vlog #3 | a WEEK IN MY LIFE, anxiety, quitting my job? VLOG | gravydayvlogs ✨
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- čas přidán 20. 07. 2024
- 🤷🏻♀️ to quit or not to quit. That is the question. 🥲 On this video, I’m sharing a week in my life being on leave from work to improve my mental health and deciding on whether or not to quit my job.
This took longer to edit because it was emotionally & mentally difficult - but therapeutic. I hope that for people who are suffering from mental health illnesses, you also get to seek help. Also, maybe be cautious about watching that part of my video. Timestamps are below.
**The reason I put the trigger warning is because although seeing the way other people be really vulnerable and see how they also get uncomfortable to heal - I know that for some people, seeing themselves in other people (like my anxiety tics) may be triggering.
Or maybe you’ve never experienced anxiety so you may not understand. Basically, it’s how you see me go from a certain place to another place, my posture being uncomfortable, the way I talk without breathing properly or trying to find my breath, repeating myself because I keep forgetting, putting it in different frame sizes, and many more that I may not realise but are actually from anxiety.
#actuallyautistic #neurodivergent
timestamps:
0:00 - life
1:14 - Hugo time
2:25 - Vol.1 / Pine74 shopping & eating at Jollibee with mum
3:00 - quiet time, journalling & re-reading because whattt?
3:22 - going outsideee
3:36 - Agara Ramen date
4:53 - McDo and K being funny
5:26 - cat
5:30 - “embracing technology”
5:59 - Choco/Chimken’s delivery from Baguio to Manila
10:05 - JoyRide to the terminal & heading back to Baguio
10:48 - home
10:55 - Hugo’s food time
13:46 - it’s Christmassss!!
14:03 - deciding whether or not to quit my job & talking about anxiety
🧁 Hi, I'm gravy /grace / cey / c.
I've always loved documenting (journalling, vlogging/filming, art, photography, etc) but right now, processing it through talking to a vlog.... (and stepping out of my comfort zone by finally showing my face because I also am curious about what will happen and would love to rewatch the ups and downs through my vlogs) I hope to treat myself as a friend as I make new friends.
📘 Disclaimers:
**If I posted a video, despite my tendency to overthink and not put it out immediately until everything's perfect, please note that I am a healing perfectionist so... calm down if you're here to be all "that's just whack." 😂 I'll do better but blz, patience & be kind.
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Pumpkin spice latte is my new fave, hope it did not disappoint you. 😅
I am totally with you on this when it comes to major decision making situations about career paths. It’s such a challenge and given what you’re going through it must be twice as difficult to navigate.
Hope everything will work out for you. 🤗❤️
🥹 it is interestinggg and I was being adventurous. glad I tried your fave 😍
🤗🤗🤗 thank you so much!! I’m navigating it as well with grace towards myself. I just want to confidently make that decision without being hindered by anxiety.
Thank youuuuu! 🥹 I appreciate the kind thoughts. I hope everything works out well!!!
Eyyyyyyyy!!
😂🙏🏼🥹 thanks, b0sxz.
Shout out po next video. Crush ko po talaga boyfriend niyo 🙌
😂 gotchu 🤣 I’ll let him do it. HAHAHA. Miss youuuu!!
pogi kristoffer 🥰
🫣 super!! 😍 hahaha.
Cee, sticking with you. Praying for you too!
Don't mind the messages I sent before. But feel free to reach out. And I hope you don't mind me checking up on you from time to time.
Just here Cee. 😊
Thank you, (kuya) Carrrrlos!!! 🥹 I do appreciate the messages. So much. I think I’m seeing clearly now that because of anxiety, it was so much more difficult to reply without bumming people out or without feeling guilty. 🥲
I wish things were easier to do without medication but hopeful for this journey to a better mental health.
Hope to see you soon (intentionally)!! Saw you a couple of times accidentally here, actually. But you were so far away (and I was shyyy). 🫣😂