R.I.P - It Should’ve Been Me ft. SOLARIA (SynthV Original Song)
Vložit
- čas přidán 13. 01. 2022
- my first synth v original yay!!!! i wrote this song in like less than 10 days lets goooo
2022 has been a good year for me so far!!! this year is my 5 year producer anniversary so. yeah I'm kinda hyped for september lmao (also I turn 18 this year in august so even more hype!!!!!)
also solaria is now one of my top fav vsynths of all time I highly recommend her!!!
spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3goDva...
apple music: music.apple.com/us/album/it-s...
soundcloud: / it-shouldve-been-me-ft...
lyrics: docs.google.com/document/d/1f...
instrumental/midi: drive.google.com/drive/folder...
riproducer.carrd.co/
/ reallyintrovertedproducer
ko-fi.com/riproducer
/ le_rip_
www.deviantart.com/t-h-e-r-i-p
禁止转载
DO NOT REPOST MY VIDEOS ON OTHER WEBSITES.
DAYCORE/NIGHTCORE PROHIBITED. - Hudba
![Vane - Collared (ft. SAROS) [SynthV Original]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/8_a0tCSKomw/mqdefault.jpg)
MOAR!!!!!!!!!!
omg fokina :pleading:
@@RIProducer 🥺👉👈 rip chan
@@secretjanus i was gonna do the chain but i remember Rip doesnt like spam-
@@ntnb_. I didn’t know I’d start a chain with that, it wasn’t on my mind😅
hi foxina
The fact that the last two lines are
"It couldn't be me" followed by "it should've been me" really resonates with me. Even after you "move on" from that kind of obsession, there's a lingering melancholy regret, a wish that you'd been someone else from the beginning, a perverse hypothesis that if you hadn't fallen into obsession, hadn't made mistakes, you could've been "good enough"
Dragged me through filth Orethon, hope you're doing well
FUCK. this comment feels like someone reaching directly into my soul and writing something based off what they found 😭
RIP's fans: You're good fam. You don't have to overwork yourself.
RIP: Okay. *Plays straight fire anyway like a boss*
pls fr
slay RIP ✨
You got 666 likes
I admire it.
Probably the smallest comment to like ratio i've ever seen on a comment
@@rinatepaste9218 i seen 5k with no comments... Or one?? I forgotten...
This hits a little to close to home. This song is a really good representation of what it's like to be obsessed with somebody. I also like how it doesn't necessarily have to be read as romantic. When I get obsessed to the point of dependency on the person I'm obsessed with it's less uwu going to stalk my boyfriend and more I want to be your best friend and I would do anything to make you happy and the song can be read this way, making it easier for more people with attachment and obsession issues to relate to. 10000/10 song.
UUUESSYEYYSS OGNGNGNGN THIS IS EXAACTLY HOW I FEEL TOWARDS A CERTAIN SOMEOEN :3 THEYLL NEVERNLIKE ME BACK THO TwT (im arpace and i fall in love platonically :33)
I am currently obsessed with someone platonically and this song really helps me get out those feelings sometimes
yes, exactly
...me. istg my dad needs to get a day shift job somewhere... I'm getting issues cuz of his lack of presence at homw ⚰️⚰️⚰️⚰️
i remember reading this comment when the song was first published and i wass like "thats weird"
Oh how i _miss_ not being able to relate to this song & comment well op hope you're doing better now its rough
Solaria's voice just sounds like a human sprinkled with a tiny autotune like GOD, and also great song btw cant wait to bop this at 10 am while being high
that tiny autotune is r.i.p's tuning
I just came back to this after it playing on my music app-
I had to check if rip was singing or if it was a v-synth-
I’m very blown away still____
(Sometimes artists do covers of their own songs and I didn’t remember just how realistic the just song is-)
Solaria’s not like other girl, she’s a goddess
Yep, First Aura by GHOST and now this masterpiece :D
@@Raster_Rasper yess
@@Raster_Rasper absolutely agree, truly an outstanding vocalist
facts
and then Delusion Chapel by Dante (Patchwork P), [There's the Miku original by Dante (Patchwork P) and then there's the Solaria one MADE BY Dante (Patchwork P)
This song goes so hard. Not only does R.I.P's music skills come out here, but their art, editing, lyric writing abilities, and tuning does really leave it's mark! Not to mention the music skills . . . Solaria sounds so realistic, and my gods it's so smooth and, honestly, perfect! Overall a very talented person with a very lovely AI vocal! Much love!
Not only that, but all done in 10 days! 😇
@@secretjanus less then
it slaps that hard that it actually makes my face hurt like I just got slapped quite literally
"not to hard"
#LOLOLOLOLOL Really #Really Confusing Stuff ???
Lulzzz Hey...There Do Youuu Think Dat Maybe Youuu
Mayy Just Put A Tad Bit Base In Jurr Voice ... #ManUpp!!
Anyways I Said That Heyyy I Love.. Jurr VideoGames & 1D02
As well Just Like Myyy Little Bro Bros @__THEGREATALi @__OverThis55
Wish 2 Become The Worlds Only 3 Best Coders That This MetaPhorIcal
Universe Has Ever Layed there Eyes Upon...
I Said It's Just Now Without #HarunYahya Becoming Locked Up 4 #8658years
I Said That It's Going 2 Be A Hell Of A Ride Because Of The @POTUS
Is Really #Really Trying 2Kslay #Meddy!! ???#VeryCareFully
I Said That In Order 2
Restore Our Nation
Indevisable
Under God + Mee =Kira
We're All Going2 #CumTogether
And We Might Even Lose The 1s Which We Love DearesT
But Oh My Allah What A Small Price That We All Will Like Have 2Pay
In order For #USAPoliticsToday To Become THEE
#GREATEST COUNTRY EVER KNOWN 2 MAN OR FEMALE
W2
#Yunglizzie Who's Really Doctor
#AHMEDX The
#Kid10462
I seriously didn't even noticed this was a vocaloid with how good and realistic it sounds jeez-
It’s not technically a vocaloid but it’s close
@@Amiaaaaa3 whats the difference?
p sure the difference is who produced the voicebanks! crypton made miku, rin, len, etc. SynthV is a separate program with VBs like Solaria and Anri
and for extra info, this is why UTAUs are considered their own thing! UTAUs are free VBs that anyone can make, really (like teto, yamine renri, momo, defoko, etc)
I'm blown away by the quality of this song. Even though this is only the second song I've heard that uses Solaria, I'm completely convinced that it has the most realistic voice out of all virtual singers I know. The other parts of the song are also absolutely AMAZING.
Have you ever heard Prima?
most realistic is subjective as it depends entirely on the tuning of the producer and yes the tuning here fucks severely :>
i thought you said “sucks severely” and i had to do a double take 😭😭😭😭😭
@@RIProducer o.o
@@RIProducer NOOOOO 😭😭
Fun fact: She’s actually moving slightly throughout the entire video if you look closely enough
this sounds like a side character falling in love with the main one, it's so good, the vocals are on point
So basically Monika?
@@tsukichugaming1709 yeah actually, kinda reminds me of her now that you say it
This song makes me feel really good and sad at the same time. I was diagnosed with BPD right before my 18th birthday, and it really explains a lot. For years, my parents thought I was just a bratty spoiled rat. Even now, I watch them idolize and adore my sister (who is younger by 11 months) and I just… feel like it’s so unfair. She has so many talents, and I used to be a “gifted” kid. I’ve tried so hard to earn their love, but my dad still makes fun of me and dumps it all on my shoulders whenever anything happens…
your parents need to learn how to raise children, because they arent doing it right
That not good for you and your sister mental heath because then your sister could go for "gifted '' to a brat in your mom and dad eyes .
Damn and holy shit. Your parents suck lol 😅
I feel sad for you. This just shows the fact that even though every child deserves a parent, not every parent deserves a child.
You may be related by blood, but clearly thats not your family.
Find a better one, you don’t gotta stick with one that treats you badly.
If your sister is nice to you, stay in contact, if not, cut em all off.
You don’t gotta deal with people who treats you like less.
As I was listening I got the impression that the stress on the word ‘me’ was in reference to something like ‘you may have PICKED me, but you didn’t pick ME.’ Like, ‘I thought *_I_* was what you wanted, not who you _thought_ I was.’ I don’t know, just resonated with me- for no specific reason-
Oh I never saw it that way, cool interpretation
this is SOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
thank u so much!!!!!!!! that means a lot coming from you *cries*
Ahhh Crusher! I loved Wicked, and Would You Rather Be is underrated, you make awesome shit!
crusher is like one of the vocaloid elders
⚠️〰️⚠️
Wait- Crusher? As in the one that collaborated with TLT on I can’t fix you??????
Holy crap this makes me wanna get on all fours and just crawl around like a little bear. Amazing
HUH
me too
true...
Your methods of cheering confuse and frighten me... But okay.
This comment summarises R.I.P and GHOST'S comment sections in 2018
this song really hit close to home for me, it reminds me of the struggles i've been facing due to my BPD. wanting to be close to someone, only to drive them away instead. desperately trying to get them back, to the point of damaging your relationship more and more.
there's a couple of lines in this song that *really* make me interpret it as BPD.
"please don't think less of me, i'm but a lonely soul you see", that feeling of being alone? yeah. yeah.
"so now it's your responsibility to make me stay alive" I'd be awfully dependent on my friends, to the point of driving them away
"my polarizing rationality just couldn't pass the test" black and white thinking, another big symptom of BPD
thank you for the great song RIP, i'm going to be listening to this on loop for like 5 hours now. you're epic
EDIT: i just noticed the themes of jealousy in there too! nice one. definitely going to add that to the pile
THIS
i also struggle w bpd, and this song feels like my teenage self speaking from the past
Or when you get an FP. Its absolute torture and this song captures that
@@CrustiiDustii yes!! this exactly. this really reminds me of one of my past FPs who ended up having to distance herself from me. this happened 2 years ago, it still hurts deeply to this day
As someone else with bpd i vibe with this song as well 🙏😭
@@CrustiiDustii My FP was my best friend in middle school. I was borderline obsessed with him for years, and it tore me apart to watch him date someone who didn’t even like me. I was so jealous it felt like I was being torn apart inside. I wanted him to be happy, but why couldn’t he be happy with me? I was always dropping hints about my feelings for him, and one time I was loopy off my meds and declared my love for him. In the end, I had to accept he’d never have feelings for me and moved on. We’re still best friends tho :)
the fact this was only made in 10 days and it sounds this good, it's outstanding. I really like the tuning! good job RIP!
10 DAYS?????? HOLY SHIT
10 days….?!
@@macar0n. Omori pfp
Lyrics:
Not too loud
Not too quiet
Don’t be proud
Don’t be shy
It’s rude to stare
Oh, do I dare?
Keep it bold
Don’t be timid
Not too slow
Make it quick
It’s so unfair
I’m almost there
Lost in a fantasy
My very own Pandora’s box
Swarmed by my jealousy
I hope that it doesn’t show
Ire dipped in flattery
Nobody’s been as close as me
I spilled my guts
And all for what?
It should’ve been me
You should have picked me from the start
And after everything I’ve done for you
You don’t think it’s bizarre?
It should’ve been me
Where do you think I got my spark?
I chiselled down my personality
‘Til it’s a work of art
There you are
Can’t they see it?
I’m in awe
Could it be?
“It’s rude to stare”
Yes, I’m aware!
What a sight
Nearly perfect
You alright?
Does it hurt?
I will be there
You know I care!
Caught in my fantasies
Don’t look inside Pandora’s box
Push down the jealousy
No, nobody needs to know
Please don’t think less of me
I’m but a lonely soul, you see
Oh, what a shame
Ive gone insane
It should’ve been me
I oughta be there by your side
Just think of all the possibilities
that we could bring to life!
It should’ve been me
I think I need you to survive
So now it’s your responsibility
to make me stay alive
Trapped in this travesty
You’ve opened up Pandora’s box
Struck by reality
It’s time to wrap up the show
Yes, it is how it seems
I’m full of animosity
And here I am
Where do you stand?
It could’ve been me
Although I’m better than the rest
My polarizing rationality
Just couldn’t pass the test
It could’ve been me
But I’m unsure of my intent
Surely my fragile hospitality
Would shatter from the stress!
It shouldn’t be me
And here I thought I was above
But now it’s clear to me
You saw that I’m unworthy of your love
It shouldn’t be me
And I’m okay with that, because
I truly only want the best for you
And I am not the one
It couldn’t been me
It should’ve been me!
As a blind person who can’t read the onscreen lyrics if they exist, thank you for putting them here. I really appreciate when people do that, especially if I’m having trouble figuring out what the singer is saying due to an accent I’m not used to or not being able to hear them over the instrumentals. I come back to your comment whenever I listen to this song so I can keep solidifying the lyrics in my head, so thank you very much ❤
as someone with bpd, this song hits so close to home it almost hurts. amazing work and good luck with anything youre currently going through
It reminds me of something the living tombstone would make (this is a compliment... GREAT TUNING ON SOLARIA!!!)
I had the exact thoughts! Something about the melody personally reminds me of the instrumental part of I Got No Time near the end.
@@skunkfloof Also the chorus reminds me of Mercy a lot
It does
ahh i hear it
SAME
"It should've been me!"
"You should have loved me from the start!"
"And after everything I've done for you, you don't think it's bizzare?"
"Oh what a shame, I've gone insane."
"I think I need you to survive"
"Now it's your responsibility to make me stay alive"
My life in a nutshell
So this person isn't even 18 yet, and they've made a ton of epic songs and never fail to impress.
You truly amaze me R.I.P. Also good job on writing a song in 10 days
Truly it makes me jealous
THEY'RE NOT EVEN 18?!
@@Zarmdthecoolest Yeah, R.I.P's said before that they're 17 years old
@@Zarmdthecoolest Yeah, R.I.P's said before that they're 17 years old
*goes into mind explode mode*
This song makes me want to ascend through roof and eat tomato soup
slay 💃💃
same
Slayme
@@Raster_Rasper Slay me 😳
it makes me want to be a cartoony-styled cat in a vintage animation with muted colors walking on a rooftop
I said this during the premiere but RIP has genuinely improved so much and seeing them able to make such amazing music and seeing their journey is honestly so damn inspiring, I’m so happy to be hear listening to this song. Today wasn’t the best for me but honestly this just made it feel a lot better, this song is incredible (and incredibly relatable :])
Tysm for doing what you do, RIP!
Man, I was thinking this would be about survivor's guilt but this slaps too
I mean that can be your interpretation
How so?
I was also expecting survivor’s guilt based off of the title alone. I got something so much more fitting for my current project, so I’m not complaining
same tbh
I'm loving the Solaria content fr, SUPER excited for this song!!!
GHOST got a new song with Solaria :)
@@lolyechka I love both of these songs 🥰🥰🥰
@@lolyechka I knowwww it's so good!
I first heard Solaria from Ghost, now you did one as well, holy crap Sloaria sounds good, you did wonders as always! keep up the good work!
i literally thought that it was a human singer when I first heard aura
"I think I need you to survive, so now it's your responsibility to make me stay alive"
GREAT line, this song is so good! I LOVE the resolution too!! And Solaria sounds WONDERFUL!!
R.I.P somehow finds ways to improve their songs and it just baffles me how they keep getting better and better. Like Solaria sounds SUPER good in this, the beat is really on point, and the color scheme and pv look super good as well. Idk what I'm talking about but song very good. I shall now put this on loop, have a good time period folks!
It’s awesome to watch isn’t it? You have a good day too:3
YOU'RE ONLY 17 AND CRUSHER COMMENTED ON UR SONG???? I'm literally inspired af RN 😭 I'm 17 too and plan to be a vocaloid producer
go for it man!! Im sure you’ll do amazing
God I wish I was as talented as you. It takes skill to learn *how* to tune a synth, but it takes talent to make it sound good. You have such talent.
And not only that, but the instrumental. Balancing glitch effects is so hard because its so easy to overdo it but you balanced it so well.
And the lyrics. *the lyrics*.
It's so fucking hard to use big words in english and make it not sound choppy. Idk how you did it. You definitely understand the concept whether its conscious or not. Its really hard to convey what you want and not only sound smooth but also rhyme, so using very uncommon words is such a great way to work around this. Like I've never heard the word "ire" before but it conveys so much in so little syllables. And the art of carefully choosing specific words to convey the exact intent. Like "It's your responsibility to *make* me stay alive." *make* implies that the singer doesn't intend to actually try to stay alive. You could've easily put *help* instead and it would've had a completely different meaning. And the way it all wraps in a bow, theres so many contradicting statements, and then the line "my polarizing rationality" ties it all together. The singer *knows* they're feelings and opinions dont make sense to an outsider at this point, but that doesn't change them, so they "couldn't pass the test."
I could keep going, but I think I got my point across. You're amazingly talented R.I.P, please keep doing what you're doing.
Can't believe Solaria is making me remember how much i love all my favorite creators
this song hits me even more bc of the fact that I lost a 9 month best friend of mine yesterday due to my BPD and needing to let go in order to better myself. Maybe I will meet him again, maybe we can be together again, but thank you for this song
I relate to you a lot my dude, same thing happened to me a year ago. It gets better, and if they truly like you, they’ll come back eventually. -Jack
haha fucking same.
Different style from you than usual, but I love seeing you try out different things!!! I've never heard Solaria before, but she sounds SO HUMAN HOLY HECK. Need more time to look into the lyrics, but I really dig this!!!
Me: - having a good day-
- listens to this because it's a banger and catchy-
Me: - starts crying because it's relatable-
I don't know how to phrase this without seeming sort of weird but this song has carried a fic I've been writing for 2+ years. It helped revitalize my inspiration for it and every time I listen to it I get eager to write more. It's like, the theme for my fic. I guess I just wanted to say thanks for making a song that's been carrying my love for what I've been writing for months
omg I've found someone else who has like a theme song for their writing yes
HEYYY solaria fits your style so well omg
both her and the instrumental so chefs kiss
Salmon
@@donutlover417 omfg what about egg
@@aracelicarino1500 omg egg
Holy fuck. One listen to this song and I'm hooked. I'm honestly crying too. My roommate is my ex and it's so hard seeing them go out and be with other people. I wish it could've been me cuddling them, but it never will be. Thank you for this. Truly.
"I'm not like other girls. I have bangers written with my voice as the vocals." -Solaria, probably
R.I.P's ability to make songs with so much emotion, paired up with Solaria's amazingly realistic voice is perfect! I love it so much
Ok now imagine Solaria’s nose as a mouth… just saying…
BAHAHAHA
Thats what ive beeen seeing this whoel tiem 😭
I cant see it as anything else
THIS IS WHY I LOVE THIS COMMUNITY
I had to stare at her nose for a while for me to be able to invision her nose as a mouth 😭
I thought SOLARIA was a human singer at first ;-; I spent sometime to realize it's a vocaloid through the comments
it’s not a vocaloid, it’s a synth v database :)
@@RIProducer yeah!! She's so goddamn good, she's my fav atm :D
What even is vocaloid and all of that im so confused lmao XD
@@fell_ink3862 japanese people created something were they get a voice actors to create samples for them to make softwares sing.
@@fell_ink3862 vocaloids are a type of that, synthwave v database as well. they're not real people.
Solaria sounds so good, so I’m really excited for this to premiere! It’s definitely going to be a new favorite song
Edit: This really was good! Everything from the visuals, the lyrics, Solaria- all of it. The beat is so catchy, this is already on like, three of my playlists for favorite songs lol
This was absolutely incredible.
Holy shit, I've been nonstop listening to Pyrite Girl all day and now I can listen to this!!!!! Yes!!! Solaria honestly sounds so amazing and then you just are also good at making bops what can I say
esto nos convoca a todos para deleitarnos con otra canción de R.I.P.
Coming back to this song after 2 years: its still a banger that hits so hard, both melodically and emotionally LIKE I PAINFULLY RELATE TO THIS SUBJECT MATTER
Woah. this song really hit close to home for me, someone who's made his way up the social totem pole through selflessness and likeability, and in realizing how my peers see me, i've wondered why certain opportunities pass me by. why dont MORE people like me? I realize I've become full of myself. Nobody will ever see that, though! I'll make sure of it. thanks from this very catchy song! i like it a lot.
i love how this feels like the sorta song i would've listened to when i was younger, like it could fit those nostalgia playlists with like 4 TLT songs in them
What a precious girl. A humble goddess tries her best, gets rejected, goes insane, instead of committing a murder she keeps her pain inside of her and wishes best for her love. Wow.
I don't have headphones while it's premiering, so I'll just admire the art
yo i remember when this song came out and punched me directly in the gut because i related so hard to it from both the narrator's end and the recipient of it from someone else. life update, i cut the person obsessing over me off bc it was hurting both of us (they seem to be doing much better!), worked through my obsessive tendencies over my person, and we ended up together. I'm so incredibly glad I was given the time and space to sort it out BEFORE we got the chance to try ^^
i do still struggle with this, i think it's just part of how i'm wired, but I'm finding a balance between not acting on irrational thoughts and avoiding bottling up my feelings a little better every day!
This song perfectly resonates with me with multiple different friendships I’ve had over the years. This song gives me a sense of comfort even though it happened already a year and a half ago. The intense obsession that you know is unhealthy so you try to step back, but you want to spend as much time with that person because they’re that special to you. In the end it crumbles and they choose other people over you, and you accept you did something wrong along the way, but sometimes you never get an answer. UGH this song is so fucking good thank you so much
Woah! The melody reminds me of The Living Tombstone's style. Really good!
Será una maravillosa canción!
R.I.P tiene un talento natural!
Te adoro R.I.P!
SALUDOS desde México! 😍😘
the style of this song's instrumental reminds me of a mid-2010s fnaf fan song in all the best ways
The last it should've been me in the end gives me fucking goosebumps
Ghost AND R.I.P releasing a solaria song? We have been blessed
This absolutely awesome in every way! Plus Solaria sounds almost exactly like a real person!
hihi! this is another amazing song of yours, and i can relate it with my bpd alot!
i have a quick question though, this and pyrite girl are on Spotify, are you going to put your older songs on Spotify as well? like corrosion, you're an awful person, finders keepers, etc? id love to add them to my playlist! thank you :)
it might take a while but i do plan to get them all on streaming services eventually :)
@@RIProducer ah thank you so much!! :)
@@RIProducer oh dude that’s great news! (I’m very late but….)
Hypetrain
@@RIProducer ohhh! Interesting!
i don’t think corrosion will get put on spotify due to fukase licensing
THIS WAS SOOOOO GOOD im obsessed with that last slide in particular this vocal melody is perfect
bro solaria’s voice is so good such a gem
It’s so cool to see Solaria stuff coming out already!! This sounds amazing so far, absolutely worth the wait!
Could definitely see a male cover of this done with an angry inflection.
Either way, love this just like the other songs you have done.
Bravo!
i am obsessed with this song in a way that should not be legal
Yes
I'll be honest, it took me a hot second to realise the voice wasn't real.
"Ire dipped in flattery" goes so hard I love this song smmm!!
This song is literally so me, i get so obsessive and to an unhealthy/uncomfortable extent i dont even realize until people bring it up lol
UR NOT EVEN 18 AND U MADE THIS????? THIS IS SO FREAKING GOOD IM LOSING IT
this makes me want to drink maple syrup and turn into a caterpillar. thank you
Solaria’s quality is so impressive! She sounds real!
how do you consistently keep putting out bops that i can jam and pace angrily to???
i'm gonna listen to this for weeks now
thank you
this actually hit really hard. not because i was this person, but i was the focus of someone like this. he obsessed over me and i begged him to stop for years but once i found someone i actually loved he got hella jealous and petty for a long time. what hurt the most for me was that he actually couldve been a pretty good boyfriend, but he was so obsessive, possessive, and annoyingly overprotective of me to make sure that i didnt fall in love. he was controlling and manipulative. im away from him and will not be contacting him again.
thank you for being incredibly relatable as always, rip
When I first heard this, I thought an actual human was singing it. Amazing singing!
Been a huge fan of your music for a little while now, and I must say that this is fantastic!!
R.I.P + Solaria = A banger
"It's rude to stare"
Star Of The Show flashback
She sounds so human wtf?!?! This is amazing!! I can’t believe I didn’t find this sooner!!
Why does this sound like a living tombstone song (this is a complement I absolutely ADORE THIS)
LOVING THIS!!! The tuning is amazing, the instrumental fits very well, the PV obviously has a story AND is aesthetically pleasing, and the lyrics are so amazing!!! Amazing job!!!!
"I chiseled down my personality 'til it's a *work of art!"*
...pyrite girl, is that you?
Man, it's midnight where I am right now and I really just feel all of this hard. This just reminds me too much of my first crush, especially around the line of "I truly only want the best for you." I sill hang out with her to this day. I still love her, and my only goal is to see that she's happy, without me. I still struggle sometimes with that, I still sometimes get pangs of jealousy whenever someone makes her laugh in that one way that I thought only I could. But she doesn't want me like that. She only wants me as a friend, a brother to her. And that's really the best I can do. All I can do from here is to make sure that she's happy, before I leave and try to find someone else to occupy my thoughts.
heck yeah, more solaria original songs! i particularly like the flow of this, it's amazing how well solaria sounds with so many different melodies!
I’m so excited for this!! Itll premiere at 11pm for me but I’m willing to stay up that long
I’ll surely be back to share my thoughts after the premiere :D
Edit: Back after the premiere, and once again, I'm blown away by how good this song is right off the bat, and only made in 10 days, its incredible! Solaria's voice is beautiful and nicely tuned here, I think it works really well in this style imo. I can't wait for what else you come up with in the future :)
now, the real question is, how fast will i be able to churn out fan art for this...
Girl!!!!
@@baskanagara hello! yes I was at the premiere hehe
I’m so happy you got here in time too!!
@@aureoberlinerinn4679 oh nice! :)
What do they mean when they say "my polarizing rationality"
Black and white thinking, I guess
this was so good!! i adore all your original songs and im so happy to see one using solaria 💕💕
This is gonna be great I can feel it!
I KNEW IT
Ok this is probably my new favorite song. You outdid yourself this time RIP! Its soooo clean its just (chefs kiss)
Oh my gosh!! I'm so happy to discover your work with this song! I love your style and I love this song, both in terms of rythm, flow, melody and lyrics.
This song means so much to me, in the way of it's relateableness, it potrays the emotions it was meant to so perfectly, and at the same time manages to be catchy and memorable and will get stuck in my head so easily! Piece of art!
I will literally listen to any song with solaria in it, I love her so much. I already loved the ones done by ghost and circus p, so this one should be no different
I found this by listening to a spotify radio and I could barely tell it was a vocaloid. You did such a good job
this is super catchy and god i am absolutely drooling over SOLARIA's vocals!! what a powerful and flexible voicebank after hearing what everyone's doing with it, and the variety!!
i hope this song eventually comes to spotify so i can loop it there ^^
I see a lot of comments relating this song to their BPD, I can relate this to my AvPD as well. I get so terrified of rejection, isolate, then when I find someone who I think I can be safe with tend to just... Well, go a bit too far, and when I'm rejected again I spiral. Fight not to isolate again, sometimes win, many times don't. Yet, low self-esteem tells me it was bound to happen, and I still want the best for them, it's a mess of emotions and fears. A vicious cycle, one I'm working on.
I relate this song to my DID
Solaria has a voice comparable to smooth, warm butter.
I love this to deaTh aaaaaa
Me fr for everyone I get attached to…I get attached to easily and then so dependent on them to talk to that they end up leaving. Or it may not even be me. And it hurts so bad when they leave :( because these people can be people I end up sharing so much life with. I openly share burdens with. It sucks getting attached easily
That's rough, buddy. Maybe you'll find someone who will reciprocate and try to help.
im at a moment in time where this song just almost perfectly narrates everything that has happened to me during these last 2 months and thats kind of scary actually like how did you see into my future specifically
This is genuinely incredible!!! This is definitely gonna be on repeat for a long time
this kicks ass, hits close to home, and is going to be on loop for the next six months. thanks
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD!! IT'S SO CATCHY AND SOLARIA MAKES IT BETTER!!