Autism being spelled at awetism (but said as aweee, tism!, as if reacting to someone) will be the funniest thing for the next day and make me chuckle gaffaw
Guff AWWW guff AWWW I’m a greater black backed gull (that’s not the sound it rly makes but my also autistic friend and I were going wHoOo sPeCiAl iNtErEsT XD)
SAME my husband always asks if I want to go to the beach and I’m like, well I washed my hair yesterday and that means if I go today I’ll have to wash my hair before it’s actually wash day again. I could wrap my hair in a scarf but then what if I get a weird tan line. Or is it even worth it when I actually hate the beach but want to go just to make you feel happy. 9/10 times I just say no lolll Same thing when ppl want to sit around a fire. I’m like, my clothes will actually be dirty if I do this. My hair will smell. I’ll have to shower, etc. it’s a whole thing..
5:54 Sometimes after eating I get incredibly nauseous, my stomach feels like crap and yet I can never get that sweet "relief". Even drinking water at certain temp., makes me nauseous. Peanut butter, a childhood favorite, is the only one I can specifically point out (will still eat though). Chewing gum helps settle it. Always joked it was a parasite, good to know it's not something that will kill me
My grandmother: I mean, sweetheart, you have to learn to control... all this if you want to fit into society better. That's just life. People are going to look at you and think you're weird or stupid, which you're not, if you choose to be. And sometimes you don't choose to be that. Me, in the month-long process of research-heavy self-diagnosis for autism and/or ADHD and trying to work up the courage to ask for an Adderal prescription: *I think I understand the assignment*
I look at the mouth, if I miss something because of auditory processing issues, there's chance that I'll get this from lip reading. If you are about talk to a group, there's trick (yeah, I was trained in public speaking at one point of my life) - look above everyone, just slightly, stare at wall or door or whatever there is. Everybody will be sure that you are looking into their very soul. Just don't overuse it, you don't want to create cult by accident XD
*Question for people who have been diagnosed for autism :* I was not diagnosed with autism, but I’ll be honest videos like these make me think otherwise. And yes I know that things like tik tok and CZcams are not a good place to figure things like that out but I have most to all of the same mannerisms of an autistic teen and I have always had sosial anxiety but that could also be a sign of autism ( that’s what I have heard correct me if I’m wrong ) Some of which are: fidgeting ; I get very upset at certain textures if food ; I feel like I want to have a break down if something is in my hair examples: hair clips, hair ties ; I prefer to be on my own ; I struggle with communication ; I have very strong intressts in specific things ; when sitting down i start swaying side-to-side ; when trying to make a disision I think of every outcome possible ; and way way more but those are the main ones have tried talking to my mother about it but she won’t listen and that’s a big problem since I feel I should be checked for autism. I just want to know from someone who has been diagnosed with autism if this is something that should be checked out?
Totally do some research on that. From my experience, this sounds pretty close to it. Reminder that you don’t have to have every symptom to lie on the spectrum, so it’s absolutely possible that you are.
Your probably autistic. I'm an autistic teen too but was diagnosed at like 2 yo I think. From experience you probably are and sometimes people don't want to accept what you are but I hope people around you start to notice you more and accept that your probably autistic.
If people misperceive you all the time, you get build up of anger/emotion, and you feel isolated/excluded constantly like an alien that people automatically don’t like no matter how hard you try, then I would get a diagnosis. That’s how autism feels.
I am also seeking a diagnosis for autism! Honestly, I would do a lot of research and maybe write down symptoms and reasons why you think you have autism. Maybe even write down some statistics about autism, too. Honestly, self diagnosis in the autism community is pretty widely accepted due to how difficult it is to get a diagnosis later in life, especially as a woman. You may feel uncomfortable doing that, which is fine, as I am still weary about doing that for myself as well, but you don't need a diagnosis to receive accommodations in most cases. Though I do know it would feel very validating to get that official diagnosis. Take some autism tests online and write down your scores. Not all of them are accurate, but doing many of them can get you a good idea of where you lie in terms of autism. Honestly, tik tok and CZcams arent actually as bad of a source for information as you may think. Many of the videos on these platforms are made by real people with autism who share their real experiences. It's a very good way to learn more about the disorder and what it looks like in real life, rather than the more clinical way psychologists usually look at it. I know this comment is a year old, so I hope you've progressed with your journey!
4:15 This is an ISSUE. You can see it is important, because it is all caps. You solve this ISSUE by using these pill organizers for old people. You see old people forget shit and you forget shit so you are basically target audience for the pill organizers. If you now are not sure if you took your pill: What day is it? What time is it? Is the pill for current day&time still there? no more guesswork and at the end of the week you can see that you still forgot to take your medicine three times this week. Yea your memory is shit because you forget to take the medicine that is supposed to help with your shit memory. "Its like raiaaaaaain!!!!!!"
Yeah those work wonders for me definitely recommend!!! Just don't ever move them from their permanent place 😂😂😂 everytime someone moved my meds i forgot they existed for days
@@mossripalextechno6450 These are great to not forget the pills at all, but really do not help if you have been on autopilot, and sit now infront of the open bottle and are not sure if you came to your senses before or after you took the pill. so the solution should be an organizer with a bulit in alarm.
I have one from Amazon that’s shaped like a flower and is different colors for each day! It’s been the most helpful thing ever, because I put it somewhere different on my breakfast table, which is one place I refuse to make a catch-all, so when I go to pick up the random thing on my table, it’s already in my hands! Bye-bye executive dysfunction! The other trick I have is to say aloud what you’re doing. “I’m grabbing water for my pill!” then “I’m taking my pill!” then “I have taken my pill!”. Stupid voices are better. It makes the memory stick in the brain. Also, stare at the pill like it’s a tiger about to pounce until it’s in your mouth. This is coming from a girl who gave up on her meds after years because the question “how do you remember to take a memory pill?” could never be solved, to a person who honestly never forgot again.
I have the convo of the guy with medication when I play solitaire. Because I forget to take my vitamins anyway. But in the morning I love to play Microsoft Solitaire's daily challenges. And sometimes I have a clear memory of me playing them the day before to find out I didn't. So I'm sitting there like: "I swear I played them yesterday. I did that on the bus. I'm not kidding. Wait what? I didn't play them? Then what about Sudoku? Oh dear! Why did I play all challenges except the last one? I thought I played them all!" Or sometimes, this sounds will really weird if your not neurodivergent, I question myself whether I said something or not. Because I can't figure out if I said something out loud or not. If it was in my brain. I refuse to repeat myself or else if I did speak people are going to think I'm crazy for not knowing I said something out loud with sounds. And my brain goes: "Have I really said that? Or was it just in my brain?"
Im ND but I dont have one- I just put it in the drawer with the clean clothes, and once I think its "dirty enough," I'll put it in the dirty clothes hamper
4:15 me, wondering if my adhd meds made it in with the supplements, vitamins, hormone balancing pill, migraine relief, allergy pill and all the other stuff I take every day to function, it's also me later in the day wondering the same thing. I'm pretty sure one of my sister's friends took my adhd meds once and used it, she did not have adhd so ya know, she was high.
My safe food at the moment is corn tortillas. Not necessarily anything in them, just heated up in the microwave for 30 seconds is good. Very comforting. :3
0:27 God I relate to all of this, except it's part of my lip instead of my cheeks which I bite quite often. Picking, picking and picking. Also daydreaming and I hate it so much. Being over emotional is also such a pain! It's stereotyped that autistic people don't feel emotions a lot, but I'm so damn sensitive and even just changes or not understanding something in class can bring me to a meltdown (thankfully not anger outbursts tho).
0:50 I always do this things since I was a kid. does that mean I have it?? 5:00 I experienced this. There were days where I just don't feel anything like, You could die infront of me and I won't even care about you. 8:40 same
Don’t worry, you technically can. Just make sure to brush your teeth well after. I ate everything you aren’t supposed to while wearing braces and my dentists never knew. They actually congratulated me, assuming I never ate those items, my teeth turned out just fine! :)
Another person who used to have braces here! I ate popcorn all the time while I still had my braces. I used to brush very well and use toothpicks for in between the wire after eating popcorn. They never found out!
3:48 My friend. Affect. You mean "How ADHD Affects comedy." "His actions affected me. The effect was deep." Generally, "Affect," is a verb and refers to an Action impacting someone, while "Effect," is usually a noun and shows the End result. You only really use Affect in a noun sense when you change the "A" from an "uh" to an "ah" and are referring to the way in which someone conveys feelings or whatever by way of vocal tone and facial expression (whether or not you have a "flat affect") but in a way is still referring to actions in the sense of whether or not you actively modulate your voice and move specific facial muscles in specific ways that somehow deliver information to people.
anybody see their week plans as a room and when ever you have something you don’t want to do you have pillars and if you have something you want to do it’s highlighted in balloons and in glitter but with loud noises so now your not look forward to it beacuse it’s mentally loud and every free day is open room that quiet
Does anyone else really like baby bell cheese because if the wax because of the texture everytime I wanna squish it into a ball but I don't. Anyone else
Ok the one on what people with ADHD think is funny is also hilarious to my autistic ass. I love random bullshit like the videos of toad from Mario singing pop songs
Me who's been eating carnivor with my mom and hasn't touched ramen, popcorn, taco shells/quesedillas, bagels (I'm able to eat cream cheese and I will down an entire container in one sitting), popsicles (I hate those kinda popsicles tho), mashed potatoes, or any of my favorite comfort foods (including the ever-popular micky-Ds) in over 2-3 months: *autistic disappointment*
At school you always have to explain why people do things but I don’t know why poeple do things I just know what they do and what you would do to make it seem normal
and thanks to this i actually finally fully recognize something about myself that i have noticed before but didnt pay much attention to it. and what is this you may be asking (you probably arent but still) that i mirror other peoples personality and because of that i constantly dont even know who i actually am. im not even joking. one time a couple years ago i brought that up to one of my therapists and they said that was normal so i just let it slip my mind and i completely forgot abt it until the vid where the person was talking abt that and i just remembered after going back through my memory files. cause i do that all the fricken time. (i have a kinda like a filing system in my head when it comes to memorys and its just like im flipping through a bunch of files in a filing cabinet. i personally think its kinda cool but most others probably dont. but its also kinda the same way with my mom. its really cool because we can relate on that and sometimes others get confused when we bring it up so we have to explain it and i like explaining it cause i like to teach people about things they dont know about. its fun!
I’m not good at getting friends or keeping them. I think that a luck thing if you’re autistic. I just started realizing I have to hang out with neurodivergent people only. Neurotypicals never want to be deep friends. I think autistic women actually have all the same issues as autistic men. It’s just we’re ignored. We don’t president differently. We are perceived differently. Healthcare professionals tend to have bias against women and POC.
I think I might fall somewhere on the spectrum but as soon as I do something that I normally do that is an autistic trait I stop immediately and tell myself to stop faking it. I am really worried that I'm faking it and I'm really needing some advice or reassurance lol ;-;
Autism being spelled at awetism (but said as aweee, tism!, as if reacting to someone) will be the funniest thing for the next day and make me chuckle gaffaw
gaffaw sounds like a sound a big funny looking bird would make
i am so autistic.
Guff AWWW guff AWWW I’m a greater black backed gull (that’s not the sound it rly makes but my also autistic friend and I were going wHoOo sPeCiAl iNtErEsT XD)
@@yoururmommother8563 your user name is gold
Okay but what is that neurodivergent bop that immediately made my brain tingle
The fact that I zoned out as I watched this, and snapped out of it only because I heard "The fitness gram pacer test is a..." XD
my brother once quoted it in one of my videos XD
my mom will take me out weekly and we always listen to my music, i have several playlists, it's my weekly, mom and me relax happy time
That’s awesome! Happy for you.
Aww I’m so happy for you. I wish I could have that good of a relationship with my mom
@@The_Service_Doodles Maybe one of your close friends or partners will do that with you! sometimes someone standing in is nice!
@@bloothecow06 my problem is that no one else but my mom and brother would put up with chaotic jpop
@@EmmaJohnsonShenanigans I listen to will wood with my mother, Just gotta find someone who likes a good mystery stew of music
'Going for a swim' lady, i relate so hard! I have that 'is it worth it' break down multiple times a day.
SAME my husband always asks if I want to go to the beach and I’m like, well I washed my hair yesterday and that means if I go today I’ll have to wash my hair before it’s actually wash day again. I could wrap my hair in a scarf but then what if I get a weird tan line. Or is it even worth it when I actually hate the beach but want to go just to make you feel happy. 9/10 times I just say no lolll
Same thing when ppl want to sit around a fire. I’m like, my clothes will actually be dirty if I do this. My hair will smell. I’ll have to shower, etc. it’s a whole thing..
5:54 Sometimes after eating I get incredibly nauseous, my stomach feels like crap and yet I can never get that sweet "relief". Even drinking water at certain temp., makes me nauseous. Peanut butter, a childhood favorite, is the only one I can specifically point out (will still eat though). Chewing gum helps settle it. Always joked it was a parasite, good to know it's not something that will kill me
“Did I just take my medication?” Me every morning with my vitamins
My grandmother: I mean, sweetheart, you have to learn to control... all this if you want to fit into society better. That's just life. People are going to look at you and think you're weird or stupid, which you're not, if you choose to be. And sometimes you don't choose to be that.
Me, in the month-long process of research-heavy self-diagnosis for autism and/or ADHD and trying to work up the courage to ask for an Adderal prescription: *I think I understand the assignment*
6:09 STAWP THIS IS LITERALLY ME THIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE NOW
Eye contact pro tip from my dad:
Look at the bridge of the nose. Works wonders!!
I look at the mouth, if I miss something because of auditory processing issues, there's chance that I'll get this from lip reading. If you are about talk to a group, there's trick (yeah, I was trained in public speaking at one point of my life) - look above everyone, just slightly, stare at wall or door or whatever there is. Everybody will be sure that you are looking into their very soul. Just don't overuse it, you don't want to create cult by accident XD
*Question for people who have been diagnosed for autism :*
I was not diagnosed with autism, but I’ll be honest videos like these make me think otherwise. And yes I know that things like tik tok and CZcams are not a good place to figure things like that out but I have most to all of the same mannerisms of an autistic teen and I have always had sosial anxiety but that could also be a sign of autism ( that’s what I have heard correct me if I’m wrong ) Some of which are:
fidgeting ; I get very upset at certain textures if food ; I feel like I want to have a break down if something is in my hair examples: hair clips, hair ties ; I prefer to be on my own ; I struggle with communication ; I have very strong intressts in specific things ; when sitting down i start swaying side-to-side ; when trying to make a disision I think of every outcome possible ; and way way more but those are the main ones
have tried talking to my mother about it but she won’t listen and that’s a big problem since I feel I should be checked for autism. I just want to know from someone who has been diagnosed with autism if this is something that should be checked out?
Totally do some research on that. From my experience, this sounds pretty close to it. Reminder that you don’t have to have every symptom to lie on the spectrum, so it’s absolutely possible that you are.
You have autism if you often write in big block paragraphs. Just another trait I’ve noticed.
Your probably autistic. I'm an autistic teen too but was diagnosed at like 2 yo I think. From experience you probably are and sometimes people don't want to accept what you are but I hope people around you start to notice you more and accept that your probably autistic.
If people misperceive you all the time, you get build up of anger/emotion, and you feel isolated/excluded constantly like an alien that people automatically don’t like no matter how hard you try, then I would get a diagnosis. That’s how autism feels.
I am also seeking a diagnosis for autism! Honestly, I would do a lot of research and maybe write down symptoms and reasons why you think you have autism. Maybe even write down some statistics about autism, too. Honestly, self diagnosis in the autism community is pretty widely accepted due to how difficult it is to get a diagnosis later in life, especially as a woman. You may feel uncomfortable doing that, which is fine, as I am still weary about doing that for myself as well, but you don't need a diagnosis to receive accommodations in most cases. Though I do know it would feel very validating to get that official diagnosis. Take some autism tests online and write down your scores. Not all of them are accurate, but doing many of them can get you a good idea of where you lie in terms of autism. Honestly, tik tok and CZcams arent actually as bad of a source for information as you may think. Many of the videos on these platforms are made by real people with autism who share their real experiences. It's a very good way to learn more about the disorder and what it looks like in real life, rather than the more clinical way psychologists usually look at it. I know this comment is a year old, so I hope you've progressed with your journey!
the sounds on 8:36 actually made me start laughing, it made me feel funny hearing all of them at once
4:15 This is an ISSUE. You can see it is important, because it is all caps. You solve this ISSUE by using these pill organizers for old people. You see old people forget shit and you forget shit so you are basically target audience for the pill organizers. If you now are not sure if you took your pill: What day is it? What time is it? Is the pill for current day&time still there? no more guesswork and at the end of the week you can see that you still forgot to take your medicine three times this week. Yea your memory is shit because you forget to take the medicine that is supposed to help with your shit memory.
"Its like raiaaaaaain!!!!!!"
Yeah those work wonders for me definitely recommend!!! Just don't ever move them from their permanent place 😂😂😂 everytime someone moved my meds i forgot they existed for days
You can also get caps with timers on them.
@@mossripalextechno6450 These are great to not forget the pills at all, but really do not help if you have been on autopilot, and sit now infront of the open bottle and are not sure if you came to your senses before or after you took the pill. so the solution should be an organizer with a bulit in alarm.
@@HiltownJoe yep that sounds pretty good.
Edit: not that I would know much as I don't have meds. I'm pretty clueless.
I have one from Amazon that’s shaped like a flower and is different colors for each day! It’s been the most helpful thing ever, because I put it somewhere different on my breakfast table, which is one place I refuse to make a catch-all, so when I go to pick up the random thing on my table, it’s already in my hands! Bye-bye executive dysfunction! The other trick I have is to say aloud what you’re doing. “I’m grabbing water for my pill!” then “I’m taking my pill!” then “I have taken my pill!”. Stupid voices are better. It makes the memory stick in the brain. Also, stare at the pill like it’s a tiger about to pounce until it’s in your mouth. This is coming from a girl who gave up on her meds after years because the question “how do you remember to take a memory pill?” could never be solved, to a person who honestly never forgot again.
I have the convo of the guy with medication when I play solitaire. Because I forget to take my vitamins anyway.
But in the morning I love to play Microsoft Solitaire's daily challenges. And sometimes I have a clear memory of me playing them the day before to find out I didn't. So I'm sitting there like: "I swear I played them yesterday. I did that on the bus. I'm not kidding. Wait what? I didn't play them? Then what about Sudoku? Oh dear! Why did I play all challenges except the last one? I thought I played them all!"
Or sometimes, this sounds will really weird if your not neurodivergent, I question myself whether I said something or not. Because I can't figure out if I said something out loud or not. If it was in my brain. I refuse to repeat myself or else if I did speak people are going to think I'm crazy for not knowing I said something out loud with sounds. And my brain goes: "Have I really said that? Or was it just in my brain?"
8:40 OMG PLEASE IS THERE A VIDEO WITH JUST THIS SOUND ON CZcams??? PLEASE I NEED IT
Wait the sorta clean pile isn't a thing everyone does?!
I thought that too .....
I don’t think wearing a shirt for just one day (maybe as jammies too) automatically makes it filthy
Im ND but I dont have one- I just put it in the drawer with the clean clothes, and once I think its "dirty enough," I'll put it in the dirty clothes hamper
I just hang it back up inside out.
Same lmao
I don't think I tell myself when to smile, cuz I only smile when I laugh or as a part of my greeting ritual of which has become habit.
and theres my neurodivergent ass that was so understimulated watching this that i had to turn music on
4:15 me, wondering if my adhd meds made it in with the supplements, vitamins, hormone balancing pill, migraine relief, allergy pill and all the other stuff I take every day to function, it's also me later in the day wondering the same thing.
I'm pretty sure one of my sister's friends took my adhd meds once and used it, she did not have adhd so ya know, she was high.
My safe food at the moment is corn tortillas. Not necessarily anything in them, just heated up in the microwave for 30 seconds is good. Very comforting. :3
0:27 God I relate to all of this, except it's part of my lip instead of my cheeks which I bite quite often. Picking, picking and picking. Also daydreaming and I hate it so much. Being over emotional is also such a pain! It's stereotyped that autistic people don't feel emotions a lot, but I'm so damn sensitive and even just changes or not understanding something in class can bring me to a meltdown (thankfully not anger outbursts tho).
8:18 "I don't stimmed" five minutes later: "you spin me round"
Yep, happened today
Connor is so relatable lol
0:50 I always do this things since I was a kid. does that mean I have it??
5:00 I experienced this. There were days where I just don't feel anything like, You could die infront of me and I won't even care about you.
8:40 same
One of my comfort foods is popcorn but now I can’t eat it because I have braces. :[
That sucks/gen
oof i feel bad 4 u
Don’t worry, you technically can. Just make sure to brush your teeth well after. I ate everything you aren’t supposed to while wearing braces and my dentists never knew. They actually congratulated me, assuming I never ate those items, my teeth turned out just fine! :)
Mine too i have autism and adhd i just tons care i eat popcorn and skittles
Another person who used to have braces here! I ate popcorn all the time while I still had my braces. I used to brush very well and use toothpicks for in between the wire after eating popcorn. They never found out!
maybe that's why I like psychological thrillers and angst because I AM UNDERSTIMULATED 😵😭
The medication one is so relatable.
7:12 wow i relate so hard
0:00 Popcorn ain't a safe food for me (though I love it). Mine's super noodles. :)
why is my safe food frozen fruit?? is it cuz im a fruit a fruity fruit????
3:48
My friend. Affect. You mean "How ADHD Affects comedy."
"His actions affected me. The effect was deep."
Generally, "Affect," is a verb and refers to an Action impacting someone, while "Effect," is usually a noun and shows the End result.
You only really use Affect in a noun sense when you change the "A" from an "uh" to an "ah" and are referring to the way in which someone conveys feelings or whatever by way of vocal tone and facial expression (whether or not you have a "flat affect") but in a way is still referring to actions in the sense of whether or not you actively modulate your voice and move specific facial muscles in specific ways that somehow deliver information to people.
People dont think through the process /result of each action everytime they go to do something? (Referring to the night swim at 7:15)
what is the song at 8:35?! i am obsessed
Now that's what I call asmr, tickled my brain.
It’s called Prickly Pufferfish by Galen Tipton
0:04 me watching this while waiting for my popcorn to be done
5:50 I have this little circle dance I do with my arms bent and I never realized that it was stimming!
Omg my safe food was finally listed: bagels (or this ONE type of roll that this one bakery does) and cream cheese
I generally was not expecting to laugh the ADHD and comedy thing but I let out the loudest ugliest laugh you could possibly imagine
For safe food- it’s alway quesadillas-
or anything with cheese🤩
@@jelen2579 omg yes- or just straight up cheese
Why’d the chicken cross the road? $&@&$$😂
5:13 Splatt Indigo here we go!
anybody see their week plans as a room and when ever you have something you don’t want to do you have pillars and if you have something you want to do it’s highlighted in balloons and in glitter but with loud noises so now your not look forward to it beacuse it’s mentally loud and every free day is open room that quiet
My safe food be bacon and sausage with some sea salt fries bro 💀✌🏻
the one at 3:12
i almost choked on my food!
Does anyone else really like baby bell cheese because if the wax because of the texture everytime I wanna squish it into a ball but I don't. Anyone else
Yesss
0:09
Pb&j
Also cereal
Ok the one on what people with ADHD think is funny is also hilarious to my autistic ass. I love random bullshit like the videos of toad from Mario singing pop songs
There’s no way I’m gunna find the adhd joke funny. I never find stuff funny… *snickers at the joke* Heh, that was funny.
Me who's been eating carnivor with my mom and hasn't touched ramen, popcorn, taco shells/quesedillas, bagels (I'm able to eat cream cheese and I will down an entire container in one sitting), popsicles (I hate those kinda popsicles tho), mashed potatoes, or any of my favorite comfort foods (including the ever-popular micky-Ds) in over 2-3 months: *autistic disappointment*
At school you always have to explain why people do things but I don’t know why poeple do things I just know what they do and what you would do to make it seem normal
Great video :) :)
8:38 🤢🤢🤢🤢 it makes my skin crawl how is this nice?????? Hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it no.
It's surprisingly uncomfortable to listen to 😂
The really loud pitter patter is unsettling
Bro that terrible memory be hitting at the worst times fr
Eye contact? That can't really be a thing, sounds super made up.
Right!?! I think it's some sort of conspiracy theory
its real, you can look it up
also why would it be a conspiracy theory, theres no reason for it to be
and thanks to this i actually finally fully recognize something about myself that i have noticed before but didnt pay much attention to it. and what is this you may be asking (you probably arent but still) that i mirror other peoples personality and because of that i constantly dont even know who i actually am. im not even joking. one time a couple years ago i brought that up to one of my therapists and they said that was normal so i just let it slip my mind and i completely forgot abt it until the vid where the person was talking abt that and i just remembered after going back through my memory files. cause i do that all the fricken time. (i have a kinda like a filing system in my head when it comes to memorys and its just like im flipping through a bunch of files in a filing cabinet. i personally think its kinda cool but most others probably dont. but its also kinda the same way with my mom. its really cool because we can relate on that and sometimes others get confused when we bring it up so we have to explain it and i like explaining it cause i like to teach people about things they dont know about. its fun!
I’m not good at getting friends or keeping them. I think that a luck thing if you’re autistic. I just started realizing I have to hang out with neurodivergent people only. Neurotypicals never want to be deep friends. I think autistic women actually have all the same issues as autistic men. It’s just we’re ignored. We don’t president differently. We are perceived differently. Healthcare professionals tend to have bias against women and POC.
8:36 this sound makes my teeth uncomfortable
I think I might fall somewhere on the spectrum but as soon as I do something that I normally do that is an autistic trait I stop immediately and tell myself to stop faking it. I am really worried that I'm faking it and I'm really needing some advice or reassurance lol ;-;
4:20 Same.
0:00 r i c e
how could you forget r i c e
8:44 ooo
9:31 They always do.
4:04 Word.