Interview from 2014: YUNG LEAN: I think it started off as a character. I think Yung Lean was everything Jonathan wasn’t. And then I realized that Jonathan… BLADEE: Jonathan was gone.
Sticks and stones in my body I close my eyes, I want to leave my body I feel like I'm dying Close my eyes, and I'm flying Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky I feel like I'm dying Close my eyes, and I'm flying Right on time, you were right on time Right on time, you were right on time Right on time, you were right on time You're stuck in my brain forever I try figuring out what he did better I wanna forget you I'd kill for your love, I'd die for your love, I'd die Sticks and stones in my body I close my eyes, I want to leave my body I feel like I'm dying Close my eyes, and I'm flying Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky I feel like I'm dying Close my eyes, and I'm flying x2
The moment when I discovered this song was a part of my life when i wasn’t in the best place, mental state wise. I just broke up with my gf whom i knew for a long time, and on top of that i always had problems with mental health, which i tried to cure with the help from professionals through years, and at that time they were peaking. For literal months i didn’t even feel like getting out of bed every morning and only thought about death. Not only the song reminds me of this particular part of life of my lowest but it feels like all the worst choices and turns i took were flashing in front of me and burning me inside. But recently, as it’s been around a year from then, i started to realize the song soaked in all the negativity, sorrow and anger i once had. I still feel really down from time to time, but i really started to value my existence and see the meaning behind my actions. All i really wanna say - no matter how much you struggle and how painful it is - there is always a reason to keep it up and not to kys. And the best part is that you create this reason yourself, because, as an established and built human being you’ll see all the beauty you can achieve all within this short and hard life. I’ve learned it the hard way, and now I’m writing this so that you maybe start feeling the same way, whoever you are. Sorry for the long read, but thank you Jonathan, you brought meaning to my life again as you always do❤️ SADBOYS ☹️ FOREVER ♾ Small update: So it’s been a while since i left this comment, and i gotta say my life has drastically changed to better in this span of time. I finally made the hard but necessary steps on the way to become a successful and happy person. And so far it’s working out in the best way possible, I’ve never been this happy with my life. But I’ll never forget what it took to recover and, most importantly, I never forgot the life saving support Jonathan’s music gave me. I still listen to him on the daily. I check on this comment from time to time and i am amazed by how strangers online can be so genuine and kind in the face of this misjudged struggle. Goes to show that this community is the most friendly and caring one there is. From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much! 💕 I really DO mean it when i say that anyone can amount to anything they desire if they really strive for it. As there was a lingering time in my life when i wouldn’t even think of believing in my own happiness. But here i am: no regrets, no remorse, no fear left. It only took strength and patience. So I sincerely believe you can fix and heal anything no matter how bad it is. And I genuinely wish everyone here this very freedom. Once again, SADBOYS FOREVER 🌏🕊💖
@@Korboo thank u bro. Its my 19th bd today and i just randomly visited this song. It brings joy to my heart and tears to my eyes that people liked my comment and felt the emotion I tried to express. Wish u all the best there is 💗
@@francescolomaglio6393don’t disrespect the dead you burrito bandito, you distorted border bunny, you nacho annihilator. Youbaleada bandit, guacamole gobbler, Mr frijoles fernande, you masapan muncher, you quesadilla conquering conquistador.
I cant actually explain what this song does for me, i can only say thank you. If i had one fucking wish it would be that you know how thankful we are...
Acctually not alot of autotune used to produce vocals like these, mostly chorus and flanger effect to make it wide then alot of ambient effects like delay and reverb! Its his authentic voice that has this beautiful deep sound
I hope jonatan / lean knows how many people he’s helped through the creation of his music. A lot of the critics (and himself I suppose) say that he can’t write songs well, but there’s moments like this that capture pure emotional brilliance. Sadboys forever.
there's something beautiful in having your heart broken. there's something beautiful in sadness as well. that's what lean/ jonatan has taught me in all these years and i'm so grateful for that
.... Breakups and relationships is not real sadness:(. Not having your loved ones,your family not having dreams or hope anymore. this life wack as fuck i been having the gun to my head recently im going insane, I just wish I could go back in time and enjoy the small things. I feel so alone now, the ones that made me me are so far now, fuck the world.
sadness is beautifull..... gtfo here you never was sad because being alone without your family is just crazy this shit hurts so fucking much what the fuckk
I think what hits hardest is the fact that this project was released the year after all that shit in Miami went down and his old manager died in a car accident
@@presentdaypresenttime2714 Based on what I read, Bladee and Lean were in a studio in Miami after taking a ton of drugs and recording all day/night. Lean basically had a psychotic break and started destroying the studio and acting insane, so Bladee called the police and they took him to the hospital. Lean called his manager panicking and was absolutely convinced that all of his computer's files at the studio were at risk of getting stolen/deleted, so he begged his manager to bring him his hard drive. Apparently, his manager had just taken a large amount of Xanax but got in his car anyway to drive to the hospital. On the way there, he crashed into a traffic pole (like the ones that hold traffic lights) and got trapped in the car and burned to death.
this song is dedicated for my dog Brumo who died today, my memory of You will never die and i really hope u are doing good above us and we will meet one day. Rest my little soldier and watch me graduate from university. I will never forget You
Anthony Jacob 👍👍👍 yes! knew I saw you on here! Very true💧meeting lean twice was an awesome experience, really good guy I love this, _very soothing_, and seems like it's coming straight from the heart.
Team Revision haha you on the subreddit too? I can't wait to get to a concert! I was suppose to go to the Pittsburgh show during the Warlord tour but everything got fucked up so I had to miss it 😐 and yea this music from Jonatan is really poetic, and nice. Feels very personal
My favorite song from Jonatan,yeah there is Yung Lean , but this is emotional and story telling and so deep inside,this words are so strong and true about life. That's why i care about more non-popular song from him. This is so deep emotional,i can't stop listen it. Cheers to 2k17 all. Peace to all and keep listening Jonatan!
France, 03:37 AM, we are the 4th of August 2022, I'm on my balcony chillin', it's 20 degrees (much cooler than the day), I'm listening to this sound and I realize once again the genius of this man ... thank you for making my passage on this fucking earth more peaceful yung leandoer
@@toxarez1431 Belarusians are against the war, Ukrainians are the closest people to us, our country is ruled by the dictator Lukashenka, he sets us up, I have friends and a relative in Ukraine, look what happened in Belarus in 2020, we ourselves are captured by the dictator.
the guy who introduced me to leanie was the person I loved the most in my whole life. we never worked out because we never really had the strength to confess our feelings to ourself and then to one another. I have never met a person that felt this „right“ before and after him and I‘m still so broken after 4 years of not seing him but I have accepted that this pain will last for life and I have learned to kind of live with it. I‘m in a relationship- have been for a while now- and it is working out even though I‘m still so hurt. I‘m lucky I still got the ability to love and to be loved. I‘m here to tell anyone who is reading this that this pain should not stop you from living and loving. It‘s actually getting worse if you let the time stand still. Life isn‘t easy but just because you are hurting, you shouldn’t miss out on everything. It is possible to be happy and hurting at the same time- and it is ok. I think that is just the way life goes for some people who are feeling more intensely than the average person…. good luck..✌️
just to clarify I obviously am not still in love with him.. I love my boyfriend. I wouldn’t have dated him if I loved anyone else. but the pain just does not go away and I get used to that.
@@vierhans1553 if they meant something to you and you felt that love deeply the pain will never go away, I think you explained my feelings towards the matter perfectly. Alot of people can just move on, some people feel emotions much deeper
My boyfriend was hospitalized yesterday night… I am here in the morning and it’s the first time I slept alone in months. This his one of our first song together I miss him dearly and I pray he’ll come back home today or very soon… I miss you my Angel.
@@user-cd4hf6cv4g I don't know u, but I'm very happy to see people who really love each other and have confidence in each other, I broke up today because of lack of confidence, actually she didn't have confidence in me and I loved her so much... but that's it.. i think my life goes on,i'm here to listen this masterpiece of Lean to kill my pain
I have to get this off my chest . we saved a kitten this weekend and took it the ER. it stayed for less than 2 days and recovered hours away from death. after being with it all day we left to go to the pharmacy and came back to find it lifeless on the floor curled up. this is the first song that came to mind. how she laid down and passed away. Im so upset after having it on my lap all day and having a large amount of the community support us in making sure this kitten survived. and it didnt. im so upset right now. I sat down to write music and what i came up with sounded a lot like this and was the trigger to finally make me cry. Its only been 3 hours since shes been gone. RIP no name
Not all good things are meant to be on this plane of existence with us. Some things are simply to good for us. You did all you could and sometimes that's all you can do, I hope you aren't allowing it to weigh down on your spirit to much as I'm sure if the kitten could it would tell you its thankful for you trying to save it. Dont beat yourself up, and dont lose that sense of wanting to help those that cant help themselves. 🖤
i was listening to this song while i was going to my new job it was pretty fucked up there everyone yelling at me that i dont know a shit they were also laughin at me because of my obesity its been 3 years now rn im doing very well my physical and mental health are good i lost some weight started learning about my profession and i could afford money to have a home gym from that time i lost something like 40kgs (88 pounds) and i can finally accept myself nothing can describe this feeling but this song helped me alot in that time everything was just messy and i felt like doing something to myself was only option but it changed diametrically i really appreciate yung lean for being jonatan leandoer in this one its just different love you all keep it up dont ever give up it could been worse take small steps dont look at anyone but yourself it will be better soon. peace yall (and sorry for my bad english!)
the guy i really liked told me to listen to this song if i ever feel bad and to not give it to anyone cuz it was his fav underrated song, i never gave it to anyone and come listen to it every month.. we’re not talking anymore now and i can’t stop thinking ab him while listening to this song, it hurts.
@@aliasbeats308 Why does it scares you? Is it scary to connect with people or is it scary cause you need to put trust in them that the love you have is recognized? Are you scared you could do something wrong when you show your feelings? You dont need to be.
such a beautiful masterpiece i cant believe its been 4years this song helped me so much at my lowest point in 8th grade I remember the first time listening to it I felt a sort of comfort im about to be a senior time flies by so fast
i would have loved to have leandoer when i was in 8th grade, back in 2005-2008 i was listening to Acceptance, Circa Survive and Silverstein to get though hardship! glad you’ve found leandoer!
ever since i found this song, i always listen to it when im sad. yung lean creates bc that's what he likes to do. he isn't concerned with opinions & i love that. we have the same birthday :)
youre a man who saved my life . i was addicted to her. she killed my heart.. when i was looking for her i lost myself . she was with someone else. now Im making everything again. i feel better. i forgot about her. thank you, Jonatan.
I know people always joke about how they don't know where they would be without an artist but there isn't a single thing in this world that changes my mood or makes me feel like the most perfect human being in the world than yung lean.. I want to meet him so bad like it hurts to be so far away man like fuck I love this guy
cannot forget her for almost three months there was no day I could escape that feeling, I have written 2 songs about her, I have tried to find a new meaning for my existence, but all the attempts weren't successful as u see I hope both it will end some day and it will never end and I can't explain why the fuck I still want to love her. everything is so frustrating. I hope that everyone who feels the same will get better and the life will turn out to be nice. best wishes from Russia, pals, take care of yourself
@@icebergtears3739 bro its 1am and I'm crying rn, I feel you, I feel the same, in 3 months there was no day without her in my mind, I'm thinking about her when I'm going to sleep and she's my first though when I wake up, that's fuckd up cause she hurt me so bad and she left me for the other guy but I still think about her so much even we can't be together anymore, she was so perfect, everything with her was... Idk, we were so identical, like the same things, same music, that's crazy she's not in my bed anymore, other girls tryna fuck but idc, I'm not over her, hope you understand mate, sorry for my bad english, greetings from Poland for all of you guys, be safe 💕☮️
@@manapotek6980 yeah, man, almost the same, understand every thing that u say. could sleep with 2 girls but all of them are so distant 4 me, I don't feel that way of connection I had with her, that's why I'm alone. it feels like I'll never will meet anyone who'll be able to become so close to me. fortunately, we broke up not because of other guy, we broke up cuz I felt like not okay, I felt that she don't love me, and I'm unhappy anyway with her. I miss her so fucking much, I just want to hear her voice, to smell her scent, to see her eyes, to talk with her about anything. I didn't realize the moment when she vanished. that thing really shocks me. now I'm getting obsessed bout her with new forces, I just seen that she has a new friend, potentially bf. smashed my fist, I don't know how to overcome this. hope it will end soon
im so happy you came into my life ..you changed me forever and had something i cud relate too..you did it ..you projected your perception into the world and the way you did it was beautiful thank you jonatan.
Honestly, if i could id hug him so tight and maybe just chill n smoke listening to his god tier music. I've never even seen him but i am so glad i got to find this gem. You and all of your music is truly inspiring. Keep doing you, lean. 🖤
That moment when you realize the positive and negative energy that nurtures and haunts us, is pure conscious possibility. Latching on to those who are alone, lost, and quick to accept friends who accept them. They are neither good or evil, a mere reflection of our imperfect selves.
![jonatan leandoer96 | hotel in minsk [slowed+reverb]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/2Z3wyBYIhso/mqdefault.jpg)
Every choice I made in my life has led me to hearing this song
You get it
wish i didnt got here
To the most literal sense
You ain’t the only one! Leans music is always so fitting to ones feelings! He’s definitely a gifted writer... this is a reminder, a good reminder..
@@ksawiprod9140 fr fr
Interview from 2014:
YUNG LEAN: I think it started off as a character. I think Yung Lean was everything Jonathan wasn’t. And then I realized that Jonathan… BLADEE: Jonathan was gone.
link?
Elaborate, please
Jonatan.
🥺
@@mauerschuetze ???
this is unreal, words can't describe how beautiful this is
im unreal
true.
@213 not enough numbers
@@Sittingduckk 110/10
Oh hello again... really angelic
i want this to be my funeral song
Same
Я тоже.
@@sayanalimana697 дед
me too
same
I started crying when he played this on stage in berlin. Glad I stayed alive and witnessed this moment.
heard it yesterday in warsaw, amazing experience
heard it in manchester :)
Same when he played in NYC
bunch of pussies
tears in utrecht too
Just because youre going thorugh a dark chapter, doesnt mean its the whole book.
💯
Its ying and yang
such an underrated comment
I love this 💕
@@hystericallotus fr
Sticks and stones in my body
I close my eyes, I want to leave my body
I feel like I'm dying
Close my eyes, and I'm flying
Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky
Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky
I feel like I'm dying
Close my eyes, and I'm flying
Right on time, you were right on time
Right on time, you were right on time
Right on time, you were right on time
You're stuck in my brain forever
I try figuring out what he did better
I wanna forget you
I'd kill for your love, I'd die for your love, I'd die
Sticks and stones in my body
I close my eyes, I want to leave my body
I feel like I'm dying
Close my eyes, and I'm flying
Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky
Take my blood, raise it high, I see doves from the sky
I feel like I'm dying
Close my eyes, and I'm flying
x2
thanks
His best lyrics to date
bless you
Владимир Петунин y
@@user-zn5ur7ce4h ??
This side of Leandoer is pure and uniquely beautiful.
This is going down as a classic.
The moment when I discovered this song was a part of my life when i wasn’t in the best place, mental state wise. I just broke up with my gf whom i knew for a long time, and on top of that i always had problems with mental health, which i tried to cure with the help from professionals through years, and at that time they were peaking. For literal months i didn’t even feel like getting out of bed every morning and only thought about death.
Not only the song reminds me of this particular part of life of my lowest but it feels like all the worst choices and turns i took were flashing in front of me and burning me inside.
But recently, as it’s been around a year from then, i started to realize the song soaked in all the negativity, sorrow and anger i once had. I still feel really down from time to time, but i really started to value my existence and see the meaning behind my actions.
All i really wanna say - no matter how much you struggle and how painful it is - there is always a reason to keep it up and not to kys. And the best part is that you create this reason yourself, because, as an established and built human being you’ll see all the beauty you can achieve all within this short and hard life. I’ve learned it the hard way, and now I’m writing this so that you maybe start feeling the same way, whoever you are.
Sorry for the long read, but thank you Jonathan, you brought meaning to my life again as you always do❤️
SADBOYS ☹️ FOREVER ♾
Small update:
So it’s been a while since i left this comment, and i gotta say my life has drastically changed to better in this span of time. I finally made the hard but necessary steps on the way to become a successful and happy person. And so far it’s working out in the best way possible, I’ve never been this happy with my life.
But I’ll never forget what it took to recover and, most importantly, I never forgot the life saving support Jonathan’s music gave me. I still listen to him on the daily.
I check on this comment from time to time and i am amazed by how strangers online can be so genuine and kind in the face of this misjudged struggle. Goes to show that this community is the most friendly and caring one there is. From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so much! 💕
I really DO mean it when i say that anyone can amount to anything they desire if they really strive for it. As there was a lingering time in my life when i wouldn’t even think of believing in my own happiness. But here i am: no regrets, no remorse, no fear left. It only took strength and patience. So I sincerely believe you can fix and heal anything no matter how bad it is. And I genuinely wish everyone here this very freedom.
Once again,
SADBOYS FOREVER 🌏🕊💖
you deserve happiness, friend. we love you
@@Korboo thank u bro. Its my 19th bd today and i just randomly visited this song. It brings joy to my heart and tears to my eyes that people liked my comment and felt the emotion I tried to express. Wish u all the best there is 💗
@@gurei_hikari happy birthday bro
we're in this together
thanks i needed to hear that, sadboys 4 evr
låten kommer alltid att förbli i mitt hjärta, för jag dog och lyssnade på den
ja
@@francescolomaglio6393don’t disrespect the dead you burrito bandito, you distorted border bunny, you nacho annihilator. Youbaleada bandit, guacamole gobbler, Mr frijoles fernande, you masapan muncher, you quesadilla conquering conquistador.
🖤 få låtar får mig att känna. tack
I cant actually explain what this song does for me, i can only say thank you.
If i had one fucking wish it would be that you know how thankful we are...
i want more than anything to thank him
This
Dude this was so fucking chill, lean has a beautiful voice
sup charlie
autotune m8
learn some english boi
Acctually not alot of autotune used to produce vocals like these, mostly chorus and flanger effect to make it wide then alot of ambient effects like delay and reverb! Its his authentic voice that has this beautiful deep sound
he certainly does use autotune to hit the notes, but I don't mind at all
this is not yung lean, this is Jonatan
no shit sherlock
y u n g h a r a m b e shut up with ur cringy ass name
'xD' stfu you're like 10
we know
+y u n g h a r a m b e co po angielsku gadasz
I have such a strong emotional connection to this song.
im feeling this so hard rn
ピントが外れるTanus me too. Love hurts man.
Same here. We’ll make it.
Why tho?
This is one of the few songs that make me cry.
JAAHNI me too, along with the other jonatan leandoer 127 songs
He played hotel in minsk and kangaroo in a theater in Sweden! It was one of the most beautiful things i've seen.
wow
Lean you don't know how special this song has become to me, you change people's life
I hope jonatan / lean knows how many people he’s helped through the creation of his music. A lot of the critics (and himself I suppose) say that he can’t write songs well, but there’s moments like this that capture pure emotional brilliance. Sadboys forever.
there's something beautiful in having your heart broken. there's something beautiful in sadness as well. that's what lean/ jonatan has taught me in all these years and i'm so grateful for that
Ofc💯❤🙏
you feel alive in pain, being broken makes you realize you feel, pain is a damn intense feeling
romanian SADGIRL respect
.... Breakups and relationships is not real sadness:(. Not having your loved ones,your family not having dreams or hope anymore. this life wack as fuck i been having the gun to my head recently im going insane, I just wish I could go back in time and enjoy the small things. I feel so alone now, the ones that made me me are so far now, fuck the world.
sadness is beautifull..... gtfo here you never was sad because being alone without your family is just crazy this shit hurts so fucking much what the fuckk
I think what hits hardest is the fact that this project was released the year after all that shit in Miami went down and his old manager died in a car accident
What happened in Miami?
@@presentdaypresenttime2714 Based on what I read, Bladee and Lean were in a studio in Miami after taking a ton of drugs and recording all day/night. Lean basically had a psychotic break and started destroying the studio and acting insane, so Bladee called the police and they took him to the hospital.
Lean called his manager panicking and was absolutely convinced that all of his computer's files at the studio were at risk of getting stolen/deleted, so he begged his manager to bring him his hard drive.
Apparently, his manager had just taken a large amount of Xanax but got in his car anyway to drive to the hospital. On the way there, he crashed into a traffic pole (like the ones that hold traffic lights) and got trapped in the car and burned to death.
@@wrain bro... wtf
@@JFD99 “I feel like I’m dying
Close my eyes and I’m flying”
@@JFD99 Watch the documentary "In My Head". It contains a lot of info about his time in miami
this song is dedicated for my dog Brumo who died today, my memory of You will never die and i really hope u are doing good above us and we will meet one day. Rest my little soldier and watch me graduate from university. I will never forget You
stay strong bud
yes omg 😱😱
no... its not...
rip Brumo
Rip brumo
Jonathans music helped me through some hard times,Thats why i love him so much.
me too doe
Xtremecola same bro
yes you said truth
exactly
Xtremecola And you can’t spell his name right😑
this shit was so ethereal and so calm, actually surprised, Good Shit Lean
I made a short music video using this song if anyone wanna check it out
2 Years later im still singing STICKS N STONES IN MY BODYYY
Kuzon Aang same man
I'm right with you
squad assemble
yea
I mean, who doesn't? 😔
wow this is so beautiful. nothing makes me more happy than new music from jonatan. beautiful music
Anthony Jacob 👍👍👍 yes! knew I saw you on here! Very true💧meeting lean twice was an awesome experience, really good guy
I love this, _very soothing_, and seems like it's coming straight from the heart.
Team Revision haha you on the subreddit too?
I can't wait to get to a concert! I was suppose to go to the Pittsburgh show during the Warlord tour but everything got fucked up so I had to miss it 😐
and yea this music from Jonatan is really poetic, and nice. Feels very personal
My name is Jacob Anthony
My favorite song from Jonatan,yeah there is Yung Lean , but this is emotional and story telling and so deep inside,this words are so strong and true about life. That's why i care about more non-popular song from him. This is so deep emotional,i can't stop listen it. Cheers to 2k17 all. Peace to all and keep listening Jonatan!
France, 03:37 AM, we are the 4th of August 2022, I'm on my balcony chillin', it's 20 degrees (much cooler than the day), I'm listening to this sound and I realize once again the genius of this man ... thank you for making my passage on this fucking earth more peaceful yung leandoer
fuck man
this is beautiful
jij ook broer dikke s/o naar jou jwz
k3wlk1d bradda
how nice it is to live in Minsk and hear this song
fr
leave dudu alone
stop bombarding ukraine
@@toxarez1431 wtf I am Belarusian, we are against the war, I am not Russian
@@toxarez1431 Belarusians are against the war, Ukrainians are the closest people to us, our country is ruled by the dictator Lukashenka, he sets us up, I have friends and a relative in Ukraine, look what happened in Belarus in 2020, we ourselves are captured by the dictator.
I'm leaving this comment here so after a month or a year when someone likes it, I get reminded of this song
i will never forget this song
every single time I listen to this, my heart shatters again
the guy who introduced me to leanie was the person I loved the most in my whole life. we never worked out because we never really had the strength to confess our feelings to ourself and then to one another. I have never met a person that felt this „right“ before and after him and I‘m still so broken after 4 years of not seing him but I have accepted that this pain will last for life and I have learned to kind of live with it. I‘m in a relationship- have been for a while now- and it is working out even though I‘m still so hurt. I‘m lucky I still got the ability to love and to be loved. I‘m here to tell anyone who is reading this that this pain should not stop you from living and loving. It‘s actually getting worse if you let the time stand still. Life isn‘t easy but just because you are hurting, you shouldn’t miss out on everything. It is possible to be happy and hurting at the same time- and it is ok. I think that is just the way life goes for some people who are feeling more intensely than the average person…. good luck..✌️
just to clarify I obviously am not still in love with him.. I love my boyfriend. I wouldn’t have dated him if I loved anyone else. but the pain just does not go away and I get used to that.
@@vierhans1553 if they meant something to you and you felt that love deeply the pain will never go away, I think you explained my feelings towards the matter perfectly. Alot of people can just move on, some people feel emotions much deeper
HITS DIFFERENT AFTER THE VICE DOCUMENTARY.
SADYBOYS 2001
Song makes me cry like it did in 2018
My boyfriend was hospitalized yesterday night… I am here in the morning and it’s the first time I slept alone in months. This his one of our first song together I miss him dearly and I pray he’ll come back home today or very soon… I miss you my Angel.
That's real love,u a real one
@@redvinofficial its been 1 month since he came back and were still very happy together and in love, I really love this guy
@@user-cd4hf6cv4g I don't know u, but I'm very happy to see people who really love each other and have confidence in each other, I broke up today because of lack of confidence, actually she didn't have confidence in me and I loved her so much... but that's it.. i think my life goes on,i'm here to listen this masterpiece of Lean to kill my pain
@@redvinofficial lean is always a good way to heal ! i hope you will find the right person for you ! sorry about ur break up luv ):
I have to get this off my chest . we saved a kitten this weekend and took it the ER. it stayed for less than 2 days and recovered hours away from death. after being with it all day we left to go to the pharmacy and came back to find it lifeless on the floor curled up. this is the first song that came to mind. how she laid down and passed away. Im so upset after having it on my lap all day and having a large amount of the community support us in making sure this kitten survived. and it didnt. im so upset right now. I sat down to write music and what i came up with sounded a lot like this and was the trigger to finally make me cry. Its only been 3 hours since shes been gone. RIP no name
many birds and local fauna were spared because it passed away.
@@Ishbu101 man stfu
@@Ishbu101 lmao
Not all good things are meant to be on this plane of existence with us. Some things are simply to good for us.
You did all you could and sometimes that's all you can do, I hope you aren't allowing it to weigh down on your spirit to much as I'm sure if the kitten could it would tell you its thankful for you trying to save it. Dont beat yourself up, and dont lose that sense of wanting to help those that cant help themselves. 🖤
i was listening to this song while i was going to my new job it was pretty fucked up there everyone yelling at me that i dont know a shit they were also laughin at me because of my obesity its been 3 years now rn im doing very well my physical and mental health are good i lost some weight started learning about my profession and i could afford money to have a home gym from that time i lost something like 40kgs (88 pounds) and i can finally accept myself nothing can describe this feeling but this song helped me alot in that time everything was just messy and i felt like doing something to myself was only option but it changed diametrically i really appreciate yung lean for being jonatan leandoer in this one its just different love you all keep it up dont ever give up it could been worse take small steps dont look at anyone but yourself it will be better soon. peace yall (and sorry for my bad english!)
I am so happy for you! Congratulations on changing your life and living to your true potential. Well done!
Good shit man, you did what a lot of others couldn't
so sad man so sad im crying
me too man
same wtf. he has never been this sad
me too fr
I did too
Y’all didn’t cry you fucking liars, and if you did you’re pussies
the guy i really liked told me to listen to this song if i ever feel bad and to not give it to anyone cuz it was his fav underrated song, i never gave it to anyone and come listen to it every month.. we’re not talking anymore now and i can’t stop thinking ab him while listening to this song, it hurts.
When I'm bad I put this song, I cry a little and when the song ends, it goes away. Is incredible. I love you Lean
man jonatan really just speedran getting me to cry any% because holy shit he wrecked me in one verse, how does he do it
most beautiful song i’ve ever heard
I come back here once in a while, i'm from Minsk, hits on another level
I didn’t think I’d be coming back to this song after all the sad memories It brings. But I’m back again.
It's just too good
I´ve been listening to this song too many times already :( ै
looping it for 5 days already.. still feel it so hard... thats easily one of leandoers best songs ever...
yeah
its so beutifull
i listen this everyfuckingday jonatan is a god.
This song is a fcking life saver. I cry to it everyday since like 2016 and honestly I don’t think I’ll ever stop. Remember y’all aren’t alone
Everyday since 2016? Damn what happened
@@bruhcomeon. a lot lot lot
@@user-cd4hf6cv4g I hope you are doing better
I was real fucked up when i found this song and it meant a lot to me and still does.
Me too brother
Sunday June 4th 2023, on my birthday. First time listening to this masterpiece.
im sorry you are crying :(
I listen it to on my birthday today 😅
its so awesome that over 6k people all over the world liked this
Bhomasolini Only real fans of leany
I hate being in love, shit fucks you up. :(
SKIDADDLE LEEDOO it really does man. It can be so bad for your mental health.
Yup im never falling in love again . Mgtow
its scary
its even more awful to never be able too know your feelings, that just fuck me up with every relationship
@@aliasbeats308 Why does it scares you? Is it scary to connect with people or is it scary cause you need to put trust in them that the love you have is recognized? Are you scared you could do something wrong when you show your feelings? You dont need to be.
if this is the last thing i hear before I go, I love you guys, and thank you jonatan
such a beautiful masterpiece i cant believe its been 4years this song helped me so much at my lowest point in 8th grade I remember the first time listening to it I felt a sort of comfort im about to be a senior time flies by so fast
i would have loved to have leandoer when i was in 8th grade, back in 2005-2008 i was listening to Acceptance, Circa Survive and Silverstein to get though hardship! glad you’ve found leandoer!
this is beatiful..
This is the song my kids will be embarrassed to see me cry to and then learn to love it in their own special way.
You're stuck in my brain forever
I wanna forget you
Ty jonaton. I’m 27 and you saved my life
real art man.... this sad af hits hard
this is the first song that made me really cry
i tried figuring out what he did better
ur so much better than him
@vattenträdgård she is so worth it though
this is not a song, this is a prayer
ive bled, cried, layed in the same spot for hours listening to this song for years and somehow it never gets old.
ever since i found this song, i always listen to it when im sad. yung lean creates bc that's what he likes to do. he isn't concerned with opinions & i love that. we have the same birthday :)
The most beautiful thing about this, is that this is coming straight from the heart. Thank you Jonatan/Lean
I miss his haircut from "Diamonds" clip so much, god, he looked so good then..
best haircut he ever had :)
y e s
he looked so good 2013-2015 :( he's cute now too but like
so true
his best haircut was from Unknown memory tour in the US by far. Go watch the tour video
I mean this in the most possitive and grateful way, this is the saddest song I've ever heard in my life
you just save my life dude
If you're reading this in 2022, I hope you're doing okay. Someone loves you and wants to see beautiful things for your life.
This will never not remind me of my friend who passed away a week ago, March 1st 2022. Fly High.
rip bro fr
gone but not forgotten :(
This is what I feel like comes closest to the idea of life
I live my life constantly feeling misunderstood. This song is like fresh oxygen that comforts me and makes me forget that feeling.
this is so beautiful, i can't even describe with WORDSSSS how much i love this.
This song will play while the earth sinks into oblivion.
This is the side of Jonte i love the most. Moody & melodic, filled to the brim with perfect melancholy.
You stuck in my brain forever..
So freaking awesome and emotional, this must be shown to all fuckboys to show real fillings, real sadness
you stuck in my brain 4ever
Sometimes this is so nice to listen too atleast when u going trough a hard time.
it helps me
@@laila1459 why
masterpiece, how can someone dislike this beautiful Song. emotional af
youre a man who saved my life . i was addicted to her. she killed my heart.. when i was looking for her i lost myself . she was with someone else. now Im making everything again. i feel better. i forgot about her. thank you, Jonatan.
Nearly 2 years later and the vibe is still unreal. Unbeliveable what this song is expressing 😲
Kinda reminds me of the old days when I was fall in love with him , smoked a cigarette and feared for my mother's death
I come back here in my dark times, and this time is one of many...
I am here once again :/
I know people always joke about how they don't know where they would be without an artist but there isn't a single thing in this world that changes my mood or makes me feel like the most perfect human being in the world than yung lean.. I want to meet him so bad like it hurts to be so far away man like fuck I love this guy
real talk Mr. L these are the best vocal melodies I've ever heard from any of ur projects. seriously fw this
This is beyond beautiful, thank you Jonatan.
i miss her it hurts so bad
Me too man...me too
yeah
cannot forget her for almost three months
there was no day I could escape that feeling, I have written 2 songs about her, I have tried to find a new meaning for my existence, but all the attempts weren't successful as u see
I hope both it will end some day and it will never end and I can't explain why the fuck I still want to love her. everything is so frustrating. I hope that everyone who feels the same will get better and the life will turn out to be nice. best wishes from Russia, pals, take care of yourself
@@icebergtears3739 bro its 1am and I'm crying rn, I feel you, I feel the same, in 3 months there was no day without her in my mind, I'm thinking about her when I'm going to sleep and she's my first though when I wake up, that's fuckd up cause she hurt me so bad and she left me for the other guy but I still think about her so much even we can't be together anymore, she was so perfect, everything with her was... Idk, we were so identical, like the same things, same music, that's crazy she's not in my bed anymore, other girls tryna fuck but idc, I'm not over her, hope you understand mate, sorry for my bad english, greetings from Poland for all of you guys, be safe 💕☮️
@@manapotek6980 yeah, man, almost the same, understand every thing that u say. could sleep with 2 girls but all of them are so distant 4 me, I don't feel that way of connection I had with her, that's why I'm alone. it feels like I'll never will meet anyone who'll be able to become so close to me. fortunately, we broke up not because of other guy, we broke up cuz I felt like not okay, I felt that she don't love me, and I'm unhappy anyway with her. I miss her so fucking much, I just want to hear her voice, to smell her scent, to see her eyes, to talk with her about anything. I didn't realize the moment when she vanished. that thing really shocks me. now I'm getting obsessed bout her with new forces, I just seen that she has a new friend, potentially bf. smashed my fist, I don't know how to overcome this. hope it will end soon
the piano kicks in.
the rush runs through my body.
i am reminded of who i am.
Every fucking time keep doing same mistakes. I cry at night repeat same mistakes at morning. I feel like I'm in cursed loop casted by me on myself.
Love you
I’m thinking of you bro❤️
this shit hits hard in late morning you know
right now
2:41 it just breaks my heart dude
😥
i come back all the time just to remember who i am. the world doesn’t deserve to see this side of jonatan. it’s simply too pure.
thats pure
I live not so far from his old apartment in Minsk, makes me appreciate my home city more
i always come back to this song when does the pain stop lol
:(
gonna leave this world while this is playing one day
im so happy you came into my life ..you changed me forever and had something i cud relate too..you did it ..you projected your perception into the world and the way you did it was beautiful thank you jonatan.
Honestly, if i could id hug him so tight and maybe just chill n smoke listening to his god tier music. I've never even seen him but i am so glad i got to find this gem. You and all of your music is truly inspiring. Keep doing you, lean. 🖤
thank you jonatan I really enjoy listening to this masterpiece in the middle of the night
That moment when you realize the positive and negative energy that nurtures and haunts us, is pure conscious possibility. Latching on to those who are alone, lost, and quick to accept friends who accept them. They are neither good or evil, a mere reflection of our imperfect selves.
fuck dude