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  • čas přidán 2. 09. 2022

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  • @Y0sh1ko
    @Y0sh1ko  Před rokem +3478

    I appreciate all of the comments 💕☺️. You guys can vent if you need, to those who have rough childhood, I'll be your sister

    • @K1ller.scene.k1d
      @K1ller.scene.k1d Před rokem +54

      I hope you're ok as you said I'll also be your sister

    • @blossomluvsu9
      @blossomluvsu9 Před rokem +66

      Omg u have been thru so much! I went thru some similar things so ik what it feels like (feel bad for u)
      12 year old female btw: raped as a 7 year old, didnt even know it was rape cuz i was a child ofc. Physically beaten and mentallu abused from when i was 9 years old to now by my father. I really understand what you felt so i hope u get better soon :'(

    • @abase7200
      @abase7200 Před rokem +21

      oh my!!! I’ve been through some stuff but no where near you!! I’m so sorry and i have a channel of my own so feel free to vent on any videos i post

    • @luna_carter4279
      @luna_carter4279 Před rokem

      Hope you're ok and where is he now I'm beating him with a belt

    • @luna_carter4279
      @luna_carter4279 Před rokem +14

      @♡ 𝓡𝓪𝓲𝓷𝔂𝓭𝔁𝔂𝓼 ♡ #roadto50sub! Aww thx no one has ever said that to me

  • @celvsu
    @celvsu Před rokem +3005

    omg no, you’ve been through so much. that person who stalked you they are terrible, it’s ok i know being really sad sucks, i was too when i was 9, you’re okay now, talk to some authority figures. you’re going to be ok, we love you. never be sad 💟

    • @ale_x_2588
      @ale_x_2588 Před rokem +34

      Even if they talk it can't erase the things shes seen and been through talking will NEVER help and did you say "never be sad" how can she not? She's been through so much and you expect her to just believe that its never going to be okay NEVER the only thing that may help is to make your life more enjoyable and to try to make better time with friends and family.

    • @ccandy.
      @ccandy. Před rokem +17

      @@ale_x_2588 hii. this is my other acc. I really didn’t mean to be rude, I was just trying to comfort her, I didn’t mean that she shouldn’t be sad, I just meant that we could try and help her. and I know talking can’t always help it was just a suggestion. I was really trying to help, I didn’t mean to be rude, I know she’s been through a lot and talking can’t help, I know that she’ll be upset but it has to get better. I’m sorry, I’m also sorry to her. please don’t be mad, I think this was a misunderstanding.

    • @ale_x_2588
      @ale_x_2588 Před rokem +8

      @@ccandy. Ah yes it's okay I just hate how people think like how you think talking can't always help it never helped me just made it worse but thanks for trying to comfort her! I really hope people can stop thinking like that but anyways thanks for reading and have an amazing day

    • @ccandy.
      @ccandy. Před rokem +5

      @@ale_x_2588

    • @NotHyxliv
      @NotHyxliv Před rokem +3

      I got stalk In my class it's one of my classmate as he can't stop looking at me I feel like he stalk me in my house 😢

  • @Xx_Ry_ilN_th3_H3rm3s_V0id._
    @Xx_Ry_ilN_th3_H3rm3s_V0id._ Před 9 měsíci +643

    *THIS GOES TO EVERYONE INCLUDING CREATOR!!*
    I’m proud of you for getting up
    I’m proud of you for blinking
    I’m proud of you for sleeping
    I’m proud of you for eating
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat
    I’m proud of you for drinking
    I’m proud of you for trying to drink
    I’m proud of you for standing up
    I’m proud of you for suiting down
    I’m proud of you for blinking
    I’m proud of you for breathing
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair
    I’m proud of you for changing clothes
    I’m proud of you for bathing
    I’m proud of you for having fun
    I’m proud of you for being in your phone
    I’m proud of you for being on your iPad
    I’m proud if you for being in your computer
    I’m proud of you for watching TV
    I’m proud of you for making food
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to make food
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
    I’m proud of you for going to school
    I’m proud of you for going to work
    I’m proud of you for going to math
    I’m proud of you for going to your language class
    I’m proud of you for going to science class
    I’m proud of you for going to reading class
    I’m proud of you for going to any of your classes even if you skip
    I’m proud of you for doing your homework
    I’m proud of you for drawing
    I’m proud of you for reading
    I’m proud of you for going out
    I’m proud of you for staying in
    I’m proud of you for making your bed
    I’m proud of you when you don’t make your bed
    I’m proud of you when you don’t do homework
    I’m proud of you for crying
    I’m proud of you for smiling
    I’m proud of you for frowning
    I’m proud of you for laughing
    I’m proud of you for playing sports
    I’m proud of you for not playing sports
    I’m proud of you for eating you cultures food
    I’m proud of you for not eating your cultures food
    I’m proud of you for trying other cultures food
    I’m proud of you for fasting
    I’m proud of you for going to the gym
    I’m proud of you for not going to the gym
    I’m proud of you for working out
    I’m proud of you for not working out
    I’m proud of you for singing
    I’m proud of you for not singing
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed when you’ve been in bed all day
    I’m proud of you for getting into pajamas
    I’m proud of you for being comfortable
    I’m proud of you for using blankets
    I’m proud of you for being hot
    I’m proud of you for being cold
    I’m proud of you for talking
    I’m proud of you for not talking
    I’m proud of you for aging
    I’m proud of you for putting your hair up
    I’m proud of you for not putting your hair up
    I’m proud of you for braiding your hair
    I’m proud of you for not braiding your hair
    I’m proud of you for doing plays
    I’m proud of you for not doing plays
    I’m proud of you for using pillows
    I’m proud of you for being tall
    I’m proud of you for being short
    I’m proud of you for being in-between
    I’m proud of you for having pimples
    I’m proud of you for not having pimples
    I’m proud of you for having acne
    I’m proud of you for not having acne
    I’m proud of you for buying things
    I’m proud of you for not buying things
    I’m proud of you for having stuffed animals
    I’m proud of you for not having stuffed animals
    I’m proud of you for working
    I’m proud of you for helping
    I’m proud of you for putting in a suit
    I’m proud of you for putting on a dress
    I’m proof of you for wearing hoodies
    I’m proud of you for wearing jeans
    I’m Proud of you for wearing a jacket
    I’m proud of you for wearing shoes
    I’m proud of you for eating pants
    I’m Proud if you for wearing shorts
    Im proud of you for wearing T-shirts
    I’m proud of you for wearing long sleeves
    I’m proud of you for being a furry
    I’m proud of you for being a therein
    I’m proud of you for making paper dragons
    IM PROUD OF YOU FOREVER!!!❤❤❤
    I’m proud of you for not helping
    I’m proud of you for trying
    I’m proud of you for walking
    I’m proud of you for any sports you do
    I’m proud of you for crying
    I’m proud of you for any emotion you display.
    I’m proud of you for not showing emotion.
    I’m proud of you because for your hair(or lack of)
    Im proud of you for being on your tablet
    I’m proud of you for being on your phone
    I’m proud of you for being on your computer
    I’m proud of you for being on your TV
    I’m proud of you for being on any device
    IM PROUD OF YOU!! ❤❤❤❤

  • @muslimja3fari431
    @muslimja3fari431 Před 3 měsíci +95

    I feel horrible, idk why there are so many ppl that think that kids bodies are toys. It’s disgusting, I hope you got the help you needed to get through that. Society is horrible

  • @ameemee
    @ameemee Před rokem +578

    im so sorry this happened to you, you did not deserve any of that. You are very strong, we are here for you.

    • @RaineVr4U
      @RaineVr4U Před 3 měsíci

      ❤I did not either but I forgave him and we have the best bond now
      🎉😊

  • @eleniii4182
    @eleniii4182 Před rokem +537

    Im so sorry this happened to you i hope you have recovered from their actions you didn't deserve it

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Před rokem +101

      I have recovered from it, no need to worry dear💕

    • @skylarthompson299
      @skylarthompson299 Před rokem +24

      @@Y0sh1ko I hope you’re not depressed anymore

    • @Thatonepepperyguy
      @Thatonepepperyguy Před 7 měsíci +10

      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      I am too young
      Why are u so mature: ask my mom
      Why are u so mean: ask my mom
      Why are u so strong?: ask my mom
      Why are u so cold:ask my mom
      Why are u so depressed:ASK MY MOTHER

    • @Gacha_elf
      @Gacha_elf Před 7 měsíci +9

      @@Thatonepepperyguysame. And she still has to audacity to say “I love you and I care for you”

    • @Thatonepepperyguy
      @Thatonepepperyguy Před 7 měsíci +5

      @@Gacha_elf ikr?!

  • @BonnieGoodwill
    @BonnieGoodwill Před 8 měsíci +4

    When did you have depression..?
    4-7 years old..
    We’re you mentally/ emotionally abused?
    My whole life until I was 8..
    Why?
    Ask my dad.. :(
    My dad abused my mom and fought with her alot, he also lied about her being evil and left me outside to go to the shop in his car.. :(

    • @BonnieGoodwill
      @BonnieGoodwill Před 8 měsíci +1

      I’m alr now guys .. I’m still traumatised tho

  • @ItsKennyYT
    @ItsKennyYT Před 4 měsíci +50

    Holy shit I normally don’t support Gacha creators but u are a welcoming exeption

    • @St4rL18ghts
      @St4rL18ghts Před 3 měsíci +4

      RESPECT TO YOU BRO-

    • @n.e.r.d.2213
      @n.e.r.d.2213 Před 2 měsíci

      Did I ask

    • @Baku_bro
      @Baku_bro Před 2 měsíci

      @@n.e.r.d.2213 shut the goddamn hell up.

    • @X4MI_B3TT3R
      @X4MI_B3TT3R Před měsícem +1

      @@n.e.r.d.2213your profile pic makes sense...

    • @mel23145
      @mel23145 Před měsícem

      @@n.e.r.d.2213 I asked !!!!!!!! :O

  • @Luna-lr5kx
    @Luna-lr5kx Před rokem +230

    I apologize for what happened to you! Your right you were too young. Nobody deserves this pain... Everything will be better!

  • @cherribxmb
    @cherribxmb Před 8 měsíci +27

    To everyone struggling:
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TAKE CARE

  • @Sheza-rd3hx
    @Sheza-rd3hx Před 2 měsíci +17

    Hey if you and the others need it!

    • @Kiri_Paws090
      @Kiri_Paws090 Před 14 dny

      how are you supposed to make friends if every one bullies you and hates you and doesn't even talk to you and you're bestfriend is hurting and you're suffer from anxiety not just any anxiety severe anxiety and mostly depression. and say what ever you want I'm not begging for attention that's literally my life i hate it no matter how much love I get when I get home I get depressed. no being able to be your self because of your parents I'm a therian and they hate me for that my friends hate me I only have one 2 friends that don't hate me and. I give up In life IM TOO YOUNG IN STILL 11

    • @Kiri_Paws090
      @Kiri_Paws090 Před 14 dny

      and what about the feeling of your mom abandoned you?

  • @YonderingYana123
    @YonderingYana123 Před 3 měsíci +3

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

  • @StorytimeForever
    @StorytimeForever Před rokem +141

    Yk I can relate to you bc there was this guy that stalked me from age 6 to 10 and I didn't say anything bc I was too scared and one time he even grew the nerve to "touch" me so your not alone in this subject of trauma
    Wasn't trying to load on you and make u feel worse just wanna connect with you so you know that your not the only one and you won't be alone 🥰

    • @Snowy_snow561
      @Snowy_snow561 Před 10 měsíci +7

      I know people aren’t going to believe this but one time a person wanted to get my voice and give it to a mute person and the same person once said to me to go to prison.

    • @StarikiStrawberry..-
      @StarikiStrawberry..- Před 10 měsíci +3

      @@Snowy_snow561what

    • @HutaoMc
      @HutaoMc Před 6 měsíci +2

      please dont say ''i can relate'' cause some people dont like it / maybe for some its okay but we dont know^^

    • @StorytimeForever
      @StorytimeForever Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@HutaoMc The creator obviously didn't care since they hearted my comment and didn't ask me to stop.
      Also, humans need people to relate to them because humans are usually social individuals. Even people with social anxiety needs to be around other humans and to understand them

  • @Bubble3320_
    @Bubble3320_ Před rokem +37

    I'm very sorry about what happened, I really hope that never happens again, whoever did that to you should be arrested.

  • @katexle9662
    @katexle9662 Před 8 měsíci +3

    These stories.. They just make my blood boil, I don't understand why anyone would do this?! This cruelty to a CHILD!!! She/he wasn't even a tween! Still pure minded and cheerful! Then they have the nerve to take away something that can't come back. You have one childhood and he just took it! What is going on in their brain?? "Yea I'mma go stalk this kid in the shower abuse and ruin her/his childhood"
    But everything aside I hope you are doing well now and have that jerk out if your life ❤

  • @Crying.suicideBear
    @Crying.suicideBear Před 3 měsíci +1

    "him" Is the one that made me uncomfortable, Several reason
    I hope you feel better soon, And others, Like the person reading this

    • @pipiaoffical
      @pipiaoffical Před měsícem

      this is because females play victim but Andrew Tate is sigma and knows the truth

  • @Rainbow_star11
    @Rainbow_star11 Před rokem +49

    Daily reminder:
    Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
    Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
    Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
    Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
    Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
    Remember to always love yourself because you're a freakin' star

  • @VulpixelBee
    @VulpixelBee Před rokem +12

    I'm confident in my body, but lately I've been scared of that. I was also 7 when someone touched me and asked my uncomfortable questions, and I wasn't able to come to terms with that trauma until recently. It feels like everyone makes excuses for what he did and all I can think about it "what about me?!" I'm especially scared that it'll happen again now that I'm older and have a more mature body...

    • @randomspacefan
      @randomspacefan Před 6 měsíci +2

      I’ve been hearing so many sa stories from people who got sa’d young and I’m 11 and I know sa is common in middle school I already met a predator once so I’m scared for middle school next year 😢

    • @VulpixelBee
      @VulpixelBee Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@randomspacefan I'm sorry to hear that! I'm a freshman in highschool, so I'll be honest, that fear will never go away, because once you're aware there are bad people in the world, that worry never goes away. However, it gets easier to stay safe when you have a friend group and pepper spray :)

  • @Kaitou_Jane24
    @Kaitou_Jane24 Před 6 měsíci +3

    same too gurl, but I was just 4-5 when I've wanted to die because someone touched me, I was still 5 when I was neglected and misunderstood...

  • @Ray_Pawz
    @Ray_Pawz Před 2 měsíci +3

    As someone who went through similar stuff recently, this hit harder than it should.. especially as a young age like that.

  • @Baldsuri
    @Baldsuri Před rokem +89

    I am very sorry about what's happening in your life right now I really hope things get better for u just stay strong okay... you are not alone! maybe you should try going to therapy it will help if you don't have the money you can watch videos that might help you. Try telling your family how you feel...if you are so scared you don't have to tell them. Stay positive things will get better I promise!! 💝💖😭😉

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Před rokem +9

      I LOVE YOU😭

    • @Baldsuri
      @Baldsuri Před rokem +4

      @@Y0sh1ko awww tysm 😭 💖 your also so kind 💕

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Před rokem +6

      @@Baldsuri you are kind too, dear💕

    • @Baldsuri
      @Baldsuri Před rokem +4

      @@Y0sh1ko i'm flattered ☺

    • @Y0sh1ko
      @Y0sh1ko  Před rokem +8

      @@Baldsuri congratulations on 680+ subscribers btw 😊💕 you totally deserved that

  • @Silly_NekoChan.
    @Silly_NekoChan. Před 2 měsíci +6

    Im so sorry, i hate the fact that children (mainly young girls) are used as toys for adults, like wtf?! As someone who was molested, i was told that girls are toys for men and our body belongs to men wtf?! Im so sorry for venting to you all😭❤

    • @pipiaoffical
      @pipiaoffical Před 20 dny

      FEMINISM RULES #ALLMEN #ALLMENARELIKETHAT

  • @user-dz9br5mr1l
    @user-dz9br5mr1l Před 3 měsíci +2

    You poor thing I’m so sorry this stuff happened to you at such young ages even if you weren’t young this is unacceptable 🙁 Lots of love 💕🫶🏻

  • @sitarambarjo1348
    @sitarambarjo1348 Před 11 měsíci +13

    I am so sorry for you
    Please be safe
    Whenever you are sad we are here for u
    These days peole are getting disgusting
    And whoever 'him' is must die or be in jail un till death.
    And we are always with you

  • @hiiamgone
    @hiiamgone Před rokem +518

    To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
    To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
    To everyone who is creating, you got this.
    Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
    If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
    And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
    -Not mine, but pass it around guys

    • @veliwu081.
      @veliwu081. Před 10 měsíci +3

      Ty

    • @The_Chaos_Clubb
      @The_Chaos_Clubb Před 10 měsíci +8

      I needed this 😭

    • @ilovesaiki.notyou
      @ilovesaiki.notyou Před 10 měsíci +3

      awhh thanks!

    • @Pragon72
      @Pragon72 Před 9 měsíci +8

      Yeah I really need to sleep, thanks for reminding me. It’s like one in the morning

    • @1_Nyxx_1
      @1_Nyxx_1 Před 9 měsíci +3

      I don’t want to eat or drink I’d rather die. I hate my body figure anyway. I won’t have to look or speak to anyone.

  • @nuggetkid-7017
    @nuggetkid-7017 Před rokem +43

    I'm sorry for what happened 😔 I hope u grow out of it! 💖

  • @DivineStar_CelestialEm3ra1d
    @DivineStar_CelestialEm3ra1d Před 3 měsíci +2

    I’m sorry if you had to go through all of this… but you’re amazing no matter what!

  • @Xxluvzzu
    @Xxluvzzu Před 8 měsíci +6

    I am sorry you had this terrible life. No one deserves this kind of treatment, you are so beautiful and I love your oc you have talent!❤ your supportive fans will help you along the way!‼️🫶🏻🫶🏼🫶🏽🫶🏾🫶🏿✅

  • @ClaraSallow2132
    @ClaraSallow2132 Před rokem +8

    im so srry about what you've gone through..I have gone through that to and i know how u feel. Just know that i hope every things gonna be ok.

  • @funnicarrots00119
    @funnicarrots00119 Před rokem +12

    I’m literally suffering the same thing with different ages…you’ve been through more stuff than me. I’m really sorry you had to suffer that, we’re always here for you❤

  • @Ignoreolderthan1monthcomments

    I'm so sorry!! May you recover from that creep :(

  • @Rin8744
    @Rin8744 Před rokem +25

    Are you okay if you need someone to talk to im here! If you are not comfortable try reaching out someone as in family/friends etc. ❤️

  • @angelic.x
    @angelic.x Před rokem +9

    I’m so sorry this happened to you! You were way too young to be dealing with this! :(

  • @ChippyKat
    @ChippyKat Před 2 měsíci +1

    I can't explain how much I feel bad for you.. You didn't deserve to have all those things happen to you, just know that if you ever need anyone to talk to, we will always be with you❤

  • @itsReality0624
    @itsReality0624 Před 4 měsíci +1

    I am so sorry that happened to you, all of those things are horrible. I hope “him” won’t EVER LAY A FINGER ON YOU! Please take care, hope you’re happy and healthy.❤ a lot of people are disgusting! I hate the bad thing other people do to others! I hope you have recovered!❤❤❤❤❤❤ I hope you guys know that God loves you, and he will always protect, but remember he’s never early, but never late❤ if it makes you feel any better, I was also emotionally abused for a while. I am still a kid though. 10 years old❤ I hope everyone is doing good and is on there feet😊❤

  • @BeckyOleaga1022
    @BeckyOleaga1022 Před 4 měsíci +3

    It’s so sad to think people actually do that to kids

  • @dj_zxro1509
    @dj_zxro1509 Před rokem +7

    I’m sorry that happened 😞 if I could I would’ve done something about it. I’ve seen so many videos about this type of stuff and I’m so glad it hasn’t happened to me.

  • @MioIrene
    @MioIrene Před měsícem +1

    I hope you recover from the mean stuff people say, and feel all the rest and love you need.
    I also felt this, i always collapsed and hyperventilated from all my trauma. But idrc, whats important other people gets love, *sends virtual hugs* we may be random strangers on the internet, but us soft hearted people will comfort you all the way. we have feelings too, its ok. i hope your ok. stay safe 😢

  • @Lukisxxo
    @Lukisxxo Před 3 měsíci +1

    it’s easy to die. you can choose to live or die. people say they want to die or suicide, but again they don’t. it’s not fun, or games, to joke with suicide or self-harm. and even abuse. it’s not funny when people say they are going to kill their selfs. it’s not fun to their parents, to their friends, or their love. Here is a daily reminder, if you think nobody cares about you, not true! there is always a person who loves you. you js have to pay attention to the little details and hints of their love. Be safe. Love yourself. Don’t harm yourself. Much Love. 💕

  • @nicolothefish
    @nicolothefish Před 10 měsíci +3

    Omg nooooo but u got all through it and ur still here! How strong of you

  • @Dazai._.la._.apa.109
    @Dazai._.la._.apa.109 Před rokem +5

    what is the name of the song in the background ?

  • @Slayablegirl
    @Slayablegirl Před 2 měsíci +2

    Tip . Do not trust the internet..
    and.. try to avoid creepy comments.
    And.. and try to avoid mean community.
    And try to stay healthy and safe.❤️

  • @Isolates1750
    @Isolates1750 Před 5 měsíci +6

    Plz pin this if you want so people can see and benefit from this. Also, you can copy and paste this if you want. I want to spread this around so people who are struggling can benefit from it.
    This may hurt, but it’s the cold, hard truth. Getting made fun of is gonna happen to you for the rest of your life for as long as you live. You can’t control other people and you can’t control how they react to things. The only thing you can control is how you react. change the way you think, and everything will change. I have depression and anxiety and this is what helped me so I hope it will help you to. Know that I’m not making you do these things, they are recommendations.
    1.) practice gratitude.
    Get a journal and every day write down three things that you are grateful for. But before you write these things down, think to yourself, “Why am I grateful for these things?” You can choose to write out why you’re grateful for them or you don’t need to.
    2.) meditation.
    Meditation has helped me become at ease with myself. I recommended doing five minutes in the morning and five minutes at night right before bed so you can get better sleep. As time goes on, consider increasing the time you meditate for.
    3.) exercise.
    According to Yale University, exercise can release the same effect as antidepressants.
    4.) get comfortable with being uncomfortable.
    One of the most popular TEDTalks came from Jia Jiang. In his TEDTalk, he spoke about spending time living outside of his comfort zone. Jiang spent 100 days seeking out opportunities to experience rejection to help him overcome, social anxiety, and his fear of rejection to become a more confident person. It involves him doing things like asking a random stranger to lend him $100, knocking on someone’s door and asking to play soccer in their backyard, and asking for second helping in a restaurant without paying. At the end of the 100 days, Jiang was a completely different person-he was confident and sociable because of how kind people were to him during this time spent outside of his comfort zone.
    5.) create daily habits.
    This could mean waking up at a time that is right for you, so you can have an organized day. This could also mean you having a nighttime routine. Or you can do both!
    6.) fix your insecurities.
    If you’re feeling insecure about something, fix it. For example, if you feel that you are overweight, go lose that weight IN A HEALTHY WAY. If you feel that your skin is ugly, or is too rough, or you have a lot of acne, do a skin care routine, and this goes back to the daily habits.
    7.) have a growth mindset.
    What this means is, you may say, “I should give up I am not good at this.” That is considered a fixed mindset. to change this into a growth mindset, instead of saying that, say, “How can I improve or do better?” This gives you room to improve, but with the fixed mindset, you only allow yourself to go to a certain extent before giving up. there are a lot of examples on Google you can look up. Just look up, “fixed to growth mindset examples.”
    8.) reaching your goals, puts a limit on your happiness.
    What I mean by this is when you were on the other side of your goal, you may think, “if I could just reach that way I’d be happy,” “if I could just make enough money to buy this thing, I’d be happy.” There is nothing wrong with these goals, but you are putting happiness off until you achieve goal. You make happiness something that only the future version of yourself can enjoy.
    9.) split your bigger goals into smaller goals.
    If you have a big goal of losing 100 pounds, split that goal into losing 5 pounds in *this amount of time.*
    10.) change your beliefs about yourself.
    This may be confusing, but let me explain. The way you see yourself will determine your results because who you are is rooted in what you believe. The idea is that if you believe in something, you are going to live it out. For example, if two people have decided to quit eating junk food and they are invited out to their favorite fast food restaurant, one of them responds, “thanks for the offer, but I’m trying to stop eating junk food at the moment.” You can admire what the person is trying to achieve, but when you scratch the surface of their statement, what they are really saying is that they don’t see themselves as a healthy person yet because they are trying to stop eating junk food. On the other hand, the second person states in their response to the fast food invitation, “thank you for the offer, but I don’t eat junk food.” This statement is a lot more convincing, because they have totally detached themselves from the bad habit of eating junk food. In other words, they’ve made the decision to change who they are.
    Bonus
    11.) urge surfing.
    Anytime, you feel an urge to do something you know is not going to benefit you, follow these steps.
    * pay attention to where the urge is coming from in your body.
    * Once you have located where the urges coming from focus all of your attention on the area and observe this sensations you are experiencing.
    * Spent two minutes focusing on your breath.
    * Imagine that every sensation in her you are feeling is a wave. As the urge, intensifies and subsides look at it as a wave rising, and falling.
    * As the urge, settles down, pay attention to the changes you are feeling
    If you read all of that, then, congratulations. But I have one more thing to say. No matter who you are no matter how successful you are, you will still feel emotions and you will still feel sad, happy, angry, guilty, etc. What I am trying to say is that, life is full of ups and downs. It doesn’t matter how many ups and downs you have, what truly matters is, how you react in those ups and downs. I know I don’t know your current situation, but I can say this, I am proud of you for making it this far. I’m sorry if you don’t get that a lot but I am truly proud of you. I heard this saying, and it goes like, “you will never meet a bully doing better than you.” To end this off, I want to say, I hope you get better. It’s okay if you don’t take this advice, but, I highly encourage it. This is what has helped me through depression and my anxiety. This took hours to write, and to be honest I don’t care how long it would take to write. As long as it helps at least one person out, the time it took to write this was well worth it. Lastly, The fact that you're still breathing and still here is a miracle. Through every bad time, every breakdown, every anxiety attack, every episode, you're still here. And I know I can't even start to understand how hard it really was, but you're here and you owe yourself a smile for that. You have only meet an insignificant portion of people that you share this planet with. It's crazy that you can go a whole life, only meeting less than 1% of the population. In that same way, there's so much more to this planet than you've experienced yet. And in that unknown are amazing people, so don't give up on it yet. There are good people, there are good places out there, and as you get older and experience more of life you'll see this. Be grateful of what you can and be cautious of those you surround yourself with and continue to prosiest.
    Life is so weird and annoying and irritating because no one has the answer to why we are here. We don't have a purpose inherently put upon us so we create that purpose. Find that purpose and wake up each morning motivated to do something. Whether it's creating art, working out, or just making people smile. Purpose is what keeps us going at the end of the day, but you have so much time. Hang in there and you got this.

    • @jixiecardenas
      @jixiecardenas Před 4 měsíci

      its not bullying, it's s3x6al ab00se and stalking.. shame on you for putting other people down like that and still asking to be pinned.

  • @watermellowqwq
    @watermellowqwq Před měsícem

    I’m really sorry you experienced all that. :(

  • @randomgirl8398
    @randomgirl8398 Před 2 měsíci +2

    Im so sorry, no one should ever have to go through that :(
    I love you and I'm here for you if you need to vent
    Stay safe hun ❤️

  • @AmoralAngel
    @AmoralAngel Před rokem +3

    Get well soon

  • @floorroelandt6029
    @floorroelandt6029 Před 10 měsíci +3

    I honestly feel so bad, especially at those ages I'm so sorry that all happened to you! :( At those ages you're supposed to have fun and not go through those awful things.
    Besides the video though, does anyone know the song/sound name? Ty

  • @martinez_dafunny2013
    @martinez_dafunny2013 Před 6 měsíci +1

    Man i cant believe im disappointed at my own kind (bro humanity has failed so bad 😢)

  • @cirlcurl-of-friends_aec
    @cirlcurl-of-friends_aec Před 4 měsíci +1

    oh no! i srsly hope you're okay
    sometimes at night i get the feeling i'm being watched even though i'm not
    but that is just a minor inconvenience in the face of this.
    you didn't deserve that especially when you were that age.
    and i'll be sending good vibes your way!
    ❤🎉

  • @Livyyyyyyyy
    @Livyyyyyyyy Před rokem +4

    Girly I’m sorry but I gotta know the song 😭
    Also, feel better it’s not okay what these people have done to you. Love yourself no matter what

    • @Man-mc4tj
      @Man-mc4tj Před rokem +4

      @Slay the song name is " Stop nagging me - Akira Neru "

  • @makadamia_ehhh_makaren
    @makadamia_ehhh_makaren Před 9 měsíci +2

    Were is he im gona beat him up

  • @user-en2sd2xv9l
    @user-en2sd2xv9l Před 3 měsíci +1

    I feel so bad, I’ve been touched inappropriately before but never this.

  • @-0bjectShowLover-
    @-0bjectShowLover- Před 3 měsíci +1

    and yet your still going. still living life. that just shows how strong you are.

  • @Browni345
    @Browni345 Před 4 měsíci +2

    Omg I felt Bad im sorry this Happen i couldn't believe this World is cruel .... I know this Felt Worst ... I Hope your Ok! i couldn't Believe this Happen To you!! i hope That Your fine ...

  • @ProbablyNotSophiaRoblox
    @ProbablyNotSophiaRoblox Před měsícem

    I got depression and anxiety when i was 4-5
    Also emotionaly abused when i was 4-5 so i feel u :D
    Hope ur ok :(

  • @muichirotokito33667
    @muichirotokito33667 Před 6 měsíci +2

    I hope you're better now.... I know how you feel...
    When I was 6 years old I felt all the things you feel....

  • @Redux-duo11
    @Redux-duo11 Před měsícem

    I hope you feel better. I almost have most of your problems too..

  • @CsenteriAishaDaniela
    @CsenteriAishaDaniela Před 2 měsíci

    I feel so bad for you. Something like this happened to me to , I was just 9

  • @amoraavitia35
    @amoraavitia35 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I’m going through the same thing too😢

  • @h3ll0k1ttylxvr
    @h3ll0k1ttylxvr Před 7 měsíci +2

    I’m so sorry.. ❤

  • @louqyii
    @louqyii Před 2 měsíci

    oh.., im so sorry that happened to you. i went through the same when i was age 7-12 years old.

  • @CoraLikesCryingHerselfToSleep
    @CoraLikesCryingHerselfToSleep Před 5 měsíci +1

    I'm 8 and struggling with self harm

  • @DemonPoet
    @DemonPoet Před měsícem +1

    My friends say, ‘I have trauma, my dad yells at me!’ or other things, but have you ever been told to kill yourself? Been told that you’re not good enough? Been forced to eat because you’re too bony and light? Been looked at by an older man and flirted to by one? Your parent yelling at you isn’t trauma, it’s discipline, and it’s completely normal and actually quite common when someone is a child.

  • @AlexandraFriedmann-fx5wj
    @AlexandraFriedmann-fx5wj Před měsícem

    I’m really sorry about what happened to your and I hope that the rest of your life will be the best bc you rly went though a lot..😢

  • @Camela_.l.
    @Camela_.l. Před 11 měsíci +1

    I also got depressed at 9 and still am it’s getting better though I hope you start feeling better😊

  • @AtsushiNakajimaAS_IF_BRUH
    @AtsushiNakajimaAS_IF_BRUH Před 8 měsíci +1

    U don’t deserve any of this and neither does anyone else.
    This world makes me sick sometimes.
    Hope ur better or doing better now at least❤

  • @vanjapandeva4134
    @vanjapandeva4134 Před 3 měsíci +1

    When they firstly said "Wanna play a game? :)" This is TOTAL R4P3.

  • @Malf0y_simp
    @Malf0y_simp Před 2 měsíci +1

    I could barely get up today. I didn’t have any motivation to keep going, I just can’t deal with life anymore…But somehow something inside me told me to move…So you should keep going too

  • @emmalineanderson563
    @emmalineanderson563 Před měsícem +1

    1.your pupils are beautiful
    2. your eyelids are beautiful
    3. your eyelashes are beautiful
    4. your dark circles are beautiful
    5. your forehead is beautiful
    6. your bridge of your nose is beautiful
    7.your nostrils are beautiful
    8. your ears are beautiful
    9.your lips are beautiful
    10. your chin is beautiful
    11.your neck is beautiful
    12. your shoulders are beautiful
    13. your arms are beautiful
    14. your wrists are beautiful
    15. your palms are beautiful
    16. your fingers are beautiful
    17. your fingertips are beautiful
    18. your armpits are beautiful
    19. your chest is beautiful
    20. your stomach is beautiful
    21. your hips are beautiful
    22. your thighs are beautiful
    23. your calf’s are beautiful
    24. your ankles are beautiful
    25. your feet are beautiful
    26. your toes are beautiful
    27. your body is beautiful
    28.you are beautiful
    29. you are kind
    30. you are smart
    31. you are brave
    32. you are enough
    33. you are loved
    34. you are great
    35. you are appreciated
    36. you are amazing
    37. you are cool
    38. you are courageous
    39. you are full of joy
    40.you are full of happiness
    41. you are full of hope
    42. you are full of focus
    43. you are full of passion
    44. you are funny
    45. you are successful
    46. you are confident
    47. you are strong
    48. you are calm
    49. you are collected
    50. you are happy
    51. you are healthy
    52. you are motivated
    53. you can do anything
    54. you can do hard things
    55. you are unstoppable
    56. you are active
    57. you are friendly
    58. you are patient
    59. you are peaceful
    60. you are loyal
    61. you are mindful
    62. you are noble
    63. you are glorious
    64. you are intelligent
    65. you are perfect
    66. you are persistent
    67. you are empowering
    68. you are inspiring
    69. you are a blessing
    70. you are uplifting
    71. you are unique
    72. you are supported
    73. you are true
    74. you are free
    75. you are the vest
    76. you are safe
    77. you are a genius
    78. you are bright
    79. you are wealthy
    80. you are growing
    81. you are lovable
    82. you are appreciated
    83. you are renewed
    84. you are sharp
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    86. you are good
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    88. you are charming
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    90. you are sweet
    91. you are magical
    92. You are magnificent
    93. You are precious
    94. You are tough
    95. You are you
    96. You are hopeful
    97. You have goals
    98. You are optimistic
    99. You are a child of earth
    100. You can
    Everyone’s body is beautiful in its own way

  • @pple.c0r3
    @pple.c0r3 Před 5 měsíci +3

    i started sh-ing when i was 10

    • @neptune_xox
      @neptune_xox Před 5 měsíci

      I started when I was 10 too just a few months ago and I'm turning 11 in 2.months I'm better now but if ur still doing that I hope it gets better
      Ur skin isn't paper, food, hair, cardboard, ribbon, or old clothes
      So don't cut it 😢❤

    • @klawa____
      @klawa____ Před 5 měsíci

      same, stay strong ❤

  • @Gacha_elf
    @Gacha_elf Před 6 měsíci

    Damn.. and I’m feeling terrible from just slight trauma I can’t even imagine how you feel…

  • @danhpham4645
    @danhpham4645 Před 4 měsíci

    Oh I’m sorry for you 🙏
    (I hope you feel better soon)

  • @AylinPlaysRoblox.
    @AylinPlaysRoblox. Před měsícem +1

    You are a true soldier:(

  • @user-bn8sp2ok7g
    @user-bn8sp2ok7g Před 5 měsíci +1

    I’m sorry :( I had some rough patches in my childhood, mostly emotional abuse. They didn’t realize how much their words hurt…
    Apologies do nothing. If you break a plate and you say sorry to it, it’s not going to be repaired. Same with your heart.
    Stay positive :) there are still some good people out there

  • @I-hate-you-guys
    @I-hate-you-guys Před 9 měsíci +1

    YOU WERE WHAT!? YOU WERE A CHILD HOW COULD LIFE BE THIS CRUEL!

  • @user-qm1ne6gf3w
    @user-qm1ne6gf3w Před měsícem

    I was never stalked but i feel so bad for you and I can't imagine how being stalked would feel like I hope nothing like this happens ro you in the future

  • @Doma_Butterflymurderer
    @Doma_Butterflymurderer Před 2 měsíci +1

    I- I'm sorry you had to go through this.. At such young ages?.. That's messed up, I hope you're able to overcome from that and you're doing better now. .

  • @TsF_123
    @TsF_123 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Im so sorry!!! I hope u are ok and u revovered! And i hope that horrible person is in jail!

  • @Vivi_014
    @Vivi_014 Před 4 měsíci +1

    I was R@P3D when i was 7...idk if that relates but i feel your pain ^^.
    Now im a dirty minded freak...💔

  • @kaysrandomchannel4618
    @kaysrandomchannel4618 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Damn, hope you're okay now.

  • @thatonedude66
    @thatonedude66 Před 3 měsíci +1

    .....WHAT THE HECK HOWWWW???? Like the only childhood trauma i got was my neighbour trying to hurt me for no reason and you literally got abused, stalked, had depression, etc at a young age, tbh, now iam actually proud nothing worser happened to me

  • @Iconpumpkin1
    @Iconpumpkin1 Před 6 měsíci

    Sorry that happened to you just know were all here for you,stuff happened to me when I was 10 and it messed me up badly and it still affects me till this day of what they did to me

  • @PollenbeeBoy
    @PollenbeeBoy Před měsícem

    Im so sorry that happened to u but ur subscribers are here for u! U can take a break whenever u want.

  • @Venti115
    @Venti115 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Oh damn that hurt- I feel you, I got anxiety, paranoid, and depression at 6 (at the same age)
    Edit: It was by my own mistake

  • @MidnightSakura368
    @MidnightSakura368 Před měsícem

    Im so sorry
    Ilysm you're so strong!

  • @nihmathfarveen3388
    @nihmathfarveen3388 Před měsícem

    I'm soo proud of you for still being here and believing in your life and stil staying you are a warrior and who ever did it God will punish them I fell so sorry for you

  • @reincarnated.furutajunko
    @reincarnated.furutajunko Před 9 měsíci +1

    As a 15 year old k!ller who was abus3d as a kid,damn I am crying.

  • @FNAFfan_Uknown
    @FNAFfan_Uknown Před 9 měsíci +1

    I started being abused when I was 6 and still do I make gacha/animate to help me,I feel u.

  • @Buckyandsteves
    @Buckyandsteves Před 4 měsíci +1

    Vent here, I’ll be your new family

  • @m3lony
    @m3lony Před měsícem +1

    Im so sorry that happened… you are safe now ❤ i jope ur doing better. But my story isnt really sexually assaulted or abused, it was kinda trauma… i was 9 and almost witnessed my sister dying…

  • @TheOneAndOnlyValentino
    @TheOneAndOnlyValentino Před 10 měsíci +3

    daily reminder: your skin is not paper so don't cut it, your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it, your body is not a book, so don't judge it, your heart is not a door, so don't lock it, our life/lives are not a movie, so don't end it, don't think your a loser, everyone loves you, don't listen to the haters and bullies, because YOU'RE A STAR⭐

  • @user-uy1fo2qo3z
    @user-uy1fo2qo3z Před 11 měsíci +2

    I was 6, all of them happened to me when I was a 6 year old

  • @yourfavoritescribblegirl

    there will always be moments in life where you feel as if nothing matters the feeling that you'll never feel better again, and the urge to give up on everything. but i promise you it gets better in the end. i'm here for you if you'd like to talk.

  • @Bald_miku
    @Bald_miku Před 4 měsíci +1

    Lol i got depression when i was seven cause my parents hit me and made me believe everything i did EVEN EXISTING was horrible and was my fault

  • @fizzie1305
    @fizzie1305 Před 4 měsíci

    i am so sorry, i hope your okay now!! :(

  • @aaliyahmabin1893
    @aaliyahmabin1893 Před 4 měsíci +1

    You should never have to go through this. Just know everyone here is here to support you. We love you through your highs and lows.

  • @StillFood
    @StillFood Před 7 měsíci +1

    I hope he gets what he deserves, that horrible person!!!

  • @Artist_jess
    @Artist_jess Před 7 měsíci

    Omg you poor soul I hope it gets better but for now I wish you well

  • @Thatrondomperson5430
    @Thatrondomperson5430 Před 6 měsíci

    Omg…
    I really hope your doing ok now I’ve never experienced something like this but that sounds horrific

  • @sharky9966
    @sharky9966 Před 3 měsíci +1

    I’m so sry u had to go through that. That’s absolutely disgusting and I hope ‘he’ goes to prison or smth worse like that, I’m so sry