.. I think of YOU.. I think of YOUR smile.. I think of the camera.. and taking the picture of YOU with your Smile.. and Now.. it is heart breaking.. It hurts me so bad because I still love YOU.. why did you tell me that night that YOU loved me.. I heard from the words of your lips that YOU too love me.. when I held you and wrapped my arms around YOU.. I meant those words that I have spoken to YOUR ear because it came from my Heart.. I felt it that Night because it was the Night when you shared something that YOU told me you never told before.. and knowing that I loved to take pictures of YOU.. even what you loved the Most.. you have expressed your Heart to me.. I felt your words when YOU told me holding you still.. underneath the Stars and the Moon.. but.. why are you telling me now that YOU want to break up.. why don't you tell me the reason for the breaking UP.. is it because of Me or is it because of someone else.. or you never loved me in the first place but just wanted to say it to make me feel good at that moment.. my hand grabs the Picture of YOU.. smiling.. standing by the passenger car door.. and I am looking at YOU through the picture.. I am aching so Much right Now.. I feel like YOU have torn my Heart into pieces.. why is it hurting me so bad.. why are you hurting me like this.. and I would starts to close both of my eyes.. My Heart.. WHY does it feel like my Heart is tearing from the Inside.. Like I want to grab this BOOK.. and tear the pages into pieces.. why does it hurt me so Hard.. and I open both eyes and tears runs down from both eyes.. It hurts.. It hurts me so Bad.. these tears.. is it turning to red.. it burns my Heart as my tears just running down.. and I would pull out the chair and sit.. putting the picture on the top of the Desk.. why does it has to hurt me so Much.. I know that Night.. I told YOU because I really do love YOU.. my Heart hurts.. and I feel these tears from out of my eyes.. this pain that is killing me and eating me from the inside because I love YOU.. and I wanted to call YOU on the Phone to explain.. but I am Not going to make myself look so dumb.. maybe I do deserve this Pain.. maybe there is something I have been holding back.. I am still wondering why do you have to tell me those two words.. Break Up.. and Now it hurts me deeply.. so trying to get YOU off my Mind.. I would grab the Book.. and I would open the front.. the first page and I would look at the first chapter of the Book.. and I start to read the sentences of the first Page.. but I just keep on thinking of YOU.. My Heart just can't read.. my eyes just don't want to read right Now.. only thing is that tomorrow I must go to the Library.. I know that YOU will be there.. a project with friends.. so I know that if I go there tomorrow.. I may find you working on a project.. but I am thinking.. I am not invited.. so I would get UP on the Chair.. and I would go to the Bed.. and just sit on the top of the Bed.. I know that I won't be sleeping through the Night.. I am thinking of YOU just too much.. so I would get Out of the Bed.. and I would walk out of the front Door.. and I would be walking Out side in the Night.. and as I would turn to Look UP.. I see the Moon.. I don't want to see the Moon this very
I am looking at your Picture.. looking at you smiling.. I just wish I can remember this Place.. I am wondering.. who is the One who has taken this Picture.. I know that someone had to stand on the Other side.. and had to look through the lens of the camera.. and just focusing on YOU.. and had to click to take that picture.. as I am in the second room.. looking at the Vase.. the empty Vase.. and looking at your picture.. I wish that It was me.. was it me who was standing on the Other side.. was it really me?? YOU told me that I was with YOU.. and that YOU asking me if I remember any of all these things.. why is it so Hard.. it is so difficult on my part because I want to go back and remember all of these things that has happened.. but the More I am trying to think about YOU.. the more it seems harder to remember these times.. and the Voice.. Your voice I hear when I am talking to you on the Phone.. when YOU call me.. and I would answer.. I am wondering How did I get into this House.. because I just don't remember.. I even saw few people walking in.. the Movers with their truck.. putting all kinds of things into this House.. how did these people got here.. I have so much questions.. but I know that it is you who are putting all these things through.. I am standing in the second room.. looking at your picture.. the only One thing that I can look through.. but I just want to remember YOU.. How did we meet.. How did I fall in love with YOU.. what happened.. I know that YOU told me I got into the car wreck.. could of died in the accident but I guess just the Life that is still in me.. I should be truly thankful to be even alive.. as I am looking at your picture.. I can hear the Phone ringing.. and I see your Picture I have put on the Phone.. and it shows me who is calling me.. as I would pick up the Phone.. putting against my ear to listen to Your Voice.. I wonder.. are you ever going to show UP.. are you going to stop by to visit me.. can you please Help me to remember more about YOU.. because YOU are still a mystery to Me.. I needs to know more.. I needs to ask More.. I want to find out more about YOU.. but.. I know that YOU don't say too much.. why are you being like this to me.. YOU are the one who calls me.. but never say too much.. WHY.. Please tell me what is holding you back to say.. I know that YOU want to say something.. please tell me.. Please tell me because I too have an ear to hear your words.. only if YOU can share and express what is deep in your Heart.. I really wants to know.. and I am looking at another Picture.. this Picture is a Heart.. a red Heart.. why did YOU place this Picture next to Your Picture.. what does this Heart Picture means.. what are you trying to tell me.. Are you telling me that YOU love a Heart.. or trying to tell me that YOU have a Heart.. or are you asking me DO I have a Heart or do I love a Heart.. I must know why.. why put it next to your Picture on the second room.. as I am looking at the two picture on top of the desk.. my hand holding the Phone.. I can hear the breathing.. can I ask YOU something.. WHY is there a picture of A Heart.. who has taken this Picture and why did it be placed in this Desk and I would hear you say.. that I would Love the Heart.. and I am standing here.. with a Question Mark.. that I love a Heart.. does that Means it was me who has taken this Picture.. I know that the first room.. it has a Bed and on the top of the Bed.. I saw a Heart.. it was a pillow Heart.. and It was Me who has taken that picture.. but why can't I remember.. I don't remember taken any picture.. and I would think back.. a little flash back.. I see you sitting on the Top of the Bed.. your arms holding around the Red Heart Pillow.. and I would hear you even tell me the same thing on the Phone.. that one night.. I came into the first room.. and YOU were sitting down on the top of the Bed.. and I would stand and I would watch YOU.. your Arms around the Red Heart.. telling me that YOU love red Heart.. and would smile as you would squeeze it.. and YOU put on the bed next to YOU.. and I would walk closer.. hands holding the camera.. and I would put my eye close to the Lens of the Camera and ZOOM closer.. and snap Shot taking a picture.. and as I put the camera down.. I would turn to look at YOU and I would say.. I want this Heart.. But I want your Heart like this.. can I please have your Heart.. would you please give me YOUR HEART because I truly need it.. I want to have It.. Have your Heart.. and I would see you smile as I would turn to walk away from the first room.. as I am standing still in the Second ROOM.. I am able to get or catch a glimpse.. I think little by little.. things are coming that I am beginning to see something.. Still I can't remember but the little pieces of puzzle like.. I feel like YOU are truly helping me to find YOU back to my Heart.. I know that I loved YOU once that is before the Car accident.. I still can feel inside that I still love YOU.. when YOU are telling me these things on the Phone.. YOU are helping me because without YOU.. How can I know.. it is what YOU know that is bringing things back.. but slowly it is taking a long time.. YOU know that I love YOU.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. only YOU can bring my Heart to be alive.. Only YOU can help me to love YOU once again because I never stopped loving YOU.. as I would turn away.. my Hand holding the Picture of the Heart.. the red Heart.. I would walk out of the second room.. I wonder if I can see Your Heart.. I want to know the color of Your Heart.. would you let me see the color of the Heart.. does it look like this Heart.. the red Heart in the picture.. would you let me see the Color of Your Heart.. because I love this red Heart.. as I would walk out the front door.. it is very cold outside.. and I am standing.. with the Jacket on.. I walk to the front.. LOOKING at the flurry of snows falling from the sky.. and my Hand.. holding the picture of the Red Heart.. I would lift up my arm.. and I can see the Picture.. I lift to see the Red Heart in the Photo.. I want to see your Heart.. I want to touch Your Heart.. I want to know and want to see the color.. can I take a Picture of Your Heart.. I means your Real Heart.. so that I can put this away and look at your Real Heart.. the shape and the color.. and get close so that I can tell your Heart something.. that Maybe if I can see the real Heart of Yours.. I can bring the memories I have lost and can remember everything about YOU.. I really want to know.. I want to be the One who can tell your Heart.. as I have the Phone on the Other hand.. I know that YOU are still there.. because I did not hang UP.. I wanted you to hear my voice.. I wanted you to hear my words as I am speaking looking at the Picture of the Red Heart.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. even though I don't remember much.. I know that IN my Heart.. I still be loving YOU.. because looking at the Red Heart.. it is making me share and express How my thoughts.. that I want to see YOU.. I want to see you visit me.. even though I may not be able to go to you.. I wish that YOU can come to me because I am waiting for YOU.. when are you going to come.. I don't want to take the picture of the Red Heart because it is only a Pillow that is laying on top of the Bed.. what I truly want now is to look at your real Heart.. to see the color of Your Heart.. to take a picture of Your Heart.. and I want to ask YOU about the Vase.. the empty Vase that is in the second room.. I have all these Questions that Only YOU know.. only the answers you can give.. but I do not want to hear Your Voice.. even though I love hearing your Voice.. I want to see you in Person and to hear from YOU.. so that I can be near YOU.. only if YOU can come.. come visit me.. help me to know what this is all about.. because Only you have the answers I am looking for.. Only if YOU were here.. if you were close by.. and if YOU can come out side.. there are flurry of Snows falling from the sky.. it is so beautiful here.. it is so beautiful because when I see the flurries of Snows falling.. I am thinking of YOU.. wishing that It be YOU who is here and looking at the Picture of the Red Heart.. just imagining that this is You.. I am missing YOU.. only thinking that I wish YOU be here with me.. and looking at your real Heart.. I want to see your real Heart.. love your Real Heart.. can I take a Picture of Your Heart.. so that I don't have to look at this Red Heart anymore.. let me take a peek of Your Heart so that I can love and tell you how much I love you.. as I would walk back into the house.. all I wish is that YOU are here.. all I wish that YOU can be in this House with Me.. helping me to know what I am losing.. because I do not want to lose you.. I know that if I can't get the memories back.. what I am afraid is of losing
Link.. if YOU can come.. come and visit just for one day.. so that I can take this one Picture of YOU.. I want to take that picture.. your arms around.. holding and squeezing this Red Heart.. and What I will say.. DO I love YOU.. the More you can hold your arms around the Heart.. the red Heart.. I will say that I do Love YOU.. please squeeze my Heart.. Please Hold My Heart.. if you don't.. then I am going to be the one to hold and squeeze your Heart and I will tell your Heart.. please love Me.. Please can I tell YOU that I love YOU.. Please just love me.. love my Heart so that I can tell your Heart.. that I love YOU.. Now I am missing YOU.. missing this One picture.. YOU are holding the Red Heart.. only YOU can hold it while I take the picture of YOU holding it.. I just bought a New Home.. Leaving the City life into the Country side.. I am walking over the Mountains.. into the Hills and to the valley.. a Small Log House in the woods.. as I am walking through the Snow.. I stop to see.. the Flakes are falling from the Sky.. I am very close to the Log Cabin House.. Finally.. I have been waiting to get Out of the city life.. as I stop.. I am able to see the Snow flakes falling from the Sky.. as I unlock the Door.. and I enter the Small Log Cabin Home.. as I look into the Small Two bed room Home.. I am wondering.. why did I even buy a House with two rooms.. I have no one coming over.. but I know that If I prepare the place.. Maybe.. some one will show Up.. I have never met the person who use to Live in this Small Log Cabin house.. as I walk into One of the rooms.. There is a Desk.. I wonder why someone has left this Desk Behind.. something stops me before I turn to walk away.. I see something on the TOP of the Desk.. what is It.. I am wondering.. what is It.. SO I would walk closer to the Desk.. there is a Written Note.. and Next to the Note is a Picture.. of course I can only see the back of the Picture.. I am wondering.. maybe it must be the Picture of the Person who use to live in this Small Log Cabin House.. But why would some one leave a precious Gift behind.. if I lived in this House.. I know for sure I will Not leave anything special.. or Precious to me behind.. But.. should I turn the Picture over to see who this Person is.. I am standing there.. thinking of.. but I know that this is Not my picture.. WHY would I turn it over to look if it is Not for Me.. I am sure.. maybe the Person was in a rush.. and has forgotten to take this Picture.. but.. WHY would YOU write a Note for me.. I know that the written Note.. it is telling me.. giving me an instruction.. but why would you tell me something.. I can just live whatever I want.. I see the Note Next to the Picture.. Both are facing where I cannot see.. as I would stop.. maybe I should take a Look.. must be very important if YOU have written for the New Home Owner.. which I have purchased this Small Log Cabin Home from YOU.. I have never met YOU.. but Of course I do remember before the Contract.. YOU called me on the Phone.. and Got a chance to listen to Your Beautiful Voice.. Now.. I am very curious.. YOUR voice.. truly felt like I was listening to an Angel.. I know that If you sang a SONG.. I bet it would melt my Heart like the Snow Flakes.. I would stand Out side.. before I came to the DOOR.. to Unlock.. I would LOOK Up to the sky.. My hand opens.. I would watch the Falling snow flakes.. when It touched my hand.. it just melted and maybe Your Voice.. if YOU sang to Me.. My Heart can melt the way the Snow Flakes can melt into my hands.. I was smiling because I been living in apartment for a Long time.. just paying rent to rent monthly.. But.. Now.. able to purchase a new Home.. Out here in the Country side.. walking and climbing on the mountains.. just enjoying the fresh cold air as I would be walking through the Snow.. never felt so Alive in my life.. But Now.. I am here.. inside this Small Log Cabin Home.. and I just walked into a ROOM.. YOU did not take the desk.. there is a Picture laying on the TOP of the desk face down.. with a written Note facing down.. I am just wondering.. I remember when I picked UP the Phone.. and hearing your voice on the Other side.. on the Other line.. Your Voice.. it truly touched my Heart.. I begin to wonder more about YOU because of this Sensational touch.. Your Voice moved my Heart.. I felt it kick inside of Me.. and never felt that way before.. so I would start wondering.. I wonder How YOU would look.. as YOU were so happy to sell the House and even telling me Congratulation on the purchase of the New Home.. as I would share with YOU how I lived in rents all my Life.. but able to get a house means everything to me.. giving me a great deal in the purchase.. of course I wanted to ask YOU.. if YOU can sing.. because I wanted to know if YOU can sing.. can YOU sing a song so that I can listen to Your voice with my Heart opened.. but of course I never asked.. YOU probably think I am a crazy person.. as I am standing by the desk.. My hand grabs the Picture.. I wanted to turn it over.. I wanted to see the person who I just spoke with ON the Phone.. YOUR voice.. I just want to hear again.. can I listen to Your Voice.. would you let me call you on the Phone so that I can listen.. My Heart wants to listen to Your Voice again.. before I want to ask YOU.. I want to know how you look.. why are you so Nice.. why are you so kind to me.. I want to know who YOU are.. WHY would you leave this Picture behind if YOU have never met me.. if YOU have never seen me in person.. why leave me Your Precious gift.. Your Special gift.. I am nothing but a stranger to YOU.. what if I am a weird person.. some crazy person.. would YOU not be afraid of Me.. As I grab the Picture and turn to LOOK at it.. I see YOU sitting.. and My Heart jumps.. My Heart skips missing that Beat.. Just like Your Voice.. soft and beautiful.. I see your picture.. I see YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful too.. YOU are so Lovely.. feels like YOU can take my breathe way.. then what happens to my Breathe if you take it from Me.. what are you doing to me Now.. WHY leave this Picture behind and when I see this Picture.. I can feel my Breathe.. it wants to be released from Me.. I can't breathe.. my eyes wants to say I can't breathe because YOU are so Beautiful.. as I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. YOU are sitting down.. and I am wondering what is it that YOU are holding.. Why are you holding a Vase.. is it a vase for flowers.. I am not sure why YOU are leaving this Picture with Me.. what does it means.. why are you showing me this Picture for.. I have no clue.. I have no idea.. but why are you letting me see this picture.. and making my Heart to say I want to cry.. I have never met you before.. But How is this possible for Me.. why do I feel like I want to love YOU.. please tell me how can this be true because I have never met you before.. as I am looking at your arms holding this vase.. why is it empty.. are YOU not suppose to put something into that Vase.. it is an empty Vase Your hands are holding.. Please.. OH Please tell me what is the meaning of this because I want to know.. I have no clue.. I have no idea why you are showing me this.. I don't see any empty Vase.. but only this Picture.. with a Note.. so I would go over.. my hand grabs the Note and flips to look.. and YOU have written to me about the Picture.. and telling me about the Vase.. an Empty Vase.. and YOU have left it on the Other Room.. and I am not sure why YOU would tell me this.. what am I suppose to do with the Empty Vase.. I don't have any flowers.. and all it tells me to take good care of the Empty Vase.. and Now.. YOU are letting me to keep it.. so I am standing in this room wondering.. YOU are giving me this Empty Vase.. but I have no flowers to put in it.. so what am I suppose to do with this.. SO I would turn around walking out of this room.. the Other room is next on the right.. as I enter the second room.. There is another Desk.. and ON top of the Desk is the Vase.. an empty Vase sitting on the top of the Desk.. am I suppose to tell you something about this vase.. am I suppose to share with YOU what I want to do because it is Not making any sense with me a this Point.. I feel like I am Not the Owner of this House anymore.. since YOU are leaving things behind for me to take care of It.. I am not a male servant.. and NO.. I am not here to clean this House either.. I just purchased this House from YOU.. but WHY do I feel like there is a person who Owns it and maybe I am just renting this Place.. that is how I am feeling because.. I have to watch over things that does Not belongs to me.. I have brought my own bags and luggage so that NOW I can live in this house.. and I stand on the second room.. Looking at the Vase.. has water inside this Vase so it is Not completely empty.. but still looks empty to Me.. so I walk over to the second Desk.. I see a Picture with the Face Down.. so is it a Prank.. is this a joke because I am not feeling
Am so Confused because why would you show me these things if YOU don't know me.. and there is a Note also.. it was next to the Picture.. My hand goes over to grab the Note and I turn it over to take a LOOK.. and I would read it.. it says.. Do you remember Me.. when we were YOUNG.. because NOW I remember YOU is what the Note been written ON.. and I am thinking.. Have we ever met before.. DID I see you when we were YOUNG.. I don't really remember meeting any one when we were Young.. but it seems like YOU know me.. why would you tell me this.. Maybe YOU are writing to another person.. but then knowing that it is I who just purchased this House.. It has to be for Me.. who else lives in this House.. I am the only one who bought this House from YOU.. so I know that we met before.. and telling me when were young.. HOW long was this.. How old was I when I met YOU.. Please tell me.. and I am thinking about calling YOU on the Phone.. But.. I am Not just going to call YOU and say I don't remember YOU.. so How am I suppose to answer this question because I don't remember.. I am trying to go back.. way way way back to see if I do remember you.. I am closing both eyes.. Both.. Nothing I can see back then.. why.. when did we ever meet before.. I am looking at Your Picture.. the Picture of YOU holding.. arms around the Empty Vase.. and I would look at the Picture.. WHEN was it that we meet.. I have No clue.. Please give me a Hint.. I feel like I am a crazy person.. LOOKING at the Picture of YOU and just talking.. knowing YOU are Not going to answer back from It.. that is How crazy I am becoming because Now.. I am wondering.. when and where.. what age.. what school.. was it in the apartments.. NOT sure.. but Please tell me when because I truly want to know now.. I hate it when things are so mysterious.. I want to know.. YOU are the only one who knows that is why YOU are asking me.. what am I suppose to do and how do I say this to you if I tell YOU I don't know.. it can hurt you as much it will hurt me not knowing.. Please.. tell me.. give me a clue.. give me a Hint.. and I would put the picture face down on top of the desk.. Please.. tell me.. give me a clue.. give me a Hint.. and I would put the picture face down on top of the desk.. I open the door.. comes into the House.. I see large boxes.. two Large boxes enter the first room.. and another two Large Boxes places in the second room.. I see couch.. I see tables chairs.. More boxes comes into the Log Cabin home.. on the Diner room and the living room.. into the kitchen.. I see the Movers walking in and Out of the home.. as I watch the movers walks.. they enter the truck and it goes.. I would be out side.. it feels so good when it is cold.. with my jacket.. I am standing out.. I watch the SUN goes down.. still the SNOW on the ground and I am looking UP to the Sky.. Night Comes and I am looking at the Moon.. I don't know why I think of YOU the most.. especially when I see the Night.. when I look at the MOON.. I start to think of YOU.. do I miss YOU.. I am thinking right Now.. Do you think that I miss YOU.. if you ask Me this question.. standing Out here in the cold.. watching the SUN setting.. as the Wind starts to blow.. the wind chill makes me shiver.. that is how I feel when I think of you.. I get these cold chills.. sending shivers down my spine because I do miss YOU.. feels like when I walk Out.. and I look Up at the Sky.. looking at the MOON.. it is how I feel when I miss YOU.. that I want to see that MOON because I know that down in my Heart.. I think of you the most when I do see that MOON.. do I smile.. I want to smile.. because all I do is smile when I know that YOU are in my Heart.. that you are IN MY MIND and in my soul.. just can't stop think of YOU.. I would look at that MOON.. I am trying to think of the past.. when was the last time I seen YOU.. that I do miss YOU.. I miss YOU more and more.. as I turn to the direction.. I am looking at the door of this Cabin Log Home.. my hand grabs on the door knob and I am wondering.. I have lost my memory.. but I want to know.. I want to know how much did I loved YOU.. YOU would not tell me how much.. if YOU knew me before I lost my memory.. would you not tell me because I asked YOU.. I asked you on the Phone.. How much did I love YOU.. I would wait for your answer.. I just don't remember because I do want to remember.. I asked YOU.. but why can't YOU answer me.. YOU told me that I did Love YOU.. I asked you the question.. DID I love YOU?? there was a short paused.. and a breathing I heard.. I asked YOU the second time.. DID I love YOU?? Please tell me that I loved YOU well.. did I love YOU the way YOU should be loved.. I wanted to know.. I kept on pressing to ask and asking YOU.. I was holding onto the phone.. just waiting for YOU to answer.. there was a short pause and I heard you telling me.. I did love YOU.. and I do remember I just could not say another word.. My Heart.. for some reason it started to Beat faster.. Like I would be running and slowing down trying to catch my breathe and when I stop for a break.. My Heart would beat as like the beat ran faster.. that is HOW My Heart felt when I heard YOU telling me that I did Love YOU.. of course I want to love YOU.. I want to keep on loving YOU.. and I asked again.. How much did I love YOU.. can YOU please tell me.. if YOU answered the first question.. I know for sure you can answer this One.. Please tell me so that I can hear my Heart beat faster when YOU give me the answer.. I heard YOU not say a word.. but why.. YOU told me that I did love YOU.. why couldn't you tell me More.. I want to know.. if YOU can remind me.. maybe I can know.. maybe my memories can come back to Me because I did hear my Heart beat faster when YOU answered the first question.. I really Really want to know.. as I am standing by the door.. MY Hand grab hold unto the Door Knob.. ALL I need to do is turn it and open the door.. I can go into this Log Cabin House.. this New Home that I brought.. before the Movers came.. I do remember One large Box came before the Movers brought many boxes.. smaller and larger into this New Home.. One Large box.. I placed into the ROOM.. the first room.. I do remember opening the top of the Box.. I saw a Picture frame.. it was YOU inside the picture frame.. YOU were sitting on the Couch that just came into this New Home.. I don't remember YOU sitting on that couch.. but YOU were holding the vase.. placing on top of YOUR Lap.. the same Vase that was in the Second room.. but there was a Stem of a Flower.. YOU were smiling and I looked at it.. I don't remember any of it but tears.. there were two lines of tears falling down from my eyes.. as I would look at the picture frame.. inside the picture of YOU siting on the Couch.. I felt so sad because I.. I want to know when was this taken.. I want to know who has taken this Picture.. was it me who was holding the camera.. It must be me because I do know that I loved YOU.. and if that couch came as the Movers brought them into this New Home.. it must been a previous time.. which Home.. whose apartment.. if that Couch belongs to me.. then was it at the old apartment.. was it at a Home.. I just can't remember.. Please help me to remember where and when.. from WHO.. I know that it must be me.. because this One Large Box came yesterday night.. and I brought it into the First ROOM and I opened it to see.. So I know that it belongs to me.. I started to cry when I saw the Picture Frame.. My Heart was shattered because I want to remember.. I want to know when and where it happened.. I know that It was me who took this picture.. why would the Picture frame with YOUR Picture comes inside this Box.. but who had this is the Question on my mind.. was this Box with YOU.. are you the one who send this Box to me so that I can remember.. I did Not want to call YOU.. I knew that YOU wanted to know something but right Now.. I just can't tell YOU because I don't remember.. as I would reach.. my Hands grab onto the Picture Frame.. I am looking at it.. my tears kept running down my cheeks.. I want to remember.. I want to know.. But I do not want to tell YOU anything because if I don't know.. the way My Heart is breaking right Now.. you can feel the say way too.. I looked at the Phone.. I wanted to dial.. but I told myself I am not going to call YOU.. if I don't remember and has NO answers.. I just can't.. if Tears are flowing down my eyes.. I don't want to imagine Your eyes with tears.. If I loved YOU and My Heart still loves YOU.. I just don't want to hurt YOU.. I rather be the one who is hurting.. I want my Heart to be breaking and
End UP asking YOU.. YOU told me that YOU are NOT going to give me any answers because it is ALL UP to me to figure that OUT.. WHY would you put this Vase.. an empty Vase in this room.. why not in the first room.. why the second ROOM.. have I been here before.. so much un answered questions I must know.. But YOU would not tell me.. as I am looking next to the Vase.. I put the Picture Frame next.. beside it.. and ALL I am looking at is Your Beautiful Face.. Your Smile.. how this same Vase sitting on top of Your Lap.. with a SUN FLOWER inside.. I want to know.. when and where.. that Couch is in the living room of this House.. I just can't remember.. I want to remember.. why don't you call me.. I don't want to call YOU because YOU are going to wonder do I remember anything yet.. because right Now.. I just don't remember anything at all.. but I do wish I knew.. I wish I know now.. but right Now.. all I can think of is when and where.. I know that I must loved YOU.. the more I keep on looking at the picture in the picture frame.. I want to love YOU more.. I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. but How.. How can I tell YOU that I love you if I don't remember but my Heart is burning within me to tell YOU that I do.. only thing that I want to tell YOU.. I do still love YOU.. but I don't think you would believe anything at all.. because YOU do know that I don't remember.. but something in me tells me that I do.. How am I suppose to express this Love.. the word and to transfer the word to YOU.. that Even though I may not remember.. and has a memory loss.. something keeps on telling me that I do still.. that YOU did not lose any hope because I never stopped loving YOU.. WOULD YOU believe me.. I want YOU to believe these words of mine.. but what If YOU don't.. you may think that I am lying just to make YOU feel good at the moment.. but.. if I loved YOU once.. and YOU knew that I loved YOU a lot.. or More.. that Love will never just leave without a trace.. I know that if I loved YOU.. I will never stop loving YOU.. but.. would YOU believe in this truth.. would you believe me at all.. I am afraid that YOU would Not believe because I am at lost.. BUT Please.. know that I never stopped loving YOU.. YOU are only going to hurt me if YOU just don't believe my words because ALL I can say is that I do.. Thinking about WHY am I here.. and why am I looking at this Empty Vase.. what am I suppose to do with this Empty Vase.. I did received the Note in the first room.. and also got the chance to look at you through the Picture you have left behind.. I know that I am not suppose to have this Picture.. but why do MY hand keeps on holding onto the picture for.. I am trying to leave the Picture behind.. I should of left it in the first room.. on the top of the desk.. but for some reason.. My hand just could NOT let go.. it grabbed onto the Picture.. telling myself.. Just let it go.. I needs to let it go but My Heart says.. telling my Mind.. I know my hand will not let your picture go.. so I have decided to take the Picture with me to the second room.. I am standing here by another Desk.. Now I am very confused about this desk.. why does it look a like.. is it the same desk because I did NOT buy any desk.. I do remember.. when I was talking to YOU on the Phone.. YOU have mention to me that YOU are leaving something behind.. and I am wondering.. if it belongs to YOU.. why don't you just take it with YOU.. why do you want to leave something behind.. and if it is something precious.. something precious to YOU.. I do truly understand that IF YOU MUST need to take it.. Please take it with YOU.. it won't hurt me or bother me if YOU DO.. but.. listening to your Voice on the Other line.. YOU telling me that IT is a bonus for buying.. purchasing this Lovely home.. so I did tell YOU.. thank YOU.. if it is a gift from YOUR Heart to me.. then Yes.. I will receive it.. I will take this gift.. of course YOU never told me that it is going to be two desks.. a Picture with a Note.. and an empty Vase.. But.. I want to know.. what is the Use of this Empty Vase.. why did you not put a note what comes with this Empty Vase.. am I suppose to put flowers inside this Vase.. but it has half filled water.. so.. I guess you should of told me because.. I am looking at this Vase.. not completely empty but has half filled waters.. so I am looking at the CELL PHONE and I do dial your Number.. and I am waiting as I am hearing it ring.. I wait and I hear a Hello on the Other side.. and I tell YOU.. I am the One who just bought this Log Cabin Home from YOU.. and just wanted to ask YOU one simple question.. there are two desks.. one each in the room.. I have a picture of YOU.. am I suppose to have it.. can I please have this Picture because NOW I am the New Home Owner.. the Other Question is this.. what am I suppose to do with the Empty Vase.. it is half filled.. and I am waiting for you to answer.. and I hear your voice telling me.. It was not YOU who put the two desks.. and Yes.. the Picture is Yours.. and the Vase.. Not sure what that is.. but the vase Means Love.. I am just standing there.. thinking.. the Vase means Love.. what does that Means if it is Love.. YOU know that I am Not sure what YOU are talking about.. and I am waiting for YOU to answer.. and I don't hear anything.. and I hear.. DO I not remember.. I pause thinking.. remember what?? am I suppose to remember something.. and I hear.. I don't remember YOU.. and the Phone hangs UP.. It made me jump because you asked me do I remember YOU.. which am I suppose to remember some one and I am thinking.. I am holding a Picture of YOU In my hand.. why is it so hard for me to Let go of Your Picture.. and YOU are the One who left the Picture for me to see it.. and I am thinking.. was I suppose to stand still until I remember you.. until I do know who YOU are.. and then I was suppose to call YOU on the Phone to tell YOU that NOW I know.. and with this Vase.. I know that it must means something.. YOU have left it behind so that I can remember.. But.. why do I feel like my Mind is stuck.. I want to know.. I want to remember.. if YOU are telling me that this Vase means Love.. it has to do with me and this Empty half water vase.. I am suppose to know YOU.. the person YOU.. the One I am looking at this Picture.. I can't remember though.. on the Note it did say I got into an accident.. I was hit by a car so I must went to the Hospital and Blacked Out.. because I was told that some of the memories I won't remember.. How can I lost YOU.. How can I lose someone like you.. and I am looking at the Picture.. I was close to face my own death.. I do remember laying on the Hospital bed.. one of the doctors would say that I be calling Out your name.. of course the Doctor did Not know who I was calling Out too.. But I do remember when I woke UP from the coma.. the Doctor tells me some one came to visit me.. and was crying while I was sleeping.. in a deep coma.. holding my hand.. asking the doctor to save me.. to save my life and begging the doctor.. the doctors all came to help out.. of course the doctor who was the main care taker told YOU.. that I am going to have a loss of memory and I would not remember much.. I do remember sitting UP on the Hospital Bed.. the doctor tells Me.. I was very close to death.. and he did all he can and for some reason.. I would be calling out your Name.. and that is HOW I got UP.. the doctor would look at me asking me.. who is the lady I keep on calling out too.. I was saying a Name.. but I sat there just puzzled.. a NAME?? the doctor said.. because of her Name I was able to get UP.. able to open my eyes.. able to come back to Life.. to breathe again.. if I did not call Out your Name.. I think what this doctor means.. I would of been dead.. I am wondering.. the Name.. I keep on calling Out your Name.. for the longest.. I am here trying to figure OUT who you are.. because I know that I loved YOU.. I keep on looking at your picture and I would say to the Picture.. Is your name I LOVE YOU.. because that is the only Name I can think of.. to tell you from my Heart How much I love you.. what am I suppose to say.. I want to know too.. but I am going through some hard times and that part is trying to figure OUT about Us.. this mystery about what happened.. I want to know because I came to this New Home.. with two desks.. YOU told me that it was not Yours.. then whose desks are these if it is Not Yours.. if I bought this Home from YOU.. how come the desks are here.. and it looks so familiar too me.. as I would look at the vase.. I am not sure if I should keep this.. the Phone rings and I pick it UP.. and I hear your voice.. it feels like I heard your voice before.. I think even before I called to buy this New
Suppose to do.. put fish.. How about goldfish inside.. I don't even like fish.. and I hear your voice.. it is Love.. and I should not get rid of it because in due time YOU be telling me I will remember.. that One day.. some day soon.. if I love YOU very much I will remember.. and I stood there.. speechless.. my words did Not want to say no more because I know that YOU are right.. yes.. I will remember YOU because I know that My Heart really really Loves YOU.. How much if YOU asked.. I don't know because I have lost count.. when YOU go outside in the Night and count the stars.. and if YOU can't count no more.. I know that it is more than those Numbers you counted and lost counted.. that is How much I love YOU.. I would try to count the stars.. I did lost the count.. just too much.. too much to count.. as I would stay on the Phone.. I would hear you telling me.. the House is a nice place to live.. and that YOU loved it.. and I would ask.. WHY did YOU sell this House.. if YOU really loved it.. and not much YOU would say so there is a true mystery about this Place.. about this Vase.. about YOU.. about the picture.. and I don't remember much.. as I am looking at your picture.. I would say.. will YOU allow me to see YOU.. will you give me the permission so that I can know YOU in person.. will you give me the chance to remember YOU.. because right Now.. I don't remember anything at all.. all I do remember is your Voice.. YOUR voice sounds to familiar like I have known you for a Very long time.. that is the only feeling or thought I am getting when I listen to Your Voice.. it moves My Heart where I want to see YOU.. will you allow me to see YOU.. and I hear.. YOU live very far.. and that right now is Not the good time.. and it breaks my Heart.. because I want to see YOU.. I want to know YOU.. so that YOU can help me to remember How much I loved YOU.. will you let me stay a little longer on the line.. I know that YOU are going to tell me something.. that YOU needs to go.. but what If My Heart does Not want to let go.. just like my hand.. holding to YOUR picture.. it just will not let it go.. I think because I know why.. it is like looking at this vase.. it is love.. loving YOU still.. just loving YOU because My Heart remembers loving YOU.. even though I don't my Heart just knows.. YOU and that you wanted to keep it forever in your Heart.. I have the picture with Me.. YOU told me to bring the Camera Out.. when we were at the Park.. YOU told me if I have the camera.. if I can take a Picture of the Moon.. I saw your Finger pointing UP toward this MOON.. I have taken the Picture.. it is Not my picture but Your Picture of this Moon.. can YOU please come and get it.. YOU told me when I get this picture to give it to YOU.. you wanted to keep it forever.. what am I going to do with this picture when it is Not mine but Yours.. and I turn to LOOK UP at the Moon.. Please come and get your Picture because I love YOU.. I asked you to love me.. I even told YOU that I love YOU.. you told me that you loved Me.. then why are you not getting this Picture.. YOU told me how much YOU loved the Moon.. Here is the Moon that YOU love.. I just want to give it back to YOU because YOU can hate me.. but I will always love YOU.. I will still love YOU until you know that I love YOU and that YOU know in your Heart that YOU love me too.. I open to look.. Is the Letter here.. inside I don't see any letters from YOU.. of course I never asked for you to ever write me back.. but maybe.. just in case.. maybe you be surprising me with a Letter.. I would wait for the Mail Man.. but for some reason on this Very night.. I do not see the truck coming.. as One hour goes by.. all I can see is the Moon.. I am looking UP at the Moon.. my hand waves at the Moon.. only the Moon knows my Heart.. I guess NO one understands how much I love YOU.. but does that MOON sees my Will.. I am so determined to let it Out.. to tell YOU how much I love YOU.. do you even see my Heart Yet.. only times when it is Hard.. I will go out side.. standing by the Mail Box.. waiting for the Mail man to come.. Of course I have the third Letter.. In my hand is the envelope.. with your address and Your Name written on the envelope.. looking to see if the Truck comes.. I am holding.. the Letter has been written last Night.. and I been waiting all through the day.. hoping that this Letter.. inside the envelope gets to YOU.. I was so happy.. when the Mail man told me.. He saw YOU.. when He was driving the Mail Truck.. on the way to your House.. he saw your mail box.. stopping by the mail box.. the Door opens and the Mail Man waves his hand saying Someone has written a Letter to YOU.. and He opens the mail box and puts the envelope inside the Mail box and he drives away.. Just thinking a glimpse of YOU.. I would only look at your Picture.. but I am so sad because I wish I can be the Mail man who drives that Truck.. only if I can get a glimpse of YOU.. just to even stop by the Mail box.. just to see you stand by your Door.. and to see you Smile.. even if I can wave my hands at you and give YOU that smile.. it means everything to me.. I would say.. here is another Letter.. I know that I would not get close to YOU.. but the Hope to dream of Love.. the Hope to even ask if I can put a Letter in your Mail box.. that Hope to say I love YOU even though YOU may be standing Far.. YOU do not know How much I love YOU.. even the distance between YOUR mail box.. sitting on the Truck.. to Put the Letter inside the envelope there is a HOPE to say I love YOU.. I kiss the envelope.. seal with my Heart of JOY and Love.. but to tell YOU what it means to write you a Letter.. because YOU KNOW it is the Hope of just loving you.. when YOU have a Hope.. it means I can dream of something Bigger.. something greater that can happen one day.. I am not asking for YOUR hand right Now.. but I can still have Hope and Dream to love YOU.. this Letter.. I would kiss the Letter after I wrote.. folding into halves and Placing into the envelope.. writing your name and Your Address.. when I look at the Truck.. the mail Man comes with a smile.. and I give him the envelope inside is the letter I wrote and I tell HIM.. you know who this is too.. Please take it to YOU.. and He smiles and knows.. But now.. I know that he tells me that YOU are receiving the envelope with the Letter I have wrote.. I would be sitting on the Desk.. sometimes I would write so fast.. I make mistakes and I have to use the eraser to erase the Letter I marked wrong.. but knowing that the mail man is delivering to the right Mail Box.. to YOU.. I know that I can put my mind at ease.. Last Night I had a drink of wine.. of course I am standing by my mail box.. I am holding the envelope in my Hand.. the Letter is inside and I am still waiting for the Truck.. Looking at the MOON.. I had a drink last Night.. I wanted to cry.. I had a drink last Night.. I started to miss YOU.. I wanted to see YOU.. but I know that I just can't right Now.. sometimes I am wondering.. How long does this wait must be.. am I going to be here by the mail Box.. I don't want to just stand here by my own mail box.. I would like to be the One to able to go to YOU.. to stand By your Mail Box.. with my hand.. I be holding the envelope.. with the Letter I wrote last night.. and I would love to turn.. look at your door and I walk.. I would like to see YOU open your front door.. and I am able to hand YOU the Envelope and to watch both eyes.. your hand holding the envelope that I give.. and when YOUR hand hold.. I want to tell YOU.. looking at your eyes.. I have loved YOU for a long time.. can you please accept my Heart.. Can YOU please accept my Love.. will you let me Love YOU now.. since I am standing here meeting YOU face to face.. and My hand holding your Hand.. I will touch the envelope and I would tell YOU.. I did Not want to come earlier because I don't want you to be bothered or disturbed.. I been waiting for YOU to Love me.. can I ask YOU if YOU love me.. because if YOU don't love me.. How can I keep on loving YOU.. I only want to accept if YOU are able to open your Heart so that I can love YOU and YOU can love me back too.. I want to be brave.. I want to be bold and have courage to Love YOU more.. but I can't unless YOU open your Heart for Me.. please tell me if I can Love YOU.. as I am looking at my Mail box.. I would lift up my Head to look at the MOON.. I am only talking to myself now huh.. But I know that This letter.. it needs to go to YOU.. it needs to get delivered to YOU so that I want you to open the envelop so that YOU can read.. My Heart knows how much I want to be with YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I am standing here.. by my mail Box.. waiting for the truck.. WHY is the Mail Man Not coming.. I have this
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Why are you promoting a clothing company with inaccurate and inconsistent sizing, and doesn’t provide you a hole in your pants so you can use the button and actually close your pants?
because I love that their style is different than things you'd find at stores I normally shop at. They have cool sets or pjs, or shoes that I wouldn't find at stores near me for the prices they're at. I feel like they are more artistic and fun :)
Girl are you traying to cope kendall and Keily jenner or what did ever tray to creat your own show your own totch 😑🤔😊
haha no i have never tried to create my own show xD haha
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