logic - 1-800-273-8255 (slowed + reverb)

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  • čas přidán 29. 09. 2020
  • I've been on the low, I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine
    Suicide Prevention Hotlines:
    Algeria - 0021 3983 2000 58
    Argentina - 5275-1135 and 135
    Armenia - (2) 538194 or (2) 538197
    Australia - 1300 659 467
    Austria - 147 or 142
    Azerbaijan - 510-66-36
    Bahamas - 322-2763
    Barbados - (246) 4299999
    Belgium - 1813 or 106
    Bosnia and Herzegovina - 0800-300303
    Bolivia - (00 591 4) 4 25 42 42 and 75288084
    Botswana - 3911270
    Brazil - 141
    Brunei - 145
    Bulgaria - 0035 9249 17 223
    Canada - 1 866 277 3553
    China - 400 821 1215
    Chile - 600 360 7777
    Colombia - 106
    Croatia - 48 33 888
    Cyprus - 8000 7773
    Denmark - 70 201 201
    Egypt - 762 1602/3 and 762 2381
    Estonia - 655 8088
    Fiji - 132454
    Finland - 010 195 202 (for finnish civilians), (09) 4135 0501 (for people that dont speak Finnish)
    France - 01 45 39 40 00
    Germany - 0800 111 0 111 (Protestant), 0800 111 0 222 (Catholic), 0800 111 0 333 (for children and youth)
    Ghana - 2332 444 71279
    Greece - 1018
    Greenland - 134
    Guyana - 223-0001, 223-0009, or 223-0818, as well as 600-7896 or 623-4444 by cellphone
    Hong Kong - 2896 0000, 23892222
    Hungary - 116-111
    Iceland - 1717
    India - +91 8422984528, +91 8422984529, +91 8422984530
    Indonesia - 112
    Iran - 1480
    Israel - 1201 or 972-9 8891333
    Japan: 110 or 119
    Kosovo - 080012345
    Latvia - 371 67222922 or 371 27722292
    Lebanon - 1564
    Liberia - 6534308
    Lithuania - 116 123
    Malaysia - 03-79568144 or 03-79568145
    Malta - 179
    Mauritius - 800 93 93 +230 800 93 93
    Mexico - (55) 5259-8121
    Morocco - +212 (5) 22 87 47 40
    Netherlands - 113 or 0800 0113
    New Zealand - 0800 543 354
    Norway - 116 123
    The Philippines - (02) 7989-USAP (8727) or 0917 899 USAP (8727)
    Portugal - 21 854 07 40
    Poland - 89 19288 or 89 527 00 00
    Romania - 0800 0800 20
    Russia - (Moscow) 051 (or 8495051), 007 (8202) 577-577
    Samoa - (+381) 21 6623 393
    Singapore - 1-767
    Switzerland - 143 or 147
    Slovenia - (01) 520-99-00
    South Africa - 0800 567 567
    South Korea - 1566-2525 or 1588-9191
    Spain - 717 003 717
    Tonga - 23000
    Trinidad and Tobago - (868) 645 2800
    UAE - 800 46342
    United Kingdom - 116 123
    United States of America - 1-800-273-8255
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  • @jyn_nn7937
    @jyn_nn7937 Před 3 lety +5098

    I don’t wanna die I just don’t wanna be here

  • @annabellia222
    @annabellia222 Před 3 lety +3282

    You know the song name is a suicide prevention hotline 🥺

  • @ellap7461
    @ellap7461 Před 3 lety +6783

    This song will never not hurt.

    • @h3raur4
      @h3raur4 Před 3 lety +45

      right

    • @miniaceouss
      @miniaceouss Před 3 lety +54

      Yea definitely this was my brothers favorite artist logic 😭

    • @mehreen.6967
      @mehreen.6967 Před 3 lety +27

      @@miniaceouss wait was? Why was

    • @hannahhowe1019
      @hannahhowe1019 Před 3 lety +43

      You know the end is supposted to be lifting, right??? Its about getting over suicide

    • @ellap7461
      @ellap7461 Před 3 lety +39

      @@hannahhowe1019 I know- It's very empowering but still sad as it goes over very dark topics.

  • @iiamamara
    @iiamamara Před 3 lety +3423

    You ever feel sad , for no reason like sad asllll for no reason???

    • @gacha_lifememes2318
      @gacha_lifememes2318 Před 3 lety +32

      I do. 🥺

    • @cryptid_scrinkle
      @cryptid_scrinkle Před 3 lety +88

      I think that's called lypophrenia. I get it all the time. You aren't alone 💖

    • @iiamamara
      @iiamamara Před 3 lety +19

      @@cryptid_scrinkle oh okay 🙁

    • @ac33er
      @ac33er Před 3 lety +23

      @@cryptid_scrinkle or depression

    • @cryptid_scrinkle
      @cryptid_scrinkle Před 3 lety +22

      @@ac33er oh yeah, that can definitely be a part of depression. But I just meant if you didn't have depression or if it was a completely random thing.

  • @snowystormzz8999
    @snowystormzz8999 Před 3 lety +2730

    am i the only one who has to have this number memorized, but trust me I will never forget listening to this song on a rooftop and deciding to call the number, I talked to this amazing woman named amber who talked me out of jumping. I am now 2 years self-harm free and haven't attempted for 3 years. she will probably never get to read this but thank you for saving my life amber I called you someday in December and I said I don't think id make it to Christmas and here I am still alive in December 2020. (edit): im sorry to all of the people reading this but i broke my sh streak and this world is becoming too much and i might just end it now so i am so sorry to all the people who believed in me
    (happier edit) im still here and i got a therapist and am sh free and for once in my life truly wanting to live and actually wanting to be here so thank you to everyone and for the people reading this who truly do need to here it you are loved and here for a reason dont just end your life before you get to see how it goes i will be completely honest though i had tried killing myself a bit after the edit was made and right as i took what wad supposed to be my final breath my best friend had ran into the bathroom i was in. she called 9-1-1 for me and as weird and gross as it sounds shoved her fingers down my throat to try and get me to throw up the pills i had taken and right before i passed out all i heard was her repetitively saying "wake up its not funny morgan dont fu€king die on me right now we have so much to do still" and with her words in my mind i woke up at the hospital with her right beside me asleep in a chair and now knowing what i could have lost i am trying my best to get better thanks to all of you for the support :)

    • @GG_1324
      @GG_1324 Před 3 lety +124

      That’s an awesome story. I’ve had thoughts of ending it all too. The Feeling is so damn strong it can be hard to get rid of to say the least. Lemme know if you need anything. I’m here for you

    • @mila-fu2zb
      @mila-fu2zb Před 3 lety +53

      I’m so proud of youu 🤎

    • @freddieevans1668
      @freddieevans1668 Před 3 lety +35

      I may not know you, but I'm proud of you and how far you've come

    • @jasontheflash7676
      @jasontheflash7676 Před 3 lety +25

      I’m happy you’re here :)

    • @isabellaa6808
      @isabellaa6808 Před 3 lety +13

      ❤️✨

  • @hlm-po9zt
    @hlm-po9zt Před 3 lety +1150

    I don't wanna be alive but I don't want to die either. I just wish I never existed.

  • @probablyreading.
    @probablyreading. Před 3 lety +1597

    It hits different when you're here because of your parents
    Edit: damn I am so sorry to everyone else that relates :(

  • @nataliaabellan447
    @nataliaabellan447 Před 3 lety +646

    2017: Just a good song
    2021: My life in a song

  • @shhhh360
    @shhhh360 Před 3 lety +1504

    I feel complete when I listen to music

  • @xXxivy
    @xXxivy Před 3 lety +234

    Khalid's ending verse hurt a lot more than I remembered

    • @justtrin3433
      @justtrin3433 Před 3 lety +14

      i wish it was longer

    • @Hideotic
      @Hideotic Před 2 měsíci +1

      He definitely has the best part.

    • @M3nzD
      @M3nzD Před měsícem

      Samee

  • @vivian9302
    @vivian9302 Před 3 lety +1886

    This song will never fail to not make tears fall down my face.

    • @loading6258
      @loading6258 Před 3 lety +7

      Ikr 😞

    • @crimzonrayz3274
      @crimzonrayz3274 Před 3 lety +12

      Im numb now

    • @Lxcka.leonie
      @Lxcka.leonie Před 3 lety +5

      everything is gonna be okay one day i promise🥺

    • @KingJMan159
      @KingJMan159 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Lxcka.leonie you can't promise that, no one can predict the future, so you don't know if it will be okay

    • @koyer_shapes4735
      @koyer_shapes4735 Před 2 lety +6

      @@KingJMan159 he is just trying to help

  • @King_David_2002
    @King_David_2002 Před 3 lety +1437

    Is it just me or does every song sound better when it’s slowed?🤔

  • @elizabethlaird4853
    @elizabethlaird4853 Před 3 lety +283

    this song is the reason I am here today.

    • @annamariamikraki
      @annamariamikraki Před 3 lety +11

      We love you

    • @melanlemartinez
      @melanlemartinez Před 3 lety +6

      I am so proud of you! 🥺❤

    • @elizabethlaird4853
      @elizabethlaird4853 Před 3 lety +2

      @@melanlemartinez 🥺🖤

    • @swindle6644
      @swindle6644 Před 3 lety +3

      Well, the song that kept me going was faded by Alan Walker. I'm still kinda down in the dumps, but keep going bud.
      Has to get better at some point right?

    • @rezy6949
      @rezy6949 Před 3 lety +3

      you matter and dont let anyone says otherwise

  • @sp00kysp00ky
    @sp00kysp00ky Před 3 lety +108

    I survived my battle with depression. All I can hope is that you see this as a sign that you can make it through yours 💙💙

    • @2uppa507
      @2uppa507 Před 3 lety +2

      I hope so

    • @sp00kysp00ky
      @sp00kysp00ky Před 3 lety

      @Macaroni Ew ty!! You too

    • @faithsgirlbossmoment
      @faithsgirlbossmoment Před 2 lety +5

      How did u do it? Also advice for a younger teen please cause I feel like my family is low-key stressing me out and been making me emotionally drained all the time. But I can’t leave the “toxic ppl in life” cause I kinda live with them. Like don’t get me wrong I absolutely love my family but they really make me wanna unalive myself at times. (By family I mean parents btw) and I also feel like they kinda hate me at times :(

  • @casey8779
    @casey8779 Před 3 lety +151

    Sleep isn't sleep anymore... it's an escape from reality, its an escape from everything wrong and right in the world, it's an escape from every emotion that you have stored within you whether it be happiness, sadness, anger, it's the removal of every negative emotion, every scar, everything you've held in for so long... only for it to come back after a few hours and you have to relive it all over again... go to sleep

    • @kangaroosoup.
      @kangaroosoup. Před 2 lety +1

      Haha... Better chug that NyQuil, am I right? ..... I'm a shitty person.....

    • @shootingstar3569
      @shootingstar3569 Před 2 lety

      Very well said

    • @toperfectionmmmm
      @toperfectionmmmm Před 7 měsíci

      I hope you are doing much better now my friend, much love always

  • @scarslowedreverb
    @scarslowedreverb  Před 3 lety +334

    Dear Everyone
    I apologise this video was originally taken down due to a copyright issue with the GIF i used in the video which is a bit silly. I can't really do anything about that so until then i've re-uploaded the same version with a different GIF. Sorry everyone for the delay but it's back :)
    Thanks

    • @scarslowedreverb
      @scarslowedreverb  Před 3 lety +11

      @@ac33er I'm from UK so it's apologise not apologize

    • @ac33er
      @ac33er Před 3 lety +4

      @@scarslowedreverb Ohhhh, i'm so sorry 😔😔😔😔

    • @a.h.2104
      @a.h.2104 Před 3 lety +1

      @@ac33er I'm not him but I think it's okay. You didn't know he was from UK and you do NOT have to shame on you! :)

    • @amie2243
      @amie2243 Před 3 lety

      @@scarslowedreverb I'm from the UK too

    • @amie2243
      @amie2243 Před 3 lety

      And if you are from England apparently at 8:00 today we are going back into lockdown

  • @Kraatoos
    @Kraatoos Před 3 lety +91

    People only start to care when a person died, it’s kinda sad

  • @ash-gw7es
    @ash-gw7es Před 3 lety +538

    I’m not sure for how long i can hold on anymore. But i’m trying my absolute best. I hope you are too

    • @justahumanwatchingyoutube5120
      @justahumanwatchingyoutube5120 Před 3 lety +23

      stay safe for me

    • @avadelores4249
      @avadelores4249 Před 3 lety +15

      we love you. you need to be alive. you matter❤️

    • @sh1takemushroom900
      @sh1takemushroom900 Před 3 lety +14

      You are
      S uper
      P owerful
      E legent
      C ool
      I ntellegent
      A wesome
      L oved

    • @cd-_-7774
      @cd-_-7774 Před 3 lety +2

      how you doing now?

    • @jazzmonhernandez8141
      @jazzmonhernandez8141 Před 3 lety +5

      Hold on...bc I promise life will get better...ik what u feel and I feel it too...I been cutting and crying and Fucked up and it hurts like hell like FR fr...hold on...ur life is beautiful and ur such a blessing in this world...I promise...even tho I can't believe my own words...I promise you still......so hang in there okay

  • @tzuql
    @tzuql Před 3 lety +447

    If you’re seeing this I love you. Take care of yourself and have lots of water. Luv u bub😘

    • @avamurphy5485
      @avamurphy5485 Před 3 lety +5

      Same to you girl, you have so much worth❤

    • @nerium9762
      @nerium9762 Před 3 lety +2

      thank you so much, this really helped ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ lots of hearts to you !

    • @yourmomlovesyou3066
      @yourmomlovesyou3066 Před 3 lety +1

      💜🥳

    • @loading6258
      @loading6258 Před 3 lety +3

      Thanks I love you to 🖤🖤🖤 have an amazing day/night

    • @ttv_8136
      @ttv_8136 Před 3 lety +2

      Wat bout food :|

  • @AVos-wt5pp
    @AVos-wt5pp Před 3 lety +356

    I respect you for writing down every suicide prevention hotline of each country

    • @spriteiscool1631
      @spriteiscool1631 Před 3 lety

      cannada is not there and thats the 1 i need ( i dont mean to be toxic i am just saying could u please tell me the canidian hotline )

    • @AVos-wt5pp
      @AVos-wt5pp Před 3 lety +7

      @@spriteiscool1631 I think it's 1-833-456-4566 but I'm not sure because I'm from Europe, but I hope you'll be alright soon! Know that you're not alone! I'm going through a rough time too

    • @spriteiscool1631
      @spriteiscool1631 Před 3 lety +2

      @@AVos-wt5pp thank u a lot

    • @saahasyaddula6589
      @saahasyaddula6589 Před 2 lety

      @@spriteiscool1631 good luck bro

    • @lookatcurryman
      @lookatcurryman Před 2 lety

      @@spriteiscool1631 how u good

  • @shamelmae
    @shamelmae Před 3 lety +237

    When I was in 5th grade I thought this song was a like catchy song, it’s been 3 years and I think I finally understand this song. I’ve wanted to die so many times this year. I’ve been so close to doing it Slowly I’m healing. “I don’t wanna die today, I finally Wanna be alive” why does that hurt so much.

    • @linoylerer5346
      @linoylerer5346 Před 3 lety +1

      Truth hurts and so does your feeling don't bottle them up talk to someone cry scream but don't keep the struggle inside of you.

    • @robloxbloggs1638
      @robloxbloggs1638 Před 3 lety

      This is so true, I’ve heard this song on the radio a couple years ago and I sung it and didn’t understand I thought it was just another song on the radio but now I listen it brings me back memories of this year when I’ve cried Bc of bullies I’ve felt like I shouldn’t be alive anymore

    • @vexaroni
      @vexaroni Před 3 lety

      Exactly, I think last year was really hard on us. It really sucked and caused all of us so much pain. But guess what? We made it. We just gotta keep fighting. Stay strong.

    • @christianpeterson6183
      @christianpeterson6183 Před 3 lety

      we can do it ❤️

  • @maxrussell5318
    @maxrussell5318 Před 3 lety +293

    [Pre-Chorus: Logic]
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    [Chorus: Logic]
    I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
    I just wanna die today, I just wanna die
    I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
    I just wanna die
    And let me tell you why
    [Verse 1: Logic]
    All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout, they think they know it
    I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
    And my life don't even matter, I know it, I know it
    I know I'm hurting deep down, but can't show it
    I never had a place to call my own
    I never had a home, ain't nobody callin' my phone
    Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
    They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
    [Pre-Chorus: Logic]
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    [Chorus: Logic]
    I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive
    You don't gotta die today, you don't gotta die
    I want you to be alive, I want you to be alive
    You don't gotta die, now let me tell you why
    [Verse 2: Alessia Cara]
    It's the very first breath when your head's been drowning underwater
    And it's the lightness in the air when you're there chest-to-chest with a lover
    It's holding on, though the road's long, seeing light in the darkest things
    And when you stare at your reflection, finally knowing who it is
    I know that you'll thank God you did
    [Verse 3: Logic]
    I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
    I know you're the reason I believe in life
    What's the day without a little night?
    I'm just tryna shed a little light
    It can be hard
    It can be so hard
    But you gotta live right now
    You got everything to give right now
    [Pre-Chorus: Logic]
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine (Who can relate? Woo)
    I've been on the low, I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    [Chorus: Logic]
    I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive
    I don't wanna die today, I don't wanna die
    I finally wanna be alive, I finally wanna be alive
    I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
    [Outro: Khalid]
    Pain don't hurt the same, I know
    The lane I travel feels alone
    But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
    And I see my tears melt in the snow
    But I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry anymore
    I wanna feel alive, I don't even wanna die anymore
    Oh, I don't wanna
    I don't wanna
    I don't even wanna die anymore

  • @thundrwolf1193
    @thundrwolf1193 Před 3 lety +528

    It’s the fact that I will never be loved for me...

    • @Sara-yg1fb
      @Sara-yg1fb Před 3 lety +50

      its the fact that I'm the family disappointment for me

    • @messsy_tea
      @messsy_tea Před 3 lety +44

      it’s the fact that i’m hated by EVERYONE for me

    • @asukalover666
      @asukalover666 Před 3 lety +15

      it's the fact that i'm banned from everything now

    • @maroonzx9149
      @maroonzx9149 Před 3 lety +31

      it’s the fact i’ll never be the same person i was ever again for me

    • @iiamdiannaxd2968
      @iiamdiannaxd2968 Před 3 lety +16

      It’s the fact that everyone I love always leaves me fa me😐..

  • @embracemasculinity7536
    @embracemasculinity7536 Před 3 lety +102

    I needed this idk why but it seems songs understand me more than humans...

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 Před 3 lety +430

    To the person who read this,
    It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
    I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
    “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
    In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
    I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
    have a good day and great years.
    I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

    • @ac33er
      @ac33er Před 3 lety +30

      I love you so fucking much. Thank you. You have no clue how much I needed to read that. I hope your blessed throughout your life, and no hardships fall on you. This was the most beautiful thing ever, and I am sincerely touched ❤️

    • @cherishj5777
      @cherishj5777 Před 3 lety +14

      Please I love you. Thank you for this. I never knew I needed to hear something so bad until now💞

    • @Thejaxsonnato
      @Thejaxsonnato Před 3 lety +11

      That was very inspiring and warming. You have a very kind heart. You saved mine, and you can save more. I love you too♥️

    • @arielle4923
      @arielle4923 Před 3 lety +7

      This is the third song Ive seen you comment this and I just want to say thank you, you genuinely made me sob and then smile ❤️❤️

    • @lils413
      @lils413 Před 3 lety +9

      I liked this because...I know that a stranger off of a device cares for me...and u take ur own personal time just to write that whole thing to try to make people feel good about themselves...just know u made one person feel good...and that’s me...🙏🏼😩😫😭

  • @lurellei-2972
    @lurellei-2972 Před 2 lety +156

    this song hits a part of you that you can never describe.
    when I was 11 I listened to this and I'm 15 now and it hits differently than before..

    • @ticia3874
      @ticia3874 Před 2 lety +3

      Ugh same, this is just such a beautiful yet sad song

  • @em-hl8ge
    @em-hl8ge Před 3 lety +868

    I just want to jump off a tall building and feel like i’m flying.

    • @emmy5206
      @emmy5206 Před 3 lety +3

      ❤️

    • @dhritig3043
      @dhritig3043 Před 3 lety +55

      Falling is just like flying, except there's a more permanent destination :(

    • @kirasingleton5843
      @kirasingleton5843 Před 3 lety +27

      it seems like it’d be calming, to finally be at peace with the world.

    • @dhritig3043
      @dhritig3043 Před 3 lety +18

      @@kirasingleton5843 it does sound good but once you jump, there's no going back. Anime makes it look like a dream but really it isn't, it's just sad!

    • @kirasingleton5843
      @kirasingleton5843 Před 3 lety +10

      @@dhritig3043 yeah the fact the fact that you can’t go back contributes to the peacefulness

  • @lilyrose9476
    @lilyrose9476 Před 3 lety +252

    I was an 18 year old woman. In England I was considered an adult. I didn't feel like own because I was stuck in a supported living accommodation. A care leaver from the moment the clock strikes midnight on my birthday. I would listen to this song on repeat. I was looking for an escape. I'm 21 years old and I feel like I am peering into the past because I want to hug that girl. I want her to know to keep fighting just like I am now. The pain that I was feeling. I let it go. I do want to be alive now even though it's hard but I want to be here. I want to live through the highs and the lows.

    • @cheyannegibbs2007
      @cheyannegibbs2007 Před 3 lety +10

      Yes! I am so proud of you and please keep fighting you are doing SO well!!!!

    • @moninaagy3376
      @moninaagy3376 Před 3 lety +5

      Keep fighting I love you

    • @melanlemartinez
      @melanlemartinez Před 3 lety +3

      I am so proud! Keep going! ❤

    • @leena8600
      @leena8600 Před 3 lety +3

      I’m so grateful that you’re still here.

    • @moonrigh2770
      @moonrigh2770 Před 2 lety +1

      This inspired me so much, underrated comment.

  • @jordanlee9945
    @jordanlee9945 Před 3 lety +482

    I cried before I typed in the song

    • @scarslowedreverb
      @scarslowedreverb  Před 3 lety +92

      Stay strong ❤️

    • @FatimaT714
      @FatimaT714 Před 3 lety +4

      Me too

    • @mads.mp3804
      @mads.mp3804 Před 3 lety +7

      @@FatimaT714 stay strong I love you. I want you to be alive please stay with us. We all are going through our own things right now but you don’t have to die. I love you so much sweetie stay with us. 💞

    • @mads.mp3804
      @mads.mp3804 Před 3 lety +5

      I love you so much. Please stay strong. You are a fighter and you deserve everything. If I could I’d buy you the world. Please stay with us. You don’t got to die. I want you to be alive. 💞

    • @lumihell
      @lumihell Před 3 lety +2

      @@mads.mp3804 Thanks for encouraging others who are down^^ You’ll be very blessed for it one day🙏🏾 Stay Strong Aswell, God Bless You😊✨

  • @cyanidemoth2315
    @cyanidemoth2315 Před 3 lety +156

    it hurts so much, knowing you’ll never be enough for anyone. he left, she left, they all leave. I’m trying so hard to hold on but I don’t know how much longer I can do this :(

    • @avamurphy5485
      @avamurphy5485 Před 3 lety +5

      It will get better, I'm waiting too, everyone says there is a light at the end of the tunnel. just stay strong❤.

    • @cyanidemoth2315
      @cyanidemoth2315 Před 3 lety +2

      @@avamurphy5485 thank you so much, I’m trying :((

    • @rezy6949
      @rezy6949 Před 3 lety +2

      i love you and im so proud of you dont leave us, we gonna miss you

    • @avamurphy5485
      @avamurphy5485 Před 3 lety +1

      @@cyanidemoth2315 ❤️🥺

    • @catwthedurag4435
      @catwthedurag4435 Před 3 lety +5

      The sad truth of life and people is just that- they come and go, and when it finally feels like you meet the right one- they leave too.

  • @yaaazzz
    @yaaazzz Před 3 lety +82

    4:02

  • @jessiesmith6749
    @jessiesmith6749 Před 3 lety +36

    hey guys guess what. every time i try to cry i don’t cry anymore. i’ve cried so much at night knowing that nobody cares about me. if i died nobody would even be at my funeral. i’m sad to the point i can’t cry. they are gone i’ve lost so much. i’m sorry for posting this.

    • @linoylerer5346
      @linoylerer5346 Před 3 lety +4

      Don't being able to cry is okay that shouldn't concern you I'm sure that someone even a lond lost friend or a neighbor will be there for you there's always someone and if you need a person to talk to then I'm that person from now on. Hi my name is linoy I'm 17 from Israel and here for your support ❤️

    • @Audreykay22
      @Audreykay22 Před 2 lety

      I will attend if you do that but I beg you to not do that that's honestly heart breaking I care for you babe keep your head up you have a life to live and people care abt you call the number of the song it's a suicidal hotline they cam help you it helped me alot and most of them have calm voices so that will relax your nerves

    • @jessiesmith6749
      @jessiesmith6749 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Audreykay22 thank you so much. i ended up attempting but survived. i’m happy i survived. life’s getting better.

    • @Audreykay22
      @Audreykay22 Před 2 lety

      @@jessiesmith6749 :)

  • @cryptid_scrinkle
    @cryptid_scrinkle Před 3 lety +47

    when I saw the suicide hotlines in the description I cried. I was barely holding it together but that broke me. Thank you, I really needed that good cry, and the hotlines are good to know.

  • @luvv.cadennn
    @luvv.cadennn Před 3 lety +271

    The fact im 13, i know the suicide hotline for my state by heart, and can rap this whole song hits different. My parents thing im fine, and that its just a phase :)).

  • @jessiesmith6749
    @jessiesmith6749 Před 3 lety +62

    my friends / family “it’s just a phase my problems are worse. “ me: “oh, i’m sorry”

    • @linoylerer5346
      @linoylerer5346 Před 3 lety +2

      These type of friends don't really support and care for you, you deserve better caring loving and supporting Surrounding.

  • @HamptonFamily29
    @HamptonFamily29 Před 3 lety +51

    im hurting so much.

    • @QuietChaos7726
      @QuietChaos7726 Před 3 lety +4

      I'm sorry you're going through a rough time right now. Stay strong ❤️✊🏽

    • @2uppa507
      @2uppa507 Před 3 lety

      Honestly

  • @alexyoung9474
    @alexyoung9474 Před 3 lety +19

    Logic saved me bro. Logic actually saved me. This song saved me.

  • @Itsnoahscott
    @Itsnoahscott Před 3 lety +12

    Incase you need this:
    You are more fun than anyone or anything I know, including bubble wrap.
    You are the most perfect you there is.
    You are enough.
    You are one of the strongest people I know.
    You look great today.
    You have the best smile.
    Your outlook on life is amazing.
    You just light up the room.
    You make a bigger impact than you realize.
    You are always so helpful.
    You have the best laugh.
    I appreciate our friendship.
    Your inside is even more beautiful than your outside.
    You just glow.
    I love the way you bring out the best in people.
    Our family/school/community/church is better
    because you are part of it.
    You bring out the best in the rest of us.
    You inspire me.
    Nothing can stop you.
    You just made my day.
    You make me float up like I’m on millions of bubbles (We got this one from one of our kids after he got a new coat.)
    You are an excellent friend.
    When it comes to cooking, no one’s meals are quite as delicious.
    I am a better person because of you.
    You have taught me so much.
    I like the way you are.
    You are a great parent. You can tell just by looking at how thoughtful your kids are (A two-for-one compliment)
    You have the best sense of style.
    You make me want to be a better person.
    You look so young!
    I hope you are proud of yourself, because I am!
    You are one of the bravest people I know.
    That color looks perfect on you.
    You are so trustworthy; I always believe what you say.
    Everything seems brighter when you are around.
    Even the things you don’t like about yourself make you interesting.
    I know that you will always have my back, because that is the kind of person you are.
    You have the best ideas.
    You are a great example to others.
    I know that if you ever make a mistake, you fix it.
    You’ve got great leadership skills.
    You have amazing creative potential.
    You are stunning.
    You really seem to know who you are. I admire that.
    You are the reason I am smiling today.
    You’re a gift to everyone you meet.
    You have a gift for making people comfortable.
    I enjoy spending time with you.
    I am really glad we met.
    I tell everyone how amazing you are.
    Don’t change because you’re absolutely perfect just the way you are.

  • @therejectedyouthpodcast
    @therejectedyouthpodcast Před 3 lety +59

    this Song makes me cry every time I listen to it.Thank you.

  • @oliviaroblox4082
    @oliviaroblox4082 Před 3 lety +198

    pain
    ty for the likes i’ve read all of you guys replies it will get better i promise 💞

  • @azrail_music7259
    @azrail_music7259 Před 3 lety +60

    Thank you for reuploading

  • @flossurteeth7819
    @flossurteeth7819 Před 3 lety +22

    i feel like life isn't anything anymore. i had goals and still want to achieve them. i dream about it, but at the same time i think if i end it all, i know i will not have to go through the pain of people degrading me and putting me down you know. idk if anyone will even see this but if you do and you feel in a similar way, i feel you :((
    i wish the best for everyone even those who hurt me the most. and if you have positive goals, do whatever you can to work towards it. it will get better as you go on hopefully

  • @friskflowerfell9689
    @friskflowerfell9689 Před 11 měsíci +12

    I feel proud of myself for staying alive after the toughest time of my life. I’m happy of myself. I’m a warrior with battle scars.

  • @fatimafernandez7683
    @fatimafernandez7683 Před 3 lety +10

    dad was the first man to break my heart...

  • @samanthakester8290
    @samanthakester8290 Před 3 lety +78

    When this song first came out I was turning 14 and I never listened to the words like you do every other song. Now it makes sense.

  • @mangoeverse2930
    @mangoeverse2930 Před 3 lety +19

    I'm not crying because of the song, the comments. Those are the reasons why I'm crying.

  • @deexdee4382
    @deexdee4382 Před 3 lety +12

    “I wanna be alive” hurt so bad..when everyone is ahead of u and ur being attacked with pain..I’m 19 and went threw a 6 year break up..I loved her..back as a child one of my friends actually killed them selves..I was so hurt by that because I felt so weak not being able to save him..rest easy Ethan..I’ll keep trying but idk how long I can last...

  • @marlisaharris544
    @marlisaharris544 Před 3 lety +30

    “i feel like my life ain’t mine” just. yes. that is exactly how i feel.

  • @melly293
    @melly293 Před 3 lety +63

    Feeling depressed and never thought I would feel like this but I hope things get better for me and you yes you looking at my comment you will get better every story has a conflict and will have a good part ❤️ I love you - Melly

  • @TheFurryMemelord
    @TheFurryMemelord Před 2 lety +28

    I don’t want my life to end, I just want the pain to end

  • @wendy765
    @wendy765 Před 3 lety +22

    I don’t want to die.
    I just want to find a way out of my current situation...

    • @secondaalieen7118
      @secondaalieen7118 Před 3 lety +1

      U will get there I promise it may seem bad but trust it gets better

  • @sircocainz9325
    @sircocainz9325 Před 3 lety +20

    When we alive.. They dont care at all and they think we are fine... But when we gone.. They start to care... ;-;

  • @ponyofied5266
    @ponyofied5266 Před 2 lety +9

    Hits different when you rlly don't wanna be alive

  • @denis05_sf62
    @denis05_sf62 Před 2 lety +5

    If you’re reading this, I believe in u

  • @cr4ck3r58
    @cr4ck3r58 Před 3 lety +42

    Glad the vid is back up again :0 love this ♥︎

  • @ShinoaHiragi94
    @ShinoaHiragi94 Před 2 lety +24

    Damn... hearing this again years later really ripped the band aid off of the wounds and scars. This song has seen me through some pretty dark times

  • @fatimafernandez7683
    @fatimafernandez7683 Před 3 lety +48

    I'm going to tell my story x(
    Two years ago my mom was the one who found me on my first suicide attempt. She called 911 while I was unconscious on the ground. I keep cutting myself but I never tell her, she doesn't deserve to have a daughter like that, she deserved something much better than me. My father left home when I was 5 years old, It's amazing the fact that you never make a full recovery :(

    • @secondaalieen7118
      @secondaalieen7118 Před 3 lety +1

      There's a reason ur here don't try to take ur life just cause u don't see the reason ur here stay strong

    • @secondaalieen7118
      @secondaalieen7118 Před 3 lety +2

      2:45 listen again :)

    • @fatimafernandez7683
      @fatimafernandez7683 Před 3 lety +1

      @@secondaalieen7118 tysm, you are amazing, I'm trying to calm down, but it's too hard...

    • @fatimafernandez7683
      @fatimafernandez7683 Před 3 lety +2

      @@secondaalieen7118 i love you :(

    • @secondaalieen7118
      @secondaalieen7118 Před 3 lety +2

      @@fatimafernandez7683 ik how it is and u will get through it trust me

  • @hi-bw4bk
    @hi-bw4bk Před 3 lety +34

    im not depressed but this kinda deep😀

  • @tatjanakeirouz4340
    @tatjanakeirouz4340 Před 3 lety +39

    i love this song!

  • @adannaanigbgou1142
    @adannaanigbgou1142 Před 3 lety +12

    "your so tired at this point your crawling to find relief"
    your gonna find it, you gotta keep moving. because i
    want you to live, I want you to experience everything.
    I want you to be happy. because i love you so much
    get up and find your happiness, i know your tired but
    let me help you, lets find your happiness together.
    im not giving up until your....
    happy and alive

  • @robloxbloggs1638
    @robloxbloggs1638 Před 3 lety +12

    Y’all are such strong People. Y’all are still here hanging on,I’m so proud of all of y’all your amazing perfect and you’ve been so good! I’m so happy y’all are still here. If things are hard for you remember I love you and Ik I don’t know y’all but I’m serious I’m so fucking proud!

  • @freyaread7211
    @freyaread7211 Před 3 lety +13

    'i finally wanna be a alive i don't wanna die anymore' just hits different.

  • @miguelzapata2496
    @miguelzapata2496 Před 3 lety +30

    The Lyrics:
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    Who can relate?
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    I don't wanna be alive
    I don't wanna be alive
    I just wanna die today
    I just wanna die
    I don't wanna be alive
    I don't wanna be alive
    I just wanna die
    And let me tell you why
    All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it
    I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic
    And my life don't even matter
    I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it
    I never had a place to call my own
    I never had a home
    Ain't nobody callin' my phone
    Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind?
    They say every life precious but nobody care about mine
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    Who can relate?
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    I want you to be alive
    I want you to be alive
    You don't gotta die today
    You don't gotta die
    I want you to be alive
    I want you to be alive
    You don't gotta die
    Now lemme tell you why
    It's the very first breath
    When your head's been drowning underwater
    And it's the lightness in the air
    When you're there
    Chest to chest with the lover
    It's holding on, though the road's long
    And seeing light in the darkest things
    And when you stare at your reflection
    Finally knowing who it is
    I know that you'll thank God you did
    I know where you been, where you are, where you goin'
    I know you're the reason I believe in life
    What's the day without a little night?
    I'm just tryna shed a little light
    It can be hard
    It can be so hard
    But you gotta live right now
    You got everything to give right now
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    Who can relate?
    I been on the low
    I been taking my time
    I feel like I'm out of my mind
    It feel like my life ain't mine
    I finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
    I finally wanna be alive
    I don't wanna die today
    I don't wanna die
    Finally wanna be alive (Finally wanna be alive)
    I finally wanna be alive
    I don't wanna die
    I don't wanna die
    (No, I don't wanna die)
    (I just wanna live)
    (I just wanna live)
    Pain don't hurt the same, I know
    The lane I travel feels alone
    But I'm moving 'til my legs give out
    And I see my tears melt in the snow
    But I don't wanna cry
    I don't wanna cry anymore
    I wanna feel alive
    I don't even wanna die anymore
    Oh I don't wanna
    I don't wanna
    I don't even wanna die anymore

  • @jasonyi7470
    @jasonyi7470 Před 2 lety +8

    I hope y’all are fighting as hard as I am right now. Everyone who reads this just know there’s people out there fighting just like you are and we’re here for you. Don’t ever give up🖤🖤

  • @Shanobro321
    @Shanobro321 Před 3 lety +36

    Hey! If you are seeing this, I just wanted to let you know that Jesus loves you! He loves you so much that He died on the cross for your sins and rose from the dead so that you could be saved from sin and the wrath of God! This is the Gospel; you can be saved from God’s wrath and hell if you believe and trust in Jesus! God Bless you all!

    • @2uppa507
      @2uppa507 Před 3 lety +2

      Amen.

    • @kittyasleep
      @kittyasleep Před 3 lety +1

      I'm an atheist

    • @mrsfaiyaz4287
      @mrsfaiyaz4287 Před 2 lety +1

      @@kittyasleep then this wasn't clearly made for you..

    • @luffythegoat1.041
      @luffythegoat1.041 Před 2 lety

      @@kittyasleep Hey man wassup ik this old but just curious tell me why u dont believe in god

    • @qtco
      @qtco Před 2 lety

      Amen , thank u so muchh ❤️🥺 !

  • @nessamelgar4101
    @nessamelgar4101 Před 3 lety +14

    this is the ONE song that will ALWAYS make me cry

  • @jaylenpeavley5964
    @jaylenpeavley5964 Před 3 lety +12

    I’m here laying in my bed at 1am listening to this crying of how relatable....

  • @sheyrehernandez3251
    @sheyrehernandez3251 Před 2 lety +8

    I’ll never give up on you kaylee.

  • @missbeehaven9903
    @missbeehaven9903 Před 2 lety +2

    Beautiful 😍 and if you're reading this, I hope you are blessed abundantly with self love , clarity and with alot of money 💰

  • @Lay487
    @Lay487 Před 2 lety +12

    I will never forget this song.

  • @nicolearmendariz213
    @nicolearmendariz213 Před 3 lety +15

    I don't wanna die I just want the pain to go away

    • @Matthew-hy1bq
      @Matthew-hy1bq Před 2 lety

      We all want relief, keep on goin though. Enduring more pain will allow for more intimate relationships with people. You got this!!!

  • @ryleighjasmyn
    @ryleighjasmyn Před 3 lety +10

    been crying for a whole day yuh

  • @kailahsanaa
    @kailahsanaa Před 3 lety +10

    alessia’s part 🙌🏽🙌🏽!!!

  • @lils413
    @lils413 Před 3 lety +4

    I love how I have so many people who are here for me and make me feel so happy! And I couldn’t be more grateful but then I’m here again everyday....for absolutely Nu reason...” Hits different when your happy around other people but sometimes you aren’t around...your own self...”😞😞😭😭

  • @prettykush7924
    @prettykush7924 Před 3 lety +92

    🙂.just wished I related to the whole song 🙃

    • @downer2846
      @downer2846 Před 3 lety +29

      Trust me. You don’t want this depressing type of life

    • @mm-pj2bp
      @mm-pj2bp Před 3 lety +35

      @@downer2846 i think she means she wishes she related to “i finally wanna be alive” at the end of the song :( It’ll pass girl, hard times never last forever even if they feel like they will. One day it will all be okay

    • @thatlunaticisme
      @thatlunaticisme Před 3 lety +1

      well good for you, nobody cares.

    • @embracemasculinity7536
      @embracemasculinity7536 Před 3 lety +2

      You really dont want to...Trust me

    • @arleenasmall4597
      @arleenasmall4597 Před 3 lety +1

      @@thatlunaticisme Frick you, go open a bible and pray

  • @damvu484
    @damvu484 Před 6 měsíci +5

    I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna live.

  • @aphyTTR
    @aphyTTR Před 3 lety +20

    The most underrated logic album. Everybody was a masterpiece.

  • @meislia462
    @meislia462 Před 2 lety +5

    Hey, please know your worth and remember that I love you and I care about you. You are pretty, gorgeous, handsome and beautiful just the way you are. You know, roses and sunflowers; they look nothing alike. But they are beautiful in their own way so you should know that you are beautiful and unique in your own way. I'm really proud of you and I think you are great. Don't listen to mean people cause you know... not everyone can see the awesomeness in you. But you can't stop just because of their stupid opinions. I know that you have a talented spirit. It is totally fine to fail sometimes, that doesn't mean you are a failure. Even if you fail, I will still be so proud of you. Keep trying and keep trying, if you fail again then that's totally fine. Don't give up tho. If you keep trying then you will get it. Nothing is impossible in life when you use your best powers to achieve it. I know it might be a really hard time for you but dear... please keep your head up. I know, it's hard but trust me, you are strong and you can get through this. The pain will end soon, dear. Your life isn't gonna suck forever if it sucks now. Thank you so much for reading and have an amazing life you pretty/handsome person :)

    • @lydianici1696
      @lydianici1696 Před 2 lety +1

    • @meislia462
      @meislia462 Před 2 lety +2

      Lydia Nici

    • @damienbarrera9025
      @damienbarrera9025 Před 2 lety

      We need more people like this in the world this fr made me cry just thinking someone this amazing even still exists in this world thank you for everything bro keep on living life too bro i love you

  • @jerryflores6971
    @jerryflores6971 Před 2 lety +6

    I would put this song on because my mom left me for 4 years because she was on drugs but now she is clean and better and now am so happy 🙃😇

  • @boithefinger6535
    @boithefinger6535 Před rokem +3

    Since quarantine I was in a very dark place, I lost a lot family members and all of my friends went to different schools when we were doing school online. Junior year was my lowest, for a full year I was in a depression, I couldn’t go a day without crying, I wrote notes to my family, debating whether or not to go through with it. I hurt myself and I almost ended my life twice. I was alone and scared. When summer hit, I wanted to heal. I started to appreciate life. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world. Now I’m taking it step by step, I’m starting to be more confident in myself, I love my friends and I’ve been self harm free for 4 months now. Now I’m looking forward to graduation and starting a new chapter in my life.

  • @josselynsinclair8482
    @josselynsinclair8482 Před 3 lety +32

    Am I the only one who just listens to slowed sad music because it's a vibe 😅😅

  • @MrCreeperYT_Official
    @MrCreeperYT_Official Před 4 měsíci +2

    "I want you to be alive" hits different when you know multiple people who have committed suicide and even more who are dealing with suicidal thoughts.

  • @jacobhallman3206
    @jacobhallman3206 Před 3 lety +7

    This song hurt so much more when your depressed

  • @trugguff9632
    @trugguff9632 Před 3 lety +9

    I hate being an afterthought. Depression is eating me up and I'm too scared to tell anyone

  • @michaelsimmons8213
    @michaelsimmons8213 Před rokem +4

    its weird, i dont wanna kms, but i dont wanna be around anymore

  • @uknow..970
    @uknow..970 Před 2 lety +12

    this song really hits your heart and your emotions in a beautiful way

  • @iseedemyeezys5449
    @iseedemyeezys5449 Před 3 lety +19

    Whenever I listen to this, I get memories from when I was younger with my dad.
    Today, he wouldve been 49..

  • @misstomboyx6196
    @misstomboyx6196 Před 3 lety +12

    Sometimes life is hard. And you know you'll win or die trying.
    But sometimes you don't wanna win and when you wanna lose you don't wanna lose in pain. 💔
    And the fear of not knowing if you go up or stay down..💔

  • @DaisesTmrw
    @DaisesTmrw Před 3 lety +14

    This was my favorite song in 5th grade and 6th grade. At the time I had no idea what suicidal thoughts were I just thought I was being dramatic. Little did I know it came with years and years of suffering without getting any help and getting so close to just leaving earth, still till this day having no help.

  • @slimslowed3695
    @slimslowed3695 Před 2 lety +10

    I’ve been fighting my battle to depression for 2 years now and I attempted suicide once. I felt like I served no purpose in life, but things get better. If this sounds like you keep fighting, and When things get better come back to this comment, tell me how you are doing. I got u

  • @ming3312
    @ming3312 Před 3 lety +4

    You ever wish to fulfill your dream so bad, but you don't know if that's what your future holds. Then you see people doing your dream, and wish that was you. But in the process, it hurts to think of a future of not doing it.

  • @laurenhanna174
    @laurenhanna174 Před 3 lety +21

    I didnt even realise that the name of the song was the suicide prevention hotline because im from the uk

    • @peterruso9170
      @peterruso9170 Před 3 lety

      I didn't know either I just found out today in school during health class

  • @yaretzitlamatine3832
    @yaretzitlamatine3832 Před 3 lety +5

    And I’m glad at the end of the song Logic says he finally wants to be alive. Good for you bud.
    Wishing you only the best in life.

  • @klmejmkkrrltljr3157
    @klmejmkkrrltljr3157 Před rokem +10

    This song always hits the spot 🤧

  • @batmanisbae1982
    @batmanisbae1982 Před 3 lety +9

    this songs hurts so much more when its like this

  • @leilasivaraman3095
    @leilasivaraman3095 Před 2 lety +6

    you know it’s bad when you only relate to the first verse and chorus

  • @loganhill32
    @loganhill32 Před 3 lety +7

    “I don’t wanna die” can’t relate

  • @moayadalshammari5510
    @moayadalshammari5510 Před 3 lety +3

    im not depressed or anything. i just like the song

  • @julymclean7514
    @julymclean7514 Před 3 lety +4

    Your description is really helpful thank you♡

  • @QuietChaos7726
    @QuietChaos7726 Před 3 lety +10

    1:49