[FREE AUDIO] I don't want to feel
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- čas přidán 10. 04. 2019
- Omg, I'm so sorry I've used this song too many times, I just love it and I feel like it makes every damn edit so much better. But I promise, next time it will be a new song!!! At least I used scenes I've never used before, that's not bad huh? hahaha
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From The Good Doctor, Grace & Frankie, Grey's Anatomy, Breaking Bad and Fresh Prince of Bel Air
Song: Love & Loss - Mattia Cupelli
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“People tell me that I have to move on, but why can’t I just be sad”. That shit hit me.
Ikr. The other day last month there was a funeral procession going on and I was getting in the van with my family. My brother said that's sad and I said, "Yeah 🙌🏽 Sadness is cool 😁."
Shaun Murphy will always hit different
Ikr😭😭
Jean Villanueva fr tho
same
Are you sad?
*"No! Im not sad! Im in Pain and nobody knows that. Nobody understand why im in pain, its because you all see is a happy person i am. I wear smile because im in pain!"*
How are you?
Same I maybe try to kill My self cause.Iam feeling too much pain like ever Day in school I Said Iam fine but I am not really fine but No One cares that I understand cause I do not have a real friend
And I tried to kill my self but I fail so Its a reason that I am alive but idk
Idk what is life anymore
I do too.
You know your depressed when you know you would cry to something but you don’t...
Gamer sheep
@@irage32 Gamer hippo
Gamer phrog
Yea..
i only cry to sad things if i had been crying about something prior like rn cause my birthday is soon but i’m scared cause last year my birthday made me wish i would never have another one
I tell people i’m sad. and they just say me too. It’s more than a bit of sadness. It’s like part of my daily routine. Wake up be sad over and over again
Jordan Mathews I get that, but maybe they just can’t find the words to help.
Me 2
I sometimes see people like me, dying in pain. I keep thinking, i know pain. Why can't i just help them? And a voice in my head says man u can't even help urself, ure too "not enough" to help sb. And i hate myself for that even more.
I'm sorry ure going through all the pain too. It's not fair. I srsly hope one day ure gonna wake up and be happy to live ur day. I srsly hope u're gonna feel happiness, cuz it's not fair to feel all that pain
@@dankim7280 yeah all because of last of us 2
@@imovedtoanotherplaceuwu9355 sorry but i didn't understand what u ment.
“And people tell me to move on. But why can’t i just be sad”. Bro i felt that one
I love that this is the only audio without pepole yelling. It's way better
IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING “it’s gonna be ok” WHEN IS IT ???? IVE WAITED SO LONG TO FEEL SOMETHING !!! TO FEEL OK FOR ONCE . PEOPLE LEAVE NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY PROMISE NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU FEEL LIKE THEY WONT THEY WILL !! ALWAYS HAPPENS .
If it always happens, love still needs to find that special one for you. Moreover, don't hate love. It's eternal. Maybe, someone will come and hold your hand forever.
Mia Phillips your comment speaks to me. I wanna die every fucking day and I don’t know what to do about it.
Sweetheart it will only happen if you help yourself. It sucks, but at this point you need to try to make it better yourself. I'm not saying i know what you're going through (and if you still are) but from what i've learnt, you have to make a difference, you have to be independant, and when you become that, only then will it start looking up. You yourself need to make it happen.
I know.
They say it's just a phase. Just a season. Do they want to listen? No they dont. They just leave
Mia Phillips I just want to scream *No! Nooo It will never ever be okay*
“You bully me into feelings”
“I don’t wanna feel”
That shit hit me.
Grey's Anatomy is the show in which you can find the best quotes...
But, i'm too young to watch it, like my family says. But, how am I old enough to know what depression is? I only care about other people's feelings and opinions, tbh.
you're right. you can be both happy and depressed watching that
Im suffering from bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, and self harm.
I know what it feels like to ‘not feel’
I constantly cut, cry, and scream simply because I want to feel.
d a n n i I was the same but now that I feel I don't want to anymore
I don't even know how to feel emotions anymore and it's crazy. .
💙 Stay strong
d a n n i stay strong and also understand that the possibility of a chemical imbalance inside your brain could trigger you. Seek help. And be blessed. I’m rooting for you.
I blocked off my feelings and pushed everyone away ever since i was a kid and as I grew up I found a guy who gave me everything I could ask for and I felt so happy and I felt like I was perfect because he saw everything in me even my flaws as perfection but then he lost trust in me and he was the first one I let in ever since then I’ve fallen down a worst hole of depression than I’ve ever been in before and he’s moving on and he was the only one I needed but I’m not the one he needs...I understand you believe me...I started cutting after I lost him... I feel you don’t worry...
"I don't want to feel!" I wish I COULD feel.
(Edit: 6-3-20)
Since I posted the comment on this video a year ago, I have come to realize people care, and I don't want to hurt any of them
i actually don't, my feelings are destroying me
Mary feeling feelings is a good thing
There r times where i dont wanna feel but there is someone out there somewhere who will help u i promise u that
Trust me you don't miss anything
Trust me everyone feels. Even though we don’t want to and we try to hide our emotions we still feel things like pain and sadness
I don’t want to feel, it hurts too much
When you put on a smile and a strong face, but in all reality you’re hurting deep inside yourself is the worst feeling in the world, but you put on a brave face and act strong for others cause you don’t want them to know how you truly feel, cause your worried that they will end up feeling how you do and you don’t want anyone hurting that bad so it just adds more weight to your shoulders, and then there’s times you just want to make the pain go away.
hi. i used to think i faked depression. things started rolling in and i actually have depression. i have not been diagnosed with it, but what goes on in my life.. my dad, and my stepmom even say i do. crying when i leave my dad, feeling sick when i leave my dad. stressed 24/7. not getting out of bed unless i’m hungry or need to use the bathroom.. yep, “everything is okay on paper”.. most of it is. i checked my grades yesterday last yesterday and last year u git almost all 100s.. my grades are 65s, 70s, and one 90.. life isn’t fair and it’ll never be fair. what us people have/will go through will be trauma and cause nightmares when we’re older. my friends think i’m okay, as much as i ask them for help. they don’t care. i’m the girl who is at school and laughing, smiling, acting like everything us fine. helping other people when they’re down and not helping myself. one day i’ll be okay. just not now. not for years, not till i can do something about my situation. i want therapy to get me through this but if i live with my mom and she is the one causing this, she won’t understand. i’m scared of being loved. my mom has told me lies all my life. neglect, manipulation. my only safe place is my dads house. she’s everything you wouldn’t want a mother to be.
I just need a daily dose of your videos 💔
I will pray for u to switch to Amazing videos instead of this one sided feelings 😋
Actually am addicted to sadness 😍💔
@@emikowalker5295
I am a doctor i can cure your addiction 🤪😋
Kinda impossible
We all have 2 choices
Either just mourn on your past for rest of your life
Or
Forget the past, move on, be thankful for everything u have and find best one from the previous, No one is worth enough to spoil beautiful life for anyone
Welcome back to another episode of what quarantine has brought us to
Edit: shit why do I have so many likes lol
But you have to admit it’s actually amazing 😂
Ive been watching dis for wau to long now being sensitive
True
jokes on you I've been watching stuff like this sense 6th grade, I'm almost a junior
I hope everyones doing good and healthy we all can do this together love you all brothers and sisters ❤❤❤
2:47 hits differently when you dont have either parent in your life honestly...
I don't have a real mom or real dad I'm adopted by my auntie but I still talk to real my mom, she's amazing (so is my auntie but she drinks soooo and my real mom isn't so amazing when she drinks) I don't live with my auntie but she seems happy, she does have her wife by her side
My parents left me when I was young. I have had almost 19 years of my life without them, and it hurts every day
@Mackenzie Holman I am sorry
@Mackenzie Holman rip the drums then
I hate when people ask you if your ok, because you say yes to them but really your screaming help on the inside. I hate when the sun comes up in the morning and shines on my face, it just means i have to go throw a living hell again. I die in silence and suffer in silence
MIN SUGA BOOM BOOM For real. I’ve always wanted someone to ask if I’m ok but I’m so scared to give them my honest answer. It hurts so bad when someone asks “are you ok” and you say “I’m fine” and they say “ok”. Like can you not see or hear that I am in pain? Isn’t it obvious ? Ugh.
I hate saying I’m fine. I’m sick of putting on a mask every day that says I’m fine. But really behind that mask is a girl crying out and screaming in pain.
When... No, if people ask " are you okay ". We feel as if we are supposed to say " I'm fine" as the proper response but I don't want to lie, I want to be able to say the truth but what if they see me in a different way... What if they think it's a joke.. What if it just hurts me more. I hate it ,I hate that we have feelings and those feelings make me want to yell, scream, throw things and wreck my room. Every time I do, I have to cover it up, muffle my screams and yells. Sometimes someone hears they tell me to keep quite or that I'm to loud or wierd. I'm always being compared to every other person, especially my sister " she wouldn't do this", " Why can't you be more like her "," learn something from her " though I can't seem to hate she's always helps me and even if we end up in a physical argument I'm used to not hitting back, I'm used to just dealing with the scars and bruises luckily it's not that bad. But just writing my problems down here and reading others I feel like I'm not alone😌.
it's worse when you do admit that you need help, because then you did say you need help, and in return you loose everyone, because it was "too much" or "not their job"
😭😭😭 I can relate
" MAYBE BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS HURT ME!"
that reminded me on what happen between me and someone else
Me looking back at this comment. I started crying because this audio is saying what has happened this past month
@@-rorozen-1812 hey are you okay? When you want to talk with somebody, i'm here for you, i think i could unterstand you. I'm here and would listen to you❤
Maike Kindermann , Life has been getting harder since I have gotten into middle school. So much stress and anxiety, even more to the fact I haven't come out as trans. People hurt me too much, people expect so much from me. I hate it so much, I may only be 11 years old and people say 11 year olds don't know what it's like. I know what it's like to be sad, people doubt me, people hating me off of who I am, and my mom and grandma yelling at me to do better they don't understand what it's like to be me.
“Because all you do is hurt me” the most relatable thing I have ever heard
“I’m sad. I’m angry. I’m....confused..?” That part hit me.
i’m not capable of love as soon as it gets serious i run because i’m scared of heart break🥺
I know that feel, its something what needs to be risked nothing alse...
Leani x heart break is terrible. I felt true heartbreak with the girl I thought I’d marry and it’s only been half a year but I still constantly think about it and am in some serious pain deep down because I wish I could’ve done something different or just make things better but that’s not what happened. Life happens for a reason. God has a plan for each and everyone and it’s unique and sometimes confusing but that’s ok. One of the worst feelings I’ve felt is heartbreak. But by far the best feeling I’ve ever felt is love. Love is worth it and I’d get my heart broken 10 more times if that’s what it takes to find my final love
@@soccerboss7924 things might have been different today if you had ..told me.
@@soccerboss7924 shaking my head. Tears. %$#!
@@soccerboss7924 so fn hurt. U don't care at all. Not one bit. Just keep waiting.
Another heartbreaking truth...i feel happy and sad...masterpiece👏👏👏👏👏😓 in my feelings
What I want me to do ever body hates me even u
U^U
Happy&Sad :):
I knew right when the greys anatomy part came on before she even said Owen
Because this scene hurt us too
I was sure by Owens voice and all but I had already new when it first played
This is another heartbreaking trooth this sounds to much like my life xxx
“People Tell me I have to move on but why can’t I Be Sad”
"Deep down your terrified of being happy"
That hit hard
"I'm not scared, you always have been, deep down your terrified to be happy, but when you have love, real love staring at you in the face, you run, I am not scared, please it's what you do, it's what you've always done" that hit me so so so badly
The love between Amelia and Owen was too hurtful for both of them and still I'm persuaded they couldn't find a better match...
"It's harder to love somebody than to walk away from a person than loving him"
- Amelia Shepherd -
i’ve honestly given up on trying to find my “why” and what drives me to go on everyday. it’s so much for me to think about. i feel like thinking makes everything worse. but i’m stuck inside for weeks at a time, mostly in my room by myself. i can’t not think. i think about my friends, don’t have many of those. most of them don’t talk to me. and my family. i bring burden to them. my parents fight because of me. and i make things worse. my best friend is slowly leaving me and my social anxiety makes me think of everything that could go wrong if i talk to her about it. what if that and what if this. i will probably lose her soon enough. because i’m a bad friend. everything is always my fault and it’s hard to keep going.
I'm writing this because I feel like you and whoever else feels this way need it. You are not a bad person. Don't think otherwise. Your best friend is probably slowly leaving you because you two don't talk very often. When you meet with her next tell her that you want to talk about something serious. Tell her all the things you have written here. And tell her she can talk to you about anything because a real friend should be able to. If you can't talk to your best friend about your troubles then they aren't the friend that you need, and definitely not a friend you want. I'm probably too late, since it's been 3 months, but if you haven't gotten a break yet just know that it will come soon. I went through 7 years of my life with a father that didn't love me, and a step mom that hated me, and I am finally out of that life. My own sister, I had to leave her with them and I still cry knowing that she is still there living with them. And I wish that I could change that, that I could make her happy, and I wish that I could make you happy but only you can. You are the only person who can turn your situation around. Keep the friendships that make you happy, because good friends, friends that you go out with, that you play with, that you can talk to when you're down, they are the ones that matter. And I don't even know if you're gonna read this, but if you do know that I'm here, and that I care about you being happy so much that I spent 30 minutes writing this to perfection to tell you that you will push through, and that you are worth something. Don't give up, don't give in, keep going, push through, you'll get a break soon.
@@drdunkindounuts9508 thank you so much, i never thought someone would care enough to write something like this for me. i am trying harder every day to get my life the way i want it to be, and to work on myself. i am planning on talking to her soon, but i haven't been able to gather the courage. again, thank you so much for your kind words and i wish you the best in life.
The part from fresh prince always gets me. “How come he don’t want me man?”, shattered me
Omg nooo I was doing fine til the Will Smith scene😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Is it the Last one talking about his absent father ? (Sorry for my English I'm French)
I was crying like a baby when I need will Smith 😭
When he asked “why are you sad” I had to stop and ask myself that as well thinking that I didn’t have a respond but I’m sad angry depressed and very confused. Sad because I don’t have the support from someone to keep me going or to tell me you can get threw it and to not put your head down because your crown will fall. Angry because the only person I had was taken away and is now up in the sky’s watching me fail and I’m disappointing them. Depressed because I can’t get off my bed to even use the restroom because I’ve gotten to a point where I would rather pee myself than to get up and show my face. Depressed because I can’t even own up to my mother that the life she gave me I don’t want. And confused because these are all so many emotions that I can’t control and do not know we’re they are coming from.
I watch these videos cuz i have a difficulty in explaining how i feel, so the videos i relate to the most i show it to my therapist so that they understand. These videos oddly helped me so muchh, thank you 💛
I love your edits so much 😍
Do you watch Doctor who? The quotes are really good. My favorite is: "But times change and so must I" 🙈
I've thought of so many different people and remembered so many different memories and emotions during this one video. Very powerful. Deeply appreciated.
H.O.P.E
Hold,On,Pain,Ends
i wish i could just be happy for once, every day is hell and i just keep saying everything will be fine, but it's just getting worse.. and when it comes to school my mom just attacks me with my depression, people on internet say that I have fake depression because I'm a 14 year old girl... I am scared to express my feelings irl.. inside I'm just screaming sometimes i smile but it's not happiness... I have few friends on internet and they mean everything to me.. they are always there for me but they have depression too i try to help them as much as i can but sometimes i just feel like nobody needs me and that I'm better off dead... I don't want to die old i want to die young I just want to give up but I'm scared and no matter how hard I try to let go something inside me tells me to keep on going... I just wish things could atleast get a bit better... but it'll always be hell..
you deserve to be happy
I need you. I love you. I want to help you be happy again really. Please don't go. Let's try
Same. I look back at my life and see how I grew up...How unormormal it was, how toxic it was and how much it messed me up; i thought t was normal. My past years that I live, im so screwed up and truly have been depressed and never acknowledged it, I just keep living with it like it was a sibling. I've failed at living my life. Sometimes I just want to restart, to end my life and begin a new one. I'm TIRED of EVERYTHING! To the point where i'm just living and thats it, with no meaning.
It all started when my mum met my dad and they fell in love and had me.
Hi i’m Ryan and my life is kinda shit
The fact is I listened to this all the time before quarantine and I would cry every night, I got denial from someone and yet became best friends with them and then became just friends, they don’t even think of me because they have someone that can give them everything when all I can do is watch. I normally hold my feelings in, but tonight is a depressing episode of my feelings, but it’s so awkward that I would of gave them my heart and yet they didn’t accept it. They say they need me but really I know they don’t but I still love them
Why would anyone think of you? You have nothing special. You're just broken and bother everyone with your problems. No one really needs you. You don't make their lives better. They didn't accept your heart because it's useless.
Why do you make me feel things lmao 😭💚
Omfg youuuu❤️❤️❤️❤️you get me ilysm
When people say your faking depression, or you tell them your getting better and then your not allowed to even be sad without them yelling at you! This is what I listen to every single day!
You earned my Subscription, but along that you've earned my heart.
Thanks for the purpose of providing these great subject matter.
Vampire diaries and greys anatomy has the best tear jerkers.. I’ve never gotten so sucked in and cried.. it’s good it just has the most important life lessons
I love the Good Doctor.... Shawn is so inspirational....
“I DON’T WANNA FEEL” cause ppl always end up hurting those feelings
The worst thing is being depressed but not bullied, abused, hated by people, a bad student, or unloved. It's almost bad as sitting alone away from everyone and cutting and just watching the blood. And when I see someone depressed I try to help them while pretending to be perfect, as though that is my assigned role in life.
I’m in like a spiral of watching these but I just have this voice that’s saying ‘why are you sad nothings even wrong with your life’. Does anyone else not allow themselves to be sad cuz you know people are in a worse place than you?
I’ve sat crying every night about how I don’t want to feel anymore and now I can’t cry at all wishing I could just feel again.
Everyday I need to watch your vids ❤️
I just can’t cry watching these anymore, I don’t think I have the ability to cry anymore honestly...
“ gonna be okay, it’ll turn out fine, you’ll get through this, everything is fine” IS IT REALLY, WILL IT BE OKAY, AM I GONNA TURN OUT FINE WILL I SURVIVE THIS... cause the answer is
I don’t know I don’t know I’m surrounded bye good people but still I hurt still I cry myself to sleep still I feel alone why ..... why ... WHY
This hurt me so bad I can't stop watching it and it made me cry a lot
Every relationships seem to be good for some time...bt soon starts to taste bitter....it is when the relationship which may be with ur frnds lvr or parents anyone has expired...nd they give no shit abt u...they don't care for u...they don't love u...it hurts...it keeps hurting...there is no medicine for tat...this hurts so much just coz u care for them...love them...it just hurts so much...
"the baseball was here but you weren't" i know what that's like all to well.
The yelling made me go into a panic and I cried the rest of the night because it brung back trama..
I wish I could be sad without anybody caring, I don't want attention I want to love myself but no matter how hard I try I can't and it hurts, it hurts when I wake up in the morning knowing I was wishing to not wake up in the morning, it hurts to to put on a smile and pretend, it hurts so bad to think about what people think about me, It hurts when I go to sleep at night knowing I will wake up in the morning, It hurts to think about my future cuz all I can see is me commiting suicide! Everything hurts pretending to be happy hurts but no matter how hard I try I can't tell anyone how I feel in fear of being judged
I used to cry watching these kinds of videos, but now i just feel.........numb
“ ain’t like I’m still 5 years old asking when daddy’s coming home “
That hit hard
“You went away and it hurt and it kept hurting and now your back. If you stay, you will go again and it will hurt again” I almost cried. This hit hard because I can relate to it so much.
Dont you ever just tell people youre okay and youve been drowning in your thoughts for the past years, months, days. You wish you could tell someone but you just simply cant.
A lot of people saying “cheer up” “you’re gonna be okay” “don’t think of negative things” when you yourself trying hard your best not to think of it but in the end you can’t. It’s like sadness overpowers the positivity within yourself AND IT REALLY SUCKS BCZ YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO STOP IT
I wish I could feel emotional pain anymore...it made me feel alive
Im 22 years old and have been depressed since I can remember. I've always been sad, but within the past 6 months, I've stopped feeling that constant sadness. Unfortunately, I'm staying to not feel anything at all anymore. I'm at work see my workers freaking out and crying, but I just stare blankly at our screen not even feeling angry or sad anymore. People show me what I guess is love and I just can't feel it or receive it. I wish I could try, but those feelings aren't there anymore. God dammit man. I always wanted this sad to be gone, but not like this.
Sometimes our pride prevents us from disclosing what is inside us
First part: good docter!
Wow very very beautiful and loving and heart touching words said dam got me in tears please keep up the great recording🐯💞🐯😢💔🙏☝
Ig some people come into our lives just to teach us how to let go. But in the end, it’s what we gave ourselves that truly matters
2:15 "I mean you're acting like, me leaving town is all about me and turning over a new leaf, but it's really about you, I mean you need me gone, just say so, just ask me for a favor." That hit home pretty hard.
It’s to the point where I have nothing left to give. I’m scared to get close to ppl cuz when I do, I give my all to that person. Just to get shit on and thrown away. I’ve felt this pain to the point where I became numb to it all.
At some point you come to a realization that the person that you love so fucking much that matters to you more than anyone else is why you're breaking. You realize that it's because you still love them, and nothing will be the same, when they left the first time that's when everything was ruined.
Happiness is temporary when you're hurting. it feels like the world is not only against you but crashing down on you at the same time. The stress of pretending is too much sometimes and you act impulsively on it. It's hard trying to get through especially when the only thing that's got you holding on is the fear of hurting someone you love and something bad happening to them because of it. Failed attempts at hurting yourself and suicide leaves permanent scars and leaves you regretting what you did because you were and are in PAIN. Pain and depression are such serious things often overlooked by others, hell, I've been harassed for having mental illnesses. It's natural and getting through it and getting treatment is hard enough without the stress of others and life itself.
If you want We can talk .... trust me it will help
My insta bila.mun91
Wow 👏 this one got me
the year 2018 is when everything went wrong, the year that my parents stopped caring for me, the year I learnt that I and only myself will be there, no matter what I do, no matter how much I change my parents will always look at me as a failure and you know I try to make everyone happy with jokes or acting like a clown but they smile for a few seconds and for those few seconds I feel as if I have meaning but sadly I do not, ive lost so much throughout these 3 years that ive figured out how to smile even though the amount of pain I feel hurts more than anything, hearing the words "you're a disappointment" from your parents hurts the most
I am so sorry you have to hear that. The fact you are here today proves you are anything but a disappointment.
I love when your vids come out
people say self harm and depression is dumb but they don't know how it feels to wake up wishing that you didn't
“sometimes i wonder if these feelings go away when you get old“
Kevin Mckidds voice 💙💜
That last one really hit hard-
That "just tell me you need this" person was fitting for me.
i literally feel this, I drink just not to feel. If I feel I get sad and depressed. I don't want to feel like that EVER it's painful.
The last part.. bringed me to tears, have a good one +1
“I had 14 great birthdays without him, he never even sent me a damn card.” That hit me because my half brother (who lives with me so I just call him my brother instead of half brother) his dad never visited him.. once my brother’s dad was in the hospital... and my brother didn’t visit him and he said the reason he didn’t was because he never visited him. My brother is 16 turning 17 this year... Me and him might not have the best relationship because he’s 7 years older then me but I just ever wonder now if my brother ever thinks of his father..
You fake a smile...because you’re afraid to worry others...or to show that you feel weak...but...when you do show it people find it so confusing because you fake a smile and fake a face every day...and why can’t we just cry sometimes?...why do we always have to smile?...is it because others can’t handle us showing emotion?...we all need to cry...at least sometimes because we’re human too!...why do we always have to be happy?...
I've been told I don't have depression because some days I can muster up the will to laugh and joke around.
That doesn't mean you don't have depression
The ones that say what they are dealing with dont have depression depression is a feeling that you hide. You pretend to be happy but your not your scared to live but also scared to die being numb and always scared for no reason and your mind is going fast you feel weak, heartbroken and so so sad. It's like theres pressure on you but there isnt. Im so scared that I wasnt good enough. Even writing this is hard for me.
I don't want happiness. I wanna be numb even if it hurts because in the numbness I feel a small blanket of comfort covering me with it. If i can't feel, I am unscathed by this torturous world but I miss the old me. I just want everything to stop for a minute to clear my head and then maybe I can finally be happy the numbness in my heart.
I don’t want to feel... it’s the phrase that we all use when we have been yelled at so many times because we don’t like what’s being told, then when the feelings hit us we hate the feeling of it. We hate the feeling of it... sadness, anger, jealousy, and so many more. We chose to not feel because we are afraid of what’s ahead of us. That’s the meaning of not wanting to feel, because we’re afraid.
They call me a pshyco and maniac and that's the best I have heard.
The good doctor hits hard
This whole audio almost made me cry but I didn’t because I understand
Does anyone else just stay up really late and cry. Cry your heart out but if someone saw you would have no reason to tell them why but you cry any way.
i was told to be kind to everyone, because of their battles. But in that i lost myself and I'm just not feeling anything.
The quote from greys anatomy got me for sure
ive liked a dude for 7 years bro and i just relished im so in love with him and ik he does not feel the same and it hurts ive only been in love with two people and the first one broke my heart i dont want the second one to break me like the first one did :( but its hard bc when you have been in love with someone for so long and never told him bc you just now relished it and now you are so unhappy and scared to tell him bc he wont care
*time to binge the fresh prince of bel air*
The fresh prince of bel air always made me cry especially that father part bc I feel the same about my dad
I relate to the Prince Of Bell Aire bc my parents left me in an orphanage at a young age. They have been gone for over 20 years now, but I still feel so fuckijg much hearing that prince of bel aire quote. I wish it didn't hurt so much, and I wish I didn't wish they wanted me so much. I just don't know what in doing anymore and I wish they hadn't left. Idk why they left
It’s hard moving on from someone you love so much but you just have to let them go even tho you don’t want to. It’s like you can love someone so much and do so much for them but you wouldn’t be enough and it sucks. 😥 getting hurt over and over again. And you cut and cut but you start realizing your better off without them. You can be happy without them.