Belmont "4AM // Disappear"

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    "4AM // Disappear" Lyrics
    Passed out at 4 am
    Woke up on the floor again
    Searching through the time I spent
    Wasted on what’s never meant
    I just miss the life I had
    Missed out since like 2010
    I just wonder where I’ve been
    Nobody knows I’ve been on my own
    Feeling so alone, stuck inside
    I keep thinking bout the reasons why
    All my life, I’ve been searching for some clues
    Only feeling more confused
    It took a lot of work to be standing here
    I Went through lots of pain to be very clear
    But that’s the only way I ever learned
    you have to pay for all the bridges burnt
    Just let me out of here
    I just want to disappear
    Nobody understands
    All the space that I demand
    I get stuck in overdrive
    That’s the reason I’m alive
    Feeling dead at 23
    That’s just not the way to be
    I just shrug it off
    I just take it as it comes
    I just shrug it off
    I’m always feeling kind of numb
    I’m giving up the chase
    I don’t want to feel like I’m losing pace
    But I don’t wanna fall right back in place
    Living by myself with the same mistakes
    Cover up the pain that I can’t decay
    Living in a space that I can’t explain
    So let me tell you how it’s gonna be
    Giving up on life is not a choice for me
    Burning out but still complete
    Sinking down in disbelief
    Running out of energy
    To fix the wounds that I received
    All my life I just tried to put it off
    I never shook it off
    All my life I just tried to build a wall
    That would never fall

Komentáře • 120

  • @chungusbungus5720
    @chungusbungus5720 Před 2 lety +108

    At 30, i consider myself an elder pop punk guy.
    The message here never changes no matter how old you get. Take care of yourselves guys. Mental health is so important. Love you all dearly.

    • @sxelee4562
      @sxelee4562 Před 2 lety +2

      Amen dude sending positive vibes your way

    • @rg-possums
      @rg-possums Před 2 lety +1

      Ayo same

    • @Hiro2k10
      @Hiro2k10 Před 2 lety +2

      Went to Sad Summer a couple of months back. Seen a mid 30's lady wearing a shirt that said "Elder Emo". At 31, I realized... yeah - we are. Love to all you folks, you can make it out here. Music like this will always hit though.

    • @nothingtoseehere793
      @nothingtoseehere793 Před rokem +1

      you must have peaked in highschool.

  • @hazuusan
    @hazuusan Před 2 lety +80

    I just listened to this song for the first and broke into tears on. I'm 27 years old i have been suffering from severe social anxiety and feeling like an outcast for as long as i can remember. It has been a struggle to get through life and it still is almost everyday to fight the desires to just give up on everything. This song touched me deeply. Definitely added to my playlist.

    • @landenfallsable
      @landenfallsable Před 2 lety +3

      Me and you are like twins. Working out and caffiene isn't helping my anxiety obviously lol. Living alone as well working on some personal stuff. I'm turning 27 in 3 months. "Running out of energy to fix the rules that I've received" underrated lyric. Feeling like I need 6 months off work in seclusion to fix whatever is wrong in my head.

    • @hereandthere4751
      @hereandthere4751 Před 2 lety +2

      idk if youd see my comment but. go check out Shiey here on yt. It might help a bit i guess

    • @zachgilmore1407
      @zachgilmore1407 Před 2 lety +2

      I'm 27 qnd I'm going through the same thing. Been struggling with drug and alcohol abuse to cope. Belmonts music speaks to me, especially this track

    • @hippy_guy1653
      @hippy_guy1653 Před rokem +3

      You aren’t alone friend. I think most people are suffering now a days. I hope things improve and to remember to never give up. “Giving up on life is not a choice for me”

    • @d_zizzo
      @d_zizzo Před rokem

      Keep going my friend. This song hit me so hard as well. I feel your pain. Keep up the fight

  • @gnarlyd0rk
    @gnarlyd0rk Před 2 lety +30

    I'm 33 and starting to build a family.
    This song still hits
    "It took a lot of work to be standing here.
    I went throught lots of pain, to be very clear"

  • @dylanw173
    @dylanw173 Před 2 lety +34

    Just turned 28 and I have to move back home because I lost my job and initiative to strive. This song hits hard.
    I'm gonna use this album as a push to get my shit together.
    Much love to y'all ❤️

    • @groovyme12
      @groovyme12 Před 2 lety +8

      You got this king keep your head up 💪🏻

    • @dylanw173
      @dylanw173 Před rokem +2

      29 now and doing a lot better for myself. Still love this song ❤️ keep rocking y'all!

  • @hudsonlaw8507
    @hudsonlaw8507 Před 2 lety +51

    This is one of the best bands you have pure noise. This song is absolutely amazing.

  • @spacecat3034
    @spacecat3034 Před 2 lety +15

    Dang this slaps. Grossly underrated band. Huge Nothing Nowhere feel. You boys woulda done Joel proud.

  • @glassjaw99
    @glassjaw99 Před 2 lety +12

    Great track, major Adam's Song vibes

  • @jaygrainger9834
    @jaygrainger9834 Před 2 lety +10

    I turned 23 yesterday and I'm hearing this song for the first time today. Life is rough. But I'm finding ways to move forward. This song definitely sums up my head space right now.

  • @trevornez11
    @trevornez11 Před 2 lety +12

    Why am I just now finding this band? I am so glad that I found them.

  • @___tiva___9390
    @___tiva___9390 Před 2 lety +24

    At a loss for words. This song reflects the feelings I have that I can't exactly express with words.

  • @feelingthis4856
    @feelingthis4856 Před 2 lety +4

    30 now. Played warped tour at 22 with a great band also graduated college. Started a dead end job because I had a daughter at 23 with a failed relationship that ended 2 years ago. Every piece of this song hits me. I keep on pushing through. Bought a house this year and living for my daughter. Thank you Belmont for a song that puts all of my feelings into a song I can simply just turn my brain off to and relate. Been feeling exhausted lately and this helped

  • @elyksteeley1181
    @elyksteeley1181 Před 6 měsíci +1

    I'm so glad I found this 😢 4 months sober. Still a long way to go

  • @bittercombatvet7501
    @bittercombatvet7501 Před rokem +2

    Don't get it twisted, Belmont is getting better and better... I'm kinda excited to see what they do

  • @wademann9214
    @wademann9214 Před 2 lety +7

    Easily best song on the new album! I just want to scream the lyrics from the top of my lungs!

  • @Greyxghoste
    @Greyxghoste Před 5 měsíci

    32 elder punk.
    This song would have resonated hard core 5-6 years ago.
    Point is, IT GETS BETTER! TAKE CARE OF YOUR MIND AND BODY! Set goals, and realise that nothing happens over night. Establish good, healthy, habits.

  • @sinphil9000
    @sinphil9000 Před rokem +1

    BELMONT 2024 TO IN INFINITY 🔥

  • @Douflly
    @Douflly Před rokem +1

    I feel this song was written for me, Belmont never disappoints with their tracks...

  • @tayaria7280
    @tayaria7280 Před 2 lety +5

    This music is helping me cope.

  • @MetalHeadSkully
    @MetalHeadSkully Před 2 lety +4

    Turning 23 this year. This song really hits home. Love this band

  • @joseameselias4960
    @joseameselias4960 Před rokem +2

    Never give up.Was a long journey.

  • @brentpizzo3185
    @brentpizzo3185 Před 2 lety +7

    Just taken aback at how deeply beautiful this song is. Thank you for this masterpiece

  • @iancamacho8344
    @iancamacho8344 Před 2 lety +11

    So i was listening to this album on the way to work.. and honestly didnt expect this.. The message hits so hard.. thank you belmont for showing us we arent alone in how we feel.

  • @RockerDood11
    @RockerDood11 Před rokem +3

    Quit drinking over 3 years ago, this hits home.

  • @ALPHASECTOR_GAMING
    @ALPHASECTOR_GAMING Před 2 lety +8

    One of the best bands in 15 years. Bar none. Fight me, idgaf. Last time I heard something that moved me this much was probably Thursdays Full Collapse album.

  • @collinmcduffie7426
    @collinmcduffie7426 Před 2 lety +3

    Some of the best music I've heard in years. I'm so lucky to be alive and listen to this.

  • @tristabromar9408
    @tristabromar9408 Před 2 lety +7

    I’ll be 30 this year. I have a lot of mental health issues going on. I take 3 different medications and I have the hardest time opening up in therapy because my walls are so high. Dying is not a choice for me especially cause I have a 2 year old daughter. Keep going guys. You have so many people rooting for you. ❤️

    • @tayaria7280
      @tayaria7280 Před rokem +1

      Those medication's they give you have more side effects than anything...

    • @tristabromar9408
      @tristabromar9408 Před rokem

      @@tayaria7280 very true. It also gets exhausting trying different ones. Luckily I’m on ones that I like and feel like they have been helping. Mental health suckkkkss

  • @hippy_guy1653
    @hippy_guy1653 Před 2 lety +2

    I don’t think I have ever related more to a song in my life

  • @gabrielmccaleb2432
    @gabrielmccaleb2432 Před 2 lety +11

    All of your lyrics and music connects with me so hard. It's Soo hard to express the pain sometimes but you guys give me a voice💜

  • @joshuaroman6479
    @joshuaroman6479 Před 2 lety +1

    How is this song like Nothing, Nowhere. meets Four Year Strong meets Belmont's amazing songwriting. This is AMAZING. Really hit me hard lyrically but I'm just as moved by the sensible dynamics in the song. It builds to the full band moments so cleanly. It's not a forced moment, it's so natural. Really fantastic work.

  • @VentureWayward
    @VentureWayward Před 7 měsíci

    Love this track

  • @Heartbreakqueen_90
    @Heartbreakqueen_90 Před rokem +1

    Damn.

  • @statesminds
    @statesminds Před 2 lety +2

    This one of my favorite songs on the album!

  • @heyithinkitsfucking
    @heyithinkitsfucking Před 2 lety +4

    “But that's the only way I ever lеarned, you have to pay for all the bridges burnt” damn

  • @sufferfromglory1532
    @sufferfromglory1532 Před 6 měsíci

    This whole album is too good to be true

  • @cbear2016
    @cbear2016 Před 2 lety +5

    Y’all’s sound is addicting 🤟🏼

  • @alucky_mango5114
    @alucky_mango5114 Před 2 lety +3

    This been out for 3 weeks and only has 15k views... Criminally underrated

  • @juansalinas3012
    @juansalinas3012 Před 2 lety +4

    I usually don't comment ever, but solid 8 out of 10. Would recommend to a friend.

  • @changblonk4089
    @changblonk4089 Před 2 lety +5

    Needed this so much, beautiful song

  • @russellcloud30
    @russellcloud30 Před rokem +1

    Nobody understands the space that I demand. Damn.

  • @musicmonster1992
    @musicmonster1992 Před rokem

    I love all of you 🤍 Stay strong everyone.

  • @kfreedom470
    @kfreedom470 Před rokem +1

    Thank you for this track Belmont. I will say thisis definitely another track in my heart that just keeps me going. For real, this track says everything about me. Much love

  • @ramses_is_numba_one
    @ramses_is_numba_one Před 6 měsíci

    damn, this resonates so much with me at this point in my life, just got diagnosed with AFib and my family doesnt give a shit. Gotta thug this one out on my own regardless of the people around me.

  • @westendrock5299
    @westendrock5299 Před 2 lety +1

    Oh my gosh this is so amazing I hope it gets the recognition it deserves

  • @natural_lucidity9781
    @natural_lucidity9781 Před 2 lety +13

    No other band in this scene makes shit this deep the lyrics are so relatable and personal rather than all the sad boy shit about a girl. My last problem is someone else… 😞 I’m my biggest problem

  • @stonerwc420
    @stonerwc420 Před 2 lety +1

    This song is beautiful

  • @danrockwell420
    @danrockwell420 Před 2 lety +5

    Dude I keep seeing these Belmont drop notifications I’m freaking out

  • @Spacedout209
    @Spacedout209 Před 2 lety +2

    Feeling dead at 23 thats just not the way to be 🙏

  • @2Sor2Fig
    @2Sor2Fig Před rokem +1

    Fuck me. Please keep doing thins, because you give life to the rest of us who could never put it into words and (that bass, please) music. Much love from Zimbabwe

  • @weeceroy
    @weeceroy Před 2 lety +4

    Passed out at 4amvs
    Woke up on the floor again
    Searching through the time I spent
    Wasted on what's never meant
    I just miss the life I had
    Missed out since like 2010
    I just wonder where I've been
    Nobody knows I've been on my own
    Feeling so alone, stuck inside
    I keep thinking bout the reasons why
    All my life, I've been searching for some clues
    Only feeling more confused
    It took a lot of work to be standing here
    I went through lots of pain to be very clear
    But that's the only way I ever lеarned
    You have to pay for all the bridges burnt
    Just let me out of here
    I just want to disappear
    Nobody understands
    All the space that I demand
    I get stuck in overdrive
    That's the reason I'm alive
    Feeling dead at 23
    That's just not the way to be
    I just shrug it off
    I just take it as it comes
    I just shrug it off
    I'm always feeling kind of numb
    I just shrug it off
    I just take it as it comes
    I just shrug it off
    I'm always feeling kind of numb
    I'm giving up the chase
    I don't want to feel like I'm losing pace
    But I don't wanna fall right back in place
    Living by myself with the same mistakes
    Cover up the pain that I can't decay
    Living in a space that I can't explain
    So let me tell you how it's gonna be
    Giving up on life is not a choice for me
    Burning out but still complete
    Sinking down in disbelief
    Running out of energy
    To fix the wounds that I received
    It took a lot of work to be standing here
    I went through lots of pain to be very clear
    But that's the only way I ever lеarned
    You have to pay for all the bridges burnt
    Just let me out of here
    I just want to disappear
    Nobody understands
    All the space that I demand
    I get stuck in overdrive
    That's the reason I'm alive
    Feeling dead at 23
    That's just not the way to be
    All my life I just tried to put it off
    I never shook it off
    All my life I just tried to build a wall
    That would never fall
    All my life I just tried to put it off
    I never shook it off
    All my life I just tried to build a wall
    That would never fall
    Just let me out of here
    I just want to disappear
    Nobody understands
    All the space that I demand
    I get stuck in overdrive
    That's the reason I'm alive
    Feeling dead at 23
    That's just not the way to be
    Just let me out of here
    I just want to disappear
    Nobody understands
    All the space that I demand
    I get stuck in overdrive
    That's the reason I'm alive
    Feeling dead at 23
    That's just not the way to be
    Passed out at 4am
    Woke up on the floor again
    Searching through the time I spent
    Wasted on what's never meant
    I just miss the life I had
    Missed out since like 2010
    I just wonder where I've been

  • @lexxinflex
    @lexxinflex Před 2 lety +1

    Love you guys

  • @neilmacdonald6637
    @neilmacdonald6637 Před rokem +1

    I'm way moreso a metal fan, and run the gamut of genres there even though I'm not a pop-punk fan at all. With that said, I think Belmont are musical geniuses. I heard Overstepping and they've hit a certain spot ever since

    • @hereandthere4751
      @hereandthere4751 Před rokem

      thats what i said, theyr geniuses and it hits the spot

  • @chrisfriend8573
    @chrisfriend8573 Před 11 měsíci

    That 4am bar goes hard

  • @gengartsuki7538
    @gengartsuki7538 Před 2 lety +1

    God this is so good

  • @lordcooler22
    @lordcooler22 Před 2 lety

    Probly my fav from this album!!!

  • @jamiesmith9656
    @jamiesmith9656 Před 2 lety +1

    Thank you Belmont 🔥

  • @brosettastone7520
    @brosettastone7520 Před 2 lety +5

    Anyone else relate? :(
    Keep them chins up my dudes

  • @rg-possums
    @rg-possums Před 2 lety

    Would be cool to see an album of songs that are like the beginning of this.
    Even when peep did similar stuff, the format was from older MySpace songs.
    So it's still an organic thing.
    Something that keeps music fun and engagement up

  • @hakeemmuhammad8804
    @hakeemmuhammad8804 Před 2 lety +1

    This song hits so hard with a lot of shit goin on and I was goin to show this song to a good friend but she’s in a coma right now and it’s been 4 days and she would love this song

  • @fallsgrave
    @fallsgrave Před 2 lety

    One of my favorites from this album!

  • @bethoog3411
    @bethoog3411 Před 2 lety +1

    all your music is perfect

  • @trippietrav3087
    @trippietrav3087 Před rokem

    this is that bop!!!!!!

  • @bryangeorge2555
    @bryangeorge2555 Před 10 měsíci

    Crunk, with soul… But it’s nice when someone figures

  • @prestondabbs6894
    @prestondabbs6894 Před 2 lety +3

    I miss my best friend.

  • @kristiangonzales6640
    @kristiangonzales6640 Před 2 lety +1

    Ayee Criii

  • @hereandthere4751
    @hereandthere4751 Před 2 lety +2

    24, and relatable asf.

    • @bryanburcham1381
      @bryanburcham1381 Před 2 lety +5

      33, almost 34...and still.
      Keep pushing. Life is full of the highs and lows.

    • @hereandthere4751
      @hereandthere4751 Před 2 lety

      @@bryanburcham1381 wagmi brah

  • @94faithzinn79
    @94faithzinn79 Před 2 lety +2

    Essa música é muito viciante

  • @matttress7218
    @matttress7218 Před rokem

    I love space Jam 2

  • @YoungC0604
    @YoungC0604 Před 2 lety

    Bro this song , holy fook

  • @7omBurrows
    @7omBurrows Před 2 lety

    Deep

  • @Kuba16BVB
    @Kuba16BVB Před 2 lety +1

    Fuckin love this Song 😍🤘
    So beautiful and angsty.

  • @carlosalvarado650
    @carlosalvarado650 Před rokem

    Trap beats!!! 🤘

  • @beardedhoya
    @beardedhoya Před rokem

    22. Trynna keep my head up. Hope I dont feel dead at 23 like I do now.

  • @TheAntarcticaProject
    @TheAntarcticaProject Před 2 lety

    🔥🔥

  • @febrianindratama3664
    @febrianindratama3664 Před 2 lety

    niceeeee

  • @At_water_band
    @At_water_band Před 2 lety +1

    belmont got better? how did they do that!?

  • @jayaperkasaglasspadang9820

    Semakin mantap se

  • @usukapal
    @usukapal Před 2 lety +2

    At 27 wondering why I didn't have this song 4 years ago? Fuck.

  • @NotSoNumb01
    @NotSoNumb01 Před rokem +1

    Ok it's exactly 4am

  • @nolomac1590
    @nolomac1590 Před 2 lety

    dayum, this is aftermath is so sick

  • @dripdrap1353
    @dripdrap1353 Před 2 lety +3

    First.

  • @hereandthere4751
    @hereandthere4751 Před rokem

    i just realized... does this song have 2 titles?

  • @jpicard81
    @jpicard81 Před 2 lety

    Bryan Adam's run to you. Both great

  • @keithg4659
    @keithg4659 Před 2 lety +1

    Good vibe. But what is the drummer doing?

  • @Mfgerald
    @Mfgerald Před 2 lety

    My dogs

  • @joshuafoster6683
    @joshuafoster6683 Před 2 lety

    1st verse sounds just like Driveways.

  • @SemiShweet
    @SemiShweet Před 2 lety +1

    JESUS FUCKING CHRIST LOL I'M SO FUCKING DONE YES MY GOD SARAH LOL

  • @user-ul9fr5bf3i
    @user-ul9fr5bf3i Před 6 měsíci

    Why are they always talking about TI programs and gangstalking? I thought they were a rock and roll band.

  • @jameshutson1719
    @jameshutson1719 Před 2 lety +1

    Not tryna be gAyYyYyY here, but........{🥺}

  • @tyrelladkins5200
    @tyrelladkins5200 Před 2 lety +1

    this just feels... extremely white

  • @christopher5110
    @christopher5110 Před 2 lety

    I love Belmont but this isn’t it. Dont go electronic plz