Not Sorry For Loving You | An EPIC: The Musical Animatic
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- čas přidán 27. 06. 2024
- Always wanted to get around to doing an animatic for a musical. And I thought what better way than 'Not Sorry For Loving You' a song inspired by Calypso and Odysseus! I've always been a fan of Calypso's tragedy, and hearing Jorge's song was too good to pass up. Also wanted to have a glowing flower motive, cos of the Moonlace flower in Percy Jackson!
Please note that as there isn't a full song yet, I attempted to compile all the snippets as best as I could! But I'm still a novice at spectral deletion and audio editing in Audacity, so it's not perfect (please bare with it lol)
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Anyway, the segments for the song are as followed:
*EPIC: The Musical Seminar | Goodspeed Festival of New Musicals 2022
(0:00 to 0:13.5)
• Video
*Song Sample! I'm not Sorry for Loving you Epic the Musical
(0:13.5 to 1:01.5)
• Song Sample! I'm not S...
*EPIC Snippet Not Sorry For Loving You 11-12-21
(1:01.5 to 2:02)
• EPIC Snippet Not Sorry...
*EPIC snippet Not Sorry For Loving You 09-28-2022
(2:02 to 2:24)
• EPIC snippet Not Sorry...
*EPIC: The Musical Seminar | Goodspeed Festival of New Musicals 2022
(2:24 to 3:04)
• Video
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*Jorge Rivera-Herrans (Odysseus + Writer/Composer)
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*Barbara Wangui (Calypso)
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![until I found her[lyrics # video]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/FZrqQcnaV3E/mqdefault.jpg)
Imagine one day you'll be listening a official version of this song and it will be even more incredible and TWICE HEARTBREAKING
I know, right?! I kinda wish Jorge would show a little more of the song now. I'm sure it's, by no means, anywhere near done, but I want more snippets. 🤣
You can really tell how much Odysseus feels bad for Calypso, even though she's practically kept him prisoner in hopes he might feel the same way (which is pretty screwed up). He actually does seem to be trying to let her down gently (then again he might just be trying not to anger her cause she's an all power goddess and all).
Anyway their story just proves you can't force romantic love nor are entitled to someone's, especially in the Odyssey when she tries to bribe Odysseus with immortality and he still chooses the possibility of being with Penelope again.
Sorry Calypso he loves Penelope too much, he'd take her over immortality anyday.
Compared to what a lot of Greek gods were like, calypso is very easy to sympathize with. What she did was pretty awful, but most of the gods motives were super petty for their actions. I think desperation for companionship is a lot better than every time Zeus couldn’t keep it in his pants
@@gameb9oy oh I know, Calypso's action are far from the worst thing the Gods have done. And it is hard not to feel bad for her, but while her past and loneliness explain her actions they do not necessarily excuse them.
Though props to her for letting Odysseus go (sort of... without a fight at least) I guess. And in a way she did care (arguments can be made about the love part. Because being love means knowing you're not entitled to someone else's and you can't to force it, in the end it's better to let them go because you want them to be happy) about Odysseus as she did keep him alive (albeit probably for her own benefit) and well I guess. I am trying to be optimistic here.
But anyway, Calypso definitely is better than some gods (*cough* Zeus *cough*).
I thought Calypso was a nymph but I feel so bad for her in this situation because Odysseus doesn’t feel the same way
@@iliketea1427She's only better than Zeus in the sense that she's only raped one person. That we know of.
@@nevaehgriffin1668Calypso was actually a nymph indeed. Her mother is an ocean nymph and her father a titan. She ruled over the island she lived, and infact she didn't live alone like the musical says, but she lived with others nymphs there. And she kept Odysseus prisoner for 7 years.He was miserable and crying and she had sexual interactions with him but without him wanting.Then Athena request from her father to order Calypso to finally let Odysseus free.
"What am I supposed to do with this love for you?" Hit me so damn hard. You really don't know what to do with it when the person it's all for won't accept it
I always feel so sorry for caly. Trapped on an island alone forever just because her dad's a titan. Hoebag gods.
I feel so bad for Calypso confusion at the end. She's spent a lifetime alone on an island, she can't possibly comprehend a love outside of romance. Meanwhile he did love her, but more how you love a fantastic friend. But she can't comprehend it
Glad she ended up with Leo in Heroes of Olympus
Or even a kid
@@vismaykedilaya1318CALEO FOR LIFE
@@BlueCookies1116 personally, I think calypso definitely could’ve been released from the island, but I don’t think calypso and Leo are a good match, I can definitely understand the reasoning for shipping them and respect the ship but I just don’t think it’s a good ship
I think it’s less that she can’t comprehend it, more that she sees romantic love as the ultimate love and has never been given any sort of love at all. The fact that her first love is unrequited, even if there is platonic love, makes her feel inadequate. It makes her feel like she’ll never find love, and like she doesn’t deserve it (even if she knows he loves her.)
(I relate to this song so badly. Yes I am venting.)
Don't forget to support Jorge and Barbara, they deserve all the love for their phenomenal performance!! 💚💜
I remember the Moonlace! And I enjoy how Rick ended Calypso's "banishment" with Leo
Could/will you do the other one with Calypso “love in paradise” too, your art style would be perfect for it.😁
@@sebaredghost9068Fun fact, but I was actually doing an animatic for 'Love in Paradise' before this one! Sadly, I couldn't produce something I felt was original, especially when there were already so many amazing animatics out there. So I've put it on hold for the time being. But considering the positive reception this video has gotten, it's definitely something I'll consider once my day job calms down a little!
man I cant find the original chanel, do you have the name?
Sorry for my confusion, but the original channel for what?@@ruygonzalezorozco4372
“I have a wife.”
“She’s not here.”
“Yes she is. She’s in my heart and my mind, she’s in my dreams every night.”
-Not really specific to Calypso, just popped in my head
Love this song and animatic btw 💖
Amazing work thank you so much for this animatic I love it
Then Circe came, and suddenly Penelope gone
@osirisshadoll4572 can't she like.. Cupid you? Like MAKE you feel in love? Calypso doesn't have powers for love. Yet circe does - so..
@@joseykate8510 he slept with both of them in the myths. The musical is doing it's own take on it, though, which is cool.
@@osirisshadoll4572 That wasnt Odysseus's choice, Circe was holding the lives of his friends over his head. Either he slept with her or she ate his men. It is also unlikely he would have made it out alive himself if he didn't go through with it, or in the case of the musical, if she didnt show him sympathy.
@@geekasauruswreks8789Odysseus was forced into sleeping with them on both occasions, at least in the version I've heard of. Circe made him choose between the lives of his men, and sleeping with her. It is also likley he would not have made it out alive himself if he did not sleep with her. In Calypso's case, Odysseus spent every day of his seven year stay crying on the beach, thinking of his wife. Calypso forced the intercourse between the two.
I backup on the “I hate that I fell in love with you” is so powerful
Imagine loving someone so much only to find out that they don’t love you the same way.
Real.
she is far more extreme in the original story, i like this version better
Don't have to imagine, unfortunately. Tis why this song hits so hard for me ❤
That's called being a jealous b he had a wife.
@@cookieaddict5956 she is also cursed with love. Any man who comes to her island (which is already hidden away from everyone, basically) she will fall in love with. Old Greek stories were fucked up
My heart literally broke into a million pieces every time she smiled through her tears.
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go lie on the floor and cry for the next few days, thank you.
See this reminds me of idk if you have watched MHA but Ms. Joke is a big one who comes to mind. She is always denied by the one she loves and smiles even though she’s hurting.
bro that interpretation upon the change of chorus and tone, IS GONNA KILL ME😭😭😭im cryingg how dare, the tiktok duet was one interpretation where after odysseus says 'not the way u want me to' calypso immediately just get angry with him with 'i hate that i fell for u', this made much more sense that oddyseus was taken away before she said the line and indicating not true hatred for him but FOR THE WAY she loved him becuz at this point he was gone
I’m not sorry for loving u… “ colipso” “let me speak!!!”
No matter the version of the story Calypso's left heartbroken whether Odysseus remains faithful to Penelope or not. These two songs in EPIC are my favorite. Hands down. Even in comparison to the entirety of the Cyclops saga. My close second is This Life is Amazing.
This song makes me feels so sad for Calypso. I understand her cuz one of my biggest fears is living Someone and that love being too much and pushing them away. Beautiful animatic❤
EXCUSE ME
it’s illegal to be this underrated
AGREED.
I would call the cops, But I don’t have the guts. Your too good.😢
You did a good job with the audio! It's surprisingly clear, I hope you do another animatic once the official Calypso saga is released!
Again, sorry that the audio at 2:23 drops in quality - the clearest audio I could find when splicing was from the Goodspeed Festival, which had an open environment. (I't's also my first time using spectral deleting and audio editing in audacity for this purpose, so please don't expect it to be amazing lol) 💮🏝
This song and animatic always hit me. I just keep coming back to it. Maybe its because its how human Calpso is.
She owns her faults, her pain, and her love. She doesn't try to guilt him or make him love her by some magic. No. She owns all that she is and tells him frankly. 'This is my story and i love you. I understand you don't love me and that hurts.'
There is just something. . . . So human and painful about how she does it. I just don't have the words to convey the depth of emotion not only the song but this art gives me. Just wow mate
Poor Calypso. I hope that she finds happiness one day and someone who will never leave her and love her unconditionally #Romantic P.S. AWESOME JOB WITH THIS SONG AND DRAWINGS ITS INCREDIBLE
Leo valdez
@@jascelinamcintosh2150 Spoiler Warning Above 😂
But yes, Calypso is DEFINITELY Team Leo
Leo Valdez
She kills herself a bit after he leaves soo... probably not.
Unlikely since "Goddesses can't die." A line Calypso said in the last song. Also even if she wasn't a goddess the island she lives on makes everyone on it immortal so she couldn't kill herself even if she tried.
@@wilddeath1
This song completely flips love in paradise to me
Me every time I listen to this song: "don't cry don't cry don't cry"
That makes all of us
I second that @@Camp_Half_Blood_Is_Here
@@totallychilledguyThird
This might be my second favorite Epic the Musical song that I’ve heard so far
No Longer You barely beats it out maybe, but this one could be a contender for first
I truly feel sorry for Calypso. Her story is so sad I can't help but cry for her character.
someone needs to introduce Calypso to the lotus eaters.
This would've been so cute if only her love for Odysseus didn't lead her to ending her life when he left 😥
I NEED A FANART OF CALYPSO WITH THE CUTE LOTUS-EATERS 😭
This is beautiful! I always felt horrible for calypso in the myths, I'm so glad she's finally getting some love ❤️ the lighting is gorgeous, loving the way you drew her!
She reminds me of Halle’s version of Ariel
She's a literal rapist in the original Odyssey
I wouldn’t feel TOO bad for the myth version, she is a rapist in the original mythology.
song was so beautiful and hit sooo close to home I started literally sobbing. My sister woke up and looked at me like I'm crazy
I actually found your comment on the compilation, so I checked out your channel and left a previous comment, but I guess youtube knew I've been stalking your channel in hopes you followed through with the promise of you making this, and recommended me this 😂😂 you crushed this ! Very well done !
Yeah, I didn't know when or if they'd end up responding. But I got too impatient, so ended up compiling the song snippets from the original sources so I'd have some audio to go off of 😅
Calypso’s design is so cute I love it!!
I totally agree!
Why is it that whenever I’m at my lowest is always when I find videos like these?
Beautiful work regardless.
same, man. it feels painful and cathartic at the same time
I feel so bad for her. All she wanted was someone to love her.😭 She was the only God I felt bad for. At least her son loved her since her husband abandoned her. They never even let her find a new mate.
Oh this is gorgeous and I love the watercolours in the background, love the way the colours contribute to calypso’s emotions- amazing work!!
Will from pjo
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@@Perc4beth3dits up to interpretation I love many characters named will :]
I can’t wait for this saga 😢 I’m already crying worse than in underworld, this is gonna be brutal 😅. Also omg I loooove your art so so much!!! ❤❤❤❤😍😍😍🥰
you are so underrated omg!! the flowers lighting up like they're background singers was an amazing touch omg!!
This is giving Angelica schuyler vibes and her love for Alexander in a way😊 Godh this song is so beautiful!
I see it now 😂
This is now my favorite animatic of this song.
Thank you for this beautiful animatic. My heart really lacks Calypso animatics, and this one really shows her the same way I see her in my heart ;-; ♥
Incradible paintings. Those pink-blue transitions were killer
THIS IS AMAZING
The lightning and the colors are so beautiful ? It looks fantastic
Just subscribed 👍
It’s.. so beautiful and the way the flowers in the back glowing when the chorus sings it’s outstanding :’)
so the line "i hate that i fell in love with you" the wiki gives some....interesting context to
Part of Calypso’s curse is to fall in love with every man that washes ashore on her island, and once she does they are given a way off the island to return to where they’re from. If Calypso doesn’t fall in love than he can’t leave, however, due to her curse she can’t do that. She is stuck in a vicious cycle of heartbreak, and this line truly sums up her pain from bearing this curse placed upon her.
^
basically meaning:
she must fall in love with any man who washes ashore on her island
but if she does, they'll get a way to leave
however, she has no choice but to fall in love with them, because of the curse
hot damn greek mythology went hard
@alakazamlover4908
what if the man wants to stay?
@@chongwillson972 i dont know, the wiki didnt detail that, just that she must fall in love with all men who come to her shores, but once she does, they'll get a chance to leave
Of all the curses in Greek mythology, this is singlehandedly the worst punishment ever conceived
@@vismaykedilaya1318 mhmmm
@@alakazamlover4908I don’t think that’s a real thing from the mythology. I can’t find any original source from it and the only place it was mentioned was the Percy Jackson wiki. I suspect Rick Riordan may have made it up to make her more sympathetic
Waitttttt I actually hit 100k on a video?? Never thought I'd ever have a video with this many views. Words can't describe my gratitude, but thanks so much y'all
Pls your Ody is so adorable. Love all the emotions in this. Beautiful work
I can't stop watching this it's so beautiful 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
Darn this song keeps bringing me to tears
Same here man
....omg this almost made me cry ...it brought back old memories that i had pushed away so long ago i feel like i can really relate to this song
Oh my goodness!
I absolute adore this animatic!
It is so beautiful drawn, and the music that played, is just amazing.
I cannot not put into words how much I love this!
Keep up doing the amazing work :)
I really like the emotion in this animatic. Great job
This is stunning!! The art and music are so lovely, oml
I can't wait for this song to come out aaaah!! This animatic is gorgeous & Calypso is so pretty. A genderbent cover would go so hard.
get over him by getting w leo valdez 🔥🔥
Percy Jackson mention is crazy
WAS THE SUPERSIZED MCSHIZZLE BAD BOY SUPREME MENTIONED
i love how u made her look the same as her VA, the hair looks great ❤
Your design for Calypso is absolutely adorable and this animatic is just...so sad. Lovely job!
This is such a sad and beautiful animatic honestly good job on it!!❤
Love this. The flowers glowing with her passion and Odysseus trying his best to be kind to her feelings but unwavering. I really feel for Calypso and the animation really blended well with the emotional depth of the song. I'm smiling and feeling like bursting into tears at the same time. 👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿🥹
Amazing job on this!!! Brings tears. This is the song I’m looking forward to the most 💜
this was really well done, and honestly for your first animatic kind of insane! could really feel calypso's anguish through the whole thing
Omg over 1k views! Thanks so much y'all
Your designs are absolutely beautiful
Oh my god the animatic did the song justice.
IT WAS SO SAD
MY HEART D:
I cant. This song ... I just can't. I always have to force myself to listen to it... Thats how emotional and painful it is. Its too much. My heart!
This is sooo great! Thanks for sharing it with us.
That is so beautiful. You have me in tears.
Still one of my favorite Epic animatics
the emotions are done brilliantly
I LOVE THIS 😭🩷
The facial expressions
The colors
The glow effects
How they match with the song
The art style
I love it alllllll
i love the way she pronounces "and if you ha-te me" "push-ed you"
its so good
Beautiful visuals! ❤
This is amazing🎉 your artwork is so good
I honestly love this so much
this is so beautifully done
Amazing animatic and vocals
This song is so sweet; I hope it winds up on spotify soon
gets me emotional
love this animatic
This brings up memories of my recent ex girlfriend 😢 she was the best thing I ever had and I practically pushed her away because of past traumas from a past relationship but I just hope she knows she was the love of my life😢
I’m sorry to hear that. I hope you heal.
Love this so much
bro this is SO GOOD
What a lovely animation went along with the music
Yoooo! Your channel looks awesome and love the art 👏👏👏👏
I really love the artwork for this song.
Well GREAT, now I’m crying and I can’t stop!!!
This looks so good I’m subbed!
This was so beautiful drawn
this song always make me cry. but this animatic!??? sobbing crying kicking
So great animation, so beautiful ❤️😍
2:04 something about this is so heartbreaking to me
That was gorgeous
Beautiful!! ❤
I haven't even fully watched it but ik this gonna be great bc of the art look its amazing
MOVE ODYSSEUS ITS MY TURN😤💕
But jokes aside amazing animation:>
Ah this made me cry
She sounds amazing
Some versions claim that they had kids, so I suppose that could be of some comfort for the shippers lol
Beautiful animation, I feel so bad for Calypso. Least in one of the good versions she ends up having twins and is not alone on the island, even after Odysseus leaves.
It's so cool, thank you!!😁
I LOVE UR ARTSYKE SOOOO MUCH
I REALLY wanna hug her.
Love the Calypso design!
Wonderful expressions
The guy who showed me this musical friendzoned me recently and I don't know what to do. I am 10 billion percent sure he cares about me too but he is going through a hard time right now in his life and I think the only thing I can do for him is be there as a friend. Maybe one day, who knows, I can't lose hope, I won't, not until it fades away or he gives up on this friendship. I will stay until the very end because that's what love is. Unconditional love stays forever.
the artstyle is cute ❤❤❤
Haven’t felt this so relatable to calypso
Personally, I don't exactly like how they tried to make calipso sympathetic. In the original story, Odessias kept rejecting her but she still slept with him every night, which just to be clear, means she kept graping him every night for seven years. I understand she is a goddess who lived in a world where indulging in this kind of behavior was not seen as a big deal, but there should be no expectation placed on her victim to forgive her or let her down gently. He is still a man who went through hell to get back to his wife and remained faithful to her, despite getting a vague prophecy about her finding another man from Tiresias mind you, meaning this type of intimacy is something sacred to him. Yet this woman completely ignored his wants and his pleading for her to stop. If it's honestly that hard to sympathize with the victim here just switch the genders. If a male god forced himself on a mortal woman for seven years because he "loved" her despite her telling him no and being married and trying for over a decade at this point to get back home to her husband and son, how would that look?