Meredith Confronts the Doctor Who Killed Derek - Grey's Anatomy

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  • čas přidán 13. 11. 2019
  • Dr. Alex Karev (Justin Chambers) is asked by a doctor about the adoption of Meredith Grey's (Ellen Pompeo) daughter. Meredith stops the questioning to tell the doctor who she is and confront him about killing her husband, Derek. Watch 'Grey's Anatomy' THURSDAY 8|7c on ABC.
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  • @black88mist
    @black88mist Před 4 lety +21931

    She protecc
    She attacc
    But most importantly
    She still got Derek's bacc

  • @dariusmcomposer
    @dariusmcomposer Před 4 lety +68784

    Meredith: He didn't even do burr holes!
    Me, having absolutely no knowledge of any medical procedures, eating doritos while watching: Yeah lmfao what an idiot.

    • @elizaflores9586
      @elizaflores9586 Před 4 lety +4584

      Izzie even did burr holes in a fucking ship wreck

    • @crazychic210
      @crazychic210 Před 4 lety +1271

      Eliza Flores it was on a freeway with regular drill and a guys clean shirt.. 🤣🤣

    • @Tashaliv3
      @Tashaliv3 Před 4 lety +923

      crazychic210 uh, it was in the ferry. Dude got crushed between two cars after the ferry crashed.

    • @crb.mp4
      @crb.mp4 Před 4 lety +763

      Eliza Flores I KNOW RIGHT I WAS LIKE IZZIE DID THAT IN AN UNCOMFORTABLE SITUATION AND HE WAS IN THE A HOSPITAL AND DIDN’T DO THEM

    • @aaliyahtate
      @aaliyahtate Před 4 lety +322

      whereisregi meredith did it on a plane!!

  • @ikigaiyo2711
    @ikigaiyo2711 Před 3 lety +5566

    Dereck spirit was like « Got you » and took the guy with him

  • @eltoncabrito5423
    @eltoncabrito5423 Před 3 lety +4197

    It’s 2021 and I’m still here thinking that he doesn’t have the right to mention the name of Meredith’s daughter because he was the one who killed her father.

    • @bettybarg2183
      @bettybarg2183 Před 3 lety +12

      Same!!

    • @ItsXochitlBaby
      @ItsXochitlBaby Před 2 lety +102

      He doesn’t remember her but she remembers him 😤

    • @its_huaa
      @its_huaa Před 2 lety +94

      As the coward who stood over her dying husband 😒

    • @jchern3368
      @jchern3368 Před 2 lety +84

      @@its_huaa the love of her life.. and he didn’t even attempt to do burr holes!

    • @eleonoravendri
      @eleonoravendri Před 2 lety +68

      @@jchern3368 after he failed getting him a head CT

  • @haileypeters6034
    @haileypeters6034 Před 3 lety +26272

    she literally yelled at him into a seizure. her power is unmatched

  • @denko3203
    @denko3203 Před 4 lety +14069

    "You have absolutely no right to ever mention my daughter's name because you are the one who killed her father."
    *read him to filth.*

    • @ashleycadet1578
      @ashleycadet1578 Před 4 lety +92

      filllllttthhh

    • @dorislacaze8475
      @dorislacaze8475 Před 4 lety +174

      Way to go Mer , I remember that guy also he was to trying to be mr big shot to teach or listen to the resident trying to tell him that Derek needed a CT costing Derek his life ,

    • @theoutside7
      @theoutside7 Před 4 lety +7

      Yessss

    • @sydneysykes4312
      @sydneysykes4312 Před 4 lety +37

      @@dorislacaze8475 you do realize that callie made a mistake that cost a man both his legs and almost his life and that april stupidly got distracted and missed a simply step which cost a woman her life but we don't hold that against them for the rest of their lives. Meredith had every right to be angry but shes not god

    • @Ronkyort0dox
      @Ronkyort0dox Před 4 lety +83

      Callie didn't make a mistake. The operation was risky and he had been informed of that but he accepted anyway. April was fired for that.

  • @nathalietjuhw
    @nathalietjuhw Před 3 lety +1718

    He couldn’t win the argument so he just decided to find an excuse to get away from the conversation, how spineless

  • @junbh2
    @junbh2 Před rokem +1121

    One of the things I like about this is that the flashbacks to Derek are from the doctor's point of view. He does remember Derek, even if he didn't remember his name or who Meredith was. He is the only person in the room that day who has those memories. So despite his arrogance and incompetence, it seems like in the private of his mind he knows Meredith is right. And the guilt tortured him enough to trigger his seizure.

    • @theclimbingchef
      @theclimbingchef Před rokem +22

      I was rewatching this and came up with the same thought.

    • @nightcore5208
      @nightcore5208 Před rokem +58

      I was so surprised that he even forgot. Surely one would remember being responsible for the death of a world renowned neuro surgeon.

    • @junbh2
      @junbh2 Před rokem +29

      @@nightcore5208 I guess it's possible he remembered that but just never remembered his wife.

    • @alanayoung-np1bo
      @alanayoung-np1bo Před rokem +5

      Omgoodness, I never even considered that perspective

    • @claudeyaz
      @claudeyaz Před 10 měsíci +13

      ​@@nightcore5208 People who have seizures often have often have memory problems..and issues learning new things That's the reason that kids with seizures are developmental behind

  • @MyselfStrange
    @MyselfStrange Před 4 lety +14018

    He killed her husband, yet when he starts seizing she is the first doctor to move towards him.

    • @cc123pat7
      @cc123pat7 Před 4 lety +345

      kea_cat exactly like she’s so great

    • @tiffanygray
      @tiffanygray Před 4 lety +340

      That really shows what a big heart she has!

    • @kaylie8486
      @kaylie8486 Před 4 lety +138

      Orrrr she doesnt want to look even worse to the panel of judges that she might of killed him😂 but no I agree I love Meredith

    • @szpphics
      @szpphics Před 4 lety +42

      Shows how much of a person she is

    • @szpphics
      @szpphics Před 4 lety +66

      @@kaylie8486 *panel of judges* what do you think it is Americas got talent 🤦‍♀️

  • @-naomi-9691
    @-naomi-9691 Před 4 lety +11666

    She roasted him so hard she killed him. Damm, I didn't even know that was possible.

  • @niyahandrea
    @niyahandrea Před 3 lety +395

    "but you're sitting up here judging me?" I loveee the way she said it.

  • @emmamartin3061
    @emmamartin3061 Před 3 lety +1465

    I love how Meredith yells at him about killing her husband but then when he has his seizure she runs to help him

    • @kellyolson1952
      @kellyolson1952 Před 2 lety +61

      Certainly telling she remembers the names of all her patients and their spouses when the man who killed derek didn’t.

    • @erickahernadez2527
      @erickahernadez2527 Před 2 lety +8

      And then he died

    • @SakariWolf13
      @SakariWolf13 Před 2 lety +25

      That is because Meredith Grey is not only an amazing doctor who values life but also an amazing person who strives to do the right thing, no matter the price.

    • @someonerandom8552
      @someonerandom8552 Před 2 lety +21

      Years of medical training kicked in.
      She is still a doctor at the end of the day. And the good ones will always try to save a life, regardless of personal feelings. Mer is a good one

    • @kaayc9459
      @kaayc9459 Před rokem +2

      I didn’t see this, what happened to him after ?

  • @dreymichaud540
    @dreymichaud540 Před 4 lety +17025

    sometimes i forget that she's not a doctor, her acting is so good

    • @linajayceYT
      @linajayceYT Před 4 lety +452

      The fact she knows her medical stuff, if theres ever a apocalypse id let her be my surgeon

    • @faithwatkins7811
      @faithwatkins7811 Před 4 lety +209

      @@linajayceYT Her mother was a famous surgeon and her husband was a famous neurosurgeon so yes Dr. Meredith Grey Shepherd knows her stuff

    • @andrewl.3382
      @andrewl.3382 Před 4 lety +70

      Faith Watkins also, there are doctors that do teach them on set if I remember

    • @elweshomayor
      @elweshomayor Před 4 lety +285

      She has been playing a doctor for just as long as it takes to get an MD AND a specialty. Lol

    • @sadem1045
      @sadem1045 Před 4 lety +40

      Sometimes I forget Harry Potter isn't real.

  • @thethingwithfins
    @thethingwithfins Před 4 lety +8837

    It is this point that everyone should FEAR Meredith Grey she ripped that man so good he died.

  • @ligayasdiary1747
    @ligayasdiary1747 Před 3 lety +1113

    The way Alex was surprised because of the raising of her voice, he already knows that Meredith is mad ☺️

    • @kimma508
      @kimma508 Před 3 lety +46

      I got chills when Meredith raised her voice.

  • @beautifulnub
    @beautifulnub Před 3 lety +2589

    And derek is the one who teach her to do the burrholes 😭

  • @diomondcandie06
    @diomondcandie06 Před 4 lety +11827

    This scene pissed me off lol. Like he had the AUDACITY to seize when he’s called out??!!!? Rude. What a cop out 😤

  • @alainab2898
    @alainab2898 Před 4 lety +25802

    “You have absolutely no right to mention my daughter’s name because YOU are the one who killed her father”
    Sent chills down my spine

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před 3 lety +94

      The man in the truck is completely innocent.

    • @CocaColaVsPepsi-md4fg
      @CocaColaVsPepsi-md4fg Před 3 lety +47

      Mauricio Merida Derek getting a call (or message, I forgot) makes perfect sense where he supposedly had no signal.

    • @ana1i1iaa
      @ana1i1iaa Před 3 lety +8

      @@22espec she mentioned the doctor

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před 3 lety +30

      @@ana1i1iaa that's the thing, before, she blamed the intern, now the doctor, what's next? the hospital? The driver? The people he saved? Derek was badly wounded and the doctor made a choice to treat his wounds, it was the wrong one but it was a choice that he have to make fast.

    • @yanilizhuertas6702
      @yanilizhuertas6702 Před 3 lety +7

      What episode and season was this from

  • @Epic11705
    @Epic11705 Před rokem +134

    The guilt and the memory of the look of death on Derek’s face caused his heart to seize

  • @Sleepy-Rebel
    @Sleepy-Rebel Před 3 lety +452

    The title should be changed to: Medusa Takes Her Vengeance

    • @ayu8994
      @ayu8994 Před 3 lety +9

      I'd like to think Derek got his revenge.

    • @themercy138
      @themercy138 Před 3 lety +5

      Yeah 🤣🤣🤣 the interns called her that

  • @patrickulas
    @patrickulas Před 4 lety +7724

    Damn. She short circuited him with that speech. Good for her.

  • @addisonlynnmaurice1070
    @addisonlynnmaurice1070 Před 4 lety +8918

    “You don’t get to talk about my daughter, because you are the one that killed her father” I swear that’s gonna give me goosebumps every time I hear it

  • @careeshaplease8749
    @careeshaplease8749 Před 3 lety +70

    That “you don’t remember me” hit different every time.

  • @cesarpcjrgaming9314
    @cesarpcjrgaming9314 Před 2 lety +126

    The irony of him calling her cavalier when he negated the head ct and didn’t even consider it because the person saying it was needed was a female he had rank over

  • @typicalhumandoingthings5174
    @typicalhumandoingthings5174 Před 4 lety +8724

    “Meredith kills the man who killed Derek” *

  • @denko3203
    @denko3203 Před 4 lety +6997

    "My conflict of interest? My medical license should not be in this man hands. He is dangerous." The way she delivered that first line was so powerful. She's a fantastic actress!

    • @tones8675
      @tones8675 Před 4 lety +111

      Denko she’s really learned to _become_ her character after all these years on greys anatomy

    • @3909630
      @3909630 Před 4 lety +46

      I felt that so hard. I mean... DAMN

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před 4 lety +14

      She should have said something at the beginning she only talked because she was losing

    • @CCEkeke
      @CCEkeke Před 4 lety +20

      Yeah that line murdered that crappy doctor.

    • @tman57zins
      @tman57zins Před 4 lety +2

      Denko praise EllenPompeio

  • @KieraLouiseCupcakes
    @KieraLouiseCupcakes Před 3 lety +123

    This is one of my favourite scenes in the entire show, the POWER she holds

    • @julesmelgaard8139
      @julesmelgaard8139 Před 3 lety

      What season?

    • @hearthdance
      @hearthdance Před 3 lety

      Yessss!!! I still watching it! A masterpiece! One ot the best scenes on the entire show.

    • @hearthdance
      @hearthdance Před 3 lety

      @@julesmelgaard8139 Season 16

    • @linsi5512
      @linsi5512 Před 2 měsíci

      remember the hospital shooting

  • @marvin5624
    @marvin5624 Před 3 lety +224

    This felt like a classic grey‘s scene - we need whoever wrote this episode to write more episodes

  • @savannacora1395
    @savannacora1395 Před 3 lety +18052

    damn he had nothing to say to the point where he had to die to exit the conversation.

  • @evamacdesigns
    @evamacdesigns Před 4 lety +9427

    “That one night should have cost you your entire career” that line hit deep it’s so true he has no right to judge her 🤬
    Wow thanks for so many likes

    • @roxana4136
      @roxana4136 Před 4 lety +143

      And then he died. Karma for that arrogance

    • @zeinaaaa4446
      @zeinaaaa4446 Před 4 lety +20

      It really did😢

    • @zero1188
      @zero1188 Před 4 lety +15

      havent watched show in years, does the doctor dies or lose his license

    • @MrsDaedalus_
      @MrsDaedalus_ Před 4 lety +17

      @@zero1188 he died from the stroke

    • @delacruzjuan6972
      @delacruzjuan6972 Před 4 lety +28

      @@zero1188 he lose his life in that very episode...
      he got high blood pressure (probably because) after mer's speech that triggered his existing illness (that's how understood the episode)

  • @gabrieladiaz1517
    @gabrieladiaz1517 Před 2 lety +402

    I’m actually surprised he didn’t remember Meredith. He knew she was a doctor when she signed the papers to unplug Derek. It was an intense moment. How many times does that happen …?

    • @bronaghwall2656
      @bronaghwall2656 Před 2 lety +73

      How many patients has he lost due to negligence

    • @madethistocomment727
      @madethistocomment727 Před 2 lety +70

      She even made a point of how wrong that is by naming all of her lost patients' spouses. "I remember every single one of them........ you don't remember me........ and you're sitting here judging me? You don't have the right to judge anyone."

    • @nightcore5208
      @nightcore5208 Před rokem +26

      Just the fact that he didn’t even remember her speaks volumes. Surely you would remember being responsible for the death of a world-renowned neuro surgeon and his wife who is the daughter of a renowned general surgeon who created techniques he would be using in the OR. Who then went onto become one herself (and was already on her way)

    • @TheTannia2110
      @TheTannia2110 Před rokem +5

      It shows it didn't matter enough to hin to know that with each patient who dies lies are changed forever so you should treat it accordingly.

    • @IamCanadian3333
      @IamCanadian3333 Před rokem +9

      @@nightcore5208 Sadly, I think he probably never felt responsibility for his death. In his mind, it was solely their neurosurgeon's fault for being more than a hour late. And also, he probably never faced any consequences for his (very costly and vital) mistake. And here, it just came crashing all down on him.

  • @bettybarg2183
    @bettybarg2183 Před 3 lety +97

    0:58 when Deluca, Webber and Amelia ALL look at each other trying to figure out where she was going with her patients spouses. I just NOW realized where she was going with naming her patients spouses, then saying "I remember every single one of them." Meaning he didn't remember her until she brought up Derek!

  • @denko3203
    @denko3203 Před 4 lety +9075

    It still amazes me that she hasn't won an Emmy for her role on Grey's Anatomy. Ellen Pompeo deserves an Emmy for this scene alone.

    • @Matthew-ij3zm
      @Matthew-ij3zm Před 4 lety +307

      There's usually something odd in her acting. Some kind of stiffness, I don't know. It's good, but when you really pay attention it's not THAT good. And that was a lot of pointing of the finger, which got a bit awkward actually.

    • @JayDee-gi3og
      @JayDee-gi3og Před 4 lety +145

      @@Matthew-ij3zm I always feel like her dialogue is being read. There's something in her delivery that makes it feel like a script.

    • @bored8715
      @bored8715 Před 4 lety +4

      Hell yes

    • @GMCDgraffti
      @GMCDgraffti Před 4 lety +5

      SAY IT LOUDER!!!

    • @_WhiteW0lf_
      @_WhiteW0lf_ Před 4 lety +59

      because other tv actors are better, just like Viola Davis

  • @wolfpack95805
    @wolfpack95805 Před 4 lety +8937

    Such focused anger, felt like she was conjuring Derek's spirit to give the guy a stroke.

    • @mka6245
      @mka6245 Před 4 lety +197

      She put a BURR HOLE in his aneurysm

    • @nguyen.hugooo
      @nguyen.hugooo Před 4 lety +2

      what no

    • @Nate-xn9vi
      @Nate-xn9vi Před 4 lety +8

      Yah hahaha also it was a siezure not a stroke

    • @luckyshaz413
      @luckyshaz413 Před 4 lety +3

      😂😂😂😂😂

    • @charlesmcgehee3227
      @charlesmcgehee3227 Před 4 lety +15

      Yes. A power entered the room and put that guy straight into one of the places Dante painted. Probably the 6th or 7th circles of HELL!!

  • @marciasilva549
    @marciasilva549 Před 3 lety +143

    Her running to help him shows the panel exactly how good of a doctor she is and that there's no "conflict of interests" like he said before he literally dropped dead. After all, if there were, she wouldn't have attempted to save the man who let her husband die. Bravo, Mer

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před rokem +2

      The man that was driving the truck was totally innocent

    • @bettybarg2183
      @bettybarg2183 Před 6 měsíci +1

      ​@@22especthey were talking about the doctor who let Derek die.

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před 6 měsíci

      @@bettybarg2183 And I was talking about the man who turn Derek into a bloody mess that for some reason has not been mention once after all this time, but let's just gang in the doctor, he looks like easy prey.

    • @bettybarg2183
      @bettybarg2183 Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@22espec never thought of the fact that he's just as guilty.

  • @kjag23
    @kjag23 Před 4 lety +5371

    And that ladies and gentlemen is why Ellen Pompeo is getting paid what she is getting paid for this show... Just give her the Emmy right now!

    • @sennyuu
      @sennyuu Před 4 lety +49

      Half a million for each episode.

    • @marissavoss3547
      @marissavoss3547 Před 4 lety +61

      Mooky Blaylock how did she hurt you?

    • @sennyuu
      @sennyuu Před 4 lety +22

      @Mooky Blaylock You may think that, but others don't.

    • @Book_Dragon2562
      @Book_Dragon2562 Před 4 lety +25

      And here I thought it was because the entire show is built around her character lol

    • @sennyuu
      @sennyuu Před 4 lety +6

      @Mooky Blaylock What an acre!

  • @user-jl6ze7ch8y
    @user-jl6ze7ch8y Před 4 lety +2582

    as meredith herself once said, “find your voice and when you do, fill the damn silence.”

    • @annajustreads
      @annajustreads Před 4 lety +21

      I need that tattooed on me.

    • @enzomartinez8083
      @enzomartinez8083 Před 4 lety

      Exactly....

    • @mercedesd3944
      @mercedesd3944 Před 4 lety +3

      Anna Luciano same thats an amazing quote

    • @ellag7601
      @ellag7601 Před 4 lety +2

      When?

    • @enzomartinez8083
      @enzomartinez8083 Před 4 lety +5

      @@ellag7601 she said that in the last minutes of the episode 9 called "the sound of silence" from season 12...check it out

  • @dumbotjejen
    @dumbotjejen Před rokem +26

    this was one of the best scens in the show

  • @francescamicallef216
    @francescamicallef216 Před 3 lety +25

    not me memorising this whole scene word by word because it’s so iconic………

  • @upasnakarmakar1690
    @upasnakarmakar1690 Před 4 lety +6966

    When she slapped on the desk and screamed, " MY CONFLICT OF INTEREST?!".. chills. Literal chills. Every single time. She deserves an Emmy just for this scene.

    • @paulcollins4538
      @paulcollins4538 Před 3 lety +44

      i kept doing this to my sister after watching that episode

    • @punkylynneramone1981
      @punkylynneramone1981 Před 3 měsíci

      BURRHOLES!!!

    • @hayleybrown4348
      @hayleybrown4348 Před 3 měsíci +1

      Yep and I end up tearing up. This woman has been through a lot. Everyone she has lost, was in that speech. She put all the emotions in just that one speech. So much that it caused this dude to have a seizure and die. That’s how powerful it was.

  • @wackmarisa3474
    @wackmarisa3474 Před 4 lety +2563

    OKAY BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW GOOD SHE LOOKS AND WHEN SHE WALKS UP TO HIM SHE DID A POWER WALK LIKE DAMN

    • @TheMskrk
      @TheMskrk Před 4 lety +52

      And when she shook off her lawyer...GET EM!

    • @christinaz.271
      @christinaz.271 Před 4 lety +17

      She was ready to kill

    • @aksheilaboo
      @aksheilaboo Před 4 lety +15

      I was so annoyed at her lawyer. Like get your hands off her before she smacks you down. It was obvious how mad meredith was

    • @sheilavskidz
      @sheilavskidz Před 4 lety +2

      Damn right. She's freaking hot!

    • @elanabarber3362
      @elanabarber3362 Před 4 lety +2

      Ellen Pompeo is a queen

  • @estrellaromero6961
    @estrellaromero6961 Před 3 lety +56

    Did anyone else get goosebumps when first watching this scene because when I first watched it the way I was rooting for Meredith was crazy the love she has for Derek is unbelievable

  • @noahbaker808
    @noahbaker808 Před 6 měsíci +6

    That’s Derek coming back as a ghost.
    Derek (ghost): Don’t Worry Honey! I got your back.

  • @shelleydallmann6081
    @shelleydallmann6081 Před 4 lety +8901

    Seeing those Derek flashbacks really hurt and Ellen nailed it that doctor had no right to judge her after refusing to get the CT scan that would have saved Derek's life and karma eventually bit him on the ass.

    • @itsandre4594
      @itsandre4594 Před 4 lety +274

      The worst is the fact that he forgot...

    • @theshaderooms7914
      @theshaderooms7914 Před 4 lety +231

      Not even that he forgot Like... Derek is an award winning surgeon on do you for get his name or his award winning wife...damn they own the biggest hospital in the city.

    • @shelleydallmann6081
      @shelleydallmann6081 Před 4 lety +127

      @@itsandre4594 absolutely and it sickens me that he did forget and that Meredith had to remind him of who she was and what he had done and he had the GUTS to judge her.

    • @shelleydallmann6081
      @shelleydallmann6081 Před 4 lety +56

      @@theshaderooms7914 Yep the fact that they did not who the hell he was really pissed me off like come on that is Derek Shepherd the world famous neurosurgeon and hello Meredith Grey everyone should have known their names.

    • @aidudios402
      @aidudios402 Před 4 lety +7

      Shelley Dallmann they hurt so bad and all the flashbacks

  • @TheAidanodian
    @TheAidanodian Před 4 lety +4529

    Paul Costello: **literally kills the president’s neurosurgeon**
    **doesnt remember**

    • @chemitadios8043
      @chemitadios8043 Před 4 lety +27

      That kinda persona exist

    • @angelesmorillo353
      @angelesmorillo353 Před 4 lety +62

      Then proceeds to have a whole seizure

    • @IDiggPattyMayonnaise
      @IDiggPattyMayonnaise Před 4 lety +30

      The amount of things in a doctor's daily like is pretty gargantuan. Most doctors don't even remember patient names after they've seem them an hour ago. Also most people don't realize about half of a nurses job is to make sure a doctor doesn't fuck up. They prescribe and order, but if it contradicts with something like another medication or allergy or personal belief it's on the nurse. Nurse and doctors will argue about patient safety constantly. It's sucks

    • @anadonner4685
      @anadonner4685 Před 4 lety +55

      @@IDiggPattyMayonnaise he killed a person, its not someone who came in with a running nose, it was someone whos name ment something in the med world, so im sure that if u are good at what u do, u would remember the name of the person u killed by beeing a horrible doctor

    • @aikrichter5403
      @aikrichter5403 Před 4 lety +26

      @@angelesmorillo353 the secret service gave him a memory block, and when meredith reminded him,the safety kicked in.

  • @NickC-Ohio
    @NickC-Ohio Před 2 lety +23

    The director did a fantastic job here capturing appearantly authentic shock. This would not be an easy scene to coach and I'm definitely impressed with everyone. I would have liked even more wide shots though if everyone was really acting that well

    • @ifeelpretty5790
      @ifeelpretty5790 Před rokem +1

      Catherine Fox herself, Debbie Allen, directed this episode!

  • @DDragon1226
    @DDragon1226 Před 3 lety +31

    This scene is so powerful. When the guy decided to play the judge she gave him the greatest reason he should not even be in that room judging anyone.

  • @coraliebertrand290
    @coraliebertrand290 Před 3 lety +11307

    She insulted him when he killed the love of her life and she was the first one to run to him when he collapsed she is such a good person

    • @madalyn7353
      @madalyn7353 Před 3 lety +365

      not even the literal doctors on the board did anything right away

    • @joelfreeman2337
      @joelfreeman2337 Před 3 lety +196

      My favorite scene in that episode is when Meredith talks to Amelia, (when the Ambo pulls up to Grey Sloan) and looks at her and says: This is the guy who killed your brother.

    • @madalyn7353
      @madalyn7353 Před 3 lety +18

      @@joelfreeman2337 oh yeah. and didn’t she get to work on him too

    • @creenyweeny
      @creenyweeny Před 3 lety +33

      Ikr, I noticed that and I just was completely amazed by the way her character will help anyone

    • @omarcogle1965
      @omarcogle1965 Před 3 lety +35

      This isn't a read to filth, it's a read to death, by Meredith Grey.

  • @tia4057
    @tia4057 Před 4 lety +2180

    this man should remember that a world renowned neurosurgeon died on his table

    • @issovaidaumtrabaaaaaalho8987
      @issovaidaumtrabaaaaaalho8987 Před 4 lety +19

      @Brandy Nicole You don't seem to have understood what he said

    • @22espec
      @22espec Před 4 lety +18

      Wow, people seems to forget how unreal this show is. In real life a neurosurgeon has the highest mortality rate that any other doctor. Derek got depresed when he saw his numbers which were pretty damn good for a real life doctor.
      And please, he was killed by a distracted driver, why did he get a free pass

    • @issovaidaumtrabaaaaaalho8987
      @issovaidaumtrabaaaaaalho8987 Před 4 lety +10

      @@22espec That is the show that the doctors die more often than the patients, after all

    • @gambitgambino1560
      @gambitgambino1560 Před 4 lety +3

      Esqueci Minha Senha this is a show just relax your tits

    • @ashl3yros3
      @ashl3yros3 Před 4 lety +45

      @@22espec he died because doctors cut corners and didn't do their job. The driver hit him, yes, but he could have been saved.

  • @jamiel3724
    @jamiel3724 Před 2 lety +4

    This is probably one of my favorite episodes. I rewatched that scene 100x and it still gets to me.

  • @jimmyb.6102
    @jimmyb.6102 Před 3 lety +54

    The fact she was the first person to run to him after he collapsed. If I were Meredith i would’ve been like “Oh. That’s though” then go on about my day 😌

  • @predetor911
    @predetor911 Před 4 lety +3535

    For god's sake just give this woman an Emmy already, a Golden Globe, an Oscar, anything this is the most powerful moment I've ever witnessed on Grey's.

  • @fall9561
    @fall9561 Před 4 lety +11045

    She said THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
    get that Deluca
    the LOVE OF HER LIFE is still DEREK
    period...

    • @itaiserra
      @itaiserra Před 4 lety +130

      LovetemsPH For u THATS WHAT I SAIDDD

    • @lindseyreuther9605
      @lindseyreuther9605 Před 4 lety +117

      Well he should know that also when she was talking to her therapist about Riggs when he had the 24in blood clot he asked her why she like him she said he had understood her and he didn’t imagine that he could ever replace Derek and she loves Deluca more than Riggs so she might wanna make sure he’s not trying to replace Derek in her heart.

    • @kira5565
      @kira5565 Před 4 lety +49

      Lindsey Reuther i’m so slow LMAO for a second i read that mer loves deluca more then derek and i got so worried idky😭

    • @tanishachander
      @tanishachander Před 4 lety +231

      Thank you! He was jealous by the way Meredith spoke with respect and love for Derek. He compared their love to the love Meredith will always have for Derek. DeLuca straight up said ‘the look in your eye when you spoke about Derek today, made me realise what I’ve been feeling, you didn’t just love Derek, you respected him’ I felt like saying to him of course she respected him, he was her teacher, mentor, boss, love of her life, husband! The look she has in her eye when she speaks about Derek is there because he’s the love of her life. He doesn’t know half the stuff Meredith has been through and he had absolutely no right to ever judge the way Meredith looked and spoke about Derek. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE! - the power and pain in her voice was everything! He wants Mer to love him the way she loved Derek, which she never will! You don’t ever compare or bring up your partners dead spouse because you’re jealous or upset!! Damn right disrespectful!!

    • @lindseyreuther9605
      @lindseyreuther9605 Před 4 lety +6

      kira yea I guess I typed that fast but I think of you reread it it makes sense? Maybe idk

  • @sahara1409
    @sahara1409 Před rokem +17

    Even when he had the seizure she still ran to help him
    Meredith is a good person

  • @allanathomas6977
    @allanathomas6977 Před 2 lety +1

    One of the most moving and chilling episode in this series because every word she spoke hit so deep.

  • @scarlove50
    @scarlove50 Před 4 lety +2731

    they👏 didn't 👏call 👏her👏 Medusa 👏 for 👏nothing 👏

  • @daurydavis3983
    @daurydavis3983 Před 4 lety +6303

    First he kills Derek than he goes after Meredith's children, wow

    • @jefftucker4340
      @jefftucker4340 Před 3 lety +45

      Meredith he he deserves to have a seizure

    • @kaymason863
      @kaymason863 Před 3 lety +71

      He got what he deserves he pissed the wife of Derek shepherd and mother of his children off mama Meredith off

    • @kaymason863
      @kaymason863 Před 3 lety +31

      @Rachel Holding I KNOW RIGHT BUT MEREDITH HANDLE THAT CORRECTLY SHE OWN HIM

    • @alyssaprince1441
      @alyssaprince1441 Před 3 lety +3

      Yess Queen!

    • @janellwallace8558
      @janellwallace8558 Před 3 lety +1

      I hate him

  • @hamidahamida5165
    @hamidahamida5165 Před 2 lety +17

    One of my favourite scenes ever ❤every time Derek is mentioned I cry my tears out he is a huge loss to the show

  • @ella_jchan
    @ella_jchan Před rokem +4

    this scene repeatedly gives me the chills. she should’ve gotten some award for this. love u forever greys xoxoxoxoxoxoxo💕💕💕

  • @gracemshelia8808
    @gracemshelia8808 Před 4 lety +1611

    "You don't get to sit up there and ask questions about my daughter" strong statement by a strong woman

    • @jtm232556
      @jtm232556 Před 4 lety +1

      There is no such thing as a "strong woman."

    • @ash86marie
      @ash86marie Před 4 lety +34

      Jay M right because woman already means strong so there’s no need to say strong twice.
      Damn we’re amazing. So woman!

    • @ash86marie
      @ash86marie Před 4 lety +4

      Waistband Tuck I’m not a feminist. I advocate for men way more than I do women.
      At the same time I know women are strong.
      I can advocate for men and at the same time be aware that women are strong. The 2 are not mutually exclusive.

    • @sagalindhe
      @sagalindhe Před 4 lety +2

      @Waistband Tuck I'm a feminist. And so? Woman are strong. We go through more than you will ever do. Each day we have to prove ourselves to men who dosen't let us speak. Just like you right now, that had to point out that women aren't strong ;) manego

    • @mayvo1412
      @mayvo1412 Před 4 lety +1

      @@jtm232556 "sigh" i"n a guy and yet still shocked that woman STILL get treated unfairly

  • @erickavalerio9824
    @erickavalerio9824 Před 4 lety +2249

    this guy is the reason why ellis didn't meet her father ☹️

    • @cashthedash8104
      @cashthedash8104 Před 4 lety +73

      And why Derek will never get to take Ellis or zu zu to a father daughter dance. 😭😢.
      And never get to walk them down the isale. And he will never get to give bailey advice on girls.

    • @jaylenarmstrong4033
      @jaylenarmstrong4033 Před 4 lety +5

      cash the dash pls learn to spell, zozo* aisle*

    • @cashthedash8104
      @cashthedash8104 Před 4 lety

      Jaylen Elizabeth I forgot what the older daughters name was. Is that ok with you.

    • @sheilamesa1533
      @sheilamesa1533 Před 4 lety +1

      @@cashthedash8104
      Yeah, that not so much

    • @cashthedash8104
      @cashthedash8104 Před 4 lety +1

      Jannah 808 I said I forgot her name. When ur mad u forget things

  • @Patrick-rp8gi
    @Patrick-rp8gi Před 2 lety

    I have memorized every line of this episode since I've been watching this over and over again.

  • @justaguyonhere
    @justaguyonhere Před 2 měsíci +3

    I think out of any other character on the show, Meredith has been one of the most outspoken, sharp-tongued and powerful women written

  • @crystalwtube
    @crystalwtube Před 4 lety +2518

    Did y’all really think that Shonda would allow that character’s deeds to go unpunished? 😂😂😂

    • @celinewirard7583
      @celinewirard7583 Před 4 lety +16

      She have been punished for the fraude. She even made prison for that. The question here was if it's relevant of her status of surgeon or not.

    • @meganh4604
      @meganh4604 Před 4 lety +61

      @@celinewirard7583 I think OP meant the killer of Derek. Lol

    • @zero1188
      @zero1188 Před 4 lety +2

      havent watched show in years, does the doctor dies or lose his license

    • @celinewirard7583
      @celinewirard7583 Před 4 lety +11

      @@zero1188 She win her trial in this case. But she loose her boyfriend, who didn't like so much the way she told of her (died) husband Derek : "the only love of my life"

    • @kriskay6265
      @kriskay6265 Před 4 lety +18

      @Céline Wirard ahh she’ll be okay. They’ll push her back with him some way or another. I loved how she still had Dereks back, why shouldn’t she still love him? Her first, true love. He can’t be mad that she still and always will love the dead father of her children 🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

  • @belen8681
    @belen8681 Před 4 lety +2293

    I've watched this scene like 5 times now just because Ellen's acting is S P E E C H L E S S

  • @nahriependal7636
    @nahriependal7636 Před 2 lety +4

    This scene still gives me goosebumps every time.

  • @jeninebyrd5714
    @jeninebyrd5714 Před 7 měsíci

    That STILL gave me chills, tears, and made me hold my breath.

  • @netamosley5439
    @netamosley5439 Před 4 lety +850

    The moment she called Derek "the love of my life" be still my beating heart!!

    • @michaelabarnes7597
      @michaelabarnes7597 Před 4 lety +25

      And then when Amelia refers to him as her favorite person in the whole world

    • @Sam-pe1pd
      @Sam-pe1pd Před 4 lety +2

      neta mosley I KNOW

  • @purpledandelion7568
    @purpledandelion7568 Před 3 lety +14254

    She should have gotten an Emmy for this scene. Best episode so far. No cap.

    • @louise5353
      @louise5353 Před 3 lety +34

      @@aswiya season 16, episode 8 i think

    • @mahaliaclarke9575
      @mahaliaclarke9575 Před 3 lety +76

      Nah frr tho I literally got chills

    • @fightwithonefilms
      @fightwithonefilms Před 3 lety +2

      No lie*

    • @ericmorgan2067
      @ericmorgan2067 Před 3 lety +40

      Ellen should never receive an Emmy. She’s a shit actor. Katherine Heigle, Dempsey, Sandra oh, Isaiah Washington are all light years ahead of Pompeo in skill. They are the reason for the show’s legendary status.

    • @someone-ih3tu
      @someone-ih3tu Před 3 lety +84

      @@ericmorgan2067 lol r u stupid? The reason this show is still going is bc of Ellen. She should get an Emmy. End of convo.

  • @adiellaanonymous4435
    @adiellaanonymous4435 Před 3 lety +37

    PLSSSS WHEN SHE SAID "AND GET HIM A DAMN CT" I DIEDDDDDD

  • @beyzagungor1736
    @beyzagungor1736 Před rokem +1

    Thats one of the most powerful scends i have ever seen. You can literally feel the emotions

  • @reaganmoss4308
    @reaganmoss4308 Před 4 lety +1614

    Best line was right after then when she said
    “And for the love of God get him a damn head CT”

    • @Lilvon92
      @Lilvon92 Před 4 lety

      Check out my music peeps czcams.com/video/VA164N4Q5W8/video.html

  • @sophiah4649
    @sophiah4649 Před 4 lety +3923

    YOU FORGOT THE PART WHERE SHE SAYS GET HIM A DAHM HEAD CT

  • @aijamalkubanycheva4996
    @aijamalkubanycheva4996 Před 2 lety +21

    i love that Meredith by remembering spouses of every patient she losses kinda confronts that “doctor” who does not remember Meredith as the spouse of patient he lost (Derek)

  • @moorelivinwithxbeautyy
    @moorelivinwithxbeautyy Před 9 měsíci +1

    I have watched this read an unhealthy amount of time. Without shame. Iconic!

  • @rachaelm7084
    @rachaelm7084 Před 4 lety +3890

    It’s like Derek was reaching from the grave!

  • @natalieedelstein
    @natalieedelstein Před 4 lety +1861

    This scene really shows Meredith's dedication to her profession. Yes, she was angry with the man (rightfully so), but immediately went to his aid when she realized he was in need of medical care.

    • @chri371
      @chri371 Před 4 lety +4

      Well, it's her job. She wouldn't have been a good doctor if she hadn't helped him.

    • @taeyeonjjang5120
      @taeyeonjjang5120 Před 4 lety +4

      WELL HE ABT TO TAKE HER LICENSE, IF THAT HAPPENED AFTER THE FACT???? She technically cant do it 😂😂 well I guess amelia is there

    • @calivibes_84
      @calivibes_84 Před 4 lety +3

      Taeyeon Jjang The room was full of doctors. Actually surprised she didn't let one of them handle it. Writers probably wanted that corny moment to show how great she is.

    • @taeyeonjjang5120
      @taeyeonjjang5120 Před 4 lety

      nahi banny yeah but he was having seizures. Only grey and amelia have neuro experience

    • @taeyeonjjang5120
      @taeyeonjjang5120 Před 4 lety +1

      nahi banny i know i was just responding to what u said abt the room being full of doctors. What i said was another possibility as to why she ran towards him. Ofc, the writers did that to make her great. The whole show is abt her.

  • @Linyela
    @Linyela Před 2 lety +1

    This will always be one of my favorite scenes of the entire show

  • @DanielJones2291
    @DanielJones2291 Před 3 lety +12

    One of the greatest scenes in Greys history. Chilling

  • @noeldatuaconta
    @noeldatuaconta Před 3 lety +22973

    I'm not saying he deserved, but God's timing is always right.

    • @stevenwhite3.1415
      @stevenwhite3.1415 Před 3 lety +483

      By god, are you referring to the director of this fictitious show?

    • @bellaa8245
      @bellaa8245 Před 3 lety +171

      ha think you mean shonda rhymes incorrect timing😂

    • @patriciajune5
      @patriciajune5 Před 3 lety +93

      I’m glad Amelia didn’t take case even though he died she didn’t want to try to save someone who killed her brother

    • @laylanandao9673
      @laylanandao9673 Před 3 lety +40

      Did he die? I'm only in season 9, but I know some major plot twist except for this.

    • @patriciajune5
      @patriciajune5 Před 3 lety +14

      Lay Andao yes he did

  • @luckygnome2746
    @luckygnome2746 Před 4 lety +1027

    His last conscious thoughts were of how he killed Derek. The writers have a very intense vision of justice.

    • @paigegibson
      @paigegibson Před 4 lety +10

      easily offended I believe that showed that he remembers every patient he loses. He just may not remember their names or their spouses names.

    • @sagalindhe
      @sagalindhe Před 4 lety +15

      @@paigegibson he got reminded. He didn't remember himself

    • @paigegibson
      @paigegibson Před 4 lety +1

      sagalindhe I disagree with u. We’re all entitled to our opinions.

    • @sagalindhe
      @sagalindhe Před 4 lety +12

      @@paigegibson he remembered after the fact that Meredith pointed it out, not before. And she even says that he dosen't remember her. Don't you see how shocked he get's when she reminds him.
      Lol, this is a discussion, nothing more

    • @paigegibson
      @paigegibson Před 4 lety +1

      sagalindhe I think he may not remember who his patients spouses are. Especially in Meredith and Derek’s situation. Unless I remember wrong I don’t think he ever met Meredith. Then again now that I think about it he could remember. If that’s the case he probably blocks surgeries or certain surgeries out of his mind. Until someone like Meredith, or something else makes him remember.

  • @niki_nniki236
    @niki_nniki236 Před 2 lety +4

    This scene is everything !!! I rewatch it so many times

  • @anumzehra2684
    @anumzehra2684 Před 2 lety +1

    When she turns out to run and help that moment always tears me up

  • @monikahrischeva6190
    @monikahrischeva6190 Před 4 lety +714

    When Mer said "my dying husband, the love of my life"... damn, I felt that.

  • @charliep123
    @charliep123 Před 4 lety +1877

    The last thing that man ever heard was Merideth yelling at him

    • @KaneaxXx
      @KaneaxXx Před 4 lety +35

      Lydia Leigh rightfully so, too!

    • @taraherren223
      @taraherren223 Před 4 lety +49

      Good he deserved the ass handing she gave him

    • @cashthedash8104
      @cashthedash8104 Před 4 lety +16

      Rightfully so. I hope that beyond the grave he never ever forgets that moments. I hope he died. And I hope that he goes to heaven. And btw I don’t care if this is just a tv show or not. No character should ever be able to do that and not suffer any consequences. That character should know better than not to play with my feelings. You don’t kill Derek Shepard the father of three, a husband, a son, a brother. And not get payback.

    • @elizabethcarlos3883
      @elizabethcarlos3883 Před 4 lety +1

      Oh so he died?

    • @5alid
      @5alid Před 4 lety

      @@elizabethcarlos3883 yep

  • @clarenceinso7620
    @clarenceinso7620 Před 3 lety +2

    Best mic drop ever! 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

  • @n25bast
    @n25bast Před 3 lety +24

    Meredith needs to add "Yelled at a man so hard he instantly had a fucking stroke and died" to her CV

  • @Thevirginmary123
    @Thevirginmary123 Před 4 lety +1039

    this was the first scene i’ve seen that i enjoyed in a LONG TIME

    • @ashl3yros3
      @ashl3yros3 Před 4 lety +7

      I agree!!

    • @maryamq6371
      @maryamq6371 Před 4 lety +5

      SAME

    • @teniola9304
      @teniola9304 Před 4 lety +7

      MEEEEEEE TOOO!👏👏👏😁

    • @kenek629
      @kenek629 Před 4 lety +4

      I feel this on a different level - legit had me moving around on my seat and all! Need to keep this energy going for the next episodes

    • @She_is_beauti
      @She_is_beauti Před 4 lety

      lauren w me too! I’m like I’m about to restart watching again 😂

  • @zombiekiller9503
    @zombiekiller9503 Před 4 lety +3909

    More like:
    “Meredith kills man who killed her husband”

  • @Beau21177
    @Beau21177 Před rokem +1

    Watching this scene again after years, wow it still gives me goosebumps and chill down my spine. I meant it when I said that this scene deserves an Emmy.

  • @nataliasahagun3418
    @nataliasahagun3418 Před 2 lety +16

    It's amazing to me that even though Mer had no interest in whatever happened to that horrible doctor, she was still the first person who walked towards the man to help him.

  • @Sara-zi7xq
    @Sara-zi7xq Před 3 lety +3539

    Bro if they brought Cristina this episode to testify this episode would’ve been so lit omg😭

  • @otrosmun
    @otrosmun Před 3 lety +3504

    When she hit the table and screamed "My conflict of interests?!" I really felt Meredith sense of anger, injustice and impotence. Like when you want to scream and dismember a person for the actions he did and they affected you forever

    • @cindyseptember2531
      @cindyseptember2531 Před 2 lety +21

      One of her best performances

    • @omarcogle1965
      @omarcogle1965 Před 2 lety +32

      It's very rare when Meredith screams, and when she does, you know she's pissed. We've seen it when Amelia came at her in Season 12.

    • @omarcogle1965
      @omarcogle1965 Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@allisoncastle Same, don't get me wrong, I like Amelia, but she should've left Meredith alone.

    • @allisoncastle
      @allisoncastle Před 10 měsíci +1

      @@omarcogle1965 True 😡 god it’s truly stunning how much better she has gotten! So mature and wise

  • @BrunoLeal2015
    @BrunoLeal2015 Před 2 lety +9

    One of the best scenes in the show, she should’ve won an award just for this

  • @karajohnson572
    @karajohnson572 Před 3 lety

    I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH

  • @ladylildizzy1
    @ladylildizzy1 Před 4 lety +1373

    They looked into everything from her past except who her husband was and how he died

    • @angeljosephs30
      @angeljosephs30 Před 4 lety +8

      Felicia Walker smh

    • @makaylalavy6012
      @makaylalavy6012 Před 4 lety +102

      I wondered this myself actually. She not only created mini livers but won a Catherine Fox for the abdominal transplant. Her husband was a world renowned neurosurgeon and you're telling me they couldn't find any of that out? She's had article on articles written on her, and posted one herself before this trial! How in the hell could they have not tied her husbands death to that board member? He worked at the hospital, Derek died there...did they really think there was no connection? This was the only part that seemed unrealistic to me

    • @zh6474
      @zh6474 Před 4 lety +38

      exactly! it didn't make any sense. they even brought up the alzheimer's trial that was lead by derek and it didn't show in the documents? so was that doctor only pretending not to know meredith? i guess we'll never know since he dead now

    • @MetamorphosisRox
      @MetamorphosisRox Před 4 lety +24

      @@makaylalavy6012 except it happens all the time in all walks of life. Whether it's that they are lazy and don't do their research or they just don't care, this kind of thing is rampant. They have a board to fire one person for something while one of the board members is being investigated for the same thing. A judge with a shady past is allowed to continue until everyone finds out and now all his decisions have to be reviewed. I honestly don't know if someone drops the ball constantly or if it's that some people think they are so powerful that nobody will ever find out or question it. In the end, there are a lot more victims thanks to this inability to check beforehand. It's disgusting but if anything, it is all too real.

    • @heidi2604
      @heidi2604 Před 4 lety +2

      Cuz it’s good tv that’s why!

  • @vanessa.garcia13
    @vanessa.garcia13 Před 4 lety +4435

    y’all remember when mer said “perfect Penny killed my husband” and we all hated penny
    edit: hated her or not she still had a part in killing derek. she didn’t speak up and fight for the head ct.

    • @brittanymccants9763
      @brittanymccants9763 Před 4 lety +54

      vanessa garcia did we hate her.....

    • @dbkboximoldoxjzfmebo8626
      @dbkboximoldoxjzfmebo8626 Před 4 lety +118

      I didn’t hate her

    • @xoxoalise5859
      @xoxoalise5859 Před 4 lety +262

      i didn’t hate penny. Penny tried to get a ct. they just don’t listen. She tried her best but the out ruled her. Penny is. An amazing doctor who did everything she can

    • @josephineedmi4352
      @josephineedmi4352 Před 4 lety +6

      yes and she still hold that againts penny

    • @Tessachannel28
      @Tessachannel28 Před 4 lety +24

      I didn't hate penny she tired to save Derek but he didn't even listen to her also for any big business like a doctor or a lawyer etc you should have need a voice

  • @Jumanji561
    @Jumanji561 Před 3 lety +4

    It has been over year and I still can't get enough. I've literally memorized the whole part. Chills every time I see this. Y'all forgot the best part: Get him a damn CT

  • @divinelyprotected144
    @divinelyprotected144 Před 11 měsíci +2

    This was such a strong scene! Phenomenal writing.

  • @amandalee2859
    @amandalee2859 Před 4 lety +1790

    I dont know why, but this is my favorite scene ever, especially the part where Meredith is talking about Derek being the love if her life. And the part where she says the night of Derek's death should have costed him his career, got me. He then realized that he has no right to judge her when he did something SO much worse than her. I think Medical Negligence is worse than Fraud, I'm probably wrong, but that's my opinion.

    • @stitchesntherapywithtee
      @stitchesntherapywithtee Před 4 lety +38

      Amanda Lee he did worse... pure incompetence.

    • @RealDiva1971
      @RealDiva1971 Před 4 lety +4

      Not as bad he did much worse!!!

    • @kizi180
      @kizi180 Před 4 lety +13

      What Meredith did was fraud, not medical negligence.

    • @grado563tm4
      @grado563tm4 Před 4 lety

      Is my favourite too

    • @tanishachander
      @tanishachander Před 4 lety +12

      I love how she says the love of my life! It shows that no matter who is in her life, Derek is always going to be number 1 and no one can replace that!!!