*STRANGER THINGS* IS FINALLY HERE! So Why Ep. 4 Got Me SOBBING?

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  • @trinaq
    @trinaq Před rokem +11932

    I'm unashamed to admit that I cheered loudly when Eleven hit Angela with the roller skate. Although all the characters were horrified, and it led to Eleven's arrest, with how awful Angela was to our poor girl, you can't deny that she had it coming. The actress played her role extremely well!

    • @dafafadila1729
      @dafafadila1729 Před rokem +650

      I'm not condone violence, *but*

    • @chaos7286
      @chaos7286 Před rokem +395

      @@dafafadila1729 i am, and Eleven did an amazing job

    • @emmapalermo8128
      @emmapalermo8128 Před rokem +29

      Same tho

    • @shazz286
      @shazz286 Před rokem +696

      What irritates me is that people watched her get bullied for weeks but want to act shocked when she retaliated.

    • @sama9394
      @sama9394 Před rokem +221

      ikr i was like she's been traumatizing people for years and she even physically hurt el, she can handle a broken nose lol

  • @trinaq
    @trinaq Před rokem +9705

    The entire sequence of Max escaping Vecna's clutches thanks to the power of friendship and Kate Bush gave me so much chills. Sadie performed it brilliantly, and I wouldn't be surprised if she's nominated for an Emmy!

    • @crisjo6973
      @crisjo6973 Před rokem +221

      She better be nominated for all the awards! Her performance this season was *chef's kiss*

    • @AW301517
      @AW301517 Před rokem +10

      Can’t stand how much of a rip off this season was -basically IT. No creativity at all.

    • @TheAfricanGrey
      @TheAfricanGrey Před rokem +231

      @@AW301517 wtf are u even talking about? It’s nothing like IT. 😭

    • @JoseHernandez-gy7qu
      @JoseHernandez-gy7qu Před rokem +135

      @@AW301517 out of all movies you said it 💀 like what

    • @ariana6762
      @ariana6762 Před rokem +161

      @@crisjo6973 Also didn't anyone catch that in the song kate bush sings "if only i could I'd make a deal with God and I'd get him to swap our places" and Max wishes she had died instead of Billy? and robin said the song has to have a personal meaning to the person 😭😭

  • @nataliealtemose9191
    @nataliealtemose9191 Před rokem +1533

    my folks always told me, "hit the bully while you're still a minor". good for her.

    • @wwmhd
      @wwmhd Před rokem +156

      as kim kardashian once said, "it's what she deserves 🙂"

    • @clementinevonodd
      @clementinevonodd Před rokem +69

      help, this made me cackle so hard 💀

    • @bluofficiall
      @bluofficiall Před rokem +21

      @@wwmhd STOP THE EMOJI 🥸🤭

    • @katherinearce1751
      @katherinearce1751 Před rokem

      that's good advice I'm def giving my kids lol cause I'm 24 and I regret not beating the shit out of a few people when I had the chance

  • @mikahlameman5897
    @mikahlameman5897 Před rokem +2293

    I love how every girl that watched Chrissy walk out of the office shouted "she's pregnant" 💀😭

    • @junehoneycrisp
      @junehoneycrisp Před rokem +251

      For some reason I thought she was being abused 💀 and then when her "mom" mentioned the dress in the bathroom I knew it was ED

    • @tiffanydlo.x
      @tiffanydlo.x Před rokem +167

      After she threw up in the bathroom and "her mum" said she was fat I literally said 'aw she has bulimia'

    • @Kosh800
      @Kosh800 Před rokem +69

      I'm a dude and when she walked out of the office upset I though, "Ut oh, male councilor is diddling her!" and then she was puking in the bathroom and I thought, "Yep, totally, and now she's pregnant!" So needless to say I was thrown off by the mother pounding on the door lol

    • @francy7042
      @francy7042 Před rokem +2

      @@junehoneycrisp same

    • @Indrea13
      @Indrea13 Před rokem +40

      I knew it was bulimia from the moment she said "I said go away!" She totally looked like she was causing it or about to cause it. Plus, TMI maybe but when you induce vomit and someone interrupts you, it's hard to get back at it.

  • @Chuuzus
    @Chuuzus Před rokem +3734

    Sadie Sink deserves an Emmy for carrying this season on her back!!

    • @trinaq
      @trinaq Před rokem +107

      Agreed, her future is definitely a bright one, and she's only 20!

    • @danisar6153
      @danisar6153 Před rokem +55

      She needs to see a doctor. Her back honestly must be 50% broken by how hard shes carrying this deadon.

    • @Tarikkb
      @Tarikkb Před rokem +149

      Ngl I also think Millie deserves one too , she bawled her eyes out literally every episode , Sadie supporting Emmy , millie starring Emmy , would be an iconic night

    • @vulnicuraaa
      @vulnicuraaa Před rokem +4

      hot profile pic! Stan twigs

    • @TheAfricanGrey
      @TheAfricanGrey Před rokem +72

      Jamie deserves one as well. Vecna is the best villain they’ve had on the show. His acting was incredible especially in episode 7.

  • @rogue8059
    @rogue8059 Před rokem +2736

    I also love the fact that the first thing Max remembers is Lucas saying "we're here, I'm here". because even though it may not look like words get through but it's still very important to hear those words. Sometimes it's so hard to believe that people will care or understand but the way Lucas has tried and tried to get Max to talk just makes me so emotional.

  • @F4EPhilosophy
    @F4EPhilosophy Před rokem +6529

    This is one of the best react channels out there. You don't just sit in front of a camera, watch it, end video. There is so much personality and character behind what you do. I feel like I'm really just watching along with a friend and it means a lot to have an outlet like this to just escape for abit.

    • @urinternetmomash
      @urinternetmomash  Před rokem +1344

      favorite comment ever you have no idea THANK YOU

    • @olivia21.12
      @olivia21.12 Před rokem +50

      this ^^

    • @carlosalejandroalvarenga4913
      @carlosalejandroalvarenga4913 Před rokem +89

      Ikr it’s like you’re actually there with her. So much energy every video. Constantly rewatch her reactions too.

    • @crimbleland
      @crimbleland Před rokem +18

      Agree with this comment 💯 I don’t watch any other react channels. Just ash ♥️

    • @-chenlanying5818
      @-chenlanying5818 Před rokem +2

      @@urinternetmomash 7:14 why did you add these name ?

  • @J0NVS.
    @J0NVS. Před rokem +1809

    if she's crying like this for Max's scene , I can only imagine how much she will cry in Vol.2!

    • @zoie8926
      @zoie8926 Před rokem +115

      RIGHT, after i watched vol 2 I was like “damn, im a little excited but scared as hell to see Ashley’s reaction to all of this” 😭😭

    • @taylorblue711
      @taylorblue711 Před rokem +25

      Oohhh yeah Ashley’s not gonna make it…

    • @payt00n
      @payt00n Před rokem +16

      She's gonna breakdown after Eddie's death and max "death" as well

    • @CrazeeAdam
      @CrazeeAdam Před rokem +31

      I think for people with mental health issues the Max scene hits really hard. And anyone with survivors guilt. Like I cry watching it like this.

    • @daisy1785
      @daisy1785 Před rokem +1

      Plot twist she didn't cry😅

  • @officialtoiletpaper
    @officialtoiletpaper Před rokem +3480

    that last scene with max was SUCH a good metaphor for depression. she finally realized that she does have people that care about her and that she DOES want to live🥲🥲

    • @johnnyboooy21
      @johnnyboooy21 Před rokem +202

      this hits different after Vol. 2 and she saying "I don't wanna die, I'm not ready'' 😿

    • @finnpie9669
      @finnpie9669 Před rokem +27

      @@johnnyboooy21 she's gonna have a field day with those 2 episodes (Ash)

    • @rumham7466
      @rumham7466 Před rokem +11

      @@johnnyboooy21 maybe stop posting spoilers. We get it, you finished the show

    • @johnnyboooy21
      @johnnyboooy21 Před rokem +5

      @@rumham7466 Nirvana fan upset with something? what a surprise

    • @rumham7466
      @rumham7466 Před rokem +7

      @@johnnyboooy21 and no wonder.. a kid being sensitive over something logical. Typical.

  • @nataliebecky
    @nataliebecky Před rokem +2550

    The last 20 minutes of “Dear Billy” had me in tears. I’ve never seen anything like it before.

    • @Lunabyes
      @Lunabyes Před rokem +76

      Same. I've been binge watching tv shows my whole life, and nothing compares to the last 20 minutes of that episode. An absolute masterpiece in television, for real. One of the best scenes in tv cinematic history.

    • @mwilsonUT
      @mwilsonUT Před rokem +14

      *Red Wedding* has entered the chat

    • @flawedsanity
      @flawedsanity Před rokem +6

      @@BooksRebound Sense8 is such a good show! So beautiful in so many ways.

    • @dairallan
      @dairallan Před rokem +4

      Its a great scene and it rescued a season which has horrific pacing issues. The entire thing is just way too slow. But that scene is excellent. Not Arcane levels excellent but still a stand out for any other TV show.

    • @jasmim6612
      @jasmim6612 Před rokem +1

      @@BooksRebound sense8 is my comfort show

  • @LindseyStudios
    @LindseyStudios Před rokem +1103

    Sadie deserves AT LEAST a best supporting actress nomination but I think she deserves to win… beautiful performance by her. That episode also just felt so close to home to me as someone who lives with depression. I couldn’t stop crying after I watched it! Beautiful

    • @SunlessNick
      @SunlessNick Před rokem +5

      She's been amazing this series.

    • @danalynch118
      @danalynch118 Před rokem +5

      Same. Vecna is by far the scariest creature yet. Not because of design or anything like that. But because of this. He preyed on max, and Fred, and Chrissy. And we as the viewers fear him for that. And Sadie and the duffer brothers did an incredible job portraying that. Same with the actors for Fred and Chrissy. They all had very real reactions and that’s what set him up to be so scary

    • @ryliegarcia.
      @ryliegarcia. Před rokem +2

      YESSS even in all too well the short film she was amazing!! and she did a great job in the battle of Starcourt episode and dear billy and the 2 last episodes of volume 2 she's just such an amazing smart actress. she deserves SOMETHING

  • @marle3918
    @marle3918 Před rokem +820

    The way that this just literally is what depression feels like is absolutely insane. Sobbing. Speechless. I cried for like 2 days.

    • @kendray05
      @kendray05 Před rokem +21

      watching others react strongly to it as well validates those feelings. Depression is a struggle and it is always a win to reach out and grasp those connections like lifelines when it has you convinced nothing matters anymore. Yep the whole sequence was powerful and made me bawl.

    • @IamLainnn
      @IamLainnn Před 7 měsíci

      🙄

    • @audreybannister
      @audreybannister Před 3 měsíci +1

      I know this was posted a year ago but as someone who has OCD vecna literally feels so much like my OCD. Just constantly following you and showing you disgusting things you don't want to see, telling you you're a bad person. I think he's such a good metaphor for mental illness in general and how torturous it can be.

    • @lisaistryingtolive
      @lisaistryingtolive Před 3 měsíci +1

      ​@@audreybannister finally someone noticing this!! vecna is hella good metaphor for mental illnesses

  • @Clazz94
    @Clazz94 Před rokem +1111

    I need "She's not pregnant, she's haunted" on a T-shirt like yesterday

  • @natashkaroos933
    @natashkaroos933 Před rokem +2224

    bb take however long you need too heal. in mr vision's words, what is grief, if not love persevering

    • @renameagain5808
      @renameagain5808 Před rokem +47

      Bro how is your comment and hour old the video came out 52 seconds ago

    • @Itsmehayleyt
      @Itsmehayleyt Před rokem +7

      @@renameagain5808 I’m legit thinking the same thing

    • @bookwormed-geek7772
      @bookwormed-geek7772 Před rokem +10

      @@Itsmehayleyt are you from the future?? xD

    • @slayterb2507
      @slayterb2507 Před rokem +1

      @@renameagain5808 fr wtf

    • @Tarikkb
      @Tarikkb Před rokem +6

      Exactly , we’re always supporting our mom

  • @kaxidoscope
    @kaxidoscope Před rokem +816

    Funny AND vulnerable? Girl you’re everyone’s dream CZcamsr.
    But in all seriousness I hope you’re doing okay, and even if you’re not I hope you know we love you always and that you’re such a comfort to so many of us. ♥️

  • @HorrorGeek9
    @HorrorGeek9 Před rokem +320

    This season really shows that Lumax is the best couple in Stranger Things.

    • @optimysticpeaches
      @optimysticpeaches Před rokem +53

      I’m glad the show finally stopped sleeping on them! Mike and eleven who?! Lucas and max any day for me

  • @MISTERBABAD00K
    @MISTERBABAD00K Před rokem +575

    The ending of episode 4 definitely hits hard. Not just for depression, but also for suicidal ideology. Her writing the notes, the lyrics to Kate Bush's song, Lucas saying he doesn't want a letter and that he is right there. So much to unpack...

    • @juliadejonge1265
      @juliadejonge1265 Před rokem +1

      Wow you are right. It's such a big mix of metaphores!

  • @melon06h
    @melon06h Před rokem +531

    You know you've seen too many teen shows when the first thing that came to your mind after seeing Chrissy walk out of the councilors office is "Is she pregnant?" 💀

  • @katkillzz6515
    @katkillzz6515 Před rokem +62

    The "why are you crawling, grow up, WALK." got me rollinggg💀

  • @a0ch1e
    @a0ch1e Před rokem +300

    girl i cry with the ending scene of Dear Billy EVERY TIME :'> the letter she reads right before it wishing it was her that died instead and Billy revealing that she was suicidal, along with her favorite song having the lyrics "If I only could make a deal with God, to get him to switch our places" I WAS INCONSOLABLE

  • @MrDrProfessorSir962
    @MrDrProfessorSir962 Před rokem +1739

    No but “Why is my little Chrissy getting haunted. Angela’s right there” 🍹🍹🍹
    I fell so hard for her and her story in one episode. Like maybe the brothers are trying their best to write everyone stories 😫 but im glad we got Chrissy.

    • @flawedsanity
      @flawedsanity Před rokem +90

      Chrissy was such a likable character! And her and Eddie had great chemistry. I could easily watch like a light hearted romcom about Chrissy and Eddie lmao

    • @BewareOfMpreg
      @BewareOfMpreg Před rokem +1

      she dead 💀

    • @jj-vu1jn
      @jj-vu1jn Před rokem +3

      @@flawedsanity Eddie’s 20 and Chrissy is 16….

    • @njh4024
      @njh4024 Před rokem +5

      Same I was so ready and shipping her and Eddie then a few minutes later she was gone

    • @Basementcheese
      @Basementcheese Před rokem +34

      The scene in the woods with Eddie and Chrissy was filmed after her death scene and the brothers said they regretted killing her off after seeing how much chemistry they had

  • @AdamusicVideos
    @AdamusicVideos Před rokem +7145

    i’ve seen the ending scene of Dear Billy about 15 times now and I still bawl my eyes out every damn time, one of the best scenes in recent television

    • @dolcegal100
      @dolcegal100 Před rokem +49

      Same, every time 😭

    • @midnightmirror4518
      @midnightmirror4518 Před rokem +29

      SO TRUE 😭😭

    • @camilalima5955
      @camilalima5955 Před rokem +13

      SAME

    • @cheechee6473
      @cheechee6473 Před rokem +20

      Needs an Oscar…or something…

    • @HyperWolf
      @HyperWolf Před rokem +43

      I generally wouldn’t correct you but in this case your use of “Ball” is hilarious. The correct word is “bawl.” The way you wrote “ball my eyes out” brings to mind balling a melon. So… scooping out the eyes, which is thematically relevant here. So sorry for the correction but I hoped you might find it funny too.

  • @psychicsocial
    @psychicsocial Před rokem +479

    I was bawling at the end of episode 4 as well. The "I'm still here" broke me and brought back way too many memories. Such an incredible arc and man if Sadie doesn't nail every second of it.

    • @that_evermore_stan
      @that_evermore_stan Před rokem +1

      it made me cry. i had a feeling they would go after max, but when it showed the headaches and nosebleeds, i jumped and said "Stop!"
      when max started levitating (both times) i was like "no noo noo no, sit back down"

    • @minglou2019
      @minglou2019 Před rokem

      lets be real though, Caleb McLaughlin was not and still is not a good actor.

  • @maejuvi7715
    @maejuvi7715 Před rokem +219

    "I'm still here". Most touching thing I have seen in a while. I also like the theory *SPOILERS* that Vecna and his realm stand symbolically for Suicide, since he always targets those with severe trauma. And Ahe didn't get Max because she remembered that she has her friends and something worth living for.

    • @loladexploradora5567
      @loladexploradora5567 Před rokem +13

      he targets people with severe trauma because bad emotions/memories = more power. Which is why he tells Eleven that in order to use more of her power she has to think of something that upsets her

  • @maluvidazocar2895
    @maluvidazocar2895 Před rokem +880

    Yes, we all ugly cried with episode 4... I love the depression representation there, but for me the most significant part was her fighting off Vecna. It shows you that your friends and love ones can show you the door, but you are the one that has to give your last bit of energy to cross that portal. And you will fall because it wont let you go that easyly, but you have to get back up and keep going. That scene Is EVERYTHING, because it shows all this and her will to live. Best episode in the entire serie.

    • @gabbysade6477
      @gabbysade6477 Před rokem +4

      Well said😌!!

    • @caramel_rxse3951
      @caramel_rxse3951 Před rokem +7

      Took the words right out of my mouth

    • @uajrh1
      @uajrh1 Před rokem +7

      I didn’t cry but yeah it was phenomenal and by far the best episode in the series

  • @flergyburgerson4963
    @flergyburgerson4963 Před rokem +501

    Kate Bush’s running up that hill is literally #1 in the charts here in England right now, 30+ years after it was released, because of that episode

  • @kiweeep
    @kiweeep Před rokem +254

    Can we talk about how amazing the buildup was throughout all of episode 4?? As soon as they revealed that Max was going to be next I was actually on the edge of my seat until she was ok. And that final scene where she's running to her friends??? (AND the amazing music selection) Also had me in tears. When she got out I was just sobbing cause of how relieved I was, and just seeing her fight her way through everything she had been dealing with hit really hard. Episode 4 is 100% the best episode of the season so farrrr.

    • @ernievzla
      @ernievzla Před rokem +3

      No... it's the best episode of the entire show

  • @masteroctagon6888
    @masteroctagon6888 Před rokem +628

    Everyone has not liked the Joyce/Hopper storyline this season but I liked it?? if they didn't include it, it would just be my heart beating out my chest for 1 hr straight like its tied enough to the main story while also giving us a bit of a break from all the tension going on.

    • @musicsoulhaysgrl
      @musicsoulhaysgrl Před rokem +73

      Wait what??? I thought this storyline was great.

    • @kayliemccarty9533
      @kayliemccarty9533 Před rokem +16

      I completely agree.

    • @maya-jg7wt
      @maya-jg7wt Před rokem +17

      I loved it literally ❤️‍🩹

    • @tiffanydlo.x
      @tiffanydlo.x Před rokem +14

      fr balance is key

    • @distorityedan3081
      @distorityedan3081 Před rokem +6

      I actually really enjoyed the joy parts of it; not so much Hopper's, butI'm absolutely sure their storyline it's going to tie back further down the line so it still felt like it contributes

  • @madisentancre5811
    @madisentancre5811 Před rokem +1493

    A WHOLE HOUR!!! This level of effort is unmatched

  • @caitlinbauer7774
    @caitlinbauer7774 Před rokem +77

    We all cried at Max's scene because it was so, so heavy and so well done. It's a perfect visual look at grief and depression. How you assume there's no one around to talk to, no one that cares, no one to support. So you bottle it all up until you feel like you're destroying yourself. And then you remember the positives: there are people that care, there are people that love you, and it's all worth fighting for. But I love how they made Max run for SO long at the end with things falling in her path. I feel like it beautifully expressed that even when you DO decide to confront your grief/trauma/depression, that's only the start. You have to commit. You have to constantly decide to move forward, legs chugging, despite things falling around you trying to throw you off your feat. It's a decision you have to commit to. The metaphors of mental struggles and coping with trauma this season have been amazing. That's what makes Stranger Things such a great show. It's not just a show about killing the new monster of the season. It's about learning to deal with grief, sadness, depression, loss of innocence, etc. Such a beautiful scene and Sadie KILLED IT. Even my Husband cried and he doesn't even like Max's character that much.

    • @RX-12
      @RX-12 Před rokem

      That's only true for normal people. I'm autistic and never had friends like those kids, so it doesn't help me.

  • @JRenaeK
    @JRenaeK Před rokem +96

    i thought this too like it such an incredibly good metaphor for depression. and the large rock pieces falling while max was running could represent everything life throws at you and her running could represent fighting through it. and when she finally escapes her "im still alive" really got me. depression is tough and i think most of us who have experienced depression have had that "im still alive" moment.

  • @alejandrarg1131
    @alejandrarg1131 Před rokem +770

    imo jonathan's a great character. he's been a good son to joyce, a great brother and father figure to will, and a good boyfriend to nancy. the problem is that the writers don't know what to do with him anymore. he might not be my favorite character but i do like him.

    • @Ems001
      @Ems001 Před rokem +69

      Tbh tho they probably shouldn’t have had him taking pictures of Nancy having sex w Steve in s1 if they wanted people to like him like that’s always left me feeling nasty about him considering they were trying to make Steve an ass when really I’d be fucking pissed if I found out some kid I barley know was doing that shit to my gf.

    • @CodeeXD
      @CodeeXD Před rokem +18

      He's definitely a good guy but a pretty boring character imo

    • @maggierappa417
      @maggierappa417 Před rokem +50

      Jonathan thrives when he’s with his family IMO. I personally am not loving his storylines with Nancy, I find him kind of boring. But when he’s with his family, like in season 1 with his mom and season 2 with will I think he becomes more interesting. Similarly, I think eleven thrives when she’s in the middle of action. But when it’s just her wandering around, like in season 2 with her sister or whatever. I was bored. But that’s all just my opinion.

    • @alejandrarg1131
      @alejandrarg1131 Před rokem +3

      @Aidan Zaugg so true, and i really like charlie heaton so i don't want him gone

    • @calvintyler9281
      @calvintyler9281 Před rokem +11

      ​@@Ems001 they weren't trying to make him an ass they were trying to make him "strange" or lonely I imagine. probably skipped or forgot to go fully in-depth with his psychology as originally the dad had a bigger part in the story but they scrapped that in favor of Steve living past season 1 and becoming a fan favorite.

  • @islandchildtea2380
    @islandchildtea2380 Před rokem +458

    "oh she's not pregnant she's haunted!" I love the vibes created here lmaooo

  • @ZombalayaQ
    @ZombalayaQ Před rokem +72

    You did miss something! Enzo told Joyce that Hopper had 40k in a trust for Eleven. That's where she got it

  • @gabe2902
    @gabe2902 Před rokem +52

    The song choice is amazing too. "If only I could, I'd make a deal with god, and I'd get him to swap our places." Max wishes that it was her instead of Billy, wishing that they could swap places.

  • @makenna1890
    @makenna1890 Před rokem +380

    lucas, dustin, and steve being there for max makes me so emotional. they were the first group that protected her from threats from the upside down in season 2

    • @fernandabarrera9794
      @fernandabarrera9794 Před rokem +7

      My favs! My trío + Steve

    • @groggy34
      @groggy34 Před rokem +12

      It’s a great parallel to how she protected them from Billy in season two when he started to attack them, to be now them saving her from Vecna in season 4.

  • @Hal0630
    @Hal0630 Před rokem +445

    I lost someone to suicide, I think you're completely correct saying it's a metaphor for depression. They cut her down, the way it was shot looks so much like they cut her down from hanging. and her saying I'm still here, holy fuck.

    • @hollie5099
      @hollie5099 Před rokem +16

      And the song “running up the hill” max had to run up the hill of depression, and find the little bit of fight left in her to live

    • @nathwallis8685
      @nathwallis8685 Před rokem +3

      PRAYING FOR GOD TO BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND LOVE ONES!

    • @ROCKONplaceboforever
      @ROCKONplaceboforever Před rokem +1

      Rip to them sorry for your loss 🙏

  • @bluemoon7785
    @bluemoon7785 Před rokem +85

    If you're crying now, wait until the finale series... You gotta a big storm coming, honey!

  • @rachel5399
    @rachel5399 Před rokem +20

    I can't believe that people actually defend Mike for not supporting El when she whacked Angela's shit lol. He knows what it's like to get bullied, El literally saved them from bullies in season 1, and he barely helped her. After El ran off the skate rink, crying, milkshake purposefully all over her, I, as her boyfriend especially, or just as a friend, would have rocked Angela's shit. Especially after El, even despite still being socially unstable and unaware and a good few years behind them on normal brain development, she asked Angela to apologize and she was being the bigger person. Then she retorts with a "cry to your dead dad?" You literally cannot defend that. El was 1000% in the right. I just wish she went after her little group of followers, too. Nah. That's the "fuck around and find out."

  • @jacobla011
    @jacobla011 Před rokem +456

    I hope Sadie gets nominated for an Emmy, but if she isn’t, I hope she recognizes the praise she’s getting for her performance this season. She’s incredible!💞👏🏼🙌🏼

    • @bondfall0072
      @bondfall0072 Před rokem +1

      Sadie better get nominated for supporting role and Millie better get nominated for leading role.

    • @karabokhanyile
      @karabokhanyile Před rokem

      @@bondfall0072 Millie was submitted for supporting too

  • @yeobite9805
    @yeobite9805 Před rokem +2123

    im so sad chirssy had to go away early, I related to her a lot considering she’s hinted to have bulimia and it comforted me to see a character that is experiencing something similar to what im experiencing

    • @meganmcleod6152
      @meganmcleod6152 Před rokem +31

      there are othwr shows with characters like her but they couldn’t focus on it since it’s not the right climate in the show

    • @kaepiper
      @kaepiper Před rokem +134

      n you can tell she’s a sweet soul, shame she was just there to set up vecna but they didn’t realize how good her chemistry was w eddie till after they’d killed her.

    • @justinpenguin3893
      @justinpenguin3893 Před rokem +6

      watch out for Vecna😱👀

    • @sl3t4carti43
      @sl3t4carti43 Před rokem +14

      exactly as soon as i saw that scene i started sobbing i related so much

    • @awesomesqush.
      @awesomesqush. Před rokem +25

      it’s so sad that she had to go so early, bulimia should be something that’s more explored in tv shows. And also, just so you know, it does get better. It might not feel like it rn. But trust me it does. I hope you’re ok :)

  • @ciangkukay
    @ciangkukay Před rokem +197

    Ashley, we need the part 2, girl. We’re getting the last 2 episodes tomorrow. 🥰

    • @Muh1b
      @Muh1b Před rokem +2

      she posted itttt

  • @noodlebanana7512
    @noodlebanana7512 Před rokem +103

    Watching Ash react to shows and movies is almost better than watching the actual content. Knowing what's going to happen and she doesn't makes it so fantastic. Watching her damn near predict everything lol!

    • @Alecexo
      @Alecexo Před rokem +4

      Right she literally predicted the connection between chrissy’s death & victor creel by the 2nd episode

    • @noodlebanana7512
      @noodlebanana7512 Před rokem +1

      @@Alecexo she really is writing these shows 😂

  • @danisar6153
    @danisar6153 Před rokem +692

    I honestly dont remember what was the last time a scene had me in so much awe as the ending of episode 4. That scene. THE scene. The vision, the vfx, the acting, the emotion, the flashbacks, the music, the anticipation. I honestly doubted for a sec if Max would make it out.

    • @renameagain5808
      @renameagain5808 Před rokem +4

      There are only 2 shows that make my breathing patterns irregular, they are Stranger Things and Mr Robot.

    • @dbluwlf3596
      @dbluwlf3596 Před rokem +8

      I actually thought Max was gonna bite it in that episode. Like everything leading up to that point, seemed to foreshadow it. And whoever pieced together the trailer for this season was brilliant because you see Max levitating. And you got no context for what was going on, and then you see the first episode with what happens to Chrissy. Levitated just before Vecna kills her. So in the back of my mind I kept going back to that moment with Max in the trailer, thinking that will be the moment of her demise. And then the letters. Then going to the graveyard. Oof! This show really had me going there. Lol

  • @cynical.13
    @cynical.13 Před rokem +493

    The $40k Joyce had was Hopper's trust fund for Eleven, apparently. He probably had it for his daughter but put it in Eleven's name before he "died", and had Joyce as the person it would go to if something happened to him

  • @fran.cesco__
    @fran.cesco__ Před rokem +98

    Just wanted to say sorry for the losses you´ve made over the last years. Thank you for always cheering me up. Love u Ash

  • @chandler5607
    @chandler5607 Před rokem +54

    "this is such a good metaphor for depression" bawled my eyes with you

  • @alisonreilly2549
    @alisonreilly2549 Před rokem +1192

    I will watch every show Ashley rects to even if I haven't seen it (obv I've seen stranger things tho), her personality is just so enjoyable.

    • @urinternetmomash
      @urinternetmomash  Před rokem +315

      my heart just skipped a beat, i love hearing this so much 💞

    • @Spocx
      @Spocx Před rokem +4

      @@urinternetmomash Are you gonna make this a series or was this a one time thing?
      But Anyways I love your videos :D

    • @melon06h
      @melon06h Před rokem +8

      Same! I watched "You" and "Euphoria" because I saw Ashley's videos

    • @ratskid
      @ratskid Před rokem +7

      she's such a comfy channel 😍

    • @mela3714
      @mela3714 Před rokem +3

      @@urinternetmomash When you're done with this can you react to Everything Everywhere All At Once? That would be so fun to see. You probably get a lot of these but the movie is such an experience you need to check out yourself, even if it's not on the channel. Love from Ghana :)

  • @cxpidow
    @cxpidow Před rokem +1143

    Hearing about the heartbreak you’ve experienced over the last 2 years is genuinely so upsetting because i know for a fact your videos have made me laugh when I’ve been so low and you are such a source of joy for people. You are an absolute angel and a beacon of happiness for so many. Thank you so much for being here ❤️

  • @ag.5599
    @ag.5599 Před rokem +64

    Hands down best ST thing reaction I’ve seen 💅 wish I was joking when I say I watched this more than 3 times…

  • @strawbsxlatte
    @strawbsxlatte Před rokem +86

    I'm sorry about the passing of your great grandmother, thank you for still making content for us either way

  • @brandonlassiter7187
    @brandonlassiter7187 Před rokem +465

    the ending of episode 4 really hits hard when you realize the lyrics to the song relate to the survivor’s guilt max talks about in her letter to billy, that scene had me sobbing 🥲 but anyways don’t worry about forcing out the next video make sure you’re taking time to heal and to grieve you’ve been through so much the past couple years and i really hope you’re doing ok ♥️

  • @laurenb4268
    @laurenb4268 Před rokem +328

    No bc ash is spot on with how good of a metaphor that ep is for depression, I was crying so hard at the end, it just hits different for ppl who've been through similar things, I hope ash isn't embarrassed about crying during that scene bc it really got so many people, queen don't worry about it 😂 and seeing Max overcome it even when all odds are against her, and vecna/mental illness saying things like "you deserve this" but she knows better and sees she's cared about and she has people worth fighting for and even when she is so tired and it would be so easy to give up, she doesn't! She keeps fighting! I could talk about that scene for a million years

  • @sfmhero0127
    @sfmhero0127 Před rokem +53

    I'm not even kidding, at the end of episode 4, I sobbed so hard I got a headache. So many different emotions in each tear. The art, the acting, the music, the cinematography, all of it made be burst into tears from how stressful and how amazing it was put together.

  • @montyburns3265
    @montyburns3265 Před rokem +25

    “Did anyone else cry like this??”
    Girl I’m crying rewatching this edited with you 🤣🤣🤣

  • @donbigotes360
    @donbigotes360 Před rokem +1163

    Definitely one of the more impactful scenes ive seen in a long time. I think it speaks to anyone who, like you said, has been there. The visual depiction and setting is a great representation of the mental space of someone with depression. Recalling all of her memories and experiences, really brought the emotions to the surface and made it that much more relatable. And obviously, the music as she is running was perfect, such a beautiful and well done scene.

    • @ahhegnntkmi
      @ahhegnntkmi Před rokem +4

      excatly…
      I don’t know but I was tearing apart and thinking about again, it gives me chills and I wanna scream 😂😂😭😭😂😂😭😭

  • @libby5004
    @libby5004 Před rokem +897

    As to quote Vision - *“What is grief, if not love persevering?”* That really helped me when I lost family members in 2020. Grief will always be there but will become more manageable with time. Sending love to u, Internet Mum & anyone else who needs it

    • @kendray05
      @kendray05 Před rokem +17

      Right now I am dealing with gtieving someone who is still here but I am losing them by inches. Cancer sucks butt

    • @bookFreak8191
      @bookFreak8191 Před rokem +5

      @@kendray05 I’m so sorry 💔

    • @kaitlynnclodfelter9889
      @kaitlynnclodfelter9889 Před rokem +4

      I just finished the video and got to here her talk about how it was such a good metaphor for depression. And then you reminding me of that qoute. It reminded me of my grandpa I lost him last year due to a stroke and I started crying but wow did your comment not make me feel better

    • @spookyho5994
      @spookyho5994 Před rokem

      I’m really sorry, I hope you’re doing okay

    • @kaitlynnclodfelter9889
      @kaitlynnclodfelter9889 Před rokem +1

      @@spookyho5994 I'm doing better it gets better day by day. Still hurts but it always wil and I've come to terms with that and learned to move on

  • @fatimagutierrez888
    @fatimagutierrez888 Před rokem +38

    I love seeing milo every time he pops up on screen cause he looks exactly like my own dog and he's just so cute!! 😭💖

    • @parawolfwolfsbane9524
      @parawolfwolfsbane9524 Před rokem +1

      Same! My dog is named frank and same breed 🤣. My frank is gay though for my other dog who is small poodle male. 🤣 literally frank fellows him around were ever he goes. Frank is always wearing a smile 😃 like this and always loves to cuddle. Love seeing milo!

  • @gillesnotard69
    @gillesnotard69 Před rokem +16

    No one was there to tell Angela how bad she was treating El, but when El chose violence as an answer to violence, there she became the bad girl.

  • @Zakuen
    @Zakuen Před rokem +444

    "Did anyone else cry like this?". Yes. Ugly cried hard. I'll just say I've been through a lot the last few years as well and found ways to easily relate to Max. Pretty sure any people who've been at that point with depression and recognize all the aspects and how well it's been shown this season can relate. Wanting to fight and have friends and be happy but still struggling through everything else happening around us is portrayed amazingly this season and this episode I think. Very much felt relatable and the line of "I'm still here" (fighting) ended me first time I watched this. Every reactor I've watched with this episode I still get teary eyed and can't help it, so not alone at all. Hope you enjoy the rest of the season, and should be just in time for the finale in 2 weeks! :)

    • @clarisa6511
      @clarisa6511 Před rokem

      Same like that was the one time I actually cried to this show

    • @samanthamacdonald2705
      @samanthamacdonald2705 Před rokem

      I’m crying while reading this, I love you❤️

  • @ladygaygay94
    @ladygaygay94 Před rokem +448

    Eddie was truly the best part of this season. He was always ready and willing to help even though he had no idea that demons even existed irl. I love his banter with Dustin and his relationship with Steve made it seem like they were co-parenting him lmao. I wish we could’ve seen more of him and Chrissy (rip) together!!

    • @comedygod522
      @comedygod522 Před rokem +13

      + Lucas, he was a goat this season

    • @Zombina638
      @Zombina638 Před rokem +2

      @@comedygod522 eh

    • @comedygod522
      @comedygod522 Před rokem +10

      @@Zombina638 racially motivated

    • @Zombina638
      @Zombina638 Před rokem +4

      @@comedygod522 LMAO

    • @bess_e2186
      @bess_e2186 Před rokem +18

      Even the creators wish they didn’t kill her off. Cause they shot the picnic bench scene last and realised too late in production.

  • @naomiruiz30
    @naomiruiz30 Před rokem +27

    20:27 Ok... So I played Tammy Thompson in the unauthorized musical version of Stranger Things in May 2021. And I would honestly LOVE to play her again if S4 gets a musical. Because trying to imitate her singing voice would be so fun and funny idk why 😆 Also I cried so hard when I first watched Max escaping. I felt it so hard 💔

  • @mollymoore9606
    @mollymoore9606 Před rokem +18

    I cried so much during the running up that hill scene, to see her make it after all the obstacles she went through. then when you watched it i cried along with you. Hearing Lucas say "I'm right here" was like breaking out from the isolation of depression. So beautiful

  • @TheNraveles
    @TheNraveles Před rokem +119

    The fact that this entire season is so inspired by nightmare on elm street and then having Robert englund as Victor creel is ICONIC

  • @icantthinkofaname1062
    @icantthinkofaname1062 Před rokem +320

    Episode 4 was one of the best episodes of television I’ve ever seen. The end scene with Max had me in full goosebumps

    • @trinaq
      @trinaq Před rokem +17

      I highly concur. I love how well "Running up that Hill" fits into the sequence, and the entire scene could be a metaphor for fighting against depression, PTSD, anxiety or addiction, with the help of your loved ones.

    • @Rayne1bow
      @Rayne1bow Před rokem +5

      @@trinaq ESPECIALLY the “come on baby, come on darling”. 🎶 While she fights to get back to reality. Such a masterpiece.

  • @401felix
    @401felix Před rokem +44

    For D&D there’s a “Guide” that tells you how the magic and world work and then you get some creative person to make a story with those rules and then the player role plays as if they were the character. It can honestly be anything you want it to be. Wanna be a badass Amazon casting spells make it, wanna be a fairy who loves talking shit and drinking beer then do it!

    • @ThePharaz
      @ThePharaz Před rokem +2

      You can equate sessions, adventures, and a campaign to Stranger Things. Consider each episode as a session (or chapter) of playing 2 to 4 hours or maybe more. All the episodes for a season comprise an adventure (or novel) and all the seasons combined comprise the campaign (or novel series like LOTR, Harry Potter, Twilight, etc.)

  • @Catermiller14
    @Catermiller14 Před rokem +37

    This has quickly become my favorite channel to binge, especially whenever I'm feeling lonely or sad. Your editing is top tier, GREAT sense of humor, and it's like I'm watching the show with a friend. Your channel is top notch 🥰

  • @meganhardy6700
    @meganhardy6700 Před rokem +382

    59:04 No, you're not alone! Mike seems to be really distant and I don't know if it's because his feelings are too much for him to deal with in general or if the Byers moving out was his last straw, and now he's trying to live a normal life after all the trauma from the past years and without having his most supportive people around him

    • @AmberWoodMusicx
      @AmberWoodMusicx Před rokem +10

      Hi, I love your profile pic, from someone who suspects they’re asexual💜

    • @meganhardy6700
      @meganhardy6700 Před rokem +10

      @@AmberWoodMusicx thank you a lot , I really appreciate it ♥ I hope you can find the answers you're looking for, just know there's nothing wrong with taking all the time you need and ultimately you don't need a label if you don't want one! That being said, knowing I was asexual and giving a name to how I was feeling was a huge comfort to me, so I hope it does the same for you if you figure it out~ and Happy Pride! :D

    • @AmberWoodMusicx
      @AmberWoodMusicx Před rokem +2

      @@meganhardy6700 you’re wonderful, these are such kind and helpful words. I appreciate it so much. It’s easy to think there’s something wrong or just need to meet someone etc but we know ourselves best! Yes, happy pride month💜I wish you the best x

    • @lenaolishevska4070
      @lenaolishevska4070 Před rokem +5

      I feel like his character started to go downhill in season 3 and it's not getting better

    • @meganhardy6700
      @meganhardy6700 Před rokem

      @@lenaolishevska4070 i feel the same way! he lost some traits that made him /Mike/. Like him caring about his friends so much that he would go above and beyond to save them, him taking matters into his own hands, etc, etc. I wish it was talked about in the show, why Mike has become so distant, because for now we only have theories that are basically a) bad writing, or b) the trauma of the events is catching up to him

  • @alexashorago9440
    @alexashorago9440 Před rokem +401

    girlll as i was watching stranger things 4 I was like “how would my mom Ashley react?” I was so excited for your reaction so thank you

  • @rafecc
    @rafecc Před rokem +18

    I found this video when it was first posted, and now, I’m still watching it, over, and over, and over, again
    Edit. This is definitely my favorite reaction eveerrr

  • @dijagabrielle
    @dijagabrielle Před rokem +18

    Max has me crying the most this season 😭 and I've never even cried for this show before

  • @brightonhenderson6440
    @brightonhenderson6440 Před rokem +450

    bestie just wanna let you know that you may be bombarded with requests and it can seem super overwhelming i just want to let you know that i watch ur videos just to see you! you light up my day and make me feel seen when i’m alone :)

  • @sertaki
    @sertaki Před rokem +23

    God Dear Billy is such an unbelievably good piece of storytelling.
    Amazing and extremely relatable take on depression and grief, and incredible use of "Running Up That Hill". Those last few minutes are masterful.

  • @ernievzla
    @ernievzla Před rokem +9

    The girl that plays Max is an amazing actor... this whole season but specially episode 4 was very emotional

  • @definier.mal.castelli
    @definier.mal.castelli Před rokem +321

    I rarely cry from media, and although I gad some insane chills I didn't cry when watching by myself. But the way you give your own context and emotions to these videos also made me tear up when you started crying.
    I think this is what makes you and this Chanel so special to some many. Rewatching something with you is not repetetive it brings its very own additions to the media in question. Thank you

  • @KenzieWatson1
    @KenzieWatson1 Před rokem +334

    I couldn’t fully understand why I cried so much at episode 4 at the time, especially Max’s flashbacks and watching this now and how you explained how you felt watching it made me realise why. It is an incredible metaphor for depression and staying here for more of those moments with people that make you happy, safe and feel loved 💞

  • @binisiwon3511
    @binisiwon3511 Před rokem +28

    literally the only react video over 30 minutes that i watch without skipping because you are so entertaining and funny and your sense of humour is astronomical. i even ATE while watching this, which is rare. youre not boring me at all and gosh stumbling across this video made me less lonely, too. so thank you.

  • @CrazeeAdam
    @CrazeeAdam Před rokem +10

    To me that moment with Max is so much more than her just beating Vecna. Idk if this is what others thought, but to me, it's her taking back her life, her saying she can live now and her over powering the mental illness that had been plaguing her for so long since Billy's death :(
    As someone with chronic depression, I related so much to Max. In time I learned to deal with my depression, even if it's there, I can control my thoughts and actions more. And Max sees that too :)

  • @dsscam
    @dsscam Před rokem +317

    49:45: You've never been in love with so many characters. Your fans have never been so in love with a reactor. You are, BY FAR, the BEST! Not only are your spontaneous comments the funniest, but you take the time to go back when you're wrong about plot points (which EVERYBODY is on Stranger Things) and put in brilliant, charming, and funny text and hilarious video clips. You are a Reactor Goddess!! Plus, you rock the Pink Cowboy Hat. And then, you look drop-dead gorgeous for the 4th episode at 55:38. The last 3 minutes of this reaction video (1:09:15), especially the classic line "I NEED SADIE TO BE EMPLOYED" are the best 3 minutes in the history of CZcams. Ashley Ippolito, You're a HALL OF FAMER! 😍 Episode 4 may win an Emmy- but you deserve 10 Creator Awards for this video with Milo at 1:11:39 clinching the Best Supporting Doggie Award. 😍

    • @urinternetmomash
      @urinternetmomash  Před rokem +84

      let me go cry real quick THANK U SO MUCH?!?

    • @justabout6979
      @justabout6979 Před rokem +4

      Aww. You didn't lie tho. She really is my favorite reactor 💗💗

    • @prettywhenicryx
      @prettywhenicryx Před rokem +2

      @@urinternetmomash ASH PLS REACT TO SUPERACHE BY CONAN

  • @corpsebride9155
    @corpsebride9155 Před rokem +191

    OMG ASHLEY?! A FULL HOUR OF STRANGER THINGS REACTIONS/COMMENTARY .. I KNOW WHAT IM DOING THIS WEEKEND. ilysm thank you for posting this

  • @g1a908
    @g1a908 Před rokem +10

    chrissy deserved so much more. i actually wanted so much more time for her character, but i felt so bad for her when she went.

  • @RonnieStewartJr
    @RonnieStewartJr Před rokem +9

    When I was in 8th grade, I lost 4 family members within 9 months. I know how it is, and it seems like you’re handling it VERY well! Grief is a bitch ❤️

  • @oliviawiley9109
    @oliviawiley9109 Před rokem +209

    I literally sobbed watching the ending scene for episode 4, the grief and the mental anguish is can be related to. And her actively thinking of her friends and good times made her fight to survive. Sadie Sink was incredible.

  • @IamWhoIam114
    @IamWhoIam114 Před rokem +120

    I sobbed when Max was safe - the emotional release (perhaps from understanding how she felt and knowing how it feels to climb out the other side) was intense, and Sadie really delivered
    and the SONG CHOICE?? MY GOD - PERFECT

  • @MoneyGist
    @MoneyGist Před 11 měsíci +4

    "In a world full of 10s, be an Eleven"
    Had that tee with the waffle on it. Loved it. Don't know where I tossed it now 😥

  • @jxnnystilts
    @jxnnystilts Před rokem +4

    19:09 lmaoo the girl who said “what the hell was that” said it so genuinely it cracks me up cuz that’s exactly how i’d react

  • @LoungingPotato
    @LoungingPotato Před rokem +129

    Was literally *sobbing* by the end of episode 4. Like you, I had a very visceral reaction because I can 100% relate to Max. I just broke *THE FUCK* down. I was sobbing so hard that I had to stop watching and didn't come back to the show for a couple of days because I was still unpacking my emotions lmao. I think it's going to be very, very difficult for the show to make me feel as personally connected as I did with this episode.

  • @ninaaaaishere
    @ninaaaaishere Před rokem +463

    As a philosophical person, and someone deep in psychology studies, since the begining I made a connection between the clock, spiders, and killings in a symbolic way.
    The spiders represent mental illness. If you look at the first killing showed, she had an ED, and when he targeted her, she ran into the dining room and spiders crawled over the food.
    And the clock in the woods too. Symbolizing how mental strife eats away at your time as they spread over it.
    The clock represented your time. And once it runs out, you die. But take it in a mental, emotional sense. Where the spider gets you (mental illness) and there is no escape. You're stuck in the webs.
    It was pretty clear that fighting to save yourself from yourself and your trauma was the big theme here in symbolism.
    The eyes sinking in can also represent sinking into yourself. They eyes changing and glossing over is you gloss over the view of your world.
    Trapped at the place of trauma shows how you are then trapped in by your own mind. Stuck in the negative memories, where Vecna them emerges (the ultimate spider) and kills you. Unless you fight to get to your good memories.
    It emphasized having a good support system.
    Max couldn't have saved herself without her friends supporting her. But she still had to do it _herself._ They couldn't save her. They could only be the support she needed to actually have the courage to escape her own mind.
    There is more symbolisms I could touch on but I didn't sleep. Too busy watching season 4. 💀

    • @mattdp5554
      @mattdp5554 Před rokem +8

      Interesting

    • @Lv-sg4zp
      @Lv-sg4zp Před rokem +31

      Getting into pshycology for my own mental health. This season was pretty much about trauma and mental disorders, their connection to the mind, and the consequences when they are untreated. Everything from how trauma is so common while going unnoticed, to how Vecna grew up showing the signs that he would up being a serial killer (like killing animals, very common in people who grew up to be serial killers). I see it as traumatised people against the disgustingly sick ones, good against evil, but in a mental health context.

    • @ninaaaaishere
      @ninaaaaishere Před rokem

      @@Lv-sg4zp
      Even disgustingly sick ones are also mentally ill, and suffer as well. They show by hurting others instead of themselves.
      I don't believe in the concept of good and evil, not in the sense as the weight of each word is understood now. Good originally meant beneficial to you, and bad meant unbeneficial, originally.
      A saying I once heard and will never forget is that there are no good people or bad people, just happy people and miserable people.
      Henry, from what I can tell, dealt with imeshment trauma. And with an already ill mind (if you look at the signs you point out) it reached it's conclusion.
      Henry is very cluster B coded, and that is such an interesting approach to use mental health as the main catalyst. Nothing more terrifying than your own mind, and nothing more dangerous than mental illness.
      This season was just phenomenal. 😌

    • @Lv-sg4zp
      @Lv-sg4zp Před rokem

      @@ninaaaaishere yes, they do suffer from mental illness, of course. But I personally believe a line has to be drawn when the mentally ill starts killing. I can’t see that type of mental illness the same way I can see others, I’ve tried before and just can’t. Their actions aren’t to be excused, so I do believe in good and evil, in the sense that there comes a point when the untreated illnesses has catastrophic consequences. But at the end of the day this a fictional show, so I was talking mostly about good vs evil in the context of fiction.

    • @ninaaaaishere
      @ninaaaaishere Před rokem +6

      @@Lv-sg4zp
      I can see that point of view yes.
      In the fictive context I can absolutely agree.

  • @wildwesley9328
    @wildwesley9328 Před rokem +30

    I felt the same with the Russia storyline! Other than Enzo, every time Hop, Joyce, and Murray were on screen I kept thinking, “I just want to know if Max is ok!” They were my least favorite part of season 3, so my tolerance for them has gone significantly down. Better this season but barely

  • @meaganmatthews3677
    @meaganmatthews3677 Před rokem +18

    I sobbed during max's scene when I first watched the episode but then seeing your reaction sent me into a whole different level of emotional breakdowns. I am so sorry you are going through this and my heart goes out to you and I wish I could just give you a hug! I love how 'Dear Billy' can be used as a metaphor for mental health when dealing with grieving or depression because even though we might not have Vecna trying to kill us, we all have our demons that we are battling. Sadie Sink definitely deserves an Oscar, Emmy, or hell, give her a Nobel Prize for her performance because it is transcendent. When she read the letter about blaming herself it hit me right in the heart because I know that feeling all too well!! (ayyyy, see what I did there???)

  • @Wraiven22
    @Wraiven22 Před rokem +221

    I actually didn't cry the first time I watched that scene surprisingly, especially considering my long history with depression, anxiety, sexuality, body image, secluding myself from other people when I need help the most, etc. But watching you tear up and knowing what you've been through made me start bawling and reflecting on my own pain. Thank you for leaving all of that in the video, we love you because of how genuine you are Ash!

    • @The-Doctor6969
      @The-Doctor6969 Před rokem +2

      Me too. I have all the same issues and also can't cry- just dry heave or go straight into a panic attack. for once I actually cried properly and healthily seeing ash react..

    • @dionnedamen
      @dionnedamen Před rokem +1

      ME TOO

    • @whatsmyname2588
      @whatsmyname2588 Před rokem +3

      oh I must also admit I was started crying too though I did't cry when I saw it for the first time. The bounding among people can be strong even through the internet. I hope your depression is gone, lots of love Brian!

  • @bluemoon7785
    @bluemoon7785 Před rokem +118

    The whole bullying eleven went through in the beginning of the season was so triggering for me. I usually don't cry at all, but that scene where everyone was making fun of her really made me tear up a lil bit. Like, I just her to have a support system, for someone to tell her it's OK, it's not her fault.

  • @AzaStark
    @AzaStark Před rokem +5

    39:00
    Mike's response of like "Why is it on me?" made me just be like, "Well why is it on Will?"
    friends grow apart some times but the way to stay in contact is to reach out as much as you receive. And like, if you are constantly reaching out and starting, doesn't seem fair.
    That was one of the bumps that I hit with my best friend. i constantly felt like I was the one reaching out and talking and they did nothing to try and stay in contact with me. but I think we're good for now so we'll see how it goes.

  • @dannywang4543
    @dannywang4543 Před rokem +18

    Oh damn she about to have it tough in the finale if ep 4 got her this bad.

  • @lauramv4613
    @lauramv4613 Před rokem +224

    Yes, this season is hitting the depression girlies like a brick.
    I've been through this kind of grief before and I feel for you ash. You're gonna make it.

    • @ari9313
      @ari9313 Před rokem +3

      I'm so sorry. I'm here for you 💕💕

  • @rottenmalice
    @rottenmalice Před rokem +63

    Chrissy made me feel bad, I really wish she was actually able to get better rather than what happened. ALSO Eddie and Her would have been such amazing friends :( I loved her

  • @anyalouisa
    @anyalouisa Před rokem +22

    ashley i just want to say, i’m so sorry for everything you’ve had to go through the last two years. i’ve also lost more people than i should have had to and there’s just no sugarcoating it. we’re all here and i hope you know that ❤️ ps this video made me laugh so much so thank you for bringing some light to my week 🥺

  • @falonrogers4072
    @falonrogers4072 Před rokem +4

    the way when ashley said Lucas you gotta know when Max was walking down the hall and i yelled HE KNOWS HE'S TRYING

  • @MonyXChan
    @MonyXChan Před rokem +121

    I cannot take the Jonathan slander. :(
    Why are we forgetting that he is literally also traumatized, but keeps being kind, he never fails to be a good big brother - he will always put himself in harms way for his loved ones. Not his fault the Duffers forgot to give him a decent storyline.

  • @freddieblack3751
    @freddieblack3751 Před rokem +234

    Sorry to hear about another loss, Ash. Keep snuggling your pup and do everything you need to care for yourself. Love your reactions as always