Cavetown - Sharpener [Official Music Video]

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  • Watch the official music video for Sharpener by Cavetown
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    thank u so much to Qiu for bringing this song to life and giving it so much more meaning
    Direction, Story & Concept by: Cheng Qiu / miss.c.qiu
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    Business contact: Zack Zarrillo - zack@alternateside.co
    Cavetown is an indie pop artist renowned for his hits “Lemon Boy,” “Boys Will Be Bugs,” “Home,” “Sharpener,” “Green,” “Hug All Ur Friends,” and “Pigeon.” He worked with artists like Chloe Moriondo, MyKey, and Tessa Violet - amassing millions of streams and commanding crowds at international festival lineups.
    Lyrics:
    Lyrics~
    Sharpener’s calling me again
    Trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Instead of something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Try my best to get it down
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Looking at the boy across the sink
    Thinking what the hell have you just done
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    You say why am I like this
    You mean why am I stupid
    ‘Cause you know you’re not trying to fix it
    You mean why am I like this
    You say why am I selfish
    ‘Cause you know honey you can’t help it
    #OfficialMusicVideo #Cavetown #Sharpener #WeAreWarnerRecords

Komentáƙe • 6K

  • @rui-wb6dh
    @rui-wb6dh Pƙed 3 lety +1669

    Almost crying because of the line “looking at the boy across the sink, thinking what the hell have you just done.”

    • @emman.7612
      @emman.7612 Pƙed 3 lety +64

      i’ve done it so many times and i’ve seen that reflection. this song speaks to me on every possible level it could.

    • @rui-wb6dh
      @rui-wb6dh Pƙed 3 lety +24

      @@emman.7612 here here. really brought back memories for me.

    • @mEoW-mc1du
      @mEoW-mc1du Pƙed 3 lety +21

      The first time is always scary. And It would be terrifying looking into the mirror. Still is sometimes

    • @avawippert987
      @avawippert987 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      @@mEoW-mc1du that’s why I try not to look in the mirror but it doesn’t help

    • @countcobo9427
      @countcobo9427 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      OMG SAME I think I might interpret it the wrong way though like I interpret it like I just cut myself and there’s blood everywhere or h killed myself and now I’m a ghost or something idk

  • @milky9094
    @milky9094 Pƙed 3 lety +4307

    Really appreciate that there's no explicit imagery for such a heavy song. It really makes the message much more meaningful, coming from someone who used to self harm and can trigger easy. This song feels cathartic but not harmful

    • @Ed.E
      @Ed.E Pƙed 2 lety +144

      It works so much better in metaphors to be honest. All his songs do, and so do all his music videos

    • @calthecat6527
      @calthecat6527 Pƙed 2 lety +14

      Omg almost 888 likes

    • @alicenicodiangelo6943
      @alicenicodiangelo6943 Pƙed 2 lety +37

      i understand that. i used to think i didn't have triggers but when you've personally experienced it it hurts differently (for me at least) there was a boy (he's 4''7 (140cm) and everyone bullies him for this) who was bragging (i kid you not, _bragging_ ) about self harming and how he liked doing it. i softly told him to shut up, bc it was really hurting me how he talked about it (which was not like me cuz im always loud in class) and he just rolled him eyes and kept picking at his scab. thank God for my crush who was sitting next to him and told him to shut up and that he was just seeking attention

    • @bluekriptek100
      @bluekriptek100 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      squids

    • @Ana_likes_cats.
      @Ana_likes_cats. Pƙed rokem

      Most relatable comment

  • @mistbea
    @mistbea Pƙed 3 lety +4121

    This day can no longer get better than this, a new cavetown song

    • @leafpaws
      @leafpaws Pƙed 3 lety +12

      mhm.

    • @evelynlol1098
      @evelynlol1098 Pƙed 3 lety +36

      EXACTLY! I WAS LIKE HELLA DEPRESSED YESTERDAY AND ROBBIE CAME TO SAVE ME!

    • @oliviaprasad5063
      @oliviaprasad5063 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      i woke up to this notification and i’m so happy about it

    • @gabby3966
      @gabby3966 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Especially for me cause King Princess also released a song this morning

    • @sadkatt.
      @sadkatt. Pƙed 3 lety

      Exactly, like no way can this get better

  • @Iminacoffin
    @Iminacoffin Pƙed 3 lety +1683

    Most songs about self harm trigger me, but this makes me feel warm and comforted, like im not insane for doing this. Thank you

    • @unclenasty9709
      @unclenasty9709 Pƙed 2 lety +32

      Me too cavetown is my comfort zone

    • @tecpupy7310
      @tecpupy7310 Pƙed 2 lety +14

      @@unclenasty9709 Same

    • @babsilk
      @babsilk Pƙed rokem +5

      me third, it's like a comfy pillow warming your head after a long cold day

    • @mikuenjoyerXD
      @mikuenjoyerXD Pƙed rokem +2

      đŸ«‚

    • @jadien76
      @jadien76 Pƙed 9 měsĂ­ci +1

      @@mikuenjoyerXDyou good do you need some one to explain something I’m just asking because you put ? down I just want to help

  • @smolrobyn6042
    @smolrobyn6042 Pƙed 3 lety +2722

    "looking at the boy across the sea"
    *shows a boy that is a lemon*
    Ah, I see you referenced my favourite song by... You

    • @magicpigeon_
      @magicpigeon_ Pƙed 3 lety +139

      He said “sink” not “sea”

    • @saff8724
      @saff8724 Pƙed 3 lety +169

      the sink symbolises when you go to the sink after you’ve used this unhealthy mechanism, and usually sinks have mirrors above, so you’re looking at yourself and thinking what the hell have you done :)

    • @Elias-zs1uh
      @Elias-zs1uh Pƙed 3 lety +11

      I thought it was ”scene” lol but sink makes sense too ig

    • @magicpigeon_
      @magicpigeon_ Pƙed 3 lety +12

      Elias it says “sink” in the official lyrics

    • @stupidlittlekid5098
      @stupidlittlekid5098 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      @@saff8724 i think it was talking literal, it spoke about a pill, trying to get it down, there's no turning back. suicide attemp with a pill, over the sink staring in the mirror, thinking "what the hell have i just done"

  • @macminator3000
    @macminator3000 Pƙed 3 lety +3325

    as triggering as this was i really needed this. when they dragged their hands against the landscape and it got larger, i knew it. i was in tears already. also with Robbie's "disappearance" i feel like he's really struggling. it's been on his mind. i hope he knows there's millions and millions of people who love him so frickin much. so, so frickin much. that we can't thank him enough for all he's done for us.
    and with the situation that happened recently with him having to come out and this whole stupid cancel culture fiasco, we never wanted any of that to escalate or even happen.
    as for the song, i'm sorry for all those including Robbie that you understand the meaning of the lyrics and I'm so proud of yall for pushing through. my absolute babies, i love you all dearly though i don't know yall personally. keep it up homeslices. đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€đŸ–€

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 Pƙed 3 lety +108

      I feel the same way. I’m worried about him. I hope to what ever entity exists that he’s ok and that things will work out.

    • @butterflyjuniper5305
      @butterflyjuniper5305 Pƙed 3 lety +128

      Thia was triggering for me too. Something tells me this can't be a song I put on my playlist, but a song I will always come back to when I need it. Only Robbie could create such an powerful experience with a handful of lyrics. I am forever grateful for what his music as got me through, I hope he is doing alright.

    • @kitsungekithefox5292
      @kitsungekithefox5292 Pƙed 3 lety +31

      Wait wait wait, what happened with Robbie? I haven’t heard anything and now I’m worried :(

    • @EL-oo5mb
      @EL-oo5mb Pƙed 3 lety +113

      @@kitsungekithefox5292 people tried to cancel him on twitter for some old disrespectful tweets/comments he made. It ended up with Rob being forced to come out as transgender and he took a break from social media. His management now runs all of his accounts.

    • @kitsungekithefox5292
      @kitsungekithefox5292 Pƙed 3 lety +41

      @@EL-oo5mb oh my god, that’s terrible

  • @waffles9663
    @waffles9663 Pƙed 3 lety +2056

    to anyone seeing this:
    hey, stay for a bit
    drink some water
    eat something, even if it's small, u deserve this.
    take care of yourself, one step at a time.
    I'm proud of you for making it this far.
    I love you.
    (omg😭 I wrote this at like the lowest point in my life hoping someone would see it and feel better. I'm so happy I could help yall, ur all so appreciated and beautiful. Every one of yall that see this deserve the world. Remember that the bad things that may have happened to you aren't your fault ily all sm)

  • @shannonhalliwell7154
    @shannonhalliwell7154 Pƙed 3 lety +1008

    “Everyone’s got a thing they don’t like, a thing that makes them stand in front of the sink with tears in their eyes” - Dear
    “Looking at the boy across the sink, thinking what the hell have you just done?” - Sharpener
    BRB I’m just gonna think over these two sentences for the next few weeks, making link after link between the two songs, personal experiences, and the music video.

  • @alexisbored7616
    @alexisbored7616 Pƙed 3 lety +2103

    I just-
    This song is so important “an escape to me is just a sharpener to you” like damn if you know what that means it really hits hard and the song as a whole reflects on coping mechanisms and how not all of them are healthy and so many people don’t understand so if you do... then just go to the kitchen drink a glass of water, maybe eat some snacks make yourself comfortable, watch that movie that you like and forget about your problems for a while because you deserve to be loved and to be ok and you’ll get through it one step at a time.
    .
    .
    .
    I’m sorry this is a mess :)

    • @thelonelypumpkin1136
      @thelonelypumpkin1136 Pƙed 3 lety +37

      honestly this song hit more close to home than most of his. it's like he read my mind. i hope everyone's doing okay right now

    • @sylviej5018
      @sylviej5018 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      thank you :'(

    • @phoebeduncan4642
      @phoebeduncan4642 Pƙed 3 lety +27

      I know this made me cry. Cause today I'm officially 1 months clean

    • @heckinghummus2863
      @heckinghummus2863 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      @@phoebeduncan4642 I’m proud of u dude. It takes a lot to get through something like that and I just wanna let u know that even if I don’t know you I’m proud of you.

    • @Glあss
      @Glあss Pƙed 3 lety +8

      im sorry that you know it, please take care of yourself altough i dont know the feeling i know frinds who does
      i cant express the pain i see in their eyes

  • @sillybug7831
    @sillybug7831 Pƙed 3 lety +1512

    the thing I noticed about cavetown's audience is that everyone here is so kind
    just coming here and reading the comments makes me feel better when I have bad mood days
    once more this makes me want to hug Robbie really tight for creating music and uniting people that way ;>
    thankya robbie!! đŸŽ”đŸ’—â€đŸ’œđŸ’›

    • @yutasbestfriend2656
      @yutasbestfriend2656 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      There always someone there will help us...Just the time is and the place

    • @alix319
      @alix319 Pƙed 3 lety +12

      Says the person with silly bug as their username 💕💕đŸ„ș😳 yeah I would die for anyone of y’all

    • @xxtwigteaxx3100
      @xxtwigteaxx3100 Pƙed 3 lety +8

      i want to hug EVERYONE >:3

    • @halicusnguyen8864
      @halicusnguyen8864 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@xxtwigteaxx3100 hug? ⊂(・văƒ»âŠ‚)

    • @xxtwigteaxx3100
      @xxtwigteaxx3100 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@halicusnguyen8864 for sure >:3

  • @ssg2689
    @ssg2689 Pƙed 3 lety +505

    Reading the lyrics, Robbie I'm so sorry you've felt this way but just so you know (if you ever read this) we are all SO DAMN PROUD of you for coming this far.

    • @vee2629
      @vee2629 Pƙed 3 lety +12

      hell yeah we are robbie deserves the world and we're so proud of him

  • @Joe-kj8oy
    @Joe-kj8oy Pƙed 3 lety +637

    Just got out of the mental hospital for a suicide attempt. this hits so close to home, if I had succeeded I would have never heard it. Even if its something small maybe it is worth it to stay alive, at least for a bit

    • @willowoodz
      @willowoodz Pƙed 2 lety +30

      just wanted to stop by and say i love you for getting through so much and surviving. but, i hope ur also enjoying your life without feeling like u need to survive. you’re amazing. take care of yourself ❀❀❀

    • @juniper7121
      @juniper7121 Pƙed 2 lety +16

      i hope you're doing well

    • @finallysomeoneletmeouttamycage
      @finallysomeoneletmeouttamycage Pƙed 2 lety +15

      hey, so it’s been a year, are you still alive?? please be please

    • @incestfetus
      @incestfetus Pƙed 2 lety +7

      Hope ur doing well

    • @marissaangelica8947
      @marissaangelica8947 Pƙed 2 lety +2

      Its not maybe... I'm staying alive for any small moment that makes me feel even just a little happy. And that's been the greatest move I've made towards getting better.

  • @YourMCAdmin
    @YourMCAdmin Pƙed 3 lety +4440

    This song took me back to the darkest days of my life. I'm so glad that I kept pushing through because those days are long gone. Amazing song Robbie.

    • @gracebrimhall4660
      @gracebrimhall4660 Pƙed 3 lety +23

      It makes me really proud cuz I don't cry anymore when I look in the mirror.

    • @soulcottage5302
      @soulcottage5302 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      👏👏👏

    • @lrsss180
      @lrsss180 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      I’m proud of you bud

    • @kaisteinfelt411
      @kaisteinfelt411 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      I can relate

    • @sincerely.willow
      @sincerely.willow Pƙed 3 lety +6

      I'm still in my dark days and I do what you do I keep pushing but not about me, im glad that your dark days are over and thats awsome that you kept pushing I was starting to think what would happen if committed oof but now this comment makes me feel like I shouldn't stop and I should keep going so thank you for inspiring me to keep going. 🙂

  • @noahlynch2140
    @noahlynch2140 Pƙed 3 lety +597

    Every cavetown song makes me cry but this one especially. Most of all the last part where he says "You ask yourself why am I like this? Why am I selfish? But honey you know you can't help it" because I get where he's coming from and I feel like that so much. I've been trying to stop sh but it's really hard and it's a journey I guess. I wish I could thank Robbie for his songs. They make me feel less alone.

    • @thelonelypumpkin1136
      @thelonelypumpkin1136 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      yes! this was sculpted perfectly to explain why someone might use this as a coping mechanism. i hope today's a little better than yesterday for you

    • @wheelbarrow947
      @wheelbarrow947 Pƙed 3 lety +6

      I hope you continue your journey stopping it, I really truly believe in you. Keep going!❀❀

    • @danajimenez6428
      @danajimenez6428 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      Luck with this, i hope you can be happy and stop to hurt u, i was in some like this and i know the hard to get out and Keep calm
      Just think you're loved for people, and probably u love these people, and u dont wanna hurt them doing this on u
      They want to see u happy and u can help to do it
      When u are doing that, think in them, and try to stop, just to see them some happy for u
      (I dont speak english, so i hope u understand that)
      Luv uu💖💖💗💗💗

    • @cleo_con
      @cleo_con Pƙed 3 lety +2

      i hope your journey goes well, and i wish you the best of luck. you are loved, and i’m so proud of youđŸ–€

  • @oliveany
    @oliveany Pƙed 3 lety +1780

    lyric:"An escape to me was just a sharpener to you"
    my head:"A kitchen sink to me is not a kitchen sink to you"

    • @aaronthemeatman
      @aaronthemeatman Pƙed 3 lety +103

      THOSE LYRICS HAVE REALLY SIMILAR MEANINGS TOO 😭

    • @kemitstoes5764
      @kemitstoes5764 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      @Lily Christian my guy
      do you really not know

    • @janedoedodo
      @janedoedodo Pƙed 3 lety +20

      @Lily Christian it was a reference to a twenty one pilots' song: kitchen sink

    • @OkamiWSDwarrior
      @OkamiWSDwarrior Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Mmhmm

    • @cnmhqwerty
      @cnmhqwerty Pƙed 3 lety +21

      after all this time, I only just understood what a kitchen sink means to him

  • @kaiblakeman
    @kaiblakeman Pƙed rokem +241

    Idk if this is really obvious or not but i love the part where he reaches his hand out to the train, he’s hesitant at first because the feeling isn’t what he expected but then he touches it and the rainbows explode out, and when he takes his hand away they fade, but there is still some that stay with him forever. I think the train represents sh and the rainbows represent the feelings of relief/grounding that come with it, and then the feeling goes but you will always keep the scar, the reminder of that feeling which is the small amount of rainbow he is holding. Again idk if that was really obvious but I just love that part so much

    • @Midnight74751
      @Midnight74751 Pƙed rokem +3

      Same m8

    • @MikaelaTufts
      @MikaelaTufts Pƙed 4 měsĂ­ci +1

      That wasn’t obvious to me at all
 Thank you for pointing it out. That’s a really good interpretation.❀/gen

  • @insertfunnynamehere214
    @insertfunnynamehere214 Pƙed 3 lety +719

    I love that all the bots that comment early say stuff like "sending good vibes" or "sending virtual hugs" because they know we all have deteriorating mental states.

  • @somebody_somewhere
    @somebody_somewhere Pƙed 3 lety +1113

    Cavetown: * is swallowed whole by an enormous sleeping pill *
    Cavetown: ugh Tuesdays

  • @KadenFumblebottom
    @KadenFumblebottom Pƙed 3 lety +3346

    Amazing as usual! 💛

    • @rue_thedayy
      @rue_thedayy Pƙed 3 lety +169

      dude, you have good taste in music🍋

    • @stars4sakurai
      @stars4sakurai Pƙed 3 lety +62

      Great taste in music

    • @kindakyana2372
      @kindakyana2372 Pƙed 3 lety +46

      Kaden amazing taste 10/10

    • @meltedmelons
      @meltedmelons Pƙed 3 lety +35

      I DIDN'T KNOW U LISTENED TO CAVETOWN
      now I know we both have something in common and both agree on

    • @jellyjxms115
      @jellyjxms115 Pƙed 3 lety +32

      i knew it i kNeW he listened to cavetown 😔đŸ„ș

  • @jasper2739
    @jasper2739 Pƙed 3 lety +4536

    one month free of self harm
    I still keep the blade next to my bed
    I still have a first aid kit in my room
    And I still get the urges
    But I’m staying strong.

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 Pƙed 3 lety +252

      I know that situation, because I'm there too. But trust me, you are strong, and even *stronger* than you think.
      The urges might last for a while, but that doesn't mean you aren't making progress.
      I'm not going to talk you into getting rid of it just yet. Because that would be hypocritical.
      But may you do me one tiny little favor, and move it away from your bed?
      It sounds useless, but it makes a slight difference. If something has worth to you- (and don't tell me it doesn't, because i know it does. Its an escape. We all make sick connections with things like that.) If you give something worth, it gives it power.
      It might sound crazy, Jasper, but even if you aren't using it, its there. The closer you keep it, the more power you give to those urges.
      So please, move it away from your bed. I used to count a bottle of pills every night. Its one of the worse things you can do.
      Don't let yourself think.. "its just there." Don't make it easy for yourself to back down from the fight. I promise it will be easier to fight if you move it a bit farther away.
      Keep staying strong. -Jay

    • @lakengraham9571
      @lakengraham9571 Pƙed 3 lety +84

      rlly proud of u

    • @onyx747
      @onyx747 Pƙed 3 lety +50

      Stay gold.

    • @yeah2472
      @yeah2472 Pƙed 3 lety +46

      I am so proud of you!! You're doing well! Good job dude and good luck!!!

    • @jotarokujo1701
      @jotarokujo1701 Pƙed 3 lety +44

      i'm so proud of you! though it's 5 months later, i hope youre still doing well! best of luck

  • @edgebeverage3245
    @edgebeverage3245 Pƙed 3 lety +140

    the beginning of the song: *vibey head bopping*
    the end of the song: *still vibey head bopping but sad*

    • @lemonbunn
      @lemonbunn Pƙed 3 lety +6

      Exactly.Made me cry but still a vibing tbh

  • @Namiizan
    @Namiizan Pƙed 3 lety +6711

    DISCLAIMER: DO NOT PUT YOUR HAND INTO A MOVING TRAIN. IT WILL HURT. THE ONLY COLORS YOU WILL SEE WILL BE THE RED OF YOUR BLOOD.

  • @Asparagus_stars
    @Asparagus_stars Pƙed 3 lety +197

    I swear Cavetwon songs are like poetry to an cute beat... you don’t get that anywhere else bro this is to pretty

  • @melll8186
    @melll8186 Pƙed 3 lety +504

    Lyrics for anyone who needs them :-)
    [Verse 1]
    Sharpener's calling me again
    Trying to turn it into some
    Thing I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Instead of something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    [Verse 2]
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Try my best to get it down (Get, get, get, get it down)
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Looking at the boy across the sink
    Thinking "What the hell have you just done?" ("What the hell have you just done?")
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look thĐ” way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to mĐ” was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room?
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    [Outro]
    You say, why am I like this?
    You mean, why am I stupid?
    'Cause you know you're not trying to fix it
    You mean, why am I like this?
    You say, why am I selfish?
    'Cause you know, honey, you can't help it
    [End of Song]
    Credits: genius.com/Cavetown-sharpener-lyrics
    I know this a bit late but I hope these lyrics can be helpful to anyone still listening to this amazing song

  • @Emma-fe4pt
    @Emma-fe4pt Pƙed 3 lety +1615

    103 days free of self harm... but I still relate to this song because I still have an eating disorder :( ... it's a terrible way to cope
    EDIT: thank you everyone for all the support! Today was my first day without counting calories (during the day that is, I kinda gave in at night)! It felt so freeing. I'm trying my best not to count calories anymore and I'm looking for new coping mechanisms!💖💖

    • @jaybek7707
      @jaybek7707 Pƙed 3 lety +70

      I am so so so incredibly proud of you pal. 103 days is amazing. You’re winning the fight.
      And about the eating disorder, continue to battle that, ok?
      I promise that the gaps will get longer and longer, even if you slip up now and again. It’s 103 days now, and one day.. you’ll wake up and realize it’s been 200. And then one day, you’ll be at a year.
      I believe in you:

    • @Emma-fe4pt
      @Emma-fe4pt Pƙed 3 lety +20

      @@jaybek7707 thank you!! This means so much to međŸ˜„đŸ’”

    • @Emma-fe4pt
      @Emma-fe4pt Pƙed 3 lety +13

      @ReadingWriting&Ranting thank you! I sure hope so. I have had it for many years. Unfortunately it runs in my family's genes.
      But I am trying my best

    • @julietteaouad7053
      @julietteaouad7053 Pƙed 3 lety +8

      You’re so strong !! Don’t stop fighting, you can do it

    • @danny8284
      @danny8284 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      I'm so proud of you, you got this!

  • @nerbamas6940
    @nerbamas6940 Pƙed 3 lety +818

    I get the feeling this is about self harm, dissociation, and/or dysphoria. The first bit being the song is called sharpener. A common thing used to cut is a pencil sharpener. When the person looks into the mirror they don't see themselves, but someone asking them what they have done. This could either be due to self harm or the process of things like cutting your hair to start a transition. I could just be projecting, but u h h those are the vibes I'm getting
    Edit: I ended up reading the lyrics and for sure get sh vibes. Not specifically cutting, but more carving. He talked about drawing a picture that he loved instead of what he wished he could wash off. Carving would fit better for that than cutting I think. But I definitely get sh vibes, and still dissociation vibes because of the disconnect to the boy in the mirror

    • @tearyghost
      @tearyghost Pƙed 3 lety +60

      I was thinking the same thing! The 'escape to me, is just a sharpener to you' line definitely gave me the vibes that it was about self-harm, self esteem issues and dysphoria?

    • @frickennuggets2998
      @frickennuggets2998 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      @@tearyghost I am thinking the same thing

    • @retteyer
      @retteyer Pƙed 3 lety +26

      the sh bit is what i gathered, mainly bc i use a sharpener blade. especially the bit that was like “slit the sharpener in two” or smth along those lines bc you need to take it apart to use it in that sense. also because sh is what comes to my mind whenever any type of blades are in mention,haha..
      i don’t wanna assume that’s what it’s abt since it’s his personal experience, but that’s how i relate to and interpret it yk

    • @jadepaw1248
      @jadepaw1248 Pƙed 3 lety +25

      Also, about drawing it in the skin or whatever the first paragraph said. A drawing you can't wash off.

    • @kindersarg69
      @kindersarg69 Pƙed 3 lety +22

      Also in the mirror there is lemon boy and I think Lemon boy is his anxiety (saw that in the comment section of the lemon boy music video somewhere)

  • @tea4990
    @tea4990 Pƙed 3 lety +1114

    friendly reminders to you all:
    -it’s okay if you aren’t okay
    -you are not nearly as bad as you might think you are
    -you are allowed to be proud of yourself, and you are allowed to love yourself
    -you are so brave for pushing through even when life gets tough. you have no idea how much i admire you for that.
    -one day you’ll look back and be so glad you kept on going when things got tough (i promise).
    -you’re not a burden and your friends want to help you and make sure you’re okay. that’s what friends are for.
    -your emotions are 100% valid.
    -you are 100% valid
    -you are loved, i promise.
    -i think that you are hecking amazing. it makes me sad to think that you don’t think that of yourself too.
    -you aren’t ever trapped. things may be tough right now but i swear things will be okay.
    practice healthy distractions (watch a movie or do something you love), eat a snack, bundle up in some blankets and become a blanket burrito, talk to a friend and drink lots of water. take care ❀

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 Pƙed 3 lety +8

      Thank you ❀

    • @Xeno_Dansby
      @Xeno_Dansby Pƙed 3 lety +7

      Thanks, I needed this

    • @bonesy2482
      @bonesy2482 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      thank you so much

    • @aabriiil.04
      @aabriiil.04 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      This made me cry

    • @snazzyfrogs
      @snazzyfrogs Pƙed 3 lety +8

      This is everything I struggle with. I’m trying really hard for my friends though.

  • @ashofc2649
    @ashofc2649 Pƙed rokem +554

    “An escape to me is just a sharpener to you” to anyone who relates to this, please stay strong. It gets better. I promise. Go eat that food you love, go watch a movie, but please try to avoid taking it out on yourself. I know firsthand being told to stop doesn’t help, but whatever you’re going through, it gets better. You are so freaking amazing and it is possible to stop. There are so many people who love you. There are so many people who you have t met yet who will live you. It gets better.

    • @Dookie__.
      @Dookie__. Pƙed rokem +10

      This comment

    • @ashofc2649
      @ashofc2649 Pƙed rokem +7

      @@Dookie__. I hope you’re doing better now, and I’m glad I could help

    • @ohayo-bears9975
      @ohayo-bears9975 Pƙed rokem +4

      it rly help me, thanks

    • @user-gj5ey9bg7p
      @user-gj5ey9bg7p Pƙed rokem +1

      My love for you comes from how absolutely amazing you are, I can tell you know how, we, the readers of your message feel. I want you to know that even when life seems to suck, I love and appreciate the kind human you are and I aspire to be more kind like you

    • @tonin2987
      @tonin2987 Pƙed rokem

      Beautiful, very very beautiful.

  • @jordanlove6565
    @jordanlove6565 Pƙed 3 lety +678

    I cannot even express how incredible this song and this animation are. The metaphors, the artistic interpretations, it's all just fucking amazing. I hope that this goes viral. I really do. This song means so much to me as someone with depression and suicidal ideation and self harm. I hope that it goes on to tell people they aren't alone and that they can find some meaning here as well.

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      Awe man I hope you will feel better soon!! ❀❀

    • @a_lonely_dragon6280
      @a_lonely_dragon6280 Pƙed 3 lety +6

      i love you dude good luck, and nice profile picture

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      @@a_lonely_dragon6280 thanks dude ily too.

    • @piffny6666
      @piffny6666 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I don’t know if that’s what the song is about but it’s a beautiful song😌

    • @hgmblog596
      @hgmblog596 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      I wish you luck and for you to get better!

  • @heyyy6544
    @heyyy6544 Pƙed 3 lety +426

    i think this song is about the addiction to self harm/self destruction. "sharpeners calling me again" feeling hopeless and as if you have no choice but to give in. "an escape to me was just a sharpener to you" using self harm as a form of escapism. "big old pill to inch around" possibly a burden overhead? you know you shouldn't be doing this but you can't stop. you tell yourself you are in control but the sharpener calls you and controls you. feeling the after regret, possibly seconds after or looking back at your younger self and thinking "what the hell have you (just) done" feeling shame that you do this but continue to do it, feeling as if you aren't making any progress. "why am i like this, guess you know you're not trying to fix this" including possible themes of relapse there. yeah idk let me know your analysis below :)

    • @lunaevans3562
      @lunaevans3562 Pƙed 3 lety +21

      everyone looks at things differently. even if there is a true meaning behind it, a lot of us will still view it in a way that helps us feel less alone or like there’s someone who understands. to me its about self h*rm and embarrassment about who you are, and for me like the people around you liked who you were before. also the part where he’s looking in the mirror is sometimes how it feels to sh. sorry i’m ranting i just don’t have anyone to talk to rn lol

    • @heyyy6544
      @heyyy6544 Pƙed 3 lety +10

      luna evans i definitely agree. like the themes of embarrassment u mention i think are very prominent in the lyrics, as well as the mirror part. also you aren't ranting at all, i enjoy hearing other perspectives :) i'm hear if you need to talk

    • @beverlylove7188
      @beverlylove7188 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      it is on his community post on yt he says that it is abt self harm

    • @tristanmetherell8577
      @tristanmetherell8577 Pƙed 3 lety +6

      it’s interesting that this came out after all that crap went down with robbie on twitter. i hope he’s okay.

    • @heyyy6544
      @heyyy6544 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Tristan Metherell yeah. all that twitter stuff was so terrible and he didn't deserve a whole lot of that. i hope he's doing alright

  • @noahwestfall9522
    @noahwestfall9522 Pƙed 3 lety +1719

    “learn a little self love, ‘cause you’re not half as bad as you thought” your music inspires me on another level. push through buddy

  • @redarrowish6567
    @redarrowish6567 Pƙed 3 lety +195

    Robbie, are you okay? This song is about self harm and I’m scared that you’re not okay. Virtual hugs until the world gets better. Stay safe, bud. ❀

  • @gatitosdefresa
    @gatitosdefresa Pƙed 3 lety +10728

    I used to be a fan but after this masterpiece, I'm a whole air-conditioner.

    • @madison8710
      @madison8710 Pƙed 3 lety +561

      ong I thought you were unstanning him but you've just become a super cool fan

    • @gatitosdefresa
      @gatitosdefresa Pƙed 3 lety +108

      @@madison8710 LOL

    • @cirsevandijk5773
      @cirsevandijk5773 Pƙed 3 lety +197

      this is the best comment ever. I wish I came up with it

    • @gatitosdefresa
      @gatitosdefresa Pƙed 3 lety +50

      @@cirsevandijk5773 Thank u

    • @tweepers
      @tweepers Pƙed 3 lety +29

      made my day

  • @anions7254
    @anions7254 Pƙed 3 lety +418

    tomorrow exactly i’ll turn 8 months clean, this song means a lot. made me cry a lil bit too much.
    you guys are super strong, whatever is happening will pass.
    it’s okay to start again as much as you need. 🌾🌞🍄

    • @doeperfect
      @doeperfect Pƙed 3 lety +5

      I'm so proud of you! Keep going!

    • @sleepyhead2072
      @sleepyhead2072 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      proud of youuu

    • @lillyfuller1735
      @lillyfuller1735 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      aw yay i’m proud i’m about the same amount of time clean too it’s still a battle but we can do it:))

    • @analyticsystem4094
      @analyticsystem4094 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      It's nice to see the progress ,we are only about 3 weeks clean and this song helped cheer us up

    • @BreatheForAMoment
      @BreatheForAMoment Pƙed 3 lety +2

      One year clean yet? :D

  • @ab-ej5tw
    @ab-ej5tw Pƙed 3 lety +178

    This animation style????? Yes????? Why am i so nostalgic and warm feeling rn????

  • @freyaotoole3772
    @freyaotoole3772 Pƙed 3 lety +194

    Songs these days are all about love and breakups, this is why I love Cavetown. He talks about real life problems that everyone else is to scared to talk about. Not only are his lyrics a story by themselves but along with the videos? They may as well be a masterpiece. So many of his songs have helped me, and a lot more through dark times and that is why he is my favorite artist.

  • @madmillion88
    @madmillion88 Pƙed 3 lety +408

    “Why am I like this?” “But you can’t help it” these thoughts are the ones that happen inside of people with mental illnesses on the regular. It sucks. And the part about looking for what I’m assuming is a thought or part of you that was locked away and then being consumed by it? Painful.

  • @DrumMajorsAMM
    @DrumMajorsAMM Pƙed 3 lety +172

    For those who keep asking about lemon boy, I'm going to try to explain in my own words what I think the appearance of lemon boy meansin this song. In "lemon boy", the idea of lemon boy is meant to represent mental illness and how robbie has accepted living with mental illness, that's what the whole song is about. The bridge specifically talks about how he is afraid to lose his mental illness because in a way he would be losing apart of himself. From my understanding, specifically going with the lyrics that are sung when lemon boy appears in "Sharpener" , lemon boy represents his past self who had had accepted living with mental illness. While "lemon boy" is about accepting mental illness and living with it, "Sharpener" represents the struggles that comes along with living with mental illness and the want to escape it via any means necessary. That portion of the song is basically wishing that rather than accepting and living with mental illness, he wish he had worked to cure it so he wouldn't have to fight it anymore.
    This song is densely packed with emotion and symbolism and personally resonates with me. An amazing piece that helps me remember that I'm not alone, that other people chose to live with lemon boy rather than abandoning him and that yes it is still hard living with mental illnesses even after accepting them. I would like to make one thing very clear, THIS IS JUST AN INTERPRETATION OF THE LYRICS. I know that robbie has openly admitted to having mental health issues, but I am not claiming this is what he meant for that portion of the video to mean, this is just how I am able to understand it.
    I hope your doing okay out friend, if you ever need to chat I'm just a text away.

    • @keeley7528
      @keeley7528 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      this is a cool interpretation of it. i looked at it in a way that lemon boy is the younger version of himself as he appears with the lyrics “sometimes seems like im still young, looking at the boy across the sink.” he is seeing a reflection of the younger him and wondering what that version would think of his older self and who he has become with the lyrics “what the hell have you just done”

    • @MisterDJL
      @MisterDJL Pƙed 3 lety +4

      @@keeley7528 that was my first interpretation too... But after thinking about it , I feel it represents those moments when you feel crazy and self destructive for the first time after a while. Like you were, once again, a kid doing stupid things

    • @Wonkle
      @Wonkle Pƙed 3 lety +4

      "my sour boy is a pain, i want to shoot him in the brain. but i'll miss him in the morning" that hits diff now

  • @chrisbokuto4452
    @chrisbokuto4452 Pƙed 3 lety +807

    the meaning of this song just jumped out to me INSTANTLY. i saw Sharpener, and i thought "this can't be, right?"
    the video, the first three lines, and i knew for sure.
    to those of you who also instantly understood the meaning, and also to those who didn't:
    i hope you're doing okay. no one should have to use sharpeners or any other harm as a coping mechanism.
    its going to be okay. please don't give up. i believe in you, you can do it. I'm proud of you for your accomplishments.

    • @carameluser4894
      @carameluser4894 Pƙed 3 lety +21

      a few days before this song came out, i had a really bad night where i did some pretty bad things to myself. i was in a pretty dark place, and when this song came out i saw the title and just went "NO..." like you, i thought that it couldn't be what i thought it was, i thought i was just connecting imaginary dots. but i listened to it and knew what it meant after the first line. it was really strange to me how the song came out a few nights after what i'd done.

    • @ceoofhomophobia3170
      @ceoofhomophobia3170 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Keep feeding people with false promises.

    • @annabethchase4582
      @annabethchase4582 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      same here :( as soon as i saw the title. love you friend

    • @cathrinesandtorv5166
      @cathrinesandtorv5166 Pƙed 3 lety +2

    • @chrisbokuto4452
      @chrisbokuto4452 Pƙed 3 lety +13

      @@ceoofhomophobia3170 keep your negative bs away from this comment section, thanks

  • @ultigamer4604
    @ultigamer4604 Pƙed 3 lety +1587

    Hey I just wanted to say I’m 1 year free of self harm and 2 years sober â˜șI’m actually proud 😅😅

    • @sleepyhead2072
      @sleepyhead2072 Pƙed 3 lety +33

      you should beee!! ^^

    • @milicakolaric7732
      @milicakolaric7732 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      im so proud of you

    • @martta7766
      @martta7766 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      That's amazing 💓 so proud of u

    • @vapecat803
      @vapecat803 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      Congratulations :)

    • @featherquill9476
      @featherquill9476 Pƙed 3 lety +13

      Oh my gosh, I'm so freaking proud of you! You are amazing and strong and you got this!! *Virtual bear hug* Stay safe and keep being awesome!

  • @nazliby
    @nazliby Pƙed 3 lety +108

    To all people who can relate the lyrics; I’m really sorry you had to go through that. I love you and I’m proud of you, thank you for staying alive 💖

  • @magdaaas
    @magdaaas Pƙed 3 lety +1327

    This song is going to be one of those songs where in 5 years people will just find it and still love it

    • @beeboyyy
      @beeboyyy Pƙed 3 lety +11

      abso-fucking-lutely, also, nice pfp :)

    • @laura-ps7qt
      @laura-ps7qt Pƙed 3 lety +5

      aha nice pfp ;)

    • @y4wnu
      @y4wnu Pƙed 3 lety +4

      UR PFP OMG YES

    • @tranzic5283
      @tranzic5283 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      Ah yes, dream smp people in the replies 😌

    • @plutotherat
      @plutotherat Pƙed 3 lety +1

      o7

  • @dokirkn
    @dokirkn Pƙed 3 lety +388

    cavetown's video animations are like the the old doodles i always tried as a kid
    pencil tip broke each time i sharpened it so i gave up on being artistic

  • @riochaves8036
    @riochaves8036 Pƙed 2 lety +127

    13 months clean and then broke it today. maybe one day i can be as good at resisting like i used to be. proud of everyone in these comments reaching their goals. lots of love everyone

    • @tpwk_lucy
      @tpwk_lucy Pƙed 2 lety +7

      I'm hoping the best for you and your journey a tip to heal it if you want is lotion and washing them out Im so proud of you!

    • @That.salty.artist.
      @That.salty.artist. Pƙed 2 lety +7

      Over a year clean and then broke it today. We can get through this together. I’m hoping life will go back to normal soon.

    • @no-pw2xc
      @no-pw2xc Pƙed 2 lety +7

      @@That.salty.artist. you and the person who commented this, I hope you two are doing well and I hope youre clean, I belive in you

    • @Tulpamancersprosopagnosia
      @Tulpamancersprosopagnosia Pƙed rokem +3

      Checking up on you guys, how have you been? How long have you been clean? You guys wanna talk about anything?

    • @indieoregano
      @indieoregano Pƙed rokem

      Healing is never linear. It's an up and down road. Hope you're well, don't beat yourself up for being human 💖

  • @lemon_3612
    @lemon_3612 Pƙed 3 lety +138

    The line "honey you can't help it" made me break down the first time I heard it. I never knew I needed someone to say it to me and it's helped me, a bit, knowing I'm not the only one who feels that way.

  • @lillyburcham7322
    @lillyburcham7322 Pƙed 3 lety +180

    Haha this hit WAY too close to home. But to everyone: there's always something more the universe has in store for you. Don't dwell on things. I know it's hard but it's always the positive thoughts that count

  • @alliefiscus9222
    @alliefiscus9222 Pƙed 3 lety +108

    This song feels extremely personal, and I'm exspecially proud of him for releasing it, take care caveboi

  • @CoffeeQueen03
    @CoffeeQueen03 Pƙed 3 lety +336

    Guys..........
    I've been wanting to do this for so so long now but never felt ready. I've been clean for over a year, physically at least. Mentally I've almost slipped so many times, even mentally went through imagining the process of doing it to my skin so I at least wasn't doing it on my body, but tonight I did something big....
    I threw away my razors. Deep in the bathroom trash. I've put it off so long because I was comforted by the thought that they were still hidden in my room _just in case_ . Well, now they're not.
    I'm free?
    I think I am.
    I think I'm free!
    IM FREE!!!!!!!
    IM FUCKING FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @bacon1093
      @bacon1093 Pƙed 2 lety +16

      That's amazing! I'm so proud of you no matter what happens know how strong you are even if it's hard to believe you made it a whole year!!!! That's flipping amazing I'm so proud of you

    • @CoffeeQueen03
      @CoffeeQueen03 Pƙed 2 lety +9

      I can't even put into words what that means to me...
      From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Thank you so so much!!!!

    • @Ed.E
      @Ed.E Pƙed 2 lety +6

      @@CoffeeQueen03 dudeee good job!!! it's not gonna be easy. u know that, but you've done the major steps, the hard part, breaking that habit and coping mechanism. just know theres still a road ahead but you've taken the first steps and that's super swag, and don't forget to reach out to people who can help u on the trip :)

    • @CoffeeQueen03
      @CoffeeQueen03 Pƙed 2 lety +4

      @@Ed.E You're super right and super kind, thank you!!!!!

    • @bente4555
      @bente4555 Pƙed 2 lety +4

      I'm so proud of you

  • @onecupofsoup
    @onecupofsoup Pƙed 3 lety +319

    tw
    okay. this was released just after i took a hard test at school and could tell i hadnt done well and my first thought was to sh as a punishment for not doing well and then i looked at my phone and saw robbie had released this and i listened to it and just went to the bathroom and sobbed. it hit so hard at the exact moment i needed it to. thank you robin. i can never pay you back for the amount of times you’ve saved my life.

    • @soyanoodle_7259
      @soyanoodle_7259 Pƙed 3 lety +43

      my dude please remember what Robbie once said "we don't need A grades for self-validation" and stay safe. I send you all my love and support to you.

    • @LuxuriousLenay
      @LuxuriousLenay Pƙed 3 lety +3

      @@soyanoodle_7259 😱😱

    • @magdaaas
      @magdaaas Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Don’t worry about what your school has to say for you. It’s what you think. You matter and are amazing and aren’t made of paper so don’t cut yourself. Ily and just stay stron

  • @harvestfalllol
    @harvestfalllol Pƙed 3 lety +171

    Hello to anyone who is reading this- I hope you have a lovely day/night.
    If you’re having a bad day or night, I wish that things get better for you.

  • @iansebok1519
    @iansebok1519 Pƙed 3 lety +894

    ok umm i haven't seen a lot of people talking about the visuals of the video so... im going to. First of all whoever or to the team that animated and drew this fricking WOW its incredible how raw but with full of a messege the video is, there's a scean in 2:16 that the character starts running and its just so great how it switches from the shadow of him running and him

    • @madeleine7702
      @madeleine7702 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      The illustrator and director of this video is Cheng Qiu you can find her on instagram @/miss.c.qiu :)

    • @iansebok1519
      @iansebok1519 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      @@madeleine7702 ok thx

    • @meditator3498
      @meditator3498 Pƙed 3 lety +13

      This is the best music video ive ever seen. Symbolically understood, it is fucking enlightened.

    • @Whosmaggie
      @Whosmaggie Pƙed 3 lety

      So true

    • @meditator3498
      @meditator3498 Pƙed 3 lety

      @@vh4240 i was going to private message you.. couldn’t find a way.
      Learn about geometry. Learn about speed. How light affects the mind at different speeds.
      How symbolic scenes/objects(dynamic or static) will affect the person’s subconscious mind.
      A triangle with Gold light emitting from it is something you should contemplate how to use. Just giving you tips :)
      I subscribed btw, when you make a video i will watch!

  • @emiliew5553
    @emiliew5553 Pƙed 3 lety +189

    i use disassembled sharper blades to self harm.
    i don't know if this is the intended meaning of this song, but that's how i take it. talking about how self harm is an "escape".
    this year started off with a huge relapse into my eating disorder and self harm and it's not gotten much better, but i really appreciate that this whole time robbie's just been putting out song after song and lifting spirits.
    i love you

  • @may5273
    @may5273 Pƙed 3 lety +284

    if anyone connects to this song and relates deeply with the lyrics, im so sorry and i want to say that its okay and it is going to be okay some day. i think if you really get the lyrics, we have all been through the same things/similar things and to me, its also comforting to know that im not alone, we're never alone :'))
    go drink some water, go take a shower and make yourself some nice warm beverage and treat yourself well. remember that your're still here, after all those dark days you have managed to overcome, and i am so so so proud of all of you that are still here, alive and breathing no matter what

    • @vimiez
      @vimiez Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I'm almost crying, thank you

    • @humble8273
      @humble8273 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      Thank you so much, you just made my day.

    • @awkwardeggroll6177
      @awkwardeggroll6177 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      Thank you! I'm crying from happiness! Ur an amazing person and I hope your world shines forever bright!

    • @twistedclover
      @twistedclover Pƙed 3 lety

      Thank you :)

    • @zee3079
      @zee3079 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I haven’t showered in days and I barely sleep let alone leave my room..ty for this

  • @neonwolfy6766
    @neonwolfy6766 Pƙed 3 lety +206

    I feel like this is a song everyone needs to hear, not just because it’s amazing, but because of the meaning behind it.
    “Because an escape to me, is just a sharpener to you”
    “Sharpener’s calling me again, trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin”
    I don’t know if it was the intended meaning, let me know how you interpret it, and if I was completely wrong :’)

    • @beverlylove7188
      @beverlylove7188 Pƙed 3 lety +21

      it is in his community post on yt he says that its abt unhealthy coping mechanism in other words sh

    • @no-7334
      @no-7334 Pƙed 3 lety +24

      To me it means self harm

    • @ghostlyvendetta
      @ghostlyvendetta Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Tw:
      self harm

    • @crimes2004
      @crimes2004 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      To me it’s that me trying to make myself happy (by making a makeshift binder and wanting to cut my hair and other gender dysphoria relieving stuff to me) is making others dislike me more and it’s hurting them inside so I try not to do it to please them

    • @miles4939
      @miles4939 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      @@crimes2004 that's totally valid, i relate to the feeling of being afraid to change because it makes others turn against you. cut your damn hair ily

  • @itsbethpierce
    @itsbethpierce Pƙed 3 lety +400

    “Because an escape to me is just a sharpener to you” 7 months ago was a dark time for me. This song is amazingly brilliant. Listening to this, as a different person I was 7 months ago really means a lot. Still here and still breathing. The scene when he goes into the door and the pitch black is just like “The View From Halfway Down” from Bojack Horseman. That episode is brilliant as well. Both have the same meaning and if you are not familiar with the show please watch the whole thing. It has really helped me as well as Cavetown’s music.

  • @jessicalandrey8421
    @jessicalandrey8421 Pƙed 3 lety +466

    only 2 days clean, but I’m trying. For everyone else out there also struggling, I know it’s hard. we’ll keep getting through this together.

    • @aFand0mCollect0r
      @aFand0mCollect0r Pƙed 3 lety +9

      Thank u sm
      You don’t know how much this means to me 🙏

    • @almonds8895
      @almonds8895 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      how are you doing now jessica?/gen

    • @jessicalandrey8421
      @jessicalandrey8421 Pƙed 3 lety +17

      @@almonds8895 I’d kind of forgotten about this comment, but it means a lot that you’d ask. I’m doing better since when I posted that, not fantastic by any means, but all progress is good progress. I hope you’re doing well ❀ We’re all going to be okay.

    • @almonds8895
      @almonds8895 Pƙed 3 lety +8

      @@jessicalandrey8421 that’s very good to hear! im in a rough patch right now but still doing my best to be kind to myself. and you are right, we will get through whatever comes our way:)💕

    • @theresaheroinmyhead
      @theresaheroinmyhead Pƙed 2 lety +8

      this is 8 months old, but good luck!! :DD i hope everything works out and your very strong

  • @Jowonne
    @Jowonne Pƙed 3 lety +171

    I'm currently stressing over a very long exam I answered but didn't get submitted because of my weak internet (so all my answers are gone) and was struggling to study for tomorrow, but this calmed me down. Thank you
    Edit 10:54PM: I still can’t absorb my notes very well, but hey, baby steps. Thank you everyone, you’re all giving me hope that, though it’ll be difficult, I’ll get through this just fine. What matters is that I did my best and that’s good enough (fun fact: this also applies to you, even if all you’ve done is get up and drink water! i’m proud of you!) :> I wish all of you a good day/night, please take care of yourself and stay safe!

    • @-LeMar-
      @-LeMar- Pƙed 3 lety +7

      Good luck

    • @annikai1149
      @annikai1149 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      Ah Im sorry, good luck!

    • @evi68
      @evi68 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      oh no!! good luck you can do it

    • @oliver-rh6cd
      @oliver-rh6cd Pƙed 3 lety +2

      good luck I hope it goes well

    • @marim.1457
      @marim.1457 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      I went through that not long ago, it sucks, but good luck! I hope it all works out for you ^^

  • @user-yx2ci7jp4o
    @user-yx2ci7jp4o Pƙed 3 lety +195

    (TW!!)
    ive been a fan of cavetown's music for a while now, but this song in particular really struck a chord in me. what im getting from this song is struggles with cutting/carving and maybe depersonalisation, which has been something ive been struggling with for a while. so thank you robbie, this helped me cope a little healthier.

    • @berrybuttercake89
      @berrybuttercake89 Pƙed 3 lety +10

      I'm so proud of you! Even if you feel just a bit better just remember that little things are the most important. Step by step it'll get better. I belive in you with my whole heart. Stay safe!

    • @user-yx2ci7jp4o
      @user-yx2ci7jp4o Pƙed 3 lety +6

      @@berrybuttercake89 thank you so much!! youre so kind

    • @phoebeduncan4642
      @phoebeduncan4642 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Yea same I'm glad he's genuinely made a safe bubble for us : )

    • @vxmp1r3mon3y
      @vxmp1r3mon3y Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I had just relapsed when he released this :(

    • @Checkerbear
      @Checkerbear Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Thank you for the trigger warning you are amazing thinking about what will trigger people ❀❀❀

  • @begulgvm1770
    @begulgvm1770 Pƙed 3 lety +210

    Dear Cavetown,
    Often I feel useless and untalented, stupid...
    Like everyboyd is hating me and I should not be exist. But your music helps međŸ„ș. Your voice is make me feel like I'm on clouds. There's so much thing I wanna tell and thank about but english isn't my first language.
    Anyway thank you 💞
    Sorry for my bad english.
    Whoever feels like this I wanna tell you that you are beautiful and special ✚❀

    • @simoni_
      @simoni_ Pƙed 3 lety +8

      i am so so glad you exist! the world is so much better with you here

    • @ebenmorrid
      @ebenmorrid Pƙed 3 lety +7

      you are loved. I'm just a stranger, but I care about you. thank you for sharing. it might be hard right now, but it'll get better. you've got this

    • @begulgvm1770
      @begulgvm1770 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      @@simoni_ thank you so much đŸ„ș

    • @begulgvm1770
      @begulgvm1770 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      @@ebenmorrid you made my day better... 💞

    • @berrybuttercake89
      @berrybuttercake89 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      Hi! I just think You should know this sooo...I know that I'm just an internet stranger but I wanted to tell You that you're great person. I know that its hard sometimes and the situation feels helpless, but belive me, it will get better. Just hold on and don't give up no matter what. Sorry if my English isn't good, it isn't my first language as well. So here's a virtual hug for You, I hope it gets better, and if You want to talk then remember I'm here for You. Stay stafe!

  • @bobbie7068
    @bobbie7068 Pƙed 3 lety +115

    as soon as i saw the title i knew. i’m so sorry robbie, we are all here for you. we love and appreciate you so much. the ending was heartbreaking, and i want you to know that you are NOT alone

  • @oliviacogswell6702
    @oliviacogswell6702 Pƙed 3 lety +235

    Hears the first note: I'm gonna try not to cry
    Hears the last lyric: *sobbing*
    Reads the comment section: **sobbing intensifies**

  • @MA-pw7fx
    @MA-pw7fx Pƙed 3 lety +266

    Lyrics
    Verse 1]
    Sharpener's callin' me again
    Tryin' to turn it into some
    Thing I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Insert something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    [Verse 2]
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Tried my best to get it down (Get, get, get, get it down)
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Lookin' at the boy across the sink
    Thinking "What the hell have you just done?" ("What the hell have you just done?")
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamДd to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escapĐ” to me was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room?
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    [Outro]
    You say, why am I like this?
    You mean, why am I stupid?
    Guess you know you're not tryin' to fix it
    You mean, why am I like this?
    You say, why am I selfish?
    Guess you know, honey, you can't help it

    • @lunadoodles8810
      @lunadoodles8810 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      thank you so much

    • @rchlino147
      @rchlino147 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      this a nice thing to do..
      but its in the description...
      anyways thx

    • @lunadoodles8810
      @lunadoodles8810 Pƙed 3 lety

      @@rchlino147 it wasn't when the vid was first uploaded :)

    • @MA-pw7fx
      @MA-pw7fx Pƙed 3 lety +1

      @@lunadoodles8810 uw❀

    • @rchlino147
      @rchlino147 Pƙed 3 lety

      @@lunadoodles8810 oh..well..

  • @Katastrophe2007
    @Katastrophe2007 Pƙed 3 lety +455

    "Hey mom? Why is dad never around?"
    "I showed him cavetown.... he's never come out of his office since."

    • @aitheriossoul2907
      @aitheriossoul2907 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      Uhh.. Am i the only one that doesn't get it. Could you pls tell me what it means....✌

    • @Katastrophe2007
      @Katastrophe2007 Pƙed 3 lety +20

      @@aitheriossoul2907
      he's stuck in his office listening to cavetown

    • @aitheriossoul2907
      @aitheriossoul2907 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      @@Katastrophe2007 thank you..
      I can't believe i didn't get that😂

    • @SaeSaeyoungyoung
      @SaeSaeyoungyoung Pƙed 3 lety +3

      future me be like

    • @holly3833
      @holly3833 Pƙed 3 lety +11

      i was on facetime with my friends mum (it's important to be friends with your friends parents, so that if your own parents disown you, they'll be happy to take you in) and we were listening to cavetown, she loves robbie now!!?

  • @kara-6696
    @kara-6696 Pƙed 3 lety +354

    ⚠TW⚠
    after throwing away my first blade, i stole a pencil sharpener from my teacher’s classroom. i don’t know why i did it, nothing in me at that moment wanted to use it, but i grabbed it anyway. it sat in my backpack for weeks until one night... i just broke. it’s been a struggle, but i’m over two months clean atm. this song is everything i feel about sh and more. to everyone who relates; i am so sorry. you are so brave to have kept fighting, and come all this way. you’re doing amazing...i want you to keep fighting ♄ please don’t be afraid to reach out for help! you are loved, valid, beautiful, and appreciated

    • @yukeiimi
      @yukeiimi Pƙed 3 lety +4

      Thank you so much for this comment, I really needed it. I'm so proud of you! Keep up, you're doing amazing!! If you need to talk, I'm there. Even though I'm a stranger, I still care about you and hope you feel better. Have a nice day/night and stay safe :)

    • @kara-6696
      @kara-6696 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Yukeimi thank you

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega Pƙed 3 lety +2

      How are u doing now??????

    • @bente4555
      @bente4555 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      thank you, I cried reading this

    • @kara-6696
      @kara-6696 Pƙed 2 lety +1

      @@bente4555

  • @enbywithcats
    @enbywithcats Pƙed 3 lety +457

    “an escape to me was a sharpener to you” hit me (not in the ways as some other people here but)
    so i use my room or my phone (and music) as an escape from things but then when i’m in my room for a while and i’m finally doing fine, someone comes in and says that i’m just hiding in my cave and that i should come out for once and that just makes me want to go even further away
    usually i’m escaping because of just generally being worked up or cause of dysphoria
    so yeah thanks for reading my little vent :)
    love the song, and if you’re reading this, you can do it :)

    • @MlLKIS
      @MlLKIS Pƙed 3 lety +6

      i relate to this so much and u're not alone! im sure things will get better eventually for the both of us ❀ it sucks alot, but there is always hope

    • @Kei-ew8uh
      @Kei-ew8uh Pƙed 3 lety +2

      wahh, I'm so relate to this

    • @The_Shape2998
      @The_Shape2998 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      youve got this buddy!đŸ„°

    • @aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
      @aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Sending love from afar. Hope u can feel it from here â€â€đŸ’œđŸ’œđŸ’›â€đŸ’œđŸ’šđŸ’›đŸ’šâœšand thanks for sharing tbh

    • @lyallgarcia8443
      @lyallgarcia8443 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      They tell me to come out of my cave and then they're surprised when I say I'm non-binary ;-;

  • @limabeanboy1811
    @limabeanboy1811 Pƙed 3 lety +92

    some healthy alternatives to sh: drawing on yourself, holding/chewing ice, chewing gum, taking a shower/bath, drinking something hot, tearing up a piece of paper, & a lot more :) ilysm

    • @phoebeduncan4642
      @phoebeduncan4642 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      I made a skull earing to cope it was fun I used a lighter to fuse the plastic together lol

    • @izzyshepard7352
      @izzyshepard7352 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      ilyt

    • @leohirsch5056
      @leohirsch5056 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Thank you so much for these ideas! And if you don't want to shower for dysphoria reasons then I recommend learning how to shower in the dark

    • @limabeanboy1811
      @limabeanboy1811 Pƙed 3 lety

      @@leohirsch5056 yess i’ve done this before!

    • @cyotebones5097
      @cyotebones5097 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      Thank you so much!!

  • @natalie1536
    @natalie1536 Pƙed 3 lety +28

    For anyone who needs to hear this : Stay strong, keep going. I'm proud of you.

  • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
    @user-sr7yv2mv4n Pƙed 2 lety +71

    100 days clean today, my biggest streak so far, i feel so proud of myself and it wasnt easy, ive been struggling for years, i just want to tell everyone whos on the same page to take care of yourself, please, is never easy but you can grow and learn to not needing it anymore and live a less tense life, i really wish yall the best

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega Pƙed 2 lety +3

      holy crap well done dude !! i hope ur doing well still and I am so proud of you, random internet stranger

    • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
      @user-sr7yv2mv4n Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@catboyneilcicierega tysm !! im doing great, hitting the 6 months milestone tomorrow !! im really proud and excited. I hope u r doing well too, take care i wish u the best

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@user-sr7yv2mv4n dude that’s so cool !!! sadly my clean streak is one day, but I’m super proud of you for getting that !!

    • @user-sr7yv2mv4n
      @user-sr7yv2mv4n Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@catboyneilcicierega thats great start tho, i wish you the best. you got this

    • @catboyneilcicierega
      @catboyneilcicierega Pƙed 2 lety +2

      @@user-sr7yv2mv4n thank you so much

  • @micahbutforbackup158
    @micahbutforbackup158 Pƙed 3 lety +145

    tw self-harm /
    the moment i saw the title i immediately knew what's it gonna be about. i used to break my sharpeners into two back when i was at my lowest and up until now that is the only memory i can think of everytime i see one. reading the comments under cavetown's music vid puts me into comfort knowing that there are a few others who interpreted the song the way i did. i was never alone. although my insides are hollow, i am still human.
    if i could just go back in time to tell this to my younger self, i would.
    maybe then she wouldn't have had resorted to other means of escape just to make herself feel whole again.
    better days are coming, and i am proud of you for making it this far :)

    • @micahbutprivate7703
      @micahbutprivate7703 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I hope you're okay now :(

    • @akaloz6774
      @akaloz6774 Pƙed 3 lety

      sorry if this is unserious but honestly if someone cuts themself with a sharpener then just bring a mechanical pencil and markers no sharpener-things like crayons and pencils

    • @butteredlampshade
      @butteredlampshade Pƙed 3 lety

      I'm sorry for asking- but why did you break your sharpeners in two? I thought it was a way to destroy it...

    • @micahbutforbackup158
      @micahbutforbackup158 Pƙed 3 lety +1

      @@butteredlampshade tw self-harm
      my interpretation for this song is when a person gets the blade inside the sharpener and uses it to scar his skin as a way of catharsis, hence the line "sharpener's calling me again, trying to turn into something i can draw into my skin"

    • @butteredlampshade
      @butteredlampshade Pƙed 3 lety

      @@micahbutforbackup158 tw self harm
      Yes, I know that, I cut too, but I'm just confused on the breaking part

  • @annie-cd8ny
    @annie-cd8ny Pƙed 3 lety +115

    [Verse 1]
    Sharpener's callin' me again
    Tryin' to turn it into some
    Thing I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Insert something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    [Verse 2]
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Tried my best to get it down (Get, get, get, get it down)
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Lookin' at the boy across the sink
    Thinking "What the hell have you just done?" ("What the hell have you just done?")
    [Chorus]
    Why am I ashamДd to look the way I do?
    All 'cause an escapĐ” to me was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room?
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    [Outro]
    You say, why am I like this?
    You mean, why am I stupid?
    Guess you know you're not tryin' to fix it
    You mean, why am I like this?
    You say, why am I selfish?
    Guess you know, honey, you can't help it

  • @someteaandtoast8504
    @someteaandtoast8504 Pƙed 3 lety +244

    When the world comes to realise how special each human being is it will be too late.
    Because I will say that cavetown already showed the world how beautiful humans can be when they make the effort, try and wake up in the morning and say “hey I’m going to make myself happy by making someone else happy!”
    But sadly only a small percentage of people do that ALTHOUGH I’m sure we are all getting to that place of joy slowly.
    One step at a time.
    Is one step to a better future.
    That one step.
    Is the first of 7.6 billion.
    That should happen.
    So when you wake up and think that your in a foul mood so you are going to take it out on other people.
    Remember cavetown.

    • @Claudia-oc7ff
      @Claudia-oc7ff Pƙed 3 lety +4

      I am kind to people all the time, I respect all LGBT, all minorities, and struggling mental kids... His songs always make my day better or make me learn something new! I seriously agree with you #RememberCavetown

    • @someteaandtoast8504
      @someteaandtoast8504 Pƙed 3 lety

      @@Claudia-oc7ff #RememberCavetown

  • @sarahblundon3247
    @sarahblundon3247 Pƙed 3 lety +48

    I am 15 days. I never thought i would make it, this song will and always hold a special place in my heart. Thank you Robbie for being strong so we all can be to.

  • @katlincake1687
    @katlincake1687 Pƙed 3 lety +75

    "just a sharpener to you" hit me so hard. Those of you who never go through this will never understand that small things will never just the sharpeners. They will always be triggers

    • @Carl-ld5jy
      @Carl-ld5jy Pƙed 3 lety

      Not exactly what he meant but you have the right idea

  • @quantumgroovytime
    @quantumgroovytime Pƙed 3 lety +354

    God I hate how much I relate to this.
    Anyway, I hope you’re well, and if you aren’t, I hope things get better, being sad sucks, believe me I know. I’m gonna be stuck at home going by my deadname for two weeks because there’s been a case of ‘you-know-what’ in my year. Hang in there, I’ll be fighting with you
    Talk to the people you care about and cut the toxic people out of your life
    I might not know any of you but I love you all 💖

    • @jordanlove6565
      @jordanlove6565 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      I love you too. Thank you, friend.

    • @albertcurwood7282
      @albertcurwood7282 Pƙed 3 lety +3

      lots of love :)

    • @cuffedjeans7320
      @cuffedjeans7320 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Ily too! Stay strong and remember that you're valid as hell for who you are đŸ€đŸ’™đŸ’–

    • @lemonlimelad6690
      @lemonlimelad6690 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      I'm in the same situation, thanks for your lovely comment.
      I hope you're doing well and holding up.
      We can do this

  • @mxstard2498
    @mxstard2498 Pƙed 3 lety +738

    𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚱 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍.

  • @wilburconterio6994
    @wilburconterio6994 Pƙed 2 lety +36

    I know that feeling of looking in the mirror in horror sobbing. Being afraid that someone will notice. Hating myself for what I’ve done to my body. While it pains me to know gone through this also I am glad to feel less alone. Thanks for that gift Robbie

  • @tektite0
    @tektite0 Pƙed 3 lety +61

    Man when 2:48 hit the tears really just said “aight imma head in”
    But, in all seriousness, that last part really means so much to me. I was recently diagnosed with anxiety and depression and man did this really hit.

  • @tiannahancock9977
    @tiannahancock9977 Pƙed 3 lety +80

    I’ve never had a song that related to me in such a fucking deep way. I wasn’t ready for this. How does it make me so embarrassed and yet so understood.

  • @moonchild719
    @moonchild719 Pƙed 3 lety +1518

    hey robbie, i just need to know: are you doing okay? please remember that there are millions of people here that have so much respect and love for you here and i'm sorry about cancel culture. you never deserved any of this.
    [edit: yall I didn't expect this comment to blow up lmao. please calm down though Robbie's changed and most everyone's forgiven him (also I wasn't even talking about that when writing this sjskfdhjk)]

    • @katelynleahy9022
      @katelynleahy9022 Pƙed 3 lety +42

      Preach

    • @moonchild719
      @moonchild719 Pƙed 3 lety +73

      @@ifeldown oh shit I didn't know he did that. I was talking about people outing him and stuff. didn't mean to offend.

    • @river8834
      @river8834 Pƙed 3 lety +39

      @@ifeldown yeah I know but still it was years ago and we know he’s not like that as a Jewish person I forgive him but the n word it’s not for me do forgive him .

    • @kinashianzu
      @kinashianzu Pƙed 3 lety +14

      @@ifeldown I thought he said the t slur?

    • @moonchild719
      @moonchild719 Pƙed 3 lety +6

      @@ifeldown its nothing. thanks for letting me know :)

  • @STAYcutesy
    @STAYcutesy Pƙed rokem +38

    Ugh, I hate being late to comment things, but, I love this song so much. I struggle with self harm, and it lead to be an addiction. The longest I've been clean was 4 weeks, but I relapsed. When I feel like relapsing, I listen to this to calm me down. Thank you for the amazing songs Cavetown😊

  • @hayleyclark2711
    @hayleyclark2711 Pƙed 3 lety +209

    Ooof wow this hit home. Being the mum of the chat and a mother in real life who wears arms of silver lines, know that if your interpretation of this song is self harm, that it gets better. You find healthier ways to cope. I'd be lying if I dont feel embarrassment when it comes to summer and I live in longer sleeves to prevent the side eye glances and disapproving looks. But it's my past I'm a mum to a teenager now and when she was old enough to understand why my arms were the way they were, and how it was an unhealthy response to feeling helpless,sad and overwhelmed I told her. I taught her compassion and understanding for those who harmed and if she found out any of her friends were doing so, to help them.
    I wish I could wrap you all up so none of you felt as sad, segregated and alone as you do. The world is such a tough place please dont suffer alone ❀

    • @yoake-2919
      @yoake-2919 Pƙed 3 lety +8

      Hey, I'm not normally too affected by stranger's stories, but this was kind of beautiful. I'm so glad you're doing well, and that getting through that hard time of your life shows your child that it can get better, and not to use certain coping mechanisms was something that came out of it. I wish you the best in your life :)

    • @finneth
      @finneth Pƙed 3 lety +4

      hey I remember you. hope you're okay, you have a beautiful story! sending internet hugs

    • @butterflyjuniper5305
      @butterflyjuniper5305 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Thank you mum. Really thank you, I don't know why but your story gives me a lot of hope for the future. I'm a month clean now, I know I might relapse eventually, but you remind me that if I keep on fighting I can get past this. So thank you, I'm glad there are kind people like you out there in the adult world.

    • @hayleyclark2711
      @hayleyclark2711 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@finneth hi! I am doing ok thankyou hugs back and stay awesome! đŸ€—

    • @hayleyclark2711
      @hayleyclark2711 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@butterflyjuniper5305 You can do it! Dont be disheartened when you relapse you haven't lost the fight, relapse is ok and it's to be expected but dust that sh*t off grit your teeth and be defiant! you're strong and you are beautiful and you will not be beaten! I've not relapsed for over 15 years. To me now every scar represents everytime I won against doing something worse. Every scar a f*ck you I want to live. Harming comes in all different forms we all have our own battles we face everyday and often in secret. I wish I could start something to help people ya know? But I'm not qualified, I couldn't afford to set anything up to help, So I try build people up or give them hope where I can, I feel it's my purpose. A hugs and support gal that's me so here đŸ€—âœŠđŸ» take them and you've got this!!

  • @mantamoony
    @mantamoony Pƙed 3 lety +55

    Everyone please:
    Drink water
    Eat something
    Bind safely
    Hug a cat/dog/pet
    Love yourself
    You are you, and you are valid. I love you :)

    • @strawberrycow6614
      @strawberrycow6614 Pƙed 3 lety +5

      Does hugging chickens count?

    • @paigelee5488
      @paigelee5488 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@strawberrycow6614 yes, hugging the chicken always counts

    • @mantamoony
      @mantamoony Pƙed 3 lety +2

      @@strawberrycow6614 Hugging chickens will forever be yES

  • @beatrixmai2979
    @beatrixmai2979 Pƙed 3 lety +109

    "looking at the boy across the sink
    thinking "what the hell have you just done"
    has the same energy as
    "a thing that makes them stand in front of the sink with tears in their eyes"
    also thank you for another beautiful song

  • @limomcito3303
    @limomcito3303 Pƙed 3 lety +27

    1:57
    In the lemon boy song, lemon boy is spoken of as the bitter part of oneself which one has to accept in order to live with it and mature, I feel that in this part when he looks in the mirror and sees lemon boy it means that He can no longer see himself, he only looks at his defects which makes him feel bad and well, we already know what happens next, even though it was only a short scene, it represents the problems of self-esteem very well, but hey that is just my interpretation so if someone doesn't see it like that it's fine (sorry for my bad english I'm using google translator) ps: also the last part is my favorite, it made me understand how he felt at that moment through the melody, I don't know how to explain it but if I can say that it is beautiful cavetown surprises me more and more with his progress as an artist ♡♡♡ ♡

    • @lainn2
      @lainn2 Pƙed rokem

      I interpreted that the boy who mutilated himself saw himself as a lemon because lemon is a fruit that is usually cut... God forgive me

  • @drakolis8908
    @drakolis8908 Pƙed 3 lety +171

    His lyrics are what it takes to make a kid with a guitar, a couple of computer thing-a-majigs, and an imagination as creative as hell get 41k views on a vid within a day of release. he weaves a story from memories with the blood red thread of emotion for us to read, and cry
    Man robbie, you dont know how hard your songs strike the bulls eye of our hearts

  • @iyelleviado5339
    @iyelleviado5339 Pƙed 3 lety +74

    the song : starts
    me : presses like button

    • @ezmak5809
      @ezmak5809 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      I pressed it before it started 😂

  • @nickliebelt
    @nickliebelt Pƙed 3 lety +141

    Sharpener’s calling me again
    Trying to turn it into something I can draw into my skin
    Make it a picture that I love
    Instead of something that I wish
    I could get in the bath and scrub right off
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Big old pill to inch around
    There's no copping out this time
    Try my best to get it down
    Sometimes seems like I'm still young
    Looking at the boy across the sink
    Thinking what the hell have you just done
    Why am I ashamed to look the way I do
    All ‘cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you
    Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room
    Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two
    You say why am I like this
    You mean why am I stupid
    ‘Cause you know you’re not trying to fix it
    You mean why am I like this
    You say why am I selfish
    ‘Cause you know honey you can’t help it

    • @eveleen.
      @eveleen. Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Thank
      You!

    • @sallykim9039
      @sallykim9039 Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Thanks we love you !! 💞💞💞

    • @meltedmelons
      @meltedmelons Pƙed 3 lety +1

      I've been looking for one of these

    • @Eramor
      @Eramor Pƙed 3 lety +3

      Did you check the description

    • @meltedmelons
      @meltedmelons Pƙed 3 lety +1

      ...no I forgot about that

  • @seraphine1788
    @seraphine1788 Pƙed 3 lety +70

    tw: self harm
    this song really hits home for me. until a couple months ago, I was struggling a lot with self harm. even when my family took away anything I had to do it with, or I cut my nails, I still found ways to do it. I'm not proud of it, but after my last relapse I decided I was done. I didn't wanna do it anymore. it's not easy to just stop, I'll never say it is. but I also got medication for my anxiety, and I stood up to my dad, and I started opening up to my friends. I don't usually share my sob stories like this, but what I'm trying to say is if I can get better, so can you. I believe in you. it's okay if you mess up sometimes. you'll get better, I know you will.

  • @famosharmos4728
    @famosharmos4728 Pƙed 3 lety +83

    your voice is like an angel

  • @jdevin6347
    @jdevin6347 Pƙed 3 lety +17

    I SWEAR TO GOD people who don’t know about cavetown are missing out BIG TIME. This is what I call music. Hits u right in the soul

  • @brokexartist
    @brokexartist Pƙed 3 lety +208

    I clicked faster than humanly possible-

  • @islayve1795
    @islayve1795 Pƙed 3 lety +49

    to everyone reading this, I love you so much. from someone who never thought they'd make it past the next week, you deserve to feel happiness, love, pure euphoric joy, beautiful experiences, you deserve to see more sunsets, sunrises, share more laughs, hugs, LISTEN TO ROBBIES SONGS, see new art, the world, feel truly infinite. you deserve it all and i am proud of you.

  • @quixoticornithologist
    @quixoticornithologist Pƙed 3 lety +44

    i used to carry a pencil sharpener around because i would self harm with it almost all the time. i would just do it casually like it was nothing, and i would scratch words into myself. this song really reminded me of how i felt. all happy sounding and causal, like nothing was wrong. but no, i was so, so, so bad. everything in my mind was just black clouds and unhappy. i would cry myself to sleep every night, and i was so miserable. im glad im not alone

    • @onecupofsoup
      @onecupofsoup Pƙed 3 lety +4

      i relate so much. i still haven’t gotten the courage to throw my sharpener out. its been in my wallet for years just tucked into a pocket. youre not alone

  • @soupst6
    @soupst6 Pƙed 3 lety +110

    I'm clean from self harm for 510 now. Thank you Robbie, thank you guys.

  • @bangtangirl1316
    @bangtangirl1316 Pƙed 3 lety +80

    Why everybody is talking about that they came early and not that the song is beautiful....đŸ„°đŸ˜đŸ™ƒ

  • @rchlhwll6355
    @rchlhwll6355 Pƙed 3 lety +34

    coming back to this song after reaching a year clean from self harm after 6 years of struggling with it. such a beautiful beautiful song, i hate that i understand it and it's crazy how much it resonates with that time in my life, it's like he's straight up read my mind. thank u robbie, and i hope anyone reading this is doing ok

  • @izzyshepard7352
    @izzyshepard7352 Pƙed 3 lety +120

    Kind of TW
    This one really hurts. I've struggled with self harm a lot in the past, and this really summed it up. I relapsed a couple months ago and "What the hell have you just done" really gave me flashbacks. "What was an escape to me was just a sharpener to you"
    this is a great song

  • @tovaaya8187
    @tovaaya8187 Pƙed 3 lety +42

    Anyone who needs this, I love you. no matter what you look like, no matter what your gender/sexuality is, i love you. you matter, we all do. please keep going. your story may have started bad, but why does it have to end that way too? move past that chapter! :D

  • @ihateyoustaring
    @ihateyoustaring Pƙed 3 lety +848

    did anyone talk about....
    *his reflection is lemon boy*

    • @forgetmenotasmr5909
      @forgetmenotasmr5909 Pƙed 3 lety +40

      He's always been lemon boy.đŸ„°đŸ‹ citrus friend.

    • @finneth
      @finneth Pƙed 3 lety +28

      i miss that bitter boy :( now we got a sweet boi tho so it's all good :)

    • @chlowo1650
      @chlowo1650 Pƙed 3 lety +14

      Guess that was a dark time in his life huh?

    • @jackkoff5660
      @jackkoff5660 Pƙed 3 lety +7

      @@finneth Yeah it's all good :) (I was making a song reference)

    • @louiepayas2571
      @louiepayas2571 Pƙed 3 lety +4

      No they didn't 😭

  • @WhoamI-wc7pj
    @WhoamI-wc7pj Pƙed 3 lety +444

    I swear this guy hasn't made ONE bad song. You never seem to disappoint😭
    Lol what are these replies?😅
    Oh sweet I got so many likes! Thanks guys!

    • @idontcare2730
      @idontcare2730 Pƙed 3 lety +9

      Its fine like me and you we attent fine
      -friend

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed Pƙed 3 lety +2

      I dont Care ?

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed Pƙed 3 lety +13

      evelyn lol Oh jeez, I really hope you're joking right now. Like, really. I was just replying to the person's reply to this comment that's above mine, their username is "I don't Care". I don't know what they're trying to say, that's why I put a question mark. I love Robbie and his music so much as well. And- how would you know that I'm a girl?

    • @mars-qd2xk
      @mars-qd2xk Pƙed 3 lety +5

      @@zerozeroeszeroed BAHAHAHA I WAS SO CONFUSED- Like the first thought that popped into my head was just- bitch? Girlie omg- 💀💀

    • @zerozeroeszeroed
      @zerozeroeszeroed Pƙed 3 lety +2

      Bianca H. Uh- what's happening.. -.-