Yung Lean - 'Agony' (Official Audio)

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    Yung Lean - 'Agony' (Official Audio)
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  • @deathknigt3000
    @deathknigt3000 Před 3 lety +9094

    This sounds like heaven, but it hurts like hell.

    • @VadimkaMr
      @VadimkaMr Před 3 lety +108

      i was thinking about few months how i feel about this song............. but now i see your comment , and it's exacly how it feels ....... i hope you do well ...

    • @quin642
      @quin642 Před 3 lety +34

      How are you doinf both guys

    • @aluryne
      @aluryne Před 3 lety +14

      I See you everywhere man.

    • @deathknigt3000
      @deathknigt3000 Před 3 lety +19

      @@aluryne I’m always around :)

    • @PeepGamePopoff
      @PeepGamePopoff Před 3 lety +7

      🎯🎯🎯

  • @katiepfeiffer6605
    @katiepfeiffer6605 Před 6 lety +7584

    I did some 'research' so I sound less stupid... So this song is about reflecting on what happened when he was in Miami in 2015. "I'm chasing witches in the street" is referring to him looking for drug lords' 'potions', "watching horses in the field" is Yung Lean recalling himself staying with his father at his rural house in Sweden after he got out of the hospital, "The dragons rest in agony" is referring to the amount of drugs he took in Miami, "when I'm afraid I lose my mind" is him referring to how he would stay up late in Miami and he was writing a book on his phone called "heaven" which he was recalling nightmares from his childhood and/or how he checked his snapchat after he got a nosebleed and his girlfriend just so happen to have one aswell and feelings started to pour over him and he started to tear apart the condo he was staying in, "Isolation caved it, I adore you, the sound of your skin" is referring to how Yung felt at that time in his life since he was suffering from manic episodes and felt utterly alone, he is expressing his need for human touch, "My furniture has come alive" is referring to him tearing apart his condo, "I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight" is referring to his isolation.

    • @wxrlord
      @wxrlord Před 6 lety +516

      it’s amazing to know that yung lean made through Miami. I don’t know anyone that would be able to go through what yung lean did, feeling isolated and paranoid.

    • @ceramikxxx5882
      @ceramikxxx5882 Před 6 lety +53

      Mind blown

    • @nitewalker11
      @nitewalker11 Před 6 lety +477

      "my furniture has come alive" and "im dancing with a candlestick tonight" are also beauty and the beast references, with leandoer being the beast

    • @1HomeBass1
      @1HomeBass1 Před 6 lety +37

      I read that article too

    • @merutm3843
      @merutm3843 Před 6 lety +81

      Katie Pfeiffer I’m dying of depression & I been drinking all night... please some help me ...

  • @DylNewman
    @DylNewman Před rokem +3102

    This song is dangerous if you’re not in the right headspace

    • @axelthemexican
      @axelthemexican Před rokem +174

      You good og?

    • @DylNewman
      @DylNewman Před rokem +172

      @@axelthemexican I’m straight. I appreciate it.

    • @DylNewman
      @DylNewman Před rokem +92

      @@auskied we’ll make it through the other side, bröther.

    • @DanielLeaf
      @DanielLeaf Před rokem +33

      How dangerous we talking chief? 🥹

    • @herfrey4809
      @herfrey4809 Před rokem +36

      yuhp, we'll all make it through like you said in the replies below, but definitely this can magnify the pain sometimes.

  • @DMystic1
    @DMystic1 Před rokem +631

    this song is literally an indescribable sadness not only from lean's perspective, but into all of us, i am glad a song like this exists

    • @SebatsianWithers
      @SebatsianWithers Před 9 měsíci +1

      Hypebeast

    • @DMystic1
      @DMystic1 Před 9 měsíci

      @@SebatsianWithers shut your gay valorant ass up, talking about hypebeast. go outside bro

    • @disclose_beauty
      @disclose_beauty Před 8 měsíci

      Similiar song to this? Please?

    • @o.s.311
      @o.s.311 Před 8 měsíci

      ​@@disclose_beautyhelp_urself, fahrradsattel

    • @Toaster___Bath
      @Toaster___Bath Před 7 měsíci +3

      @@disclose_beauty yellow man on this same album.

  • @beefyXgawd
    @beefyXgawd Před 5 lety +3145

    The year was 2014. I was living in Orlando fl, renting a room in the hood at only 18 years old. Been on my own for a year and a half at that point. I had just discovered sad boys. I listened to lean, sherman and gud as i drove my jeep all over the state of florida for work remodeling homes. I would listen to them on these sometimes 2+ hour drives, at work and in my room. A couple months later i got my girl pregnant. Anothe couple months later i got us a house in tbe daytona beach area. Couldn't afford to drive back and forth everyday so i would sleep hours away from home in my jeep. I would smoke blunts and listen to sad boys and relax as much as possible. A few months after that, i got a job with brighthouse. I drove all around florida listening to sad boys some more but now i was home with my wife and daughter everyday. Did that for 3 years. Got let go when spectrun took over. Took up construction in orlando so i was back to driving there everyday so more sad boys all day then too. Did that for about 18 months, and my girl and i ended up having a son. Hes now almost a year old and im now a chef at high class seafood restraunt and i work for a healthy meal prep company. And i still listen to these guys to keep it all together.

    • @oxydyx1864
      @oxydyx1864 Před 4 lety +206

      wow, really powerful man, thanks for sharing! I"m 18 and i'm not yet to that stage in my life, but it really got me relating to you in some ways.

    • @user-ue2lx6py9j
      @user-ue2lx6py9j Před 4 lety +7

      I live in daytona

    • @beefyXgawd
      @beefyXgawd Před 4 lety +138

      @@oxydyx1864 im now 24. Been on my own since 17. Seen lots of good and bad. You will do the same. You'll have moments where nothing could bring you down and moments where an existential crisis would seem good too. Dont lose faith tho. It gets bad before it gets better. Reach out to me if you ever need to vent

    • @beefyXgawd
      @beefyXgawd Před 4 lety +8

      @@user-ue2lx6py9j righteous. Small world

    • @AfterlifeAve
      @AfterlifeAve Před 4 lety +18

      Inspiring man... coming from a person who used to be homeless in Kissimmee FL, that’s really heart warming man. God bless

  • @Zoogs
    @Zoogs Před 4 lety +5222

    The fact that this man went from rapping about mosquito tits to making music like this in less than 5 years it truly incredible. His progression as an artist is so inspirational.

    • @CennoSoldier
      @CennoSoldier Před 2 lety +193

      Physcosis and schizophrenia does get those creative juices running

    • @juanky6821
      @juanky6821 Před 2 lety +329

      @@CennoSoldier nice misinformation he is not schizophrenic

    • @abbabbcbbcbb
      @abbabbcbbcbb Před 2 lety +213

      @@juanky6821 wouldn't attribute too much by them they can't even spell psychosis

    • @Wannop
      @Wannop Před 2 lety

      For sure

    • @microplasticsinurblud
      @microplasticsinurblud Před 2 lety +33

      @@juanky6821 psychosis and bipolar. close enough

  • @GreenMonkey446
    @GreenMonkey446 Před 7 měsíci +113

    I stared at the ceiling for over an hour with this song laying on repeat and just questioning everything. I had company over and never felt so alone . I dont understand how im still here. This song means alot to me. If it wasnt for music idk. Music like this keeps me going.

    • @David-qv7no
      @David-qv7no Před 7 měsíci +3

      How are you bro?

    • @hypergamous
      @hypergamous Před 3 měsíci +2

      i took acid and ended uo staring at my ceiling with this song on repeat for hours having revelations about life lawl

    • @jamielus
      @jamielus Před měsícem +2

      u ok now?

    • @GreenMonkey446
      @GreenMonkey446 Před měsícem +1

      Enjoying life lawl. Thanks for checking in tho 👌🏽

  • @Chaseroony
    @Chaseroony Před rokem +88

    dam

  • @tiredsky
    @tiredsky Před 2 lety +3406

    I will always come back to this masterpiece

  • @roxzzmoxzz2575
    @roxzzmoxzz2575 Před 5 lety +5301

    I met a guy on yung lean's fanpage and we started to talk u know, everyday, he was from another country. He lived so far from me. But after a while we were into a relationship, we used to sleep on the phone, do everything on the phone. After 11 months of being together on distance relationship he finally came. I picked him from aiport in another country too. When we came home, we were listening to Yung Lean together and we were listening to this song and we were so happy, we were together because Yung lean. We used to sing and listen his songs together. Now im listening alone.
    Sadboy here

    • @TipOfCigarette
      @TipOfCigarette Před 5 lety +206

      i feel ur pain

    • @roxzzmoxzz2575
      @roxzzmoxzz2575 Před 5 lety +35

      @@TipOfCigarette thx gurl

    • @therover9703
      @therover9703 Před 5 lety +95

      damn, respect to you.

    • @roxzzmoxzz2575
      @roxzzmoxzz2575 Před 5 lety +130

      @@therover9703 its been already like 4-5 months and still thinkin of him sometime'

    • @therover9703
      @therover9703 Před 5 lety +49

      @@roxzzmoxzz2575 I wish the best for ya, i feel your pain in a sense. atleast we have this music to help :-)

  • @idleglance
    @idleglance Před rokem +57

    This song will forever put me into tears everytime I listen to it

  • @Twat_Swat22
    @Twat_Swat22 Před 9 měsíci +144

    Lost my dawg to addiction & this song always give me perspective on how we must not hold grudges & check in on our loved ones💔

    • @yikersdawg8866
      @yikersdawg8866 Před 9 měsíci +9

      I'm so sorry to hear that bro, stay strong. I wish you the best

    • @polton00
      @polton00 Před 9 měsíci +7

      Wishing the best fellow human

    • @Enlightened_SpursFan
      @Enlightened_SpursFan Před 7 měsíci +1

      Lost my dad the same way, but when i was young. Ripped our family apart, as out mother already passed years earlier from cancer, we still love him because he is our dad and he tried to help us as much as he could through his moments of clarity. We all made it and are stable. life is beautiful bro, u aint alone with ur pain ❤

    • @fucksusan.fuckcensorship.874
      @fucksusan.fuckcensorship.874 Před 7 měsíci +2

      lost my best friend... we weren't on good terms when he passed... I don't think im ever going to forgive myself. I hope your pain will ease.

    • @marliiiiii
      @marliiiiii Před 5 měsíci

      Sinto muito. Forças ❤

  • @sirky4243
    @sirky4243 Před 3 lety +3309

    I'm not depressed, i'm not in troubles, I don't take drugs, I just love this song, it's very important for me, the most important song in my life, you feel me? But I feel pity, because of you guys, I just believe that everything will be at least fine, I believe in you, keep strong! Greetings from Poland.

  • @MichaeIKay
    @MichaeIKay Před 6 lety +1725

    Believe it or not, but the dude, who wrote ginseng strip 2002, made this. And his producers of course, this crew will earn legendary status one day.

    • @peterluke8773
      @peterluke8773 Před 6 lety +178

      ginseng strip 2002 is also a master piece

    • @MichaeIKay
      @MichaeIKay Před 6 lety +103

      In his own way yes. But at some point, we all had to grow up.

    • @TheBlueDevilDuke
      @TheBlueDevilDuke Před 6 lety +50

      His evolution is crazy

    • @LordAlmanGrimm
      @LordAlmanGrimm Před 4 lety +22

      The Crew already has the legendary Status my dude

    • @MichaelIhde69
      @MichaelIhde69 Před 4 lety +1

      I was just listening to that and that's why I came here. Had to really hear for myself how far he's come and think of what he has yet to put out. Beautiful evolution of a heartfelt artist

  • @mr.fancyraccoon6936
    @mr.fancyraccoon6936 Před 5 měsíci +22

    Even more moving than the song itself are the people that gather around songs like this. It's almost like you listen to the song and you know you're hurting in unison with thousands. Art can be such a sanctuary for hurt souls out there and to see someone going through the worst time of their lives reach out to a stranger in the exact same spot and try to give them hope is the reason I'll always treasure humanity, no matter out much we do to tear each other apart. We really are here for one another, and it is beautiful.

  • @gotwicfreetoplay9567
    @gotwicfreetoplay9567 Před rokem +131

    a song that generates melancholy

  • @hillsxx5967
    @hillsxx5967 Před 2 lety +1039

    There’s an eternal sadness that lives within this song.

    • @FistoMS
      @FistoMS Před rokem +10

      efectivamente pana

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran Před rokem +15

      Knowing that you can't go back to your old self, or your old life, but seeing constant reminders of it.
      Stay away from xanax. It is not worth it.

    • @lucazar2459
      @lucazar2459 Před rokem +6

      @@ZeranZeran can you elaborate please? Im not taking much xanax but what happened to you?

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran Před rokem +11

      @@lucazar2459 Some addictions are harder to quit than others, especially if you bought it in mass amounts in your early 20's and had multiple year's worth... Most of that time is a black hole in my memory. I was very depressed, but I wish I would have found another way to deal. Now I missed some very important moments. I was there, physically. I do not remember anything. Xanax is especially cruel, and especially relaxing and makes you think everything is fine, when it's not. Stay away, my friend. Using it is fine, abuse is the issue.

    • @ZeranZeran
      @ZeranZeran Před rokem +9

      @@lucazar2459 "Take a pill and go to sleep" was my motto for a few years.. rather than deal with my problems. "When I'm afraid I lose my mind, its fine it happens all the time"
      I realize I am probably projecting my own problems onto this song, but it has really helped me. Avoid isolation. Be there for the people you love. They notice. ♥

  • @qvian9197
    @qvian9197 Před 3 lety +1876

    The type of songs you listen to when your homies aren't around.

    • @welshbolshevik
      @welshbolshevik Před 3 lety +131

      i don’t have any homies. My girlfriend left me at the start of December and i hadn’t realised that i had dedicated myself to her so much, that id basically cut off all of my friends. I want them back :(

    • @Name-oopsies
      @Name-oopsies Před 3 lety +92

      @@welshbolshevik reach out to them homie, if theyre your friends theyll be ready for you

    • @benettolp3129
      @benettolp3129 Před 3 lety +19

      @@welshbolshevik thats what my best friend has always done when he was in a relationship but even when 2 years have passed everyone was welcoming to him and happy to get him back
      Reach out to them dude. Its what will get you back on your feet

    • @nittwittslikk5241
      @nittwittslikk5241 Před 3 lety +18

      @@welshbolshevik we all did that mistake once reach out

    • @sebkoseda
      @sebkoseda Před 3 lety +31

      Type of song you kiss the homies goodnight to

  • @ethanjacobson6004
    @ethanjacobson6004 Před rokem +194

    This will go down as one of the greatest songs of all time, mark my words. I can listen to this on repeat for hours and it still sounds like I just heard it for the first time. The mixing, the melody, the vocals, it's the definition of beauty. I've cried my hardest tears to this song, but it always leaves me feeling this strange mixture of extreme sadness and peace when its over. There is quite literally no other song like this. Incredible work.

    • @user-uz5vk3sl4y
      @user-uz5vk3sl4y Před rokem +3

      Искал этот комментарий. Такие же ощущения..

    • @SebatsianWithers
      @SebatsianWithers Před 9 měsíci

      again.... not reading all that

    • @hankschrader2346
      @hankschrader2346 Před 8 měsíci +3

      Lvl 200 yapper

    • @felity1773
      @felity1773 Před 8 měsíci +3

      it's always the same three chords and there is no real melody. it's a great song, but not something that's gonna be able to be recognised as one of the best because it's not standardised enough

    • @Airborne2xx2
      @Airborne2xx2 Před 6 měsíci

      It’s my first time hearing this and it got me feeling heavy emotions. I feel so blessed to be listening to leans music idc how late I am better now than never 🫶

  • @1Larry
    @1Larry Před rokem +20

    I cant live without this song. Every now and then i come here, it feels so good. Never heard a song that makes me feel this much different emotions.

  • @PeyoteCoyote97
    @PeyoteCoyote97 Před 4 lety +4223

    I feel like everyone here is friends

    • @user-in6jt8qk5i
      @user-in6jt8qk5i Před 4 lety +93

      I dont know You but I feel I like You

    • @AskTorin
      @AskTorin Před 4 lety +34

      I agree. Friends for this here life with all of us present, friends of Leandoer, happy meaning, comfort feeling :)

    • @trilogy.
      @trilogy. Před 4 lety +6

      🖤

    • @tubthumper9453
      @tubthumper9453 Před 4 lety +83

      yeah no bad feelings here. Just people; drunk, stoned, lost, alone, staring down the barrel of the end of the night, looking for some salvage at the dawn of a salt and vinegar morning. whiskey drunk, coffee buzzed, skunk melancholic. eating soup, drinking soup, listening to that last song, on your own, at the end of the night, smoking out the window. wishing it was you...

    • @joshuagodfrin2209
      @joshuagodfrin2209 Před 4 lety +22

      We all live in a LeanWorld.

  • @simoncotter1606
    @simoncotter1606 Před 3 lety +654

    today I stood on a bridge and thought about jumping down, but I didn't cave... I'm at the lowest of lows, but still something kept me from jumping. I realised that I need help and I have to talk to people about how I feel. I think that's the first step to getting better or at least I hope so. Probably no one's going to read this but I just had to write it. If you're thinking about ending your life don't do it, it's the only thing you got. You might end your suffering but you won't be there to realise it. Keep on fighting

    • @cameronmurray6330
      @cameronmurray6330 Před 2 lety +21

      hope ur doing good man

    • @shaixcs
      @shaixcs Před 2 lety +10

      I hope you’re getting better. Make sure to speak to the people around you. If you want to, even speak to me about it, just a pair of ears to listen

    • @lemikadriaj9925
      @lemikadriaj9925 Před 2 lety +6

    • @407house.
      @407house. Před 2 lety +8

      I love you stay strong

    • @near4952
      @near4952 Před 2 lety +8

      I hope u good and healthy

  • @denzel1174
    @denzel1174 Před rokem +20

    This song is my painkiller since i lost her... i truly felt when Lean says "so many time i realize what i seek for is right on the front of my eyes"

  • @Charbyzic
    @Charbyzic Před 6 měsíci +14

    You know that feeling when you’re surrounded by your beloved ones but you still feel extremely lonely and isolated? I do. Sometimes I just want to go somewhere in the middle of nowhere alone without anyone, like some kind of spiritual redemption for this loneliness.

  • @Juqey
    @Juqey Před 6 lety +1578

    This is the most beautiful song leandoer has ever done

    • @Bcv96
      @Bcv96 Před 6 lety +19

      yung ufo no that's gatorade

    • @Fahim321
      @Fahim321 Před 6 lety +32

      no thats hennessy and sailor moon

    • @htmn2001
      @htmn2001 Před 6 lety +13

      No it's this or red bottom sky

    • @clementbleu-pays977
      @clementbleu-pays977 Před 6 lety +55

      leanworld ?

    • @taggertrose6952
      @taggertrose6952 Před 6 lety +43

      Imo these are all tied for his best sad tracks: leanworld, hellrain, agony, never again, hotel in minsk

  • @HyunMaw
    @HyunMaw Před 6 lety +2910

    I hope you'll never end up like Peep... SO sad. Pls Lean and Sadboys be careful

    • @bryankeeley4058
      @bryankeeley4058 Před 6 lety +119

      I'm starting to get anxious and worried thinking about it :( I hope lean is careful I can't take another artist dying

    • @HyunMaw
      @HyunMaw Před 6 lety +155

      I think that since Miami, Lean has calmed down, and don't take drugs as much as he used to. At least, I hope so

    • @YungYanThaDon
      @YungYanThaDon Před 6 lety +128

      he's almost died already bladee saved him

    • @merutm3843
      @merutm3843 Před 6 lety +3

      Serial Experiments please someone help me...

    • @HyunMaw
      @HyunMaw Před 6 lety +24

      Im Malefiicent Are you alright buddy?

  • @josephbearup4787
    @josephbearup4787 Před rokem +13

    42 years old and This Artist and Especially this song Hits Home.
    2023 and Beyond we will all feel pain in Very Diff ways, now I have Kids That Could Take the same steps I Took and that Hurts More then any pain I’ve ever felt. Godbless U all

  • @MayFlwr
    @MayFlwr Před 6 lety +1254

    Man..this song is just great. Lean, gud, and sherman will always be some of my favorite artists.

    • @odyssey.studios
      @odyssey.studios Před 6 lety +24

      MayFlwr can’t forget gtb

    • @kevinalba2452
      @kevinalba2452 Před 6 lety +15

      Bladee

    • @Domar95
      @Domar95 Před 4 lety

      my nigga I watch all your vids I am so stoked to know you have good music taste

  • @sarwarjahan2102
    @sarwarjahan2102 Před 3 lety +717

    the line "when im afraid, i lose my mind. its fine, it happens all the time" hits hard when you are bipolar.

    • @yungmau9258
      @yungmau9258 Před 3 lety +33

      This song brings me comfort. I've had multiple psychotic episodes

    • @sarwarjahan2102
      @sarwarjahan2102 Před 3 lety +21

      @@yungmau9258 this song makes me feel like i am not alone

    • @kiayamwak3778
      @kiayamwak3778 Před 3 lety +17

      The person itself who sing this is bipolar

    • @sarwarjahan2102
      @sarwarjahan2102 Před 3 lety +2

      @@kiayamwak3778 yeah i know

    • @5bin5d32
      @5bin5d32 Před 3 lety +6

      Besides that line. ''my furniture has come alive'' is another line I can painfully relate to since I totally trashed my room in a manic episode, which was a really traumatic chapter in my life.

  • @lightly3886
    @lightly3886 Před rokem +10

    I had a drug problem when i was 16 years, i was hurting all my loved ones so decided to change, this song helped me so much because it's like a rainbow after a storm or like a hug after crying for hours, yeah, drugs are fun sometimes but they have the power to ruin your life, stay clean ppl , love You , leanboy

  • @ghostrecon3834
    @ghostrecon3834 Před 2 lety +28

    If the loneliness after deep betrayal had a sound, this would be it.

  • @marxunemiku
    @marxunemiku Před 3 lety +387

    this is my favourite barry dillon song

  • @dangcs
    @dangcs Před 6 lety +414

    That Icelandic Childrens Choir was a great feature

  • @matejkovac1484
    @matejkovac1484 Před rokem +5

    I feel like this beat reflects on so many points of life… sadness, happiness, nostalgy and generally just life itself. I get so many different vibes from this song. Amazing.

  • @CarlosOrtiz-yg1xm
    @CarlosOrtiz-yg1xm Před 2 lety +295

    I use to be so depressed when i first heard this song now I have the girl of my dreams and we are having a kid in october and this song has helped me through so much Im so thankful for this song

    • @Mastermind3838
      @Mastermind3838 Před 2 lety +22

      I'm trying too, I'm trying to be like you. I don't have my life together so I can't bring another person life in this world if I can't even take care of myself ya know? Proud of you brother rock on and take care. I hope the best for you.

    • @CarlosOrtiz-yg1xm
      @CarlosOrtiz-yg1xm Před 2 lety +6

      @@Mastermind3838 im sorry im just now seeing this but life will get better I promise!

    • @antonije7621
      @antonije7621 Před rokem +1

      hope she cheats and yall break up

    • @jeffreyadams9894
      @jeffreyadams9894 Před rokem +2

      In other words isolation caved in

    • @ozbobs9695
      @ozbobs9695 Před rokem +2

      That's beautiful Carlos💯

  • @LucasAssarsson
    @LucasAssarsson Před 6 lety +806

    How can this dude have so much impact in my life? Best Ever

    • @odyssey.studios
      @odyssey.studios Před 6 lety

      Such a god

    • @jobspuzzo
      @jobspuzzo Před 6 lety +14

      dude, i think exactly the same thing. He is just a regular dude from sweden, but his life impressions are so similar to mine's...

    • @SwagMaster824
      @SwagMaster824 Před 5 lety

      He's the goat

    • @11energize
      @11energize Před 4 lety +1

      i feel the exact same way. i mean he doesnt even know i exist, but he has impacted my life so much

    • @nora9157
      @nora9157 Před 2 lety

      me too, his music helps me always when im sad.

  • @etiennerabiller7995
    @etiennerabiller7995 Před 5 lety +502

    Take a pill and go to sleep
    I'm chasing witches in the street
    I'm the last page in your book
    Can't write a song, only do hooks
    Watching horses in the fields
    The dragon rests in agony
    When I'm afraid I lose my mind
    It's fine, it happens all the time
    When I'm afraid I lose my mind
    It's fine, it happens all the time
    Isolation caved in
    I adore you, the sound of your skin
    So many lies that I found
    Blood, Heaven, I stick to the ground
    So many times I realized
    What I seek for is right in front of my eyes
    I'm alone in a hole in the ground
    A theater of dogs is still around
    My furniture has come alive
    I'm dancing with a candlestick tonight
    Flying kites reaping outside my window
    Smiles with fright
    Isolation caved in
    I adore you, the sound of your skin
    Isolation caved in
    I adore you, the sound of your skin
    Isolation caved in
    I adore you, the sound of your skin

  • @simpletistic7910
    @simpletistic7910 Před rokem +101

    God damn this song, man. I still remember hearing Ginseng Strip for the first time. It was back in 2014, I was on my Dad's phone while he was driving, as I didn't have my own phone in middle school. I remember how instant the fascination was. And even back then, subconsciously, I think it was in large part to how relatable I found Lean. He was just another goofy, baby-faced white boy, only a few years older than me, making music I would've liked to think I could've made. I formed my whole aesthetic around him, man. I spent every scent of my Christmas and birthday money back in 2016 on a Stone Island sweatshirt after the Miami Ultras video. Right around then, I had some hard things happen in my life. My dad got sick, I stopped seeing my mom as much. I had to move schools and start over, which I was already no stranger to. And with that, my taste matured. I stopped listening to Lean, and that whole scene as a whole as much. But then, Stranger Drops and I decide to give it a listen. I remember reaching the ending 2 tracks, this and yellowman, and just breaking down. It felt as if this was a goodbye to my childhood, in an odd sort of way. I knew I was growing up, and I was going to have to start dealing with heavier and heavier things, and I didn't feel ready. And here was Lean, the same goofy Swedish boy who broke on the scene rapping about milkshakes and mosquito tits, singing about isolation, desire, and trauma. I'm not exaclty sure what I'm trying to say here, this song honeslty makes me feel things hard to put into words. I'll stop rambling now.

    • @lotsobig1970
      @lotsobig1970 Před rokem

      Damn

    • @Numerial0.0
      @Numerial0.0 Před rokem +1

      Yeah growing up is difficult. Then adulthood hits out of nowhere-especially when it makes you do and be things you never expected to do and then when you look behind you your kid self gets further and further away until it's gone. The shame of not being older when you need to be can be isolating and completely fucking brutal. I've been there. A lot of kids your age will be there. But be there for yourself. Hang on to yourself even if you don't have a plan. This whole generation seems to have that less and less as the years continue. I know I said that plans are hard to come by, and I'm contradicting because I am, but write down the things you can do. What your focus connects to. Anything, something. Apply plans and work on yourself. Be a better person. Be constructive and produce something tangible to know where you are in society and how your well being can be self-regulating by producing to your family, friends and yourself. Post-teenage years are a wake up call and understandably traumatizing. I'm sorry

    • @Perc1000
      @Perc1000 Před rokem +1

      Lean grew up *with* you.

  • @rustypotter5365
    @rustypotter5365 Před rokem +49

    Such a beautiful and deep lyrics.

  • @Veysula007
    @Veysula007 Před 2 lety +868

    I've been crying for over than 3 hours while listening to this song on repeat. To everyone who reads this, please, talk to someone about your mental health, don't end your life, try to solve the issue, you are on your way of escaping from this state of mind. Love you all!

  • @IdRatherbeDeaddd
    @IdRatherbeDeaddd Před 6 lety +543

    Been seperated with my ex for two years now. I haven't been sad about the break up for over a year now. but this song just gave me this weird feeling i can't describe. Took me back to 2008 when i first met her, took me back to 2012 when we finally got our own place. Our summer walks around Haaga(Helsinki). Just sitting here on google maps looking through our favourite spots we would visit a lot and just sit there. Sadly google maps is all i have. I no longer live in Finland. Just wish i could text her and tell her i still care for her. Love is brilliant, even if it doesn't work.

    • @fafor6128
      @fafor6128 Před 6 lety +7

      Screen that what did you wrote and send her :) I hope you will back to her :,)

    • @somefuckinguy4519
      @somefuckinguy4519 Před 5 lety +42

      This broke me

    • @hanawana
      @hanawana Před 5 lety +7

      Kasey Pettit please contact her.

    • @carloslozano2047
      @carloslozano2047 Před 5 lety +10

      your last words got me.

    • @shaashaash
      @shaashaash Před 4 lety +4

      i feel you bro, my long term gf left me a week ago and ive been sad since and this song helps me

  • @kyisdon
    @kyisdon Před rokem +40

    i’m not depressed or anything like that, but this song really hits different. gives me chills. the deep sadness and agony is truly beautiful. makes me want to cry

  • @gertrud3887
    @gertrud3887 Před rokem +2

    saw this masterpiece live today on his concert and man...it hit different, hearing the first few notes of this song tears started dripping down my cheeks, this song has helped me get through so many hard times, such a comfort song, thank you for making it lean i love you

  • @oliverwds
    @oliverwds Před 6 lety +1494

    Yung lean and Jonatan finally met

    • @Pokemon00158
      @Pokemon00158 Před 6 lety +176

      Damn, I remember the interview where Lean was talking about how Yung Lean was just a character but how he felt like he started to be him more and more, and then Jonatan was gone.

    • @archangel2612
      @archangel2612 Před 6 lety +19

      I was just thinking about this then I eventually saw this comment

    • @odyssey.studios
      @odyssey.studios Před 6 lety +45

      I feel like Jonatan has lowkey wanted to post music like on jl127 for quite a while but has never gotten round to it until now. I respect that he’s finally done it. Beautiful.

    • @thomas_4615
      @thomas_4615 Před 6 lety +8

      I was thinking of jonatan the day he released metallic intuition and was hoping there were more songs like that on the album and this is why lean made my life better

    • @nilbognatas7385
      @nilbognatas7385 Před 6 lety +6

      Honestly, chills.

  • @enzo.6586
    @enzo.6586 Před 6 lety +811

    The best people are here right now

    • @2lucasjfs
      @2lucasjfs Před 6 lety +15

      nollatunnelmia stfu

    • @aakrueger
      @aakrueger Před 6 lety +12

      You stole this from a jl127 comment

    • @acies9408
      @acies9408 Před 6 lety +2

      Stole the comment from JL127

    • @leduc6656
      @leduc6656 Před 6 lety +10

      the same comment over and over..

    • @ca5958
      @ca5958 Před 6 lety

      and you- huh what who said that

  • @natevex2045
    @natevex2045 Před 9 měsíci +9

    When the instrumentals start playing I get a flash of memories.

  • @Xitaychin
    @Xitaychin Před 5 měsíci +5

    One of the greatest songs ever!
    Been loving this album from the moment it released.

  • @ashtonwilcox9356
    @ashtonwilcox9356 Před 3 lety +1223

    lean is one of the only people keeping me alive, both of my parents are in a toxic and alcoholic state.. whenever shit gets heated i put my headphones in and vibe out to your music. puts me in an escaped reality.. we love you lean

    • @xenorzy9331
      @xenorzy9331 Před 2 lety +32

      LOL!

    • @larf06
      @larf06 Před 2 lety +85

      Fucking hang in there Ashton. I came from that type of family too. im almost 40 now and i used to think everything was ok bc i got used to covering up feelings and avoiding what i needed to face, for decades, but just last week i had a wakeup call, it was a mushroom trip and it was the best day of my life but also one of the hardest. My advice is whenever you get your chance, speak your mind to your parents, even if it costs you everything. Tell them what i wanted to tell them my whole life, that you love them but what they are doing is toxic, it's putting you in a hole that is going to be very hard to get out of as an adult. Tell them you love them regardless of what they do but let them know who you are and what you feel. There are no magic words, only the hard talks which may lead to very hard situations, but they are unavoidable, please communicate, then communicate more, if things don't change you have put your best foot forward, but it is important for you to get this stuff out. i buried this shit my whole life and have squandered so much bc of my poor mental state, but it's never too late. Much love Ashton.

    • @lalhriatzela1665
      @lalhriatzela1665 Před 2 lety +9

      Hope you doing fine bro, sending love your way ❤

    • @lop1657
      @lop1657 Před 2 lety +7

      Same, my dad is in prison and my mom is an addict.

    • @Tiersenhiphop
      @Tiersenhiphop Před 2 lety +5

      Damn dude. I’m sorry. That sucks. Music sometimes feels like the best escape and the best way to feel your shit at the same time. I hope things work out for you man.

  • @coltonjagger5602
    @coltonjagger5602 Před 2 lety +663

    I served in the u.s. military and was very lonely alot of times. The sad boys were my "friends" through their music. This song in particular and album was the shit for me. Fast forward to now... I'm in love with my best friend and living together, everyday is a new adventure together! Life is bliss and wonderful. She went away just for two days for work and I found myself look this song up. Reading these comments makes me want to share. Life is so mysterious and crazy how things turn out. Love you lean... your music helps alot of people in alot of trying times.

    • @rollinthraxx
      @rollinthraxx Před 2 lety +21

      Love your story man still trying to find my purpose I’m feeling pretty alone rn in high school just coasting by ☺️ grateful for everything

    • @lmilly1359
      @lmilly1359 Před 2 lety +13

      @@rollinthraxx cherish the time you still have in hs and do everything you possibly can. I graduated 2 and a half years ago and there’s a lot of regrets I have about hs but at the same time, the memories I do have from it will always be some of my favorite memories

    • @rybcaje
      @rybcaje Před rokem +1

      Thank you for your service sir.

    • @snailmoder
      @snailmoder Před rokem +2

      @knockout you can still make good memories in bad times

    • @erikok3031
      @erikok3031 Před rokem

      @@knockout1905 not at all i hate high school

  • @bobrossantichrisst
    @bobrossantichrisst Před 3 měsíci +3

    I’m 30 years old and this is the first time I’ve heard this.
    I think this speaks to so many people at so many places in their life.
    I can’t believe i’m saying this.
    Yung Lean has knowledge

  • @cxnifer
    @cxnifer Před rokem +6

    all of lean's songs hit me hard, some more than others, but this one hits me the hardest 🖤

  • @cowboybutt
    @cowboybutt Před 6 lety +438

    when I'm afraid, I lose my mind

  • @TranzlFerHD
    @TranzlFerHD Před 3 lety +57

    my dad told me something i feel like a lot of people could appreciate and apply to their lives; you will always live with regrets, that much is inevitable but everyday you wake up is a new chapter. the choice to remain being who you were and doing what you’ve been doing on the page before is up to you. you can just as easily go against the grain and change. that is what makes us human.

    • @sevven6689
      @sevven6689 Před 2 lety +2

      hey , ive been feelin like a shit person lately so this rly helped me feel better .

  • @3stacks495
    @3stacks495 Před rokem +4

    reading over these comments makes me feel so much less alone and as does this song. i’ve been struggling with my mental for some time now, i’m just beginning to come to terms with what is and not turning to drugs or distractions as an outlet. all things will get better and there are people who love you and you can talk to, i wish you all the best and thank you lean for this work of art.

  • @quinkledinkle3760
    @quinkledinkle3760 Před rokem +5

    It's validating to see such an influential artist mature in his craft and mature mentally.
    As someone who has suffered with heavy addiction on top of just general mental illness. This really helps and I feel nothing but the upmost respect for Lean.

  • @elephant327
    @elephant327 Před 3 lety +70

    if you have cried to this song we automatically family

  • @gypsieking210
    @gypsieking210 Před 3 lety +68

    I've been crying for 30 minutes.

  • @nikixo845
    @nikixo845 Před 2 lety +37

    it's just a bad day not a bad life ❤️‍🩹

  • @nathanaelschatzmann
    @nathanaelschatzmann Před 6 měsíci +5

    That song is not just a song! Thats art on another level. What a beautiful masterpiece!

  • @Theworldisyouroyster156
    @Theworldisyouroyster156 Před rokem +4

    I’m 64 years old and this is the deepest most incredible song I’ve ever heard. Wow.

  • @qabqabqab
    @qabqabqab Před 6 lety +613

    I want this song on my funeral

  • @rinam4485
    @rinam4485 Před 6 lety +431

    This album is sort of destroying me. I swear each song is hitting me on a strong level and I can't even explain why. Yung Lean, you've been truly missed

  • @cloudesc
    @cloudesc Před rokem +3

    I adore this song. She always makes me cry and that's a good thing. Sometimes it helps and makes me feel better. Thank you, the author, for such a melody.

  • @R3DP0L0
    @R3DP0L0 Před rokem +1

    This has got to be one of the best calm songs even though it's about pain, being alone, the beat is very calm.

  • @icebergcxc
    @icebergcxc Před 3 lety +82

    praying to god we dont lose this man.

  • @scryxu5684
    @scryxu5684 Před 6 lety +2148

    *I'm the last page in your book...*

  • @Junjunyaa
    @Junjunyaa Před 2 lety +5

    Every time when I dont feel like myself, I come to this song and read the comments. It makes me feel comfortable and that I am not alone. Thank you all.

  • @matthewl2375
    @matthewl2375 Před 5 měsíci +5

    I heard it on tiktok then decided to practice late at night for cross country, it was hard. It matched the vibe for that time and 2022 when i heard it. It gave me this atmospheric and melancholic vibe. It literally gives me nostalgic moments to the time and place i heard it. But for some reason i like the feeling it gives me. Its a calming feeling but its also mood darkning, depressing, spine chilling and it just got me in my feels listening to this. Melancholic, atmospheric and dark are the best words to describe it, music was just to relaxing and depressing. Goddamn this a banger for sure

  • @darkdaynoon2963
    @darkdaynoon2963 Před 2 lety +275

    I just stumbled across Lean last night. I watched his documentary. Very inspiring. After I watched i went a listened to his music. This song Agony had a very profound impact on me as well. I was diagnosed with stage 4 liver disease last year and I’ve struggled with mental health for years especially since I was diagnosed.
    The gravity of this song will be with me til the end.

  • @ArielBojorquez
    @ArielBojorquez Před 4 lety +40

    When I’m older with my kids and wife and life’s good, I’ll look back at songs like these and they will be memories I will cherish forever

  • @dr09gz
    @dr09gz Před 10 měsíci

    i always come back to this song, whether summer depression or winter depression this song helped me throughout the years

  • @zach88888
    @zach88888 Před 7 měsíci +2

    I cannot imagine not knowing the sounds from this song. Incredibly moving. It’s hard to understand why it’s making me cry? It just makes me realize how similar we all are. We all want the same things for ourselves and for our families.

  • @Aeiroq
    @Aeiroq Před 3 lety +823

    I am suffering from anorexia 3 years now and I’m trying my best to recover and gain weight everyday and this song is my safe space.. I love you lean 🕊

  • @vojtechamenhotep2331
    @vojtechamenhotep2331 Před 6 lety +260

    you know when YL takes it seriously when category is Music not science and technology anymore

  • @marcodario9162
    @marcodario9162 Před rokem +14

    This song was with me while life was close to having the best over my best friend. It was with me when an old time friend passed away aged 23. It was with me when life got better. Agony always hits different depending on what challenges you’re facing.
    This song has the power to let you embrace the darkest emotions and overcome them through hope.
    Thank you for this masterpiece.

  • @mahnoorshah8106
    @mahnoorshah8106 Před rokem +10

    havent been able to stop listening to this

  • @peterrusso1950
    @peterrusso1950 Před 6 lety +829

    Lean sound like that American idol audition that gets 1 yes and 1 no and then randy jackson comes through and gives you that “issa yes from me dawg”

    • @PRODBAILEY
      @PRODBAILEY Před 6 lety +21

      IM CRYING

    • @remberthisemail
      @remberthisemail Před 6 lety +30

      reading this as high as I did I had to kind re read it a couple of times but then when i got to randys part i instantly got what you were going for and died laughing

    • @goodcunt7673
      @goodcunt7673 Před 6 lety +1

      Haha my man

    • @bummerbee391
      @bummerbee391 Před 6 lety +1

      BAILEY LMAOOOOO

    • @ChinoCochino
      @ChinoCochino Před 5 lety +1

      Shits not funny

  • @splurgerr4904
    @splurgerr4904 Před 3 lety +1940

    I just wish I could be a better person.

  • @maleklefleur1667
    @maleklefleur1667 Před 3 měsíci +3

    Thank you Jonatan for this song. This song has been there for me at my worst moments. From horrendous traumatic break ups, family health issues, hopelessness, this song brings me a sort of comfort that no artist has done.
    Ily Lean, much love from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷 I hope i get to see you perform in person

  • @raghhadd
    @raghhadd Před rokem +5

    Forever thankful for this song

  • @GrimReacts
    @GrimReacts Před 6 lety +2093

    I adore you

  • @user-ol5bj4dm2v
    @user-ol5bj4dm2v Před 3 lety +124

    The crazy thing about this song is that it is sad on the surface, but after listening to it many times, it makes me happy.

    • @13MoonGold
      @13MoonGold Před 2 lety +11

      It's so melancholy yet so peaceful, reminds me of Good News by Mac Miller

    • @deepakbiranwar2981
      @deepakbiranwar2981 Před rokem

      ​@@13MoonGoldbro that's my song bro 😭😭😭

  • @brownboysant7763
    @brownboysant7763 Před 8 měsíci

    I discover lean in 2013, he was all over tumblr and rapidly became a star. 10 years later, i'm 23 and I found his music so ahead of its time, no matter what record u are listening to, Jonathan is far ahead, at least a couple years for sure.
    Sadboys for LIFE, Jonathan, you made me soooo happy back then (still do)
    Cheers from Mexico city

  • @jean-loicantunes616
    @jean-loicantunes616 Před 10 měsíci +19

    OMG, I know it's a sad song, but for me it's so much more, it's an entire world he succeed to create with some abstract (poetic) lyrics and a really strong and original voice, a masterpiece !

  • @jose-pk5dv
    @jose-pk5dv Před 3 lety +95

    this saved my life

  • @danielledolly8576
    @danielledolly8576 Před 3 lety +164

    This hurt isnt worth all the pain it takes to heal the needles spinning on the record again
    lost my mom and listening to music is what gets me through these days
    thank you guys

    • @maximilian6991
      @maximilian6991 Před 3 lety +9

      Sorry for your loss may she rest im piece. Still, life goes on and as bad everything may seem right now, sooner or later it will definitely become better. :)

    • @leithfischer9431
      @leithfischer9431 Před 2 lety +3

      I hope you're okay♡

    • @xenorzy9331
      @xenorzy9331 Před 2 lety

      lol

    • @murakashi1759
      @murakashi1759 Před 2 lety

      @@xenorzy9331 what the fucks wrong with u bruv. i dont understand ppl like u. why bother leaving a comment. hiding behind ur screen making peoples day worse. tbh i feel sry for u cos u probably have the saddest little life out of all of us, and thats saying something cos this comments section is filled with sum sad fucked up ppl. sorry for your loss danielle hopefully it heals more and more with time🖤fuck off xenorzy

    • @Mastermind3838
      @Mastermind3838 Před 2 lety

      Very fucking funny bud. I pray on your downfall.

  • @juliamichellebigsmoke133
    @juliamichellebigsmoke133 Před 3 měsíci +3

    this song ringing in my head in the jail cell for 2 days over night was what gave comfort to me but first thoughts of God and my loved one thank you yung lean

  • @cardinal3829
    @cardinal3829 Před rokem +1

    Oh those this track bring me back a few years ago when my dad was alive always remembering going on a road trips with him just enjoying life bumping music and smoking one with my pops
    What I would give just to experience that again
    Rest easy dad

  • @makochan6854
    @makochan6854 Před 5 lety +18

    When my dad went to jail you and your music were always there to help me every morning, day and night, now I turn to your songs to encourage me in something more banal like a broken heart. Thank you very much for everything Yung Lean, I love you!

  • @piatra00
    @piatra00 Před 2 lety +257

    I have never cried to a song that bad in my entire life. thank you yung lean for this masterpiece, ur a genius.

    • @KiceDz
      @KiceDz Před rokem +5

      You should check out Never Again by Johnathan leandoer , his alter ego.

    • @rainbowmetalhead
      @rainbowmetalhead Před rokem

      Same

    • @simstlau
      @simstlau Před 9 měsíci

      the story behind is even more heart-breaking

  • @seriouslydiddy4397
    @seriouslydiddy4397 Před rokem +2

    Thank you for this Yung Lean I really appreciate it.

  • @Lilregpack
    @Lilregpack Před 3 lety +66

    my dad has throat cancer and got through radiation and lost his voice. Then his throat started to swell up so now he has a hole in his throat to breath. He's really really down and in pain and it makes me wanna cry. on top of that our medical bills are crazy and i dont know how my family will pay them or make it though this. We're all beaten down and struggling to stay sane and keep going. But it's nothing compared to what my father is going through. i love you all, and i love you lean for helping me keep my wits and stay strong for my family.

    • @levitating-phonkster
      @levitating-phonkster Před 3 lety +2

      man i dont know what to say, no one should deserve something like this, i always come to this song to cry but even if i dont know you i wish you and your family only the best ,let your emotions out brother its ok to cry, love you too :(

    • @maximilian6991
      @maximilian6991 Před 3 lety +1

      I'm really sorry. No one should ever experience such bullshit. I wish you and your family only the best. I hope you guys get through this terrible times and get stuff working again :)

    • @Lilregpack
      @Lilregpack Před 2 lety +1

      thank you guys so much, my dad has been doing better. he's been building little model cars they're really cool. i've been making a bucnh of music and staying out the way. i still listen to this song everyday. i hope the tiktok kids find this one bc it deserves to be huge.

    • @kaine_19
      @kaine_19 Před rokem

      @@Lilregpack hey man I just saw this comment. i’m so sorry for what you had to go through. my prayers go out to you. how is your dad now?

    • @Lilregpack
      @Lilregpack Před rokem +1

      @@kaine_19 he’s ok. The radiation rotted his teeth and he’s getting dentures now. I moved away to Cincinnati so I haven’t seen him in a while. I need to make time for him.

  • @BANZAIcz
    @BANZAIcz Před 3 lety +78

    my dog die today... rest in peace bro... this song is for u :((((

    • @mojoloco2504
      @mojoloco2504 Před 3 lety +2

      Sorry man, stay strong:(

    • @winter2123
      @winter2123 Před 2 lety +2

      stay strong king, may your dog rest in peace

  • @dennismakowski9973
    @dennismakowski9973 Před rokem

    This one definitely felt real for a lot of people , i don't think you can deny its a beautiful song

  • @chronicsadness6657
    @chronicsadness6657 Před rokem

    just saw you live in manchester and im so grateful you performed this song as its one of my favourites of yours. such a beautiful song. blessed to of witnessed you in real time. love you leandoer

  • @surecjoe5470
    @surecjoe5470 Před 2 lety +18

    waited inside my car for my next Jr college class to start thinking how I would play out in life. I was homeless living out of my car eating McDonalds day by day always repeating the same question in my head. It was a difficult time that lead me to do horrible things to myself as a person, losing friends and family i dearly loved. I will always be different then how i was before but i will always try to evolve as a person. You kept me company in my dark days now you keep me company while I live my best life with my wife and son. Thank you!

  • @mycityhasbeencalledlittlec7203

    when i'm afraid i lose my mind
    it's fine it happens all the time.

  • @peyton8596
    @peyton8596 Před rokem +2

    I never wanna forget this song, ever.

  • @dittydong
    @dittydong Před rokem +2

    One of the most beautiful songs I know both lyrically and instrumentally. Lean got some range boys

  • @ricardoew1829
    @ricardoew1829 Před 6 lety +87

    In the beginning of the song I was like ‘wft Yung with a piano?’, then it turns so beautiful.
    Never in my life a Rapper makes cry until Yung release this masterpiece.
    The kids at the end are so emotional. Sad boys came true

    • @angel1959
      @angel1959 Před 6 lety

      lots of Leans songs has piano lead