Saddest Moments in Video Games

20 of the saddest moments in video game history.
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0:00 Half-Life 2: Episode 2
0:53 Mafia: Definitive Edition
1:46 Ori and the Blind Forest
2:58 The Walking Dead
3:28 Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2
4:09 Call of Duty Modern Warfare 3
4:39 The Last of Us
5:49 The Last of Us 2
6:29 Final Fantasy XV
7:52 Spider-Man 2018
9:23 Red Dead Redemption 2
9:58 Titanfall 2
10:27 Cyberpunk 2077
11:06 The Witcher 3
12:00 Shadow of the Tomb Raider
13:05 Little Nightmares 2
13:32 Call of Duty Advanced Warfare
13:56 Infamous: Second Son
14:20 Wolfenstein II: The New Colossus
14:58 Star Wars Battlefront 2
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[@VIK7ORIO]

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[@PopTart81792]

Heh im first

[@oink-js6bp]

Heh im second

[@AroundTheBest]

I'm not sure how "To the Moon" didn't make this list. It's literally the saddest game I've played

[@Theladwhosemad]

@VIK7ORIO can i use some of these scences? I will give credit

[@Higher-Ground]

How come Versio is on here but Noble team isn’t?

[@stef0418]

Arther Morgans the only video game character death who ive ever cried for. The relationship you built with Arther was like no other.

[@TheOriginalDogass]

Same here, I literally cried for 2 days

[@dougie953]

Same, never cried in another video game

[@halomodzhd]

Hmm rdr2 and ghost of tsushima sad asf

[@klimite9441]

I agree

[@BeWaReJay]

The way you spell Arthur is like no other

[@TheBoss-jc6le]

Lee's and Arthur's death are the most heartbreaking I cried for days after arthur died best Protagonist ever

[@nickplays9735]

Very true

[@DARKENINGTIMES]

arthur, joel, tommy, and mono got me man, those games did a number on my soul

[@demonchild23]

what about joel?

[@robbiejohnston3174]

@@DARKENINGTIMES feminism and SJWs destroyed the second last of us game. For me I don’t even think of it as the real ending it was so pathetic

[@Durzeo]

I would never get over lee's death it always hurt seeing the man who protected clementine beg her to shoot him

[@kyeflint1]

Arthur Morgan, wasn’t the saddest but god damn did it hurt the most. I guess it wasn’t as sad because we had time to get used to the fact how he was dying and the fact he could die happy knowing he did what he wanted to before he died and their is a sense of sorrow in that he saved someone a lot like himself. The writing and acting in that game are in another league

[@aka4saad228]

For me it was the 2nd saddest and then Ezio Auditore death was first for me

[@aka4saad228]

@REEVE SINGH so did I just added another

[@aka4saad228]

@REEVE SINGH Don’t worry about it😁

[@aka4saad228]

@REEVE SINGH From Assassin Creed

[@pleata7259]

@@aka4saad228 When Ezio died I felt that

[@aritrachatterjee211]

Last Of Us is a series that made me cry.......for like days and more

[@m0rbidfear]

Its a fucking game how do cry for DAYS

[@locust1287]

@@m0rbidfear true

[@locust1287]

@@m0rbidfear but it is a sad game

[@ingry0]

@@m0rbidfear the texturs is real enough

[@Ibrahim-wr5fs]

Stop over exaggerating lmao, so cringe

[@Ap_0000]

I played a lot of games with sad endings but red dead redemption 2... I'm not even gonna hide it I cried a lot as a boy

[@jackgunsmith1632]

Boah, we sure did cry at the death of our good boah

[@Gatsu2199]

@@jackgunsmith1632 found ya Lenny

[@trollingisasport]

I cried just trying to play it past 5 hours with its clumsy as controls

[@idotmonke_AmericANA]

@@trollingisasport what

[@trollingisasport]

@@idotmonke_AmericANA you heard me. it controls like donkey balls. gameplay is boring.

[@shanehall75jamaicangamer12]

Last of us Sarah's death hits me hard the most 💔😔

[@vinutf2]

arthur morgan's death hit me like truck

[@jackgunsmith1632]

Both, bot were equally sad

[@BadMothaKalashnikov]

It was a hard blow, and yet that's only the start of the game. That game starts with an "Oh F" moment and has on the edge of seat, then Sarah gets shot... then the game actually begins. Very good writing on those two games.

[@alexandruciprianparpale452]

i say that joel is the most heartbreaking death from the entire tlou series

[@zay_tiggygaming]

Man when I first played that I knew that game was a gem. Cried first ten minutes

[@3legence]

Lee’s death made me cry for weeks, i loved the relationship he built with Clementine, it hurt so much. I even cried when he was bitten. It’s just so sad to see all the good characters die, it’s painful.

[@ZZR71]

Arthur Morgan's death was the only game I have ever cried on. I even replayed the game just to be with Arthur again.

[@zlrs0113]

What about Joel’s death, or John marston’s death. They were just as sad

[@BeWaReJay]

@@zlrs0113 John fulfilled his goal already, to protect his family. Arthur died not convincing Dutch that Mika was the rat of the group which made it so much sadder

[@dirty2na115]

I have cried on Arthur’s death and Witcher 3 blood and wine ending

[@dil5378]

same for me

[@jonathancartwheelfruitloop3071]

Same here bro
Same here 😔

[@crimsonslayer6641]

3:00 the one that made me cry the most. lee was such an amazing character, it never gets old

[@user-iq9li7ve5k]

Almost 10 years later and it still fucking hurts man😔😔

[@BeWaReJay]

Imagine if lee lived but died in season 4, would be the saddest death ever

[@crimsonslayer6641]

@@BeWaReJay indeed, rip lee 😔

[@user-iq9li7ve5k]

@@BeWaReJay well then we wouldn't have clem and Aj and S2 and 3 Kenny and generally most of the characters throughout the game lee's death was perfect timing in my opinion

[@Xport3]

Best game ever I don’t even care what anyone says, I’ve played so many games
Last of us, Detroit, dying light, Alan wake , literally any take u can think of I’ve played
The walking dead was the only one that literally made me silent 😢 Kenny n Lee

[@echostar034]

The voice actor for Price in Modern Warfare 3 expressed so much loss in his voice when talking about Soap... It FELT like a performance perfectly executed, like he was there, he WAS Price.

[@rahulverma8774]

Yeah
Soap was literally only person price cared for
Price was just a killing machine after his death

[@edwinmacharia3029]

Joel's death messed up my mind

[@bastar9781]

Same it was fucking impactful and honestly that scene still haunts me after a year

[@ballsackman8933]

With Johnny sins

[@exiles4527]

Joel also messed up his own mind oop-

[@isabelvacas8519]

I cried so much when he died, but when I finished the game I literally felt even worse.

[@Captain_Chromosome]

Naughty Dog got a Joel in one with that scene.

[@sander7295]

Honorable mention: The Last of Us 2 last Joel and Ellie scene on the porch night before he dies

[@flareboy166]

Ellie: I don't think I can ever forgive you for that
Ellie: But I would like to try
Joel: I'd like that

[@arenryven3007]

I get sad everytime I think about that scene

[@felizgaylord]

I just got angry and irritated

[@PhrenSo768]

Definitely sadder than the scene in this video. I wasn't sad when saw Joel's brain on the golf club I was upset and felt disgusted. For me that scene was everything but sad tbh

[@realwitdadrip1423]

Another one would be Clementine and AJs scene in the last episode of season 4

[@nexvenator689]

Aunt May’s death was a sad one for since I grew up watching spider man

[@aka4saad228]

Ikr

[@lmaoded1550]

Same

[@Innermeerkat3]

Sure it's sad but aruthurs death in rdr2 makes anut mays look like a mildly sad moment

[@snacc9940]

@@Innermeerkat3 exactly

[@Innermeerkat3]

@@snacc9940 aunt mays death is were you normally cry but with Arthur it’s like a dam

[@bashy61988]

7 years…. I still can’t get over lee’s death

[@resolvewolf6039]

The saddest deaths there were TLAOU Prt 1 and 2 and RDR2 Arthur's death

[@flareboy166]

The Last And Of Us Part I and II

[@jackgunsmith1632]

@REEVE SINGH I never understood why people cried for Roach and Ghost, despite playing all the other games and loving them a lot.

[@jackgunsmith1632]

@REEVE SINGH I understood soap completely. I guess it's because I was more of a Black Ops 1 fan, that's the game I grew up playing and it was my first Call of Duty ever. Aside from Reznov in BO1, the only other games that made me sad were Red Dead Redemption 2 and Detroit: Become Human.

[@jonasrdw9131]

And titanfall 2

[@resolvewolf6039]

@@jonasrdw9131 no idk what that is but the saddest were the ones I mentioned

[@janas7718]

Joel, Lee and Arthur: *dies*
Me: *starts listening sad music*

[@PathfinderAPEXV1]

Spider-Man and Titanfall 2 scenes hit me the hardest. Titanfall 2 entirely broke my heart because of BT's sacrifice...

[@matthewkirk9695]

BT was the only character I cared about in Titanfall 2

[@PathfinderAPEXV1]

@@matthewkirk9695 best ro-bro 😭

[@mustymememage6017]

Like how good does a game have to be to make me have emotions over a damn robot

[@thomasstone6267]

@@mustymememage6017 over a short period of time aswell titanfall 2 is like 7 hours

[@zlrs0113]

Rdr2, thou 1-2, and cod mw2 was way more sad than aunt may’s death IMO

[@bigdexmedia5233]

Spider-Man 2017, Red Dead Redemption 2, The Last of Us, Little Nightmares 2, and InFamous: Second Son hit me the hardest

[@Zantex115]

Spider-Man 2017?

[@sakanuian3467]

Never even played Spiderman or Infamous: SS but the whole "I'm proud of you" before someone dies just absolutely DESTROYS me. The first time I watched this video the Infamous death genuinely made me cry.

[@wlfrndz8743]

you gotta play infamous second son. its one of my favourite games of all time

[@ethereal1350]

Arthur Morgan’s death in RDR2 was definitely the saddest for me

[@necko697]

For me it was Joel

[@asves4536]

@@necko697 i played both rdr2 and lou but i still think rdr2 is way sadder, mainly because of the better storyline and character development rdr2 had. rdr2 also took around 60-80 hours to complete, and lou like 10 hours, so you get attached to rdr2 more because of the time you spend with it. both games are good though, i just personally like rdr2 better.

[@necko697]

@@asves4536 ok

[@asves4536]

@@necko697 just my opinion but everyone is different

[@forg4446]

Johns death made me mad Arthur’s made me cry.

[@qfr6s]

spiderman, red dead and little nightmares 2 hit me hard so bad

[@FirstSpearDefense]

You know that scene with Joel and Sarah hits a LOT different after you have kids. I can't imagine.

[@barrbruce9040]

My wife gave birth to my daughter few months after the game got out.
Let me tell you that this scene is still hard to watch even today

[@arnavbhatnagar3857]

I'll miss Joel and Arthur bad.

[@isayweirdshityk]

And lee

[@rizzjon]

Same

[@Based1889]

@@isayweirdshityk nah

[@isayweirdshityk]

@@Based1889 yea

[@jeonsdiary]

The ones who made me cry when I played
1- The walking dead Lee's death
2- The Last of Us Sarah's death
3- The Last of Us Part 2 Joel's death

[@Littleburgaboi]

You clearly haven’t played Red dead 2

[@turkishsztn4053]

Arthur Morgan's death and Geralt's reaction when he saws Vesemir's corpse gets me everytime. These are the only games made me cry so far.

[@Vextiion]

5:32 I nearly teared up

[@ZebraManStudios]

One of the greatest games ever made and one of the saddest moments in entertainment

[@jackgunsmith1632]

@@ZebraManStudios Personally I feel like The Last Of Us 1 wasn't very good, but once it ties in with the second game, I look back on who Joel used to be and then I just cry

[@zlrs0113]

@@jackgunsmith1632 how do you not like it, yes I know the computer can sometimes be dumb but the story and gameplay is a work of art. Tlou is another naughty dog masterpiece.

[@jackgunsmith1632]

@@zlrs0113 who knows

[@zlrs0113]

@@jackgunsmith1632 you should play it again I think (I’m not trying to force you btw) because you figure out secret messages

[@jerjastrs95]

Definitely the Soap's. After through a lot of pain, Zakhaev's mess , Shepherd's afterfight recovery in Mumbai, he failed to survive in Prague.
Send my regards to others, especially Roach and Ghost, Captain. Thank you for your dedication.

[@Juke11]

I don’t really cry during sad moments in movies, games, etc but Lee, Ghost&Roach, Aunt May, Joel, Jackie, and Arthur’s deaths were the ones that were really close to almost making me cry.

[@piefish]

Ep2's ending having been the last moment in the Half Life series for over a decade makes it so heartbreaking

[@jeongminkim4409]

Thank god, Eli's death was subverted.

[@luclucianobr]

finnaly someone talks about ep2

[@mollyhendricks1437]

Little Nightmares 2 is the only video game that i have played so far that made me cry so hard.

[@Pyrokess]

Fun fact: there is binary on coopers helmet which reads “jack?” After BT’s chassis is exploded. Which indicates some of him is still alive.

[@Evercreeper]

sarahs death always gets me man

[@charlottebernhardt940]

I’ve never played Ori, but damn that scene made me tear up.

[@4nna8096]

Thank you for including Little Nightmares 2… well, not thanks because I’m crying again, but thanks for including it because I haven’t seen it in any sad game moments videos before. I bloody love those games, they are so good!

[@burnt_sandman2009]

Arthur Morgan’s death is the only thing I have cried to in a video game

[@facefullvoid7273]

Then I guess you never played the first game.

[@burnt_sandman2009]

@@facefullvoid7273 Johns death was also sad

[@lokazy176]

The walking dead got me the most man I can't even watch that one anymore

[@realwitdadrip1423]

Season 4 was also pretty sad

[@realwitdadrip1423]

@Anon142 lol same. But the scene where AJ looks like he has his final moments with her was so sad bro 😭

[@boranyilmaz7932]

The improved that mafia scene so much with the remake, he accepted his fate

[@valou-scaling]

Arthur and Aunt May were heartbreaking, and I feel like Iden’s death is pretty underrated…

[@impa2787]

Legit the only times I’ve cried in a video game, was Soap’s, Arthur’s death.

[@exiledben2684]

No matter what happens in years to come with new games, no moment will ever be as sad as Lee dying.

[@astarothmonarchofmagic7383]

rip

[@imsimplicity558]

Facts, the flashback scene in the final season had me bawling bro

[@asves4536]

rdr2?

[@exiledben2684]

@@asves4536 nah I don’t think so. Still my favourite ever game & the best of all time though.

[@lumbagolosis1899]

@@exiledben2684 Eh, I cried when Lee died kinda but Arthur... Yeah, no, that hit ten times harder than anyone else

[@j4james590]

Thank you for putting little nightmares 2 on this. It was right for the list.

[@fenukii]

Maria's death in Gears of War 2 also needs a mention here. I bawled my eyes out at that one.

[@H20MAXAMAS]

Arthur is the only time I have cried while playing a game it hurts and still hurts
We didnt know we were making memories we were just having fun - a legendary commenter

[@chidiamuta3014]

The saddest:
The walking dead
Rdr 2
Final fantasy XV
Tlou 1 and 2
Cod MW
Spider man

[@Spifel]

I agree

[@kevingame3198]

Scarlet nexus anyone

[@Sketch_201]

Rdr1 anyone?

[@praneelsinha7607]

@@kevingame3198 wtf is that sh!t

[@jjbolts3988]

I would personally flip this but add in battlefield 4 maybe as like 3rd

[@wolf8088]

Witcher 3 meeting ciri and rdr2 Arthur's death is the best

[@noobkiddo6522]

I cried when Arthur Morgan's died, and I'm not ashamed to said it.... It's the saddest
And for Little Nightmares 2, I didn't cry when Six betrayed Mono, I cried when Mono turn into Thin Man.

[@strokedatthang98]

I was left sobbing after BT's death. It was so unexpected

[@MarekFavoritSuchy30]

Arthur's death was so depressing because getting killed by the rat of the game is just sad and the death scene made me genuinely cry

[@ctonyoutube6206]

80% of the comments are about Arthur Morgan. This shows how powerful and meaning this character is.

[@dr.donkey765]

Ori and the blind Forest actually gave me depression 😭

[@louiemeister9646]

Bt and Arthur 😔

[@thehunter_3414]

Or Jhon from rd1 but bt was sad.

[@lilsiggy8659]

Arthurs death made me cry so bad, the Music and everything makes it so sad

[@skypoof3624]

Bt’s death was the first that has ever gotten me to tear up a bit.

[@janettellewellyn9148]

Good job on vid man mad me cry and it relly good

[@lazerrer]

After Arthur died i fell into depression it was so sad he didnt deserve to be left out and not trusted

[@Ibrahim-wr5fs]

Bruh all these comments seeking attention, you literally have no idea about what depression is, don't get depression and sadness mixed up

[@teodordimitrov9139]

@@Ibrahim-wr5fs its called post game depression , nothing to do with the normal depression. also who is seeking attention? people are just commenting what they think.

[@Ibrahim-wr5fs]

@@teodordimitrov9139 'i fell into depression' that literally says it all, and dude you liked ur own comment so I'm not gonna take u seriously

[@fritz3409]

9:23 made me almost cry :/

[@cryogenicmist]

Probably my favorite game of all time.

[@Gatsu2199]

@@cryogenicmist same

[@bokonet6422]

@@cryogenicmist same

[@Everyminute247]

Oh Arthur 😢

[@thekingducko]

titanfall 1 and 2 were such great games. it’s sad they didn’t continue it.

[@athulyanair3050]

I just recently finished playing 2020 final fantasy 7 remake interlude. Having been a huge an of the oiginal ff7 from 1997, my heart was literally clenching as I played down the formidable path that left gamers scarred for over 2 decades. I especially made it a point to cherish every little moment with Aerith as I fell more and more in love with her throughout the gameplay. The remake is only part 1 of the whole story that is yet to launch. As I patienty wait...a part of me dies inside knowing what comes next. Especially due to the improved new gen graphics, I am all too scared to face her death in such quality knowng fully well how bad it impacted me back in the days even with low poly figures and no voice dubbed dialogues.

[@Liashortss]

Sheperd : kills ghost and roach
Price n soap : sheperd was online 1 second ago

[@AJ-gd7tc]

That lee one gets me everytime

[@theweirdmaniac847]

When I first played titanfall 2 I actually cried a little bit since bt lived for so long and it’s sad seeing that a human and a robot had such a strong bond

[@barzanfarsat7424]

Just one game made me cry that is red dead redemption 2

[@mariiuus]

the saddest for me is the end of TLOU 2, pain

[@RatedRLoquender]

And the start... and... all the game is sad :(

[@yeetman2773]

That is also why I like the first TLOU more than the second

[@sebastianvillefrancecasper4739]

Mr. Morgan said: "Face me to the the west when I die. I wanna see the sun set" I will always remember that.

[@h.e.scompany446]

9:38 Arthur last breath

[@vanisplanis1974]

Very strong feelings .. some of these stories come to mind .. Some people just say game. I call it a masterpiece.

[@arthurmorgan2090]

The most sad is rdr2,twd😓😭
And where's mason death?

[@Gatsu2199]

@REEVE SINGH fr i cried like a bitch during rdr2 and mw2 ending

[@caiovargascomarella2996]

No. Tlou2 is more.

[@fmlam4906]

I think the saddest is Super Mario Galaxy.

[@theultimatelifeform9840]

Masons death in BO2 made me cry once I found out who was under the bag same goes to Hudson

[@Darkzen210]

Mason death is avoidable just shoot mason in the leg and he lives

[@goo_90]

Thank god you added Lara Croft in this list.

[@NeokoriZockt]

1:46 FUUUUUCK it took one frame for me to burst into tears, knowing which scene this was 😭

[@rb-go6wt]

The fact that the last of us was released with that story...that’s the sad part

[@Megelos]

Infamous one was pretty good and underrated by how good the acting itself was there compared to others where it just looked like they were waiting to speak their lines

[@makky223]

I randomly clicked on my subscribtions page and I thought "who is this?" so I checked you out. Turns out you were the overwatch content creator that I used to watch in middle school omg. I missed you 🙉💞

[@itsjack905]

everyone is talking about arthur's death when i keep crying on eli vance's death and the way that alyx vance's kept crying over him i still can't stop these tears.

[@Jacksparrow-tg7yh]

The most saddest thing is that Arthur Morgan died while he was alone. but the other video game characters, with the guys they love him/her

[@nines8123]

naru's death always makes me cry and this time is no different GOD IT MAKES ME SO SAD

[@petermajerciak2270]

I have not played the game but this was really sad, so true. I would tell that is for sure the saddest one from all scenes here. Probably because there is no dialogue and that makes the scene even more atmospheric.

[@elhormiguerodelracionamiento]

Don't Forget the Halo Saga Deaths...
Cortana at Halo 4
Sgt. Johnson at Halo 3
Kat, Jorge, Carter's Death...

[@noodlevan6689]

That’s exactly what I was thinking, there is literally no halo deaths in this

[@elhormiguerodelracionamiento]

@@noodlevan6689 Yes, and sadly its a very known saga like for not being seen here...

[@mykeg5631]

5:50 so many emotions going thro my head

[@tachonka4747]

well we both know whats going through joels head

[@_leo_8111]

@@tachonka4747 A golf stick

[@robowolfgaming8775]

Although these lives are lost, we carry them with us in our memories, in our hearts

[@Trif0lium_]

Ori is so sad man. And it was like a couple of minutes the game has started. Made me think a couple of times whether I should play it or not.

[@gstorm0976]

Only legends will remember this R.I.P BT 10:00

[@manansharma756]

Thank you COD, for making my childhood so amazing 😢
I miss those days and those were the only ones that made me truly happy 😭♥️

[@Barrelraider]

2b death in the first half of Nier Automata traumatized me and by the end of the game I was hollow inside 😶 Such an underrated profound gaming moment.

[@saildoth9183]

me: "ooooo sad game moments?! I hope there is gonna be Ori in it!"
the video: *has Ori and the Blind Forest in it*
me: "YESSSSS!!!"
also me: "but where is Ori and the Will of the Wisps??? :("
(i think Ori and the Will of the Wisps is MUCH sadder then Ori and the Blind Forest...)
also RESPEC to this video knowing what Ori is... The game is so underrated and deserves more attention.

[@whippethacreem7299]

Lee's death fucking broke me, man.

[@BeanBag343]

I know it's not on the list, but What Remains of Edith Finch is a major heartbreaker. It's a game about how each family member died prematurely and in horrible ways. A baby drowns in a bathtub while his mother argues with her ex on the phone, a 13-year-old boy is impaled by a totem pole when his parents left him outside in a storm, and Lewis' story. . . that one I don't want to ruin for you

[@sirrismendozasunlessrealms5775]

I wanted to see the last cinematic from the Krieg´s dlc in Borderlands 3. His "reencounter" with Maya in the only place she still lives: his memory; sharing his past self with his phsycopath self is one of the most beautiful scenes I have experienced.

[@clementine_habibi1234]

Well thanks for putting Lee and clementine.. that shit still hurts ;(

[@Brahmin1829]

Ghost's Death Hits Different

[@Skillzzzzzzz]

“It’s ok…I’ll see you on the other side”
Saddest quote😔

[@vansharora6937]

Arthur. Chapter VI had merely just started showing us the kind and soft heart of Arthur before plot killed him. Truly an astonishing character. He was the only character who made me cry because of a video game. Have to give Rockstar that.

[@B0UNTY01]

Arthur’s death is the saddest of them all

[@vitocvito6629]

Yes it is

[@Thuggafrmdaraq]

Lee death really made me cry so many times

[@REInz-ActRL]

The list of my saddest moments in video games:
- Lee's death.
- Arthur Morgan's death.
- Ghost, Roach, Yuri, Delta, Soap, and Gaz death in the old modern warfare trilogy.
- Charles's sacrifice from Henry Stickmin.
- Alex and Roth's death in Tomb Raider 2013.
- Jackie, Peggy, Winston, and Uncle Po's death in Sleeping Dogs.
- Aunt May's death in Spiderman.
- Roman's death in GTA 4.

[@LordRevanthePowerful]

That breath after the shot wasn’t lee’s last breath it was his voice actor crying

[@georgemayri6755]

9:24 I'm crying😭.

[@andregarcia7261]

Arthurs’s death is the saddest thing I’ve ever played through.

[@Doggyps3]

That bus stop scene with Arthur.. when he said he was afraid.. that was the saddest moment in RDR2

[@no_rust_4950]

Glad to see people getting around to liking tlou2 it took me a while but now I love it.