this song makes me want to get in a car and drive into a rainy night while street lights are on, driving my way to the highway as fast as i can. i want to drive so reckless and blast this song till it hurts. i want to drive fast windows rolled down, music loud and going like 200 mph on a highway. sorry about this, im going through some relationship problems and hard to keep myself up with everything going on.
Hey man, i know it’s been a couple of months now. I hope you’re doing better by now, it’s alright to feel this way when you’re going through this type of stuff. I’m sure you’re quite young too no? You still have your whole life ahead of you, try to focus on yourself and practice self love. That’s really all you need🙂
The days feel like a broken record, constantly repeating and never bringing anything new to the table. I wake up upset, knowing that as long as I wake up every morning, nothing is going to change. The only change that ever happens is my ever growing sleep deprivation, dreading to close my eyes, knowing that I’ll just open them back up to the usual desensitizing thing that I go through every day. Ive been alone for so long that I’ve become desensitized to it, choosing unwillingly to keep to myself. There is no reason to escape, but there is no reason to stay. 🔥🔥🔥💯
The way my brain splattered in the wall 😂😂😂 and the way my mom was so sad that her baby died yeah the one that she didn’t love. I’m at my limit I’m bout to relate💯
Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul
I wanna kill my self, im a retard, im a dumbass, hopeless... full of dreams. I cant do anything, i try and i try and it all crumbles in my face, at this point i wanna struggle, i want bat things to happen to me. So many people who are worse then me are 10× more succsesful and happy, why are religious people happy? I wanna be regigious but i just cant. I cant belive, i cant be happy by any means, im not gonna kill my self but its gonna be the same if i do, i just want to suffer. To eternaly watch myself push up, only for me myself to fall down farther then i was previusly. If i could i would not exsist, but im not one to make that happen, i listen in my room as im rwiting this mess in youtube comments but in my head i wish for a bullet to help me turn myself off for the end of my time, every thing that makes me happy im not good at, i have friends and nice parents and yet im sad and deppresed and angry. Im still angry at myself for being sad, and at the world for everything i cant controle. Sometimes i imagine how my life would be if my brother died from cancer a year ago, and i feel like a monster for imagening everything the same as it is now, i want to die, i want to die, i want to die, i want to die i w a n t t o d i e zelim da umrem toliko bedno ali necu, to nije resenje, i josuvek samo cu patiti kao debil, just like sisyphus i never get to be happy, you can only imagine
Everyday i say to myself in one way or another "your almost there man just a bit more" and its what kept me going even when i had nothing i have been ruthlessly driven to what i thought was my limit and yet i never broke. And to everyone in this comment section im sure this nothing to you but if it does then i want you to know that i love you and so many people also care about you and love you so if your at your breaking point just remember that there is so so so much more than you would think so please just keep going i love you guys stay safe❤️
The way that people have pushed me to trusting nobody with my personal thoughts and made me think that if I mess up or share to many thoughts people will hate me for it😂💯🔥
@@calincretu335 Wtf are you talking about? You know nothing of this person's experience other than they're struggling with trust issues. Go touch grass.
I hope things get better for you dude, I can relate a lot to being boxed in by trust issues from other people's past reactions and stuff. I don't know how far you are in life, but if you aren't an adult yet you can atl look forward to a fresh slate with new people. At least, that's what I tell myself.
humans dont splat but rather explode, you would have to fall a height higher than the earths atmosphere to “splat”, as if you jumped off a skyscraper you would more explode
The way you put down the gun, went back down the elevator, stepped down the stool, put down the knife and then went to find meaning in your life, to tell to your mother you love her, went by the rest of your days knowing that you could've put an end to this, to the life you live in, the only thing you've known and will ever know, but you chose to stay a little bit further, a little bit longer. The way you found, despite your struggles, happiness and peace of mind. The way you kept going, staying strong and humble for the rest of your life. "Despite having no way to win, no purpose, Sisyphus kept going, finding meaning in his absurd, restless journey, laughing at irony of his existence every time he failed to push the boulder to the end of the hill. He forged himself a path in his absurd punishment by defying the gods by keeping going despite having no way to win, despite the journey of rolling the boulder up the hill could not have been different to one outcome: failure. One must imagine Sisyphus happy."
no, it was just my cowardice. im too scared to do it, im too scared of what is waiting for me. so i live this life filled with suffering for no reason at all.
i dont want to live anymore my life hasn't been the same since 2020 quarantine f me up, every single day was the exact same, it felt as in a loop and su!cide was the only way out i lost all my social skills and appetite during quarantine i used to be way fatter till i started starving myself because i just couldn't handle it i was depressed but had no one to talk to i still am the same to this very day
i havent seen my grandmother for 6 years my grandma left my grandfather when i was 7 years olds this year i am going to turn 13 and i still didnt meet her again once my dad 2 min ago came into my room saying that my grandma was on the phone and she wanted to talk to me she told me that when she left my grandfather she tought sshe was going to still able to see me turns out i am going to see her again tomorrow i have been dreaming of this call for years
The way my mother held me tightly in her arms as she cried for her baby to wake up after finding my unresponsive body in a bath tub filed with blood 🤣🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀
If you see this. Don’t end it. Your worth it. Say it with me. Your perfect. Your worth it. You can do it. I know how you feel. Make sure you eat. Even if you don’t feel like it. Drink some water. You are worth it. I’ve been through this. I tried ending my life. I starved myself before, it hurts seeing all theses comments. I love you.
All the high-fashion freaks sway in sync with the rhythm Back and forth, back and forth All the pill connoisseurs and the secret saboteurs Got the fever for surveillance and the night life
This song is great (I lost my school friends, my love and affection from my parents, and my will to continue on. I don’t know what to do anymore as a 19 year old. I don’t know who I am anymore, I feel like I’m wearing masks of facades and personas everyday of my life I don’t know if I want to do uni or just struggle to find a job.)
Keep going… seek God. keep rolling that stone up hill. I was so lost, in the same boat your in. Now I’m 23 with a family. They are my reason for living. You gotta keep going until you find yours my friend. Take care brother
No-one reaches out to me. Im the only one to start the conversation. No one wants me around them. Everyone thinks im weird, or a pussy with no willpower. I just want to be in a friendship or relationship for more then 5 months. I always put my trust in people to stay with me bit no one keeps their promise. Its not like its their fault. Im a struggle to be around. I just cant take this feeling of loneliness anymore.
This hits really hard, especially with having to always initiate conversations. I'd offer advice but I'm in your same boat, except I managed to mask well enough to find some ride-or-die type friends. You will meet an insurmountable amount of people if you keep getting up though, if college or work is ahead of you that gives you two huge opportunities to meet completely new people. Goodspeed, OP
I’m not feel to good tonight i feel like i do not deserve living anymore. my only desire is to look exactly like the male models and men with a very masculine appearance but i know i will never achieve that and i still try. it’s so hard to keep going on because of the double standards of having to look like someone you’re not. i have not a single reason but i want to go around punching holes into walls and destroying public/private property just because of my own personal issues and i can’t take it anymore. sometimes i wish i could just “take a break” from living and have moments to think to myself and communicate with others who understand not bullshit friends who block you when you tell them how you feel and how long you’ve felt like this. i know i’m not depressed but i think there’s something else that’s wrong with me. i can’t take this pain anymore i’m going to actually start causing pain on others if i don’t change. i swear i’m trying my best to be happy but it’s not enough i feel like i need more friends, more public events, and more music to distract me from the intrusive thoughts.
i would do anything to hear this song again for the first time
this is my first time hearing the song😭😭😭
Why don’t you post videos any more bruh 😭😭😭
@@diegoluna789 idk what to post 💀
Real
Real. 🫡
I’m constantly at my limit😂🔥💯
im gonna jump 🤣😂🤣😪😹😹🤧🤧
bruh i don’t even know how i made it this far tbh
Real 😂😂😂
Real
real
"Did you sleep well?" No bro I was overthinking all night😂😂🙏🙏💯
relatable
Only the emptiness of the walls drive me insan😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
“Wya bro?” At my limit😂
The way days seem to never end 😂💀😹
these comments always make me laugh although knowing that i can never be the same
Real
Real
Real.
one must imagine skateskull588 happy
The way the barrel slipped in my mouth💀😂
real
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The way I blew my brains out 🤣🤣
WE PUSHIN A BOULDER FOR ETERNITY WITH THIS ONE 🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥
sisyphus
I am going to play Sisyphus simulator, I will comment when I get the rock to the top
@@aidanalexander5930 did you do it
@@aidanalexander5930oh god
it was 3 week lol @@aidanalexander5930
The way I cry every night 😂🙏‼️
Real
this song is pushing me to my breaking point😂💯🙏🏽
Real
real
Real
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it never got better
Real
real
Trust the procces🤞
it got worse
this song makes me want to get in a car and drive into a rainy night while street lights are on, driving my way to the highway as fast as i can. i want to drive so reckless and blast this song till it hurts. i want to drive fast windows rolled down, music loud and going like 200 mph on a highway.
sorry about this, im going through some relationship problems and hard to keep myself up with everything going on.
I feel you on that sentiment.
Try getting out, walking, biking. Whatever. It will help alot.and eat your vegetables.
@@sryburn641thank you. I don't get some new advice from anyone anymore so this means a lot to me
Hey man, i know it’s been a couple of months now. I hope you’re doing better by now, it’s alright to feel this way when you’re going through this type of stuff. I’m sure you’re quite young too no? You still have your whole life ahead of you, try to focus on yourself and practice self love. That’s really all you need🙂
the way the shotguns barrel hit the roof of my mouth🤣
Then you fucking crash
the way this rope hugs me on the neck 😂🤣🤣💯
The days feel like a broken record, constantly repeating and never bringing anything new to the table. I wake up upset, knowing that as long as I wake up every morning, nothing is going to change. The only change that ever happens is my ever growing sleep deprivation, dreading to close my eyes, knowing that I’ll just open them back up to the usual desensitizing thing that I go through every day. Ive been alone for so long that I’ve become desensitized to it, choosing unwillingly to keep to myself. There is no reason to escape, but there is no reason to stay. 🔥🔥🔥💯
real
The way the voices in my head won’t stop😂💯💯🙏
real.
The way the voices tell me to go the wrong way 😂😂
The way the barrel of the gun went right to my head. 😂😂
The way my brain splattered in the wall 😂😂😂 and the way my mom was so sad that her baby died yeah the one that she didn’t love. I’m at my limit I’m bout to relate💯
real
@@matt5939 real
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cant wait to cry to this
today is someday. embrace every single emotion. it can kill cancer.
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the way i pour my heart out to my family only for them to downplay my issues😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀
This is so me fr
Lmao Same 😂😂😂💀💀☺️😆
real.
Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul Life is nothing but a punishment for the soul
Yeah man! Makes me so happy! 😅😅😂😂😊😊
who else up replaying the happy memories in their head that don't fucking exist😂😂😂
😂😂😂
Me real couldn’t describe it more perfect
@doorarius5417
The sequence of events 💀
😭🔫💀
I wanna kill my self, im a retard, im a dumbass, hopeless... full of dreams. I cant do anything, i try and i try and it all crumbles in my face, at this point i wanna struggle, i want bat things to happen to me. So many people who are worse then me are 10× more succsesful and happy, why are religious people happy? I wanna be regigious but i just cant. I cant belive, i cant be happy by any means, im not gonna kill my self but its gonna be the same if i do, i just want to suffer. To eternaly watch myself push up, only for me myself to fall down farther then i was previusly. If i could i would not exsist, but im not one to make that happen, i listen in my room as im rwiting this mess in youtube comments but in my head i wish for a bullet to help me turn myself off for the end of my time, every thing that makes me happy im not good at, i have friends and nice parents and yet im sad and deppresed and angry. Im still angry at myself for being sad, and at the world for everything i cant controle. Sometimes i imagine how my life would be if my brother died from cancer a year ago, and i feel like a monster for imagening everything the same as it is now, i want to die, i want to die, i want to die, i want to die i w a n t t o d i e zelim da umrem toliko bedno ali necu, to nije resenje, i josuvek samo cu patiti kao debil, just like sisyphus i never get to be happy, you can only imagine
Realest fucking comment right here
Everyday i say to myself in one way or another "your almost there man just a bit more" and its what kept me going even when i had nothing i have been ruthlessly driven to what i thought was my limit and yet i never broke. And to everyone in this comment section im sure this nothing to you but if it does then i want you to know that i love you and so many people also care about you and love you so if your at your breaking point just remember that there is so so so much more than you would think so please just keep going i love you guys stay safe❤️
“It gets better” No it dosen’t bro 😂😆
Relatable
if anything it gets so fucking worse!
real
I wish… I wish it did… it gets worse… it won’t be better for me at least… power through fellas!
i love my life i am not depressed i do not want to kill myself i love my life i am not depressed i do not want to kill my self i love my life
Lies..
Yes good
I envy you…
This the kind of pain that no bandaid can fix 💀💀👎😭🥱
the road looking real comfy😆
ong 🔥🔥
The way the note on my bed is under my pillow now😂😂😂
i cant do this anymore im crumbling apart i cant hold on anymore bro
The way I'm about to take a bath with a toaster 🔥🔥⚡
Real(bro I am going insane I want to break everything around me)
Skill issues
This made me laugh and I'm sorry for it
But your bread is gonna get soggy
This song makes me want to paint the walls red with a loud bang
That’s creative
the way i slowly faded way over the years and have been reduced to nothing but a shadow of who i used to be😂
The way that people have pushed me to trusting nobody with my personal thoughts and made me think that if I mess up or share to many thoughts people will hate me for it😂💯🔥
no accountability behavior. Everybody responsible except you. Just remove yourself
@@calincretu335 Wtf are you talking about? You know nothing of this person's experience other than they're struggling with trust issues. Go touch grass.
I hope things get better for you dude, I can relate a lot to being boxed in by trust issues from other people's past reactions and stuff. I don't know how far you are in life, but if you aren't an adult yet you can atl look forward to a fresh slate with new people. At least, that's what I tell myself.
They said it'll get better 😹
still waiting
the way im starting to remember all my traumas and regrets all of a sudden 😂😂😂.
so real
This song is a vibe inside a room with anything you would like in it
Okay
deadass listened to the whole video nonstop… should i be proud?
real
yes
Yes
The Way i jumped off that roof splattering all over the ground 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
humans dont splat but rather explode, you would have to fall a height higher than the earths atmosphere to “splat”, as if you jumped off a skyscraper you would more explode
@@stupidfurries I don’t go splat I go boowomp
the way I took the elevator to the rooftop 😂😂💪
blasting this to my ears and crying
Real
Real🫡
what else did you blast against your ear???🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
The way I was crying, screaming, gasping for air, constantly saying sorry, after my mom found out abt my sh ☠️😹😹🙏🏻💯
Hey, I know it's been 9 months but I can relate to this comment a lot. I hope you're doing better dude
The way the noose tied itself
The way gravity actually worked when i jumped
The way I drove the car off that cliff
The way you put down the gun, went back down the elevator, stepped down the stool, put down the knife and then went to find meaning in your life, to tell to your mother you love her, went by the rest of your days knowing that you could've put an end to this, to the life you live in, the only thing you've known and will ever know, but you chose to stay a little bit further, a little bit longer. The way you found, despite your struggles, happiness and peace of mind. The way you kept going, staying strong and humble for the rest of your life. "Despite having no way to win, no purpose, Sisyphus kept going, finding meaning in his absurd, restless journey, laughing at irony of his existence every time he failed to push the boulder to the end of the hill. He forged himself a path in his absurd punishment by defying the gods by keeping going despite having no way to win, despite the journey of rolling the boulder up the hill could not have been different to one outcome: failure. One must imagine Sisyphus happy."
One who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thought
@@AndresLopez-ox5gy what
@@Katze.auf.Wassermelone just comen sense
no, it was just my cowardice. im too scared to do it, im too scared of what is waiting for me. so i live this life filled with suffering for no reason at all.
@@astroyeaster9464 there is suffering, but you must not dwell on pains and troubles, but savour and enjoy moments of happiness.
The way my m911 pointing at my neck and red liquid splattered was the best moment I had ever experienced 😂😂😂
I go through so much stuff every day ong im not gonna make it till next year 💀😭💯💯💯
U got it bro ik you can do it
I’m all ways here bro
I failed no suicide September 💯💯💯
Hope u didn't disconnect from life
Hey how is it
the way I put all of the Benadryl in my mouth 😭‼️‼️
bro is the bendadryl bombarder (i have 1 day left)
GUYS IM HANGING MYSELF I THINK IM GONNA BE THE HIGHEST IN THE ROOM 😂😂💯
😟🙃🫡😭
This is a perfect song because it reminded me of something I'm going to do tomarrow
Sorry This is nine months late but
What did you do that tomorrow?💀
@@JoseSuarez-kh5yluh i dont think he can answer you anymore
The more I listen to this song the more I wanna relapse
What is your venom?
@@samanthahydeker7914 snake venom is pretty dangerous I would hope it isn't that
the way i'm writing the note 😂
Real💀🫡
The way the rope slid over my head 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
i dont want to live anymore
my life hasn't been the same since 2020
quarantine f me up, every single day was the exact same, it felt as in a loop and su!cide was the only way out
i lost all my social skills and appetite during quarantine
i used to be way fatter till i started starving myself because i just couldn't handle it
i was depressed but had no one to talk to
i still am the same to this very day
I can’t live like this anymore.
Bro think about your mom sorry for my english
The first 4 notes really hit different when it's early in the morning or late at night and you get goosebumps imagining...
“How’s life?”
Bad 😂😂💯💯
We got tomorrow tomorrow 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
real.
i woke up today. wish i didnt :D
Life will get better they said, you will find better people they said 😹😹
The way my car wants to kiss the tree 😂😂
the way the glock 18 randomly ended up in mouth 🤣
MY LOVE SONG I LOVE THIS SONG THIS SONG IS A LIVE
The way I might unalive myself 😂
The way the revolver flung at my neck🤣💯💯💯🔥🔥
Me: *listening this song for 1 hr*
Also me: *turns on loop mode so I can listen this song for eternity*
life is so complex
i havent seen my grandmother for 6 years my grandma left my grandfather when i was 7 years olds this year i am going to turn 13 and i still didnt meet her again once my dad 2 min ago came into my room saying that my grandma was on the phone and she wanted to talk to me she told me that when she left my grandfather she tought sshe was going to still able to see me turns out i am going to see her again tomorrow i have been dreaming of this call for years
The way the cold steel of the barrel was shoved to my right temple and fired
the way i cried all night to this HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
I learned this song now to master the lyrics this hour on loop should do.
The way my mother held me tightly in her arms as she cried for her baby to wake up after finding my unresponsive body in a bath tub filed with blood 🤣🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀
I hope you're alright 💗
bro what💀
real
this one wins
this is so me
If you see this. Don’t end it. Your worth it. Say it with me. Your perfect. Your worth it. You can do it. I know how you feel. Make sure you eat. Even if you don’t feel like it. Drink some water. You are worth it. I’ve been through this. I tried ending my life. I starved myself before, it hurts seeing all theses comments. I love you.
felt like shit, drank some water, all better
Lier it doesnt get better
the way i’m at the edge of a tall building😂💀😭
Real
real
real
All the high-fashion freaks sway in sync with the rhythm
Back and forth, back and forth
All the pill connoisseurs and the secret saboteurs
Got the fever for surveillance and the night life
This song is great (I lost my school friends, my love and affection from my parents, and my will to continue on. I don’t know what to do anymore as a 19 year old. I don’t know who I am anymore, I feel like I’m wearing masks of facades and personas everyday of my life I don’t know if I want to do uni or just struggle to find a job.)
Keep going… seek God. keep rolling that stone up hill. I was so lost, in the same boat your in.
Now I’m 23 with a family. They are my reason for living. You gotta keep going until you find yours my friend.
Take care brother
this is truly a peak of the mountains of rock and rolling
Pain is temporary, swag is forever 😎!
i wish 😂😂😂😂😂😂
other way around 🤣🤣
Pain is forever, swag is temporary 😂😂💯💯💯
Good attitude laddy
One must imagine Sisyphus happy
the way the knife slid across my wrist, the way it tied around my neck
I can't stop thinking about ending it 👍😎🤣🤣👌😂😂
There is not finna be no 2023 for me 🤣🤣
the way it loaded itself 🤣😂
Feel like jumping off a building rn 🤣🙏
jump
@@user2154 just did
@@lacedtabs000 ❤️
This song gives a new meaning to rock and roll
The way this song makes me sob and makes me wake up to reality and realize everything that’s happening in my life 😂😂😂
the way my mouth aint chewing food for the next 3 days 😂😂🤣💯🔥
the way i was reading every comment the whole day 😂😂😂🙏🙏💯
The way I ran into traffic🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂
No-one reaches out to me. Im the only one to start the conversation. No one wants me around them. Everyone thinks im weird, or a pussy with no willpower. I just want to be in a friendship or relationship for more then 5 months. I always put my trust in people to stay with me bit no one keeps their promise. Its not like its their fault. Im a struggle to be around. I just cant take this feeling of loneliness anymore.
then improve yourself so that you're not a fuckin struggle to be around. If you cant, seek professional help. That's it.
This hits really hard, especially with having to always initiate conversations. I'd offer advice but I'm in your same boat, except I managed to mask well enough to find some ride-or-die type friends. You will meet an insurmountable amount of people if you keep getting up though, if college or work is ahead of you that gives you two huge opportunities to meet completely new people. Goodspeed, OP
the way i walked to the balcony so fast🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
The way my life seems pointless😂😂😂
real (help)
Pain is my only friend, always by my side, sleeps with me and wakes up with me🔥🔥🔥🔥🤪🤪😩😩😳😳
legends say one must imagine sisyphus happy... hes been rolling for 2000 years... i dont know why this never ends seems sisyphus is still rolling...
"One must imagine Sisyphus happy"
🫡
The way the water flowed lifelessly out of the glowstone frame and onto the grass...
😔
The way I thought of how I lost everything💀😂
The way the voices in my head tell me to do it every night 24/7😂😂😂💀💀💀
real
I’m not feel to good tonight i feel like i do not deserve living anymore. my only desire is to look exactly like the male models and men with a very masculine appearance but i know i will never achieve that and i still try. it’s so hard to keep going on because of the double standards of having to look like someone you’re not. i have not a single reason but i want to go around punching holes into walls and destroying public/private property just because of my own personal issues and i can’t take it anymore. sometimes i wish i could just “take a break” from living and have moments to think to myself and communicate with others who understand not bullshit friends who block you when you tell them how you feel and how long you’ve felt like this. i know i’m not depressed but i think there’s something else that’s wrong with me. i can’t take this pain anymore i’m going to actually start causing pain on others if i don’t change. i swear i’m trying my best to be happy but it’s not enough i feel like i need more friends, more public events, and more music to distract me from the intrusive thoughts.
I hope you are feeling much better
fr
Do it
real real real real real real
Im sorry you feel this way me too…
Constantly in a state of suffering
painkillers aint gonna solve this one🤣☠
one can only imagine sisyphus happy.
This song is such a sad comfort for me I love it.
the way i got into the car and pressed on the gas at max speed down the highway 😂🤣