Reading my EDGY Diary from MIDDLE SCHOOL… *i was not okay*

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  • čas přidán 11. 09. 2024
  • We're used to it at this point. (Reading my old diaries part 3)
    Anyways buckle up for this video cuz it's a long one!! This is my last diary that I have lined up for this series so this is the last diary reading vid as of now. hope u enjoy :)

Komentáře • 56

  • @angelikadevara
    @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +26

    8:13 💀💀

  • @scollaceyuri
    @scollaceyuri Před 3 měsíci +41

    the dork diaries influence is so real

  • @josieposietosie
    @josieposietosie Před 3 měsíci +87

    why is some of your pasts self’s thoughts lowkey real 💀

  • @ailsahuff
    @ailsahuff Před 3 měsíci +26

    This is scary, I was the same age as you in every year, going through almost identical struggles and resolutions. Thank you for sharing this, it’s really cool how that whole time I thought I was alone, but you and probably many others were going through the same thing…

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +1

      it's crazy how similar we all rlly are hahah 🫶🏼

  • @iwashere583
    @iwashere583 Před 3 měsíci +26

    This is so funny and needs more views lolll, I also had unhinged diaries as a kid

    • @iwashere583
      @iwashere583 Před 3 měsíci +2

      Also you have a nice personality girlie

  • @ce_982
    @ce_982 Před 3 měsíci +5

    the whole being labelled as a reader by teachers thing is so real because i was in the exact same situation as you. i literally had no friends when school started up again after quarantine, so all i had to do during tutor period (homeroom) was read because what else are you supposed to do when you have no one to speak to? i'm kind of glad about it all though, because it's what got me into reading more.

  • @isabellas5447
    @isabellas5447 Před 3 měsíci +11

    Im 14 and i actually resonate with a lot of your 14 y/o self's feelings

  • @OpaliteStudios
    @OpaliteStudios Před 2 měsíci +3

    THE LAST BIT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL! YOU SHOULD TOTALLY MAKE SOME SORT OF HOOK SERIES

  • @cocoa.ava_xoxo
    @cocoa.ava_xoxo Před měsícem +1

    so goofy! tbh you would make such a good actor!

  • @Maneyaku
    @Maneyaku Před 3 měsíci +8

    angelika was.......demonika...edgelord ,emo asf back in the day 🤣

  • @Mxl1ha
    @Mxl1ha Před 3 měsíci +4

    gonna be 100% honest here, im gonna turn 14 and i share a bit of the same insecurities you had when you were 14

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +1

      Yuppp I feel like everyone goes through the same phases haha

  • @90sHermione
    @90sHermione Před 3 měsíci +3

    girl this is so lowkey true 😭😭😭

  • @jaclynotoole445
    @jaclynotoole445 Před 3 měsíci

    this motivated me to read my old diary 😭😭 how dare you make me relive that chaos hehe

  • @snigdha04_
    @snigdha04_ Před 3 měsíci +3

    Bro the start -💀 nah fr like I started my journalism like that tooo😭😭😭😭

  • @ce_982
    @ce_982 Před 3 měsíci

    this made me remember all the cringy drawings of myself i used to put in my old diary's, they would never even look like me either😭

  • @CATSUOIEATSCATTOES
    @CATSUOIEATSCATTOES Před 3 měsíci

    HELP IM SO HAPPY SOMEONE ELSE EXPERIENCED A CRAZY A CRINGY CHILDHOOD DIARY W DRAWINGS AND RANDOM SCENES / MOTIVATION LOLOOL

  • @1lovechuuu
    @1lovechuuu Před 3 měsíci +2

    my favorite types of videos >>>>

  • @skinkshamer
    @skinkshamer Před 3 měsíci +3

    Dude whaaat how were you this charismatic at 11 while I just stared at friend groups lol
    im 🪦

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci

      HAHAH I'm sure you were charismatic in your own way

  • @JJ-ii5dq
    @JJ-ii5dq Před 3 měsíci +2

    Srs I love your growth as a person and omg girl you are sooo pretty (masallahhhh)

  • @joanneklapwijk8568
    @joanneklapwijk8568 Před 3 měsíci

    Why was I actually so invested in this lmao.

  • @ArsonTheShroom
    @ArsonTheShroom Před 3 měsíci

    how is this not more liked this is actually peak comedy

  • @1t9ss24
    @1t9ss24 Před 3 měsíci

    Ur videos are very aesthetic and inspirational 😭❤️

  • @CarrisaCintya
    @CarrisaCintya Před 3 měsíci +1

    gurl your so sassy I would love being friend w/ ur 6th grade self skskk

  • @stuffbyemmie
    @stuffbyemmie Před 3 měsíci

    so relatable honestly i still relate to parts of this.

  • @loveamara.
    @loveamara. Před 3 měsíci

    OMG I WAS WAITING FOR THIS

  • @zairated
    @zairated Před 3 měsíci +1

    oh by the way angelika, any tips for video editing? i hope you make a video on that in the future :D

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +1

      I would love to make a video on how to edit!!!

    • @zairated
      @zairated Před 3 měsíci

      @@angelikadevara thank you so much for responding :D keep making awesome videos and making people (like me) happy ❤️!!!

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +1

      @@zairatedofc!!! I love reading comments ❤❤

  • @EmilyGriffith-lb8st
    @EmilyGriffith-lb8st Před 3 měsíci +1

    I had the exact same diary holy suit

  • @cinnamimi_
    @cinnamimi_ Před 3 měsíci

    this was such a fun video to view haha!!!!!

  • @Swaggiestswagpersontoeverswag

    BYE I js re-read my 6th grade journal and we sound very similar 😭

  • @BilliesPetRock
    @BilliesPetRock Před 3 měsíci +1

    Oh my god you were so young during the pandemic, i feel bad. It was awful enough as an adult.

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +1

      It had some benefits too though! I'm grateful that I had a period of learning new things in solitude because I was able to exit the pandemic with fresh new perspectives on life :) especially during my awkward early-teenage years

    • @BilliesPetRock
      @BilliesPetRock Před 3 měsíci

      @@angelikadevara it's great how you managed to turn it into a positive learning experience. It's a very mature thing to do

  • @fllooploop
    @fllooploop Před 3 měsíci

    Your younger self is actually so real

  • @BerkeleyB.44
    @BerkeleyB.44 Před 3 měsíci +2

    The way i cackled at the hair just being pasted in the diary 😭

  • @lorettap4126
    @lorettap4126 Před 2 měsíci

    stop... the end actually made me cry!!! but everithing els was so cringeee

  • @yourblink424
    @yourblink424 Před 3 měsíci

    I love your vidsss

  • @SoliKetema
    @SoliKetema Před 3 měsíci +1

    First 🎉🎉🎉 hope i get pined❤❤❤

  • @Letu2lestarxs
    @Letu2lestarxs Před 3 měsíci +2

    no gurl i was deffff worse then you!!!!!

  • @kasandratorres6832
    @kasandratorres6832 Před 3 měsíci

    Love

  • @EmeryGray-4321
    @EmeryGray-4321 Před 3 měsíci

    That's so preppy

  • @angelaparker6511
    @angelaparker6511 Před 3 měsíci

    How many diaries do you got

    • @angelikadevara
      @angelikadevara  Před 3 měsíci +4

      I journaled a lot over the years but this was the last diary I could find haha

    • @angelaparker6511
      @angelaparker6511 Před 3 měsíci

      @@angelikadevara Oh ok and I got Forty One diaries

    • @nehironcul1460
      @nehironcul1460 Před 3 měsíci

      @@angelaparker6511DAYUM

  • @kasandratorres6832
    @kasandratorres6832 Před 3 měsíci

    Omg I
    Ovenproof vidos