The Start of My Journey with Cancer
Vložit
- čas přidán 21. 11. 2022
- Hey guys so this is an introduction to what’s going on with me right now. i have a rare cancer called a desmoplastic small round cell tumor. google it. i start 9 months of hard chemo this week. it’s kinda funny it’s happening the day after thanksgiving and also how it took cancer to really realize how grateful i am for all the people and love around me. i had been working on a project up til this point and i’m tryin my best to get it out. weirdly the songs really fit what’s going on rn. i’m gonna try throughout chemo to get this project out. any support/motivation y’all got for me rn to get this album out to you will be highly appreciated. ironically it kinda tells the story of what’s going on. love you guys and happy thanksgiving #fuckcancer #cancersucks
Follow me on Instagram, Tik Tok & Twitter @sbgabrielblack - Hudba
Thank. you everyone for all of the support on here! I'm working to respond to everyone! I have a lot more updates on my tik Tok and instagram as its hard to hit all of these lol but I'll keep trying to share everything I can on CZcams also! Love you guys so much the support is keeping me going. @sbgabriel black on all my other socials. 🙏📿
Came here rather randomly, but my advice would be to keep a positive mindset. Had a friend going through chemo and all that stuff recently and approaching it with positivity and maybe some dark humor seems to make it easier. Best of luck to you.
2017 Christmas Day my dad found out he had stage four lung cancer, he made it to July 2018, he took his last breathe in my arms, God bless you bro. We are praying for you.
Live every day like it’s your last, repent and submit to God, the kingdom of Heaven is at hand 🤲
@@sydneemiller6091 So sorry
I recall a newscaster in Canada being diagnosed with a rare cancer. I will never forget what her response was….”we are all mortal, I just have a bit more information about my mortality”. This was a least 10 year ago and she is living her life with that information still tucked away in her mind. Your unique life will continue on, ignore the stats and live your life every day, you will survive.
This is very motivating thank you so much!
I'm a stranger to you, but you're not a stranger to me. I love your music, your vibe, and you! I have faith that you will come through this stronger than before! What I know today to be true is... the human body is an incredible machine, we are capable of miraculous things! Stay strong, stay positive! and just know, there are strangers all around the world cheering for you!!
You will be in my prayers.Cancer Sucks!!🙏🙏🙏
We're not strangers anymore. Thank You 🙏🏻
Prayers up for you 🙏🏾 and do stay off the sugars , my friend is doing great after diagnosis 6 yrs ago, no sugar 🙏🏾💞
I had cancer a few years ago. You wouldn’t be human if you were not scared in this situation. Right now I have so many friends with cancer, all ages, it is driving me crazy. Don’t give up on your dreams, keep doing what you need to do. ❤
This means a lot thank you 🙏
Hi gabriel,
I was recently diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer as a 27 year old as well. We are both in this journey together and I wish you the best of luck.
Lily Ko, you are now on my prayer list. May God, give you doctors with wisdom and skill. I pray for God to heal you from the crown of your head, to the soles of your feet! Peace and healing to you.🙏🏽
My son was 27 when he was diagnosed with leukaemia 3 years later he went into remission . A year later his fiancé was diagnosed a huge sarcoma on her leg she was 3 months pregnant she was 27 . We couldn’t believe it she has just finished her treatment after 18 months baby is fine .Being so young you can fight you have the strength and youth to do it .I wish you a speedy journey to your new life being cancer free
Did you get the Covid vax? It’s causing so many new cancers everywhere
Hi, if I may suggest Dr Eric Berg has amazing testimonies on cancer healing through fasting and appropriate diet. This nutricionist has a youtube channel: "Dr Eric Berg". Hope it helps you somehow.
Lily are you dead yet
I firmly believe in diet, my father is stage 4 Pancreatic C and we changed his diet drastically. Everything you mentioned but kiwi's and broccoli are staples in his diet. He is into it one year now and his markers are good. He is able to continue with chemo and I know for him his diet is why he has survived so far. Thank you for sharing, will follow your journey. Blessings to you and your mom.🙏🙏🙏 Happy Thanksgiving!
Well done! Hard to believe that many doctors remain dismissive of the importance of eating a healthy diet. Wishing you, Dad and family many good days to come.
Karen
I’m praying for you Gabriel. I went through a scary time with prostate cancer, and it scared me. It will be OK. Just live all you can now. I believe when this life is over, we just transition. It’s inevitable. Some get to have all the answers sooner than others. When I think about it like this, I’m not afraid of death. There are so many people family and friends that were gone before me. I think it’ll be one big party when I get up there.
The way the world is, I will welcome heaven.
@@lydiamoore142 There is no heaven, this is your only life live it as if everyday is the last day.
This means a lot thank you so much
I don’t know you Jacob, I’ve never heard your music, I’ve never seen your socials. Somehow you appeared on my feed, and I watched you speak so eloquently, with such a brave demeanour. I can’t begin to imagine how much you must be reeling. How the fear that creeps in, must feel. I am so sorry you have been thrown such a horrible curve ball in your life. I am not a religious person, but honestly, I will pray for your healing. I wish you well on this journey, I hope it is smooth, and you do not suffer too much through this intense treatment you are about to face. You are a warrior, I can see it instantly. Be well Jacob. All my love x
Thank you so much for those kind words. Glad you were able to find me. I hope my music can move people in mine and other situations.
Fuck, man. I hope you beat the odds and fuck this cancer up. Good luck with the chemo. I'd love to hear this project but please don't put yourself through too much in order to release it when things can be hard enough. You're so strong, and being scared doesn't make you any less strong. ❤️
Hope your mum is doing well too.❤️
You are going to make it through this dude. We here with you all the way through this. 🤝💙
devastated.. you're my favorite artist.. i hope for all the best man, be strong and we will be for you too
Sending so much love and support to you and your family! You are amazing and will get through this. ❤❤❤❤
Praying for you. Have faith you will beat this. My 26 year old son just passed 2 weeks ago. We are hurting and praying for the ones that need. Remember that cancer cannot grow if it does not have sugar. Look into Keto. Stay safe and get better soon.
I'm a little bit further along with you. I too have a very rare cancer, but mine is incurable. However my chance of living 3 to 5 years is higher than yours. So treatments are really just there too suppress the tumor load as long as possible.
It's rough. But it sounds like you're doing the right things mentally. I think about my mortality daily. I have to make peace with it so I can release myself, so I can live in the present to the best of my ability.
But boy, is it a time and energy suck. Just managing a rare cancer is a part-time job in itself. It chews up so much bandwidth, and it can just leave you tired at the end of the day. Not so much physically but mentally. You can only handle so many consultations, appointments, scans and dealing with insurance before you're just done for the day.
Keep on keepin' on. You're doing a really good job of getting a handle on your disease and coping with this news.
Why are cancers going through the roof all of a sudden....hope you get well very soon❤️❤️
As Friday is approaching I’m sending prayers ….I’ve been doing treatments as well and I just want you to know that you are loved ….stay strong and stay positive. We got this! 🙏🏻🤜🏻🤛🏻💜
Sending thoughts and prayers!!! You are one of my favorite artists ever! Stay strong and positive! My autistic son loves your music it really soothes him.
Thank you. I got something coming for all my fans.
@@gabrielblack i cant wait 😁
Praying for you on this journey! Its not going to be easy, but you are a warrior!
Thank you!
Take care of yourself, sending you lots of love and strength. Keep your head up, be positive, mental plays a lot on your health❤️❤️
Hang in there, man. Thats rough. Sorry you’re going through this. Hope you get better
Hang in there, Jacob! This is absolutely terrifying. I'm a big fan of your music and you're a huge inspiration for me, I wish you the best in this journey. And if it's any consolation, there's been sooo much development in medicine and technology in how cancer is treated!
I truly wish you the best, lots of love ❤️
🖤 thank you! I'm going to beat this!
I am PRAYING for you man. It of course always makes me super SUPER sad to see these types of videos. ALWAYS makes me badly upset. I’m here for you man!!
HI Gabriel. I happened onto your vlog today by chance. I am a general surgeon and have operated on many patients such as yourself with cancer and other difficult diagnoses. You must stay strong and stay the course. My sister was diagnosed with stage IV cancer over 10 years ago and they have been keeping her going, living her life and staying involved with her kids. Keep strong and stay on top of your studies and plan laid out by your health care provides. Godspeed on her your journey.
This is so heartbreaking and scary at the same time. Wish you all the best, man. I can't imagine what you're going through, but sending best of luck and lots of love!🤞🏻
Loved your preact on the blackbear concert in Hamburg! Meeting you too was just great as well. Hope we'll get to do so in the future again.
Praying for you hang in there 🙏
Sending prayers your way
It’s easy to comment asking you to stay positive it’s difficult, but miracles do happen and even in medical field doctors have been witnessing it. So hang on and try to stick to mostly veg diet with lots of fruits and vegetables plus meditation and yoga and along with your medication everything will be ok. Stay strong and believe in god. Love from India ❤️
Working on everything I can thank you.
This is heartbreaking! Try to stay strong man 😓🙌✨
Wishing you all the best, I'm so sorry to hear this. I'm 53 and feel so guilty when this hits young people like you. It's not fair
You’ve got this. ❤
Damn, that shit hit when he said “this is my journey with cancer” a few times to fully grasp it himself.
Stay strong bro :( we’re all rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️
hoping you get through this . wish you all the best ❤❤❤
Best of luck to you, Jacob. Hopefully everyone who sees this video will be supportive of you as you fight the monster - many of us have lost friends and loved ones to it, and maybe some have sen victories too, as I have. I hope that you end up in the winner's column. Your strength and dignity are inspiring to any who will take the time to see them.
I’m glad you were your own advocate and continued to pursue finding out what was wrong! I’m so sorry about your diagnosis! Praying the doctors make the right decisions on how to treat this! God bless and give you strength 🙏🏻❤️
Hey man,
this sucks to hear but you got this, I've been a long time fan.
Take care of yourself man get some rest even if it's just you laying in bed with your eyes closed.. try resting
Body follows the mind.. remember that, who cares what the statistics say YOU GOT THIS!
All the best man and please keep us updated!
Thanks man staying positive, stick with me!
@@gabrielblack I ain't leaving, you helped me through my problems time for all of us to help you with yours🙂
So sorry for your predicament right now, it’s a difficult time for you but be positive if you can and as long as you have the will to live you will survive. My husband had cancer 5 times, some so bad it’s a miracle his still alive, includes testicular, cancer in the spine, colon cancer and bone cancer, it’s a long road but stay positive. Pleased you going the medical route rather than the religious one. Don’t give up the chemo as much as it’s debilitating at times, it does help. All the very best and sorry l won’t be praying for you as prey doesn’t work.
I'm so sorry your going through this stay strong.
Cancer particularly nowadays is unpredictable. You may live a long time or your time maybe short.good luck with your chemo.
Really appreciate you being real about sharing your feelings for you will help other men! Keep positive and remember one day at a time! You got this! 🇨🇦
I wish you a speedy recovery ♥️
sending lots of love and support your way man. you are a light in this world! i hope for your health and safety always
so sorry to hear this. love your music. ridiculously talented artist, wish you the very best in your journey. we all have one, this is yours you stay strong buddy this is gonna take a warrior and you got it in you for sure and i think its smart to get ready for the fight keep up your spirits no matter what though love you
Hey man, prayers for you! I love listen to your music, You ever need a random stranger to blow steam to or bullshit I’m your guy
So sorry to hear this man, awful news :( stay strong, you got this!!! Stay positive ❤
Hi my son who is 29 but at 28 had start having problems with his prostate and what the symptoms you spoke about with the hard to pee and peeing takes a long time and little stream. But no pain in his penis or balls. They did it surgery and said he had an infection and a very enlarged prostate but zero cancer. It's been a year on antibiotics and a certain prescription that helps him pee but now he is having pain on his side and now I will be taking him into the emergency room tomorrow or Friday I'm not sure if it's part of his enlarged prostate stuff or his appendix o Dr nothing but I won't sit around and do nothing while it gets worse. So I will pray for you to be healed through the team of doctors you will be having while you do your treatments. I've never heard your music so I'll start and go down the list of your videos and check them out. I really hope you kick cancers butt. Take care and get rest. I had a rare form of cancer for women in 2014 called gastrointestinal stromal tumor they found it while I had surgery to remove 85% of my stomach and some of my intestines for a condition I have called gastroparesis meaning that my stomach and intestines are paralyzed I also have a feeding tube. So for years I've had either a gj tube of like now a NJ tube in my nose. You might also need one. They are very little pain. At the time of surgery we had no idea I had cancer so on October 22 2014 I had it found and removed and no other treatment was necessary. My type of cancer is primarily found in white men in there 50's and 60's I was 42 and NOT male. So please don't give up because of the stats you can beat this too. Chemo is hard but you are tough. You can beat this you have many people in your corner. Good luck and pray and ask God to heal you plead the blood of Jesus on your life. You can do all things through Jesus Christ!!!!! God bless and keep us updated❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️
"What I know to be true today is that I am alive, I feel okay and I got a lot of love and support around me, and that's a good enough reason to smile"
Praying for you bro, and everyone else dealing with such scary things 🙏
I'm sorry for everything you're going through. I wish you the best and may God bless you.
Fingers crossed for you man! I saw you live in 2019, your energy is unmatched and I hope I can see you healthy and full of energy on stage soon enough. Take care!
I’m so sorry man for the cancer😢 ❤ I really hope you recover and god bless you hope u stay safe man
This is my wake up call for sure…. I love you Gabriel ❤
I'm praying for you brother. Have faith and put all your worries into Gods hands. You will have the strength to make it to the end of this journey. God bless you
So so sorry to hear this, send love and prayers
I will pray for you! 🥺❤️ I love you bro
Thank you SO much for this, man. Honest to god, we don’t deserve this honesty. Thank you.
God Bless. You are in my prayers. I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Maybe you will be with the survivors of this cancer….I think you will.
I'm so sorry you are going through this rough road. May you beat the odds and get through this. Spotify says I listened to 2,256 artists this year but my top artist was you with song sad boy. Your music is beautiful and will live on forever. Changing your diet and lifestyle can't hurt, so it's definitely worth trying. I've been whole-food plant-based for 10 years and hugely support that lifestyle. Juicing may help as well. I'll be following your journey. Keep fighting the good fight!!
Praying for you, Jacob. Best wishes from Australia.
Much love brother. You are the man!!!
God bless you mate
I know you mentioned about social media and here is something further I want to say on that
You've started this cancer journey and now your going to have people who will be keen to see you put up more videos as we now care about you. However, I have seen other cancer vloggers before and I've always wondered if in their valuable time they should be worried about making videos for their new fanbase. If it makes you feel better and more connected then by all means keep going!
But anyway, regardless of all of that let's get a complete 100% recovery 💪
Thanks man! I think I'll keep trying to stay connected with everyone!
Lifting you in my prayers. The fear and anxiety is real and relentless. There are better treatments for cancer and you are already receiving great favor. Stay strong. The chemo will work, I believe it. 🙏🏽
The thing about diet, cancer cells are animals cells that enjoy the same foods the healthy cells like to eat, that's why the Physician said diet doesn't make any difference. However, there is a least one brain cancer patient I know of who seems to have found success in staying alive by going on a very restrictive diet, one that was intended as a protocol for hard to treat epilepsy patients.
I hope you get well soon! I pray for you!!
Wishing you all the best, keep your head up, and stay tough you can beat this!! Best wishes Jake from Colorado
Sending love from England 🏴❤️
Good luck, Gabriel. God bless you.
😢😣 Truly sorry that your dealing with this Cancer. Sending hugs and healing prayers. 🙏🙏. Stay as positive as you possibly can. Everyone handles cancer differently. It’s understandable to be scared and cry. I believe in miracles. Your young and strong and you will beat this. F-k Cancer!
Good luck on your journey. Always stay positive when you can. Accept help and accept that sometimes you just need to rest. I’m in a similar journey. No one wants to be part of the cancer club. Look at everyday as a gift and surround yourself with the most important things in your life. You CAN get through this! He will show you the way. God bless
Gabriel, your video came across my feed and I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you from Connecticut and wishing you the best!
Praying for a speedy recovery 🙏
You can do this! Keep up the hope ❤
I'm amazed to see your calm attitude while narrating this tough experience. Things will get worse before they get better. Thousands of prayers with you. All the very best till your recovery man.
Thanks so much
May you find peace and hope in this time. Pulling for you. 🙏
God bless You I am praying for a miracle.. much love sent.
Good luck, man. Don’t stop fighting!!
Please don’t get stuck on stats… God is able. Praying for you from Canada 🇨🇦
Trying not to, I'm trying to be a part of smallest part of the winning club!
Sending prayers. Just lost my sister to cancer and I hate cancer with all my heart so I'm praying that you come out on top
I believe you, You will survive no if, ands or buts... Kick this things ass man.
Prayers 🙏 fear is of the devil, faith is of God. Pray God gives you the strength for you and your family. And that he would lift u up and reveal his precious love. ❤️🙏❤️ Pray for a miracle 🙏🙏
i’m holding you in my thoughts constantly gabe
Praying for you! 🙏
Hi Gabriel,
Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are young and strong. It’s ok to be scared. Knowledge is power. I believe in the power of prayer and there is strength in numbers. You are not alone.
May God be with you and bless you always. Amen ❤😢
I hope the best for you!
Oh Man U poor guy. And ur mom too. I will include u both in my prayers.
Hi Gabriel! Sorry to know that you were diagnosed with cancer. I hope you get the care you need . I am rooting for you. Ill keep you in my prayers.
Wishing you nothing but love Jacob
You’re amazing! 💛
You keep fighting young man You are a lovely soul sending love and hugs never give up god bless you ❤sandra from South Wales ❤
Devastating news.. I hope some blessings enter your life, and that through these hard times you can still find happiness. God loves you, and I do too.
Sending love and prayers ❤️🙏
🙏🙏🙏
Will be praying ❤
I wish the best for you, and I will pray for your heath and hope you beat it and have along and healthy life God bless you and your loved ones
So sorry to hear prayers your way
My heart breaks for you and your love ones. I too have cancer and given a short time. The difference is I’m 66 years old. I will be praying for you. 🙏
praying for you 🙏❤️
Good morning Gabriel
Happy Thanksgiving.
Thanks for sharing. On board here.
Morbid is ok too...ha...
Let's do this.
🙏